La Catrina: Episodio Gay: Escena 2
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Resumen: ¿Recuerdas cuando todos piensan que Jamie era Jaime, especialmente en episodio 1? Ahora elle puede tener un crisis de género, claro.
Sé que ustedes querían más de Felipe y Carlos pero tengo un idea para esta escena. También, sólo un aide de una clase de español, así escribo en esta clase pero estoy peor que español que escena 1. Lo siento.
Lista de etiquetas: @the-one-and-only-aroace (tú lees el original, tú vas a leer este capítulo.) @madi-just-madi @areasontothrive (ustedes me sienten las preguntas) @faggot-friday (usted le interesía de escena 1) y @sofia-not-sophie (lee la escena previa)
¡De Ao3 o debajo del cortar!
Es aproximadamente medianoche en la casa de los Linares, pero Jamie está muy despierta, mira el techo del dormitorio de María.
Las ideas giran en la cabeza de Jamie, y no hay espacio para dormir.
María se mueve en su cama, las sábanas hacen un sonido bajo.
Jamie susurre. —¿María? Estás despierta?
La voz de ella, cansada, respuesta de las montañas de sábanas, —Sí. ¿Qué necesitas?
—Yo estaba pensando.
María pausa, gira para ver a Jamie. —Ay, no. Pensar es peligroso.
—Sí, pero es tarde y…no pienso que tengo una elección.
María suspire. —¿Jamie, qué estamos yendo a hacer con tú?
—No lo sé. Jamie pausa.
—¿Qué si mi nombre fuera Jaime?
María piensa por un momento. —Pues, primero, tú fueras un chico y esta conversación no sucederá porque tú vivas en la casa de los Navarro.
—Sí. Jamie sonríe. —Pero, otro de eso.
—¿Para ser honesta? Yo probablemente te pediría en una cita. La sonrisa de María es tan clara como el sol en el cuarto oscuro.
—Puedo hacer eso si quieres. Va a decir sí.
Jamie está sorprendida admítelo, pero ella había estado pensando en hacer eso desde hace un tiempo, pero ella no tiene la confianza.
María pregunta —¿Qué sobre a Carlos y tú?
—A Carlos le gusta Felipe. Ellos no quieren que nadie lo sepa y yo no estoy seguro que los dos de ellos saben.
—¿Entonces como tú sabes?
—Tengo mis estilos. Jamie pausa, siendo misteriosa.
—Y Felipe es mi mejor amigo y él actúa como un bobo cerca de Carlos.
—Sí, puedo verlo. Jamie espere por un segundo.
—Pero nadie de eso no resuelve el problema de mi género.
—¿Y cuál es el problema, Jaime? Porque no estoy segure.
Jaime mentalmente célebre del género de la afirmación de María por un parte de un momento. —¡No entiendo mi género! A veces me gusta ser llamado Jamie y a veces me gusta ser llamado Jaime. A veces soy una chica y a veces soy un chico. No sé nada. ¡Algunos días no hay problema, otros días hay muchos problemas, y otros días siento que está en la media o ninguno o no puedo describirlo! Me ayuda, María. Por favor.
—No sé tú género pero es más fácil dejar que sea lo que quiera ser. No está fácil para tú aceptar pero…
María se va apagando y se encoge de hombros.
—Tú tienes que dejar tu género hace qué quieras. No hay otra forma.
Jaime piensa a través de la declaración de María antes de preguntar, —¿Tu género es…cómo se dice…?
—Sí, un poco. Me gusta un “elle” de vez en cuando.
Una pieza de Jaime se cae en su lugar. —Ay, no lo sé; lo siento.
—No te preocupes, no es información que publicito.
—ah. Tiene sentido.
Un silencio existe entre ellos por un momento largo hasta María le rompe preguntando
—Y tú, ¿Qué pronombres prefieres?
Jamie piensa al mismo tiempo. —No lo sé. No sé qué quiero que sean mis pronombres para todo mi futuro.
—Sólo para hoy. Para ahora.
La voz de Jamie rompe cuando Jaime pregunta —...¿Cómo se conjuga “elle”?
—Pues, los verbos se conjugan y los sustantivos declinan, pero vamos a ver. Por ejemplo: “Este es mi amigue, Jaime. Elle no sabe que su género es y elle es icónique para eso. A elle le gusta hablar español para algún razón y es le duẽne verdadere de la hacienda la Jacaranda.” ¿Quieres más?”
Jamie está llorade. —No—Es más que suficiente. Es bueno. Más que tú puedes creer.
María se sienta en la cama de Jaime y toma la mano. —¿Estás seguro?
Jaime asiente. —Sí. Gracias. Por todo.
María sonríe. —Claro.
—Te ve en la manaña?
La sonrisa de María se ilumina. —Sí. Buenas noches, Jaime.
—Buenas noches. Duerme bien.
Jamie se queda dormide currado en el hombro de María. María no puede sentirlo por la mañana, pero es un poco precio pagar.
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Your Fault.
guilt arc guilt arc GUILT ARC GUILT ARC
I know I may dream but I think Sonic should go through a depression/guilt arc, bc you know, he thinks he straight up killed everyone he loves + his whole world while at it. He’s a really neurodivergent kid, he can’t handle something of this magnitude.
Also the second panel happens after their fight, I just wanted to get this finished quick. Anyway yeah they fought and the realization hit Sonic during it and he just froze, and Shadow decked him and probably kicked him to a new shatterspace
AU version where due to that guilt he begins to despise himself, and isolates from everyone, because he feels he’s a liability, and that anyone he comes close to will meet their doom because of him.
EDIT: After reading some theories, I came up w an alt AU version! So if all the shatterspaces are in fact the prime world getting split into pieces, same going for the gang’s personalities and such, the change is that Sonic pushes through and reunites the shards, fixing his home world! But once done so, he disappears from sight, doing the whole isolation bit. The heaviest part of the guilt arc basically gets pushed back to until the prime world’s already fixed.
Of course he deals with a lot of quilt and depression in the meantime, but he learns to bottle up and hide his emotions. Prime!Sonic is very emotional, open and talkative, but in this AU, over the course of the series, he becomes more dubdued- again, hides emotions, talks less (tho not too much less, cuz boy’s gotta mask) and starts keeping to himself more. He’s doing the whole “talking about surface troubling stuff to appear open and honest, while in fact keeping all heavier trauma concealed underneath”. Keeps on a smile, but it begins to hurt.
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I'm pretty sure I've already made a post about cannibalism in hallownest but it still fascinates me the difference between a person bug and a food bug. You could say sentience but a good amount of bugs that are simply scurrying around have thoughts (dreamnail) and once tumblrblazed by the Radiance every bug tends to have narrow and simple thoughts, something else I froth over
The Deepnest bugs (are implied to) eat people, or do they eat bugs, is it out of disrespect of their humanity, or the culture. There could be a natural foodchainare aspect but maybe PK influence disrupted the structure. Are nosks people? I'd love to know what's up with nosks
Bugs were capable of thought before PK (tribes and communities existed before him or WL took power and the Radiance mothtribe seems very advanced) so it could have been a way of life where "cannibalism" had no definition. Imagine the furious debates PK got up too about citizenship and laws, god I love that silly colonizer worm
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Thinking of it the fact my Best Friend's Wedding which ends with what would now be an extremely Aro coded woman and a gay man dancing and laughing together, it's no wonder it was my favourite romantic comedy as a kid.
Like, watching it now it's like ah Juliette, you are Aro but you don't know it. Your happy ending would never have been a romantic relationship with Michael.
Like to explain how surprising this ending is (just go to the reblogs I put videos that highlight it), even now it ends with her saying good bye to the person she thought she romantically loved. This is a romcom. The entire time you have felt empathy for her but you never want her to succeed. At least for me I never wanted her to get the man, but here at the end she doesn't. It's very bittersweet for a romcom... So they don't end it there. They bring back the friend who has been supporting her the entire movie and is in on all the schemes she's been up to and trying to get her to just tell the truth and move on.
He does what in any other romantic movie would be the sweeping romantic gesture where she realizes the man she wasn't looking at was the one that loved her all along.
But he's gay and he is in a relationship. The movie makes clear from the start he isn't the rebound or the dark horse romance. Instead the gesture is explicitly not romantic. It's an inside joke between them and he's there as her friend because he's seen how wrecked she is by the whole ordeal and wants to make her feel better. Platonically. That's how this romcom ends.
It's not perfect (the movie's from 1993 and a queer Platonic plot I doubt was the true intention), but when you're not inclined to romantic love sometimes it feels like you can't win against romance. Media makes romance the highest goal, the most important thing. The protagonist finds romantic love and lives happily ever after. But this movie even though it's very much about romance it's also about platonic friendships.
In the end she saves the wedding because although he rejects her Michael is still her friend.
Despite wanting to hate her she actually finds the romantic rival likeable and charming and if not for this man between them they would probably get along as friends. She tracks her down to set things straight.
Her editor and friend talks her through things, supports her, urges her to do the right thing, and roasts her when she's being an idiot, and is the person standing with her at the end giving us an uplifting and satisfying ending. Where for the protagonist romantic love doesn't conquer all, but platonic love certainly makes life better.
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Hi kingjasnah, can I ask why you don't post cosmere stuff very often anymore?
ummm ok sure. tbh the big nebulous reason is that it's not always easy to be a person of color in this space. i don't take a lot of what people say online seriously and I never have (which is probably why ive been on this blog so long), like im secure enough in my offline life to tbh not worry about it and my experience of these books is solely personal. which i recommend to everyone. but sure the last few years have been a little grating like i think there's a reason most of the mutuals of color i had in 2020 (and before) have um moved tf on as they say. im not going to expand on this LOL if you were here you know what i mean
the slightly chiller reason is just very simply that none of the releases since ROW have captured my interest as much? the ssps were cute but whatever. im personally not an era 2 person but i love a lore dump so lost metal was fun for that reason. when the next stormlight preview season starts I plan to be fully back on my bullshit I will be posting I will be keeping up with things I will be theorizing but I'm not here to do that 24/7 in the off season anymore
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