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squishmallow36 · 4 months
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La Catrina: Episodio Gay: Escena 2
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Resumen: ¿Recuerdas cuando todos piensan que Jamie era Jaime, especialmente en episodio 1? Ahora elle puede tener un crisis de género, claro.
Sé que ustedes querían más de Felipe y Carlos pero tengo un idea para esta escena. También, sólo un aide de una clase de español, así escribo en esta clase pero estoy peor que español que escena 1. Lo siento.
Lista de etiquetas: @the-one-and-only-aroace (tú lees el original, tú vas a leer este capítulo.) @madi-just-madi @areasontothrive (ustedes me sienten las preguntas) @faggot-friday (usted le interesía de escena 1) y @sofia-not-sophie (lee la escena previa)
¡De Ao3 o debajo del cortar!
    Es aproximadamente medianoche en la casa de los Linares, pero Jamie está muy despierta, mira el techo del dormitorio de María.     Las ideas giran en la cabeza de Jamie, y no hay espacio para dormir.     María se mueve en su cama, las sábanas hacen un sonido bajo.     Jamie susurre. —¿María? Estás despierta?     La voz de ella, cansada, respuesta de las montañas de sábanas, —Sí. ¿Qué necesitas?     —Yo estaba pensando.     María pausa, gira para ver a Jamie. —Ay, no. Pensar es peligroso.     —Sí, pero es tarde y…no pienso que tengo una elección.     María suspire. —¿Jamie, qué estamos yendo a hacer con tú?     —No lo sé. Jamie pausa.     —¿Qué si mi nombre fuera Jaime?     María piensa por un momento. —Pues, primero, tú fueras un chico y esta conversación no sucederá porque tú vivas en la casa de los Navarro.     —Sí. Jamie sonríe. —Pero, otro de eso.     —¿Para ser honesta? Yo probablemente te pediría en una cita. La sonrisa de María es tan clara como el sol en el cuarto oscuro.     —Puedo hacer eso si quieres. Va a decir sí.     Jamie está sorprendida admítelo, pero ella había estado pensando en hacer eso desde hace un tiempo, pero ella no tiene la confianza.     María pregunta —¿Qué sobre a Carlos y tú?     —A Carlos le gusta Felipe. Ellos no quieren que nadie lo sepa y yo no estoy seguro que los dos de ellos saben.     —¿Entonces como tú sabes?     —Tengo mis estilos. Jamie pausa, siendo misteriosa.     —Y Felipe es mi mejor amigo y él actúa como un bobo cerca de Carlos.     —Sí, puedo verlo. Jamie espere por un segundo.     —Pero nadie de eso no resuelve el problema de mi género.     —¿Y cuál es el problema, Jaime? Porque no estoy segure.     Jaime mentalmente célebre del género de la afirmación de María por un parte de un momento. —¡No entiendo mi género! A veces me gusta ser llamado Jamie y a veces me gusta ser llamado Jaime. A veces soy una chica y a veces soy un chico. No sé nada. ¡Algunos días no hay problema, otros días hay muchos problemas, y otros días siento que está en la media o ninguno o no puedo describirlo! Me ayuda, María. Por favor.     —No sé tú género pero es más fácil dejar que sea lo que quiera ser. No está fácil para tú aceptar pero…     María se va apagando y se encoge de hombros.     —Tú tienes que dejar tu género hace qué quieras. No hay otra forma.     Jaime piensa a través de la declaración de María antes de preguntar, —¿Tu género es…cómo se dice…?     —Sí, un poco. Me gusta un “elle” de vez en cuando.     Una pieza de Jaime se cae en su lugar. —Ay, no lo sé; lo siento.     —No te preocupes, no es información que publicito.     —ah. Tiene sentido.     Un silencio existe entre ellos por un momento largo hasta María le rompe preguntando     —Y tú, ¿Qué pronombres prefieres?     Jamie piensa al mismo tiempo. —No lo sé. No sé qué quiero que sean mis pronombres para todo mi futuro.     —Sólo para hoy. Para ahora.     La voz de Jamie rompe cuando Jaime pregunta —...¿Cómo se conjuga “elle”?     —Pues, los verbos se conjugan y los sustantivos declinan, pero vamos a ver. Por ejemplo: “Este es mi amigue, Jaime. Elle no sabe que su género es y elle es icónique para eso. A elle le gusta hablar español para algún razón y es le duẽne verdadere de la hacienda la Jacaranda.” ¿Quieres más?”     Jamie está llorade. —No—Es más que suficiente. Es bueno. Más que tú puedes creer.     María se sienta en la cama de Jaime y toma la mano. —¿Estás seguro?     Jaime asiente. —Sí. Gracias. Por todo.     María sonríe. —Claro.     —Te ve en la manaña?     La sonrisa de María se ilumina. —Sí. Buenas noches, Jaime.     —Buenas noches. Duerme bien.     Jamie se queda dormide currado en el hombro de María. María no puede sentirlo por la mañana, pero es un poco precio pagar.
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harumichiii · 6 months
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SAILOR MOON S: Episode 18 - 「芸術は愛の爆発!ちびうさの初恋」
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autisticsonic · 2 years
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Your Fault.
guilt arc guilt arc GUILT ARC GUILT ARC
I know I may dream but I think Sonic should go through a depression/guilt arc, bc you know, he thinks he straight up killed everyone he loves + his whole world while at it. He’s a really neurodivergent kid, he can’t handle something of this magnitude.
Also the second panel happens after their  fight, I just wanted to get this finished quick. Anyway yeah they fought and the realization hit Sonic during it and he just froze, and Shadow decked him and probably kicked him to a new shatterspace
AU version where due to that guilt he begins to despise himself, and isolates from everyone, because he feels he’s a liability, and that anyone he comes close to will meet their doom because of him. EDIT: After reading some theories, I came up w an alt AU version! So if all the shatterspaces are in fact the prime world getting split into pieces, same going for the gang’s personalities and such, the change is that Sonic pushes through and reunites the shards, fixing his home world! But once done so, he disappears from sight, doing the whole isolation bit. The heaviest part of the guilt arc basically gets pushed back to until the prime world’s already fixed.
Of course he deals with a lot of quilt and depression in the meantime, but he learns to bottle up and hide his emotions. Prime!Sonic is very emotional, open and talkative, but in this AU, over the course of the series, he becomes more dubdued- again, hides emotions, talks less (tho not too much less, cuz boy’s gotta mask) and starts keeping to himself more. He’s doing the whole “talking about surface troubling stuff to appear open and honest, while in fact keeping all heavier trauma concealed underneath”. Keeps on a smile, but it begins to hurt.
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tennessoui · 8 days
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it’s like baby gorl there’s no way I, the author who wrote the fic you’re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you 😿🙏 some things can just stay on your chest 🙏
#there’s a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading people’s opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didn’t like obi-wan in this fic#I’m like makes sense! maybe you weren’t supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life don’t always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#I’m ok with that I’m ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just don’t like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course he’s not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but there’s a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and you’re just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and that’s not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you don’t do that it’s rude it’s being a jerk#I’ve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and I’ve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isn’t even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to 🙏#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but that’s for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they don’t have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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bmpmp3 · 4 months
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sorry to be a bit of a hater but i do wish youtubers weren't so scared of making their videos just like, "reviews", whys everything gotta be a "video essay" all the time. every day my recommendations are filled with 40 minute videos titled "_____: An Underrated Masterpiece" where the first like five minutes are reading the wikipedia definition of "masterpiece" in a somber voice with dramatic themed text on screen. please just tell me how good or bad you think something is and use the rest of the runtime to explain why. you dont need to put on all these airs
#i know the ahem. channel. of some awe....... that whole situation kind of scared people off from using the word review#but like we live in the future now. you can make a review. i believe in you#AND LIKE i like a good video essay!! but im picky. because i read academic shit for fun#when i see a capital E essay im expecting theses. im expecting sub headers. im expecting multiple examples AND footnotes with asides#(and i know this is a controversial topic but i do expect them to be long. because if you read aloud a 4 page journal article its gonna)#(take a bit of time LOL maybe i just read too much academia shit. but i dunno man. theres not a lot you can say about like a big huge)#(topic with multiple angles if you only have like 10 minutes. maybe i just talk too slow. i need to breath <3 )#theres other formats too. surveys. retrospectives. informative essays. persuasive essays. etc#and like i also read lots of reviews not just of like movies and books but of like gallery exhibitions and shit!! they can be extremely#interesting a lot of work and some really beautiful writing!! nothing wrong with a review!!! theyre important#but i do get annoyed with like. the odd air of pretention i see in a lot of video essays. especially cause its usually not backed up by#the content. i dont care for those airs in academia either. nor do i like it in documentaries#just talk naturally. you'll find your voice. there might be pretention in it in the end but it'll be yours#if im making sense. i hear a lot of people talking in a pretention that is not their own. something they put on because thats what they#think they should do. you need to find your own pretention. be pretentious in a way that feels natural to youuuuuu#hell im being pretentious. about this LOL but like its my own. it is a pretentiousness ive built over the past half decade#play around. write a blog. i dunno. find your voice dear youtubers. find your voice
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hollownest-whore · 7 months
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I'm pretty sure I've already made a post about cannibalism in hallownest but it still fascinates me the difference between a person bug and a food bug. You could say sentience but a good amount of bugs that are simply scurrying around have thoughts (dreamnail) and once tumblrblazed by the Radiance every bug tends to have narrow and simple thoughts, something else I froth over
The Deepnest bugs (are implied to) eat people, or do they eat bugs, is it out of disrespect of their humanity, or the culture. There could be a natural foodchainare aspect but maybe PK influence disrupted the structure. Are nosks people? I'd love to know what's up with nosks
Bugs were capable of thought before PK (tribes and communities existed before him or WL took power and the Radiance mothtribe seems very advanced) so it could have been a way of life where "cannibalism" had no definition. Imagine the furious debates PK got up too about citizenship and laws, god I love that silly colonizer worm
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tradingjack · 7 months
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cringefail late valentine's day posting some rushed kiss studies bc I worked like 36 of the past 72 hours yippee
and I STILL can't draw kissimg this shit haaard how yall do it 😭😭
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kitkatsgalore · 3 months
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you have my soul, you have my heart ♡
#LUCY#Band LUCY#Shin Yechan#Choi Sangyeop#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#Shin Gwangil#LUCY fanart#take 2 because i'm a distaster and posted this on the wrong blog haha#still figuring how out to tag these lol#kitkatart#i did it!! it's finally done!! on time!!!#well maybe not on time but in time lol#2022 encore concert live clip of flare my love#flare really is one of my absolute favorite songs#no matter how many times i hear it i fall in love with it every time#but this version in particular is so magical :)#i was thinking i might make a few freebies of the individual member versions for the vancouver show#do you think people would like that? i've never made freebies before so i'm not sure!#i think i'd be too shy to post about it and then hand them out but we'll see haha#okay back to chores and concert prepping again#i cannot believe i'm going to two lucy concerts and then have a work conference like two days after#i was only going to go to one concert but was convinced to go to a second at the last minute. to be fair it didn't take much convincing#this really did take forever but part of that is probably bc i haven't drawn anything real in like more than a year#also was i testing the procreate layer limit or was the procreate layer limit testing me lol#okay i'm done now i'll stop yapping :D#i hope you're all doing well!!#UPDATE: i did pass these out as freebies and also i got to give these to the lucys AHHH#I will never be over seeing them live and getting to meet them oh my gosh#they were soooo amazing and so so so sweet 🥺 other walwals at the concerts were also so nice!!
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pontikonisi · 1 month
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alternative design of my oc :)
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statementends · 10 months
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Thinking of it the fact my Best Friend's Wedding which ends with what would now be an extremely Aro coded woman and a gay man dancing and laughing together, it's no wonder it was my favourite romantic comedy as a kid.
Like, watching it now it's like ah Juliette, you are Aro but you don't know it. Your happy ending would never have been a romantic relationship with Michael.
Like to explain how surprising this ending is (just go to the reblogs I put videos that highlight it), even now it ends with her saying good bye to the person she thought she romantically loved. This is a romcom. The entire time you have felt empathy for her but you never want her to succeed. At least for me I never wanted her to get the man, but here at the end she doesn't. It's very bittersweet for a romcom... So they don't end it there. They bring back the friend who has been supporting her the entire movie and is in on all the schemes she's been up to and trying to get her to just tell the truth and move on.
He does what in any other romantic movie would be the sweeping romantic gesture where she realizes the man she wasn't looking at was the one that loved her all along.
But he's gay and he is in a relationship. The movie makes clear from the start he isn't the rebound or the dark horse romance. Instead the gesture is explicitly not romantic. It's an inside joke between them and he's there as her friend because he's seen how wrecked she is by the whole ordeal and wants to make her feel better. Platonically. That's how this romcom ends.
It's not perfect (the movie's from 1993 and a queer Platonic plot I doubt was the true intention), but when you're not inclined to romantic love sometimes it feels like you can't win against romance. Media makes romance the highest goal, the most important thing. The protagonist finds romantic love and lives happily ever after. But this movie even though it's very much about romance it's also about platonic friendships.
In the end she saves the wedding because although he rejects her Michael is still her friend.
Despite wanting to hate her she actually finds the romantic rival likeable and charming and if not for this man between them they would probably get along as friends. She tracks her down to set things straight.
Her editor and friend talks her through things, supports her, urges her to do the right thing, and roasts her when she's being an idiot, and is the person standing with her at the end giving us an uplifting and satisfying ending. Where for the protagonist romantic love doesn't conquer all, but platonic love certainly makes life better.
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wait, American football is all of America right guys!?!
pst, down here! I know there arent any capybaras in Chile its intentional ok?! dont go thinking I dont know my capybara facts! also im sorry if you dont see your country I cant put an “other” option, lest people try to chose a right anwser
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skrs-cats · 2 months
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I feel like the pacing is a bit all over the place at some parts, lots of stuff had to be cut too in time for space for sure. But all in all I really liked it ☺️
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wormchaser · 4 days
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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[Day 23]
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kingjasnah · 7 months
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Hi kingjasnah, can I ask why you don't post cosmere stuff very often anymore?
ummm ok sure. tbh the big nebulous reason is that it's not always easy to be a person of color in this space. i don't take a lot of what people say online seriously and I never have (which is probably why ive been on this blog so long), like im secure enough in my offline life to tbh not worry about it and my experience of these books is solely personal. which i recommend to everyone. but sure the last few years have been a little grating like i think there's a reason most of the mutuals of color i had in 2020 (and before) have um moved tf on as they say. im not going to expand on this LOL if you were here you know what i mean
the slightly chiller reason is just very simply that none of the releases since ROW have captured my interest as much? the ssps were cute but whatever. im personally not an era 2 person but i love a lore dump so lost metal was fun for that reason. when the next stormlight preview season starts I plan to be fully back on my bullshit I will be posting I will be keeping up with things I will be theorizing but I'm not here to do that 24/7 in the off season anymore
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weaselmcdiesel · 2 years
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doodled my ocs in class bc im..... im thinkin about them
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