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Manifest season04 ep01

Zeke's having after affects from the healing he did

[mari-the-tortured-poet]

“i’m at war with myself, it’s a losing game”

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american (derogatory) // christian (the good kind, shouldn’t have to clarify but here we are😭) // scorpio // bday oct 25 // music lover and writer // fanfic consumer // local neighborhood ace with the dirtiest jokes // i swear like a sailor to offput certain men // spring supremacy tbh // avid disneyworld enjoyer and corporate disney hater 🤝 // conflict makes me itch but i’m a professional debator // singer and stuff i already said // dwdw if i hate you, you will KNOW straight up // a downbad schemer, evil even // call me a double A battery the way i be autistic and asexual // whump enjoyer and writer at times // i do rp on minecraft a lot // and then there’s chunky he’s DEAD

music ->

swiftie (taylor’s version) // k/da // heartsteel // itzy // everglow // blackpink in your area // little monster for mother monster gaga <3 // olivia rodrigo // chappell roan // Jesus was a Carpenter!!! // boygenius // emei! // precious jewel amor // derivakat // cg5 // reinaeiry // mave: MAKE A NEW WAVE!!!!! // dua lipa // ive // the warning // dove cameron // tobymac // daft punk // britney spears // madonna // gracie abrams // thomas sanders

movies & tv ->

miraculous ladybug aw yiss // vaguely intrigued in pokemon sun & moon // felix fathom and gladion mohn you are forever famous and not at all similar nono // mha // murder drones // hellaverse // tadc // saiki k // bsd // tangled the series NO SPOILERS // kimmy schmidt // schitt’s creek // the mindy project // atla // downton abbey // pride and prejudice miniseries with colin firth if you prefer the movie i’ll fight you // big bang theory // friends // star wars enthusiast // maleficent // guardians of the galaxy (what do you mean there are three movies??? there are only two uh huh….) // juno // the perks of being a wallflower // spiderverse // barbie // enchanted // hunger games // narnia // everything everywhere all at once // RAINBOW ROCKS // princess diaries // enola holmes // klaus // princess protection program // high school musical (no spoils for the series) // legally blonde // mean girls // frozen // alien stage!!! // project mc2 // the owl house

games ->

star guardians xayah x rakan truther // minecraft // sims 4 // prodigy // yandere sim

broadway ->

wicked // moulin rouge (not the movie) // she loves me // jeremy jordan is God’s gift to earth have you even heard him giggle tho. have you // newsies // shrek the musical >>>>>>> // holiday inn // dear evan hansen // mean girls // anastasia URGH brainrot // six // heathers // mystic glen // frozen

books/fanfic ->

keeper of the lost cities // the impossible quest // septimus heap // the land of stories // school for good and evil // narnia // artemis fowl don’t even TALK to me about the movie i’m still fuming // amulet // wonder // star of deltora // passerine // thirteen

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[aceofwhump]

I have a potentially strange question, but the search feature on Tumblr leaves a lot to be desired - do you know of any good WWII whump? Specifically that might involve hospital scenes, or takes place in Europe vs the Pacific theater? The WWII movies I know off the top of my head that involve (admittedly brief) scenes in a hospital/dealing with illness rather than injury are Unbroken (Japan) and Hacksaw Ridge (also Japan), The Great Raid (Phillipines), Flags of Our Fathers (Japan again), and Empire of the Sun (Japan and China). If context helps, I'm working on a one shot for Sam Gillespie and Sister Boniface and referencing his time on Sword Beach. (if you haven't seen it, highly recommend - WWII vet DI is besties with a former code-cracking nun who moonlights as the police scientific advisor and the solve crimes and make puns in 1960's Cotswolds).

I can definitely help you here!! I tend to lean more towards watching ETO WWII media myself. And oddly enough a lot of I've watched doesn't have that much whump. Which is weird for a war film/show. But here are some things I'd recommend:

Band of Brothers - follows U.S. Army troops of E "Easy" Company, 506th Regiment of the 101st Airborne Division from their training in England through D-Day and the rest of the war in Europe.

World on Fire - this show follows characters in Warsaw, Manchester, Berlin, and Paris during their lives as the Nazi party begins to take hold of Europe. Season 1 is set from March 1939 to July 1940 and shows events like the Defense of the Polish Post Office in Danzig, the Battle of the River Plate, the Dunkirk evacuation and the Battle of Britain. Season 2 covers October 1940 to May 1941 and shows the North Africa Campaign, The Blitz, Nazi Germany, and Occupied France.

X-Company - follows five recruits as they are trained as agents at a secret Canadian training facility, Camp X near Lake Ontario east of Toronto and then sent out into the field in Europe.

Dunkirk (2017) - This movie is all about the Battle of Dunkirk and the

Atonement (2007) - Allied soldiers from Belgium, the British Commonwealth and Empire, and France are surrounded by the German Army and evacuated during a fierce battle in World War II.

Combat! - a tv series from the 60s that follows a front line American infantry squad as they battled their way across Europe

Saints and Soldiers (2003) - Four American soldiers and one Brit fighting in Europe during World War II struggle to return to Allied territory after being separated from U.S. forces during the historic Malmedy Massacre.

Saving Private Ryan (1998) - Set in 1944 in France during World War II, it follows a group of soldiers, led by Captain John Miller (Tom Hanks), on their mission to locate Private James Ryan whose three brothers have been killed in combat

finally I totally need to watch sister boniface!! that sounds great!

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About Me

Mako or DrawingDino

She/They/Xe

Genderqueer aromantic asexual

U.S. citizen and I hate it here 😑

I speak English and I’m learning Spanish and American Sign Language (ASL)

I have Tourette’s and will occasionally post about that so be warned.

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Before You Follow

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I am queer and I will openly use that word. I understand that it can make some people uncomfortable due to its history, but I do not hold that personal opinion. 

I believe that AI has its place and it is not in Art or Writing. It can be a useful tool but is constantly misused.

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My Interests 

I’m a writer and an artist so I will post things like that. My art mediums are pottery, sewing, drawing, knitting, and nail art.

I enjoy Whump so there will be a lot of things relating to it on my blog.

TV media: Tangled The Series, The Dragon Prince, Avatar The Last Airbender, Night at the museum, Rise of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, The Owl House, Amphibia, Good Omens, What We Do In The Shadows, Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel, and The Spiderverse franchise.

Other: Percy Jackson and all those fandoms, The Magnus Archives, Frankenstein, The Glass Scientists.

Writing

My favorite Whump tropes are: Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/No Comfort, Collapse, Medical Accuracy, Broken Bone, Falling, Sickfic, Sleep Deprivation, and

Whump Tropes I avoid: R*pe/Non Con, Anything relating to pregnancy and childbirth, and anything involving teeth or mouths.

Other Things

Asks are always open.

Feel free to recommend podcasts, shows/movies, or books, I’m always looking for new things to get into.

Feel free to just chat with me.

Random Questions

Q: If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?

A: A dragon or a siren.

Q: What do you think your role in an apocalypse would be?

A: Medic. 

Q: Favorite Horror Sub-genre?

A: Definitely Slasher.

Q: What is your favorite Animal?

A:  The Virginia Opossum.

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top 15 tv shows in no particular order !!

911 on abc (found family. whump. angst. absolute batshit insane shenanigans. jennifer love hewitt and angela bassett. ryan guzman getting blood all over him on multiple occasions. what's not to love)

gen:LOCK (season 1 only) (there is no season 2 in ba sing se) (found family and robots and cool animation and cool music and found family and coolest fucking dichotomy between hero and villain and and and)

rwby (the WORLDBUILDING. the WRITING. the CHARACTERS. the WEAPONS. GENUINELY IT GOES SOOO SO SO CRAZY.)

the bear (im not done with it yet and lack of actual real bears ASIDE. this show is so so beautiful and masterfully done. im literally obsessed)

supernatural (UNFORTUNATELY some of the episodes do kinda go hard.)

daredevil (the CINEMATOGRAPHY the DEPRESSED BLOODIED CATHOLIC BOY the INSANE WOMEN the JOHN PAESANO SOUNDTRACK truly this show is unmatched)

zoo netflix. (is it GOOD? no. but it is very fun and involves found family living on a plane solving mysteries and trying to stop the apocalypse so truly. does it even NEED to be good)

agents of shield (again i havent finished it but ouhghgoughhghh......found family.....whump.....literally this show was GAME CHANGING for me. i would not be the whump enjoyer i am today if it weren't for the scene where daisy gets shot point blank and lovingly lowered to the ground by the man who shot her. truly. also huge fan of the asian american female lead who is a complex multifaceted character. love her.)

dc's legends of tomorrow (THEEE goofysilly funtimes show of the century. queer found family superheroes who live on a time traveling spaceship and try to protect the timestream from anomalies. they are very, very bad at their job. a zombie apocalypse breaks out in the middle of the american civil war. a giant fluffy teddy bear named beebo fistfights an ancient time demon. they have to save college student barack obama from gorilla grodd. a unicorn bites one of the character's nipples off. truly the most show ever. perhaps of all time.)

kingdom (netflix) (kdrama) (GENUINELY the best zombie media i have ever seen in my life. barring train to busan maybe. the costume design is gorgeous and the camerawork is gorgeous and the characters are complex and multifaceted and the zombies are fascinating and the entire thing is a commentary on class and poverty. and it's set in medieval korea so they have to fight zombies with SWORDS)

carmen sandiego (fun characters. u learn lots of cool things about lots of cool places. found family. heists. nonexistent romance subplots so it's a HUGE win for the aros. stupid little french detective who wears a banana suit onscreen. et cetera.)

leverage (LITERALLY THE SHOW OF ALL TIME. anti capitalist. found family. heists. the government is a corrupt system that only serves the people in power. christian kane beating people up. multifaceted characters. autistic character that's actually like. presented respectfully. and realistically. alec hardison. insane people.)

avatar the last airbender/legend of korra (they KINDA WENT OFF WITH BENDING.)

arcane (the animation......the tragic sisters.......the music.....)

green lantern the animated series (the animation kinda sucks unfortuantely. however. HOWEVER. it has my boy of all time. with the character arc of all time. and learning how rage and vengeance are harmful to everyone including yourself. and how grief and rage go hand in hand and the only way to heal from it is hope. and and and and and)

leo already tagged the gc so im gonna tag @frigidboy and anyone else who wants to do it :]

[vaderwcn]

My Question: ( to get to know you better 😁)

1. Since when are you writing what got you into writing fanfiction?

2. What are your favorite fics or books to read?

3. Favorite movie, series and food? (because it's important to know)

4. Any writing tips for starters whats something you would have liked to know when you first started?

5.Do you play music while you write, if so, what’s your favorite kind of music ?

Oh this is FUN!!!!!!

Wow. So, I've been writing fanfic for over 10 years now. First fic i ever published was Star Trek (ha!) and then the MCU/Marvel fandom really got a hold on me and I wrote a variety of things and I haven't looked back since (I have taken breaks while somewhat in between fandoms and ideas).

For fanfic, I love a good slow burn. Yes, I need these fuckers mutually pining for 50k words. I love angst and whump. For books, I love horror. I love thrillers. I have a special 10th anniversary edition of "Gone Girl" if that tells you anything. The Exorcist is actually one of my favorite horror books of all time.

Oh this is hard......... my favorite movie is probably The Social Network (2010) because I'm a fincher girl. By series I'm assuming you mean Tv? (I don't read a lot of series...mostly standalone). But my favorite show is "The Americans" for a serious answer. For non serious it's Gossip Girl. favorite food......cliche but I love a good steak.

It will take time to develop a style (im still working on it), you won't be great at first. Writing something is better than nothing. Write something you like and not something that you think will be popular (still working on this one). Also, if you ever finish writing a one-shot/chapter/etc don't edit the same day. let it rest.

I actually do not listen to anything when i write! I find it distracting. If I did, it'd be instrumental. Soft classical.

[knights-in-whumperland]

[whumpypepsigal]

Omg, that panic attack scene you shared from The Code was amazing! Thank you so much for sharing it ☺! I've been really into that particular trope recently and find it quite difficult to find examples of in media so that really hit the spot! Do you know of any other good panic attack scenes to rec? X

🥰 glad you enjoyed The Code clip- that was an amazing scene right? loved it too haha.

yeah, here’s a good compilation to start with xx

here are my favs:

Dublin Murders 1x01 (oh rob! the man goes through heavy emotional whump throughout the series)

Mindhunter 1x10 & 2x01

Prodigal Son (MY FAV MALCOLM 🥺) 1x01 / 1x05 / 1x07 / 1x10 / 2x03

Tatau 1x05

The Block Island Sound (2021)

Teen Wolf 3x04 x & x / 3x11 x & x / 3x14 / 5x05

Fringe 3x19

Anthropoid (2016)

Deadwater Fell 1x01

The Rookie 2x09

The Boys 1x01

Rush 1x05

The Umbrella Academy 1x05

Blindspot 2x15

Iron Man 3

The Beast Must Die (miniseries) ((just recently watched this and it’s really really good!)

and of course the recent ones from Outer banks 2x01 & 2x07 (7th GIF)

so that’s my list. enjoy! and please, if anyone here has any panic attack scenes to recommend, don’t hesitate to chime in 💕

update:

Korean tv series- Kim Do Ki’s panic attack list (thank you @dolcifusa lovely gifs 🥰)

from a dear anon (thank you kindly 💙):

“A few more anxiety/panic attack scenes: True Beauty (2020) 1x5, 1x8 and 1x11, Class 1x6, Wild for all Mankind 2x4, Mad Men 4x10, Never Have I Ever 2x3 (not even sure this one is worth mentioning because it's extremely brief but thought I'd throw it in there anyway😂), Casualty 27x35 and 31×40, Poldark 3x6, Brothers and Sisters 2x7, Good Trouble 2x15, Suits 5x3, Cherry (2021), Mr. Corman 1x2, The Beach Boys: An American Family, Home and Away 5647, Teen Wolf 3x4 (Isaac) and 3x14 (Stiles), 13 reasons why 4x2 and 4x3 (Clay) and 4x6 (Alex), Manchester by the Sea, Sex Education 1x6 and 2x6, Emmerdale 17/02/17, 02/03/17, 03/03/17 and 06/04/17, Ravenous 1999, Neighbours 8053, 8054 and 8650, Goede tijden, slechte tijden/GTST 23/12/14, 31/12/14 and 01/01/15. There's also the scene from Wanted 2008 even if it's later revealed to be an effect of his ability to distribute lots of adrenaline to his brain rather than an actual panic attack.”

[whumpmatsus]

Do they have to be whump related? Also Ichimatsu getting a shot pls

wasn't sure if you wanted a draw or a fic, so I did both!

and yeah, any draw or fic requests you send here should probably be whump-related since this is a whump-focused blog

though if you wanna send any draw or fic/scenario/reaction/etc. requests that AREN'T whump, you can send them to my general Osomatsu-san blog at @kisskissmatsu!

enjoooooy <3

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Usually Ichimatsu is the sextuplet who’s fine being left all by himself.

Being in the hospital without his family, though, is a much different story.

It started innocently enough ― with a persistent cough that was almost certainly the herald of a cold or sore throat on the horizon. As much as he hates being sick, he sort of resigned himself to it. He’s the one among his brothers who’s forever catching what happens to be going around, despite the fact that he doesn’t spend a lot of time around other people. That’s why he started wearing a face mask when he does leave the house.

It was about a week or so of sneezing, coughing, and sniffling his way through various attempts to rest. His throat felt worse than it usually did with a cold, and even more alarming was that his chest felt like it was on fire, especially when he started coughing. Even though he started having trouble breathing, he thought maybe this was just something that would linger for a bit, something that needed more sleep to recover from.

When things didn’t taper off after that, since a week was typically all it took for him to start feeling better, the others started commenting on it.

When Ichimatsu started to spend more time in the bathroom with a sink full of hot water in the hopes that the steam would help him breathe easier, and it didn’t seem to be having any effect, they all got worried.

When Karamatsu blurted out, “I secretly took Ichimatsu’s temperature with a forehead thermometer while he was sleeping and it read 39.4!”, Mom and Dad immediately carted their fourth son off to the hospital.

It figures Shittymatsu would get him into this mess, but Ichimatsu supposes that the sneaky gesture was only out of care, otherwise Karamatsu wouldn’t have spoken up about a number that concerned him.

That doesn’t mean he has to like it. After a distressing, panic-inducing few hours of waiting and a date with the X-ray machine, the doctor diagnosed him with bacterial pneumonia. That particular diagnosis ensured that he had to be admitted into the hospital under quarantine, because as the doctor explained, bacterial pneumonia is extremely contagious and potentially life-threatening, particularly to someone with a fragile immune system like Ichimatsu. They can’t send him home to infect his brothers or the rest of the community, and even though he isn’t technically immuno-compromised, his tendency to get sick easily means that it’s better for him to be here in the hospital in case things suddenly take a bad turn.

Being in here is like he’s trapped in hell and can’t get out. Because he’s in quarantine, he never sees anybody. Which would be fine normally. Feeling so poorly is a significant reason for wanting his family nearby, though… and he can’t have them.

The most they can do is visit outside his room and talk to him through the speaker system. That’s even worse, seeing them all and not being able to have any real contact with him. Right now more than anything, what he wants is a hug from his mom. God, he wants a hug from his brothers.

It’s hard to even get any rest like he’s supposed to be doing. Most of his time is spent sitting up, trying to get a sufficient breath in while he listens to various TV channels. The idol news reminds him of Choromatsu, sports statistics remind him of Jyushimatsu, game shows remind him of Osomatsu, American dramas remind him of Karamatsu, and fashion shows remind him of Totty.

Those are just distractions, because it’s still hard to breathe. He’s struggling for most of his breaths, but too deep a breath will trigger a coughing fit. Which, in turn, makes it more difficult to breathe.

It’s barely been a day since he was admitted and already he wants out of here.

His brothers visit sometime after lunch, and they spend a few hours. Eventually the nurse gently chases them out, telling them that Ichimatsu needs to try to get some rest. Shortly after that she comes into the room, rolling her little cart with the tray on it.

“How do you feel today, Ichimatsu?” she hums, pulling on a pair of gloves. “Any better than when we admitted you?”

He shakes his head and tries to answer when another series of coughs interrupts him. Although it’s hard to cover his mouth when his whole body is aching, he does his best. After all, he doesn’t want to get anyone else sick. He’s already in quarantine, so all the doctors and nurses are taking their own precautions; still, he shouldn’t just give up and spread his germs carelessly. “N-not really.”

She nods and picks up a wrapped packet from the tray. “Well, to be honest, that’s understandable. It hasn’t been very long.” The packet is ripped open, and the distinct smell of alcohol fills the air as she carefully pushes his sleeve up. “The lack of improvement does concern us, though. So I just have to give you an injection of some medicine, okay?”

Shit. He thought that might be what was going on here. He knows he’s too exhausted to fight it, and yet, his brain evidently isn’t too exhausted to not be fucking anxious about it. “I… I have to get a shot?”

The cold wipe is rubbed against the top part of his arm. “Yeahhh… I’m sorry. This is penicillin, and it’s one of our standard treatments for pneumonia. The doctor thinks you’ll have better luck sitting still for one shot than for a whole pill-and-water deal, since you’re coughing a lot. I kind of have to agree, since you might accidentally inhale some water if you cough while trying to take the pills.”

Immediately he starts to panic. Most of the time the idea of a shot doesn’t bother him more than it might the average person ― he gets the yearly flu vaccine without any problems. Right now, however… the idea of a shot while he’s already feeling so terrible, the initial pinch and the ache that might happen afterwards and being alone, it just feels scary.

The nurse must hear the way his breathing starts to quicken, or maybe the way his hands start shaking. She gives his shoulder a little pat. “Ah, I know on your chart it says you suffer from some anxiety. Are you a bit anxious right now?”

“Y… yeah…”

“Okay. That’s totally fine, you know? Different people get anxious about different things. Would it help if I distracted you, or if I gave you a countdown so you know when it’s coming? Sometimes that helps so it’s not a surprise… or, sometimes people prefer it to be a surprise. Which one do you think would be best for you?”

… Oh. He wasn’t expecting something like that. It almost feels like he has a little control over this, despite the fact that he has to get the injection either way. “C… can you… count down?”

“Sure, of course. No problem.” Then she reaches over with one hand, grabbing the syringe with the other. “Would you like to hold my hand?”

That’s kind of… babyish, isn’t it? “I-I’m not a kid… I don’t wanna…”

She chuckles. “Well, you know, earlier today I held the hand of an elderly lady who was getting a shot. It’s not just a kid thing. But if you don’t want to, that’s fine too.”

He takes a moment to consider that, then silently slips his hand into hers.

“Alright, just squeeze if you feel like you need to. I’m all set, are you?”

“I… I think so…”

“Okay, I’m gonna give you the countdown then. Here we go. Three ― two ― one.”

As soon as she says the last number, he feels the needle pierce his skin. It’s uncomfortable, a sharp kind of pinprick pain. There’s a slight feeling of tightness and soreness as the medicine is emptied into his muscle, and a brief jolt when the nurse pulls the needle out.

All in all, even though it isn’t a pleasant experience, it’s not as bad as it could have been. It’s certainly better than choking on a pill and a glass of water if he had to try to swallow the medication.

And, at least, it’s over now.

“There. You did great, Ichimatsu. Probably my best patient of the day!” With that, she sets the syringe back down on the tray and gingerly smooths a bandage with a cotton ball over the injection site. “That should keep you clean just in case any blood trickles out from the shot, and someone will come take it off later if the adhesive starts to make your skin itch.”

He nods and coughs into his arm again, giving a soft groan. He’s just so tired, from the fever, from the coughing, from not being home. “Is it gonna m… khh… make me tired?”

“Haha, it shouldn’t, no. You might feel a little nauseous, or you might have to go to the bathroom more, or you might get a small itchy rash… just press the call button if any of that happens or if you feel strange otherwise, okay?” Her cart is all packed up already, and she’s heading out of the room. “If you get tired, it’s probably because you’re sick and need rest. So, try to sleep as much as you can.”

“’Kay.” He just feels like this illness has drained everything out of him, and there’s a little throbbing where he got the injection. But, the more he sleeps, hopefully the sooner he can recover and go home.

On her way out, the nurse dims the lights. Practically as soon as she does, Ichimatsu’s eyes start to drift closed. God, he’s so tired.

He lies down, though the bed is still a little elevated since sleeping flat will just make him cough more. Sleep tugs at him, and he has to move a little bit so he’s not putting any pressure on the area where he got the shot.

Soon. Soon he can go home.

Just as soon as he gets better.

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Additions

The following have been added to the Whumpapedia:

International TV:

Babylon Berlin

TV Series

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2003)

My Babysitter’s a Vampire

Ben 10: Omniverse

American Horror Stories

Criminal Minds: Beyond Borders

Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior

Hannibal

Lie To Me

Prodigal Son

Vigil

What If…?

Dinotopia

Into The Badlands

The Originals

Star Trek: Enterprise

La Brea

Movies

2 Fast 2 Furious

Fast & Furious

Fast & Furious 5

Fast & Furious 6

Fast & Furious 7

Fast & Furious 8

Fast & Furious 9

Fast and the Furious

Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift

Maze Runner

Rogue One: A Star Wars Story

Solo: A Star Wars Story

The Glass Wall

Jacob’s Ladder

The Man from Nowhere (Ajeossi)

Monster House

Take Shelter

Books

Waterfall (Teardrop #2)

Breaker (Charlie Cobb Book #1)

Video Games

At Dead of Night

Undertale

Deltarune

**A friendly reminder, we do not publish whump where the actor being whumped is under the age of 18. This goes for live-action media only and does not apply to animated or print media.

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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: The Terror (TV 2018) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Thomas Jopson/Lt Edward Little, Sgt Solomon Tozer/Robert Jopson, Thomas Jopson & Robert Jopson, Thomas Jopson & Sgt Solomon Tozer, Lt George Hodgson & Lt John Irving & Lt Edward Little, Lt John Irving & Thomas Jopson, Lt George Hodgson & Thomas Jopson, Thomas Jopson & Neptune, Minor or Background Relationship(s) Characters: Thomas Jopson, Lt Edward Little, Robert Jopson, Sgt Solomon Tozer, Lt John Irving, Lt George Hodgson, Captain Francis Crozier, Thomas Blanky, James Fitzjames (1813-c.1848), Lady Silence | Silna, Original Male Character(s), Sarah Jopson, Cornelius Hickey Additional Tags: Heavily Inspired by American McGee's Alice and Madness Returns, also Lewis Carroll's Alice Adventures in Wonderland, Dark Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Gaslamp Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Steampunk, Reincarnation, Disabled Character, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mental Health Issues, Memory Dissociation, Eating Disorders, Whump, Filial Piety, Parent-Child Relationship, Protective Siblings, Brotherhood, Loyalty, Found Family, Family Dynamics, Family Feels, Survivor Guilt, Forgiveness, Survival Horror, War, Winter, Gore, Starvation, Action/Adventure, Banter, Spirit Animals, Dark Magic, Elemental Magic, Self-Sacrifice, Non-Linear Flashback Memories, Eventual Romance, Slow Burn, Most Chapters Are Rated T to M for Violence, Rating May Change, theterrorbigbang2020 late entry Series: Part 2 of A Sigh Escapes From Heaven Summary:

Spring of 1881 – Thomas Jopson, burning with childlike curiosity, pursued a strange rabbit-man into the forest and down the rabbit-hole. He arrived to an alleged paradise damned by winter and curses, as he was plagued by the wrecking memories of a dead Prince who bore his face.

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@Terror Big Bang 2020 Late Entry

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I'm sharing @captain-eaifreiheit​ 's wonderful big bang entry with the artwork I did for it. (From my phone which is a bit confusing for me, blame my land lady.) 

I know this is pretty late.

[disappearinginq]

I'm so mad right now! We had to deal with a million episodes of her trying to decide to she was gonna go back and work for MI6. Now we have to put up with the same storyline only reversed with a marriage proposal instead of a job offer. And, after her turning her back when Paulie asked for help, she's all 'okay fine' to a fake marriage. I get that the shippers are vocal and that ratings are important but do the writers have to be so obvious with the shipper bait? Seriously? What the fuck?! (Vix)

Captain Hypocrisy of the USS MIGGY reporting for duty. I even went poking through comments and sure enough, everyone was like ‘oh look, this is a good way to show how hard it is to become a citizen and still make it fun!’ - and I have to bite my tongue from being like you racist, classist twat waffles - you fucking exploded over the story line where the kid was on the run from a terrorist organization who would be killed if he was returned to Afghanistan, but now that poor baby Higgins might have to go back to ENGLAND you’re going be like ‘awwww, that’s so unfair’?! DO YOU EVEN LISTEN TO YOURSELVES? AND FOR BEING SUCH A STICKLER FOR EVERY RULE UNDER THE SUN, SHE’S PRETTY WILLING TO COMMIT A FEDERAL CRIME WITH LESS THAN THREE MINUTES OF PERSUASION FROM MAGNUM, WHO AGAIN, SHE SPENDS HALF THE EPISODE DERIDING? I hate pretty much everything about this set up, and fuck the shipper aspect, I’m mad as hell that no one seems to see the absolute hypocrisy of it. But, I already went on a page long rant about that ::twitch::. This is also one of my least favorite tropes. Hands down. But what’s really getting to me is that there were like...three episodes where ‘the streams crossed’ and Moto, Higgins, Magnum AND RICK and TC got to be on screen together in a shared plot line. I’m getting sick of this horse shit where romance means your other relationships take the back seat or are edged out entirely. Higgy and Moto playing poker with the guys? Fine. Pool? I’m cool with this. Literally three seconds of shared screen time if we’re lucky? ARE YOU FOR FUCKING REAL. THIS FRIENDSHIP WAS THE BASIS FOR THE ENTIRE ORIGINAL SERIES THAT LET IT RUN FOR EIGHT GODDAMN YEARS. And it’s not like people don’t know how to do it - even Lenkov’s shows - Mac had Jack (until Eads got tired of them trying to write a former Delta guy who was a father figure to the group as an idiot and pushed back), Danny and Steve had a BroTP for the entire 10 year run of Hawaii 5-0, but somehow Magnum, where the original had this epic friendship that we had in at least half of season one, but got ripped off with a total of two episodes this season but we have to have fake dating, fake romance, fake marriage - fuck it, why not have Thomas and Rick pretend to be married? GET WITH THE TIMES. 

AND because I saw someone protesting that well MAGNUM can fake relationships and MAGNUM can have one night stands, but HIGGINS can’t fake romance even for an afternoon during a case...sit the fuck back down. We’re supposed to believe that Higgins is the crown jewel of MI6, but she can’t fucking slap a smile on her face for an hour? She’s a spy. Her entire job is to lie. It is to wheel and deal, and make shit up, and never let anyone know that she isn’t exactly who she pretends to be. And I could fucking scream at them for writing in a white person having to explain to a Mexican-American (which, since I think you said you’re in Wales/England area, you may not know but we basically have a race war going on here in the US where cops are allowed to stop you for being too brown and citizens have to keep their paperwork with them to prove that they live here when they get stopped but they still wind up going to jail) about what immigration process is like. 

Are. 

You. 

Fucking. 

Serious. 

This is like Chloe having to explain adultery to the Devil. 

Also, fun point about ratings - the more romance is featured, the fewer people turn in. Blood Brothers had the highest rating, followed by the one where Ivan shows up. And half the comments are “Are Rick and TC even on this anymore? Did they have a falling out? DID WE MISS SOMETHING?” Way to go, shippers. You’re gonna get your show cancelled. 

And, really, I mean the shippers who came on here unprovoked last time to fucking start shit and tell me to quit writing and to die because I disliked Higgins. I don’t mean the people (of any fandom) who go “Aww, they would be cute together”. write their fics, and live in their happy little bubbles like the one I live in occupied by Found Family/Whump/Hurt/Comfort. I mean the ones who are like Trumpettes and can take no wrong from their character of choice and get aggressive about it. Like, I’m ace on every spectrum, and I get absolutely no shows that aren’t ruined by fandom shippers, and I was reeeeeally hoping I could have this show with the guys and maybe, MAYBE have something I could relate to on network tv, BUT NO. I GET THIS FUCKING HORSESHIT. 

Thank you for coming to my TED talk. 

[jess-rewatches-prodigalson]

Episode 14: Eye of the Needle

Here are my time-stamped thoughts. (NOTE: This was written before 1x19 aired)

SPOILERS AHEAD

0:45 - This whole scene is a little weird and a lot upsetting. Why are they talking in common room instead of inside Martin’s cell like usual? Martin looks disgustingly happy and Malcolm looks almost relaxed? The way that they casually discuss murder is upsetting. The ease with which they can both think of ways to kill each other at that moment is upsetting. I hate that Martin pretends he’s a Good Dad who could never hurt Malcolm even though he’s ecstatic at the idea of committing another murder. It breaks my heart that you can see how desperately Malcolm wants to believe Martin would never hurt him and how ashamed and scared Malcolm is when he can easily think of ways to kill Martin. It’s deeply upsetting to watch Martin realize that Malcolm is lying to him. He’s almost proud but also scared at the thought that his son can think of ways to kill him. Also - college!Malcolm is adorable in that shirt but that hair part is still not okay. 

2:30 - This is sweet. Finally. Jessica focusing on Ainsley. Look at how happy Ainsley is to be getting her Mom and brother’s undivided attention and pride. It’s precious. 

2:45 - I love that this implies that Gil and Jessica lost their sh*t on Malcolm after the wedding for skipping his vacation to work. They forced him to go on vacation anyways. I want to see that conversation. I want to see how they finally got Malcolm on a plane. hahaha this is freaking great. AND LOOK HOW MUCH HAPPIER AND CHILL MALCOLM IS RIGHT NOW. <3 That vacation did him good. Fight me. 

2:56 - hahaha Jessica is like “Why the eff did I send you to a tropical resort? You stayed in your room. Alone. Like a hermit. Ugh. I’ve raised a weirdo.” 

3:18 - This is a sweet Jessica/Malcolm moment. You can see how concerned she is about Malcolm and how honest Malcolm is trying to be with her. Even though talking about his father makes that haunted, sad look reenter his eyes. This conversation does have an interesting implication though - I guess no one (*cough* Gil *cough* Malcolm *cough*) told Jessica what happened during the internal affairs interview. You know, when Malcolm admitted that Watkins told him that Martin was going to murder him? 

4:10 - Look at that look Malcolm shoots Jessica when she calls him her “meddling son”. He is mildly amused but he’s also soooo calling her a hypocrite in his head right now. He also looks just a little bit excited that he’s being allowed to come and investigate the girl in the box. This boy missed working.

5:00 - I love this. I love watching Malcolm try to save his mother from some emotional trauma. I love how concerned and just a little scared Malcolm looks. This boy is an A+ son. 

5:38 - hahaha this is great. JT and Gil are so annoyed and concerned that Malcolm’s working again. It’s almost like the team was betting on how long Malcolm’s vacation would last and Dani just won the pot. 

5:44 - Look at the way Gil reaches over and puts his hand on Jessica’s elbow. It’s protective and loving and I’m in love. I’m shipping these two so hard. 

6:00 - hahaha The look that Dani gives Edrisa here. Dani does not have patience for Edrisa’s eccentricities right now. Dani is cold and concerned that a homicide seems to involve the Whitlys - she does not have patience for Edrisa whining about Dani “stealing her thunder.”

6:31- Look at how upset Malcolm becomes when the team starts talking about Martin. He immediately starts spiralling to a bad mental state. He sort of snaps at Dani, which is very uncharacteristic for him. The team sees it too - look at how concerned they are. 

6:45 - hahaha Jessica looks so alarmed at Edrisa’s behaviour toward Malcolm. Another reason to question what’s going on between Gil and Jessica - Gil looks at Jessica and says “You’ll get used to it.” He didn’t need to say that right now but for some reason he felt the need to reassure her and look at how worried Gil is when he looks at Jessica. This man clearly likes her. 

7:30 - Wait. How does ADN already know about the murder at the Carousel? Jessica and Malcolm wouldn’t have called it in. I doubt the police would’ve reported it. I didn’t see any media people at the crime scene. How did the media find out?

8:20 - Damn. Ainsley is in her element her. She’s loving this. I love how she tells them to call Gil. Makes me wonder once again what kind of a relationship they’ve had over the years. 

8:55 - What news station does Ainsley work for? In 1x7 Malcolm refers to New York Direct News. The screen behind Ainsley right now says Direct News Nation. Several times throughout the series, including later this episode, Ainsley’s news network is referred to as American Direct News. So....which is it?

9:34 - “Is this live?” Dang. Every single person in this room is scared and worried right now. I’m living for the whump. 

9:55 - This moment scares me. When Ainsley says “What.” and then stops herself she sounds exactly like Martin when he loses control. I don’t like the parallel.

10:05 - Awww look at Malcolm when he puts his hand on his Mom’s shoulders. He’s so concerned for her. It’s sweet.

10:25 - This scene is amazing. Look at how desperately Gil and Malcolm are trying to comfort Jessica. Look at how scared everyone in the room is. Look at how badly Gil wants to wrap all of his Whitlys in bubblewrap and keep them somewhere safe. He’s done with watching their emotional turmoil. 

10:42 - We got so close to an f-bomb here. Damn it FOX. Although, I will admit listening to Malcolm get indignant at his mother’s swearing is completely brilliant. 

11:00 - Is Martin allowed to do anything he wants...besides leave? Clay time? Consultations? Phone time? TV time? Is he allowed to play internet poker and drink booze too? Like dang. This dude lives better than me. 

11:15 - Again. It’s weird how much Mr. David and Martin seem kind of like friends. They have more than a strictly professional relationship. Makes me wonder how much Mr. David is getting paid - because he looks the other way when Martin does crazy shit very often. 

12:00 - Gil. Is. A. Good. Dad. He sees that the news report is upsetting Malcolm so he mutes it. 

12:41 - Yes. Can we address this? “The chickens are coming home to roost.” WTF? That is crazy person talk. I know what happens in this episode and that line still makes no sense. 

12:50 -  Again. Let’s all admire the progression of JT and Malcolm’s relationship. JT just said “no offence” to Malcolm when discussing his serial killer father’s murder victims. And he meant it. When they first met - JT would not have said that - hell he would’ve probably tried to partially blame Malcolm for the murders. I love this character development. Give JT more screen time. 

13:00 - Do you ever wonder how involved Gil was in the Surgeon case after that first night? He was a beat cop. There were other people investigating the murders. But yet - he interviewed Jessica that night. He knows all about the Surgeon’s victims. Is that because they promoted him to detective and then he took over the Surgeon investigation that night? Or because he learned everything from Malcolm and Jessica? I’m really curious. 

13:50 - This is awesome. I love watching Malcolm be a total big brother. The sibling dynamic is so authentic and I love it. This is a real adult sibling argument. This is exactly what it’s like. 

14:34 - Gil looks pissed. He does not like people messing with his family. JT looks protective. Damn. I love this. 

16:00 - Dang. This Ari guy is great. If only we could all deal with our trauma this maturely. “Leave the past in the past.” 

16:20 - Anxious Malcolm is really cute and Ainsley is not new to his behaviour. Look at her. She knows just what to say to stop him from working himself up with his anxious pacing and racing thoughts. 

16:40 - Malcolm is having none of this. This is an annoyed boy. 

17:05 - Gold star for Dani. This woman is a national treasure. Look at the way she rips into the TV producer. She’s pissed because not only does she think this is morally wrong - she can see how upset it’s making Malcolm. I mean look at him. He looks close to tears. He’s anxious, haunted, and sad. And his hair is falling into his face. You know he’s in a bad mental state when his hair starts falling on his face.

17:36 - OMG. Mr. David is so done with Martin’s drama. 

18:15 - Look at how proud Malcolm is on Ainsley when she calls out Martin for being a narcissist. This boy is mentally falling apart but he still finds it in him to be proud of his baby sister. My heart is so full. 

18:25 - Holy crap. Martin is a very good artist. ALSO the fact that his narcissism is so strong that he is making a bust of himself is just...wow. Yikes. 

19:10 - Sooooo did Martin orchestrate this whole thing? He totally knows what’s going on here. He cut off Ainsley before she had a chance to ask him. PLUS last episode he hinted that Malcolm would kill him. Is he really orchestrating all of this? Like he did in 1x7? Is that why Mr. David looks so done? Does Mr. David know about it? Did Mr. David help Martin? Is that why Mr. David turns a blind eye to so much of the crazy stuff that goes on inside Martin’s cell?!? IS MR. DAVID A BAD GUY?!? IS HE BEING COERCED? OR IS ENDICOTT orchestrating all of this WITH Martin? Or is Martin a pawn in Endicott’s game?!? OMG. This conspiracy spiralled real fast.....also I’m writing this on April 19th so episode 19 hasn’t come out yet. 

20:19 - Damn. Every member of the Whitly family (including Martin) hides their fear with humour. I love it because it’s amusing but also....not super healthy guys. 

20:55 - Again. I don’t like it when Ainsley gets angry. She resembles Martin way too much for comfort. It scares me. 

21:55 - You know, Malcolm and Jessica are really similar sometimes. Look at the way Jessica is desperate to help this case. She gets the same haunted, desperate look in her eyes as Malcolm does when he’s working a case. 

22:46 - I don’t like this. I don’t like this. I don’t like this. Jessica don’t do this. Listen to Malcolm and Gil. Go home. 

23:45 - Poor Jessica looks freaking terrified. She’s a good person. She’s not perfect but her reaction to this case really confirms that she had no idea about Martin. She wouldn’t have stood for it. 

24:45 - Gil to the rescue! <3 Seriously though, this is great. Gil is so concerned about Jessica. They both look scared when they see the body. This case is getting to the both of them. AND check out how they’re interacting. Gil’s arm around Jessica’s shoulders. Jessica putting her head on his shoulder. Ugh. It’s so cute. I ship them....but I will admit. I find it interesting that every time Jessica and Gil have an intimate moment the writers make a point to show us the wedding ring on Gil’s hand that same episode. In this one it happens at about 25:00. 

25:53 - Gil’s little speech here is really sweet. You can see how much he loves these two self-deprecating idiots. He’s rarely that sincere and soft. Look at Malcolm’s eyes though. On one hand he looks concerned about his Mom. On the other hand, he looks embarrassed and a little sad. Is it because he feels like he lets Gil down when he goes rogue on Gil? Or is it because Gil just called him a Whitly? Is Malcolm still technically a Whitly? I mean legally? Did he legally change his name? 

26:20 - So Gil still hasn’t fixed his Le Mans. I kind of love that. I’m sure Malcolm (and Jessica when she found out) tried to pay for the car because they felt guilty about Malcolm breaking it. Gil’s too proud to take their money. Plus - he would rather that Le Mans die than Malcolm. Taking the money would send the wrong message to Malcolm’s fragile sense of self-worth. 

27:00 - Determined Malcolm walking off is attractive. 

27:24 - ...so is Adolpho in on this too? Or did someone break into the car and put Jessica’s purse there?

27:50 - Update: Adolpho is not a part of this craziness. BUT I would like to know more about Adolpho. All of the Whitly employees actually. Why do they work for the family of a serial killer? How much are they getting paid? How long have they worked there? Did they watch Ainsley and Malcolm grow up? 

29:00 - Wishing someone were dead and wanting to murder them are very different. Jessica does not want to kill Martin. She just wants him to leave her babies alone. 

29:23 - sooo anyone else want to know how Martin found out that Malcolm was on vacation? Just me? Ok. 

29:50 - I love how much of a determined badass Malcolm is with Martin right now. Malcolm is pissed and scared and he is not taking any of Martin’s shit right now. 

30:40 - Holy hell. When Jessica walks in Malcolm turns as white as a sheet. Our boy is riding a very extreme emotional rollercoaster right now.

30:50 - Anyone else pissed that Martin calls Jessica “Jessie”? I feel like he’s doing it deliberately to piss her off. I know it’s different on a person by person basis - but my first name is Jessica and I hate it when people call me Jessie unless you are a) my mother or b) my brother. It’s the most intimate of nicknames for Jessica and only really special people in my life get to use it. I don’t give a rats ass if you call me Jess but don’t you dare call me Jessie unless you’re one of my top 5 people on the planet. Somehow I like to think that Jessica Whitly feels the same way as me about being called Jessie. 

31:00 - This whole scene inside the prison cell is a thing of beauty. Look at how scared Malcolm is when Jessica comes in. His voice is wavering, his eyes are wide, and he looks just a little confused. Jessica looks positively determined and fierce but it’s also clear that she’s hiding her fear. Martin is just enjoying the company - as usual - and acting like a giant jerk. 

31:33 - I love the way that Malcolm tells Martin to shut up. You can tell that Malcolm is scared. He’s in profiler mode and he’s worried about his mom. He doesn’t have the patience to deal with Martin’s wiseass remarks. It’s great. 

32:10 - The moment Malcolm realizes that his Mother came to Claremont to kill his father is haunting. He doesn’t look judgmental or angry. Just scared - for her, not Martin. Jessica looks scared too. AND MARTIN - he looks surprised? Is he faking it? Because I’m still standing on the “Martin knew this was going to happen because he was involved in planning it” hill. Check out the look that Martin gives Mr. David in the hallway. Is Mr. David in on this too? Is that why Mr. David is standing further away from the cell than usual? Is that why Mr. David is awkwardly looking at his feet instead of looking forward like usual? 

32:48 - aaannnnd now Martin is egging Jessica on. Yes. He’s definitely in on this. 

34:28 - Is that how Martin got to keep his medical license? He technically never killed a patient on purpose? 

35:00 - I’m loving this side of Malcolm that’s just giving his father all of the attitude. He’s so determined to protect Jessica that he doesn’t bother trying to play his father’s games. He’s just spitting truth bombs and staring at Martin in disgust. I love this. 

 35:05 - I love Jessica’s reaction to Malcolm’s accusation of Martin. I also love that you can see Mr. David look into the room as it happens. He knows something bad is happening in there. He can probably hear the conversation? Those walls can’t be sound proof and we’ve got some angry, loud voices. 

35:45 - This is Martin fulfilling his own prophesy. He doesn’t look sorry that he tried to kill Malcolm (or so he says? who even knows what’s happening anymore?!?) He looks like a dude signing off on his own death. Last episode he said Malcolm would kill him. He looks mildly alarmed when Jessica comes in with the stake. Maybe that part of this craziness hasn’t gone as planned. So, Martin says exactly what he knows will make Malcolm angry enough to take the stake and stab him as opposed to escorting his Mother out of the cell and leaving Martin unharmed. 

36:05 - Jessica’s quiet, angry exclamation about her opinion of Martin is wonderful. It really shows you her character. She’s loud, extreme, and angry relatively often but when she’s beyond furious? She goes quiet. That’s almost scarier. 

36:40 - That head snap. Martin has Malcolm conditioned to follow his command - I’m sure of it. What has Martin made Malcolm do? Why did Martin condition him like this? Look at Jessica’s eyes when Martin says “C’mon boy!” - she looks alarmed - she didn’t know Martin ever spoke to her son this way. Further proof that Jessica Whitly is a good person.

37:23 - Look at how quickly the tables have turned. 5 minutes ago Malcolm was talking Jessica out of murdering Martin. Now Jessica is doing the talking to Malcolm. Look at Malcolm’s eyes. They’re angry, resigned, and sad. They’re not scared. This is terrifying to me. Did Malcolm kill someone as a child because Martin told him to? Well. Malcolm’s mental health is in the toilet now. 

37:42 - Oh. NOW Mr. David comes. Of course. I’m telling you - Mr. David knows things. Bad things. He’s somehow doing Martin’s bidding. Or Endicott’s. This isn’t good. 

38:47 - Hell yes. JT for the win!

38:52 - Dani knows. She just gave Malcolm a look. She’s scared of him. She’s either scared because she knows what Malcolm did or because she knows that his current mental state is not stable. 

39:55 - This scene is heartbreaking. Malcolm is being completely honest and vulnerable about the state of his family’s happiness. He’s projecting his current guilt about Martin onto this guy and the dude is feeding on it. 

40:27 - I love that Malcolm restrains himself really well until the killer mentions his mother. Then he snaps. Look at Gil. Trying to gently get Malcolm to back off. You can see that Gil is crushed. He suspects that Malcolm stabbed Martin and it’s causing Malcolm to unravel. 

40:50 - Dang. JT and Gil are concerned about Malcolm. JT’s actually looking at Malcolm with fear in his eyes. He’s probably never seen Malcolm like this. Gil doesn’t look scared though. Only sad. When has he seen Malcolm like this?

41:00 - “Where does it stop?” - Tom Payne is incredible. The way that line is delivered is heartbreaking and haunting.

42:26 - Gil knows what happened. Or at least - he suspects. He knows Jessica and Malcolm well enough to know how things probably played out. He’s protecting them. Both of them. By pretending he doesn’t know. 

43:00 - Did Malcolm tell Gil the truth here? He looks like he’s going to. Huh. 

What a rollercoaster. Thanks for hanging out fam. 

[natsora]

The Self-care Tag Game

Tagged by @rpgwarrior4824​ and @corylion​ Thank you!

Tagging @obvidalous​ @mrscullensrutherford​ @ladyinthebluebox​ No obligations

Favorite comfort food: Chips, I shouldn’t eat it but I love. Potato chips are my favourite. I love sour scream or seaweed, basically sour and salty are my go to flavours.  

Favorite drink: 100plus, fizzy, not too sweet. I can even pretend it’s healthy. 

Favorite relaxing activity: Gaming, immerse myself in another world not mine. 

Favorite fluffy/feel good fic: Not my typical go to genre frankly. I hunt for whump and angst typically. Some recs below:

If you like fReyder - https://archiveofourown.org/works/22969789 If you like fShenko - https://archiveofourown.org/series/4060  If you like Shaynor - https://archiveofourown.org/works/5276075 If you like Cass and FemQuiz - https://archiveofourown.org/series/314255

Favorite calming scent: Hmmm, I don’t typically have scent candles around, but I like vanilla a lot. 

Favorite white noise: My fan actually. The whirl of wind from it helps me sleep

Favorite relaxing (or uplifting) song: Currently, Pocketful of Gold by American Authors

Favorite book to get lost in: The last one that got me is The Luminous Dead

Favorite TV show to chill-out: Right now, anything on the BA Youtube channel. 

The best advice you’ve ever had: Don’t wait for life to happen to you. You don’t need permission to better your life. 

[ao3feed-bnha-rarepair]

All the Bright Places

All The Bright Places by douchegrayson

Mirio had learned on his first day of the job that ‘hero injuries’ tended to be a lot more graphic, involved a lot more blood loss and often also involved people he knew, which had honestly been the hardest part about it. ---- Spin-Off of Nightmare TV, following Mirio after he found a distraught Midoriya sitting in the park, all by himself.

Words: 1459, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Straight to DVD

Fandoms: ���のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Toogata Mirio, Amajiki Tamaki, Hadou Nejire

Relationships: Amajiki Tamaki/Toogata Mirio, Minor or Background Relationship(s)

Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, a dash of tamaki whump, because there is too little of that out there, Some Minor OCs - Freeform, Missions Gone Wrong, Rehabilitation, mirio is a worried little sunshine man, I don't understand the american/japanese college system, and at this point im too afraid to ask, so some educational inaccuracies, Medical Inaccuracies, too probably, no beta we die like men

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24097348

[jessthebooklover]

Fic Rec List (a tag game!)

Thank you very much for tagging me @mercia-lachesis!!!!

Rules: Post links (Ao3, ff.net, etc.); specify fandom/pairing/etc; don’t answer the same fic twice - spread the appreciation; tag other people; you don’t have to answer all the questions, but leave them in the list so the next person can answer if they want.

Fandoms mentioned: American Horror Story, Hataraku Maou-Sama!,  Les Misérables, Game of Thrones, Liar Game, Cloak & Dagger, Shades of Magic

1. Favourite complete fic you’ve read this month (multiple chapters/parts): Coat Skin by Shiero (shieroell029) (ao3) >> American Horror Story: Apocalypse, AU, Selkie, Fantasy, Historical, mythological creatures, Domestic Fluff Michael Langdon/Mallory

(I haven’t finished it because I don’t have enough time, but it’s been great)

2. Favourite complete fic you’ve read this month (one-shot): demon king's hug is all she wants by jaecken (ao3) >> Hataraku Maou-Sama! | The Devil Is a Part-Timer!, Existential CrisisLight AngstFluff, Maou Sadao | Satan Jacob/Yusa Emi | Emilia Justina

(After finishing the anime I needed more of those two)

3. Favourite WIP you’ve read this month: -

4. One fic/series you’ve read which you keep coming back to again and again: -

5. Most underrated fic you’ve read this year: Where A Wasp Does Wear Its Sting by  Aurelia_Combeferre (ao3) >> Les Misérables, 10 things I Hate About You - Freeform, The Taming of the Shrew, Modern AU, Shakespearean AU,  Enjolras/Éponine Thénardier

(Brilliant idea)

6. Most underrated fic you’ve read EVER:-

7. Favourite whump/angst fic of the year:  -

8. Favourite hurt/comfort fic of the year: -

9. Favourite fluff fic of the year: 

10. Favourite gen fic of the year: -

11. Favourite smut fic of the year: -

12. Favourite fix-it fic of the year/ever: I would have to post each and every Jonerys fix-it fic on the internet, can’t pick just one, all of them are masterpieces compared to GoT S8

13. Favourite crack-fic fic of the year: Bare Feet on a Stone Floor by  sakurahaiku (ao3)>>Game of Thrones (TV)A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Wedding Night, smut, Meera Reed/Aegon VI Targaryen

(I have no idea how I ended up there and i know it was written ages ago but I don’t have a better one for this, btw if George ever finishes the series I beg the old gods and the new to check out this crack ship, it’s worth it)

14. Favourite sick-fic this year: –

15. Favourite kid-fic this year: -

15. Fic this year which you didn’t expect to love as much as you do: Wishes on Bamboo by  dagas isa (dagas_isa)  (ao3) >> Liar Game,Tanabata, Holidays, Fluff, Romance, Akiyama Shinichi/Kanzaki Nao

(I got so late into this fandom but dagas isa got my back, their fics are *chef’s kiss* and I thought this one was the cutest )

16. Fic which convinced you to ship a pairing: -

17. Favourite AU you’ve read this year: A Thousand Times Goodnight by  valkysrie (ao3) >> Cloak & Dagger (TV 2018) Cloak & Dagger (Comics), Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Soulmates, Soulmate AU, Reincarnation, Alternate Universe - Reincarnation, Slow Burn, Denial of Feelings, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Childhood Trauma, Immortality,  Tandy Bowen/Tyrone Johnson

(Best Tandy/Ty fic ever and it’s not even finished)

18. Longest fic/series you’ve read this year: What Lies Beyond byOnlyInAutumn (ao3) >> Game of Thrones (TV), 

Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen

(I needed some high quality Jonerys and this fic delivered)

19. The last fic you’ve read:  A Promise by Andrea O'Down (ff.net) >> Shades of Magic, Hurt/Comfort, Delilah ‘Lila’ Bard

(I still have to read A Conjuring of Light but I needed a fic so badly without spoiling myself and I found this gem on ff.net)

20. Wildcard fic you haven’t mentioned but deserves a shout-out + why: Atonement by Starboundwanderer(ao3) >>American Horror Story, Hades and Persephone AU, Michael Langdon/Mallory

>> Because it is my favourite Millory fic and it deserves all the love <3

I’m tagging: @darisu-chan, @queenofloveandloyalty, @mrs-storm-andrews, @popping-pills-at-popeyes, @daenerys-the-unburnt, @paperinfinities, @lilacs-with-lavender, @graaaaceeliz, @shipsofthedamned, @paulfwesley, @lostinparisphotography, @dawnandpiplup and everyone else who sees this and wants to do it I’m tagging y’all, and if you don’t want to do it just ignore this.

 This was harder than I thought it would because I don’t really bookmark my fics anymore and I had to search my ao3 and web history for fics but I’m glad I got to share some of the best fics I read this year.

Big shoutout to all of you fic writers out there, whether I mentioned you or not I want you to know that you are appreciated and loved, keep doing your thing!