#and begged him not to tell anyone. he didnt said anything and left

[malkaviian]

thinking about how seba learned about the truth about his birthing, and im pretty sure it was golden himself who told him hes his father

[sukioyakio]

“Use me then”- R. 𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀

PART TWO IS OUT

Sukuna hadn’t been the best person in your life,he was a dumb fuck and he knew that.He knew he shouldn’t have left you alone when you needed him the most.

When you were pregnant with his baby girl.He knew he fucked up.Moreover his whole life has been fucked up,finding his parents died in a young age and how he knew that violence was the thing that bring him a long way.

Foster home wasn’t just hell but a free for all,only those who are willing to make a name out of themselves will get to see a future themselves.He would have to learn that having feeling is just a useless thing.

After being heartbroken by someone he thought he could love,after being someone punching bag for entertainment and being beaten almost to death.Scars all over him with each of them being a reminder of how bad it was for him.

He didn’t get to live a normal life when he was younger constantly fighting for himself.He became more cruel and more cold,no longer giving a fuck about anyone else.

He knew that nothing he could make up for his own mistakes for treating like you did anything to deserve it.

You both knew each other from college but that not when you guys started dating,you started to date after a one and a half year later.

You fell for him despite of his frigid behavior.You wanted to prove that you would be the best girlfriend.You were just a hopeless romantic and you didn’t care about his cold behavior.

And he just accepted it to only used you for his benefits.

But no matter what you did he’ll just blocked you out and constantly being used.And when you guys did it,he forgot to put the condom on and so a week later you had called him when he was flirting with some other girl at a bar.

he just told you that he’ll come later.

While he was cheating with you with someone else,you were excited about it,to tell him about the future you had thought about.And how you couldn’t wait to be a mother.

But when you had open the front doors to your apartment,something in your gut told you that you weren’t going to like this talk but you were love sick idiot for him and completely ignored that feeling.

When you were talking about how your day went,being animated and all.He nonchalantly told you just to get to the point.

You had such a big smile on when you announced it. “I’m pregnant! Sukuna I’m having your baby,we’ll be parents”

You looked at him with warm smile to only see his eyebrows furrowed down in an utter disbelief.You said it again guessing that he didn’t hear you correctly but his face made a unreadable expression as he started to walk towards the door.

All in that moment you could almost hear the tearing sound of your heart being broken into pieces and it hurt.

“Sukuna?”

“Sukuna?”

“Sukuna!?”

“SUKUNA?!?”

You yelled at him while running after him grabbing his wrists pleading with him,cause you didnt know if you’ll be okay with just yourself supporting a baby.Your lips were trembling and your every breath was like it was venom had token your lungs.

Tears were flowing down your cheeks.And he just stood there with complete silence.You began to beg for him to talk,for you guys to talk about it together.

“Please don’t l-leave me , p-please” you choke on your tears.Red optics eye bore into her widened,watering eyes.Finally saying something to you.

“I think it just better to break up” He says that and nothing more and then snatched off his hand now walking away leaving you alone with hot painful tears flowing down your cheeks.

The only thing you heard was the sounds of his Shoes slowly getting quieter until it was just silence.Your heart right there summer in the depths of your chest broken by your vision of love.

It was a vast expanse of emptiness,where even the smallest sound wouldn’t dare not tread the silence. [*]

A few years later Sukuna was now more stable than before,Having a big success with his company.

Making collaboration with other big brands and marketers.Having multiple modeling teams to make sure of his presence is well known and that only made a fan base of him.He was making multiple big deals that people would only dream off.

He was particularly smart at making sure that his company wouldn’t go down anything time soon.Even after all this success in Japan he would still have much more work to accomplish in others countries but he doesn’t have to worry about that right now.

He now had everything that he never had when he was young and everything he’ll need.Every decision he made was to make it all work in the end.

Right?

But some wounds weren’t meant to heal and some will eventually hurt you more than others.

When he left you he thought that he would be the best for him and for you too.He didn’t want any of unavoidable feeling of love,it wouldn’t do anything but drag him. He already knew at some point he was going to break up with you sometime soon.

But your voice of pain still rings throughout his head after all these years.Sometimes even coming back as nightmares or some sorts.

He thought that maybe if he just have nights stands he would get over it.It irritated him for some reason.He didn’t need some extra feelings of you.

But nothing worked,and now he’s sit in his office at random point of time thinking about what was the gender of his baby.

But now he knows that he is the worst father ever to have.And he didn’t have to hear those words from anyone else to tell him that.The better thing to do is just to move forward and forget about it.

It was just a normal day walking around the city without the need of being followed or being bothered by the paparazzi or whatever the case would be.

The sun light shining the city with a bright golden glow making the city warm.And with the sun shining it’s companion with the wind breeze keeping citizens of Tokyo from dying from the heat.In perfect sense it was a great day to go out and enjoy the day off.

Multiple citizens walked through the streets of Tokyo the streets were filled with lifeness sparkling with color all around and people walking with a smile or with a sense of urgent need to get to a certain place.While Sukuna didn’t have any place to go to so he just walked throughout the city even the high crime rates part of Tokyo.

The only reason he wasn’t getting bothered was because he had a black washable dye and it work wonders and having his tattoos covered by makeup. No one recognize him.

Now he made his way towards a park,to get away from the crowd of people.His body walking down the entrance of it.Completely in his head space enjoying the scenery.Not minding the children running around with their sequels.

Until he heard a voice in the group of parents with their children who were playing or watching their children play.

A distant Laughter came through the group there;A laugh he knew too well.His legs taking him towards that voice without even noticing his actions. His large figure making it way to move around,his eyes looking around in such an intense manner.

His body froze,his mind going silent.As his almost blood like eyes widened.His heart slowly beating against his chest.

He spotted a child with striking pink long hair with such a radiant laughter,a young girl that is made his heart began to filled with warmth.

Something that he thought was meaningless.

Sukuna’s heart raced with uncertainty as he faced the unknowingly future.

He just stood there watching the girl with an urge to ask the girl question.Whether if the girl dyed the hair pink or did she ever get to see her dad or-And then you showed In his view.

“There you are,you little troll” you spoke with a playful voice,grabbing your daughter and swinging her around in the air.You were smiling so care carefullyfree,with the little spawn of joy giggling wildly.

“PffhaHahhaha!!Stop it mom!Your gonna get me dizzy if uou continue” The young girl says as her laughter danced through the air like a soft melody.

The world blurs itself out as he watches you.when he sees you he immediately knows that you were something that shouldn’t have been token so dryly;all the nights were you were there for him,all the love you spent on him and what did he gave you in return.

Nothing,nothing not even a small amount of time of love to you.You have every right to hate him for that.

There a lot of ‘what if’s’ in his mind but one thing is certain that he would’ve had a family.

He probably didnt know that he was looking at you guys to long.That was until your eyes meet his making eye contact.

Their stares remained interlocked, neither of them making a move to look away.It you could tell who is his even with all the disguise.Your eyes widened with disbelief as Your face turned into an icy expression.You turned your head now forcing yourself to walk forward paying attention to your daughter that was in your arms.

Sukuna soul felt burdened with the echoes of her sorrows.

“It doesn’t matter now,at least that their better without me” Sukuna spoke in his mind,but he’s heart felt heavy like it knew that if he thinks by walking away from all this is going to make it better then he wrong.

Blinded by his own heart he walks after you,keeping his composure straight and stern.As he reaches his hand to lay his hand on your shoulder,getting your attention and your daughter as well.

Your head turned around to see his body but you stare up to see his ironic red eyes the same one you have nightmares about,the same one that broke your heart a thousand times.

The same blood like eyes that you fall in love with.

Your heart sting with dreadful pain just from looking at him,you knew it was him even if he’s hide his most dominant features.

Your daughter looks at you with concern that you don’t mistake it for sadness.

You place her down on the ground and whipser her something softly,to not her pretty face worry about it.You told her simply to wait and sit in the grass until she come back then they will get ice cream after and which she does.

Now paying mind to him as you changed your expression to the same icy expression.

“What do you want” You said straight to the point as you won’t allow yourself to break down again infront of him.

Nothing come out,because he didn’t know what to say to you,Nothing came out of his mouth.He usually always had something to say.

You couldn’t take it,you hated the man that stand in front of you.

”I doubt you’ll forgive me for all of this-

you instantly interrupted him.

“it too late for apologize Sukuna,you already showed me that I’ll have to be guarded when it comes to giving people my heart.”

You said heartlessly,almost with coming out hurt.But you didn't stop there,all the suspense emotions were coming out.

“God I hate you! I hate you for leaving me!!A simple Fucking sorry ISNT going to make up for the things you made me go through! You-tears falling down your cheeks rapidly-… I fucking hate you.I hate that I fell for you,g-Gave you my heart for what?”

You wipe off your tears.Your voice rising in pitch as your eyes brow knitting together in frustration and hands clenching tightly in a ball into fist.

“B-but I’ll n-never . . Hate you for her,for g-giving me a beautiful g-girl”

you said with a sad smile that quickly removed from your face,Your chest rising up and down.As you could hear the voices of the kids giggling in the background.

The tension between you and him was unpalatable,the air was so thick that it felt like he was going to suffocate.

A pair of warm hands warp around you pulling you into a warm embrace.

“I-I -a heavy sigh came out of his mouth- . . . Sorry,I don’t -no I know that you won’t forgive me.You have every reason to yell at me, . . tell me that I’m shit for everything.” His voice swiftly He felt your hands were pushing him away but he continued on his embrace.He could fell your tears dampen his clothes.

“L-let go of me . . . I Don’t h-have time for you-u,i don’t need you anymore in my life,Sukuna.So it better if we just don’t talk.”

His throat felt so dry like as if he didn’t drink any water.He fucked up so badly.A wound that would never heal.You politely removed your body from his embrace and wipe your face with your hands wiping off the tears.Now walking away from him and towards where your daughter was.

The wind blows gently through your body as you see your daughter playing around with a boy with black hair;smiling with joy, making you form a small smile.

You felt a hand on your shoulder immediately knowing it was Sukuna,you brushed off his hand off your shoulder.Before you could even get anything out your mouth.

“Use me then”

A shiver ran down her spine as his voice took on an eerie, otherworldly quality of vulnerability.That made her question if it was the wind that was playing with her mind or it just herself thinking that she heard him in such a state.

”what” You said with disbelief lancing your voice,Your uncertainty was reflected in your hesitant movements and furrowed brow.

You tilted your head in confusion,your eyes trying to discern the almost-too-serious expression on Sukuna face.Just for Sukuna repeat his words.

“Use me then” He said in a serious manner,His red eyes looking straight at you.He knew what he was saying was stupid and wouldn’t cure anything but it worth trying.

Your eyes widens lanced with disbelief.you let out a huff out laugh as you ran your finger though your hair.

“What . . No Sukuna,I-a deep shaky sigh gets out of your lungs- I told you I want nothing to deal with you” You said with a bit of raspiness to your voice from the crying and yelling.You eyes finally looking at Sukuna’s eyes.His eyes usually showed a stern cold expression but right now it soften and regretful glazes upon his blood like eyes.

“Use me then, Use me for money,for paying your bills,driving you and her placing,Use me for anything,it doesn’t matter” He said as you just notice how close he got to you.You could hear it now,it wasn’t your mind playing tricks on you;you could hear that vulnerability in his voice so much clearer.

You didn’t know what to say or respond to him,your mouth was shut and like it sealed up.That until you felt a strong hit towards your knee,to only see your daughter squealing.

“MOMM!! Hahah-HELp me!!Before Cole Comes and get me!!” Your daughter says with A loud giggle as She let go of your legs and runs a distance away from you and Sukuna to get playfully tackled by a boy with black hair and purple eyes.

You hadn’t completely forgotten his offer,You take a deep breath before looking at your phone to see how much time as pass.

His eyes were dead set on you but You can see that he’s eyes had a bit of amusement in them.To you you could recognize him even if he had black hair or hide his tattoos on his face and body,you could still tell it him from his red ironic eyes.His body cast a shadow over you.

“I-ill think about this later” You said,now completely walking towards your daughter.With head now full of thoughts now.As you smiling see your daughter ‘Nova ryomen’ Tackling the boy down with a playful smirk on her soft cheek.

You told her that it time to go home and to say goodbye to the boy,which she kinda refused to do having a big sad pout of your cute little face.But she eventually did,as you hold her hand in and then taking her to a ice cream shop for her.You order with a genuine smile on your lips as you watched her eat her ice cream while you guys were walking towards the house.

“use me then”

his words were repeated in your head like a curse.You don’t need him anyway right?You just gotta keep moving forward even if life isn’t the best for you but it could be and will be better for nova.That night you had received a text from a unknown person but you ignore it went to sleep.

Credits to my lovely editor(my bestie) who I made her read this 🫶.

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PART TWO IS OUT NOW!!

[papaya-twinks]

hi i saw your request open uhm can i have lando angst? tysm! 🫶🏻

soo maybe lando meet someone new while he was travelling with his friends without you, and at first he didnt even want to admit that he already falls for her bc he still wants you and maybe this is just a phase

but ofc you notice that he is acting weird lately so you confront him or you found out by yourself 😔

Warnings: Brief Smut, Angst, Cheating

Pairing: Lando Norris x fem!reader

There was no doubt in saying that you trusted Lando. With your entire heart. He was an amazing and loving boyfriend, and he loved you as well. 

Y/N’s POV

Lando had left yesterday for his Grand Prix, I couldn’t go with him unfortunately, I had to deal with the stupidity that was work. Of course, I’d watch my boyfriend on the TV, I wouldn’t miss his race for the world. Lando meant an awful lot to me after all, and oh how glad I was that he reciprocated those feelings!

Lando’s POV 

I didn’t mean to fall for her. I’m not talking about Y/N. I mean Miura. I don’t even know how I did it - she’s nothing compared to my girlfriend, but there was something about her that was almost enticing. Max had introduced her to me and she was  one of Pietra’s friends, not that I cared. And she definitely felt the same way. It was just a phase clearly. 

Y/N was the one I loved. She was the one I’d message every night and every morning, she was the one I wanted. My phone dinged, interrupting my plethora of questions and my train of thoughts, as I picked up the device. It was Max, again. He wanted to hang out before the party. Miura would be there. She shouldn’t have even been the part that broke me and made me want to go. I should have gone for my best mate, not her. 

Third Person POV

Lando ended up choosing a simple yet sophisticated outfit, a plain white shirt, three buttons undone at the top and a pair of black dress trousers, with a few chains and rings. And as soon as he got there, the first person he locked eyes with? Miura. And she looked gorgeous, a slim black dress hugging her curves. Fuck, Y/N looked better, you had the same dress, but it hugged your body and showed you off way more than it did for the girl in front of him. 

Lando’s POV 

I missed Y/N - I wish she’d have come with me. We would’ve spent the whole night together, partying, grabbing drinks, then I’d fuck her pretty little pussy, have her writhing and begging for an orgasm. She’d look so gorgeous, y’know, taking my cock. She always does. So fuck knows genuinely, fuck knows, how I ended up back in some random ass hotel, my clothes dumped somewhere and Miura pressed against me.

I felt like I wanted it. Like I wanted her. But I couldn’t get the thoughts out my head, I wished it was Y/N, I couldn’t imagine anyone except her, beneath me, taking me so well. Miura’s moans weren’t anything on the pretty sounds that came from my pretty girl. What the fuck was this? Where was my own girlfriend? This was a mistake. “Miura, I can’t,” I said, pulling out of her quickly as she frowned, her feeling fading quickly at the loss of contact.

“Lando, what d’you mean? You don’t want this?” she asked, trying to push me back into her. “No, I have a girlfriend,” I frowned, pushing her away lightly and picking up my clothes. “What?” her sugary tone immediately faded. “Fuck her, Lando,” she said, fixing her mistake, but I was no longer interested. “Rather her than you,” I said, the spite in my voice was evident. And I meant it. I thought I could just pretend it never happened, Y/N didn’t need to know.

Y/N’s POV

I was really confused when Lando came back. Usually he’d come back, exhausted, body limp from all the things he’d been up to, and he’d let me wrap my arm round him. I’d hold him and let him tell me everything, and I’d let him fuck the stress out. It was like a continuous cycle. But he didn’t do that. He didn’t even…acknowledging me.

Maybe the race had been stressful, I wouldn’t know, not being a driver and I didn’t want to make assumptions. “Lando, baby, are you alright?” I asked, walking quietly into her room. He jumped, really violently, looking up at me. “Y-yeah, I’m fine, Y/N, please leave,” he said, slamming his phone down. What the fuck? This was suspicious, now. Not even confusing anymore.

Lando’s POV

I felt horrible. She looked so hurt, and somewhat suspicious. She had every right to be. “Lando? Are you talking to someone?” she asked slowly. I was talking to Martin, yes. “Martin,” I muttered, not even looking her in the eye. “About?” she asked, no, demanded. This was one of the things I found so attractive about her. She’d have such…power, to get what she wanted. It was hot. “Stuff,” I said, wow, what an answer.

“Alright,” she rolled her eyes, turning around to leave. I couldn’t stop myself. “Y/N,” I said, making her stop, “I fucked someone,”. The silence was deafening. It was almost like I could feel her heart drop. “What?” she asked quietly, her strong faced faltering as her eyes widened in disbelief. “I…Y/N, you heard me,” I said, I couldn’t bring myself to say it. Not to Y/N.

Y/N’s POV

“Lando, that’s a funny joke,” i laughed, frowning at my boyfriend. “I…I wish it was,” he muttered not meeting my eyes. “W-wow, Lando,” I said, not having any words. There was silence. “Was it good?” I asked, making him look up. “What?” he asked, frowning slightly. “Was it good? Did she…feel good?” I asked, genuinely curious. “No. No one could feel as good as you,” he said, truthfully. “Okay,” I said. “Y/N, please don’t leave, it was a mistake-,” I cut him off. “Oh, a mistake,” I said, and for a second, he believed I was forgiving him.

“Let me go fuck Max then,” I snorted, his face falling. I felt bad for him. But he cheated. He deserved it. No matter how much he apologised. I felt like I deserved better. “You deserve better,” he said, echoing my thoughts. “I know,” I said, turning away. “So much better,” he continued, “more than I can even dream to give you,”. I didn’t say anything. “Loved it til it ended, Lando. Although I’m not sure it ended for you,”.

Lando’s POV

Those words hurt. I deserve it. I don’t deserve anything. Especially not Y/N.

[cyberkitty1]

pt 2/2 of the crybaby reader x earth42 Miles Morales

MAJOR MAJOR spoilers!! read with caution.

i said tomorrow night but I worked my butt off to get it done today!!

Aaron makes his way to Miles and room not even bothering to knock, I mean why would he? He just watched his nephew make his own girlfriend who would do anything for him cry. He was beyond furious.

“So now we are just going around making people cry?” Miles smirks at him “man I am literally the prowler? all i make people do is cry and beg for their life” he says almost laughing.

Aaron sighs pinching the bridge of his nose.” you are not supposed to let your job interfere with your normal life, you know that. Now you’re chasing your girl, the girl your supposed to love away? are you serious?”

Miles looks at him annoyed “ why wouls you care all she ever does is cry, shes happy she cries, shes mad she cries, shes sad she cries, man even when shes bored she cries. its annoying” he says holding his face in his hands.

Aaron walks to the bed and sits next to him. He’s never been put in this situation so he doesn’t know what to say. “ you’re dad was a lot better doing this than i ever was.” Miles visibly stiffens, this was the first time he’s brought up his dad since his funeral.

“ Miles I know you have been through a lot, more then i ever will but that doesn’t give you a reason to act that way towards her, she only wants whats best for you and she loves you with everything shes got. I would kill for a person like that to be in my life. I know you reacted like this because you feel you don’t have anyone to talk to but i’m always here man you know this.”

He wrapped an arm around his shoulder.” So don’t be taken your anger out on your girl she just loves you ok?” Miles sighs realizing, he was way to harsh in you you shouldn’t have been ignoring you and now he feels like a fool.

“ Yea, ill talk to her tomorrow” Aaron smiles, “ good I don’t need the only person who can get you to open up gone, now do i?” he says laughing a bit.

* Next Morning *

You didnt get a wink of sleep that night you where thinking about all the things you could have done to upset him that much. You werent mad just confused, confused as to why he would react that way. Of course you will still love him but this still hurt.

You were lost in thought when you realize someone texted you, it was Miles? You wasted no time to open it.

miles. can you come over later today?

you. yea

miles. dress comfortable

you were nervous, was he breaking up with you? You had no idea what to expect with how you guys left everything yesterday there was many directions this could go.

Hours later ( im lazy )

You got ready and made your way over to his place. Knocking on the door he answered “hola cariño ven conmigo” he helped you in with a warm smile taking your hand. Shutting the door behind you he led you into his bedroom sitting you down on his bed. He stood looking at you kind of nervous? he started:

“Voy a decir esto en español para que todo salga bien. Te amo mucho y siento mucho haberte tratado de una manera que nunca te mereces. Lamento haberte hecho llorar y haberte hecho sentir que hiciste algo mal. Todo lo que haces es amarme y tratarme bien, pero yo te traté como si no me importara. Y por eso lo siento mucho y espero que lo encuentres en tu corazón para perdonarme.”

(I'm going to say this in Spanish so that everything goes well. I love you very much and I am so sorry that I treated you in a way that you never deserve. I'm sorry I made you cry and made you feel like you did something wrong. All you do is love me and treat me right, but I treated you like I didn't care. And for that I am very sorry and I hope that you find it in your heart to forgive me.)

You waited and listened to him through and through and when he was done you spoke. “ Miles I will forever love you, you know that. I know that you are going through something but why didn’t you tell me? why don’t you talk to me? why wont you let me in?” you said holding his hands.

“No quería que pensaras menos en mí, que me consideraras débil.” You look at him sympathetically “ Miles I would never, never ever think of you as weak ok? Whenever you need me I will be there with you, I love you miles so much.” and with that, you were crying.

(“I didn't want you to think less of me, to consider me weak.”)

“mi princesa por favor no llores odio cuando lloras” he said wiping your tears away “ I know and i’m sorry that i’m always crying about everything i know it annoys you” you say sniffling. He feeling you pulling at his heart strings, feeling the worse he has felt since his father’s passing.

("My princess please don't cry I hate when you cry"’)

“ahora me tienes a punto de llorar mami, te quiero mucho y me arrepiento de haberte dicho que te encontré una llorona. Nunca debí haberte dicho eso, eres mi todo, ¿lo sabías? Debería disculparme contigo, lamento haberte tratado de esa manera, ¿me perdonarías?” He said with tears in his eyes.

(“Now you have me about to cry mommy, I love you very much and I regret having told you that I found you a crybaby. I never should have told you that, you are my everything, you know that? I should apologize to you, I'm sorry I treated you that way, would you forgive me?")

You held his face looking into his eyes with so much adoration. “ Miles I will forever love you, I forgive you, I will forgive you ten times over.” You said resting your head on his. After a few minutes he wipes his tears saying “ I forgot I wanted you to watch a movie with me if you forgave me.” You smile at him giving him a kiss.

“ Thank you Miles,i appreciate it all.” he sighs “ Ma, stop saying stuff like that I need to be saying sorry to you” he says looking you in your eyes.

And with that he sits on his bed back against the headboard with you tucked into his side, eating snacks and watching your favorite movies.

( this or this )

He suddenly turns to you and says “te amo mas que la cantidad de estrellas en el cielo” he says looking into your eyes. You turn to him resting your hand ok his face, hearing your voice that sounds like honey.

("I love you more than the number of stars in the sky")

“yo tambien te amo mi principe”

( "I love you too my prince")

Part 3 of the earth 42 Miles spoiling you will be done as soon as I can 🙏🏾

A/n: overlook the fact that i spelt honey as hunny 😔 ( its changed now)

[harsh-lites]

backshots here

(aka horny after stream shenanigans between damien and f!reader)

meme made by @haasmaxxing

an 18+ damien au headcanon made with all the naughty ideas my twitter chat group and i shared inspired by that one time damien said “backshot” unprompted during his recent Sunday stream 😀

i can't believe had enough spare time to do all of this 😭 enjoy, i guess

(full hc under the cut!)

“backhand blades, backshot blades. s-sorry. we can all forget that that happened”

although damien shyly told his twitch stream audience to forget whatever he said as he was picking the weapons for his elden ring character to use, he knows they’ll certainly never forget the events that transpired a little after the stream a few days prior.

after last thursday’s stream had ended, damien got to relax a bit from the interaction. this was when he would usually set down his equipment - he'd turn off the camera, give the harsh lights a break, and take down the green screen to keep for another stream.

as he unrolled the green screen, he found you waiting at the doorway to his surprise.

you asked him how he was feeling now that the stream is over. "feeling a bit fatigued," he replied, "but i'm curious to see what you've been up to!"

(gentle reminder btw that this is set in an au where damien didnt end up sick with covid post con shhhhhhh)

that's funny, you thought. "i'm glad you said that, because i do have a proposition."

"okay... i'm all ears."

"there's not a lot to do on a sunday, right?"

"this sunday? no, not really. why"

"i've been thinking about having some of the free time today to ourselves."

eventually, damien detected hints of teasing and playfulness in your tone. "yeah, sounds like a great idea." a smirk forms across his lips, and that lit up the flame inside you.

that flame in you somehow increased in intensity as he leaned to touch the bare skin that hasnt been covered by your oversized shirt - you have yet to tell him that you weren't wearing anything else underneath.

"so, what's your plan?" he whisperes into your ear

"we could start here, perhaps," you answered. the tension between you and damien is so sharp, it could cut a big block of paper clean.

"my streaming room?" damien chuckled lightly. "well, if we were to start here, i can lend you my gamer chair."

"sounds like a great plan to me."

you two got closer and closer, until his lips reach yours. gentle kisses turn into passionate open-mouth clashes, and the rest is history.

that's where you both ended up - hot, steamy sex in the place where your boyfriend freely interacts with much of the outside world.

the thought of you getting railed in damien's stream room was that of pure naughtiness. although it wouldn't fly in reality, you got more turned on by the potential that anyone out there could be hearing the whimpers of profanities, titles, and damien's name, as a way to show them that you're his and his alone. and you were certain as hell that he's sharing the same sentiment.

but, little did you two know that his stream hasn't actually, fully turned off yet. YIKES.

luckily, the camera was already off by then, but somehow, unbeknownst to his twitch moderators, an error unknowingly happened while they were trying to close. it caused the audio to still be on - and, consequently, the chat feature.

in other words, while you and damien were moaning and panting through each rough fuck, some of the audience that hadn’t left yet were bewildered by what they were hearing in real time.

others even left comments as his chat was also on! the reactions range from “ayo 💀💀💀” to “WHATS WITH ALL THE MOANING”

damien, however, seems to not give a care, even as the chat (and eventually his discord) was blowing up. his focus here and now was you and the way you wrapped so tight and nicely on his cock.

he enjoyed in particular how you were taking his sharp yet languid thrusts so well - you got your legs spread and your back pressed well into the chair, greedy cunt welcoming him and begging to be fucked until you couldn't take it.

he’s holding on to the chair for dear life as he pounds into you, but the more rough the fucks get, the more difficult it was to keep you still.

despite the obstacle, you were enjoying the feel of him so much that you wouldn’t mind anything that may come in your way. you’ve craved for his cock for long now, and you were glad now that the craving came true.

damien was floored by the euphoric look of your face, no matter how rough his poundings could get. that's just one of many reasons why he loves you.

midway, he asked how you were feeling so far. your response: “i’ve never felt so much better; fuck you feel so fucking good; need you like this until i cum, until you cum” - basically a litany of praises out your mouth that have a twinge of horny.

meanwhile over at the chat, the audience was practically in shambles after what they heard from you. one of the mods took wind of what was happening at the moment, so in panic they immediately reached out to their fellow mods to help fix this whole issue.

on the chair, damien leaned you in on a kiss, which quickly evolved into sloppy frenching, teeth clashing, tongues dancing and open mouths slotting into each other.

as he pulled from such an intense kiss, he saw that the position both of you were in was making the chair pull a bit further from where you originally were.

he suggested another position where both of you can stay still even with all the intense movement. as agreed upon, you come down and lie your head on the seat cushion while your ass is up. he followed by kneeling behind you shortly thereafter.

he teased your now wet entrance with his cock, swollen head sliding up along your folds and to your throbbing clit, which gets sensitive everytime the tip touches it.

you illicit a whiny moan, and from there you were begging him to play with your pussy, even while he’s buried deep inside.

damien obliged, setting out to do exactly what you were hoping for. his dick fits into you like a glove, and one of his hands snakes its way into your clit and folds.

you instantly fold the moment you feel the pads of his fingers, every touch making you melt like putty.

as you two were enjoying the new position, the mods were frenzied in trying to mute damien's mic feed, but ran through a deluge of errors! ultimately, they had no choice but to wait for him until whatever freak shit he was doing was over and done.

your hands hold tight onto the sides of the chair as his cock drags so swiftly within your walls, hitting the most sensitive spots that are guaranteed to make you cum faster.

the noises coming from both your mouths get increasingly louder upon each thrust, and it would reach the loudest the moment you feel like cumming onto his cock - fuck if the chat cares, anyway.

when you do cum, you feel your walls tighten, and that’s enough for damien to lose control and reach his tipping point.

keeping up with the momentum, he haphazardly pulls out of you and fists his now throbbing cock until dribblets of his cum spurt out from the tip to your ass and back.

the position you were in may not look as ideal, but God, the backshot imagery here looked as astounding as ever.

the drippings have even reached within your ass cheeks - the view of your rim like this is in and of itself a much naughtier sight.

as you both wind down from the high, damien stood up to his stream deck to a shocking revelation.

a barrage of concerned chatters and clever coop members reacted to all the strange, unhinged noises coming from his mic during the stream, which he thought should have ended already almost 30 minutes ago.

he was also sent a stern warning note from his mod group, stating that they ran into a lot of errors in trying to mute his mic, but it was ultimately up to him to turn it off... at this rate, he definitely had a lot to explain. whoops!

glitches aside, he was too light headed to deal with all of this. he went to turn the mic and chat feed off. then, he turned to ask ask if you were up for another go - "but in the bedroom, please i can't deal with so much embarrassment - it's k!lling me!"

without a doubt you said yes, and with his sheer strength he lifted you there. in damien's point of view, sex in a private bedroom is a million times much safer and less prone to unwanted visitors.

the fun certainly didnt stop as soon as you reach the bedroom, though. now with all thr pressure of the concerned clever coop out of his way, damien now got to have you all by himself - he eats you out while you savor the feeling of his thick fingers thrusting in and out of you.

at least here, he’s satisfied that the loud, incriminating moans you made are contained within these four walls. fuck if the chat cares! it’s just him and you against the world.

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it’s been a while since the incident during his last stream. with the help of his mods, damien has become strict on banning anyone within the clever coop or outside who may clip the moment.

he also collaborated with the mods to edit all of the leaked audio out - that way, he hopes, nobody can see let alone hear how you and damien have been to each other.

even while he tries his damndest to erase any evidence of his one big oopsie, he sure knows he’s getting teased by everyone who’s aware of the incident - his friends included.

(one of his friends, who works in the sex industry, suggested he try out recording audio porn or set up an onlyfans page filled with audio porn content)

(damien kindly declines, but given the curious buzz that incident had created, plus the profit that comes with nsfw content in general, he thought it wouldn’t be much of a bad idea after all)

[moonaged-moony]

So.. I wrote a little jegulus thing loosely based off the song Alley Rose by conan gray.. Enjoy :)

warning - heavy angst!!!

As soon as James got off the phone with Regulus, he was in his car. He was probably going over the speed limit, but he couldn't care less.

Regulus had called him, asking him to run away with him just for the night. And of course James had obliged. James would run away for good if Regulus asked him to.

He pulled up to the corner store and saw him standing there. His eyes were red, and his lips were torn. It was clear that he'd been biting them. He still looked beautiful even in this dishevelled state.

Regulus got in the car without a word. He barely even glanced at James. He didn't ask any questions, even though he had many, he just drove. He knew it would be a sore subject right now for Reg, he didnt want to push it.

They pulled up at his parent's holiday cabin and got out of the car. He opened the door and held it open for Regulus. As soon as it was closed Regulus pushed him against the wall.

"Regulus?" James tried to speak but he was quickly cut off.

He felt Regulus's fingers around his neck as he pulled him into his desperate breath.

The way he was kissing him, hard and fast. James couldn't get enough. But he had a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach, like this would be the last kiss he ever shared with him.

Later that night, as they were pressed up against each other in James's bed, he couldn't shake the feeling of dread.

They still hadn't spoken about why Regulus had needed to get out of the house. Why he practically begged James to run away with him for the night.

James didn't want to sleep. He had a horrible feeling that when he opened his eyes again Regulus wouldn't be there. He could hear Regulus breathing. He knew he wasn't asleep yet.

"Reg, you won't leave me, will you?" He whispered in his ear.

He didn't receive an answer.

"You won't leave me alone again will you, love?" He could hear the desperation creeping into his voice.

Still no answer. Why was he ignoring him? The knot in his stomach tightened.

After a few hours of trying to get to sleep, his eyes finally drifted closed. When he awoke, Regulus was still next to him. He let out a breath of relief.

"Regulus, love, wake up."

He watched as his eyes fluttered open. He was so beautiful.

As much as he didn't want to push him, they needed to talk about why he was acting so strange. James needed to calm his worries. They got out of bed, and he made them both a cup of coffee.

"James.. I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"For everything."

But James needed him to be specific right now.

"What's on your mind?"

"Im just so nervous, mon soleil.."

"About what? You can tell me anything, love, you know that."

Regulus closed his eyes, and James could tell something was wrong.

"Regulus, I love you. You can trust me."

He doesn't say it back.

Why doesn't he say it back? Even when they were in an argument he'd always say it back. Even when he was in a tough place with his family, he still said it back.

So why wasn't he saying it back now?

It was as though he could sense James waiting. He looked up at him, woth those beautiful grey eyes. He saw the tears welling up in his eyes.

"Regulus?" He tried to keep his voice steady, but it came out shaky and broken.

He said he was nervous. Maybe that's why. Whatever he was worried about must have been bad.

Still, a small part of him wanted to scream at him to say it back.

When Regulus called him last night, that was the first they'd spoken in a year. But that was because his mother forbid him from speaking to anyone. When he left for home, he had reassured James that when he returned to him, nothing would have changed. That he would still love him.

He waited all year, practically begging at his feet to leave with him.

He waited. He thought, even after all this time, that he'd still love him.

"James.." He sounded so broken. James would do anything to fix it.

"Regulus, say it back." It came out as a sob.

"I can't."

That's what he was dreading. The words he was begging him not to say in his head.

"Why not?" He felt the tears start to stream down his face. He probably sounded insane, but he didn't even care.

Regulus didn't answer.

"Reg.. please, don't leave me alone again."

He played back all their memories in his head.

The first time they kissed. He'd an his fingers through his hair, and thanked god to touch the flame.

When he'd told him about his last relationships. How he believed necks were made for brusing. He swore lips were made for lies. And he thought that if Regulus ever left, that he would be the reason why.

When they'd started as just a summer fling. It was all experimental and he thought Regulus would prefer safer things.

He used to swear hands were made for fighting. He swore eyes were made to cry.

Regulus was the first person who proved that to be a lie.

He watched as Regulus grabbed his coat.

"Regulus don't leave me hanging alone again." He sounded hysterical now.

He followed Regulus as he walked out the door. He couldn't even hear his own voice anymore. He screamed the same thing over and over. Even after Regulus was far gone. He sat on the floor screaming at the sky until his throat felt raw.

He stayed in the cabin. He didn't answer anyone's texts or calls.

When he heard a knock on the door, a small pathetic part of him hoped it was Regulus. He hoped he'd changed his mind. That he'd come back for him.

It wasn't him. It was Sirius. Sirius who's cheeks were stained with tears.

Sirius who was holding a newspaper.

James took it with shaky hands, unfolding it and reading the headline.

It was all hazy after that. He heard his knees hit the floor. He heard himself screaming, but it felt far away. He felt his heart splitting into a million pieces as he replayed the headline in his head over and over again.

Regulus Black pronounced dead at age 17.

[ultimateshixiongfuckertournament]

Round 3, Match 2: Cheng Qian vs Jiang Cheng

Match 2 is between Cheng Qian (shixiong: Yan Zhengming) from Liu Yao: The Revitalization of Fuyao Sect vs Jiang Cheng (shixiong: Wei Wuxian) from Mo Dao Zu Shi

Propaganda under the cut

Cheng Qian:

Cheng Qian and Yan Zhengming end up together. Most of it is spoilers, but they're very cute! Yan Zhengming nicknamed him Tong Qian / Copper Coin

#some of yall didnt read 6yao and yall are missing out#bby cheng qian puppy crushing on his shixiong and beating up anyone who mockingly calls his shixiong princesse#cause thats his high maintenance princess thank you

#I NEED cheng qian to win#he went through so much to get that pillow princess shixiong dick

Jiang Cheng:

Clinged to WWX constantly for 7+ years, wanted to have WWX as his right hand man forever after becoming sect leader, cried after WWX left, cried when he discovered what WWX sacrificed for him, was TORN APART when it got explained to him that if they were more outwardly close knit, WWX might not have died

PROPAGANDA!! to start, i'm still very bitter about how fairy lost the sentient animal poll and i want to win this badly. very very badly. current stats are 50.6 in favour of jc but that's too less of a gap for me. jc should be winning this by a landslide, y'all hear me? anyways. starting with a class act, like the clown i am->

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a few links ( because i'm chengxian trash, as always and i'd love if poll-guy could copy paste them on the og post): one, two, three, four (gif), five, six, seven (gif), eight (thoughts on different wavelengths), the absolute circles of them saving each other, the fucking golden core reveal scene. golden scene reveal part 2, jiang cheng will always forgive wei wuxian

to start with. jiang cheng is literally the picture of "i knew from the moment i met you that i'd spend a lifetime forgiving you".

the earliest dynamic of jiang cheng and wei wuxian is jiang cheng giving away his dogs (the only gift his father has ever given him, btw) because wei wuxian is scared of the dogs. tis only the start of it.

his father very obviously prefers his shixiong over him, his mother berates him for not being as good as wei wuxian and tells him his inheritance is in danger, and his sister (in my opinion) has more care for him (visibly. maybe jiang yanli doesn't show it because jc is an emotionally complicated purple grape, maybe because jc doesn't need it, or wei wuxian is traumatised but that's my opinion). but still. still. Jiang Cheng loves Wei Wuxian. so much. jealousy is like. the most tame response i can think of. and jiang cheng is proud of wei wuxian, okay? he'd believe his big brother if he'd said anything. want proof? well, here you go-> link

to paraphrase the link:

Jiang Cheng had just lost his family, his home, and his very golden core, and his older brother - his brilliant older brother who could fix anything, who could sneak wine into Cloud Recesses and defeat an ancient turtle nearly-god and make Jiang Cheng share a smile when Jiang Cheng’s mother was disappointed and furious at both of them - His big brother smiled and said, “I can fix this.”And Jiang Cheng believed him then, and believed him three months later when Wei Wuxian crawled out of the Burial Mounds (just the second miracle in three months), and believed him every day of the next seventeen(?) years until the pieces were shoved into place for him to see.

also. the circle these two go in protecting each other. (gif set by @sandushengshou), the 'if one of us is to die, then, i beg, let it be me' that they both do for one another in a seemingly neverending loop of sacrifice. via this post a la my lovely @backtoyunmeng

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jiang cheng is a cannonically ruined woman archetype, justified via the countless posts you'll get in the top posts of jiang cheng tag. he keeps chenqing, wwx's flute in perfect condition even when he hates wei wuxian, even when wwx, if only indirectly, has a part in jiang yanli's murder and oof okay someone pointed out to him that he's known to have killed wei wuxian and he almost cries. he absolutely believes, with his whole heart, that wei wuxian lives even when the world is sure he doesnt. and it always read to me like, i'd know if he was dead. he's a part of my soul, so i'd know if he was dead. he can't be dead.

this is getting too long, so, to sum up, some absolute poetry by @jiangchengsjawline

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#JC On The Other Hand Has His Entire Life Shaped By His Shixiong And Ended Up Cast As The Ruined Woman By The End

#jiang cheng though. wasn't able to fuck his shixiong but his shixiong definitely fucked with him

#hello?? the answer is Jiang cheng pls#he's the shixiongfucker or all shixiong fucker you wish you could be as pathetically in love with your shixiong as he is#chengxian

#i do not go here (chengxian) but the propaganda is incredibly correct they are insane abt each other#also sorry jiang cheng ik you're suffering but they are so funny to me#neway VOTE JIANG CHENG FOR CLEAR SKIN

#look I rarely go here#(here being chengxian)#but by GOD their lvoe compels me#they’re tragic and doomed and they love each other without knowing how to say it in words the other would understand#or in words at all because communication??? we don’t know her???

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he didn't even think about sacrificing himself, and consequently his entire bloodline, his sect, pretty much everything that depends on him for his shixiong??????????

is this not convincing->

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#had to vote jc though i have more feelings about chengxian#i think jc should have a huge gege kink

#like. jiang cheng should win the entire tournament hands down period

[cyncerity]

Cyn I am thinking about your store au i am shaking you do you have ideas

YES IN FACT I DO

ok so since i haven’t actually talked about it before in depth: let’s talk about Bad and Skeppy, cause why not?

In this au, as discussed in this story, Sapnap found out about storage instinct through an incident with Bad being in danger and Sapnap storing him. What I haven’t discussed was what happened after that. In the story I just said he “took Quackity and Karl and never went back.”

So, after the incident, Sapnap very literally did just that. Him and his boyfriends had been talking about finding somewhere else to live, so after Sapnap let Bad out (Bad had passed out cause of fear and exhaustion and at that point it was pretty much the middle of the night, so Sapnap was able to sneak him into his house without waking Skeppy), he went to his house with Quackity and Karl and asked them to move out asap.

Quackity went to talk to Sam (his dad) and his sister (Tina), who said it was ok, and Karl didnt have a family (he was taken in by Bad, Skeppy, and Sam during his early teens when his colony had been raided) so he was down with it, too. Sapnap told them that Bad and Skeppy were good with it and that he’d already said his goodbyes and grabbed his stuff, so after Quackity and Karl said their goodbyes (to everyone except happy duo, Sapnap begged them not to talk to them [they found this odd but did as Sapnap asked]), they made their way out of the forest, never to return.

Meanwhile, Bad had woken up and was immediately on edge and panicking over what had happened the night before. Eventually Skeppy woke up and tried to calm him down, but nothing worked. Worse yet, Bad wouldn’t say a word about it. Not about how he was feeling, not about why he was panicking, only asking where his son was. Skeppy obviously didn’t know, and Bad wasn’t exactly about to go and look for him. He spent all day in his bedroom crying and trying to figure out what had happened, Skeppy staying by his side all day to comfort him without fully understanding why, but it wasn’t helping. Bad wouldn’t spill. After all, how was he supposed to tell his husband that his son almost ate him, killed him? He couldn’t. Even if Skeppy and Bad were both well aware that Sapnap was a shifter (something that all three of them [and no one else: they’d vowed to keep it a secret] had learned a few weeks prior in a horrifying way), this was something completely different. So he sobbed in silence.

The first day Sapnap didn’t come to their home (what he usually did on a daily basis), it was a relief. Bad refused to leave for fear of seeing his son, and Skeppy refused to let Bad be alone. The second day was the same. The third day, Skeppy became concerned, but still wouldn’t leave Bad. After all, Sapnap was pretty much a grown man, he could handle himself.

After a week and a half, Skeppy left the house to find his stepson. At that point, even Bad had become concerned. Even if he still didn’t want to see him, he didn’t want anything bad to have happened to him, despite everything. He was still his son.

But, after Skeppy approached Sam, he learned that Sapnap had left for good. Sam had seemed confused, saying that Sapnap had claimed he’d said his goodbyes, but Skeppy was shocked. Why would he have moved out without telling his dads? Did this have something to do with what was going on with Bad? Sam also mentioned that Sapnap had seemed very on edge the day he’d left, did that have to do with it?

Skeppy went home and immediately told Bad, who felt a mixture of relief and horror. Relief that nothing like what had happened to him could happen to anyone else he loved, and horror that he’d ever think something like that about his own child. He didn’t want their time together to end like this. They’d had an amazing relationship for their entire lives up until the past month, but now Sapnap was gone and no one had any way of knowing where he went off to.

Flash Forward a few years to the time of the present story-

Sam, Bad, Skeppy, and a few other friends they’ve managed to collect all live in pretty much the same area that they always did, growing it from just a couple families (like it had been when the fiancés were there) to a full on borrower colony. It’s been years and for the three dads, there’s still been pretty much no sign of their boys. For Sam, even Tina moved to a new colony, though she still sometimes comes to visit. For Bad and Skeppy, they’ve kept Sapnap being a shifter a secret, not that it matters much anymore. There’s been no contact, nothing to show them that their son and his fiancés are ok, nothing to even show they’re still alive, for all they know. Skeppy’s still hurt that Sapnap left with no warning and not even a note, and Bad just wishes something could have been different. He still hasn’t told anyone, not even Skeppy, what happened all those years ago; he can still barely stand to think of it himself. But that’s their past, and in their present, there’s not much food left in the area to scavenge. So, the three older members of their newfound colony go out in search of easy to reach food.

Wouldn’t luck have it that there was a whole human convenience store nearby?

[sunshinewwx]

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 ꧁Finally going back home.꧂

( POV: You and your family have been staying whit the Metkayina clan for a while now, much stuff have happend among you dating Aonung, the war, Lo’ak and Tsireya flirting and Ronal giving birth to a healthy little….. ✨GIRL!✨)

WARNING: *Slight hitting

Credits:to Sylwanee for the great idea

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(Jake)-Ok everyone family meeting! Sit down come one! Jake said as the room was filled whit groans most from the children’’ Come on Kiri It’s a family meeting everyone has to be here. You only heared a few grumbles from Kiri as she took a Seat next to you. It’s ok Kiri the meeting will likely not last that long. you smiled at her as she only mumbled out sure… (Jake took a deephale) Since we have been here for a while now and im sure you guys miss home i think it’s finally time for us to go back to the forest.. He smiled as he looked up to look at us, what do you guys think? Great thing? The room was filled whit silent until you finally spoke up’

(Y/N) - Father whit respect what about Aonung and the others? Can’t they maybe come whit us? You tried to sound calm but your face expression said otherwise as everyone know you and ‘Aonung have this huge thing whit eachother’ As you were done whit the sentence you looked at Lo’ak, he was totally on your idea as he dont wanna leave Tsireya behind.

(Jake) - Hmmm.. I could ask Ronal and Tonowari but i can’t promise they agree whit the idea.. He looked me in the eyes, Y/N later on the day could you ask Aonung about this, he certainly would like to come whit us i mean you and his words has much to say to the idea. You aswell Lo’ak. He looked at us and took a hand around Neytiri shoulder as he rubbed it thightly. Anyone have anything else to say or ask whit that matter? The room was silent for a few seconds until Kiri speaked up.

(Kiri) - ‘When will we leave?

(Jake) We will leave around three days from now so these last days you are free to have fun and no training. Got that?

As everyone said yes sir! (Not Neytiri) The meeting was done and everyone could was free to go and do what they want. As everyone left to do their own thing you ran up to Lo’ak to talk to him.

(Y/N) - ‘Hey Lo’ak?’ you said as you put your arm around his shoulder. Do you need something? he asked as he turned around to look at you. I were wondering what you think about bringing the Aonung and the others to our home? And do you think their gonne say yes or no? As you said the last sentence Lo’ak laughed at you. ‘- Haha Y/N so funny you are, im pretty sure- no double sure Aonung would love your idea as he can’t see you leave without him glued to your back, im not sure about Ronal and Tonowari tho, but dont you remember that one time at training when you couldn’t come beacause you were sick, he was complaining the whole time and whouldn’t to anything then sit on the rocks i swear i was two seconds close to beat him! So It’s pretty obvious hes gonne beg is parents to atleast let you take him whit us.

(Y/N) -‘ You were quiet for some seconds… He really did that?’ You looked down in the sand as your cheeks started to turn really red from blushing and embarrassment. Lo’ak looked at you whit a- ‘You serious right now face’. You looked up at Lo’ak whit that weird grin you sometimes had and he regretted at the moment that he told you, beacause now your eyes were like hearts..

(Y/N) Awhh… That’s so cute! Why didnt you tell me sooner!? Were siblings we dont keep secrets like that! You hit him a playfully shot on his shoulder.

Lo’ak mind : ‘Well Y/N i would tell you if Aonung didnt threaten us all’

Lo’ak didnt answer your question as he just told you to shrug it off. Well anyway… Im gonne go and look for Tsireya and ask her what she thinks. ☺️Byee Y/N! Just like that he ran off as you showed him the middle finger, not really to him but his back.

(Y/N) - Well i can atleast go and look for Aonung’ I miss that fish lips already. I Wonder what his answer will be? You took a deep breath as you began walking to where you think Aonung would be..

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[da-gamingojichan]

Dick/Pussy Headcanons dropping when?

i wont lie guys i dont really know the variety of how genitalia can be different very well..... the most ive learned is when i went online and saw someone made a caard about their headcanons for the matusno brothers which included very detailed descriptions of each of their dicks (how i learned penises irl can have different amounts of curve) and their mental illness hcs (how i learned narcassism counts as a mental illness) and a bunch of other shit. but i have a little bit of headcanon for the characters i think a lot about

- germany has a penis that leans on the larger side and its terrible because he is never using it. its kinda ugly idk how because all genitals are ugly but he somehow has an ugly penis compared to other penises because germany is meant to be ugly to his core. it also turns super red like uncomfortably red (bright cherry red iphone 3) because i think he gets red really easily since hes freakishly pale. also his penis is abnormally sensitive but he doesnt know this because the only person to touch it is italy and italy has sex skills gifted by the lord so hes blessed because if anyone else gave him a handjob or blowie hed be like OWWW IT HURTS STAWP STAWP TOO HARD!!!!!

- italy has the most amazing awesomesauce pussy fucking ever. his pussy and strap on skills induce the same level of peace and prosperity as the shit those monks that live on the tops of mountains are aiming for. he literally has a talent thats gifted by god and it is in fact RIGHTEOUS of him to be banging bitches left and right because he needs to share his divine gift to the world. and thats why its fucking hilarious that hes wasting all this raw talent and perfect sex on hetalia "premature ejaculation king" germany. the mf that literally cant recieve a blow job without overstim because he always finishes before his penis makes contact with le mouf. germany would literally like anything from italy and italy is the sex god thats been cutrently saving our world from the nymphojinn. italy is the real life huniepop protagonist and hes retired to never have sex ever because his boyfriend is fucking scared and when he does its over with in 2 minutes.

- japan has a small penis. japanese men grower not show-er! i believe that japan wants to top but he never will because he cant be deadass enough to assert himself and say he wants to. also because if he tops the ship name has to have jap in it (IM JAPANESE I CAN SAY THE SLUR) and i think thats awesome and hilarious but people dont like that so hes banned from semeing forever because its racist. but i believe in his head he is a total kinky otaku sex freak who wants to seme so bad and use a jillion million sex toys you didnt even know could exist.

- prussia also has a slightly below average penis and hes very very very very very embarassed about it he will never admit its small he goes NO ITS GREAT AND MIGHTY OKAY. he calls his dick his "beautiful gleaming white saber of justice" sometimes and everybody fucking hates it. also its really sensitive so hes really picky about head and it pisses romano off because romano can tell when hes faking being comfortable (but it also would piss him off if prussia said his head wasnt good enough) and because of that he gives prussia head everytime they bang and its painful and prussia dreads it everytime and is like hahaha you dont have to if you dont want to... and romanos like "SHUT the fuck up and lay down you ungrateful piece of shit" but slowly he actually gets really fucking good and prussia likes it because hes refined his craft but now because prussia likes it romano stops and only gives head when prussia begs and pleads because giving head is disgusting.

- romano has a pretty good penis like idk what makes a penis pretty good. but its pretty good trust me on this guys its nothin to scoff at the ladies would love it if romano got any ladies (never ever). its regarded as a handsome penis i think like wow thats pretty good! its pretty average sized, maybe on the smaller end of the spectrum and that makes romano mad and incredibly insecure even though it doesnt really matter since romano is actually just a grower not a show-er. but yeah its good.

- benson regular show has a 6/10 gumhole.

[strrvnge]

So Stephen is obviously the definition of "I know his dick is big, I know it, I KNOW it!" right? But I have yet to see a writer ever allow for the reader to ever be anything but a dick sucking expert. Let's be honest- it would not be easy, and he has to know it. On top of that I'm just a lil insecure because personally my gag reflex is awful and I would truly struggle and would feel inadequate. Could I get some kinda mini fic on that? Like Steph being respectful and helpful?

Hi and sorry for taking so long to reply but here I am, so.

Okay there's nothing to be ashamed of, no one's is born to be Stephen's lil cocksucker (no matter how much you want it) And obviously I don't think that being inexperienced would make sex with Stephen any less hot. Just imagine being all innocent and not very experienced with other partners it would sent Stephen crazy.

Smut follows (obv), oral(m!receiving), MDI

Of course the steamy sessions were more than often some of them ending in either him eating you out or you jerking him off through his pants but all of them however left behind an unsatisfied feeling for both of you. You couldn't really put your finger on it as you never had a releationship that went beoynd that but you knew Stephen did even though he said nothing.

You couldn't believe when he was more than happy to take as much time as you needed always supportive and affectionate after each session giving you time. You knew however that you couldn't continue that away each time leaving him frustrated and more hard than ever.

But you were too ashamed and hesistent to do anything as you knew he was musg had been big. You didnt need to have slept with him or even see to know that his cock and balls would be too much of an overwhelming experience for anyone, especially someone as inexperient as you.

Every time you ended up moaned loudly as you came on his fingers, mouth or thigh, every time he ended up with a stiff cock in which you sat under, teasing him in such oblivious and so innocent manner.

One night while you were sleeping naked cuddled in his arms after your make out session you woke up, feeling his cock pressed against your pussy. That night you knew it couldnt go anymore like that so after begging and pleading to tell you how to relief him asked you to take his cock into your mouth.

Manhandling you he helped you get down on your knees, till your nose was tickled by his public hair.

Sinking down at the soft carpet with wide eyes you started down at his meaty, big cock pondering over how you were supposed to fit it all into your mouth.

"You know its rude to stare don't you"

"I don't think it will fit, daddy" you admitted causing him to chuckle with your confused almost dissapointed expression.

"Come on sweetheart, just take it into your mouth and suck it like your little popsicles. No teeth" his hand found it way at the back of your head, dragging it closer to his cock. "Don't you want to make daddy feels nice?" He asked noticing your hesistation.

"Of course I do!" You quickly said. There wasn't a thing you wouldn't do to make Stephen feel good like he made you feel." I just don't think I can do it. I've- I've never done that before" you admitted into a whisper and shamefully you avoided his eyes.

If only you knew how his eyes darkened with lust and greed , the fact that he would be your first filling him with a sense of superiority . So untouched and innocent, all for him to ruin, all for him tk savour.

"That's alright sweetheart" he cooed his other hand caressing affectionetly yoour cheek "Just listen to me and I'm sure you'll be great. Can you do that for daddy?", he asked and you nodded eagerly, dying to please him.

"Why don't you take my cock into your mouth?"

Beaming him a large smile, happy that you made him proud without a second thought you broughy your face in front of his aching cock. Curiously you gave the head a small lick, tasting his pre-cum in your tongue making his hips sligutly bounce forward.

"Don't tease", he said his cock aching for the warmth of your mouth.

Enclosing your lips around the bulbous cockhead Stephen grabbed a handful of your hair, his cock twitching inside your mouth.

"Fuck. Your mouth feels so good around my cock"

Encouraged by his goans and filthy words that followed you continued sucking his cock, altering between suckling and twirling your tingue around it. Your little hand jerked off the parts you couldn't reach. The perfect combination of your inexperienced mouth and dainty hand bring him to the edge.

"You're such a good girl for me sweetheart"

Looking up at him through your long lashes, an overwhelming sense of euphoria had taken over him and without much thinking, proud of yourself, you took him a bit deeper into your mouth.

His jaw dropped at the tightness of your throat, barely wide enough to take the head and unable to stop himself he shoved the rest of his cock into your mouth.

He cooed you and with wide paniced eyes you immediatly looked at him, grabbing his muscular thights in which you had been trapped in between asking to be realeased.

"Breath throught your nose" Stephen reminded you and you tried to calm yourself so you could follow his advice. Your nails drug into the flesh of his thights as hot steams of tears started running down your damped cheeks and Stephen grabbed your hair harder holding himself back from thrusting inside your mouth, fucking your pretty face like his little whore you were.

Sensing him tensing inside you, you instinctively reached to his sack poking and fondling his heavy balls. He grunted loudly and pushing your hand away he squeezed his stiff cock into his clenched fist starting to jerk off himself.

In awed you started at him, pleasure written on his face as he maniacally reached closer.

"Stick out your tongue" he panted and snapping out your unholy thought you followed his order.

With a final loud groan. hot cum spilled on your face, coating your tongue some of it even leaking down on your bottom lip.

Without being asked you happily swallowed it before licking the rrst of it off your lips.

"You're so fucking perfect" he mumbled his hand caressing your cheek and you beamed him a smile.

[alba8688]

Love hurts

Chapter 57

Word count:2722

Mentions of blood,C-section .

"Dani,sweetheart!!" Eddie felt his heart was breaking,his Dani, the love of his life, wasn't responding. She looked pale, her lips were white,Eddie panicked and he didn't know what was going on. There were beeping noises coming from the monitors ,nurses running around getting an oxygen mask and other things that Eddie didn't know what they where,the doctor stitching Dani's C-section.While the Nurses try to get the baby from Eddie to take her to get check.But eddie didn't want to let her go.

"What's going on?" Eddie asked a nurse ,holding his daughter close to him in his arms.He couldn't let go of her afraid  if he did he would never see her again.

"Sir you need to step out ,but first you need to give us the baby please ." Eddie shook his head no ,he didn't want to let go of his daughter and he needed to know what was wrong with Dani .

"What's wrong with Dani?"Eddie looked at the nurse with glassy eyes, those damn doe eyes that drove Dani crazy .

"S-she lost a lot of blood but she will be ok don't worry okay ,just please let me take the baby ." She told Eddie in the sweetest voice, the nurse reminded him of uncle Wayne's girlfriend who was a nurse as well.

"Ok." Eddie placed a kiss on his daughter's forehead and gently passed her to the nurse glancing at Dani one more time before he left.

"When your wife is in her room will let you know ok ." The nurse told Eddie.But he wasn't listening. How can they reassure him she will be ok?and he didn't even correct her when she said Dani was his wife.He loves the way it sounds. Eddie hadn't realized he was still standing next to Dani until he heard the doctor once again telling him to leave.

"Sir ,you need to get out."

"O-ok ." He opens the door, taking off the stupid suit they made him wear and throwing it to the trash .He didn't feel right leaving Dani alone in that room alone.He wanted to stay there to protect her from everything but he knew this time he couldn't.

Eddie felt his whole world crumbling .He didn't know what to do he was so scared.He couldn't lose Dani when he finally had her,after all the suffering they've gone to be together he couldn't lose her not today not ever so he did what he had never done in his life he prayed and cried begging God to make Dani better to protect her.Eddie walked slowly with his head down making his way towards the waiting area where everyone was waiting. but he didn't say a word. He leaned back against the wall and slid down to the floor with his knees up and his arms hugging his knees crying like he has never cried before .

"Son!!" Uncle Wayne ran to his nephew when he saw him break down in front of everyone, something that he rarely does ; he hadn't seen him cry like this not since Dani went to jail .

Steve ,Liam and Mrs.Henderson saw Eddie crying and it is like they were stuck in place not being able to move thinking the worst.

Eddie didn't say anything, he just continued crying in his uncle's arms until a doctor came by the waiting area explaining everything to Dani's mom and telling her she was going to need a blood transfusion because she had lost a lot of blood coming from Hawkins to Indianapolis.

At that moment Liam stood up and picked up his phone calling his best lawyer he was going to sue Hawkins hospital for discrimination.Liam hadn't told anyone anything he was lost in his own world .He was afraid of losing Dani even though he had already lost her so long ago but he couldn't leave with her not being in this world.

While Liam was talking on the phone Eddie heard everything and he stood up and walked over to Liam.He knew Hawkins hospital didn't want to give her medical attention but he didnt know why.

"What did you say ?" He asked

Liam closed his eyes and breathed in and out  trying to calm himself. He didn't want to cry not in front of his son who was sleeping on the couch next to Ozzy.Plus he was also mad with Eddie because of him Dani was going through all this trouble because of him people talked behind her back because of him she wasn't allowed almost in any store in Hawkins but she still stay in that trailer with him not caring what people said about her .

No matter what, she stayed with him.

"Hawkins hospital refused to give medical attention to Dani because she made a sin by sleeping with you, her student and having a daughter with you and that they weren't going to admit her into the hospital." Eddie couldn't believe what he heard the words coming out of Liam's mouth. How can someone deny medical care for someone in need and all because of him.This was happening because of him.

In that moment Eddie promised himself he was getting Dani ,Nate and his daughter out of that miserable town he wasn't going to let anyone treat Dani as if she was a sinner anymore .He was going to work his ass off to give his family everything they needed and if that meant moving out of Hawkins that's what he was going to do .

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Eddie was now sitting in a room with an IV on his vein getting his blood out to give to Dani .He and Dustin where the only ones compatible and he was glad he stopped smoking weed completely months ago.He didn't care how long they took taking out his blood or how many gallons of blood they took from him he would give Dani his entire life to save her .They could drained him and he would die happy because he got to save the love of his life.

After so many gallons of blood that they took from him. He might be exaggerating a little. It wasn't gallons,but it was a few bags .After they finished with him and put the IV to Dani to do the blood transfusion they finally let him see Dani; he felt a bit weak from all the blood they took from him .But he was happy he got to save Dani's life.Dani will now have his blood running through her veins .

"Wait, does that make us related ? "Eddie thought .

"Nah " he told himself but now he has a good joke to tell Dani when she wakes up .

Now all they had to do was wait ..

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Eddie had gone back to the waiting area to grab a coffee and let Mrs.Henderson go in to see Dani. The nurse arrived telling everyone that they were able to see the baby girl now that she was in the nursery.

Everyone got up following the nurse to the nursery.Everyone stopped when Eddie stopped in front of the big window where you can see all the babies sleeping in a little plastic crib.

"There she is ." Eddie pointed to the one little girl full of hair, little curls barely visible .Eyes just like her mom but everything else resembled Eddie .

Steve being the uncle he recognized the little baby so fast when he saw her,she looked so much like Eddie but had Dani's big eyes .He  was in tears seeing the little girl asleep wrapped in a pink blanket .

Dustin was crying as well taking pictures of his baby niece sending them to suzy.He still couldn't believe he was an uncle again.

"Holy shit is like a copy of you man." Gareth told Eddie .

"She is beautiful right ?" Eddie was all smiles and a proud dad. He couldn't believe he had made that little girl that was asleep in her crib.

"Yeah she is ." Gareth responded keeping his eyes on the baby he still couldn't believe Eddie his best friend was a dad Eddie the same guy who said who didn't believe in love the same guy who said he was never going to get married the same guy who only believe in one night stands was the same guy standing next to him looking at his daughter and engage to the love of his life.He was happy for his friend

"Where's my granddaughter ?" Wayne asked Eddie .He had barely arrived having had to take Nate to the cafeteria to get him something to eat and was surprised himself when Nate paid for both of them when he was too busy getting himself a coffee.Nate told him all about his card that his dad had given him and Wayne was surprised but having parents like liam and Dani who own an app who made shit loads of money.Who can complain.

"There she is ." Eddie pointed to where his little girl was sleeping wrapped in her pink blanket.

"She is beautiful son ,she looks so much like her daddy ." In that moment Wayne remembered the first time he held Eddie in his arms, the first time Al and his wife left Eddie with him to go get high and not come back in two weeks .

And that is how it went until Eddie was10 that Al got sent to jail and Eddie's mom died .Wayne made a promise to himself that night that Eddie was taken to his house ,poor boy had a busted lip and a purple eye and a lot more injuries .For such a small boy he had gone through so much .

"Hey ,where are you taking her ?" Eddie started panicking, getting uncle Wayne out of his memory .

"It's ok son." Uncle Wayne calmed him down .

They were only taking little baby Munson to meet her mom .But Eddie still worried .

"Dadda!!" Nate came running jumping into Eddie's arm with Ozzy following, stopping right in front of him.Nate had stayed behind in the cafeteria with Wayne's girlfriend while finishing his food .

"Hey buddy ."Eddie kissed the top of Nate's head .He never thought he could love him the way he does in such little Time the shy little boy stole his  heart.

"Where's sister?" Nate asked, jumping off Eddie's arms and putting his face on the window .

"They took her to see mom,you want to meet her ? "

"Yes !" Nate jumped up and down in excitement,Eddie took Nate's hand and both walked together to Dani's room on the fourth floor.Where Eddie was surprised to see Liam asleep on the couch with his arms crossed over his chest .

"Daddy is here ?" Nate asks, looking at his dad asleep on the couch.Liam hasn't left the hospital since he arrived with Dani he wanted to make sure she was ok.

"Yeah he brought mom to the hospital,look the baby is over there ." Eddie points to the clear crib next to Dani's bed.Dani was still asleep .Doctors said it was going to take her time to get better to get her strength back.

"That's sister, she is so small." Nate jumped up and down with excitement. He was still far away from his sister .He tends to get over excited sometimes and starts jumping .

"Can I hold her ?" Nate asked Eddie, giving him his best puppy eyes and how could he say no to him.

"Yes ,come here I'll help you ." Eddie picks up the small baby girl who still didn't have a name because Eddie wanted to wait for Dani to wake up so they could name her together .Eddie sat down in the couch next to Liam with the baby in his arms .Nate followed and sat next to him placing a small kiss on his little sister forehead .

Play "lullaby" Billy Joel

Liam woke up when he heard Eddie and Nate talking and he smiled when he saw his son had his little sister on his arms singing to her the song Liam always sang to Nate "lullaby." by Billy Joel .Liam knows he wasn't the perfect boyfriend for Dani ,but he was going to be the best dad for Nate .

At that moment the hate Liam had for Eddie disappeared because he saw the way he was with Nate and his daughter.Liam knew that the love Eddie had for Nate was real and he knew he was going to protect him from whatever harm came his way.

Eddie fell asleep After the blood transfusion was complete.Everyone else went back home Nate decided to go home with Liam so that left Eddie alone in the room with Dani and his newborn daughter.

Dani hadn't woken up even though doctors said she was getting better and she just needed rest .

Eddie opened his eyes when he heard noise but it was only the nurse checking on Dani .So he drifted back to sleep dreaming of Nate singing "lullaby "to his little sister .

During the night the nurses came to pick up baby girl Munson to take her back to the nursery for some shots .Eddie couldn't stand the fact that his tiny little girl was going to be poked and he wasn't going to be there to protect her.

But the nurses reassured that everything would be fine ,that he had nothing to worry about .

OCTOBER 5

The morning sun woke Eddie up because he had forgotten to close the curtains last night.He checked the time and it was barely 7am .He got up from the sofa and went to check on Dani who was still sleeping.He leaned close to Dani and pressed a kiss to her lips .

"Good morning sweetheart ." He cooed .

"Eddie." Dani  rasped, opening her eyes slowly, the light of the sun hurting her eyes .Eddie ran to close the curtains to make Dani more comfortable.

At that same moment the door to Dani's room opens and the nurse walks in pushing the clear crib with their baby girl in it .

"She is awake mamma and hungry. We are gonna try breast feeding ok ." The same nurse that was so nice to Eddie a day before helped Dani breastfeed their baby because Dani was still so weak .

After the baby was done eating the nurse left them alone with their little girl .

"She looks so much like you ." Dani passed her fingers through her daughter's soft curls.

"But she has your eyes ."

"It's like you copy paste ." Dani giggle ,Eddie felt so much better now that he knew Dani was ok and just by hearing her giggle melt his heart.

"Yeah ,well I'm good at making babies sweetheart ." Eddie flirted, wiggling his eyebrows."We can make another one."

"Baby no let me get better maybe in a few years but not right now ." Dani looked down at her daughter who was peacefully sleeping.

"You would want to have another baby with me ?" Eddie asked shocked .He didn't think anyone would want to have a baby with the freak of Hawkins but now Dani is saying she would have another one .

"Of Course dummy, why wouldn't I?"

"I don't know, maybe because I'm a freak."

"Yeah but you are my freak."

"Yeah only yours baby ."Eddie puckered his lips leaning in closer to Dani kissing her lips.The kiss was more like a pop kiss.

"So have you decided on a name for our daughter?"Dani asked Eddie, pulling away from the kiss.

"You're letting me choose the name?"

"Yes,"Dani replied, looking down at the sleeping baby in her arms.

Eddie stayed quiet for a while thinking of a name for his daughter. He wanted a name that was unique and also a name that wasn't weird and kids would make fun of her because some kids can be awful.

"Lyric Arwen Munson."he finally said to Dani

Eddie was scared at first thinking Dani wasn't going to like it and now he was even more nervous because Dani had not answer anything yet she just kept looking at their daughter.

"Lyric,i love it"

Next chapter

[fkyumerica]

and watch out for dentures

toy? all of them and the dentures.

can kill you.

sex slave can kill you too.

and the eeahhhh in du hast. the women with their moms. older age group.

and hey we can get their men, i got more than one.-their daughter, more than one husband and kid with both

and my mom just begs for asks for more shit. hey she didnt get it I get it(more things from one marriage) give it to me. more.

and you only get things from one marriage

and hey she got two.

and hey. he says. I don't care too many im leaving. so he gay humps up and down at animals. anyone. anything. and gets them out of otter clothes and puts them to his dick and says "flute."

they all left too. beg. touch. give me it for free.

and who said it and taught you it? them too.

went wild. wooo. noo. broke the law. juvenille? wasnt one. is bad.

autistic? they get executed.

and ask her she wont tell you.

she will say how to fuck them. push it in, ooh clayte. her husband.

and they attack it at him. see carolanne won. i fucked him.

fucking retarted autism. i touch you too they all want to do it. and under 70 iq. is autistic. cantt read. illerate. goes to sex. IT. slang for sex. and what gives them sex? anything autistic too.

[searchingformylostpan]

After an unnecessary amout of contemplation, I'm not mad that you found someone to replace me so you wouldn't have to deal with the pain of loosing me. Only thing i wish you would have done differently is tell me. I've asked that about many different situations between s before, keeping me in the dark and having to find out from an outside source (this time ruffys insta) rather than you showing a bit of respect and just telling me what is going on. Well i guess this time i didnt deserve any form of respect as when you hooked up with my underage friend and didn't think i needed to know, or had the right to ask you about it🙃 sorry getting side tracked. When you said you had moved on may 2nd i thought for a split second that maybe you did find someone new already, but i was also still batteling a massive infection that was trying to kill me, and as you know that affects cognition. I have a lot more i want to say on that but that's for amother time. i didn't think that you had already found someone better. But really, it just makes me feel so fucking stupid for all the shit that i posted on here that i know for a fact you were reading frequently and my feelings didnt matter to you at all. Telling me would have saved me so much time entertaining delusional thoughts that there was Any chance i could get you back when that chance was gone before i even last saw you. That chance was gone when you found someone who could fill my void and then some. She must pretty fucking fantastic for you to publicly admit your daiting her. Once again just makes me feel fucking stupid that i went along with what you wanted and didnt even question it for YEARS. I was in love with you the whole time, i wanted to be only yours and you to be only mine but you didnt and i stupidly stayed thinkng maybe itll change when really it only got so much fucking worse.

So yeah summary. I'm fucking stupid, this shows where we really stood the whole time, no where near where i thought we were. It was just as you said, slightly better than friends. And as soon as i was gone i didnt matter to you in the slightest. I was begging you to tell me if you had found someone else so i would know if i was being delusional or not. So i would know if i was holding onto something that was long dead or if there was still a faint heartbeat. You tellkng me there had been up until i left portland was complete bullshit and you know it. You already had her well established into your life, the memory of me long gone and no plans on her leaving you any time soon so even if i had gotten better then as you've said 10000 times, we can't be friends. So where would i have fit in that scenario? Oh right, exactly where ive been this whole time. On my own. You should know there's no chance i would ever do anything like 2021 again, and theres no chance that me finishing rehab would have made any difference in the way you think about me. I heard it in your voice. I disgust you. You can't stand the thought of me. I would be shocked if i ever heard from you again, and pretty sure i only did due to your delirious state. Any other night you wouldn't have had any interest in talking to me. There were 100+ nights where a phone call from you would have made a world of difference to my current state. But no, it had nothing to do with me and everything to do with you.i don't matter to you and i haven't in over a year. Don't pretend like i do. If i did, Chadwick wouldn't still be outside. Just another thing to hate myself for. It's my fault hes outside, not yours for a house with too many unsealable exits to count, but mine for thinking he would do better with you, mine for running away and leaving him with you. Mine for seeking something to numb the pain and ending up in over my head with no clue how to make it back to saftey. It's all my fualt. Even if i did manage to get clean in the future or already had, you're better off with anyone other than me. Doesn't matter how much rehab or therapy i do, I'll never care about myself and that makes me a terrible choice to keep around. Who knows when i wouldnt be able to cope anymore and id go straight back for the deep end. Probably would be pretty soon. Ill i would do is cause you endless pain beause i am in endless pain. Only relief i ever found was with you. Thank you for the good memories. It hurts too much to think about any of it now tho. I can't look at pictures, i can't listen to our songs, it all is like a knife to the heart

[glame]

A/N : i litereally dont know why did i do this but here i am. besides my first ff on Tumblr. wish yall a good day/night. love you. :333

TW : ANGST, cursing, cheating, yelling, mentions of alcohol.

A/N : i made you a supermodel. cause all the girls born model. and the italics are the past. i thinks thats all.

''what, am i seeing right? is this Y/N, the beautiful?'' Druski asked as he saw you. you were in a club. LA's most expensive and most classy one. your friends dragged you here after three weeks of depression. you broke up with your boyfriend. well, internets boyfriend. and you were in Milan Fashion Show for the last week before than that you were in Paris. you even couldnt have a depression. and your friends begged you to come out, you couldnt stand them. so here you are.

you were perfect. your perfect red dress, your perfect make up, your perfect hair and your perfect nails. everything was perfect, so this night has to be too. but of course it cant be perfect cause you wasted all the perfect things on yourself so this night has to be a little bit of spicy.

''your eyes arent liars. how have you been?'' you smiled him. ''ive been good, girl. ask yourself. youre the real star!'' he yelled.

you laughed. ''same old. i was in Milan. i just turned.''

''im sure you killed it girl. oh, Jack didnt tell me youre coming. is this a surprise?'' Druski said with happiness. and you just stared him with empty eyes. your smile froze on your face. ''uhm… no. i dont think he knows im here. he dont have to.''

''what? what happened? you good?'' obviously he doesnt know you broke up. of course he doesnt. you didnt do anything. and all the magazine news were too attached to the fashion shows you walked. so it wasnt hard to hide anything. well, there is nothing to hide. you broke up. now all the rumours would be cleared if anyone heard about you two. yeah, he cheated on. thousands of times.

''yeah. im good-'' as you were trying to speak a voice interrups you. very familiar voice.

''bro ,whats taking so long? we got honey Henness- Y/N..?''

''fuck.'' you mumbled.

''what the hell is going on? what did i miss?'' Druski turned Jack.

''shit.'' Jack mumbled this time.

''why are you keep cursing man? tell me what the fuck happened?'' Druski was impatient.

''let me tell you. for some people, cheating on and left your lover behind your back dont mean anything. you can yell them, you can defend yourself, you can defend your random bitches to your lover. even you can play this fucking game with your friends and co-workers. you can be a piece of shit just because your girlfriend found out what the hell were you doing. you can continue cheat on her when she was defending you. cause youre an alpha male. you can do whatever you want. you can tell them lies and lies. and they fucking believe you cause they are blind shits. then when youre fighting you can yell them, you can brake the stuff even you can leave them. whatever. sorry for bothering. have fun, good night.'' you left the corner.

Druski was surprised as fuck. ''man… what the fuck?''

''i fucked up… i really fucked up.'' Jack said as he sat the couch.

''fucking obvious!'' Druski raised her heas from pouring the whiskey to the glasses.

''i… she caught me. she learned all girls, all lies, everything. everything i was hiding from her. she came to the studio. started screaming and i felt regretful. you know, i really felt that shit. but i got angry. she was leaving and i got so fucking angry. i started to yelling her. throwing the stuff. yelled more and more. she was about round two of her crying. and i wanted to make her feel baad for the thought of leaving me. when she started crying again i felt like i achieve something and left her there. im so fucking regreting what i had done. but she doesnt accept anything…'' Jack seems like he was in deep.

''are they worth it?'' you screamed. all you wanted to do is screaming right now.

''what? of course not.'' Jack said with a low tone.

''then why did you do it?'' you screamed more. and tears showed up on your eyes. ''why the fuck did you do it? why Jack? dont tell me cause youre a dumb as fuck just tell me the real reason? i gave you all i had! fuck.'' you were almost crying and you didnt care cause he didnt care about you, why would you care about him?

''i dont know…'' he mumbled. ''i dont know Y/N. im so fucking sorry. i dont know why did i do this shit. i wish i didnt do that.'' regretful was all he had on his face.

''youre sorry? oh, thank you for being sorry and being regretful. thats what i fucking want. and thank you for your wish. cause it made everything fine! you know what? i cant do this anymore. you are cheating on me for months! different girls, different cities, different hotels. and i just got learned. youre cheating on me like you havent got a relationship, like i dont exist. like you are single. well, congrutulations Jack. you are single now. do whatever the fuck you want.''

you were trying to find your bag. tears were still on your eyes but they are on your cheeks now too. as you were trying to leaving, Jack saw the seriousness in you and tried to make you stay there. the anxiety was all over his body. losing you was something he never expected.

''what? Y/N no. please. please, stay. dont leave. i cant do this without you.'' you can see the anxiety on him. but he was being selfish when he was getting his dick wet with some random bitches, then why wouldnt you be selfish? what will you loose? nothing. you didnt earn anything already. you cant loose shit when you dont have it. time for being selfish.

''no, Jack. you did it without me. my turn for doing things without you. do whatever your dick wants to do. i dont care.'' you finally found your bag. ''well, thanks for preparing me for the week im gonna spend in Milan. i needed that. and thank you for the heartbreak. it seems like i needed that shit too.''

but that just made Jack angry. you learned something you shouldnt learn plus seeing you leaving was the last thing he wanna see. he never had the thought of your leaving. and he wont let it happen.

''why you act like youre the fucking victim Y/N? its clearly you werent enough for me so i cheated on you. i am right in here. you werent funny, you werent lovely, you werent give me what i want. i am fucking right for cheating on you.'' he started yelling. he cant think right now. and all he wants being the one who left you behind.

''what the fuck are you talking about? i gave you all i fucking had!'' you yelled. tears were on your eyes again.

''nah, you didnt. so i cheated on. i slept with three, four, five girls when i was on tour. i cheated on you when you were walking in Paris, Milan, NYC… everywhere. cause this is who i am! you deserved that.'' he yelled. the truth came from his mouth hit you so hard. ''yeah. you know all the truth now. im saying you. you defended me when i was fucking girls in Vegas. you told them 'no, Jack would never.'.'' he smirked. ''nah baby, Jack would. Jack did.''

you were crying, again. the mics were on the floor. he throwed them when he was yelling.

''you know what, i dont and wont regret the things i had done. and after this day i still wont regret on them. i was right. and thank you everyone who plays with me. they hide everything. really i appreciate them. i told you im sorry but no. im not sorry. im fucking great. and im going to fuck some bitches. but its not funny anymore. hiding something was fun. and i wanna thank you. because of you i shot my shot. because of you i am who i am. you cant leave me. but i can leave you. i dont need you. wish you a great week in Milan. i hope you can do it.'' and he left.

''have you ever tried to reach her?''

''millions. Neelam, Metta, Urban, Clay even Nas… she just talked with Nas. and said 'i dont wanna do anything right now. if i do, i can hurt someone and its the last thing i want to do. thank you.' i cant believe her. he is a literal angel. and im a fucking dumb…'' he said and sipped on his whiskey.

''man… weve talked about that. you cant change the things youve done. you can try for better. just show her youre trying for being a better man.'' Druski was speechles actually but he has to encourage his friend.

''should i go?'' Jack asked. he wasnt sure. ''yeah, you dumbass. go.'' Druski cheered him up.

meanwhile you came home. you promised yourself not to cry. but you failed. you started crying. you poured yourself a wine. you got it from Louisville. with Jack. you laughed yourself. you idiot…

you drank one, two, three glasses. you heard the doorbell. you didnt wanna open the damn door. but something made you open it. but you wish you didnt.

you tried to close the door but you were drunk and Jack is clearly stronger than you. so…

''please, Y/N. let me talk to you.'' he was begging.

''you said what you gotta say weeks ago.'' you were looking at him directly.

''no. they were all wrong. i… i dont know what to do. i cant do anything.''

''its not my bussines Jack. i cant do anything either. but you can continue fucking bitches and spend your nights at clubs. its who you are.'' at this point your words like a venom for him.

''no. please. take me in. please lets talk. i love you. i miss you. im waiting for you. please.'' his voice was fragile.

''no, there is nothing to talk. remember you dont need me.'' your face was numb.

''i need you. imma be a better man, i promise. please accept me. i dont wanna loose you. im so fucking regretful Y/N.'' you can see the tears.

''no, you were right cheating on me. leave me. you did it once, you can do it one more time.'' you said when you felt the tears.

''thats it? are we… over?'' he raised his head.

''we are over Jack. wish you a great week in Louisville. i hope you can do it.'' you closed the door. and started crying when you sit under the door on the other hand Jack sit under the door and started crying.

he didnt wanna loose you. but he did.

Jack Harlow officially lost you.

thats a tough one.

[mtfstuff]

"And done!", Jake said putting his dumbbells away. He loved to stay in shape. All of his friends thought that he did it to get all the women but in reality he did it to get every man to look at him, but he could never tell his friends. He took a towel to swipe his sweat from his face before he took off his sport shirt. He left his room and walked through the hallway to the kitchen. On his way he walked past the bathroom, where he saw Adam standing in front of the mirror.

"Week 34, still no progress.", Jake heard Adam mutter to himself.

He glanced at Adam and walked to the kitchen.

He went to the coffee machine and started it as Adam walked in.

"Could you please put on a shirt Jake?", Adam asked.

Surprised, Jake turned around and leaned against the counter.

"What? Why?", he asked.

"Your look is demotivating.", Adam answered. "I'm trying so hard to get in shape and you just dont get fat. Its infuriating. I'll never be attractive..."

"Hey now! Dont be mean to yourself.", Jake answered. "If you want I can help you by-"

"By creating another workout routine for me? No thanks. The other two I got from you werent working either. I mean even Sarah left me. I dont know why but I bet its because of my performance and looks."

"Wow, you're down bad, arent you?", Jake murred.

"I'm sorry Jake. I shouldnt let my anger out on you.", Adam said.

"Hey bro, I can really help you."

"How could you help me?"

"Well, its hard to explain... I have this -power- since I was a teenager. I can... Well, I'll show you."

Jake's face turned red in pain as Adam watched his hunky roommate growing a belly and getting bald. Adam didnt believe what he just had witnessed.

"I can transform anyone into anything.", Jake said from his new body. "It's just somewhat painful."

And Jake transformed back into his real self. His curly hair grew back and his sixpack emerged from his belly.

Adam just stood there, mouth open, not able to say anything.

Jake chuckled.

"I knew I could get you speechless.", he said.

Adam shook his head in disbelief before grabbing Jakes hands.

"Please help me! I'd do anything.", he begged.

"Not so fast Adam. If I do this I have to warn you."

"Go on. I'm listening."

"First of all, it will be really, really painful the first time. Second of all, you wont tell anyone about my power. If you do, I'm going to turn you into a pig or something else, like a boot. And finally, you'll help me find my true love after this."

"Alright. Thats cool with me. Now get me my sixpack. Make me a jock like you!"

Jake closed his eyes and concentrated on Adam.

Adam felt a warm sensation moving up his body but this warm sensation quickly turned into pain. Adam dropped to the floor, panting heavily trying to suppress his scream.

His belly started to melt away, to turn into sweat. It revealed a nice sixpack. His arms grew muscles and his calves grew larger. About two minutes later, Adam let out a deep breath and stood up. Sweat was dripping off his body.

Jake threw him a towel.

"I think you need this.", he snickered.

Adam used the towel to wipe of his sweat. Only then he noticed his new body.

"Oh my god! These abs are so tight. And my biceps!", he shouted, lifting one arm.

"Yeah. Look deeper Adam.", Jake said.

Adams gaze followed down his abs to see that his dick had grown too. Only his second thought was that his pants must have ripped.

"Oh shit.", he said putting the towel in front of his dick.

Jake threw him some of his gym clothes and Adam put them on thankfully.

Adam walked towards Jake and kissed him.

"Thank you. For all of this.", he said taking Jakes hand pulling him with him.

"Where are you going?", Jake asked.

"The balcony.", he answered. "I want to show the world how sexy I am."

He pushed open the balcony door.

"Jake... I dont know how to say this...", Adam stammered. "Since you made me like this... I... I think you're really hot. Like love of my life hot."

"I know.", Jake answered. "I feel the same. Lets get inside. Show me your new body to the fullest."

Adam took Jakes hand and followed him inside.

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Story idea and commissioned by @ynew-206