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#and it turns out my game straight up lied about the colors to me
dog-ending · 1 year
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(riven spoiler)
between atrus and gehn you can tell atrus is the better dad because he killed 2 sons while gehn couldnt even kill one
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slutteok · 4 months
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ACE (Jeong Yunho)
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pairing ✭ dom!gamer!yunho x sub!afab!reader
summary ✭ Yunho just wants to help you get better at valorant
content ✭ smut 18+ MDNI
word count ✭ 4.6k
warnings ✭ smut, unprotected sex, cnc if u squint kinda
tags ✭ established relationship, felching, cock warming, thigh slapping, pet play in the form of nicknames, degradation, praise, oral sex, yunho has a big dick, fluff at the end
notes ✭ please enjoy <3
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“can you please heal me?!” you shout into your microphone, your hands slamming down onto your desk as you die for the nth time while you are playing valorant with your friends. you grumble to yourself, and listen to your friends argue in the call. you roll your eyes and pull the headphones off your ears, setting it on your desk.
you watch as the game ends on a defeat, and you get up from your chair. your boyfriend yunho turns around in his chair, to look over at you. he pulls his headphones off and follows you into your shared kitchen.
you grab a water bottle from the fridge, cracking the seal open and taking a long drink from it. yunho, unbeknownst to you, watches with curiosity- wondering what had gotten you so worked up.
“y/n, what happened? you seem really upset.” yunho asks, walking over to you when you're done drinking water- making sure he doesn't scare you. you sigh, and look over your shoulder at him, shaking your head. he frowns, and puts his hands on your shoulders, comfortingly rubbing your shoulders and arms carefully.
“one of the stupid randoms on our team. i was so close to aceing but he refused to heal me and i ended up losing the ace because of it.” you whine softly, melting into yunho’s hands. you sigh again, and lean back against his chest.
“hey how about i teach you some pointers?” yunho offers, and your eyes widen at the thought of you highly skilled boyfriend helping you at your rank. you purse your lips together in thought before shrugging, and nodding your head.
“sure, I suppose it wouldn't be a bad idea- but it wasn't my fault I died.” you get defensive, as you take yunho’s large hands and pull them from you. you turn around, and start walking back to the office space your computers are in.
you place the water bottle on your desk, and you're about to sit down when yunho grabs your wrist, catching your attention.
“what are you doing?” you ask, with a raised eyebrow and a curious look.
“let me sit down, and i can teach you that was, okay?” yunho says, excitedly. you find it a little odd he wants to sit in your chair- you’ve watched him play valorant and league of legends thousands of times, you enjoyed watching him play, but you had been working on ranking up in valorant for so long you were a bit worried he’d accidentally boost you.
yunho doesn't wait for you, and just sits down right in his chair. he looks up at you with his big, round puppy eyes- and as always, how could you refuse him? you sit in his lap, and he pulls the two of you comfortably into your desk.
“what's your dpi?” yunho asks, and you look down at your mouse. you swallow hard and shrug your shoulders, only knowing your mouse turned green and you liked that feeling.
“green… but i liked blue too… i can't remember.” Yunho lets out a laugh, and taps the button right behind the scroll wheel, changing the color of your mouse. He does this a few times and then he takes your hand, putting it on the mouse.
“Does this feel the same?” he asks, and watches as you move the mouse around. You nod your head, and look over your shoulder at him. His lips form into a straight line before he swats your hand off your mouse and snakes his left arm around your waist. Your breath catches in your throat when his fingers graze your stomach, and you look down to see his hand resting on your keyboard.
“You’ve watched me play way more than i’ve watched you play, so why don’t you play a round, swiftplay, with your friends so i can give you pointers? Is that okay?” yunho asks, his voice calming you down from your lingering fit of frustration earlier. You sigh and nod, getting into a more comfortable position.
He groans, and his hands snap down to your hips as you adjust your position in his lap, realizing you just fully grinded your ass against him. He lets out a quick exhale, and shakes his head, moving his hands around your waist. He rests his chin on your shoulder, as you pick your headphones up and place them back on your head.
“Sorry, I was talking to Yunho, are you guys ready to queue up again?” you say into your mic after unmuting yourself, glancing over at your second monitor to see who was all in chat. You finally had 4 others to play with, so you quickly invited the 2 others to join your party before queueing up for swift play.
The game loads up, you pick your character and you wait for the game to start. You can hear your friends talking to each other, strategizing with one another, but your mind is completely blank- focused on impressing your boyfriend, but his hands that used to make their home around your waist are now firmly grabbing your hips. It doesn't help that you can feel his dick getting harder and harder against your ass.
You sigh, and try your best to stay focused on your screen but every other second or so, Yunho’s hands move. The familiar heat in your belly begins to pool, and fast too. You figured from the start of Yunho’s suggestion that maybe this would all be innocent, but that went south quickly.
Yunho watches your screen, watches you play, and would move his hands lower and lower, feeling every single inch of you he could as if he had never touched you before. You can feel his breath start to pick up as he breathes on your neck. You shiver, making him squeeze you and press you down into him.
Your eyes flutter closed for a moment at just the right second, and your character dies. You hear your friends complaining in your ears, and you bite your lip, opening your eyes to look at your monitor.
“You know, you’re supposed to shoot the bad guys when you see them, right?” Yunho teases, and you roll your eyes, clenching your jaw. Again, you try to ignore the heat pooling in your belly, and the ache in your core. You adjust yourself in his lap again, only grinding yourself into him once again, and he squeezes you, making you wince a bit.
“Yunho, stop.” you mumble, wanting to just impress your boyfriend with your gameplay but he’s distracting you, making you lose all your momentum from your earlier games where you dominated in them. Truthfully, it was about time you stepped away… you could just carry on in bed, so you quickly mute yourself. “Why don’t we just continue in bed?” you suggest, and Yunho lets out a short chuckle.
“No, this is fine. Nothing is even happening.” He refuses your suggestion, and you grimace before turning your attention back to the game.
For a while, Yunho just watches you play, his hands stay still, he doesn’t make any movements, and for a moment there, you think his dick is getting soft. You sigh in relief as ‘VICTORY’ flashes across your screen. Yunho and you look at the game end screen, looking at your stats and watching the screen go back to the lobby.
Yunho gives you absolutely no time before he grabs your mouse, flicks it to unranked, and immediately queues your entire party up for it.
“Yunho?!” you say with a startled tone, turning around to look at him. You were thankful you had a habit of muting yourself, and quickly with a shortcut on your keyboard.
“What? You used to play unranked all the time, this is no different. Plus I know you're playing with Wooyoung, and he likes unranked. Just play, and don't complain.” Yunho shuts you down immediately, and you huff, pouting a bit before turning back to your monitor to see the agent select screen. You sigh, and choose your character.
Your friend's complaints about playing the longer game mode fall onto deaf ears. All you can think about is how you're supposed to stay focused and perform well while sitting on Yunho’s lap. You look down at your lap, looking at Yunho’s hands on your thighs, his index fingers gently grazing the inner, lower part of your thighs. You shudder from his touch, and bring your attention back to your screen; you can ignore these little touches from him for now.
A few rounds in, and you managed to ignore his touches, and you're doing well. You’re in the middle of communicating with your teammates about the game when your character is shot and killed, and Yunho’s hand shoots up between your legs, his fingers pressing against you harshly, making you gasp right into your mic.
You’re just lucky enough that Yunho timed it right, otherwise you’d have to explain to your friends why you just gasped as loudly as you did. Yunho’s other hand quickly mutes your mic, and presses you down into him, making you whimper softly. He chuckles, and pulls his hand away from between your legs, you whine at the loss immediately.
“Yunho, what are you doing?” You ask, trying to look at him, but he’s quick to push your head to look at your screen. You grumble to yourself, feeling a tad bit helpless in this situation.
“Don't worry about what I'm doing, play your game and don’t make any noises.” He warns you, and your eyes widen. He grabs the bottom of your shirt, lifting it up slightly to expose the waistband of your pants. His fingers ghost along your skin, making you shiver again while a quiet moan escapes your lips. “Shut up.” He warns again, and you quickly clamp your lips shut, nodding your head before he sinks his hand into your pants.
The round ends, and you're alive again. You shakily do your buying at the start of the round, and swallow hard as Yunho unmutes your mic. Your eyes dart to your second monitor, aware of just how hard you’re breathing, and how fast your heart is beating. You can feel his fingers just barely ghosting your skin.
“Y/N TO YOUR LEFT! Omen, hit for 60!” You hear your friend shout, but it’s too late, you’re dead again. You grumble in frustration, but the feeling of Yunho’s long, slender fingers sinking inside of you quickly changes that grumble into more of a choked gasp. Your fingers quickly hit your mute button, and you instinctively press yourself against him.
“You should pay closer attention to your surroundings and keep your crosshair at head height, so you can react faster, and get headshots.” Yunho tells you in his normal voice. Your jaw drops at his words, you’re completely speechless that he’s fingering you and giving you pointers for valorant at the same time.
“You… are the worst…” You mumble under your breath. He chuckles, and shrugs, his shoulders. He pulls his fingers out of you, dragging his fingers between your folds, and pressing the pads of his fingers into your clit harshly, making you jolt- a moan trapped in your throat.
“Am I? That’s not a very nice thing to say to me. Aren’t I making you feel good?” He croons, and you feel your knees start to shake. He uses both of his hands to spread your legs, hooking them around his legs to keep you open for him. He presses himself up against you, and you choke on a moan.
he glances at your screen for a moment, seeing the round hasn't ended yet. he smirks, lifting you up easily with one hand and yanking his sweatpants down, his hard dick springing out. he groans softly, before reaching around you.
“do you like these leggings?” he asks you, and your open your mouth to speak, but you're promptly interrupted by the sound of fabric ripping, and the cold air hitting your now exposed thigh and core making you shiver.
“jeong yunho!” you gasp, turned around to look back at him.
“shut up, i'll buy you a better pair.” he grins at you, before grabbing your hips and pulling you back into his lap. you gasp again, grabbing your desk for some sort of balance.
“fuck, yunho, what are you doing?” you ask him, watching as his hand moves around you again. you watch as his fingers disappear under the fabric of your leggings before pulling them again- tearing them more.
“giving myself more access to you.” he grumbles, looking at your screen. he moves his left hand to your back, pushing you off of his chest and closer to the desk. “try shooting the bad guy this time, okay?” he whispers in your ear, his breath ticking your neck- you shiver in response. “make sure to stay quiet.” he adds on, pressing a light kiss to your cheek.
you whine softly before he unmutes you again.
“y/n what's gotten into you? are you okay?” you hear one of your friends speak, but you're so focused on trying to focus that you can’t help but feel how every part of yunho is touching you right now, and how he’s just *there.*
“i’m fine.” you manage to croak out, before yunho raises you by your hips again. you oblige, not trying to do anything that would result in him punishing you. yunho holds you there, watching and waiting, and you can feel the tip of his dick pressed against your entrance. you involuntarily press against him, but he pushes you away before moving you back into the same position.
“liar.” yunho mumbled from behind you, you turn your head to face him, and right at the moment- your character goes down again, and so do you.
“oh fuck!” you shout out, grabbing your desk violently as yunho pulls you down onto him so fast your body has no time to adjust to his large size at all. you glance at him and he smirks at you, happy with himself. you sneer at him, before turning back to try and focus on the game.
yunho doesn't mind you ignoring him, he’s happy where he is; fully seated inside of you. you feel his arms wrap around your waist, and you relax in his arms for a second. only a second though, because you slam the button to mute your mic as he bounces you up and down on his dick.
“good girl,” he growls into your ear, making you whimper, and shudder from his breathing down your neck. your eyes are shut so tightly, and you're holding your moans back, you don't even realize another round has started, until yunho slaps your thigh, making you jolt.
you widen your eyes, and you bite your lip, keeping your lip from trembling as you are now extra careful of every movement you make, and extra aware of the way yunho feels inside of you- stretching you so beautifully.
“y/n behind you! jett hit for 60, and phoenix hit for 40!” wooyoung shouts, you spin your camera around and right as you start to shoot, yunho lifts you up just a bit, and starts slowly fucking up into you. you gasp, your eyes closing immediately and … down goes your character again.
“yunho,” you breathe, your hands coming off your keyboard and mouse. he looks at you, then groans, moving his hands to your hips, and squeezing them as he holds you in place and fucks up into you faster. your eyes dart to your discord, ensuring you're still muted by purposefully bumping your mic. the icon never lights up, thankfully, and you finally let out the moan you’ve been holding back out.
yunho’s eyes widen, and he laughs, shaking his head as he slows down again, his arms wrapping around you, pulling you back against his chest.
“you're so fucking wet for me, puppy.” he mumbles into your ear again, making you shiver. his hands move from around your waist, to pressing against your back, sitting you back up. you want to just let everything out- fuck the game, fuck your friends, there's just nothing you wanted more than to get fucked senseless by your boyfriend but there was just no way in hell he’d let it be that easy- not for you at least.
“yun,” you whine, and he silences you with just a glance, making you look forward again. you grumble to yourself, resuming your position at your desk all the while Yunho holds you up, and watches himself slowly fuck you, his fingernails digging into your sides.
“Killjoy dead, Reyna 30, but she healed.” you mumble into your microphone before muting it again. Yunho glances at your screens, then forces you back down, making you moan again.
“god- y/n, fuck-” Yunho sighs, pushing his hair out of his face. he continues to fuck up into you, his pace getting faster and faster with each second, grabbing a fistful of your hair and tugging on it. your moans sound like a beautiful symphony to him, no matter how quiet or loud they were; as long as they came from your pretty little mouth and lips, he didn't care what sound you were making.
“yun… fuck,” you let out a broken moan, making him chuckle quietly.
“so good for me, puppy.” he croons at you, admiring the pure beauty of pleasure on your face as he continues to fuck into you at a punishing pace. “So pretty.” he whispers, pulling you back into him, your back arching in response- a moan escaping your lips, before he plants another kiss on your cheek.
He pushes you back into an upright position, his hand leaving your hair and resting on your hips again as another round starts. You groan in frustration, wanting more from him but you knew your orgasm was still so far away. You were only 20 minutes into a 40 minute game, and the score was tied- this could easily become a match that lasts 50 to 60 minutes; which mean Yunho could torture you for just that long too.
You unmute your mic, and stare directly at your screen, trying to ignore how good Yunho felt, how good he was making you feel with his slow, agonizing strokes. He was getting sloppy with his thrusts, and you could tell he was close to finishing. You clench your muscles around him, and feel his body twitch, and he mumbles something under his breath.
After a few seconds, you start to get used to the feeling of Yunho’s slow movements, and it becomes a dull feeling while you focus on your round- you’re doing well, and yunho’s letting you focus on the task at hand for now.
Once your team wins the round, you sigh in relief, waiting for the game to switch teams. You lean back a little, and Yunho mutes your mic again, pushing your headphones off your head- his sudden actions leave you in a dazed surprise. Yunho picks you up, standing up from your chair, your bodies still connected.
“Yunho! I’m still in the match!” You protest, but he doesn’t respond. Instead he just pulls you from him and lightly tosses you on your shared bed.
“Don’t care.” He grumbles, climbing on top of you and kissing you firmly, and harshly. Despite your protest, you melt into him instantly. He grabs your thigh, lifting your leg up before pushing himself back into you, making you moan into his mouth. He groans in response, his fingers digging into your plushy flesh, hooking his other hand around your leg, folding you up under him as he pushes himself as deep as he can into you.
“Jesus christ,” he groans, looking down at you, then back at your monitor. “It’s a good thing you’re not playing ranked, huh?” he looks back down at you, and you open your eyes to give him a disapproving look.
“Shut up.” You roll your eyes, and Yunho laughs, leaning back down and capturing your lips with his. He runs his hands down the backside of your thighs, before squeezing your flesh. The grip he had was sure to leave a bruise. He moves his right hand from your thighs, pressing his fingers into your lower abdomen, making you squirm a little under him. He sighs happily against your lips as he pulls away, admiring how you look under him.
“You’re so pretty with my dick inside you,” he growls, and your body immediately feels as if it's on fire. You let out a moan, your head falling back onto the bed as Yunho slides out of you, slamming back into you. Your fingers find their home in the bedsheets, and Yunho leans back over you, attaching his lips to your neck, nibbling lightly on the flesh, leaving you to whimper against his ear while he starts to speed his thrusts up.
He sneaks his left arm around your back, wrapping it around you tightly, while raising his left hand to hold the back of your head, tangling his fingers in your hair. Your hands leave the bedsheets, and hook around his shoulders as you feel him fill every single part of you, leaving no space between your bodies.
You can feel the knot growing in your stomach, and you squirm under him more, making him tighten his grip on you so much that now you can’t even move your hips to meet his. Your complaints are nothing more than short whines and whimpers, as he pounds into you with a punishing pace and force, leaving your head hazy and your body trembling from pure pleasure.
“F-fuck,” you moan under your breath, your fingers grabbing at the fabric of his shirt, bunching it up in your hands. Your hips helplessly buck up into his, and he pulls his head away to look down at your helpless, pitiful, fucked out state already. “Y-you’re so big…” you manage to whimper out.
Yunho’s eyes widen, and his body jolts at your words, and in a matter of seconds, you can feel his dick twitch inside you followed by warm liquid spilling inside you, making you let out a choked moan.
“Oh my god.” Yunho says in a state of shock, still looking down at you with his lips curled into a smile. You can’t help but giggle at his expression, and you watch as something flips in his brain. He pulls all the way out of you, looking down at where your bodies connect before groaning, and slamming into you again; a broken cry leaving your lips.
He continues to pull out of you, and thrusts back in, over and over. He pulls his hands away from around you, standing up right, and dragging his hands down your abdomen until his right hand sits on your belly. His thumb caresses your skin, before moving down to your sensitive clit, brushing it lightly, making your body jump at his touch.
“So eager to get back to your game?” Yunho asks, his tone lingering in your ears as he hisses the words out. You shake your head, and gasp as he presses his thumb harshly into your clit again. You let out another broken cry, as he starts to thrust into you harder and faster, while his thumb rubs tight, fast circles on your clit making your entire body go limp with pleasure.
You can feel your orgasm just ready to break free when he pulls out of you. You gasp, sitting up and looking at him with an almost offended face. He laughs, but gets down on his knees, immediately putting his face between your legs, and connecting his mouth onto your clit. Your head falls back immediately, and you cry out in pleasure. Your right hand grabs a fistfull of his hair, and your legs start to lock up. He pushes them apart, and slides his middle and ring finger into you, pumping and curling them at a pace that was just unbearable. He sucks your clit harshly, before pulling away and sliding his tongue between your folds, and attaching his mouth back onto your clit.
“Fuck fuck fuck.” you cry out again, feeling like you were going to burst into flames. Just a little more and you’d be cumming all over his hand and face. He smiles against you, and continues to work his fingers, mouth and tongue on you.
Your body tenses up, and suddenly, your body pulsates around Yunho’s fingers, moaning out his name, and he pulls away to watch your body tremble. You lift your head to look at him, and notice a mix of saliva and your wetness along his mouth and chin, and you can’t help but feel a little shy.
“You should learn how to keep this in here better, I think.” Yunho mumbles, pulling his fingers out of you, and showing them off to you. They were covered in a mix of your own, and his cum, and you could feel yourself clench around nothing. He giggles, and looks up at you, still holding his hand out to you. You eye his fingers, then look down at him, then back at his fingers.
“What do you want me to do with that?” you ask, innocently, genuinely not sure what he meant.
“Clean it off.” He states, casually, as if he was just asking a normal request. Your eyes fly open, and Yunho extends his hand closer to you. You silently groan, before grabbing his wrist and clamping your lips around Yunho’s fingers. You try to hide your genuine discomfort at the taste of your fluids mixed together, but the thought of it also made it worth it. Your tongue quickly laps up the fluids, and he slowly slides his fingers out of your mouth and smiles proudly at you when you swallow. “Good girl.” He praises you, reaching up and gently patting your head.
You relax a bit at his praise, watching as he stands up, pulling his pants back up. He steps away from you, to your desk. He types something in your discord, before exiting discord, the game, then shutting your pc down. He grabs your water bottle and walks over to you, handing it to you. You thank him, taking it from him and taking a sip. He leans down again and kisses the top of your head.
“Let’s shower, and we can go out and I'll buy you any clothes you want.” He offers, and your eyes light up, and you jump to your feet, a bit wobbly. He grabs you, and steadies you, giggling. “Okay, I take that as a yes.” He laughs, as he guides you to the bathroom.
“Yes please.” You giggle in response, watching him carefully take your clothes off. He always tried his hardest to be kind after sex with you, he didn’t want to overstimulate you or cause any sort of discomfort or pain.
“And we can go out and get dinner, maybe stop by the store and get some snacks, and drinks? How does that sound?” He asks, as he helps hold you steady while taking your leggings off. You sigh, and can’t help fight the smile growing on your lips. You nod once more, resting your hand on his head for stability.
“Sounds like the best time ever.” You admit truthfully, watching as Yunho discards your leggings into the trash, before pulling your shirt over your head.
“Good, cause I’ll always want to give my love everything they desire.” He whispers gently, leaning forward and placing a soft, loving kiss on your lips. He caresses your cheeks, then pats your head, before turning around and running the water.
You could swear if you died right now, you’d die happy. As long as he was there with you, you’d always be happy.
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tojisbbg · 1 year
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content: gojo satoru x fem!reader, chapter 236 SPOILERS!!, fluff, angst, hurt with comfort, not edited.
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"ugh.." you groaned in pain, as you put your weight on your arms to help you lift yourself up. your vision was slightly blurry, your fuzzy brain trying to piece things together and figure out just where the hell you were at.
it looked like an abandoned building, the lights were dimmed and slightly flickering. jesus, it was like something straight out of a horror film. the smell of the air was dusty like piles of rubble along with a stomach churning putrid scent.
your legs were wobbly, holding onto the wall for support as you stood up. cautious eyes scanned the area for any signs of potential danger, your heart beating aggressively against your chest wall as fear washed over you.
what is this place?
why are you here?
you found signs and arrows which pointed to an exit. so, you decided to follow them and sweet relief hit you when you felt a gust of wind hit your skin, you were outside. suddenly, a loud roaring sound followed by the crashing sound of rubble nearly deafening you shook your heart. you paused your steps, trying to breathe from the shock.
what the fuck was that?
as you walked further forward, you noticed a group of people standing and sitting in a gathered area, observing something. were these people not scared or worried? is this place even... normal?
"um... excuse me?" you meekly called out, not drawing much attention as only the lady in the white coat turned her head towards you. she had a lit cigarette in between her lips, eye bags dark and heavy.
"huh? and who may you be?" the brunette asked you, eyes scanning you top to bottom, making you grow slightly nervous.
"i don't know how i ended up here, but, i think i might be lost." you truthfully admitted, watching her eyes narrow as she stared into your soul.
"you must be one of the civilians that got sucked into the culling game then. have a seat here, it'd be dangerous for you to wander by yourself." she sighed, pointing to the empty chair next to her. you hesitantly nodded your head, thanking her before sitting down.
"your name?" the lady asked, not bothering to look at you.
"y/n. and you?" you fiddled with your fingers, your nerves nearly setting you off the edge.
"shoko." she dryly responded, making you nod your head.
you were about to ask her something, only for your thoughts to be interrupted my more thunderously loud noises, crashing and crumbling, followed by bright lights of all colors like blue, red and purple.
"what the fuck is going on here?" you mumbled under your breath, palms getting sweaty.
"a match between the king of curses and the strongest sorcerer." shoko answered your mindless words, catching you off guard.
your eyes were focused on the cloud of dust, making out two figures. after a few seconds, the air cleared up. one of the figures was a man who had black hair spiked up, strange tattoos decorating his face and arms. your eyes widened when you saw the second person.
the familiar snowy locks of hair peaking through the brown dust, gorgeous cerulean eyes that glowed, and the towering height.
your heart sank into your stomach.
what was he doing here? why... why was your boyfriend here?
shoko observed you and your reactions, confusion bubbling inside her.
"do you know them?" she suddenly asked, making you look at her.
"uh, no. sorry, am i supposed to?" you lied, making her shake her head.
"didn't expect you to. the guy with the tattoos is the king of curses and the guy with the white hair is the strongest sorcerer in the world." shoko enlightened you with her words, making you nod.
"i see. what's the sorcerer's name?" you asked, praying to god that it wasn't the name of your boyfriend, that perhaps it was his doppelganger or something.
"that's gojo satoru." she replied, your breath hitching at the familiar name. oh, how sweetly it rolled off your tongue every single time that you called out to him.
satoru.
that's right, he was your gojo satoru.
you quietly watched from the sidelines as the match continued, occasionally hearing the low tone chatter and side comments from the people near you. both opponents were strong as hell, you watched gojo confidently smirk and throw in some witty insults towards the king of curses, sukuna.
it was almost as if this was a mere game for the two.
suddenly, you watched sukuna open his domain before launching a serious of violent attacks on gojo, slicing him with no mercy. you gasped, standing up from your seat as you tried to run into the ring like it was the first instinct that you knew of.
but, you felt a hand tightly grip your wrist. you looked back with furrowed eyebrows.
"he'll be okay." shoko assured, making you scoff.
"okay? are you blind, shoko? he's literally sliced up everywhere and bleeding. he'll die!" you yelled in her face, your voice trembling with fear; making the other's turn their heads to view the commotion.
"gojo can use something called rct to heal himself, so, he won't die. trust me, he's survived worse than this before." she explained, sensing your panic as she patted the back of your thigh before ushering you to sit back down.
you glanced back at the fighting scene, gojo on the ground bleeding nonstop. suddenly, he turned his head to face the crowd watching him, locking eyes with you. the sudden eye contact made your heart stop, watching his own ones widen.
did he recognize you?
is this also just as confusing to him as it is to you?
gojo sent a soft smile towards you, making your heart leap and you could swear that you would've run into his arms by now if shoko didn't have you on a leash.
it seemed like you were stuck in a place where time didn't exist. the match felt like never ending and you just wanted to swoop in and steal gojo from the scene, running away together to somewhere much safer.
a place where your boyfriend wasn't getting violently beaten and slashed.
"gojo-sensei has won! he won!" a boy with pink haired screamed excitedly, jumping up and down as he high-fived the surrounding people who showered your boyfriend with praises.
you clapped along with them, a huge smile tugging on your lips as you wondered how your approach with him would go. would he embrace you? let you kiss his scars?
your thoughts were interrupted by a sudden deafening silence, followed by worried gasps. you turned your attention to where they were so invested, to which you wish you didn't.
"no... no... NO!" you let out a bloodcurdling scream, the sight in front of you was enough to make you want to puke your organs out. without any hesitation, you pushed past the people who were blocking your way, hearing their cries of protest but you were too hurt to care about your safety anymore.
"satoru!" you cried out his name, your vision was blurry with your tears as you ran to him. the love of your life... the man who swore to love you until his last breath, the man who stayed up late at night watching you finish your work, the man who'd cook you meals to make sure you weren't skipping them, the man who'd spoil you rotten.... the man who looked at you like you hung the moon and stars for him was now on the ground; sliced in half.
you kneeled in front him, watching how blood poured out of his mouth as his tears streamed down his face. with a weak turn of his head, he looked at you while you stroke his cheek.
"y...ou..?" gojo breathed out, making you sob harder as you nodded your head.
"it's me, satoru. oh god, why did you do this, satoru? i-i don't know what to do. please.. don't leave me. please, baby, i love you so much." you cried helplessly, grabbing his hand before pressing kisses on his knuckles.
he watched you with that same lovesick expression before giving you a gentle smile.
"..y../n.." your eyes widened as his final words was your name, watching his eyes roll back before his breathing came to a stop.
"satoru? s-satoru?!" you desperately called out, even though you knew that it was no use. a menacingly deep laughter came from besides you, making you look up as you glared at the man who murdered your other half.
"i never knew that blue-eyed freak had a woman. how pitiful." the tattooed curse snickered. you got up to your feet, grabbing him by the collar.
"kill me. i don't want to stay here for a second longer and see your evil face. so, kill me!" you screamed, making him scoff before shoving you to the ground besides the lifeless gojo; a wince escaping your lips.
"foolish little girls like you are the reason why humanity will never progress further. what a shame." sukuna cackled, watching you with amused eyes.
"please... satoru. don't leave me!
"wake up! please, i love you, wake up! satoru!"
"satoru!"
...
"satoru!" you shot up from your bed, breathing heavy as bullets of cold sweat ran down your temple. your mouth was dry, trying to process what the fuck you just dreamed of. you quickly patted the side of the bed in search of the other body who's supposed to fill it, only to find a cold empty space in return.
you felt panic rise inside of you, scrambling to get out of your bed as your knees felt like jelly. you harshly opened your bedroom door, running down the hall as you screamed your boyfriend's name.
"satoru? satoru!" it sounded more like a series of desperate cries and you got nothing but silence in return. you collapsed on the carpeted floor in the middle of the living room, loudly sobbing into your palms.
maybe... maybe that dream was real and gojo was truly sucked into that alternate reality. god, why did you escape?
"baby?" you suddenly heard the soft familiar voice you were aching to hear call out for you, a gentle hand on your back. you look up from your wet palms, your fuzzy vision making out the figure of your boyfriend as his snowy peaks of hair and beautiful cerulean eyes shone through the darkness.
"satoru?" you breathed out, hiccuping in between your cries. without wasting another second, you launched yourself forward into his lap, wrapping your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck; hugging him as tightly as you could.
"i'm right here, baby. i just went to the bathroom. it's okay, you're okay, sweet girl." gojo whispered in a comforting manner, rubbing your back as you cried into the crook of his neck.
"i-i... oh my g-god.. jesus, y-you—" you tried to formulate proper sentences to explain everything to him, but the words kept getting stuck in your throat.
"shh... it's okay, baby. just breathe in and breathe out... yeah just like that, good girl." he praised as you followed his words, kissing the side of your head as he helped you calm down.
the room was silent, your gentle cries were the only thing that could be heard followed by the sweet reassuring words of gojo. about ten minutes has passed, you were still clung onto gojo as if he would run away if you were to let go. so, gojo decided to take you to your shared bedroom since it was getting late.
with you still in his arms, he got up carefully and held on to you tight; so that you don't fall. gojo walked inside the dark bedroom, turning on the dimly lit lamp before sitting down, with you still straddling him.
you pulled away to look at him, seeing the worried expression lingering on his face as he examined your state. you looked utterly traumatized, eyes puffy from crying and face pale.
"talk to me, honey." gojo gently encouraged, holding your hand as he rubbed small circles on the back of your palms. you took in a moment to savor the sweet relief of your boyfriend in front of you, in one piece; safe and sound. no painful scars sliced onto his skin, his hair was neat and his eyes were full of life. you placed one of your hands on his chest, feeling the soft beat of his heart.
tears pricked the corner of your eyes, looking down as your tears fell onto his shirt. just by your reaction, gojo had an idea of what this might be.
"bad dream?" he guessed, and without a word, you nodded. a heavy sigh left his lips, before bringing a strong arm to your back as he pulled you towards him, so that you could lay down on his chest.
"my poor sweet girl. we're okay, baby, nothing's gonna hurt you or me. you know i hate to see you cry, y/n." gojo rubbed your back, pressing soft kisses on the top of your head.
"it was awful, i wouldn't even wish that kind of nightmare on my worst enemy. god, i hated every second of it to the point i wished death on myself." your body shook as you reminisced the event. gojo quickly wrapped his arms around you, intrigued to hear more about what you saw that shook you up like this.
"it was in this strange world where sorcery existed and curses. you were the world's strongest sorcerer who was fighting against the king of curses, sukuna. it was an intense match, you both were strong as hell. but, in the end..." you harshly swallowed, not finding it within you to say it.
"i died." gojo completed the sentence for you, confirming it from your silence. suddenly, you felt the heavy vibration of his chest as he chuckled. you lifted your head up, glaring at him through your glossy eyes.
"stop laughing, satoru! this isn't funny, you were literally sliced in half!" you scolded him, slapping his bicep, but your words and actions made him laugh even harder.
"sliced in two? what am i, a watermelon? oh my, what an impeccable way to go." he continued to joke around, making you scoff as you ripped yourself away from his hold.
"asshole." you grumbled, rolling away from him to your spot on the bed. gojo's lips curled into a smile, immediately following after you as he scooped your body to scoot you close to him.
"sorry, baby. i just wanted to lighten the atmosphere up a bit." gojo honestly admitted, kissing your shoulder. you sighed, turning your head towards him.
"i was so scared, satoru. i felt like i was gonna die, i swear. it felt so real, so fucking real. i could still smell it and feel your blood against my palms." you shook your head at the though of experiencing that ever again, breath hitching in fear.
"it was just a nightmare, baby. it's not real and it'll never become real either. i'm here right in front of you, breathing and alive, in one piece. we're safe, y/n, nothing's gonna happen, okay?" he stroked your cheeks, wiping your tears away before leaning down to plant a kiss on your forehead.
you snuggled against his chest, breathing in his scent which smelled like home.
"i love you so much, satoru." your voice was muffled, but clear enough for him to hear.
"i love you more, my sweet girl." gojo replied, fingers raking through your hair while his other hand rubbed your back.
"i don't know what sin i committed to see something as horrific as that." you pulled away from his chest, shuddering.
"it's probably 'cause of all those sci-fi horror movies you watch." he giggled, making you hum in response.
"maybe." you shrugged with a sigh, tightening your arms around him tighter as you wanted your space, body and mind to be engulfed by gojo and only him.
"y/n?" gojo suddenly called out your name.
"hm?" you hummed in response, looking up at him with anticipating eyes.
"we'll find each other no matter what universe or lifetime we enter. that i can promise you, baby. so, listen carefully to me, okay? the universe could strip me of everything; my brain, my heart, my breath, my life... but there's one thing it could never take away from me." he spoke with tenderness, looking down at you with affectionate eyes that twinkled with nothing but love and adoration for you; the woman who made his heart feel alive with life.
"no one could ever take away the love i have for you. my love for you is only mine and it will always be all mine." gojo said, making your eyes soften as you looked up at him with a smile.
"i hope that in every universe and lifetime that i exist in, you're just a regular person. maybe a barista or bookstore keeper... just not someone who's strong and powerful." you commented, making him laugh.
"wouldn't you want a strong and powerful boyfriend to protect you?" he questioned, making you shake your head.
"not when he has the risk of being sliced in half, absolutely not!" you quickly disapproved, making him chuckle.
"whatever you'd like, baby." gojo smiled, leaning his head down to find your lips. his kisses were like oxygen, it felt like you could finally breathe again. the sweetness of his soft lips combined with the warmth of his body transferring to yours made your heart swell with love.
you cupped his face, kissing him with more need as his hand rubbed your back. gojo knew that you needed this and he could honestly do this all night. eventually, you both pulled away for air.
"i love you so much, satoru." you breathed out, placing a small kiss on his chin, a boyish grin etching on his lips.
"i love you more, my sweet girl." he began to pepper your face with kisses, making you giggle.
the sound of your laughter was like music to gojo's ears and your smile was like a piece of art that he'd see in those big fancy museums. god, you're so beautiful that it made his heart ache.
gojo stared into your eyes, finding nothing but warmth and love for him. a smile painted his lips, happy that he found you in this lifetime. you both were truly destined for each other and gojo satoru died as a happy man on that cursed day when he met your eyes, to which he was reborn to find you and hold you in his arms like this.
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Hopelessly Devoted
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Pairing → Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary → You visited the Harvest Festival and your boyfriend, James 'Bucky' Barnes surprised you.
Word Count → 1.3k words
Warnings → none, fluffy lovey dovey stuff.
Beta → none.
Prompts/Bingo Cards
AFG Square Fill → Grease AU - @anyfandomgoesbingo
AF Fluff Square Fill → Carving initials in a tree - @anyfandomfluffbingo
Sebastian Stan Square Fill → Blindfold - @sebastianstanbingo
Writer's Note → Well, it's been a while since I wrote anything, let alone shared it on here. This was something I had written last year and just gone over it briefly so hope you enjoy it.
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Summer was fading; the sun was setting earlier, and the cool breeze was picking up. Bright greens, blues, and yellows disappeared and replaced with oranges, reds, and browns. Fall was fast approaching, and you didn’t mind one bit. Cozy cardigans, knitted stockings, roaring fires, and hot chocolate were calling your name.
The town’s Harvest Festival was in full swing; pumpkin patches, hayrides, corn mazes, and even hosted a fairground with a Ferris wheel and arcade games. Everyone from town was there, including you and your cousin, Danny. Who had conveniently just left you to show off his bowling skills to his girlfriend, Sandy.
"Hey Doll," the low timbre sent a wave of giddiness through your body.
"Hey yourself," you turned to James and returned his lopsided grin.
James was wearing all black and the trademark T-bird leather jacket. His hair wasn’t as slicked back as earlier. It was a little fluffier, and you prefered it that way too.
He presented a small stuffed teddy bear, "Told you I’d win something for you before night fell."
"And how much did that cost you? I bet the amount you spent would have bought three of these from the store!" You wrapped the bear in your arms as you teased your boyfriend.
"Where’s the fun in that?" He puffed out his chest in faux machoness, "Gotta prove my worth to a Zuko."
You giggled as he exaggerated and flexed his biceps. He turned his head to the side, and you kissed his cheek.
"Thank you, I love it."
His eyes sparkled with mischief, "Let's get out of here."
"What are you planning, mister?" Your eyes narrowed at him in jest.
“Follow me.”
Your gingham skirt and petticoat fluttered out and around you with each step as you skipped to keep up with James' longer strides. You bypassed the bright and colorful fairground. The laughter and joyful screams echoed with each stand and ride you left behind.
James didn’t stop at the coconut shy to show off his throwing skills or the Ferris wheel to charm you with whispered sweet nothings and to kiss you at the top. Instead, he diverted you to the exit and straight to his car.
James held the door open for you as you gathered your skirts and climbed into the car. He raced around the front with a massive grin, slid inside, and handed you the soft blue tie he had worn to prom last year. You'd only been on a couple of dates by the time prom had come around, but he'd made your heart swoon at the gesture of matching the color of your dress.
"It’s a blindfold. I want this all to be a surprise,” the quick explanation eased your confusion.
You nodded and placed the material over your eyes. It wasn’t thick enough to block out the light but obscured your vision enough to not see much in front of you. You tried to tie it but fumbled. James’ hands covered yours and took over.
“Are you going to tell me anything?”
"No, Doll. It will spoil it, but we'll be there in about 10 minutes."
Butterflies erupted in your belly, excited for what lies ahead. You thought of all the places that could be nearby and what the surprise could be. Maybe you were going to have one of those giant sundaes at Frosty Palace, or you were going to see a movie at the drive-in.
The engine started, and you released a small yelp. James laughed as you tried to regain your composure. The familiar sounds of the crackling radio filled the car. You relaxed against the leather bench and enjoyed the sounds of Bill Haley and His Comets.
The absence of Bucky's touch was brief as he held your hand while he drove. You're sure he could hear the race of your heartbeat, but you didn’t care. 
The car pulled to a stop, and you heard Bucky open and close the car door before opening yours.  A cool breeze wrapped around your exposed calves, and a shiver ran down your spine. It wasn’t long before Bucky's warm hand took yours. You climbed out of the car as gracefully as possible. A slight snigger from Bucky had you doubting how well you achieved that.
You focused on your other senses and tried to work out where you were. The soft ground under your pumps meant you weren’t on the sidewalk. Birds chirped above, the slight rustle underfoot and the sweet scent of flowers wafted around. You almost screamed at the feel of something tickling your legs. You managed to choke it down but earned another snigger from James.
"Barnes, you're cruisin'." You mustered up a stern voice.
You lost James’ touch without a word. Your heart dropped as you reached out to find nothing.
"James?"
"I'm here. Gimme a sec, doll."
Your heartbeat returned to normal, and the fear of being left alone was gone as quickly as it had entered your mind. 
"Okay, I'm going to come up behind you now."
You felt the warmth before his torso pressed into your back. His body encircled, and a not-so-unfamiliar feeling ignited in your belly as he whispered in your ear.
"Hope you like this doll. You deserve the best."
James removed the blindfold, and it took a few moments for your eyes to adjust to the fading sunlight. Slowly, you looked out over the golden meadow. The blanket, a wicker basket at one, and James’ leather boots on the other, at the foot of the oak tree made your smile widen.
You turned to James with your hands on his chest, "A picnic? For me? Oh, you shouldn't have."
He smirked and lightly kissed your forehead, "I definitely should have.”
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Your head rested on Bucky's lap, his arm draped across your waist underneath the makeshift blanket of his leather jacket. Stomachs full from sandwiches and treats. The peace of being close to one another brought unbreakable smiles to your faces.
"Y'know what, doll, I'm so glad Ma moved out of Brooklyn last year. I miss home. But I’d never have met you if I hadn't come here."
You grinned up at him and caressed his cheek, enjoying the scratch from the stubble on his jaw. James leaned into your palm and peppered a kiss there.
His face contorted away from adoration to neutral in a flash. You might have missed the shift if you didn’t know him as well as you did.
“What you thinkin’ about stud?”
“Nothing, it's silly,” his cheeks tinged pink, and he looked away.
Gently, you turned his face towards your line of sight, “This is silly.”
You pulled a ridiculous face with your eyes crossed and tongue sticking out while rocking your head from side to side. James chuckled, and the crinkle of his eyes warmed your heart.
“I love you,” you whispered against his lips.
“I’m hopelessly devoted to you,” He whispered back and kissed you once more.
After you enjoyed the last moments of the sunset, Bucky helped you to stand up. You brushed your skirt down and draped his jacket over your shoulders. Then you heard the sound of clicking and scraping.
You followed the noise to find James braced against the tree trunk. You unashamedly gazed at how his muscular arms and back shifted under his top. The propped foot at the roots gave an enticing shape to his behind in the already tight black denim. You almost missed him calling out your name.
Bucky moved away from the tree, closing and pocketing the pen knife to reveal his handiwork.
Yours and his name inside a heart, etched into the bark, for all eternity.
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angeliicheartt · 8 months
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includes: ron weasley
fem!reader
a/n: found this in my docs from my old account so here we are! lmk any warnings i should add!
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the twins had been teasing ron for a week already once they found out through their extendable ears that he had a crush on you.
you had come home with ron (and harry) for christmas break as your family was off to some other country. molly welcomed you as her own and you — after staying up late with harry and ron — went to sleep in ginny’s room during break.
however, one late late night, harry and ron had been talking — george and fred overheard them whispering and snuck in an extendable ear — and heard ron slip up, saying he had a crush on you. and since then, which was the second night of christmas break, they had teased him relentlessly.
first, it had started with little slips of knowledge — such as them raising their eyebrows at ron whenever you and him were a little too close to each other, which happened often. whether it was you two sitting on the couch, thigh-to-thigh and your head on his shoulder or you moving your chair at the dinner table closer to his.
but soon the twins kicked it up a notch. the two boys told ron that they knew about his crush on you — which already had gotten him nervous. but then the twins began their games. they had enchanted mistletoe to grow from the roof whenever you and ron were in a foot of each other — it was a tricky enchantment, but they managed it all to embarrass their brother.
“can you two please unenchant the mistletoe! it’s starting to get weird everytime i tear it off the ceiling without (y/n) seeing what it is!” ron whisper-shouted at the twins — causing them to stifle a laugh.
“we’re just trying to help our dear baby brother,” fred started.
“yeah, ron, and it’ll end at the end of break in a week.” george finished. ron’s mouth fell into a straight line as he turned and walked away from the two.
as he walked off from the twins he almost crashed into you as you were following ginny into the kitchen. and as it had been for the past week — a red and green mistletoe grew at the top of the doorframe except this time, you caught sight of it, and so did ginny. your cheeks heated as you looked at the christmas-colored plant, you then briefly made eye contact with ron as ginny grabbed your wrist and pulled you past him. you two retreated into a corner of the kitchen as your hands flew to cover your face and ginny giggled.
“that was–” ginny started but one of your hands flew to cover her mouth.
“shush! someone might hear you!” you whisper-yell at her — causing her to giggle and you did the same.
“listen, as much as i want to gag at the thought of someone with my brother, you need to face your feelings!” you sighed, knowing she was right.
“but what if it ruins our friendship? then it’ll likely impact you and me and just — i can't!” you ranted, and ginny groaned–however agreed to drop the subject.
you two each got a glass of water and headed back upstairs–it was a few hours after sunset and you assumed it was time to go to bed.
however, as you laid awake 2 hours later, you had grown bored of ginny’s room and ventured out. being as quiet as you could, you creeped down the creaky, wooden stairs. making your way to the kitchen you slid on the hard floors with your socks. you regretted not bringing your — now empty — water glass as you reluctantly got another out of the cupboard.
you filled up the glass and took a big sip, however most of it was spat out as you had gotten spooked by ron’s figure entering the doorway.
“ron!” you whisper-shouted, making the boy jump.
“oi! you scared me (y/n)!”
“oh! i scared you?!” you rolled your eyes at him, a smile small on your face as you muttered a quick charm to clean up the spilled water. you leaned against the counter and put your glass on it, freeing your hands. ron had joined you up against the counter–causing mistletoe to form.
“sorry, fred and george have this idea that i like you—”
“do you? i mean– do you like me?” you muttered to the now red-faced boy, turning your head to look at him. in an instant, he moved around to in front of you, his hand resting hesitantly a few inches from your face.
“would.. would you want me to?” he asks in a murmur, his eyes gazing into yours.
you nod gently as his hand cups your cheek softly and his lips inch towards yours. you close the gap as your soft lips met his slightly chapped ones. he pulled away after a moment, catching his breath.
“then yes, (y/n), im in love with you.” you grinned at him, pulling his shirt collar to bring him back in for another kiss.
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mrs-weasley-reid · 2 years
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COLORED BULLETS•••
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bau team x bau!reader
Sypnosis: all fun and games until one of the BAU team members gets shot… with a paintball. WARNING: paintball guns. mentions of shooting. silly time with the BAU team A/N: nothing, enjoy!
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None of you knew how things ended this way. Not even someone who pranked death like Emily could explain the maroon smears that horrifyingly decorated every crook and cranny in the bullpen.
"I don't think I can take it anymore," Spencer cried as he leaned his back against the foot of his desk, hiding under his once peaceful workplace.
A bruise was forming on his temple and another by his neck. He was a mess. His hair flew out like a bird's nest.
"You better not give up on me, Reid. Or I will shoot you myself." Emily growled, peeking out to fire a shot. Her ponytail was loose, dried yellow paint spreading on the left side of her head.
"What the fu—" Derek groaned from another end, also hiding under his desk. He felt the pang of Emily's bullet on his shoulder, wondering when everything went wrong.
In fact, all of you were taking shelter under your desks. Well, you shared yours with JJ, who had a maniac smile on her face as she fired her gun in whatever direction she could.
The bullpen was painted red. A dead battlefield. God knows what the midnight janitor would think when he finds the place drowning with fired bullets and various bright paints.
And just before you were about to shoot Spencer's ugly, crying face, Rossi swung the glass door open.
"I don't want to know." Rossi immediately stated.
All of the agents stood up, with Derek hitting his head midway. You snorted at that and continued to laugh when he glared at you.
Rossi's eyes roamed all over the bullpen, taking note of your bruised faces and paint-splattered vests. He looked at all of you disappointedly, "None of you can wait for tomorrow's paintball match?" He immediately knew that asking was a big mistake.
"Derek started it!" You roared immediately.
"What?! It was Emily! She shot me—" Derek pointed a finger toward the dark-haired woman.
Emily rolled her eyes, "I wouldn't have started it if JJ hadn't pulled the trigger and accidentally shot me." She air-quoted with her gun clutched under her ring and pinky finger.
JJ's jaw dropped, frowning her eyes at Emily. "It was an accident! Spencer was asking how to use the paintball gun." 
"And I regret it. I don't feel like joining the team tomorrow." Spencer placed his small gun on his desk and hooked his messenger bag over his shoulder. He survived worse before, but a war with his friends without hesitation was more traumatizing than being kidnapped.
And all of you began to blame each other like children, shouting over one another. Rossi winced at the sound of all of your voices. He couldn't believe that after three wives, the thing that made him want to smash his head on the wall was all five of you.
“And I just had to ask,” Rossi muttered to himself, closing his eyes as he placed a hand over his forehead. He silently retreated back to his office.
But before he could even step on the first stair, a hard impact spread on his back. Rossi turned around with furrowed eyebrows. Someone did not just mess with his suit.
Everyone’s index fingers synchronously pointed towards you, a fake innocent look over your face as you held your paintball pistol.
"You will regret this, Kiddo." Rossi sped to his office to grab his paintball gun, simultaneously dodging the fire that ran after him.
And you finally got to shoot Spencer, much to everyone's enjoyment. He took his gun and hit you back, straight in your chest. "Oh, you're on, smarty pants!" You scoffed, reloading your weapon as fast as you could.
Meanwhile, Hotch just stepped out of the elevator, coming back from a meeting and unaware of what lies behind the double glass doors. “Of course, Jack. You can wear my vest for tomorrow’s paintball tournament.” He was about to walk in the bullpen when Penelope blocked him.
Hotch knitted his brows, giving her his signature stern, confused look. "Save yourself. It's war in there." Penelope said in horror, peeking through the glass door and squealing at the sudden splatter of red paint right in front of her eyes.
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marcmorrigan · 6 months
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finally delivering on the princess tutu headshots i promised... love these dysfunctional teens 🩰💖💕
LOTS of notes about headcanons/design choices under the cut! like. a lot. dont say i didnt warn you
starting with my specialest guy fakir:
i had a suuuper clear vision for fakir, and i couldnt be happier with how he turned out, he looks exactly how i imagine him! trying to translate his Bird-Shaped Hair into my style gave me SERIOUS homestuck flashbacks. my affinity for knights with Problems knows no bounds...
adding the hyperpigmentation around his eyes and his acne scars is what really solidified this for me-- i put those in and was like oh!!! there you are!!! my boy!!! and you can tell because i gave him acne scars + thick eyebrows that he IS my boy... there are very clear trends among my headcanons for my faves lol. big noses, thick eyebrows, skin imperfections, heavy eyebags, long dark hair... and fakir truly has it all 😤 he is so Ideal Character Design to me
i think fakir is actually pretty self-conscious about his appearance tho! we see characters like pike and lilie say hes handsome to ahiru, but i dont know how often he actually hears that? and im sure its hard not to compare himself to mytho, who is straight out of a fairy tale; being a regular teenager dealing with regular teen body stuff is hard enough without your roommate being a magically beautiful eternally youthful storybook hero. i think he probably internalises more that people see him as scary and angry, and that the girls who do have crushes on him always frame it in contrast to mytho, who is Good and Kind and Handsome, implying (or sometimes outright stating!) that fakir is Bad and Mean and... Well...
fakir is very sensitive but quiet about it, so i think its a very private point of self-consciousness. i think he puts a lot of semi-secret effort into his appearance; canonically he has a lot of very funny and clearly customised clothing, and he chooses to keep his hair long and in a very particular style (i have a whole breakdown in my mind of how he achieves that style and it involves a surprising amount of pins and an unsurprising fuckton of teasing. i think his hair is a little fried from heat damage!), and i think that probably extends to other things, too, like manicuring his eyebrows and doing a lot of very Teenage Skincare that doesnt actually help his acne much lol. i think he probably has a lot of self-injurious habits and BFRBs like skin picking and chewing, mostly at his acne and around his nails (both of which he hates, because he knows he shouldnt but does it anyway). i think if he does it enough that theres noticeable evidence it feels, like, world-ending for him, ESPECIALLY if anyone asks what happened lol. do not perceive him except in the very specific ways and contexts he approves of THANKS
on to the narratives favorite princess, mytho:
again, i had a pretty clear idea of the vibe i wanted mytho to have going into this-- i want him to have, like, extreme prince charming vibes, very Classically Handsome without necessarily being 'conventional.' i thought a lot about 'the happy prince' story while i was working on this, and really wanted him to look like a cross between how the prince statue looks in my head and a porcelain doll. and also a cross between jonny brown and brigitte bardot? lots of very direct influences for him lol. so! lots of gold tones, gemmy eye color, cute little tooth gap, quivering wide-eyed thousand-yard-stare doe eyes and big ol dolly anime lashes, which were the very last thing i added because i was NERVOUS about pulling those off lol. they turned out cute tho! ive only done a handful of pieces for this series and i can already tell princess tutu is gonna make me up my lash drawing game considerably, these kids all look like they blink and cause a hurricane from the gale force wind of their falsies
also wait i lied the very last thing i did was add his freckles/beauty marks because he needed that little extra oomph and those were It. i think he probably has some on his hands/wrists too 💕
i was a little unsure if my idea for his hair would translate with this flat-color approach but im pretty happy with it! its supposed to be afrotextured hair (somewhere between 3b and 4c i think? wide range of potential i knowww but im still kind of hammering out my headcanons okay, this is exploratory lol) thats been rolled and finger-styled into his little feather shapes. i think loose, chunky twists would be another fun way to interpret his hair and twists are one of my fave styles to draw do i might draw him like that at some point too...
i guess fakir is the one who styles his hair for him before mytho gets his heart back? i imagine fakir is pretty meticulous about maintaining mythos health and appearance, even at the worst stages of their relationship. i think itd be hard for fakir to frame the way he treats mytho as For Mythos Sake if he wasnt doing some level of actually beneficial care for him, so being really fastidious about things like mythos diet and sleep hygiene and hair care and such gives fakir an outlet for his 'you just have to do what i tell you' thing that helps him convince himself it really is helping, no really, hes doing this for mythos benefit and he just has to be strict with him because mytho doesnt UNDERSTAND he needs PROTECTING and fakir is the ONLY ONE who can do it so mytho HAS to let him because if he doesnt then why does fakir even EXIST, if he cant manage this then what is he good for, and--
yknow. the usual complexes. and their relationship is so complex!!! but also so simple, but like. in a good way. fakirs behavior is complicated but his motivation regarding mytho is SO straightforward which makes that downward spiral into harm really easy to map out... i wont go much into that in this post since this is about visual/appearance-related headcanons but just. augh. i love this show and i love these characters!!! and i hope its apparent in my work that i do love them so <3
im hoping to do a set of these for the girls next!!! i have some other stuff to finish first but hopefully... Soon... Some Birds...
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The 'Oh Dear This Got A Little Filthy' Prompt List
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Also read the rules and do not forget to put the entire prompt into your ask!
I heard you're back together and if that's true, You'll just have to taste me when he's kissin' you
I write my name with lipstick on your chest
You wanna guess the color of my underwear, Is it pretty in pink or all see-through?
I said I would die for you, baby
I leave a mark so you know I'm the best
Treat me the way I like Don't you take your time
You wanna put 'em in your mouth, pull 'em all down south
He pins you down on the carpet, Makes paintings with his tongue 
You sold me lies just by the way you look
Come right on me,
I was in a sheer dress the day that we met
Every time you close your eyes And feel his lips, you're feelin' mine
I dug my grave watching the way you move
Drowning in the words that I wish we never said
Who's the cute boy with the white jacket and the thick accent?
There's so many things I'm tempted by But you bring me back to the light
You can have him if you like I've been there, done that once or twice
And keep me stuck in your mind Baby, rain or shine
Visions of her naked in my head
How you're lookin' at me, yeah, I know what that means
I thought I was about to be a father
No more thinking about you late night
Losing all my innocence in the backseat
Try it, bite it, lick it, spit it, Pull it to the side and get all up in it
I don't want to lose you, baby But I can't play this game no more
Yeah, I know I've been known to share
I know it's so wrong, but it feels so right
It's that lacy black pair with the little bows The ones I picked out for you in Tokyo
How you talk so sweet when you're doin' bad things
Somewhere deep in you Somewhere deep in me, Oh, there's still two lovers
'Cause no one's more amazin' At turnin' lovin' into hatred
I saw them when you sat down, they were peekin' out I'm gonna tell you right now, they're all I'm thinkin' about
And I hope that you're so damn sure that leaving me was right
Fog up the windows in the parking lot
Done picking up pieces of my soul up off the floor
Therе's a hole in my chest 'Cause the day that you left Was the day that I died
Baby, I'm just a man
But tonight I save my life when I showed you the door
And there ain't always blood in a fight
I won't give a fuck about you
You tried to take away my sanity Baby, that ain't for me
Want you every second, don't need other guys
How you pick me up, pull 'em down, turn me 'round 
I need to know if you're okay I wanna know, I need to know if you're okay
Drink all night till I can't walk in a straight line
I'm right there where you left me Standing in the kitchen
There's a war up against my heart and head
You do somethin' sus, kiss my cute ass bye
Oh, I remember how you were You were every shade of perfect
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[CN] MLQC Season 2 Chapter 51 Translation (Part 1)
⚠️  SPOILER ALERT  ⚠️ This post contains a VERY HEAVY SPOILER for the chapter that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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Pushing open the door in front of him, he immediately saw the girl he had been searching for. 
She's all alone, confined within a glass container secured by layers of locks and cables.
The blinking red lights from the instruments cast an eerie crimson color on her. In that instant, he even felt like she might not be breathing anymore.
It's as if the last thread holding onto something in his mind had snapped.
Previous Lucien’s chapter -> [Here]
[Background Info]
VERY recommended to read [R&S Threshold] first for more pain
Anyway so- recently this phenomenon called space rift suddenly appeared in every corner of Loveland City. Many organizations including NW and STF have been keeping an eye on it. Lucien's chapter in this batch will be focusing on the 'the rifts'
Note that I won't delve deep into the "Odyssey" plot because it'll be the focus of Kiro's chapter. So, I will only write important plot points when the story touches that plot.
[Chapter 51-1]
There's a gaming company called Infinite that recently launched a new game called "Odyssey" and this game has managed to maintain its high level of popularity for several consecutive days. Things that's been happening like space "rifts", or discussions about the conference can't even dampen the enthusiasm about the game.
MC receives an unexpected collaboration invitation from Infinite. As she reviews the proposal, they discover that Infinite plans to use their latest virtual reality device, the Golden Apple3, for the game's promotion.
She remembers that she had experienced the previous version of that virtual reality device, Golden Apple 2 (1st Lucien's company story). In the end, her company quickly agrees to the collaboration because it's such a significant contract.
When MC returns home, it's already close to 10 p.m. And something strange happens after she steps out of the elevator.
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It is almost ten o'clock when I return home from work. Just as I step out of the elevator, a sudden sense of deja vu runs through my body.
I hesitate and stop my steps for a moment, but that feeling has already disappeared without a trace.
I notice several packages piled up at my doorstep. As far as I remember, I haven't ordered anything recently.
I puzzledly try to pick up one of them, but my fingertip goes straight through the box!
MC: …!
I blink in disbelief, and the cardboard box lies perfectly intact at my doorstep as if what happened just now was just my imagination.
Am I so tired that my vision is playing tricks on me...?
I cautiously reach out and wave my hand, but the cardboard box in front of me remains untouchable as if it were a mere projection.
MC: (confused) ...What is going on?
The delivery boxes clearly have my name and address on them, but the shipping dates for all of these packages are... ten days later?
Feeling puzzled, a shadow falls beside me. I turn around, and a familiar person is standing behind me, seemingly out of nowhere.
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MC: Lucien?
The strands of his bangs obscure the light, casting his already emotionless eyes into deeper shadows. The bandages wrapped around his wrist are soaked with oozing blood, the vivid dark red strikingly catches my eye.
MC: What happened to you!!
My heart tightens, and I hurriedly rush toward him, but my body "passes through" him just like it did with the delivery boxes.
In the next moment, Lucien disappears, leaving only a tightly closed door standing in front of me.
I touch the door in bewilderment; it feels cold and solid.
When I lower my head, the pile of packages at the doorstep has completely vanished without a trace just like Lucien.
MC: What on earth is happening…
??: MC?
I turn around in surprise and see Lucien walking out of the elevator with a smile on his face.
MC: Lucien-?!
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I quickly walk over and, to his surprised expression, I push back his bangs.
His smooth forehead shows no signs of injury, and his deep eyes carry a slight hint of confusion, but he cooperates with my actions.
After confirming that there are no wounds on Lucien's body, I finally breathe a sigh of relief and meet his inquisitive gaze.
Lucien: Did this classmate here find something on my face?
I retract my hand from his waist, feeling somewhat embarrassed as I avert my gaze.
MC: It's nothing, I was just... I...
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Seeing me a bit tongue-tied, Lucien smiles and soothingly takes my hand.
Lucien: Although I don't know what you were looking for, the hallway lighting isn't great. Come inside, and we can talk slowly.
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(Lucien's 5th birthday bgm playing)
I sit on the sofa, cradling the perfectly warm hot chocolate, and take a sip. The sweet, aromatic flavor relaxes my entire body.
MC: I didn't expect Professor Lucien to start drinking this sweet beverage as well.
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Lucien: While shopping at the supermarket, I remembered how you couldn't stop praising the taste of this chocolate, so I bought it.
Lucien: After all, if I invite you for tea at this hour, the Great Producer who works hard all day might have trouble falling asleep tonight.
Lucien sets his cup down and gently takes my hand.
Lucien: (getting closer) Now, can you tell me why you wanted to give me a "body checkup" as soon as we met?
I purse my lips and explain the "strange event" I just witnessed to Lucien in detail, my brow furrowing in puzzlement.
MC: Could what I saw just now be one of those "space rifts" that have been appearing sporadically in Loveland City lately?
MC: I got a little panicked earlier and didn't think about it at the moment.
Lucien: I understand. After all, concern can lead to panic.
I hear a low, deep chuckle beside me. I tilt my head slightly and am met with a deep smile, causing my ears to flush.
Lucien: But you're right; it should be one of those "space rifts," so there's no need to worry too much.
Lucien: It's not reality, at least not something happening right now.
Seeing my continued confusion, Lucien continues to speak.
Lucien: Recently, various organizations have been observing it, and I've also gathered some relevant information.
Lucien: It's caused by an unknown energy fluctuation, which tears open a "rift" in the present space and projects a "phantom" from the future.
Lucien: They can't be touched, and they don't affect reality.
Lucien: A more straightforward explanation would be some form of "foresight”.
I nod thoughtfully, grasping a certain point.
MC: So, these images from the future, are they bound to happen later?
Recalling him with bandages earlier, my heart tightens once again. As if he noticed my anxiety, Lucien clasps my fingertips and gently strokes them.
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Lucien: (softly) I think the so-called doomed fate has long been shattered by you.
Lucien: Otherwise, the "doomed" comet destined for Earth should also follow its predetermined course.
His voice carries a reassuring certainty that can calm anyone as if nothing that happens can deviate from the path he holds in his hands.
Lucien: So there's no need to worry too much. Since I already know about this "future," I'll be even more careful.
MC: (worriedly) I'm just concerned if there might be any accidents... Professor Lucien, you won't be doing anything dangerous recently, will you?
Lucien: Hmm... (chuckle) Some of the experiments I'm currently working on do involve chemicals that aren't entirely safe.
MC: ... Are they toxic substances? Or the kind that could cause explosions?
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Lucien: (chuckle then teasingly says)  Both, actually. But in my case, the likelihood of them occurring is almost zero.
His playful tone eases my concerns to some extent, but I still have a lingering unease. After some thought, I take out a few colorful ropes from my bag.
MC: Just in case, I want to add a "safety net."
MC: Yesterday, I had an interview right next to Grandma Wen's* shop, so I stopped by for a while afterward.
MC: She taught me a new knot, which she said could bring good luck.
Lucien leans quietly against my side, his fingertip lazily twirling the other end of the thread.
Lucien: Today, Pete was showing off the protective amulet he got from the temple at the research institute, claiming it's very effective and recommending it to everyone.
Lucien: But now it seems that I can get a more effective "amulet" without going to the temple.
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MC: How could something I make be as good as something blessed at the temple?
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Lucien: In Buddhism, the blessings of the Buddha are for all living beings. But what you make, all the intentions and feelings behind it belong to me alone.**
The subtle rise in his deep tone has an intoxicating effect and makes me feel entranced. In that momentary lapse of attention, the threads in my hand have become tangled.
The soft laughter in my ears carries a husky undertone as if he sees through all the restlessness in my heart.
MC: Please don't "cause trouble" Professor.
Lucien: Hmm? (chuckle) I'm just here to observe and learn.
He leans in beside me, watching attentively. After a while, a somewhat decent knot appears in my hands.
MC: (smiles softly) Although a bit superstitious, I hope it can help you ward off disasters.
Lucien: I heard that carrying these lucky charms close to your body enhances their effectiveness.
His fingertip gently traces the lucky charm, and he winks at me.
Lucien: (whispers charmingly) Would you be willing to help me put on this token of luck yourself?
*: Grandma Wen is the same grandma that taught MC to make a peace knot back in S1 chapter 9, she also appeared in Bound by Love SP (Chinese Wedding SP)~
**: This small bit is a nod to his 2023 Qixi Karma Date! 🥺. For him, her blessing and protection far outweigh any blessing that ‘god/gods’ can give him, and he is her most devout ‘believer’.
[Chapter 51-3]
After confirming cooperation with Infinite, MC is invited to experience the game device Golden Apple3 by them at the weekend.
On Saturday, I wake up early, and as soon as I push open the door, I notice that someone is already waiting for the elevator in the hallway.
MC: Good morning.
Lucien is wearing a casual but modest windbreaker. Upon hearing my voice, he turns around and there's a hint of surprise in his smiling eyes.
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Lucien: You're up so early on a Saturday. Is there something going on?
MC: (smiles) I signed a collaboration with Infinite for their new game, and today, I'm going to try out their gaming equipment.
Lucien: Is it the game called "Odyssey"?
MC: Oh, you know about it too?
Lucien: Since the first-generation products of GA, they've been using a lot of technology related to brainwaves and data conversion.
Lucien: Today, they invited me to attend an internal neuroscience conference.
I recall the testing of their first-generation product with a little smile.*
MC: It's a shame I won't have another chance to be your “examiner”.
Lucien: So, you really like that role?
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MC: Well, it's not every day I can get Professor Lucien to call me "Examiner".
The elevator doors also open as he speaks.
Lucien: Since our destination is the same, how about catching a ride with me, Miss Examiner?
They arrive quickly at the futuristic place. Once they're here, they part ways, and MC shakes her phone to Lucien to indicate that she'll contact him later.
MC is welcomed by the game producer, Bi Fang, who was rescued at the GR auction.
Because the game closed its first beta last week, she can't experience the game yet, however, she still can experience other things with the Golden Apple 3 device. With the accompaniment of a swan AI assistant called "Swan Lake" she experiences "Loveland City" in Golden Apple 3 VR. The technology is pretty great, "Loveland City" in the VR is identical to real-life Loveland City and her experience feels very real.
Guided by the swan, I stroll through the virtual Central Park. The refreshing air fills my senses as I gently run my fingers over the roadside flowers, their soft petals still carrying a cool morning dew, sticking to my fingertips.
I walk all the way from Central Park to my own home. Gazing at the apartment building in front of me, I'm unable to hold back my emotions.
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MC: It's truly identical. It's just a bit quiet, a little more liveliness would be great.
Swan Lake: Received the request, I have polished the scene for you.
I haven't reacted yet when suddenly my vision blurs for a moment. When it clears again, there are many pedestrians in front of me.
Someone walks by talking on the phone, and people are playing with children downstairs. I ask the little black bird next to me in a daze.
MC: Are these also data?
Swan Lake: Yes, these scenes are simulated based on the environmental data we have collected.
As I speak, I even see the familiar security guard at the entrance nodding at me.**
The familiarity of the scene made me think that in the next moment, someone should come out of the apartment building, smiling and calling my name.
In the blink of an eye, it seems like there's a blurry figure gradually becoming clear behind the glass door.
I was about to speak when I suddenly heard a somewhat urgent "beep-beep" sound in my ears.
Swan Lake: Administrator permissions detected, experience will be terminated shortly.
The scene in front of me gradually dims, and the surrounding white noise disappears. The helmet is removed by someone, and the glaring light makes me squint.
Bi Fang mentions that the company is facing some issues and they need to evacuate. He doesn't explain more and looks a little anxious. Though MC is a bit puzzled, she quickly sends a message to Lucien and follows the crowds towards the escape corridor.
??: MC.
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My wrist is enveloped by a warm palm, and when I turn around, I see that familiar figure.
MC: I just messaged you, did you also receive the notification?
Lucien: It's not clear what's happening yet. Let's follow the staff's instructions and leave this place for now.
??: AH– what's that?
An unknown commotion up ahead makes the orderly crowd move faster. Just as we turn the corner, I freeze in place at the scene in front of me—
An irregular, semi-transparent shadow hovers in the middle of the corridor. A faint mist emanates from it and slowly spreads to the side.
Lucien's brows furrow slightly as he tightens his grip on my hand.
Lucien: It's a rift.
I haven't had a chance to digest his words when the spreading mist gradually creates some kind of shadowy figures of nearby people, the shadowy figures slowly lining up in a long row.
MC: Isn't this rift a bit strange…
Lucien: If I'm not mistaken, it seems to be affecting reality.
*: She’s recalling Lucien’s first company cooperation story - [Simulation Project]
**: That security guard is actually Lucien's spy that often appears in some R&S, especially in [An Elusive Man] and [The Eyes That Witnesses] 😂
[Chapter 51-5]
The sudden appearance of the eerie phenomenon plunged the crowd into chaos. The black edges of the rift in the corridor also slowly expanded outward.
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Lucien raises his hand a little towards the rift, and I suddenly feel a slight heaviness in my body. The air around me seems to distort for a moment.
I immediately realize he's exerting gravity, but the rift remains unresponsive.
At that moment, another powerful energy fluctuation sweeps through, elongating those eerie rows of shadows even further.
??: Ahh-!
Amidst the chaotic noise, a scream erupts as someone is pushed to the edge of the rift. In an instant, his body begins to turn transparent.
Lucien reaches out towards him but passes directly through the semi-transparent figure. Seeing this, I instinctively pulled him too.
At the moment of contact, a familiar power within me seems to resonate strangely with the surrounding energy.
Crackle—
A burst noise echoes through my eardrums as if a signal is being disrupted, and a blurry scene flickers before my eyes.
Crackle—Crackle—
A muffled and heavy roar reverberates in my ears as if many cold metal pieces are grinding and rotating.
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In the blurry picture, I faintly see some huge, heavy gears surrounding me, slowly turning.
MC: ...Gears?
Lucien: MC!
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I hear Lucien’s voice and snap back to reality.
The gears and sounds have all vanished, and in that instant, I feel a tangible sensation in my palm— I’ve caught that person.
Lucien grips my wrist and we pull that person out together. Then, we retreat to a more distant place with the crowd.
Lucien: Are you okay?
I shake my head in disbelief, subconsciously recalling the scene from just now. What were those rotating gears?
I lift my head and meet Lucien's concerned gaze, noticing that his expression hasn't changed. The people around us are still in the same state of panic.
I instinctively ask.
MC: Lucien, did you see anything just now?
He shakes his head, his gaze conveying a mixture of confusion and inquiry, indirectly confirming my conjecture.
I'm the only one who sees those mysterious gears.
At this moment, a resounding and powerful sound echoes down the corridor as a team dressed in Special Task Force uniforms marches through, taking control of the chaotic scene.
STF Member: An Evolver with an uncontrollable ability has appeared inside the building. The Special Task Force has already taken control. Please do not panic and evacuate orderly through the stairs.
After receiving clear instructions, the crowd that was previously in disarray slowly regains order.
As they move further away from the rift, the distortion gradually fades.
STF Member A: The situation here is dangerous. Please cooperate with the evacuation.
The special forces officer stands between us and the rift, not allowing anyone to get closer. Lucien calmly glances at the rift that almost swallows the corridor.
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Lucien: This rift is different from what we've encountered before. It just exhibited characteristics of reality interference a moment ago, and it's still expanding its scope.
Lucien: Apart from simply evacuating the civilians and controlling the scene, you might need to prepare additional measures.
The STF officer hesitates for a moment, and it seems that he hears something through his earpiece. After listening, he nods in agreement with Lucien.
STF Member A: Thank you for the information. Please leave this area for now.
I look back at that dark silhouette again before I am led away from the building by Lucien.
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Back in the car, I fasten my seatbelt and still feel a bit anxious.
MC: Lucien, what will happen after that rift?
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Lucien: I'm not entirely sure, but the Special Task Force should have a plan in place to prevent any major repercussions.
Listening to this, I feel relieved and lean back in the car seat, recalling the sensations I felt when I caught that person.
Like an unspoken connection, Lucien also thinks of the same thing, and he slightly glances at me.
Lucien: How did you manage to catch that person just now?
MC: I'm not entirely sure, but I felt a surge of power resonating with the CORE, and then I can hold that person.
Lucien remains silent for a moment, as if contemplating something.
Lucien: My Evol can't interfere with it, but yours can. Perhaps it's because of the unique nature of your power.
MC: Are you talking about... CORE?
Lucien: This is just my speculation, after all, CORE possesses many powers that we have yet to fully understand.
I look at my palm in silence, carefully recalling the resonance of power I felt when I caught that person.
Lucien's guess is probably correct. But why can the power of the CORE interfere with the rift?
And also, the spinning gears I saw for that brief moment…
In the rearview mirror, Infinite's building gradually fades into the distance, but there's always an indescribable unease lingering in my heart.
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The car comes to a slow stop at a red light, and a hand gently covers my cold hand.
Lucien: Everything happens for a reason.
Lucien: Don't worry too much, every problem has its corresponding solution. It may just take more or less time to find it.
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The sunlight casts long diagonal shadows through the window, spreading across the papers strewn on the floor.
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The young man with green hair sits on the floor, scribbling furiously. Messy equations occasionally fly off the edge of the paper, getting written halfway on the floor.
"The results will vary based on the change in C, but each time, it only gets infinitely closer to the threshold..."
Suddenly, a shadow appears on the windowsill. Joker doesn't pay it any mind, he just moves his papers to where there's more light and continues writing rapidly.
Along the windowsill, a young boy swings his legs and pouts.
Uno: Joker, how long do you plan to stay cooped up in here? Something interesting happened outside today.
[Chapter 51-7]
After close monitoring by the Special Task Force, the rift that had taken hold in the Infinite building completely disappeared after one day.
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MC: "According to the investigation, the rift inside the Infinite building was caused by intense Evol fluctuations."
MC: "If any citizens witness similar phenomena, please don't hesitate to contact the Special Task Force at any time..."
After dinner, I lean back on Lucien's sofa, scrolling through today's news.
MC: ... I didn't expect this rift to last so long.
MC: The official explanation in the reports also matches what the Special Task Force explained on the scene yesterday.
Lucien: Until we have gathered enough information, this explanation is the least likely to cause a commotion.
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The sofa next to me sinks slightly, and his familiar clean scent lingers around me. I relax and lean back, letting out a yawn.
From yesterday until now, that indescribable sense of worry in my heart has grown stronger.
I keep finding myself thinking about the rotating gears I saw when I got close to the rift and the constantly stretching shadows in front of it.
These scenes are remarkably similar to what I witnessed before at the ruins.*
Could there be a connection between the two? Is it related to the CORE?
Unconsciously, I let out another sigh, and Lucien gently ruffled my hair.
Lucien: (gently) Is it the rift from yesterday that's making you feel so uneasy?
MC: Sigh, it seems like I can never hide any little secrets from you.
Lucien: (smiles) This classmate has practically written her little secrets all over her face. Besides, you seemed a bit distracted during dinner just now.
MC: It seems like I've been a bit overly worried...
Lucien: In most cases, people don't feel uneasy about things they are certain of.
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Lucien: So, turning the unknown into the known, and the out-of-control into in-control will alleviate those worries.
Listening to his words, I hesitate for a moment but still decide to tell him about the gears I saw yesterday and the "prophecy" I once witnessed in the ruin.
Lucien listens quietly, his expression shifting from a brief surprise to deep contemplation.
Lucien: Are you saying that yesterday, when you came into contact with the rift, you briefly saw a scene with many gears?
Lucien: And not long ago, you also saw a similar scene through the power of the CORE in a ruin.
MC: It seems a bit different... What I saw in that ruin, in addition to gears, there were also many human….
MC: Uh, something like "worms"?
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Lucien: …'Human worms'?
MC: Yes, and then those gears eventually devoured them all…
Lucien ponders for a moment, and his eyes light up.
Lucien: Are these "worms" you mentioned similar to the shadowy figures we saw in front of the crack yesterday?
MC: If I must say, there is indeed a resemblance, but the worms I saw in the ruins were much longer than those shadowy figures.
Seeing me gesturing enthusiastically, Lucien takes out paper and a pen from a nearby cabinet and begins to write and draw on it.
Lucien: MC, have you ever heard of "four-dimensional worms"?
MC: Four-dimensional worms?
Faced with unfamiliar terminology, I shake my head.
Lucien: In the current dimension, we can only see ourselves in the present moment.
I glance sideways— Lucien is focused on the diagrams drawn on the paper, with a faint upward curve at the corner of his lips.
Lucien: But suppose we step into a higher dimension, the abstract concept of time, which is originally intangible, becomes a visible "axis."
As he sketches, a person's form from birth to old age is stretched out along a long line.
Lucien: And this shape might look like a "worm"... perhaps you've seen similar concepts in many movies.
Lucien: So I speculate that within the area where the rift appeared, there may have been a momentary phenomenon of "transitioning into the fourth dimension."
A simple sketch falls onto the paper, the slender, worm-like shape making the scenes from the ruin become even clearer in my mind.
MC: Yes... it looks just like this! Like a person stretched infinitely!
MC: So, what I saw in the ruin was actually people transforming into a four-dimensional form?
Lucien: That's right, those shadows near the rift could also be part of the "four-dimensional worm".
MC: But what could this signify?
The air falls silent once more, and Lucien speaks after a moment of contemplation.
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Lucien: Some phenomena may only be visible to you as CORE, and they each have their own significance.
Lucien: Can you try to recall where else you've seen similar situations? Perhaps that could be part of the answer.
His question makes me feel anxious.
Of course, I've seen them—behind the gate known as the truth of the world.
But why did the scenes that should have appeared behind the gate show up when I touched the rift?
Complex thoughts are continuously welling up as if some subtle and unnoticed change has already begun.
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Lucien: (tenderly) Are you thinking of some difficult questions?
MC: I'm just thinking... why did it appear?
Lucien: That's a very straightforward question indeed.
MC: Lucien, perhaps you know something?
He pauses for a moment, his fingers gently twirling around my hair as he plays with it.
Lucien: Because of the lack of evidence, I currently only have speculations... My guess is that these various phenomena might be related to that comet.
MC: ….!
Lucien: The earliest energy fluctuations that appeared within Loveland City coincided with the conclusion of the strange celestial phenomena brought by the comet.
Lucien: So my speculation is that perhaps it's a little "surprise" left for us by the comet. Of course, it could also be an entirely new phenomenon.
MC: I can’t believe it was so long ago…!
The timing seems too coincidental. Could the rift truly be connected to the gears or that door?
My mind is in chaos, and I sigh tiredly. In the next moment, I feel tightness around my waist as Lucien pulls my whole body into his embrace.
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Lucien: In most cases, solving problems is the best way to dispel uneasiness.
Lucien: But if the problem can't be solved immediately, there are other little tricks to temporarily ease your mind.
Feeling his arm holding me tighten slightly, I bury my head into his chest and speak in a muffled voice.
MC: Then… Please help me, Professor Lucien.
Lucien: (in an almost whisper) Now, slow down your breathing rhythmically.
I begin to breathe slowly as he instructed. Soon, the faint scent of tea submerges my entire body.
Lucien: (whispers softly) Now, close your eyes and imagine yourself entering a place that makes you feel relaxed...
*BG changes to camphor tree*
As he speaks, a lush camphor tree appears in my mind. A gentle breeze rustles the leaves, and there seems to be a faint, earthy freshness brushing against my face.
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Lucien: Everything that made you uncomfortable seems to have turned into specks of dust in your hands, and you are scattering them into the world.
A deep and slow voice by my ear is carrying a persuasive and gentle inducement.
I subconsciously raise my hand as he instructed, and that inexplicable feeling of unease that had been lingering in my heart seems to have truly diminished.
*BG changes back to Lucien's home*
MC: Lucien, did you perform some kind of magic trick?
Lucien: (chuckles and then whispers softly) It is a 'magic' that already exists in your body, I'm just giving it a little push."
Lucien: When people hug, their bodies produce serotonin and endorphins, which temporarily override negative emotions.
I nuzzle against his neck and shoulder lingeringly, hoping that this hug can last a little longer.
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MC: I feel that it was Professor Lucien's presence that made all the negative emotions in my body disappear.
Accompanied by the low murmur by my ear, the arms holding me are squeezing tighter, deepening this hug even more.
Lucien: (whispers) So, are you feeling better now?
MC: Mm..
I take a deep breath.
Many things don't simply disappear by avoiding them, and I'm not alone right now.
Because the person who can help me uncover the secrets of the rift is right in front of me.
MC: Lucien-
Lucien: MC-
The simultaneous sound makes both of us stunned, but then we exchange smiles.
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[Option 1: You speak first]
MC: You speak first.
Lucien: MC, have you ever considered... personally investigating what the rift really is?
Lucien: For you right now, this might be the quickest way to alleviate your uneasiness.
Words that felt like a meeting of our hearts and minds* left me momentarily astonished. I tilt my head to look at him.
[T/N: always love it when they use the word 灵犀 🥹. There’s no exact english word for it, I usually translate it as ‘tacit understanding’; but even that doesn't do it justice. It conveys the idea that two people understand each other's thoughts and feelings as if they share a special, almost psychic and soul-deep connection]
MC: (smiles softly) Is that also written on my face?
Lucien: (chuckles) No, this is a direction I've speculated about based on my understanding of you, perhaps one that you might find interesting.
Lucien: And for me, it's also what I need right now.
Lucien: Actually, I've been wanting to speak up today to formally invite you to help me with this favor, but I haven't found the right moment.
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Lucien: MC, I need your power to continue exploring the secrets of this rift.
MC: Is it because CORE's power can interfere with it?
Lucien: Yes. I've tried before but never succeeded.
Lucien: But you might be the turning point.
Lucien: Of course, exploring the unknown comes with certain risks. So it's not an obligation, you have the right to refuse.
I tilt my head slightly and wink at him.
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MC: Professor Lucien took the initiative to ask for my help, how could I refuse?
Once, when I was lost and hesitant, it was the person in front of me who gave me the answer - that only by always moving forward can you stay ahead of the world.
And now, it seems I have finally reached a point where I can move forward side by side with him.
I smile and extend my hand to him.
MC: Happy cooperation, Lucien!
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Lucien: I look forward to working with you.
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[Option 2: So... should I go first?]
MC: So… should I go first?
Lucien: (chuckles softly) Of course.
His lips curl up slightly, waiting for my next words.
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MC: If I'm very interested in this rift, would you help me?
His gentle fingertips lightly pinched my ear, the sensation felt like a delicate and soft kiss.
Lucien: How could a teacher refuse to provide extra guidance to a diligent student? Moreover, this happens to align with my wishes as well.
MC: Your wishes?
Lucien:  Actually, I've been wanting to speak up today to formally invite you to help me with this favor, but I haven't found the right moment.
[T/N: the convo stays the same as the other choice after this]
[Chapter 51-8]
"Authentication successful, identity: visitor."
I swipe the visitor card to open the gate and follow Lucien into the grayish-white-toned corridor of the Bioultima Research Institute.
He leads me to an unfamiliar room and makes a welcoming "please come in" gesture.
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Lucien: Please come in, little researcher. This is our "classroom" for today.
I look around this clean and simple small research room, noticing some equipment that's different from what's usually found in normal research institutes. There's also a door on one side of the room.
MC: Is there another room inside?
Lucien: Yes, inside is today's "practice" area.
Lucien then walks over to me, and using fingerprint verification, he opens the hidden door. The moment the door opens, I can feel a faint but very familiar power.
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The small room is empty, but in the corner, there appears a cabinet with only one corner.
The cabinet is "torn" by highly irregular lines, as if someone tore a piece of paper in half, and I can faintly see a border that's softly shimmering.
MC: Is this... a rift?!
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Lucien: That's right, it's a rift that appeared five days ago, and I've managed to keep it here using some special methods.
MC: Can I take a closer look?
Lucien: (chuckles) Just in case, put this on first.
Lucien fastens an electronic bracelet onto my wrist.
Lucien: This bracelet will suppress your Evol. Once it detects an overload of CORE's power, it will activate a protective mechanism.
Lucien: This is to prevent your power from resonating excessively with the rift's power, avoiding any accidents.
I reach out to the rift and pass through it as I did last time, bumping into the cold wall.
Lucien: I've tried various ways to "communicate" with it, but all have failed.
Lucien: However, based on past experiences, I suspect that under the influence of CORE, the rift will establish some connection with reality.
Lucien: So that's why I hope you can help me verify this idea today.
MC: What do you need me to do?
Seeing my eager anticipation, Lucien smiles.
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Lucien: I need you to use the power of CORE on the rift.
Lucien: If we successfully link the rift to reality, we can observe the other side of it.
MC: Make observations?
As soon as I finish speaking, a small robot drives in from the next room and stops in front of us.
Lucien: Mm. If it works, it will record what's on the other side of the rift for us.
Lucien: We can begin when you’re ready.
I nod, thinking that using my ability shouldn't be too difficult. So, I take a deep breath and concentrate on gathering that familiar power within me.
Soon, I feel a faint vibration coming from the other side of the rift.
At the same time, the instrument's screen starts displaying a large amount of data.
Lucien observes the ever changing data with a clear smile in his eyes.
Lucien: We've successfully influenced the rift.
After Lucien adjusts the parameters of the small robot, I nervously watch it slowly move forward. When it reaches the rift, its figure shimmers and merges with the scene on the other side.
Lucien: It has arrived on the other side of the rift.
MC: That's great!
I excitedly take Lucien's hand and shake it, and a small smile spreads across his lips.
Through the camera on the robot, we obtain some data.
MC: On the other side of the rift is the Bioultima Research Center 37 days from now. The passage of time there is the same as it is now...
The constant use of power has left me a little sleepy and I rub my temples.
MC: Lucien, what should we do next?
Lucien:  I want to try to see if I can get my Evol to affect the rift through the power of CORE, but….
He winks and gently taps the edge of my eyebrow.
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Lucien: This diligent little researcher, why don't you take a rest for a while?
MC: I'm fine, I can continue.
I take a moment to collect myself, and see Lucien pause for a moment before turning around and leaving. When he comes back, he puts something white and fluffy in my hand.
The plush and soft texture wraps around my palm, and I lower my head to see a cute white round mochi-shaped keychain lying in my hand, with a pair of bright, lively eyes embroidered on it.
MC: This is... from KIWI's new little mochi series!
Lucien: I remember you mentioned passing by this shop before and how it always gets sold out.
Lucien: I happened to see a shop assistant restocking them on my way to work earlier, so I got one. Originally, I intended it as a gift for the lucky charm, but it has been sitting here all this time.
Lucien: Let it be your cheerleader, and boost the spirits of this hardworking little researcher.
Lucien picks up the little keychain and gives it a couple of shakes while saying this. The fluffy and bouncy little ball truly seems to be cheering me on.
I giggle and hold the soft toy in my hand.
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MC: With this "cheerleader" cheering me on, and the great Professor Lucien keeping watch, I feel a lot more energized, so let's continue.
Lucien smiles and holds my hands in return.
Lucien: Don't be nervous. What you're about to do is similar to what you just did, and you can do it very well.
I close my eyes and awaken the power within me once again.
At the same time, Lucien also extends his hand – a sense of oppression emanates from all around, and the shimmering edge of the rift seems to be suddenly suppressed by an invisible force.
Unlike the situation during the interference at Infinite earlier, the rift clearly starts to contract under the influence of CORE.
As the power is released, I feel myself increasingly in conflict with a massive force.
This sensation presses down on me so hard that I can't catch my breath, and my breathing becomes increasingly rapid.
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Lucien seems to sense it too. He squeezes my hand and asks if I want to stop. But when I look at the rift that has already compressed to a small size, I grit my teeth and shake my head.
The sudden contrast was so great that for a moment I was in daze. I gasp for breath, and the soothing pats on my back bring my restless heart back to its place.
The wall in front of us is clean, and the rift that had shown a corner of the cabinet has disappeared.
MC: Do we... succeed?
I look at Lucien uncertainly, and he nods slightly.
Lucien: (smiles and says in a proud tone, hint of astonishment in his voice) Yes, the first experiment to artificially close a rift is a success. Congratulations to this little researcher.
The sunlight gradually slants westward, casting a warm glow on his hair and softening the profile of his face.
I look at his eyes that still shining brightly in the gradually darkening twilight and find it hard to take my eyes off him.
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Perhaps due to the exhaustion of my power, my brain feels a bit dull. I obediently let Lucien lead me to the sofa in the outer room and sit down.
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— The next moment, a hand covers my eyes.
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Lucien: Take a good rest.
His body heat, carried by his dry fingertips, adds a layer of warmth to the part of our skin that's pressed against each other.
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MC: Professor Lucien, what do you usually think about when you're tired?
Lucien: Most of the time, I have many research projects at hand. If I get tired of one, I switch to thinking about another.
MC: ….
Lucien: Of course, there's one subject that never tires my brain no matter how long I think about them.
Not hearing another response, I curiously open my eyes, and through the gaps between his fingers, I catch a glimpse of his slightly upturned lips.
The last rays of the setting sun hide within his gaze as he looks at me.
[Chapter 51-9]
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MC: Do you want to replace the robot and personally go into the rift?
After successfully closing the rift in the small room, we discovered a new rift in the alley near the research institute.
Lucien used a device that utilizes space-fold to "transport" this rift into the small room for further study.
On the second day, right after the successful completion of the research, he suddenly said he wanted to go inside the rift himself.
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Lucien: The robot's range of movement and recorded data are both very limited. To obtain more information, seeing it with one's own eyes is the most effective way.
Lucien: We can now stabilize the rift's intervention time at 4 hours and 25 minutes using CORE's energy.
Lucien: Although it's not a long time, it should be enough to gather some information.
The rift experiments of these past two days haven't caused any danger, but I still have some inexplicable worries.
The image of Lucien with injuries and bandages in the rift that I saw back then resurfaces at an untimely time, intensifying my worries.
Based on the delivery at my doorstep around that time, it's roughly about a week from now.
MC: So when do you plan to enter the rift?
Lucien: One week from now, next Sunday.
Perhaps noticing my somewhat stiff expression, he sets down the report he was holding and walks over to me.
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Lucien: What's wrong?
MC: …Lucien, do you still remember when I saw bandaged "you" at my doorstep before?
Lucien nods with an understanding look.
Lucien: According to that timing, next Sunday happens to be the day I got injured in the rift that you saw.
MC: (worriedly) Although I don't know if your injury is related to entering the rift...
MC: But just to be safe, it's probably best not to attempt anything risky on that day.
Lucien: (chuckles) Alright, I promise you. If we make it through that day safely, that "future" will also take care of itself.
Lucien: I'll postpone the planned time by one week and make some more thorough preparations.
I sigh in relief and nod. Lucien won't stop exploring because of such a thing, but for now, it's enough to give me some peace of mind.
MC: Then I'm going with you in two weeks!
His eyes flicker with a hint of surprise, then his eyebrows arch, and a soft smile spreads across his lips.
Lucien: Okay.
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The night before “Lucien” got injured in the rift, I was still so nervous that I couldn't sleep much even though we postponed entering the rift.
The next morning, I arrived at the company tiredly with dark circles under my eyes.
Every half an hour, I send him a text message. I have lost count of how many times I have checked my phone screen by now.
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MC: ...It's been a minute, why hasn't he replied yet?
Not even a single word of the lengthy document in front of me enters my eyes, and I anxiously tap with my fingertips.
Buzz, buzz – my phone finally vibrates, and I quickly unlock it. Lucien seems to have sensed my anxiety, and he replies promptly to each of my messages.
Under my constant "supervision", the day passes without incident.
Finally, I can heave a sigh of relief and fully immerse myself in the promotion work for "Odyssey".
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I didn't send out the first batch of promotional advertisements until the end of this week. I walk into the residential area under a sky full of stars and let out a yawn.
Lucien has also become very busy these days, and I can only hear his voice in a few hurried phone calls.
The chat page has been stuck at noon more than a day ago.
MC: I wonder how the preparations are going…
The elevator door opens, and just as I'm about to press the floor button, a figure rushes in before the doors close.
I instinctively turn my head, falling defenselessly into a pair of smiling and dark eyes.
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Lucien: Good evening, it seems that I got lucky today and ran into someone I wanted to see before going to bed.
MC: Are you done with your work?
Lucien: Mm, there was a project at the institute that needed to be rushed recently, so I was quite busy, but it's over now.
The elevator's light makes the dark circles under his eyes more pronounced, and I hold his hand with a hint of concern and distress.
MC: Are you feeling tired? Is tomorrow's plan still the same?
Lucien: Of course, it remains the same.
Lucien: Don't worry, I've set aside some time for rest, which is why I could rush back now.
Although he can't conceal his fatigue, there is a bright glint in his eyes, as if he eagerly anticipates tomorrow.
As the elevator arrives, he holds my hand and walks me to the doorstep of my home.
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At my slightly confused gaze, he leans down and gently approaches me. A hint of white tea's scent fleetingly tickles my nose, and I feel a warm sensation pressing on my forehead.
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In the quiet hallway, only his gentle voice resonates in my ears, accompanied by the pounding of my heart in my chest.
Lucien: (gently) Good night. I hope we both have a good dream tonight.
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Even though I have already made up my mind, I’m still feeling nervous the next day when I put on the bracelet at the Bioultima Research center.
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Lucien straightens out my sleeves and takes hold of my hand.
Lucien: The device to maintain CORE energy is ready. We can depart at any time.
Lucien: Let me confirm one last time, are you really going with me to visit 37 days in the future?
The warmth in the palm of my hand is gentle, carrying a soothing touch. I take a deep breath and nod.
The warm sunlight filters through the window glass, casting a glow on the corners of his upturned lips. It feels as if we're not heading to the unknown land, but towards paradise.
The tightly clasped hands convey his longing into me, and I know that I only need to move forward without hesitation now.
The moment I step into the rift, a tremendous surge of energy comes crashing in—
I barely have time to react before I'm thrown into the chaos. I attempt to reach for Lucien's hand but find that my body seems to be out of control.
I want to scream, but I realize I can't even open my mouth. Amid the chaotic dizziness, I faintly hear some voices.
??: Energy transfer... 132%, detecting... consciousness retained.
??: Increase... output.
The words sound like fragmented whispers, as if there's a thick barrier between me and them. But soon, the voices around me begin to fade away.
In its place, there's a heavy and distant roar that’s not unfamiliar to me.
My body seems to be floating, and I struggle to open my heavy eyelids—
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In the void, massive and worn gears surround me. My body is so tiny that I feel like nothing more than a speck of dust that has drifted in, instantly swallowed by the rotating air currents.
With a discordant shattering sound, a massive gear comes crashing down, and its colossal debris hurtles past me.
Crackle—
The familiar noise flashes through my mind again, and I'm dragged down into the abyss of consciousness by that great force.
In the midst of excruciating pain that feels like it's about to tear me apart, I regain some control over my body, and I struggle to open my eyes—
The scene before me is like being submerged in water, and I can only vaguely see many white figures moving about.
Cold seeps into my body through every crevice of my skin, and at the edge of my slightly distorted field of vision, I catch a glimpse of a black cable floating by.
Am I in... water?
The moment I realize it, a wave of suffocation rapidly spreads throughout my body. I instinctively open my mouth to breathe, and the icy water rushes into my nostrils and throat—
Who will come to... save me?
There's a white figure that seems to have noticed me, approaching and then stops nearby.
Shortly after, a stronger surge of energy rushes into my body accompanied by pain—
Just when I thought I might be torn apart, the door in front of me is pulled open forcefully. In a daze, I seem to I catch a glimpse of a familiar silhouette—
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At the moment he passed through the rift, Lucien felt a surge of electricity tearing through his brain. Before he could even think about what it was, his palm suddenly no longer held her.
When he turned around, he found that the person next to him had disappeared.
The place in front of him was not unfamiliar, it was the narrow alley near the Bioultima Research Institute where the rift had appeared.
He undoubtedly had successfully reached the time and space beyond the rift, but there was no sign of her anywhere.
Lucien's face darkened, and an inexplicable anxiety that he couldn't suppress spread throughout his body along his veins.
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His heart was pounding rapidly in his chest, but he suppressed this restlessness and quickly walked towards Bioultima Research center.
The researchers occasionally passing by in the corridor displayed expressions of surprise, but he paid them no mind. He simply quickly located the room where they had been researching the rift.
Here, he was most likely to find the information that could explain the current situation. However, when he opened the computer and saw the time, his eyes widened in surprise.
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The time displayed on the computer screen was 74 days later.
Confusion and anxiety twisting into a knot in Lucien's heart. He furrowed his brows and opened the folder on the device.
Dozens of files were spread out densely in front of him, and he quickly moved the cursor, scanning over each title.
With sharp eyes, he caught sight of the letters "NW," and his hand paused before clicking on that file.
《Four-Dimensional Rift Stabilization Using CORE Utilization Plan》
Text laden with a wealth of information flowed rapidly before his eyes, and an abundance of data surged into his mind. He could feel the rushing blood in his brain intensifying with each passing moment.
"As a higher-dimensional entity, CORE exists in one and only one timeline across all temporal axes..."
As he continued to advance through the information before him, his gaze gradually turned colder and sharper.
-As it turns out, the world was already changing as a result of the shift in trajectory.
He knew where she would be.
The information in front of him undoubtedly can answer many of his curiosities. However, at this moment, these important pieces of information hold no appeal in his eyes.
He closed the document, preparing to leave, but then he noticed that the notebook on his desk was open. There’s only two scribbled numbers that seem like coordinates on it.
The handwriting belonged to him.
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Lucien: ….
The fragile paper was covered with thin ice, shattering on the floor, and the shattered ice shards reflected the darkness in his eyes.
In the blink of an eye, the scene before him shifted, and the next moment, he found himself in a cold and desolate corridor of NW.
Perhaps he should have made a more thorough plan before taking action, but he didn't want to wait any longer.
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Pushing open the door in front of him, he immediately saw the girl he had been searching for. She's all alone, confined within a glass container secured by layers of locks and cables.
The blinking red lights from the instruments cast an eerie crimson color on her. In that instant, he even felt like she might not be breathing anymore.
It's as if the last thread holding onto something in his mind had snapped.
Everything in front of Lucien's eyes was dyed with a layer of crimson red.
Before even more frightening thoughts came to his mind, he saw that the girl in the glass container seemed to blink, and a little light slowly gathered in her slowly focused pupils.
And then, her lips moved imperceptibly.
"Lucien."
For a moment, Lucien only felt as if all the sounds around him had turned into sharp buzzing, and the blood in his body went straight to his head.
Some researchers noticed his arrival and showed surprised expressions.
Researcher A: Professor Lucien? What brings you here?
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Lucien: (in a cold and commanding tone) Open this.
Lucien pointed at the glass chamber calmly.
Researcher A: CORE is a crucial energy source for preventing dimensional destruction. She can’t leave this place.
Researcher B: Professor Lucien, you also agreed to this plan at the beginning...
Lucien: Move over.
Lucien interrupted the explanation and walked straight towards the nearby control panel. The researchers immediately stepped forward to stop him—
Researcher B: Professor-
Sharp ice spikes shot up from the ground. Crimson blood splattered in the air and then slowly trickled down the frosty ice spikes.
After half a second of dead silence, screams suddenly erupted.
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Camp Wiegman-Part 81
Lucy Bronze x Ona Batlle
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Sunday, April 17th; 2:30 PM - Porto Beach.
“So, how’s it going with your in-laws?”
I’m gazing at the horizon when Alexia's question drops. We decided to have a relaxing day for this first day of vacation in Porto. Jenni is exhausted from the work at the gym, and she wanted us to start off slowly... Well, as slowly as we can, I guess. Alexia and I are soaking up the sun on our towels, while Lucy and Jenni have decided to play a game of volleyball not far from us. It’s hot today for an autumn day, so it’s the perfect opportunity. The beach isn’t crowded, but the sun has brought out a few people anyway. I get it. It’s nice to enjoy this unexpected warmth.
“Well... I had a strange conversation with my mother-in-law this morning.”
“Really? Was it at least in a good way?”
“Oh yes, yes. She straight up told me, ‘Welcome to the family, Ona,’” I mimic in a deeper voice.
Alexia bursts out laughing and props herself up on her elbows. She looks at me through her sunglasses.
“Oh wow, that’s classic. Honestly, you didn’t land the best mother-in-law... Jenni’s parents are lovely compared to her.”
“They seemed pretty nice last night, that’s true. Is it going well with them?”
“Totally, yeah. They’re adorable to me. According to them, I’m her longest relationship... I didn’t know how to take that.”
“I can imagine.”
I laugh before we lapse into a silence. I gaze at the sky where a few clouds are floating, but not enough to cover the sun. It’s strong today. I had to put on sunscreen just in case. With my fair skin, I burn quickly.
“You look like something’s bothering you.”
I sigh and turn my head in her direction. Unlike me, O seems to tan easily. I’m a bit jealous of that. I wish it would happen to me too.
“I think Lucy is hiding something from me.”
She furrows her brow.
“Go on. Why do you think that?”
“She made some vague comments last week, and she’s been acting weird since we got here.”
“Really? I don’t find her behavior different.”
“She’s tense, and I don’t know. I can tell something is bothering her.”
“And do you think there’s a particular reason?”
“I think she went through something here that she’s trying to hide... Or maybe forget. I don’t really know. She barely talked to me about her life here.”
“You sound pretty sure of yourself.”
“It’s a gut feeling. Maybe I’m wrong.”
“Well, ask her.”
“It’s more complicated than that. I don’t want to push her, you know. I feel like she thinks whatever she reveals will change everything between us.”
“That’s silly.”
“Yeah... I know, right?”
I groan and lie down on my stomach. I’m trying to alternate so I get some color on both sides. My friend quickly follows my lead, sighing at the same time.
“I don’t know what to say. Maybe there’s nothing at all. It’s just a feeling, after all.”
“Hmm.”
I’d like to believe that’s the case too. Unfortunately, I don’t think it is.
“And what about you? How did it go between Jenni and Alba? And the party we missed? Was it good?”
She laughs and nods her head. I rest my head on my arms, making sure I can still keep my eyes on her.
“Surprisingly, everything went well. Maybe our big fight wasn’t for nothing. Alba was calm.”
“That’s great!”
“Oh yes, totally. It was a bit tense during their first meeting at the party. Jenni wasn’t comfortable at all at first. Not only did she have to face Alba, but it was also the first time she saw all her students again as my girlfriend, you know?”
“It’s hard to picture her feeling uncomfortable, though.”
I tease, but Lucy reacts the same way. It must be strange for them.
“She was, I swear,” she teases back. “It was funny to see.”
“I bet. Anyway, I’m glad everything’s going well for you. So, how did it go?”
“My brother was cool. He was also a bit tense, but everything went well. They shook hands and, as the evening went on, they started talking.”
“Like, macho talk?”
“No, no. Alba was genuinely interested in him. Like, he wanted to get to know the person I’m with, you know?”
“Wow. Cool. And our friends? How did they react when they saw Jenni?”
“Shocked,” she laughs. “They didn’t understand anything until they connected it with the school story. No one saw it coming.”
“I can imagine. And last week? Did you all stay together as planned? I think that’s what Alba wanted.”
“Yes. Misa and her helped us out with the gym. I think Alba appreciated that she had such an ambitious project. Plus, it seems like playing tough girl bonds them together. They even managed to laugh together.”
I giggle, burying my head in my arms.
“Well, that’s good then... Everything’s finally falling into place.”
“Yeah. We’ve made so much progress, you and Lucy are going to be surprised. Some furniture is already in place now. It’s totally different from when you left. Oh, and, you were right about one thing. Misa isn’t so bad after all.”
I laugh heartily. She finally understood. Her week must have been interesting. I almost regret not being there.
“I know,” I replied.
I have to admit I’m quite surprised after Alba’s outburst when he overreacted. He managed to reassess himself before the meeting. That’s good. Things are getting back to normal. It was about time.
“But still, something was missing.”
“Oh yeah? What?”
“You and Lucy, of course! I can’t wait for school to be over so she can finally spend time with them. You two were really missed at the party.”
“There are only three weeks left now. We’ll manage to hold out for what’s left.”
“Definitely.”
“Just three more weeks...”
I sigh and close my eyes, burying my head between my arms again. All’s well that ends well, finally. I feel reassured. I can go back to relaxing. However, this peace doesn’t last long. After just a few minutes of tranquility, a wet body comes to lie against mine. I gasp at the coldness it brings. When I open my eyes, I spot some brown strands mingling with my blonde hair. I have nothing to worry about when her lips come to kiss my neck.
“You’re wet,” I mumble, making my girlfriend laugh.
“Sorry, I wanted to cool off before hiding your body.”
“Hiding it, huh?” I giggle.
“Well, yes. A group of guys has been watching you a little too closely for a while now.”
“Oh really? Then it’s better to chase them away,” I tease.
“Exactly. Make some room for me.”
“You really can’t just take your towel, can you?”
I grumble, but I still move to the side to let her lie under me. I half-drop onto her with a sigh of contentment. Actually, no. It’s more comfortable this way. Lucy giggles as she wraps her arms around me.
“No, I can’t. You’re starting to get sunburned, though. Are you sure you’re from Portugal?” she laughs.
“Put some more sunscreen on me instead of teasing.”
“Anything for my princess.”
She wiggles around to grab it from our bag above our heads. Once she gets it, she spreads some in her hands before rubbing it on my back. I enjoy her little caresses as she applies the lotion.
“Thanks,” I murmur.
“It’s my pleasure.”
“So, guys, what are we doing tonight?” Ale asks.
“It’s already planned,” Jenni announces.
“Oh yeah? And what is it?” she asks curiously.
- "Well, that’s up to Lucy to ask."
- "Oh, so you’re doing things behind my back now?"
- "Nonsense. I had the idea, and Jenni approved it this morning," she defends herself.
- "And what’s this idea?"
- "Well... I thought of you. I remembered that you like football matches, and there happens to be one tonight."
- "A football match?" Alexia comments. "What a great idea! It’s been ages since I’ve seen one! Did you get the tickets?"
- "Yes, this morning..."
I smile at Lucy, who's been watching me the whole time. I can tell she’s gauging my reaction. The last time I went to a stadium was with my father.
- "That’s a great idea," I tell her.
I kiss her to accompany my words, and I can feel her relax immediately. Her arms tighten around me, and I rest my head against her chest. I smile at Alexia, who has a small smirk.
- "Well, you two look even closer than before... It was already hard to top that, but now..."
I chuckle softly, snuggling against Lucy. She’s right. I think we’ve reached a point in our relationship where there’s no turning back. If a breakup ever happened, it would be devastating.
- "Hmm... You’re right."
- "What did you do in Lisbon last week?"
- "Not much," Lucy replies. "Lots of rest, hikes, and evenings at the beach."
- "Hmm, hmm..."
Her smile grows, and I roll my eyes with a small laugh. I have a feeling she’s going to grill me when we’re alone.
- "Hey, there’s an ice cream vendor passing by. Do you want one?" Lucy offers.
It seems like I’m not the only one trying to dodge the conversation, which makes me laugh again.
- "Good idea, I’ll go with you."
- "Yeah, go ahead, run away instead of telling us what’s changed so much between you two!"
We laugh heartily at Alexia's playful shout as we walk away. I kiss Lucy, who holds me tightly with her arm around my shoulders.
- "I love you," she whispers to me while I’m still giggling.
Sunday, April 17; 9:45 PM - Stadium.
Everyone is shouting around us, Alexia being the loudest. The atmosphere is wild. I don’t remember it being this intense. Lucy had a great idea, and I’m so glad we’re here right now. She’s the best girlfriend. I never thought she’d remember such a small detail I’d told her a long time ago. It’s just a league match, but the fans are giving their all for their team.
- "I can’t believe it! How did she miss such an easy chance!?"
- "I didn’t know she liked football this much," I whisper to my girlfriend.
She laughs, watching my friend who’s now standing, fuming. She’s one of those people who hate when the home team is losing by just one goal.
- "Me neither."
- "Pff! Unbelievable," Alexia says as she sits back down beside me.
- "Sweetheart, maybe you should calm down a bit," Jenni tries to soothe her.
I can’t hold in my laughter anymore, and neither can Lucy. This scene is just too funny. It seems I’m also witnessing a very uncomfortable Jenni.
- "But seriously! Even I could do better than them!" she says, crossing her arms.
- "Oh, really?" I tease.
- "Hey, don’t laugh. I played football for a long time in high school. The only issue was that we kept changing schools."
She crosses her arms and continues sulking.
- "Oh, I didn’t mean to upset you," I giggle. "I didn’t know you played football."
- "Well, now you know. But seriously, this amateur team can’t even equalize," she continues with exaggerated gestures.
This time I burst out laughing. She’s clearly making our night.
- "We really need to think of bringing her along every time we go to a match," I say to Lucy.
- "Oh no, please don’t," Jenni begs from her other side.
The poor girl’s going to have to endure this for a while longer. Halftime eventually arrives. Lucy and Jenni had left a bit earlier to grab something to eat since we hadn’t stopped anywhere before. Alexia has finally calmed down, though she’s clearly upset that her team hasn’t managed to close the gap.
- "So, are you finally going to tell me what’s up with you and Lucy?" she asks.
- "Tell you what?"
- "Don’t play innocent," she says with a mischievous grin. "Something’s different, I can feel it."
- "There’s nothing special, I assure you," I giggle. "I think being away from school has been good for us."
- "Did you tell her about Feli? You know... what she doesn’t know yet."
- "Briefly, yes. She had a feeling, but she cut me off. I think she doesn’t want to know, and that’s fine with me."
- "So, Mapi was wrong in the end."
I chuckle and nod.
- "She doesn’t need to know. Otherwise, she’d be upset."
- "Mum’s the word, I promise," she says with a wink.
I smile sincerely at her. There are perks to being close to two friends at once. If I can’t tell one something, I can tell the other.
- "The important thing is that you were able to let it out. I’ve never seen you so relaxed. You’re at peace."
- "She’s made me feel at peace," I reply.
- "Have you been able to enjoy her company?" she asks, raising her eyebrows suggestively, making me laugh.
- "Stop," I say, blushing.
- "What? You’re not going to get shy about this now, are you?"
- "And what about you and Jenni?"
- "Oh no, no, no. This isn’t about us. Your situation is more complicated."
I roll my eyes. Well, she’s not wrong, but she doesn’t need to remind me. To make her think otherwise, I respond:
- "Well, actually, this trip has been very... fruitful. We’ve enjoyed ourselves... especially in the evenings."
- "Really?" she says, surprised.
- "Oh yes. Lucy is a goddess," I admit, blushing again as I think back to our nights together.
She laughs loudly.
- "Wow... She must have really put you in some kind of state for you to blush like that."
- "Stop, it’s not funny."
- "It’s crazy, though."
- "What is?"
- "Well, a few months ago, she hated me for getting her best friend kicked out. Now she’s dating a student, and we’re even spending time together at her place. I seriously never saw that coming."
- "I believe you."
- "I’m so glad you came to the school. It’s the best thing that could have happened to me. Not only do I have a best friend now, but you’ve completely changed my circle. Everything could have been so different without you."
I smile sincerely at her. I totally understand what she means.
- "I know exactly what you mean. If I hadn’t come here, I’d probably still be in my room, feeling sorry for myself. Or who knows, maybe I’d have left home again to go back to drugs."
- "Don’t say that. I don’t think you would’ve sunk that low."
- "You’re wrong. I think I would have. I had nothing to hold on to before. Now I have Lucy, Mapi, you, and everyone else. And let’s not even talk about my future. I never would have worked in the arts without Lucy."
- "As they say, ‘if’ changes the world. We were lucky that only good things came our way. Not everyone gets that."
- "That’s true," I sigh. "In the end, the school has every reason to exist. It really does work miracles."
Alexia laughs, nodding in agreement. Unlike me, she’s believed in this from the start, but I’m only realizing it now. It’s a good thing it exists. When you're surrounded by good people, everything changes. You lose that hatred for the world. You only see the good. That’s how I feel right now.
- "Do you already know if you’re going to meet Lucy’s family? Jenni told me they all live nearby and that she’s close to them. She thinks you’ll be meeting them soon."
- "Are you reading their minds or something?"
- "Why do you say that?" she teases.
- "When we got back from the beach to change before meeting you, her parents told us they’re organizing a big barbecue. They want me to meet everyone."
- "Really? That’s cool."
- "Yeah... I hope you’ll be invited. That way, you can support me."
- "Oh, I don’t think you need to worry."
- "You just said she’s close to them. What if they don’t like me? What do I do?"
- "Well, nothing at all," she giggles. "Lucy loves you. She’s not going to leave you over that."
- "Hmm..."
"Don’t make that face. I’m sure they’re going to love you. »
- We’ll see.
- You managed to win over her mother in just one day. I think you’ll be able to handle the rest of her family, right?
- Yeah… You’re probably right.
To be honest, her mother is quite something. Even Alexia noticed it after just one meal with her.
- Anyway, all that matters is that Lucy loves you. She’ll never let them bring you down. She doesn’t let anyone do that.
I sigh softly. Now that I think about it, she’s right. Lucy always takes my side, as long as I’m doing the right thing.
- Is she just as nervous about meeting your family? Because she’s going with you to your mother’s wedding, right?
- Yes, but I don’t think so. She hasn’t mentioned it. On the other hand, she’s more anxious about meeting my friends. Well, she already knows them, but you know… being the “commander” and all, she’s not exactly at ease.
- That’s strange, I think… I’ve been thinking since you talked to me this afternoon.
- About what?
- Well, you know, about that feeling you have regarding Lucy.
- And?
- Well, we’re in their hometown, right? What did you do the first time you went home during your first leave?
- Uh…
I frown, trying to remember. I’m not sure where she’s going with this, but I’ll play along.
- I spent time with Mapi, and we went out the next night.
- Exactly. They lived here until at least high school. Don’t you find it odd that Lucy or even Jenni never talk about their friends here? Of course, they have friends in Manchester, but they should have some here too, right?
The thought strikes me. Indeed, Lucy has never mentioned her friends. There’s Jenni, of course, but that’s it. Otherwise, she only talks about her family.
- Hasn’t Jenni ever talked to you about it either? I asked her.
- Well, no, but I’d never thought about it before. Only after what you said this afternoon.
I nod.
- It is strange, indeed...
- I’ll help you investigate if you want, but for now, we’d better change the subject. They’re coming back.
- Thanks, but it won’t be necessary. I’m sure Lucy will talk to me about it when she feels the need.
I turn to see them climbing the stairs. When they reach us, we stand up to let Jenni sit next to her girlfriend. I sit back down at the same time as Lucy, taking my drink and hot dog from her.
- Thank you, that’s sweet.
I give her a kiss, which she accepts with a smile I can feel against my lips. I appreciate that we still show affection for little things. It really expresses our feelings.
- You’re welcome.
- We almost got caught, comments Jenni. There were already a lot of people.
- It’s fine, the second half hasn’t started yet.
- Well, just barely, I point out to them.
The players are returning to the field. It’s crazy how everyone’s eyes are glued to their seats.
- Cool! Finally.
- Please, babe. Try to calm down. Our neighbors are going to lose their patience at this rate.
It’s true that we’ve had several disapproving looks between Alexia’s shouts and our laughter.
- Hmm… Anyway, I’m hungry, she says, taking a bite of her hot dog.
We eat ours while watching the second half. Alexia seems to have taken the hint because she remains much calmer during this time. Maybe it’s because the team managed to equalize as soon as they came back. It’s past eleven when the match finally ends. Everyone is in high spirits, singing along after the team’s victory. Alexia is in total euphoria.
- They fought like tigers! It was amazing.
- So, there’s no stopping her, I tease softly.
- At least she brings good vibes.
I snuggle closer to Lucy, who keeps me close against her. A huge crowd has formed to exit the stadium. It’s a good way to avoid getting lost on our way out.
- We could still go for a drink, my friend suggests.
- Oh, it’s almost midnight, her girlfriend points out. We’re all exhausted.
She looks at us for support. She really seems drained. After all, she’s been working non-stop to get the gym ready to open on time. It must be something, considering she still works another job to cover her rent.
- Well… Why not? Lucy responds. Our car is downtown anyway. Unless you’re too tired, Jenni.
- You’re abandoning me now? I thought we were supposed to stick together!
My girlfriend chuckles softly.
- Sorry, but I thought it was a good idea.
- Come on, babe, Ale pleads. You’re not going to be a party pooper, are you? Even Lucy said yes!
She sighs, running a hand over her head.
- We won’t stay long, I assure her.
- Fine, she mutters. Let’s go then. But I really don’t want to stay out late. I won’t be able to keep up all week otherwise.
- You’re amazing! I promise we won’t stay long!
She leads the way, almost skipping. Lucy laughs at Jenni’s exasperated look.
- Really, Lucy? What’s gotten into you?
- Oh come on, relax. It’s just a beer. You’ll have time to sleep tomorrow morning.
- Hmm. You’ll pay for this.
I smile as I watch them closely. I know they’re close, but I think I’m starting to understand why now… I just don’t know the reasons yet. I hope Lucy will tell me soon, otherwise I’m not sure I’ll be able to resist investigating, and I doubt she’ll appreciate that.
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1.25.23 - ‘Anchor’
Hi y’all! Its been a while since we did a proper blog update, so i figured it was time i talk about the thing people usually talk about when i bring up the main character of our fishing game: “whoah, he’s a big dude huh?”
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Designing a tough guy
When me and Åge first discussed this project, I told them two things would make me automatically passionate about it. The first was that the main character should be a hot dude, and the second was that he should be transgender. Now, at a glance it doesn't seem that complicated (and it really isn’t). I like hot dudes, I like to draw bulk, and I am a trans man myself. Seeing as we are a two-person team, there’s no CEO to tell me what I can and cannot do, so naturally this was how the basic concept ended up.
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Following from there I started designing. I took some amphibious inspiration, building him sort of like a frog- top heavy and with long legs, lending itself well to animating acrobatics. I wanted to make him tall and menacing, with a shadow covering his face to make him seem mysterious. At the same time I couldn't forget his fishing lifestyle. In the end he ended up somewhere between Batman and Popeye, with a sprinkle of elegance for good measure. It turned out to lend itself really well to build him like he was hunting monsters for a living, as that was what the game was turning into.
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After settling on a color scheme of black, white and red, and taking inspiration from the simplistic designs of the UPA-revival movement for ease of animation, I figured he needed a tattoo- both to top off the design and hint at his marine connection. The anchor seemed obvious! A symmetrical object right on the middle, plenty of body hair, and our main man was ready for the screen!
The tough guy through a queer lens
I have a huge soft spot for towering tough guys, it's no secret. From Conan to the T-800, this hyper masculine archetype may seem dated and boring to others, but personally I cannot get enough of it. What kind of pressure does it take to make a man two steps from a monster? In an odd sort of way, I suppose I find it relatable. Furthermore, I always find masculinity as a topic lends itself really well to a transgender lens- it's like free nuance! It is one thing to be born into this cruel, limiting role.. But what does it tell of a character, their story, when it is a choice?
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Some people express confusion learning that this fisherman is transgender, which drives the question: should you be able to tell? Frankly, I think there should be a hell of a lot more trans men in media before we tackle this question. Assuming someone can’t be genetically tall and bulky due to the gender assigned at birth is an awfully dated idea to begin with, in my humble opinion.
I am out here making what I  would like to see a trans man in a videogame do, which is be huge, wrestle monsters and kiss cute guys. A topic me and Åge started tackling back in the Liquid State days was the concept of a trans power fantasy- which is exactly what it reads on the tin. While there are few men (trans and not) who fit into the shapely mold of a hyper masculine, sword-swinging barbarian god, many admire these characters and live out their fantasies through them.
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Besides, you can tell! We specifically make excuses to show off his shark-teeth patterned top surgery scars because we want people to know. Hey, are you a trans guy that likes bulky dudes? This one’s for you!
In conclusion
While my inspirations are deceptively simple and reasons are uncomplicated, I often catch myself thinking about this design. Is it realistic? Is it alienating? Is it empowering? Is it wise? Even if he was designed straight from a trans man’s gut with no worries about the greater question of good representation, I often find myself thinking as though the task of representing all trans men lies solely on my shoulders. It is an unrealistic, unfair expectation. I am not all trans men, neither is he. 
His design and background is a love letter to one of my favorite types of characters, no doubt mixed in with years of queer, man-loving brain soup. He is what I like, and what I want to see in a video game. At the end of the day, I can only hope that what I enjoy also appeals to others.
So far, all signs point to yes. :)
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This is our fanart wall, right by my desk at our office. I put them right where i can see them every day. Thanks for the support, folks- it means the world to me.
-Hauk Want to know more? Follow us here or on Twitter for regular updates on this project- or click here to join our discord!
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speculating litg s8 characters part 3, here's cat cafe girl
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so I could be dead wrong but my first thought is that this is fusebox's adorable (but unromanceable 😔) black girl. Think Thabi, Genevieve, and Willow (before she gets merged with the other girls). OR she's the out there life of the party funny girl who's only into you like Bella or AJ (but I feel less strongly about this just bc it seems like she's straight, so I did go primarily with the first option but I don't see why we can't make her adorable, funny, AND an LI).
so yea for whatever reason I see her as being either a late game love interest who doesn't realize her feelings at first or just like the other girls, not a love interest at all. if she is a love interest I'm imagining dyed hair (like Bella) and if not well then moreso like Thabi Genevieve and Willow, afro textured natural hair. I felt like switching it up (and also i couldnt decide between the two styles) so I just borrowed a picture of jhene aiko that was cute so it's still very voluminous hair but like dyed red. after i drew this i saw a tiktok where this woman had goddess braids and i was like oh thats cute too and i dont know if we've had a character with braids since najuma so maybe that. point is im indecisive she could look like anything as long as the hair is making a statement.
also willow/genevieve/thabi are closer to being midsize i would say (probably not quite, maybe just in between lol... women's sizes are confusing but this isn't a post about that) so anyway i just made her body type similar too.
The thing about the cat cafe though is that I instantly was thinking of some of my friends, who are Asian, but I do still think my other prediction that its the cute black girl is true. so I drew her blasian (I'm thinking like Naomi Osaka, Jhene Aiko) and I don't know if fusebox would put in a blasian character (the hardly put in any memorable east asian women anyway but more than the actual show at least) but I think she's cute and again just for the sake of changing it up.
i keep calling her cute bc of the cafe stuff but the drumming thing and the funny girl thing got me thinking about Bobby in his punk band (if I ever write an AU you bet they're gonna be in the same band) and that influenced her style. Still very colorful but cozy (I looked up some cat cafes on Google for this) but also a little alt (I tried googling soft grunge aesthetic which turned into e girl which turned into whatever this is). alternatively, maybe she's got dark academia vibes but that's not really fitting love island's summer aesthetic lol
i hope she's nice; she seems nice. maybe a little messy like uma or just waiting for someone perfect like thabi.
side note when i opened tumblr to post this i saw a starfire drawing and i think she could rock a Starfire cosplay
cat earrings! self explanatory
i just realized I didn't draw it but also bc cafe vibes I'm thinking she wears glasses like Thabi
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hgejfmw-hgejhsf · 8 months
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Find the Words!
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Thank you @anincompletelist and @theprinceandagcd for two tags in this game!
*cracks knuckles* Let's see what my WIPs have, shall we?
My words are: make, hide, square, edge, atmosphere
AND
hope, smooth, skin, water, paper
After the cut for length and suggestibility (on a couple)
Word: make WIP: Henry hurt/comfort
“I think,” Alex starts, wondering if this is one of those moments that his mom meant about flying too close to the sun before he realizes that no, being in this car and leaving this way is. So he quickly adjusts course, “I’d like to go back. To make sure Henry’s okay.”
Word: hide WIP: A deleted scene from Take Your Time
You’re the sun. Shining your warmth down on the icy waters. Bringing an end to the darkness. But also shedding light on the destruction that has been wrought. I strayed from the light for so long because I feared what I would see when I could no longer hide behind the excuse of blindness to the truth of my own existence. Cold-hearted. Turning back all who venture near out of fear. And now I realize precisely what that all means. I’m not the unsinkable ship. I’m the iceberg.
Word: square WIP: None of the above, I'm afraid haha
Word: edge WIP: The Notebook AU
“What the fuck is all this security doing here?” Alex asks as June blows a kiss to Nora that she catches and apparently uses as some sort of secret fuel for her bumper car, jettisoning it head-on into the wall and screaming as she does it. He glances at the surrounding perimeter along the edge of the carnival, security guards in suits with earpieces like something straight out of a spy movie standing unmoving nearby.
Word: atmosphere WIP: Also none of the above!
Word: hope WIP: DNC fill-in-the-blanks
It remains even after collapsing, physically and mentally spent, into sheets that are not his own, and sliding his own calloused fingers over his bare skin in the desperate hope that the memory of Henry’s soft fingers playing a muted melody over his ribs might come back to him. It lingers despite the sight of Henry’s face, pixelated and blurry in the dark of the night on his phone screen, enough to make him come with just a few strokes of his hand at the tenor of Henry’s voice. It hums through his body, until he has no choice but to seek refuge against the closest nearby structure to regain his composure, for every single second that all six of the senses he was blessed with aren’t filled with Henry.
Word: smooth WIP: Lake house 5+1
The sun is just beginning to start its descent to the horizon for its well earned slumber after another perfectly dazzling summer day spent bringing new freckles to life as previously undiscovered landmarks on a map of soft, smooth skin, dancing in narrowed blue eyes rarely unhidden from behind dark glasses, and bleaching already golden hair to a resplendent color unnamed by nature. Alex lounges on the hammock, drifting somewhere in that blissful heaven between sleep and waking, when you can feel the breeze on your skin as your subconscious slowly concocts the perfect dream of long legs and nimble fingers and effervescent laughter. Henry lies beside him, his sun kissed skin warm against Alex’s leg, an anchor to the consciousness he can slowly feel slipping away with each passing moment.
Word: skin WIP: Drunk Me
But privately, he wondered if he’d ever have the chance to meet the boy who he so deeply admired for his ability to exist entirely beneath the world’s spotlight without so much as a flinch to indicate that it ever made him uncomfortable. Alex, on the other hand, had taken to pressing his lips to the key around his neck before each public appearance, a grounding technique that reminded him he always had a quiet home to return to when all was said and done. Henry, on the other hand, had nothing but palaces behind wrought iron gates. He hoped maybe someday they could be friends, and maybe he could even show Henry where he grew up. The Texas sun on his skin would definitely be warmer than the glow of ancient chandeliers.
Word: water WIP: Alex's bedroom canon divergence (movieverse)
He smirks at that thought. At Henry, standing in a steaming shower, with water dripping from his golden hair and collecting in dewdrops on his eyelashes, the suds from whatever expensive body wash he uses that keeps him smelling like clean linens and fresh grass even in the dead of winter sliding over his bare skin to reveal 10 small purple bruises in the shape of Alex’s fingertips. A part of Alex he won’t be able to wash away as easily as buttercream melts and slips down a drain.
Word: paper WIP: NYE Get Low Alex POV (movieverse)
“I’d be a writer…live in Paris,” Henry explains, and it suddenly makes so much sense. Like a piece of a puzzle sliding perfectly into place and revealing an entirely new image. Alex can see Henry, the same Henry who waxes poetic about Byron’s poetry for as long as Alex will tolerate and then some, sitting inside a coffee shop in Paris with a stack of paper and a pen, scribbling furiously, his eyes bright and alive with the same passion Alex can sense when he speaks of the work of other famous writers. Alex can’t help but smile at the thought.
I'm going to make this an OPEN tag, because I know a lot of people have already been tagged, and I don't want y'all to feel overwhelmed by all the words! @kiwiana-writes as the person I know with the most WIP options, you know you're always open to do this...but only if you want!
The words the random generator came up with are: proud, ceaseless, worried, dark, and pointless.
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crazygemini-world · 2 years
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Here's a guzma x older male reader
Guzma = in his 20's/reader= 30
So I'm a sucker for appreciation/comfort and sibling figure in anime and for me Guzma would feel like a burden if he'd talk about his worries to the team(he feels like he needs to be strong for them) so what better but a older brother who knows him like the back of his hands ?
Mentions:theres a theory that Guzma was abuse by his father so warning because it will mention it (and no I don't glorify abuse but I think it's a possibility that what happen to him because of the clues in the game)
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Guzma always act as if everythings alright or at least try,there's somedays he'd lock himself away in his room and would not come out for days.But this time was different and Plum's worried cause's it's been five days,Guzma still didn't come out,not even to eat.
Seeing the way things are going she decides to go and look for someone who she knows would be able to understand and talk to Guzma,his brother.She knows very little about him she heard once while going to talk to Guzma that he was living not to far from Po town so Plum started to search and After hours without success she stumble upon a man with a Beautifly and a Ribombee.He was crafting something ? like a scarf with matching colors with the Beautifly.
She then noticed the similarities of features he had in common with Guzma,the eyes the nose,the jaw .It was without any doubt the one she was searching for.Plum slowly came up behind the older man but before being able to speak a Meowth alart him of her presence.
He turn around with surprise, he's three pokemons on the ready to fight.
"I ain't here to fight ya man !I actually need ya help..."
"My help ?Wait,are you Plumeria ?"
"Yeah that's me"
"Excuse me for that *shows pokemons*I've been provocked in a fight by surprise and dis not like it"
"That's alright but ya are Guzma brother's right ?"
"I am,he told you about me ?"
"Na I learnt about while interupting one of your calls"
"Oh alright,so what do you need help for ?"
"Guzma been locked up in his room for days and we can't get him to get out even to eat"
"How long ?"
"five days"
"Lead the way"
Without any information he got up and,followed by his pokemons,followed Plumeria to Po Town. Once arrived he doesn't bother to introduce himself,he just go straight to Guzma room with the indecations Plum told him the way .
Once arrived to his destination he slowly knocks on the door.
"Guzma ?"
He hear a sudden shuffling of fabrics then the door unlock in a seconde .Now in front of him was a tired Guzma looking more like a mess then usual,puffy eyes,in baggy clothes which looks more bigger on him than they should,he overall looked fragile.
"Y/n...?"
"hey...is it alright if...I come in ?"
Guzma nods slightly and stand out the ways to let his brother enter his room.Y/n pokemons stayed guarding the door to prevent any curious to heavedrop on them.
The room was a mess but less than he expected.Guzma didn't bother to try to do the tough guy,he went for a hug and started crying.Y/n knew what it could be related to,but did not know what trigger it.While hugging him back he slowly bring them to the floor.He didn't want Guzma to fall because of his state.
"Now breathe,you're safe,you're with me.Please tell me what happened."
Guzma now calmer stayed silent a little moment then proceed to explain.
"I saw Kukui and he told me that I wasn't going to acheive anything and then he moved his arm and...it...it made me go back and...."
Y/n thighten his hug knowing what he was going to say all too well
"I was so scared,I won't stop getting nightmares and...and...what if he comes back or..."
Not letting him finish,he push him away enough that Guzma look at him in his eyes.
"What happen with dad is over.I handled it.He will NEVER hurt you again and don't forget that you have your friends and me to protect you !"
"...really ?"
"Have I ever lied to you ?"
"If ya did ,I never found out"
While finally smiling the brothers stay a little more alone talking about all and nothing.Y/n even managed to make Guzma laugh.After sometime Guzma changed clothes,took a shower (he needed it) and finally goes out his room tightly holding Y/n hand's.
"Ya got him to finally go out ?"
"Yes,he's alright now"
"I'm right here ya now"
Then all of the grunts started to ask if he was okay,if he needed anything,telling that they're happy to see him.That's when he realise that in a corner his brother was smiling.He smiled back he was happy.
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zenkaiankokuart · 2 years
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"Confronting Delusions" Inspired by convos with @springfallendeer (@rebrandedstoryline) about their OC Ayala and my noodle bois. Short lil story under the cut:
Ayala was sore. She was tired. And she was sick of this. Sick of the never ending games. Sick of the relentless grabbing, yanking, and pulling her around. Sick of Sun constantly hurting her as he "played".
She just wanted a break. So she asked to see Moon.
Sun refused. She tried her old tricks. Promising to play all day, the next time she came in, or bringing him new coloring books. Telling Sun it was unfair and Moon deserved a turn. Practically begging him to turn off the lights.
But he repeated the same old things about his other half. The same lies he always told. That Moon was violent and cruel. That he'd only hurt her. That he didn't deserve to see her. That they'd be better off never letting him out!
Ayala couldn't take it anymore. Moon had never been anything but kind to her. A friend that was gentle and compassionate. That couldn't hurt her even if he wanted to. She was tired of hearing Sun treat Moon like some heartless monster.
"Stop LYING! Moon's never hurt me! He's kind, and sweet, and a better friend than you've been!"
Ayala blurted it out without thinking. Sun froze, eyes flickering from white to black, the yellow irises glowing. The smile he wore was not a friendly one. But she continues. Her pent up frustration spilling over.
"You hurt me, every single time I'm here! You hurt Zen! And you never even notice! It's like you can't see what's happening right in front of you!"
She didn't want to say it. But it'd gone too far. He'd gone too far.
"And depending on what you do next, you may never see me again. Not because I've left. No, it'll be because you'd killed me. And you won't even realize it. You're completely delusional."
His hands, which had come so close to her neck, stopped. Fingers tangled in her hair. He stood there, completely still. Finally, he spoke in his distorted, crackling voice;
"You think I'm DELUSIONAL?"
Ayala was certain she was going to die here. But it had always been a risk. This animatronic wasn't right. Something was wrong with him. She had wanted so badly to help him. But you can't fix someone who refuses to acknowledge they're broken. She felt tears roll down her cheeks as she waited for the inevitable.
"SUN!!!"
A familiar voice, filled with a tone of anger and fear that she'd never heard before. It was Zen. But Ayala's hope quickly turned to fear as Sun stood up, looking towards the intruder. She wanted to call out, to warn Zen, but her voice stuck in her throat.
But Sun didn't move further. He just stood there, staring straight ahead. Wearing that same crooked smile on his face. Pure, cold anger etched into his expression. His fingers twitched, as if he was barely containing the urge to snap Ayala in half. She knew what she had to do.
She ran.
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sunsrefuge · 1 year
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Music ask game!! :D How about 2, 6 and the fancam song for Liifa?
AND THE FANCAM... <- i find this so so funny because he is SO demisexual. it would so not be his thing !! but by god he's pretty so you're damn right it'd happen to him !!
(hey! funny story! I got so excited about this ask that i'd filled out most of it by the time i remembered you sent. specific numbers. so uh,, woe !! bonus content be upon ye !! also im so sorry that this turned into a LITERAL ESSAY !! do not worry about reading all of it if you don't want to / feel up to it !!)
As per usual, all spotify links! ♥
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[Readmore because - well. I said it was an essay for a reason. :'D Sorry !! feel free to only read the ones you requested if you'd like !!]
Backstory: Top of the World by Greek Fire
I remember the days, New beginnings on an open page. With something to prove, And nothing to lose, Not a soul to betray.
Ohh how we look back on the past with rose-colored glasses :') This song both describes his backstory in a fun way, and describes his perspective on his own past! He's born underground like the vast majority of asura during his time, and ends up having to surface after Primordus wakes up. He ends up in the Crystal Desert with his older half-sister Rylii, and they're taken in by the Sunspears once they're deemed not a threat and such. They have a good couple of years until;
I remember the lies, Caught up in building paradise. The angels were slaves, and demons behaved, And everything was alright.
boy got TRICKED into tying himself to the Binding - (in my hc, a book of Abaddon's that contains his worst-behaved demons! like, he dropped all these kids off at preschool and just never came back for them lol) - under the idea that he could somehow purify the book itself, therefore turning an artifact of Abaddon's into a powerful one of Kormir's. Needless to say, maybe not ever gonna happen!! (... maybe.)
I hear the crowds beneath me, I'm wishing they could reach me. But I'm on top of the world, Up here I'm dying alone.
it leads PERFECTLY into the majority of his backstory!! Lonely, aimless wandering!! It also highlights the little facade he picks up over the years:
Inside the walls of gold, Outside of happiness, (It's all been a show, Too late to confess!) No room for heart and soul, No room for innocence, Innocence!
He gets so lonely that he starts to get really jaded and closed-off from anyone and everyone that he meets. There's a sense of when you live so long, what use is it to connect? <- Words spoken seconds (decades) before disaster. (meeting Eliana)
Personality: Liar by The Arcadian Wild
I sense there's trouble ahead, It's clear by the signs and warnings, That should tell where all blame is due. So why are they pointing at my head?
There's a long stretch of time where he's very flippant about what he's doing and who it's affecting. Typically, if a situation turns against him, he'd just... remove himself from the area and wait it out.
Oh, I need you to see through my act, To tell me I'm wrong, To take off the mask. Or else I'll be left in the lie, And I'll deceive my way straight to demise.
That said, he knows that he's just lying his ass off most of the time - playing a part, setting the pieces, whatever he needs to do that'll get him in the door for whatever he's attempting now. He gets bored, living so long and being on his own so much, he's not above playing little scams and such to give himself some kind of stimulation as the years drag on for him.
I am the host of this hostility, I'm the master magician that makes you believe. I'm real, I'm not fake, but in reality, I'm a lying man. My life's become this grand game of deception, My mind's ignored all my heart's good intentions. We all feel this tension, We all have our own illusions.
And even as he realizes that what he's done is wrong, he still keeps that degree of separation - that denial that he's wrong - how could he be, when others have done worse? He's determined to be good, so much so that he's justified his own boredom-induced heists by simply internalizing that someone's always done something way worse. Which... isn't how it works! But he'll get there, eventually.
'Cause I'm not in a right state of mind, I just wish I had strength to admit it. My stubbornness will put up a fight, But I don't deserve to win it. I'm left in the dark pondering my mistakes, But in the light, I swear I will, Deny it all.
The chorus in here hits though, because it offers that self-awareness of "yes, this is wrong, and I know it's wrong! But even if you force me to face it, and I know that you're right, I'm going to deny it. It can't be true, that isn't who I am at heart." It's okay, Eliana can fix him later kahsdsuh
Angst: Suffocate by Nathan Wagner
The problem ain't "they're never good," The problem is power, It taints the mind.
hi !! Liifa thoughts hour !! After picking up the Binding, and being stuck with it for the last two centuries, this thought process for him is constant !! ♥ As time goes on, he starts to recognize the ways that the Binding (and primarily Ipos within it) has been influencing his thoughts and perceptions, and he Does Not Like It !! He's so so determined to be good despite all of his bad decisions and numerous setbacks and it's such a reoccurring theme throughout his entire playlist !! his determination to be good is integral to his character !!
Hold on to me, Don't give up on me. If I start to sink, Would you reach for me? I get so afraid, break down, Suffocate. Would you help me breathe? Help me breathe.
This hits harder later on in the timeline; when he has Eliana to travel with! If there's one thing that would immediately entice him over the 'edge' and into corruption, it would be someone he loves being in possibly-fatal danger. Dude is liable to literally lose his entire mind and moral compass in those scenarios!
Don't wanna hurt the ones I love, Don't wanna let everyone down. I try so hard but I slip up, Lose my grip, fall on the ground. The problem ain't "they're never good," The problem's power taints the mind. Don't let this heart turn into stone, Don't let these lights burn me alive.
this part makes me FERAL because !! During the GW2 timeline is when he starts to recognize just how jaded and cold he's become over the decades, and he hates it once he sees it. I also like to believe that - since he's been tied to the Binding - anything of Kormir's (such as the fire in the Sunspear Sanctuary) has the potential it 'burn' him if he gets too close! And I don't mean "you're obviously too close to the campfire" kind of close. More like he's fifteen feet away and still feels like he's standing directly in the fire.
Don't let me suffocate in luxury.
I just think that it's so so fun how... traditionally, demons tempt you by giving you unimaginable power, wealth, anything that you could ever want. And Liifa doesn't want any of that, he just desperately wants a calm life spent with the people he loves.
Comfort: I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young
I thought I saw the devil, this morning. Looking in the mirror, Drop of rum on my tongue, With the warning to help me see myself clearer.
This has !! entirely to do !! with him realizing how jaded and cold he's become, and actively making the decision to move away from that !! He wants to be softer. He wants to have friends. He deeply misses having people that he can rely on and feel safe with; he's so tired of feeling like it's himself against the world.
My past has tasted bitter, For years now, So I wield an iron fist. "Grace is just weakness," Or so I've been told. I've been cold, I've been merciless. But the blood on my hands, Scares me to death. Maybe I'm waking up, today.
I've always debated if there's a specific moment that makes him realize what he's turned into - and now I'm actually thinking !! The Genetics Facility Massacre could be it !! It's perfectly in between two of the times that he meets Eliana before they become properly acquainted, so there's already the thought floating around in his head of this sweet little sylvari he's met, and how kind she seems in a world so cruel - and it hits him. He's part of that cruelty. He's done assassinations, he's killed indiscriminately, he commits crimes so regularly that he doesn't even think about it anymore.
For all of the light that I shut out, For all of the innocent things that I doubt, For all of the bruises I've caused, and the tears, For all of the things that I've done, All these years. For all of the sparks that I stomped out, For all of the perfect things that I doubt,
I'll be good, I'll be good. And I'll love the world, like I should. Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good, For all of the times, I never could.
and the REPITITION of "I'll be good, I'll be good," just continues to hammer home his determination !! to be good !! Despite his habits, despite his past, despite the things that he's done and said - he wants to be good. If not for himself, then for his half-sister. For the memory of his mothers, and his twin. For the kind people that he's met during his troubles. For everything that he so passionately stood for when he was younger; For the Sunspears.
I'll Be Good has been so so integral to his playlist ever since I started writing him and put it on there. you REALLY cannot know Liifa if you haven't listened to this song while rotating him in ur brain at least once.
Love Life: The Fall by half•alive
Oh, I'm just tryna introduce you, To this idea that I've grown used to. It's like sharing a dream with someone, Once you say it out loud it can't be undone.
he is AFRAID !! He's lived for god-damn-ever and yet he's still so anxious and hesitant any time he develops romantic feelings for someone!!
It's like waking up in surgery, I can't seem to see right past the lights, And I'm, so scared to take a knife to my chest, Let you see the heart that's inside.
He just wants to hide! Every time! He wants to hide but he's also so so glued to their side at the same time. The Fall holds a special place in my heart in relation to Liifa's love life because it always makes me think of how he, Ambrose, and Eliana all get together in my AU's with @forbiddenredjollyrancher ♥ !!
I'd jump off and into your arms, But I can't trust the fall. Take my voice, I'm giving it though I don't feel safe at all.
^ I wanna point out this part too! It's not that he's afraid of them, but more specifically how things could 'turn' in the future. He's already had one relationship (with Bjiattu) that turned sour once he felt content, and he's very much the type of person who gets nervous that things could turn sour again once he's comfortable and feels safely at home.
Luckily for him though, this little polycule is very, very cozy, comfortable, and permanent !! ♥ They also eventually add more to their lil polycule: Prism, Zayvis, Liott, and Haskell! Liott & Haskell both belong to Tres as well! There's also some 'branches,' but that's the central polycule at least! ^^ And yes, Liifa has this same fearful and anxious reaction to every new polycule member. Dude needs to be diagnosed with anxiety, ngl.
Fight Scene: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
Liifa typically avoids physical confrontations if he can help it. But, when the need does arise, he tends to go... a little overboard. Courtesy of Ipos inhibiting his impulse control! :) They adore carnage and would like for Liifa to murder more kajhdsk
So what if you can see, The darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become.
^ this part of the chorus is perfect for his jaded years !! Just the "so what" says so much already!
Help me believe, It's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal.
^ and THIS part is great for more recent years! He's sick of it, he's tired, he wants to be soft and cozy and not have to deal with Ipos encouraging his worse impulses and pushing him to blindly murder people (again). There it is! Again! His determination to be good despite his setbacks!!
FanCam: Cherry Hill by Russ
It honestly took me a while to find a good song for this for him !! idk, it's got a vibe and the chorus hits for him in relation to ... well, literally anyone he's ever been in love with, lmao
Maybe I'm a fool, Maybe I'm a fool for you. You know what I'd do for you, I know what you'd do for me. You will see, The truth in me.
hopeless romantic of the CENTURY /positive
also, this isn't important but every time that I've tried to picture a fancam for him to figure what vibes I wanted the song for it to have,, without fail there'd be a part of him readjusting his hair, I'm certain of it. He's so vain and prideful in his appearance, his hair has GOT to be hella soft and it shows.
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