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ANGEELLLLL wAIT Wait- so do we manifest/shift when our ego conforms orrr is it after our ego conforms or or what bc some people manifest without believing at all??? 😭
Also, Okay I decided that I shifted. Okay I DID my awareness moved that's all that "needed". But now. When I have the 3D in my face showing me "boo haha ur not in ur anime reality yet delulu ahh 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼" and my human senses then what do I do AND THERE'S A BIGGER CONCERN THAN THAT ACTUALLY. All I hear now is awareness dwell on DR=DR materializes into physical BUT LIKE... For the while I'm still in my old reality (no need to tell me that its cause i decided that, I already know that too well) WHAT TO EVEN DO? I CAN'T GO AROUND THINKING AS "My dr self " all day ofc I'm obv gonna have human emotions and thoughts that are in relation to... What I'm moving thru rn?? Physically at least?? I'm so confused honestly the 4D and 3d stuff really cooked my brain before, It was like "Hmmm 3D shows past stuff okay I'll focus on 4D" and then it kept showing the past and the past... and the past 💀??
1. knowing ≠ believing! you dont have to believe to know. when i was manifesting me passing my test, in the moment, i did NOT believe i would pass. everything in me told me i wouldnt. i was rlly expecting to see a failing grade. but i continued to know. i knew whatever i believed didn't matter. bcs this is MY reality and what I decide and know is what manifests. even literally right after the test, my ego still didn't believe it, like it was waiting for the other shoe to drop. so belief doesn't matter
2. you manifest when you decide. everything is instant in consciousness. including the physical conforming since its a mirror. but if you mean when ur ego recognizes and actually sees it in the physical, it happens when you completely 100% know. when there are no doubts at all, you're completely in the new story, and you're not looking for proof. today when i manifested my snack, that's exactly the state i was in. i literally affirmed 3 times, and each time it was with complete knowing.
3. when the physical is right in front of your face, continue to dismiss it. know its not real. its just what the ego sees and you aren't the ego!! so who cares what it sees? i'd literally think to myself "dang she's still seeing the old story🤣? well im literally in my dr rn. she'll see that soon enough tho." continue playing the role of the human. act. live the fake life. but know it's not yours. i also recommend visualizing more often. create that separation between what the ego sees and what you see. it doesn't have to be a long 20 min meditation session, just something quick to remind you of your real reality.
4. you do NOT have to think like ur dr self constantly. im not in the shifting community so idk exactly what they say, but in non-dualism, consciousness is the observer. so it observes in knowing. let ur ego do whatever. think whatever, feel whatever, experience whatever, let it live! but again, just know its not real. it's not you. you're acting a fake story. know the real truth; that you're in your dr.
5. lastly, the "3d" is NOT ur past assumptions. its a mirror. it conforms instantly. just cause ur ego doesn't see it, doesn't mean it's not there. eventually it'll recognize it, but thats not ur problem. you live in imagination, not some mirror. and imagination says you're in dr. so don't look for validation from the mirror.
i hope this answered all ur questions!! 💗
#nondualism#nonduality#law of assumption#loassumption#consciousness#loa tumblr#loa#loablr#void state#loass#loa blog#manifestation#manifesting#self concept#reality shifting#awareness#affirm and persist#affirmations
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chat i don’t think my cellphone is surviving another six months
#it’s slowly stopping to work properly#it’s not showing. certain images rn#and some visual stuff is also not showing#up#like i’m not sure if it’s the same thing on mobile#but if i had to describe it about a computer i’d say everything related to hardware acceleration is not. Working Properly#i can’t afford a new phone right now folks.
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Was pondering how Mark’s rigid ass mask/lens is prob a Budget Thing (since squishy, bendy lens are pretty much a mandate for all hero animated series, like JL, BTAS, TNBA, Spider-Man, etc), and then I was slapped with a vision of Mark in a more JL/BTAS-ish style and I had to see it through. I am a genius btw.
#i had MANY thoughts while drawing my brain melted while posting so if ya have questions send 'em / ask 'em#but rapid fire: leans more into nightwing's look b/c bro's name is legit grayson + moves away from his father's sidekick/protege +#and legit has a blue and black outfit. that is soooo winking at robin (dick grayson specifically)#mark has a more casual / athletic fit and tried to keep his usual kicked puppy expression / mood#which then contrasts his more emotional (hero) side he acts upon when he's suited up as ANOTHER wink to the whole dual persona#mark does it unintentionally as he's eager to prove himself as invincible and thus more emotional/confidential/eager + feels lackluster#as just mark grayson.#but it's such a comic book trope it's interesting el show ignores the potential stakes for that + prob cause they dont focus on#villains#mark has debbie's cheek bones + pearls both so he skip the whole copy paste design tactic cartoons annoyingly use + wink at batman w/ pearl#nolan wears pink and debbie wears green b/c they have conflicting views on raising Mark but (used to?) stand on a somewhat#united front by having same collared shirt. but mark leans more on debbie's stuff visually w/ cooler colors + white shirt underneath#mark keeps his cape as another wink/nod at robins (tim drake TNBS specifically) which mimics his Dad + kid-like eagerness for hero stuff#which he gets rid off when he goes blue/black suit arc (cough cough nightwing looking ass) so just leaned MORE into it#mark has a heart on his chest because he's TRYING to do what he think he's best + emotional asf#lens/goggles are diff to keep the audiences' eye back at HIS eyes + look more ominous and predatory which the black/blue combo#already COULD do in canon but in show its just pallete swapped which ruins the more ominious look it probably intended#and doesnt really scream “OH NO! THERE'S NO GOLD! WHICH could be a marker of mark's joy vanishing!!!”#but i hope it does now but ALSO having design changes#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#invincible rotating in my mind#mark grayson#invincible fanart#invincible#fanart#digital art#procreate art#i wish the style leaned more this way since it is messing with or TRYING to mess with some superhero tropes before it does its own thing#just straight up use nostalgia bait while it has his JL knock off#artists on tumblr
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Renegade Nell (2024) - 1x06
#renegadenelledit#renegade nell#nell jackson#polly honeycombe#louisa harland#ashna rabheru#renegade nell 1x06#nell x polly#femslash related stuff#it's been so long since I've posted a gifset I forgot what I did lol#but I've finally come to terms with some things and am finally in a mood to post#funnily enough despite not seeking out anything with f/f I keep finding it#I've had this set ready for a week#I wouldn't watch the show for it but it was a pleasant surprise#SW never lets me down#actually she lets me down a lot#and this one made me realize that unequal f/f is a pattern with her...#not sure where this is meant to go since nell has kind of barely acknowledged it#but the visual here#I liked the colorblind casting too#also unrelated but when that sofia actress does a f/f role the DA/ADC/KM people will be allll over her#actually I wouldn't be surprised if there are nell/sofia shippers#but their dynamic wasn't a fun kind of enemies to me
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happy new years 2025! it's been nearly a whole year since I started posting about fluffyriceshipping here, and my art has changed a lot since then! what better way to start the new year than with some sweet potatoes with their partners 🍠🌅
#kagarts#champion lance#lance pokemon#trainer riley#stat trainer riley#dragonite#lucario#dratini#pokemon hgss#pokemon dppt#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#trying a light noise filter + watermark with my fish! better precautions for the future...hopefully!#happy one year of fluffyrice! i think about these guys a lot ever since i posted about them so long ago#and a lot has changed since then! i want to properly compile my thoughts with a visual novel or neocities shrine for them#they're also part of why i'm learning how to use ren'py. these two are making me LEARN how to CODE things because i'm Insane.#on an actual art level though holy hell. i'm understanding colors somewhat. i can draw multiple characters in one scene#art goals this year: try out adopts(?) or merch (??); do more studies; show my original stuff (???); maybe draw some creatures#might put up a interest check for merch to make if anyone is interested? i'll need actual advice for international shipping costs though#i Am still trying to find a job admittedly (which is. not necessarily a fun addition) but i want to make building a portfolio fun somehow#year for trying out new things though! i'll show my site eventually once i get riley's shrine down if people haven't already found it bfdhf
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I need to stop drawing them my god
#im kind of posting a lot today but its my BIRTHDAY TOMORROW (said extremely subtlety) and i need to hype myself up#im gonna show some friends slay the princess later. its going to be normal. i wont be weird about it if i draw everyone out tonight#<- lying#we're also gonna do some pottery. it'll be sick#anyways um stuff about the art now#i love paranoid soo much#i got the ending where you get thrown into the void by nightmare and it was extremely cool#poor hero is just trying his best#cold's introduction in razor is also really awesome. its very simple but neat#johnathan sims when i get you johnathan sims#contrarian is also so insecure can we talk about that#there should be more fics about this. “but thats the worst part of us.. thats *me*” no do go on please elaborate on that#i cant find a clip of him saying that but i remember seeing it somewhere. i might have to replay stranger's ending hehe#i dont know if this game is really a good party game honestly#being a visual novel and all#as long as all of the endings they get are cool but not super romantic it'll be fineee#voice of the paranoid#voice of the cold#voice of the contrarian#narrator stp#turtle's art hoard#everything* not everyone#minor spelling mistake spotted!! send her to the construct boys#these arent super polished by the way obviously#the first two took about half an hour each#but the third took over an hour because i couldnt figure out the stupid colors#which is dumb because they're literally achromatic#ok bye for realsies#slay the princess
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my thoughts on The Murderbot Show:
idk man
#i pressed play with the same energy you'd get from someone trying to disarm a bomb#it looks fun enough. and the changes are fine. i guess#i think i'm still hung up on the CGI#i dont. like it.#which is nothing new tbh this is why i rarely watch live action stuff#i want to say that i would have liked it if i wasn't so attached to the books already. but idkkkkk#my vision for the scavengers reign style murderbot show seems to hinder my ability to enjoy the show's visuals. rip i guess#the murderbot show#murderbot#mbtv#i think i'll try and write down my proper thoughts once the entire season has released bc#uuuuuugh so far my biggest concern is how they're handling the whole "space hippies PresAux'' thing#like. i wouldn't be surprised if them presenting PresAux in such an unserious manner is so viewers can be surprised once they#get down to proper business or whatever. at least. that's what i'm hoping for#but i also wouldn't be surprised if the adaptation just. dumbed them down a bit. for some reason#same with whatever's going on with Mensah. i feel like i just haven't seen enough of the changes to form a concrete opinion on that#i love how they did Ratthi. he's perfect 10/10 no notes#i enjoy what they're doing with Gurathin (even though i very much preferred 2nd gen immigrant Gurathin whose knowledge of the CorpRim#comes from horror stories passed down by his parents) (that's still my book interpretation of him)#Still torn on Pin-Lee and Arada getting with Ratthi like. yknow what actually i don't care about that one.#i prefer to keep my romances fully in the background + in fanworks but. who gaf#uhhhh what else is there#oh god i fear the day that blond lady comes on screen. i hope to they handle whatever's going on there well#i'll forgive the crime of adding her uncomfortable comments to the show if someone tells her off for all that!!!!!!!#and while i enjoy the visual style of sanctuary moon. i'm still surprised it seems to be some space adventure show?????#i was expecting it to be more of a legal drama or something. with moodier visuals but. whatever i guess that's a small detail#i'll be fine as long as we have the solicitor and her bodyguard#mmm yea i don't have anything else for now. send post#ramblings
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I keep on watching the Dropout show shorts they post on YouTube like it's my only way of experiencing their content, and COMPLETELY forgetting that I'm actively paying for their streaming service and I can just watch the full episodes instead.
#once again heres your sign to get Dropout#bc i feel like that definitely says something good about them#whether it be how effective their marketing is or how interesting their shows are#posts fully endorsed by cobweb#dropout#dropout.tv#make some noise#um actually#game changer#dimension 20#dirty laundry#also i highly recommend hank greens comedy special and brennan lee mulligan and izzy rolands improv special#i crave more independent long form content sam reich#i love episodic stuff but i feel like ive got to pay more attention to it bc of the more visual aspect of it#i need more stuff that i can listen to in the background while im mowing and cleaning and shit
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A combination of watching mogswamps flatworld series from the start and seeing a fic on ao3 called This Isnt The Flat World by TheoSpooderBoi, which has a really cool premise and looks like it'll explore the isolation of living in a flatworld for 11 years, has got the brain microwave in overdrive.
Taking the idea that mog was alone for 11 years roughly, surviving in a flat expanse of a world and truely thinking of the implications. Like he was 15 at the start and also mans was primarily eating rotten flesh by ep 17 (thats as far as ive gotten so far, so probably farther too). It took him a good few episodes to finally make a wheat farm lol he was not eating well. Which bring up a pretty wholesome idea where the villagers started to trade him food like cookies n stuff (ep 16 or 17 i think is when he mentioned it) but ye.
With him living through the 1.3 update where villager trading became a thing, in my head thats when he started to learn how to talk with villagers (which is a concept brought up in the fic mentioned above and makes me crazy). Im so excited to get to the episode he meets wandy t lmao.
Do you see my vision, the implications man the implications
#dont get me started on him chilling with spiders in the beginning and then fast forward some and the snurch is born#tangentially related im obsessed with pixl survival guide riffs showing/guiding mog through regular survival stuff <3#funky flatworld mans been on the brain frfr#mogswamp#oh another thing around the 1.3 update mog had a lot of visual glitches#this was also when he was eating primarily rotten flesh#if we put on our angst glasses and pull out the conspiracy board we can connect these#that is all for now#<3
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"I am a grown adult woman, fascinated by horror and disturbing elements in fiction, I can rationalize the scary parts and be fine"
Also me: *disturbed by the mere description of a fan animation depicting sewerslide and procrastinates going to bed as a result because Ooh Scary Shot Of Corpse is now a (self-constructed) mental image*
#💬 rory rambles#I'm making this non-rebloggable because it is about#that demon show#yes yes. when something disturbs me my reaction is to find out everything about it in a safe way so I've seen many posts LMAO#for some reason people describing this kinda stuff fucks me up. perhaps nearly as much as seeing it firsthand#but maybe not that much#I can't handle some lost episode creepypastas either leave me aloooone#(Red Mist fucked me up also. don't. don't get me started on the Ronald Reagan tape SCP.... *shivers violently*)#anyway I think I would like to study that one shot I HAVE seen just about right before he does it. because it IS unnerving#but I have to wonder whether that's because of the look of the shot on its own or because of the context#like say without knowing what it's preceding I wonder how much less potent it would be. or what exactly makes up that feeling#aside from the close up symmetry and eye contact. of course. coupled with that expression#plus honestly he rarely has pupils. so the “slightly off model” element also adds to it#but it's not like I can analyize it further because... I'm unsettled just looking at it so I can't look at it again AHEHAHEHAHHG#my ass would NOT survive the sight of the aftermath#oh God why would I remind myself of the Reagan SCP. now I really won't go to bed on time sjghslfghd THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED#I don't need images man I'm an extremely visual person#the images are in my head as we speak#the problem is getting them out
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Bodies in my wake / Noose 'round my neck / I'm comin' back again / Better make it quick!
#em draws stuff#frankenstein chronicles is a show you can watch#frankenstein chronicles#john marlott#tagging with the real title as well If anyone is looking in the tag for this show#(I really don't think anyone is but if you are then Hi! sure was a television show there huh!)#best viewed with high screen brightness (I spent three hours coloring and I would like you to be looking)#it has been a while since I returned to this old-favorite topic (stitched-up undead fellows) and I had enough visual inspiration#from the show itself (the blake engravings! the teal lighting in ep6!) to really have fun with the rendering on this one#continuity caveat to the 1.5 people who care - I Know that marlott no longer has the chancre on his hand by the time he's all stitchy#but this show does enough with his unreliable perception of the world around him that I felt that I couldn't leave it out#oh and also that's the elemental symbol for mercury! as it seemed only apt to include it in some way#caption lyrics from american murder song since it seemed only appropriate#(also I listened to all of murder ballads of 1816 while coloring this For The Vibes)#ANYWAY now that I have Drawn Picture I might watch s2 now and find out what happens to this v sad wet man next!
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The character standing next to Nemo at the end of the opening has me really curious.
#op for mega voltage btw#i'm not even sure i recognize the pkmn on this chara's shoulder but#unsure if all characters showing up in this part of the op will appear because there's a bunch of them#and we have at most 13 eps left for this arc once july starts so they'll probably focus on specific stuff#but the character next to nemo.#he is right behind liko and co and on the same level as nyabiko#indicating that he should be a named character with some kind of relevance#at the very least for one episode#if nyabiko got an ep then this chara on the same level as her in the op probably should?#and he has the uniform for orange academy so..#what stresses me out the most about this chara is the hair color#which seems to be just like spinel#so like idk if it's supposed to mean something. but i thought about spinel the first time i saw this character#and i keep thinking about it every time i watch the op. hence why i bring it up at all#why do they have a similar hair color.#also i'm thinking this chara could be more connected to roy#standing next to nemo and visually on roy's side#as opposed to ann and nyabiko who are on liko's side and connected to her specifically#opening notes
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So I followed you years ago for the first season of tua. It has been years and now tua has come to an end. I just watched the final season. Did you or will you watch it? I might not be able to recommend it. Which is such a shame. The first season was amazing and will be forever one of my favorite shows.
I have a terrible confession to make…
I’ve only fully watched season one of the umbrella academy. I started season 2 and haven’t finished it yet 😭
#asks#anonymous#I’m a SHAM#the thing is when I get into something I almost need it all to be out at once#bc if there is a hiatus or I have to wait for new seasons#I start playing with the characters like dolls in my mind#and then I’m always ?? about the choices the real creators make bc that’s not the characters I made up in my head#which is obviously my own fault#also my adhd ass forgets things exist easily#and also I rarely watch TV shows to begin with#or movies tbh#I’m more of a reader than a watcher in general#so I’m WAY better at watching things when I have people to watch them with#I watched season one of tua with my old roommate#and my sister started me on season 2 but then she went home ofc and I didn’t continue by myself#and I don’t have anyone else who wants to watch with me I think#I’m BAD at watching visual media#unless it’s documentaries/crime or hospital formulaic shows/video essays that I can have on vaguely in the background while I do other stuff#I watch a lot of dropout content for that reason lol#but yeah me not watching the rest is why I didn’t finish some of my fanfics and haven’t written more#I have committed the exact same crime with the Witcher if that helps
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I think I wanna go around and find the prettiest jumps that i can for my next compilation
#i have a ton of very hard jumps that i've collected since the year started but the problem with them is that they're not#very visually interesting#also there are some jumps that are extremely difficult and im proud of myself for doing them#but the reason WHY they're difficult is because they're extremely precise or you have to go extremely high#but you wouldn't know if they're cool or not unless you have knowledge of the jump already#to the untrained eye its just 'ah yes a simple wallshot' when in reality its breaching the upper limits of whats physically possible#my recent sync compilation was full of stuff i worked really hard on but again its like 'oh its just a triple-'#same with stuff like texture bug and power bounces like do people even know whats goin on?? it looks like i just jumped off the floor#so instead i think imma go find some ooh pretty shiny hooplah and show some appreciation for maps that went above and beyond visually#I feel like people will appreciate that more anyways#also a lot of high t6 stuff is like dev textures lmao
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augh who up feeling like they should be humanely euthanised for liking media the wrong way... sorry for fandomising certain characters but not fandomising others enough in the right way.
#ive noticed the wbg fandom has a very different way of interacting w the source media than like. dndads#both are similar in some of the fandomising of characters#specifically like funny characterisation stuff#but when it comes to more complex stuff like angst it feels like the wbg fandom approaches from a different layer#eg in dndads just a characters death is seen is sad but for wbg a lot of the time theres more to it...#an extra layer. a more complex flavour. the horrors are not just those experienced but the entire surrounding situation.#like edgars death isnt sad#i mean. its not sad in the way that referencing it in art will get any attention#but TJ's death is devastating!#with notable exceptions of course. eg innocent hunter and like everything about him#i find that i tend to approach media more stylistically and appreciating the DRAMA which i can mine for visuals#and then in my art i try to challenge myself to translate those vibes#like picking at a thread that is already present. an angst or dynamic already present and explored briefly#but wbg fandom tends to lean more towards analysis? which makes the way i engage feel a bit surface level#like in wbg fandom i dont think i can do the eqiuvalent of all my angsty glenn close art#also i just noticed. the characters in wbg are really interesting because you THINK they#wouldn't be very fandomised. that theyd be treated within the show as more like characters that exist to push the plot forward#but then certain characters act as very fandomised versions of themselves in canon#and are treated as their one trait in the qnas too!!#its like theyre almost dndads characters in this way. but without even that extra layer#the second heat that even like henry oak has! like henry's a hippie but he's also stinky and cringe and is repressing so much shit#but marissa is just explosions girl#i guess that's maybe cuz many characters in wbg arent main characters but in dndads they all are#BUT EVEN NPC HERMIE. HIS LAYERS.#very interesting
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I think that I'm allowed to say this... both Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss designs are flawed/bad and I hope to never see something like this in other shows...
Hate me all you want, but as for little, I know about the shows, lore, characters, etc. Just a few designs hold the key elements to be considered ¨ useful ¨ designs that not just look nice but help us to say what this character's personality is.
I also say this as I study character design and my eyes are burning as I keep seeing Allastor with dear horns and radio eyes...
And all the fucking red...
We can also talk about how there isn't much body variety for more than 3 characters maybe, I don't know.
People might say that is hell and their demons so it makes sense... but that would only apply to the show's logic and no real religion logic.
This is also one of the reasons I just don't watch Viziepops shows, they just don't hurt my eyes, but the writing is very flawed with my questioning what is the actual logic of the demon genoside.
Like, I am the only one who thinks that it is weird that Hell is limited space but Heaven is infinite ??? What would happen if Heaven had to take measures to control its population?? Do the souls in Heaven die too?? Do they get reincarnated if there's too much population??
But anyway that's all I wanted to say...
#post#stupid post#stupid stuff#writing stuff#dont expect any redesigns or au or just rewrite for these shows#i really dont care outside of the visual aspects#because well i study for that#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#i really didnt even cared when the pillot was out#i was just not my thing#i have some friends who say that the show is fun but flawed as well#the babosa is talkign#also why is there a demon with a tv instead of a head if we have a radio demon with just the radio eyes???
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