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only-aroha-would-know · 1 year

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#it's been days and I don't know if I've fully absorbed it or not #i've been bouncing off to denial and acceptance every minute so yeah #astro's been my emotional pillar for years #ever since I met them i felt more positive in life #sure there were a lot of awful things that happened over the years. that's how life goes #but whenever I feel lonely angry or tinest bit of upset I would listen to one astro song and it'll feel much better #or watch any astro video and I would find myself smiling/laughing and suddenly life doesn't suck as much anymore #this year generally for me has been a mess even worse than years when i had to be hospitalized or sick generally #i got better physically but it's mentally draining #when rocky left astro it hurt for a moment but that's how their industry works and I understood that #i got to see him bonding with his brother and he could still smile and that all matters #then the news of binnie passing came #I've barely listened to any of their songs for the last days because I could hear his voice and it hurts #few days and break downs later i feel a bit better and I could watch some of their show (i still avoid any live performances tho)#now something came up again and I realized that I can't run back to them the way I used to #at least without being reminded that there wouldn't be a chance to see them complete again #and that hit me hard

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ozcarr · 8 months

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Obsessed with tiktoks of high school girls doing Steve Harvey cosplay. My favorite genre of video tbh

#they always hit the splits so hard it gets me every time #video

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midnight-coffee94 · 11 months

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No single line has ever wrecked me as hard as this one from the Good Place and I think about it constantly

#the good place #i'm binge watching it again and it just takes me out so hard #i get lost in the sauce thinking about this quote #the idea that those who hurt you are capable of being better people and then seeing them change and grow just hits me right between the rib #who am i kidding it stabs me like the senators stabbed Caesar #anyway #icy does a tag ramble

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anotherknifeinmyhands · 9 months

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#tiktok #greatest hits #this made me cry i was laughing so hard i hope yall enjoy

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echo-at-the-pond · 1 month

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I COULD EAT THAT GIRL FOR LUNCH THE WAY SHE DANCES ON MY TONGUE TASTES LIKE SHE MIGHT BE THE ONE AND I COULD NEVER GET ENOUGH I COULD BUY HER SO MUCN STUFF IT'S A CRAVING NOT A CRUSH

#lunch #hit me hard and soft #billie eilish

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prettylittleskyars · 10 months

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i heard someone say, "when you're starving even the leftovers look appealing".

this isn't about food.

#and that hit me hard #quotes #musings #quotes on tumblr #sayings #self care #self love #fall in love with yourself #and you'll see how the world fall in love with you

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slushy-sash · 11 months

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bro cooked so hard he split the sea in half

#when that music hit i was ascending bro #THAT OST HAD NO BUSINESS GOING SO HARD #BUT IM SO GLAD IT DID #it gave me so much cdrama vibes #i'd watch a cdrama about hsr #also im saving everything for IL danheng i hope i get to E6 him as a f2p #honkai star rail #hsr #dan heng #imbibitor lunae #my art

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madbalalaika · 3 months

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#“but I know that this... this is nice”#a little something something from my Gale origin run :")#once I got this scene I immediately went to paint it #it hit me real hard ugh #aaaaa #bg3 fanart #baldur's gate 3 #astarion ancunin #gale dekarios #bloodweave #art #fanart #digital art #I've been staring at the references of velvet clothes this whole time #i still don't understand how velvet works

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lilowoof · 2 years

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#I made this to let out the feels of loving my friends who love me back #if I haven't met some of yall I would have literally killed myself so I am forever grateful #and the fact that those feelings have returned....but I still have you guys....it's heartwarming to know that #I love yall #*I walk away to cry out my emotions*#I am not sure if I will make it to the end of the year tbh but I also want to in order to be around my pals and to play games with them #that's how important yall are to me #god #sorry for being so emotional on a thursday night. it just hit me really hard tonight hahha

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notyoujamie · 1 month

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My children. My screams. I could not save you, little ones. Such pain. And yet, still, still I am not brave enough to die, to let go of this wretched life. I will endure, but no more babies. I cannot, will not, suffer such heartbreak again. From now on, it's me against the world.

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captainswan618 · 23 days

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there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you. they look like they’re trying to tell you something. you can’t get away from them, nor can you get close to them. they’re just...standing there.

so your friends and loved ones try to help you by talking to them, and the person must be saying something to them, because they look at you differently now. but you have no idea what it was, all you hear is static.

you try to tell them not to listen to the person, but no matter what you do, no matter how much you plead with them, they look up at you with suspicion-hatred-fear and just run. they don’t care where they’re going, just that you’re not there. and you can’t do anything to stop it.

the more that the people in your life care about you, the worse it is, because anyone who tries to help is turned against you. so you are just gradually shut out of your own life by the people you love the most, until eventually you no longer recognize your surroundings.

there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you.

#doctor who #doctor who spoilers #ruby sunday #carla sunday #73 yards #idk what this is #I just had to get something out when I saw the part with ruby’s mother running away from her with that cold look in her eyes #and that fucking phone call godddd #me: “hm I wonder why this episode about people turning against you and running away for an unknown reason is hitting me so hard”#like oh yeah it’s the rejection sensitive dysphoria. this is literally my worst fear #anyway BACK TO THE EPISODE #my writing #?? I guess #mine #100 #500 #1000

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jackinthebox80085 · 4 months

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“I’ll save you the pain of watching your demon b die”

Lute thinks it is a mercy to die rather than see the one you care for most die.

Vaggie let Lute live.

Lute saw Adam die.

#fuckkkk #I’ll let you draw your own conclusions for their relationship but you can’t tell me it didn’t hit lute HARD when he died #and her dialogue?#sir sir ADAM #his name?#pour some salt in the wound why don’t you?#Vaggie is going to regret letting her live #and Charlie needs to watch her back #hazbin hotel #hazbin lute #hazbin adam #hazbin vaggie #vivziepop #hazbin spoilers #guitarspear

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chellaw-sinz-arts · 2 months

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#kinitopet #kinitopet fanart #kinito the axolotl #kinito my beloved #kinito pet #my art #the bliss ending hits me hard #i'm not sad /j

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vi-visected · 1 year

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my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?

me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.

my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.

me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.

my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?

me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.

my therapist: but you did.

me: sorry?

my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.

me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.

my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.

me: …huh?

my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.

me:

me: oh.

#nothing in our sessions has ever hit me as hard as that #it was almost a year ago now and i still think about it #i’ve never had one of those ‘moments of clarity’ in therapy outside of this #but god damn did i have to sit with it for a bit #developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally #jesus Christ ellen #actually autistic #actually asd #hashtag autism posting #autism #autistic adult #autistic feels

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qiinamii · 10 months

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