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yuttikkele · 11 months ago
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I did the ship chart thing with two of my ships that have been on the mind recently mmm
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the-meme-monarch · 7 months ago
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thought ‘what if the vintage skins were more in line with actual 1930’s cartoons design sensibilities’ and promptly went mental. plus a bonus two-tone dandy ! since he’s not playable and all
so some things i learned as i was doing this:
-solo cups were not invented until the 70s, so scraps has a tin can as part of her tail instead
-hoodies WERE invented in the 30s but were generally worn by warehouse workers bc of the cold. they didn’t get worn by the general public until the 70s, so toodles and cosmo are Not wearing them
-leg warmers were invented in the 40s but also didn’t get popular until the 70s so glisten’s legs get to be naked. sad !
-GASHAPONS WEREN’T INVENTED UNTIL THE 60s. GIGI SHOULDN’T EVEN EXIST HERE. BUT I DIDN’T FIND THAT OUT UNTIL I WAS DONE DRAWING ALL THIS. OOPS !!!
other than that it was just a lot of ‘put gloves and/or shoes and/or pants on them. sometimes noses’
under the cut is All of them together and then also the sketch :]
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moongothic · 1 year ago
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...I... I do not know what on earth compelled me to make this nor why, but I will not be taking criticism at this time
#Moon posting#Break Week is rough y'all#Please I just needed to shitpost a little let me have this#OP Meta#I know this chart is incomprehensible you just have to accept it for what it is#No I was kind of thinking to myself it was kind of funny how of the OG Shichibukai half of them are either dads or borderline dads#And I was like. Can I make a chart of this. Can I make a Dad Chart of the Warlords.#I don't know why I made this nor what to do with this information but. Sure. Let me yeet this out.#Kuma is the Dadliest Dad to Ever Dad in One Piece. Moria canonically adopted Perona when she was little. We love the OG Goth Dad#Crocodad is real TO ME but if nothing else he does have the energy 100%. It's just short of Canon Confirmation at this point#Mihawk is a weird uncle to me. He has no dad energy. This man does not fuck. But he'll look after some kids (Zoro & Perona). Sure.#Blackbeard is like the opposite of Mihawk. He has never looked after a child but I'm sure he has spawned a bastard or two or three#(He may be a father but he is not a Dad) (But canonically as far as we know BB has no kids yet so I'm putting him in Not A Dad)#Jinbei is the new Token Father of the Strawhats according to Oda and so I'm putting him where he is based on that. Also vibes#Law's where he is kind of for similar reasons as Jinbei. This boy is too young to be a dad but dealing with Luffy gave him a few grey hairs#Doflamingo did arguably watch over Buffalo and Baby 5 as those two grew up so he's The Most Qualified in that square#Weevil is baby#Hancock could have Dad Energy in the right circumstances. Like she has THE POTENTIAL#Buggy does not fuck#...Thinking about it I probably should've switched Hancock and Buggy's placements on the chart but whatever it doesn't matter
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right-there-ride-on · 2 months ago
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fandom nd ppl in general waaaaay overuse the word ‘twink’ for characters that term should definitely not apply to. johnny joestar is not one such case.
#kakyoin is not a twink. johnny joestar most definitely is. just give him some arm muscles thats all I ask#I see a lot of ppl complain abt how the fandom ‘twinkifies’ johnny but unfortunately he is the only character in part 7 I think ‘twink’#would actually apply too…#I feel like I just kicked a hornets nest but its my blog so whatever#its not morally wrong or whatever to call johnny a twink its what hes drawn as for the majority of sbr’s run it’s what he is.#I feel like a lot of the sentiment behind ‘anti-twinkism’ is like how much the term has been overused#and is generally slapped on to characters when fandom wants to declare said character as girly or a bottom or whatever#and therefore ‘weak’ and other stupid gender norm stuff#so I understand ppl’s ire with characters being called ‘twinks’ in that sense#but being a twink is not a bad thing. and beyond that being androgynous is not a bad thing. its also not a bad thing for a man#to express vulnerability / emotional expression / moments of weakness#or other characteristics that have been shoved in the ‘feminine’ gender norm box. there’s literally nothing wrong#with having ‘feminine’ characteristics. unless (gasp) there’s something undesirable about ‘feminine’ characteristics…#araki seems to grasp that sooo why is everyone else so far behind… who said that#not that anyone would be misogynistic in fandom spaces or anything. pfft. yeah sounds crazy I know#ugh im so not qualified to talk about this#vent post#I don’t want to be woke anymore im exhausted#sbr#steel ball run#johnny joestar#to reiterate (because I know what fandom is like): this is my opinion.
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imwritesometimes · 2 months ago
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I just want a life where my mom isn't so much of an asshole that on like a bi-monthly basis my eyes hurt by the end of the day from crying so hard cause she's such a fuckin giant dick
#like. I cannot stress enough. no one else in the family wants to deal with her NOT because of her disabilities#but because of how much of an ASSHOLE she is#and like. I can accept that some things are harder with her cause her mental faculties are like. idk#not great#so *sometimes* she maybe doesn't understand something or whatever#that's never been a problem for me. like she doesn't really ever remember how to use her ATM card. whatever. I help her!#it's INFURIATING tho to try to have any conversation with her when she's permanently on the fox news IV drip#like. it's insane. she's SO combative abt a lot of stuff it's to the point where I KNOW#if she went to a therapist they'd have her on new meds like *that*#it also doesn't help that numerous times drs have told her like you definitely have other diagnoses#things I wont list here because it's not my medical history but let's just say YES HOLY SHIT SHE HAS THOSE#but she literally doesn't want to be ~crazy~ so she got a new doc and got them to REMOVE THE DIAGNOSIS#said it was in error she doesn't have those#she 100000% does. and if she were on meds for them and in INTENSIVE therapy#with someone who was REALLY qualified to treat THOSE issues she might do better#I'm just SO tired bro. I'm 36 years old#and I continuously have to drop whatever I'm doing to handle every little thing for her#my internet went out I know its 8:30pm but it's out! I can't log into my hulu!#like. it's so much. and I make like. seriously not enough money. and I don't get enough hours#and this has been my WHOLE LIFE. when I was in high school I wasn't even paid for it! I was going to school and basically#parenting her and my brother#I'm SO TIRED bro. I'm so tired. I'm stsrting to cry again ughhhhhh I just really needed to vent#delete later#erin explains it all
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icharchivist · 1 year ago
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Your playtime of and love for FFVII transcends time, you heard it here first folks
Obviously 😎
though you jest but i still think a lot about the fact i replayed Crisis Core so many times on different PSP, knowing i usually take ~80 hours per playthrough, but unable to tell you how many times i played this game, so in fact my hours poured into ff7 are in fact transcending time completely because god knows how many hours i played that game. not me!!!! for sure!!!
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eastgaysian · 2 years ago
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dak-wai and gortash's relationship for the record was like. guy who bought a twitchy aggressive pet wolf from an unethical exotic pet dealer and actively sics the wolf on people. but he will put his whole head in its mouth as a joke because he has absolute certainty that it is completely obedient and will never bite down. dak-wai didn't really think of him as a 'person' so much as an extension of bane's will but they didn't think they were a person so much as an extension of bhaal's will so, you know. bhaal's knife in bane's hand or whatever. but it is still a borrowed weapon so watch out!
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pokichusramblings · 6 months ago
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A lot of non-religious Jews still celebrate Hanukkah, and nobody says Hanukkah is secular. Plus, a lot of non-Christians celebrate Easter even though Easter is ABSOLUTELY a Christian holiday. Just because a holiday can be celebrated by anyone of any culture doesn’t erase that holiday’s ties to a specific religion.
'Tis the season to unpack some stuff about Christmas from a minority perspective:
Christmas is a Christian holiday. The fact that many celebrate it in an irreligious way (which is valid!) does not change its origins, connotations, symbolism, nor what it has historically meant for religious minorities.
The idea that Christmas is "secular" (read: neutral) is a product of Christian hegemony and the blindness of many in Christian countries to the permeation of Christianity as "default" culture.
When someone says they don't celebrate Christmas since it's a Christian holiday, it is not actually reassuring or helpful to say something along the lines of "oh well it's just a secular day of family & presents for everyone! So you can celebrate it too!"
Though the above statement is usually well-intentioned, it is often distressing to hear because it is untrue and is erasing our lived experiences. The reflexive effort to make Christmas universal is a cultural reverberation of the millennia-old evangelizing effort to make Christianity universal, and as such, can be very uncomfortable for religious minorities.
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gothethite · 2 months ago
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Abandoned building at a campsite I was at recently
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xo8ball · 3 months ago
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me rn bruh
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#like its uhh. i always felt attracted to women since im 12#at one point i was against femininity bc i started my transition#and was trying SO so hard to not be along it or else people would qualify me as a woman#i thought that liking women made me a woman and was so afraid of it since in that moment nobody saw me as a guy#i became more free with each year and labels can go fuck themselves lol#i dated trans guys my age online before#last partner was a feminine trans guy#was nice tbh i felt comfortable being in that relationship#i had to fuck it up because im crazy unstable and tried to cover it with drinks and parties#whatever that was when i kissed a girl and realized that was my first ever. my .. first ever .. kiss.........#with a girll.....#i know im nonbinary since a long time. masc leaning since i get a lil dysphoric being fem#but i love femeninity and i wish i could express it too without being so afraid and uncomfortable#its beautiful to me. i love girls and women#not only romantically or physically#its everything. womanhood. manners. rebellion.#non comforming women.. queer women.. marginalized women....#women have always understood me first.#women got my back and i got theirs#and yes some of my worst memories were from girls. assaulting me. at a really young age#but that wont define anything. not who i am now. not who i love.#theres something really really strong and its stronger than me and it will come out but im afraid#but its okay. it will be#what am i cooking#personal#rant
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lorisystem · 5 months ago
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#long tags sorry#rlly suspecting i have a specific disorder bc thats the closest thing ive ever seen that could explain whats wrong w me in a way that makes#sense but im also like. idk thats a disorder n am i. sick enough to qualify. also ive always been the type of person to assume i have somth#/self diagnose n i think ppl have this opinion on me that i do this overly.#which i dont blame them for its just im trying to find answers. my therapist has a very strange approach so she doesnt rlly tell me what#she thinks i have unless she thinks it would help#but in the case of this disorder (or whatever it is) i rlly need help for it so i think it might help to get diagnosed idk.#i dont wanna bring it up to her though. its so embarrassing#like. that sounds so stupid to say but its the kind of disorder where shed be like why would you ever think you have that. which idk im#assuming a lot since she was very nice about me bringing up the possibility of a CDD which she agreed i probs have#which was so embarrassing i split an alter over it actually.#but like anyway. for real this is kind of a disorder that nobody talks about bc of its nature i suppose or somth idk.#so i didnt consider it before + one of the symptoms is misunderstood so i didnt think i could have it but actually um.#im still thinking on it like im not rlly sure. i just want help so im describing to her whats wrong so she can help somehow#but its getting nowhere she has no idea on how to help me like.#last session she said are you still having feelings of alienation n i said yea that never leaves n shes like u wanna try n work on that n i#said actually lets focus on somth else (we started several sessions on somth specific actually) for now bc everytime we talk about it#it actually reinforces the feeling. n doesnt help and i feel rlly unhelpable about this n lost n idk what to do. n she was like ok#lorisys
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biscuityskies · 7 months ago
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With the impending implementation of Project 2025, I suspect that AO3 will come under fire as well. And given that it’s a US based organisation, and the US has wedged itself somehow into every possible thing, I would also suspect that this will have global impacts. I cannot be certain of it - I’m certainly not an expert on political things and Trump remains, frankly, unpredictable - but I have personally found it’s more helpful to prepare beforehand than to scramble to keep myself afloat in the midst of a crisis. Knowing how important our favourite stories are to so many of us, here’s what I suggest:
Readers, I recommend you find your favourite stories again. Go all the way back in your bookmarks. Tell the authors you appreciate them, and you love their work. I think we could all use some nice words right now. If you want to keep the story, I recommend downloading it: here’s a guide on how to do so from the AO3 FAQ. I personally have wanted to take up bookbinding for a hot second; I might print off my favourite fics for myself and figure out how to bind them. The OTW also recommends downloading your favourites - see link below.
Authors, I recommend you keep your manuscripts. Download them onto an external flash drive and save them for a rainy day four or so years from now. Even the ones you don’t like are worth keeping - I guarantee you somebody else likes them even if you don’t. (I’m speaking to myself here, too.) Project 2025 has blatantly laid out a ban of pornography, and they will take that to mean whatever they want it to; I suggest you don’t even keep your fics on a Google drive if possible it’s definitely easier to keep them all online, trust me, I know, but so does the government. Corporations do not care about you: they will sell you out to whoever is willing to pay. Remember also to turn off AI scraping wherever possible, or better yet use sites that don’t engage in that behaviour.
For further reading from people more qualified than I, here’s the OTW’s statement on what their plans are so far.
I hope I’m wrong. I honestly would love nothing more. But more importantly, we will get through this. Humanity has told stories and put blorbos in situations for literal millennia. We’ll see the other side of this.
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papayadays · 11 days ago
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book girls belong to biker boys? - ln4
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⋆˚✿˖°a/n: i was inspired by lando's biker outfit on media, and inspiration just struck (i swear i will get back on so close to what) ⋆˚✿˖° where a close run-in leads to something else or the one where you almost get run over by lando norris ⋆˚✿˖° faceclaim: alisha newton :)
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liked by mclaren and others f1 lando arriving to the paddock in style! the mclaren driver pulled up to media day on a moped in principality
user5 someone sedate me
user6 monaco weekend let’s go lando!
user7 omg biker lando??? he looks so good
user8 hold on @/bookiemonster is this the guy who almost hit you?
bookiemonster wtf that’s him he’s a driver??? brb jumping off a cliff
user9 lando almost hit someone 😭
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liked by mclaren and others bookiemonster “i would rather die of passion than boredom” - vincent van gogh (book rec of the day: this is how you lose the time war by amal el-mohtar and max gladstone)
bff forever in your debt 💞
bookiemonster anything for you
mclaren glad to have you with us! liked by author
user13 wait WHAT?? who is she and how did she get garage passes?
user14 living my dream fr
user15 great. for. you. 😭
user16 pity invite??
user17 stay mad @/user16
user18 OMG THE BOOK REC?? I LOVE TIHYLTTW it’s so so beautiful
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[lando is now following you!]
bookiemonster posted to their story!
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caption: front wing all by itself hehe fp1 & fp2 done
bff replied: WTF WHEN DID YOU PICK UP ON F1 JARGON?? bff replied: I’VE BEEN TRYING TO TEACH YOU bff replied: IT’S A LANDMARK DAY
lando replied: yep! you’re a fast learner
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bookiemonster added to their story!
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caption: at least they have good bookstores and pretty streets here
bff replied: gorg as always 😍
lando replied: no photo creds? do you hate me or something?
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liked by bff and others bookiemonster “i hope it’s love” - richard siken
bff when you told me you were going out, you neglected to say that it was a DATE
bookiemonster sorry! it was just a quiet date and i needed to just process it forgive me 🥺
bff forgiven but tell me all about it asap
user19 how could you do this? think about your book boyfriends
bookiemonster they’ll forever have a special place in my heart, i haven’t forgotten my roots 😔
user20 THE RICHARD SIKEN QUOTE oh my heart
user21 calling me single in literature is a violation 😭
user22 i hope he knows enough literature to match her freak
bookiemonster 😅 about that…
user23 top 10 anime betrayals
user24 he better treat her right
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liked by mclaren and others lando cya tomorrow for quali, monaco
user25 lando using commas in places i don’t even remember to put them 😭
user26 a changed man
mclaren is it time to hire you for the photography team?
user27 mclaren jesus 💀
user28 this is lando.jpg type post
user29 pic is gorg just like lando 😍
user30 who else is hyped for qualifying?
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bookiemonster added to their private story!
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caption: hope you get pole or whatever
bff replied: posting him already? bff replied: ooh girl you are so down bad for him
lando replied: hey look that’s me! thanks for the luck
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liked by mclaren and others bookiemonster “there is no dishonor in losing the race. there is only dishonor in not racing because you are afraid to lose.” - the art of racing in the rain by garth stein (which is my book rec of the day!)
bff i am so glad i dragged you here with me
bookiemonster i too, am very glad i went with you
mclaren our own garage literature scholar 🧡 liked by author
user31 oh so she’s close close w the team
user32 omg the movie for the art of racing in the rain was so good 🥹 yet another banger rec
user33 not her pretending to become a fan for clout
user34 sybau :)
user35 so here for her f1 x literature crossover
user36 imagine if she starts matching f1 moments to poetry? i would perish
user37 RIGHT? like emily dickinson with half the grid?
user38 did not expect her to get into sport this year let alone f1
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liked by mclaren and others lando monaco pole. bam.
user39 LANDO POLE WE USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS
mclaren mega lap!! 👏
user40 new track record is insane
bookiemonster “bam”? just like how you almost hit me with your moped?
user41 HELP that was a violation
lando you’ve been waiting to say something like that, huh?
bookiemonster can neither confirm nor deny
user42 i know my goat!!
user43 lando nation we never left
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liked by others f1gossip lando wanted to impressive a “pretty girl” with his pole 👀
user44 HELLO?? what kind of bombshell is this
user45 fr like casually dropping this in a post quali interview is crazy
user46 that should be me 😔
user47 guys be so fr it’s just another model like “pretty girl” is so shallow
user48 is that supposed to be a revelation? lmao they always date models
user49 he’s so happy when he’s mentioning his parents and the girl 🥹
user50 idk which insta model he’s hooking up w atp my driver got pole
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liked by bookiemonster and others lando “let me name the stars for you” - richard siken
bookiemonster 🫶 liked by author
user51 he’s officially down bad
user52 past down bad
user53 she’s so gorgeous omg 🤭
user54 he’s quoting richard siken it’s over
user55 WAITTTT SO THEY WERE SOFT LAUNCHING EACH OTHER
user56 you’re so right how did we not see this?
user57 new otp alert!!
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liked by lando and others bookiemonster “you’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him” - richard siken
lando 💘💘💘 liked by author
user58 he’s in his loverboy era
user59 stopppp their matching posts are so cute
user60 god i’ve seen what you’ve done for others
user61 is no one talking abt how beautiful their richard siken quotes are?
user62 no real because why are they calling me single and kicking me in the gut
user63 oh how i wish to quote poetry with someone i loved
user64 and to think it all started with lando almost running her over
user65 😭😭
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shadowfoxsilver · 8 months ago
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There's this really cool thing that a handful of diaspora Palestinians have committed a lot of time and effort to called vetting (maybe you've heard of it?) in which they speak directly with a fundraiser holder face-to-face or over phone/video call to verify all portions of a fundraiser. There are so many posts [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] that talk about the details of this process to verify that a fundraiser organizer, recipient, and the details are correct by verifying legal documents like proof of residence, photo ID, fluency in Palestinian-Dialect Arabic, family tree constructions, etc.
These vetters have been posting about Palestinian/Gaza/Arab culture/Islam/etc. for a really long time, [1] [2] [3] (these are Wayback machine links to the tumblr accounts of 90-ghost, el-shab-hussein, & nabulsi before you start crying "but, you can post backdate on tumblr!") [4] (moayesh's Instagram because his tumblr is fairly new) meaning that they didn't just pop up after Oct 2023 to start posing as a qualified individual. They are real diaspora Palestinians with stories to tell and culture to share.
GFM also has strict requirements for withdrawing money, needing evidence of a bank account from a country they service and a solid way to transfer funds from that bank account to the recipient's bank account. If the funds are withheld from the intended recipient, that can be reported to and resolved by GFM.
If you're too overwhelmed by trying to distinguish between scams and real fundraisers, then whatever. That's your problem, not everyone else's. You don't need to publicly announce to everyone that you're too busy/tired/incompetent/ignorant to properly investigate fundraisers, so everyone else should stop supporting them as well. There are plenty of vetters and scam-busting blogs dedicated to helping people distinguish between real and fake.
Donating to established nonprofit aid organizations is absolutely a good deed and is much more straightforward, but it's not the only way to help. Especially with the repeated aid blockages, sometimes Ghazan families need a more direct flow of money to pay for the ridiculously inflated cost necessities (I recently received a video from Farah wherein she states that a bottle of dish soap cost $50. $50!!!!) as well as save up for evacuation costs once the Egyptian border crossing opens. (Thousands of dollars!)
With a few minor parts removed, here is a copy/pasted text that was originally in a reblog but now in its own post since the original account is gone. Links that didn’t work anymore have been left out. I figured it’d be useful for anyone who needs it.
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cringeisthemindkiller · 1 year ago
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also yeah I did watch Saltburn. It was aight. I worry I maybe missed like some key point because I still am kinda confused w the character motives. It was cool tho very pretty and very very gay (Not in a derogatory way its just a very gay film)
Also I enjoy coloring words too much I need help anyway happy new years
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suliigwp · 3 days ago
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okay but but may i requesr some Rookie! Reader being an absolute menace that she’s considered a ticking timebomb bc of how ballsy she is with her moves on the track? Yk the quote— “I knew he'd hit the brakes—he has a wife and two kids at home.” Reader applies it to EVERYONE. They have families back home, people to get back to, and she doesn’t even care if she lives or dies, she has to cross that finish line 😭 yk everyone is praying in their respective garages when she’s racing 😭 I’d love a fic where we can see just how death defying vroom vroom is and how her grid parents and the f1 community reacts !
TICKING TIME BOMB
Rookie! Reader x Platonic! Paddock
Previous part!
SULI: Hiiiiii thank you all so much on the love for this series — this is extremely rushed and a little short but oh well I was stuck- this is a more serious one I haven't been feeling well and can't really come up with jokes- sorry the next part well be back
Warnings: reckless driving, she's better at English here, bad writing lol
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They started calling her that around Monaco.
The Time Bomb.
Not to her face. Never to her face.
Because you don’t provoke someone whose idea of a clean overtake involves two wheels in the grass and a sixth sense for who won’t risk it all.
Everyone had a theory.
“She grew up karting with criminals.”
“She used to race bikes in underground leagues.”
“She watched too much Senna footage and lost the plot.”
None of it was true. None of it mattered.
Because whatever circuit she was on, she drove like it was her last race on Earth. Not desperate, not suicidal—indifferent. Like crashing or finishing were equal outcomes. As long as she got past you first.
Barcelona, Turn 1.
She went wheel to wheel with Sainz at the start.
The commentators said: “That’s gutsy!”
The team said: “That’s unnecessary.”
Carlos said: “She’s insane.”
She said nothing.
When asked about the incident, she shrugged and unzipped the top of her race suit like the air was too heavy.
“I knew he’d brake,” she muttered to the wall of microphones. “He’s got a girlfriend.”
The media room fell into an uneasy silence.
A few reporters exchanged glances. The PR girl standing beside her stiffened slightly. She didn’t bother clarifying. She wasn’t joking.
The Grid Watched.
She had no interest in post-race handshakes or fake Instagram smiles. The others stopped tagging her in memes. Stopped inviting her to dinner. It wasn’t personal. It was caution.
She walked like someone who had better places to be. Talked like she’d done this all before.
Fast in the car. Faster out of conversations.
No one knew where she went after the debriefs. Some nights she was spotted at the edge of the paddock. Others, she disappeared before the cooldown room had even emptied.
She lived in silence and tire smoke.
Lando Noticed.
He didn’t mean to. But you notice the things that scare you.
At first, it was little things. Her qualifying laps—perfectly controlled chaos. Her refusal to let anyone walk behind her in the garage. Her habit of double-checking her steering wheel even after the mechanics had gone over it.
Then it became something else.
He saw her staring at the pit lane before a race, completely still, like she was somewhere else. Not zoned in—zoned out. Like she was waiting for something to catch fire.
“You know,” he said one afternoon, leaning against the wall of her hospitality, “you drive like you don’t care what happens.”
She didn’t look at him. Just kept tapping her fingers against the water bottle in her lap.
“I don’t,” she said, eventually.
He laughed a little, awkwardly. “You can’t mean that.”
Now she looked at him. Eyes like flint. “I’m here to win. I’m not scared of anyone on this grid.”
He believed her.
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Spa Weekend, Qualifying.
She went purple in Sector 2.
Purple, despite rain, despite cold tires.
Purple, even after nearly clipping Albon into the wall on the previous lap.
Her engineer’s voice cracked mid-sentence: “Box—no, wait—okay, you're—fuck—”
DNF.
She came back into the garage with two wheels vibrating like they’d seen war. Took off her gloves and threw them on the floor.
“I had half a second in that lap,” she muttered, ignoring the shaking hands she quickly stuffed into her pockets.
Her team principal pulled her aside.
“You have to stop doing this.”
She blinked. “Doing what?”
“Risking everything. You’re not racing them, you’re threatening them.”
Whispers on the Grid Grew.
“He said she cut across him at 290.”
“She’s going to hurt someone.”
“She’s going to hurt herself.”
When asked about it, Max didn’t say anything. Charles gave a diplomatic shrug. Pierre muttered something about needing a cigarette and walked away.
Lando? He just watched.
There was a storm behind her eyes that he didn’t think she even noticed anymore. Like she’d been living inside it so long, she thought that was just the weather.
Later That Night.
He found her sitting on the curb behind the motorhomes. Helmet beside her. Still in her race suit. Her boots were untied, like she hadn’t even noticed.
“You okay?”
She didn’t look up. “Do I look okay?”
“No. You look like you might detonate.”
A dry chuckle escaped her lips, but there was no warmth in it.
She pulled out a cigarette and stared at it for a moment before tucking it behind her ear. “You ever feel like you’re one bad day from being someone else entirely?”
He didn’t answer.
She looked up at him then—finally—and her voice was quieter. “This isn’t about winning, Norris. It’s about surviving long enough to win.”
And that was the first time he realized:
She wasn’t reckless.
She was exhausted.
...
Monza.
She went P3 after nearly tangling with Alonso on the final chicane.
As she walked past Lando in parc fermé, he said, “Nice moves out there.”
She looked at him. Not a glare. Not even her usual smirk.
Just that same hollow smile.
“I knew he’d brake,” she said again, softer this time. “He’s got people to go home to.”
She paused, eyes flicking to Lando’s.
“And you? Would you?”
He hesitated.
“I don’t know.”
She nodded like that was the only answer that made sense.
Tick.
Tick.
Tick.
She wasn’t trying to crash.
But no one was brave enough to assume she wouldn’t.
She was only just getting started.
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