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mdni. part 2 to this; one sided enemies to lovers (?) konig x reader. part 3 here
You aren't sure this job is good for you, but you would be miserable doing anything else.
That is the unquestionable truth of the matter. Normal society rejects you, then chews on you and spits you out; and you may have taken a bite as well, bitter as it was. There was an attempt, fresh of finishing high school: it was so corroding to you your only other option was joining the army. When that grew unsustainable, too, KorTac. And you are determined to make it work: the unstable people that work with you mostly irritate you, besides some precious exceptions, but you know how they operate. You know how to cope with them.
But God if they don't make it hard!
“As I said before,” you seethe between your teeth, “Novik was spotted by our squad last week in Pashyk. We have reason to believe he might still be there.”
The lieutenant you’re speaking to just listens with dead eyes. He then blinks, and turns to speak to his squad member again.
“We will go ahead as planned…”
Fuck this shit! Not only you’re forced to work alongside another squad, full of people you don’t know, but you’re also going totally unheard. What even is the point of going after an arms dealer if you’re just going to miss him every time because you’re going to the wrong places?
In the ample debrief space, you turn to protest with your side of the room. Roze doesn’t look thrilled either, having her own recon being dismissed so blatantly. It’s harder to tell what the guys are thinking, with that whole mask business, but Horangi has that battle tension in his shoulder, a sign of unreleased disapproval and anger. König… doesn’t look very different. His posture is straight, he’s not hunching to hear the others better. He could be approving the other plan, for all you know. At the end though, you can’t have too much internal conflict, especially when you know the lieutenant knows the commanding general a good deal. Personal preferences and friendships are even more relevant in a PMC than in the normal army, which is saying something.
“It’s like they thrive on doing the wrong thing,” you vent to them later as you make for the mess, fists closed. The other squad had won the battle of deciding your next step, favoured by the higher ups.
“You tell me,” replies Roze, taking her gloves off as she moves to the food stand. “A full night of work dismissed because of their old info.”
“I say we let them do as they please and just sit on the side. We are still getting paid,” says Horangi as he sheds his mask away. Oh, potato salad…
“I would rather not catch a stray bullet from them, you know how some of their aims are,” you snicker, looking around to make sure none of them are in hearing range. You grab the cutleries.
“It won’t happen,” states a voice you haven’t heard for some minutes now. König’s. He’s standing next to you, as he does often nowadays.
It’s been some weeks since you’ve slept together. You don’t know exactly how your relationship has changed. All you know is that you’ve found it increasingly hard to insult him often and he clings to you like he’s made of velcro (and you are too). And he stuck to you already before. Despite being tempted, so far you’ve managed to not fall into the trap of giving in to your impulses again– both due to your work demands, but also because you have exerted self restraint. Since you know that König has feelings for you, the poor fool, it’s good that you aren’t leading him on. It’s the kindest thing you’ve ever done for him.
Sitting down to eat, you look at König in front of you as he raises his hood to eat. A scowl tugs at your lips, but you distract yourself with food to not think about him. Great, the potato salad is fridge cold as well. And salt less. Could this day even get worse?
“You look stupid,” you say before you can reign it in, pointing at König and his mask. He gulps audibly. Horangi and Roze don’t even mind your insult, as used as they are to them, and keep having their own conversation.
“There’s no way you aren’t getting it dirty, putting it back on every time you take a bite,” you continue, frustrated. There you are again, taking it on König. He should win an award, or fire you.
“You’re right,” he says, tone cheery, “I used to eat in my room so it was cleaner.” The unspoken is so obvious it hits you in the belly, like a well placed punch that takes your breath away. You’re so uncomfortable with the eye contact he’s holding that you look away first.
Why did this have to happen to you. When taken rationally, and without the fumes of lust, what you and König have going on is neither normal nor healthy. He should have a normal companion that elevates and cherishes him, and you should go to something that starts with t and ends with herapy. But no, you’re not going: you went while you were still in the army and it was completely useless and annoying. Plus it’s not even free in KorTac like it was back then.
There’s no other way than to sit down and hope it passes. There’s many women in KorTac; König is a tall and powerful man with a particular kind of charm. Soon hormones will do their part and lead him to other, more well adjusted shores. Far away from you and your unstable moods.
The rest of the afternoon you mope around trying to do something, anything to distract you from your impending mission. You go to the gym and do more series than usual, until your arms burn; you shoot at the range; you beat some poor recruits in hand to hand training; but still it haunts you. It’s both worrying about what you will encounter and anger at being dismissed, unheard. Exacerbating your anxiety is the feeling someone is watching as you walk about the base. You feel eyes on you as you walk through corridors and as you enter rooms.
The flesh tires before the mind, and so you retreat to your room hoping to sleep at least some hours. Like the internet recommended, you pick up a book to facilitate sleep. See? You can do mental work on your own, no shrink needed. You’re trying to read the same sentence for a minute when someone knocks at your door. You raise your voice as you ask who’s there.
Dogs come back to the place where they’re fed, and much to your chagrin, some men are all dog. And they will scratch at doors.
“It’s me…” a soft voice speaks from the other side. You recognize it immediately and don’t particularly enjoy it being there, but you’ve been trying to get better. So you tell it to enter.
König enters your room like he’s making his way through a mined zone. Not very dissimilar for him when you’re concerned. Still, he lowers his head as he passes through the door and takes some tentative steps. The sound of his boots walking on your carpet is clunky and uncertain. You slide the covers off and sit straight on your bed.
“Is there a problem?” You ask him, neither cold nor warm. You have a hunch he’s not here for any official reason, but you want to hear it from his mouth.
“No, there is no problem,” he rushes to say. You give him no reaction because you already knew that.
Looking at him, so tall and awkward, standing in your room with his hands in front of himself, moves in you something that would have been disgust a month ago. Now it’s something more akin to pity and wanting to strangle him for his way of being. You sigh, already done with his bumbling ways.
“Sit down, will you?” You tell him, and he immediately sits down at the desk chair. It takes a remarkable amount of control to not tell him good boy at that.
“Was it you creeping on me all day?” You ask him directly, like a band aid taken off by surprise. You know the answer to this already as well.
He fiddles a bit with his fingers and then nods, adding a spoken yes on his own. Your eyebrows lower in anger.
“What makes you think that’s a normal thing to do? Seriously, you disgust me at times.” He jiggles his feet, making the chair creak in strain
“I saw you were upset. But I would be making you even more upset, so I thought I would look at you from afar.” His words tumble out of him like the water of a river in flood, like he cannot control his thoughts transforming into spoken phrases.
“I’m not something for you to gawk at.” His attraction to you confuses and upsets you: you cannot understand what you did for him to like you, and maybe that’s what unsettles you. That there’s a whole world out there that sees you and chooses to perceive you in a way you cannot control. Dislike, scorn, indifference: these are reactions you can understand applied to your person, but that König would instead choose to pick like is unbearable.
“I just wanted to see you were well,” he confesses, his voice soft. For some reason, he keeps digging his grave even deeper. You feel blood rush to your face.
“You’re unbelievable. You hide yourself all the time and I have to be seen and controlled? You’re the most hypocritical person I know.” His head snaps lower now, and you think to yourself this is it. This is the time you get to break his heart completely, that you make yourself unredeemable in his eyes. No longer a fussy creature he can please by doing what she says, but a fully blooded woman that doesn’t deserve his care. Leave her to her devices, his brain should be telling him. This woman is worthless and a constant headache.
Your blood chills in your veins when his hands raise to go to his nape. The fabric of his hood falls in front, a waterfall that stops to reveal the unknown. You find König’s eyes living on a man’s face.
He’s scarred, that much is true. His nose might have been broken as well. You’re speechless to the fact that he chose to take off his mask, and instead of saying anything dumb, you decide it’s your turn to gawk. His hair is longer than normal in the military, this much you guessed right, and a pleasing auburn that matches his body hair, for as little as you saw them that other time. He looks nervous, and younger than you know he is. Overall, you like his face. It matches his personality: rough in exterior facade, showing that he’s been through a lot, but soft in behavior and gestures.
“This way,” he manages to let out, “you see me as well.”
This idiot. He’s making you do it again. You’ve really tried, but it’s like he bewitches you.
You jump out of the bed and cross the room in three wide steps. König doesn’t even know what hits him when you’re already sitting on his lap. It’s quite spacious.
“This doesn’t count as an apology for stalking me,” you tell him, inflexible, your legs straddling his. But then you start holding his face in your hands. He looks like you’ve hung the moon for him, and while the sensation is heady, it’s also uncomfortable. You distract yourself from it by kissing him. You start slow, more like nibbling at his lips, uncharted territory. He tries reciprocating, thankfully not using his tongue yet, just pushing his lips against yours, chaste and innocent. You laugh against his mouth and he starts giggling too, a weirdly intimate touch that you weren’t expecting. You’re no longer laughing at him so much as you’re laughing together.
“Follow my lead,” you tell him simply, and he nods, nose brushing against yours. You begin kissing him again, this time for real, your tongue tracing first his lips and then the inside of his mouth. When it slides against his own, you urge him to reciprocate. He does, albeit shyly, but when you start really going at it he gets the hang of it. Truly, an adapting genius. You run your hands in his hair, soft and smooth, while he keeps his hand diligently on your hips, straying neither up nor down. You guess, for his patience again shown when you mistreat him in public, that he deserves a reward of sorts. When your hands move away he makes a strangled sound, but shuts up real quickly when he sees them grab the hem of your t-shirt to take it off. Already braless for bed, your tits go from being completely unknown to him to being in front of his eyes. The expression on his face, unguarded and unrestrained, is almost laughable again, but you’re feeling neglected and you don’t want to turn this into a full bullying session.
“Touch me. Don’t be shy,” you tell him, index finger in front of his lips, and again he nods, resolute. He cups your breast like it’s the holy grail, and that’s exactly what you were afraid of. That you’re an idol instead of a human being to him. Even if it’s a flattering idea.
“I won’t break, you goof,” you berate him but guide him as well, putting your hand over his, showing him how you like to be touched. The other you grab to put on your lower back. Instructed by you, his touches become more real, more vivid; he runs his hand against your side, your hip, then goes back to grope your chest. The sensation makes you move forward, grinding your body against his, and your wet pussy sends a sting of pleasure up your body from the contact against his crotch. König moves to suck your nipple then, now dedicated to covering your chest with care. His suckles are gentle but intense, a motion that is never too rough nor mild; when he is done with one breast he switches to the other without any input, and you smile, ruffling his hair a bit. He looks up at you then, face adorably red and flushed, and moves back to kiss you on the mouth again. Taken by surprise, you emit an embarrassing sound that wakes you up. You break off the kiss, drizzle of spit briefly linking you two, and rush to get off him.
His expressions are so clear now that he’s masked. And right now he’s looking at you like you just burned his house to the ground, sweaty, flushed and miserable. Unable to stand that look on his face, you clear your throat.
“Get on the bed,” you only say, and cringe a bit at the high pitched tone of your voice. König lights up again at your words, like you’ve built his house again and it’s even bigger and more splendid than it was before. He walks with his legs wide, visibly working around his erection, and the sight almost makes you facepalm. Thankfully, you can busy yourself by taking off your pants, doing it so rushedly your thumb’s nail makes a red scratch on your thigh. Watching you from the bed, König starts taking off his clothes. You didn’t tell him to do that but you will grant him this much after turning away from his kiss. He awaits, loyally, sitting on the opposite edge.
“Well? Lay down,” you tell him from the edge of the bed, bracing yourself for the next act. It’s something that you’ve thought about these past days, but to think it will happen now that he’s maskless prickles on your spine. Once you’re done, you turn to see his feet are right next to you, and he’s not quite laying down but more like sitting up with his legs stretched out. These military beds weren’t built for men like König.
You crawl over to him; you’re not trying to be particularly seductive, but maybe you’re doing it anyway, because his mouth is slightly open, oafish look on his face and all. So irritating– you can’t wait to make it go away. You reach his midsection on all fours, and your hand locks around his cock like you’ve done it a hundred times. He’s leaking all over, the poor thing. His leg twitches: you observe his expression as you pump him a couple of times and, satisfied by it changing to something less stupid, you straddle him again. You’re unsure you can take him without any preparation, but being on top allows you to change your mind quickly. Guiding his cock inside you, you flinch a little at the start and stop midway through, taking a few breaths. You’re plenty wet, and you’ve taken it before, but it’s still a challenge. Thankfully you’re made of stern stuff.
“I’m sorry…” says König, and you could really slap him for saying something this stupid while you’re trying to put his dick in you.
“Don’t be,” you reassure him anyway, huffing. That’s on you for being greedy. Finally, after a while of praying and relaxing and moving a bit after bit, you can take him to base. You sigh as he fills you whole and more, and he moans a contented noise. One of his hands comes to hold your hips, gently, gallantly, as if to say Do what you must and I’ll be there. Readjusting your legs, you start riding him. This has been your plan all along, but the feel of his long, hard cock inside you is more overwhelming than expected, and maybe you’ve missed him just a touch. Moaning, you grasp at his chest, until one of your hands grabs his neck and you dig your nails into the pale strong meat of it. König shouts, a sudden and sharp noise– you grind against his body to give something to your neglected clit.
“You– you can, hngh, move too you know…” you tell him, out of breath and aching sweetly as you bounce on his cock. You want him to feel involved as well… not like he’s a toy you use to get off.
“Alright,” he says, smiling at you like he doesn’t have a worry in the world, and you feel an undercurrent of shame again. His heels point on the mattress then, and he starts matching your thrusts from the bottom, the head of his cock reaching a point so far inside you you’re almost certain has never been reached before. Your moans have become needy cries as you match König’s movements, his grunting almost quiet, concentrated on fucking the way you want. Before you know it, two strong arms have bound you by your torso, and your chest makes contact with König’s. He’s holding you, like you’re making love and not taking out frustrations on each other… You could scream, but the change in position and angle has you curling your toes even more, pleasure mounting inside of you. König is panting in your neck, a desperate noise, and you join your arms to hold him, too, his breath hot against your body. Soon enough of his touch, of this spiked beast being tamed by his kindness, you come, letting out a disjointed mewl. Feeling your pussy constrict him even more, König hurries his last strokes, coming inside you with his head in your chest. His rumbling drawl sends rippling tingles all over your body.
You lay there on top of him for a while. Maybe you’re also a bit scared to look him in the eye after kissing and holding him. You reason this is what he’s wanted all along, and maybe you’ve been wanting something along these lines too. Finally, your knees done for, you slide out of him, leaving a mess on your thighs and his, and try to stand but miserably fail, knees buckling. Humiliated, you angrily jump over to lay down next to him. Only you could ruin your post orgasm bliss… all by yourself. Unexpectedly, König speaks.
“Can I hold you?” He asks, tone dangerously sleepy. Your bed is not equipped for two grown adults of your size sleeping on it; and your odds are not good against König in your sleep. The chances of you falling off are very high. But since you can’t go anywhere for a while, you might as well oblige him.
“Yes,” you tell him, but snuggle to him before he can do it to you. His hands are greedy now, too: he brushes your hair and your neck and your ass, reverent, back to his worshipping mood. He takes his time exploring your body, blue eyes dragging over the details, your scars, your birthmarks. Embarrassed by his lavish exploration, you hide your head in his neck. You want him to lay down more comfortably, but maybe he prefers this to having his feet hang off.
“Oh, I didn’t tell you, but I’m on birth control,” you mutter against his muscles. It’s very stupid to tell him this after he already came in you twice, but considering you’ve sprung it on him very suddenly both times, you cannot blame a guy for not asking.
“I know!” He exclaims instead, joyful. “I heard you saying so to Roze three months and five days ago, in the helicopter!” He taps his long fingers against your back, maybe to the beat of a song or a lullaby, and you shudder. Again, his obsession for you is simply inexplicable. The mean streak returns as your lungs fill, like a cat ready to scratch.
“You’re freaking me out,” you grimace and take your face off from his neck, trying to lay down on your back as much as you can in the limited space, back arched. His laugh is light and airy, reverberating through your simple room. It tugs a smile off you too and it makes you feel like everything will be alright, at work… and maybe with König, too.
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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One thing I’ve always found interesting is that Rick never really showed us the bridge between Percabeth being just friends to being in a serious relationship. A few little moments in The Staff of Hermes were the closest we got. Like, we see them say “I love you” to each other a few times throughout Heroes of Olympus, but it’s never implied that those were the first times they said it. Which means before TLH even starts, the two of them have gotten to that point. But In Staff of Hermes (which takes place a month into their relationship), they’re still in that slightly awkward phase of their relationship—you know, where they’re super into each other and obviously enjoying the perks of being a couple (aka making out), but haven’t quite settled into that groove of mature, comfortable romance yet. But by the time Percy gets kidnapped (just three months later), they clearly have found that groove, which is evident the second they reunite in MoA, because they’re totally at ease with each other, affectionate, and intimate in a way that supports the implication that those “I love you’s” I mentioned have already been exchanged. So it just makes me wonder when that shift happened? At what point in those three short months did they go from “I’m just happy we’re still together, honestly” to “I'm in love with you, and this is forever"?
Ugh, what I would give to see how they were right before Percy got kidnapped. Still holding on to a bit of that teenage casualness that disappeared during their 6 month separation, but also hopelessly in love and finally open and comfortable with it. URRGGGHHH!!!!
I love them.
#don't get me wrong#i love mature 100% committed adult percabeth that we have now#but i would have loved to have seen 16 year old percabeth in the teenage honeymoon phase#also has anyone else noticed that rick tends to avoid scenes of percabeth when they're alone AND not on a mission/in a dangerous situation#do you think it's because it feels out of character to write them alone and safe together for too long without pg-13 (or R) interactions#but he can't write those so he just avoids solo percabeth scenes as much as possible LOL?#anyway#what was i talking about?#i dont remember what i was going to say so now onto the boring tags#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#pjo#hoo#if you're still here comment what dog breed you think percabeth would end up with as adults#good job you passed the test
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Goooooooood MORNING, all! As usual, I have thoughts lol.
I need to talk to someone about the Cinderella Boy season finale or I’m gonna explode, but none of my friends read it despite my insistence so I’m throwing this into the void that is tumblr.
CB season 1 finale spoilers under the cut (just in case y’all haven’t read it yet, in which case you really should)
Also, to my mutuals and followers who DON’T read it, don’t WANT to read it, or followed me for other stuff: I do not apologize for the constant stream of Cinderella Boy content, nor is it likely to change anytime soon (◡‿◡✿) <3
THE FINALE, RIGHT? Okay. Okay. I have so many thoughts, but my biggest one that I haven’t seen ANYONE comment on is a little detail regarding the kiss. THE KISS HOT DANG.
Sorry, okay. Throughout the series, Chase has had to play the role of the heroine and has had SO MANY princes trying to make out with him, and he has always had a HUGE thing about consent. Yelling at them when they ignored his refusals, slapping and punching when words didn’t work, and even leaving the stories early because he didn’t want to do something he was uncomfortable with.
Buddy knows this, and has even helped him reinforce this (see the Honor Among Thieves storyline when he BEATS A MAN WITH HIS PRISONER CHAINS FOR IGNORING CHASE, gosh I love that scene lmaooo).
So the KISS???? I’M OVER THE MOON, AND I’LL SHOW YOU WHY!!!!
BUDDY! ASKS! PERMISSION!!! While not explicitly asking a question aloud, his expression in the second photo is inquiring—saying “is it alright if I do what’s supposed to happen in the story? I want to help you, can I do that?” And he DOESN’T PROCEED ANY FURTHER UNTIL CHASE SAYS

Only then does he begin leaning towards Chase!!

Only then does he kiss him, even though he knows it’s their last hope and it could literally save Chases’s life!!!

Like….just, ugh. THAT is how you write consent: just a questioning gaze and a simple affirmation. Punko’s the best, y’all.

Also, Chase, I see that arm, mister.
#cinderella boy#cinderella boy webtoon#cinderella boy punko#stargoth#chase x buddy#I’ve been sitting on this for a while just waiting to see if anyone else would comment on it but no one has#so I’m TAKING UP THE MANTLE#<3#I’m looking forward to next season#if only to watch Chase act like a lovestruck doofus lmao#though I’m worried Buddy may try to avoid him cuz Guilt but…idk#Chase is pretty good at wheedling himself into people’s hearts lol
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Cap should be allowed to teleport to the rock with his transformation lightning. I mean that's where it's coming from, after all.
He would use it to get out of so many situations XD.
Batman: captain, do you have a minute to stay after this meeting?
Billy, going to be late for school if he doesn't hup to: um haha sorry the wizard wants me back at the rock I'm already pushing it hahaSHAXAM
The wizard, looking up from his orb: *raises an eyebrow*
Cap, transforming back with more lightning and rushing for his bag: I'm sorry I'm sorry Mrs Ermine is going to KILL me if I'm late again this week!
The wizard, to his rapidly retreating back: this is the seventh time this month you've used me as an excuse.
Billy, halfway down the hall of sins, voice echoing: I said I'm sorrrryyyyyyy!!
Batman, left all the way on the watchtower: :|
#This is how he avoids all the fangirls and reporters XD#Freddy gets a video of cap doing the ✌️ *fades from sight* vine but it's a huge crash of thunder#It has the power to make everyone assume lightning is how cap arrives in earth (which is TECHNICALLY true)#People try to count the lightning strikes like they're kids trying to see how close the storm is but there's just too many lol#In the end they give up counting to try and figure out when caps coming or going and crime just tanks in lightning storms#Ironically the lack of crime means that's the time Billy transforms the least XD#Like I know he uses portal doors but they never get enough use anyway and the champion of magic guardian of the rock#probably needs emergency access. Plus you can't take anyone else the lightning way and you'd probably kill them trying!#captain marvel dc#dc captain marvel#shazam#billy batson#Dc the captain :D. I like his new name I hope they keep it#Anyway#rock of eternity
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hey have you guys heard of this game, it's really cool, called "In Stars and Time", you should play it sometime
#in stars and time#*gripping my switch so hard my knuckles go white* omg hiii siffrin ISaT#bought it on sale recently and im so pissed i have to go to bed so I can't continue playing#everytime a character would come on screen that I recognize I just went 🫵😮#I might be spoiled on Loop but by god I know absolutely nothing else about this game#I mean. I'm also kinda spoiled on King.#BUT EVERYTHING ELSE-#I'm so normal. im so normal im so normal about this#im sick of the stupid little Devil enemy#goo goo gaga bruh COME HERE#isat#oh my only qualm so far is that getting into battle lags it out lol#and i just knowwww it's gonna bite me in the ass later#because of the lagginess i like to avoid battle#but then they're like 'oh haha your party's levels will be saved btw! make sure you level everyone up :)'#ughhh im trying to perservere. if anyone has advice for how to make the switch version not lag that'd be helpful
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Im watching winter soldier right now and sam and steve are having their therapy conversation:
Steve "Are you happy now? Back in the world?"
Sam "The number of people now giving me orders is down to uhm, zero! So hell yah!"
Sam baby im so sorry such a legacy has been dropped upon your shoulders and youre now definitely getting one million new orders but youre doing amazing and i support and love you 😭💞
#Its been a hot minute sinse i last watched winter soldier#Actually i think it was the night vegas won the stanly cup#It was playing after the game and left it on lol#Uh but yeah ive just been watching falconsoldier on loop cause it makes me happy and winter soldier fills me with nostalgic sadness#So ive been avoiding it#But sam is literally so good from the begining he was such an angel#He deserves only good things to happen to him#And tbh ill say it with confidence he could lift thor's hammer#No i dont care about anyone elses opinions hes my scrunglie and i love him#sam wilson#captain america#Marvel
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someone once tried to tell me i don’t understand what plagiarism means because — get this — it apparently doesn’t apply to headcanons
#— ai rambles#wild how ppl will twist logic like a pretzel just to avoid admitting they or their friend stole something#but sure go off#if copy pasting someone else’s thoughts and dressing them up in your own little words makes you feel original who am i to ruin your fantasy#💀#then there was also ‘you only ever talk about the most basic stuff anyone could think of’#well then why isn’t everyone out here saying it first#LOL#maybe the real basic is needing someone else’s brain to come up with their next post 💀
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since i love same coin theory but get why folks dislike it, sometimes i muse on what makes a person and how souls and reincarnations are portrayed in media
sometimes souls are depicted as the entirety of what makes someone, sometimes its just an aspect that you can live without, and the amount of variation of how much a previous incarnation has an impact on the current self ranging from 'you're literally your past self' or the more horrifying 'your previous incarnation's memories can take over and sublimate the current self completely' to literally no impact
and then i think about how you see stan and ford change drastically over their single lifetime (eg just the sheer difference between their teen+adult+old man selves) and how amnesiac!stan is him at his core but everyone agreeing that it's not him at the same time
there's also the question of how reincarnation works in the gf universe in the first place, with the axolotl's domain being different from the 'reincarnation processing center', and how invoking + making a deal with the axolotl is described as a rare rule of the universe to 'live again', which just turned out to be reincarnation with conditions, but what exactly causes reincarnation/soulmates in a normal situation anyway.....
but in the end, the first thing my brain sprouts out when trying to explain my take on reincarnation is "kagome is not kikyo!!!!" despite only reading like 20 chapters of inuyasha and then stopping forever
#i can't remember if there was anything else to the reincarnation angle in that besides from 'dang you sure do look like her'#and 'neat!!! you have some of her powers!'#another rumiko manga take i also think of is her ghost manga with that chapter on reincarnation and#how they all thought this high schooler was a princess in her past life but she just turned out to be a turtle lol#and how past selves are pretty irrelevant in that series despite the wheel of reincarnation being a huge part#i suppose there's nature nuture talk but idk man#same coin is still literally the only satisfying outcome of the bill reincarnation thing to me tho#but i like it in a 'well. this sure is a lot to take in. anyway! let's continue with our happy ending cos stan is still stan'#but also the comedy of the guy who wanted to spread weirdness across the universe having his soul stolen by#the guy who went 'urgh ew weirdness. just gonna avoid that.' for thirty years#also i don't i've ever seen anyone really bring up the error bill.exe popup on the start of his defeat page#i'm guessing the message it might've said is 'do you wish to reboot' or restart or something#but it'd be really funny if it said 'do you wish to send a crash report' lmao#maybe soulmates aren't a thing but i will always believe in soulenemies!!!#there's a general question about determinism and stuff with paradoxes and prophecies too#are gf's prophecies usually open ended? eg the zodiac creating a power either#meaning the blue glowy magic or it causing the stan twins to reconcile and team up#jhes's prophecy to ford too being sorta open
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they are quite literally fictional characters. i understand not supporting writing straight abuse but calling any writing that’s not fluffy and 100% accurate to the character “icky” makes you the icky one. i love when tumblr is just one big place of judgement and holier than thou!
You can just say that you can't read and don't apply critical thinking skills lmao, it's okay
You also ENTIRELY missed the point. You didn't just miss it, you sling shotted yourself in the opposite direction.
Where did I say that it has to only be fluffy? Where did I say that not writing 100% accurate to character is icky?
Genuinely, where. Exact quotes, no paraphrasing or summarizing in your own incorrect words. I'm not quite sure you have the right person or post
Or are you skipping over massive parts and putting words in my mouth that I never said nor implied but you're assuming because you skimmed and didn't properly read or comprehend my post?
Why is it holier than thou to say that I condemn and don't respect people who write and fetishize stuff like rape, abuse, sexual assault, incest, abuse, stalking - I can keep going on about ALLL that I've seen here. I've literally seen all of that written and posted like it's hot and just is something to get off on more times than I can count Why is that holier than thou?
And uh yeah? I'm going to fucking judge people who fetishize that. Kinda worrying if you don't and you're okay with that. If you understood not supporting writing straight abuse, then you'd probably understand my post! If you'd like to continue this conversation, I think you should come off of anonymous so we can have an actual proper talk and so that people can see what you support and what you say, and what you think is okay
Or just stay away from my blog, lol, that's also free
The main reason I'm even replying to this is because I'm going to stand my ground on things as important than this. You're literally highlighting my example of people not understanding why it's a big deal and so harmful - and are trying to justify it. Please reread, read again, and maybe learn that just because something is fictional doesn't excuse it from causing real life harm. That's not how anything literary works. No literature is in an isolated bubble nor are its effects
#ghouldtimetalks#literally just proving my point#seriously just reread my post and i mean ACTUALLY read#I don't want a fight but you come onto my blog and try this? lol#only responding to one too just in case anyone else tries this#my blog will always be a safe space for those who want to avoid that stuff#please just read things#if im considered judgmental for that then fuck yeah im one judgmental bitch
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Oh yeah kinda a random thing before I (try to) go to bed. I’ve been kinda considering making a little Discord server for people who are fans of N (or just fans of Team Plasma and Gen 5 in general, though considering my current brainrot there would absolutely be N theming at the forefront if I actually make it) Nothing crazy just the most chill little corner Discord you can imagine. Been considering it cause I really wanna engage with both my N moots and just people who like N in general more but also I have comically large social anxiety and Discord is the place I feel most confident socially in, and just in general Discord is more casual than Tumblr imo. Basically I’m just posting this to gauge interest sorry for rambling lol
#I considered making a tumblr community but tbh I do not have faith that’s a feature that’s permanent#like I haven’t heard bad things about it but also idk anyone who actually uses the feature so-#I feel bad the only way I actively talk to people is discord but also it’s the only social app I keep on my phone#everything else I keep on my iPad or laptop to avoid doom scrolling and allowing me to touch grass 💀#also it just feels more easy to connect on Discord like I can hold actual convos on there#idk maybe I’m weird lmfao#anyway if people think it’s a good idea when the poll ends I’ll whip something up#sorry for my intense rambling today I feel extra neurodivergent today lol#bc rambles#pokemon#n harmonia
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hiiiiii ❤️ i've never made a post like this but i just wanted to say thank you for following me while i post about four dumb podcasters and don't even really do anything beyond that on here lol. crazy that 500 yardigans are even on this website. this blog is weirdly tied up with a lot of strong emotions for me because i made it when my mom was dying in september of 2022. all i wanted to do was escape the fact that my world was collapsing while i was driving to nashville and sitting in the waiting room of the vanderbilt SICU every week. it probably sounds very stupid but being in our little yardblr community helped a lot and i am so glad that i get to interact with you all every day !! 💖💖💖
#i found out they probably couldn't save my mom on september 16th#which is the day that cooking eggs with flashlights video came out#genuinely everything in my life was falling apart and i was screaming in my house alone for anyone to help my mom#and having something i could turn to helped so much which sounds stupid#but everything else in my life was being destroyed#i avoided making this post bc i was like#i can't be genuine and not talk abt my mom dying LOL. and i didn't want to seem like a jackass or whatever#and like i'm a ''my mom is in the hospital'' veteran but it just didn't get better this time#i've been in multiple ICUs to be with her and they're all hell#lol but thank u. love u mean it or whatever nick says
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OK one more thing then I’ll shut up. this isn’t related just some secret deep emmy lore but I personally stopped posting on my other blog cold turkey not after the bajillionth fetish art request, but after someone sent me their own art of that nature completely unprompted
#the losing interest due to everything else I already talked about thing was a huge factor but like#for anyone in 2024 still wondering why ttt died badly. this was my last straw LMAO#sorry this is. tmi? I guess? I’m avoiding a task LOL#the guy that got yelled at by everyone for constantly asking for that kind of thing and then pretending he died was kind of funny though.
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bh simultaneously being treated as selfish cunts that only are looking out for themselves but at the same time wishy washy losers that care too much about what ifs makes them true leftists. they even have a member who tries to baby-talk the liberals that gets misunderstood as the only smart one.
and the infighting. can't forget that
#i've tried to largely avoid making irl political comparisons outside of jokes. not that thst's stopped anyone else lol#but when a story asks whether to dismantle or not dismantle the ruling class in what could be a violent radical change for the world... wel#and the point about the what ifs truly. 'the hells are indecisive' well i sure hope they'd be this is a really difficult question!#asks#anonymous#crposting
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Tagged by @brutaliakhoa to pick 5 movies I like so you can vote on which one fits my vibe best. Obligatory "This was hard" statement. I tried to pick 5 that are pretty well known, but also with some variety
Gonna tag @desperatecheesecubes @arataka-reigen @hoth-damn @the-wayward-daughter @hxghball and anyone else who wants to join in
#shoutout to my letterboxd mutuals lol if anyone else wants to be mutuals there let me know#also i specifically avoided any mob movies lmao#tag games#movies
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So crazy how I can go from having a great day to all of a sudden remembering an upsetting dream I had last night and it just. Instantly ruins my mood </3
#negative#wtf I was doing so good why now of all times :[#had an upsetting dream about stumbling upon a bunch of ship art of Zooble with other characters and in the dream my phone froze on it#and I couldn't turn it off or exit the app or anything#so like. instead of being upset then my brain decided to make me forget about it until just now for some reason#wow cool thanks brain 👍 (HEAVY sarcasm btw)#I've been like Super paranoid about coming across ship art today and didn't know why until now#gonna be completely honest with how stressed I've already been combined eith this right now#if I see them shipped eith anyone else I may start spiraling#dw though I've been trying my best to avoid scrolling through anything for too long#I'm not looking in any tags where I could come across it#I'm blocking anyone I come across in my recommendations who doesn't tag their ship art properly#I've basically been doing my own thing for the most part today#I'm tryinf to do Anything to dostract myself so I don't 5hink about it too long#I'm trying to work on another drawing#drawing is honestly the knly thing that helps me calm down when I'm feeling any kind of negatice emotions lol#so sorry to ramble like this#I've already had to bottle up so much the past week or so so i need to get at least one thing off my chest
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