#anyways sorry venting over
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hhng i like stars can you tell
also hairdresser octopus too i guess whateverr.....
#im not super happy with how this looks#i dont like the way i draw hdo i need to work on it :(#maybe its just bc i dont feel good lately#ive been in a very horrible spot mentally hes keeping me sane#anyways sorry venting over#⭐ my art#⭐ my ocs#⭐ fanart#⭐ collieyama#parappa the rapper#ptr#parappa#parappa fanart#parappa oc#parappa the rapper 2#parappa 2#ptr 2#ptr oc#hairdresser octopus#takoyama#collieyama#oc art#artwork#art#artists on tumblr#my art#digital art#illustration#drawings#oc
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#hi sorry for the lack of art my fucking landlord wanted to increase my rent by an arm and a leg#and i've genuinely been So Angry i can't focus on drawing#anyway i'll get over it and back into it so#canine kin#wolf kin#therian art#wolf art#vent art#digital art#nonhuman art#dog art#pixel art#i never know what to fucking type in here like everyone else does#how tf do i cover everything
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The sillys 🧛😝✨
#spiderman#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#lyla#lyla across the spiderverse#art#i don't know why but i've been feeling down lately#i think i'm having a crisis cause my bitrhday is soon and the comissions as well#and add to that my school just gave us final exams when i thoight they were over so#surviving of the fittest :D#shljsks anyway sorry for venting#hope you all like the drawing#i'll be going back to comissions and all#lots of love for you all!!#thanks and bye#<3#barbie#barbie movie#meme
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What did i do to him idk bro guess
#art#doodle#yuzushifoartblog#kinda vent#twisted wonderland#twst#yuu kurokawa#twst yuusona#twst yuu#alr vent time: yeah this is actually the speech is real idfk whats the point in trying anymore#im nothing anyway im basically nothing i cant do shit im boring im scared i live by others opinion of me#nobody actually want me nobody will stay with me until the end i hope it turn out the opposite but i dont think i deserve the good outcome#i let emotions took over me. my bad#i need to get it out#i cant get myself together im sorry this will never happen again
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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself
#haha i had a meltdown#over smthn silly to them#which did result in me crying a lot#embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me#anyway#long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up#i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door#so#haha#sorry for random vent#ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague#i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it#but bestie this is not living#i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time#but im just kinda surviving#its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it#idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post
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don't know how people multi-fandom. dipped my toe into another one and immediately backed out bc everyone there was insufferable.
#ok i do know how ppl do it. the secret is having other moots in those fandoms#but i am an analysis and yapper girlie and reading the majority of y*ellowj*ckets takes are driving me up a WALL#[sorry y*llowj*ckets fandom rant starts here. tags contain spoilers for the s3 finale]#like i've lurked on the reddit and so many ppl there are dumb as rocks they don't even realize when a MAJOR PLOT POINT happens#but there are also some good takes on there once in a blue moon#and i enjoy how it's The Norm to call ppl out for being dumb as rocks abt things lmao. i love the argumentative nature of it#even tho i don't post there#on here tho? you get more nuanced takes but then you also get like 95% of the fandom who are blinded in various directions over their faves#and their rarepair / random ships. (and god forbid you express disliking a character. for valid reasons!)#and half of the fandom thinks everything they personally don't like / understand is Bad Writing#and another sizable part of the fandom is constantly chanting 'they're all bad! just pick ur fave and go!' whenever anyone wants to have#and nuanced discussion abt character morals / motivations or dares suggest that some of them are indeed less morally corrupt than others#a bunch of ppl are disappointed that they didn't get to see ALL the girls go feral and become 'crazy cannibals'#in the specific way they were imagining it would go from the pilot now that their time in the wilderness is pretty much up#EYE on the other hand enjoy the fact that most of the girls never truly descended to that level. never truly gave in to the wilderness#there have been moments for all of them sure. but in the end when it came down to the pit girl scene? the reality is most weren't into it#at all. the only ones who were really giving in were sh*na and l*ttie but everyone else was distraught over m*ri's death.#even with other characters using the hunt to conspire to take out sh*na l*ttie and possible t*issa like. in the end NONE of them could#go thru with it. which i think SAYS SOMETHING abt their character#sure they can plot all they want but when it came down to it m*lissa couldn't finish the job#and ahk*la realized that killing l*ttie in the caves would let IT in and change her forever so she backed down#ANYWAYS. just needed to Vent lol#maybe i will make this all a real post later lol (on my main bc that's where i post / rb yj content)
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hey, random person on the internet, maybe don't do this?
#shoot from the hip#sorry if this is a little too serious :(#but it really is something that annoys me#like I just don't get how people find this funny#am I just taking things too seriously? probably#is it just a small edit that doesn't warrant a whole post to be made about it? again probably#is it a good use of my time and energy to get mad at the person for making the edit? absolutely not#but frankly I don't care#between this and that one “racism” edit on luke's page I'm getting tired of humouring these people's malicious edits#I was able to revert the edit almost immediately so it didn't *really* matter#but it's more so the fact that someone did this to begin with that really bothers me#this fandom is incredible and I'm in no way accusing anyone on here of doing this#honestly I just need a place to vent about my frustration#anyways rant over#(man I hate being serious like this lol praying to god that serious junyu never appears on this blog again)
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hey 👉👈 if anyones able to throw a few bucks at me so i can get lunch at work the next few days itd be very much appreciated, I typically spend around $6-$10 a day thanks to my employee discount but im broker than broke rn and just embarrassed myself with a declined card 🙃 literally anything helps i just wanna be able to eat
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
#the guy working the self checkout made me feel like shit for it too#its cool working at a bougie grocery store until they find out youre poor and then its Over i guess#whatever im not gonna let it ruin my day#this is so stupid im scared that my finances will never improve again im just gonna be in the negatives forever :(#every paycheck feels like filling a bucket with a hole in it#i feel like such a failure#it wasnt even my fault it was my stupid last job that refused to give me hours and wouldn't elaborate#if i had any energy left I'd consider suing them because why the fuck are you risking homelessness for me after i beg you to give me hours#and the only job that would hire me is across the city and its a whole ordeal to get to#and im never home anymore im at my bfs place 70% of the week#which isnt a problem in of itself but i wish i had the freedom of transportation to be able to go home if i want :(#my life would improve if i had a car but i cannot afford a car and wont be able to afford a car until NEXT YEAR#sorry for venting in the tags im just SO FRUSTRATED. Im#over everything#anyways plz help me eat food the next few days#id be able to deal if if were not for the fact that testosterone#makes me a ravenous beast
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feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate
#an absolute GEM 💗#we need more people in the world like this#they restored my faith in humanity 🙏#unlike my date#who was… well. i’ve been on worse ones i guess#but he monologued at me for a two and a half hours#and on the rare times i actually managed to get a word in edge ways or voice an opinion#he just twisted it round to suit what he’d been saying#it REALLY annoyed me#the entire thing annoyed me actually#i am so sick and tired of going on dates with straight white men who feel the need to explain everything to you#as if you’re not a person with a mind and experiences of your own#also wtf is the point on going on a date with someone when you aren’t remotely interested in getting to know them???#the man asked me maybe two questions total the entire afternoon#i could write his entire fucking biography#also at the end he said how cool and mysterious i was#and i’m like ????#i’m only mysterious because you’d prefer me to be that than an actual person who you could have had a proper conversation with#*breathes out slowly*#phew okay i was angrier about this than i thought lol#the older i get the less tolerance i have for shit like this 🫠#anyway yeah sorry#vent over 😅#i’m just so annoyed because i have SUCH limited energy atm with my pain and fatigue etc and i just wasted it on him ffs#but then again#the cute barista and the fontaines d.c. and the marshmallows were most definitely not a waste of my energy#they totally saved my day honestly 🙏#fontaines d.c.#lulu posts
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wrote out plans and stared at my calendar, putting my hands together and mutter a quiet "you do need a break"
#i am#insanely bad at time management#ive been actively burnt out since 2025 i think#i have the mindset and ideas as the 19 y/o me but energy and productivity of late 20s#meaning. my current hands and energy can't keep up the expectations and hype of the better past me#but both of me hope. and that's where it's going downhill#LMAO#I talked with my mom#very hard talk. lots of tears involved. but I just gotta work harder#its a weird feeling bcuz im actively sabotaging and healing myself what the hell man#really /really/ need to shake off the guilt of doing nothing and the habit of doing everything so i don't feel like im lagging behind#it feels like im being swallowed every day#idk what doing but i know what im doing#im self aware but im not enough#GRAH#long story short. im going to FORCE MYSELF to let go a few things and take shit one step at a time#AND STOP. JOINING. MORE. OBLIGATIONS.#burnt the contract and prob pissed off my boss but we balling#i think i just dont want to feel#dont want everything to catch up#but that just leads to accumulation and when i do stop and pause everything just crash over#with an intensity that i cannot bear but have to sit it through#being in 20s is weird....i thought it would be easier...in same capacity it is but other times no....#doesn't help with the *gesture* current state of things too#im sorry i dont mean to vent but. im. idk just felt like sharing#to more people than i should bcuz duh its gomz#ASDHGK#anyways i will now forget about this by inhaling my sushi plate#having inari set :3#gummmyspeaks
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so tired of genuine complaints being thrown under the bus with "they will complain just because they want to complain" that's actually not how any of this works!
#rambling#vent#fandom critical#veilguard critical#i know i should just move on but like.#people trying soooooo hard to invalidate the anger of other fans is just pathetic#obviously if someone's being a dick you can be a dick back#but BOTH sides insisting that they're right and being nasty about it is just so stupid#and the positive people calling people whiny and claiming we're only complaining to complain#is really driving me up the wall#no actually there are real things to complain about. let's start with the treatment of the devs for one#but either way you liking it shouldn't affect me so me hating it shouldn't affect you#just grow up! people can dislike things that you like#i'm glad you thought the story and protagonist and conflicts were really good#i thought it was shit and overly sanitized and also oh yeah! racist! extremely racist!#but i'm so glad you enjoy that the characters have a book club that you can't even be a part of lmfao#i'm glad all the codex entries were enough for you#i'll sit over here and you can sit over there. we don't have to play with the same toys in the same way#anyway. sorry
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#sorry venting sorrryyyy#ough i have a p high stakes exam tomorrow and i have been trying to work at it this week#and then all the crap that happened today happens and my brain is just fully mush#like im so sick of this!!!! im sick of trying my best and everything in my life being upended by circumstances so completely out of my#control i couldn't do anything if i had like. alice cullen's magic precognition#it's just. SUCH GARBAGE#sometimes im like god must hate me truly#what even is thisssssss#also imso not processing my grandma's death rn#we weren't close in the latter years of her life but i grew up in her house i ate her food she loved me so much she kept my baby clothes#and she would show them to me every time i visited and she kept asking to talk to me and i was so stressed about exams i was gonna call he#after them#and she was sick but my momsaid she was getting better in the last week and then she suddently just dies? like what evennnn#anyway god. whateverrrrr#i feel embarrassed to even talk about it with anyone bc it feels like. im making ti up. im not making it up but like how does all this#happen to one person#over and over#it feels fake#anyway#WHATEVER#gonna go prep for my exam now ig#right guys
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Oh my GOD y'all I just saw a post and it made me feel vindicated about something I totally forgot bc it was like. "People act like doing a lot of things (drinking, partying, having sex, etc) while having schizophrenia is a bad thing" and like. Goddd I don't know if y'all remember this, but yk how Sun having schizophrenia was a topic for a while bc of Sun's hallucinations?
Do you guys also remember like. that someone made a post saying that Sun should not have been drinking wine at all because of his schizophrenia??? And how they were very firm that Sun was making his disorder, like, worse? by drinking???
Cuz. I remember thinking it was so weird to assume that, despite Sun insisting "no, I haven't even been drinking enough to get proper drunk, it's not a problem and I'll even cut back because people are getting worried," they were so sure that Sun was just totally throwing himself down the drain bc schizophrenic people Shouldn't be drinking at all. apparently.
And I just. It's so weird remembering that bc wow, that really Was a kinda trashy take huh? Like maybe for some folks, if they drink, their hallucinations or their delusions will get worse yk? But. That's not a guarantee. A schizophrenic person knowing their boundaries with alcohol shouldn't still be seen as this deeply tragic thing. Like wow, you're not really viewing schizophrenic people as People, are you 🤨
#xero says things#SORRY FOR THE SUDDEN RANT BUT GODDDD THAT POST WAS SO BAD AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT#anyways i am once again posting with the intent to encourage you all to fucking be normal about people with ''''scary'''' disorders#that person in general seemed to have a bad habit of more just like.#looking up basic symptoms and maybe reading a few medical articles#but not /learning/ about the disorder. if a doctor on a website said 'schizophrenic folks aren't allowed to drink'#then they wouldn't bat an eye#at least that's what it felt like. that's what it looked like to me#bc the way they posted abt these disorders just became... more and more ableist#and it was just. a huge yikes#anywaysssss WOO rant over dear god LOL#vent#rant#long post#serious post#ableism#im tagging this w/ stuff that can be filtered but Not t.sams maintags bc i dont want anyone—#—outside of followers seeing this HSJSHSJS
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guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁
#i LOVE drawing and always wanna do it#but lately I feel like I'm being forced to draw stuff 🥲 even if it's of my own doing#art class. the school project I just started. the animations I make. other stuff.#I feel like I'm constantly on time limits for them (and for some of them i AM 😭)#even if there's literally 0 reasons for me to rush myself i feel SO guilty if I don't#especially when I share the wips here and ppl leave rlly sweet comments like “this is awesome! I can't WAIT to see it done <3”#those comments make me SO happy#but once my motivation starts to wane after working on a wip for days I'm like “no I HAVE to continue I've basically promised everyone this#even if I didn't... actually promise anything to anyone.... 😬#when I asked for drawing requests a few days ago I was like “haha I'll probably only get one or two ☺️”#then they just kept on coming and coming and I'm like “FUCK. WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW 😨 SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL WHAT HAVE I DONE”#and even though i KNOW I can take my sweet ass time on them#I'm still like “fuck. I NEED TO DO THIS NOW. I basically begged for drawing requests and it'd make them sad if I don't 😭😭”#if someone sent me a request and I havent drawn anything for you yet I'm sorry 😭😬#I know the logical answer to EVERYTHING would be “take a break doofus”#but the idea of *NOT* DRAWING OUTSIDE OF MY REQUIRED ART STUFF!!??? shiver me timbers#and now I'm just drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. guilt. procrastination. more guilt.#I draw for SO MANY “pick how you do it” school projects outside of my art classes mostly bc its the easiest option LMAO#but then I get home after doing that all day and im like. fuck. there's more to draw. more to do. I don't wanna do it.#but I'm extremely bored and dont know what to do without it 🙁#you could probably write a poem out of that or something ngl LOL#anyways sorry for being a bummer. I'm gonna keep drawing for my school project after this bc I havent learned a thing 🥲 ciao ✌️#rant#rant post#vent post#artist vent#blog#*falls over dead*#I'll post like normal after this dw
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I desperately need people to stop saying afab when they just mean cis women. I also (for separate reasons) need them to stop saying “afab trans people” when they just mean trans men they don’t agree with.
#i hate agab language so much#It’s just tme/tmi discourse all over again#If the only way you know how to adress a man who is critical of your stance on HIS life#is to refer to him by what he was born with and not by what he is now#then you’re kinda missing the point of that language in the first place#Also I have never ONCE seen amab trans people used in the same way for transfemmes#at least not yet anyway (sorry if that’s a thing y’all have to deal with#hope my point comes across all the same)#And also sorry for venting like this#I’m just annoyed seeing casual transandrophobia from like random art blogs I follow
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AGH.
#Bro why am I so sensitive about EVERYTHING#Get over yourself Shima it's fine it's literally fine stop overthinking#Sitting here crying at my desk over the stupidest shit. I think I'm just having a rough day lol#I had to shoot a fire extinguisher video for work the other day and like. I was directly downwind#So I was inhaling the smoke AND the extinguisher chemicals they kept blowing right in my face#And I've had a really bad cough since then. I've been coughing all day and it's sucked#Anyway. This is my fucking RSD back at it again isn't it. Get OUT of my house#Shima speaks#I need to stop treating everything like a rejection when I know it isn't#Idk I just feel like a fucking idiot. Why am I trying so hard when nothing will come out of it#AND IT'S SO CHILDISH. WHICH IS THE PART THAT MAKES ME SO MAD.#Sorry I'm vague posting I just. UGHGHHG.#Lies down#I need a hug I think.#Vent
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