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#as usual the most i'll give them is trying to have their cake and eat it too but probably not even that
unproduciblesmackdown · 6 months
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also like does winston have to deal with his algorithm's failure being blamed for the mess at mpc. does he have access to it to see that someone clearly like added in various [NOT] edits (also....doesn't seem like a guarantee anyone else would Get to access the code beyond like an on/off switch or other "front end" kind of adjustments? but). i guess either way it's not like this Extra thing they asked from him was ever even meant to be his Main Thing, as discussed (though now again wondering about the details, if mpc was supposed to get his best shit, if this was an adjustment To it rather than a kind of extension added without having to alter that main event? i don't think billions cares either way. and he presumably could just make something new)....and, again, does axe global retain some contract with him? which winston has no reason to Want to be the case? a typical battle between whether everyone forgets he exists or else their contempt and eagerness to use him to affirm their own superiority means making sure to hold on to him Just Because of that, not even the value, which was never enough to offer him more in the first place or try to keep him from quitting
meanwhile, once again basically every time taylor makes a move towards more autonomy / doing their own thing, winston has a crucial role. coding solo for them in a basement which gave them the investors / Billions they needed to start tmc, making & backing the project that led to the c standing for carbon, now that his algorithm had this key role in the move that ultimately landed them Billions again, personally this time, & tmf (cassandraed! via: taylor mason fucks) but it's just that this time it was taken from him and fucked with, though already the "no credit" part was underway after his role in the mase carb shift translated to all of "for no reason other than wendy's ableism moments, we're Only considering firing You. here's your new best personal bully friend who is instantly & forever preferred personally & professionally" like yeah thanks. billions at least letting us know he got single digits millions for it but like, sorry did anyone start a secret fund stash for winston? seems unlikely, even though spyros the [universally hated guy even beyond winston] and sole prince loyalist here who was actively trying to thwart the sabotage, gets a share just fine, don't even worry about it. all this and how dubious it is billions was trying to be at all "nice" by having winston quit (and then be treated like that in a plotline that only existed so wags could have fun and We could have fun in that too!) when it's like "oh of course he can't just Be Here" like sure whatever. he should get to be away from there but i'm not sure billions is on the same page as to Why when a correct character informs us that actually rian was always being Too Nice by telling winston "shut the fuck up forever r word" whenever he breathed instead of at least keeping it to herself forever instead; don't think we're given room to suppose rian has reflected on this when she chooses to leave after her ""friendship"" with winston did fuckall for her Not helping hurt him even when he's entirely somewhere else & she supposedly cares At All. so even negative attention is supposedly "nicer" than being ignored (it isn't) and yet winston gets to just Not be mentioned, show up, speak, be spoken of....best thing for Someone Like Winston being if he may as well not exist but maybe his coding output just manifests in the hands of people who deserve to benefit from it
#winston billions#like wouldn't put it past billions to want him to be Worse Off somehow. not like they didn't already do that#plus ofc he too can just find shit to do outside finance entirely but billions Also didn't bother having him talk abt such things ever#e.g. let him talk about interests; aspirations....could do scienceish stuff one supposes. only b/c of earlier scifi interest moments#just ofc also great that If So it's a situation of him being pushed out / sabotaged / taken from#guy prince ran over with his car while getting his start asf situation for sure....#truly just Something that rian can assert she cares / taylor can contextualize that rian's being Nicer than she should be#after nothing but particular bullying and abuse from her towards winston. ''nicer'' than ignoring him....which she also does; so!#and not a lot of room to give billions benefit of the doubt in questioning whether winston simply Deserves this#if he wasn't inferior then he'd stop being autistic and he'd look like a central man (not paul giamatti apparently though. textually)#as usual the most i'll give them is trying to have their cake and eat it too but probably not even that#i.e. incontrivertibly treating winston Worse than other characters b/c he's inferior#but one supposes they could say ''oohh but ofc we don't SAY that's okay....INTERESTING you'd think it MIGHT be....''#which would be bullshit anyways lmao. hence the cake having & eating too#they do; also; for all intents and purposes convey that winston being treated thusly is neutral to More deserving; should be rewarded....#whilest his eternal sabotaging & punishment is [he brings it upon himself & that does make it okay]#also ofc not like taylor would've made the billions without the secret fund; which winston was not involved with....but you know#still a key role. gotta be in the episode recap and everything. but didn't Get to be in the episode. lol lmao and rofl
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writingoddess1125 · 8 months
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You get high with them- 🍃 🚬
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Luffy
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You of course bought some edibles the last time you were on land. Now chilling jn bed you ate some and Luffy came in- Assuming the gummies were just normal candies he partook in some before you could give the warning.
He ate a easy 400mg and now is laying next to you as high as a kite. His gum gum abilities also being messed with by the edibles as he is quite literally dropping over the sides of the bed.
"My face feels heavy and fuzzy" He hums, blinking at you slowly.
You smile at him and giggled at his reactions.
"You're absolutely fucked up-"
He nods at this and just giggles as he lays there. Clearly a giggly high.
Sanji
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You offer Sanji a bit from your joint while sitting in the kitchens. He accepts figuring it won't be that bad-
Sanji and you will talk with you for a while as you two shared the joint. When it hits him however- it hits him hard.
"This feels weird" He smirks at this and passes the joint back to you with a smirk. The man shows a whole new side of himself- were where he is just so chill and open! Super cool too.
"Yeah I do see Chef Zeff as my father. I'll never let him know since that would boost the old man's ego way to much- But I love the old guy"
Will come up with amazing cooking ideas and actually prepare them, often having music playing as he does so.
"(Y/N) I just got an amazing idea- what if I cake the creamy cheese sauce from the pasta and add it to ramen instead and top it with spicy seafood, a soft boiled egg and green onions. A cheesy spicy ramen"
Zoro
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When you first offer to zoro he absolutely refuses- It isn't until a few weeks later when he sees you at it again does he agree. You make him a small joint to start out with and the two of you sit on the main deck under the stars and pass it back and forth.
He will start to get a bit chattier. Talking to you a bit more about random things- He smiles and giggles a bit more.
"This is a new experience for me- I usually don't want to dull my senses"
You take another kit and cough a bit, Waving the smoke.
"But you drink a fuck ton" You pass him back the joint and he nods.
"Touché"
Eventually however he gets sleepy, immediately turning into the sleepy high. Just laying on the deck half asleep and joining in humming a song with you.
Usopp
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Truth be told- Usopp is the most open to the experience. He lies saying he does it before despite being fairly clean. However is interested in the opportunity!
Will be the one wanting to try a pipe- Which you will happily provide and the two of you will sit in the bottom haul of the ship and pass the pipe back and forth-
Usopp will actually start to yet honest with you- really really honest. It turning almost into a therapy session between the two of you.
"Man I really miss my Mum... she was just an amazing person and it makes me upset to think she only heard about how her son was a lying mess up instead lf someone great"
He admits, sadly looking at the pipe before taking another rip of the pipe.
"I'm sure she's proud of the man you are Usopp. You are a good guy and an amazing pirate" You praise, patting his shoulder.
He nods at this and smiles. Defiently a honest high Ironically.
Nami
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Nami is no beginner- In her time away from Arlong she used to smoke to feel a bit of stress relief. So when you offer she comes prepared with her favorite bong.
Sitting together the two of you will talk for hours while taking massive hits of the bong. Eating snacks stolen from the kitchen as you play records.
"So- You think that Buggy can take off his dick?" You question watching Nami take another massive rip from the bong, holding it in for a good second as she nodded and releases the cloud of smoke.
"Abso-fucking-lutely he can. He said he would take every thing apart and I saw how small he had himself flying- There is no way he hasn't sent his cock through the air"
"Wait- so if every part... do you think Luffy can stretch his?"
You both burst out in hysterical laughter and continue to talk mindlessly. Nami is Defiently the social butterfly of highs, just laying out the best of conversations.
Buggy
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You get caught by Buggy smoking at first- however he is fine with it and interested in what you could possibly be doing.
Buggy is more then willing to smoke with you, thinking this will be a fun experience for you all. It's an experience all right-
Let's say in stupid thoughts you guys get hotboxed in his bedroom. Buggy has his hair down and will be talking about random philosophy and sounding intelligent unlike his normal Goofy self.
"You know, I've always wondered how the system of devil fruits work?- if one can exist at a time say I die. Does that mean another Chop Chop fruit will appear? Who controls this?.. Does that mean a plant knows when I died?"
You nod at this, also curious of this question.
"You know, I never thought of that... wait wait- so Does that mean a plant is closer to a God then anything else if it knows when you die?"
You two will talk for hours about random questions, before stumbling to get some snacks in the middle of the night.
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h0nkch0c0late · 7 months
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Can I request Jordan Li x fem!reader (established relationship) where they found out reader never really celebrated her birthday was basically overrun by her younger sister, the golden child, (like, they’d all go to places where the sister want to go, she’ll get to open reader’s presents, blow out her candle and other stuff) and none of readers parents care nor do any of the relatives. So, reader never got to properly celebrate her birthday and doesn’t like her birthdays anymore thinking no one cares for it, and so when Jordan finds out about this, they, and maybe the rest of the gang, surprise her with her like, sorta dream birthday party
Dude omg yes.
Birthday Girl
Jordan x fem! Reader
SUMMARY: Jordan goes above and beyond for your birthday party when they find out your sister always stole your moment.
WARNINGS: swearing, au where Luke doesn't off himself 🫶🫶
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Today was your birthday.
You've always hated that day. Once you were old enough to leave your parents, you did. Lucky that you had a chance at Godolkin.
Every year was the same. You got a few "happy birthday!" Shouts from students who knew, but other than that, you mainly stayed inside of your dorm room doing the usual routine.
When Jordan had found this out, however, they knew something had to be done.
Your sister and family may have made you hate your birthday, but Jordan was going to make you love it again.
See, your sister had always been seen as the "golden child" of the family. You assumed it was because she didn't possess any powers that could get out of control (though they had forced their eldest into that life), and because, well, she was the youngest.
She made your life hell, and always specifically your birthday.
YOUR day had become HER day.
Your parents allowed her to open your presents and blow out your candles. She got to eat the first piece of your birthday cake, and hell, she kept most of your presents (the ones that she liked).
And you were always left with nothing. Your family didn't even give a shit.
Because you were the fucked up one. You were the one who had powers, who was different than everybody else, even though it was forced upon you. And they STILL blamed you for it.
So yeah, you hated celebrating your birthday because you felt like no one cared.
But in comes Jordan, being your hero.
Whilst you were distracted by your phone in Jordan's room, they gave the signal to their group of friends to get in their places.
The group being Andre, Cate, Luke, and the newest member, Maria.
The surprise party was being held in Cate's room (due to the fact she INSISTED on it being there), it was decorated with different objects and trinkets related to your favourite obsession, fairy lights and LED lights were mixed together to create the perfect lighting.
They all hid in their places inside of Cate's room, getting ready for the big surprise.
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"Hey, we should go and bug Cate." Jordan nudged you, trying to keep a straight face as to not ruin the surprise.
You turned your head towards them with a quirked brow, "now? Jordan I really don't wanna walk in on Cate and Luke fucking again."
He laughed lightly, "I promise that won't happen again. They changed their schedule."
You scoffed, "Jordan, it's Cate and Luke. They don't have a schedule."
Jordan just shrugs, pulling you up from her bed and dragging you towards the door, "too bad we're going anyway."
"Alright but I'm gonna keep my eyes closed just in case." You reply, shutting your eyes tight as you allow Jordan to pull you along.
Jordan rolls their eyes, "yeah, okay, you do that. I'll tell you if you can open them or not."
You give her a thumbs up with a grin as you keep your eyes shut, stumbling a little due to the fact you literally cannot see where the fuck you're going.
You feel Jordan stop and you knew you had arrived, and braced yourself for the lewd noises that would be heard from the other side of the door.
You were confused when you were met with silence, and the sound of Jordan opening the door without knocking.
"Jordan? What's goin-"
You were cut off by an eruption of voices yelling "SURPRISE!" in your direction inside of the room.
You opened your eyes to see what it was about, and your eyes widened as you looked around the room, there were a bunch of birthday balloons and banners, as well as posters and trinkets of your current obsession all over the room.
"Holy. Fucking. SHIT BALLS!" you yelled in shock, running into the room as your friends watched you.
You quickly turned to them, "None of you are gonna steal my presents, right?" You questioned, pointing your finger at them.
They all looked at each other in confusion before turning back to you and shaking their heads,
"Of course not. Why the hell would we do that?" Andre asked as if it were a dumb question.
You sighed and shrugged it off, "Never mind. Dumb question, don't mind me."
Finally, after more analysis of the room, you turned to your partner, a giant grin on your face.
Tears threatened to spill, happy tears, of course, but still tears.
"Did you plan all this?" Your voice cracking slightly.
Jordan nodded, "I knew you didn't really like your birthday anymore, but I thought that if I made it extra special-"
You cut her off by planting a kiss on her lips and hugging her tightly, "it's perfect, babe. Thank you." You replied softly.
"Is it? Because you sound like you're about to cry, and I'm really hoping you're not upset by it.." Jordan responded nervously, wrapping their arms around your waist.
You shook your head with a small laugh, "I'm about to cry because I'm happy, Jordan. No other reason."
"Oh," they let out a relieved chuckle, "Okay, yeah, that's good."
You gave her another peck on the lips, "Now let's get this party started, yeah?"
Jordan smirked, "After you, M'lady."
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God yall are really making me crank out a lot of Jordan content 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 I mean I don't blame you because I also love them so much but please request more characters I don't wanna go into writing burnout 🫂🫂🫂🫂
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bonny-kookoo · 5 months
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I miss ILYSIB couple :( do you plan to write any smut about it? Just anything, i miss their smut
Idk you can have this?
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You've got something on your mind.
Jungkook knows you do, because you're spacing out way more often than usual, even to the point of barely being able to be pulled out of your thoughts by the spatula covered in sweet vanilla cake batter he's poking to your lips.
"Oh!" You happily accept it, taking it from his hands to lick the remnants off of it, while he carefully taps the cake pan with the batter on the counter to get all the bubbles out, before he opens the preheated oven.
"What's on your mind?" He wonders as he slides it inside, closing the door to set the timer. "You're quiet."
You shrug, occupying yourself with the spatula, before he takes it from you to put it in the sink to wash later. He's standing in front of you now, between your legs, as he holds onto your thighs. You however reach out to teasingly pet his head, short hair still soft, but growing fast these past few days.
"Will you ever stop that?" He chuckles, and you laugh too.
"Nah. You look like one of those chia-pets, just cuter!" You compare, and he cringes a bit, while simultaneously laughing along. "Say, Jungkookie..?" You ask, and he hums a reply, walking towards the living room sofa with you to sit down on it while the cake bakes in the oven. "We'll spend Christmas together, right?" You ask, and he nods. "And new years too, right?" You ask, and again, he nods. "And like, I'll sleep over the entire time, right?" You ask, and he chuckles.
"What're you getting at?" He asks, tucking some of your hair behind your ear Christmas themed earrings dangling from your lobes.
"What if I.. always slept over.?" You wonder quietly, almost so soft he can't hear it. But he does. He hears is very clearly- and it makes his lips part a little, eyes all round.
"Like.. moving in?" He asks just as softly. "Living together?"
You nod, not looking at him, cheeks red.
"Yes." He answers, making you snap your head up to look at him. "Yes, I'll- I'll help you take apart your furniture and put them up here- and I'll help you pack, too!" He agrees, leaning forward a little on excitement. "I didn't know you'd want that?"
"I didn't know how to ask.." you whine, hugging him to sit on his lap now. "I don't wanna be the stupid clingy girlfriend you have to have around or she'll go rabid-"
He laughs. "No, be clingy!" He laughs. "I want you closer. And I'm actually glad I'm not the only one who still hesitates asking for some stuff." He sighs out, holding you close as he leans back against the backrest of the couch.
"Huh?" You wonder, looking at him. "Ask me!" You demand, and he shakes his head. "Hey no- you can't just drop that and then back out!" You complain, making hum shrug before he gasps in surprise when you accidentally grind on his dick tucked away in his underwear and sweatpants. It gives you an idea, as you do it again.
"Princess-" he warns, but you laugh.
"Tell me." You demand.
"No- ah, hey!" He whines when you grind down once more, a fake innocence on your face. "Don't do that."
"Why, cause you'll cream your pants?" You giggle, remembering the last time he actually did end up cumming into his underwear during a particularly heated make-out session. "Just tell me!" You laugh, hands now moving to slip beneath his shirt to trace the muscles beneath the skin of his abdomen, new matching belly button piercing he's got with you beneath your fingers.
"I- no.." he whines, trying to stay strong, but it's just not working. Your shorts have risen up to reveal most of your thighs, making him salivate at the thoughts invading his mind. "I want.."
"Hm?" You ask, leaning in to kiss his ear, warmth of your legs over his seeping through the fabric of his pants.
"I want you to sit on my face." He gasps out, unable to hold it in as his fingers dig into the flesh of your thighs. "I really want to eat you out like that." He confesses, and you still.
"The cake-" you start, but he cuts you off.
"Suck me off first then?" He wonders, now too desperate to mask his needs and pretend to be unfazed.
You teasingly act like you're thinking, before you shrug. "Okay, sure." You agree, sliding off his lap to have him almost instantly give you a pillow to put down for your knees as he pushes his pants down.
And surely enough, after sucking him off, and taking the cake out in a hurry, he does indeed return the favor.
Tenfold, at least.
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etirabys · 6 months
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alright, I'm going to make a post detailing things I liked about my wedding because I think it will help my long term psychological health about it or something
the flowers were lovely, I liked the palette we gave our florist and she did a nice job. I've been fingering one of the leftover roses on and off for a day and slowly shredding it
when all the flowers dry up I think I'll try making rosewater
we chose alcohol we liked, and we have a lot left over, meaning we're set to host spontaneous parties and such
my boyfriend told me that while my hair dress and makeup made me look quite unlike my usual self, I looked very bridenappable
we set aside 5-10m for our photographer to take photos of us with our other partners, which was nice
my parents were happy!!! oh my gosh they were so happy. I managed to not ruin it for them out of revenge for making me do it which was a feat of heroism and also benzodiazepines. I have ancient brain grooves of punishing them for making me do hateful things by trying to make them just as miserable, and the temptation was immense, but I largely did not do it and I have a bunch of photos of them smiling and dancing
I don't have photos from our main photographer yet but @drethelin sent me some of his and they look great. I didn't expect to be this into the photos but I'm so psyched to have the rest. Will probably post some when I get them
the fancy cake we got had fondant that I liked. I had gotten small heart shaped samples of the fondant before and I had fully expected to enjoy eating a cake covered in it. And I did. It was like marshmallow with more conviction.
my two favorite college friends crashed at my place over the weekend and it was great catching up with them. they got along really well with my other friends and partners. just going on and on about French zoning policy
I look eh in hanbok but the giant looks beautiful in hanbok. He prefers hanbok to a Western suit and frankly looks more natural that way.
the DJ did a great job! Originally we planned for "maybe a little bit of dancing" (I looked at the guest spreadsheet and guessed maybe 7 people would be willing to dance, tops) but we got like 20 people in on it.
the afterparty I put together last minute was the most enjoyable part of the day. I was pretty dead (I'd gotten up at 7:30am to get hair done) but it was nice to be my normal self, not constrained by relatives. I occasionally went around rooms, noted what conversations were going on, and matchmade by fetching someone who I thought would especially enjoy that conversation
the giant and I didn't have the usual "we'll be able to call ourselves husband and wife" motivation since we got legally married years ago, so we invented "wife plus" and "platinum husband" to describe some imaginary next level of marriage we are on.
I was forced to learn how to iron to get the hanbok presentable, and now I feel like a more powerful human being
my relatives gave me money as a wedding gift. but my dad drummed it into me that they expect it back when their kids get married and I go to their weddings. and that it would be quite inappropriate if I failed to do this. I ventured tentatively that this would all be simplified if we simply did not give each other money gifts and he was so offended at my attack on tradition & decency that I hastily backtracked. but in theory I still win because of inflation? because it's an interest free loan. also their kids might not get married. or invite me
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devildom-moss · 5 months
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I came running when I saw requests open. I know that this is a total long shot, so ignore it if it’s too much or too long of an ask:
Can I request HCs for the brothers and extras (maybe separate posts?) for celebrating the holidays with their s/o? Can be all x reader or each individual x reader, whatever you’d like. No limits on imagination or creativity. Bonus points for holiday party gifts giving and receiving for them, too! Love your content!
Okay, so I was going to try to knock them all out in one post but then things occurred, and +4k words (and a lot of time) later, I realized nope I better not. But since some of the holidays have already started, I thought I should try to get something up soon. So I'm starting with a few general headcanons and the demon brothers. I'll try to get the others up soon, though.
Celebrating the holidays/New Year headcanons (general + the demon brothers)
(Suggestive)
Word Count: +4,800
General headcanons
They would all agree to throw a party together – in part because most of them love their little friends and family parties, especially during holidays. They’re also too stubborn and affectionate to give you up for a holiday, so a big party is a decent compromise. (Because if Solomon steals you for the holidays, the brothers will throw a fit and sulk, Luke will be sad, and Lucifer, Simeon, and Diavolo will – separately – find ways to interrupt. If the brothers keep you to themselves, the others will find a way to intrude. Diavolo would have better luck convincing Barbatos to bake him a rat-shaped cake than prying you from Lucifer’s grasp on a holiday. Thirteen could hide you in her cave for a while, but Solomon and Barbatos could probably find you before the day was over.)
Thirteen and Mephisto are the most likely to either not get invited (rude) or just not show up to a big party. Then again, Thirteen is so smitten by you that she’d probably invite herself just to see you. I’ll put a bit more on that in their respective sections.
If you celebrate a particular holiday, they’ll try to celebrate that with you. If not, they might celebrate a secular Christmas or just throw a New Year / New Year’s Eve party.
A lot of effort goes into the big party, especially if you have specific customs that you celebrated in the human world. They will probably ask about it a month in advance (right after October, usually) so they can start scheming planning.
Satan, Belphie, and Solomon are usually in charge of research on customs and traditions – not that Solomon needs to do much research.
By the time they get you involved, they would already have some ideas in mind. Unless you seem to love planning parties, they want to do most of the work. You deal with their shit all year; they want to put in most of the effort as the year comes to an end and give you the chance to rest.
Lucifer
Considers it his job to make sure no matter what happens, the holidays aren’t too stressful for you (yelling at everyone and reigning in their stupidity to the best of his abilities). If he so much as senses your stress levels increase, someone is getting strung up, and you’re getting a few hours of spoiling until you feel better.
He wants alone time with you, so if he can manage it, he’ll sneak in a date with you before and after the holidays. It might be something small like eating a meal alone or taking a walk and admiring the way the Devildom settles into winter.
Lucifer wants to be the last person you go on a date with this year and the first person you date next year. He knows it’s selfish, but if you get a bit of Demonus in him, he’ll admit to his selfish desire, face flushed pink and eyes soft with adoration the whole time.
Definitely tries to get you alone during the party for a few minutes. There’s about a 40% chance he ends up drunk before the party is over. If he’s sober and conscious after everyone but Diavolo and Barbatos falls asleep, he’ll try to put the moves on you. (Those two can watch or join or try to compete; he doesn’t care. Although, if he’s tipsy enough, he’ll flirt with you and kiss you in front of Solomon and Mephisto, too.)
If it’s a New Year’s Eve party, he will drag you somewhere secluded before midnight to steal your kiss. Similar to the date thing, he wants to be your first and last kiss of the year.
Gifts – giving: Lucifer always gets you alone before giving you gifts. He likes to give practical gifts for holidays that make you think of him often, but they’re usually high-end and tailored to your interests. If you like studying or journaling or drawing, he’d give you an extravagant hand-bound notebook or enchanted pens or pencils. He might also give you some kind of jewelry – usually something that could be worn on your wrists (not at all because he feels like he’s binding you to him by doing that. No. Never.). But he’s so extra about it. He’d insist upon putting it on for you right then and there. He’d kiss your wrist before he did. And his annoying ass would definitely get you a watch and then look up at you flirtatiously to say, “Now you have no excuse to keep me waiting, my dear.”
Gifts – receiving: He’s such a pain to shop for because if you ask him what he wants, he’ll just tell you, “I want you – all to myself.” Sir, shut the fuck up. However, he loves anything you give him, so it works out. If you can get him a rare cursed record or bottle of Demonus, he’ll be overjoyed, especially if you enjoy them with him. He also appreciates special coffee beans/grounds, clothing/accessories (especially matching ones so he can show off), and anything you made by hand. As long as he can tell that you thought about him, he’ll be pleased (probably so pleased that he’ll have to resist the temptation to pounce on you right then and there).
Mammon
He will be glued to your side whenever possible. Mammon gets so excited about the holidays and the party that he’s all smiles – or maybe that’s just because he’s next to you. He considers it his job to keep you happy and bring you cheer.
Ropes you into decorating the House of Lamentation with him. Definitely helps you reach the higher locations by changing into his demon form and holding you while you decorate. “Couldn’t you just fly up here and do this yourself?” “Shuddup. I don’t wanna do it. You’re better at puttin’ this stuff up. And maybe I just wanna hold ya, so there. Now keep goin’ or the Great Mammon’s gonna drop ya.” “You wouldn’t dare!” “Yeah, yeah. I know. Just shuddup and stop teasin’ me.”
He tells you that he needs your help doing some holiday shopping, and that the deals at the end of the year are too good to miss. It’s an excuse to take you on a date, but it’s also a good way for him to keep an eye on you and see if anything sparks your interest while you’re out shopping together. He’ll go back and buy it for you later when you’re not paying attention.
Gets drunk at the party – mostly because Diavolo and Mephisto brought the good Demonus, so he can’t possibly pass it up. He’ll keep a close eye on you during the whole party (for as long as he’s sober enough).
Definitely tries to make out with you in some quiet room where no one will find you for a few minutes. You’ll probably get caught, and Mammon will get yelled at and called scum.
Stays up pretty late because he just wants to be around you, but between the Demonus and all the dancing he ropes you into, he’ll be exhausted and sleep until noon.
Gifts – giving: Gives you something stylish you can wear (that just so happens to match with something he bought for himself). He’s especially fond of giving you necklaces, jackets, or glasses – something that isn’t as easy to hide. He wants you to wear it with pride. If he gets you any kind of jewelry, he’ll get it engraved with something sickeningly sweet. “my most precious treasure” / “you shine brighter than gold” / “your smile is priceless.” Mammon also makes it a point to give you gifts alone because he’s embarrassed – and because he wants a kiss as a thank you.
Gifts – receiving: He makes a big fuss about wanting the newest products from high-end fashion brands or just cold, hard Grimm, and that’s true, he does want those things, but he’s also incredibly soft for you. As long as you give him something thoughtful, he’ll be fine if it isn’t expensive. He loves getting accessories that he can wear around his neck or wrists (yes, for the reason you’re thinking. It makes him feel like he belongs to you – which obviously means you belong to him, too.) Additionally, as long as you give him his gift in private, Mammon will be extremely pleased if you give him kinky items (collars, cuffs, and any sex toys that you promise to use on him). He likes being reminded that you think about him in that way.
Leviathan
He tries to get you to binge watch holiday specials for his favorite anime with him more than once. He’ll even try to entice you with a sleepover including all your favorite snacks and seasonal drinks. Spending time with you makes him feel better about being an otaku during the holiday season. When he isn’t around you or the others during the party prep stages, he feels anxious and mopey.
If you ask him out on a date around the holidays, he will freak out and turn a bright shade of pink, fanning his cheeks with his hands (dual purpose stimming). Take him somewhere nice and romantic, hold his hand, maybe even kiss his cheek in public, and he will melt quicker than snow next to a fire.
He probably drinks the most if no one regulates him because he’s anxious about having to be social all day and whether or not you’re having fun or if you’re going to like the gift he got for you. He still enjoys himself, though. He’ll rope a few people (at least Luke and Diavolo) into singing karaoke with him, and he’ll get a few more to play games with him.
Retires relatively early because all the socializing drained him. There’s a good chance he calls it a night and forgets to exchange gifts with you. He freaks out when he wakes up and apologizes profusely after he hunts you down finds you and finally hands you your gift.
Gifts – giving: He finds it so much easier to get gifts for someone who loves anime and manga. Nonetheless, he’ll probably try to track down something related to a show, book, game, or idol you like (any media interests, basically). He’ll get you a signed first edition print of a book you love, a commissioned art piece from one of your favorite artists (possibly of you and him), a high-quality, custom-made figure of your fav character wearing that outfit you love, or VIP tickets to a concert for that musician you like – usually one of a kind or hard to obtain items.
Gifts – receiving: He’d be delighted with the same types of gifts that he would try to get for you – but for his favorites. If you have any artistic/musical talents, he’d also be overjoyed with fan art made by you or covers sung by you. If you can voice act and you record an audio as one of his favorites, he will emotionally implode (especially if it’s suggestive or NSFW). Levi would also be happy with fabric he can use to make cosplay or outfit pieces he can use in cosplay. Like Mammon, he’d also be delighted to get kinky stuff from you (but he’d prefer stuff like lingerie, collars, and harnesses). He’ll turn bright red if you do that, but the embarrassment is kind of a turn on for him.
Satan
He will ask you out on a (cat) café date at some point near the end of the year. He understands it’s a busy time for you, so he’ll only ask you to spare one day where he can enjoy a few seasonal menu items (like peppermint hot chocolate with cute peppermint mocha whipped cream in the shape of a cat), take a stroll in the brisk winter air while holding hands, and curl up in his room reading a good book with you (and yes, that includes cuddling and maybe a little make out session). As long as he gets his one date, he’ll be content.
He finds holidays stressful, and decorating with all of his brothers gets incredibly annoying (loud, overstimulating), so if he can do something where he only has to deal with one or two people (or even better, just you), he’ll try to help that way instead. Satan is pretty good at delegating, organizing the tasks, and tracking the budget, though.
Satan looks forward to the party in part because he, Belphie, and Mephisto have a bunch of tricks planned for Lucifer. Will any of them be successful and effectively annoying? Probably not. But there’s a chance that Lucifer might slip up and get embarrassed by one of them, and that’s good enough. Satan will get annoyed if Lucifer doesn’t fall for any of them, so Lucifer might just let it happen. If not, you’ll have to bring him a drink and cheer him up.
He cherishes the chance to dance with you during the party, but he’s even more pleased when he inevitably sneaks off somewhere quiet with you. He makes sure you don’t get caught, though, and he returns you to the party within a half an hour in almost the same state you left in.
Absolutely wants to be your first kiss of the new year and has the common sense to ask you to save your first kiss for him beforehand.
Gifts – giving: Satan is the type to have most of his gifts ready in advance. He cannot deal with the stress of trying to find multiple last-minute gifts without demolishing a wall. Moreover, he thinks about others (especially you) more than he wants to admit, so if he sees something you’ll like he just gets it. He could hide 3 dead bodies in his mess of books if not for the smell; he’d have no trouble hiding presents. Besides, no one is going to try to snoop around in his room. He likes to give you books that suit your interests because he feels like he’s also sharing part of himself with you when he does. They’re usually rare editions or custom hand-bound versions. He can find you an amazing book on anything you have an interest in. Satan might also pull some strings and get you something more exclusive – products that haven’t hit the market yet that you seemed interested in or two tickets/vouchers for a novel experience. The vouchers would probably be for something that could serve as a date later like a traveling exhibit or a movie screening. Whatever it is, though, he’d make sure it’s something he thinks you’d enjoy. If it’s a book or product, he’ll have no problem giving your gift to you in front of others, but if it’s tickets/vouchers, he’ll give it to you in secret. He doesn’t want anyone trying to tag along or make a fuss over it.
Gifts – receiving: You can never have too many books. Giving him obscure or rare books (especially human world books that he never would have known about) is a great idea. He’ll be so thrilled that he’ll offer to read the book to you. Cat-themed gifts are also an option: matching cat-shaped accessories, a photo album of all the cats he’s spotted in the Devildom, reservations to a cat café, etc. He’s really easy to please. Honestly, you could put on cat ears/a cat onesie or use magic to turn yourself into a cat for a day and let him cuddle you, and he’d be the happiest demon in the Devildom.
Asmodeus
As much as he hates how much the winter air dries out his skin, he’s a bundle of cheer during the holidays. The decorations, the snow, seasonal food and drinks, adorable cozy outfits – it’s so Devilgramable. He feels like it’s his job to make you happy as the year comes to an end.
Asmo will be attached to you almost as much as Mammon. For everyone’s sake, please don’t let him find out about the mistletoe tradition. He’ll be carrying one around in a bag all month so he can steal kisses from everyone (no one will be safe) – especially you. Even if you manage to hide that information from him, Asmo will use the cold winter air as an excuse to hold your hand, hug you, and cuddle with you whenever he wants. He’ll probably get yelled at a few times for not keeping his hands to himself (mostly by his brothers, but Simeon and Solomon might suggest he needs to respect your personal space, too).
His desire for attention is about the same, so he doesn’t ask you out any more often than he usually does. Unfortunately (or fortunately), that’s still a lot. Every few days, he’ll ask you to go out with him to try some kind of seasonal drink or food or to shop. “Aw, hun. If you can’t go out, you can at least spare a few minutes to make out and warm me up a little, right? You know you want to kiss me~”
Asmo will happily help decorate – as long as he can avoid more physical tasks. He would definitely have holiday-themed nails, and he’s not about to ruin those. Luckily, he can get away with making design decisions or doing floral arrangements. He’ll pawn the heavy labor off on Beel.
If you let him, he’ll get you all dolled up and do your makeup for the party. “You’ll look so gorgeous, no one will be able to take their eyes off you.”
He’ll be lively during the party, dancing and playing games with you and the others. He might get a bit tipsy, but he’s pretty lucid all night. He’ll still be sober when he’s fawning over Solomon, Barbatos, Thirteen, and Diavolo – mostly the former two. You’re still his number one, but he wants to see if he can convince any of those four to dance with him or give him a kiss for the sake of the holidays.
At a New Year party, if he could find you, he would absolutely kiss you when the clock strikes midnight. He wouldn’t even bother to get you alone.
Gifts – giving: He’ll most likely give you high quality clothes or accessories. They’ll probably be items that he worked on himself or that he modeled. Asmo would take care to ensure that they fit you perfectly and that you’ll be comfortable in whatever he gets you. More likely than not, he would give it to you while he helps you get ready. It would probably be something you could wear to the party. If it’s clothes, he would insist that you model it for him first. “I need to take in your beauty before anyone else can see how amazing you look.” (He would definitely use that as an excuse to praise you and would probably try to get you off before the party started and someone came looking for you). If it’s jewelry, he would insist upon putting it on for you. Asmo would leave kisses on your skin between whispered words of praise. “This suits you perfectly. You’re lovely. I can’t take my eyes off you.” As a half-joke, he might give you kinky gifts and/or sex toys. With a giggle, he would tell you how excited he was to try it out with you. Also as a half-joke (in addition to a tangible present), Asmo would offer himself up to you. He wouldn’t be immediately prepared if you agreed, though. In fact, he’d probably be pleasantly surprised by your boldness.
Gifts – receiving: Asmo gets a lot of gifts from so many fans, so the most important things when considering gifts for him are time, effort, and thought. Handmade or custom gifts are ideal. He just wants to know that you were thinking of him – and only him – the entire time. I feel like he would adore a handmade or custom ordered collar or harness, but he would also love something like a handmade bouquet of paper/fabric flowers if it’s done well or a custom perfume. The other gift that would melt his heart would be your time. Get him spa vouchers and have a spa day with him, plan an entire date and spoil him, or offer to be his maid/butler for a full day (extra points if you dress up for him). More than anything, he wants you.
Beelzebub
Beel gets so excited to try all the limited-time and seasonal foods near the end of the year, and, of course, he’s even more excited to eat them with you. So, surprisingly, he manages to squeeze a lot of dates in around the holidays. He’ll invite you to some café or restaurant – anywhere that sells food and drinks – almost every other day. However, Beel isn’t as selfish with your time, so he doesn’t mind if the others tag along – especially Belphie and Luke. If he really wants you to himself, he’ll invite you when no one else is around and tell you to keep it a secret.
He makes a long list of food and drinks that he wants Luke, Simeon, and Barbatos to make for the party – not that they need it, but they’ll take a look, nonetheless. They use him to taste test all their food. Other than that, he helps decorate, bring in ingredients, and carry things while the others shop. If it involves manual labor, Beel is happy to help. He wants the party to go well so it will make you and his brothers (and the others) happy.
Spends most of the party snacking and playing games. He’ll drink the one glass of Demonus that gets served to him to toast with. Otherwise, he’ll only consume alcohol if it’s put in a particularly delicious looking drink.
Lets you sit on his lap while playing games – even if the others complain about it. As long as you want to, he doesn’t mind. In fact, he’d be delighted if you chose to sit on him when given a multitude of other options (including an actual chair). How adorable would he be just wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his chin on your shoulder?
At some point in the party, when he’s temporarily satiated his hunger, he’ll try to get you alone for a bit. He’ll ask you to take a short walk or just get some air with him. He wants to be somewhere quieter with you. Besides, if you’re outside and it’s cold, that’s a perfect excuse for him to hold your hand or pull you in close. If he’s feeling bold, he might try to kiss you.
Gifts – giving: He (almost) always has food on his mind, so his first instinct is to give you food as a present. Things like seasonal candies and drink mixes are the most likely contenders. Beel would buy multiples of whatever he bought you for himself. That way he won’t be as tempted to eat your present. Additionally, that means he can try the food or drinks with you. He loves the experience of eating with you and seeing your face light up when you try something delicious. Therefore, another present he might offer would be tickets for a restaurant tour or food-based fair. You could go with him and sample amazing food until you’re too full to move – if you want.
Gifts – receiving: Obviously, getting him food is the easiest option, but you should make sure you put some more effort and thought into it. Seasonal and limited-time options are great, but he would appreciate a more personal touch. Instead, if you can cook, you could do something like schedule a date to prepare a homemade full-course meal just for Beel, making whatever food he requested. You could also make him a huge box of assorted sweets – chocolates, cookies, pastries, etc. He’d appreciate how much time you spent. If you tell him that you thought of him the whole time, he would melt on the spot. Beel would also be happy to get tickets for food tours or fairs – as long as you, and maybe Belphie, can go with him. Outside of food-related gifts, Beel isn’t opposed to getting clothes from you, especially if you buy something that matches with an item you own. You could get him jewelry, so long as it’ll be okay coming in contact with heat and sweat. Since you gave it to him, he’s going to want to wear it often – including during his workouts. He’d prefer necklaces; it feels like he’s keeping you close to his heart that way.
Belphegor
Other than looking into human world traditions, he’s pretty useless in the party planning stages. He tends to fall asleep when he’s instructed to clean or decorate, so he doesn’t get much done. Although, I guess if you count setting up pranks on Lucifer as “helping out,” he’s a bit more useful.
He takes advantage of the cold weather as an excuse to cuddle and nap with you. “It’s too cold to sleep alone. You have to sleep with me, or I won’t rest as well.” He makes it a habit of trying to sleep with you as often as possible. Aside: he strikes me as one of those people with cold hands, and as winter approaches, he’ll use that to tease you. Belphie will slip his hands under your clothes or between your thighs to warm them up, and when you look at him, he’ll feign innocence. What a little shit.
If the planetarium or botanical gardens have a special exhibit, he’d ask you to go on a date there, but he’s not picky about whether it happens before or after the holidays – just promise to spend time alone with him.
He’s not that enthusiastic about the party, but if you seem excited, he’ll take some interest in it. He’ll stay awake long enough to dance with you, play a few games, and see if any of the pranks they set up for Lucifer succeed.
Drags you somewhere secluded during the party, claiming that he wants to take a nap and that you should help him fall asleep, but he’d much rather make out with you until he’s a blushing, panting mess. He can always take a nap after that. It’s a pretty obvious ruse since he will probably fall asleep a few times in the middle of the party with no assistance.
Regardless of when the party is, Belphie insists on sleeping with you the night before the holiday (if it’s a multi-day holiday, then at least the first day of it) and the night before the New Year. If the party is on the night before the holiday/New Year’s Eve, he either tells you to come find him when you’re tired or he’ll stay by your side the entire night. He wants to start the holiday/New Year perfectly, and that means waking up next to you – preferably in your arms. Especially for the New Year, he wants to be the last person you see at the end of the year and the first person you see at the beginning. If he can also be your last and first kiss of the year, he’d be pleased. (Also, if he has the energy, he wants to be the first person you fuck that year too).
Gifts – giving: Himself. Canonically, he’s already done this, but he just likes the idea of offering himself up to you and that you would want him more than anything else, so I could see him doing it again. If he feels compelled to give you an actual present, he’d probably get you matching pajamas. How jealous would the others be if they saw that he had not only crawled into your bed again, but he was also wearing the same pajamas as you? He would feel such a wicked joy from it. Belphie might also give you star-themed accessories, so you’ll always think of him whenever you put it on. For the same possessive reasons as some of his older brothers, Belphie would probably give you a necklace or bracelet.
Gifts – receiving: An alarm clock that actually works on him. Belphie is pretty easy to please as long as you show that you were thinking about him. He’ll gladly take comfortable bedding, pillows, or pajamas. You could also offer to give yourself to him. The only problem is that as much as he loves the idea of having you all to himself for a full day or two, he’ll complain about wanting to keep you as his for longer. “Aww, MC. I don’t want to give you up. Can’t you stay my servant for a few more days. I’ll treat you so well. Don’t you want to keep spoiling me?” He’s grateful, but he likes you doting on him too much. Additionally, he’s another one you could give kinky stuff to. Give him toys and promise to use them on him. Similarly, I feel like he would be delighted if you tied him up, wrapped a soft bow around him (wherever you please), and told him that his gift was going to be that you were going to “take care of him” for a full day. sorry
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Genre: omegaverse, Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff
Pairing: ot7 x reader
Warning ⚠️: funeral, insensitive comments, suicide ideation(please if you feel this way please get help)
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It's rare that you and namjoon fight the two of you avoid fighting each other like plague. Always ready to be understanding, to forgive, to let go , to kiss and make up. When one of you is stubborn the other yields and is generous.
But when it did happen then the two of you are stubborn as mule and it gives Jin a headache. Because every one comes to complain to him. He's the pack alpha. He knows it's his job. Normally he loves being the Alpha. But in times like this he can feel his blood pressure shoot through the roof.
The most common fights he has to break are between Taehyung and Jimin. But it's usually simpler. Yoongi and Hobi try to make Jimin understand and Namjoon and Jungkook handle Taehyung. But when it's about the other soulmate pair namely you and Joon it's tough. Because you are closest to each other. Like some sort of cocoon. He doesn't mind he sort of gets it. But in such situations. He's extra stressed about not hurting the either of you. Because its easy for both of you to feel alienated.
If he takes Namjoons side you may feel like he hasn't accepted you as pack and if he takes yours Namjoon may feel like everyone is against him and its not a pretty scene.
Jungkook comes in the kitchen whistling as Jin sits and contemplates the situation. Jugkook takes a bottle of water from the fridge and chugs it and keeps it back. He slaps Jin's butt as he sits next to Jin and opens a bag of chips and starts eating.
"Ya Jeon Jungkook. I've told you not to eat those they are Y/n's"
"I'll buy her more." Jungkook replies and Jin gives him a look of disbelief.
"It's fine. She'll forgive me. She's too busy being mad at Namjoon hyung anyway"
"Do you have any idea why they fought."
"I do." Jungkook says taking another bite.
Jin rolls his eyes.
"And when were you going to mention it?"
Jungkook shrugs. "No one asked me. Besides you always say not to interfere between the two."
"I know. But from now on tell me... only me"
"Y/n-ie found invitations to Namjoon's company dinner. So she asked him. He said it wasn't a big deal. But he's getting an award and perhaps bonus. He said he didn't tell her cause he knows she hates the events and he didn't want to force her."
"That's it?"
"Nope. Then she said are you embarrassed of me. To which he was like you're my soulmate and then she said that's not an answer to what I'm asking and then it got pretty ugly."
"And how did you hear this?"
"I was using her bathroom cause the others were busy."
Jin can't help but smile at the other boys antics.
Yoongi comes in carrying a parcel.
"Jungkook did you order something?"
Jungkook perks up excited. "Its here. Me and Y/n-ie ordered embroidery kits. I'll go take it to her." Jungkook takes the parcel.
Yoongi pats Jin's back. "It'll be alright we've been through worse."
Jin nods. Its true.
Jungkook decides to take a banana milk and other flavored milks pack and grabs a couple snacks. Seamlessly balancing everything and going towards your room.
You and Jungkook often did things together. The two of you bonded over buying new things and DIY kits often taking help if needed or even just including other pack members. Like the time you needed Joons help with the planting kit and Yoongi's help finding sand paper to complete your DIY wooden ship. The time you tried Resin was fun. You still use the trays you both made with Jimin and Tae. You'd even made a book mark for Joon. You also did self DIY projects like the time you had begged Hobi to give up some of his shoes so you could paint them. Sometimes when you went to the Sunday Market. You'd stop with Joon at the book stall. Once you'd found an old recipe book and then it was you and jungkook and Jimin and failed attempt at some sort of microwave cake which was as hard as a stale cookie though the kitchen did smell great.
Your life now was filled with all these little moments which made it so beautiful. Ofcourse sometimes you do wonder. Was it really necessary to loose your old family for this one and you put the thought away because you cannot be ungrateful you must not be or you might loose this as well.
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(Before)
You've worn a mourning black dress. You're exhausted from meeting the lawyer to doing paperwork and emptying your room at the shelter. It was a bit silly but you'd stayed till the very last moment. Hoping against hope and silently praying that your mate would come. But hope was a painful thing and a luxury you couldn't afford. So you cried a little inside your new bathroom or rather your old one at your uncle's place. Which was now your own. Wondering when would it be over.
You're the chief mourner. And you can't help but think it's good your soulmate chose their pack over you because you seem to kill everyone around you.
A lot of people come. Offering their condolences.
He was a good man.
He loved his wife so much.
A great man the likes of whom we don't see.
He will be missed.
Such a loss.
Untimely death.
You supposed the death of a person forgave their sins.
The whispers are everywhere.
You go outside for a while. To get yourself water. The panic is settling in its too much its all too much. You hide behind a tree gulping the cool water and its heaven down your throat. It's almost magical one pill and the world is more bearable.
"I heard his niece put false charges on him. Poor man." A lady discusses
"Not only that she's going to inherit his assets." Her friends adds.
"They said her pack died in a car accident and she was the only one who survived."
"Not only that they said she doesn't have a scent."
"What a freak."
"It gives me the shivers."
Someone covered your ears. You could smell it the sweet familiar scent.
You turned. Face to face with yoongi.
"It's fine." You said gruffly removing his hands from your ears harsher then you intended to.
Your alpha awakening had given you more strength. Strength that scared you. Strength that made you even harder to kill.
The words were already branded in your brain.
"Are you ok?" He asked softly.
"Why are you here?" You asked instead. He smelled like your old bestfriend but he wasn't. It would be better to remember that. He too had a pack. Just like your soulmate. Just like everyone else except you.
"We need to talk."
"About what?... wait don't tell me... you're not my soulmate are you?" You stagger backwards clenching your fist. You want to hold him someone anyone.
"No I'm not but.."
Ofcourse he's not it can't be that simple ofcourse.
"Then there's no reason. Excuse me I have to wrap this up. People will be wondering why the chief mourner is missing."
Before you could leave Yoongi stopped you giving you his card.
"Call me if you need anything. I'll come see you later."
You don't say anything. So he leaves.
You wonder if you can have two pills quickly. You wonder if you can mention those ladies in a suicide note. Won't that be funny though you won't be there to see it.
You stare at the casket as it lowered down. You envy your uncle. Wishing you could trade places.
Would anyone cry if I disappear?
It's fine I wouldn't even know the difference once I'm dead afterall..
Everyone leaves. Some people even try to comfort you. You put on an understanding face as you tell them words they want to hear.
And thats that. You go to a convenience store nearby. Sit eating instant noodles. The noodles taste bland so you play with them more than you eat them.
What next?
The world is right infront of you. What are you even supposed to live for. The person you might have wanted revenge on is dead. You can't kill yourself after surviving your family. You have money and a house. You could go to college but studying you don't think you can do that anymore. You used to have dreams. But they seem a childish fantasy and nothing more. Even your soulmate doesn't want you. You don't blame them you wouldn't want a person like yourself. A joke of an alpha.
A can hits the noodles. And the scalding hot broth falls down your hand and lap. They seemed to have been trying to throw the can in the Dustbin right infront of where you sat. And with your terrible luck it ruined your dinner.
You instinctively stand up. Someone takes your hands pouring cold water over them.
"Are you okay?"
You look up to see the most charming face. Kind eyes, strong hands, taller than you and the scent that makes you want to dissolve in it.
"No.." Your voice is foreign to you as you reply. Tears dripping out of your eyes.
He hugs you wrapping his arms around you.
"I'm sorry I won't ever leave you alone again I promise."
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Yeah so that's that. I've been away for a while. I haven't written anything but I wanted to post something.. so I did this.. If you've read belong. I'm not in the mindset to write belong currently it's way too happy for me and I can't do it justice right now.
Please let me know your thoughts!!
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Omg !! Thank you thank you thank you!! For answering! You are such an Angel!😭🩷🩷! When I ask most girls, they don’t reply 😭! So thank you so much!
I have an okay butt! But only due to genetics too🥲(thank you family 🫶🏾) ! But lately, it’s been looking a little less firm. So I’ve been working out since august of last year! And finally! I’m seeing some progress! Barely you know. It’s taken me on such a roller coaster of emotions and self doubt if I should even go to the gym 😭 but thank goodness I did not give up! I’ve been waking up at 5 am to go!! Changing my eating habits, and eating less processed foods/ incorporating a bit of protein! And it’s finally paying off 😭!
So! When I stumbled upon your blog and absolutely wow! You are beyond inspiring! You are so pretty!😭🩷. (Please I’m not a creep, I swear they’re compliments 😭) like your cake is so firm and perky, and lifted! And the shape is just wow! Like my mouth dropped when I saw your pictures! You are so so beautiful! ✨.
My upper body isn’t the best either 😅🥲. But i prioritize it just because I have too😭. But I’ll incorporate more of the hip abduction/adduction, and hyperextension!! I usually avoid those because I’m so shy to use the machines 😭😂. Like I usually grab my weights and bar and go into a little corner of a room! But I’ll give them a try!💪🏼.
Same here I don’t have a fixed workout plan either! And you are absolutely so right about not seeing how far we’ve come with seeing what our body can endure. Or do workouts that used to be difficult at the beginning, but know they’ve become easier🩷 Like it just made sense to me, that I’ve been working out since august of 2023! And barely this month is where I have felt at my happiest and lightest emotionally. My body can finally keep up 😭. My body is looking different and I love how I’m changing physically 🥹.
But thank you so much for answering my ask! It means so much to me! I’m so sorry I’m like spilling my emotions here 😅. It just means a lot. And you are absolutely so nice and sweet and you look good!😁🩷
By any chance,(sorry to bother 🥲) would you mind sharing what your protein intake? 🩷 is it mostly through foods, or are you also taking a specific protein powder? 😯
No worries! I'm happy to help in any way I can 🤗
Congrats on those 8 months going to the gym!!!!!!!!!!🎉🎉🎉 You should be proud of yourself for sticking with it 😊😊😊 I'm a newbie too, I've started going to the gym on September 23' 💪
I know it's hard to keep going because I felt so anxious and dumb and out of place at the beginning of this journey 🫣 so I'm happy for you and myself haha creating a habit is difficult!!!!!! 😤
I'm glad you are finally seeing progress and it's a big part of staying motivated to keep working out and eat more home cooked meals and all the healthy stuff we try to do even if we don't succeed all the time 😂
Thank you for the compliments I appreciate them 💖
Today I did some upper body workout and ugh 😩 it's always like 'am I doing enough?' because I don't feel that strong haha my goal is to do pull ups one day 🙌🙌🙌🙌
You should try those exercises, I know I'm shy too and sometimes I don't want to be in front of everyone but I suck it up and do it and to be honest I've been saying to myself that I'll try squats on the Smith machine for ages and I haven't had the courage to do it yet just to not make a fool of myself 🫣🥲 so I get it
About the protein intake I couldn't tell because the only thing I do is to be more mindful of what I eat and I try to eat a good amount of protein with every meal. But yes, I use protein powder too, sometimes I have a protein shake with some fruit or baked oats with the protein powder or with yogurt but mostly when I think that I haven't eaten that much protein or if I have had workout that day. What I've been told is that if you're trying to gain muscle you should eat around 2 grams per kilo of protein depending on your weight 🤓
(I take myprotein whey powder)
Thank you for sharing your gym story with me ☺️
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Happy Birthday Daddy
Synopsis: One where Harry's daughter plans something special for his birthday, and ends up confessing anymore to things to his baby mama
CW: A butt load of Fluff and a pinch of angst.
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Harry was home, exhausted even on his break.
He's been taking care of little Alba whilst her Mummy is busy with work, also taking care of all the other house chores as his house keeper was on a vacation. He was still finding little pieces of confetti as he cleaned the house from Alba's birthday just last week they celebrated at his house. She turned three!
YN was there to pick up Alba on her home from work, she's usually got their daughter, especially when he's touring and all. But Alba is still her daddy's princess.
"Have a nice day with Mummy, okay Princess?" Harry kissed all over his little girls face, "I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yes!" Alba chirped, "we gonna eat cake!"
"Yeah, we're gonna eat loads of cake tomorrow." He chuckled and looked up at YN who was patiently waiting for them to be done with their goodbyes for the day.
YN had gotten off work early today, she wanted to spend a day with Alba as she felt too bad not being able to be with her since her birthday. Alba loves both her parents though she's too young to understand her parents are not typical pair of parents, like most of her friends' from nursery.
"You're gonna be there tomorrow?" Harry asked, still crouched with a wiggly toddler in his arms.
"Oh, I'll have to see. Not sure though." YN shrugged.
"Alright." Harry sighed, "what are you two upto today?"
"We're going to get our hair and nails done, then we'll go eat out go home and watch a movie, won't be Alba?" YN cooed looking at her daughter.
"Yes!" She clapped her tiny hands in excitement. "I wan'to get fwenges, Papa!"
"Yeah? You're gonna look so pretty with fringes baby." He beamed at his little one, "and you do need a little hair cut don't you?"
"Mhmm!" She nodded, "wess go Mummy!" She turned around to give her dad a little kiss on his mouth before running to put her shoes on.
Even though Harry doesn't mind outside shoes in his house she still carries the manners of not wearing dirty shoes inside. She knows it's very dirty and not hygienic. Such a smart little kid she is. Harry walked them out, strapped the little girl in her car seat whilst YN put all her stuff away in the booth.
"I'll drop her off at ten tomorrow." YN said.
"Okay, drive safe." He smiled watching her get in her car.
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Rest of the day Harry spent in his house, reading and making himself some lunch at home. He instantly missed Alba as she would tail around him and make a mess trying to help him cook, but she deserves to be with her Mummy as well.
He did kept getting loads of updates of her though, like she got her nails done in pink and gold, got her hair trimmed and her fringes cut like she had asked for.
"You're being so brave, Alba, I'm so proud of you." YN spoke in the video behind the camera as Alba got her hair washed.
He remembered YN telling him before her birthday they did went to get her hair cut but she got too overwhelmed and scared. Today she was being very brave. It was her second hair cut ever. It was a long video. The hair dresser asking YN if she's filming and her telling the man that she's sending the video Alba's dad and the hair dresser called him her husband on accident but she did not bother to correct him.
A few pictures of Alba making silly faces with a white towel wrapped around her head. She looked ditto like his mini version. The same eyes, same lips, same dimples, same nose, same way of posing for pictures, Same curly blonde hair which are slowly turning brown.
About half and hour later he got pictures of Alba's hair all styled with her natural curls dropping to her shoulders, her chubby cheeks looking more prominent with fringes framing her face.
More pictures of her messily eating a pizza and ice cream and sipping on what looks like strawberry milkshake. It was quite late so the updates stopped, he reckoned they both went back home. She was having a field day.
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On the other side, YN thought it would be a good idea to get Alba on the idea of making her dad a gift bag. He had strictly asked not to get him anything but he won't be able to say no if Alba is behind it all.
So they went to stores YN knew she could afford which was H&M, Alba picked a very pretty baby blue button down shirt for her dad. YN didn't know his pant size so they opted for a necklace instead, a little H and A and a heart charm on it. Alba wanted to add some socks to the bag as well. From the kids section she picked a tiny white cat stuffie with a pink nose and green buttoned eyes. A couple of hair clips YN picked out knowing he uses those.
"Mummy, I wan this pwease!" She found a little barbie RV for herself.
She did get a load of presents this year but YN couldn't get her much other than a cake and a few clothes so she plopped the toy in the cart. They also found Tiaras, Alba picked three one for each of them.
From the next store they picked out a pair of new Nike workout shoes, YN wanted to get him a pair as she had seen his old ones are holding onto it by threads. And they were off to craft store next where YN picked a shimmery paper bag and decorative tissue papers. And two cards.
He did the same for YN last year. They also picked his favorites chocolates and sweets from the bulk store.
Alba had a little tantrum wanting to go to Build-a-bear again even though she went just two days ago with her Aunty Gemma.
After getting dinner outside, both the girls went back home and Alba was off to bed in no time. She even skipped her nightly bath time she was that tired. Just as she was about ready to get Harry's gift bag ready after all the other house chores she got a call from him, he usually calls in before Alba's bed time to talk her to sleep.
"Hi," YN said.
"Hello," he chirped, "is Alba asleep?"
"Mhmm. She went straight to bed after we got back home." YN informed him.
"She must be really tired then." He said, "just wanted to talk to her before I headed out with me friends."
"Oh, yeah no, I think she's in deep sleep." She checked up on Alba who seemed to be in deep sleep. "Yep."
"Alright." He let out a sighed and hung up.
The next morning, YN got to preparing for breakfast. She knows Harry's gonna be hung over and she thought she'd make him some too knowing she has to make some for herself and their daughter food. After getting Alba ready they got to writing on the little cards.
"Mummy, hwelp me pwease?" Alba asked, she had a green Sharpie in her hand and she climbed up on her mum's lap.
"What do you wanna write for your Papa?" YN asked.
"Mmm," she looked up thinking with her pointer finger tapping onto her chin, "you are the bwest Papa, Alba love you soooo much!" She announced.
"Yeah? And do you also wanna write Happy Birthday on it?"
"Mhmm!" She nodded.
YN held her hand as they wrote the little message onto one side. The little girl wanted to make a little drawing for her dad on the other side. So she got to that. YN got a little card for him too so she wrote a little something onto it.
They placed all the things in the bag and his it all with decorative tissue before getting to make breakfast and head out.
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"Papa, I go' you gwifs!" Alba made a run towards her father as soon as she got to his place.
"You didn't had to my love!" Harry cooed already scooping the little girl in his arms. "You look so pretty in your new dress!"
Harry was still in his PJs, probably hung over, black basket ball shorts and a worn down gray t-shirt. His mug filled with his usual black coffee. He still uses the mug YN got him ages ago.
"Mummy, gimme bag!" She demanded as her dad carried her to the living room. She talks just like Harry, she had also picked up on his accent very much, well, it was meant to be really.
"That one's got breakfast in it, Alba," YN reminded her, "the one with the tissue paper."
"Oh!" She sounded and carried the bag with decorative tissue paper to her dad. "Happy birfday, Papa!"
"Aw thank you baby!" He cooed watching ber struggle to carry the bag twice her own size but he opted not to help her. She's an independent girl, and she'd throw a tantrum if he tried to help her.
"Open, open, open!"
"Okay, okay," he placed his empty coffee mug on the coffee table chuckling at her excitement, before he got to opening the bag, it was yellow sparkly bag with green tissue on it. The first thing he saw was card Alba wrote for him.
"Happy Birthday Daddy." He read the cover of the card and glanced at his daughter who was leaning onto his thigh looking at him in anticipation and adoration as he opened and read what's written inside. "You are the best Papa, Alba love you so much!!- you are the best daughter, I love you!"
"Love you!" She grinned, getting on her tippy toes she placed a tiny little kiss on his mouth. "Look, Alba draw a heart, an' a smiwey fo' you," she pointed out the little drawings, "this you, this Mumma an' Alba."
There was a stick figure drawings of her little family. She was also holding a balloon in the little painting. She even used gree for both their eyes and brown for her mum's. He liked it, there is so much a three year old can do.
"I really appreciate this baby, thank you." He gave her a little forehead kiss.
"Yo' welcome, Papa."
He got to the next thing, it was all the chocolates and sweets. And then he got to the necklaces and charms. "Oh, this is so pretty. I'm gonna wear this now." He put on the necklace.
"You look so pwetty." She squealed.
He even named his first Gucci collection after both of them. "HA HA HA" which stood for "Harry&Alba Harry&Alba Harry&Alba". Though no one knew he's got a daughter now, it was something he wanted to do for her. He even got little blazers made of her size so they could match for her birthday last week. He asked her to pick out the next thing.
"Papa, wear this too." Alba demanded picking out the blue shirt she picked for him.
"This is so nice, my little angel, thank you so much." He smiled at her and not before glancing at her mother who was sat at a distance on a love seat watching both of them. She probably took a few candid pictures and videos of them.
"That's all I could afford, hope you like it." YN said.
"No, this is so thoughtful of you." He smiled, "even though I told you I don't want anything, I really appreciate it. Thank you."
"Yo' welcome!" Alba chirped making her parents laugh, she had already gotten into the little bag of the sweets which her dad's.
"Papa this," Alba realised and fished out the Tiaras from the bag, "pwetty papa!" She celebrated after placing one her dad's head.
Harry laughed, "now your turn." He placed the pink one on her head to match her dress. She gave him a little twirl giggling loudly. Next Harry picked out the stuffed toy, he cooed.
"Her name is Alba as well." YN pointed out as Alba was not likely going to explain it to him the same way she did yesterday at the store, "she picked it out so you can take this Alba on tour with you always."
"Awe that's so sweet!" He chuckled, "what what's this?"
"I pway with this?" Alba asked.
"Of course, princess." Harry gabe the toy to her.
"Fank you." She grabbed the toy and ran to the play corner, leaving her dad to pick last two things.
"No, you didn't had to get me these!" Harry exclaimed. "These are very expensive YN."
"I know, Alba got those for you." She shrugged.
"But you paid for it."
"She did." YN pointed at the girl chowing down on vegan gummy bears busy with her wooden kitchen set. Harry knew it he won't get to eating any of those, so he didn't mind her eating his chocolates and sweets.
He just squinted his eyes at YN playfully as he picked out last two things in the bag, it was another card. This card just read Happy Birthday. He opened it to find a little note written on it in nice handwriting.
"Anyway, I need to get going now." YN announced before giving him a chance to speak up, "you can drop her off tonight whenever."
"You're not going to stay over for breakfast?" He seemed visibly upset.
"I've got to go to work today, took a half day."
"Would you want to come over for dinner then? Mum is coming over to help me later. Please, YN?" He asked.
"Okay, I'll see." She agreed, giving into his puppy face. The same puppy face she couldn't resist yesterday buying the Barbie RV toy.
"Alright. I'll see you tonight then." He smirked trying to hold back his excitement as he walked her to the doo after she was done bidding Alba bye.
YN's sound engineer, so she needs to work whenever the artists she's working with want to work. She's fairly new to the industry but her job is as demanding as Harry's.
That's how they both met. She was twenty when he was writing his first solo album. They became good friends. Up until about four years ago when they both drunkenly spent together, hence an angel named Alba was born.
Sure it did put a strain on their friendship. They were both joined to hip the first they met. Spent all their birthdays together, YN travelled a lot because of him. Especially during his first tour and his movie press.
YN started working in the studio after Alba was born as it was nearly impossible to travel when she was heavily pregnant and after with a fussy baby. Yeah, Alba was a fussy baby. YN was afraid to fly her to different timezones. And new shift to her job felt more zen to her, so it worked out all together.
It wasn't the pregnancy that put a strain on their friendship. It was when YN confessed him of her feelings. It wasn't that he didn't felt the same way, his work was way demanding and he wasn't ready for a relationship, even though he was thrown into fatherhood. There wasn't a doubt that Alba wasn't his. Harry knew YN never slept around with random more like he does or used to, but they still went withthe paternity test due to all the pressures she was put into. Especially by his rep and management team. Alba is indeed his. She's a clone of him.
They found out about the pregnancy way later when YN started showing and feeling Alba move inside her. It was way too late to take any actions. And none of them wanted to choose alternatives like foster care or adoption after she was born, especially when both of them were completely able to take care of the child.
It was hard to adjust to co-parenting but there was nothing they couldn't do together.
YN was so hurt, he said he wasn't ready for a relationship yet he went onto date someone else. Hence her distanced and stiff behaviour towards him. It wasn't easy for her to move on, especially when he's so nice and kind to her, especially when he tells her that he loves her but not in that way, or at least that's what he likes to think.
He's been trying to talk to her, feeling way too guilty. He wanted to sort things out with her because she tries to be nice to him for Alba and he doesn't want that. He wants his friend back.
They have had arguments with YN not wanting Alba around any of his girlfriend's, who clearly turn out to be toxic as time goes by. One even went as far as teaching Alba that she's her step mama, that was last straw for YN. She even threatened to get the lawyers involved if that kept happening.
YN's very protective of Alba, even though she hardly ever shows it.
Sighing he went back his daughter, had a little play with her after breakfast and she was off to her afternoon nap. Anne came over to help him with the dinner.
"Mum, do you think I am going wrong somewhere?" He asked, helping his mum by making the salad.
"Whatever for, love?" Anne cooed.
"With YN, she seems so closed off. We used fo be best friends. Even a year after Alba was born." He explained, "I know my ex-girlfriend did some shit which is no excusable. I just want to talk to her, some or the other excuse come up and she has to leave."
"I know." Anne nodded, "It was triggering for her, hearing what happened. I mean your girlfriend wanting Alba to call her Mama. You know she's had a rough time after giving birth. You just need to give her some time, it still takes a lot of time to get out of postpartum period. Your body heals up but you mind needs more time."
"Mhmm." He nodded, "I miss her, you know. I love her and I don't know how to tell her. I don't even know if she'll believe me." He placed the knife down seeing his vision get blurry with tears.
"Come here." Anne pulled him in for a bear hug. "It's okay, I'm sure she will come around."
Well, he cried on his birthday. It was a ritual.
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Like YN said, she made in time for dinner. Also because Gemma texted her.
YN's not that bad of a person to make someone sad or upset on their birthday. So she went.
She still found both of them wearing the tiaras. Alba apparently made him wear the shirt she got for him. She was being super hyper, apparently few of the chocolates had coffee in it and it was working on her. Instead of having a sugar crash she was running around.
"YN!" Gemma announced as soon as she got the door and embraced her in a big hug. "I've missed you so much!"
"I missed you too Gemma!" YN hugged her back. "How have you been?"
The girls got to talking and gossiping.
They got to dinner right away, and played a bunch of fun games including Alba until she fell asleep on her dad. Apparently both of them went to park earlier today so she was extra tired. She was lied in between both her parents watching Turning Red on top her mum, her head on YN's chest facing her dad.
"Oh she's asleep." Harry announced, quietly. YN looked down at her little one drooling over her shirt.
"I'll put her to bed." She announced getting up, she walked to her bedroom at her dad's house. Tucking her in bed, YN walked out to collect her things and leave.
"You're leavin'?" Harry asked watching her grab her stuff.
"Mhmm, she's asleep. You can drop her off at the nursery tomorrow before you leave." She shared, "I, I'll ask Anne or Gemma to pick her up later."
"Can I talk to you for a little bit first?" He asked, subtly gesturing her back to the living room, luckily it worked as concern took over her features.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, I am completely fine, thank you." He smiled, "I'll make us some tea first."
"Uhh, Harry, I, I have an early morning tomorrow. I can't stay this long." YN stuttered hesitantly. Now Harry was the concerned one.
"You're working so much, is everything alright?" He sat on the next cushion, keeping a modest distance from her. "You look so tired as well."
"No, I'm fine." She shrugged, "what did you want to talk about?"
"Yeah..." He trailed off, "no, I just wanted to catch up. It's been a while since we had a proper chat, haven't we?" YN looked at him confusedly. Even before things happened, their friendship wasn't something where either of them had to keep up with one another. They could just pick up where they left.
"Now if you wanna keep these aside." He grabbed her bag and her jacket to place it down on the floor. "Come on, talk to me."
"You're making this awkward, what you want me talk about?" She scoffed confusedly.
"I don't know," he sighed in defeat, "About our little princess, I guess."
"She's fast asleep right now. Probably dreaming about cats." YN chuckled at her daughter's new found obsession.
"Yeah, today she was petting this feral cat in the neighborhood." Harry felt his confusion lift off his shoulders. "I was shocked at the cat let her pet it."
Today Alba had made a miracle by petting an animal which doesn't want human breathing around it. Even had a nice play time with it at the park.
"She's very rowdy." YN agreed.
"Isn't she!" Harry giggled, "she said that you got me a little birthday card too."
"Mhmm." She nodded, "did you read it?"
"I didn't actually, I'll read it later." He shared, "who you're working with these days?"
"Confidential."
"Hmmm, I see." He nodded, "look, 'm gonna get straight to point, why have you been acting like I'm a stranger to you?"
"I'm not," YN looked at him more confused, "I've just been so busy lately that's all."
"You sure?"
"Mhmm."
"Oh god!" He sighed running a heavy hand over his face and through his hair. "I'm so sorry."
"No, it's all good. I think even Alba thinks that way. I haven't been able to give her the time she deserves as well." YN shared, "it's all good."
"I'm sure it's not like that love. What are you talking about?"
"No, it's nothing really." She was so persistent on not telling him anything. The truth is, she's working extra time and she is very stressed lately.
First she came to London to study Medicine like her parents expected her to, she took out a huge students loan but ended up going to college for just one semester. That was when she got a few smaller projects to work on and met Jeffery, Harry's manager and they started to work together.
Her parents were furious when she told them she left college but it was only for a day or two, they're very supportive of her now in her career. YN was doing amazing, travelling and earning enough. She bought her parents a flat back home and all that good stuff. It was a different story when she told them she was pregnant. It took them long enough to wrap their heads around what really happened.
Recently she bought a new house for herself and her daughter. She could deal with the drunk college students who lived next to her at her old place. She just wanted her daughter to have a nice place to grow up at. Plus she wanted Alba to be closer to her father.
Paying the mortgage, her loans off was stressful enough that she was feeling guilty of not giving her daughter the one-on-one time. She basically got no one in London she can turn to, her parents live in a completely different country. Plus she haven't gotten out of her postpartum down period, and yes her daughter is three years old now.
"You can take the day off tomorrow?" Harry asked, "we can stay in and spend time with Alba together. I know you haven't been able to be with her that much. And you can also stay for a while, we can watch a movie together."
"Harry you're making me feel bad now I really can't take a day off I've got deadlines to meet I'm so sorry!" She rushed.
"It's alright, I get it, I get it." He said, "you want me to drive you back home, then? It's getting quite late." YN looked at her phone for time, it was already half past eleven. She'll only get four hours of sleep before she has to rush to the studio to finish up some work and then rush to the O2 arena to check in for a concert.
"I'll manage it, don't worry." She started looking for her car keys, she knew it made a thump when Harry snatched her stuff from her earlier.
Harry's heart was just a minute away from bursting out of his chest there. He still was lost as to how he should tell her or even bring up what he wants to talk about. He's simply too nervous and scared.
"Alright Harry, please text me when you've dropped Alba off to nursery." YN caught his attention once again as she was now ready to head out, busy fiddling with her bag.
"I love you." He said.
"Love you too." She said back.
Now it was a norm for both of them to say those words, platonically. YN has gotten over her feelings now and it doesn't really bother her anymore.
"No, I mean, I, I love you." His voice was soft but she could still hear him. He watched her stop doing whatever she was doing with her bag, probably trying to zip it up properly.
"What?"
"I love you." He repeated but earned just a sigh from her. "I, I know I shouldn't say it like this but I don't really know the proper way YN, really. But I've fallen in love with you, I always have been in love with you."
"Harry, this is mot the right time to talk about it!" Her shoulders slumped in defeat as she took three long strides towards him. It honestly intimidated him but he was surprised when she pulled him in a warm hug. Took him long enough to realise he was crying, probably why she hugged him. But he didn't miss the opportunity and hugged her back.
"You're so stupid, you know?" She mumbled, her fingers ran through hair on the back of his head.
"I know." He sniffled.
"Why are you crying!" She cooed.
"I don't know, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I've put you through such an emotional rollercoaster. I just didn't want to loose you as me best friend." He cried like Alba in the moment, "I'm so sorry!"
"Harry, don't cry please!" Her hand ran soothing circles on his back. "We can talk about it." She'd let him cry it out, like she does with Alba.
He's just a grown up version of Alba okay!
"You good now?" She enquired and just earned a nod from him as he still held onto her tight, "I know you're feeling big emotions but we can always talk about it, you know?"
He couldn't help but chuckle at that. She says the same thing to their daughter when she's overwhelmed or throwing a fit.
"Okay!" He agreed.
YN pulled away enough to look at him. "You know I called you stupid for a reason this time?"
"Yeah, the other times were for no reason at all. I get it, I get it." he still laughed to cut through this anxiety.
"Why are you telling me this now?"
"Just couldn't hold it in anymore." He shrugged, "was going to tell you after Alba was born, but I didn't know how you'd react. You've changed so much, it is a good change, but we don't travel together like we used to, you don't write and work with me anymore, we barely see each other. It's mum or Gemma bringing Alba to see me when I'm on tour. We don't see each other anymore, nor you talk to me anymore. Thought you hate me now."
YN's heart dropped to her stomach when he said that last thing. Yeah, she tends to hold grudges and be petty as fuck towards people who wrong her, vut she can't do that to him. She still loves him and will always love him, yes, she have dated a couple of people since Alba but it did not work out (she never have them meet her daughter ever). Yeah, he broke her heart by rejecting her. His feelings matter too, that time he did not felt the same. She's gotten over it. Though it became a norm when YN distanced herself, well, because she wanted space to clear out her mind. Now they're not joint to hip like they were used before. And it's okay.
But she'd never bring herself to hate him.
"I don't hate you, Harry!" YN cooed, "god, I did not know you felt that way. It's just that I've been working so much recently. It's not that I hate you, I could never. You're still my best friend, and now father of my first born."
"I thought it was because of what happened before Alba was born."
"Harry that was four years ago, five even. I've gotten over it really." YN explained, "I have always loved you. I could never, ever bring myself to hate."
"You still love me?" He asked, "if, if not then it's okay. I under—"
"I do." She interrupted him.
"You do?"
"Mhmm." YN nodded. Before she could say anything else his mouth was on hers, it did not take her long to give in though.
"I love you!" He kissed her again, "I love you!"
"I love you." YN chuckled softly, "but we need time, not going to jump into it all together."
"Not going to." He agreed. Because, let's be honest, it might or might not work out between two of them. But both of them are unspokenly ready to give it a chance.
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Pls lemme know how you liked this one. It was supposed to go up on Harry's birthday but alas, i've decided to post it.
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hiii hello zaya ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ you pretty bunny, i hope you're doing well today! <3 i am here dropping some tea and cake for you -> ☕ 🍰 and wishing you most wonderful time of day/night ૮꒰ྀི⊃´ ꒳ `⊂ྀི꒱ა
i am running into your inbox because i am soooo nosy so i am dropping some questions for you and your boyfies, feel free to choose whoever you want or all of them to respond about :3 what are the subtle ways that you guys show affection to each other? and if you're living together, do you decorate your home for holidays?
also smutty questions if you'd like to share with us :> what are the things that you've never tried in bed with any of them but you'd like to try?
Hello my angel <333 Thank you so much for the sweet treat! The cake is almost as sweet as you are ^^
If you know me, you'll know that long haired men with mean looking faces are my weakness, so I'll select Baji, Geto and Draken for the boyfies to answer your questions with 💜
Question: What are the subtle ways that you guys show affection to each other?
Draken isn't really into pda or words of affirmation. The way he likes to show his love is by acts of services. We both have busy schedules (he's more busy than I am), but he still likes to make sure that I am well taken care of while he is away. Draken wakes up earlier than I do, so he likes to make us breakfast. Whatever he's having, he's making a larger portion so I can eat it as breakfast once I wake up. He's such a worry wart too, likes to check up on me from time to time. A "How's uni?" or "Make sure to not overdo it" or "Go take a break" message is pretty much a routine for him. He's also the type to lovingly bully me into studying whenever he catches me slacking off. He wants to be proud of me, so I gotta work for it hehe <333 As to how I show him my love?? Well, I am a words of affirmation and quality time girly. Even though I have no idea about bikes, I like to visit his workplace to watch him tinker on bikes. We both can be doing different things (him repairing the bikes while I'm studying), but us being together is my way of telling him that I'm there if he needs something. Draken is a domestic guy, so I also like to make him dinner after he comes home from work and give him a back rub if he's hurting ^^ You might even catch me calling him "hubby" when I'm feeling sentimental <333
Just like me, Suguru enjoys quality time. He likes going to the book shop and buy us a random book so we can read it together and discuss the contents over tea and sweet treats. He might or might not have bought us matching bracelets so we still "feel" each other. Another thing he does to show me he cares is by testing me for my studies. Him being a teacher makes it incredibly easy to help me study and make me small practise tests. Will definetlyreward me for every right answer I get. As for me, I am in charge of making the tea and sweet treats I've mentioned before! I pay extra close attention to his reactions and if he likes it and note which treats he likes and which not (Suguru never tells me when he doesn't like the treats, so I have to analyze his reactions). Suguru is also very busy, so whenever I'm free I'm dropping off some lunch at Jujutsu Tech for him (and Satoru).
Baji works with animals, and us being animal lovers, he likes to take a picture of every animal he thinks I'd go crazy over. He loves seeing my reactions and texts and makes them our inside jokes. Baji is also very open to the idea of pda, as long as it's nothing crazy ("I have a reputation to uphold" Whatever that means 🙄), so he really likes hooking his pinky with mine or wrapping his arm around my waist. Baji's the type of boyfie that will constantly remind me that he loves me verbally, has no shame in admitting his feelings to me and telling me that no one compares to me, especially whenever I get a bit jealous of other women being a bit too close to him. I like to match his energy; so I hype him up whenever I can, I'm his biggest cheerleader fr. It usually ends with us flirting tho hehe. With Baji, I am comfortable to affectionately bully and tease him, but I know him well enough to know his hard limits and won't overstep them. Yk that thing when people try to be cute towards their partners and feed them? I would definetly do that with Baji <333
And for all of em: I will play with their hair and braid their hair <333
Question: if you're living together, do you decorate your home for holidays?
Yes!!! Me and Draken moved together relatively quickly and I make it a point to make our home look festive for the holidays. He's all in on my plans to decorate our place however I want because he likes whatever I like <333
Suguru is hinting towards wanting me to move in with him, but he didn't directly tell me yet that I should live with him. He's not particularly a fan of decorating, or at least making big changes to his home, so I can only decorate our place on a small scale for the holidays once we've moved in together.
Baji on the other hand practicly lives with me. We've got each others keys and clothes at the others home. He does think moving in together would be much easier, but he first wants to test the waters and find out if I'm ready for that. We both like the holidays and like the spirit of Christmas, so me and Baji enjoy decorating our places to match the season, although we might bicker a bit about how we wanna decorate.
Question: What are the things that you've never tried in bed with any of them but you'd like to try?
I might or might not have asked them to breed me a couple of times when we were at it 👉👈 None of them have agreed to it yet, but Draken would have no problem with breeding me once I graduate lmaooo. Suguru and Baji are a bit more reluctant to that, but would like to have a family one day. This one I'd be too shy to ask them, but I think I'd ask them about cnc, or like, if they would like to do that with me.
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bunbeeplays · 22 days
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The Lemon Legacy: Generation 1, Chapter 78 - Skinny Legend
It's been a stressful couple of days but Ophelia keeps on truckin', just like always. Between playing with the band at The Lemon Drop and wedding planning, Ophelia's had a lot on her plate, but she knows it'll be worth it.
The gym's been a great place for her to blow off steam.
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Xander hasn't exactly been much help with wedding planning. Ophelia gets he's busy since the bar opened, but even during their down time, when she's asked for his opinion on decorations or venues, he's mostly said things like "Whatever you want" which is nice, but not helpful.
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Ever since she discovered her active trait, Ophelia can't believe how much she's been working out lately. All that crap about exercise giving you endorphins is actually true. Plus, if she's at the gym, it means she doesn't have to worry about floral arrangements or cake flavors.
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It's a new morning and Xander is hairier than usual.
Ophelia: You don't usually let your facial hair get that long.
Xander: Guess the settings in CAS reset because it didn't used to grow. Maybe I'll grow out a Father Winter beard for the wedding.
Ophelia: Please don't.
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Marshmallow isn't pleased with her breakfast and decides to eat people food.
Ophelia: Dang it, I've told her a thousand times not to do that! It's like she thinks she runs this place!
Xander: That's because she does.
Marshmallow: thank you for understanding, father.
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Xander: Lemme talk to her.
He puts on his sternest expression.
Xander: Marshmallow Anastasia Lemon, you stop that right now or I'm not making you anymore Misty Fresh Pet Confections.
Marshmallow: very well, father. you have won this battle, but you will not win the war.
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Ophelia: Nice work there.
Now maybe she can actually get somewhere with getting Xander to help with wedding planning.
Ophelia: I've found a couple of venues in our budget. We can tour them on your day off if you want!
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Xander: Ah, I don't care, babe. Just pick which one you like best and we'll make it work.
Ophelia: Oh… Okay.
Xander can't believe how easy it is to plan a wedding!
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Xander saying "I don't care" echoes through Ophelia's mind over the next few days. She knows he probably didn't mean anything by it but how could he not care where they get married? It's like he doesn't care about the wedding at all!
Ophelia works out to stop thinking about it.
Why does SHE have to do all the work? Xander might be a business owner now but Ophelia's constantly performing at said business, not to mention working on her own original music. She almost feels guilty for feeling angry at him. It's not like she's told him she's frustrated.
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Ophelia showers and changes, but does a double take when she sees her body in the full length mirror.
She wasn't trying to lose weight, but all that exercise clearly did more than just relieve stress. Ophelia's never been this thin. She barely recognizes her own body.
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Despite her mother's comments growing up, Ophelia has always liked her body. Part of her feels sad, like she's conformed to society's expectations of what a female Sim should look like. But hey, this is the only body she's got, so she'll love it no matter what it looks like.
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The next day, Ophelia hangs up one of their engagement photos. She loves how she looks in it, even if it was hard to find poses where Xander's hands didn't clip through her butt.
Despite the changes in her body, Ophelia knows she'll love their wedding photos no matter what.
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Xander sneaks up behind her, wrapping his arms around her.
Xander: You look gorgeous in all those pictures.
Even if he hasn't been the most attentive about the wedding planning stuff, he has caught on to how weird Ophelia feels about how different she looks now.
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Xander: Come here. You know I love you no matter what size you are, right? There might be less butt for me to squeeze, but I don't care as long as it's your butt I'm squeezing.
Ophelia: Be sure to add that to your vows.
Xander: Sorry, I forgot what I wanted to say and panicked.
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Xander: My opinion on your body isn't relevant, but I just noticed you've seemed off since you lost weight. I thought a second opinion might make you feel better.
Ophelia: It does. Thanks, sweetie. My body's probably going to change a lot over the years, especially after kids.
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Ophelia: You'll still love me when I have a mom butt and saggy boobs and stretch marks, right?
She strokes his cheek. She knows that gets him weak in the knees.
Xander: I'll love you even more.
Ophelia: Good answer.
Now if only he could be this insightful about the wedding.
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So... how'd you think the High School Crew (w/ Aftershock in effect) celebrate New Years?
In the universe where the stars align to actually have them not be busy/suffering during New Year's:
Antonia hosts the party. Her house is like the perfect neutral-zone for these things. Plus, she loves hosting.
Jay teleports around with those stupidly annoying kazoo noise maker things and plays them all day. He hovers the most unsuspecting people and blows the thing really close to their heads. Jesse thinks it's the funniest thing ever until Jay does it to him (and he get startled straight to the ceiling).
Olivia contributes by banging pots and pans around to ward off potential ghosts and other bad spirits that definitely exist. Harumi gets in on it too, until Lloyd and Cole can't take the sounds/vibrations anymore.
Cole's the hypeman. Yeah, he's supplying music as usual but he's also like "YEAAAAH THIS YEAR'S GONNA BE THE ONE!! LEMME HEAR YA!!!!!" and then he gets like the most lackluster, unconvinced response ever.
Nya, meanwhile, is the one running around trying to gather up everyone's New Year's Resolutions so she can keep track of them (and see how long it takes everyone to give up/fail). Antonia is also keeping official documentation. Kai, Lloyd, Jay, and Harumi are making extreme bets off to the side.
Jesse actually does the catering this time around, since Zane popped off during Christmas Festival Day. It's nothing overly extravagant, but he does try to make at least one thing everyone will eat (...on top of multiple cakes)
Zane makes a toast, which is accompanied by a rousing speech about endeavorers for the future (and the less than subtle reminder that his birthday with be in two and a half weeks)
They all go outside to countdown to midnight using Zane's internal and thus extremely accurate clock. Someone (Kai) makes the mistake of giving Lloyd and Harumi sparklers. They proceeds to misuse them immediately.
Kai also supplies the fireworks. No one else is allowed to touch them. Only he is the Master of Fire. (Jesse only steps in if/when Kai inevitably goes overboard). This also doesn't stop the other EMs from slinging their elements into the sky for a cool show (...although Cole's turns into a meteor shower instead)
At the stroke of midnight, most of crew is indeed inclined to kiss someone (but aaaah depending on which year this is exactly the ships combos will be different soooo I'll leave it up to your preference! I'm certainly not opposed to Jesse floating up and tugging Cole in at the strike of the clock in any timeline—)
But if this is Cracked!Legacyverse then Olivia's swooping Jamie into her arms loud and proud and making it everyone's problem lmao)
...and immediately after all the celebrations, the younger kids + Cole drop into a dead sleep from partying too hard lmao. Zane, Kai, Jesse, and Olivia get stuck having to carry/drag everyone back inside.
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hyohaehyuk · 2 months
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J-WAVE radio program "STEP ONE" segment "MY FAVORITE THINGS" with ONE OK ROCK's Taka (April 26, 2021)
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Really small (and incomplete) excerpt of this translation (original video here). i don't know if i will be able to find more
What is ONE OK ROCK's Taka's home-cooked menu that even Takeru Sato was hooked on?
ONE OK ROCK's Taka spoke on J-WAVE on the theme of "My Favorites."
Taka appeared in the segment "MY FAVORITE THINGS" of the program "STEP ONE" (MC: Sasha Neuhaus Moena) currently being broadcast on J-WAVE. He appeared from April 26th (Monday) to April 28th (Wednesday).
Apparently Taka's ``MY FAVORITE THINGS'' is making oyster curry.
Taka: I'm the same age as Takeru Sato, the star of the movie "Rurouni Kenshin," whose the new song "Renegades" is the theme song, and we're really good friends. I've known him for a long time, and sometimes when he comes over to visit, I would cook for him. One time I accidentally tried making oyster curry and he really fell in love with it. Up until now, I've been making things without thinking too much about recipes, but since I've started making them properly and I am slowly improving the degree of completion. Sasha: Did you originally make curry? Taka: Yes, I often make curry. Sasha: So you weren't that particular about it?
Taka: Basically, I don't use roux*, so I mix it up from spices. Sasha: You're really particular about it! Taka: Well, it takes time.
*Roux Cubes is a solidified mixture of sauce used as the base flavor for Japanese curry. It typically consists of fat, flour, and curry spices.
Because each meal was prepared according to eye-sized portions, there was variation in taste. Taka said that he started cooking by making recipes precisely because he wanted to ``get a certain taste.'' By the way, the reason he decided to serve oyster curry to Sato was because he happened to have frozen oysters at home.
Taka: I happened to have frozen oysters at home. I heard from a friend that frozen oysters have a much more concentrated flavor, and that they taste better than raw oysters, so I thought I'd give it a try. There are two ways to put (the oysters): first and at the end/later, but I realized that it tastes better if you add them later.
Sasha: By the way, does Takeru Sato know how to cook? Taka: He doesn't make anything. He's sitting on a chair the whole time (laughs) Sasha: He is responsible for eating (laughing)? On the contrary, if you go to the other his house, will he cook for you? Taka: Not really.
Sasha: Taka is always in charge of cooking and he is in charge of eating. So, Is this dish what he likes the most? Taka: That's right. He would say, "This is my favorite."
Respond to requests from band members
Apparently Taka sometimes serves home-cooked meals to his band members as well.   Taka: When I'm free, like when I'm recording in America, I'll make something and put it out. Sasha: What you usually make? Taka: something the members want to eat. Sasha: Are you going to accept requests? Taka: Yes, "I want to eat hot pot, fried eggs, cabbage rolls", things like that. Sasha: Wow, you can make anything. Taka: Well, if you look at the recipe, you can make it somehow.
What genre of cuisine would Taka like to try in the future?   Taka: The reason I think it's delicious is because the food was made by someone else (lol). That's why my senses change when I take on a challenge, but I've never made a dessert before. I think I'd like to try something like that. Sasha: For example? Taka: Like cake. I don't really eat sweets, so I've never made it before.
Rough translation of the articles of this sites (x) (x). i will try to find if there is audio of this radio show somewhere over the internet
i also found this on twitter (x) (x). Again really rough translation of those tweets:
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Sasha: Next time give sweets to Takeru Sato…
Taka: That's right, next time we'll have sweets (laughs). Well, what kind of relationship is this? (laughs)
Sasha: They’re a couple (laughs)
Taka: Yes (laughs)
found also this so i dont know which one is the correct version
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goosebutaustoo · 10 months
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GOOFY BIRTHDAY SHIT
guess who's birthday is coming up
MEEEE
So anyways, gonna talk about how strange they are
like, you celebrate going around in a circle around the sun, and how many times that has happened, usually ads one candle to your cake. But I find it. so strange that its so widely televised that every birthday is just another party. Wouldn't it get tiring of having birthday bashes every birthday??? I like eating cake. mostly. if it s not too sugary, but like come on man. Most of the times what one is going to do is just vibe, eat some cake, hang out with friends to celebrate you're one year closer to death
and also probably trying to ignore how most of your friends may or may not have already started doing drugs. I mean, I get only one life to live and shit but dude??? at least wait until you're on your death bed and have the most WILD FUCKING DEATH BASH OF ALL TIME
maybe thats jsut me tho. Either way, I'm going to maniacally giggle as I set up a birthday discord call and just spam people with quack quack quack and then leave eating some cake. Absolute baller, have you ever just wanted to some crazy ass shit reserved for a party?? Get free food?? Be born!! It's your greatest acheivement, and BOOM!!! when you make it one year- 52 weeks of your life and you're still at least breathing?? celebrate with a shit ton of sugar and staring up at your ceiling on your birthday and wonder how the fuck you're one year older and how did you make it this far
and be proud
Simply something as simple as a birthday should totally be celebrated! Who knows, maybe you've gone through tough shit. Maybe you're battling an addiction that could kill you. Maybe you've tried some things in the past to cut your time short. Maybe you're battling an illness, no matter the kind. Maybe there are days where you just.. don't know if you can go on. Either way, you don't have to celebrate. Don't have to eat cake or be social. It's your birthday. Be proud you made it 52 more weeks.
I know I am. This year has been absolutely BALLING. It's giving 'holy shit, am I just going to stay this way forever, will things be okay, will I ever recover, will I hold on for just a little longer'
Honestly, I've had days where I was just. ready to give up. Not make it so I can yell at the world that I don't give a SHIT and I am going to LIVE. I've had times and episodes where all thats on my mind is move, move. Make it. Breath. Don't give up. Reach out where you can. but in those times, what got me moving was focusing on moving one finger at a time. Stutter my breathing, try to hum. I don't have to yell physically at the world that whatever fucking walls you shove my way I'll break it down.
Because sometimes I'm not strong enough to move through those. Sometimes I have to climb them. Sometimes I just have to wait. To break one brick at a time. It may not be chaotic, violent, or fun, but on the other side there will always be more. More ways to cause chaos, to have fun. To live, move, breath.
Every day, hell, every week may not be your week. It may not be your month. You may be struggling to even drag yourself out of bed or even eat anything. You may not be able to sleep at night but pass out while waiting for a friend to respond to a message. You may want to draw, dance, laugh, sing, write, play, but you're unable to bring yourself to. But what matters is you made it another day. You may be bored as fuck waiting. Just sitting. Doing nothing but wait.
But before you can have patience with anything, you have to have patience with yourself. break shit down. Know that some things may not last. That some friendships are bound to fade. Some days are hell and back. That one day you may die to anything. but you also have to take into account the joy and happiness you have in the present. You have to cherish who you have now, even if you know, even if it nags you that you two may split ways. However you also have to take into account that one day, things will be okay. Sure, they won't be perfect, but it'd be breathable. It'd be just enough. and sometimes, just enough is enough. It doesn't hurt to strive for better, but it hurts to shame what you have now. It hurts to lose sight of the happiness and life you have now. Rushing into things isn't for everyone. But companionship and support go longer ways that slaving away at life so you can live a 'perfect' life. Sometimes people forget to be content with what they have and strive for better.
So, for anyone who also has a birthday coming up, or simply just need to hear it: Happy birthday motherfucker
enjoy your life while you can, you never know when your book ends, but it's better to enjoy it than wait for impending doom.
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queen-rainy-love · 2 years
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pastry cookie with cake puppies, i can imagen them getting very attached to pastry
:) (Set after Pastry leaves the St. Pastry Order and Red Velvet doesn't trust her)
*the scene is set in the Pure Lily Cookie Kingdom home, where Pastry is babysitting Custard III. All because Madeleine has something to do that he nearly forgot.*
Madeleine: Thank you again for watching Custard Cream last minute, Pastry.
Pastry: Of course. I do not mind helping out. Besides, I can't say no to the future king, can I?
Custard III: *Giggles* Aw! Thank you, Miss. Pastry!
Madeleine: Perfect! Now I must get going! Please make yourself comfortable and I'll be back in an hour or two. *mutters* Hopefully.
*Madeleine leaves and the duo starts playing king. It was not long until small yips could be heard.*
Pastry: What was that?
Custard III: Oh! That's most likely the Cake Pups that Red Velvet rescued. We need to feed them! Would you like to see them?
Pastry: *hesitantly* Oh...um...sure. Let's go.
*Custard III leads Pastry to the kitchen where all forty Cake Pups are in a playpen, ready to eat.*
Pastry: O-oh my! That's a lot of Cake Pups.
Custard III: Yeah! Red Velvet wants to make sure that the Cake Pups are stronger before going to a new home. He does go overboard a bit. But it's fine! Time to feed them!!
*Custard III tries to grab a bag full of candy bones that's twice his size. Pastry stops him and takes the bag instead.*
Pastry: How about you get the bowls instead?
*later, Red Velvet comes home with the Pure Lily Cake Hounds. He notices Custard III drawing with a few Cake pups around him.*
Red Velvet: Hey kiddo. Where's Madeleine?
Custard III: *Without looking up* Hey Red Velvet. He had an errand to do. So he left me with Miss. Pastry Cookie.
Red Velvet: *on the verge of popping a vessel* And where is she?
Custard III: She's in the backyard with the other pups.
*In an instant, Red Velvet is running toward the backyard, ready to fight. However, when he reaches there, he sees something he wasn't expecting.*
Pastry: Now, now. You'll make a mess of yourselves! Please sit!
*All the remaining Cake Pups are surrounding Pastry, begging for her attention. Every step she takes, the Cake Pups follow as if she was their mother. Red Velvet can't help but be impressed.*
Red Velvet: Well, well, well. I guess even the former gnat of St. Pastry Order can't win against the Cake Pups.
Pastry: *jumps and yells* How long have you been there?!
Red Velvet: Long enough to know that you might become their mother. *starts calling over the Cake Pups, only one, a milk Cake Pup, still staying with Pastry.*
Pastry: *blushes* I...I was just trying to let them stretch their legs a bit. But they won't leave my side.
Red Velvet: They do get excited when they see a new Cookie. But that one is interesting. She usually stays away from Cookies but me.
Pastry: Really? *pats the Pup*
Red Velvet: Yes. There's something about you that she likes and trusts. *smiles at the Pup* You might be perfect for her.
*Pastry blushes a bit. Red Velvet realizing what he said starts back peddling.*
Red Velvet: But don't think that'll let you off the hook! I still don't trust you with my young soldiers!
*Pastry smiles a bit and walks over to him. She places a hand on his cake shoulder and gives a gentle smile.*
Pastry: Of course. But thank you for the compliment.
*Red Velvet could hear his chest beat a thousand miles per hour. Later that night, he's staring at his ceiling and wondering what had happened.*
Red Velvet: Am I...oh no. *blushes*
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scalacaelumxx · 1 year
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Any hip blonde crew headcanons. Like vexen larxene roxas ventus namine and demyx?
this is super late but heck yeah I do!
Vexen:
On some level, deep deep down, he knows that he can be insufferable. But he thinks everyone else is worse.
Always has a hundred things bouncing around his head, so he has a hard time sleeping most nights.
Which also means he's usually up really late working on things.
Is one of those people who would ask for help through gritted teeth if he really needed it, but then immediately turn and complain that they're doing it wrong and kick them out.
Tolerates Zexion more than the other members, but he also infuriates him more than the others. It's a double-edged sword, really.
Hates repeating himself, a lot.
Absolutely complains about people behind their back, but isn't above doing it to their faces, either.
Prefers not to sit still or lounge when he could be working on something.
Because of that, he isn't a big fan of leaving the castle for missions.
Larxene:
Her and Marluxia are pretty close to inseparable.
They get together to plot (obvs), but also just to complain about the other members or their missions.
Demyx is her #1 target because he makes it so easy.
But she will absolutely go after any member that irritates her.
Is absolutely the "I'll hate you first so you can't hate me" kind of person.
She has no idea what her hair is doing either.
Since she can control lightning, having her outside during a lightning storm is VERY dangerous!!
If she's bored, she will electrify the furniture in the Gray Area so whoever sits or lays on it next will get shocked.
Unfortunately, she gets bored very easily.
Roxas:
Would like to have a skateboard collection someday, even if he can't quite justify it.
Has an absolutely awful fashion sense. No one really taught him what looks good with what, so he just sticks with what he has.
Loves trying new food, even if he doesn't think he'll like it.
Has a soft spot for cats, kittens, and everything in between.
Skips breakfast most days and will argue with anyone who tries to make him eat it.
A tad overprotective of his friends, with a tendency to get angry easily.
But it's just because he wouldn't know what to do without them.
Ventus:
Because of Aqua's baking, he's a huge lover of all things dessert.
Has nightmares a bit, but usually can't remember them when he wakes up.
He also has no idea what causes them.
Is somehow both a cat and a dog person at the same time.
Doesn't handle caffeine particularly well and can mistake the caffeine rush as panic.
Absolutely stresses out over what to buy people when it comes to gifts and gift giving. He wants it to be the best present, so he can end up with five items for one person, each one he thinks outclassing the next.
Loves simple games and puzzles, even if he's not the best with them.
Namine:
Her handwriting is actually pretty messy!
Always puts other's needs and emotions before her own.
Would love to get into baking and cake decorating but isn't sure where to start.
Loves pressed flowers and will sometimes try it out herself, even if it does make her a little sad.
Enjoys sunlight and gentle breezes. Spring is definitely her favorite season.
Wants to be friends with everyone, but also feels like she doesn't deserve it.
Demyx:
He's actually pretty clever, but he only uses it to avoid his responsibilities.
Keeps the other's up at night playing his sitar.
Will try almost any food at least once.
Doesn't actually write down his songs. He just memorizes the rhythm, and then how to play it.
Will tune his sitar even if he doesn't have to just to keep his hands busy.
Hoards snacks, shares with Xigbar, Roxas, Xion, and Luxord.
Absolutely tries to sleep forever, but would get bored if he were actually allowed to.
Bonus!
Luxord:
The expert of minding his own business.
But because he minds his own business, people tend to talk around him.
He knows more inconsequential things about the other members than anyone else.
Enjoys playing cards with Xigbar, because he always cheats. It gives him the extra challenge of figuring out how to win without breaking the rules.
Is a stickler for rules, but is always bending them.
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