#because i would any day they're so bbg

[the-last-f2p]

teenager Reader who feels insecure about their scars for (yandere) oda ( yandere) ango and (yandere) dazai ( together platonic ofc and I would like for reader to be fem or gender neutral)

TW: Gender neutral reader, swearing, yandere behaivour, implied kidnapping, I feel like Dazai was close to manipulating reader but bbg Ango saved the day.

Oda has been increasingly getting worried about you. Maybe it was just a teenage thing? But Dazai never acted like you were doing so queue worried father figure.

Ango on the other hand could care less are you dying? No? Then it doesn't really matter. He does care though he's too sleep deprived to give any fucks .

Dazai knows exactly whats going on. He knows everything about you and it's absolutely not creepy! He just really likes you to the point of not obsessing over you.

So when they all gather around to figure out what the hell is wrong with you well Oda and Ango try and figure it out Dazai is trying to brainstorm ideas on how to off himself. But he'll occasoinally put in some input.

And after 1 painstaking hour Dazai finally speaks up

"Oh is that what you're trying to figure out? Oh they're self concious cause of their scars." Dazai just smiles like he wasn't messing with them and that he deffintly only figured it out at that moment.

Shock.

Absoulte shock and then aggressive calling of you they were practically screaming for you to come to the Lupin.

You rushed there obviously thinking that something horrible happened but oh? But the trio where all there looking perfectly fine well as fine as they usally are.

"Why didn't you tell us? Do you not trust us?" Ango started giving you a worried mom look what is he talking about.

"I-" You were slightly confused but Ango continued "Is it because of Dazai?" You mean depending on what it was it could be but you decided to just say.

"Why would it be because o-"

"If it's cause of me I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you self concious about your scars Y/Nnnnn..!" Dazai says in an over dramatic tone.

"Be quiet." Finally someones on your side "They're obviously not gonna tell us." You were about to thank Oda but you got bandages chucked at your head. Wait..

"Here. Maybe you can use these? Out of sight out of mind.. Oh that was stupid sorry.." Oda smiled at you awkwardly it was nice of him you guess?

"But thoughtful~" You add on to what he said. "GASP Y/N has bandages are you gonna match with me are you are you are you?" Dazai picked the bandages out of your lap and started to unravel them "Can I put 'em on? I'm an expert y'know?" Dazai grins.

"Well I haven't decided yet..." "C'mon pleeeaasssee.?" "LEAVE THEM ALONE DAZAI" "Pleeeaaassseee Ango?" You tuned out the rest of the conversation but you felt a little more comfortable now with yourself , your friends, your everything. That's great anything to make you feel comfortable in one of their houses unable to leave. For your saftey of course.

[cheriedarliingz]

i love being cared for and spoiled just as much as the next lesbian, but it's so important to do the same for the other person in the relationship.

helping them out when they've had a bad day, give them a shoulder to cry on or a neck to hide their face in, reassure them that they'll be ok no matter how much the world feels like it's crashing down on just them and them alone. or if they're not that much into physical touch, just lending an ear helps. even if you can't give them great advice, just being there and letting them get their bad day off their chest says a lot, and it means even more. and some people don't like to talk about their bad days. that's ok too. sometimes it's just space that they need but sometimes they just need to be distracted from their bad day. indulge in some of their favorite hobbies with them, watch a comfort show/movie of their's, cook them their favorite meal.

remembering the little things and doing them just because. adding in small details that you've remembered they hold so dear to their heart for whatever reason. it always feels good to know you're actually being listened to.

can we pls normalize femmes paying for stuff? just a little bit???? please queens/kings????? listen guys, i'm not complaining if you want to take care of me financially, i am a broke bitch! but WHEN i do have money, (not very often😞) at least let me buy you some ice cream with it or SOMETHIN'- PLEASE! i know ice cream isn't a super big responsibility but it's always felt weird to me seeing the relationship dynamic where one person supports themselves and their partner financially, and the partner doesn't even reciprocate it occasionally???? THIS IS NOT ME DEMONIZING THIS LIL DYNAMIC OR WTV, i just personally do not vibe with it. but do whatever makes you happy, bbgs. i know there are other ways of taking care of someone other than supporting them financially but i'd love to even be able to do it just once in a while, if not all the time. (all the time is not likely bcs once again i can't save money for shit....)

i know i mentioned this for like five seconds in my first or second lil paragraph but cooking is such a reassuring thing to do. cooking someone their favourite meal or just any meal is a love language that we look past too often and i am sick of it!!!!! (this is coming from someone who tried to make homeade hamburger helper with burrito beef two nights ago btw... don't look at me.) it's such a quiet way of love admittance. but then genuineness is there and it's abundant. mostly if your partner is of culture, i bet that would be an amazing and quite heartwarming surprise for them to see. (meow:3)

i could go on and on and on about reciprocity but it's 2am and i don't feel like writing anymore...

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[lvstcd]

no time to die ⟶ finnick odair & oc [part 9]

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9

A/N: this is for my pookie ookie bear rese <3 happy birthday bbg

WARNINGS: swearing, mentions of death, mentions of torture, mentions of sex trafficking, weapons, trauma, smoking, pretty much all hunger games shit :)

SUMMARY: rhys marley was the youngest victor of hunger games, winning at the age of 12. 9 years later, she's captured by the capitol along with johanna mason and annie cresta while everyone else is in district 13.

GENRE: angst, dystopian, fluff, slow burn, friends to enemies to lovers

WORD COUNT: 1.6k

oc - original character(s)

NOT EDITED! SORRY FOR MISTAKES :0

lower case intended

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ZEPHYR, peeta, and finnick sit in her room, waiting for any sort of news. finnick sits on the ground, his back pressed against the wall and his knees to his chest as he continues to tie his rope. peeta sits on zephyr's bed with her, his arm around his shoulder, holding her into his chest as she lays there, staring at the wall. she glances at finnick, watching him.

"when.." her voice scratches out, her throat dry, "when you told me a few days ago.. that all you have been trying to do is protect rhys from the whole world.." she stops, finnicks eyes meeting with hers, "was that.." she stops talking, just looking at him. she tries to think of the best way to ask the question. she scrambles for the right words in her head, her gaze not leaving finnick.

finnick stares at her, a few dry tears on his cheekbones, waiting for her to ask the question. he knows what she's going to ask. but he wants her to ask it.

"i guess what i'm trying to ask is.. did you take her place? when the capitol planned to sell her... did.. did you volunteer to take her place?" zephyr asks, her voice a slight whisper. finnick's eyes soften and he clears his throat. he nods.

"why?" she whispers, looking at him. he sets the rope down, running a calloused hand through his hair. "they wanted to start selling her and her body when she turned 13. it was a year after she won the games. snow was making his way into victor village. rhys and her family were out, doing something. i don't remember what it was. i ran outside when i saw him. deep down, i knew what he wanted. what he was going to make her do. i.. i couldn't let that happen. i told him to take me instead. that he could do whatever he wanted to me. he could sell me to whoever. but he couldn't lay a finger on rhys. ever." he stops, glancing at zephyr.

"i have... i have put myself through so much for her. and she can't stand me. she won't even look at me." he whispers, his eyes not leaving hers. "she could hate me forever. and i would still protect her. if i could go back in time, i would still do it. i would still put my life in danger for her. because she means so much to me, and to you, and to many other people around us. i would do it over and over again, with no hesitation."

zephyr looks at him, nodding her head, "and the tattoo you have.. is it for rhys?" finnick nods his head, going to speak, but he is cut off by haymitch storming into the room out of breath. "they're back."

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ALL four of them run to where the soldiers are. she see's johanna and annie with the doctors. johanna looks at her, her eyes tired but her face full of anger. the usual johanna look. finnick see's annie and his heart drops. he runs to her and instantly wraps his arms around her. zephyr watches them, ignoring them. she looks around for any sign of rhys. she keeps looking around, finnick turning around and noticing zephyr struggling to find rhys. he steps away from annie, searching around for rhys too.

he stops, seeing her in the room with about 3 doctors, her back towards the door. he freezes, going to step in, when zephyr shoves him out of the way, running inside. finnick stops himself, knowing that his face isn't going to be the one she wants to see right away. he turns around, slowly going back to annie to comfort her.

zephyr runs into the room, coming to a halt when she see's rhys' boney back being covered with a gown. "yang..?" she whispers, rhys slowly turns to look at zephyr, her face black and blue, her once long platinum blonde hair is now cut short. "rhys.." she says softly, her eyes brimming with tears, "i'm so sorry. it should've been me who got captured, not you. you didn't deserve this." she is cut off my rhys shakily bringing her hands out to zephyr, waiting for her to come closer to embrace her.

zephyr steps forward, gently wrapping her arms around rhys' waist. she sobs into rhys' shoulder, rambling on about how she is sorry and how it should've been her, not rhys. rhys weakily lets go of zephyr, putting her hands on zephyrs face, "zeph. it isn't your fault. i needed to get you out of that arena. and i did. that is all that matters to me. that you're safe." zephyr shakes her head, hugging her again as she sobs, her hands gripping onto rhys' hospital gown.

peeta stands there silently, watching the interaction. rhys brushes zephyrs hair as she holds her. she glances at peeta, "hi bread boy." she whispers weakily, a small smile on her bloodied lips. he laughs softly, not knowing what to say. he doesn't want to ruin the moment for zephyr and rhys.

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FINNICK sits with annie as she sleeps, his hand brushing annie's hair as her face is nuzzled into his chest. johanna glances at him, "how's rhys? did you tell her i say hi?" she asks as she watches the two of them next to her. finnick's eyes widen, realizing he hasn't gone to see her yet. he looks down at annie who's sleeping peacefully on his chest. he looks back at johanna, not being able to form words.

johanna scoffs and looks away, "rhys and i grew pretty close in there. we got so used to each others screams and cries that we can most likely mimic them perfectly." finnick doesn't say a word, he gently moves annie off of him and slowly stands up, going to walk to rhys' room.

zephyr sees him about to walk in, her eyes widening. rhys continues to sleep while zephyr steps outside, stopping him from coming inside. "finnick." she says softly, blocking the doorway, "you don't want to see her." finnick's eyebrows furrow in confusion, sadness flooding his features, "what? why?" zephyr sighs, looking around before locking her eyes with his, "you won't recognize her." finnick shakes his head, trying to get past her, "i don't care. i want to see her."

she stops him again, putting her arms out so he can't get through, "finnick. you can't. when she was in there... they.." she stops, causing finnick to look down at her, his eyes wide and angry, "what did they do to her, zephyr?"

"finnick. listen to me. i just need you to go. please. just give it a few days. if you see her right now, it will kill you inside. just.. just go back to annie for a bit, okay? please? for rhys." he nods at zephyr, turning around and walking back to annie. he sits on the end of annie's bed as she sleeps.

a day or two later, finnick wakes up and immediately goes to rhys and zephyr's room. zephyr lies in bed asleep, while rhys lies in her bed, staring at the wall. finnick quietly steps inside, looking at her, his eyes full of pain and heart break as he looks at her. her gaze snaps towards finnick, her eyes widening. she scoots back in her bed, afraid. her eyes show fear and anger.

"rhys.." he whispers, trying to get closer to her. all of the sudden she screams, immediately waking up zephyr. finnick jumps back, afraid and confused. "get out! get the fuck out! you left me! you left me there to die! all you have ever done to me in my life is try to kill me! get out!" rhys screams, thrashing around on her bed. zephyr stands up, shoving finnick out of the room while peeta runs in, trying to calm rhys down.

"finnick. you need to leave." zephyr says quickly, closing the door behind her as she stands outside with finnick while rhys is inside their room crying and yelling.

"what did they do to her?" he asks, ignoring what zephyr said. he looks through the window, his eyes full of anger and pain as he watches rhys have an episode. zephyr ignores his question, "you just need to go. finnick, go." he looks down at zephyr, "no. what did they do to her? tell me." zephyr lets out a deep breath, rubbing her forehead before looking up at him. "they.. they hijacked her with tracker jackers. they went through all of her memories while she was being stung with tracker jackers and they... they made all of her memories all messed up."

finnick starts to breathe heavily, panicking. "finnick." zephyr states, trying to make sure she has his full attention, "they made her scared of you. they made her think you're out to kill her."

finnick freezes, his eyes brimming with tears, "she's... she's scared... of me?" zephyr nods, watching tears start to slowly stream down finnick's cheeks.

"it's going to take some time. but, we will get her back." she states softly, watching finnick have a full on meltdown in front of her. "finnick. please. just go." she says softly, looking at him. he sobs, wiping he eyes and nods, walking away. as he walks back to his room, he sees johanna sitting on her bed, glaring at him. "nice job protecting her, finnick. she risked her whole life in their to protect annie. for you. and for what? just for them to hijack her?" finnick stares at her, looking away, and walking into his room, closing the door behind him.

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[awesomefringey]

I'm a twitter larrie, although not a twarrie, even though I'm a recent member of the fandom (around 1.5 years in).

But I agree, twitter timeline is getting really toxic around these days, especially if people don't follow the right people, or they check the "for you" part. I do think it's very important to mute or block people who we think constantly provide into the chaos on twitter, otherwise it's really easy to get surrounded with toxic people or crazy theories, even if those people are larries.

To be honest lately I almost spend no time on the timeline, I'm a member of some really nice groupchats, and I even met some people from there personally on shows. I'm not saying we agree on everything, but the major points (Larry, L not a dad) are not questioned there.

Unfortunately new larries (regardless if they're on twitter, tiktok or even here) don't do any research, they just love the theory of Larry (I think they're more Larry shippers than real larries), and eat up everything they're presented to. And one of the most complex thing to understand is bbg, and it seems they're not willing to dive into it.

And tbh I could understand why. If there's a twitter larrie with a really good and detailed thread of bbg, but their next thread is about L watching the sunset in an adidas hoodie means the day before yesterday he was together with H, which is an utter nonsense, people tend to think the bbg thread was nonsense too. And unfortunately it happens a lot.

I spend most of my larrie time on twitter, because that's where I have my lovely groupchats, and I also post some stuff regularly, but if I need to factcheck anything, I always come to tumblr.

Hi nonnie, thank you for chiming in. I hate to add to the fandom division, so your perspective is so very welcome and shows there are like-minded people on every app who don’t want to participate in berating and fighting each other.

You made some very good points there about Larries being shippers for the cute idea of it but also feeling too uncomfortable reading up on babygate.

To be fair, I would very much love for us all to settle the battles about this kid and NEVER speak about him again. Let’s agree to disagree and move forward NOT ever discussing Louis’ questionable fatherhood, Briana’s questionable pregnancy, Freddie’s questionable name and upbringing ever again.

But I don’t think that will people stop from trying to make a child a celebrity, stalking his whereabouts, making fan accounts for a little boy (and have Stanley Tucci follow them). Because those who are so rEspECtFuL accepting Freddie as Louis’ son are out there memefying a minor and use him to quench their thirst for super dad Louis content. And honestly that’s just a problematic.

[tervaneula]

First of i wanna deeply thank you and your friend for making such a great one-shot (idc if it's little or big it- still a fic and i will shower it with love)

Firstly i got smashed by your beautiful art of F!leo and damn it's gonna be a lie if i said it doesn't make me feel comfy right away 🩷

I didn't know it was snow day which it made me super confused as for why bbg would feel slight of cold even after getting buried under all those blankets!

I love how even tho Leo's buried under the blankets like a gremlin he open his non existing ears to listen if kids are there, remind me of radar xD

Leo smelling coffee and wanting a cup but fighting wither to leave his comfy bed and walk to get one is such a mood!! I feel him! Especially when he doesn't give a rat ass for wearing identical socks!!

Now am gonna be honest here i NEVER had pop tart nor any toaster pastries type so i don't know if it's good with coffee or nah.

But i bet the moment f!mikey & lil mikey are now the 'Mom' who take care of certain stubborn family members *cough* *cough* Donnie and leos *cough*

100% bet that f!leo is watching " family feud "

CJ sneaking in and hide under F!leo's blankets makes my heart melt especially thinking he couldn't get to do this often in the bad timeline future 😢

And the part where he sneak his feet into f!leo made it so hard for me to imagine it happens because F!LEO'S FEET'S SO BIG!! HE'S LIKE LITTLE BIG FOOT. OGZGOZGODOXG

Again, CJ talking ab his day of building snowman, snow horse - i didn't know this's a thing - and did they even play snow fight? Because my money is on future boy, he'll DESTROY THEM!!

It makes me happy seeing F!leo getting less burdens and his guilt is slowly melting away, he's on his path of healing and everybody are helping in, his brother, his dad... Everyone🩵

This one-shot is something i didn't know i needed, truly thank you very much!✨

Words just cannot describe the mere size of the grin that appears on my face every time I see a review from you THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH HAHGFD I LOVE READING YOUR THOUGHTS SM

The "waking up to a chill even though you're buried under a mountain of blankets" is based on real life events XD My apartment is drafty and because I can't keep my face under the blankets, some winter mornings I wake up with a cold-to-the-touch nose and it doesn't even have to be snowing outside!

I've tasted pop-tarts once and they were sweet so they pair up with coffee very well 😎

Family Feud omg yeah it's probably that one, it sounds perfect sdjfshf

THE SOCKS ARE LOOSE they're on the bigger side even on Leonardo so Casey's feet fit in there just fine!! XD I'm a woollen sock connoisseur and lemme tell you if the socks are too tight they feel horrible and aren't even that warm, so loose is the way to go 🙌

And yes a snow horse!!! We built those all the time as children and hey here's a picture of a famous Finnish snow horse 😏

You're so right about the snow fight!!! Casey and April teamed up and they were unbeatable >:D

Last but not least, yes oh my god it's so important to me to let Leonardo heal and rest and learn TO JUST EXIST ;_; Thank you for finding joy in it, too, and again thank you sm for reading and commenting I'M SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED THIS LITTLE FIC <3

[jcs-singular-slut-strand]

Wen Zhuliu for the character ask meme

(And Jiang Cheng if you want, but that’s the obvious one haha)

Wen Zhuliu my mysteriously evil bbg

Favourite thing about them: We know almost nothing about him, which means I can make up whatever bullshit I want and then tell my friend about it as if it's canon. However, we do know that his name used to be Zhao Zhuliu and that he joined the Wen Sect because of some sort of debt he owed them. His loyalty to Wen Chao shows that he really does honour that debt, meaning he must be honourable and he must value debts and promises at least to a certain extent which is quite interesting. Its really frustrating, I know what I want to say but I just can't articulate it.

Least favourite thing about them: He's like kinda evil and melted Jiang Cheng's core (and potentially the cores of his parents), which was #notcool

Favourite line: Bae is not a talker, so I'm gonna go with the "ARRRHHHHHH" sound he makes when lunging for Wei Wuxian right before Jiang Cheng bursts through the ceiling and kills him

brOTP: I actually have no idea. Wen Chao thinks they're besties but that doesn't count because Wen Zhuliu doesn't think/feel the same 💔

OTP: Wen Zhuliu x Yu Yixuan, it's all mapped out in my head

nOTP: I've seen Wen Zhuliu x Jiang Cheng stuff on ao3 which was... yeah really weird

Random headcanon: Used to write letters to Yu Ziyuan although he would never send them. They were filled with random tidbits of information; stuff about his day, what he had for dinner, his opinions on the current political climate of the Wen clan. Idk

Unpopular opinion: I haven't seen any opinions on him, so I can't really answer this one lol

Song I associate with them: For some unknown reason. I always picture Wen Zhuliu's face whenever I hear the song "Romeo" by Basement Jaxx. Idk why 😭

Favourite picture of them: I like this one, personally. Bae has no idea what's going down

[youremyheaven]

Hi so I’m a Shatabhisha Sun, Ardra Moon and Shatabhisha Mercury with Ashlesha ASC. That makes me I guess a Rahu dominant? And this guy I’ve been in a complicated arrangement with has Uttara phalguni Sun Swati Moon Uttara phalguni Mercury with Magha ASC. And I’ve been the one who’s more clingy and wants to be with him for a very long time and everything. While he just seems annoyed by my shenanigans. Whenever I’d express my love for him through my actions he’s do everything that’s possible to hurt me (this was around the beginning) but would never make a move to end this sort of situationship and would get jealous over the most absurd things and is insanely possessive (sometimes it’s cute but other times scary). He, I guess has his own internalized opinion about me like this image of me that I’m a whore who’d sleep with anyone and everyone and I’m just a bimbo who’s got no brains even tho Im nothing like that, he’s the only person I’ve ever slept with and I’ve never even kissed or hugged another man and I’m definitely not a bimbo I’ve been a straight A student all my life quite literally the apple of my teacher’s eyes. In the beginning I didn’t used to say anything because I felt like if I’m not any of the things that he says I am then why should I react it’s just a waste of time and energy but now I’ve started to prove him wrong. I literally just sent him pictures of every report card I had starting from 5th grade up until my uni days and he’d still not believe me.

He has always spoiled me with everything like food, money and would just get me things even tho I’d tell him not to. It’s like he wants to get away from me and keep me close at the same time and it’s really confusing to me. And he’s started to soften up on me now wouldn’t do some of the things that I told him I absolutely hate and things that hurt me he’s stopped doing them. And I’ve gone a little rude towards him or should I just say that I don’t let him step over me and treat me like a sex doll or a doormat.

you don't have to listen to me but honestly dump him. it's for the best. i know you say he's changed etc but a man who thinks you're promiscuous and a bimbo is not the man who you should have any kind of relationship with PERIOD no amount of being spoiled by him can make up for the fact that he literally in your own words treats you like a "doormat or sex doll" ,,, i respect your choices but bbg your first ever intimate relationship is with a man who does not see or value your purity (im not implying virgin = pure but pointing out that it's very special to be someone's first and it takes a worthy person to cherish, respect and adore a girl who has no other experience romantically or physically to compare to, you're setting the standard for her, and that comes with some responsibility??)

this is what I meant by how Rahu - Sun relationships involve the Rahuvian being obsessed and the Sun person being irritated or put off, it's such an unequal power dynamic

you WILL find a better man love don't put up with this kind of behaviour hoping he'll just soften up and be better. you deserve someone who's already at your level not someone who has to climb a mountain to get there. all u girlies who date mediocre men hoping love will transform him into a wonderful partner, word of advice from a sister who's been there and done that, IT WON'T HAPPEN. the desire to change has to come from within and you're wasting your time staying by their side. men are 1000x more inclined to hurt and abuse a woman who will go easy on them or forgive them. Treat them like they're dust and move on with your life.

[alarrytale]

Idk about Zayn but with Liam and Niall I feel like if they were closeted once during 1D, there’s imo no reason to not comeout - they are not in the same situation as HL when one’s S*ny’s golden goose and the other has bbg on his back to be protected from relationship rumours. And I guess none of them has H’s artificial semi-god of s*x image//womanizerTM where harries are yelling Daddy! on him and living in their wet dream fanfasies. Maybe I haven’t noticed it but feel like both fans for Niall and Liam are there for their music and show not for their het fantasies. But of course, Liam has his stunt and Niall…idk about if his relationship is real or if it’s a beard but still, they can easily end it and be officiallly single just like Louis is for whole year already (and how funny there’s zero rumours about him and some rumoured new gf, he’s perfectly fine).

If Niall is queercoding and he’s indeed queer, I take it as him testing the waters for potentional CO. Good for him and I will ship him with whatever man how much I love gays and I’m sick of heteronormativity.

Hi, anon!

I haven't really though about it much, but remember after 1D they were left to fend for themselves. Zayn had abandoned ship and did well, but Liam and Niall had to find a new label and contract. If they are queer and wanted out they would have had a much more difficult time getting signed and invested in by a label. They probably also didn’t know which of the 1D stans that would stan them as solo artists, buy their album and attend their tour. Both Liam and Niall are very straight passing and did hardly any queercoding while in the band. Would Liam and Niall's fans support them if they came out as queer right when lauching a solo career? Idk it's risky. With Louis it would have been fine, because he's got such a huge larrie fanbase and people who knows he's gay. But Niall and Liam coming out would have been a shock to all, even us larries. There would have to be a seeding period i think to get us used to the idea. (Maybe that's what Niall is doing now).

Both Liam and Niall have struggled with fan support and engagement their whole career. While their streams are better than Louis' the tickets sold to tour and the interest in them by the gp isn't great. So maybe they can come out but doesn’t feel like they want to chance it now that they're both performing better. Or they're still under the same restrictive image clause as H and L are back from the 1D days, because Sony wants a 1D reunion and wants to protect their future earnings. They are on a hiatus remember. We don’t know. Maybe they're straight.

If they're queer and want to finally show us and hint to us that they are, they need to step it up. Make it even more explicit. Give me queer lyrics and crank up the queercoding. And ditch the gfs if they're beards. I'm sick of heteronormativity too, but i need more convincing.

[yelenapines]

vent bcs i am abt to commit murder what the fuck

cw: swearing, homophobia, vent

oh my fucking GOD. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE ACTUAL GODDAMNED FUCK. I AM. WHAT.

so i'm minding my business, going on about my day. it's lunch time, i'm eating with my "friends" and then they suddenly go, all concerned "Ines. (thts my name). 😐We saw a pin saved on your pinterest😐. saying that everyone should be gay.🥺 something about god saying eveyone should be gay.🥺" (for context, i think they're talking abt a video of a girl obviously JOKING saying that you should be gay because then you don't have to abort. (was satire on "Christian" logic. She was so obviously joking i can't omfg)) anyways. so internally i'm like here we fucking go. bcs ik my "friends" and i know where these convos usually go "wHy DoN't YoU lIkE gUyS" and shit like that. Obvi at first i'm like calm. I tell them it's a joke. then friend to my right goes super serious and shaking her head like "It wasn't a joke. it wasn't" (again, it was a joke). so i'm like for your own sake i'm gonna stop you from continuing right there. So then i'm kinda bothered by this as i continue eating bcs like. IT'S A FUCKING JOKE HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE. so I get up and✨leave✨ to the library. and then for the rest of the day they're MAD AT ME and IGNORE ME. I'm sorry but do you realize how fucking stupid you're acting? Like bbg. I'm sorry a gay joke offended you🥺 next time i won't have gay jokes saved to my pinterest only HETEROSEXUALITY ND THE GOOD FAITH IN OUR LORD AMEN FUCK GAY PEOPLE (/sar!) ok aside from that. why were you stalking me weirdos??  i find it hilarious that this whole conversation got to exist because it must have been something like this. "Ahhhh I'm bored what should we do?" "Hey let's stalk Ines's pinterest😄"  "Great idea! We definitely don't act liike toddlers!!😆😆"  *sees video. everything in life crashes down. the world turns dark. there is only despair, dishonnor and betrayal. life is over and joy is no more* "😰😰😰" "*tearing up* we need to talk to her. this is such a serious matter and concern worthy 🥺. we have to rid her from this DEMON. to the extortion room!" and then sat down at lunch looked me dead in the eye and asked about it. I'm actually lmfao right now i- Bae. (not my bae) I. I am speechless. I am FLABBERGASTED. HOW- how would you see a joke abt how everyone should be gay and take it so seriously😭. do you genuinely think that we're actually gonna convert everyone to be gay and cause extinction?? 💀 HOW. they took it so to heart i'm dead 😭😭.  dk why you were so concerned and later on deathstaring and ignoring me but have fun at being mad ig. you sound ridiculous and like a 5 year old. also do you know how fucking ANNOYING it is that my ONE friend who's not homophobic or makes weird comments or questions is the one friend who keeps hurting me and I need to cut off. And guess what? I would rather be her friend ANYTIME. if i had to choose, she would be first choice, without question. i am sick and tired and would be better off without any of you bitch ass motherfuckers. 

I hope you enjoyed our friendship and when i was there for you. Have a nice life.

[ideks-on-mars]

hey bbgs it's me back again with a request

period headcanons for trans kings shirabu and yamagata ?? my period just started and i am suffering. hard.

anyways yeah just give me your thoughts

I'VE GOT YOU BABES good thing I just changed my pf theme to red, huh? ✋️💀

ANYWAYS TRANS! SHIRABU AND YAMAGATA + REONSEMISHIRA AND KAWAGATA PERIOD HCS LET'S GO!!!

- Yamagata's are the absolute WORST

- Shirabu's are pretty intense. But Yamagata's? Fully convinced that his period is gonna kill him one day

- BUT WE DON'T COMPARE PAINS HERE BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT PERIODS ARE ALWAYS HELL

- ANYWAYS

- They both wanna DIE it's just a fact

- Yamagata is starring at the clock, WAITING for the 6 hour mark to hit so he can take another painkiller cuz let's be honest, those things wear out at like 5 hours, 30 minutes

- They run out of products? They don't need to worry, not one bit

- Why?

- Because they either, borrow from each other

- Or two, send their respective boyfriends to the store (who have their sizes AND favorite brands MEMORIZED and WRITTEN in their notes. They're top tier men)

- They sit down, eat pizza, and suffer together cuz that's what real friends do ✋️😔

- They watch movies and huddle under blankets

- When everyone else is being irritating, they go to each other. They just really don't feel like dealing with people who don't understand

- They use heating pads for their stomachs and they are SO COMFY

- Just plug them bad boys into the wall and you are SET

- From personal experience 💀

- They're not exactly criers..? Well Yamagata kinda is. But Shirabu? If he's gonna cry it's gonna be silent and privately

- Practice is HELL

- Idk if anyone reading this has been to sports practice while you're on your period but leMME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS SHIT-

- GOD you are DYING

- You're hot, you're sweating, and if you wear a pad it's rubbing up against your sweaty thighs and may rub them raw. Like it is TROUBLESOME

- Wow, natural hate crimes, am I right?

- Now for a little bit of shippy stuff 🤭 nothing like fluffy stuff on shark week, ya know?

- Kawanishi ABSOLUTELY lays his head on Yamagata's stomach during his period. The slight pressure helps, plus his tummy is warm from the heating pad

- Semi and Reon surround Shirabu on his week because it keeps him warm. And idk what it is about being warm on the week, but it's just nice

- Yamagata's mood swings are pretty intense. During the first few times, Kawanishi is TERRIFIED that he'll make one wrong move and Yamagata will get upset ✋️😭

- ReonSemi have mastered the art over some time 💀 that in no way means they're perfect. They (*cough cough* SEMI *cough cough*) still set Shirabu off from time to time. (And it's not fun at ALL)

- Them being trans, I'm not completely sure whether they'd change in the locker room or just in the bathroom normally. But during their week they DEFINITELY change in the bathroom.

- Sets off a lot of body dysmorphia problems. Good thing they have each other to cry about it to 😪🤧

- OK THANK @yoom-ss FOR THIS SCENARIO 💀

- Ok,, but Shirabu stuck in the bathroom, NO PRODUCT

- He asks Yamagata for one but the mf doesn't have any either ✋️😭

- SO WHAT DOES HE DO? 🤔

- It's one of three things

- He 1) Sprints to the closest convenient store 😪

- 2) Throws some money at one of his TEAMMATES and makes THEM run to the store

- Or 3) runs around asking girl students for product ✋️😭

- I JUST WANNA SAY A+ SENIOR

- Shirabu gets his products in the end thanks to local super senior Yamagata 😪

- Before practices (especially practice matches) they usual take a painkiller in advance so that by the time practice comes it would have kicked in

- Shirabu probably reads a lot during his period. He doesn't feel like sitting at his desk he usually studies at, nor does he feel like studying at all. So he likes to just read, watch TV, or play on his phone

- Yamagata just lazes around, stuffing his face and watching whatever. (That's ok, he deserves it. Plus I do the same thing)

- Yamagata's go to "I'm dying" outfit is black sweats and a t-shirt/hoodie

- Shirabu's is some comfy shorts and a t-shirt/sweater/hoodie

- KawaGata usually orders a fuck ton of food and by the end they have a buffet. They eat it happily cuz damn periods suck and Kawanishi wants to see his boyfriend happy

- ReonSemi probably over worry 💀

- "Are you ok?" "Are you comfortable?" "Do you need something? Some painkillers? Some water? Anything?" "You know we'll get you Anything right-" "YES. I AM FINE."

- They're trying their best ✋️💀

- It's ok if they're suffering, because at least they can suffer together by crying on the couch with a bag of chips 😪

[yellow-sprouts]

I want to write a story where the main charecter is one of those classic "Chosen one" archetypes. They were no one- shunned by their neighbors and abandoned by their people- then the former heros come along claiming that A is part of some grand prophecy.

They are taken to paradise - suddenly surrounded by friends and mentors - and for once in their life, they feel SEEN. But it also feels conditional - of course, they push those hesitations aside because they have a job to do in taking down BBG. They don't feel up to the task - who are they to take down BBG when they're some nobody who just so happens to be "gifted" by a God they don't believe in.

But what about when they finally meet BBG? Not in the middle of some battle - but heading back to their camp after the rest of their friends stay out partying - just saying they were tired and wanted to sleep. They run into BBG in the woods, which introduces themselves, and of course, A freaks out. But seeing BBG has no imminent incentive to hurt them, they hear them out.

The main villain wasn't born powerful. They were cunning, crafted, and forged an empire, They tell the hero this, their stories seeming all too similar.

"You're right, you know - you * aren't * some sort of secret weapon... you're just a kid. One who was targeted by these fallen heros and molded into what they wished themselves to be, you're smart, so im sure you've noticed it too.

How you always seem to be pushed towards what *they* want and expect of you

Do you really think that any of your so-called friends would even bother giving you the loose coins in their pouches if you weren't this divine chosen one? They don't care about you. They care about the person they imagine you to be, nothing more.

You're the sacrificial lamb to their agendas... be smarter than that - and don't be wasted down to some vessel they pump power into and discard once you've fulfilled your purpose"

"So that gives you three options- either you follow through with this and hope the friends you made in this short time, are as true as they present themselves to be, as if they'd pay you any mind if you were just **you** and not the chosen one

Or you could go home. You could throw in the towel and admit that this is more than you can handle - I assure you I wouldn't fault you for it- and neither should anyone else not ready to take the responsibility in your place

**Or**

You could join me.

All that power and training would be a waste to just go back to that miserable life you lived before, but with me? You will Forge your *own* destiny - not as some Chosen one - but as my right hand in the dawn of a new era"

The Villian was right - it wasn't a matter of the hero growing into what the "chosen one" was supposed to be. He could have easily been one of thousands, but here he had a chance to take fate by its reins and change the world for those thousands left behind.

"I don't expect you to choose right away - it's a lot I know - and you'd be seen as the new enemy to your friends. But you've been gifted. You have your past that shaped you, and you have the power and opportunity to demand change for the injustice these elites would rather sweep under the rug. It's easier to put one man's head on a pike than save millions from a system built against them from day one"

Anyway that's just a random dabble- but I'm very invested in the idea of the chosen one not just "getting over" their past. Knowing that fate could've just as easily picked someone else. They can either follow the "Heros" path their being nudged on, accept the new life at face value and maintain it with the condition that they prove useful enough in saving the world.

OR They can use the power they've gained and choose their own path, one far more uncertain but one that they have personal agenda in seeing played out. They've seen the suffering and know that killing BBG will just cause a rise to another.

AKA GIVE ME CUNNING HERO WHO REFUSES TO BE "BOUGHT IN" BY SUPERFICIAL FRIENDSHIPS AND LAVISH LIFESTYLES THAT HE WOULD HAVE BEEN DENIED HAD HE BEEN ANYONE ELSE.

[twelvedaysinaugust]

Bbg is just something that makes no sense to me. Where exactly did Louis find the time to cheat when 2015 was one of the loudest Larry years? The bears. And not to mention, modest was finally utilizing Larry promo and they were allowed to sit next to each other and interact. Stolen glances, being able to laugh together again after 5 years of not being able to. Why would he cheat????

And the fact that Louis was vocal about not being the party type and that wasn't who he was. Just like you saying the headlines mattered. The whole narrative of party boy Louis. That's when he supposedly met Brianna and knocked her up. But it's not like larry were cold with each other. In fact, I'd argue they looked pretty domestic up to that point.

At this point, Louis could not be the father genetically but it's just all one big sham that they're all okay with playing. Louis can be the fun dad who shows up once in a while and hang out with this kid, Brianna gets to keep the million dollar home and constant money from Louis in the name of Freddie. People keep forgetting that Brianna uses that child for clout all the time. This villianization of Louis only is ridiculous. That child could genetically not be Louis's but it's the the narrative they're going with. There's more messed up family dynamics than this in the world. They all benefit from the child anyway. It's gross to think about but I refuse to believe Louis went out and cheated when he was looking at Harry like that in 2015 if they were broken up or not together or whatever it is.

He mentioned party boy Louis wasn't him. He said that wasn't who he was. Him knocking up Brianna is connected to that image. It supposedly happened during a night of partying out and making a bad choice. And the whole paternity thing is valid. He never took a paternity test. When Brianna was supposedly a groupie and a party person too.

If the kid was his, no amount of conspiracy should make it this doubtful. And these aren't things larries go out looking for. It's there. The articles of her being pregnant coming out way before it was even announced. Harry, who loves children and pregnant women looking miserable every time they congratulated Louis, Liam and Niall always looking so tense: that's not how you behave? Even if that's your best friend who suddenly became a dad and maybe wasn't ready for it, they were always in a constant state of panic.

Baby gate will probably never make any sense. We'll probably never get any answers. As a larrie I'm willing to admit that Louis is that kids father not based on genetics but because it's the right thing to do. Because if the truth about all the abuse and manipulation came out from when they were in 1d and all of this was questioned, Freddie's life would be ruined. So I don't think Louis slept with Brianna. But maybe at that point she got pregnant, Louis needed to be straight after Eleanor ending, Brianna wanted money: it worked out.

I can never believe a cheating angle about Harry and Louis because of the way they looked at each other. By 2015 they always looked so domestic and settled and just content around each other. Not to mention, the picture of Harry comfortingly putting a hand on louis' knee after that morning gma interview of him being congratulated on fatherhood and the interviewer saying "Harry you're very quiet". No partner would do that if the other cheated and got a girl pregnant.

You can't believe in Larry and believe he slept with that woman. I'm sorry. But you can believe to some extent he's a father to Freddie. Blood isn't thicker than water sometimes.

Louis on stage saying "that baby isn't real"

The bears. The BEARS.

"Harry you're very quiet today" "I'm having a great time" *inset unconvincing smirk"

Louis crying the day of the gma interview where they announced him being a dad.

That's just some of the highlights. Nothing makes sense.

I agree that it doesn't make sense. And when something doesn't make sense, that's usually an indication that we're misinterpreting something and we don't have all the information.

I don't understand Larry in 2015. On the one hand, Harry and Louis seemed like they drifted apart in certain regards, they had very separate friend groups, etc. But as you said, a lot of their interactions suggested there were still feelings between them. And I will never, ever understand how the bears factor into all of this. Never.

Louis' party-boy image was very out of character. Both before and after that period, Louis was never one to sleep around (there are virtually no hookup stories about Louis). But people do things that are out of character all the time. Saying Louis cheated and it was out of character is a lot more believable than the babygate theory, in my opinion. But to be frank, I believe Louis' very conspicuous partying was part of an image rebrand and Briana getting pregnant was a side effect of that. How does that fit with Larry? I don't really know. I think H/L were involved in some capacity during that time, but maybe it was more complicated than we thought. All I know is that the babygate theory doesn't fit with reality. After six years, we misinterpreted something. I think a lot of the "weirdness" surrounding the situation can be explained by Louis not wanting to be a father. So why would he take responsibility for a child that wasn't his? And I know this is subjective, but Freddie bears a striking resemblance to Louis. Not just in terms of his facial features, but his hands, mannerisms, and even his voice. I mean, someone is that child's father. And it's not Brett. I could go on and on about the inconsistencies and "if this, then that," but I just don't think babygate was what people think it was.