#but it...almost set me free?
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“What?” Sand asks, tosses the lube purposefully out of Ray’s reach, “How about you suffer my pruny, withered hole for once.”
I s2g this is THE WORST fic ive ever written sklfjhsgkjshfgksjfhgfkjgh
#sandray fanfic#nani's writing shenanigans#sandray#but i am having so much fun#this is the first fic ive tried to promo in a while and then for it to flop aksjfhkdgjhkg#but it...almost set me free?#i know some people loved it and that provides enough motivation without the expectations of an audience that i feel with popular fics#and now im going in so many crazy directions hahahaha#like ZERO notes on tumblr until i nagged katty about it#astonishingly low kudos/hits ratio#quite low absolute kudos as well for a fic released over the weekend#its a little baffling that its losing so badly on all fronts hahahaha oh my poor baby you are like me fr fr
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(insp)
#lokius#mobius#loki#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#the way i paused a different lokius angst set to make this one after seeing the insp 😭😭#like they truly are every form of love tragedy and admiration just completely unable to look away from each other??#a captivation which frees them just long enough to realize everything they've ever wanted has somehow become centered in their lives#yet just that little bit too close to the sun to keep ;;;;;;;#tbh almost giffed the reverse pov with a different scene and might still because the mirroring of their connection drives me INSANE#as always i was following you no i was following you 😔#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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something about a breathless "sorry-" uttered right between the last sneeze they've barely finished, and the next they're already starting to hitch for~
#melts me. i heard it once in a way that literally hasn't left my head and just heard it again and it. melts me. utterly.#has this post been made? almost definitely. but im once again basing it off actual things#not just a general concept so~ hopefully it's at least partially my own but also???#i feel like snzblr as a whole kinda tosses around the same set of posts (with new ones ofc added into rotation) since we're all just#enjoying these same things~ anyways!!! the point is this is a hot as all hell concept#and im literally. melting so much. i felt chills go down my spine when i heard it and#even just writing it again i am shivering a bit bc that's just. such a hot concept that you get shivers#like a fever or something idk it's wild but it's what happens so there you go#still busy for a few more days but have one free morning while here and what am i using it for? snz things? ofc.#snz#snzkink#snzblr#snz kink#snz thoughts#snzthoughts#waterfalltalks#waterfall snzarios
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One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#im just ranting at this point feel free to ignore me I’m tired lol#anyway#Leo constantly just goes off and does his own thing#and yeah honestly his own thing often works??? but he alienates his brothers/team in the process#BUT also this isn’t necessarily a one way street#when Leo DOES try to consult his brothers or give his thoughts on matters he’s not really taken seriously#best example here is bug busters where he CONSTANTLY makes his worries and suspicions known only to have them ignored#so it’s almost understandable that he doesn’t often open up about his thought process when it’s easier to just do it#than to try and fail to justify it#after all it almost always works out for him when he does so why not?#and then the movie happens#and that line of thinking doesn’t quite hold up does it?#BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE#like I said episode one is super good at setting characters up#from showing off Donnie’s preference for tech vs magic/mystic#from showing Mikey’s innate talent for mysticism#from showing Raph’s anxieties and how easily they can stack up#there’s more but I’d have to do a closer deep dive on the ep and man am I tired#so off the head rambles it is for now#sorry everyone for my constant spam of Too Many Words into things that are prob Not That Deep#it’s honestly just fun haha#EDIT: bc I saw someone mention it! yeah all the boys have communication issues through the series and it’s super interesting and realistic#Leo in particular stands out to me here because his communication issues are a constant theme that pop up much more often#but each of them experiences this in some form
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Tetris Fanart.
I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah
#text#art#eyestrain#cw eystrain#bright colors#cw bright colors#tetris#nintendo#god i dont know what to tag this with. i dont wanna tag it with the podcasts themselves cuz that feels disingenuous. swagever#i actually started this piece a while ago. ok yeah looking at the date that was almost 3 weeks ago wow#but i finally decided to bring it back and finish it#ive been getting back into digital art and its been really nice. its nice having finished pieces.#ive been trying to get weirder with my art. like this piece was weirdly 'personal' in a sense#its been my unique experience listening to these pieces of media. the game in the bg is jsut as important to my experience as the art itsel#the looming sense of dread these podcasts give fit weirdly well with the high tension of some of these games of tetris#i wanted to have that sorta weird ominous vibe to it. have even the pieces feel loud and threatening.#and the gameplay being Past the ds itself is something i thought could be neat#ykno the tetris effect? where you play a bunch and then after you see the shapes everywhere;you play it in your mind?#that was part of what i wanted to channel there. but also like; how your attention works with this stuff#i might be looking straight at the ds but my attention is elsewhere; my brain is in another world#the game is still inescapable tho. tetris effect whatever. these stories stick in my brain just as much.#its all given me some. very very annoyingn anxiety. but i have to go back to them. like a moth to a flame etc. hince the moth climbing out#but uh yeah. that set up was my life for a few weeks whenever i had free time.#the main podcast this is about was magnus btw <- not typing full name so im not on the tag#and uh.#objectum#yeah i think. i think yeah.
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i see some people complain what eddie did was out of character, especially the ending and some of the comments he made throughout, but i think we're forgetting venom 3 happens, at most, a week from venom 2?
media analysis under the cut: SPOILERS for venom 3
he just went through a painful breakup with venom and then got him back by very close physical contact with his ex fiance who then told him "never again" (lmao)! he then met, and helped kill, his husbands son/weird clone which used the serial killer he helped be put to death as a host! he had to give away their chickens and go on the run to mexico as a fugitive, all in the matter of days! then he learned just a fraction of what venom knew and got blasted into another universe where he learned about everything that happened with thanos and, presumably, the avengers, spiderman, loki, etc. and whilst he's still processing. all of that! he learns that he contains a key that could destroy the entire universe inside of him! and they're being hunted by creepy woodchipper animals!
then they're hunted (again), on the run, he probably hasn't showered in weeks, he had to walk. through the nevada dessert. BAREFOOT. and then he didn't even get to eat the nice looking food the weird family made him 💀
and when eddie is ready to die, side by side with venom- he has to watch venom, the love of his life, the only one that understood him, the only one that made him feel like he wasn't alone. the part of him that made them complete, die. die in a painful, horrible, way. and he's powerless. he can't do anything but watch

i think he's still in the denial phase. he wakes up in the hospital, getting told venom is dead and to not try and change it (let's be real!), and saying but i need him. and i don't think he actually understands it. when he goes to the statue of liberty, the montage is playing, but is it playing for eddie? or is it only playing for us?
he doesn't look happy. he doesn't look relieved, walking through new york, he looks angry and snide. he looks hurt

"i won't forget you buddy" and he says that looking like he's about to do something very fucking stupid

he looks so... alone, and tiny, and small, standing on the dock, maybe inching towards grief but still reeling, and seething, in anger and pain
#sjonnie.text#venom 3#venom 3 spoilers#venom#eddie brock#media analysis#venom the last dance#and please feel free to discuss with me!!#this is what i picked up from it :3#also the set up for venom 4 is almost too big to ignore like.#also i have a theory that venom is still inside him. or at least. SOMETHING is#but not for today
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IT'S KAWOSHIN DAY!!! As well as the last day of Kawoshin Week :') It's been such a blast, gonna miss it when it's over
Kawoshin Week Day 7: Cuddling/domestic fluff! + Sleepover and Spinoffs (again)! Based on the Campus Apocalypse sleepover chapter ☺️
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2024#CAwoshin again! wanted to ensure my favorite niche kawoshin got some representation in the week in case no one else did stuff with them...#which wasn't the case since literally every fill for the spinoffs prompt has been campus apocalypse!!! which i'm overjoyed about 🥺#my second option for today was finishing a sonicverse kawoshin wip for the free day prompt. but i already included sonic in the week with-#the song lyrics i used for my day 5 piece so i went with this instead#also went with this because. um. my original plan for today was actually. a CA fic for these same prompts set after said sleepover chapter#but i'm neither fast nor confident at writing so i. haven't finished it (i DID get it to almost 1500 words so far though! progress)#so i thought i'd color something i drew while thinking about it :')#i did it while taking a break from my day 5 piece and was pretty loose about it so it's not super polished and i'm not sure how i feel abt-#the colors but! it hits the soft cozy vibe i was going for and that's good enough for me#if i manage to finish the fic within the year i might still include it as a very late week entry... no promises though. we'll see
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So, its probably been long enough a time to say something since a good maybe 2% of my total audience cares enough to know. But I won't be talking about the movies anymore.
I saw the leaked scenes before it was released. And while some of it was passable to an extent, it pretty much confirmed everything I already could've expected. There's nothing I have to say that's not already been said. It'd just be beating the proverbial dead horse by now.
Hope everyone whose enjoyed these movies enjoy them. I hope everyone who feels disappointed and annoyed doesn't let it get to them too much. C'est la vie. Life finds a way. It's not a big deal. We forge on.
I'm glad I said what I did have to say about them way back when. I think it's of value for open dialogue to occur and honest opinions being heard that might go against the majority's grain. But there comes a time where constant negativity on things that you know you'll never like isn't good for anyone's well-being. Not the writer (me) or for you all (innocent bystanders to my long-winded ramblings).
No need to waste your time if you'd been wanting to send asks about it. It's time to move forward. Thanks for your support everyone and for reading, even if you didn't agree. You're the best, gang. 👍
#zoomer sonic#text#ramble#still not out of hiatus btw#the claws of life got me good this time#will she....ever.....set me.....free?#I almost wrote “millicent bystander” because of brainrot from childhood but realized ahh no one might get that reference#lol ah well
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horrendously sick and twisted btw
#IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK ABOUT THE METEOR INCIDENT. I AM GENUINELY TORMENTED BY IT#slipping through his fingers.#it's crazy they were actually crazy for the whole meteor thing whoever thought of it needs to financially compensate NOW#i love you so much ill break every rule if it'd mean you'd be happy with me. run away with me#here i am im setting you free im giving you everything you want. could i be part of that? could i be part of what you want#till slips through ivan's fingers. world has now completely shifted#and he can't even be mad. not properly#because this is why he loves till in the first place. he just cant give up on what he cares about. he'll never stop fighting for it#ivan smiles like. this is why it's you#a lot has been said about the meteor scene already but that doesnt stop me from going insane over it#freedom means nothing if till isn't there with me WHAT IF I SHOOK YOU LIKE A RATTLE BOY#ivan was well off. he was eating at feasts. given fine clothes. groomed clean and celebrated for his achievements#yet he was willing to throw it all away#thinking about how they'd probably live on the streets again. struggle to get by on their own as lost little children#their lives would be closer to the one ivan lived in the slums#except the difference would be till. back then he had nothing. if till ran with him he'd have everything#and yet till turns and runs the other way and ivan follows him because of course he does. theres nothing else he'd rather do#any kind of suffering is worth it as long as its for you#till is stubborn. he's persistent. he can't let go.#well fortunately (or unfortunately) so is ivan. incredibly persistent#so here we go again. back in this prison brushing past one another knowing we almost had it all#I WILL GRAB YOU BY THE BOWLCUT AND WRING YOU AROUND LIKE A JOYSTICK BOY!!!!#YOU MAKE ME ILL!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#random ramble sorry i have Feelings
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and I begin to bloom like a lotus flower once again the Agust D trilogy
#agust d#min yoongi#bts#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#bts gifs#btsedit#my gifs#i've had this concept in my head for a while now#and i've been trying to figure out how i wanted to do it#and i finally figured it out#the font is the pulp fiction font lol#i wanted to use the scarface font but it's paid and all the free versions look weird#and like... i'm not paying $30 for a font i'll only use once#and anyway the color effect wouldn't really work with it#this set right here is the entire reason i decided to learn how to make gifs in photoshop#anyway his eyes man#he has the most beautiful intense eyes i have ever seen#amygdala is very very hard for me to watch actually#and that's part of why this took me so long also#had to keep in mind what he said in the shoot sketch lol#cuz like... y'know really amygdala is faaaaaar from my favorite agust d track#but the sheer emotion in both the song itself and the mv#it's almost suffocating#he's tremendously talented and yeah i'm a lil obsessed tbh lol#daechwita#haegeum#amygdala
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Designing some kaejean keychains for fun!! They are gripping me
#after 24 hours and several program crashes im free#genuinely this was finished by many prayers and sheer will#my art program does NOT like me using a canvas size beyond 3500 pixels dawg#anything for them though. because i love them#also bad news for anyone interested but these keychains will not be for sale bc i dont have a shop of any kind#once i eventually do set up a shop these guys will be on here first thing trust#ok bed time i actually almost died making this gn#genshin impact#jean gunnhildr#artists on tumblr#my art#genshin fanart#kaeya alberich#kaejean#digital art#keychain#design
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The Roombabot Diaries
"Even without full scan function, I still had my dark vision filters and my own mapping data, so with the fixed point of the corridor hatch, I could retrace my steps to the ramp. It just looked awkward and stupid because for the first part I had to navigate like a floor-cleaning bot." - Martha Wells, System Collapse (Video and audio description below the cut)
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An animated video of Murderbot, in a full environmental suit (featuring a little 'Perihelion' logo on its chest and an opaque helmet).
Murderbot is wandering around a dark space, the sound of its footsteps on the stone floor are audible. It walks in a straight line to the right until it hits a pillar with an audible 'thunk' noise and stops. A grumpy smiley face appears next to it.
It recalibrates, making little chirping calibrating sounds, then turns and moves towards the viewer until it seems to hit the camera (again with a 'thunk' noise and a little frowny smiley face next to it) and recalibrates again.
It turns its back to the viewer and starts walking again, this time seemingly hitting the wall in the back. It recalibrates again, then turns to the right and starts walking again. After a few seconds it stops briefly, two exclamation marks appear next to it along with a beeping noise, then it quickly walks out of frame.
#listen i know this is not really what happened in this scene but like.#all i could think about when i was reading this was murderbot moving around like a roomba#figuring out the layout of the space by bumping into things and changing its direction with every collision#and the mental image was so funny to me#i don't actually know how to animate i literally downloaded the software a few weeks ago for another silly mb video (which is unfinished)#this is my second attempt with the software and like. it's FUN!! but i also don't know what i'm doing help#also PLEASE i can't draw please don't @ me about the anatomy#i'm trying to tell myself that the environmental suit is just. very weird hjsdfkdjkhdfjh#anyWAYS#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#system collapse#system collapse spoilers#sc spoilers#video#𓄿#also. i really wanted to add the humans following mb in a row like little ducklings and almost crashing into it when it crashes into things#but then i would have had to animate 3 additional sets of walk cycles and it would have gotten to complicated and crowded sdfhjdksf#but. yeah. feel free to imagine they are there
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Mike and Will - "Double Feature" from evermore by Taylor Swift, Both POVs (7m 46s)
@best-thing-at-this-party @imatotallynormalteengirlok @your-local-bi-guy @throne-of-crows
#stranger things#byler#byler edit#my edits#i love messing with the same lyric meanings#even when it is separate edits#i have two out there that are you feel nothing and yet you still let her but in the other pov the same clip for i might not feel real but it#s okay#and for this one i love the contrast almost argument of#but you'll find the real thing instead#they expected me to find somewhere some perspective but i sat and stared right where you left me#buddy you didnt set me free you froze me in time
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my predictions. pd s3 who dies

(about how likely i think it is, not how i would feel. i’m p sure there are other significant characters + side characters i’m forgetting </3 sorry . also i got lazy and gave up on collecting the art for the rest orz)
#pls pls pls feel free 2 ask me about any of these. it is very late but i thought very hard about these even if tired#tbh i almost put xavier in the ‘no world where they make it out tier’ but idk…#all of this depends on how dark they decide to set the tone for s3#pd spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#< like not really but also kinda???#partyrocking
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leonardo tomato
#*sets him down gently* be free you horrendous thing#posting this feels like releasing a wild animal back into the wilderness after 2 years of rehab#and by 2 years of rehab i mean almost 2 years of this thing sitting in my phone's storage haunting me#i still love it tho 💔#horrendous little dumpster-fire of a creature#i felt it was finally time tho#so now yous can all enjoy it too (:#BE FREE LEONARDO TOMATO#GO GNAW OFF SOME ANKLES IN MY HONOUR#leonardo tomato#shitpost#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#leonardo hamato#tmnt leonardo#rottmnt leonardo#my art#my feral art#leonardo 🍅#he is merely 3 tomatos tall 🙏🍅
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One thing they don't tell you about the Senshi tulpa that WILL inevitably manifest in your mind to tell you to eat better is that. Every time I make myself a coffee via kuerig instantly, I can hear him. Lamenting the fact that I have become so accustomed to convenience and ease that even a standard coffee machine has become foreign to me. I am thinking about how to make coffee without use of a machine in the first place, I am wondering where my french press went, I can see him. In my mind. Showing me how to make coffee in The Dungeon. Dungeon Coffee.
#dungeon meshi#i'll allow this one to be set free into the wild. i think the world needs to know.#i really love senshi's character too how like. it's easy to feel guilty too if you aren't doing something 'the right way'#and despite him being very set in his ways he manages to alleviate that specific guilt#just by being senshi about it. i have never wanted to learn how to cook. too much work/too many steps#i like instant/ease bc that means i can devote myself completely to the things i AM passionate about#but senshi will manifest in your mind to tell you. you need nourishment to do that#he is just as passionate and detailed about it as i am my art. all i ever want to do is art. esp traditional art#which i think almost feels similar. to magic (digital) vs non-magic (traditional mediums)#each takes a very specific set of skills. one 'feels' easier than the other but a lot Does go into it (digital)#and there is an ease of access esp sharing wise. but i am autistic about the medium itself#yes sometimes i have to wait a day to even share my stuff cause the sun went down#yes there's less ways you can take shortcuts. you have to do Everything by hand#but that's what i love about it. espppp blending my pencils.#but going back i do not have that same level of interest (not even NEARLY) for anything that Isn't related to art#it's like. i really don't WANT to .... but senshi ...... makes me think about it.#senshi
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