hey everyone!! ive created a survey to compare/contrast phandom experiences by platform....and i really want to hear from you!
its abt a 5-15 min time commitment depending on your answers, but your feedback is invaluable and it's completely anonymous!! (i hope it doesn't need saying but this survey is run without platform bias and the last thing i want to do is pit people against each other! i just need a bigger sample size!)
Wip I just started last week (i was supposed to post this last week. I made more progress already but i wanted to post Emily/Stolas part!)(this may take a month or two idk I usually make project stuff and lose motivation.)
But yeah I'm making a chaggily animatic for my rewrite au! (With my redesigns ofc)
This is post-show when chaggily go on a date! (To Emily's place ofc ;3) and Emily is a bit... anxious. Instead of Stolas' thing with the.. deal thing, idk whats going on over there anymore, she's more so worried how the date would go because she's an angel n well, they aren't. Plus, whos to say they arent dating her to pay back for the genocide...? So, anxiety everywhere! But Chaggie ignore the problem and plan on giving that angel a good night 😍 (they aren't getting angelussy 💀)
(I just noticed I leaked my Emily design before I even actually showed off her re-redesign. Omfg... yall.... I'm tired asf. Anyway ill probably reveal that design next week cuz I'm getting the expression sheet done. So yeah.... surprisee? The outfit isnt revealed actually, shes in her nightgown but still. EVEN THE ANGEL DESIGN UGH. well poop.)
Anyway yeah, I'm pretty proud of myself for this! I've never made a full song animatic, let alone make an animatic in.... years!
does the reception of the fest and the increased flow of creative output make you feel like you would want to stay? does it make you rethink what you call your imminent exit? just sad thinking that we will lose someone with your passion and drive and dedication 😞
ahh well unfortunately it’s not really by choice 😔 i start law school in a couple weeks and i’m kinda piloting blind, yknow? in a whole new city studying material in my second language and i don’t really know anyone or have many connections in the field… so i’m rlly gonna try and dedicate myself to Being A Good Student and Networking and Being Normal, which means my time for Being A Seb Stan will probably diminish to almost nothing ): already even just with the move i haven’t been able to sit and work on creative projects and i’m so emo over it, it’s probably unhealthy..
idk, i know people have been able to manage a school-work-social balance and i may be good enough to do that at some point? but ugh atm this is the biggest opportunity of my life and i really don’t want to fuck it up by prioritizing things that aren’t as important ahhh 😭
The biggest reason I'm still on tumblr is because their shitty 2007 spaghetti code still works with my shitty rural internet and I haven't updated this app since 2018 because I refuse to let it work less effectively with my shitty rural internet.
lonely and depressed > i do drugs > they reduce me to a walking corpse with nothing to offer another human being > it makes me lonely and depressed > i do drugs to cope > they reduce me to a walking corpse with nothing to offer another person > it makes me lonely and depressed > i do drugs to cope > they reduce me to a walking corpse with nothing to offer another person > it makes me lonely and depressed > i do drugs to cope > they reduce me to a walking corpse with nothing to offer another person > it makes me lonely and depressed >