#cloud thoughts

[kumsal-thingss]

İnsanları kaybetmekten değil, onları memnun etmek isterken kendini kaybetmekten korkmalı insan...

[princess-cloud]

Not to sound desperate but I’m begging for a girl to dom me until I’m drooling and dumb

[szuinnday]

some body types and dynamic poses studies over these days

I hope you also have some energy to study, practice or scribble

I'm rooting for you, every small step counts

And yes I complained under a guys booty kskwjf

I SWEAR I DIDN'T NOTICE but when I did I just let it there

some comments!

this was interesting, even with the time taken to get them the most right I could ehfhf ofc will do more

I'm surprised I don't mind just studying even if I don't add stuff I like in it to engage (an example is using the studies to put a character I like) maybe cause I'm trying to not get distracted? I tend to focus on faces kjsdfhjkfds

Also drawing curves was pretty fun? (being movement or big/old bodies) idk, it feels fluid? Maybe cause I notice my stiff poses and its a good change a

The muscular ones were the most painful to draw, maybe cause I wasn't doing shadows, just lines, and they weren't as noticeable rkkejf

also perspective is pain, yes

I noticed again that the way I use the pages on traditional may say something about my mood or confidence? like the size of the page, the size of the drawing, the lines, idk when smol I used to have big sketchbooks and now prefer the ones of the size of my hand or pocket ones (I use those for scribbles and notes tho)

I wonder how will I feel when filling a page of a larger sketchbook, huh

do any of you feel something like that too? like the way you use your tools or draw says something about the you in that moment? it doesn't have to be drawing, it can also be other types of thingies like journaling or writting

🫖I may like to have small comment sections for my thoughts to everyone who reads it, thank you dsfjkjsdf hope you have a snack

and water

please drink water

[septemberkisses]

you may not be where you want to be yet in life, but you're also not where you used to be. take a moment to realise how far you've come, and have faith in yourself to go further. i believe in you. 💌

[crustaceansingles]

That cloud doesn't know you exist, and even if it did—

[cloudgremlin]

Tagged (invited on the hashtags) by @arcanacheque

Last Song: TEchnically some songs by ibi because I listen to them to sleep without getting sleep paralysis, but before that I was listening to Spotify’s Discover Weekly and Winter City Ghosts by Sparky Deathcap was on. Very good, I vibe.

Last Read: Short graphic novel Coming Back by Jessi Zabarsky, tbh not my fav but the art was pretty (the themes didn’t quite tie properly with the story and it felt a bit over-talky-to-point-out-the-meaning at the end). Reading through Goblin Mode by McKayla Coyle and wanting to start The Castle Corona by Sharon Creech (one of my favouritest books ever, also I have owned it for over a decade)

Currently Watching: Frieren, Apothecary Diaries, and rewatching all of Natsume Yuujinchou bc I love it very much uwu

Current Obsession: The Current Vibe is medieval/folktale inspired and knightcore, with some illuminated manuscripts a la 14th century monk thrown in. I can feel myself falling into a desire to make kumihimo bands, but I am bravely resisting the temptation because I have to finish embroidering patches for my jacket first! And to go with the Vibe I am quite into medieval inspired clothing rn, really wanting to buy some nice linen and wool to hand-sew some stuff with. I’ve also been writing short stories inspired by Tove Jansson’s work and those are always in my head now because that’s what happens when I write, lol.

Tagging @festivepuppetryy and @ideligo bc I am an evil mutual >:3c

[girlfromalienplanet]

My version of the Kirby Alien from Chicken little 😌

[kumsal-thingss]

Masalın sonunda bir çok şeyi dünya telâşına değişiyorsun...

[princess-cloud]

I don’t want your pretty poetry, I want to be the sacrifice on the alter, the hymns found in your moans, the prayers are in the rhythm of my hips, I am the god that you worship.

[lebovski]

The brain remembers things as it pleases it remembers memory as colours. There’s only one colour my brain remembers - it’s perhaps best called “ sadness ”

~ Lucid ✨

[crustaceansingles]

your idea does not love you back

[stonertai]

Vacation night blunts 😩💨

[fruits-of-freedom]

The desire to be

But I can't quite reach

I feel her

underneath

the attempt to have it all together

Underneath

the held in tears and chills

Underneath

the clenched jaw and balled up fist

The want to desperately feel

The want to lift the heavyness

and wake

[acloudthatneedspraise]

It's really hard to find good MHA smut and I think it's because the fandom is full of a lot of young people and teenagers who lack expirence in everything. MHA is most young people's Homestuck. I understand and try to be patient as I remember my homestuck days but like! ughahhs... I just wanna read some good aizawa smut. Somthing not obviously written by a child. Something that doesn't involve the students. Something that's not an imagine with a bunch of charecters names at the bottom. I don't want a Twitter link. I want proper smut.

Ps. I could write it myself but that would take forever and I'm soo lazy.

[esotericawakenings]

The view from my front yard.