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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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breakdown of this fucking masterpiece of deku art
guys im shaking screaming throwing up this art of penultimate deku is so fucking good oh my god i am so goddamn elated holy shit holy shit (< guy having the most normal reaction to a piece of art of blorbo)

All three color changes represented and blended through the use of light and shadow...fucking genius
A combination of his red shoes and new mech boots...omg...
Combination of his original smile mask then his newer vigilante one
even his different knee pads...(imo it shows how he's embracing his own style of being a Hero more through his Shoot Style, and that these pads have more protection that the previous ones since this change happens after the vigilante arc)
Even has the UA uniform stripes and his yellow backpack...
Left is the newer mid-gauntlet from Toshi from the US, right is the older Costume Gamma long gloves upgrade
May I also just mention the insane improvement Hori has gotten in the last 10 years in drawing and coloring his outfit??? This was from chapter 76 my god...
There's probably even more details I've missed, and how I wanna memorize the name of each fucking costume. Izuku "Deku" Midoriya my GOAT my babygirl my sunshine my darling you are absolutely fucking beautiful and crazy. I love him so much.
#evelynpr bnha#mha#my hero academia#deku#izuku midoriya#izuku when he's 24 and a hero teacher is literally among my fictional crushes oh my fucking god#i love this lil fucking guy so much this art is so so insanely good in so many fucking ways#i wanna make this as a draw ur oc/blorbo challenge. draw their penultimate form#combination of all their changes throughout the years laskjdflaksd#fucking crazy that'd go so hard#god i love this art so much i've stared at it 5 different times today already
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shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc
#witch hat tag#orufrey#the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do#someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world .#it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing#oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives#agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl#pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you..#and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun.#i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least..#the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!!#the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way....#btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats#coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined#travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc.#i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol#but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv#and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me#well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed*#obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on
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#why do you need this many legs sir#toedscruel#woah holy shit i just looked outside and it's super dark out. i'm queuing this up at noon why is it so dark#lemme look#yeah it's. dark. there's a bunch of dark evil clouds in the sky lookin like it's gonna storm oh i just heard thunder yeah it's gonna storm#uh oh. good thing i'm queueing this guy up before the storm so my power doesn't go out. this happens frequently#anyway toedscruel. it's definitely an evolution of toedscool. it definitely looks like tentacruel#if it's a different pokémon why does it evolve into something so suspiciously similar. i can understand wigglet and wugtrio being#different pokémon. just based on how different they are from diglett and dugtrio. even though their names are a typo away#but this guy is. it. really should've just been a regional form‚ i think#unrelated‚ but on random occasions seemingly whenever someone new finds the blog and reads my tags#i'll occasionally get folks asking me how i type commas in the tags#the answer is that this character → ‚ ← is not a comma. it just looks identical to a comma because of tumblr's font#it's actually a lower quotation mark. so for a language that does ‚this kind’ of quotation marks#and i use it as a comma because i have a fancy linguist keyboard that can type all kinds of fancy symbols. and it's easily accessible#some of my favorites include the single-character ellipse: …#the degrees symbol: º and °#small A: ª#fractions: 1⁄2 2⁄3 1⁄4 etc#and obviously IPA symbols and various diacritics‚ so that i can type the word pokémon without having to copy-and-paste the E#currency symbols‚ too. £¢$§¥ euro is on here somewhere but i don't know where bc i don't use that one really#i just like being able to type things the way they're supposed to be. like it's 80º outside. the stopwatch costs 15¢ in the shop#and‚ of course‚ pokémon. it's the linguistics and computer 'tism combining together i think#it's storming harder now but i found the euro symbol: €#oh fuckin hell my lights just flickered. this is gonna be rough..!
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one thing abt visibly chasind morrigan that’s super interesting is that it makes your ability to ask if flemeth is really her mother actually makes sense when it’s startling how fereldan flemeth looks and dresses when you’re brought there
#not in the ‘how could this white person and mixed race person possibly be related!’ idiot type of way but like#morrigan especially with her heavy coat with the mods i use looks so adapted to the landscape and at home#so when she brings you to her mother and she’s just a visually fereldan white woman in fereldan peasant dress you’re like. Huh.#and there’s something i quite like about her very normality to say a cousland’s eyes being so startling and out of place#in terms of the Something Is Off Here vibe but also maybe just believing she’s simply an apostate on the run#combined with her ability to put on a very different guise in the later games lmao i like the shapeshifterisms of it as well#she could take any form but shes confident enough to choose the one that sets off warning bells and dare you to challenge it
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honestly i just sit and think sometimes over like, miravi isn't toxic yuri or anything, they're DEEPLY functional with each other and it's much moreso a cheetah and dog situation where they both get a lot more stable with someone to balance them out.
but the way it looks like is often a lot of arguing and them not being afraid to snipe at each other or call the other out on bullshit. and i keep feeling like everything about the current shipping Moment would suggest that this is toxic — even though this quality, in of itself, is what they like in their relationship and what helps them best. which is a form of relationship that very much works for people! and works well! there's a lot of benefit in having someone you can be upset with and show that upset with without them taking it personally, or in using it as a means to immediately point out and begin working out problems in a constructive manner, problems that would have become a lot worse if allowed to simmer, and the emotional vulnerability needed to do this in a constructive way with someone else! it's actually my preferred form of relationship, because i'm bossy and mean and contrary and i like not being forced to dull my edges and having someone who can dish it as well as they can take it.
it's a bit like arguing for fun, i think. for those who like it and find it really works for them, there's no hard feelings at the end, it's just a way to get everything on the table and debate over a solution. it feels good, giving the high of the exertion but coming back down with emotional reassurance to ensure it's really not any hard feelings. but, for the majority of people, it's so deeply concerning and distressing that they can't even imagine someone like that, that something has to be wrong because they cannot imagine ever doing it constructively, or they cannot ever imagine not taking it personally.
and it's just very odd sometimes, as someone who has a ship like this as a main ship, that people don't understand that kind of dynamic.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#miravi.txt#monster prom#just. shrugs!#its how they got to this point of smoothing out each others rough edges and soothing their issues#because they AREN'T afraid to point out each other's flaws#they're combative and determined and aren't going to collapse the first time someone points out their issues#so it becomes a point of convincing the other and laying out their mental processes#which means openly putting their emotions on the table#in a way that is vulnerable but isn't going to freak them out like some other forms of vulnerability would#like aaravi has a lot more issues talking about her mom with norah#than she does telling miri about it because miranda started talking about the way shes expected to behave as a princess#because then she doesnt feel like a bug shoved under a microscope#she feels like an equal jabbing back and being stubborn#theres a lot of recognition in the other here as well#and all of them combined makes them. a lot more deft at navigating what the other needs#without needing to actually literally lay it out. which would be a lot harder for them.#because they already DID communicate that in a different form#just. miranda's built for conquest. aaravi's built for combat. fighting is something they know and respect very well.#and making it into a safer almost playful form that still gives them that rush is a LOT more beneficial than making them give it up#gestures again to my other post likening the mishras to working dog breeds.#the same thing that makes them so good at their job is also the thing that drives them insane when they don't have it.
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My brother recently got into Demon Slayer so I wanted to make a kny oc for him since I did it before with both me and my sister and never got around to my brother :)
But I started by refreshing my own design because wow?? It’s been 4 years since I first made my kny insert character and a lot of things are now outdated! Not to mention my art has improved a lot, I hope. More details under the cut!
Meet Ebisu Koharu: youngest of the Ebisu family and physically the weakest. They only barely passed Final Selection by hiding for the entire week and surviving off tips from their older siblings. Nonetheless, they still want to contribute, which is why they hold onto a thick, leather bound book that records every demon they’ve ever met in precise detail, with labeled diagrams and scribbled calculations in the margins of different strengths and weaknesses.
After spending a few years on the job, and properly seeing their data contribute to the successes of other demon slayers, they’ve come a bit more into their own as a competent researcher and fighter, though they still do tend to request paired missions with friends and family to act more as a support role rather than a fighter.
The Ebisu family is one of scholars. The eldest daughter Kaoru is a doctor, and the eldest son Shougen is a chemist. By nature, fighting is not necessarily their strong suit, which is why their family breathing style and techniques are all poison-assisted. Of the three, Koharu is the weakest and most averse to combat— they wield a short half-length blade, with more of a smooth ceremonial hilt and sheath than any practical weapon.
#kny oc#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#it’s so much fun seeing my brother be so late to the party for kny lmao#I love him but his takes are kind of shit ngl.#his character will be absolutely hilarious to do as well#because you better believe I’m going to lean far into how much he simps for giyu#looking for names is so much more fun when I can read some kana and am not using google translate#I found out that the combination of me and my sister’s names form kanari which i will not stop thinking about for ages#four years of improvement and four years of character development! Better character design and research skills#it’s a lot of fun thinking more about details when designing now#I.e. brushes are wildly impractical tools for writing on the go so koharu’s main choice of stationery is an imported fountain pen that cost#a decent amount of their savings#and they wanted their records to last longer so they also invested in a proper leather bound journal (also imported) rather than#a normal string bound book like their normal daily journal. this is also why the books open in different directions#in the event that their fountain pen breaks they Will Cry but they will also commit the details to memory and write them in with a bruh#with a brush after the battle ends
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Casually redesigns the main antagonist of TFA just for a roleplay server-
Megs deserved some helicopter blade wings! And claws! Honestly he deserves a lot, but most of it may just be me.
#transformers animated#tfa megatron#he's still got his cannon and swords they're just not visible/transformed away here#in the story of the server he actually joins the autobots/optimus' team!#the original intent is to kill optimus of course#but over time he learns that he an optimus aren't all that different actually#and somehow not being violent is more effective???#so he forms his own group of wayward bots and 'leads' them in an attempt for just. existing side-by-side. no caste system.#at the start he's without his t-cog (the autobots took it away bc no one trusted him with it) which is the left one!#on the right is after he gets it back#he kinda looks like a fallen angel with the heli-blade wings and that is PERFECT for his rise to being a leader again#also i really loved both cybertronian's sharper vibes and earth's blockiness so i sort of combined them :)
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Ben could never deny it was a very nice looking piece. A rendition of some strange animal from a planet he'd never seen, all smooth muscle and sharp points. Delicately carved details showcased Kevin's ever-increasing precision and skill with his powers, alongside the swirling patchwork of mottled green and softly pink-tinted gems that made up the solid, cohesive whole. The type of little statue nobody else on the planet would have both the powers and skill to produce.
For not the first or last time, Ben's heart raged that it had taken into their twenties for his friend to have the means, security, and encouragement to showcase this sort of ability to the world. Still he smiled at the piece, at Kevin's pride in it, and elbowed his side good-heartedly.
"Dude," he said, "we can't let you around other artists or they're going to go all Roman Senate..."
#fanfic#moss agate and rose quartz by the way#wog is that kevin can't combine materials he absorbs but we do see that he can absorb more than one solid at once#so him being able to meld shit just enough to form a solid whole isn't farfetched#so guy can't make alloys but making a solid item that's two different materials at once...
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These four wormed their way into my head last night and would not leave me until I spat something out so here's some assorted headcanons, a comic that I'm not sure I understand the punchline of myself and the youngest inn-bling(ba dum tss) in ten to fifteen years.
#princess tutu#author#malen#i didnt really stop to think of the tots' names.#i honestly dont know what their parents would name them!#i mean so far we've got an author and we've got a malen. absolutely bonkers combination mama and papa innskeeper what were you on#also i just found it hilarious if they had a ridicilously small age difference for siblings thats it#like not even a full year and he's acting all high and mighty lmaooooooo#i fear i am genuinely being too mean to author this time#i am sure he didnt mean to alienate himself from his family-#-by diving headfirst into researching its dark spooky past-#-to the point of forming his own self-contained cult of a sort.#thats just puberty. teenagers need to be agressively weird its enrichment. how else will they find themselves?#no seriously i am asking#so far i havent seen a different method#anyway#fanart#my art#i think ill tag stuff specifically tied to these four as#innblings#i feel like i had more to say in the tags but i forgor#OH OH OH#i didnt! say anything! ABOUT MALEN#like hwllo this makes her involved in the whole spooky fucking writer drama?? osrt of?#.i mean#its implied that authors father was adopted and theres no direct blood relation#or something of the sort#either way the innblings have no hereditary powers#author is just a big fucking nerd#so like.
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Does being transneutral and FtM make sense to y'all? Cuz that's how I'm feeling about my gender right now
#I don't really like transmasc to describe myself#and I REALLY don't like calling myself nonbinary#but also “trans man” doesn't really capture the full picture#okay so imagine you're at a fast food restaurant and you order the “trans man” meal#this meal consists of a burger fries chicken strips and a drink#the burger is the “Trans Man” burger#hence the name of the meal#but there's Also the side dishes#which in my case would be various genders of the “completely detached from the gender binary” variety#and the drink is of course gender fluidity#AND the burger has multiple elements to it#like genderqueerness and masculinity and femininity and other stuff that are different from eachother but nonetheless combine to form#the Trans Man Burger Meal#that's. that's what I've got goin on.#anyway#trans#transgender#genderqueer#trans man#butch#ftm#agender#transneutral
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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very very self indulgent doodle of my blorbinos, the marshmallow gang 🤍
in the wise words of me from the past:

#roadie rambles#marshmallow gang#not all of my fav characters are like this but these three are my blorbo trifecta#I know this won’t make a lick of sense to most of you but I just wanna ramble okay? thanks <3#anyways they’re hilarious to me. that HEIGHT DIFFERENCE#the fact that eph and mik combined wouldn’t be as tall as yamato#the fact that they’re all fixated on a certain book#the fact that mik would be scared of yamato’s beast form bc of his fear of dogs#the fact that they each have a Person who’s extremely important to them and none of them are normal about it#the fact that their dub v/as are named michael and michelle like HUH???#I love them so much#my favourite bunch of nerds#they are my light my life the sillies in me#okay I’m done for now byeeee#my art#my posts#toz#one piece#timeless child#homo milk#sweet potato
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FUCK IT
TRIPLE A FOR LUCIFER
Agender
Asexual
Aromantic
A(ha!)ngels are beings of light and were created before the concept of gender.
Lucifer picked it all up cause he thinks humans are cool~
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#wow lilith you are so cool i also want to have these gender and sexuality thingies like you <3#male form and male identity is his most used one#but he loves switching things when he feels like it~#and by switching it means literally anything from combining sexes to becoming something completely different#cause why the heck not its his body
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I neef to make Aerialbots protectobots and stunticon designs next me thinks
#constructi.txt#they all have a place in mg au bc i have undiagnosed autusm#i actually already have sketches of Aerialbots but i wanna redraw them cuz they look kinda weird#n i DO have first aid already#i rlly need to do combined forms too mans 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑#i got a good idea for them with the height differences. theyre gonna be funny shaped as hell#i hauve so many ideas in my brainstew i will not share because im scared..what if my ideas are lame
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Being at work is a lot of trying desperately to beat back my rejection sensitive dysphoria with a stick
#I'm just mentally shouting at myself#''THAT WAS A NEUTRAL INTERACTION''#''IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT THEY THINK YOU'RE STILL GETTING WORK DONE TO SATISFACTION''#''THEY AREN'T ANALYZING YOUR CONVERSATIONS THIS DEEPLY''#look. there's more than one way for executive dysfunction to manifest in ADHD#I don't experience it as getting ''stuck'' even tho that's alllllll I ever see online when people talk about it#my biggest executive dysfunction is and always has been emotional dysregulation#which combined with my history of being bullied and mistreated by people#means my rejective sensitive dysphoria is through. the. roof.#it's. it's very difficult to navigate some days.#today isn't TOO bad but I am certainly stuck on an interaction and trying to mentally justify why I'm not in trouble.#anyways I think we should talk more about the other forms of executive dysfunction#bc everyone is different and has different manifestations of symptoms!#speecher speaks
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