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ouchhq · 6 months
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venting :-) sorry
#sh tw !!#i am so tired of my mother#last time i saw my therapist i talked about how she drives me insane but still i feel so guilty for getting mad at her because i know she#has issues and literally can not reason but i get so frustrated and exhausted#she took like 9 days off of work to ‘take care of me’ (her words) after my surgery and i didnt ask her to do one thing all these days excep#help me make food and come up with stuff for me to eat bc of my diet rn and thats all#she has been doing her thing all these days like literally just sleeping on the couch and going out with her friends and going shopping and#only made me food herself once (1) in over a week#and i didnt say anything bc i know i cant say anything to her if i dont want to get her to start screaming but today i couldnt take it#i was painting all morning because i am extremely stressed and anxious to make a fucking portfolio to find some work and idk what they thin#i do in my room all day probably sleep but i dont !! im up until 1:30 am working every day even now despite having just had my jaw cut into#pieces and stitched back together#and she went out to the post office for me for a second and then spent the rest of the morning shopping and came back at 12 and had the#audacity to get mad because i hadnt made any food for myself or for anyone else yet#when i literally called her just minutes before to ask her instructions on how to prepare a certain soup for myself and she told me to wait#because she was gonna do it instead#like ???????#and when i told her i had been busy working all morning and that the whole point of her being home from work was that she said she was gonn#make stuff for me she started screaming like an insane person that i was accusing her and it wasnt fair and i was mean and rude and that sh#does EVERYTHING for me and im ungrateful#and when i say my stomach sinks to the floor every time i hear her yelling#it is ingrained into my brain#i have nightmares about her tantrums and her yelling#im so tired#and it always ends with me getting the urge to hurt myself and i want to cry but i cant because my face hurts when i cry and i am not#allowed to blow my nose bc of my surgery so im just here. swallowing all of this once again
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enigma-the-anomaly · 2 months
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bubblegumbeyotch · 2 months
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#whyyyyy am i so annoyed and pessimistic all the timeeeee#like a friend invited me out and was talking about potential places to go#and i was like ugh all of these places sound like a hassle and i just wanna stay in my house#and not go anywhere or do anything#like idk when my attitude shifted like this bc i used to be super social#but it feels like nowadays i only want to be alone#or at most in the company of like maybe one or two people#everything just feels so overwhelming and like a lot of things are objectively going right in my life#for the first time in a long time#and i feel like an asshole because it’s like damn bitch this still won’t make you happy?#like i finally have a stable job and a loving relationship and i still find ways to make myself miserable#and i just feel like an ungrateful bitch#how do i stop being so fucking irritable? how do i stop being insufferable to be around?#like i feel rude bc im always leaving plans early and i always feel so out of it while im out with people#like i’m just a spectator and then people expect me to participate in whatever’s going on#and i have to work so hard just to act like a regular fucking person#who isn’t seething and grappling with some unknowable thing under the surface#and of course i realize i am not unique in this at all. everyone’s going through something#but i guess i just feel bad bc it’s affecting my relationships#like i feel so isolated from everyone and so reluctant to open up#and like how do i be like hey sorry man im not avoiding you bc i hate you i just feel unfit for human consumption right now#like what does that even mean?#anyway i don’t wanna go to work. im so tired#personal
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csainzoperator · 5 months
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yummy: LN4 ☆
summary: y/n is a chef in the mclaren hospitality who is famous for her fabulous recipies. everyone is head over heels for her recipies, and a certain someone is most definitely more than head over heels. but not just for the food.
(lando norris x fem!reader)
read more under the cut!
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another day at work! for the british gp, their special "sticky toffee pudding" was a success :)
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landonorris it was so yum (she fed us the so called desert forcefully after giving us a 4 course meal)
- oscarpiastri you're such an ungrateful brat. it was great, bestie itsmey/n
- itsmey/n thank you pastry, and lando...i might leave you to starve to death.
lewishamilton i would kill for a pudding rn! you should drop by merc hospitality y/n!
- mclaren look at you trying to steal our goddamn chef....
f1wagsss oh my god you're so pretty
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P2 AT HOME RACE BABY!! so proud of the team to be finishing at P2 and P4. also special thanks to y/n for feeding us well :)
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landonorizz are we gonn ignore the fact that y/n just made it to a lando post???
lechaaair OH Y/N FEEDS US TOO. SHE SERVES ALL THE DAMN TIME. MOTHER 🙏🏼🙏🏼
itsmey/n its literally my job tho...?
- oscarpiastri some people are bad at their job. he's appreciating you for being good. (lando you fr have no rizz man)
carlaando lando are you trynna make a move GN
- landonowinss BROS PROBABLY REGRETTING RN 💀
(time skip!)
it was the hungarian gp. you were in the mclaren hospitality. the mclaren kitchen was quite big, and your co-workers were extremely sweet. you mainly cooked for the drivers and mechanics, while guiding the others. you were tasting a dish when you feel a presence behind you. you immediately recognise who it is.
"what is it now, lando?" you ask with a knowing smile on your face. he sits down on the counter beside you and watches you as you work. "i was wondering if you would like to, maybe, just maybe, come outside with me and sit down and talk and get some food you know?" he blabbers
"are you asking me out on a date?" you tease him. "well, yeah. only if you want it to be. its okay if you say no" he says with a sad smile on his face. you cup his face with one of your hands and give his cheeks a squeeze. "ofcourse i'll come, dumbass. now shoo, let me work. you're too distracting"
the smug smile he has on his face makes you blush. "so i am distracting huh? what else am i? you can give me details when we go on that date" he winks at you and walks off. you just simply shake your head in amusement.
the date goes well. to be honest, more than well. you both have the most fun ever. lando is everything that you craved. he was the sweetest boy. day by day, meal by meal, both of you started talking more, discovering each other. one fine night, in his apartment in london, where you taught him how to bake his favourite cake, he surprises you by asking you to be his girlfriend. you say yes without hesitation. you knew he wasn't going to play around with your heart.
it was the brazilian gp. lando had placed P2 again! you were the proudest girlfriend to exist, and the happiest. you were just so incredibly proud as he was doing so good this year.
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brazil you were brilliiianttt <3 liked by oscarpiastri, mclaren, landonorris and 92,233 others.
f1wags HOLD UP. SOFT LAUNCHING????
oscarpiastri yuck i hate being around the hospitality now.
landonorris 🌟
- carlandodod PLS IM NOT OK WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.
- leclercvc oh. my. god. guys. i think its lando and y/n.
f1gosssip apparently some people saw looking for his "girlfriend" after the race, and some people even saw him kissing a girl in the mclaren garage! we hope its y/n 😫
y/nfannn MOTHER WHO IS THAT
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brazil with bae. thank you team for making the P2 happen! more to come.
p.s i don't believe in soft launches. she let me hard launch after 8 races 🖐🏼
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oscarpiastri GAG
carlandooo MAMA Y PAPA
carlossainz55 finally mate! congrats :)
maxverstappen1 lando isn't a kid anymore
f1wags OFFICIALLY OUR FAV WAG (with lily obv)
itsmey/n i love you, baby! super proud <3
- landonorris i love YOU. so much. so much.
paddockclubb 8 RACES?? HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN GOING ON OMG
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sofs16 · 6 months
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our home
part 1: paddock day , part 2: our leclerc win, part 3: our love in photos — next
not proofread, as usual:)
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budapest, hungary
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yn.jpg beautiful race and driver who man never sits still 😆
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laufeyyn as much as i love you and paddock yn, do you not have a job? 😭
⤷ yn.jpg NOO DW ID QUESTION THIS TOO! i actually still do have a job but it’s mostly online unless there’s a photoshoot somewhere or meeting:) i usually do my work at the paddock (war flashbacks to when i was called a horrible wag for being on my laptop😊) but yes i still work! ⤷ ynml i love how straightforward she is esp w the hate she got at silverstone LOL HATERS
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chacha166 i love how its been a year but yn is still so active with us 🥹
⤷ yn.jpg you guys are so kind and silly its kinda hard to stop 🤷🏻‍♀️
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charles_leclerc P2 at Spa! Huge congratulations to Carlos on his win. Started at P14 and maximized the car. Time to recharge ❤️
Photo 📷: @yn @yn.jpg😘
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yn proudest of you ❤️‍🩹
⤷ charles_leclerc ❤️
yncharles THE PGOTO CREDITS LALALAAJAKAHAHAHAHA
carlossainz55 Why does yn not take photos of me
⤷ yn i do but i havent posted them yet, carlitos :( congrats on p1! yahoooo
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yn something happened 💟
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⤷ yn hehehe
yncharlesparents DID THEY MOVE IN TOGETHER WHAT
[liked by yn] ⤷ yncharlesparents SHITTING MY PANTS
⤷ yn wear a diaper, it helps
yourbsf i better have a room yn yln
⤷ yn the living room is spacious enough ❤️
⤷landonorris what about me
⤷ yn um we have 2 couches? ⤷ landonorris good enough
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charles_leclerc Home ❤️ And can you believe Yn has 2 closets and says it’s not enough? 😂
📷 Photo: @yn @yn.jpg 😍
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user11 she’s so ungrateful
user13 I bet she makes him buy all her clothes..
⤷ yn @user11 @user13 Actually, I have a job that allows me to pay for my wants, not that I need to explain myself! And I am very grateful for everything so don’t make assumptions, it was a joke. Hope you have a good life and actually find a job instead of being rude to people you don’t know! ❤️
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⤷ yneditss I fear, she ate. ⤷ charles283 I bet the PR is not happy abt this but we are 😊
⤷ yn i spoke my truth 🤷🏻‍♀️
⤷ynhumor I CACKLED I LOVE HER
⤷ ferrariforza You know she’s serious when she makes the capitalization and punctuations 😭
yncharles16 i love how yn is slowly taking over charles’ insta hehe he’s so whipped
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f1wagsoft._ Yn and Charles ❤️❤️
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yn 🥹❤️‍🩹
⤷ ynstan yn is always active for f1wagsoft._ AHAHA
⤷ yn loveeee em
⤷ f1wagsoft._ ❤️ august 7, 204
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yn.jpg peaceful life 💌
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ynzangel SHE HAS CHILDREN?
littlewomennzz EXCUSE ME?
lovelaufhlife WHAT
charles_leclerc Beautiful❤️
⤷ landonorris WHAT IS HAPPENING
yn.jpg IM NOT A MOTHER
⤷ ynschild you’re our mother. ⤷ yn.jpg true dat, child
⤷ ynsfan did she just say “true dat” HAHAHAHA IM GIGGLING I LOVE
⤷ yn.jpg WHAT AB IT ??????? august 8, 2024
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yn im sincerely sorry for the fright. i am not pregnant or with child or have child 😭
that was charles’ nephew and niece…
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landonorris Soon?
⤷ yn YOURE LITWRALLY MY CHILD HUSH
⤷ landonorris maybe.. idk
⤷ yn IM OLDER THAN YOU? ⤷ landonorris BY A FEW YEARS
charles_leclerc Cuteeee🤓
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yourfavynstan All jokes aside, she looks like she’s make a lovely mother:( especially one with those quiet lives away from all the chaos of fame
⤷ charles.updated the day they settle down and charles content disappears 😭😭😭😭
⤷ yn this is so kind omg. and you will never run out of charles content as long as i live and we live together! pinky swear
⤷f1gr1dd I LOVE HER IT HURTS
august 9, 2024
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f1wagsoft._ That… is not Yn Yln with Charles Leclerc.
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ynchar YN? MOM? WHAT
charrrl guys, theres more pics leaked.. it’s him… and not yn.
charlando WHAT
ynupdated @yn pls what. be active. youre always active here
user16 i don’t like charles with anyone other than charlotte and i thought i would he happy about this but im not. charles and yn truly did look like they loved each other
⤷ yncha WE DONT USE “LOVED”. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER
⤷ f111grid delulu is the solulu. we’re the same 😞
ynleclerc1 Not with zandvoort gp 2 days away.
riciando idt yn will respond abt this. sure she seems very open but you can see she’s only open about certain parts of her life. we don’t even know how old she is or where she lived before charles or anything 😭
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#SOF : is this a bad time to say im a writer who likes to leave cliffhangers ?
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holllandtrash · 1 year
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not good enough | charles leclerc social media au
paring: charles leclerc x reader
charles' girlfriend gets a lot of hate online and he usually stays out it because she knows how to handle it...but sometimes people just need a little reminder that they're in love asian faceclaim: christina nadin - british/filipino influencer
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yourusername 'come to paris' charles said, 'it'll be fun' mate it literally smells like ass and i dont speak french
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charles_leclerc i've been translating everything for you, you're fine
pierregasly should have visited milan instead
charles_leclerc are you hitting on my girlfriend pierregasly milan is simply better than paris yourusername we're going to milan next time
hamiltyres shes so real for this
lightsouthannah she complains about everything why does charles put up with her
55carlando4 are they there for paris fashion week??
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pierregasly how did charles convince you to leave the hotel?
yourusername he told me i wouldn't have to stay for the fashion show yourusername he lied charles_leclerc 🙄🙄🙄
noviaelegante love the fit😍 check your dm's girly!
hammilstop is it just me or does y/n seen ungrateful?
jemmaf1 yeah i was thinking the same thing
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charles_leclerc Celine Homme 2023🖤 Merci celine
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yourusername pretty
charles_leclerc you should have came with yourusername i had nothing to wear charles_leclerc thats a horrible excuse
scuderiaferrari 😍😍😍😍
luvfrom63 i dont understand why y/n goes to paris with charles but then refuses to attend the shows
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yourusername a sustainable fashion show that promotes empowering women living in recovering nations? sign me up
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noviaelegante so happy to have you attend🖤
charles_leclerc you should have modelled one of them
yourusername im not putting on a wedding dress until you give me a reason to
pierregasly when are you walking down the aisle?
yourusername when someone puts a rock on my finger pierregasly is this an open invitation? charles_leclerc mate dont even think about proposing to my girl
channyinthepaddock THATS what she wore to the show? girl💀
kaleyschumacher its a no from me
lewisfanclub im sorry are we not going to talk about pierre's comments????????
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charles_leclerc The man!! doni.nahmias
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yourusername sorry i missed your show doni.nahmias ❤️❤️
doni.nahmias the drinks are on your tab tonight yourusername thats fair
caraf1fan charles slays at another fashion show and y/n can't even bother to attend and support her friend? what is wrong with her
mickysunshine y/n do better💀💀
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yourusername these pictures were taken within 45 minutes of each other
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charles_leclerc beautiful in both 🖤
pierregasly so she does know how to dress up
yourusername its our last night in paris i figured i'd put in some effort
hannahsformula idk i still think charles can do better than her
vivvverstappen nah her and charles are a power couple and anyone who says otherwise is so so wrong
luvforlance but why hasn't charles said anything about what shes been dealing with online 💀 he defends her the same way justin bieber defends hailey
yourusername im a big girl i can handle myself
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charles_leclerc thank you dior for helping me end Paris Fashion Week in style
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dior 🖤😍
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mickandkmags forever wondering how y/n managed to pull charles when he looks like that and she wears jumpers and sweats 99% of the time
yourusername he loves my personality pierregasly yeah sure thats it
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yourusername prettier than paris if you ask me
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charles_leclerc i agree
pierregasly not as pretty as milan
charles_leclerc will you please shut up about milan
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yourusername sorry, i thought a bitch on twitter said something
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charles_leclerc oh my
pierregasly oh my x2
landonorris people should piss you off more often
danielricciardo shes a keeper charlesleclerc
charlesleclerc trust me i know
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charles_leclerc ma chérie
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yourusername but am i hot enough for you?
charles_leclerc i like your personality yourusername good answer
pierregasly 😧😧😧
yourusername close your eyes pierre
yellowhaas charles really said 'shes all mine'
hamiltvvn but can he fight
f1fanclubs for so long people have been saying she doesnt deserve him...besties...i think its the other way around
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this felt like a rushed ending but oh well
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dr3c0mix · 8 months
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Can we get a zombie horde with a gn! Reader where their abusive family finds them again?
after years of inactivity im fucking back ! sorry for the long long wait but at least im able to put out a few more fics !
Zombie Horde!Reader's Abusive Family Finds Them Again
CW: verbal abuse, abusive family, (mentioned) being rejected food
💀 You haven't always been alone in your travels, in fact, you were with your family when the outbreak happened. But to be fair, you never liked your family..
💀 They would always bully you, boss you around, even put the blame on you whenever something bad happened, the torment didn't end even when there were zombies banging on your doors!
💀 In fact, because of the virus, they got even more cruel to you.
💀 They would take away your food rations for any small mistake you did, make you take the night watch for days on end, even send you out to get supplies just because 'you talked back that one time'!
💀 You couldn't take it anymore and left, knowing anywhere would be better than being stuck in a house of people who did nothing but torture you.
💀 You thought you were safe from them, cuddled up with Ribs in your bed as the others wandered around the abandoned mall, but it all came back when you heard a familiar voice shout out your name from the distance..
💀 "(Y/N)?! I know you're here you runt!"
💀 It was your dad...
💀 Ribs sat up as soon as he heard it and snarled, crawling out of bed and going out to see the commotion.
💀 Your heart raced as you followed him, but it was hard to walk with your body trembling at the thought of seeing him or any of your family again.
💀 "Jesus there's four of them!" "What are you waiting for you stupid bitch?! Shoot em!"
💀 It seems your mom was also there..
💀 You run the broken escalator and see the horde fighting with your family, gunshots ring throughout the mall as you see your beloveds blasted with bullets.
💀 You weren't scared though, they were dead after all, but it was still heartbreaking seeing them get hurt.
💀 You pick up a nearby rock and throw it at your dad to get his attention away from the boys. They all look at you, your family glaring at you while the horde coos at your presence.
💀 "(Y/N) you come here right this fucking second we're coming home!" Your mother shouts at you, walking over angrily and grabbing your arm strong enough to leave a red ring.
💀 Bo fumes and pulls her of you "You stay away from my mate ya hear me?!" he growls.
💀 "It talks?!" She yelps as your dad comes over as well. "Mate? Don't tell me you're hangin out with these monsters! Are you that much of a dumbass?!" he scolds you.
💀 You shrink, knowing whatever you say will make things worse..
💀 "Why you little whore.." Your dad growls, about to slap you, but Screw runs over and pushes your dad away, sending him back a few feet.
💀 Ribs and Soda smile and clap as Bo and Screw help you up.
💀 "You ok darlin?" Bo asks you in a sweet tone. "Is your arm ok? Does is hurt? Do you need a bandaid? I have a pink one with a cat on it.." Screw looks at the mark your mother gave you.
💀 You smile and assure them everything's ok.
💀 "Fucking freaks..(Y/N) do you hear me?! Get your ass up and let's go!" Your dad yells at you again as he stand up.
💀 "They're not going anywhere mean guy!" Ribs growls at him.
💀 Your mom is to the side next to Soda, she sneers at him and he looks back at her, giving her the middle finger, making her scoff and look away.
💀 In a shaky tone, you ask how they found you. You've cut off contact with them for months, there was no way they could find you..
💀 "Hah! Your dumbass thought you were just some person in the middle of nowhere? Half the state knows about your little talkin freak boyfriends!"
💀 You look down in shame as Bo and Screw comfort you "I think it's about time you folks leave..." Bo says, glaring at your parents.
💀 "Oh no you're not kicking us out! We came all this way to get this ungrateful little leech back! We gave them shelter and this is how they repay us?! You should've learned your place and stayed put!" he berates you. You finally snap and yell back at him, telling him all the things you've endured in their household, how you were treated like dirt every day, how you were much better off without them.
💀 Finally you firmly tell them to leave, pointing to the exit as you look at him with no fear left in your eyes. He scoffs "Fine..go get killed on your own then! Don't come to us for any fucking help!" he yells as he leaves, your mom in tow.
💀 Ribs laughs at them as they leave while Soda smiles at you.
💀 After the whole interaction, you were completely exhausted, the boys huddling up with you to calm you down.
💀 You give them all well-deserved kisses for protecting you, they all coo and chirp at the affection and kiss you back.
💀 "Do you still want that bandaid?" Screw asks you softly.
💀 You say yes.
this one was pretty short but expect more fics to be sent soon ! love you guys and remember that youre awesome and amazing !
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Heyy what do you think Chrollo’s icks would be? 😵‍💫
IM SO SORRY TO THE CHROLLO STANS BUT THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG
Chrollo’s Icks
-MANSPLAINER
-literally learns everything there is to know about your interests and then explains the complexities of it to you like you’re a fucking IDIOT. he thinks you’ll love it because he’s interested in YOUR interests, but it only pisses you off
-he tries so hard to be suave and cool that it makes you cringe. you’re pretty sure you heard the line he just used on you from a shojo anime…
-he’s really rude. it’s not on purpose, I swear, but if you wear something he doesn’t like he’ll just look at you all displeased. “are you really going to wear that to the function? I did tell you it was formal… right?”
-analyses everything you do, but is often wrong. will try to predict what you’re going to say/do next only to be proven wrong, embarrassing himself
-snobby when it comes to books, even if his favorite thing to read is manga. will criticize you for liking the Percy Jackson series with a copy of Naruto in his hand
-he’s handsome and he knows it. is a bit too cocky about his looks and ends up relying on them too much. unfortunately, you don’t care about how handsome he is after he’s missed the fourth date in a row
-speaking of dates, he’s bad about canceling last minute and/or leaving mid date for his job(if you can call it that)
-he’s so clingy at times, sometimes when you would rather not be held. then when you’re in need of some comfort or cuddles, he’s distant and cold. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
-has definitely used a line from fifty shades of grey in the bedroom, turning your coochie into a desert immediately
-gives you gifts that you don’t even want, like expensive jewelry and clothes when all you wanted was some roses and a teddy bear. he often buys you things that you can wear that are HIS style. not yours
-if he’s gone for a while he may send someone to watch over you, that person often being Feitan or Pakunoda. Pakunoda is okay, bringing you desserts and hanging out. Feitan however watches you from a distance, and only after you call the police on him because he looks like he’s going to murder you, does Chrollo inform you that Feitan is his friend. Feitan isn’t a bad guy though. Once you invite him in his creepiness dies down. A little.
-talks down to you a lot
Things that ick him out
-people that smoke(he hates the smell)
-sloppy/messy people
-if the person he’s interested doesn’t like his friends, he loses interest in them immediately. He may not want you to be around the Troupe a lot, but you at least have to like them. They’re basically his family!
-never, and I mean NEVER try to convince him that his lifestyle is wrong or try to change him. He’s not changing, and you’ll only give him the ick. If you want chrollo, you gotta accept him, flaws and all. And those flaws are him being a wanted criminal
-he doesn’t like people that are ungrateful or take life for granted.
-anyone that insults Meteor City will not only give him the ick, but will cause that person to lose a limb. if you aren’t from meteor city, you don’t get to trash talk it
-he hates strong perfumes/lotions. it gives him a headache
Random HCs
-despite all his icks he’s actually a really sweet lover. genuinely cares about you and your well being, and his icks will improve over time if he’s pushed in the right direction,
-I think we all know this but chrollo is a huge cock warming fan. it doesn’t matter if he just wants to read a book at his desk or is out at a restaurant, he’s amazing at hiding the fact he’s buried deep inside you
-if you two get a pet the pet will always end up hating him or loving him more than you, there’s no in between
-he’s so silly, he pretends that reality tv is below him but will also watch it from the kitchen when you’re not paying attention, gasping when they do something shocking
-he’s actually a little shy the first time you two have sex! it’s not that he’s a virgin, he just loves you so much he’s a bit scared he’ll cum too quick. he’s been imagining this for a long time, and just seeing you naked underneath him is enough for him to be leaking profusely
-he has autism. this is a very biased headcanon because I’m also autistic, but just look at that guy, it screams undiagnosed autism
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teasteeper · 4 months
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street fighter bf!hendery II
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18+ minors dni, f!reader, blood and injury, toxic!hendery, "daddy", smut
part 1
street fighter bf!hendery who tries not to wake you up when he gets home. it’s some ungodly hour when he stumbles through the door, smelling like alcohol and blood with fresh cuts and bruises on his face and hands. you wake up despite his efforts, barely asleep anyways as the worry keeps you up, afraid he'll get hurt or in trouble and not come home at all. he grabs the collar of his shirt and pulls it over his head and lets it fall to the floor, sighing when his head hits the pillow beside you. his eyes are squeezed shut, one hand smoothing down his face as the other reaches around the bed for you, landing on your hip and squeezing it lightly. he really doesn't want to wake you up, he just needs to feel you, needs to ground himself with something soft and warm. he can't help himself as his long fingers trail over your tummy, inching up beneath the hem of your tank top
street fighter bf!hendery who can't look you in the face when you cry, unable to accept the way he makes you worry about his dangerous job, unable to see what his lifestyle does to the person he loves most. he's fucking you to calm you down, thrusting hard and deep to make you dumb, pushing his metallic tasting fingers through your pouty lips. "stop. stop, just be quiet" he grunts through his teeth, making you gag as his fingers reach the back of your throat. or he turns you over, his hand on the back of your head to bury your face warm, flushed face into the pillow, muffling your sobs and making it hard to catch your breath. he pounds you hard, like he has something to prove, like his way of saying sorry is filling you over and over. "im here, baby, stop crying. m'giving you everything"
street fighter bf! hendery who unintentionally gets blood on your clothes when he pulls them off, streaked over your skin with his beat up knuckles as he fucks you, trying to numb himself to the pain his latest fight has him in. he leaves blood over your cheek as he wipes away your tears with the pad of his thumb then rubs over your sensitive clit with his wet digit, looking up at you through hooded eyes as you ride him, your thighs messy with his blood and your slick. the sight of him makes you whine and grind your hips down onto him more desperately, his abs tightening with each clench of your tight walls, chest heaving with deep breaths and pretty purple bruises on his ribs, one beneath his eye. a lit joint hangs from his mouth, his brows furrowed as he grunts, lazily watching the bulge his cock makes in your tummy. "y'make daddy feel s'good" he mumbles, "y'my pretty girl, hm?"
street fighter bf!hendery who's always on edge - who does what he does so he can take care of you, buying you all the clothes and makeup and taking you wherever you want, always paying with cash and usually wearing sunglasses or his hood up to conceal his bruised and battered face. sometimes he mistakes your concern for ungratefulness, and he can't deal - veins popping in his neck as he scolds you, spitting down at you as he grips the hair at the back of your head, "look at me when i talk to you". your jaw aches from stretching around his length, knees burning as they dig into the carpet where you're knelt in front of him. you look up at him through your unshed tears, his black hair splayed over his forehead, jaw clenched as he bites back his moans, "y'look pretty when you aren't running that fucking mouth"
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killykstudio · 9 months
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Melancholia
Miguel O'Hara X Cheated on!Reader
Part 1; Part 2; Part 3; Part 4; Part 5; Part 6;
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Warnings: 18+, no minors, angst , cheating , mention of heavy themes as su1c1de, depress1on , paranoia and anx1ety, fluff.
Summary: at your own wedding you discover that your own husband is cheating on you. This leads you in a spiral of anger and desperation , until your husband's best man notices that and decides to take matters into his hands.
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Your head was spinning. Your face didn't show any motion and at that point you felt so overwhelmed that everything you felt became a poodle of weight, it was so strong at the start that after you felt numb. Nothing cared. No one cared. Your sister ... Your husband... All of the guests only wanted you to smile, but you couldn't bring yourself to.
You tried
You tried but nothing.
You tried to calm down this feeling by trying to give it a name.
You took deep breaths and laid on the bed of your bedroom as you spread your arms. You were gaining control again. Then everything stopped when you felt the strange frantic of something under the blankets.
It was an underwear...of a woman
Not yours... In your bedroom... In your husband bedroom.
Immediately you felt your breath leaving you, lungs becoming more more small and a weight forming on your chest, in your veins run a pointing feeling , your breath became more erratic , trying to catch as much air possible.
Overwhelmed, you stormed out of your room and , without being careful to not be seen by anyone , you went to the park and started running.
Your run quickly became a walk and your emotions destroyed your brain and senses.
You found a small lake. It was directly from a Monet painting. It enchanted you. Your mind was numb and with your indicex you touched the water. You immediately throw it out, due to its freezing waters.
In that moment your brain started running again
"I feel strange. I don't want to do anything. I always feel tired. I don't have any energy. I think a part of me is broken. I feel like something is pressing my heart. I feel so suffocated. I keep being sad."
Then you emerged your entire hand.
"He found another girl, probably more beautiful, more young , who makes him laugh, cheerful and happy. But I tried to be like this , why he didn't see all my efforts? Does even matter if it's all fake? My love is even real? Maybe I just did it because I'm selfish, he made me feel something different, that's why I got attached?"
Your whole arms were inside the lake. The coolness making your veins boil with hot blood.
"After all it's normal. Everybody wanted something from me: they wanted my smile and my happiness and I couldn't give them anything"
Your face was millimetres from the mirror fo water
"but I tried . I tried I SWEAR I TRIED , WHY IM LIKE THIS?!" WHY ME?! I WANT TO BE THOUGHTLESS AND FEEL LIFE, NOT THIS.
"WHY?!"
"WHY?!"
your eyes are wide open
You couldn't believe it. Someone actually noticed you and helped you.
Miguel
you think
what are you thinking about me now?
How miserable I am? That I'm ungrateful and attention seeker? You came here alone? Someone told you to search for me? Why did you pull me out? You care about me? Or you just did it because it's the right thing to do?
None of this could make past out of your throat.
"ehy! Answer me! Gimme some signs you are okay!"
Worry is all splattered on his face , his browns frowned and his chest rising rapidly.
You stared at his eyes then your attention got caught by the stars in the sky
"Lyla!" He shouts
Your eyes immediately get back to his face. A gold silhouette of a woman appeared on his shoulder.
"Ehy! Don't shout! You aren't a dog, you k-"
"Not now! scan her parameters!"
"what happened to this girl! She is shaking! You did someth-"
"Lyla please!" He begged her disperately
By his voice she understands the importance of the situation and do as he told her. Then she started informing him with medical information: you couldn't understand much of it
"Gracias a Dios" he relaxed after hearing the AI diagnosis
"can you stand up?"
You shake your head weakly. He sighs and takes you on his arm bridal style, starting to head back to the villa. You felt peaceful; your eyes switching to look at him and stars in the dark sky. His warm body against your cold makes you shiver , but with time you start feeling relaxed...almost peaceful. You close your eyes and lay your head in his collarbone. You hear him sighing at your movement.
"Lyla, call an ambulanc-"
scared , you interrupt him by grabbing his jaw and moving his head to you
"please...no" you whisper. Your throat feeling rough from everything that happened
He frowned, before he could answer your words
"I-I don't want to get back to the villa-
"I can't, trust me. I-I ca-can't... physically. I know you think... I'm crazy...but it's stronger than me"
His heart fell in his stomach by hearing you saying this kind of things to yourself
"Your wedding?"
You are going to answer him,but -
"what about your family, your friends, you husban- Okay let's forget about that.
Where should I take you? I mean... You need some medical check! You have to care about you, no one else is gonna do it. Also do you realise what you just did? Why you did it?"
He meets your wide blown eyes, he can't decipher your thoughts: are you scared? Sad? Afraid? Sorry? Or a mix of all of these?
"Okay nevermind, that it's not important. Let's just make a path, okay? I bring you out of here, but first you will let me take care of your medical state, secondly you will search for help and start to take care of you, muñeca entendido? "
Silence falls between you two. Miguel was scared, maybe he was too rough with you, mayb-
"third , you have to teach me Spanish" you say tenderly
"sì, como quieras" it seems to you a docile smile has gathered in the corner of his mouth , but you can't not distinguish it.
He starts walking again , now towards his car. You couldn't bring yourself to look at the stars again , when you had him a few centimetres from your face.
Someone who maybe cared about you despite your attitude... Someone who maybe you cared about...You felt again a red coloured emotion again that you should have felt way before during the ceremony, which already came up rarely during your days , but when it did it , you were completely overwhelmed by it.
He was more beautiful than everything could the nature offers.
Thank you for reading, guys!!!
Part 3!!!
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ahundredtimesover · 2 months
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can i be honest? i don’t like oc at all.
she always complains about how her new boss (jk) is so rude and doesn’t know how to appreciate someone’s work when in reality he isn’t rude and actually cares far more about his employees work than her or hobi ever did in this story. this is his family‘s company and i would be strict and disciplined too if you asked me bc i won’t ever play around about MY work and the time and effort i would‘ve to put into it just for some people to come and break it down. no she needs to stop being ungrateful and stop having this ridiculous view of how a CEO has to be friends with their assistant when that’s actually very unprofessional and stupid bc imagine you are being the CEO‘s (hobi)‘s friend (in which she was before jk became the new boss) and he gives you extra credit for stuff you didn’t even deserve but he does it anyway bc he’s friends with you and you don’t question it or you as the boss have to be strict and tell them what they did is wrong but you can’t because you know that it’s your friend and you don’t want to hurt them. i wouldn’t ever want my friends to work for me it just makes stuff too complicated bc if i have to be extra nice to my friends then i have to be extra nice for my other employees too and that’s not how a company works. i mean the fact that jungkook choose to adjust his work environment for her only bc she felt she wasn’t good enough and needed support from hobi, jk’s father, her family, friends and coworkers when this isn’t a playground but a whole company we’re talking about is ridiculous. she also wants him to spent his own money on his employees and her for having a meal even though everybody can go and eat for themselves at the company canteen? why should he do all of this (something hobi did) just to show them that he appreciates their work when he can just say thank you and have a dinner arranged whenever their projects have been successful?why does she feel the need to always compare him to hobi just bc shit doesn’t go her way but then acts surprised when he answers her that he isn’t hobi? what kind of mindest is this she has lol?
also she still counties to talk bad behind his back even though he told her to stop but then she wants HIM to be respectful towards her? oh but this isn’t everything i also don’t understand how HER hookups interfere whenever she’s at work but he has to suck it up as a CEO for putting his work in danger bc what? she’s unlucky? like do you understand why i don’t like her as his assistant and as a human being? it’s always okay for her to make mistakes but when jungkook does it it’s bc he’s such a rude human being? like what 😂 also the fact that nobody cares enough about him to sit down and listen about why he’s so cold and focused only on work but he has to be more mindful and understanding when it comes to her is hypocritical especially hobi he’s at the top of the list bc one she’s an assistant not the ceo which means he has far more to loose than her and two where was this energy whenever he needed help with his father or why didn’t anyone reach out to him when he needed an actually friend? see this is why i won’t ever have sympathy for her or anyone else in this story they all question his character but never why nobody was there for him when all of this horrible stuff with his father happened or made him become this cold person. she just makes no sense at all and i also don’t care about her personal life when everybody has problems at work or outside of it bc even jungkook for example makes sure to wake up everyday to go through his notes something hobi never did with her before. im on jungkooks side in this fic, bc dude‘s wild side only appears OFF WORK and not WHILE AT WORK so he has every right to hookup with whom he wants. he still isn’t unprofessional like her.
im sorry for writing so much but before i go i wanted to say that you’re an incredible writer and i hope you never stop (🥺)! i appreciate the fact that you always share your amazing work with us and i really really love your story’s so im already patiently waiting for the new chapter! have a great day. ☺️🤍
Hi, I appreciate this passion towards my story! Although, I'll point out a few things (and this might be a spoiler for some).
First thing, the company CEO is JK's father. Hoseok is the President and is part of the family bc his mother is the CEO's sister. JK is the Vice President, and both men are being primed to co-lead the company. So ALL of them demand excellence from their employees, not just JK. And all staff give that; no one from the team, especially OC who's proved how well she works, is breaking any of that down.
OC doesn't demand for the executives to be friendly towards them. The CEO and Hoseok want that culture. I'm not sure where you got the claims that someone is giving extra credit bc they're friends with the employees? It's a cordial environment. There's so much talk about the hecticness of everything but that everyone's pulling their weight and delivering exceptionally, so who's being ungrateful? Hoseok was friendly with everyone, but especially OC because she's his EA, so they're definitely a lot closer.
JK didn't adjust his work environment bc OC felt she wasn't good enough. He did that on his own bc he felt guilty with the way he treated her after learning how hard she works but that she doesn't make excuses for her shortcomings, even if shit was happening in her personal life. (And also bc he’s attracted to her like, that was established in ch1).
OC doesn't "want" JK to spend for their food. Again, team culture. The comparisons are natural, and something OC admitted was wrong. Characters are allowed to develop in a story, the same way with JK who doesn't show his gratitude to his team but eventually learns to do that.
Nobody cares enough about JK to sit down and listen about why he’s so cold and focused only on work -- this is the whole point of the story, which has been mentioned so many times. OC is literally the one person who's being understanding about it.
I get that you don't care about her personal life but this is a JK x OC story, of course the focus would be on their personal lives.
Also, yes, JK has every right to hook up with whoever he wants, nobody questions that?? And OC's exes showing up isn't her fault?? And it’s a boss x assistant fic so things are obviously going to be unprofessional 😭😭
All this to say that this is fanfiction but I tried to make the company culture and work approach and characters as real as possible (aka flawed). I'm also pretty overwhelmed by this amount of hatred for a character like, disliking her as an assistant and a human being?? This actually makes me sad (definitely not a great day haha 😅) but then again, I never write perfect characters, and I shouldn't expect that they'd be loved or appreciated all the time. I'm always very protective of them though so I hope you understand that I'm being a bit defensive bc this is alot to say for a story that isn't finished yet and where the characters are still on a journey. This isn’t to say you aren’t allowed to criticize them but this is just… a lot. You did say you love the story so is it ok if you share what you love about it?
But also, it makes me wonder if you still want to continue reading? Bc there's gonna be more of the people you dislike in this story, there's gonna be more about OC's personal life, there's gonna be more mistakes and miscommunication, and JK and OC are gonna end up together... 😬😬
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Congratulations on reaching the title page of homestuck! How are we doing so far?
i like how the audio has bits of noise(??) in them and the little record scratchy sounds ^^
Yeah, wind! And the sun shape has such unique stylisation. This truly is where it all started..
I actually love this kid. I'd hang out with this kid. Pay him 10 pesos to have him plant fart balloons to every chair in a restaurant. Theres this kid i paid 10 pesos to go up to a stranger and show a printed picture of chris pratt and he did. Sort of reminds me of this guy.
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I giggled a little. Haha poop funny.
Everytime he does that pose i immediately know hes resisting the urge to shit somewhere
oh it was poop D:
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his dad loves baking and clowns T_T john if you don't want him then give him to me
I need john father like i need air. I need four cakes. Nobody understands. Nobody gets it. Single father who cooks cleans and works like errmmm hellooo *twirls hair*. John.. give me your father.
John you will be dealt with. JOHN WHEN I CATCH YOU JOHN. You will be dealt with.
What are you planning to do to john.
Nothing just dont mind me hiding my charger and getting duct tapes and garbage bags. (mutters under breath) its ok johns dad you will be treated better by your new son (me)
Hail.
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So what did you guys think before you saw johns dad?
i love john's dad he is whimsical and nice :'<
I expected him to have no dad. To me the clues looked like memoirs for some reason.
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HES HITTING HIS DAD WITH A FUCKING HAMMMER. The man is just dodging and trying to give him cake. its so over. johns dad a real one with that pie to the face. His son just tried to smack him with a hammer and the man decides its pie time. love that for him tbh..
IM MAD AT HIM maybe he's just in his rebellious teenage years? the dad is really nice all things considered spoiled brat. I know how it is. Teenage years? Despite my parents giving me everything? I was hella ungrateful. I didnt like my attitude before and he is EXACTLY like me.
John is 13.. is that rebellion time?
honestly yeah..? im not sure i started rebelling around 15. 15 is like when you get the whole mood thing. but i suppose 14 is where its at...
i started,, never T v T i secretly wanted everything to burn but i'd still obey stuff
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wonderlightdaydreams · 8 months
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dosent icarus know that he had a place on land? he had family and friends, and the family and friends too, had family and friends. he had a place, perfectly cut out for him, in the most beautiful and complecated story of all time, the story of earth.
but no. that wasn't enough for ungrateful icarus. he wasint satisfied with his place as a star in a constellation, he had to burn. he had to spend hours and hours imagining what his life could be like in the stars, rather then taking in the simple sonder of those around him. foolish icarus didint know that the beauty that he could find with flight could be found within the eyes of another. i am icarus
one who did learn from icarus is everything everywhere all at once's Evelyn Wang. She saw what icarus saw, she made it! she made it thorugh the atmosphere, through the stars into the multiverse. she could have stayed there forever, exploring infinity. but she chooses againt it. she chooses mundanity. she chooses simplicity. She falls, like icarus, but this fall is her choice, it it seems to be the correct one. a life on earth seems to be the happy ending. but why isint it for me. its not too late to live in that other life. its not too late for laundry and taxes.
i look outside, at those around me. laughing, learning, comisserating. all the same things, at all the same times. im thinking that if i took a silent video of them and sent it across the world, next to nothing would be lost in translation. i am reminded of my own non-humanity, for better and for worse. through tampering with my own fabric of self, like a scientest, i see my self-imposed disconnect, my dissociation, all because i deemed this society not enough. i debate if i should leave my self imposed prison of wonders. its not much of a debate, because objectivley, i should. i turn away from a burning world, a world that is calling my name because i insist that i am not like it. i insist on creating an 'us' and 'them', never realizing the damage that it causes. It feels wrong, inside to reject my calling for the unique, but does it matter? The needs of the world outweigh my own desires, after all.
why cant i just be like the others
why cant i just be normal
WHY CANT I JUST FALL.
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kooktrash · 2 days
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hey!! i just finished reading your new fic and it’s amazing thank you again for writing such a cool story. 🥺
i must say im #teamjk i mean yeah he has red flags but they don’t stand out to me that much? she‘s actually the manipulative one and is gaslighting him whenever she see‘s fit. i mean she has friends who make moves on her bf, leave her alone in a bar where she doesn’t know smn, don’t defend her when a stranger calls her names, is friends with people who hit on her but he‘s the problem? uh idk man i don’t like her at all. she’s too spoiled und ungrateful not everyone has a fairly tail story of a past and mind you he tried to be very attentive and be a good boyfriend towards her while she did the bare minimum and i don’t fuck with that at all so I don’t blame him to go crazy bc that’s what manipulative people do they try to spin the narrative around and act like you are the problem when he actually named some good arguments for exp; why didn’t she try to befriend his friends or get to know them? it’s not like he was hiding them and the way she choose to brush over her own wrong doings is insane to me. she admits that her friend made a move on her even before she got a boyfriend but she still wanted to act oblivious but gets mad when said boyfriend punches him? lol what would she have done if it was him doing it? acting like a cry baby i bet. anyways there’s just some things i don’t see eye to eye with her and im trying to give jungkook the benefit of the doubt to bc nobody around him actually tried to help him with his problems they would all rather only complain. so yeah #teamjk 🤭🩷
lol thx for enjoying it 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 but I’m ngl this is the craziest take I’ve ever heard 😭
the point of the fic is that oc ain’t perfect either but jk damn near unalived someone [very much implied], and he was the first manipulator when he deleted her friends texts so she could stay with him longer. not to mention jk never bothered to bring her around his friends, they said it themselves that they had to beg him to go out bc he only wanted to be with oc whereas oc wants to be with her boyf AND her friends. she had said he was over at her house nearly every night and that’s why she didn’t get when he got upset over one night she wanted to be with her friends.
and not once did she come at him for his past, he literally lied and kept it a secret from her until she found out via him rocking her friend’s shit 🥊,
oc has also pointed out she’s never been with someone LIKE jk so she doesn’t know what he’s ok with and what he isn’t [hence why she told him ahead of time she’d be out with sieun]
jk has no past relationship experience so everything he does is to the extreme
jk also equally [if not more] gaslights oc by telling her how good he is to her and completely dismissing and thinking over and over again that he doesn’t care how violent he comes across to people who are obviously a big part of oc’s life
oc thinks of it from a more matured perspective where she can be friends with other men and still be loyal to hers. if jk was around girls oc wouldn’t care bc considering how he acted with Sieun, it’s obv he only has eyes for her. adult friendships are mixed genders, ie so she’s not going to not be friends with a guy just bc she has a man [esp not one she’s known way longer than her man]
I hope this clears up some things <3
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