Trying to internalize and adopt this Mantra.
I recall all my power and all my energy back to me with divine care,
Whoever, whatever is living off my light energy,
Run that back, get your own
Im emotionally gifted so I must guard that gift with wisdom and firmness
My openness is emotionally generous, I must be watchful
I am seeing who are and aren’t skilled to receive,
I recieve what others blind spots are, teaching me about budgeting my energy
And setting them boundaries
I have the right to tell people what they don't wanna hear in the name of
setting them boundaries.
I also wont exhaust myself on people who ain't listening, i'm done with people pleasing and attachment to making everyone happy with me.
I Won't share like how i used to share
People wiser, i know now people pleaser isn’t love but it is fear
I am magnificent at releasing expired emotional ties to how I structure my life with people, knowledge, money, friends, nutrition, health of my body, love and time.
Im free from over explaining and justifying my choices
My cutoffs aren't personal, they are spiritual
Anyways, I call back all energy that belongs to me,
I am not the caretaker of those who wanna stay asleep,
I release the programming of being overly responsible for the happiness of others;
The divinity in me you know what's up
Tell me who i should share my intimate energy with
I focus my energy on who sees me and skillfully respect me
Not those who are skilled in choosing their false stories about me
I notice and accept when there is unequal energy exchange
I have more mental real estate when i release people i bonded with through my
Trauma self and not through my healing self; yet i am deeply grateful for the
healing gifts that divine used them for, to help me see my worth.
I speak the law of reciprocity and me to exchange in my most intimate relationships
I now know, misalignments aren't personal but vibrational
I enroll myself into believing my emotional health is to create healthy boundaries with myself
I cast away the curse of suppressing my emotions
I am free from internal violence toward my feelings,
How i feel is a part of fulfilling my purpose
I explore a healthy relationship between my emotions and boundaries
If they feel like home if they feel safe to be around i spend more time with that type
Im learning how to interpret peoples energies; especially those I love
I emit my own frequency and monitor how much of my energy I absorbed from events, social media, texting, conversations, entertainment and thinking.
I attract connections where my love languages are valued, explored and met.
I'm on a budget i gotta keep that same energy no matter what
I surround myself with emotionally mature allies that are strong when i am vulnerable
I vow to not play nice just to be named nice
My circle got like a lowercase O and i love it here,
I'm laughing because i have no clue what's here but god dang it i'm gonna get curious,
And lean into it like I know it will all be all good for me, good for us.
I have people in my life i don't have to reexamine, to reposition in my life
I am honest with who really got what it takes to connect with me and what I offer
To connection
On some realness my worth is not based on how much I give; even if i am misinterpreted or misunderstood, I know i'm not being distant.
I am now gravitating to the vibes that best suit my energy.
Im picky with who I allow into my inner courts; I am my own verification i embrace
Learning relational intelligence to enrich how I relate and invite others to relating deeper even if parts of me are still tender.
I am surrounded only by others that feel like honey.
I have the wisdom to see through agendas to play individual or collective racial wounds against my emotional energy and free thinking,
the power within me is strong that the 1% attempts to control my energetic wealth and wellbeing
My energy is the truest wealth in existence
I am made in the image of God and I am opening to realize that more, this is my truest identity and no one can tell me otherwise.
2019 was a launching pad to my truest thrive ever, i selective where i place my emotional resources and jewels, i open up to only those worthy of my trust
I am worth connections that have spiritual depth, I no longer have to be the strong one, the spiritual one, I have accepted the aligned tribe. I now know that toxic energy of those close to me are not acclimised by my spiritual relationship with myself and kindness toward them with a swiftness and humility.
I buy alla that and let their life be their teacher.
I love people, but my energy tolerance budget? Is hella bougie.
I gotta watch my budget on this energy here,
Hey, hey, hey, hey,
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Promoters unveiled the first proposed offshore wind project for Nova Scotia in Halifax on Wednesday.Nova East Wind wants to install 20 to 25 floating wind turbines 25 kilometres off Goldboro on the province's Eastern Shore and supply up to 400 megawatts of electricity to the province's power grid by the end of the decade.
The company is a partnership between majority owner SBM Offshore, a global ocean energy service company based in Amsterdam, and developer DP Energy of Ireland.
Ambroise Wattez, SBM director of project development, told reporters the project will cost between $1 billion and $1.5-billion.
The electricity is intended for domestic consumption to replace energy currently generated by Nova Scotia Power's coal-fired plants, which must close by 2030. The electricity would be transported along the ocean bottom by an undersea cable. The route follows an abandoned offshore gas pipeline corridor. [...]
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"What if I'm the bad luck?"
The time traveler who has discovered an alien species that feeds on luck finds himself asking a question that a lot of people with trauma ask themselves.
"What if I'm the bad luck?"
But now the Doctor has evidence of this species that bimble along the time stream and change the fates around them for their own benefit, and it adds a layer of legitimacy to the question that I think the world building is beginning to back up.
Not only do we have luck-based time bimbling goblins, but don't we know another alien species that feeds off the energy of a person, who affects the time stream, and who are generally unfortunate to meet?
I'm talking, of course, about the weeping angels.
So that's two separate alien species who use manipulation of the time stream to generate energy for their own purposes.
And for someone who has faced as much trauma and as many near misses as the Doctor has, it isn't that far a leap to wonder if he might be doing the same.
"Do they cause all accidents?" Ruby asks, and the Doctor doesn't have a solid answer but thinks "Oh, that's possible!"
"Am I the cause of the misfortune I'm always trying to prevent?" Is the question the Doctor is asking, but I think we can take it one step further. "Am I gaining something from the cosmic coincidence of so many tragic endings?"
I really hope this is something that RTD decides to explore further through the series, either to legitimize the idea or to give the doctor some closure on the trauma he carries with him beyond his time recovering with the Nobles.
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