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#even though I hurt both ways all the time anyway….
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— Yer' a pair of pests!
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Here's another part of chaos fc!
Thank you @alotofpockets to help me out when i need it, big time!
I'm finding writing stuff like this the best thing right now as i can't handle much angst with the current situation i'm dealing with...
Anyways. I hope you enjoy!
pairings: kim little x reader, kyra cooney cross x reader, arsenal wfc x reader
summary: reader and kyra continue to cause mayhem on the trip in melbourne with katie falling victim of their latest prank
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"KYRA!" You bolt through the room and literally throw yourself on the older girls back, which took her by complete surprise as you wrap your legs' round her and cling onto her.
You've been lucky enough to escape the watchful eyes of Kim and Steph, making a quick exit out of the room the minute that the press conference had ended, running in the direction of where the rest of the girls will be.
"Y/N/N!" The Australian girl exclaims just as enthusiastically, "Where'd you go?" She wonders.
"I told you that Mother Kimmy held me captive-- Ah, Kyra!" You squeal, taken by sudden surprise as you're body slammed to the ground all the sudden by your partner in crime.
"And the chaos resumes," Caitlin murmers, rolling her eyes as she watches the pair of you wrestle on the floor. "Girls, get up off the floor!"
"More like responsibility," Katie chuckle in amusement, shaking her head as she watches the chaos unfold with you two "kids" in the team.
"Kyra! Y/N! Break it up!" The older Australian girl continues to shout, trying to get in between the two of you to stop mucking about, "Can't you to ever behave? You're supposed to be adults, settling examples here!"
"This is entertainment at its' finest," Vic remarks, watching it from the side as she has her phone out to record it.
In fact, most of the girls had their phones out and where laughing while watching, meanwhile Caitlin still struggles to break it up between the two of you.
"Kyra! Y/N!" Caitlin shouts at the top of her voice, trying to tug your counter part away from brawling with you, "One of you is seriously going to get hurt in a minute!"
"What's going on?" Steph questions, hearing the commotion before she enters the room even though shes' not entirely aware of what's happening.
"Kyra and Y/N are fighting and Caitlins' trying to break it up," Alessia chimes in, motioning to what is happening between you and the two Aussie's.
"And failing," Teyah snickers before she goes to try and goad both of you to continue to play fight on the floor.
"Fighting?" Stephs' eyes widen in shock before she pushes her way forward and tries to take control of the situation, "What're you two playin' at? I swear to god its' like dealing with actual children!" She tries to take a hold of your upper bicep, but your too scrappy for her to successfully to that.
"What's going on?" Kim enters the room and narrows her eyes in your direction, "Y/F/N, get up from the floor, right now!" She bellows across the room to you.
Your smart enough to recognise your captains' voie and listen to what she's telling you to avoid any further direct scolding from her, "Ello there, Kimmy," You flash her an innocent smile, like you've not been causing no trouble.
"Enough trouble, go and get ready!" Kim states, firmly while motioning in the direction of where your own stuff is on the bench awaiting the open training session in front of all the fans.
"Don't know what yer even talkin' about there," You grin cheekily but still do as your told; Sure enough you're a troublemaker, but you know when to listen sometimes.
Your not a complete idiot.
Even if some others' might agree with that.
Following orders from your captain, you get ready to go and join the open training session as Kyra wanders over to sit beside you on the bench, "Did you do it?" You wonder.
"We did it," Kyra grins mischeviously, grabbing her top to shove it over her head.
"Told you we wouldn't let you down, eagle 1," One of the Academy players, Maddie chimes in as she wanders over near to the bench.
"Nicely done, Young Gun!" You state, playfully ruffling the girls' hair.
"Y/N!" You suddenly hear your captain shout aloud to get your attention.
Your quick to hold your hands up in mock surrender, "I-- I didn't do anything!" You insist.
"Quit muckin' around and get ready!" Kim states in a tone that leaves no room for objection, "And leave Maddie alone, don't be dragging her into none of your shenanigans!" She warns with a pointed finger in your direction.
"I-- What? I'm not tryin' to involve her in nothing," You try to justify yourself while resisting the urge to roll your eyes, "And I'm not even causin' any trouble!" You exclaim.
Kim keeps her eyes' on you as she looks at you sleptically, "That's the way its' going to stay, alright? I don't want to be havin' any more trouble from you today!" She all but demands, while you try and protest but you know with the luck shes' still giving you its' jus better to do as your told for once.
That still doesn't mean you won't be a brat about it.
"Borin'," You murmer, sitting down to shove your boots on.
"I heard that Y/N," Kim is quick to hear what you say straight away.
"Good, cos' you were meant too," You remark, playfully sticking your tongue out at the older Scots' women.
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"Y/N! Would you stop!" Alessia shouts in frustration after shes' finally had enough of your antics.
"I didn't do out Lessi," You hold your hands up in surrender and try play your innocence.
"Yes you did-- You keep on trying to trip me up!" The older blonde states, glaring at you.
In your defence, you did aim to try and stay of trouble, but it's not always easy and before you know it, you're bored once more and actively causing chaos again.
In this case, it was trying to see how many times you could purposely trip Alessia up before she got annoyed with you.
"What's going on?" Katie calls over to where your stood irritating the older girl with the help of your trusty sidekick of course.
The uproar of course catches the attention of a few of the older players as they look over to see what's going on in the middle of the training session on the pitch.
"Y/N's being a menace," Alessia snitches on you straight away.
"When isn't she?" Teyah chimes in as she laughs in amusement 
"I'm not even doin' anything!" You exclaim, trying to make it seem like your being a complete angel.
Vic can't help but laugh as she walks past, "You're always up to something," She comments.
"Y/N, knock it off!" Kim sends a pointed look in your direction, not even needing to say anything further as you slump your shoulders in defeat to being scolded once again.
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"The fox is entering the building," Mini Viv rushes into the locker room ahead of the American after the training session takes place to let you know so you can be ready with the can of silly string that you'd managed to somehow convince Teyah to get for you.
Sometimes you forget that your both the same age.
Oh well.
"Shes' coming! Shes' coming! Shes' round the corner!" Mini Katie burts through the door, after you had her keep a look out for your next target to prank.
"Good work, Young Gun!" You grin at the 17-year-old and turn to Kyra whos' of course been pulled into your scheming mischief, "It's show time," You share a sly grin with the Aussie girl, stood up on the benches in the locker room as you get ready to fire at your target.
"Lets' cause mayhem," Kyra states, more than eager to get the American like the plan is to do.
"Girls-- Ah! What the fuck?!" The two of you fire your silly string in the direction of the player who you thought was Emily, however, you're severly wrong when you realise its' someone completely different.
"Oh shit," Kyra mumbles in realisation, dropping the can straight away.
"Oh shit," You repeat, your eyes widen in realisation of how much trouble you'd be in now.
It wasn't Emily, but instead it was your fellow Irish team mate, Katie McCabe.
Oops?
"Hey, Katie. Are you-- What the hell happened in here?" Steph wanders into the locker room and her eyes widen seeing the scene in front of her as she takes in the Irish girl covered in silly string while you and Kyra look guiltier than ever.
"We thought it was Emily!" Kyra is the first to spill.
"We didn't... We didn't realise you were gonna walk through the door first!" You try and defend yourself, despite how much trouble you knew you would be in.
"What the--" Caitlin walks into the locker room and furrows her eyebrows, confused.
"What's going on?" Emily just happens to walk into the locker room with Alessia and looks around in confusion.
"We thought it was gonna be you!" Mini Viv exclaims.
"Yeah, you were supposed to walk in. Where'd you go?" Mini Katie pouts, realising that the prank had completely failed.
"You girls are dead," Katie seethes, although its' hard to try and not laugh at her when shes' covered in multicoloured silly string.
"Whoops?" You question, flashing her an innocent smile to try and get yourself out of trouble.
"Come 'ere, you little--" Katie lunges at you as your eyes' widen and you try to bolt out of the locker room, but its' blocked off by the one person you didn't want to see walking through it.
"What an earth is going on?!" Kim all but shouts aloud as she takes in the pure chaos in the locker room; The current situation being that Katie is trying to chase you around the room.
Meanwhile, Kyra is being held captive between the two older Aussie girls' who are giving her a grilling about it.
"I didn't do out-- Kimmy, save me from her!" You try and escape in the direction of the Scots' women, making out like your non the wiser of the reason of what happened, "Katies' mad at me for no reason!"
"Yes I am you little shit-- Come 'ere!" The Irish girl still tries to grab a hold of you as Kim at least has some decency to shield you from her wrath.
"Alright, that's enough. Katie, back off!" Your captain tells the brunette firmly, giving that she reluctantly gives in and goes back to her own cubby in annoyance, all while you can't resist the urge to smirk at her until of course Kim looks at you, "And you, what have I told you about causing any more trouble! Silly strong, really, Y/N?" She scolds you.
"I didn't do out, you have no proof it was us," You innocently shrug your shoulders and try to act like butter wouldn't melt while under your captain's gaze.
It doesn't do much to work though.
"I'm not blind, Y/F/N! You sit there, right now and don't even think about moving!" Kim tells you in a firm voice, pinching the bridge of her nose as she gestures to the bench in front of her own cubby instead of yours.
"Oooof, you're in trouble," Kyra taunts you from the other side of the room.
"Kyra!" Steph gives the younger Australian a pointed look.
"Now whos' in trouble," You remark loud enough for others to hear still.
"Y/N!" Kim continues to stare at you with a look that could definitely kill given the chance, "Sit down. Now!"
"Party pooper," You huff and slump down onto the bench, awaiting whatever lecture you're bound to get from the Scots' women given the prank you'd pulled.
In your opinion, it's still definitely worth it even if you are trouble and boy did you know you're in hot water now.
But still very much worth it.
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tenderleavesbob · 2 days
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Hey!! I don’t know if you’re taking any asks but I was wondering if you would write something with wars and wild bonding? Maybe because they’re both soldiers (who started young) or something. Anyway, I really enjoy your fics! I liked the ones with wind and wars too :D
Warriors didn't say anything when Wild sat beside him. He just shifted to make room and continued cleaning his armor.
Wild liked that about Warriors. Warriors flashed him a smile and Wild smiled back and Warriors cleaned his armor until it shone in the sun. No commentary necessary.
The other heroes were busy doing other things. Everyone enjoyed when they could visit LonLon Ranch. Wild thought Twilight was with the horses in the barn. Sky, the madman that he was, was playing with the cuccos. Almost everyone seemed to be relaxing. He wasn't surprised that Warriors was taking care of his equipment. He wasn't the type of man who could just relax. Not until everything was done.
Wild wondered if he used to be that way, too. He remembered practicing his swordplay in the rain while Princess Zelda looked on, but it was a vague memory. It felt like he was watching a stranger. He thought he had been like that, though. It fit that silent stranger to make sure the perimeter was secure and his sword and shield were polished and his gear was handled before he settled in for the night.
Warriors didn't have all of his gear on for a change. The scars on his left arm were in clear view in a way they rarely were. Wild found his gaze drawn to them. "Do they hurt?" he asked.
They looked like his. Wild was tempted to scoot closer and compare the marks. All of the heroes had scars, but only Warriors's looked like his. Hyrule's royal scarred Knights.
Warriors hummed and followed Wild's gaze. "My scars? Not usually. Sometimes they get stiff if I don't put cream on them. Do you do anything for yours?"
"Impa gave me some cream, and I can make my own." Wild patted the bag at his hip. "I'll need to refill soon."
"If you need more, you can ask me. I always have extra."
Wild grinned and let himself lean a little into Warriors's shoulder. Warriors didn't say anything about that, either. "That would be great! Yours always smells good." Edible, even, but Wild didn't say that. "What's in it?"
Warriors laughed and put down his armor. After a moment of digging through his bag, he offered a bottle to Wild. "It says it on the bottle. You can keep that if you want. Yours has monster parts, I'm guessing."
"Yep." Wild studied the ingredients. Several were unfamiliar, but he thought he could make some of his own. He would need to ask Hyrule later if he wanted to join him to search for the ingredients. From the looks of it, he was right. Wild bet he could eat it in a pinch.
When they first met, Warriors intimidated him. Warriors was beautiful and proud and intelligent. His armor shone and he held his head high and his smile was confident and bright. He was a Knight in a way the silent stranger in Wild's memories could never be, in a way Wild himself could certainly never be. He wondered every time he looked at Warriors if that was his goal, if that was what he was supposed to be.
Things grew better after Twilight and Time pulled them out of the foliage and Twilight lectured them both, ears flat and eyes wild and finger wagging. Time stood behind Twilight. Wild was never sure if Time had blinked or if he had winked at them. Things grew much better.
"You didn't come over here to ask about my burn cream, though," Warriors said.
Wild grinned at him and put the cream away in his slate. "I saw some stray monsters when I was at the entrance of the ranch. Do you still have Legend's fire rod?"
Warriors beamed. "Do I!"
Of all the things about Warriors, Wild thought he liked Warriors's love of fiery destruction the best. "Great! Let's go before anyone notices!"
The best friendships were forged in fire. Or something like that.
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chosolala · 5 hours
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𐙚⋆°。⋆♡ jjk date headcannons
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like the title says, here are some headcannons of mine for the jjk characters and what dates I think they’d take you on :)
characters: gojo, geto, choso, megumi, itadori, inumaki, yuta, maki,
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satoru gojo
if you managed to win gojos heart, i think deep down he’d be a very traditional guy
first date would probably be a really fancy and expensive restaurant you’d never heard of and pay ofc
such a gentleman, holding doors for you, pulls your chair out for you
he tries to impress you on the first date so he isn’t as silly as he usually is
probably still eats some food off your plate and feels bad so he gives you some of his food
takes you back to his place after
suguru geto
arcade dates or amusement park
he’s really good at arcade games but whenever you’re watching him he gets nervous and messes up
he pays for all your game tokens and snacks
whenever you play 2 player games he lets you win most of the time, unless you’re talking yourself up a little too much then he’ll obliterate you
what makes it extra annoying is he doesn’t even acknowledge how he completely left you in the dust
he is so insanely good at crane games so you leave the arcade with a hand full of plushies
he’s really good at guitar hero and it’s his favorite, sometimes he goes to the arcade alone just to play it
choso kamo
cooking class except you’re really bad at cooking
it’s a fun experience though
he feels really bad about how terrible your meal came out so he forces himself to eat all of it anyway despite you reassuring him it’s ok and he doesn’t have to
he also feels too bad to correct you incase it hurts your feelings so he just watches you use the wrong ingredients and measurements
he is surprisingly good at cooking and after you tell him how you’re still hungry after the failed cooking class he brings you to his place and cooks you a meal
the night ends with a candle lit home cooked meal
megumi fushiguro
he would take you on a museum date, just because he wants to hear how you interpret certain pieces
not that he would like or dislike you anymore by your answer, just because he wants a second opinion on what he already thinks
he also sneaks a bunch of pictures of you in the museum
also picking up boba or coffee before the museum, a cafe stop :)
he shows you his favorite pieces in the museum too
yuji itadori
mini golfing date !!
he is really good at mini golf and he may or may not have suggested it so he could show off
he doesn’t go too overboard though because he doesn’t want to make you feel bad if he flames you
half way thought the map you guys stop keeping score though
you guys grab pizza and soda after mini golf and he brings you home :p
toge inumaki
fortnite duos!!
jk he would probably take you to a bookstore or something and read manga with you,
he puts you onto his favorite underrated manga,
you guys also pick up milkshakes on the way to drop you back off home
coincidentally, that manga you guys were readying together has an anime coming out soon
trust when the anime comes out he’s racing to your house so you guys can binge it together
yuta okkotsu
picnic date!!
he basically brings everything, drinks, blanket, fruits, bakery treats
i can’t decide if it would be a cute park picnic or a late night beach picnic
he brings you flowers too
you guys play games like heads up and charades
he’s holding your hand every chance he gets
it’s so relaxing and you feel so safe you could fall asleep right then and there in his arms
maki zenin
takes you on a hike
if you aren’t an athletic person you better start doing push ups now
she definitely slows down for you but it’s all worth it in the end because the view she brings you to is so beautiful
you both sit on the bench near the cliff admiring the view she brought you to
you guys watch the sunset and just talk to eachother, vv good and deep convos
then set up camp and fall sleep together :)
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cheri-2047 · 1 day
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Lyney x Reader (reverse comfort)
TAGS: gore, blood, slight mentions of SA, trauma, child abuse, child labor, fluff at the end
CHARACTERS: Lyney, mentions of lynette, Freminet, Arlecchino
A/N:this was actually from an anon but I accidentally posted it and I had to delete it, anyways I hope u still find this 😞 another A/N at the end
Situation: Lyney used to be more catlike just like Lynette, until when he was being cared for by nobles, they had to cut off his ears and tail.
It was one of those quiet nights. Nights where your boyfriend was a bit more drained than usual. Nights where he would come home tired from a mission and just desperately wanting to go to bed, and nights where he just wanted to lay comfortably in the solace of your arms.
He came home from a difficult mission from “father.” He came with slight wounds and bandages all over his torso, causing you to worry about him before he brushes it off, saying he had gotten treatment from the nurses and the healers at the hearth.
“Please..whats wr-“
“I’m gonna take a shower…”
He said a bit coldly, not intending to sound rude, he really was just tired.
He went off to the bathroom and you couldn’t help but think of what to do.
Is he okay?
No
Is he tired?
Yes
Is he hurt?
Yes
Is he sad?
….you couldn’t tell.
You couldn’t differentiate if your lover was just tired or sad.
That night, lyney skipped dinner once more. Not because he wanted to but because he was extremely exhausted.
“Can we go to bed a bit earlier? Just wanna rest for now”
He said with a smile. You could tell it was forced so you wouldn’t worry. In turn you just nodded to make things easier for him.
“Let’s go.”
You two got in bed. Whenever he was like this, he liked being the little spoon. He hugged you tightly and buried his face on your chest.
“Good night reader…”
He said before pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
He falls asleep almost immediately. You were a bit restless at the time and just watched him sleep. You from time to time played with his hair and that’s when you noticed two odd bumps.
What the…
You looked at both, it looked stitched closed. You looked at him with a concerned look, as you tried to check on it more “did this happen today? No no it doesn’t look new” as your hands passed over the top, lyney jolted up and sat up, before grabbing your hand violently
“A-ah… sorry sorry I- don’t touch please… not there”
He felt bad for reacting that way to you, as he let go of your hand.
“Sorry! I-I didn’t mean to hurt you”
“It’s alright… just.. sensitive is all”
He smiled, trying to explain.
“I’m worried about you lyney… I saw the stitches…”
Lyneys gaze averted from yours. He didn’t want anyone to see that, even if it was from freminet, or father (even though she already knew).
“I don’t… um…”
Lyney didn’t know whether he should tell you or not. He wanted to but at the same time he didn’t want you to worry.
“If you don’t want to say anything it’s okay… you..you don’t have to. I’m really sorry for touching there darling”
“Mon cher…”
He laid back in your arms
“When..Lynette and I were street rats, before ‘father’ found us…”
He said while playing with his shirt a bit. Still not giving you eye contact.
“We were adopted by nobles. A kind man, he said he was impressed by our tricks on the street.”
“…he would give us a home to live in, to stay away from the streets and in turn we perform for him at his parties”
“Lynette and I needed to ensure we would stay at our ‘home’ so he would force us to practice all day”
“It was all fun and games at first until he started waking me up in the middle of the night”
Lyney clutched his shirt tighter.
“He would scold me into practicing more, yo the point he would pull my tail as if it were a leash”
Your head tilted in confusion
“Tail?”
“One night, after a performance, he pulled me away”
“You did great lyney! But I think it would be better if you looked a bit more… distinct from your sister don’t you think?”
“I didn’t understand what he said, I thought he meant he’d color my hair different, but suddenly I saw a pair of scissors and a medical table.”
“I told myself he’d just cut my hair, that is until he told me to.. lay down on the nearby bed”
“Chest on the mattress” he said”
You held out your hand out to see if he would wan to hold it for comfort.
Lyney let go of his shirt and held your hand
“He then cut off my tail. He covered my mouth tightly with his hand so I wouldnt yell, before he pressed my head down and cut off my ears as well”
Lyney had a pained tone, one he wouldn’t usually wear.
“I used to be like Lynette”
He buried his face on your chest. You felt it getting damp slightly.
Lyney never liked to cry, he hated it. But he never talked about what happened for years. Not just one, not just two, 10.
He hated remembering, but he wanted to tell you.
“So..so that’s why… oh love I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to trigger you and I’m so sorry he did that, you don’t deserve that…”
(I’m leaving this space a bit empty so you can also say your own words to him in ur head does this make sense 😓)
Lyney shook his head, before trembling a bit in your arms, before nodding at your response “it’s okay…”
You could tell he was still in pain due to the events.
You pressed a kiss to the top of his head.
“Do you… feel bad about what happened?”
“Of course I do… I never wanted for it to happen and I liked it before since it made me look more like lynette”
He frowned.
“What about this… do you have a mission tomorrow?”
“Not that I know of…”
“Let’s go out tomorrow and do anything you want, I’ll pay…like a day off AND date to make you feel better”
You offered, as you hugged him tighter
You feel him nod.
“I love you, thank you Mon cher”
He muttered before pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
That night, you spent the night whispering comforting words to his ear until you both fell asleep.
A/N: this wasn’t proofread and I kinda didn’t know how to go for the ending so I made it like that
Sorry this was so badly written 😓 I haven’t been able to write good recently and I really tried.
Anw, I hope this was ok!
REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN !!!
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tootinyformyowngood · 6 months
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itspileofgoodthings · 1 month
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have had a bit of my crash after flying too close to the sun this past week and you know what, it’s very annoying and also very good for me in a stabilizing way.
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I watched the doctor donna specials and I have emotions. Also I kinda love fifteen. Also none of those plots made sense but they were still good lol.
I just love the Doctor and his bestie Donna so so much. 😭 she got a happy ending after all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and so did he alkdlrfkleldd 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ok I'm normal I'm fine.
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neverevan · 7 months
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currently rewatching 4x04 and I wanna throw myself off of a cliff... right after I threw the Buckley parents off of it
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milfshenyuan · 1 year
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reading is a dangerous hobby 🤷
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lionblaze03-2 · 13 days
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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.
#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey#Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else#It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize#You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt#Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc#Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t#And it gives you a crisis at age 14#Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice#and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it#Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something#I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir#Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag#I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something#More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please#doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue#But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today#(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it#TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start#Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything#Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing#I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation#But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south#It certainly does not help and can be disheartening#Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious#lion’s lair
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lenievi · 10 months
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this moment was so unfair of him (his voice had no business getting so soft, and of course a girl's gonna get her hopes up if you look at her like that)
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and this one too, when La'an told him that yes, he was a bit like the other him, and he smiled
#maybe just maybe the fandom will stop with jim is always 100% respectful towards women#he only thought about himself in this moment#i mean he was caught in the moment imho but he should stop it before being all am i anything like the other me?#and his voice became so soft when asking#anyway it's kinda hard watching this scene from both POVs because both of them are experiencing it differently#and la'an's heart is breaking#but it isn't easy for jim either#and anyway it's such a good scene#even though i wish the editing and the camera work was different#'why aren't you disappointed about them?' - because i want kirk to hurt and be in pain#he does feel the connection and if things were different he would want to explore it but he can't#and he needs to walk away from it. from la'an#there's a long hiatus and it ended in such a way that i can just imagine everything i wanted since the finale of s1#and more#because that's how long i've been into the potential of kirk/la'an#and if i can get a kirk romance that isn't just a one-off that will leave him heartbroken i'm gonna eat it up#even if snw might not make it that way. but i can make it that way because this episode gave a good starting ground for that#because it made it clear that kirk feels the connection and feels like he knows la'an#he wants to work with her more. he wants to spend time with her more. but he can't#and that's just what's good about it#if i write a fic i'm gonna give them a happy end but the ship itself is good because kirk will end up alone#snw nonsense#snw spoilers#ka'an#also skyshowtime needs to do something about that space in the subtitles lol#jim kirk#la’an noonien singh
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oveliagirlhaditright · 9 months
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So for no reason at all I'm thinking about this:
Sora was not chosen by a Keyblade Master to be a Keyblade wielder, but he becomes a Keyblade wielder before anyone else in the Destiny Trio (yes, I know, Riku's Keyblade--the Kingdom Key--had shown up on the Destiny Islands for Riku, but when Riku chose darkness over light, it opted to go with Sora instead: and there it would ultimately stay and Riku would get a different Keyblade later).
Riku was chosen by a Master to be a Keyblade wielder, and he's the third of the Destiny Trio to get his Keyblade, though still treated so much better than Kairi is, and truly gets to use his Keyblade before her (in having big adventures where he gets to use it, and whatnot): as I'm sure no one is really counting the three Heartless that Kairi killed with hers in KHII.
Kairi was accidentally chosen to be a wielder by a Keyblade Master (Aqua triggered the Keyblade Inheritance Ceremony with her by accident, that is), and this actually happens before the scene where Terra chooses Riku. But it's an accidental thing, which definitely stings a bit. And Kairi is the second of the Destiny Trio to get her Keyblade... though in a lot of ways, you wouldn't guess that.
Edit: I'm wrong. Riku gets his Keyblade second, and Kairi gets hers third, as Riku has his Keyblade when he protects Kairi and Naminé from Saïx. I, and another user on her at what point, just got confused because of Riku (if you talk to him as Sora when you beat Luxord) mentioning how he doesn't think Sora needs the power of darkness or his Soul Eater yet, which almost sounds like he still has Soul Eater at the time, when he doesn't. What a weird line just overall. -shrugs-
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hum--hallelujah · 8 months
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wait so I can add MORE angst? 👀
#reading about the effects of having your vocal cords severed.... oh boy#oh I can make this so angsty if I want to...#either it's like. Benze is super cognizant of it in that doctorish way he has and is constantly waiting for something to happen#OR it doesn't even cross his mind. it's one of a set of symptoms that are kept on a list in the back of his mind and he spends#so much time fretting about communication that he doesn't even think about any of the rest of it until it happens#and then suddenly his best friend in the world is choking on nothing and looking to him with wild panicked eyes#because crab didn't expect this either. how would he?#severed vocal cords lead to vocal cord paralysis which has common effects of trouble breathing/swallowing etc and choking#the internet does not want to be forthcoming about my fictional hypothetical of what happens if you get both#cords straight up sliced but like. you can imagine#idk I'm just Thinking#something happens like crab gets knocked out or drugged or smth and benze is so concerned that he'll have#breathing problems while unconscious#and knowing all of that means that the others get kind of spun up about it too#(meaning: sandman gets so stressed out he thinks he's gonna throw up because he's ridiculously high strung anyway#and doesn't like when one of his friends is hurt aND ANOTHER ONE IS TALKING ABOUT POTENTIAL COMPLICATIONS#LIKE IT'S NOTHING.)#(actually I think it's really funny bc when Benze is in doctor mode he does come off as really cold and unfeeling#even though what's really happening is that he's falling back on facts that he knows and trusts in. medical stuff he can handle#so he's super clinical about it most of the time. and it drives the others up a wall bc they think he doesn't care)#ok sorry I'm just rambling somewhat unrelatedly now about stuff#ddas
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strwbrymlkshake · 1 year
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been getting a lot more into Killing lately
#mine#vent post again hello. for the love of god#🎸#anyways um uhh uhhah uhagh i feel like violence is more apparent in my life#though it could def be due to the violent outburst i had the other day. just the aftermath of it ig#i have been feeling depressed and like i cant control my own life bc things are being withheld from me#hrgngh :( as usual. nothing is changing. i have to wait like this for a long ass time before it does.#oh right the point of this post: i keep feeling like my bf is mad at me even though there is literally nothing to signify that#he did not even say he was mad at me so why is my anxiety thru the roof HUH. well probably trauma#he said he would love me no matter what! but im still so worrieedddd :< i guess it wasnt a big thing to be mad about anyways so#i dont understand why he WOULD be mad about it. so unless he says he is mad/upset then he ISNT but my brain does not get this#there is NO reason for me not to trust him#also i have moved on from the 'why doesnt he message me first in the morning' fiasco which is good. i dont have an explanation as to why#i just am not mad about it anymore idk lol. well besides that my brain is feeling illogical things that i can recognize are illogical#but they still impact me :< its not fair at all... i could hypothetically construct reasoning why hes mad at me rn but im only hurting#myself this way. me moment. it was relatively innocent its not something to be MAD about he said hed love me for all my mistakes#so even if it was a problem he wouldnt stop loving me!!! do you understand brain? goodness...#HES LIKE. he is my beloved forever and i want to be holding him or touching him always. going to punch a wall idk#i just love him so much i dont want to mess up ever!!!!! god damn!! we are both depressed / have mental problems so we are doing our best#metaphorically smoking a joint with him rn i miss him. drugs are bad btw i would never do a weed. only in the metaphorical sense#i want us both to be less miserable so together we can be happy!! but why am i keeping him from doing things he likes...#but i want him to be happy?! but i want to spend time with him :( im gonna cry. WHAT AM I MAKING MYSELF UPSET FOR#he didnt even say he was mad at me i am just spinning this way out of proportion! ok!? he loves me forever#but yea i feel like my social filter for violence related things dissipated entirely. so i have been openly talking abt killing people#which is not good i am not going to do any of these things. my brain is too fond of them
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bluinary · 28 days
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Waking up crying because after 2 years of grinding and understudying I was called back to play a real lead for a renowned director (me out of 3 girls total) and I lost the role to a girl who just auditioned here for the first time. The worst part is that I am also her understudy for the show before that!
#and it feels like no one actually gives a fuck. im being constantly invalidated#“thats showbiz” bitch this is a community theatre that prides itself on fairness#im not saying I shouldve just gotten the role bc ive been there. either role.#i am saying though that playing a fucking lead has historically been treated like a privilege.#because it can lead to huge opportunities once ppl see you that way#and tbf I nailed the callback. even the girl cast (whos also my new friend) said honestly she was sure it was me.#before i was even called back i had fellow actors saying id be perfect for it#i know why he cast the other girl. there are multiple reasons.#but honestly her reasons and mine weigh much the same. and she just got there.#im emphasizing SHE JUST GOT THERE#she even told me she just wanted to be involved#this is the 2nd time this has happened to me and im really fucking sick of it.#and now that ive regained some weight.....who tf else will cast me#i dont want to have to go all ED again i dont have the money or energy#also I cant dance very well. at least not in callbacks. i always forget what move comes next and i bomb it.#anyway. now im waking up crying. and its coming from a selfish place so no one is here to give a fuck.#this is the worst position to be in lmfao. if i have feelings about something im the villain and a diva.#i have to be “humble” but oh!! dont be down on yourself either!! have pride!!#this month has sucked so bad.#blu babbles#also. shes really good! but shes absolutely not THAT good lmfao. her presence is awesome and she dances well#and her voice is really nice! shes a triple threat but like. all areas are just *at* the bar yknow?#for me ive been told my acting is also at the bar my dancing is just below the bar and my voice is way above the bar.#shes been asking me for tips on singing and no one also seems to see how that feels like twisting the knife.#ik its not intentional. shes just naive. but it still hurts. it hurts really really bad.#im like @ god if you want me to have faith and confidence in myself why are you making me into a loser#first i lose my ex. then my car gets fucked up. also its been cloudy for 2+ weeks so depression. then i gain weight.#now i lose BOTH roles i was called back for.#i dont even want to go to rehearsal today. what the hell do they need me for.
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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 2 months
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feelin kinda guilty for bein scared
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