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There's a viral video circulating from the Fort Worth Zoo, of two keepers who ended up in a habitat at the same time as a silverback gorilla. Spoiler for good news: neither the humans nor the gorilla got hurt. It's a bad situation that ended extremely well, and that's why I want to talk about it.
The audio for this video is mostly someone praying loudly, so if you need to turn the audio off to watch it, you won't miss anything relevant. If you don't want to watch it, here's the summary: it starts with a keeper running around the corner into the main exhibit, pursued by a large male gorilla. She is quickly able to get into a doorway at the back of the exhibit, but does not completely close the door because the gorilla is standing across from her, watching. He eventually moves off to the right hand side of the exhibit, where we can see a keeper is trapped in the corner at the front. She was trying to move towards the exit as he moved to the right, and she stops, standing very still behind a tree, while he stays along the far right wall. They stay like that for a minute, and then the gorilla runs to the front right corner, and the keeper is able to run to the door in the back of the exhibit and get to safety.
Let's start with basic information. Even though it's just going viral now, this video is from October of 2023. It was taken not by a guest, but by the zoo security officer responding to the situation. Hmmm, seems like he maybe should have been doing something else during that situation, instead of than taking a phone video. It's going viral now because the guy (who is no longer employed at the zoo) decided to post it on TikTok for his five minutes of fame. This guy immediately started giving all sorts of media interviews, answering questions like "why no tranquilizers" inappropriately, making memes out of his own video, generally distasteful shit.
Zoo spokesperson Avery Elander gave a public statement that "thankfully, there was no physical contact between keepers and gorilla, and all staff and animals are safe." A comment from the zoo has also indicated that the incident was due to keeper error. (As opposed to, for instance, something in the fencing breaking.) According to the guy who posted the video, a lock was left unsecured and the gorilla was able to open the door to the habitat. I don't know if I buy it, and again, this just... is probably why he doesn't have a job anymore. By sharing that detail - real or not - he places a ton of public scrutiny and blame on that keeper team. (If that's what happened, I can promise you it will have been dealt with internally.) He also was nice enough to say he wouldn't name the women in the video... but verified they're still staffers at the zoo... which means they're eminently identifiable! Excuse me while I ragequit for a second.
So there's two reasons I wanted to talk about this. The first is to make sure it is well known that this guy is purposefully and intentionally exploiting the worst day of someone's life for media attention. Their lives were in danger, and he's using it for fame. His name is in the media articles - I'm not going to share it because he doesn't deserve that attention. The second reason, though, is because this video is a masterclass on how to survive if you end up sharing space with a gorilla. Every zoo person I've spoken to or seen comment on the video is so, so impressed with how the keepers handled themselves.
The gorilla in this video is 34-year-old Elmo. All apes in AZA zoos are managed in protected contact, so keepers are supposed to be separated from them by a barrier at all times. The zookeepers were in the habitat putting out a mid-day meal when he got out. Watching the video, you can see he's not actively being aggressive towards them - he's not making threat displays or trying to approach them. Mostly, Elmo seems like he doesn't know what is going on and he's kinda freaked out about it. (This is confirmed in the zoo's press statement, too). The staff stayed calm, and importantly, watched and waited to see how he'd move and act.
The zoo did say one thing, though, that's a bit misleading. In one article, their press person I quote as saying “In general, gorillas are considered the “gentle giants” of the great ape species.” Just because this may be true in comparison to other great ape species doesn't meant gorilla aren't still incredibly dangerous. This type of messaging always worries me, because I think it leads people to misunderstand the risks of being close to megafauna. Gorilla are extremely strong animals, and their social norms/behaviors are very different from that of humans. That's why it's such a big deal any time people end up in gorilla habitats, and why sometimes in those circumstances lethal measures have to be taken to protect human life.
These keepers are incredibly lucky to be unharmed. These women stayed safe specifically because they're trained professionals who knew how to act around gorilla, they knew this particular animal well, and they'd learned the escapes from the exhibit just in case this ever happened. We should applaud them for their cool heads and quick thinking.
As for the guy who posted the video? As a colleague put it, may he always step on a Lego.
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yum !
haikyuu boys reaction to you biting them (lovingly), a little spicy in rin’s
tobio
he is the most confused man on earth
but he likes it too????
who’s gonna match his freak
He’s just in the kitchen getting some food out of the fridge
And there you go, skipping towards him
“Hi Tobi.” You quip, your hands smoothing out on his stomach.
Even though you two have been together for so long
He’s such a nervous baby when it comes to any kind of attention from you
“Hi.” He says with a small smile.
You smile evilly, your mouth inching closer to his neck.
He’s unaware of all of this mind you.
Until it’s to late and now your teeth are kinda sinking into his skin
He lets out a noise of surprise and his whole body shudders, maybe even shuts down too
You giggle at his reaction and he whips around to you
“W-What was that.” He says with brows pulled together and a bright red face
“I bit you.”
“Why?”
“I dunno.”
“I liked it.”
“What?”
“Hm?”
He does it more than you now.
koshi
He loves it so much don’t get me started
He LIVES for your bites
He always has such a pleasing smile on his face the moment you do it
And he ALWAYS kisses you after
In your defense he was just to fucking cute for you to not bite him
You were both cuddling and Koshi was just being his sappy sweet teasing self
He was attacking you with kisses and compliments
“My pretty baby.”
smooch.
“Love you so much.”
smooch.
You were laughing and well, couldn’t take it anymore
Your hands cup his cheeks and you swiftly move your head
Biting down on the space between his neck and shoulder
He laughs out loud, looking at you with amusement
“You bit me!” He’s cracking up
“I had to.”
“Really now?”
“Mhm.”
He kisses you, nibbling on your lip
“Koshi!” You exclaim.
“What! This is our thing now.”
And he fully means it
wakatoshi
plz he has no idea how to feel about it😭
he likes it????
But like he genuinely thinks there’s a reason as to why you’re biting him
“Are you hungry...?”
“Nope!”
“Okay…”
He always jumps when you do bite him
He definitely looks it up LMFAO
A whole Google search
‘What does it mean when your partner bites you’
He’s so unfamiliar with this
Cuteness aggression?
Are you biting him because you’re angry?
He eyes you after too
With pursed lips and blinking eyes
Just pure confusion
“Why do you keep biting me. You said you weren’t hungry. Do you have an oral fixation?”
gagged
“Honestly yea, for your biceps.” You smirk.
“Why?”
“Because you’re sexy.”
He looks down at them with your teeth marks everywhere
And he’s blushing AWWW
Definitely when he figures out he likes to be marked
He even starts absentmindedly holding his arm out for you just so you can place a little chomp
“You like it now?” You say as you squish his muscle
“I wouldn’t say so. But you like it.”
“I do.”
“Then maybe I do like it.”
rintaro
this fucking freak.
it just does things to him
other than the sudden chills he gets
he always smirks at you
HE NEEDS TO BE RESTRAINED
his pants?
gone.
he gets so horny 😭😭
he’s just a guy🎀
The moment your teeth graze ANY where
he’s on his knees
at your mercy
“You want it so bad.”
LIKE WHATTTT
He HATES when you do it in public though
because he can’t be all over you
Especially in front of the Miya twins
you don’t even greet him with a kiss it’s just a bite on his neck and he’s a puddle
“Just do it.”
just vote just vote
LIKE DO WHAT?!
He wants you to leave marks everywhere
Now those he’ll definitely show off he doesn’t gaf
© alplai
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Okay, you know how bird don't ACTUALLY look the way we think they do?
They are far more colorful? But only to the eyes of other birds?
And it has to do with how light reflects off them and how their eyes are shaped etc etc.?
Well..... humans can see the most shades of green, right? But! We sure as shit can't see UltaViolet and InfraRed? Or shades BEYOND those. Ectoplasmic colors. Magical ones. Third eye, need to see with your SOUL type ones.
Danny? Could very well still have lil baby "kitten's eyes who haven't open yet" syndrome.
He thinks the Zone is Green and his hair is white.
But it's not.
His hair is Starlight colored. Frost. His suit is specifically "the void between stars" colored. Which looks... different? Then black? No, no, guys. How can you guys not see it? It looks REALLY different! How did he not NOTICE before?! They're not ever CLOSE to the same shade! It's like calling salmon and hot pink the same. You know... if you were to compare an actual fish and some irradiated, violently glowing version of "hot pink".
......guys?
His gloves are.... guys, these ares stars. Pressed so close together there's no gap. His body is the night sky, all rearranged. He's wearing SPACE, guys.
*continues to stare at his gloves for the next five hours*
Now... why is this relevant? Because! Danny slowly, as all humans do, adjusts! It's like finally having glasses after years of blurry vision. He... forgets, what it was like, not NOT See Zone Colors. Not completely, mind you, but enough he has to be reminded.
And the Zone? A Realm of the Dead. Specifically, the great catch-all and highway of the Dead. They get EVERYBODY. Misfits and vagabonds. Those who don't quite fit. Funky lil dudes. And of course, assholes, but everybody has those! See, Zone colors?
Are DIFFERENT.
They're all of um!
It's like looking at the technicolor, stobe light, multi galaxies in one, Sun. Tingly(tm)!!! You get used to it. What helps? Is that as garish as the Zone is? The painting and grand tapestry of it all? Keeps changing. Like weather. If it's too much for you, you can stay inside your Lair until the current Color changes. Until the designs shift. Vibe changes.
There are even glasses for that! "Temperate" areas for people to set up, that get headaches or are just... kinda killjoys. Too each their own. Though the stormy areas? Those guys are freaks. Watch out for those guys. They're the kind who stare directly are stars until their eyes burn out.
Where was I? Oh yeah! Danny!
No longer a wee baby, smol baby, twig-o!
Sad. We miss it.
But he did get used to Seeing The Colors. Got a handle on his powers. And! Finally worked with his parents on how to safely turn the portal OFF. There was much booing. Cries of "kill joy" and "booo! You suck!". But? Like? Dude DID have the right to protect his home. Go to college. What can you do?
Problem with THAT is? Baby grew into his "built like a brick shit house of constantly running off to literally tackle the Supernatural excellence" Fenton genetics. He Tall. Muscles! And he PUMPING out "somethings fucked up with me" Vibes!
Add in his DEEPLY Sus off hand comments. Weird ability to tell when someone has or is about to die. Basic immunity to the cold. Fuckin EYE GLOW?
Ha ha... *Horror movie screams from his college dorm mates*
Clearly a demon!
He gets kicked out. Well... not kicked out. He's a model student and broken no rules. They'd never survive the lawsuit. But... he's? STRONGLY INCOURAGED to finish his education elsewhere. Repeatedly. By like... 15 colleges.
Sam is not just livid, she's actively foaming at the mouth.
Breathe, Sam! Remember what your doctor said! Your mortal body can't handle that kinda Vengance spiral! Think of your blood pressure! Breathe!!! (Were not for the laws of this land... and the weak, fleshy constraints of her mortal form!)
Thankfully? Tucker's been interning, remotely of course, with Wayne Industries. He asked his manager where he could find some of those scholarship forms. (Since Gotham University is just a touch out of Danny's price range.) Manager wanted to know why. And oh! Oh holy shit. Apparently? Danny is the hot new office gossip.
People in the main office are OUTRAGED. Danny's "too spooky"?! Too FUCKIN SPOOKY!? Are you KIDDING THEM? Even juicier, a Meta kid from some wacky ghost hunters turned scientists. From a line of Supernatural hunters. Wants to be a aeronautics engineer.
Ooooooh how SPOOKY! Better watch out! He'll design an ENGINE at yooooou!
Fuckin casuals. Non-Gothamites are WEAK. "Too scary" their collective asses. Yeah, maybe the kid SHOULD come too Gotham. He can be the weird kid. Mildly unsettling or something. His powers won't be SHIT in Gotham. Just remind him to buy a gas mask.
So! Danny gets his Scholarship! Merrily packs his bags for darker, Gothic hellscape hills. Unaware... that Constantine has been following reports of a "demon" that he's? 80% sure is a Banshee but MIGHT be a winter spirt with a shtick? For the past 13 colleges. He's getting closer. And this sucker is a strong one.
Not "this is going to cause me serious, life imperilling danger" strong. But more? "Man, that cat is HUUUUUGE". Could he still get mauled a lil? Yeah. Scratched to all hell and back? Probably! But DIE? Unlikely.
He just needs to know why the FUCK this spirit his hanging around colleges.
Which is made harder... by the fact that what HE sees? And what OTHER people see? When they look at this guy? Separate things. Yeah, he'd LOVE to give you guys a description! IF HE HAD ONE.
@the-witchhunter @hdgnj @hdgnj @spidori @babbling-babull @nerdpoe @lolottes
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Idea time
Odysseus gets reincarnated in the modern day. He's kinda confused and a bit freaked out at first but very quickly decides to just run with it. Keeps his head down and does his best to stay on the sidelines—he is not interested in being the main character. Then one day he meets a young woman named Sally (many of you can see where this is headed) and her son Percy. Sally and Odysseus become fast friends. He becomes a bit of a surrogate father to Percy, tutoring him (he speed blitzed school on an unrelated note), watching him after school (letting him escape to his apartment to avoid Gabe when he comes into the picture).
As time passes Ody can't help but notice Percy's...similarities to a certain someone—the eyes, how his tiny face scrunches up just like his whenever he gets angry. And at first he tries to convince himself that it's just a coincidence and there's no fucking way. Even though more monsters seem to be around when he's out with Percy, rain gets lighter when he's happy and harder when he's upset, whenever they pass a horse on the street it seems to stare at the kid for a hot minute. Eventually he can't help but ask—
Odysseus: Sally?
Sally: Hm?
Odysseus: Whatever happened to Percy's father...?
Sally: Oh...He died while out at sea...
Odysseus: Oh I'm so sorry...
Also Odysseus:
And he isn't stupid so that just about confirms it for him. He considers bolting for about 0.5 seconds before slapping himself internally for thinking of leaving them. He's too damn attached at this point. Anyway he definitely punches Poseidon right in the kisser when he sees him again—because what the fuck do you mean you couldn't wire Sally two-thousand dollars once a month!? And just like that a 3000 year old beef is reignited.
Bonus:
*After Ody and Poseidon Once Again Just Barely Resist Beating The Shit Out Of Each Other*
Sally: ...You're attracted to him aren't you?
Poseidon: NO???
Sally: Poseidon, this is a safe space, speak your truth when you're with me.
Poseidon: ...
Sally: ...
Poseidon: ...Ineedhimcarnally—
#epic the musical#odysseus#epic#epicthemusical#epic odysseus#epic x pjo#pjo x epic#sally jackson#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians
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PLEASE DO PART 2 OF SAL WITH POPULAR READER IT WAS SO CUTE😭❤️❤️❤️❤️



Sal Fisher X Reader (popular trope)
The Mask
masterlist
Part 1
Chat this is way more tender than showing off the popular stuff. But i hope to bring justice after all this time 😭😭 This is technically a part two, like now months after of getting close. They’re dynamic now is being very friendly and weirdly close because both the reader and Sal are stupid

˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚The horror movie wasn’t even that good. The plot was all over the place, the killer had a laughably bad mask, and the jump scares were so predictable that Larry had started mocking them out loud before they happened.
the three of you had ended up crammed into Sal’s bed his tiny, creaky bed pressed shoulder to shoulder under a single threadbare blanket while the glow of the TV flickered dimly across the room. Sal was in the middle, naturally. It started innocently enough. You’d sprawled out across the edge of the mattress first, claiming the wall side because you said it made you feel safe during horror movies. Larry flopped down next to you with zero grace, mumbling about how his ass was falling asleep from sitting on the floor. Sal, caught between the two of you, had hesitated only slightly before sitting, then laying back, sandwiched between you and his best friend.
Now, here you were. Trapped between the cool wall and the even cooler boy you had far too many complicated thoughts about.
You could feel the warmth of Sal’s arm brushing against yours every time he shifted. He was stiff at first, like he was hyper aware of the space or lack of it but over time, he’d relaxed into it, perhaps forgetting he was in between two people with vastly different personal space boundaries. Larry’s knee kept nudging Sal’s leg as he shifted around, while Sal’s hand occasionally bumped yours when he reached to adjust the volume or grab the popcorn bowl.
You weren’t even paying attention to the movie anymore. Your eyes were fixed on the screen, but your brain was a blur focused on how close Sal’s shoulder was to yours.
Now over the past few months, you've gotten very close to the gang. Especially Sal having been the first person to meet out of everyone. Anytime you weren’t with the cheer squad, you can bet your money that you'd be with sal any left over time you have. Though with him so close it made you reflect when you started to have that fuzzy feeling.
“I swear this thing is rigged,” Sal declared, slumping onto the carpet with a thud. “There’s no way you beat me again”
Todd, deadpan, didn’t even glance up from his Game Boy. “You lost. Again. face it sal, when it comes to tech im just better.”
It should’ve been just another silly moment like the dozens you’d already shared. You’d known Sal for over a year now, spent hours beside him investigating things you probably shouldn’t, watching horror movies until sleep claimed one of you first, and wandering the neighborhood talking about everything and nothing.
“I dunno, Todd,” Ash chimed in, laying across the couch upside down with her hair dangling off the edge. “Kinda feels like demonic assistance.”
Sal pointed a dramatic finger at her. “Thank you. Finally, someone with eyes.”
You snorted from your spot on the beanbag chair. “You sure it’s not just your lack of hand eye coordination? Or the fact that you panic every time the blocks get fast?”
Sal propped himself up on one elbow, mask tilted just enough to show the sparkle of amusement in his eyes. “I’ll have you know, I am a master of panic. I’ve built my whole life around it.”
“Clearly,” you teased. “You died like three times in under a minute.”
“sick of you to call me out like this in front of my peers,” he huffed. “I’m a sensitive soul.”
Ash cackled. “You’re about as sensitive as a brick.”
Sal threw a pillow at her. “I thought you were on my side you freak”
Ash gasped. “Y/n has my heart, try harder bitch”
You raised your hands, grinning. “Don’t blame me for your failures”
Sal turned toward you, sitting cross legged now. “So what were you both talking about”
“Kyle!” Ash laughed. “Yes, and apparently he wrote Jessica a love poem that he accidentally printed on the back of the science quiz handouts.”
Todd finally looked up, blinking. “That was real? I thought that was a formatting error.”
Sal looked like he was about to pass out from joy. “That’s the most tragic thing I’ve ever heard.”
You burst into laughter again, curling into the beanbag as your sides started to ache. You barely noticed the way your eyes drifted to Sal how relaxed he looked. His legs sprawled out, one hand resting lazily over his knee, the other tossing a Cheez It at Ash’s face. His hair was slightly messier than usual, and his voice was rough from all the laughing. He looked so alive, just glowing in his own sarcastic, effortless way. You’d spent so many afternoons like this at his side during investigations, trading secrets, hanging out until your eyes drooped shut.
Well. Your heart did something. But the second you realized your stare might last too long, Ash turned to you and squinted. “Y/N, you’ve been weirdly quiet. What’s that face about?”
You instantly waved her off, grabbing a nearby pillow and throwing it at her. “Please. im just having flash backs to class, Ms. Peterson’s insane obsession with sweater vests.” change the direction of this questioning worked effortlessly.
Ash laughed. “No, seriously, what is up with that? She wore a glittery one last Friday. Like bedazzled with rhinestones.”
Todd chimed in, glancing up. “Technically, those weren’t rhinestones. They were imitation crystal beads.”
Ash blinked at him. “How do you even know that?”
“I read the morning announcements. There was a fundraiser.”
Sal snorted. “You guys are just jealous you can’t rock a crystal bedazzled vest like Peterson.”
You leaned forward with a grin. “Oh, yeah? Prove it. Come to school tomorrow with a glittery vest, Fisher.”
He turned to you with mock sincerity. “Y/N, if I had one, I would burn it in an instant, dont try me”
You giggled. “Sal, I dare you to wear a bedazzled vest next Friday.”
“Absolutely not,” he said immediately. “I have standards.”
Ash leaned over. “Even if we pay you?”
“Especially if you pay me. I won’t be bribed into that shit.”
“You’re no fun.”
“I am plenty fun. I just don’t want to look like a disco ball during third period.”
You laughed, and it slipped out easier than usual. That warmth was still there in your chest, but you ignored it. Let it settle. You nudged Ash again, changing the subject quickly. “Anyway. Did you hear about what happened during gym today?”
Ash lit up instantly. “Oh my god, yes. Mike tried to do a backflip and ended up hitting Coach in the face!”
“He what?!” Sal exclaimed,
Todd shook his head, lips twitching. “And I missed this?”
“Coach had a whistle in his mouth and choked on it,” you said, trying not to wheeze. “They had to do the Heimlich.”
Ash added, “Mike cried and swore he was just trying to get the attention of a girl in class.’”
Sal was giving a deadpan “I can’t take any of you seriously anymore.”
“That’s fair,” you said with a grin, feeling the moment settle in like a warm blanket. You didn’t mention the way Sal’s voice sounded when he was laughing like that or how he stole glances at you when he thought you weren’t looking. Anyways that was a small moment that made you realize you might’ve had it bad for the guy beside you. Like to preface though, Since the beginning you've always thought he was cute.
Larry, on the other hand, was having the time of his life.
“Dude, did you see that?” Larry said, laughing with his mouth half full of popcorn. “The guy just walked right into the room with the creepy ass doll like he wanted to die.”
Sal gave a small laugh. “You’d do the same thing.”
“Nah, I’d throw hands with the ghost.”
“You can’t punch ghosts, dumbass,” Sal murmured, tone dry.
“Bet.”
You snorted softly, stifling your laugh with the back of your hand. Sal turned his head slightly at the sound, and for a second, your eyes met. His hair was slightly messy from leaning back, the soft blue strands catching the glow of the TV light. You felt your breath catch for a moment before you turned back to the screen. The silence that followed was heavier than it should have been. Sal looked away first. Another jump scare came on some screeching violin noise and a face popping up in the mirror. You jumped a little out of instinct, and your hand brushed against Sal’s again. This time, neither of you pulled away.
Larry didn’t notice. He was too busy making ghost noises and tossing popcorn into the air to catch in his mouth.
“I’m just saying,” he mumbled through another handful, “this killer sucks. If I were in this movie, I’d be the final dude, for sure.”
“Final girl,” you corrected automatically, teasing. “That’s the trope.”
“I’d be the final badass, dont bring gender into this.”
Sal let out a quiet chuckle. You turned your head just enough to glance at him again. He looked relaxed now, nestled between the two of you, his bangs falling over the edge of his mask. The bed dipped slightly beneath your hips, everything too close and far too warm, but you didn’t want to move. You could feel the slow, even rhythm of his breathing. His fingers curled slightly when they brushed yours again accidental, maybe but they didn’t move away. You didn’t either.
Your voice was quiet when you spoke next. “I thinks it’s pointless to pay attention to whatever plot they're trying to do.”
Sal hummed softly. “You’re right.”
Larry, sprawled at the foot of the bed now, his long legs hanging off the edge, yawned. “You guys wanna turn it off?”
You shrugged. “Doesn’t matter. We can let it play out”
The movie droned on in the background. Some character screaming. A door slamming. The warmth of Sal beside you, the ridiculous commentary from Larry, the soft creak of the old bed beneath your bodies.
None of it made sense.
it felt like the kind of night you’d remember for a long time. when Sal’s pinky finally, cautiously, hooked around yours, You didn’t let go.
Looking back af the screen. The movie had reached a new low. The antagonist had suddenly sprouted wings, apparently possessed by the ghost of some ancient demon priest who spoke entirely in Latin. Larry had just finished mocking the last jump scare with an exaggerated scream and a pillow swing before everything finally, mercifully, quieted down again.
SNNOOOORRRT.
The sound cut through the room like a chainsaw through silence. You and Sal both flinched instinctively, heads snapping in unison toward the other side of the bed. There, sprawled diagonally across the mattress like a starfish, was Larry. His mouth hung open just enough to catch flies, and one leg was draped off the side. His chest rose and fell with each obnoxiously loud snore each one somehow louder and more theatrical than the last.
You stared at him for a moment in stunned silence. Then glanced at Sal. Sal was already looking at you. You didn’t even try to hold it in you burst into giggles, muffling the sound against your hand. “Holy crap,” you whispered between snorts, “is he alive? That sounds like a damn chainsaw.”
Sal blinked a few times, then snorted too. “He does that when he sleeps in weird positions. Sometimes I have to check he’s not choking on his own tongue.”
That only made you laugh harder, your shoulder bumping into Sal’s as you leaned against the wall behind you for support. Larry shifted slightly, letting out another guttural snore, then smacked his lips and mumbled something incoherent like, “Nah, man…tuna doesn’t even talk…” before rolling over.
You wiped a tear from your eye, still grinning. “I really like your friends.”
Sal turned to look at you, still smiling faintly. “…Yeah?”
You nodded, the laughter slowly settling into a fond warmth in your chest. “They’re so weird. Like, weird weird. But in the best way. It’s kinda refreshing.”
Sal didn’t reply immediately, but he looked at you with a softness you hadn’t seen all night quiet, thoughtful, a little shy. “They grow on you,” he finally said, voice low. “I wouldnt trade them”
You gave him a lopsided grin. “You’re all a mess, but I love it. It’s… nice. Being here.”
He looked down briefly, then back at you. The glow of the TV flickered over the curve of his mask, casting little shadows across the stitched mouth. “…It’s nice having you here too,” he murmured.
For a beat. Just sat there his pinky still lightly hooked around yours, Larry still snoring like a freight train beside you, and the TV screen casting a soft light across the room full of haunted masks, scattered notebooks, and a lingering warmth that neither ghosts nor horror movies could quite touch. in that quiet moment, the scariest thing wasn’t the movie on screen. It was how much you didn’t want this to end.
The movie finally ended with a whimper literally. Some distant scream echoed through a crumbling church, the screen cut to black, and the credits rolled in awkward silence, accompanied by a weirdly cheerful piano score that absolutely didn’t fit the vibe. Sal reached for the remote, turned the volume down, and let out a soft breath. “That was… something.”
“Yeah,” you murmured, trying not to laugh. “Top tier trash.”
“Totally gonna recommend it to Todd.”
You turned your head slowly toward him “You’re evil.”
He shrugged, feigning innocence. “He made me sit through that documentary on haunted ink last week. This is payback.”
You let out a soft snort and leaned your head back against the wall again. The room had grown quiet, aside from the occasional creak of the floorboards and the SNOOOORRRT from the other side of the bed. Larry had somehow managed to rotate even more in his sleep. His arm now stretched across Sal’s chest like he was guarding him from a night demon, one leg slung over the edge of the mattress, the other pinning your ankle down like it was holding a prize hostage.
You blinked down at the limb. “Uh…”
Sal looked too. You both slowly scanned the human barricade between freedom and the floor.“…We’re stuck,” Sal said plainly.
“Caged,” you whispered dramatically. “By the beast.”
Sal stifled a laugh, trying not to move too much under Larry’s deadweight arm. “I can’t even feel my side anymore.”
You poked Larry’s leg with your toe. “I think his soul left his body like ten minutes ago. He’s in another realm now.”
“He’s in his own world,” Sal said, voice light with amusement. You looked at him and smiled. It was easy to joke with him like this. Easy to sit here in the dark, with your arms lightly pressed together, and the weight of Larry’s unconscious limbs holding you hostage.
“Guess we’re staying here, huh?” you murmured.
“Looks like it.” Neither of you moved. Sal’s arm was warm where it rested close to yours, and you could feel the rise and fall of his chest under Larry’s draped arm. The glow from the TV dimmed a little more as the credits faded to black completely.
You sighed. “Not the worst place to be trapped.”
“…Yeah,” he said quietly.
Then Larry mumbled in his sleep “Tell ‘er she forgot the waffles…”
You both burst out laughing again, trying not to shake the bed too much. The laughter faded slowly, melting into a gentle hush the screen now pitch black, and Larry… well, Larry was definitely somewhere deep in dreamland.
You glanced down at the tangle of limbs surrounding you, then turned your head toward Sal with a dramatic sigh. “Well,” you said in a resigned voice, “it seems we have no choice.”
Sal tilted his head, mask catching a faint gleam from the now dim TV light. “…No choice?”
You gave him a mock serious look, eyes wide. “Fate has spoken. We’ve been claimed by the bed. Escape is impossible.”
His lips twitched into a small smile. “So what you’re saying it’s bedtime now?”
“I mean, what other options do we have?” you gestured at Larry’s arm sprawled over his chest and leg flopped across your own. “Unless you’ve got secret teleportation powers you’ve been hiding from me, I think we’re stuck in here for the long haul.”
Sal chuckled softly, shoulders shaking just a bit beneath the weight of Larry’s dead arm hug. “You’re not wrong.”
You wiggled a little, adjusting yourself beneath the blanket and the wall of limbs. “Okay, if we’re stuck here, I’m gonna get at least some comfort out of this.”
Then, before you could second guess yourself, you shifted closer, turning slightly until your head gently rested against Sal’s chest. your temple pressed near his shoulder, nestled just enough to be cozy without smothering. It gave both of your sides a little more breathing room from the dreaded Larry Trap™, but it also… well. It felt nice.
Sal went still. Not tense, exactly. You could feel the way his breath caught for a second before slowly evening out again. His body was warm beneath you, the gentle rise and fall of his chest oddly soothing against your cheek. The soft cotton of his shirt smelled faintly like laundry detergent and something you could only describe as Sal.
Then, in that low, careful tone he used when he wasn’t sure if he was dreaming “…This okay?”
You nodded a little against him. “Yeah. It’s nice. You’re comfy.”
Sal huffed a quiet laugh barely more than a breath but you felt it, vibrating faintly through his chest. His hand, still resting near yours beneath the blanket, inched just slightly closer. You felt your eyelids grow heavier, lulled by the warmth, the softness, the strange, peaceful intimacy of being squished between a snoring cryptid and someone who made your heart beat a little faster every time he so much as looked your way. “…Night, Sal,” you murmured sleepily.
“Night,” he whispered back.
A few quiet minutes passed. Your body had started to melt into sleep heavy, warm, and full of that fuzzy comfort that only came when you truly felt safe. But something stirred just enough to nudge you back toward wakefulness. You blinked your eyes open slowly. The TV had shut off completely now. The shadows in the room were soft, shifting slightly with the moonlight coming in through the window. You tilted your head just a little, eyes drifting up.
Sal was still awake. He hadn’t moved much barely breathed too deeply but you could feel it in the tension in his chest, the way his hand hadn’t quite relaxed beside yours, and most of all… in the quiet presence of his mask still sitting snug against his face.
You stared at it for a second, unsure why it pulled at your heart the way it did. Not because it was strange or unwelcome it was him, after all. But because he was still holding onto something. Even here. Even now. Not that you minded not really. It was part of him. But… even now? When everything else felt so relaxed?
Your voice came out as a soft whisper, so quiet it barely stirred the air between you. “…Hey, Sal?” He hummed softly in response, his chest rising gently beneath your cheek. “…Are you comfortable sleeping in it?”
There was a pause. A beat. You felt him shift, maybe in surprise. Then, quietly, he murmured, “Yeah. I’m fine with it on.”
You didn’t press. You didn’t ask why or if he was sure. You just gave him a soft smile, voice low and kind as your hand lightly brushed his side. “Okay. Just… wanna make sure you’re comfortable, too.”
The silence returne You didn’t expect him to say anything else. You didn’t even lift your head. Just closed your eyes again and let yourself settle back into the rise and fall of his breathing. Soft movement. You felt his hand slowly rise near his face, and heard it the faint sound of buckles. A click. A slide of straps.
Your heart fluttered. You stayed there, resting against him, He laid it down beside the bed, the soft thud of it muffled by the blanket. His chest exhaled fully in a mildly shaky way beneath you for the first time that night.
His arms moved. Then one wrapped gently around your shoulders, the other folding beneath your arm, pulling you just slightly closer just enough that your side was pressed into his, Instead, you felt his hand slide gently around your shoulder, the other tucking under your back as he pulled you in carefully, cautiously, like you were something fragile and precious. Your head nestled closer beneath his chin, skin against skin now. The warmth of his cheek rested near the crown of your head. His heart beat slow and steady beneath your ear, and the faintest brush of his breath stirred your hair as he held you like it was the first time he’d let himself truly breathe.
“I don’t… usually do this,” he murmured, voice barely more than a thread.
“I know,” you whispered.
your fingers lightly curled into the fabric of his shirt, your eyes fluttering shut again as sleep tugged at you like waves lapping against the shore. “…Thank you,” he whispered, so soft you might’ve imagined it.
You slept.
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚Morning crept in slowly through Sal’s bedroom window, pale light casting soft streaks across the floor. The warmth of the sun bled into the room, brushing over clothes on the floor, empty snack bags from the night before, and a muted horror movie DVD case teetering on the edge of the nightstand.
The room was still peaceful. Well… until a certain someone began to stir. Larry groaned as he stretched, hair a complete mess, one leg still draped over part of the bed like a corpse washed ashore. He scratched at his head with a yawn that could wake the dead, blinking slowly as his eyes adjusted to the daylight.
“Ugh… why the fuck does my back hurt so much,” he muttered to himself.
Then he paused, eyes drifting lazily to his left… and stopped cold. Sal was still fast asleep, flat on his back, lips parted slightly as he breathed evenly. And you were right on top of him, curled up against his chest like a cat, arm tucked across his stomach, one leg haphazardly resting over his. Sal’s arms were wrapped loosely around your shoulders, and his mask Gone. Completely gone.
Larry’s eyes widened, and a wide, giddy grin began to tug at his face. “…No. Freaking. Way.”
He grabbed his phone off the nightstand like it was the Holy Grail, and with the stealth of someone absolutely used to sneaking snacks at 2 a.m., he held it up and started snapping photos like a proud parent.
Click. One from the side your cheek smooshed into Sal’s chest.
Click. One a little closer Sal’s fingers curled softly into your hoodie sleeve.
Click click click.
Larry was giggling like a little girl, nearly silently, shaking with laughter as he zoomed in on the most disgustingly adorable sleep cuddle combo he’d ever seen. “Homeboy is getting it while I was in bed, Im kinda grossed out” he whispered to himself.
You stirred first. A sleepy groan left your throat as your eyes fluttered open, still half lidded and dazed. You blinked up in confusion, chin still resting against Sal’s chest. “…Larry?”
Sal, still dozing, gave a small hum, barely lifting his head. Larry froze, phone held in midair like he’d been caught robbing a bank.
Then your eyes focused. Your voice, raspy and heavy with sleep, came out in a groggy warning: “…Are you taking pictures?”
Larry grinned. “Don’t mind me. Just documenting the rare and elusive Wholesome Sal Cuddle Beast in his natural habitat.”
Sal groaned beneath you burying his face into your hair. “Larry…”
You let your head drop back to Sal’s chest with a sigh reaching your arm out. “gimme your phone.”
“No can do,” Larry said, flopping back onto the bed dramatically with a grin so smug it could power a city. “This is the cutest shit I’ve ever seen. You two are like… its too early to compare but you both are so gross right now.”
You groaned and hid your face, too sleepy and too cozy to even fight it. Sal, still half asleep, mumbled, “This fucker.”
Larry stood at the doorway now, still grinning like a maniac as he prepared to head down the hall probably to brag to himself in the kitchen about the goldmine of photos he just captured. With his hand on the doorknob, he turned back and said with a finger gun, “Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do… which admittedly is very little. So, uh, good luck!”
And with that, he disappeared down the hallway cackling to himself. The door clicked shut behind him, and the room settled into silence once again.
The warmth returned almost instantly quiet, unhurried, as if the space itself wanted to return you both to the peaceful cocoon of earlier. You blinked sleepily and slowly tilted your head up from where it rested on Sal’s chest, face still nestled in the soft fabric of his shirt. Your voice was hoarse from sleep, barely above a whisper, warm with affection and the comfort of a morning that didn’t need rushing.
“…Good morning.”
Sal didn’t respond right away. His eyes were already open watching you and he smiled faint, just a curl of the lips. “Good morning,” he whispered back, voice still low from sleep, a touch dazed. “You’re still here.”
You gave a soft, sleepy laugh. “Mmhmm. Guess I didn’t sleepwalk out.”
But the moment didn’t linger quite as simply as that. Because suddenly it hit him. The air shifted in his chest. His eyes flickered slightly, darting away. His arms, still loosely around you, twitched like he was trying to pull them back without making it obvious. He sucked in a shallow breath. The mask. He wasn’t wearing his mask. His skin scarred and marred, one side melted and uneven, parts of his face twisted in ways no teenager should have to learn to accept was all out. In plain view. For you to see. His heart began to pick up, beating against your chest, almost trembling. He must look disgusting. Horrifying. Why didn’t he think about it? Larry saw fine. Whatever. Larry didn’t care. Hes known him long enough that hes seen him before. But you? You were still here. Still on him. Still close enough to see every detail.
His body stiffened ever so slightly. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t move, either. Just braced for whatever was coming whether it was a flinch, a quiet “I’ll let you get dressed,” or the worst… silence. That dreaded kind of silence.
But it never came. Because when he finally risked looking down at you again… You were just looking at him. Softly. Your eyes were lidded still from sleep, but they held nothing except calm like this was the most natural thing in the world. Like the boy in front of you, as he was, didn’t need to apologize for anything. Your hand gently moved, fingers brushing the edge of his jaw in the quietest touch.
“Hi,” you murmured, still smiling faintly.
Sal’s breath caught in his throat.
He couldn’t say anything at first. His throat felt tight, like emotion had quietly wrapped around it while he wasn’t paying attention. He blinked a few times unsure if he was trying to keep the moment or convince himself it was real.
“…You’re not looking away,” he finally said, barely a whisper.
“Why would I?” you replied, your voice just as soft. “It’s just you.”
That simple sentence held the weight of a thousand reassurances.
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚The sun hung high over the school courtyard, casting sharp shadows on the cracked pavement of the outdoor cheer practice area. The sounds of sneakers squeaking, laughter, and upbeat music from someone’s speaker filled the air as you and the rest of the cheer team moved through another round of drills.
Your body moved on autopilot now high knees, arms tight, posture upright. The routine was muscle memory, but the heat made your shirt cling to your back and your ponytail stick annoyingly to your neck. Still, the energy around you was infectious.
“Alright, ladies, one more time!” Coach Hollins called out, hands clapping to the beat. “I want clean arms and sharper snaps this time. Let’s move like we mean it!”
You gave a quick nod to the two girls on either side of you Riley and Jae before falling into formation again. The team snapped into motion at the coach’s count.
“One two three, up!”
You lifted your leg into a high kick, arms raised into a perfect ‘V,’ face determined despite the burn in your thighs. Riley to your left let out a huff, shaking her head with a grin.
“You ever get tired of this?” she muttered under her breath.
“Only every second of every minute,” you whispered back, lips twitching upward.
“I heard that!” Coach Hollins barked playfully, but didn’t stop the routine.
After a few more counts, you dropped out of the line and moved to the sidelines with your small stunt group. You all grabbed water bottles and flopped onto the grass, sweat dripping, lungs still catching up.
Jae flopped dramatically onto her back beside you. “I swear this heat is trying to kill us.”
“Pretty sure it’s just the coach,” you said with a smirk, sipping from your bottle. “Sun’s innocent.”
“Oh please,” she groaned. “At this point I’d let the sun fight me. I’m already halfway dead.”
A couple other teammates laughed and plopped down beside you both, forming a loose circle of exhausted girls lying across the grass, limbs sprawled, stretching out like starfish in a sea of overtraining.
“I miss the days when practice meant jumping around for twenty minutes and eating orange slices,” Riley sighed dramatically. “Now it’s like military conditioning disguised with pom poms.”
One of the freshmen piped up, “Wait, you guys had snacks?”
Riley blinked. “You don’t?”
“Okay, okay,” said Kayla, dropping her pom poms onto the grass, “ I swear, if Trent looks at me like that one more time during math class, I’m gonna combust.”
The girls erupted into laughter around you. You leaned back onto your hands, legs stretched in front of you, catching your breath.
“hes a whore dont do it girl” another girl Jessie teased with a grin, nudging Kayla with her elbow.
“Shut up!” Kayla squeaked, face flushing.
You snorted softly and glanced at the sky for a second, internally giggling at how ridiculously teen movie this all felt. Sitting in your uniform on the grass, sweaty and giddy, talking about boys like it was the end of the world if someone didn’t text back in five minutes.
“I’m just saying,” Kayla continued with faux seriousness, “there’s something about a guy who has brains and can fuck so good at the same time. That’s dangerous.”
“He’s not even that cute,” murmured Bree, twirling a strand of her hair. “Now, Brayden from the soccer team? That’s boyfriend material.”
“Nooo,” you chimed in, shaking your head, “Brayden talks like a sentient protein shake.”
Laughter bubbled again as Bree clutched her chest dramatically. “hes hot give me a break!”
“Okay, okay, Y/N, who would you date if you had to pick?” Kayla asked, eyes narrowing with mock seriousness. “And don’t say no one. We’re not letting you wiggle out of this.”
You pursed your lips, pretending to think hard. “Hmm… does Sal Fisher count?”
Dead silence for a beat. Then the girls burst into laughter again slightly more confused this time. “Oh my god, is that the kid with the blue hair and the uh, the face thing?” Jessie asked, trying to keep her tone light.
“Yeah, the one who always wears that mask,” Bree added, stretching her legs. “You actually know him?”
“Sort of,” you shrugged, smiling to yourself. “He’s cool. Quiet, but funny in a weird way.”
The girls exchanged looks, not rude just kind of mystified. “I mean, I guess that’s kind of sweet,” Kayla said, shrugging. “But like… your group’s super different. No offense.”
“None taken,” you said brightly. “Weird’s kind of our whole brand.” They laughed again, and just like that, the moment moved on. You sat back again as the conversation turned to homecoming rumors and some sophomore drama involving lockers and glitter bombs.
The break didn’t last long Coach called for partner drills after another few minutes, and soon you were back on your feet, clapping along to counts, running through pyramid formations, and adjusting grips and stances.
Your muscles ached, sweat trailed down your spine, and the sun felt like it was trying to kiss your skin off but the rhythm of the team, the shouts of encouragement, the shared momentum it kept you going. Even if no one said it aloud, you were proud to be a part of this group.
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚The group was cutting through the courtyard, skirting the edge of the cheer practice field on their way to Todd’s house. Ash was in the middle of one of her trademark complaints animated, relentless, and incredibly specific.
“I’m telling you, this guy in biology acts like smiling would kill him. I said one sarcastic thing, and he looked at me like I burned his childhood home to the ground.”
Todd nodded sympathetically. “Sounds like someone with zero sarcasm immunity.”
Larry popped a piece of gum into his mouth and muttered, “Sounds like someone who’s intimidated by a girl with actual brain cells.”
Ash smirked. “Damn right.”
Sal had been quiet, walking just a step behind them, hands in his hoodie pockets. But when they rounded the corner near the cheer practice field, something pulled at his attention.
The music blaring from a cheap speaker. The shuffle of sneakers on grass. The high pitched yelps and laughter. he saw you. You were within practice with the squad, bouncing through a set of drills. It was chaotic, like it always was during this part of practice, and your ponytail whipped around as you dropped into a set. There was a brief moment of clumsiness you tripped over someone’s foot and went tumbling backwards into the grass with a shout.
Sal instinctively took a step forward. From across the field, he watched you burst into laughter. The kind that made your shoulders shake. Your teammates were cracking up, helping you up, brushing you off. You weren’t embarrassed just glowing. Hair a mess, cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling.
Sal stopped walking completely. That’s when Larry noticed.
“Anyway, I told him if he ever tried to talk over me again, I’d shove ” Ash was cut off when suddenly, Larry slapped a hand over her mouth.
“MMPH ?!”
He didn’t say a word just wrapped an arm around her shoulders and slowly turned her head in the direction of Sal.
“Look,” Larry whispered dramatically, the grin already forming at the corners of his mouth. “Look.”
Ash squinted. “What am I oh my god.”
Todd caught on and paused beside them.
From where they were standing, Sal was still. Not a single movement. His body was slack, hands relaxed in his pockets, head slightly tilted in your direction. The blue of his eyes was sharper, softer somehow behind the holes in his mask. Even if his expression was hidden behind the black and white plate… something in his posture said everything.
Larry leaned down, whispering like he’d just discovered a hidden species in the wild.
“Dude,” Larry said, grinning ear to ear. “He is so grown up and in love.”
“I didn’t know you could radiate heart eyes,” Ash whispered. “But he’s doing it.”
Todd, adjusting his glasses, studied Sal like he was reading a silent language. “yearning has become a person guys.”
“Yeah, he looks like a guy who just found religion,” Larry muttered.
Sal hadn’t moved. He didn’t even realize his friends had stopped. His gaze was fixed watching you wipe grass from your cheer skirt while laughing breathlessly with your teammates. Even behind the mask, they could tell his whole body was tuned in to you.
Larry smirked and elbowed Ash. “Ten bucks says he doesn’t even know he stopped walking.”
Ash grinned. “Twenty says he doesn’t even remember we’re here.”
Then, just as you glanced in his direction, Sal jolted slightly snapped out of it. You met eyes from across the field. You grinned and gave a short wave. Sal blinked… then raised a hand and gave the tiniest wave back before quickly shoving both hands into his hoodie pocket again.
His friends didn’t miss that either.
Ash snorted. “Yep. Fully gone. He’s toast.”
Larry grinned wickedly. “Imagine being so whipped your body just turns into a statue”
Sal turned toward them, eyes narrowing behind the mask. “…What?”
“Nothing,” Larry said, throwing an arm over Sal’s shoulders as they started walking again. “Just admiring the view. Cheerleading’s real educational this time of year.”
Ash winked. “Super enlightening.”
Todd patted Sal’s back. “Don’t worry. We’ll all act surprised when you confess.”
Sal grumbled under his breath, hoodie pulled tighter over his head. “You guys suck massive balls” But even as they walked away, his head turned one last time. As the group was finally peeling away from the edge of the field, Larry tossing a stick up and catching it while Ash continued her rant, they were just about to pass behind the school building when
“Hey! Todd!”
Your voice rang out over the grass, bright and cheerful, cutting through the late afternoon buzz. They all turned. You jogged over, ponytail bouncing, the edge of your cheer skirt still speckled with grass stains from your earlier fall. Your cheeks were a little flushed from the drills, but you hardly looked winded.
Todd perked up immediately. “Oh hey! What’s up?”
You stopped in front of him, a little breathless but grinning. “I started the physics homework, and I’m already in over my head. Can I go over it with you sometime this week? I promise I’ll bring snacks as a bribe.”
Todd chuckled, already reaching into his backpack. “You don’t even have to bribe me. I’ll text you the notes later and we can meet later, if you want?”
“That would be perfect,” you beamed. “You’re the best, Todd.”
“Tell me something I don’t know,” he teased with a little smile.
From behind him, Larry whispered theatrically, “Todd’s getting all the love today.”
Ash folded her arms. “As he should. He’s the only one who’s still passing any science class.”
But before you could respond, a sharp whistle blew from the field. Your coach was standing there, arms crossed, clearly waiting. You cringed slightly. “Whoops. Duty calls.”
You started jogging backward toward the field but called over your shoulder with a laugh, “I’ll see you dorks later!”
Larry clutched his chest dramatically. “She says with affection.”
Ash gave a salute. “Go, queen.”
Then you turned slightly, catching Sal’s eyes as you took a few more steps away. He hadn’t said anything hadn’t moved. He was just watching again, quietly, that unreadable expression hidden behind his mask. But his eyes… You smiled at him gently, a little softer than before. “Sal,” you said, “come over tonight, okay?”
He blinked once. “…Okay.”
Your grin widened just a little. And with that, you spun back around and jogged to join your teammates on the field, already calling an apology to your coach as you ran. The group watched in silence for a beat. As you disappeared back onto the field, Sal remained rooted in place like he’d just taken a mild electric shock completely still, hands in his pockets, shoulders slightly tense, though his expression was unreadable beneath the mask.
Larry, however, was already side eyeing him He stepped closer, squinting at Sal like he was trying to solve a puzzle he already knew the answer to. “So… you gonna tell me what that was, or should I just assume she invited you over to ‘study’?”
Sal blinked, slow and cautious. “She just said to come over later.”
Larry let out a low whistle and raised his brows. “Mmmhm. That’s how it starts, man. First it’s ‘come over,’ then it’s ‘sit on my bed,’ then suddenly both of you are pregannt”
Sal sighed. “It’s not like that.”
Larry gave him a lazy grin and elbowed him lightly. “Dude. Come on. You got the invite. That’s grounds FOR WHATEVER. You know how many dudes would sell their souls for a girl to say that to them with even half that softness?”
Todd wandered over, arms crossed and smirking. “It was suspiciously tender.”
Larry gave a mock thoughtful hum. “I’ll bring a flask. And condoms. Not for him. Just in case she realizes what a repressed weirdo he is and I gotta pick up the slack.”
Sal turned his head, deadpan. “You’re disgusting.”
Larry grinned, absolutely unbothered. “And yet, somehow still your best friend. Funny how that works.”
He leaned in a bit, dropping his voice into a mock serious tone. “Okay but real talk her place, alone, after school? foreplay waiting to happen. You sure you’re ready for that? What are you gonna do when she sits too close and your brain short circuits?”
Sal rubbed the back of his neck. “I dunno. Talk?”
Larry snorted. “Pfft. Classic. You better hope you don’t sit on the bed first or she’s gonna think you’ve got moves.”
Todd adjusted his glasses. “let the man breathe, I think that's enough teasing for right now”
Ash smiled. “Yeah! itll be all good, youre always at her place anyways, I dont see why this is anything new.”
Larry nodded sagely. “Look, man, I want you to scream into your phone the minute after you leave’”
Sal groaned, clearly regretting not disappearing with you when he had the chance. “Why do I even talk to you.”
Larry slung an arm over his shoulder. “Because I’m the only one giving you the talk no one else will. You’re entering sacred territory, my guy. The Bedroom Zone. That’s where the hot girls live.”
Sal dragged a hand down his face. “It’s just a casual hangout.”
Larry raised a brow. “Sure. Just like how ‘Netflix and chill’ is about movie appreciation.”
Ash cracked up, Todd chuckled, and Larry gave Sal one last smirk. “Look, if she offers you snacks and puts on a movie? Congrats. You’re halfway to a relationship you won’t admit you’re in for nine months.”
with that, he started walking ahead, hands in his pockets, calling back over his shoulder, “Don’t forget deodorant! And maybe brush your hair this time!” Sal stood there for a beat longer, ears pink, before quietly following, a small, reluctant smile twitching beneath the edge of his mask.
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚Your apartment door clicked shut behind you as you kicked your shoes off with a groan that could’ve belonged to someone three decades older.
“Finally,” you muttered, dragging yourself toward the couch like it owed you money. “If I had to chant Hot to go one more time, I was going to throw myself into traffic.”
Sal stepped inside a few seconds later, quiet as usual, closing the door gently behind him. His shoes made a soft thump as he set them by the mat, and he trailed behind you like a shadow familiar, unobtrusive, calm. He always did tend to come over after practice when he could. It wasn’t a thing you had ever needed to explain. He just showed up, like gravity, and you always opened the door like you were expecting him. Because you were.
You dropped onto the couch with a flop, hair sticking to the back of your neck from all the sweat and yelling. “My legs are spaghetti. My soul has left my body. ”
Sal chuckled under his breath, then wandered further in, eyes scanning the room like he always did even though nothing ever changed. It was part habit, part quiet comfort. Your apartment was small, warm, dimly lit. Blankets were folded on the armrest. Your stupid lava lamp was bubbling peacefully on the shelf. The place smelled faintly of vanilla and shampoo and you. Which wouldn’t normally bother him. Except now Larry’s stupid voice was in his head like a mosquito trapped in a tin can. Sal blinked.
Right. Couch. You were on the couch. Not the bed. Totally normal. Sal watched you from the doorway for a moment, something amused in the angle of his head, He shifted a little awkwardly, standing there for a second too long before walking over and settling into the other end of the couch. He usually did that, too always a respectful amount of space, always calm and quiet. But tonight his back was a little straighter. His shoulders a little stiffer. His brain a little louder.
then quietly walked over and lowered himself onto the couch beside you. He sat stiff at first, unsure of how close to get, but your hand reached out to lightly tug on the hem of his sleeve.
“You can sit normal, Sal. I don’t bite,” you mumbled into a throw pillow.
Sal blinked. “…Right.”
So he settled in, closer now. Shoulders relaxed, hands resting in his lap.
You didn’t seem to notice. You sighed and reached for the throw blanket, dragging it over your lap. “I swear, our captain’s trying to kill us before regionals. That girl has no chill at all.”
Sal nodded, fiddling with the frayed end of his sleeve. “You looked good out there. In practice, I mean. You’re, um… really good.”
You cracked a tired smile. “Wow. A whole compliment? Who are you and what have you done with the real Sal?”
He rubbed the back of his neck. “I mean it.”
You leaned back, eyes drifting closed for a moment. “Thanks. That’s sweet.”
Sal stared at the ceiling. God. Larry was so annoying. worse he might have been a little right. Sal snuck a glance at you. You were curled up under your blanket, makeup smudged, hair messy, hoodie riding up slightly as you hugged a pillow to your chest. Relaxed. Comfortable. Like this was normal. It was normal. But now his heart was doing this thing in his chest, like it couldn’t decide if it was nervous or just stupid. He’d been in this apartment a hundred times. But now he was acutely aware of every inch of the couch between you. Every sound. Every breath.
“Hey,” you said suddenly, eyes fluttering open. “You okay? You’re quiet.”
Sal blinked. “I’m always quiet.”
You tilted your head, watching him for a second. “Yeah, but this is like… extra quiet. Like ‘do I need to get you tea or something?”
Sal flushed under the mask. “I’m just tired. Long day.”
You nodded like that made perfect sense and scooted over slightly just an inch or two. Just enough to close the space between you a little. “Same. You can lean back, y’know. You look like you’re in timeout.”
You shifted again, grumbling about how sore your thighs were from endless jumping and kicks, and without much thought, you swung your legs up and over Sal’s lap.Sal froze just a bit at the sudden contact like someone had startled a cat but when you didn’t move again, he relaxed slowly. He looked down at your legs draped across him, then up at your face. You weren’t even paying attention, completely at peace.
“So,” you started casually, “there’s this show in the city next month like a mini festival kind of deal? Bunch of local punk and alt bands. Larry and Ash wanna go, and I’m so tempted.”
Sal blinked, his hands awkwardly hovering near your shins. “You gonna go?”
You shrugged. “Maybe. Depends on money, and if we survive regionals without blowing our knees out. But also… I don’t have anything to wear. I can’t show up in pastel to a punk show.”
He gave a small huff of amusement, fingers finally settling on your legs just resting there at first, the lightest contact. “Bet you could make anything work,” he murmured.
You smirked at that, cracking one eye open to look at him. “You flirting with me, Fisher?”
“Barely,” he said, voice teasing but warm.
You grinned and nudged his arm with your foot. You rambled on about some of the bands on the lineup, flipping through your phone with one hand while the other idly tugged at the blanket. Sal nodded, adjusting slightly under your legs. “Yeah. Larry won’t shut up about it. He wants to mosh until he dislocates a shoulder.”
“That’s such a Larry thing. I was thinking about going. It’s not really my usual scene, but I don’t know… it’d be fun.”
Sal tilted his head toward you, curiosity sparking. “You can always see, you did say you liked my music before and its not too far off”
You started rambling, voice soft but animated mentioning outfits with fishnets, oversized band tees, maybe one with a leather jacket if the night was cold. A crop top you hadn’t had a chance to wear yet. And somewhere along the way soft and slow Sal’s fingers began to move.
He hadn’t meant to, not consciously. But as you spoke, he found himself gently running his fingertips along your shin, then your calf, trailing little absentminded patterns with the pads of his fingers. He moved like he was afraid to startle you, every brush of his hand tender and hesitant. You didn’t react at first. Perhaps you didn’t even notice. But your voice dipped a little, more relaxed, like the comfort of it had settled into your bones. Your leg twitched slightly in contentment, and Sal’s hand paused Then continued, slower this time.“That purple top you wore at the bonfire,” he said suddenly, voice quiet, almost like it snuck out of him, “you looked… really nice in it.”
You turned your head toward him, eyes blinking open with a sleepy little smile. “Yeah?”
He nodded, eyes flicking away. His hand stilled again, resting warm and steady on your leg. “Yeah.” Sal blinked, clearly only just now realizing he was still touching you. He froze for a second again, his fingers hovering in place like they’d been caught doing something illegal.
You raised a brow. “What, you gonna stop now?”
He hesitated then quietly resumed, a small smile hidden beneath his mask. “No,” he said softly. “I’ll keep going.”
You smiled to yourself and let your eyes close. despite the thoughts running miles a minute in his head, despite the ghost of Larry’s voice still rattling around somewhere in the background saying, “You’re in too deep, lover boy,” Sal didn’t stop. He just sat there, calm and quiet as ever, slowly tracing lazy circles against your skin.
You yawned, stretching your arms again until your fingertips grazed the top of the couch. “You should just stay the night again,” you said, voice casual, like it wasn’t making Sal’s heart immediately stutter in his chest. “You’ve still got clothes here from the last time. Plus, I don’t feel like saying bye.”
Sal blinked at you, unsure if you were teasing or not. He nodded slowly. “…Yeah. Okay. If you’re cool with it.”
You gave a little grin. “I wouldn’t’ve asked if I wasn’t.”
You sat up slightly, arms propped behind you. “Also, I’ve been craving something sweet all day. Wanna bake something? Cookies? Muffins? Brownies? We’ve got options, Sal.”
He opened his mouth to say something sarcastic but instead, what came out, soft and automatic, was:
“Yeah. Sure. Anything with you.” There was a brief pause. You blinked at him. He blinked at himself. Then his shoulders hunched a little as he realized what he’d just said. “I mean not anything anything. I just meant like I’m down for whatever you wanna bake. Or whatever.” His voice went lower and quicker with each word, panic mode lightly engaged.
You, meanwhile, were trying not to grin like a fool. “Anything with me?” you teased, poking his side.
Sal groaned and covered his face with his hand. “Please forget I said that.”
You smirked. “Relax. I got the message.”
You walked into the kitchen, still grinning as you rummaged through cabinets. “We’re doing cookies. I’ve got chocolate chips, let’s go.”
Sal followed after you, his hands shoved in his pockets now, even if you also unknowingly made his heart trip over itself every ten seconds.
You were already digging through the baking shelf when Sal joined you in the kitchen, He looked more at home than anyone had the right to in someone else’s apartment. And maybe that’s because this wasn’t “someone else’s” anymore not to him. You held up a bag of chocolate chips like it was sacred treasure. “Behold. The only reason this dough will be tolerable.”
Sal smirked faintly, leaning a hip against the counter. “Wow. No faith in your own baking skills?”
You scoffed, tossing the bag on the counter. “I’m realistic. My baking is edible. Not gourmet.”
“I’ve eaten weirder things,” he said, deadpan, reaching for the mixing bowl.
Your eyebrow arched. “That’s not comforting.”
“I mean, you’re letting me help, so who’s really at fault here?”
You made a dramatic show of dumping flour into the bowl. “You've got all my trust, blue boy.”
He nodded solemnly. You passed him the whisk while cracking eggs into a small bowl. Sal took the whisk with a little more flair than necessary. “How do I stir this? is there a certain way or?”
You paused, watching him with amusement. “I dunno, maybe talk dirty to it. ‘Cause these cookies are about to be sinful.”
Without missing a beat, Sal leaned down a little and murmured to the bowl in his calmest voice, “Hey, sugar. You like it rough, or should I ease the chocolate chips in slowly?”
You choked on your laugh so hard you had to grab the counter for support. “SAL. What the hell ?!”
He grinned as he started mixing, shoulder bouncing slightly from his own laughter. “You started it.”
“You said it too well, that’s the problem,” you said, smacking his arm with a dish towel. “Didnt know i was hanging out with a FREAK”
“I try my best” he said, licking a bit of dough off his finger after moving his mask to the side ever so slightly.
You paused. “Did you just raw dog cookie dough? theres eggs in that” He looked at you, expression unreadable under his mask, “…I walked into that one, didn’t I?” you mumbled.
“Hard,” he replied simply.
You groaned, hiding your face behind your hands. “I liked it better when you were flustered and awkward.”
“Too late,” Sal said, dumping the chocolate chips in with an almost smug level of confidence. You rolled your eyes but couldn’t stop smiling as you reached over to flick flour at him. He ducked with surprising grace, the grin behind the mask audible in his voice. “Try me again and you’re getting dough on your face.”
“Oh no,” you gasped “What ever shall I doooooo” He dipped two fingers in the bowl. “Don’t you dare.” He looked at you. stared deep into your eyes. then slowly took a taste instead. You stared at him, jaw dropped. “Thought you were gonna smear it on me,” you muttered.
“Tempting,” he said casually, licking the last bit of dough off his thumb, “but I’m not wasting chocolate on your forehead.”
“Oh, so we’re economical and sassy tonight are we?”
He shrugged. “Multitasking.”
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ The oven beeped to life, the tray of cookies safely tucked inside. You set the timer with a satisfied little hum, turning on your heel just as Sal moved to put the mixing bowl in the sink. You didn’t mean to step into him, but the narrow kitchen and your complete lack of awareness sent you directly into his chest.
You both froze.
Your hands braced instinctively against his chest, his hands caught at your shoulders in an effort to steady you. It wasn’t a rough impact. The air shifted instantly. You looked up at him, suddenly hyper aware of how close you were. The only thing keeping your faces apart… was the smooth surface of his mask.
Neither of you moved. You looked up, startled at first, but then your gaze softened. The glow of the kitchen light cast gold shadows across the room, and you swore you could see a flush creeping beneath the edge of his hairline.
His hands didn’t drop right away. Neither did yours. barely above a whisper, Sal said, “It’s not fair… how easy it is to want this with you.”
The words fell out of him like they’d been waiting to be said for weeks. stripped of any of the usual carefulness he kept wrapped around himself. Your breath caught, eyes searching his through the hair that had fallen across his face. Your voice was barely above a whisper when you spoke.
“Can I… take it off?”
His breath hitched. He blinked. “Wh– wow, okay. Um. Your phrasing is kinda uh…” He rubbed the back of his neck, shifting his weight. “You make it sound like we’re about to hook up on the counter.”
You blinked then burst out laughing. “Oh my god, Sal.” You smacked his chest lightly. “That wasn’t even what I meant, but now I can’t un hear it.”
He gave a helpless, sheepish shrug, eyes crinkling just a little. “You said it, not me.”
You tilted your head, grinning up at him. “We can save that for another time, then.”
That shut him up. You watched as his brain visibly short circuited, eyes going wide before darting off to the side in panic. His ears turned bright pink beneath his hair.
“Joking,” you whispered, though the glint in your eye said you weren’t completely kidding. “Mostly.”
He let out a soft huff as he let his hands drop from your waist, stepping back just slightly but not enough to break the warmth still hanging between you. You tilted your head. “I’m serious, though. I won’t push. But if you ever feel ready… I’d like to see the whole you again.”
Sal nodded slowly, eyes dropping to the floor for a beat before flicking back up. “I know.”
The beep sliced through the silence like a mischievous little gremlin, reminding you that time and cookies waited for no emotionally charged stare downs. You blinked, the moment still humming in your chest, then snorted softly. “Relax. It’s just the halfway point.”
Sal rolled his eyes, stepping back just a bit more but not enough to be out of reach. “You act like I was the one making it weird.”
You lifted a brow. “Oh, really? ‘It’s not fair how easy it is to want this with you’ that wasn’t a little weird?”
He groaned and rubbed the back of his neck. “You were this close to getting a sweet moment, and you blew it.”
“I didn’t blow anything,” you shot back with a smirk, walking over to check the oven through the glass. “but given the chance .”
“Y/n, don't even start you perv” Sal let out a surprised little laugh behind his mask, looking at you like you were the most ridiculous thing he’d ever seen.
“I cant help it when I’ve got a hot guy in my kitchen,” you said, glancing at him.
He tilted his head, eyes glinting. “Hot guy?”
“Oh, please. Don’t act surprised. You know exactly what you’re doing in those damn sweatpants.”
Another beep interrupted you, louder this time. You spun to open the oven and muttered, “Cookie time,.” Sal chuckled, walking over behind you and peeking over your shoulder as you reached in with the mitts. “Don’t crowd me,” you teased.
“Just trying to make sure you don’t burn your hands.”
“You burn your mouth on these and I’m not driving you to the ER.”
“Oh, I won’t. I’m excellent with handling hot things.”
Your head turned slowly. “You did not just say that.”
He grinned like the smug bastard he secretly was and plucked a chip off the edge of one cookie. “Too late.”
You watched as Sal carefully moved the cookies to a plate. “Okay,” you said between chews, “we’ve officially earned the right to crash. I say we head to my room movie, cookies, blankets, the whole comfy package.”
Sal paused as he was reaching for another cookie, fingers hovering. “Your… room?”
You turned to him, one brow raised. “Yeah. My bed has like… six pillows. And heated blankets. Plus the TV’s bigger.”
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚The movie was already twenty minutes in by the time the two of you had finally settled on your bedYou were leaned against Sal’s shoulder, one of your legs curled beneath you, and his body was warm where it pressed gently into yours. Neither of you said much at first, letting the ambient noise of the film fill the space. It was peaceful. Familiar. But for Sal, something about the moment tugged at his thoughts.
He swallowed thickly, barely noticing the way your head had drifted to rest just a little more against him. He was remembering. Your laughter in his room just a few days ago. The way you’d leaned into him so naturally. your body curled into his side played on repeat in his mind more than the movie ever could. He’d said nothing then, hadn’t even dared breathe too loudly, afraid it would pop the fragile bubble of comfort he’d never known he needed.
But now… it was happening again. Here. In your space. Now, lying beside you again, your hair brushing his jawline every now and then when you shifted slightly, he could feel that same quiet gravity pulling at him.
Sal glanced down at you. You were focused on the screen, but he caught the tiny smile at the corner of your mouth perhaps at the film, or at the warmth of the room, or, maybe because of him. He liked to think it was that last one.
You suddenly shifted, laying more fully against his chest and letting your arm rest lightly across his stomach. “Too many cookies,” you mumbled.
He huffed a laugh, his hand instinctively coming up to rest against your back. “That’s on you. I told you to pace yourself.”
“You say that every time, and yet here we are,” you muttered into his shirt. “Besides, they were good and not as bad as i anticipated. Admit it.”
“They were good,” he said quietly. “You always make them good.” Sal chuckled softly under his breath, a hand resting near your waist under the blanket. He could feel the way you molded against him, so naturally. So easily.
The mask felt heavier than usual. He blinked slowly, something shifting inside him. A decision. It wasn’t sudden. It had been building for a while through the shared jokes, the lingering glances, the safety of your presence. now, here, in the soft glow of your bedroom, with your warmth against his side and your breathing matching his, it didn’t feel terrifying.
Sal reached up and slipped the mask from his face. The air hit his skin differently without it. Vulnerability being oh so strong now. But not in a bad way. Not here.
He held the mask in his lap, his hands fidgeting with the straps while his eyes flicked toward you. His lips parted like he might say something, but the words stuck
It was subtle at first just the faintest change in the way his breathing slowed, like he was bracing himself. Your eyes fluttered up and adjusted to the dim room, and when you tilted your head slightly to look at him…
For a second, you just blinked Sal noticed your gaze immediately and stiffened. “Don’t look too hard,” he said quickly, voice low and tense.
You turned fully toward him, shifting just enough to sit up slightly on your elbow. “Sal,” you murmured, your voice laced with surprise but not a hint of pity.
Then, slowly, your hand lifted toward his face. His eyes flicked to your fingers as they hovered near his cheek, and he flinched just slightly but enough for you to pause. He wasn’t used to being seen like this. “I’m sorry,” he said quickly, barely above a whisper. “I just I know it’s not…”
Your hand gently made contact with his cheek, and he stopped talking. You were warm. Steady. You didn’t pull back. Your thumb brushed lightly across his skin, tracing the edge of one of his scars without hesitation.
“It’s not what?” you asked quietly. “Not what you think I want to see? Sal, I’ve wanted to do this for months.”
before he could say anything, you leaned in and pressed your lips softly gently against his. It wasn’t rushed or desperate. It was patient. the world could finally stop spinning just long enough for him to realize: he was wanted. Just like this.
Sal’s eyes widened, the warmth of your lips still lingering as you pulled back, close enough that your breath still ghosted across his skin. His ears were red. His cheeks too. He blinked once, then twice. “You… wanted to?” he asked, barely able to meet your eyes.
You smiled, so close he could feel it. “Of course I did.”
He didn’t respond right away. Just looked at you, like he was still waiting to wake up from something too good to be real. Then, hesitantly like testing the weight of the moment Sal leaned in and pressed his lips to yours in return. This kiss was shy, soft, but undeniably him nervous, sweet, and full of something he didn’t quite know how to say yet.
When he pulled back, he rested his forehead gently against yours. He was blushing furiously, but he didn’t hide this time.
“…I’ve wanted to too,” he admitted quietly
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Jax's fear of being trapped and what that might imply about his past/future
Hello 2 days ago i've developped a chronic case of Brainrotting about Jax, tragic I know.
I'm kinda basing this slightly of what Gooseworx have said in QnAs though I will not rely on it because I think purely relying on a creator's words and not the media isn't really satisfying.
The main thing that stood out to me in this episode with Jax was that he seems to fear punishement.
He seems really freaked out when Gangle proposed the idea of Cain punishing him...
And then he immediatly goes to Zooble to be like "lol you don't believe Cain actually could punish us right ?" and while he's proven right at the end of the episode, the fact that he immediatly tries to seek reassurance that he wouldn't get punished says a lot. In fact in his expressions he looks both sides while saying it almost like he seems...unsure/anxious (idk the right word).
Also when he's brought into the employee training scene. He's weirdly...afraid and shaken by it ?? (not showing the screenshot cos everyone remembers that scene).
Which like, I understand that was terrifying but it was a strangely strong reaction to something that...light ? I mean he wasn't brainwashed or anything. I might be stretching it but all of it, including the scene's purpose makes me wonder if it brought Jax bad memories of...something.
After that scene happens, he completely acts normal and stops trying to be a dick completely.
Now this isn't a convo about weither that's Jax's true self and his jerk self is a persona. People are trying way too hard to either try to make him a one dimensional asshole or secretly a good guy which like he's neither he's a bastard with layers. But that's not what this is about so ANYWAYS.
All of this made me wonder what was Jax's main Thing, more so his theme or the thing that makes him tick.
We know with Gangle it's her issue with masking (her dreams, how she feels, etc...), Ragatha being a people pleaser, Zooble's body dysmorphia, King's memories and how they link with the loss of his wife and Pomni's desire for companionship.
For Jax we actually don't really know other than...he's a dick and he's using it to cope which like....duh ?
But with this episode and also a little thing that I got from researching QnAs (because i'm normal and chill like that) made me realise what could Jax's Thing.
A Fear of Consequences and being Trapped
Now the main thing that drove this thought was me finding out Gooseworx assigning a song to Jax which is this one.
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Don't fence me in, huh....
That line meaning a desire to not be restricted and not losing their freedom.
This makes me think this is probably what Jax's character is at least partially about, or more so...his biggest fear. Being restricted, reprimended or trapped.
I think in part that fear could be related to his past, which I'm gonna throw my cards here, my own personal theory is that he was stuck in juvenile detention for misbehaving as a kid. That experience traumatising him enough that he was probably similar to the Jax we've seen at the end of episode 4, just Tired.
Now does it Necessarely have to be a juvenile detention center, honestly no ? But it's the thing that makes the most sense in my head.
Either way this also explains a lot of things about his behavior in the circus.
He's now secluded in a space with absolutely 0 Consequences, the one person who can dish it out is an AI who is probably programmed to never harm humans (directly at least). He's even proven right at the end of episode 4.
I think what led to Jax's shit behavior was this realisation that this is pretty much now his Safe Heaven. In real life he can't just be who he wants to be, there's potential consequences that he's afraid of.
Now I know I'm gonna hear like "oh so you just think Jax is an asshole by nature", I don't think he is (i don't think he's ever been a nice person his life but like there's a difference here), I genuinely think he's not more so being himself rather that it's just that he's overcompensating for the lack of freedom that he's felt his entire life.
In a way it's similar to how people act on the internet.
Imagine that you were a misbehaving kid and you were reprimended HARSHLY for it, to the point where you're not really fixed per say but you're stuck being terrified of even being slightly flawed.
But now here he is, in a place where death doesn't matter, the harm he does doesn't matter and the one person who can actually hurt him just gives him weird shenanigans that give him opportunities to lash out.
However, there's a tiny little problem...
This fantasy cannot last forever forever and I'm not talking about them getting out because as far as they know it's out of the cards for them.
It's very much clear that the circus with the arrival of Pomni is becoming more tight knit and less divided, creating a more solid friendship group with the help of Pomni being an actual normal nice human person (Zooble is nice too but they're more jaded and too depressed to deal with most of everything, and Ragatha is a whole baggage).
It's becoming increasingly clear in the episodes themselves as well that, Jax can't just be an asshole anymore. Every episode since episode 1 has led to him being reprimended or him not being given what he wants. The group is becoming closer and they're sick of his bullshit.
He also probably doesn't like being alone and hated. We see him seeming sad at the talk of Kofmo's funeral before having to go back to being angry and dismissive in his facial expression.
Maybe he really did want to go to Kofmo's funeral but like would anyone actually believe he would be genuine, after being an asshole for so long would it really be worth for Jax to just break it all right there.
But it's clear he's also not really enjoying being alone.
Jax in a way is basically burrying a hole for himself. Being an asshole was his perfect dream after probably living a life of boredom and repression but now that this consequenceless existence has finally revealed itself to just be a mirage, he's now unable to access the things he really needs.
Actual friendship.
It's clear that the Digital Circus has a point of companionship being extremely important, in fact when we get mentions of Kofmo's abstracting we get also mentions about how no one really founds his jokes funny. Kinger mentioning how making someone feel alone and unwanted is the worst thing you could do to someone. Gangle is saved by Pomni and Zooble's presence.
However there's no one at fault for Jax's isolation, he only has himself to blame.
Ive got more but i'm tired so hope you guys enjoyed it.
#digital circus#jax#tadc jax#tadc#tadc analysis#the amazing digital circus#tadc episode 4#i'm sleepy so if there are any mistakes you see#no you don't#Youtube
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Hey Guys! I hope you all enjoyed chapter 6! I wouldn’t freaking know because no one gives me feedback expect for my dedicated pookies. Also go check out @izzih22 new series if you haven’t! Along with @hereforuconnwbb new series!! but I would like to hear y’all’s feedback more, post a comment, send inbox or Dm with what u like/dislike abt the chapters so I know what yall want to see better! I’d appreciate it so very much pookies. Have fun reading… ;)
Pairing: Hopkins transfer Azzi x Hopkins Paige
The quiet vibration of the car engine filled the space.
Thoughts swirling in both girls heads about what had happened at the diner.
“So, are you gonna tell me where your driving? or am I just being kidnapped?” Azzi asked, glancing over at Paige.
Paige was resting on hand on the steering wheel, spread out lazily but still maneuvering the car with persision, “I figured you’d want something sweet, you have a disgusting sweet tooth Az,”
Azzi felt her heart tighten a little at Paige knowing what she wanted, then it struck her. How did she know? “How do you know I have a sweet tooth? are you really a stalker P, its getting kinda scary.” She teased, a small smile tugging at her lips.
Something had definitely changed. It was unspoken but still, their flirting had gone from having an underlying sense of rivalry, to now having a heat behind it. Azzi had realized the day she met Paige their relationship was going to be different. Like a cosmic pull was stringing them closer. And now, she thought that it might not have been a ‘cosmic pull’ but just pure attraction. Something that scared her in the best way.
Paige had the same idea, less intense, but she knew she wanted Azzi. She wanted her bad. But she was the reason their relationship started off rocky, but she didn’t regret it. If anything she was glad she could flirt with Azzi and blame it on her hating her. Even though that reason wasn’t the truth. She felt herself looking at Azzi, from in class, to stealing glances of her during practice, to when she was alone in bed at night and found herself on her Instagram page, admiring the small details of her from her modeling posts. It was all something she knew was apart of something larger, something was going to happen between them. She knew Azzi was different already.
Paige looked over at Azzi, the moonlight and streets casting a warm glow into her deep brown eyes, “I’m not a stalker, just observant.”
Just as Paige said that, she started to pull into a Ice cream store parking lot,
“Ice cream?” Azzi asked, trying to hide her pure child-like excitement.
Paige saw the way her eyes lit up, it tugging at her heart a little, “Yes, are you five years old by any chance?”
Azzi scoffed, clicking off her seatbelt and grabbing her phone, “is it a crime to like ice cream as a 16 year old? Last time I checked it wasn’t.”
Paige rolled her eyes, still trying to pretend she wasn’t falling for every little thing Azzi said. She had always been the type to fall quickly, more often then not getting hurt by it. But it was something about herself she couldn’t change. she feared that it would hurt her again, but there’s no stopping whats in motion.
Paige got out of the car, making sure to grab her wallet and phone.
Azzi did the same, already have started to walk towards the building.
Paige caught up with her, hands in pockets and decided to verbalize wat she had been thinking about. “So..we should probably talk about the whole ‘Ash’ thing.”
Paige opened the door for Azzi, letting her in first. To which Azzi returned a small smile, not one of her normal cocky ones toward Paige, but one from her heart.
They walked in and noticed it was pretty packed,
“Yeah we can talk…after ice cream. Also, maybe we should sit outside, it’s pretty busy in here, yknow get some quiet. If it doesn’t make you too nervous.”
Paige leaned her head back a little, narrowing her eyes on Azzi, “I wont be nervous, already have you wrapped around my finger.”
Azzi shook her head foundly, letting out an exhale, “You’ve got that all wrong Bueckers. Cmon, I want ice creammmm!”
Azzi grabbed Paiges forearm and pulled her towards the counter, speaking up to the worker immediately.
She didn’t need to look at the menu, already knowing what to order. “Hi, could I get a medium cup of Rocky road, with sprinkles and hot fudge?”
The worker nodded and looked at Paige,
Paige added in, “Uh yeah can I just get a small cup of vanilla? That’s all.”
Azzi glared at her, “Boring.”
Paige scoffed, “Not boring, just an aware athlete trying not to poison herself.”
The worker who was watching the teasing, amused, spoke up. “It’ll be 7.98, and can I just say you guys are such a cute couple. You can tap on the screen by the way.”
Azzis face felt a rush of heat at the awkward moment, but Paige not wanting to let the moment to be bad for all of them spoke, “Thanks,” While she tapped her phone to the screen to pay.
Azzi was a little taken a back by her answer, making a mental note to ask her about it later. But greatful that it shut down the conversation.
The worker smiled while she handed the ice cream cups to each of them along with spoons. “Have a good night you guys.”
Paige simply nodded at her, and Azzi replied, “You too.”
They started to walk towards the door, the silence between them deafening.
Paige open the door for Azzi once again, to which Azzi didn’t have the same reaction before, a little lost in her thoughts.
They walked in awkward silence to a bench at the back of the building, it was surrounded by green grass and overlooking a quiet park in the still of the night. Only illuminated by a street light and the moon, the warm night air sweeping through.
Azzi sat down on the same side as Paige, positioned foward looking out at the park.
But as it hit Azzi, her brain simply fried from everything, she blurted out, “ugh, why do you always smell like that.”
Paige startled out of her thoughts grew a little concerned at the sudden sentence. “Uh…like what?”
Azzi became aware of what it sounded like she was implying, quickly corrected herself. “No, not like that yknow. like every time we have class or after running miles at practice you still smell really good, it’s annoying.”
Paige felt herself heat up at the silly compliment, “You obsessed with me, huh?”
Azzi rolled her eyes, taking a bite of her ice cream while looking at the park across the field from them. Paige looked over at her profile, noting the soft curves in her nose and the way her eyelashes caught the moonlight.
“I’m not obsessed with you, just… observant as well.”
Paige shook her head, the awkwardness from emailer seemingly dissipating into the night air.
“So, Ash. Whats our plan for that?” Paige redirected.
Azzi crossed her legs and met Paiges eyes, which were strickingy blue still. “You mean my plan to get us out of the issue you created? Haven’t thought much about it yet.”
Paige sighed, taking a bite of her ice cream and thinking.
Azzi spoke first, also running it through her mind, “well, I mean, I guess I’ll text her tonight. Maybe like a few of her highlights, see if she leads.”
Paige nodded, “Yeah, she’ll lead. She always does.”
Azzi was quiet for a beat, but then she cleared her throat and met Paiges gaze again. “How come you didn’t correct the worker in here when she called us a couple.”
The truth was, Paige didn’t hate hearing someone mistake them for a couple. “I just didn’t want it to be awkward, correcting her would just make us all feel a little weird.”
Azzi hummed, taking in what she said, even though not believing it to an extent.
Then just in that moment of silence, her phone buzzed.
Paige grabbed Azzis phone hearing the buzz, like she had the right too.
“Hey!” Azzi protested at the blonde
Paige looked at her phone seeing a notification.
Instagram:
Ash: hey pretty, you invite your team yet? just trying to get a head count lol.
Azzi raised an eyebrow at Paige’s face, it contorting into one of confusion and some relief.
“What is it?” She asked,
Paige turned the phone around to reveal the message, which she quickly scanned.
“Maybe you were right. That’s pretty friendly.” Paige said, fully handing the phone to her. But something in her tone was off….almost upset.
“You good?” Azzi asked having noticed the underlying tone,
Paiges jaw clenched slightly, avoiding eye contact with her, “yeah I’m good. You should respond.”
Azzi took a second to study Paige, wonder what she was thinking before opening the phone.
She went to instagram, reading it through again. Then turned back to Paige, “sooo..what do I say?”
Paige wanted her to say nothing, she was almost blinded by the thought of Azzi flirting with her Ex because of her stupidity. But she had to push those feelings down, knowing that this was the only way to get Ash to not leak anything.
“Well..you flirt.” Paige responded. Also looking at the phone
Azzi let out a huff, “I know that big head, but I mean, like how?”
Paige looked up, “how? You don’t know how to flirt?”
Azzi narrowed her eyes, but then looked away quickly. Because truthfully, she didn’t. Paige was the only one she had ever really flirted with, and that was only because it was a challenge….well at least at first.
“I don’t go around flirting with everyone, unlike you.” She replied,
Paige rolled her eyes, focusing back on her ice cream in hand, taking a slow bite, lingering the plastic spoon in her mouth. “I don’t flirt with everyone, Azzi.” She said, her voice nearing a dangerous level of honesty.
Those words kicked her back into focus, knowing they had a double meaning, and knowing the meaning behind it wasn’t one to explore tonight. “Well, looks like it to me. Yknow you do that thing.” Azzi said, gesturing towards Paige’s face.
Paige looked over amused, dropping her voice to a smooth teasing one. “What thing? Look pretty?”
Azzi scoffed at her, the only worse about Paige being pretty is that she knew it. “Not that.”
“So you admit I’m pretty?” Paige quickly replied, leaning in.
“I never said that”
“But you never denied it.”
Azzi took the challenge,
She leaned in even closer to Paige, inches away, and whispered, “yeah, you’re pretty. Happy?”
Paige felt heat pool at the words, mixed with the limited space between them, she’d do anything to close the gap.
“That. Right there,”
Azzi looked at her confused, “huh?”
Paige leaned back, creating some much needed space, ”that was flirting, even if it wasn’t as good as mine, you do know what to do, Princess.” She said as she took another bite of ice cream.
“Okay 1. Your not much better at flirting them me. 2. I have to do this over text, to a stranger.” Azzi answered, glancing back down at her open phone,
“Psh, we both know I can flirt better, that’s okay to admit. And yknow just like, use what you have to your advantage.”
“What I have? What do you mean?” Azzi said looking into her blue eyes,
Paige let her gaze drift off again, thinking about if she was gonna be honest. But with a breath, she decided it was easier to just suck it up and say it. “Post yourself. A good photo of yourself. She’ll reply to it. I’ll bet on that,”
Azzi looked at her, confused because she thinks Paige may have just given her a compliment, a complicated one nevertheless. “Okay, I will. Is my face just that alluring? She’ll come running at the sight of it.”
“Anyone with a brain would come running to you if they had the chance,” Paige said, leaning in.
Azzi breath caught for a split second, caught off guard by Paige’s words.
Paige caught the reaction. A grin spreading across her face. “See? I’m better at flirting.”
Azzi shoved her. Which drew a dramatic groan from Paige.
“Shut up, I’ll post something tonight. Even if I look like a desperate slut because of it.”
Paige nodded, still slightly smiling. “Lookin foward to it.”
A comfortable silence feel over them for a minute, neither one complaining about it, because there was just something nice about being in each others presence.
“You done?” Azzi asked, looking at Paige’s and her own empty cups.
“Yea,” she said standing up, offering out a hand for Azzi.
Her heart warmed at the small gesture, it just seemed to be something Paige did without thinking, showing that she wasn’t all that bad.
Azzi grabbed her hand, lingering on it for a second before pulling away.
Paige felt the touch stretch, but really she didn’t want it to end. It seemed like their hands fit perfectly together.
“You’re driving.”
Paige caught the keys Azzi just threw at her with a groan,
*****
They walked back to the car,
as both of them sat down in their chairs, Azzi speaks up. “Yknow, we don’t really have anything tomorrow until practice.”
“Yeah…and?” Paige asked.
Azzi hesitated for a second, “my parents and bothers aren’t home, maybe you wanna come over? If you don’t that’s totally fine too.”
Paige was a little shocked at the invitation, especially since she didn’t know if Azzi felt the same pull to be around her, “Yeah, sure -um yeah.” Paige replied, smile tugging at her mouth.
“Cool,” Azzi replied as nonchalant as she could (which wasn’t very much)
Paige started to drive in the direction of Azzis house, silently freaking out, because hanging out alone with her in an empty house was a little more than she could handle.
After 6 mintues of music filled silence between them, Paige pulled into her driveway.
Azzi got out of the car, waiting for Paige to follow,
They made their way up the stairs and she started fumbling with her key at the door before pausing for a moment and looking at Paige, “Oh - but the way. I have a kid.”
“A what?” Paige said shocked.
Azzi chuckled. “Yeah, she’s only a year old. But don’t be too loud, I think she’s asleep.”
“You have a kid? Since when?” Paige asked, racking her mind.
Azzi played into it more, “yeah, she’s the love of my life. We tried to keep it hidden from the public as much as we could.”
“uhh—Okay?” Paige replied, completely baffled at this new information.
Azzi pushed the door open, making her way inside as Paige followed suit.
“Wait right here, I’ll go get her.” Azzi said looking back, trying to hide her lying.
Paige threw her hands up, with a shrug. “Okay I guess?”
Azzi wandered off into the house, opening her bedroom door to find Stewie, her dog and baby. Asleep on her bed.
“Hey stew, I have someone to meet.” She said carefully picking up the tired dog.
stewie started wagging her tail at the sound of Azzi voice, gleefully letting herself be picked up.
Azzi tried to stay as quiet as she could while walking back to Paige, making her way to the living room.
Paige stood there on her phone, racking socials for information on Azzi apparent pregnancy.
She didn’t even hear Azzi creep up until she spoke, “Paige this is Stewie, my baby. and Stewie this is Paige.”
Stewie started barking in Azzis arms at the sight of the blonde.
“Really?”
“What?” Azzi said placing Stewie down, “She’s my baby.”
“You so annoying Az,” Paige said, putting her phone away, slightly relieved to see Azzi didn’t have a whole child.
She bent down to pet Stewie who was already at her legs, “Hey there Stewie, You have a stupid mom. Sorry about that.”
Azzi crossed her arms and scoffed, taking offense“She does not!”
Paige stood back up and chucked, “Sureeeee”
Azzi rolled her eyes and started walking towards her room, motioning for Paige to follow.
Once they entered her room Azzi plopped down on her bed, As for Paige, she stood awkwardly in the door way.
“Uhhh, what’re you doing?”
Paige shrugged, “standing.”
“Well stop it, it’s weird, sit down.” She said patting a spot next to her on the bed.
Paige pushed off the wall and sat down next to Azzi on her pink bed.
she looked around the room, it was everything Azzi times 100.
Light pink walls, books stacked with vines hanging off of it, Icecream stickers on her laptop with a neatly organized desk. Even to her pink queen sized bed, having being perfectly made and adorned with Unicorn pillows, only the soft glow from fairly lights illuminating the space.
“Wow, your rooms so ‘5 year old girl’ meets ‘clean freak’ “
Azzi scoffed and leaned back on her pillows, “Shut up, it’s probably better then yours.”
Paige looked down at her, slightly taken back by her beauty. Her curls sprawled out over the light pink pillow, she relaxed completely from being in a comfortable area. “It’s not. Mines much more ‘13 year old boy with a Lebron James obsession’ “
“I’d bet.” Azzi responded, looking into Paiges eyes, only now aware of the fact Paige was on her bed. In her house. Looking this good.
“Uh so anyways, you dated Ash, so you know what she likes right?”
Paige nodded, “to an extent”
“so I need you to help me with the post, the one to lure her in.”
Paige shook her head “I told you, I don’t know how to do girl things.”
Azzi sighed then threw a pillow at her, causing her to yelp.
“Well you better learn.”
“Abuse, Azzi. Abuse.” Paige said pretending to be hurt
Azzi stuck her tounge out at her, “Yeah, yeah. Now lay down, your being oddly uncomfortable, I don’t bite.” She said now getting up and moving for her closet.
Paige laid down, feeling a lot less uncomfortable by her words, sighing at the feeling of being relaxed after a long day. “Where’re you going?”
Azzi had disappeared into her closet for a moment, returning holding a few shirts. “Gettting options.”
“Options for what?” Paige asked, fully sprawled out on Azzi bed.
“For my shirt for the photos stupid, I can’t take them in this.”
“You could. You still look good to me.” Paige replied, sweeping her gaze over Azzi’s body
Azzi rolled her eyes even thought the compliment and attention felt nice. “Hush, Now help me pick.” She said thorwing three shirts at Paige.
Page picked the rudely thrown clothes up, the first one being a white cop top, nothing special. “No,”
The second one being a green top, half off the shoulder, “No.”
and the third being a tight black top, the v neck dangerously low with long sleeves. “this.” She said throwing the shirt back at Azzi.
“Really?” She asked, shocked by the choice.
Paige nodded, “Mhm, most slut like, she likes that.”
“Ew, but okay.” Azzi replied, moving towards the closet, shirt in hand.
She took a second to change, having to switch from a sports bra to a normal one, then came out of her closet to show Paige.
“Good?”
“Hot.” Paige replied simply, starring straight at Azzi cleavage.
“pervert.” Azzi said making her way to her desk.
She threw her speaker to the bed, “Play something, its too quiet I can hear you starring at me”
Paige grabbed the speaker, “Okay, no complaining though.”
Azzi nodded.
Paige unlocked her phone, knowing exactly what to play. She went to Bluetooth and connected the speaker, and stared playing “Crybaby” by Sza softly.
The sounds filled the air as Azzi applied some Mascara and highlighter, curling her eyelashes along with it.
after 5 mintues Paige groaned, “what are you doinggggg, I’m bored.”
Azzi didn’t even turn around, not entertaining Paige. “Go on your phone, stupid.”
Paige did just that, looking at her feed for about 2 seconds before turning a pillow into a weapon, launching it at Azzi.
Azzi scoffed and turned around, “what did you just do.”
Paige didn’t respond, instead grabbing another pillow and throwing it at her “Nothin”
Azzi practiacally launched herself out of her chair, immediately grabbing a pillow and smacking Paige.
Paige did the same, grabbing a pillow and smacking her dead in the chest to which Azzi fought back hard, grabbing another and smacking her face,
“Oh your dead” Paige said sitting up and grabbing Azzis waist to pull her foward,
Azzi felt the touch on her, but then felt another blow straight to her face, she stumbled onto her bed, reaching over to hit Paige.
But the way she ended up on Paige, was a little….different than she’d hoped, realizing after a few more hits she was fully straddling Paige.
Paige also stopped fighting feeling the weight of Azzi on top of her.
a silence feel over the room.
Both of them just looking at each other.
Azzi looked more gorgeous then Paige had ever seen, the soft lighting, the flattering color from her shirt, her hair slightly tussled and sprawled out on her shoulders, but her eyes were the best thing. Because they were staring intensely at her.
“Um. Well this is awkward.” Azzi said, stating to get up from her spot.
Paige found herself moving instinctively, wanting Azzi to stay exactly where she was.
Her hand found her waist, firmly holding her down. “Don’t move.”
“What?” Azzi asked, even though she needed to move because an unwelcomed throbbing began in her.
“Don’t move.” Paige repeated now leaning over to grab her phone.
“What’re you doing Paige?” Azzi asked, completely not okay with the amount of turned on she was right now.
Paige felt the same, even if she didn’t know Azzi was relating. But as she turned back to her, phone in hand and one still firmly on her waist. She spoke “This is perfect for the photo, just saying.”
Azzi glanced at her, the realized she was probably right. The light was hitting her softly and she was in a pretty questionable position, one that Ash would surely comment on.
“Uh okay.” She responded.
Paige kept a hand on her waist, pretending like it was the most natural thing in the world, which to some extent, it felt like it was.
She unlocked her phone and got on the camera app, pointing the phone up at Azzi.
On the screen she looked even better, the angle was working for her and her brown eyes seemed to glow brighter than the moon. She looked stunning. Unreal.
“What do I do? Just smile?” Azzi asked, feeling a little awkward.
“You’re literally a model bro, how do you not know how to pose.” Paige replied.
“Because most of the time i’m not straddling someone’s lap.” Azzi said, reminding Paige of the position.
Paige thought for a moment about what she could do, then she dug her fingers deeper into Azzis hips. Earning a slew of laughter to come from her.
“Paige! Stop!!” Azzi said completely losing it while being tickled.
Paige smiled up at her, taking a bunch of pictures of Azzi laughing on top of her, “I’ll stop in a second, pretty girl”
Azzi looked down at her, the nickname sending a shock through her,
Paige glanced up, the name just slipping from her mouth before she could stop it.
“What did you call me?” Azzi asked, her focus now only on Paige.
Paige couldn’t respond, her finger still holding down on the phone taking pictures. What had she just done. It’s like her brain forgot that she wasn’t supposed to feel anything towards Azzi. Sweet, beautiful Azzi. Who was staring down waiting for a response.
“Sorry….Got caught up,” Paige mumbled out. Avoiding eye contact at all costs with her face burning.
Azzi looked down at the blonde, normally the face of confidence. Who was now flustered under her, clearly embarrassed. But the thing was, Azzi would die to hear her say it again, her heart was nearing bursting.
She grabbed Paiges jaw gently, guiding it to look at her, watching the way her breath hitched at the contact.
“I don’t mind. It’s okay,” Azzi said smoothly, reassuring. Because that was the truth. She didn’t mind.
Paiges face only got more red, quickly realizing she wasn’t gonna be able to control her feelings much longer she redirected the heated moment. “Uh—I think I got the photos,”
“Oh yeah, right.” Azzi said getting off her lap, noticing the shift in the air going back to where it was before.
As she laid down next to Paige it got more apparent that she had some….issues happening. Being clearly turned on from her earlier position.
Ignoring this she gabbed the phone, “lets see,”
She opened up the photos app, seeing nearly 100 photos of her. “Paige! Did you just hold down on the button? Now we have to go through all 14 billion of them.”
Paige shrugged, feeling way too comfortable next to Azzi in bed. “I just held it, thought that’s what I supposed to do! I’m no photographer.”
Azzi shoved her shoulder, touch lingering for a second to long and clicked on the first photo.
She looked unreal. The warm glow of the soft yellow-white fairy lights reflecting in her eyes, the dark room, the black shirt a contrast on her paler skin from the fall months, her hair looser from being tussled. Even to her face, the smile whole and bright, all real, thanks to Paige. And the best thing about the photo is that you can see the pale hand on her waist, clear as day. Along with the outline of her sitting on a lap, not to much, but just enough.
“Wow” Paige said, a little breathless at the captured photo.
“Is that one good?” Azzi asked, already knowing the answer.
Paige nodded her head, still a little speechless, “yeah, um- yea.”
Azzi took the phone from the middle of them and opened up instagram.
She selected the photo and put a soft filter over it, it only improving the photo.
She captioned it simply, “Guess who?” And hit post.
She threw her phone down. Turning over and looking at Paige, “now we wait.”
*****
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And Everybody Loves You
Agatha All Along Week!
First day is Jealousy Prompt!
@agathaallalongweek
Agatha x Reader x Rio
Agatha is chronically jealous! How do her girlfriends handle it?
Mention of Smut but no Smut (sowy) / Cute fluff / BELTANE (Celebration) / Billy being their son moments / Polyamory / Missing Nicky / Hickies / Jealousy of course / Cuteness / Depression mentioned / Rio should sing to Reader all the time / Snacks / Witchy fun / Coven Found Family Moments / Lilia is the absolute best and I'll fight you if you disagree / Are these even warnings anymore ?
MDNI
Happy AAA Week guys!!!
My Masterlist
Jealous.
Polyamory was something you’d experienced before. You’d dated in threes a few times in fact, centuries ago.
Agatha Harkness, a centuries-old witch, had not. And it showed.
And more importantly, Agatha had never learned how to share. I don’t just mean in a relationship. I mean that if you put your witch girlfriend in a sandbox, she’d probably bite a kid, again.
So when Rio and you, on a Saturday morning, when a sleepy Agatha was grumpy and didn’t want to get up, you went to a local bakery early.
You came back to an even grumpier agitated Agatha. Rio set her keys down in the bowl and started in on Ags.
“Oh my god, you are ridiculous. We brought you a dirty chai with pumpkin, even though you swear you hate pumpkin spice. ANNNnnnd we got you a chocolate donut detective!” Rio waved the white bag and the drink at Agatha. Who didn’t budge, but she reached for the cup.
Rio pulled it back and shook her head. Agatha’s smirk emerged, and she leaned in and kissed Rio in gratitude, and only then did Rio give your grumpy girlfriend her breakfast.
These moments happened a lot, which was silly because you all worked hard to communicate, ok, you worked hard for everyone to communicate.
But you all wanted to have equality and no one left out. You had rules and things you didn’t do without each other.
One of those things was not watching your TV shows without the other person. You’d learned this the hard way.
You and Rio had been watching Twilight Zone reruns, you were drawing and Rio was being your big spoon.
Agatha came in from the basement where she’d been working on magic. She eyed the screen before you or your girlfriend could welcome her back into the land of the living. From being in the basement for hours. But Agatha turned hurt cold in her whole being.
“You're watching TV without me?”
“They’re from 1959, Ags, these episodes are all reruns.” Rio teased, which wasn’t the right thing in that moment because Agatha’s lips pursed, and she glared at Death.
“I was a little busy in the 50s! I missed them. You are watching TV without me! That’s against the rules!” Agatha would never like to be considered a person who whined, but that was exactly what was happening.
“What? No way! This isn’t one of ‘our shows.’” Rio threw back, and that started the argument for an hour.
You realized in that moment it wasn’t a matter of what show it was, it was being left out.
Agatha was chronically jealous.
The TV was no longer something you and Rio did without Agatha. Which was hilarious because Agatha didn’t even want the TV in your home. And now she owned it, like a kid who licks a cupcake to own it. No one else could touch it.
You could name a million times these tense times came into view.
Agatha was a control freak, and Rio and you just kinda understood that it wasn’t actually about Twilight Zone or baked goods. Agatha hadn’t been wanted by her own mother.
And she forgot sometimes that you and Rio wanted her more than anything.
So you and Rio would wordlessly communicate through the space and make little changes to keep Agatha’s safety.
You were hunched over in the backyard picking vegetables from the garden you and Rio tended to. The sound of the sprinklers in the neighbor's yard and crickets starting up before the sun even set.
That’s when you felt the depression bug creep in. You pushed it down.
You pushed it down as you three made a large dinner. Working hard to fake it until your mind would catch up to the new idea. You got a few long glances from Agatha and Rio but you worked hard.
Two days had passed and Rio had to work, so you and Agatha were going on a walk.
You were doing ok, not great, but ok.
And then you saw a kid who looked like Nicky. Your heart dropped.
You calmly asked Aggie if you two could go home. Your girlfriend wasn’t stupid. But she laced your fingers together and walked you home.
You took off your outside clothes and dove into the bed. And you stayed there for the rest of the day, and the night, and the next morning, and that afternoon.
Agatha brought food and endless mugs of tea. She held you, and kissed your head. She tried to get you out of bed. But you were glued, you didn’t want to worry, Agatha.
But you just couldn’t try anymore.
You didn’t have the fight.
The black dog had won, and you were letting it feast on your bone marrow.
Around 3pm, you heard the door open again, Agatha hadn’t really left your side except to maek you tea. But she’d gone downstairs an hour ago and not returned.
And when the sound came from teh floorboard you hated yourself for her worry. And you tried to pretend you were sleeping, knowing it would never work. But the bed dipped, and you flinched. You didn’t want to keep feeling this way and you didn’t want the unending shame for the look on Agatha’s face.
But you felt another set of hands. One you’d known for a long time too.
“My love, my sweet carino, it’s one of those days, huh?” Rio says, and you flip over and grab her shoulders. Rio lies down with you. And you cry from deep inside, and Rio doesn’t shy away, doesn’t tell you that Nicky is gone. Doesn’t remind you how long it’s been since he died. She just holds your body, like it’s sacred.
When you finally stop sobbing, you pull back to look at her eyes.
“You got here fast. Did Agatha tell you to come home?”
“I was in Mississippi, a guy got eaten by a tractor, blood everywhere. He kinda looked like a tube of toothpaste splattering.” Rio tells you, and you laugh at her dark humor. You put your face into her neck, and she rocked you.
Rio whispered a song to you, one she’d sing to you when she dropped her work to come home. You’d played it one day, and Rio had told you it’s how she felt when she knew you or Agatha needed her.
She’d drop her work and get to you two as fast as she could. So when she sang it, your heart broke in two.
‘Cutting through the country, on my way to you
Runnin' out of Reds, comin' up with truths
I'm cutting through a cornfield, talkin' to myself
Hookin' up with strangers, askin' them for help
You reveled in Rio’s voice and her tender touch, and your body relaxed for the first time. Since you’d been on your walk.
Waitin' for forever, waitin' for your call
I know it sounds crazy, we could have it all
If you needed someone, if you needed proof
I'm cutting through the country, I'm on my way to you
You bit your lip, and Rio kept singing to you. Knowing that you needed to hear it, needed to hear her. Need her.
I'm cutting through the country, listenin' for you
Someone I could trust, wishin' it was us
Yeah, nothin' lasts forever and everybody dies
I don't wanna leave, unless it's here with you tonight
And I'm pullin' from a bottle, flippin' on my phone
Lookin' for a life, lookin' for a home
Cutting through the country, call me when you're up
Nothin' lasts forever, but I'm not in a rush
Every day's a movie and I've already seen
I'm cutting through the country, I might fall asleep
Wake up in a cartoon, fallin' through the earth
Give me somethin' real, babe, and nobody gets hurt’
She stopped when you turned to look at her once more.
“Agatha really called you, huh?”
It felt strange because Agatha was so good at soothing your frustration. But Nicky was a hard thing for any of you to talk about. You wondered what drove her to ask Rio for help. Because she couldn’t mourn with you? No, Agatha had mourned with you plenty.
“Ags may be chronically jealous. But she loves you more than anything, Sweets. She’d give up her powers forever if it meant you didn’t feel another moment of pain. She knew you needed me, too. She can’t always communicate the right thing, hell I fucking can’t either. But you are so important to us. So I’ll always drop everything, and Agatha will break her pride and call me.”
Rio told you, and your bottom lip wobbled, and Rio’s face softened even further as she hugged you back to her chest.
You got out of bed that night and ate dinner at the table with your girlfriends. You sat on Agatha’s lap as Rio picked a scary movie. Agatha’s hands held you tightly, and you knew she wanted to say a million things. But her hands worked against your skin and you didn’t need her to speak a word.
It was quickly Beltane, time the only thing that was constantly passing.
And you were loving going to this huge witches' gathering. You knew the coven was too, but Billy had never been to a Beltane celebration.
So you pulled him into little witches' booths and bought him cobbler and new rings. Explaining the fruit in it was important for Beltane and the whys. Lilia was running a tarot booth, and you’d brought her iced tea and poppy lemon cake. She’d kissed you and given you a big hug. Wishing you a happy, fruitful Beltane.
Rio and Agatha held hands and walked behind you as you gushed over the history of Beltane to Billy. Who was just as bubbly, he’d bloomed this year into a more confident witch. Agatha told you it was because of you, but you didn’t take the compliment at all.
But Billy had sort of adopted you three as his parents now.
And you tried not to cry every time he asked to stay the night, or called you when he was upset. He’d ask you questions about how to have a healthy relationship, he loved Eddie. You talked for him for hours.
But he also adored Agatha for all her faults and sharp edges. Sometimes he’d come over and sit with Agatha and they talked into the wee hours of the morning. She taught him more magic, and he was respectful and eager to please her. Agatha always tried to hide her pride but you saw it.
You also saw how Rio warmed to your favorite teen.
It started small, she’d noticed he loved tomatoes. She had some in the garden, no big deal. But when you walked into the yard one day and noticed five new tomato varieties being planted, you knew Rio loved him.
Slowly, Billy stopped being afraid of Rio too. Instead, he learned from Eddie how to make his Nonna’s family traditional tomato sauce. And he jarred it and brought it back to Rio. Who had never received a gift from a child before. She’d been worshiped by deities and you and Agatha had bought her thoughtful things over the years that she cherished and kept.
But a child had never looked at her without fear, except one. And now here was Billy, looking at her with big eyes and dark curls. And she swore to protect him in that moment.
And he kept bringing her things. A comic book with a lesbian in it, a button that had a skull on it, a bunch of taco’s from a taco truck he followed online. And in turn, Rio started to talk to him more and more. It was a gorgeous thing to see.
You grabbed Billy’s hand in the sunshine and guided him into the next book. Jen wasn’t working it, but it was her company. You eyed the candles, and you and Billy sniffed each one and decided which one was the best.
You looked over your shoulder to see Rio calmly talking to Agatha. Who was anxious, you eyed them, but knew that Rio could handle whatever had upset your girlfriend.
The sun dipped down quickly, and you’d all eaten so much good food. The maypoles were being put away, and the bonfire was being built. Children were blowing bubbles and they floated like fairies in the sky.
“So do we have to be naked?” Billy whispered to you, and you laughed at him and his blush. You were sitting on a log together as Rio and Agatha found some fun alcoholic floral drink that was being served in celebration. Nothing like drunk witches before a bonfire. Witches were throwing logs on the fire, and you two watche,d waiting for the rest of your coven to come join you.
Jen and Alice were probably fucking in their car. But Lilia had gone in search of a ‘gift’, and you weren’t sure who it was for.
“No, honey, we don’t have to be naked. We’re just here to celebrate. Witches aren’t here to judge each other, they’re here to give tribute to new beginnings. Beltane is to ask for new things, but to celebrate the coming of spring and a fruitful land. We are here to give back.” You explain to him, and Billy drops his head against your shoulder. He’d become way cuddlier in the last few months. And your heart ached for him. Wanda would be so proud.
“Who are you going to give tidings to?” He asked, and it reminded you so much of Nicky and his first Beltane. You let yourself feel the overwhelming love for both of your boys.
“Well, I always start with my sweet girl, Death. But Flora naturally and I never forget, no matter what time of year, to give a gift to Hecate. What about you?” You ask him, and his eyebrows scrunch, and he thinks hard before responding.
“Belenus,” Billy said, the Celtic god, and you loved that he had such knowledge now.
“That’s a great choice.” You tell him, and you hear Agatha and Rio before you see them. Rio plops down next to Billy, and Agatha sits next to you. Her hand goes to your thigh, and it’s a claiming touch.
Rio reached across the teenager to hand you a pretty purple drink. You took it, thanking her and taking a sip. It was good very sweet and strong, and you made an appreciative noise. Agatha kept on hand on you as she sipped her own a little faster than you were.
“Can I have one?” Billy eyed how Rio was double fisting two drinks.
“Absolutely, when you are twenty-one, I’ll take you out and buy you shots. Until then, you can drink water or the kids made lemonade.” Rio answered like the Dad, and you felt warmth at the domesticity of it all. You and Agatha didn’t even step in, Rio ha,d and it was adorable.
“Not even a sip?” Billy tried again.
“Pet, if you keep this up you won’t get the strawberry funnel cake,” Agatha warned him, and she sounded so much like a mom. And Billy didn’t fight it anymore, but you saw him experiencing the love in her words. Someone to watch out for him, to tell him no. It was a beautiful thing.
Alice yelled across the way to Billy she had two strawberry soft-serve ice creams in waffle cones. Billy hopped up out of the seat and ran over to her. She handed him one and then affectionately brushed his hair out of his eyes. He needed a haircut from Jen soon.
You all loved him.
Agatha’s nails dug into your thigh a little, and Rio scooted to close the distance between you two. Both girlfriends sandwiching you in the middle. Much like they did every night in bed.
“Aggie, what’s wrong, baby?” You asked and took a sip of the strong drink.
Agatha’s face fell into your neck, and she stayed there, inhaling you. Agatha wasn’t worried about people seeing you two cuddle. You were life long partners.
“Someone’s a little touch starved for you, you’ve been paying a lot of attention to the coven today. And I think our witch is feeling a little needy.” Rio whispered so other witches walking by wouldn’t hear. A few stopped to look at you three, obviously aware of your reputation. No one knew who Rio was, which was always annoying and hilarious.
But you and Aggie, were witch killers. And after all this time you still got dirty looks and snide remarks. But Agatha hadn’t told you no on coming to this event. Knowing you loved to celebrate the old holidays.
But her hands ached for your body.
Setting your drink down between your barefeet. You ran a hand through Agatha’s dark locks and kept her in your neck.
“Do you wanna follow Jen and Alice example and go fuck in the car?” You asked, and Agatha snorted in your neck. Rio’s eyebrows raised in intrigue, and she hoped Aggie was about to say yes.
Nicky had been conceived on Ostara, you’d not carved runes. You’d said no spell and no incantation. He’d been born from love. Having your nose and optimistic attitude, Rio’s dimple and mischievous nature, and Agatha’s brilliance and her ability to love deeply.
Nicky was perfect. The best of all three of you.
You were a little nervous to fuck on a holiday, especially one for fertility. But if Agatha needed you, you’d never deny her. Agatha’s nose brushed against the sensitive spot on your neck, and you shivered.
“You don’t want to leave Billy for too long,” Agatha answered, and you knew that wasn’t what she wanted to say. There was a whole coven here for him.
“If my witch needs my fingers, you only need to accept my invitation.” You tell her, and Agatha takes a minute before nodding. You three stand, grabbing your drinks, you excuse yourself.
It takes about two hours, not what you’d planned but your body is thoroughly fucked. Agatha steps out of the car first and she uses a pencil to put her hair up. Big love bites clearly scattered over her neck and chest. You weren’t much better; you had more bites, and they were already dark purple.
Rio wiped her mouth on the back of her hand to get all the evidence off. She reached into the back of the car, grabbing four sweaters and handing you and Agatha each other’s clothes. You wore Aggies deep purple sweater, and she wore your dark maroon cable knit. Rio pulled it over her baggy dark fern colored sweater on. It had frayed over the years and bits of yarn stuck out. She looked gorgeous. They both did.
You all walked back into the cool night air. It had gotten dark while you were….busy in the car.
When you came back to the outdoor venue, you saw Alice and Lilia holding Billy as Jen worked with the kid's corner to make sure that baby witches were grounded during all this energy play.
Rio put a hand on Billy and he turned and grinned at her in greeting. She thoughtfully handed him one of her baggy sweaters, it was a dark blue and it had a few white sigils for warming in it. You loved that sweater so much, there was something so parental about Rio keeping the teenager safe and warm.
Walking up to your fortune witch and grabbing Lilia’s shoulders, she turned to you and kissed your cheek affectionately.
“Wondered when you three would finish.” She teased and then bent down and took out a flower crown from her bag of goodies. She placed it onto your head, and you had to bend down because she was so short. But she curled your hair behind your ear and then beamed at you. Lifting your chin up so she could look at you.
“You are one beautiful witch, doll.” Lilia complimented you and you felt it warm your body.
“Lilia-”
“Hush, you look fantastic. The giant bruises on your neck look like you’ve been fighting a vampire. But besides that, you are…gorgeous inside and out.” Lilia grabbed both your forearms and leaned in like she was telling you a secret passed down for centuries.
“Thank you.” You whispered back and turned to see Agatha and Rio beaming at you.
The flowers in your crown were a mixture of Nicky's favorite wildflower to pick in the forest, Agatha’s secret ingredient in her perfume orchids, and Rio’s water hemlock, a poisonous plant that she planted in every home you’d ever lived. And your favorite big Alaskan daisies that’s stems weave through each flower.
Lilia was good.
Your girlfriends both came over and kissed each of your flushed cheeks.
You all sat as the celebration began, and people danced in all ways around the fire and chanted. It was gorgeous, and a glow illuminated off their bodies. Lilia and Alice were explaining what was happening to Billy.
You weren’t watching the witches now, your eyes were up at the full moon. You were watching as the magic of all these witches did what it did in Old Salem. They were ‘drawing down the moon.’ So it looked bigger and bigger, like La Luna wanted to dance with the witches herself.
Agatha was watching you and one of her hands brushed your hair to the side, and she held the back of your neck and you closed your eyes at the sensation of her fingers. She was leaning in to kiss you or whisper something and someone cut your moment short.
“Hey! You are fucking gorgeous wanna come dance naked with me?” This witch asked you, and she was very beautiful. Her red hair was wild, and little braids were in between her thick locks; they had baby’s breath in their strands and feathers. She was already naked, and the curtains did match the drapes. Her large rune tattoos framed her muscular arms.
“She’s fucking taken, go find a loose witch that’ll lift her dress for you silly hag.” Agatha snapped and snarled like an animal, and the poor witch froze for a minute in fear. Before making a great imitation of Thumper and running like a rabbit back into the night.
Before you could say anything, the coven erupted into laughter.
“She had no idea she’d just hit on Agatha Harkness, woman!” Alice cackled out as Billy grabbed his sides, and Lilia’s laughter made people turn and stare. Rio’s hand fell over her mouth as she found it hilarious as well.
“I don’t see the humor in this!” Agatha chastised her coven which was erupting at the seams. Perhaps it was all the energy in the air, the magic, you told yourself. But Agatha glared at them and you moved further into her embrace kissed her long and slow.
“I like you jealous. I’m yours, though. I didn’t wanna dance with her, I only want to dance with you and Rio.” You tell her, and Agatha softens like butter under your words and gentle touch on her body.
It’s dawn by the time it all ends, and you are sobered up enough to drive your girlfriends home. You offer to take Billy, but he’s asleep on Jen’s lap, and she shakes her head. Alice and Jen take him back to their house to sleep off all of that magic high. Lilia steals his phone and hands it to Alice, not able to really work technology well. She texts his mom to let him know the change of plans.
Rio guides your body in your mutual tired state.
“Coffee first?” She asks, wondering if you wanna make a stop.
“Home.” You say eyeing an exhausted Agatha who climbs into the back seat and lies across the leather. She doesn’t put her seatbelt on, which is terribl,e but you and Rio can’t find it in you to wake her and make her do it.
You drive home slowly and carefully. You get into the house and rest your flower crown on the kitchen table. The three of you move into the bedroom, shed your clothes, and climb in to cuddle.
You wake hours later, and it’s deep in the afternoon, and you yawn. Agatha kissed your forehead and you smiled.
“Wanna take a bath with me?”
“Yes, please,” it sounds like an amazing time. The smell of campfire and ash sliding off your body. Agatha did her amazing talent of making a bath smell sinful and look like a scene in Game of Thrones. You both slid in and Agatha was happy to press your back against her bare chest as she used a hand towel to scrub your arms. You closed your eyes, still sleepy after your nap.
Aggie talked to you softly in the space about her first Beltane with you. One where you’d stolen her heart and she teased you about never giving it back.
“It’s mine.” You told her and she kissed behind your ear.
“In this life and the next.” Agatha promised.
You were both feeling a contact high between your naked bodies pressed together and the intoxicating scents in the tub. The undtertone of sexual tension was dilicious. Turning slightly you angled yourself so that Agatha could kiss your lips in a slow dance.
You were both rudely interrupted as Rio walked in.
“HEY! I didn’t get invited to bath time!”
Yeah, Agatha was jealous. But you might have forgotten to mention so was Rio.
Rio was very jealous. A lot.
Death was huffing at you both irritated at not getting her bubble bath moment too.
“Rio the tub is not big enough for three! And you took a shower-” Agatha tried to reason with her toddler of a girlfriend who folded her arms and glared at you both.
“WE HAVE POWERS! MAKE A BIGGER TUB! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU!” Rio started to shout and you just smiled.
Jealousy was woven into your life yes, but the love was behind every inch as well.
Agatha took the wet washcloth and threw it at Rio’s face who started to take off her clothes and Agatha shouted at her. She had one foot in the tub and Agatha was trying to push her out. Soap and tub water splashed over the side and all over the bathroom floor.
“IT’S TOO SMALL OF A TUB!”
“MOVE OVER!”
“YOU ARE ALL SWEATY!”
“YEAH WELL I’M GONNA GET CLEAN AREN’T I!”

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I tried to send this ask before but Tumblr said "Something went wrong" so I am trying again and hopefully you don't get a duplicate:
I have a couple questions 🧐
For science of course 🤭
1. I am wondering, in the universes of your writings, what the difference is in certain details/sensations/anything else between the bots fragging a human vs a fembot. Just curious if you have any thoughts
2. I read your writeup for Megs' size kink 🫣 It made me wonder if your IDW Megs would purposefully mass shift a little less every time, or maybe even mass shift carefully while inside reader, to see how much his little mate/pet can safely take? Idk if mass shifting can be controlled that precisely, and since it isn't possible in real life, idk how safe that is, but this is fanfic so how practical do we need to be? 😅
Also every time you post a new installment you should think of your followers reacting kinda like Knockout in that "This is going to be JUICY" scene lol
I only got it the one time ☺️ I’m just fighting a losing battle


🔞 Mass displaced mech 🌶️
Just my thoughts, but I’d think humans in general are a lot more tactile/sensitive to touch than Cybertronians are. They can feel a touch on their plating or mesh, but certain areas are more sensitive than others. But nothing like our skin. Plating is integrated into their nervous system and sensory nets. They can probably deaden damaged bits after the injury occurs until they can be removed- those damaged bits would be what they salvage pieces from for conjunx gifts. After they’re removed. Or if they’re just a freak like space crack grandpa Megs, they’re sawing bits off themselves with it still attached and synced into their sensory nets.
Meanwhile we’re freakishly sensitive compared to them. We feel everything and we respond to it. I’d figure with a human partner, there’s a lot less prep work needed compared to getting a Cybertronian partner slick and ready to take a spike. And we’re of course, a lot softer than they are, whereas I see a valve being much firmer inside and it can be harder to move freely inside if the valve tightens. So the partner taking the spike can seize control of the encounter and set the pace if they don’t like what their partner is doing or just lock down with the spike inside if they’re being mean. I’d think a lot of the intrigue with humans is a mix of how soft and tight we are around a spike, how easily we respond to the sensations of the ridges or bumps of that spike rubbing inside us, or just the feeling of being stretched, and the size difference between a human and a Cybertronian partner. Even a cassette is going to be bigger than a human. Any mass displaced mech is going to be much bigger still.
I’d think Megatron, Blaster, and Soundwave, basically the bots that have a more pronounced difference between their alt mode’s size and their bot form, have some degree of control over their ability to mass shift compared to other Cybertronians. And yeah, Megs would subtly play with how far he can mass shift and his partner still be able to take his spike even though he’s already much bigger. And he wouldn’t tell them what he’s doing unless he got called out on it
Mass Shifting
Megatron x Reader
• Fingers fisting in your blankets as your breath catches, feeling the faint burn of him stretching you wobbling that knife’s edge between pleasure and pain, you groan. See his lips curl lazily as you force yourself to relax and he slowly slides deep to make your toes curl feeling every ridge of his spike. You’d think as many times as you’ve done this with him, you’d have adjusted to him by now. Big hands palming your hips as he rolls his own to make you arch, you moan.
• Optics half shuttered as he moves against you, attention focused on his spike slowly slipping free of your heat, slicked with you. And you’re wrapped so tight around him, one of your legs sliding against his hip where he’s dragged you to the edge of the berth. Pressing deep, he smiles as you move under him with a gasping moan of protest when he doesn’t move inside you. Splaying his palm against your soft belly, a shudder of arousal twists through him at how much skin his hand covers now. That he can wrap his hands around your waist and his servos overlap. Training you slowly, as he mass shifts a little less each time he claims you. And you’re already so tight, so much smaller under him. Loves watching his spike disappear inside you, listening to those needy sounds you make as you take him.
• Finally he vents and begins to move and even though you’d needed him to move inside you, you aren’t ready. Back arching on a breathy whimper at feel of his thick spike thrusting deep as his hips pump against you. How can he still feel as big as the first time every time? Big hands wrap around your waist as he lifts your hips slightly and you come apart with a startled cry. Groaning, he keeps moving against you, drawing it out until you’re begging mindlessly and he overloads with a snarl, hips rocking against you as he fills you and he’s making a mess, filling you in excess. And the wet sound of his spike inside you when he starts moving again is almost obscene, your body heating again in response.
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💐Inyuasha! Men reacting to you sleeping somewhere else after an argument.
Incl- inyuasha, miroku, naraku, sesshomaru, kōga, Jinenji.
Set in feudal! Japan
~ angsty?.. some fluff.
Synopsis! After a nasty argument you go sleep somewhere else! Whether it be on the kitchen floor, spare bedroom, or even outside.
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Inyuasha.

-sassy man apocalypse 🙄.
- after an argument about him bottling up his emotions and pouring it all on you, you go to sleep on the hard floor. Much rather preferring it than sleeping next to him
- he gets up and wordlessly puts you back into the bed. Maybe muttering a small “so petty..”
- he grabs you and spoons you, having your face smooshed against his chest.
-just casually goes back to sleep.
Miroku

- So whiny and needy oh my gosh.
- he’ll sulk in the bed for a bit, visibly pouting then he’d go out towards to the spare bedroom and get on his knees to beg you to come back because the bed was getting cold.
-if you don’t get up he’s sleeping next to you, and he’s clinging extra hard, like, limbs all intertwined and his face 3 inches away from yours
- Apologies fully in the morning for what happened.
Naraku

I dislike this guy very strongly.
- he doesn’t care. Go pout in the cold outside for all he cares
- uses this opportunity to spread out in the bed even though he sleeps stiff on his back like a freaking corpse.
- secretly does care a little bit.
- asks if you had a cold and lonely night without him in the morning.
-if he does end up apologizing. (That’s a huge if.) it’s in such a male manipulator way
- “sorry you feel that way” type 🙄
Sesshomaru

- hmm. He’s in the middle of inyuasha and naraku on this one.
- he doesn’t wanna seem desperate but at the same time he kinda is…
- goes to wherever you went and just..stares at you?💀
- stares at you for a hot minute.
- puts you in the same room as him but you get the floor since you wanted space.
Kōga

-don’t even.
-he’ll whine and whine and whine.
- “do you even love me?!” *sob*
- whenever he even hears the sound of someone else’s footsteps though he suddenly doesn’t care?
- “Go sleep where ever I guess…”
- then back to “this is not how we do things !-“
-you wake up to him practically laying on you wherever you are. The bedroom, outside, the kitchen, anywhere.
-he’s on you, his whole body smooshing you.
-and by the way he’s drooling on you.
Jinenji

HUSBAND!!!
-how did you two even argue?..
-like genuine question. He’d be the type of husband that’d be like “I don’t argue with my wife she tells me to shut up and I do.”
-that’s besides the point.
-he’s having a meltdown rn.
- he’s literally sobbing out apologies, looking down on his knees in shame, saying he’s the worst boyfriend ever
- he’s never been a boyfriend before, and you’re the only person that loved him, he doesn’t wanna lose you!
-thinks you’re breaking up with him and that it’s definitely over.
-you end up sleeping in his arms just to calm him down.
-he nuzzles you and tells you how much he loves you into he fades off into sleep.
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#needreqs #desirereqs.💔
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#inyuasha headcanon#inyuasha x reader#inyuasha#kōga x reader#kōga#sesshomaru x reader#sesshomaru#naraku x reader#naraku#miroku x reader#miroku#Jinenji#Jinenji inyuasha#i love you#justasecretflower
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ollie bearman x reader - soulmate au where you swap bodies with your soulmate for 24 hours after you meet for the first time???
-bear
yo wait i am loving this soulmate au holy shit

soulmate!oliver bearman x soulmate!male!reader
synopsis: after bumping into ollie in the paddock while looking for your friend, you wake up in his body and panic call your number
author's note: WE LOVE OLLIE we all shout in unison. like hes such a precious baby and i love him so so much (guys i freaked when he was first in the ferrari when carlos was out bc like i picked him in f2) this kinda got a bit of me projecting 😅 oops
you didn't do it on purpose. why would you? you were lost in the bustling crowd, trying to find your friend who thought it was a good idea to ditch you halfway through, just because her other friends had gotten better tickets. she texted you when it was too late.
ypu hardly had time to look up when you smacked into someone. you winced and immediately started apologizing. "i'm so sorry. shit, i wasn't looking. i'm so sorry," you tell the mystery person, rubbing your forehead. you barely look up when you realize just who you smacked into. your heart plummented from your chest.
"it's fine, really," ollie responds, giving you a kind smile. it makes you feel even worse. "accidents happen. i promise it's okay." it soothed you anxiety, briefly, but soothed it nonetheless.
you sigh, letting your shoulders drop. "i'm sorry. i just- my friend, see? her other friends showed up, and she kinda just... poof! gone!" you say, not even knowing why. there was something that just clicked when you saw ollie, and now you were word vomitting. lucky for you, ollie sat and listened. "sorry, i don't even know why i'm telling you all this."
ollie smiles and tilts his head at you. "no, no. i promise, you're okay," he reassures you, giving you the sweetest smile you had ever received in your life. "i'm sorry she disappeared."
you feel yourself smile, one of the first that day. "it's okay. probably for the best. i should, you know, probably head back-"
"stay! you could watch from the garage," ollie offers, giving you another kind smile. ollie didn't understand why he offered so quickly, but he's glad he did. you exchanged numbers after the race, smiles permanently etched on your faces, and giddiness tattooed in your hearts.
it stayed that way until the following morning. that giddiness was quickly replaced by pure panic. you had woken up in a place you didn't recognize and in a body, not your own. you get up to use the restroom and almost scream. in the mirror was not your own reflection but ollie's. a tingle wiggles its way up your spine at the realization that the oliver bearman was your soulmate.
you shake that away and grab your his phone, immediately dialing up your number. you were still panicked, your breathing still harsh. when ollie finally picks up, you rush everything out. every word was jumbled up.
"woah, woah, slow down y/n," he tells you, though it sounded weird hearing your own voice. "explain it again."
"ollie, have you looked at yourself yet?" you ask him, taking in large gulps of air as you try to get rid of that constricting feeling of panic. there's a beat between your question and ollie's response.
"no? why?" ollie responds, the sound of sheets rustling being heard over the speaker. you sigh and take in another shakey breath.
"just- just go look."
silence, utter silence filled the space of the call. nothing but the sound of breathing from either one of you. your heart picks up in speed while you wait for ollie's response.
"that makes sense why i'm not in my hotel," he finally speaks, running a hand over his your face. that's it? that's all he was going to say?
you coughed to clear your throat. "you know what this means, right?" you squeak, your nerves all jittery again. what if he hated the idea? what if he didn't want you to be his soulmate? what if-
"well, yeah," he replies with a soft laugh. "and, i mean, this is pretty cool! thank gosh you bumped into me yesterday!"
you were stunned, to say the least. why would someone like ollie be excited about someone like you? you wanted to bury that thought deep down in your soul to avoid negativity. your therapist said it would help your mentality improve.
"y/n? you still there?" ollie asks, snapping you clear from your thoughts.
"yeah, yeah. i am. meet me at the cafe down the street, will you? we need to figure something out," you half ask, half tell him. you had been picking at your fingers again, only this time it would affect ollie and not you; you immediately put a stop to it.
ollie nods dumbly against the phone, as if you could see. "yeah, i can do that. i'll see you in ten?" he suggests, making you involuntary grin. now it was your turn to nod dumbly. you whisper a small yeaha before the line is cut and you fall into a silence.
you get ready in a haste, trying to get used to the long limbs of your soulmate. his clothes were soft and smelt nice, a comforting scent that soothed almost any anxieties you had left. you ran your fingers through the soft brown locks on top of your head. you imagined how it would be to fall asleep playing with them. you smiled at ollie's reflection in the mirror. oh, his smile is just adorable.
you straighten yourself out one final time before grabbing his phone, the hotel key, and a jacket. it had gotten a bit chilly, and you always hated the cold. the walk to the cafe wasn't long, maybe ten minutes tops, so it wasn't bad at all. you barely even noriced yourself as you walked in, catching ollie at a table. it was weird looking at yourself from another's view, almost hard to look at. fortunately, ollie made it bearable.
the first few minutes after both settled with your drink and pastries were filled with a comfortable silence. there wasn't any pressure to talk, not right away at least. it lasted ten minutes, though you wish it lasted longer so you could sort through everything you were thinking.
"do you- are you upset?" you forced yourself to say, eyes darting around everywhere except at ollie across the table. it was from both nerves and because you had trouble looking at yourself.
ollie gives you a smile and takes one of your hands, much to your surprise. "why would i be?" he asks gently, running a thumb over your knuckles. this entire experience was, for both of you, an interesting one to comprehend. "i have the cutest guy ever as my soulmate. i could never be upset about that."
those few simple words made your heart leap into your throat and almost spit your tea put everywhere. it was unexpected but not unpleasant. a smile spread across both of your faces.
"you mean it?" you ask softly, finally making eye contact. it was hard to look at yourself, but knowing that was ollie in there made it ten times easier.
"i never lie," ollie tells you, kissing your cheek softly.
from that moment on, you knew one thing for sure: you had met your soulmate, and you had never been happier nor would you ever be happier.
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Hiii can i request shy reader whos anxious about different things? I have weird anxiety lol that makes it hard for me to eat in front of people until im comfortable around them. Can i request reader x Steve who have been dating for a while and she tries to avoid eating around him, but she finally gets comfortable and Steve is just so happy, thank you!!
hope you like it angel :D — steve takes care of his anxious gf at a family barbecue (established relationship, hurt/comfort ish, cw for mentions of anxiety and unexplained issues with food | 1.1k)
bug's summer fic fest (ꈍᴗꈍ)
The picnic table in Steve’s backyard is hardly big enough for all of you. Even when Max and El agree to lay out on a blanket together some feet away — and when Lucas and Erica spontaneously decide to race each other to the pool — it’s still an achingly tight fit.
You, in particular, are sandwiched between two bodies much larger than yours. Eddie sits to your right, lacking any real concept of personal space, and Steve is off to your left. The latter keeps a strong arm around your back, hugging you closer to his chest every time the wild-haired boy accidentally knocks into you.
“Okay, me and Nance are getting something to eat,” Robin announces, standing suddenly from the table, visibly overstimulated from the constant conversation. Her eyes flit to your cowering form and then to Steve’s protective one. “You guys have fun with… this.”
It takes all of ten seconds for the others to follow behind them. Dustin and Eddie file through the Harrington family barbecue together, filling their decorative paper plates like they’re at an actual buffet. Mike and Will walk on pale, lanky legs around the yard — stopping once to talk to Max and El, then again by the pool with Lucas and Erica.
You and Steve are the only ones still sitting, but he hugs you to him like you aren’t.
You can feel the early summer breeze on your skin now, without the crowd of teenagers suffocating you. You can hear the whispering wind, and the gentle humming of his pool, and the sounds of quieter conversation in the distance. You can breathe again. Almost. Still slightly strangled by a distant worry that Steve can read from here.
“Are you hungry?” he wonders cautiously, ‘cause he knows how you are about food. You haven’t let him in on the extent of it yet, but he knows it’s there, so he’s obscenely patient with you accordingly.
You glance once over your shoulder — at the tables of grilled meat and food cooked with love. Your stomach rolls with a distant ache, an empty one. You turn back to Steve and shrink under the weight of his honey-eyed stare. “Um… Kinda,” you confess in a mousy voice, shifting on the wooden bench.
His eyes widen in a soft look of surprise. You usually take a little more coaxing than that.
“Want me to make you a plate?” he offers, squeezing your shoulder with a gentle hand. His pink lips quirk in a sympathetic smile. “We can take it up to my room if you want— get away from all these freaks.”
Your chest warms at his efforts to accommodate you. The way he loves you makes you brave.
“That’s okay,” you shrug, trying to be cool even though your voice trembles. “We can... We can stay down here.”
Steve’s chest swells with pride. It bubbles up like sunshine until he’s beaming with it.
It took you months to feel comfortable enough to eat in front of just him. And here you are now, utterly adored and finally brave enough to eat with all the rest of his shithead friends around.
“Yeah?” he hums, still smiling.
“Yeah,” you nod, gaze averted to your hands, which are wringing something fierce in your lap. You force a small laugh. “But it wouldn’t be, like, totally lame if I asked you to come with me, would it?”
Steve scoffs. “Like you even have to. I’m not let you get to the corndogs before me,” he jokes and rises from the creaking bench. “We’ll be lucky if Robin and Henderson don’t eat ‘em all first.”
He gets you laughing so you don’t think twice about meandering across the yard with him — about the eyes that are or are not watching you, or the weird way you are or are not walking.
And because he keeps you laughing (and largely unthinking), you end up stacking your plate with more food than Steve’s ever seen you eat in public before. He almost mentions it. Almost. But he opts to keep his pride to himself, instead, lest he ruin the moment.
You return to the picnic table with all his friends, noticeably less anxious about being so squished together than before.
And maybe it’s because Dustin and Eddie can’t eat anything without being sloppy — or maybe it’s because Will’s keeping you distracted with talks of his newest D&D campaign — but you down your food with more ease than Steve’s ever seen from you. Unworried about the crumbs sticking to your fingers and the very corner of your mouth. Completely and utterly comfortable here with him, and with everyone else around you.
The sight makes his heart swell.
It’s like he’s falling in love with you all over again.
He catches you alone for the first time when you’re tossing empty plates. It’s not exactly the most ideal spot to steal a kiss from you — by the deck, next to the garbage bins — but it’s the first either of you have been out of sight from prying eyes all day.
So, Steve takes the opportunity and grabs it. Literally. He cradles your wrist in a gentle hand and ushers you closer towards him. Your feet stumble in the tall grass. The tip of his nose brushes the bridge of yours, and you flinch.
“I taste like cheeseburger,” you laugh.
“I don’t care,” Steve shrugs, face screwed, visibly mourning your mouth. “I taste like barbecue. Who gives a shit?”
He ducks down to kiss you again. And this time, you let him.
He kisses you harder than you anticipated — a long and languid peck that takes your breath away. He tastes faintly of all the food he’d eaten before, something savory and strawberry sweet. It leaves you dizzy when he pulls away, lips smacking softly as they part.
“What was that for?” you wonder breathlessly a moment later.
Steve bounces his shoulder in a lazy shrug. His kissed lips quirk in a lopsided smile. “Nothin’. I’m just… I’m just proud of you, I guess.”
He doesn’t elaborate any further. He doesn’t have to. You cower at the notion of being perceived and scrunch your nose in disdain. “For being a normal person?” you joke with a cynical scoff. “For once?”
“No. For doing something that was hard for you,” Steve argues, still smiling. His hands rest warm and wide on the outside of your elbows. His thumbs rub softly along the skin there. “And for lookin’ real cute while you were doing it, too.”
You squint, trying hard not to smile at his smiling.
“Stop flirting with me,” you grouse.
The boy’s pink lips jut in a playful pout. “But why?” he whines. “That’s, like, my favorite pastime.”
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Could you please write something about how each agent would react to the reader saying “I love you”? For Chamber, Sova, Gekko, Breach Skye & Reyna? Thank you in advance!!
A/n: So this request sat in my inbox since January 😖, I tried my best but it turned out more short but I hope you still enjoy <3. Also took some creative liberty like always so if anything is ooc or doesn't fit into the lore, I'm sorry.
Chamber
You hadn’t meant to say it. It slipped out while he was adjusting your clothes for one of those fancy events, hands steady, movements practiced, standing too close the way he always does.
“Mon chéri/e” he murmured, smoothing out a crease on your clothes. “If I didn’t know better, I’d say you were nervous.” He was smiling. That easy, knowing smile that always made your stomach twist in the worst way. Making you feel like he already fully knew what you were feeling for him.
And then it just... happened. “I love you.”
His hands stilled. Only for a second, but enough to feel it.
For once, it was him caught off guard. Then, without saying a word, he leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek.
“I know” he said, voice still smooth but quieter than usual. His eyes, though, were something else, steady, a little too serious.
Sova
He always brought you something warm after tough missions. Tonight it was tea, exactly how you liked it. He handed it over without a word, offering a quiet smile that always brought you a sense of relief.
You sat on the edge of your bed, still in your clothes from today's mission. He turned to leave like he always did, respectful of your space and never staying for too long, but something tugged inside you today.
“Sasha.”
He looked back, hand still on the doorframe.
“I love you.”
The silence that followed wasn’t heavy. Just... still. Then he let out a quiet laugh, soft and genuine, the kind of sound you wouldn't hear from him often.
“I hoped you did” he said, stepping back toward you.
He sat beside you on the edge of the bed, just close enough that his shoulder brushed yours. “Because I love you too.”
You reached your hand out to grasp his and just leaned against him. There was no need to say more after that.
Gekko
The infirmary was quiet except for the low hum of equipment and Wingman’s soft breathing from the corner. Gekko sat on the bed, shoulder freshly bandaged, still cracking jokes while you cleaned up the mess of supplies around him.
You tried to scold him (tried to stay annoyed) but your hands were shaking just a little. “Geez, you really freaked me out out there,” you muttered.
He looked at you then, a bit more serious than before. “Yeah… sorry” he said, rubbing the back of his neck. “I didn’t mean to scare you. I just—I couldn’t let you take that hit.”
Your stomach twisted. He said it like it was obvious. Like it wasn’t the kind of thing that could’ve ended him.
“You’re lucky I love you too much” you said, voice soft but firm, unable to help the way it slipped out.
He blinked, surprised, but only for a second. Then that familiar grin spread across his face, wide and a little crooked.
“Yo... seriously?”
You rolled your eyes, but your smile gave you away. “Yeah. Seriously.”
He didn’t say anything right away. Just reached over and took your hand, fingers warm and careful. “I was kinda hoping you’d say that someday” he said, almost sheepish now.
“I love you too. For real.”
And he didn’t let go of your hand, not even when you went to sleep that day.
Breach
Sparring with Breach was always intense but somehow still fun. You were both slick with sweat, catching your breath after the latest round. He hauled you up from the mat with one hand, grinning like he hadn’t just nearly knocked you flat.
“You’re getting bette,” he said, brushing off your shoulder.
“Thanks,” you replied, trying to keep your voice steady. Then, casually (too casually) you added, “I love you.”
He froze. That grin dropped in real time.
“Wait—what?”
You looked up at him, not backing down. “You heard me.”
There was a beat where neither of you moved. Then he stepped in, close enough to make your pulse stutter.
“You better mean that,” he said, voice rough around the edges.
“I do.”
The kiss he gave you was quick, heated and when he pulled back, his smirk returned, but this time, it was different.
Skye
You and Skye were walking the trail behind the base her favorite place, full of winding trees and animals. She was mid-sentence, telling you about some big woodworking project that she did years ago.
And then you said it. No build-up. No hesitation.
“Skye, I love you.”
She stopped mid-step, turning toward you. “Wait, for real?”
You nodded, suddenly unsure of yourself now that the words were out.
She stepped closer, bumping her shoulder into yours with a warm smile. “You know,” she said, “I was wondering how long it’d take you.”
Then she wrapped you in a hug that was incredibly comforting, her voice soft near your ear. “I love ya too.”
The rest of the walk was slower after that. Quieter. But every time you looked at her, she was already looking back.
Reyna
You didn’t expect her to respond. Not really. The two of you lay next to each other under the covers after a long, brutal mission, the kind that left it's mark. She was silent, eyes fixed on the ceiling and mind somewhere far away.
“I love you.” You said it into the stillness, barely more than a breath.
For a moment, she didn’t move. Didn’t speak.
Then, softly, so soft you almost missed it, she replied, “You shouldn’t.”
You turned to face her anyway. “But I do.”
She looked at you then, finally. Her expression unreadable, eyes dark and searching. “You’re foolish,” she murmured, brushing her fingers along your cheek like she couldn’t help herself.
“But I won’t lie” she added, voice even quieter. “I… feel something too.”
It wasn’t a declaration. It wasn’t a promise. But coming from Reyna, it was everything.
And that was enough.
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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Busy schedule ! . . . ( 西村�� )



— pairing: 西村力 x reader — contains: angst, readers a lonely clingy loser, mean ki, fluff — now playing: 一子青葉
"She became a victim of my busy schedule though, and I know that it's not fair that don't mean that I don't care."
Riki was always busy. He had a bunch of extracurriculars he did for school on top of dance, so you never really got the chance to see him anymore.
He'd always apologize, saying he knew it sucked never getting any of his attention but in the end, nothing ever changed. He was still busy and you still rode the train home alone every day.
Riding the train by yourself wasn't a new concept, lonely yeah but you got used to it eventually.
People on the train were usually either elders coming home from work or students huddling in groups of themselves, and it sounds depressing but beyond Riki, you didn't really have friends, which was okay. Until Riki joined a bunch of extracurriculars beyond his daily dance practice, which left him no time for you.
And it's bad to think about but the thought eventually got a hold of you and you started wondering if Riki enjoyed not being around you as often. You were clingy so it was understandable wanting some space from you, it still made you upset to think about though.
This thought alone has caused you to distance yourself from Riki subconsciously, which despite how busy he is he noticed because you're still his girlfriend after all.
-
The train was often packed with teenagers on the way home, you'd think you'd bump into someone and make friends for once but not once has it happened. You've begun to lose hope in talking to people.
Sure you could strike up a conversation but that's terrifying so you choose not to, which is probably one of the reasons you don't have any friends. How you started knowing Riki on the other hand was a grace from god.
In middle school, Riki came up to you rather then the other way around and asked to be friend's.
Spacing out on the train, thinking to yourself made you realize just how lonely you were when he was he wasn't around. Considering he's been your only friend since you guys were 12, being 18 in high school now. You've become slightly dependent on him, and it's another thing you've added to the long list of your lonely life.
Long lost in thought you feel a head hit your shoulder, you jump slightly cause it startled you but when you look to your right its a boy. Probably fell asleep, why else would he put his head on a stranger's shoulder.
Your body tensed up a bit, it was kinda hard to not be tense with someone resting on you.
You wanted to wake him and ask him to move but disrupting him wasn't in your best interest so you left him alone. On the plus side his hair smelled really nice.
-
The train came to an abrupt stop which shook the boy awake
Realizing he had fallen asleep on a stranger, he stood up and started apologizing profusely like a scolded child.
You followed in his steps and stood up, letting out shaky reassurance and telling him not to worry about it. It was overwhelming with people around looking at the two of you but eventually, he calmed down and explained himself "I really didn't mean to fall asleep on you like that, let me make it up to you!"
He was enthusiastic and energetic, especially for someone who was just freaking out.
"Oh oh no need! Really it's not a big deal." Still shaky you tried to convince him he was blowing it out of proportion. He wasn't taking no for an answer and he even managed to get your number so he could apologize more properly later.
After that he said goodbye and ran off the train, leaving you dumbfounded. You kind of just spaced out the rest of the way home, the whole situation was so dumb it was kind of funny.
So funny you wanted to tell Riki which you planned to do when you guys called tonight, you guys always called sometime before bed.
It was a point he made. No matter how busy he was and how little time he had for you, he'd always call.
You laid in bed waiting, and waiting, and waiting.
12am and no call. You weren't mad at him, you understood he couldn't always be there but you thought some notice would've been nice, instead of just laying there for hours on your phone.
Time passed and you gave up on waiting for a call. You placed your phone on your nightstand and got in bed.
Your mind started to wander, what was he doing that was so important? All of his activities end before 5 so why couldn't he call you? Was he okay? Was it a family thing? Did you do something?
In the midst of thinking you fell asleep.
-
In English the next day, during break time. It was your 4th period and Riki had yet to even mutter a word to you. As time passed, it was getting more upsetting and even more nerve-wracking.
You scanned over everything that's happened the past few days and you couldn't think of anything you've done.
You looked back at Riki to see him sitting at his desk analyzing his work, but you turned back around when you got a text.
Some random number that you didn't have saved.
"You're in English rn right?" The text creeped you out a bit, so you pressed to know who it was "Oh shit sorry! Just realizing I never gave you my name yesterday! It's Akio from the train. I wanted to come say hi if you were in English :)" Knowing it was him made it sorta less creepy feeling, he was still technically a stranger though.
You hesitated on replying but gave in "Ohh right haha, yeah I'm in English"
He liked the message but didn't actually say anything back.
Eventually, he came swinging in loudly with a booming "HI" as soon as he opened the door. It shocked not only you but everyone.
Riki who was staring at the boy in confusion.
Riki's eyebrows furrowed even more as he saw the boy walk up to you and hug you like you'd known him forever, slightly glaring at the boy. He sit's down in the chair next to you "What class do you have next?" His voice still much too loud for the atmosphere, the girl next to us shushed him, in which he apologized quietly and turned back to you.
"Uh math." You said quietly, shaken up by the boys incredibly friendly demeanor.
The boy started rambling on about how that was his next class too and how it's surprising you guys hadn't become friends sooner, all while you look back at Riki to see him still eyeing the boy down.
Riki got easily jealous, and he was possessive, but this looked more like confusion and annoyance then anything.
While on the other hand luckily for you the boy tended to talk more then he listened which was good as you were still too nervous to talk to him like a normal person.
Once Riki realized you weren't all that invested in what the boy had to say he finally took his eyes off of the boy and returned to his work.
After what felt like forever of Akio rambling and you silently smiling and nodding, it was time for Math.
Besides Math and English, you and the boy didn't have any other classes together, so the rest of the day went as normal, besides the fact that Riki seemed busier than usual and wasn't talking to you.
But the way home from school was different.
On the train ride home, you were walking to sit where you usually do when a familiar voice started to yell for you, you turned around, and it was Akio.
He grabbed your wrist and pulled you to a seat, exclaiming that now you had someone to ride the train with. Before you could get a word in, he continued, once again going on about anything and everything.
He was a bit over the top for you, but you had to admit, he was nice, and the company was nice too.
-
The train came to a stop, and you said your goodbyes, he offered to walk you home, but you declined. You told him you lived a bit from the station, and he left it at that. Getting home you got into some comfy clothes and passed out.
Asleep for about an hour and a half, you were awoken by a text from Riki
All it read was "I'm coming over" Don't get me wrong you were excited he was coming over; this was the first time in a while, but you were still upset with him for not only not calling you but also ignoring you all day. So you just texted back a simple "ok" and started your homework while waiting for him to arrive.
He didn't live very far so it didn't take long, as soon as he got there, he plopped on your bed and gave you a look.
You asked him what it was for, and he stayed silent for a few seconds followed by a contemplating hum, "Who was he? The guy in English that was acting all buddy-buddy with you?" He said it so calmly as if he didn't care if he got an answer.
"Ohh I met him on the train" You turned back to the homework on your desk "He fell asleep on me and asked for my number so he could apologize later!" his brows furrowed and his eyes creased a bit, "Seriously?"
You nodded and he continued "He gave you his number so he could 'apologize later'?" You again nodded at his very sarcastic question.
His tongue played with the inside of his cheek "Has he apologized yet?" He sounded almost annoyed
You chuckled nervously, his gaze was strong and intimidating.
"No, not yet.." He let out a 'psh' sound, he was clearly annoyed but not with you. More so with the situation. "He gave you his number cause he thought you were cute. Not cause he wanted to apologize." His voice was deeper
You didn't believe it so you rebutted "That's not true ki, I'm sure he'll apologize soon!" He continued to look at you, almost like he was trying to analyze what you were thinking. "Block him" He sits up on your bed
"What??"
He repeats himself "Block him"
"Why Riki."
"Are you dumb? He clearly doesn't want to just apologize. Does he know you have a boyfriend?" He started to sound angry, almost a little sad sounding. "How do you know that? You've never met him."
"I've met guys like him and you didn't answer my question, does he know you have a boyfriend? Me? Does he know you have me?"
You opened your mouth but nothing came out for a second, "I don't know? I mean I didn't mention it" Before you can finish, he tsk's and looks away "But the only reason I didn't mention it was cause he didn't ask Riki. I really don't think he's trying to get with me."
He ignored you "What's so good about him anyway?" He was starting to get fed up "He's nice Riki. I mean he made time to see me in English today despite being busy himself." You emphasized the 'made time to see me' part which Riki took as a jab.
You didn't necessarily mean it as one but you were tired of never seeing your boyfriend and so it just kinda came out. "You know I try to make time for you." Instead of sounding annoyed, he sounded genuinely hurt and tired, he looked down a bit as he continued "And I know that you don't really have friends besides me but you shouldn't befriend the first person that talks to you." He gets off your bed and heads to the door, "It's stupid and pathetic." He finishes before he shuts the door, harder than he should have.
His voice was laced with venom, almost like the sadness from before completely desecrated. And it left you dumbfounded too.
You weren't one to cry, you didn't cry about anything.
Not that you couldn't, but you made a point not to. It's pathetic and embarrassing, but despite that, you felt your eyes well up. You wiped them before anything could come out and decided to head to bed early. Couldn't cry if you weren't awake!
Granted it took forever to get to sleep, but you kept replaying what Riki said non-stop. 'Stupid and pathetic' weren't new words to you, but when they came out of Riki's mouth they felt a million times worse.
-
Going to School was dreadful, more than before.
Riki was avoiding you and so you were avoiding him back. You continued to hang out with Akio, it probably wasn't the best idea but you rather hang out with someone Riki doesn't like than be lonely again.
A whole week of this pettiness has gone by, nightly phone calls have stopped, goodnight and good morning texts, walking you to and from school whenever he had the chance, all of it stopped.
You know you shouldn't totally blame Ki, it wasn't completely his fault. You said some mean stuff too, but you couldn't help but be so angry at him despite it all.
Of course, you guys have gotten into arguments, and of course, with those arguments came insults but he'd never said something so cruel to you, something you confided in him he used against you, which hurt the most.
Everything was too much to think about so you dove into your studies, more than you already were. Not only studies but other things too, anything to get your mind off of it. Throwing yourself into things isn't a new concept for you, you did it whenever you got overly anxious. It would cause you to eat less, go outside less, and socialize even less than you usually do. Now the difference between then and now is you'd usually have Riki to make you feel better, but you don't so sitting in your dark room all day will continue.
Riki on the other hand, doesn't know what he's feeling. Though he's noticed you not taking care of yourself properly which is making him feel crazy guilty, he knows it's because of him.
Riki's so mad at you for choosing some other guy but he feels so bad for the things he said.
He didn't mean it, he knew you knew that, at least he hoped.
He just wanted to apologize and make it all better but he couldn't. His pride mixed with not having a lot of time made it hard to talk to you so he just didn't bother. Plus he wanted to truly work out what he was going to say before he attempted to talk to you.
He'd catch your eyes in every class, in the lunchroom, in the auditorium, everywhere. He wanted to see your face, he wanted to see you and hold you but he just couldn't let himself be vulnerable and admit he misses you. He's hoping you'd do that but you were just as 'non-vulnerable' as he was, maybe even more.
Which meant he'd either have to make it up to you or lose you over some random boy you met a few weeks ago. Luckily for you, he's sickly in love with you whether he'd admit it or not so he chose the former.
-
It wasn't spontaneous, Riki thought it over.
He planned when it would happen, how it would happen, where it would happen, and what he thought the outcome would be. He wanted to start it all off by making sure to spend the whole day with you.
So he went to your house before school, he loved walking you to school but he rarely got to do it since he had to be at school so early. But the way you get all giddy when you see him at the door makes him happy so he canceled morning activities to walk you.
Seeing him at the door was a little surprising, especially cause he didn't knock, you opened it before he could and the walk to school was uneventful. Silent, but not awkward.
Riki didn't try to hold your hand. He didn't want to make you upset by acting like nothing was wrong, but when passing by a little shop he grabbed your wrist and pulled you inside.
At the rate you two were going you would've been early to school, and he saw something in the window he knows you've been eyeing so why not.
He didn't say anything as he pulled you through the shop up to where the display was.
A large stand with matching phone charms.
It was a niche interest you had, and you had tons of them at home but the thing about these ones is that they're matching.
Two long chains, decorated with beads that had small charms on the end. One with black beads and a white star on the end, the other with white beads and a black star on the end.
Riki knew you had been looking at them for a while, thinking it was cute considering his favorite color is black and yours is white.
He found matching things cute, he found it even cuter when you'd get a tint of rose on your cheeks and try to hide your smile as you showed him a new piece of matching items you bought for the two of you.
He thought about this as he walked to the register, making his own cheeks turn a slight shade of pink as he looked at you. You weren't looking at him but it didn't go unnoticed.
Walking out of the store, chains in hand, without letting go of your wrist Riki asks for your phone and puts the charm on.
He does the same for his phone and then holds them up together in his hand to show them off.
You tried to act non-cholent but your dumb little smile made its way onto your face and made Riki smile even harder as he handed you your phone back, and you guys continued walking.
You hated your smile. You felt it was too... cheeky. Too wide, and it made your cheeks all big.
But Riki adored it. The way your eyes would light up and close a little every time something made you happy, or how you'd cover your mouth if you felt you were smiling too much, just for him to pull your hand down and hold it in his. He loved your smile, he always looked for it everywhere he was, he especially loved it when it was he who was the one causing it.
He knew he couldn't always be the reason you were smiling but as long as you were happy it didn't matter to him.
He kept on glancing at you just to see you smiling and looking at the phone charm, you saw him doing it but didn't say anything. You thought it was cute how cheesy he acted when he thought no one was looking.
-
The rest of the school day was normal for the most part; the assigned seats of each class were fumbling with Riki's plans to be by your side all day, which he knew would happen.
Tables in your class were set in pairs of two, you were at the front of the class seated with a girl you barely knew and Riki was a few seats behind.
As break time started, Riki used his height to his advantage and threw a piece of paper above the guy in front of him and it landed perfectly on your desk. You looked back to see who it was, despite already knowing. You gave him a small smile which made him melt, and as you opened it you saw two stick figures holding hands in a flower field.
It was cheesy, yeah but it was cute. Cuter coming from Riki as he wasn't one for cutesy things.
He would write cute little notes and letters to stick in your locker but that was rare, so this act made you blush so bad you had to hide your face slightly.
You went to draw a cute photo back but before you could even get your pen out Akio spotted you and caught your attention.
Riki tried to ignore it, he didn't like the guy yeah but he also knew he was your first friend besides himself so he wanted to attempt to become friends with him for your sake.
Looking at Akio you saw Riki come up behind him. They had never stood side by side so you never realized how much taller Riki was in comparison and it shocked Akio too as he let out a child-like yelp when he turned around and saw Riki behind him.
You could tell Akio put his guard up a little.
-
During Riki and your petty silent treatment towards each other, you talked to Akio about how you were dating Riki and that you still wanted to be his friend but there needed to be a bit of distance.
He took it really well which was lucky for you as you had a hard time confronting people.
-
Akio backed up a little from Riki who was giving him a slightly annoyed-confused look, and bumped into your desk.
He wasn't scared of Riki per se, but Riki was intimidating. Tall, broad, cold stare, etc.
But in the moment of silence, Riki begrudgingly introduced himself.
Akio stood up a bit and introduced himself back, voice kinda shaky which made Riki chuckle. Akio, who has proved himself to make friends easily, quickly got comfortable with Riki and started talking about anything and everything.
As the conversation went on, Riki took the seat next to you as the girl had left a bit ago.
Riki grabbed your hand under the table, another thing he didn't often do as PDA wasn't something he enjoyed.
Eventually, the break was over, and it was time for the next class.
Akio said his goodbyes and ran off, Riki on the other hand wanted to walk you to your next class.
Walking to class, Riki had yet to let go of your hand, rubbing his thumb back and forth here and there.
And luckily the class was on the other side of the building which left you guys some time to talk, or more specifically some time for him to apologize.
He looked over at you almost nervously and squeezed your hand the tiniest bit before starting.
"I didn't mean it." He wasn't the greatest at starting apologies or apologizing in general, and although you were pretty sure you knew what he was talking about, you still asked. "Didn't mean what?"
He took a sharp breath in "When I said you were stupid and pathetic, just overall being a jerk..." he paused and looked at you before continuing.
"But that's not even all, I haven't been making any time for you, I was petty and ignored you, I got overly jealous and possessive, and I have just been a huge asshole." You were so focused on him apologizing that you hadn't even realized you guys weren't in the school building anymore, you were outside behind the school, in the small garden the school had created not too long ago.
"What are we doing out here?" You looked at him with confusion "I wanted to talk with you more privately."
"We're gonna get in trouble for skipping class, Ki."
"Don't worry about it, okay? I'll take all the blame." You looked at him, debating if you should stay out here or convince him to talk later but his eyes were almost pleading for you to stay out there, and so you listened. "Fine," you said with a slight smile.
He took a second to collect his thoughts and how he was going to go about this but eventually, he got it and started.
"I'm sorry I've left you alone so long. And I'm truly so sorry that I never made time for you, a busy schedule isn't an excuse to be distant, and I need to learn that."
"Rik-" You tried to cut him off and say it wasn't his fault but he didn't let you. "Wait just, wait okay." You shut up
"I care about you so much, you're truly the only one for me, and you mean the world to me. What I said during our fight was so fucked up, and I need you to know I didn't mean any of it. I want to be around you all the time, but I know I can't, and I'm glad you found someone you can be with when I'm not around.
I want you to know that I want to make all of this up to you. All the lost time, the phone calls I missed, the dates, just hanging out together, I want to make up for all of it. And I will, I promise.
I love you. A lot, and I'm gonna prove it this time. I'm going to be the best boyfriend you can ask for and I'm going to be your best friend again. Okay? I'm going to spend as much time as I possibly can with you. I love you so much. You don't have to forgive me now but I-"
"Riki." You successfully cut him off this time as he was starting to run out of breath and his cheeks were all pink.
He looks at you like a scolded puppy, catching his breath a little, Pure word vomit he thought.
"I love you too, so much. And I promise I'm not mad. It hurt never seeing you, yeah, and we definitely have distanced, ourselves as both a couple and friend but it's not your fault. You're busy and I understand okay?" He gave you an apologetic small smile before bringing you into a hug
It was warm and loving, just as all of Riki's hugs were.
He put his head into the crook of your neck, "I missed this so much" He mumbled, squeezing his arms around you tighter. "I'll do better. I promise." You smiled and softly caressed his hair. "I love you Ki."
"I love you too baby. So much."
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Later throughout the day Riki walked you to every class, smiled at you whenever your eyes met, and was friendly with Akio whenever he came around.
After school, he came to your house and you guys just laid with each other. Something you hadn't done in ages, and although you knew he wouldn't be able to do this every day, you were just happy he was trying to make more time for you, and he was just happy to have his girlfriend back.
@ featki
Note: Sorry if the ending is bad or rushed, iv been working on this for like 2-3 weeks now and just wanted it out. But this is definitely my longest fic and I hope u guys like it :)) also I think I made Akio seem like a bigger character than he actually was... srry
#enhypen niki#enhypen riki#enhypen#nishimura riki#niki#riki x reader#riki angst#riki fluff#enhypen x reader#riki nishimura#nishimura riki x reader#riki nishimura x reader#niki nishimura#taiyaakii ⭑.ᐟ
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A Place for You, Next to Me Chapt 1 and 2

Buck finds out that Eddie doesn’t really ‘do’ birthdays so what’s a best friend supposed to do, obviously he can’t let Eddie think he doesn't care. So he makes a plan to celebrate and it’s a good plan, it really is and is it really his fault if one little thing goes wrong with their booking.
It’s certainly not his fault that Eddie’s reaction to the unexpected problem would turn a pleasant weekend away into an agony of temptation.
A tale of pining and love and only one bed.
Fans of only one bed shenanigans - this one’s for you.🥹🌈🛏️🎂🛏️🥃🥃🥃🛏️🤯😍🌈❤️🔥 Chapt 1&2 today 3&4 tomorrow 💕
Now I was half way though writing this when @bobbysfirehose posted this stunning piece of art that blew my mind away (all their art is magnificent btw so go check out and shower with love) and with permission I tried to describe the pose towards at the end of the fic because it was just perfect for the situation, so you have a nice visual to go along with the words.
Eddie hadn’t expected any reaction at all, least of all the one he’s getting. Standing in his kitchen he watches Buck process the information he just casually mentioned as part of thier conversation about Chris’ next birthday.
“Are you serious?”
His best friend is standing there with his mouth hanging open, eyes wide, a puzzled frown on his brow, it’s adorable and amusing and God he loves this man so much. Eddie however is wise enough to look away and keep the sentiment out of his voice.
“Yes I’m serious, Buck. I’ve never done anything special to celebrate any of my birthdays.”
If anything that simple statement makes matters worse, Buck's mouth opens and shuts. He looks like a goldfish, apparently he’s managed to render him speechless and that’s quite an impressive feat.
Eddie takes another sip of beer to hide his smile as Buck flounders. The other man is looking horrified, “Your 15th? That’s special right?”
He shrugs. “Dad was away. We did some stuff at church, nothing big. I got a cake.”
“What about 18? Or or your 21st?”
He throws Buck a raised eyebrow, “Think about that for a second.”
A pained look crosses his friend’s face “Oh.” Then his nose crinkles “ Oh.. I don’t think I want to.”
Buck sounds upset. Eddie can just imagine what he’s thinking, how he’s comparing the life that he himself had between 16 and 21 with the one Eddie had. The tragic sympathy emanating out of sad pools of blue is a bit much though, it really wasn’t that bad. Yeah, he didn’t get a lot of time to be young but that’s ok he got other stuff instead. He ended up with the best kid in the world so he can’t really complain about missing birthday celebrations.
“You don’t have to feel sorry for me, so my life’s been a bit different than yours, but that’s ok . Still got cake, even got a balloon once.”
His joke falls flat, Buck looks devastated .
“Honestly, all completely normal, I promise, don’t freak out on me.”
He moves around him heading back to the couch and if he touches his arm on the way past, well it’s a tight space to squeeze through. Buck’s own fault really, for filling so much of it. His friend's voice follows him out of the kitchen.
“But nothing since you got old?”
Eddie turns just so Buck can appreciate the eye roll, “I'm not exactly old Buck, I’m the same age as you.”
“Are we sure about that?”
Abruptly Buck’s mood shifts and he’s teasing, humour replacing the tragic look that had been there only seconds ago.
“You do kinda look older than me. Pretty sure I spotted some gray hairs on you the other day.”
Eddie glares and throws a handy cushion without aiming. Buck catches it easily and grins, before taking another swig of beer. Eddie tries not to watch his lips or his throat too closely.
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie fic#911 abc#complete#but coming in two parts#today and tomorrow#911 fanfic#911 fanfiction#buddie fanfic#one bed trope#911 fic#911fic#love pinning idiots#the usual
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hi! Would Petey possess dm again? Even though he can just possess him when ever bc of their (gay as hell lmao /pos) soul bond I get the vibes that he would still ask him first bc of the physical toll it has on dm
anon im smiling so huge bc i was literally thinkign abt this Haha.. Hahaha…
i think petey would actually offer to get rid of the soul bond once dm wakes up. and dm is like nah its ok i dont rlly mind . which is all just indicative of both a) peteys development compared to the beginning of the story bc if exposition petey had a soul bond w dm u bet ur ass he would rather die than let go of it and he would also abuse the hell out of it and b) dm lwk highkey trusts petey w his life now and he Knows petey would never possess him if he doesnt explicitly ask him to .
petey also would never be the one to ask dm abt possession . in their post climax relationship if theyre Ever talking abt possession then its bc dm brought it up first . the aftermath of the first possession event made it such that petey doesnt rlly wanna think abt possessing him again bc he gets scared
theres also kinda no reason for petey to possess dm after the first posession bc like i said both heaven and hell dont rlly fuck around w them anymore so theyre never in enough danger to warrant possession .
but ☝️ i reckon sometimes dm asks petey if he can possess him js for the hell of it LMFAAAAOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭 especialy during their healing arc he probs eventually gets petey to agree to possess him and they kinda js walk around outside . and petey hauls ass once he can feel dms soul getting weaker (idt his heart could handle seeing dm in a comatose state again) and once he leaves yes dm is a bit tired but hes otherwise safe and fine . and hes happy . so peteys like Huh. bc up until this point his only experience with possessing dm has been Terrible . but this time it was fine. it was good even . so its like hes being subconsciously trained to remember tbat hes not inherently dangerous (all part of dms plan)
and also usually possession isnt . Supposed to be pleasant for the vessel . thats why it leaves the vessel weak . the whole Point of possession is that its supposed to eat away at the vessel until theyre js a husk of a human being . which is why peteys so against it .
dm is js kind of a freak tho bc he lwk likes possession LMFAO i think during the initial stage of possession before his soul goes dormant theres a level of like. spiritual closeness ? w him and pt that is Not possible if hes not possessing him . its like a level of connection . completely merging with another being . becoming One individual . and dms like this is actually kinda awesome
petey avtually does also like possession for the same reason its js that his fear of hurting him outweighs any of that positive feeling Easily LOL
i think the stronger a soul bond is the more a demon is able to feel what the vessel feels . i mentioned before that theres usually a level of disconnect between the vessel and the demon like a mecha and its pilot . but i reckon a stronger soul bond changes that level of connection . like a stronger soul bond = stronger feeling of becoming a single individual during possession .
most soul bonds are formed contractually so they arent very strong . demons also prefer this bc they dint care what the vessel feels and its actually better for them if they Dont feel what the vesel feels .
obvs dm and peteys sich is diff and over time as their souls get more time to exist within the same space amicably the soul bond gets stronger 🤔🤔🤔 so theres that
i reckon dm actually asks petey if he can possess him a Lot and peteys like STOP ASKING ME IDIOT bc like i said the soul degrades the longer possession lasts . since its not like a single long lasting posession but instead a bunch of little possessions the degradation of the soul is Basically negligible but petey is Nawt taking any chances . so hes reluctant to possess him if theyre not in a dire situation .
#ask#dm divine liberation au#this answer is a little all over the place im ngl . gonna have to make a worldbuilding masterpost at some point to organize my thoughts LOL#ty for asks…. these r awesome…..
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