fuck your ex - TEASER
๐ starring. Choi Seungcheol & Kim Mingyu x afab!Reader
๐ฎ preview. โCuddles donโt hurt either,โ Mingyu muses, pulling you to his chest. โIf we get to your bedroom and you decide you just want someone to be with, Iโm not going to pressure you. I know I said the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else, but, skin to skin contact - even if itโs not sexual - can be an amazing way to get over an ex too.โ
tw/cw. Protected sex, unprotected sex, pussy eating, fingering, hand job, dry humping, grinding, foreplay, threesome, bathroom sex, using a shower head as a vibrator, multiple sex scenes, multiple reader orgasms, slight cum kink, Cheol cumโs on readerโs chest, size kink, dirty talk, praise, etcโฆ I pet names: (hers) baby.
๐น rating.18+ explicit I wc. 7.3kย
๐ญ aus. Non idol au, cop au, poly au, etcโฆ
โ๏ธ mlist + an.ย I know cops are a touchy subject, but I've had this idea for months, and I figured it's fan fiction so hopefully it's just a fun au :)
โAnyways, I bet youโre wondering about the conditions that make threesomes work,โ Seungcheol sighs, returning to the topic at hand.
โIโll admit, Iโm curious. When you and Mingyu gave me your numbers, you did say I could have both of you if I wanted.โ
โYou still can, but I wouldnโt be shocked if you wanted to stick it with Mingyu. It wouldnโt offend me. Heโs better with girls than I am.โ You love how direct Seungcheol is about this, and it shows a good sense of self for him to be able to admit heโs not as much of a lady killer as his friend.
โWhy do you think heโs better with girls?โ you inquire.
โMost girls like that whole puppy dog thing. Heโs a giver, and I respect that.โ
โAnd youโre not a giver?โ you toy, cocking a brow.
โMore of a taker really,โ Seungcheol admits, flashing you a grin. โIf youโre interested in that sort of thing.โ
โHonestly?โ You let out a sigh, relaxing back against the booth. โThat might be just what I need right now.โ
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Injured (Alba's Version) IV
Alexia Putellas x Teen!Reader
Summary: The aftermath
*TW: parental neglect, aftermath of suicide*
It takes Alexia nearly a week until she realises you're missing.
You're self-sufficient and independent. You've never needed much and it's not weird for Alexia to not see you for days on end.
You come home from whatever you spend your days doing and go straight to your room.
You make your own meals, she's pretty sure because she never has to make extra. Just enough for a family of three. Two when Olga is away from work.
It's a fleeting thing really, the only way that she realises you've disappeared.
She knocks on your door, intent on finally having that conversation about what you're planning on doing with your future.
There's no answer.
"Now's not the time to sulk, y/n," She calls through the door," If you don't come out then I'm coming in!"
Still silence.
"One! Two!"
Alexia doesn't wait for three, shoving open the door.
She expects to see you on your bed, sulking or whatever it is you do when she's not around.
You're not there though.
Your bed is made. Your clothes are packed away.
There's nothing out of place. Nothing to prove that this room was even really yours apart from a few neat stacks of paper on your desk.
Alexa glances over them, frowning as if they'd give her the answer to where you've gone.
She's been home since last night, the first one up and awake in the house. There's no way you could have snuck past her.
"Jaume!" She yells out," Where's your sister?"
"I don't know! Out with friends or something?"
That's odd.
Alexia can't remember the last time you mentioned a friend to her. To be honest, Alexia can't remember the last time the two of you actually had a conversation.
She shuffles through the papers on your desk.
Yes, she thinks, you must be with friends because there's three tickets to a ballet performance on Saturday.
You must be wanting to take them with you.
It's only when Alexia sits up that night, waiting for you to come home, that she gets the sinking feeling you're not coming back.
She waits for hours until the early hours of the next morning and the sun begins to rise before panic lances through her chest.
You've not come home.
She checks her phone, wondering if she missed a text saying you would stay at a friend's house but there's nothing.
She checks your room, just to see if you've climbed in through the windows but they're locked.
You are nowhere.
She pulls Jaume out of school for the day. She calls Olga to come home from Madrid.
She scours all of the places she thinks you hang out but you're nowhere to be seen.
It's almost like you've never existed in the first place.
The call comes in the evening.
It's Alba.
"I can't talk right now," Alexia says after two missed calls," I'm-"
"I'm sorry," Alba says instead.
"What?"
"I'm sorry." Alba chokes her words out like they're so physically painful she can barely say them. Like she's so numb that even talking is difficult. "I tried but..."
"Alba? What's happened? Listen, I really can't talk right now. I'm-"
"I really did try. They did too but it was already too late."
"Alba, what is going on?"
"We should go to the hospital," Alba says," I'll send you which one."
In the deepest pit of her chest, Alexia already knows what has happened. In some deep, dark part of her, she's known since Alba called. In the worst, most hidden piece of herself, Alexia has known since the beginning.
It's an awful thing for an aunt to see.
It's a terrible thing for a brother to see.
It's even worse for a mother to see.
A picture goes up at the ballet company.
(Alexia didn't even know you joined one).
It's of you smiling, the headhsot that they used on the website, displayed proudly in the main foyer.
'Rest In Peace' sits under it and a little plaque with your name and how long you lived. It states your interests with no hint about trains at all. It talks about your reserved disposition but mentions how you endeared yourself to everyone.
Flowers sit under it, bouquets upon bouquets from the dancers and the staff and audience members who have seen you perform.
(Alexia has never been to a performance once).
Support pours in from people Alexia hasn't spoken to in years. Old coaches. Old teammates. Old friends.
Everyone seems to have a fond memory of you but all Alexia can think about is the last words she said to you.
She can't remember them.
She can't remember what she said or how she felt or what she was doing.
There is a gap in her memory from that moment.
Everyone talks about you so fondly, with such clarity that Alexia can't replicate.
You have gone on a wisp of breeze and Alexia is left trying to catch the impossible.
Her mind circles around herself, trying to work out where this all went wrong.
She loved you. She loved you so much.
Her beautiful baby girl who was a little nervous and a little quiet but beautiful all the same.
The little girl who loved trains and ballet and doing all the super feminine stuff that Alexia had to learn when she was a bit older.
The people around her tell stories of you, like Ingrid talking about how you used to love having her braid your hair back but Alexia sits there numb.
She's been numb since she saw your body in the hospital morgue.
She's been numb since the funeral where you lay in your coffin, perfectly peaceful like you were taking a long sleep.
She's been numb since they all returned to Eli's house for food and drink to celebrate your life.
Alba is not talking to her, has not talked to her outside what is needed since she called.
Alexia hasn't even noticed, too preoccupied with the realisation that she's a mother that just had to bury her daughter.
It was not a disease that took you. It was not a heart attack. It was not a random attack on the street.
It was you.
You made this decision, decided that this world was not worth living in anymore. That you could no longer cope with everything happening around you.
Things that Alexia has no knowledge on and, now, will never have any knowledge on.
You thought that this path was better than returning home.
You thought that everything would be better, more peaceful if you took your life away.
People have been cautious around Alexia, seeing just how close she is to tears.
She didn't cry during the funeral when you were lowered down into the ground with nothing but a neat blouse and a skirt.
Nothing to take with you now that you're gone.
Olga had to pack your things away in your room because Alexia could not force herself to even step through the doorway.
Your things are gone.
You are gone.
And Alexia will never know why.
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Youโre Jealous
ย Summary: You get jealous of someone else in his life.
Characters: Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Ace, Sabo, Law, and Kid
Genre: Slight Angst // Fluff
CW: None // SFW
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Luffy: He never told you Boa Hancock was in love with him, and when you find out, you have to remove yourself from the situation before you have an emotional outburst and start something with the Pirate Empress. The problem is, you donโt even know which emotion will spill out of you. Finding out the worldโs most beautiful woman, and a powerful Warlord, no less, is desperate to marry Luffy is a whirlwind, to say the least. Luffy can seem clueless at times, but his emotional intelligence is through the roof, and he picks up on what has you upset almost straight away. He knows to give you some space, and when he senses youโre ready, he approaches you with a handful of wildflowers he picked. He doesnโt really say much, just pulls you into a hug, presses a few kisses into your cheek and temple, and says in your ear, โyouโre my girl.โย
Zoro: He didnโt mention Perona was also at Mihawkโs castle for those two years until a few months after the crew gets together. He tells a story that features her, and you realize there was a woman keeping him company. Your heart drops into your stomach. Zoro insists he didnโt mention her because he didnโt think she was relevant; the only thing Perona did those two years was annoy him. Heโs actually the one who wonโt let it go, not you (even though you are pretty jealous). Whereas youโd prefer not to talk about it, Zoro is wracked with guilt because heโd never considered the whole thing in a relationship context. Him fretting constantly over it actually heals your jealousy because you realize youโve never seen him panic over the prospect of hurting anyone elseโs feelings.ย
Sanji: Even with a third eye, Pudding is stunning. And Sanji almost married her. It was before you two were together, but listening to the stories from Whole Cake, hearing how close he came to marrying another woman, knowing she really did fall in love with his kind heart and wonderful cooking, turns you into a little green monster. You know you shouldnโt feel jealous of a woman youโve never met before, a woman Sanji chose not to marry, but you canโt help it. Sanji is completely shocked that you would feel jealous over his relationship (if it could even be called that) with Pudding, though after thinking about it some more, he does realize why you might be jealous that he had a fiancรฉ. His solution is to bring you a bouquet of roses and walk you through the dark details of his life, telling you things heโs never outright told anyone, so you understand the special place you have in his life.ย
Ace: He collects people without trying, and often times, without realizing, either. Ace thinks heโs just making friends, but you see the way the women he laughs and shares drinks with are drawn to him like plants to the sun. He promises them freedom and adventure (and he has a very nice laugh), and you can see how it excites them. You donโt really mind it, knowing Ace well enough to see the way he holds those women at armโs length, even if he seems close with them (such is the magic of Fire First Ace). But Yamato makes you jealous. Itโs not hearing the way they laughed together but hearing the way they fought that gets to you. You know how Ace lives to fight and even just roughhouse, you know how heโs a rough and tumble guy, and you worry youโre not tough enough. Should you be punching his arm when he makes a joke? Should you be trying to trip him out on deck? What should you be doing? When you finally come clean with Ace about whatโs been bothering you, he actually laughs. โIf I wanted to be with someone who gives me hell, Iโd be sleeping in Marcoโs cabin every night. Besides,โ he says, scooping you up in his arms, โI like being able to manhandle you.โย
Sabo: Sabo is a flirt, and you knew that going into your relationship. It actually doesnโt bother you when he flashes that charming smile of his at someone else or swoops in to save a damsel in distress (a speciality of his) and even serves to entertain, especially on the rare occasions his flirtations are rebuked. What does bother you, though, is his tight relationship with Koala. You know itโs ridiculous to be envious, you know Koala would sooner saw off her arm than kiss the man she considers her irksome big brother, but theyโve known each other since they were little kids, and Koala has been through so much with Sabo that the pair have such a close bond. Itโs not the angry kind of jealousy that bubbles up in you when Koala mentions something about Saboโs past that she assumes you know but you donโt, just the sad kind that you try to keep to yourself. Surprisingly, Sabo notices, though you donโt realize until he hugs you from behind and mumbles in your ear that heโs glad youโre the only one who knows he has a skincare routine, his silly words diffusing your mood and acting as the exact affirmation you needed. If itโs not enough, though, heโll happily prove his loyalty to you by challenging Koala to a karate match, though. ย
Law: Dr. Law and Dr. Robin sure do get along well- so well, in fact, you canโt help but wonder if they are better suited to each other than you and him. Even if they didnโt have such good chemistry, it would be impossible not to feel a touch of jealousy toward the archeologist. Sheโs intelligent, beautiful, fiercely loyal, a member of the Straw Hats, and has an impressive bounty that she earned even before she became a pirate. Needless to say, you find yourself brooding when the Robin brings him a beer and sits down beside him to discuss the immune systems of fishmen, a topic both are rather interested in. Of course, youโre interested in that, too, thus the reason Law realizes something is wrong when you donโt participate in the conversation. He ends up excusing the two of you and taking you to bed, worrying you had too much to drink, the thought you may be jealous never once occurring to him. You end up not saying anything (many thing in your relationship with Law being unspoken) and just sleeping it off, the fact that he excused the two of you proof enough of his loyalty.ย
Kid: He doesnโt ever talk about his first love, Victoria. In fact, you didnโt even know she existed until Killer got drunk one night and began speaking of his dearly departed. What he didnโt mention was that Kid, too, had been in love with her. It only comes up the next night when you mention it to Wire, who mentions it was the death of his first love, Victoria, that put Kid on the war path and united the first four members of the Kid Pirates. Realizing Wire messed up, Heat chimes in to say, โheโd do the same for you.โ But youโre not convinced, mainly because Kid never told you any of this. It tears you apart, leaves you tossing and turning for nights on end, until you finally burst into Kidโs workshop one night ranting about how he doesnโt trust you and holds you at armโs length. โHeat says youโd do the same for me, but-โ Kid cuts you off and says, โI wouldnโt do the same, Iโd do worse. Much, much worse.โ And from the wicked gleam in his eye, youโre inclined to believe him.ย
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omg! I read your goth reader x Simon and Iโm not sure if youโve already made a post but Iโd love to see how Simon met reader or how he did pull her ๐๐ love it btw
Augh I've wanted to write more for Simon x Goth!Reader
He drops the 3-pack of men's black t-shirts on the counter, digging into his sweatshirt pocket for his wallet. He takes out his card and looks up.
You're sitting with your back to him, hunched over on a small stool with your face stuck in a mirror. He can see your one eye magnified in the reflection as you held your cheek taught, slowly dragging an eyeliner pen across your lid.
He stands there another moment, wondering if you even know he's behind you. He politely clears his throat.
"One sec." You say, concentrating hard on making the line perfect. You have your mouth hanging open, your one eye closed and the other wide as a dinner plate. Simon huffs quietly. You remind him of a zombie, dressed in a typical retail uniform.
You eventually put the eyeliner pen down and stand, grabbing the shirts from the counter. He watches you as you scan the item - only one of your eyes are done, beautifully enhanced with an artistic flourish of eyeliner, mascara, and eye shadow; your other eye is untouched.
"Is that all?" You ask, looking up at him, and he has to stifle a laugh. Thank goodness for his balaclava.
"Yea." He responds, sticking his card into the reader. You bag his shirts and hand them to him - he accepts the bag and puts his card back, shoving his hands into his pockets.
"Receipt?"
"No thanks."
You nod - he stays there, staring at you with a rather blank expression. You purse your lips and tap the counter, adverting your gaze to anything but him. You were used to getting stares because of your makeup, but this guy in particular wasn't even subtle about it.
"Is that all?" He says, jutting his chin towards you.
You blink, staring back at him. Does he mean my makeup? "Oh- heh, no. Still gotta do my other eye."
He nods. "Looks good."
"Thanks..." You say. You're not sure if he's being honest or sarcastic. But before you have the chance to question it, he turns on his heel and walks out the door, the bell clanging behind him.
You shrug to yourself and sit back down, digging inside your makeup bag for a brow pencil.
You're uncapping your lipstick when someone slaps something on the counter - not aggressively, but it still makes you jump. You turn around to find that same guy from last week, the one with the balaclava and the moody eyes.
You head to the register and look down. There's another pack of black shirts on the counter. You scoff and look up at him. "More? What, are you eating these?" You say as you scan them.
"See you finished your other eye." Simon grumbles, pulling his card from his wallet. "Did it take ya the whole week?"
You glare at him, shoving his shirts into a bag. "It did." You say sarcastically, and he grunts, taking the bag as you hand it to him.
Simon watches as you turn to the side, assuming he was already on his way out the door. You popped the cap off your lipstick and parted your lips in front of the tiny mirror on the counter - he felt something akin to surprise when your lips were smeared in black, rather than the red he was expecting.
You feel a pair of eyes on your back. You turn around - that guy is still there, and you fight back a frown.
"Can I help you with anything else?" You say, trying to stress the weirdness of the situation in your tone.
"I like this." He says, using his free hand to circle his face. "Looks good on you. Unique."
You smile, genuinely pleased with the compliment. Most of the time, if people (other than your friends) weren't ogling at you, they were saying how strange and "ugly" your makeup looked (this was a common comment among the older ladies that came to the store).
"Thanks." You reply. "You want a makeover?"
Simon chuckles quietly. "Nah, not really." And then, as quick as he came, he's gone again - out the door before you can even try to carry a conversation with him.
Simon comes back the next week - this time, for a pack of smokes and some new gloves. Uncharacteristically, he finds himself a little excited to see you again, despite never saying more than fifty words to you in total. He gets to the counter and places his items down - his heart sinks a bit when he isn't greeted by you and your half-finished goth makeup.
An older lady steps forward and scans his items. "Do you have a rewards card with us?"
"No."
Would you like to sigh up for one?"
"No."
She doesn't even look at him as she slides the cigs and glives back to him. "Fifteen twenty-seven."
He slides his card in. He can't help but wonder where you might be; not that he misses you or anything, he's just a curious man. He doesn't like not knowing things, and you're a rather difficult, raven-haired puzzle to decipher.
"S'cuse me, but-" he shifts his weight as he pockets his wallet. "Where's the other girl? Y'know, the one with all the-" he waves his hand in front of his face. "She usually works Thursdays."
The woman looks at him with a tight-lipped, glazed-over expression. "I'm not allowed to share any employee's schedule information, sir." She drones in a monotone, customer service voice.
He blinks for a moment, wracking his brain for a response. "I'm 'er uncle."
"Oh - she quit."
"Really?" Simon says - he's rather upset that you, an artistically-talented cashier he's met twice, is no longer employed at the lackluster retail store. "What happened?"
"Manager told her all that shit had to go." She leans her hip against the counter. "All that ugly face paint - it was freaking the customers out. She threw a hissy fit and stormed out."
He hummed, thiugh he took what she said with a grain of salt. "Right. Thanks." He said, shoving his hands in his pockets.
The woman sighs. "I mean, people paint themselves to look like the devil and expect to be treated like a normal human. Is that crazy, or am I just old?"
Just an old hag. "Dunno." He shrugs.
"Oh-" she holds up a finger, signaling for him to wait as she meanders to the end of the counter. She grabs an envelope and comes back to the cash register, handing it to Simon. "Give this to your niece. She never came back for her last paycheck."
He hesitates, wondering if he should make up some excuse like "Oh I'll tell her to pick it up." But, he said he was her uncle - now he has to deal with the responsibilities of it. He takes the envelope and shoves it into the pocket of his sweatshirt. Nodding towards the lady. "I'll make sure she gets it."
Simon hasn't tracked you down yet. Truthfully, he hasn't realy tried to; he wants to respect your privacy and chose not to look for you on social media - but he does frequent the restaraunt across the street from your old workplace, hoping to catch you if you ever decided to come back for your check. He's getting worried at this point - what if you show up and he doesn't see you, and then you start freaking out about getting your paycheck stolen by some random guy? That would be the highlight of his vacation leave. He isn't sure if Price would bail him out of jail for that one.
He's inside the restaraunt today, sitting in a booth and sipping on a mug of tea. Rain pelts against the windows, providing a background of white noise to his ever-active mind. He scrolls through his email on his phone, but as always, he's focused on work. The briefing doming up within the next week, that sergeant that failed the sniper placement, having to listen to Soap talk about how he spent his leave with his girl... it muddled around in his head, nothing staying in the forefront of his mind, but never dissipating, either.
He hears the door open, just as a peal of lighning crashes through the sky. Someone stomps their boots on the entry mat a ways behind Simon, and he hears the jingle of metal with each step towards the bar.
"I'm here for an interview."
Simon nearly snaps his neck with ho hard he turns his head. There you are - you've got your hair down, definitely not as teased as the last time he had seen you. Your makeup is less goth, although you've outlined your lips with a black liner that fades inwards to a crimson red, and your eyes are still sharp and smokey. You're wearing black jeans and a deep, red top, and an interesting pair of boots, decorated with small chains and studs.
Professional, but still incorporating your style. He can appreciate that.
Someone comes out from the back and walks over to you - you shake his extended hand with a smile, and he leads you to a booth farther away from Simon. He thinks he must look like a creep, staring at you in broad (rainy) daylight, but he can't help himself. He doesn't even know why, but you've got his attention like the moon pulls the waves of the ocean.
He stays there for a while - he can't hear every word you say, but he eats the comments and laughs that do filter through with a hungry mind. You sometimes model for any Goth-forward magazines; you're relieved that the owner of the restaurant doesn't care about toning down your style; you're honest - your roommate hadn't paid rent for a month and a half so you let them go, and now you need a little bit more cash than what a measly retail job can provide.
He can hear it in the man's tone: you're hired. He likes your forwardness and unique charm, and frankly, so does Simon. He's addicted to it. The last time anything had his attention like this was when he found out Gaz could do the splits - the shock factor had him surprised with how easily it truly wis to distract him when he comes across something so unusual. But this time, there was less of a ridiculousness, and more of an admiration.
He hears a lilt in the conversation; he turns to see you standing with an excited smile. Of course you would get the job, just look at you. You shake the owner's hand and grab your bag, a black canvas ine with all sorts of studs and spikes, and start heading towards the front door.
Simon can't let you slip away that easily.
"Movin' on from retail?" He says as you pass his booth.
You turn, looking confused, staring at him for a moment. It takes a few seconds before you recognize him, though your smile still holds some wariness to it. "Hey, weirdo...!" You say, standing next to his table. "You stalking me or something?"
He decides to be honest. "Was tryin'."
You furrow your brow an bit, your hands curling around the strap of your bag. "You were?"
"The clerk from the store gave me your check." He clarifies, pulling the envelope from his pocket. "Figured you weren't comin' 'round anytime to get it, so I tried lookin' for ya."
You wonder how this man was somehow able to get your paycheck, but you were a little less put-off. He seemed nice enough. You dropped your bag on the table and took the envelope, shoving it somewhere in your disorganized pockets. "You waiting on someone?" You ask.
"Was you." He comments, taking a sip of his whiskey. "Now, no one." God, he must look pathetic.
"Nice." You slide into the opposite side of the booth, your boots clacking against the legs of the tables. "Want another round? Some fries?" You look at him with those shadowed, big eyes, and he wants to keep you in this booth with him forever.
He chuckles. "You really don't-"
"Don't tell me what to do." You snap with a smirk. "Just choose. Drink, or fries? Or whatever you want, really. I haven't eaten lunch, and you look like interesting company."
He feels himself melting at your cocky, triumphant smirk as you dig around in your bag for your wallet. What did he do for life to deposit such a pretty thing right in his lap (we'll, a few feet away from it)? "Could go for a burger.
You smile, relaxing into the polyester seat. This big, quiet, lumbering thing has you intrigued, and apparently, the feeling is mutual. "What's your name?"
He smirks. He's not wearing his balaclava, but he doesn't really care about that at the moment. He takes a sip of his whiskey. "Simon. Yours?"
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bed chem.
han jisung ร fem!reader โ love at first sight, strangers to lovers, non idol! au, based on sabrina carpenter's song bed chem, fluff/smut
summary โ you couldn't take your eyes off him since you saw him. even though you talked for mere seconds, you were undeniably in love. good thing he felt the same too.
warnings โ alcohol consumption, swearing, explicit sexual content (warnings under the cut), lots and lots of kissing, just a little bit of a situationship
word count โ 4.4K
author's note โ extremely late birthday post for my favorite man ๐ฉท bed chem is my favorite song on sabrina's album and jisung just so happened to wear a white jacket for the dicon magazine photos ๐ปโ๏ธ what a perfect coincidence. this was kinda rushed, but i hope you like it <33
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smut warning โ mastrubation (f rec), breast/nipple play, unprotected sex, multiple rounds (2), overstimulation
You couldn't stop staring at him; you probably looked like a creep, but you could care less. The party was in full swing around you, all of the attendees decked up in black and white formal wear, in accordance with the theme of the party your company was holding. It was some anniversary event; you recalled seeing number balloons strung up all over the place along with normal ones. You'd, at first, reluctantly attended, your mishap with your original outfit causing you to borrow one from a friend at the last minute and your favorite pearl necklace snapping when you were putting it onโboth seemed like an omen for you to not go.
But boy were you glad you did, or else you would've never met him.
โHan Jisung,โ your coworker, Changbin, told you. โHe was working at an overseas branch and was recently transferred here.โ
Your brain zoned out after that, vision tunneling at the sight of the man in the white jacket, his hair slightly long and styled back with a middle part, although a few strands came loose and hung delicately on the sides of his face. When the light hit just right, you could see a sheen on his lips, making your heart thump in your chest even more.ย
โGod, just go talk to him. You're practically eye-fucking him in front of my champagne,โ Hyunjin, another one of your coworkers, grumbled, his face scrunched up in disgust as he sipped from his glass. Your own glass was forgotten in your hand and most likely would've been spiked if you were at a club from the way it'd been staying in the same spot while you shamelessly gazed at the beautiful man.
โI would, if I had the guts to do it,โ you snapped back, your free hand scrunching up the material of your sheer, black dress that you wore over a shorter, tighter one. Your friend told you that you looked hot but, in the presence of so many other elegantly dressed women and men, you felt underdressed.
Your horrible luck struck once again when you looked back at Han Jisung and your eyes met his. Your face flamed red at being caught by him, turning away so your back was facing his direction, and you chugged your champagne.
Both Hyunjin and Changbin laughed at your embarrassment, your scowl only intensifying their amusement. You wished the ground would open up and swallow you whole, that you'd miraculously get a phone call from someone, and you'd have to leave because you would not be able to live this down if he questioned you.ย
A tap on your shoulder nearly made you jump out of your skin, causing you to turn around so fast you almost gave yourself whiplash, and you were met with a blonde man with freckles dotting his face. โHey,โ he said, his voice deep and rich.
โHi?โ You greeted, your tone confused, wondering who this man was.
โSorry, I'm Felix,โ he offered a hand to shake, which you did while introducing yourself, still feeling as clueless as ever. โLong story short, if you're okay with it... I would like to introduce you to my friend. He's a bit shy.โ Your brows furrowed for a moment before you nodded. Anything to save you from your slip-up. โGreat.โ He gave you a big smile before looking back, seemingly for his shy friend, and called him over.
In a ridiculous twist of fate, the person he called over was none other than the man you were caught staring at.
You wished you could disappear.ย
โOkay, so, Ji, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is Jisung.โ Felix clapped his hands together. โNow stop being an idiot and speak to her,โ he added quietly, causing Jisung to fumble with his words and hit the blonde's shoulder, the latter only laughing in response.ย
Your heart sped up in your chest when Jisung's gaze met yours for the third time that night, beating so loudly you were sure someone could hear it. Felix gave his friend one more knowing look before he linked arms with Hyunjin and Changbin, making you question if the three of them were close, and walked away to talk to other people.
Your throat felt parched, and you had no idea what to say. Another sip for your fresh glass of champagne while the tension between the two of you increased with every second.
โRight, um, I'm sorry for staring at you,โ he finally said once it had gotten almost too awkward, in an accent you couldn't put your finger on, letting out a nervous chuckle, and looked at you with those big, brown eyes, almost making your knees buckle.
โI apologize as well,โ you said, your stomach fluttering as his smile widened. โI wasn't trying to be creepy, you just...โ
โCaught your eye?โ He asked before adding, โBecause you definitely did.โ You blushed, your body feeling hot and bothered at his sudden compliment. He opened his mouth to say something else, but a ringtone interrupted him, and he muttered a sorry underneath his breath before pulling out his phone from his pocket. โShit, this is important.โ
You smiled. โNo, it's alright.โ You watched him give you a sort of upside-down one in return before walking away to take his call in a quieter place.
You didn't see him for the rest of the night, much to your disappointment. It was like he vanished into thin air. You couldn't sleep, even after hours of laying in bed after going home (the sun would come up before you would sleep, you thought), your mind replaying the evening again and again in your head like a broken record. For the first time in a while, you felt something so strong for someone you had spoken to for a few moments.
You found yourself scrolling through your social media feed, pictures of the party occupying most of it. You came across a picture in one of Hyunjin's posts with Felix, and a dumb idea struckโFelix was Jisung's friend, right? If you were lucky, which was very unlikely, Felix would have a public profile... which he did! And then going through his following, you should be able to find...
โAha!โ You exclaimed as you landed on Jisung's profile.
The next few hours were spent scrolling through his postsโtotally not creepy. Your delusions were increasing by the minute as you got a look into his life and the kind of person he was. He seemed to have stayed in Malaysia before coming to your town; he had a white-furred dog, and he uploaded videos of him playing the guitar and singing every now and thenโhe could not get any more perfect. The more you saw, the more it cemented in your brain that he was the one. He was perfect for you.
The only problem you had was how you would approach him without looking like a complete stalker. You finally fell asleep like that, drifting off into a deep slumber, your dreams filled with the face of the man you encountered and may never see again.
โNo way, no way, no way!โ You stared, mouth agape, at your phone screen, your TV show forgotten in the background. You'd woken up late the next day, skipping directly to lunch after freshening up and seating yourself on your couch with a plate of food in your hands. After you finished eating, you decided to check your notifications, swiping on the unnecessary advertisements and spam emails until you saw...
[Unknown, 11:37am]: Hey Y/n! It's Jisung, from the party yesterday. I got your number from Felix. Is that weird? I'm sorry if it's weird ๐ญ I really like you, and I feel bad our conversation was cut short yesterday. I was wondering if you'd like to hang out sometime. I'd love to get to know you better. If not, that's totally okay; just pretend I never sent this.
You read the message a few hundred times, saving his contact with a heart beside his name, before you mustered enough sanity to reply back to him.
[You, 3:09pm]: Hi Jisung! I'd love to hang out sometime ๐ฉท
The reply was almost instantaneous, another wonderful quality.ย
[Jisung ๐, 3:10pm]: Great! I heard this cafรฉ is good around here.ย
[Jisung ๐, 3:10pm]: <sent a location>
[Jisung ๐, 3:11pm]: If you're free, would you like to meet up there tomorrow? Unless you're not, that's okay; maybe I'm being too forward ๐ญ
[You, 3:11pm]: No, not at all! I was thinking of tomorrow too. Sounds great. I'll meet you at around four?
[Jisung ๐, 3:11pm]: Four sounds perfect. See you then!
You had no idea how you managed to sleep that night, excitement flowing through your veins at the prospect of going on a date with Jisung. The next day, you impatiently waited for the clock to strike four. When it finally was time, you got dressed, redid your hair until it was to your liking, and hailed a cab to the meeting spot.
You couldn't believe you were meeting Jisung in a few minutes. Maybe all the bad luck yesterday was worth it. Hell, you'd endure misfortune forever if it meant the two of you could hit off and your relationship would progress from the awkward talking stage you were in. Your thoughts trailed from cute fluffy dates that you and Jisung could have if you started dating to more not PG-13 ideas the more you thought about him. It was wrong; you knew that. You hardly knew him, and yet you were acting like a horny teenager just because you thought he gave you heart eyesโin your defense, it had been a while since you were with someone, and your heart just couldn't help but wander down the gutter because this guy... this guy seemed like he liked you just as much as you did. He put in the effort of talking to you and everythingโthat had to count for something, right?
Your anxiousness made you arrive outside the cafรฉ ten minutes beforehand, exiting the Uber with a cluster of nerves in your stomach. You opted for a warmer outfit, seeing that autumn had begun and the air had turned slightly crisp in the evenings. A woolen sweater tucked into your jeans, it was casual enough for a cafรฉ date (was this a date?).ย
After what seemed like hours (five minutes), you saw Jisung exit a car and come up to you in a light jog. โSorry, did I keep you waiting?โ You swallowed nervously, admiring his outfit choice that looked good on him. You shook your head in response to his question, a smile forming on his face as he stopped right in front of you. โMy neighbor's cat snuck into my apartment, and it was this whole thing,โ he said, waving his hands in the air while shaking his head in disbelief. โAnyways,โ he went to the door of the cafรฉ and opened it, โafter you.โ
You blushed and walked inside, thanking him for holding the door for you. The two of you sat at a table after ordering your drinks and settled into a less awkward silence than the previous day.
โDo you like coming here often?โ You asked, looking around the place. You'd never seen this cafรฉ before, probably because it was out of the way in your commute route from your apartment to your office.ย
Jisung nodded. โYeah, this place makes some seriously good coffee. My apartment is a few blocks away, so I usually drop by for a to-go cup in the morning before work.โ
โRight, I never got to ask, which department do you work in?โ
โMarketing. I worked in the Malaysia branch until a few weeks ago.โ
You nodded thoughtfully. โExplains why I haven't seen you at the office before. I'm in the IT department.โ You looked at the table. โI would've remembered if I saw someone like you,โ you added, smiling as you saw the tips of his ears turn red.
โYou're cheeky, aren't you?โ He chuckled.ย
A waiter brought your drinksโa pumpkin spice latte for you, a fall special that you adored, and an iced Americano for him. You took a few sips of your latte, your insides warming up from the hot coffee.
โSo, Y/n, what do you like to do outside of work?โ Jisung asked, brushing his bangs to the side to see better. His hair was much more unruly than it had been at the party; it added a boyish charm to his persona.ย
โNot much, truthfully,โ you admitted with a sheepish laugh. โI go to a pottery class on the weekends, but I'm not that good at it... Most of my masterpieces are deformed pots and mugs.โ
Jisung laughed, his eyes crinkling as he did. โYou'll get better at it! I sucked at playing the guitar when I first started, and now I'm not bragging, but I do play pretty well.โ
โReally?โ Liar, you knew he played well. You spent a good amount of time watching the guitar covers he posted on his account before you slept. โYou'll have to show me sometime.โ
โEven better, I'll teach you.โ
Time passed by quickly, the two of you talking about whatever you could think of until you had to part ways. Despite the fact that there wasn't any solid confirmation that you're dating, you could tell he really liked you, which made your heart fuzzy.ย
For the next few weeks, you both called and texted each other, taking a few detours at work just to see the other, only to see that they had done the same as well, making you laugh. Jisung was the only thing on your mind. His face, his deep voice, the way his face would flush whenever you made a teasing comment on the smirk that would tug at his lips whenever he did to you. You were dancing around each other on the topic of commitment, neither of you making the move to ask the other if you'd like to be exclusive.
It was frustrating seeing that you went on dates whenever your schedules would allow itโthe movies, the park, anything, to be honest. You spent the day beside him and then the night with your hands between your legs, his name rolling off your tongue embarrassingly as you came around your fingers.
It was getting comical how your relationship was at a stalemate for weeks. Even Hyunjin and Changbin were pestering you to make the move so you'd stop rambling about him while you worked.
One day after work, you were met with Jisung waiting outside the office next to his car, still dressed in his work clothes and looking at his phone. Once you called out to him, he looked up, his face lighting up as he approached you.
"Hi, beautiful,โ he greeted, taking your hand in his. โHow was your day?โ
โIt was okay... What are you doing here? I thoughtโโ
โI wanted to surprise you, obviously,โ he said, tugging at your hand to lead you to his car. He used his free hand to open the driver's side door and brought out a bouquet of red tulips. You weren't an idiot, and you knew he wasn't one either. The color of the flowers... you knew what that meant, and your heart did a little jump in your ribcage. โAnd to ask you to be my girlfriend because I've been a coward to do so earlier.โ He swallowed. โWill you do me the honor of letting me be yours?โ He asked, his voice soft and almost nervous, eyes flitting up to meet yours.ย
โI'd love to,โ you answered, accepting the bouquet with a flushed face and a smile so wide your cheeks burned. โYou're such a romantic, Jisung. These are beautiful.โ
โNot as beautiful as you,โ he flirted, grinning when he saw your reaction. โBut seriously, I'm sorry I've been an idiot. I really really really like you, Y/N. Since the moment I saw you. Scratch that, I love you. I know I do.โ He squeezed your hand.ย
โI love you too.โ A million thoughts were exchanged between the two of you as you looked at each other. Your eyes dipped down to his lips, and you bit the inside of your cheek before speaking. โCan I kiss you?โ
โThought you'd never ask,โ he muttered, the hand that was holding yours moving to wrap around your waist. Your eyes fluttered close as his face drew closer to yours and his lips finally met your own. The kiss was sweet; you could taste his chapstick, which made your stomach flip. Your arms went over his shoulders, still holding onto the bouquet.
When he pulled away and looked at you with that half-lidded gaze, you swore you would have fainted if he wasn't holding onto you. Another kiss from him took your breath away, this one much deeper and more sensual than the first.
โI won't be able to stop kissing you now that you're my girlfriend.โ He chuckled, planting a final kiss on your forehead before pulling away.
โI wouldn't mind that.โ
โReally?โ He laughed even more. โGood, because you can't stop me. Now, let me drive you home.โ
The ride to your apartment was filled with future date plans and spontaneous karaoke once he turned the radio on. You visited each other's houses in the past few months, having a few movie nights, but this time, you wantedโno, needed to take the next step. He parked his car and walked with you up to your flat. When he was about to leave, you stopped him.
โJisung, why don't you stay over?โ
He paused in his tracks. โWhat?โ
โWe could order takeout... or make dinner, and tomorrow's the weekend...โ You bit your lip, waiting for his response.
โY/n,โ he said, almost hesitantly. โYou do knowโโ
โI want it.โ You cut him off. โJust... stay over, Jisung, please?โ
He sighed. โYou know I can't say no when you ask me like that.โ He smiled softly and accepted your invitation, walking into your apartment and kicking off his shoes. Both of you knew what was going to happen, and you were more than ready to have him completely. Once you locked the door behind you and put the bouquet in the kitchen, you felt his hand wrap around your wrist and pull you close. โCan I kiss you?โ
โPlease.โ
Your third kiss was completely different, filled with fervor and desire. He pulled you impossibly close, his hands scrunching up the material of your blouse as he tried to taste as much of you as possible, tongue diving into your mouth. He groaned lowly when your hands tugged at his dark locks, making you smirk against his lips, and you did it again. โMmโฆ babyโฆ You don't know what you're doing to me,โ he muttered, his lips ghosting over yours.
โI want you, Jisung. I need you, please.โ
โI can't deny my girlfriend when she asks so nicely, hm?โ He pressed one more kiss on your lips. And then another, while you navigated clumsily to your bedroom. โGod, I've been wanting to fuck you since I saw you in the dress at the party,โ he spoke hotly, gaining your skin once you were in the room, peppering kisses along your jaw and down your neck. You let out a sigh, tilting your head to give him better access when you felt his teeth graze your skin. โSo pretty.โ
โWant you to fuck me too, every time you come here...โ You said, your voice breathy as he left a mark at the junction of your neck and collarbones.
โYeah? You've been thinking about me, baby?โ
โEvery night,โ you admitted, embarrassment bubbling up inside you when you saw the smirk plastered across his face. โIt's not my fault!โ
โI know, I know, I'm irresistible,โ he said with a laugh and kissed your jaw. โI can't deny that I've been thinking about you too.โ His warm breath fanning across the side of your neck sent a shiver down your spine. โA lot of R-rated thoughts. Maybe I could show you.โ
โI think I'd like that.โ
He smiled, kissing you on your lips deeply one last time before his fingers hooked underneath your top. โCan I?โ With your nod of consent, he slowly lifted the fabric off of you, and it fell onto the floor. You could see his pupils dilate as he took in your freshly uncovered skin, which made heat pool between your legs. Every touch of his hands across your supple skin and every feathery kiss of his lips made your mind go more and more hazy, even though he hadn't even touched you that much. He tentatively gave your breast a squeeze over your bra, making you inhale sharply. He did it again, rolling his thumb over your nipple.ย
You hadn't even noticed his other hand on your back until he unhooked your bra and it fell down. A red tinge formed on your face as Jisung practically drooled at the sight of you half naked, his mouth latching onto your nipples while one of his hands toyed with the other and his left trailing down your body to your ass, squeezing the flesh, making you meal. Your knees buckled as his tongue swirled around your bud, nipping at the delicate flesh. He did the same to the other side, drawing more and more quiet gasps from you.
It wasn't before long; both of you were naked and lying on the bed, him giving open-mouthed kisses sloppily along your skin while his fingers toyed with your entrance, making you moan and arch off the bed. He sliced you open, preparing you for the next stepโthe one thing you've been wanting for weeks.
โSo wet already.โ
โAll for you.โ
โAll for me, hm?โ He repeated. โI need to fuck you, baby. Been dying to feel you,โ he said with a groan, kissing between the valley of your breasts, your heart thundering in your ribcage as he guided you to spread your legs. โAre you ready, love?โ You nodded, unable to speak, feeling his heavy cock press against your inner thigh. He aligned himself with your cunt before pushing in slowly, letting your snug walls adjust to him as he sank deeper and deeper, your eyes rolling to the back of your head, until he was fully inside. It was too much and too little all at the same time. A peck on your forehead brought you back, and you signaled for him to start moving.
It was mind-blowing; the sensuality of his thrusts made your breath hitch. Soon, your moans filled the room in symphony with his groans and whimpers as your walls sucked him in more and more, drinking in his soul. His head hung over his shoulders, hair falling over your skin as he kept thrusting into you over and over again, making your toes curl as he repeatedly brushed against that spot inside you that made your mind go blank.ย
โFuck, you're so tight,โ he grunted. โSo fucking tight, so good for me.โ You moaned in response, hands clawing at his back, needing something to ground you to this world as he drove you to greater heights.
โShit, Jisungโโ You could feel your orgasm approaching, the band in your belly coiling tighter and tighter.
โI've got you, baby,โ he muttered, closing the gap between the both of you again, swallowing your moans as he moved harder, determined to make you cum around him. โCum for me.โ His words were the last push you needed to tumble off the edge, your body merging into him as you came on his cock. You could feel overstimulation kick in as he kept moving inside you, making you whine and dig your nails into his back.
โI'm not done yet.โ And within a second, you were flipped onto your stomach, your ass jutted out, and he sank back into again, a loud moan coming from both of you. His movements were much less coordinated from before, more jerky and hasty as he chased his own high while trying to bring you to yours once more. His fingers found your clitoral area, rubbing harsh circles on the bundle of nerves as he drilled into you. โFuck, fuck, fuck,โ he cursed underneath his breath, feeling your walls clench even tighter around you. "Babeโbaby, I need you to cum with me, please.โ He gasped when you tightened instinctively at his words. โCome on, love.โ
The way he could be so sweet and yet so dirty in the way he spoke while he was fucking you from behind, your face pressed into your pillows, muffling the loud moans reverberating in your throat, turned you on even more. You reached your peak once again, from the combined actions of his fingers on your clitoral area and his tip bruising against your spot inside you, clamping down on him as you released, triggering his own orgasm. His hot seed filled you to the brim, and he gave a few last strokes before pulling out his softening dick and letting both of you catch your breath.
After cleaning up, you laid side by side, your breathing still uneven like you ran a marathon. Curled up against his side, you let your body calm down, his arm around you to hold you close as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear, brushing the hair out of your face and looking at you with tired eyes and a lovesick smile.
โI'll take you out on a proper date, and then we'll go back to my place, and I'll fuck you in my bed as many times as you want me to,โ he promised quietly. โI'll take you wherever you want to go; just stay by my side, okay?โ
โI'll always stay by your side. I love you.โ
โI love you too, Y/n.โ You lifted your head up to kiss his forehead, watching his grin widen, and he squeezed you in his arms. โYeah, I'm so in love with you,โ he said with a giggle.ย
Now you could put your mind to rest, knowing you both had really good bed chem as well.
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What will your future spouse's friends think of you?
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PILE 1
Hello, Pile 1! I'm seeing that your future spouse's friends will think of you as someone who's very hardworking and career-oriented. I can see that you have some strong masculine energy here. You could have fire and air signs in your chart, I'm hearing Aries, Leo, and Libra mostly. I can also see that they'll think of you as someone who's very changed your future spouse. It's like your future spouse is someone who likes to play games and never ever became serious in relationships, but that changed because of you. And because of this, your future spouse's friends are scared that you might be the one playing the game now (this is when you're still dating/in a relationship, basically not yet married). They'll think of you as someone who's untrustworthy, it's like they can never trust you with something because you might snitch on them or betray them in some way. Basically, I don't see that they'll like you much at first. Despite their admiration for your great qualities especially when it comes to your independence and goals in life, they're scared that you might hurt your future spouse (when you're still dating) and not hesitate to leave them anytime when it's not working out, and they know that your future spouse will never get over you because again, this will be the first time that they'll get serious in a relationship. But after a while and when you're married, your future spouse's friends will eventually warm up to you and like you, and they'll start to be friends with you and realize that they're wrong about you all along.
PILE 2
Hello, Pile 2! So I'm seeing that your future spouse's friends will think of you as someone who's very has good judgement in almost everything. You know how to see things in different perspectives at the same time, you're almost never biased in anything even in difficult situations. I can see that you have the tendency to make difficult situations often, but you still make the right decision most of the time (if not all). They have a lot of admiration for you and they look up to you. They see you as a great person, even a role model for the younger ones. They'll think you have a lot of good things in the future with your future spouse. You'll have a wonderful future ahead of you together. There might be times that you need some time alone, but you still manage to socialize. Your future spouse's friends will see you as someone who's very friendly and charming. You charm a lot of people. You're also very smart for them and you know a lot of things. You have a wide knowledge when it comes to information, especially social issues and/or anything related to business. I feel like some of your future spouse's friends will even come to you for some advice because they see you as a really matured person who can handle everything. They look up to you and they think you're such a lover person. It's like you care for everyone and you take good care of everyone as much as you can, especially the ones who need it. 01:10 on the clock. Do I need to say more? They'll like you sooo much. I'm happy for you, Pile 2!
PILE 3
Hello, Pile 3! I feel like your future spouse's friends will think of you as someone who's very competitive and likes to argue about anything. You're quite stubborn in their eyes and they don't want to be in a conflict with you ever. They know they'll never win against you and you'll defend yourself and stand on your stance at all times. You always find your way around things and despite their admiration for this trait of yours, they also get annoyed by it. It's quite too much for them because it reaches to the point that you upset or hurt them without realizing it, whether intentionally or unintentionally, though it's mostly the latter part. You're good at communicating but you reallh have the tendency to be stubborn. If something doesn't make sense to you, you want them to make it make sense. Otherwise, you'll set it aside and forget about it later. You have this trait that you want honesty and the truth all the time. You want justice for everything. If someone does you dirty, you'll make sure that they'll pay. And your future spouse's friends see and know that, which is why they do their best not to upset you in any way. They don't want to be in a conflict with you because you have the tendency to be in a conflict with people and this is something you're not scared of. Your future spouse's friends also see you as someone witty but at the same time, has the tendency to be impulsive most of the time. You tend to let your emotions lead and control you, not the other way around. Your future spouse's friends like you, but not on a deeper level.
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no other heart โ best friend!kim seungmin x reader ; only one person can ever persuade seungmin to do anything (1.4k words)
happy bday seungmo! you are my favorite person
Seungmin feels Hyunjin before he even sees his face.
He comes in the form of a hand falling firmly on Seungminโs shoulder, and the first thing the younger boy thinks is that your hands are supposed to be smaller.
The house that theyโre in is loud, and really really crowded. Itโs a setting that Seungmin doesnโt often take part in, preferring the quiet sounds of his airconditioning back at his room.
There is also a sharp contrast in how the boy favors his music. While heโs currently surrounded by the thrumming of music that beats in his ears, he would rather be at the dorm in the comfort of his lifeline (or, for better words, his collected playlist for the month).
From the corner of his eye, he sees his oldest friend, Chan, talking to a set of faces heโs never seen before. He wonders how the older boy does it. Seungmin has no plans of starting a conversation unlike Chan, not when heโs overstimulated by the flashing lights, and the confusing aromas wafting from the red cups that everyone seems to be holding, and the hand on his shoulder that most definitely is not yours.
โSeungmin, you came!โ Thatโs also definitely not your voice.
โHyunjinnie.โ He breathes out, head muddled by his sudden urge to go home despite just having arrived around half an hour ago. He doesnโt sound as enthusiastic as his friend, but Hyunjin gives the boy a pass. Besides, itโs not everyday you see Kim Seungmin out past 10 in the evening, more less at a party.
Seungmin shifts a little from where heโs standing, just enough for Hyunjinโs hand to fall limp by his side. If you knew him less, you would think he was being rude. However, his indifference does a lot in calming his friend down.
He still has a distaste for parties. At least, this way, Hyunjin knows that no force has taken over Seungmin for his sudden appearance.
โNot to be mean, Iโm just genuinely curious. How come youโre heโโ
โSeungminnie!โ
He shifts his attention to the sound.
Thereโs your voice, finally your voice, loud and clear to the boy, enough to be heard over the music and the voices and the heat.
Thereโs a sudden understanding that crosses Hyunjinโs features, and he says something on par with how Seungmin would only ever go to anything if it was you who asked.
โAh, of course youโre here, (name). That must be why heโs here too.โ Hyunjin giggles, sending a wink that looks more like a blink to the both of you before he disappears into the crowd.
Whatever he means.
Hyunjin has always had a knack for being cryptic anyway.
There is no proper greeting when Seungmin finds you, only a flick on your forehead.
โWhatโs wrong with you,โ he says, but there is no grit in his voice. โYou asked me to come here, and left me waiting for you for thirty minutes.โ
โI was late.โ You smile sheepishly, taking his hand in yours before dragging him along the pool of people to lead him outside.
He should be used to it now, the ease in which you link your hands together, as if thereโs no need for a warning anymore when youโve known each other for this long. Still, Seungmin finds it unfair. He needs it, needs the warning before you take his heart hand like this.
โYou shouldnโt be asleep on a Friday night like a senior citizen.โ
This senior citizen came out all the way here for you, he thinks.
โโM going home now,โ is what he chooses to say.
โNo!โ You suddenly stop in your tracks, just when youโre about to reach the grassy fields of the backdoor of whoever the hell owned this house.
It makes Seungmin stumble over, feet in a hurry to plant themselves on the ground so he doesnโt crash into you. When you turn to face him with a scolding look on your face, the only thing he can think about is how awfully close you are.
He doesnโt think heโll ever get used to proximities like these with you. โIโm already here, donโt you want to be with me?โ
Seungmin sighs because he does, really does, but not in the way youโre asking right now.
โPlus, thereโs supposed to be a comet tonight. I think weโll be able to see it from here.โ Your hand latches back on his, pulling him outside where the cold breeze of the night air greets you.
โThereโs been a comet every night since last Wednesday.โ
โBut the city doesnโt quite get a view of it like this.โ
By his fate, because he can never say no to you, he watches the comet falling just as you mention it.
Seungmin supposes youโre right. It is a little nicer out here compared to the light pollution of the city, and thereโs a good enough distance between where you are and the painfully loud music of the house, and he doesnโt have to deal with anyone but the one person he cares about.
He chooses not to think about the eventual teasing thatโs bound to come his way.
He knows Hyunjinโs spreading word around, that Kim Seungmin is actually here, and his friends already know why.
Because youโre here. What other reason does he need?
And Seungmin supposes he can sacrifice a few hours of sleep. Despite begrudgingly coming here, he doesnโt think heโd be able to trade the way you look right nowโwith your eyes soft and enchanted, and your features highlighted by the soft glow of the moon, and the small, but fond smile playing at your lips.
โItโs so beautiful.โ
โIt is.โ Heโs not looking where you are, and youโre too painfully distracted by the falling comet and the thousand stars blanketing the night sky to notice that heโs only ever looked at you tonight.
โSeungmin?โ
His breath hitches when you suddenly turn to him, and there is no other coping mechanism he can think of but clearing his throat and looking anywhere but your eyes.
You take the moment where heโs too distracted to wrap your arms around him.
Seungmin freezes at the contact, the nudge in his heart so visible on his face. Itโs a shame you have your head buried on his chest to notice the way he suddenly relaxes, hand gingerly resting on the small of your back for a second before wrapping himself entirely around you.
โWhyโre you hugging me all of a sudden?โ It sounds like he wants to say more, but he remains hesitant. Instead, he pulls you just a little closer.
โThanks for coming. I know you hate going out to stuff like this, and I really do feel bad for practically forcing you. But, at the same time, Iโm just really happy you came too.โ
โDonโt be ridiculous. Thereโs nothing to feel bad about.โ
Fuck, the way he says it is so awkward, and he cringes at himself for feeling this nervous around you. He tries to steady his pulse, tries to stop the rapid way in which his heart beats because he knows you can hear it.
โI stole your sleeping hours, of course I feel bad. Plus you hate parties, and yet you came here anyway.โ You loosen your grip to look up at him.
Youโre ill-prepared to see the tenderness in which his eyes are looking at you right now. He does that sometimes. Youโve never quite figured out why.
โBecause you asked me to.โ He tells you, really tries to tell you without saying too much. โIโd do anything if it was you who asked me, stupid girl.โ
It feels like more of a realization to himself, and he doesnโt really want you to think about what he means. At least not tonight, not in the same night heโs come to find out just the lengths he would go through for you. His lips are parted like he wants to say more, but he decides against it. Still, his very few words will leave you blushing for the next few days after tonight and strike up a few realizations of your own.
Seungmin has known, and heโs known what he was signing up forโwhen heโd come here, when heโd pick you up, when heโd answer your calls at two in the morning.
He likes you a lot, and no other heart will ever make him act this way.
Not like you do.
So, for now, heโll keep doing anything if you ask him. Heโll keep showing up until heโs ready to commit to the How To Confess scripture. Heโs a simple boy, after all.
A simple boy with a simple heart that beats only for you.
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How to make life a little better
(Iโm looking for something prettier to name this so if u have ideas spill!!)
Stop trying to impress people you donโt even like
Stop caring about being judged by the most boring, lame human beings ever (thereโs 8 billion people on earth)
Itโs immature to keep hating on yourself or others. Like whatโs the point? Itโs just making u miserable
Always give kindness and love.
Itโs the small choices and actions you take everyday that make huge differences
Try to get into the flow state more
Get a diary and write all ur girly nonsense in it
Stop wondering if youโre good enough for others and start wondering if theyโre good enough for you
You shouldnโt assume someone doesnโt like you unless theyโve directly told you.
Learn to observe and not absorb
Remember you donโt need to accomplish something in one sitting- whether itโs learning the guitar, crocheting, let yourself take time.
Even if you think ur life is boring and thereโs nothing exciting abt it: would u rather mope and sulk or get unreasonably happy about the small mini things?
Life is 20% what happens to you and 80% how you react to it.
Be your own best friend! Push yourself on, cheer for yourself, be there when you cry.
Consciousness if everything.
You may be more inclined to reach your goals if you know someone else is depending on them.
If you donโt want to dwell on things, have things that get ur mind of it. Be busy.
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I don't need space, I need you
This is the requested Draco and Enzo version
Read the Mattheo and Theo version here.
I present you cuteness overload with needy Draco and Enzo and some sassy insults towards Matt and Theo, because I can't resist adding banter and jokes. To the person that requested this, thank you! โบ๏ธ To the people that have sent in requests or casual small talk I'm slowly working through my inbox... I will get to it one day... just know that I love all you darlings and I'm very grateful for your messages. Now, time to get to some reading, I hope you enjoy it, sending you all lots of love! ๐
Draco
โWhatโs the point of having a girlfriend if I canโt find her.โ Draco complains, approaching his friends relaxing by the fireplace in the Slytherin common room. โHave any of you seen here?โ Enzo looks up at the impatient blond. โI think she said something about studying with Granger.โ Draco is about to start whining about you not being there and instead spending time with Hermione Granger of all people, when heโs interrupted by a snorting Mattheo. โFinally a moment of peace for my fallen brother. Sit and enjoy your freedom before miss clingy returns.โ Theodore and Enzo chuckle and Draco feels forced to at least smile at Mattheoโs comment. โYeeah-, finally peace.โ Draco tries his best to sound convincing, but to him peace was cuddling with you, not hanging out with mister mommy and daddy issues, the Italian manwhore and Enzo. The latter picked up on Dracoโs reluctance to sit down. โIf you miss her so much, maybe you should go look for her?โ Theo laughed at Enzoโs suggestion thinking it was a joke and Draco feels the need to make it absolutely clear that he doesnโt miss you at all. โNo! If she gets any more cuddly and clingy Iโm gonna need to hide from her. And sheโs always so nosy, why does she always need to know how my day was? I'll tell her if she needs to know anything.โ Mattheo chuckles and offers his friend a drink, but to Draco that did not make up for missing out on time with you.
Your excitement to tell Draco about your day was replaced by a wrecking sadness that made your tears well up. Clingy. Too cuddly. Nosy. As you turn on your heels to leave the common room before anyone notices you, you almost bump into someone because your eyes are getting blurry. Worried that you had been the most annoying girlfriend ever you decided to do better. Draco had been a wonderful boyfriend so far and you really didnโt want to screw this up by being overwhelming.ย
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โHeโs a guy and itโs Draco. Iโm just giving him some space.โ You explained to Luna and Hermione, who both frowned as you joined them in the stands of the quidditch stadium without wishing your boyfriend luck as he left the barracks. Normally you would kiss him passionately in front of everyone and he would hug you tight before he hopped on his broom, but today you wished him luck at breakfast and that was it. You thought you were giving him space as you smiled at him from the stands, but instead you were giving your boyfriend a heart attack as he spotted you so far away. โHey, Malfoy! The game is about to start. Get on your broom.โ Theodore yelled annoyed. โBut- but-โ Dracoโs eyes moved from you to Theo and back to you. The game could not possibly start without you wishing him luck. Confused Draco eventually got on his broom, but his head was nowhere near the game.ย
***
Fred and George cheerfully ran up to you and George even picked you up for a moment, making you laugh. Gryffindor had won and the boys were convinced you aided in their victory. โNever wish Draco luck anymore!โ Fred yelled and George put you back down as he noticed how confused you were. โIโve known chickens who fly better than he flew today.โ You frowned at the statement. โYou think it was because I didnโt wish him any luck before the game?โ Both nodded and then left as they were distracted by other people cheering.ย
A little worried you slowly made your way in the direction of the changing room. Most of the slytherin team had already made their way to the common room, mainly to keep a pissed off Mattheo from throwing punches, but Draco wasnโt with them so you guessed he was sulking by himself.
You gently push the door open and it reveals a defeated, sweaty and shirtless Draco sitting in an empty room. He hadnโt even made it to the showers yet, his head resting against the wall behind him like it would fall off if it didnโt have any support. His eyelids slowly open and he ssees your worried figure standing at the door. Why is she not rushing to be by my side? Why is she being so distant? Is she going to break up with me? His head was spinning and his heart was aching. โBad game, huh.โ You eventually speak up and Draco just huffs in response. โIf youโre going to break up with me just do it already. Iโm having a bad day, but I can handle it.โ Dracoโs eyes look dull and his voice sounds soulless. He gets up and takes a few steps towards you, studying you as you look absolutely shocked. Once you process his words you immediately rush towards him, your eyes pained at the idea of breaking up with the man you so love.ย
โIโm not breaking up with you!โ. Your voice is surprisingly loud and there is a hint of fear in your words as you worry he was going to end things with you. Your hands rest on Dracoโs arms and he shakes his head, not understanding why you were so distant earlier. โThen why didnโt you wish me luck?โ You're baffled at the question, it was obvious to you why and you didnโt expect him to care for it. โYou said I was too cuddly and too clingy. So I thought it best to give you some space and not overwhelm you before a game. I wished you luck this morning.โย
Draco looks at you like you had just said the dumbest thing ever. โSpace? I donโt want space! I want you. I need you! I love you.โ Your eyebrows knit together. โBut I clearly heard you say-โ Draco shakes his head. โWhen did I ever say you were too clingyโฆ or cuddly. Itโs why I love you so much.โ You take a step back from your boyfriend. โYesterday, in the common room, you were talking with Riddle, Berkshire and Nott.โ Draco opens his mouth in realisation and then clenches his jaw as he curses himself. He takes a step and closes the distance you had created between you two. โYeahโฆ I said thatโฆ but I didnโt mean it. I said it because I felt that the truth was a bit embarrassing.โ You look at your boyfriend with questioning eyes. โNot really cool to tell your mates that youโre looking for your girlfriend because you want to snuggle and watch the stars from the astronomy tower.โ You give him a soft smack on the head and he looks at you with apologetic eyes. โI felt horrible after hearing you say those things.โ Draco pulls you into his chest. โShouldnโt have listened in.โ He jokes, but you donโt think itโs funny at all and you try to push free from his arms. However you are unsuccessful but Draco apologises. โI shouldnโt have said those things, because Iโm just one big softy for you. Nothing tough about me when it comes down to you.โ Gently his lips search yours and youโre hesitant at first to kiss your idiotic boyfriend, but when he apologises again you let his lips meet yours for a sweet kiss.ย
โSo next game, kisses and hugs?โ You ask and Draco nods. โYes. And I donโt think a single slytherin is going to mock us for being too clingy since the only chance we have at winning the quidditch cup is with you by my side.โ Nothing tough about Draco at all. Just a needy boyfriend. You think to yourself as you kiss him.ย
Enzo
โPans!โ Enzo squeals dramatically as he enters the slytherin common room. โWhere is the future missus Berkshire? Canโt find her anywhere.โ Before Pansy can answer Enzoโs question Mattheo puts his book down grinning at his friend. โCanโt be without her for even a second?โ Enzoโs excitement drops as he notices everyone is looking up now, curious what Enzoโs answer will be. Enzo was always a bit different from his nonchalant and stoic friends. He knew the tough act didnโt suit him and he was confident enough to just be himself, but right now he was a bit worried. He felt himself get nervous and chuckled at Riddleโs question. โTold you, heโs absolutely whipped.โ Draco says with an arrogant tone as he raises his eyebrows, challenging Enzo.
โShe was at the Library with Luna, but Iโm sure sheโll be here any minute.โ Pansy finally answers, after rolling her eyes at Dracoโs arrogance. โGood, that gives me a few more minutes free of herโฆ because I am not whipped. Sheโs the one that always wants to be near me.โ Mattheo leans back and nods along, pretending to believe Enzo. โOh really, so why do you keep putting up with it?โ Enzo sits down, lounging casually. โI like her so I put up with her clinginess, but honestly I donโt need her around all the time. The hugs and kissesโฆ thatโs all herโฆ not me.โย
You had only taken three steps in the common room before stopping. You felt your legs get wobbly at your boyfriendโs words. You take quiet steps backwards and hurry out of the common room. Obviously you were not wanted there.
However, you missed out on Pansyโs loud snickering. โOh please, Enzo! You liar!โ Enzo is absolutely shocked at Pansyโs accusations, but no one else is as all his friends start laughing. โYou couldnโt go a day with her.โ Draco says, shaking his head at Enzoโ sad attempt at trying to act indifferent towards you. โAlright, alright. I canโt stand being without her! I love her. I need her.โ Mattheo laughs, satisfied with Enzoโs confession. โThereโs the real Berkshire I know.โ Enzo lets his head fall back, bracing for days of mocking and jokes about his attachment to you.ย
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โOh yeah! Sounds fun. Iโll be there.โ Enzo overhears you agreeing to go to Hogsmeade with the golden trio and leans over his desk towards you. โHey, hey! You canโt go to Hogsmeade with them on Saturday, we were going.โ You turn in your seat towards your boyfriend and kiss him on the cheek. โYou can go with your friends. We donโt have to do everything together.โ Your answer hurts Enzo and his eyebrows knit together. Yes we do, what else is the purpose of a relationship. But before your boyfriend can protest out loud the professor enters the classroom.
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โLook at her.โ Enzo complains to an uncaring Theodore Nott. โThe entire week sheโs been distant, always better things to do than being with me and now this.โ A frustrated Enzo gestures your way and Theo shrugs. โWhat am I supposed to do?โ Enzo whines.
โKidnap her and lock her up, then you have her all to yourself.โ Mattheo suggests, making Theo frown and offer his own advice on the matter. โNo, donโt listen to abandonment issues over here. Just get a new girlfriend.โ Blaise just facepalms at the realisation he is the only sane one in his friend group. โIgnore both abandonment issues and attachment issues and just go talk to your girlfriend like a normal person.โ Blaise emphasises the last words as he glares judgingly at Mattheo and Theo who both act offended. Enzo nods, realising that Blaise was right.
You notice your boyfriend strutting over to you and your friends from across the street and excuse yourself to meet him halfway. โHey you.โ You whisper and Enzo immediately smiles, feeling relieved that you're still your sweet self. โI miss you.โ Your boyfriend blurs, even surprising himself with his honesty. โYou wanna have dinner together tonight?โ You offer, but Enzo shakes his head making you frown. โNo. I mean yes, obviously I would like that, but itโs not just that I want to do just one thing with you. Weโve barely spent time together this week.โ An uncomfortable laugh escapes you, but you repress it when you notice how sad Enzoโs eyes are. โWeโve spent plenty of time together, besides youโre a guy, you need your space. I donโt want to suffocate you with hugs and kisses all the time.โย
Enzo is baffled at your words. โIโm a guy so I need space. Whatโs that supposed to mean?โ There was a slight tone of agitation in his voice that made you take a step back, but he was quick to close the distance by taking a step closer. โWho put all these crazy ideas in your head of needing to give me space and suffocating me with love?โ Your face falls at his harsh tone, but you bite back. โIt was you. You were the one that said you wanted to be free of me for a few minutes and that I was the needy one and you had to put up with my clinginess. It was you, Enzo Berkshire, you idiot. So you have no right to complain about me giving you space, since you asked for it.โ Enzoโs jaw clenches at your accusation. โI did not!โ You cross your arms and raise your eyebrows. โI heard you with Pansy, Matt and Draco.โย
Enzo frowns for a moment, but when he remembers his eyes widen and a laugh escapes his lips. โYou believed that?โ He asks and you just stare at him in confusion. โThey didnโt believe any of it. I was trying to convince them I wasnโt some whipped guy that couldnโt be without his girlfriend for a second, but they saw right through me.โ You unfold your arms and Enzo takes your hands in his. โI donโt need space, I need you. So please donโt force me to go days without your hugs and kisses. You donโt suffocate me, if anything I suffocate without you.โ You kiss him tenderly and out of excitement Enzo picks you up, making you squeal softly. โPlease spend the day with me?โ You nod and kiss your boyfriendโs pouty lips.ย
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โYou think youโre funny, donโt you?โ
~ fwb!chris ~
warnings; bisexual!reader , suggestive, v brief mentions of alcohol/drugs.
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The party was in full swing, music blasting, solo cups scattered on every surface, a mixure of alcohol, weed, and sweat filled the whole house.
You didnโt expect to see him tonight , but there he was. Chris. Sitting on the couch , legs wide in that typical man spread of his. The dim light making his sharp features stand out even more. His eyes were fixed on something. Curiosity got the better of you as you follow his gaze to see itโs not something. But someone.
A girl you recognised from a few of your classes, dancing in the middle of the living room, her body swaying to the music. He was clearly checking her out. A flicker of something crossed your chest. Not quite jealousy. But close. Then again, itโs not like you and chris had a label, which he loved to remind you. Casual. No strings. Nothing serious.
Little did chris know, that girl was more than an acquaintance to you, having multiple classes together, being put together on assignments, youโd started to grow a small friendly bond. Enough for you to walk up to her at a party without hesitation at least.
You decided to play a little game. See, chris knew you were bisexual. You smirked to yourself as the idea formed, the alcohol buzzing in your system making it even more fun.
Without so much as a glance in chrisโ direction, you slip into his eyeline and sauntered over to her. She noticed you and grinned, โHey girl!-โ you say, leaning in close so she could hear you over the music.
โ-you up for making a guy jealous with me?โ
she raised an eyebrow, intrigued, before letting out a laugh โHell yes, letโs do it!โ
You could feel chrisโ eyes burning into your back as you moved closer to her, both of you starting to dance. Bodies swaying in sync, hands grazing,hips pressing. It didnโt take long before you both were full on grinding against eachother. The heat between you drawing more than just chrisโ attention. The music pulsed, perfectly matching the rhythm of your teasing performance.
Chris watched in awe, his hooded eyes dark and intense, lips parted as his jaw hung ever so slightly. You caught glimpses of him in your peripheral, gripping the arm of the couch, taking a swig of his beer ,watching as you pulled the girl closer, your fingers trailing her waist.
Without breaking the rhythm, you moved her so her back faced chris, giving you a perfect view of him over her shoulder. Then, as you let your eyes finally lock with his, you went for it. Slowly , deliberately, you leaned in and kissed her. The make out was hot and passionate, both of your craned necks allowing you to keep eye contact with chris, giving him the most lustful, teasing eyes you possibly could.
His reaction was instant, his tongue running along his teeth before clenching his jaw. Slowly shaking his head with the smallest smirk as if he couldnโt believe what he was seeing. He shifted in his seat , his eyes blazing with something that looked like both frustration and desire. Thatโs when it hit him. Youโd known he was watching all along.
You broke the kiss and looked at the girl with a playful grin. โWanna check out upstairs? itโll totally look like weโre hooking upโ you suggest, the mischief evident in your voice. โBest idea everโ she giggled.
You waste no time grabbing her hand, and together you made your way through the crowd, Chrisโ eyes following every step. He watched in disbelief as you lead her to the stairs, torn between being pissed off and unbelievably turned on at the sight.
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Upstairs , you and the girl wondered around, giggling as you peeked into random rooms, nosing around. Clearly finding your little game hilarious.
When you finally decided to head back down, you noticed chris right away, standing near ish to the bottom of the stairs, stood talking with one of his friends, but clearly waiting for you. A smirk spread across your face. You had him exactly where you wanted him.
As you descended the stairs, his gaze stayed locked on you, his attempt to act nonchalant failing miserably. You reached the bottom, still avoiding looking at him, you made sure to tug your skirt down a little, smoothing your hair as if you had just come from something a little moreโฆintimate.
You turned to the girl , planting a quick kiss on her cheek. โThanks girlโ you whispered in her ear , pulling back with a wink. She laughed, winking back before disappearing into the crowd.
Still, you didnโt acknowledge chris, not directly anyway. You walked right past him, feeling his eyes piercing through you as you made your way to the kitchen island.
it was full of solo cups and half-empty bottles, but you went straight for the punch bowl, ladling the bright blue mystery liquid into your cup.
It didnโt take long before you felt a presence right behind you, you knew straight away. Chris.
He stood close, like he was barely holding himself back. The heat from his body radiating towards you as the air between you thickened with tension. You didnโt turn around, not giving him the satisfaction of your attention just yet.
Chris got impatient, as he stepped forward. You felt his body press against your back, now sandwiched between him and the kitchen island. Your breath hitched slightly at the contact.
He reached, tucking a few strands of hair behind your ear before leaning down, his warm breath dancing on your neck as he spoke into your ear , โHaving fun?โ
You took a slow sip from your cup, a playful smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
โOh, iโm having a blastโ you replied in a teasing voice.
Chris backs up, allowing you enough room to turn around, as you shuffle in your spot to face him, a smug look still plastered on your face.
โYou think youโre funny , donโt you?โ
You raised an eyebrow, โi donโt know what youโre talking aboutโ you say innocently.
He let out a low chuckle, although he wasnโt amused. He stepped forward once again,his hands snaking past either side of you, gripping the counter behind, caging you in.
โYou know exactly what iโm talking about-โ he muttered,his eyes flicking down to your lips and back up again, โ-fucking girls without me?โ
You click your tongue โOhhhh, thatโ
Chrisโ stare is dangerous, he scoffs โYes.that.โ
โAw whatโs the matter baby? Jealous?โ you coo in fake sympathy. Jutting your bottom lip out slightly for effect.
Chris hands quickly find your waist, pulling you close,slamming your body into his, he hangs his head in the crook of your neck, the tip of his nose tickling your skin. You shudder at the whisper of contact as your heart rate quickens.
He starts littering hungry kisses all over your neck as you let your eyes flutter shut, instinctually craning your neck to give him more access. He leans to your ear โIโve waited long enough for my turn donโt yโthink?โ he whispers, before pulling away with a lick of his lips and ravenous eyes, as he grips your wrist, pulling you back upstairs.
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This Week in BL - So Many GREAT Kisses!
Organized, in each category, with ones I'm enjoying most at the top.
(Please notice I am now using 6 dots in all ellipses because according to Taiwanese BL that's how we queers roll. Who am I to argue?)
Sept 2024 Week 3
Ongoing Series - Thai
Jack & Joker (Thai Mon IQIYI) ep 2 of 12 - A most excellent glow up. And itโs still a great show. And I cannot wait to see the many different faces of War. Bring on the Leverage of One action-packed mess. I'm waiting. ย
Monster Next Door (Thai Thurs Gaga ) ep 9 of 12 - Iโm gonna say this because it drives me crazy. Why are boys in BL, when out and about the countryside, always dressed inappropriately for Thailand? If itโs hot, takeoff your damn jacket. I donโt mean to be crass or crazy or whatever. But donโt wear a jacket when itโs 90ยฐ with 90% humidity. In Thailand, jackets are for malls. Meanwhile, Iโm an extrovert and that still seemed like an exhausting trip. Although, I suppose they didnโt show all the drive time in the van, when everyone is asleep.
Meanwhile, why are the sides so frustrating in this show? Authentic friends-to-lovers is always a slog. Finally a kiss! And a decent one.
New character? Aw! Hi Yu!!!! Gosh Putter is so cute.
Where were we? Oh yes, Beer is now heartbroken. Always the great fear in F2L that the friendship will be destroyed as a result. And itโs a decent fear.ย
On a completely different note, I cannot help but wonder when somebodyโs chue len is Beer, if that is because beer was involved in their conception. Like, itโs the name you give your "oops baby" from that drunken night at the club. Donโt mind me. Iโm just over here in the corner being crass.
Battle of the Writers (Sun YT) ep 8 of 12 - That was one of the cutest wake up sequences ever depicted. Utterly adorable. And now heโs blind again? Oh my God this is such a soap opera, I canโt even. Meanwhile, wicked ice prince finally made his move. Gah! Why arenโt we getting more of this couple? I always love the sides best with this production house.
I Saw You in My Dream (Weds Gaga) ep 10 of 12 - I love a hard fraught game of badminton. Even though we actually didnโt see play. YoIng claiming was so cute!!! And their shower kiss was v hot. Yay little show! Also cute use of the punishment trope!
Kidnap (Fri YT) ep 3 of 12 - The weight upon the shoulders of our idiot good guy kidnapper continues to pile up. So does the affection. The dude playing Q has sanpaku eyes. Cool. Heโs not a particularly good actor though.ย Rough because everyone around him is giving their very best.
The problem is. I'm noticing.
I shouldn't be noticing all the talent trying so hard. That usually means there is something wrong with the story, or there was something wrong on the set.
I don't know what to say at this juncture except I have the sinking suspicion this might not actually be a good show. (Covers head and cowers. Don't hate me.) I'd loved to be proved wrong, but my faith is GMMTV is only about 50% these days. And it probably should be lower.
Addicted Heroin (Thai Tues WeTV) ep 6 of 10 - I was so confused by how we suddenly got on a trip together, that I went back and re-watched the previous installment. And it still isnโt explained. So I have no idea why our leads are on a trip but apparently thatโs the next trope to hit. I also have no idea how they're suddenly boyfriends. Iโm just generally confused by this episode. Itโs like an alt reality. We skipped over all of the stuff where they actually got into a relationship. In general I wasnโt wild about this episode.
The Trainee (Sun YT) ep 12fin - The most realistic thing about this show is that everybody is everybody elseโs ex on any given set. I feel that in my bones. Or do I mean boner?
Frankly, both actors look better after a glow up and I guess pretending to be more their actual ages suits them? Considering what was actually done to invokeย youth (a lot of the shine and gloss) aging them was an anti-glow up. A great mattification? Well...... this was a somewhat lackluster finale. (Thank you, thank you, the pun was unplanned. It's a gift.)
I donโt know. I guess I wanted to see Jane suffer? Work HARD to get the kid he abandoned back? I wouldโve liked to have seen Ryan a little bit more competent and capable and his job. Maybe dating someone else. But I also do not want any more episodes. This was more than enough. So instead no separation, just boyfriends and a montage of their lives together, getting new and better jobs, moving in together, being supportive and sweet, etc... LOOK: Itโs never a good sign when I immediately want to rewrite the show that I just saw.
In conclusion:
A story about a group of interns at a commercial video production company. While I genuinely love OffGun, Iโm not convinced this was a good vehicle for them. Is it terrible for me to say, I miss their PickRome days? I donโt think theyโve ever had rolls that suited them better. Still, theirs was the best storyline in this ensemble piece masquerading as a BL, although they still fumbled the ending. Thus, I enjoyed about a 1/3 of it as much as possible, and 2/3 of it less than conceivable. 7/10ย and I seriously considered dropping it to a 6/10 so don't push me.
Love Sick 2024 (Thai Sun iQIYI) ep 1 of 15 - Not gonna lie I was very skeptical. But I like it fine. Better than I expected because itโs been changed just enough. But it does need to stay changed. I donโt know what Iโm trying to articulate here butโฆ... I guess weโll see.
Live in Love (Sun Gaga) ep 3 of 5 - Itโs cute in a weird disjointed way. Iโm enjoying it enough, I guess. I do like how forthright and direct Kla is.ย
Bad Guy My Boss (Thai Sun Gaga) ep 1 of 10 - Ah. Bully romance. My old frenemy. Of course making this office based means +10 for workplace harassment. Well well well. This will be red flag party town I see. How VERY old school yaoi.ย Itโs all very Cdrama CEO = dudes in suits walking on parquet (minus all the gay sex of course.) The jumping around between times and unfinished scenes is very strange. Is this Starhunter chaos only applied to a timeline?
Imma say this so they hear it at the back. YOU HAVE TO CHANGE THE HAIR. If you do time jumps: change. the. hair. It's the easiest and best clue if you aren't going to apply a filter or other cinematography tricks. JUST CHANGE THE DAMN HAIR STYLE.
Ongoing Series - Not Thai
The On1y One (Taiwan Thurs Gaga) eps 9-10 of 12 - And now we all start using six dots in ourโฆโฆ? A new coded way to indicate that one is into BL? I did think we were in a slight mire with ep 9, too much teacher filler. Not enough time spent with our boys. Meanwhile, sports day. Pouty Baby utilizing the power of Ge, in front of all of the classmates who do not realize how hard he is flirting and activating babygirl = one of the greatest things ever to happen on my screen. Essentially this was a version of the claiming trope, only nobody knew it but the two of them. Fucking genius. Yes, I watched it multiple times. Then babygirl is injured, the carrying and the flirting!!!! Gah!
I donโt mean to trivialize the show, but this is me and I can trivialize everything even something as brilliant as this. But that conversation about history at the beginning of ep 10...... Was that about topping and bottoming? Because it sure seemed that way.
And then...... Possibly the best only one bed trope twist ever?
This show is so fucking amazing.
And I am so worried about the end.
Sugar Dog Life (Japan Sun grey) ep 7 of 10 - I love the kinkyness of our baby boyโs fantasy. Where he is the gift and his boyfriend is in uniform. Very nice. Thank you Japan. Never one to let kinky dogs lie. Also, the premise continues: one half thinks that they are already boyfriends and acts like it, and the other half is still trying to become a boyfriend. Itโs absurd in that way that only Japanese miscommunication extraordinaire can be absurd. Also could Kyosuke be any more under his boyโs thumb?ย
Love is Like a Poison AKA Doku Koi: Doku mo Sugireba Koi to Naru (Japan Tues Netflix?) 1-2 of 10 eps - Shiba is a top lawyer, angular aggressive bespectacled workaholic cat-type (Kitten? Babygirl? Tsundere? Some unholy combination of all 3?) I am reminded I should be more considerate of my potted plants. OMG the teasing and the little tongue sticking out. Haruto is such a flirt. I love this dynamic. What fun! Manic pixie dream boy but MAKE HIM EVIL! Or very high? Or a grifter? I have absolutely no idea whatโs going on. But Iโm enjoying it. Itโs very...... very
First Note Of Love (Taiwan Mon Gaga) ep 7 of 12 - Oh! Good kiss. Smart to have the younger character initiate. I also like that he put a stop to it and then went and had a long conversation with a friend about it. Cautious boy. Also shows how in control of the situation Sea is becoming. It works for this BL since he has the stronger personality.ย I don't care what the characters say, this is about Sea becoming a rock for Neil.
But the secondary couple is actually winning this show. I want so much more of them.ย
Seoul Blues (Korea Fri? YouTube) ep 8fin - Iโm not sure that blackmailing and entrapment, especially of your ex, necessarily justifies cheating. Plus I never like it when itโs gays against gays. But what did I expect from this show? This whole series was basically Koreaโs version of messy gay. If you liked Only Friends youโll probably enjoy this bullshit. And they were quite pretty. I, however, am monumentally displeased. 4/10 FATALLY FLAWED but still, basically, BL, howeverโฆ... do we want to support this kind of behavior?
KOREA PLEASE GIVE US A NEW PROPER BL!! WHERE ARE YOU? WE ARE SAD AND LOST WITHOUT YOU.
It's like now they discovered boys can kiss they can't be happy.
It's airing but...
The Hidden Moon (Sat WeTV) ep 1 of 10 - This is a supernatural romance (my ghost boyfriend trope) by Violet Rain (I Feel You Linger). A man is hired to write an article about an old mansion in Chiang Mai being converted into a cafรฉ. He sees the ghosts of people who died at the mansion, falls in love with one of them. Was substantially recast. I loved IFYLITA except the ending so I think I'll let this one run it's course you can tell me if it's work tracking down... if they managed to land it. I have my doubts.
Happy of the End (Japan Tues Gaga) - A boy is disowned for being gay, dumped by his boyfriend, and ends up in a dysfunctional co-dependant relationship with his would-be kidnapper. We were due for another messy JBL and it's exactly as expected. I do not like it at all. And ya know what? There is plenty airing. DNFย
In case you missed it
I FINISHED Meet You at the Blossom (China). I ate crow, binged the fucker, and live blogged the experience. I enjoyed it a lot and got quite witty (I think) there are also puns (warning). But if you don't wanna slog though it, here are my final thoughts:
This was undeniably a wuxia and most definitely a BL. Evil stunning princely Cheekbones meets and falls in love with the bisexual disaster Dimples of his dreams. Thereโs a lot of floaty fighting, tangled plot, and overworked emotions. From start to finish it is exactly as it claims to be, including more than the expected amount of sexual claiming (dubious conscent to the point of rape). Iโm not wild about the wuxia genre, but I will tell you what I do like: Very pretty men in flowing robes + eye makeup + hair ribbons wafting about stabbing and kissing each other plus ridiculous soap opera machinations. I also like cheekbones and dimples. AND I love a stupid gay sleeve, okay? There was also truly epic levels of stink-eye, and that too is to be lauded. This show left me grinning like crazy. Was it great? Not really, but it was a great experience and I enjoyed it immensely. 8/10
4 Minutes (Gaga) Ended - Spies reported in to say the ending was not-exactly-unhappy and mostly lackluster. I'm torn over whether to watch. My natural disinclination to binge, meets my dissatisfaction with wishy-washy, is going up against my love of high heat and pretty men. Oh the age old struggle between art and lust.
Mitsuya-sensei no keimakutekina ezuke finished and itโs reported to be solid. Age gap treated with respect. I'm curious, so I'll check it out if I can get hold of non-G-drive subs.
Next Week Looks Like This:
Upcoming BLs for 2024 are listed here. This list is not kept updated, so please leave a comment if you know something new or RP with additions.
Still Coming Sept 2024:
9/28 Teenager Judge (Vietnam Sat YouTube) ?? eps - oh I don't know just Ba Vinh doing his thing with pretty boys again.
THIS WEEKโS BEST MOMENTS
I love love love this execution of the punishment trope. What's Ai going to do to you, Yu? Ride you to death?
I Saw You in My Dream indeed.
Sigh. This show. (Addicted Heroin)
All praise one of BL's best-in-show glow-ups. Nicely done, Jack.
James, on the other hand. Never needs a glow-up. Still the prettiest. Has been since Oxygen. (Battle of the Writers)
He's playing the role of Saint in this show, thank you very much. Speaking of which, wouldnโt that be just the most gorgeous pairing in the entire universe? Saint and James? Iโll be in my bunk.ย
Taiwan giving us a boop! Reminds me of Be Loved In House I Do, right up there with TharnType as chronic boopers.
Why is he SO GOOD in this show?
All Frist Note.
(Last week)
Streaming services are listed by how I (usually) watch, which is with a USA based IP, and often offset by a day because time zones are a pain.
The tag BLigade: @doorajar @solitaryandwandering @my-rose-tinted-glasses @babymbbatinygirl @babymbbatinygirl @isisanna-blog @mmastertheone @pickletrip @aliceisathome @urikawa-miyuki @tokillamonger @sunflower-positiiivity @rocketturtle4 @blglplus @anythinggoesintheshire @everlightly @renafire @mestizashinrin @bl-bam-beyond @small-dark-and-delicious @saezurumurmurs
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Imagine Ford with baby fever, he isn't really hit with it at the start as you had both just moved to gravity falls at the time. Despite being engaged fresh out of university, he told himself he was going to take his time with you. The both of you were young and ambitious, you both had plenty of time left.
Compared to him, you were pretty touchy and cuddly since coming to gravity falls. Ford supposed it had a lot to do with the engagement, which you were both still running a high from. It was difficult for him to completely focus on his research when you would randomly butt into his mind, his journals would have drawings or entries on you scattered about and you found that adorable.
You were more excited than him to plan your wedding, but Ford was the one more obsessed over it happening at all. He didn't think he would get to this point, much less with someone to have and hold; cherish through joy and sorrow for the rest of his days.
During one of your little expeditions through the forest(you were collecting fungal specimens to study while your lover was doing who knows what-) you both stumbled across a little kid crying in a clearing. The toddler was most likely only a couple years old and wailing for their parents.
Predictably, your fiancรฉ stood there scratching the back of his neck awkwardly not entirely knowing what to do. Even if he was an older brother, it was only by a short while to a twin. So you figured it made sense that he didn't know what he was doing. Even so, Stanford rarely talked about his brother happily- more like somber or spiteful so you rarely brought it up when talking about relatives.
You weren't so fond of your family yourself, born to a house of multiples on multiples of children- your father's plan was to simply marry you off to someone old and wealthy to leech off that. You already knew how that ended up with your sisters and didn't want to fall into the same situation.
So you studied your ass off, but because your old man didn't want to support you through university- you ended up grasping at straws but at Backupsmore where you met the man who promised you forever. Somehow you felt like it was likely a better outcome than even if things went as planned.
Sure, he was kind of an asshole at the start as your academic rival- but you both learned to get along after a while. Acquaintances became friends and that friendship bloomed into romance, the rest is history.
Imagine the adoring look in Ford's eyes when you managed to gently comfort the child and calm them down. Apparently they had wandered too far from a nearby campsite and got lost, it didn't take long for the both of you to return the toddler to their parents and you ended up with a marigold in your hair as thanks.
It was that moment seeing you with the kid in your arms that Stanford's thoughts suddenly crashed to the side with a loud and adamant needwish to have a family with you. Which just as immediately both flustered and terrified him, most of the developments in your relationship with him happen this way. It's kind of as if this man is hilariously allergic to anything new.
Since that day he started being equally as clingy with you. From hugging you from behind as you cooked the both of you breakfast to practically developing a sixth sense to when you pull away from him in your shared bed. Having a living space heater for a partner was great in the cold months, but during the warmer months you sometimes wanted to kick Stanford out of the bed since you were baking from his warmth.
Sometimes he would catch you staring at some baby items when you both went to the store and that just worsened his already crippling yearning. Unintentionally he ended up making more rooms in the cabin than needed, you were surprised by the amount of space, not to mention you and Ford weren't exactly sure at the time what to use the rooms for. Partially you wondered how Ford was able to build the shack in such a way that the inside seemed much larger than the outside.
He went into a full blown infodump about a time-space anomaly on the land that he kind of abused Dr. Who style to actually make the inside of the house bigger than it actually is.
The touchiness festered and grew over the couple months towards the date of your planned wedding to make things official. It wasn't to say that you both haven't ever had sex, but there was something different about the hunger and electric desire that crackled between the both of you building up to that day.
The couple times you joked about having kids with your fiancรฉ had him stuck between looking worried and turned on. Good thing you were both at home since you didn't exactly know what to make of it before he kissed the daylights out of you.
The wedding was small and quaint, neither of you had ever been one to flamboyantly show off anyway so it was just a ceremony to finalize things, you both opted to just remain in gravity falls for your honeymoon as well since it was just more convenient.
It was mostly friends who came to celebrate, the two of you opting not to invite your families given the less than savory situations you had with them. It really was the best day of your lives, you also had the photographer to thank for capturing the memories so well.
Stanford couldn't even keep his hands off you during the party, always having a hand on the small of your back or around your waist. Likewise, you couldn't stop leaning on him or hanging off his arm. Even during Fiddleford's best man speech, you'd met the man back in BMU and to say he and your fiancรฉ/now husband got along like peas in a pod was an understatement.
You were barely listening to whatever was said though, far too entranced in the man who you were married to as he laughed or grew bashful of the things said about him. Stanford almost jumped out of his skin when he saw the intensity of the desire in your eyes, a flame to light fireworks and you were both sure come midnight explosions were sure to set off.
It didn't come as a surprise to anyone that after a couple weeks you were sick as a dog, puking and getting random bouts of dizziness that had Stanford in a panic since he couldn't pinpoint why. A quick trip to the hospital later and then came the news, you weren't poisoned, injured or dying, you were just pregnant!
Ford immediately fainted upon hearing those words, you still have no idea if it was the overwhelming shock or the joy.
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Content warning: Sukunaxreader smut, penetration, multiple positions, dominant Sukuna! , unprotected sex (Wrap it up!), pet names, Sexual theme, Adult theme, talking her through it, although it is sometimes not mentioned <READER IS BLACK FEMALE CODED>, BUT ALL ARE WELCOME TO ENJOY! โค๏ธ
Authur's Noteโ 18 and Under, GET TA STEPPIN! I know for sure this will be broken into parts, however I'm not sure how many parts will be to this. I just decided to get back into writing little dabbles here and there so I'm honestly just testing the waters with this. Slightly proofread (English is my first language, but even the baddest of Bitches still make mistakes! ยฏ\_(ใ)_/ยฏ) ) I do hope you guys enjoy! ๐ค
Synopsis: Youโve decided that you would begin your fitness journey. Accompanying your best friend, todayโs the day where youโll being taking working out and going to the gym seriously (well kind of). Lacking motivation and ready to go back home to lounge around to watch some TV and pig out, that all changes when suddenly you meet this drop dead gorgeous as hell man. Will he be the inspiration you need to continue your new lifestyle?
Part 1 found here โโ GYM RAT: PART 1
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It was Tuesday night, and you found yourself pacing back and forth in your apartment bedroom, forgetting that you had Jade on Facetime to help you pick an workout outfit to wear to the gym with Sukuna tomorrow.ย
โGirl I donโt know why youโre stressing over an outfit, yaโll going to the gym not Ruthโs Chris.โ Jade rolled her eyes at you jokingly. She thought it was cute how you were trying to make sure you were prepared for your gym date with Sukuna, but she also knew how bad you can overthink things, causing you to freak-out and panic.ย
โI know, I know but I still want to look like Iโve been to the gym before.โ You stated back desperately. You know it sounds silly, but you wanted to make a good impression, even if it was just a workout session.ย
โHonestly Y/n, I swear you set unrealistic goals. You could show up in a trash bag and that man would still be into you.โ Jade tried convincing you but to no avail. You were dead set on having the perfect workout attire to flaunt in for Sukuna.ย
โWell what about this, oh no wait what about this one?โ You had two different sets in both of your hands, shoving one after the other in-front of the screen for Jade to critique.ย
Realizing that nothing she was saying was going to help the situation she caved in and took a good look at both outfits. The first was a high-waisted leggings and sport bra set in a rich, deep brown color and the other was an all into one, low cut design with a low scoop back and cross-body straps in all black. Remembering how Sukuna was looking at you as if he was going to devour you, she figured the later would surely set him over the edge.ย
โLetโs go with the all black, give my man something to work with.โ Jade cackled out while wiggling her eyebrows up and down at you. You laughed nervously because you knew she was going to pick that one. To be honest, you wasnโt sure why you grabbed that one in the first place when you set out to go to your local department store shopping for gym attire. When you seen it you knew it was something that was going to turn heads and demand attention, more importantly Sukunaโs attention, prompting you to hurry up and toss it inside your shopping cart before deciding against it. But now you wish you did change your mind. You knew you could pull it off, but you couldnโt help but wonder if you would be coming off too strong, or desperate, by wearing it.ย
โYou asked for my opinion and I gave it to you. Youโre going to look amazing in it Y/n. Youโll definitely get worked out- uh I mean get a good work out in it.โ Jade said quickly before you caught her statement. Noticing you were still too wrapped up in choosing between the two outfits, she blew out a breathe of relief at you not catching what she said. That most definitely wouldโve sent you in a frenzy and make you not want to go to the gym at all.ย
โI know, but are you sure? Like really, really sure.โ You asked again. You knew you were too much inside of your head about the matter, but you needed reassurance. Looking back up to Jade you caught the look she was giving you and knew she was about to give you a piece of her mind when all of a sudden you squealed in shock from the incoming call flashing on your screen.ย
โY/n what the hell is wrong with you?โ Jade asked bewildered. She watched as you hurried and ran to your vanity looking over your appearance before rushing back to her wide eyed.ย
โItโs him, heโs Face timing me!โ You stated, looking back at Jade in shock. It took her a moment to figure out who it was you were talking about before she smiled devilishly and wiggled her eyebrows once more.ย
โWell what are you doing still on the phone with me? Answer him! Oh and show him your choices for tomorrow and see what he thinks.โ She proclaimed. Before you could argue, she hung up the call leaving you to fend for yourself.ย
Shaking your head and exhaling out a deep breath, you answered Sukunaโs face time call with a small smile.ย
โHeyyy you.โ You answered shyly. You mentally slapped yourself for how you answered the call.ย
โWhat am I, 12?โ You thought to yourself.ย
Sukunaโs deep laugh pulled you out of your head, making you look at him and his surroundings. He was obviously at the gym, you heard the clanking of weights and the gymโs music in the background. He was staring back at you, looking like sex himself. His hair pushed back with sweat, making you just now notice how it was dyed pink, and a hue of pink across his cheeks signaling that he must have just wrapped up his workout session.ย
โWhatโs up ma?โ His raspy, deep voice sounded off into your phoneโs speaker. The sound stirring up a feeling deep inside your stomach, making you want to record his voice to be played over and over.ย
โUh nothing much, I was just on the phone with Jade. You know, nothing too crazy.โ You replied with a small smile. You kept your gaze transfixed on Sukuna, taking in his handsome features.ย
โGod this man is so fine.โย
โMh, what was that mama?โ He asked while he placed his phone down. He was now in the guyโs locker room, checking himself out in the mirror.ย
โShitโ, you whispered to yourself, โNothing, I didnโt say anything.โ You answered, half stuck on the fact he heard you and also the new nickname heโd given you. Your brain was short fusing at the sight of him now peeling off his sweat drench compression shirt, revealing his abs to you once again. Your mouth watered at the sight while you unconsciously clenched your thighs together. If he pulled the stunt in-front of you tomorrow there was no way in hell you were going to make it through the workouts.ย
โOh yeah, what yaโll were talking about?โ Sukuna asked, trying to hold in his smirk. He most definitely heard your remarks and he knew exactly what he was doing by taking off his shirt, soaking up your reaction. He felt he dick come to life by the sight of you clenching your thighs together. How he wished he was over your place right now, seating comfortably in between them.ย
โWell.. she was uh-she was helping me pick a outfit for tomorrow.โ You answered quietly. Youโre not sure why you gave out the information, thinking he might think youโre crazy for discussing something as ridiculous as that.ย
โOh yeah? Let me see what you came up with.โ He replied while shuffling through his gym bag.ย
Caught off-guard by his response, you were certain he would have just questioned why you would go to great lengths as that. You watched him for a little bit as he looked around in his gym back, thinking he mustโve have been joking until he turns around to look at you with his brows shot up in curiosity.ย
โWell ma, you โgon show me what you got?โ He asked with a chuckle. He found you cute with your shy girl expression. He turned back to his bag, finally finding his towel so he could prepare for his shower.ย
You blew out a breath you didnโt even realizing you were holding and thought the hell with it, he was going to see you in it regardless, whatโs the harm of you showing it to him now?
โWell okay, if you insist.โ You said while holding up the gym set Jade picked out. You waited anxiously until Sukuna turned back around to gauge for his reaction.ย
โIโm sure itโll be fine mam-โ Sukuna stopped, sucking in a breathe. He took in the black set you had selected and fought with himself to keep in the low growl threatening to come out. Taking it in, he found it hard to keep out the thoughts of how your body would look in it. The way the front would hug your tits, or the way your sweat would be cascading down into the dips of your back, or how the way it would mold around your plump ass. He closed his eyes, trying to stop himself while he was ahead, but it didnโt stop the rush of blood going to his dick, making his gym shorts uncomfortably tight.ย
โSo- what do you think?โ You asked timidly, you were still too wrapped up in overthinking your outfit choice you didnโt catch the internal battle Sukuna was having with himself over it.ย
Trying to be nonchalant about it, he shook his head slightly while offering a small smile.ย
โI think itโs good Y/n, whatever youโre comfortable in, thatโs all that matters.โ He said in a low tone. You looked at him curiously, wondering why the sudden formal change. Not trying to let it get to you, you offered a small smile back at his input.ย
โOkay, if you say so.โ You replied back. There was a beat of silence between you to before you let out a giggle at how intense he was staring at you.ย
โSo you called just for me to look at you flex?โ You asked, lightening the mood again. He blinked wide eyed before chuckling.
โNah ma, just making sure you donโt flake on me tomorrow is all.โ You sighed in relief at him going back to his nickname for you, helping quiet your nerves a little bit.ย
You smiled at him while shaking your head no.ย
โNah, Iโm locked in. I wouldnโt bail on you.โ You respond back. That causes him to smirk before replying back.ย
โGood, wouldnโt want a good outfit like that to go to waste.โ He joked back, causing you to put your head down shyly.ย
โHa, nah we wouldnโt want that.โ You giggled out. You looked up, catching him watching you with the same smirk etched on his face.ย
โWhat?โ You asked, having him watch you the way he was, was doing something to you.ย
โNothing ma, Ima see you tomorrow, alright?โ He stated while throwing his towel over his shoulder.ย
Shaking your head yes, you both said your goodbyes before hanging up the phone. Placing your outfit back across your vanity, you plopped on-top of your bed still smiling like a fool at your phone.ย
Sukuanaโs POV
He groaned lowly as he placed his hands around his dick, slowly stroking it up and down. He tried desperately to get the thought of you out of his head as he took his shower, but nothing he did was working. Every time he tried to think of something else, his thoughts always came back to you.ย
Drawing in a breath, he threw his head back as the water from the shower head caressed his skin and helped lubricate his motions as he picked up pace. Flashes of you entered his mind. Seeing how you would look in the gym outfit you flashed in-front him not to long ago or the way he imaged how you plush, thick lips would feel wrapped around his dick, or how well your pussy would mold around his dick as he thrusted relentlessly into your velvety walls. His thoughts ran wild with all the things he would do to you and with a flick of his wrist over his swollen tip it was all that it took to send him over the edge.ย
โY/n.โ He moaned out, forgetting his surroundings but ultimately not caring if anyone heard. He continued with his lights strokes, watching as ropes of cum shot down the shower drain.ย
โShit.โ He cursed under his breath as he tried to regulate his breathing back to normal. He could only hope he doesnโt act this way around you tomorrow or he wasnโt sure how things would end.ย
Before he could stop himself, thoughts of you came rushing at him again and he silently cursed at himself as he felt his dick harden again. Knowing it wouldnโt go away on itโs own, he began to slowly stroke himself again to ease the relief.ย
You were going to be the death of him.ย
ยฉ 2024 Amyrahrose. Please do not translate, copy, plagiarize, or repost (sharing links is fine ๐ค) without my permission. You will only find my entries/content on tumblr!
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๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐/๐: ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ๏ธ
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข: ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐?
Matt's pov
I was scrolling through tiktok when I found that account. A few comments mentioned it, making me curious to check it out. They were so sure it was her old account, bringing up tweets about things she'd definitely say nowadays, stuff about me and my brothers when she was just a fan, it made me think of what she used to say.
I searched the name up and it popped out immediately, she didn't have a lot of followers but there were a lot of tweets. I started to read a few, not minding most of them since it was just random comments about her life or about our videos. I was about to leave the website when one of her tweets got my attention.
3rd person
Matt's eyes immediately widen at the words he is reading. He couldn't even believe his friend would say something like that about him, but the really surprising thing was that he liked it.
He continued reading some tweets, taking screenshots and finding it amusing to know how you really feel about him, or felt, he wasn't sure, those tweets were from months ago.
A few days passed and Matt still couldn't take your tweets out of his mind. He wanted to talk to you, but didn't know how he could confront you about it without it being weird or uncomfortable, so he decided to talk to Nick.
He asked Nick to ask you about that account, showing him screenshots with some of your tweets that weren't so explicit like the last one he saw, but that you still were talking about Matt. He wanted to know if things changed or not, but he wasn't sure how he'd react to any of the possible answers you could give.
And then, the next day, Nick was pissed at you, and Matt had an idea why, but he'd let his brother calm down before asking anything else.
Matt's mind was full of questions and assumptions. Your account was deleted and Matt noticed it, he went back to read more but now he couldn't. It made him even more sure Nick talked to you and he was so curious to know if Nick was pissed because you thought those things before, if it was because you still think like that, or something else entirely.
But the next day, you and Nick were fine again. He went to your apartment and left Matt wondering when he'd get any answers, his anxiety to know more was almost making him do something stupid like calling you. He didn't need to, though, Nick's text popped up at the same time Matt was about to take his desperate action.
Nick: She denied but I'm pretty sure she's still a matt girlie
Matt's pov
So what now? What the fuck do I do with this information? I'm not going to confront her about it, I shouldn't even bring this up. I shouldn't even be thinking about it. If she denied it, then maybe she doesn't feel like that anymore and Nick's just being insane, but for some strange reason I kind of want Nick to be right about it.
I put my phone down, deciding to play Fortnite and forget all about this stupid situation for a while.
3rd person
Meanwhile...
-Are you kidding me, Nick? Why would you say that? -You ask, trying to get his phone and delete the text he just sent to his brother.
-What? It's true. -He laughs, slapping your arms away.
-He's gonna think I'm into him. -You throw your arms up, rolling your eyes and making a beeline to sit next to him on the couch.
-Girl. -He tilts his head to the side, giving you a knowing look.
-I'm not into him, Nick. -You're quick to reply.
-Yeah, you're right, you're not into Matt. -Nick smiles, turning his attention back to his phone. -You're just in love with him. -He continues, laughing when you slap his arm.
-You're crazy. -You shake your head, noticing that trying to argue with him wasn't going to change anything.
You cross your arms, reach for the remote and press play on a random show to distract yourself. Gladly Nick didn't insist on the subject and changed completely the mood by showing you cute videos of babies interacting with animals and Matt was long forgotten.
Unfortunately time passes and Nick needs to go home, which means Matt is going to pick him up at your apartment. You try to ignore this fact, but Nick is way too immersed in making you confess that you like his brother. That's why he made up an excuse and asked Matt to come upstairs.
Nick locked himself in the bathroom, and just a few seconds later you heard knocks on your door. You open it just to find Matt waiting on the other side, your cheeks blushing already.
-Hey. -Matt says, giving you a small smile.
-Hi. Nick's in the bathroom. -You step aside to let him in, trying to sound as natural as possible.
Matt nods, taking a seat on your couch while you lock the door. Obviously Nick did it on purpose, he wasn't going to come out of the bathroom so soon. You sit next to Matt, cross-legged, reaching for the water bottle on the coffee table.
-So... -He starts, adjusting himself and clearing his throat. -The tweets...? -He goes straight to it, making you almost choke.
-Matt, I'm really sorry. -You set the water bottle down, turning your head to look at him, but he interrupts you.
-Do you still think like that or you're over me already? -He playfully asks, with a smirk that makes your heart beat faster.
-I'm... -You start, but you have no idea what to say. A sigh leaves your lips and he notices the turmoil in your eyes.
-I don't mind them, in fact, I kinda liked to know you liked me that much. -Matt turns his body to face you, resting his arm on top of the couch, just behind your head.
You decided to take that as a joke so as not to embarrass yourself too much. Letting go of a breathly laugh you roll your eyes, playfully pushing him.
-Shut up, I was a fan, alright? It's not the same now, I wouldn't say those things about my friends. -You furrow your eyebrows, trying to convince him.
-Are you sure? Because I think you still like me. -He raises one hand in defense, leaning slightly closer.
-I do like you, as my dearest friend. -You tilt your head to the side with a playful smile.
Although you were still nervous, it was good to know he wasn't mad at you, and the way you could talk about it so easily was a relief.
He chuckles at your response, getting even closer to you and you swore you saw his eyes flicking to your lips for a second.
-Friend, huh? -He asks, in a lower teasing voice. -That's funny, Nick told me you're into me.
Your eyes widen slightly, not expecting him to bring this up. The mask you built to hide your true feelings about this was fading away and just like that it was like he could see all your deepest secrets through your eyes.
-Nick has no clue what he's talking about. -You reply, watching nervously as he leans closer and closer to you.
-He's normally right about things, though. -Matt shrugs, tilting his head slightly like he was mocking you.
-Not this.
You two stare at each other for a second. It seemed like years were passing by, the time stopping just so you could look at him, his eyes so attentively searching for any hints of what you were thinking, his cheeks slightly pink and his lips curled up in a smirk that made him look like he knew exactly what to say, like he knew everything about you already.
-Well, that sucks, I was hoping you'd like me back.
His words echoed in your mind. Like him back? You wondered if he was still joking or if he meant it. He slowly starts to lean backward, making you even more confused.
-You like me? -You ask, confused, but sounding desperate to hear his response, to hear his assurance.
-I thought Nick told you that. -He chuckles, using his hand that was on top of the couch to brush a strand of your hair behind your ear.
-I thought he was lying. -You basically whisper, unsure of how things are going to be now.
Matt looks at you with a soft smile, caressing your cheek and pulling you so close that your noses are touching. Your breathing hitches and he notices it immediately, rubbing his thumb against your skin gently.
-He wasn't. -His voice is low but firm, wanting you to believe him.
A smile grows on your face, the situation making you giddy. It was so unreal, yet so right. He lifts your head slightly so you are looking into his eyes.
-Can I kiss you now? -He asks, and although he sounded calm, his eyes showed a certain kind of desperation.
When you nod, he quickly presses his lips against yours, cupping your cheeks as if you were going to disappear at any second. He was trying so hard to keep it slow and soft, but he waited a long time to do this. Before he even knew about the tweets, you passed through his mind a lot more than he wanted to, but knowing he had a chance he knew he had to take it.
His lips moved precisely and desperately against yours, one of his hands sliding slowly to your waist, squeezing it lightly and taking your small gasp as an opportunity to slide his tongue in and brush it against yours. It was so perfect and you two were so caught up in the kiss that neither of you heard the bathroom door open.
Matt was about to lay you down on the couch when he heard a scream. You and Matt quickly pull away from each other, turning your heads to the sound.
-I knew it! I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. -Nick yells in a singing voice.
You laugh timidly, your cheeks burning and turning extremely red, and you turn your head to the opposite side to hide it. In the meanwhile, Matt rolls his eyes, grabbing a cushion and throwing it harshly at his brother.
-Fucking idiot. -Matt sighs, annoyed, ignoring his brother's laugh andย littleย dance.
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FEEL THE BASS THROUGH THE BATHROOM WALLS : PARK WONBIN.
warnings: smut + mentions of this being a toxic relationship.
wc: 1.3k
The bathroom is dirty.
Wonbin drops to his knees quickly, staring up at you with those big brown eyes. His hands hesitantly lift to touch your thighs, but you swat them away, smirking down at him before running a hand through his long black hair. The roots are sweaty, most likely from the crowd of the concert raging inside the crowded venue you drug him to. Wonbin did whatever you wanted, did whatever you said, lived to please you, and you ate every second of it up. You dragged that boy around like a dog. So much so that your friends even began to comment on it.
โYou should be nicer to him.โ
โHeโs really sweetโฆMaybe go easy on him?โ
โIt wouldnโt hurt to show him you actually like him.โ
You did like Wonbin. If you didnโt, you wouldnโt have kept him around for as long as you have. You smile down at him fondly, watching his eyes sparkle as they look up at you. You run your thumb over his plump bottom lip, dragging it down to see the pink flesh inside before letting it bounce back into place with a hum.ย
โSo pretty, baby. Were you having fun?โ You coo at him, watching his head nod as his hands rise again to touch you. This time, you let him, feeling his palms rest against the the smooth skin of your thighs. His fingers press and knead into the soft skin, watching how your skin dips at the weight of his fingertips in wonder. He always looks in awe of you like youโre some angel that crashed into his life and enlightened him on how he should be living life.
Wonbin was a loser before he met you. Heโs still kind of a loser, but at least he dresses better now.
You reach down to pull your skirt and underwear down your legs, exposing yourself under the dismal flicker of cheap fluorescent lighting. "Can you do something for me, Binnie?" Your words come out smooth as velvet, starkly contrasting your grimy surroundings. His gaze meets yours, ardent and unblinking, the slightest hint of uncertainty clouding his doe eyes.
The air in that dirty bathroom feels cloudy and tough to inhale. The smell of cheap beer and sweat clinging heavy in the air. Itโs disgusting. Itโs perfect.
You watch the nervous tick in his jaw, the way his eyes flicker back to the door every now and then, as though expecting it to burst open. But despite his fear, he stays. He stays for you. "Go on," you urge, a soft smirk playing on your lips, your hand guiding his head between your legs where you need him most.
You almost gasp at the first contactโalmostโbut you swallow it down. You're not here to give him power; you're here to take it from him. His movements are hesitant at first, unpracticed and unsure, but there's an eagerness there tooโan eagerness to pleaseโthat stokes your ego more than anything. Wonbin has only belonged to you. You took his virginity a week after you two started dating. You rode him in the back of his car after he took you to see a movie he was excited about. It had something to do with space and aliens. You donโt remember the name of it, but you remember the pathetic sounds Wonbin made as you bounced on his cock so hard the car shook.
You like that memory. It always makes you smile.
You run your fingers through his hair, tugging at the strands with a soft moan when his nose bumps your clit. "Don't stop," you whisper, your voice barely audible over the screeching of guitars from outside. But he hears youโhe always hears youโand picks up his pace obediently.
His hands tighten around your thighsโtheir trembling long since forgottenโand there's a newfound confidence in his movements. It's almost enough to make you proud. Almost.
A sharp intake of breath escapes your lips as Wonbin's tongue swirls around your clit, his hands tightening their grip on your thighs. You grin down at him and spread your legs wider, arching your back. His tongue darts out again, lapping at your folds, and you let out a low moan as you tighten your hold on his long hair. Your breath hitches when his fingers find their way inside of you, teasing you, massaging your soft walls by curling the tips of them up. You taught him that. Everything he knows is because of you. That fact alone makes you smile down at him, biting your bottom lip as you watch him desperately work to please you.
You know he's inexperienced, but you also know he's eager to learn and please you. His hand clenches and unclenches on your thighs as he tries to find the right rhythm, his head bobbing up and down between your legs with growing confidence. The wet, sloppy sound of his tongue against your folds blends in with the bass of the music coming from outside. His hair is a mess around his face, dark lashes sweeping against his cheeks as he focuses on pleasuring you.ย
The smell of beer and sweat in the air intensifies as you hold onto the sink, your fingers gripping the marble tightly. It would be a lie to say that you're not enjoying this. The way he submits to you, the way he looks up at you with those big brown eyes full of adoration and desire, the way his tongue explores your cunt like he's found the Holy Grail.ย
โGood boyโฆSuch a good boy,โ You coo as he moans softly against your core, pressing himself further between your legs. Your thighs cage his head in, locking in on the sides. You feel his nails dig into your thighs with another moan at the mild suffocation, watching as his eyes flick up to look at you pathetically. You hear him whine against you between the wet noises his mouth makes as he sucks and licks at your clit, coaxing you closer and closer to the edge.
You take deep yet shaky breaths the closer he brings you to the edge, the pleasure tingling throughout your body slowly but surely. Your head falls back against the mirror behind you, adding to the smudges already littering it. โThatโs it,โ you whisper, threading your fingers through his sweat-dammed black hair and holding it tightly. You feel the pleasure creep up your spine the harder he sucks at your clit, hearing the most obscene of noises leave his mouth as he desperately works you toward your orgasm. In times like this, it felt like all he lived for was pleasing you, probably because that is all Wonbin lived for now.ย
He has no friends. He doesnโt talk to his family anymore. When heโs at work, heโs texting you. You consume his every waking thought exactly like you wanted. You not only consume his thoughts but his entire life. Youโre his whole life just like you planned.
You tumble over the edge when he moans against you again, sending vibrations through your sensitive body. You moan out his name when you cum, your chest rising and falling with every labored breath you took. The short but intense ripples of pleasure rolling through you make your head spin. Itโs numbing but electrifying. You canโt help but smile dumbly at the feeling, looking down at the boy still nestled between your legs, looking up at you with big, expectant eyes, waiting for your next instruction like he always did.
โCome here, baby,โ You sigh, releasing your thighs from his head, letting him lift his head with a gasp of air before he scrambles to crash his lips to yours. He always loved to kiss you, chasing your lips the second you pulled away. Youโre like a drug to him. His hands take your face into them, moaning quietly into your mouth as your hands jolt up to hold onto his biceps, digging your nails into the flesh.
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DATING DEKU (BUT BEING KATSUKI'S SISTER)
Warnings: just Deku being fool for reader, 'n Katsuki being a jealous brother.
synopsis: You're dating this cute green-haired boy, but you're related to that stressed-out blonde bitch ๐
- Well, it's obvious that you've known each other since you were kids. And according to both parents, you've shown that you liked each other since you were young (Katsuki says that's stupid)
- Because you were a year younger, you didn't go to U.A. with them. But that doesn't mean you didn't spend time with Deku.
- To be honest, Katsuki did everything he could to keep you away from Deku. Saying things like "he's a loser, and we're amazing" and "you're my sister, you shouldn't hang out with a nerd like him". But it's not like you listened to the blonde. Since you didn't want the blonde bothering you, you continued hanging out with him, even in public.
- But that stopped after Katsuki simply called his friends to beat up the green-haired one. You literally stopped talking to the blonde for a whole month, and that worried your parents, because besides affecting Katsuki, they could hear you crying every night, saying how stupid Katsuki was. In the end, you guys resolved it after he promised he wouldn't bother Deku anymore. Not that he kept his promise.
- After what happened, you started sneaking out with Deku. Whether it was going to his house, or going to play somewhere, when you knew Katsuki was going to train. And it's obvious that he never told you about Katsuki. That's why, the day he arrived all hurt, you almost had a fit.
"WHO HURT YOU?"
Sometimes he forgot that you were capable of screaming as loud as Katsuki.
"I-it was nothing!"
"NOTHING? DEKU YOU'RE ALL HURT!!"
He simply held your hand and smiled.
"It's okay! No need to worry! I already told you."
The simple contact made you blush. It was funny how children dealt with affection.
- Over time, you started to drift away. It wasn't that you hated him, but most of your time was spent training with Katsuki. So in the last year, before the two of them went to U.A, you barely saw Deku.
- You were on good terms with Katsuki. That is, until you found out that he never really left Deku alone. The moment you walked into the classroom in a rage, he thought it was strange. But as soon as the blonde felt you attack him with all your force, he was in shock.
"DON'T YOU EVER COME NEAR HIM AGAIN! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YOU SHIT?! I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE MY BROTHER"
you pulled Deku with you, leaving behind an extremely angry blond, yelling that he didn't care about you.
That afternoon, Deku comforted you while telling you that everything was going to be okay. But you didn't believe it.
- Obviously things got weird between Katsuki and you. Especially because you would stay in the same house for months before he went to U.A. And even though your parents tried everything to make things work out for you, nothing worked. He was too proud to do anything, and you had too much anger built up to be on good terms with him.
- You continued to be close to Deku. Staying with him all day now, and threatening anyone who dared to look at him the wrong way. And even if he said he didn't need all that, you just told him to shut up. You two became really close after that.
- At the time, when he would just disappear sometimes, you were really worried. Even though you didn't have much time, as you were busy with your own training.
- Of course, when you found out he got into U.A. you wanted to celebrate. When you brought up the subject of the quirk, he got all weird, so you let it go.
- At the same time, you and Katsuki still haven't made up. Neither of you wanted to apologize, you were too proud for that. And now, it would be even harder with him at U.A.
- At first it was really strange, when you didn't see Deku as often anymore. Even though he always called you every night, and sent you messages all day long.
- He was saying how wonderful U.A was. That he had met All Might (he said he told you about it, and you almost had a heart attack). You were so excited for him! (and for Katsuki even though you wouldn't admit it). But of course things changed when he was kidnapped.
- As soon as you found out about the kidnapping, your first instinct was to call Deku. You were desperate, and he tried to calm you down by saying he would fix everything. That's when you had your first fight.
"IT'S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY, DEKU! HE'S BEEN KIDNAPPED!"
"You need to calm down... I told you! I'll find a way! You need to trust me!"
"A WAY, DEKU?! MY BROTHER WAS KIDNAPPED BY THE LEAGUE OF VILLAINS! IT'S NOT SIMPLE!!! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? HUM? UNTIL A MONTH AGO YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A QUIRK"
the silence that fell was deafening.
"I'm going to hang up."
"(Name) Wait-"
You hung up on him, you knew what you said to him was wrong. But your concern for your brother's life was greater than any guilt. You ignored all his other calls for the rest of the day.
- As soon as Katsuki came back. You punched him in the face. Well, brotherly love, right? But you didn't let go of him for a whole week.
As soon as you met the blond again, with the weight of your fight and the worry you felt, all you could do was punch him.
Everyone was shocked, your parents, All Might who you didn't even realize was there. Even Deku wasn't expecting it. Of course, Katsuki didn't take it personally, certainly not. But before he could yell something stupid, he felt you hug him.
"You're an idiot, you know that?"
He simply gave you an ironic laugh and hugged you back. He didn't like hugs, but he knew he couldn't deny you that.
Well, now everyone was really in shock.
- Well, they gave you a week to stay with Katsuki (With All Might asking for it, it became easier for it to happen). No one had ever seen this hot-headed blonde treat someone well, so when they saw how he treated you (despite still having the insults), everyone wanted to meet the grumpy blonde's dear sister. And he hated the idea, although he wasn't the only one. A certain green-haired boy, perhaps, was quite sullen.
- Of course when you saw Deku, the first thing you did was apologize. It was funny that even though you were as proud as your brother, when it came to Deku, things were simpler and easier. He obviously accepted your apology, you spent an entire day together, with Katsuki obviously hating every second of it.
- Well, the rest of the year was tense too. With all the fights and stuff. The only times Deku could relax were when he was with you.
- It didn't take long for him to realize that he was in love with you. Because of course, with his friends making jokes about it, it was hard to hide it. He had no intention of confessing, he didn't want to ruin his friendship with you. But of course Uraraka, Mina and Denki thought otherwise.
- After coming up with a plan to make you two finally confess, everything went wrong. Katsuki was suspicious, so he simply wouldn't let go of you the whole time. Until, of course, the guys decided to bring All Might into the plan (bros are determined). Somehow, they convinced All Might to distract Katsuki. So when you were finally alone, he got nervous, not knowing what to do. And before everyone could intervene to help him, they saw you kissing Deku.
- Obviously you started dating. Everyone was happy for you, your parents thought Deku was adorable. But of course one person didn't like it. A certain blond guy was totally against your relationship. But not that he would do anything other than threaten Deku, saying that if he touched a single hair on your head, he would end up underground (he takes threats seriously). Anyway, he would always be in the corner complaining, not that you care.
- The best thing that could have happened was when you started at U.A. Many nights, he would sneak into your dorm. You would have lunch together, walk hand in hand through the hallways. He would train with you (you loved it when training turned into a kissing session, which embarrassed him). Anyone who looked at Deku would realize how much he loved you, even Katsuki knew that.
- Most of the make-out sessions were initiated by you. Sometimes in the bedroom, during training, or during breaks. One time, you almost got caught. He almost died because he thought he would get caught, while you could only laugh.
- Every time you went home, you always took Deku with you. Katsuki hated that. You also went to his house a lot, his mother adores you! She loves showing you pictures of him, which makes him embarrassed.
- You two love to sleep cuddling. One time you were cuddling on the couch kissing, and Katsuki decided to get between you. You were sulking, and Deku didn't know where to hide his face. Poor Deku if Katsuki knew more.
- Even if Katsuki doesn't admit it, he trusts Deku. And he'd much rather you date the green-haired boy than any other guy.
SERIOUSLY I'M SO OBSESSED WITH THESE TWO!! I HOPE Y'ALL LIKE IT!!!
'N SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH!!!
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