Song messages in the deluxe version of the ¡Uno! book
Nuclear Family
'Pick a summer... and summer... take a peek at the salt water and who gives a fuck... ya know? That's where this begins'
Stay the Night
'Haven't felt an impulse like this in eons. I guess that heart burn never goes away... just a bit caged'
Carpe Diem
'"Too young to die?" Well I say "aren't all too young to die?" Does the future have enough time to live in the moment?
Let Yourself Go
'How much can I pay you not to finish your story? You keep telling the same story over & over & over & over & over & over & over punch me in the fucking face!'
Kill the DJ
'Ah yes, which leads us to this 4 on the floor. Sometimes I could drink my way through this era. Take pills & fuck the noise away. And dance in the ashes of nonsense.'
Fell For You
'Wet dreams for the middle-fuck crisis. Keep your heart in a box with a lock on it for god's sake!'
Billie Joe also said something similar on the closing night of American Idiot on Broadway: 'Keep your fucking heart young, goddammit. Keep it fucking all comfy all the time. Don’t fucking stop, there’s a reason why that hand is holding the heart. It just keeps squeeze that motherfucker till it still bleeds every goddamn day.'
'I remember you drinking Olde English driving all the way out. Sunbathing at Pinole Shores. My Minnesota Girl. Always.'
Rusty James
'I read your book... it was a piece of shit. You traded that spiked belt in for a killer job at Pete's Coffee. Way to go! By the way, I've always wanted to smash your fucking teeth in. 🖤'
Oh Love
'Love like a good horror film.' / 'The tattoo wore off. More like "Oh well." I talked myself out of you. Even though I was never considered. Tension.'
"I never saw you coming, like being hit in traffic.. but I know it wasn't an accident the moment I heard you laughing. It was fate.. and I've never felt anything so great."
You blindsided me with these feelings that I never expected in a million years - eUë
The lungs and their air, it's neither of ours so why should you care. I know I witnessed some flashes of something, something special I know it was there. In the end we never captured it, I witnessed it but you don't remember all the moments, those looks you gave me while I had my fingers in your hair. Asleep on my chest, like the universe was at rest with you, and everything was exactly where it was supposed to be, and in that moment, you and me must've done something right, to be able to enjoy that moment while it was still there.
The hero reached for their hand. For some reason, the villain let them take it.
“You are alive. But are you living?”
The villain curled the ends of their fingers around the hero’s, just barely.
“I have everything I could possibly want—“
“Except me.”
It sat between them like a terrible truth, a dead body, a broken promise.
Don’t go falling in love with me, the hero had joked amidst battle, sarcasm and flirtations trading between them with their blows. The villain had scoffed.
Don’t overestimate yourself, hero.
They had both failed. They had wonderfully, horribly, failed.
The hero swallowed.
“Everything, except me.”
The villain’s eyes hardened.
“Would you like me to keep you, then? Lock you up in a pretty little cage, as an object of my affection. Is that what you want from me?”
“I would like for you stop pretending this is nothing—“
“Careful, hero. Falling for a monster like me? How masochistic.”
“Stop talking to me like you hate me.”
Unspoken, between them—
You don’t hate me, do you?
Something softened in the villains face.
“You are a weakness, and yet I cannot shake you.”
Tears welled unbidden in the hero’s eyes.
“Please.”
“Loving me will be your downfall,” the villain warned.
“Then down I shall go.”
The villain studied them for a moment, then dropped their hand.
I'm Ben, and this is a shared account with my love (Amy). We're here to have a safe space to express our feelings for each other and explore more as a couple. We're also documenting our relationship and maybe trying to help those in a similar one.
This blog will include things such as:
-Poetry
-Forms of obsessive love (yandere things)
-Fantasies
-Emotions and experiences as dating with DID
~💙
Intro:
I'm Amy, part of a DID system! I fell in love with a non-system, and I'm navigating managing internal and external relationships. I also want a place to share with my darling bf :>
"I fell in love with you cause you are so lovely, amazing, fun, and a joy to talk to.. I didn't know what to expect, but you continue to delight me on a daily basis. I fall so much more in love with you every day that it's just insane.. how could I meet someone like you? It mesmerizes me.."
Falling, falling, oops.. fell.. I could love you a smidge more every day, but who can tell where my love will end? It won't - eUë