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Joel survives.
“Joel, what are you doing outside? You should be resting.” You say while rubbing your eyes.
It was the late evening and it was a very hard day for you two. First surviving that unbearable cold storm and then surviving the wolves attack, you thought you are going to lose him just 8 hours ago.
“Jus’ trying to play some guitar.” He murmured.
You sat down next to him, taking your knees into your hands and laying your head on top of them.
“You should be asleep, baby.” He takes the blanket from behind, putting it over you.
Your heart ached whenever you looked into his face. Swollen, two black eyes and while you and maria did your best to flick him up and putting bandages, the blood was still visible.
“Oh joel…” your hand gently stroked his cheek, then his hair, you felt like almost crying again.
“S’okey. M’here. Not going anywhere.” He smiled trough as much as he could before his face hurt him again.
They beat him up very badly and if jesse and ellie didn’t found him, they would’ve killed him too. Joel told everything as much as he could because he was half unconscious at the time. He lost so much blood, it was a miracle that he is sitting next to you right now, smiling. You could puke at the thought of him not being alive, your joel.
“M’gonna fuck these people up.” You murmured, looking at the distance in front of you. Half of them could escape, especially the blonde girl who was going to kill him. If you could get your hands on her, if only you were together with joel on patrol.
“I know. S’okey. Nothing happened, baby. It was bad luck.”
He tried his best to reassure you. His heart was breaking at the way you were sobbing while they bought him back to Jackson. After flicking him up with maria you gave him a gentle bath, for his back, his hair and shoulders but while doing that you cried your eyes out, you could’ve lost him. It was making joel so depressed seeing you and the other people being so so struck by what happened.
“C’mon, let’s go inside and sleep. It’s getting really cold now.” He urged standing up slowly with a deep growl. You immediately jumped from your seat, taking his hand and arm holding him. He stumbled slowly back to your home and you sat him gently down on the bed again.
“From now on, not standing up without me is that clear?” You asked, gently going trough his curls.
“Yes ma’am.”
“I love you, Joel.” You told him your eyes swelling again with tears as you felt his hand slowly coming cupping your face and humming.
“I love you more, sweetheart.”
And they happily lived after…alive and well. </3
#it’s still absolutely destroying me#he is still alive idc#living in delusion#🥲✌🏻#des1rewrites!#joel miller#joel miller x you#pedro pascal#joel miller x reader#joel miller tlou#tlou#hbo tlou#tlou 2#joel miller fanfiction
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Katsuki laminated his blood-stained all might card and uses it as a keychain so he always has it with him, because besides the fact that it symbolizes his admiration and dedication to all might and his childhood dreams/goals, it's also a reminder of his perfect victory during the war❤️🥹


#He went through hell but at the end he won and is still alive#He's grateful of being alive and proud of his achievement#He's the most dedicated all might fan idc#I actually admire him so much for not giving up on his childhood dreams#katsuki bakugo#Bakugou Katsuki#Bakugo Katsuki#Katsuki Bakugou#Katsuki#Kacchan#All might#yagi toshinori#Mha#Bnha#My hero academia#Bakugo#Bakugou#The same card he had when he died and then got revived#He's so sentimental I love him so much
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bobby's alive untill i see his rotting copse. cope tim, fucking cope.
#hayden yaps about 911#hayden yaps#911#911 abc#911 on abc#911 spoilers#bobby nash#buck buckley#ravi panikkar#eddie diaz#no but bobbys still alive#even if i DID see his rotting corpse on abc at 8 pm i'd be like BUT ZOMBIES EXIST. WELCOME BACK PEEPAW#bobbyisalivemaxxing#idc idc idc he's still alive#FUCK YOU TIM
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wondering if paratise and nowhere are canonically published disks after his death within the alienstage universe... <- fuackkkkkkk till better get the fuck up outta mizi's arms and listen to them nightmare nightmare nightmare guilt ridden and regret filled attack onto till 5 million times imagine listening to a dead guy's music who you're responsible for the death of and you know the songs are about you <- technically nowhere is more about ivan's illness of being alley boy and his connection troubles/autism but still nowhere literally starts with the lyric "in love with you, when you were mine" and plays in the background of the song for almost the whole time i hope till just alive to listen to ivan's death disks and then kills himself out of grief and guilt and torture and loneliness lock in till you gotta lock in!!!
#unsure if vivinos has confirmed somewhere whether or not nowhere and paratise are canonically published after ivan's death in alienstage lmk#also i still think till is alive idc what any of y'all say because why the fuck he getting so many hints to it?#no i will not elaborate because if you care enough you can easily find the artistic suggestions/hints to him being alive still#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst nowhere#alnst paratise#alnst#alien stage#bluepill'd
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kratos greek lovers that hate any ounce of norse era: KRATOS IS THE BEST AND HE DESERVES TO KILL EVERYBODY FOR HIS SUFFERING
Freya haters (?): SHE CANT KILL KRATOS BECAUSE IT WAS HER FAULT SHES A BAD MOTHER AND A SHIT CHARACTER BECAUSE OF HER CRIMES AND SHE DESERVES TO DIE BY THE HANDS OF ODIN AND KRATOS
#Okay 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#freya the baddest like irdgaf#dislike her or whatever idc but to go crazy is where we need to stop 💜#Her and kratos share similarities yet for some reason shes trash for putting her son in that position FOR PROTECTION#but kratos isnt for ACCIDENTALLY killing his own wife and daughter?#you people lack every bit of thought to ever exist#kinda off topic but#What if calliope was still alive and sms had you go on a journey with her instead? Peoples hatred for her would be the same as atreus bffr#Mind you they dont even have to go about it the same way he and atreus did. They could do smth else and i could assure you itd be hate#no one is safe from these people 😭😭😭#god of war ragnarok#God of war
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"YOU DON'T REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE. THE WAY PEOPLE LOOKED AT US, TALKED ABOUT US, THEY JUDGED US FOR HAVING EVAN." -4x05
UH GOOD??? u had a child conceived for donating a bone marrow for another child u had, then straight up never gave the love and attention he needed because he didn't give the 'right bone marrow'.
i will NEVER forgive the buckley parents
#idc what anyone says#athena and bobby are bucks ACTUAL parents#good chance those same ppl wouldve judged evan frm small#but moving because they judged u and not him#just shows u cared more abt those other ppl than your kids that were still there#obviously emphatic on daniel#dying at 7 to leukemia was dreadful#this isnt a 'buck shouldnt be alive' post#NEVER#I LOVE EVAN BUCKLEY AND THE PERSON THAT HE IS AND GROWING TO BE#just a post on child conceiving for organ harvesting#is and ALWAYS will be wrong#they were terrible parents#they dont desreve to be forgiven but they deserve to give their all to mending their relationship w buck and maddie#because its what buck and maddie deserves not them#911#911 show#911 abc#evan buckley#buck#maddie buckley#maddie han#buckley parents
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Sorry but i just had this brainworm and i NEED to get it out,,,,,
SOOO we all know soap died in the tunnel and they took his body, cremated it and spread it off a cliff BUUTTTT,
What if they had a clean up crew and they replaced his body while the task force is off on the side doing something,
Maybe the clean up crew had some of mak’s people in it- yk infiltrated in it in order to gain more insight, after all makarov needs to be a step ahead,
The reason why they replaced johnny’s body was because maybe his pulse was still going, and what better way to use this information than to take him away and sort of brainwash him or to keep him as a blackmail material- or both,
(My memory gets hazy here and im too lazy to watch a vid to remember) what if like in the OG games price was in the gulag- what if this time its soap? Like they tried to brainwash him in his vulnerable state but hes resilient, he knows what theyre trying to do so he pretends that the brainwashing worked.
Obviously because of his injury hes not fit for combat anymore ( i know poor boy) but that doesnt mean he cant intercept his messages to laswell through unconventional means, it started off as cryptic code words that no one but soap knew but only when laswell told the task force of this new information did they finally had a breakthrough as Ghost recognized the patterns of the codes,
As much as it confused the Task force, they got to work on it, taking any clues soap left them, from his journal or little scribbles he left on various furniture or briefing notes, anything could work until one day they finally broke it,
‘ I AM ALIVE ‘
#call of duty#cod modern warfare#cod mw3#cod mwii#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#task force 141#soap mactavish#john soap mactavish#john price#gaz#kyle gaz garrick#kate laswell#laswell cod#cod#angst#hc#headcanon#brain worms#i swear hes still alive idc !
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Maybe tumblr isn't the best place to post this but I can't believe my dad is gone forever and that I could feel pain this strong. He was relatively young and healthy for his age and I'm now realizing all the regrets I have for not getting closer to him and how I hurt him unintentionally when I was just trying to stand up for myself. I wish I could've been by his side during his last hours of life even if I had to see him intubated in the hospital, I would've been glued to his side. I'm very thankful my kind cousin who stayed with him and held his hand as my dad passed away with a smile. I'm so sorry and in so much pain and I don't know how I'm gonna keep going like this, I know I will eventually but I don't know how I'm gonna do it. It feels so surreal that he's always been there and out of nowhere he isn't. Suddenly all the abuse and the anger and grudges I had against him don't matter to me anymore and I can only hurt because I now see all the joy he brought to my life that I took for granted. It's so unfair and now I have to deal with a family that doesn't like me to get his things to remember him by and I don't know how to face life without him, no one this important in my life had ever died and I feel like I have to keep walking forward with broken legs now. I want my dad back, I want to be with him again for a bit longer. I miss him so much I can't even begin to describe it. My family is religious and while religion doesn't have an influence in my life, I do genuinely hope that he's found happiness and rest, that I can rejoin him when my own time comes and that he can forgive me because I did my best with what I had to improve our relationship and it wasn't good enough. I was so hurt all these years going into therapy that I was just angry and stoic and didn't see the value in the happy moments we had together until now that it's all gone. I'm so sorry for myself and for him because we both deserved a much better relationship than we had. I will always love him and wish him peace and happiness for eternity
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#personal#he discovered etude of radiance through me and we both loved it so much that i got him the cd for his birthday#we both loved the moody blues and romantic music and music is so important in my life#and these lyrics express perfectly what i feel towards him#that he was the most important person in my life along with my mom and that he'll always be guiding me as he did while he was alive#we also both loved astronomy and i guess now there's a new star shining down on me and being my guiding light#maybe with the telescope that he got for me i can see it in the sky as if he was still with me#idc if no one replies anymore but i feel like i need to write this down somewhere as a record of such a life-changing event in my life
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Nothing happened to them and they live happily ever after 🫶 (i'm crying)
#alnst#i'm crying#ivan is alive#idc he's still alive#high school au and stuff where they're happy together#ivantill
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A HEAARRRRT IS A HOUSE FOR LOOVE AND IVE LEARRNNED THAT IT DONT TAKE MUCH TO BREAK A HEAARTT
sorry I just had to get that out lol I love that damn movie. That film, the temptations film (Paul and Cornbread my loves) and the little richard biopic will always have Leon as one of my fav actors idc idcccc also it took me way too long to find out the five heartbeats weren't a real group 🤣
IS A HOUSE ! FOR LOVE !
And I've LEARNED ( ive leaarnnned!!) 🗣‼️‼️
NO NO, DONT SAY SRRY FOR HAVING GOOD TASTE. NEVER BE SRRY FOR HAVING GOOD TASTE !!!!

ALL ur takes are MWAH. Just MWAH.

PAUL AND CORNBREAD LOL!! THE LOVES!. OUR BEAUTIFUL LOVES!!!. UGH. UGH. IM SO OBSESSED WITH THESE MOVIES. BOTH!! OF THESE GROUPS ARE REAL AS LONG AS U BELIEVE!!!
& i know dresser ran to that limo once he heard Eddie begging for his job back (our poor softie gentleman baritone baby..) but i think somebody should be jt's moral compass bcs duck is just 😭 sick of him
Leon deserved SO MANY MORE major movie roles just by being beautiful and bitchy like . His 50 cent movie cameo was so fucking funny.. TY FOR SAYING THIS. GENUINELY. I AM SO GLAD SOMEONE ELSE LOVES THESE MOVIES TOO. The characters are hilarious and tragic and I am. Infatuated with them all. They all have their lil moments to solidify them as real or to reflect them being real and it's just. Mwah.

Eddie almost at rock bttm begging for his job back bcs he loves music. He Loves. Music. But he has trauma so much trauma but he's Trying. He's trying so hard and then he opens his coat to reveal he still has their old performance uniform but makes a funny noise:
JT:
#robert townsend just like me fr. obsessed with this diva leon#he was like ok hes playing this prettyboy role Too well.. LITTLE RICHARD MOVIE IS CALLING !!!#leon is such a pretty man. and now he is my cringe oldman wife like idc hes my everything still idc idc#and the 5 heartbeats are REAL!!!!!!!#i just seen them!!!!! dresser was telling me abt how hes an english teacher during the days off bcs he loves it#it's true i never lie#actually i am lying they cant be a real band bcs jt would probably be dead of aids im srry#manslut king partied too hard#speaking of king i love cornbread and paul's friendship so much in the movie#irl theyre friends too bcs paul dumped a bucket of mop water or smthing on cornbreadeddie & they fought#then ran away together to live their singing dreams after eddie stole his brothers car or smthing#but eddie irl started gravitating toward david even while paul was alive#but in the movie they were together forever until paul wasnt and thats just so sweet to me#cornbread is an unbothered cigarette boyboss. i like to think movie cornbread is lowkey just tired of david#but deals with him bcs hes the only other one who hates otis#the movie and the reality differs a lot cus it's otis'd say on things so it's like 2 dif worlds to me#but one remainder is paul is my favorite and he deserved so much better. so much more appreciation#a love i can see is my favorite song of the tempts and pointstop one of my favs. i love his singing voice. it's so energetic but full#of emotion#hes 🩵🩵🩵🩵 PAULLL!!!! ARGHH!! we are the second biggest paul fans aside from cornbread 🩵#pls feel free to tell me ALL ur thoughts on these movies / leon movies in general LOL ive seen like#allmost all of them i could like i could talk so much abt leon#one of my fav actors ever as well !!!! hes a cutiepatootie aaa!!! his obsession with jamaica...#ted asks#ted doodles#PLS. PLS GEEK OUT WITH ME ABT THESE MOVIES MAN. I AM SO STARVED#the temptations#the five heartbeats
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This is a Miguel O’Hara hate account.
Peter B you are on thin ice.
Gwen Stacy you made mistakes but are a child who was held at gun point by her own father and was essentially homeless and was doing what she thought would keep her safe.
There are levels to these characters and their mistakes vs their intentions.
But only one of these characters is an adult man who choke slammed a 15 year old into a train calling him a mistake. Blaming him for everything wrong in the multiverse. As if he wasn’t a kid who just happened to be bit by a radioactive spider brought to his universe by the collider.
Like sir, you, an entire adult man, purposely jumped Universe, and slipped your way into a family that wasn’t yours and collapsed the universe but you gonna project that onto a teenager? Chill the fuck out you creep I’m sorry but that wasn’t your family??? Like the fuck what you did was actually insane. You fucking hypocrite.
Fuck Miguel O’Hara
#miles morales#atsv#peter b parker#miguel o'hara#gwen stacy#y’all are meaner to the teenage homeless girl than you are to full adult man who CHOKED SLAMMED a child and called him a mistake like wtf#if you think what Gwen did was worse I’m sorry but you are just misogynistic#and idk if the mom was still alive when O’Hara slipped in but if so that’s so… r*pey. very gross because it’s not her husband#idc if it’s him from another universe it still wasn’t him#this wasn’t some heroic act of taking care of this family#he took advantage of a man’s death#stole his family and they didn’t get to mourn the real man they loved and lost#so gross and creepy#fuck Miguel O’Hara
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I finished the episode...I knew Talos wouldn't come back but I'm still so disappointed...I actually don't have anything else to say lmao
Sooo,now I need new Ben Mendelsohn stuff to watch to fill the Mendo shaped hole in my heart
#secret invasion#talos#ben mendelsohn#marvel#He's still alive to me#IDC what canon says#secret invasion spoilers#kinda lol
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#brackenfur#thunderclan#lionclan#tpb#tnp#tpot#avos#oots#tbc#asc#exile from shadowclan#a thief in thunderclan#ravenpaw’s path#winds of change#bramblestar’s storm#leafpool’s wish#dovewing’s silence#HIMBOOOOOOOOOO#didn’t realize he was still alive go king#they should’ve let him mentor snowkit idc idc idc#love this guy
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noo my brain is haunted by an idea of resident evil oc and i know that cringe is dead but 🏃🏃💨
#the concept is... wesker wife from pre-raccoon city days that he got just to look normal.#like 'haha they will never suspect anything if i am Normal' and he immediately regrets it#maybe down the line chris tells the wife abt kijuju and she just hands him bug spray in case wesker is still alive#'ok. idc if he's alive. the life insurance is still pouring in tho so make sure he is dead for real'#smth like that#i think. they should hate each other. and then he apologises with a cartier bracelet at every argument
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Jim's expression and clenched fists while izzy is dying and Jim being the one to dig the hole for izzys body? I'm gonna be sick.
I wish they had more time to be the friends I wanted them to be, but I think Jim genuinely appreciated and cared for him, and I wish they got the chance to tell him that :(
david jenkins i'm gonna be in your fucking walls
#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death#izzy and jim deserved to have more screen time together idc#these scenes were beautiful but god izzy deserved better#this episode deserved to at least be an hour because izzy deserved more after all his growth this season#i shall patiently wait for the fics where he's still alive and they're besties..
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Bloodhounds, Hwang Yang-jung
Ahjussi...... (╥﹏╥)
Take a good look at this sweet smiling man. Best dad. Best husband. Best friend. Best man. Ok, he cooks. He owns a sushi restaurant and prepares the most delicious sashimi. He's a pro with knives; it's the years of slicing up tendons and restoring order where crime took over. He always puts family first, although he has none of his own. He was there for Gun-woo's mom when she almost got kidnapped, and he was ready to send Du-young home for good once he found out he has a wife and a baby on the way. He's the provider. The act of inviting the kids to his restaurant is one of the most meaningful scenes of the entire show, and them gathering at that table as he prepares food for them. His blood stained hands feeding them, as he slices up the most delicious pieces to give to each and every one of them.
*cries a little bit*
And remember when he said:


He's more Mr Choi than the actual Mr Choi. No, I stand by it.
And that pep talk in the car, right before he entered the hospital with the boys and grabbed Jang-do. He put the boys first in such a clever way they couldn't even understand it. All under the pretence of "I'm a criminal, don't get attached, you won't ever see me again", oh but he was the one who already got attached to them. They were his kids now. The minute they came back from that money pulling mission it was all settled for him, he'd die for them, he'd protect them to his very last breath. He took them under his wing as if they had no one. He saw his younger self in them and wanted to show up for them as one single thing he needed the most when he was that young, family.
Sorry, I'm not okay. This guy died by the hand of a man whose end he wanted to see the most. It was his only life mission. And as if it wasn't enough, he had to be killed by his own weapon. Pro knifer ended by his own knife, by a guy who has a whole gang of men around himself for protection (meaning he never gets his hands dirty). Of course such an amateur move makes no sense. Or does it.
#bloodhounds kdrama#hwang yang jung#lee hae young#they just killed him off like an animal for slaughter#he's still alive in my head idc
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