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#im so sick of living in a religious house :((#im sure its the reason for almost all my mental health problems and i cant even discuss it#i wanna respect my religion sm bc my familys believes in it sm but idk how long id be able to take it#i dont even realize how completely drained and numb ive become until im not at home#i have a pretty house loving mom and dad and three siblings and yet ive never felt so alone#its like i dont even know the girl who lives here#she feels nothing she reacts at nothing even talking feels like a chore to her#honestly i miss myself#i miss everything about me#religious values stupid expectations the constant judgment and need to mold me into something#im so tired of it 😭😭#i just wanna live plsss#i dont know when my life will even begin#when will i have a life that’s my own??#without a thousand ppl weighing it down#no one here lets me live 😭😭#sometimes i wish id get kidnapped or smth#or id get lost#but i dont wanna hurt my mom and dad i love them sm!!#every night i hope to wake up somewhere else in a pretty fairytale <33#im sure it’ll happen someday!!#sometimes im so sure itll happen the next day but it hasn’t yet…#i believe in magic and miracles#but sometimes the constant negativity of my home weighs me down so much :((#i know i just have to keep believing to escape!!#maybe my hope isn’t strong enough yet but i know it will be someday!!#ik id one day wake up in a cute life <3#i try so hard to be happy here but ughh sometimes i need to rant#daphnie rambles 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
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‘not gonna color this’ local man says before blacking out and doing exactly that
#my art#zombiecleo#ethoslab#shoulda just waited a bit before posting the first one lol#i did cleo’s outfit from memory and missed a few details but honestly i think this works better#actually super proud of myself for making the colors work here zero adjustment layers or curves or nuthin
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Duality of engiemedic art
#engiemedic#science party#my art#I’ve missed a few days but honestly I think it’s better I don’t do it EVERYDAY#I’m just gonna burn myself out#yes the second is the saw bathroom#I like to imagine these drawings take place in the same day
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ALARMING NEWS: GAY MEN STARE INTO EACHOTHERS EYES.
I don’t like them👍
#was honestly fighting for my life debating whether or not to post this even though it took me Many hours#but I am a bit insane and still am very nit picky abt my art#but WHATEVER I’m sharing my insanity over THEM!!!IDC!!!!#I have nothing to say for myself#I miss them#head in hands#my art#mine#jrwi#jrwi riptide#fnc#jrwi fnc#fish and chips#gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#riptide pirates#AGHHHHHHHHH AHHH AHHH#whatever man
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Episode 9
#23.5 degrees#23.5 the series#honestly this is a very measured response on Aylin's part#Like GET OUT OF MY SPACE#thai bl#bl drama#I was so pissed on her behalf that I put myself through giffing a gmmtv show#i really didn't miss it#don't look at me#these are not my gifs#these are not good#rosygifs#rosygifsthaibl
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I finished my Karlach origin run last week and I'm missing it, so I drew the traveling party. Inspo drawing included :3
#myart#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#bg3 karlach#bg3 gale#bg3 astarion#bg3 shadowheart#karlach cliffgate#karlach#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#astarion acunin#astarion#shadowheart#baldurs gate shadowheart#how much i miss these guys is crazy btw#ive had to stop myself from doing another karlach run its bad#also if anyone is curious i romanced gale! funnily enouhh both sh and astarion hit on me snd i had to decline#honestly everyone but wyll hit on me. me and my bestie!!!!!!#anyways i couldnt stand putting astarion in those neon ass shorts bc i KNOW hed hate them. i think sh would find them funny tho
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Thought a little too hard about if Loki and Mobius were reunited and finally had what they wanted, and were then torn apart once again by some insurmountable force, and I honestly have a feeling that if Marvel ever brought them back that’s exactly what they would do
#giving us what we want only to rip it away from us just seems fitting. you know they would#I made myself sad over a hypothetical again womp womp#I’m honestly scared of a Lokius reunion because what if they mess it all up and then I just have to deal with that?#I miss them enough where I’d rather have no new content than for them to do it poorly#loki#lokius#mobius#loki series#loki season 2#marvel#loki s2#loki finale#really taking the Lokius legions weakest soldier title seriously
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I am 100% confident that there is no way Princess Charming would miss her chance to join her mama's business.
She would create her own make up line and the main item would be, of course, Cherry flavoured lip gloss💋
More Princess Charming here💕
More Shrek fanart here
#Yes I saw that Shrek themed makeup collection#Yes I am a proud owner of Fiona's lipbalm and Fiona eyeshadow palette#Yes I am still very much outraged that there is nOT A SINGLE Charming themed item#What a missed oppurtunity honestly LIPGLOSS WAS RIGHT THERE#gotta do everything myself these days smh#shrek#princess charming#prince charming#fem! prince charming#artists on tumblr#dreamworks#fanart#fan art#illustration#digital art#just art 2023#shrek fanart#ravangie art#art
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Somehow always find myself coming back to drawing this guy
#dwight fairfield#dead by daylight#dbd#dbd dwight#a skele fanart#i love you my favorite ugly dumbass#somehow in drawing him since like fucking 2017 his design in my style has never changed#honestly i dont want it to cause like if it aint broke dont fix it#and we all know this aint broke#john egbert lookin ass#i kinda miss being the dwight guy#i dont see myself ever returning to that ask blog tho#if you know you know#peace and love#my art
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Was re-reading Batman Incorporated these days and,
Look how tiny Damian looked next to Jason!! His angry pout!!
Baby acting like a baby.
LET HIM BE JUST A KID AGAIN
#I have a lot of problems with Batman Incorporated but honestly#Damian is not one of them#seeing him playing with Alfred the Cat and then seconds later saying how he was just a paw to his mother#like it's the most normal thing in the world...#he's just a kid he shouldn't have to hear his mother make his father chose between him and the city...#oh i made myself sad#anyways#batfam#damian wayne#robin#mine#Batman Incorporated (2012) 6 or 7 i think#my panels#missing alt
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scenecore misty back at it again!! + a speedpaint! :D
it wasn't meant to be a youtube link, but uploading the video file itself won't work, so apologies about that i know youtube links are annoying on tumblr please don't kill me </3
#it's very hard to label this design honestly - it is not exactly scene ESPECIALLY NOT the hair. however i consider scenecore different from#it and more like an aesthetic based on scene that may or may not include the culture like the music and raves and such more#leaning on internet nostalgia if anything#so id say that fits better so the adopted scenecore misty title does fit. i originally didnt wanna use that myself believe it or not#anyways hope you like this it took longer than intented as always. whoopsies#and enjoy the music in the speedpaint heehee#i didnt check it while it was rendering so if theres goofy stuff or missed recordings/skips then whoopsie @_@#flashing#bright colors#rainmaker#misty moonsoon#scenecore#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#guz art#video_guz.mp4#abt what i said earlier tbh genuinely how i made this design i just slapped stuff i like together#i loooove putting rainbows and stars on stuff... and lots of purples#also i gotta like make a pinned post on my main so i can credit back the textures i use#if i dont forget... its like 4 am though so! yeah no not rn . also sry more tags than usual i do want ppl to see this + my usual sortin tag#Youtube
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its maid day so heres a little falkler! 🍨 + speedpaint !
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#maid day#AHHH i had to much fun w dis..... i got to draw a little parfait so im happy....#i promised myself that i wouldnt miss maid day this year (i actually almost missed it because i completely forgot that it was maid day LOL)#BUT WEVE PULLED THROUGH!!!#honestly though this was a bit troublesome because i didnt exactly know what i wanted to do w the colors . originally i tried to do some Ac#-tual Rendering(tm) but i just . couldnt#my hand was startin to hurt itd been like 3ish hours already was just wuheurheuweiuweeruwuwe#im really glad i went for flat colors tho i think it fits real well :)#U can tell i got real fancy w dis oen cause i pulled out the watercolor overlay#yknow actually its been a pretty big goal of mine to use more decorative brushes in my art; just little things to add to the background so#hat it isnt just purley white with a bit o lace#of course simple goes a long way but idk i wanna add some pizzazz!#myth.art
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Appreciation Post for TK Strand’s Too Nice for the Y Sweater
#911 lone star#tk strand#kinda long post#sorry for the number of gifs but i just couldnt stop myself#iconic look for tk honestly#the sweater the watch the pants im here for it all#he just looks damn good in this episode#and ronen's expressions throughout these scenes were so f-ing gooood#i miss them#my gifs#911lsedit#episode: s03e13 riddle of the sphynx
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there are so many things that i could do so well,,, if only i could like.actually do them
#ok to rb or comment on if anyone wants to ??? i just want to ramble a bit#this post is about everything at once and nothing in particular but also very much about my art career wtf#i miss school already.having structure and clear immediate tasks to focus on and surrounded by people who i can tell myself can understand#like id still be feeling the raging imposter syndrome and self hatred but then at least i can still bury myself in schoolwork and#tell myself that its the best that i can do at the moment and i make excuses to forgive myself undeservingly for not doing more#back home with same old people into same old habits and i am once again 14 hiding in my closet writing edgy poetry plotting murder and#trying to ignore the yelling downstairs and trying to convince myself that its not my fault but at the core of it all it really is isnt it#and out of sight out of mind its harder to convince myself that i am still loved or worthy of it or even capable honestly#and craving the academic validation hearing someone say that what comes from my mind has any value at all any real meaning#and maybe then im still just trying to fool myself because what i want is for someone to believe im capable because i cant do it for myself#craving someplace i can distance myself from being who ive been all my life and guilt for not wanting what ive been lucky enough to receive#ok going to stop before i incriminate myself even more#prob will delete later but if i forget to haha hi#greenbean talks to plants
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i was a victim of magic
#Woah. long time no ace attorney#aa4 like…. lives in my brain always ans it makes me insane#i haven’t drawn trucy in like two years i miss her#if anyone is wondering brushes are the blotchy and the streaks brushes#both default brushes by procreate#i’m listening to the new hypmic album rn as i post this specifically rivals and the part w doppo and the phone ring when he says phone…#so good#in this time i have started a new song. hello get busy#WE BETTER GET BUSY! NO NOT TODAY REALLY!#ace attorney#ace attorney apollo justice#ace attorney four#aa#ace attorney fanart#aa trucy#trucy wright#teddy art#i’d really like to make more friends on tumblr honestly i love talking to people#if you see this and you want to be friends dm me 🙏#i love tumblr tags also it’s just me talking to myself…. good stuff#id in alt
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Ghostmaker is at his best when he looks like a bug <3
#can u tell that i'm unironically crying myself to sleep from how much i miss him#going insane from abstinence#this is my best friend why are u keeping me away from him dc !#honestly bruce way so strong for not leaving gotham to die and going back to khoa this couldn't be me fr#ghostmaker#minhkhoa khan
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