#honeylily

[autisticdreamdrop]

autism is a disability. I'm not gonna fight over this. it is. for "us" at least. for most mid-high support autistics and even low support autistics is hard to live with. there's positives to autism, but there are plenty of negatives. you can't tell us it's just a "different understanding." the shit we go through and have to deal with on the daily, constantly. it's not that easy. it's not that simple. autism is highly complex and can be a crippling disability.

[dreamdropsystem]

it's okay to stim. it's okay. visual stimming is okay. vestibular / physical stims are okay. vocal stimming is okay. verbal stimming is okay. auditory stimming is okay. tactile stimming is okay. olfactory stimming is okay. visual stimming is okay. gustatory stimming is valid. stimming with objects is valid. It's okay to stim. It's okay.

[dreamdropcompanions]

sometimes plushies become chosen family cause trauma with parents. trouble in the family. plushie / doll / toy / POSIC / object sentience can be an maladaptive coping mechanism

[germplush]

sorry if someone has asked this before, but what do you mean when you say "paras"?

its’s okay

para and paracosm are maladaptive daydreaming terms

paracosm = daydream world

OC = original character

para = an OC you daydream about

so when we say para thats what we mean

so

plushie para = a plush character you daydream about

fictional para = a fictional character you daydream about

hope that helps

[justanotherstardrop]

11/30/23 22 weeks / 5 months on Testosterone--!! here's some HoneyLily pics (they/them)

[dreamingdreamdrop]

people out here trying to talk to me I AM DAYDREAMING. like i can daydream and conversate but it's harder >:o×

[dreamerpet]

grounded right now.. feeling very dog like.. don't know what breed i'd be but i have a fluffy tail and floppy ears.. guess im shifting to a angel/fairy dog.. been a bit haha..

[germcore]

might just??? abandon this acc?? and post all art on @/dreamdropsysyem tumblr cause we have wayyy too many accounts to keep track of.. we can post fanart also on that tumblr.. use this as an archive.. well think about it - HoneyLily

[dreamdroplittles]

shane is pretty small rn they're adorbs we have small / sys kid / little alter art to post

[windchimes-in-the-sky]

honeylily, my beloved <3

[autisticdreamdrop]

being able to mask is a privilege

a privilege we lost due to autism regression

[dreamdropsystem]

you don't need to know everything / memorize everything about your special interest(s) to be a special interest

[dreamdropcompanions]

our mental health team knows how important our plushies are and how they give us comfort. we talk about them a lot. but we haven't delt with such a companion connection since Cheese.

our delusional companion syndrome has been there since we were a child, but it's normal to a child to display those qualities. they're a kid. but we never grew out our plushies or imaginary friends. we just stayed dissociated and in our daydream worlds.

we have hallucinations since a child, and they became normal to us. after being diagnosed schizophrenic, a long time lasted in psychosis, and denial.

we held onto our plushies. Nina stayed with us and comforted us with our synesthesia and mental hospital stays. after becoming a bit more stable we started making more plush related content. we realized how much it helped us cope.

then we got Cheese. we we're hit with a huge wave of emotional support and care. we started daydreaming a lot more about our plushies, instead of original OCs we've made over the years.

we want to talk about our hallucinations with our plushies, and our hallucinations in general. yes we have talked about ours at times, and we've told our current therapist a bitt about it but we always get scared people will call us crazy. our therapist snd team has been nothing but kind to us about it so we need to talk more about our positive hallucinations and how we see the world with our synesthesia, and hallucinations we have constantly. even about any of our experiences, like being a system. making videos, making posts, it's helping us cope.

starting with neutral or positive hallucinations might help get into talking about it slowly. we'll try. we're adjusting letting go and introducing people into our world.

[germplush]

sorry for not posting yesterday. we took the day off to grieve cause it was our older brother's death date.

[justanotherstardrop]

self portrait