#hope thats ok

[parasolemn]

[id in alt]

oh I drew these a little bit ago but never posted them... had a rather lengthy convo in the DE discord about which mercs would get along w who and there was some Interesting Discussion but I only did these. u can tell here I never draw tf2 guys lol

i think I'll have to get back to it once assessment time is over. kim kitsuragi going to a shooting range with miss pauling and having pleasant conversation as queer glasses-wearing sharpshooters until he finds out her "administrator's assistant" job involves burying bodies. titus hardie and heavy big-guy-to-big-guy telepathic communication. harry du bois and soldier in-depth bear-wrestling convo turned violent brawl over communism. zhanna and kim mildly heated argument afterwards with both sides arguing THEIR man would win in a bear-wrestling contest. lilienne giving harry the eyelander after the Date. the possibilities are endless...

[goatpaste]

So with pillarfam!Holly you've shown in a post that it took time for Kars to see her as her granddaughter because of how he sees her as all her mistakes but then grows to realize she is his granddaughter and fully (? not sure if he fully accepts her by that post) accepts it.

So does that mean by Jotaro's time Kars is more well handled with these things, like Jotaro being his great grandson, and treating him like that and not being so hesitant around him?

I really hope this came of clear 😭, I feel like I'm just rambling around at this point

ugh so! its no easy yes or no answer

Kars and Holly have the most (mostly) unspoken issues between each other, and they go unspoken for the most park until Holly is well into her adult years.

Kars, as someone who has no choice in being in this family set up has mostly come to terms with it, he loves Holly. for the most part. He accepted that this is his granddaughter. but accepting her someone he cares about, not associating her with his failures its not an overnight task.

so in short, no. By the time Jotaros around, he's better. Less outburst, less letting his upsets be known. (mostly just not being around, Holly was too smart for her own good, she always could tell he didnt quiet see her when he looked at her with those cold eyes of his)

but damage is done, Jotaro does see most of his family beyond his mom, growing up. Especially Kars. When he does visit he likes Kars, and Kars is as 'kind' as he can be to the boy. Took awhile.

When learning Holly was having a child i think he had fingers crossed that that thing came out pure human or not at all. Yet here he it is, another half pillar man on the world. another thing to taunt his failings.

Damage is done, when growing up Jotaro who as a child gets along with his grandfather, likes many things Kars likes and in a way understands him when he prefers to stay away from others and be on his own with his research.

The damage is done when Jotaro, so young thinks he has a lot in common with his grandfather, but then hears the way his human family members talk about him. wonders if they think he's a monster to.

Jotaro has less of a constant bad rift with his grandfather, more of a rift with himself and the part of himself that is reflected in his grandfather. Rift between himself and his mom who never breaks a smile and never shows she's struggling to. Jotaro thinks he's alone in his feelings.

Kars kinda doesnt get over himself until P3.

When he's told Holly might die. When he has to see her laying there in that bed looking half dead. God... he realizes he can lose her. He thinks about how he though the lost Esidisi, Wham, even santana. Dear god, he could truly lose her and theres nothing he can do but sit by her and wait. He's spent so long wishing she was never born and now that she might be taken from him...

I think for the narrative of Pillar Fam, thats his breaking point. When he begins to think of Holly more as his families victory, their way of reaching the sun. Through Holly.

its not perfect, there is still lasting issues. I see both Jotaro and Holly as people who kinda are just kinda always a little bit sad forever.

sorry for the rambling

but yeah! its a, it gets better. it takes so much time, maybe too much time to fix anything. but it gets better.

[kithtaehyung]

[ 3tan ] going through footage and all i can say is.. the rest that’s coming was already gonna be nasty but now it’s just gonna be CRIMINAL🥴🥴🥴

[buneok]

eeeee i'm gonna make a couple aus for wren just for funsies,, doesn't have anything to do with her canon lore and there's not really any plot (yet???) But i am doing a little characterization for one of them

[pspwiki]

sorry its soooo messy but yay

[proth-blog]

Can I have a hug -w-

Guitarist: of course ya can!!!!!

[theblackcubeofdarkness]

i found your opposite twin

"So he survived? Good to know.. Thank you very much for finding him by the way!" :D

(I Call upon the Holy @parables-for-days to name this character)

[copiousloverofcopia]

Anon that just sent me the ghoul ghesties ask,

it's going to be a min.

I want to think on it some.

I am catching up on Valentine's fics/commissions and previous asks.

please be patient with me!

Thank you!

[dracudyke]

btw this may be obvious but I've stopped tagging things as described, because most of my posts are. I'm just gonna keep describing undescribed posts as undescribed, otherwise being IDed is a given

[roppiepop]

Who’s coming to the cookout?

[celeronandco]

send ☂️ for a weather based starter . For Celeron!

It was starting to get even colder out now, with a heavy blanket of clouds overhead that started to show signs of snowing. The Saiyan Cyborg was currently standing out in the middle of an open field with his eyes closed and looking up towards the sky. A light steam coming off him as he overworked his internals again. this cold weather the perfect time to cool him down. Literally.

"Need to watch the overclocking, don't want to go to Frosbyte for repairs again so soon. He will tear my ear off, literally if given the chance."

(@snakedeceives)

[cloudyydraws]

more mario and luigi doodles but i took their mouths away

+ extra unfinished stuff under the cut

[reblogforsamplesize]

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[fishbloc]

"it doesn’t feel like much of a victory at all. there was room for love here. there was room for a lot of things. but none of it matters in the end. if it all goes to waste, i'll take my punishment for having loved."

[twobella]

congrats on 5k @lotus-pear <3 here's princess bungo for your dtiys

bonus sketch under the readmore

i played around with different angles, but i decided on using his arm to frame him. this angle exuded much more babygirl than i was ready for

[lowpolyanimals]

Poda from World of Warcraft