some LADIES up for grabs (ive been too lazy to make a lineart quicksale for a bit so the ungened gen ones are STACKIN' UP)
all are unbred ungened gen ones up for 500 gems, buyers can color the lines as well as have the art transferred to other dragons idc.
1 - gloom copper swamp - transparent version
2 - crimson silver tan - transparent version
3 - navy garnet fuchsia - transparent version
4 - silver violet rust - transparent version
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why is pete wentz important to me?? like him, i was a non white kid who grew up in a very white neighborhood in the chicagoland area and it was exhausting and isolating and so so so lonely it could make your teeth hurt. like him, i’m bipolar and no one has ever quite gotten close to describing what my highs and lows are like, but he’s the only one who has gotten close. (do you know what it's like being so so so manic and you know you're not okay and everything rushes around you and you feel like you're on top of the world but you know it's all a lie? an illusion? do you know what it feels like to plummet down so so so so deep and dark and there's nothing but you and that gaping ache inside of you, reminding you just how hollow and fake you are?) like him, i grew up enthralled and obsessed with rock, punk, the hardcore scene of chicago, and there was nothing and no one there for people like me and people who looked like me in a place and sound that i loved more than anything on earth. i saw him reflected in me and in the most non creepy parasocial way possible, he has been one of the most incredible influences of my life. maybe even one of the possible sunshines of my lifetime for all he is still a stranger to me, and i to him.
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"Oooh I'm such a masochist, I love it when you get super angry and violent it's sooooo hot, so I'm gonna intentionally piss you off so you get angry and violently hate-fuck me UwU"
Please do not.
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i need someone to smack me upside the head with something very heavy, and stop me from getting prematurely over-excited about very specific, minute things about Veilguard
like already I'm thinking about Warden/non-Warden romances, and fighting darkspawn together, and already I'm thinking about the kind of bone-deep terror a Warden must uniquely feel in such a situation
I've gone through that particular ringer in my Zevran/Brosca run (not in my Leliana/Aeducan run because I had her primarily as an archer and it wasn't quite as visceral as yknow. stabbing the damn things point-blank), but just... Davrin?????? Davrin???????????????
I'm already picturing him and Ver getting into tiffs over her, a woman who is very much not a Warden and has no experience fighting darkspawn, sidestepping him and fucking charging at a horde like she would at everything else, risking accidental infection despite him explicitly telling her not to do that... or him basically conducting a full-body search of her every time they camp like they've been hiking and he's looking for ticks or something, heart clenching at every bruise and mark and scar, wondering which one is going to be the one to kill her....
i need to keep myself from projecting too hard and too fast, but just!!!!!!!!!! we have Wardens again!!!!!!!!!!!! and darkspawn!!!!!!!!!!!! and I'm distressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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still thinking about grief and recovery and support on this show because oh boy did the shows airing this weekend put me in my dead parent feelings
i said before i was concerned about how porjai is dealing with her own grief, and this episode we saw her easily talking about rung, and even casually yelling to rung that she misses her! maybe this is me projecting, because i can't do that, but this seems like a pretty healthy place to be, especially contrasted with mhok's relative silence, and i'm glad!
and mhok's silence doesn't come from anger or resentment (which are valid ofc, but i did wonder if imprisonment gave him time to work through this to some degree) but out of protectiveness. i fucking loved this, because it felt so realistic and lived-in. i lost a parent to intimate partner violence, and i NEVER open up about it; people sure have Opinions, and it makes me insane
but day finding out about rung offscreen wasn't on my bingo card, tbh. because we've been with mhok through everything he's found out about day
it doesn't bother me, exactly, but it feels slightly unbalanced, and i suppose what i'm thinking is: knowing what happened to someone doesn't actually tell you how they feel about it, or how it affects them, or how you can support them
mhok found out from that lady sharing personal medical info she had no business sharing about day losing his eyesight in the accident, but he put in the work to understand what it actually meant for day. and in most cases, we've seen day telling mhok about what troubles him in his own words (his crush on auggy, why he was avoiding his friends, etc)
bereavement is probably statistically more common, so i suppose it may not need to be spelled out for an audience? but i am wary, because there have been so many shows where characters are visibly — to me! — struggling with grief and everything else matryoshka-ed in it, but audience reaction simply doesn't factor this in
i'm also thinking about how often mhok tells day a story about himself with the intent of making him smile ("i bought two bracelets just because i had money to spend" "i found this rooftop when i needed to sober up" "my sister called this false rice". i'm certain there are more!). because this is what a caretaker does, or because this is what mhok does, or both?
because this always made me wonder what it would take for mhok to talk about something that wouldn't make day smile, or because he wanted to share. in the former case, it'd have to be something pretty bad!
of course, talking isn't the only way to recovery or intimacy. and mhok going from "i'm breaking up with my devoted gf because i don't want to drag her down with me" to "i'm going to ask you to be my bf" is pretty significant!
but as they navigate the journey from being caretaker and client to being boyfies, the balance has to shift around a bit to them supporting each other, consciously choosing to be there for each other
in this episode what we got was: you only want money to buy that car. and i'm not even mad about this, because this kind of comment is very in line with day's character. but wow. day, i know you're feeling big feelings, but throwing one of the few things you know about mhok's life in his face is. not it!
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