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stevethehairington · 5 months

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AYO YA GIRL WROTE ALMOST 1.5K TODAY AHHH

#i am THRILLED to say the least #it was a continuation of the very first terror thing i posted here #which was one of those random idk what im gonna do with this scenes lol #so THAT was also nice #it felt goooood to be writing again tho #i wanna be able to turn this thing into a Real Thing so 🤞🤞🤞 i can figure it out lol #i WISH i had my laptop to type it all up (i handwrote it bc i was at work lol)#but my laptop is BUSTED rn and is not currently with me (it is HOPEFULLY getting fixed)#so i guess i'll have to type it on my phone #mack writes

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thosewildcharms · 7 months

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I must say - respectfully and enviously- that people hoping for a season 2 of the ones who live are way more optimistic and trusting than I am lmao like I can't even bring myself to assume they're both making it out of these six episodes alive. and if they do, more seasons just means more opportunities for them to be killed off on The Show That Kills People and tbh that's too much stress for me!! "but plot armor!" you say. gestures to carl grimes. "andy and danai wouldn't do that" you say. well I hope not but I don't know them! personally I have to assume the worst in order to be prepared for it and I do hope that I'm being paranoid for no reason! in fact, I would love nothing more than for people to tell me exactly why I'm being crazy but I did watch 8.5 seasons of the walking dead so my trust issues are warranted I think!!! and in fact I I've never been more terrified of a season finale in my life send help

#richonne #the ones who live #twd #like i think it would come down to writing one of them out because one of the actors wants out tbh #and i'm just not interested if one of them is gone like sorry but they are package deal for me #this is all to say. i am currently operating under the assumption that at least one of them will die #so i can be not just pleasantly surprised but thrilled if i'm wrong lol #like i'm setting the bar on the basement floor so i can't be disappointed #and something gimple just said stessed me the fuck out #begging for spoilers atp i can't live like this for 3 more weeks

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shittyelfwriter · 6 months

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shoutsout everyone booping on tumblr mobile. yes the app is freezing because of the boops we are sending and receiving. yes it’s hard crashing every two minutes or less. but still, we persevere

#I haven’t enjoyed a tumblr holiday like this in a hot minute I am THRILLED to say the least #anyway I am booping yall from the comfort of my bed so get cozied ig #april fools #april fool's day #boop #boop o meter

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th3wizardoz · 2 months

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McLaren girlies how are we feeling?

#today was a…. let’s say weird one #I would like to public state my Piastri bias #so I am thrilled by todays events #but like YIKES #at least we got a 1-2 #also Lewis Hamilton on the podium my beloved #formula 1 #mclaren formula 1 #f1 #hungarian gp 2024 #op81 #ln4 #lh44

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justgleekout · 3 months

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I GOT MEET AND GREET TICKETS FOR DAN AND PHIL GUYS!!!!

#I cannot waittttt #ticket sale was STRESSFULL to say the least #Amsterdam kept thinking I was a robot 🤖:’))))#but luckily I had more success with antwerp!!!!!#I am THRILLED #what shall I make them?????#I’m thinking maybe designing them t-shirts???#would they even wear them WHO KNOWS #we’ll seeeeee #I CANT WAIT

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polyamorouspunk · 1 month

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#it’s really easy to dismiss why I’m upset and tell myself it’s silly and stupid but #so I went to a party with ⚡️ and 🔮 (hosted at ⚡️’s house) everyone was drinking I was the only sober one #but hearing ⚡️ and 🔮 talk about all these dates they go on trying to hook up with all these people missing people they have crushes on etc.#like what to me is huge and soul crushing and life changing to them is just. a fling or something.#I spent MONTHS in a state of suicidal ideation self harming wondering if I should commit myself over how things went with 🔮#to hear her talk about during those months she was out going on other dates trying to hook up with other people etc.#what was just another date in a long line of dates and people to her was something equal to a breakup to me #and that hurts? and it’s okay that that hurts? it’s okay that I’m upset by that?#because dating is NOT that casual for me #those two dates I went on with her were the first dates I had been on since 2021 #and now I can’t even think about being with anyone else besides those two #I’m realizing just how much it hurts me that I’m someone in a long line of random dates/cheap thrills/short lived relationships #because to me they are… well shit man look how much I talk about them on here.#I don’t know if they are FPs but they’re like. Serious interests at least.#they’re who I’m comparing everyone I talk to to #I know that I’m not going to be able to really entertain the idea of flirting seriously with anyone else because I am hooked on them #and one doesn’t know and the other doesn’t care #and I don’t know what to do about it #I told 🔮 if I had a way to move on I would. does she think this is fun for me? that I’m having a good time?#that I love feeling like I want to kill myself over her? because this isn’t fucking fun for me!#THIS FUCKING SUCKS!#*sigh*#idk what else to say #punk gets mail

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byfulcrums · 2 years

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The idea of Anakin trying to “fix” what he did as Vader (or more like redeem himself, since what he did can't be ‘fixed’) by helping people all over the galaxy as a Force Ghost does something to me

#anakin skywalker #darth vader #star wars #like. he goes to tatooine to help children find their way home when there's a sandstorm #he helps the slaves find food and water #when the empire returns he stays with the child soldiers they're using to give them company #he eventually becomes famous #leia and luke hear about this and go investigating #leia gets herself stuck in a shipwreck somehow and anakin helps her fix it without telling her who he is until she's finally safe #anakin regularly talks to luke and tells him stories about his mother. he doesn't see obi wan much but they're way better than before #leia doesn't forgive him (she never will) but after a while she's willing to listen to him #anakin is happy. leia will never forgive him but she can at least try to get to know him better bc that's what they both deserve #anakin is scared of interacting with ben solo bc he doesn't want him to end up the same way he did #still when ben gets lost in the woods he goes to help him. other children used to make fun of ben for never seeing the blue ghost #until he shows himself in front of them and says hi to ben like he knew him from forever #leia's not thrilled but she gets why he did it #anakin is being blocked from talking to ben when he Falls. he promises leia that he'll try to get through him but it's just not working #when ben dies anakin scolds him. that's when ben realizes that “YOU are darth vader??”#“i sure fucking am”#he helps rey and finally gains the courage to talk to ahsoka and apologize to her #just imagine the possibilities #avis talks #avis' post

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0bsc3ne · 5 months

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bitching abt my partner again so i can get it out of my system and not let it fester

had a Discussion yesterday and i said how i didn't like that i, someone who naturally wakes up early and has to go to bed around 11-midnight to get decent sleep, have been spending the last few months either sleep deprived or forced to use sleeping pills to sleep, when he sleeps in til fucking noon, even on the two days we both have off and can, yk, spend time doing things in the morning together, and then he complains that we never do anything outside (bc we live in florida. anything after noon is just a fucking sauna.)

anyways. i ask if he can start waking up earlier. he says he'll wake up at 10 today. i go, ok, thank you, but what does that prove? that you can do it once? i've been changing my schedule for months. i want to hear that you'll try to do it consistently. (And 10 isn't early anyways, but i didn't say that). he insists he's going to do it. makes sure i see him set an alarm in front of me and everything. so anyways. 10:01 i get a text that he's going to sleep a little more.

man.

#i also asked him to wash his hair more often bc he has REALLY nice long hair but its always fuckin greasy #unless he has some formal performance or i ask him to wash it #and he said hed wash it tonight and like. thanks. but like. can you maybe stsrt doing it without reason or me having to ask you #like a fucking toddler #anyways my hopes arent high #and its so fuckign pathetic that ill be thrilled if i come over to see him and its washed #honestly.#every day im closer and closer to just. breaking up #i love him. i reqlly do #but i think i love what he could be more than what hes actually willing to be #and its so upsetting #bc its judt.#if he says he wants me to do something #i fucking do it #i got a fucking minimum wage soulsucking job bc he said he thought having more steady income and a routine would help me #and it does. but he also complains now when i have to sleep at 9pm so i can get up for morning shifts #but he also complains when i work during the times he has off #and its not like. a controlling way at all. for the record. trust me on that #its just the like. Frustrating way. like suck it up and cope buttercup i am the one who is dealing with more right now.#in that situation at least #this got long but #you see my point #its just. so upsetting.#and again. i love him #i do #hes great in so many aspects and he has the same goals and its all so Good #but. god. fuck.#is this really what i want to deal with for the rest of my life when i know i can be perfectly happy and fulfilled in life without a partne

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jongace · 8 months

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so.. she left dawn for that ???

#i mean i normally dc abt dating but this is unhappy news #mixed his name up w jjy for a second and nearly got a heart attack.. at least it’s not that bad #i’ve liked her for years and years but got disappointed when she publicly supported j—-n’s classic abuser PR move #and now she’s appearing w another lowkey scummy person….#i mean i hope he learnt from what he did and doesn’t do that shit anymore but the fact that he even did it to begin with is #indicative of how he views women. aka with no empathy and like they’re there for his consumption #i’m not thrilled about this but it’s her life. sigh #chatter #honestly not to make this into some kind of divorce feud but #i was always a fan of hers and only rly got into dawn bc of her #but he comes off way better to me nowadays #like what did they do after they split. he released some bangers and collaborated w respected musicians #she publicly supported an abuser and is now going out w a man who condoned the exploitation of women..#i’m just saying this bc i am surprised. surprised and disappointed #i’m rly not caught up with scandals and gossip etc but THAT was hard to miss.

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local-magpie · 6 months

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sometimes its good to re-evaluate what the way someone treats you says about how they see you and your relationship with them. doesn't always feel great. but still a good idea

#i need to stop putting so much effort into a relationship where i am so very obviously taken for granted and/or seen as replaceable #like #fucking whatever man #what does it say about the fact that i clocked in 5 minutes that i was getting stood up again and turned out to be fully correct #at least i didnt waste my evening waiting #yelling at the void #actually im gonna add to these tags bc im in my feelings about it #this ALWAYS happens when its just me and theres no specific activity planned #like its almost predictable at this point because i get stood up infinitely more than they actually show up to this type of thing #in contrast if we have an activity planned (read: multiplayer videogame) they USUALLY show #and if other people are involved 99.9% of the time they show or at least say something ahead of time #literally one time in years that it didnt happen #so yeah im not thrilled about how blatantly obvious it is

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princessmishaps · 1 year

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#also as much as i am excited about tour #i am also originally from chicago and Had to move away #so getting to visit my hometown and also see my aunt and also see taylor in the same trip #i am thrilled to say the least i need this trip so bad

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hiphopcherrrypop · 7 months

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i luv clip studio paint i luv when my power goes out and then when i get my computer back on app decides to just ??!!? delete all my recovery files so i lose a ton of sketches!!!!!

#kms!!!!!!!!#i am shit at organizing my stuff + like this is also just my fualt for never saving but #when i say it was like. at least 300 drawings. that is not an exageration 😁😁😁#to very various degrees of finishedness but still im so upset #having joyous fun tonight im actually so happy and thrilled rn #nothing in the backups folder and it just has the files i had open all single layer pngs YAYYY 😂🙏#this is a new issue like my computers reset on me before + all was fine so i did not foresee this being such a problem #but okayyy!!!!!!!! YAYYY!!!!#uwgwghghghhh #months worth of art i will just never see again aweeesomeee

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thatwasntlikeridingabikeuasshole · 2 years

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the plot has been thickening too much lately. yeah it's too thick now. we should add some water maybe. thinnen that thick ass plot.

#one of her friends who she talked to after i asked her to prom #sits next to my two best friends in physics #and today he was like 'haha so yall found out who ruby likes then'#and they got to talking abt it and they told him how were just going as friends and he was apparently shocked bc of how she reacted #after i asked like what she said to him after #he thinks shes into me and i have no idea what to think bc the reasons we arent going as dates have nothing to do with me #but idk if theres a secret third thing 'im also not into u like that'#he seems to be convinced otherwise #im back at square one! i have no idea how she feels! except at least she liked me enough in general to be absolutely thrilled to go to prom #with me. god bless #im still overwraught with joy at that either way mind you. especially with all that our mutual friend says about what she said to him #but you see how the plot is too thick #i feel like its wrong of me to still be worried abt her feelings abt me when she clearly said with valid reasoning that she doesnt wanna #date or be dates to prom and just go as friends #but i cant help wondering bc if she wants to be with me but feels she cant for whatever reason i dont want her to feel that way #but i feel like this sounds like i dont respect her decision! i do!! and it seems ungrateful!!!! god the fact that she knows i love her-#and i told her i really like her but she must be able to tell i love her-#she knows i love her and she still cares about me. enough to be thrilled and happy about going to prom with me! and if its that she just #doesnt have romantic feelings for me thats OKAY i am blessed enough that shes in my life. that she WANTS TO BE IN MY LIFE.#and if its that she does but she doesnt want to act on them for reasons beyond me thats also OKAY i would wait a thousand years for her if #its what would make her comfortable and happy #just knowing she knows i love her and she still likes me is enough no matter what else but #its the not knowing thats killing me #its killing me. but i am so full of joy this whole day i have been full with it #my friends are proud of me i feel brave and fulfilled #i pass faces of people who know us both in the halls and i know they all know i love her #and i havent seen her since i asked nor spoken since she clarified over snapchat #tomorrow i will though. and i have no idea how things will be.#i feel like im going crazy but by god its wonderful

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coffee-counts-as-a-meal · 2 years

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not to be a GoT/ASoIaF meta writer but I'm re-watching the first season and re-reading A Clash of Kings and its occurring to me something something patriarchy something something society but anyway its just really interesting to me how Catelyn (and also Sansa at the beginning) are very good at working within the rules and social mores of their society

of course, we see examples of women who struggle to fit within the rigid definition of "womanhood" that Westeros demands (Arya, Brienne, even Cersei to an extent) whereas Catelyn and Sansa, while clearly finding the limits within their roles (thinking about Catelyn's "I did my duty all my life" monologue), still manage to perform and excel in it. And idk where I'm going with this but I think it's really interesting how Catelyn and Sansa get a lot of hate thrown at them, when in reality it's less about them as people and more about the society that is pointing at them and saying "performing womanhood like Catelyn and Sansa is the only acceptable way"

Arya and Brienne actively rebel against a world that is telling them to be one thing when internally they'd rather be something else. Sansa and Catelyn don't feel the same discomfort, it's easier for them to "fit in", and they do benefit but it's not a character fault.

#i'm sure this has been discussed to death in the past twenty years lol #also Cat gets so much shit fandom wise for keeping to her gods and like...not being thrilled that her husband had an extramarital affair #(in her eyes at least like YES WE THE AUDIENCE KNOW JON ISN'T NED'S)#idk where I'm going with this I disliked Cat the first time I read the books and watched the show #but now rereading it i'm kinda like 'damn she's got a point'#we get mad at characters for not breaking the rules of their society #when honestly i think is one of asoiaf's strengths is how it portrays #society and culture AS a character that is able to influence the plot #themes may be for eighth grade book reports but #nonconformity to a role says more about the society that is creating that role #than the person who is choosing to perform or not perform it #it's been so long since i wrote an essay plz don't quote me on any of this i am talking out of my ass

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snekdood · 4 months

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personally, i dont see the fundamental difference between deleting your account and making a new one and deleting all your old posts, if we're talking about "running from ones past", then what are you tryna hide there, bud?

#mood #vent #the evidence of your past is gone regardless either way sooooooooooo #how is it so different and how do you keep convincing yourself you're morally superior?#i mean- this is me pretending I agree that that's true to play devils advocate a lil here #bc i know the only reason i deleted any account of mine was bc i just like fresh starts sometimes #and tbh i struggle to find a username i like and some website require me to delete & remake in order to change it #what-- is the problem that you struggle to hold on to me and keep track of me?#bc i promise as soon as i start posting my ocs people Will know who I am regardless of if I recreate-#at least yall and your kiwifarms stalking-ass followers will recognize it and immediately report back to their cult leader #so whats your issue here EXACTLY?#you're already documenting everything I do. so whats your issue?#i mean. is it bc other people wont 'know who I am' and what YOU think i'm like? even though other people- strangers-#already dont know who I am?#bc if thats your argument- I could say the same for you! how are people supposed to 'know who you are' when you delete all your posts?#there was only 1 time I actually deleted my acct out of fear of how ppl would treat me- and it was bc I was dating you!#you made me feel like I had to be Perfect. so quite frankly #blame yourself you bum #what can I say- ig i learned how to cover my tracks from you.#bc before you- I probably would have left it up even with all the bs happening at the time #and now I regret deleting it bc the only reason I did was to impress you with how Good I Am. 🤮#be honest- the reason you're upset is bc you cant use what was on that blog against me #even though what was on that blog PALES in comparison to the kind of shit you've done and posted.#ok ignoring you now and focusing on me again- there was so much art on that blog thats just lost forever and it makes me sad.#even any problematic things. I woulda wanted to keep it if only to keep an archive of my growth as an artist #plus there was a gif of hoody dancing to the thrill by wiz khalifa (i think that was the song I made the gif to) that i'll never get back 😔#i honestly have an issue with deleting my art in general- stuff that isnt problematic so dont start w me bitch- but- for some reason #I just used to get these urges to delete shit like out of shame. I think its bc of being trans and trying to stuff that down and feeling #ashamed that I even wanted to be the guy I wanted to be so I would just get rid of it all and .-.#theres a lil chunk of my comic art that's just gone forever and i wish ik everything I drew. at least I remember one of the ocs i deleted

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idalenn · 11 months

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me, reading the reviews for Brainwyrms: hmm most of these people talk about how disgusting this novel is at times and how it made them want to hurl. Ah, I'm sure they're just exaggerating

#Never thought I'd say this unironically but I am actually taking psychic damage from the events of this book #My favorite review so far just says “I think a little kink shaming is okay”#It's a thrilling read to say the least please pick it up if you can

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