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milkloafy · 11 hours

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wait..... this is hella cute!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 if ur free to do reqs could you do hsr boys summer headcanons? im not sure if theyre open so it's fine if u dont thx!!! 🩷🩷

SUMMER SUN; SUMMER FUN — AVENTURINE, DAN HENG, JING YUAN

⋆｡˚ ❀ a/n: ty anon for the request!! :> yes they are open so request awayyy ! i love summer sm best season fr so this was such a fun vibe to write :3 i hope u enjoy! i wasn’t sure which hsr guys u wanted so i just picked my current favs AHDKSLDK

𝜗𝜚 — AVENTURINE

aventurine would love going to the beach with you

building sand castles, picking seashells, jumping over the shallow waves along the shore

it all feels fun and refreshing to him. something he did not have the luxury to feel when he was younger

at your encouragement, he signs the two of you up for surf lessons one day

aventurine is…not a natural

you’re both falling off the boards and needing the instructor to come and fish you out of the waves

after a few too many close calls, aventurine decides he never wants to go surfing again

when the sun sets and golden hour hits, you take one million photos of aventurine, at minimum

he models and poses for you, enjoying your excitement whenever you get a good shot

once you’d had your fill, aventurine sneaks a few photos of you as well

he shows you his favorite beach pic of you with a smile

“you’re prettier than the sunset”

aventurine ends the day off by buying ice cream for the two of you as you head home <3

𝜗𝜚 — DAN HENG

while dan heng likes the warmth, he is not a fan of the summer heat

he prefers staying indoors during the summer, at the library or in museum with minimal walking around outside during the day

however, he does like sitting underneath the shade of a tree and reading a book

some days, he’ll set up a hammock between two trees and ask you to join him

when the heat cools down and the darkness graces the earth, dan heng likes to walk around and go stargazing

the temperature is perfect at night—not too hot but also not cold enough to need anything other than a long sleeve shirt or a light jacket

dan heng has read about all the constellations you can see in the summer

he’s disappointed there’s too much light pollution in most places, but for the stars he can see, he points it out to you and explains the story behind it

what constellation it’s part of, what planet is next to it, is that a space vehicle or a cosmo?

he would definitely go on one of those websites that sell you a star lmao and “buy” one for you

even though he’s aware it’s a scam, he know you’d find it cute. dan heng shows you the certificate of your new star ownership and the two of you look for the coordinates in the night sky together <3

“you deserve the universe, but for now i got you a star”

𝜗𝜚 — JING YUAN

jing yuan thinks going to an amusement park is the peak summertime activity

doesn’t matter if you are sweating buckets waiting in the long lines surround by body heat. jing yuan comes prepared. he has a hat, a battery-powered fan with a built-in mist spray, and water bottles with ice

of course, he shares all that with you once you get tired of using your foldable fan

jing yuan is an amusement park snack afficionado. a salty pretzel? yes. a sweet treat? yes. a whole ass turkey leg? also yes.

you are never hungry during your outing since jing yuan has you covered

when you want photos taken of you, you show jing yuan exactly how you want it—angle and zoom and everything

yet when he takes the photo, it comes out off

crooked. blurry. you’re half cut off…

the only good photo he took of you is one where you weren’t prepared and have a horrendously silly look on your face

“jing yuan… delete that right now.”

“why? i believe it is called a ‘candid’ by the young folks. very popular.”

you may not have come out with good photos of yourself, but at least you and jing yuan had fun and will treasure these memories forever. no matter how bad the photo to capture it is.

#why do i headcanon summer jing yuan as 100% dad vibes? idk i just see it ok #hsr x reader #dan heng x reader #aventurine x reader #jing yuan x reader #hsr headcanons #hsr fluff #hsr imagines #honkai star rail #honkai star rail x reader

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puppyeared · 6 months

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does anyone else feel like they could be a really really good tour guide if the memory problems didnt exist

#LISTEN. LISTEN I COULD RAMBLE TO YOU FOREVER ABOUT MY CITY. I REALLY COULD #BUT MY MEMORY IS ASS AND I KNOW I WOULD END HALF OF MY SENTENCES WITH 'BUT THATS JUST ME' 😭😭#i would hate myself for misremembering something and passing on that information. and even more embarrassed if someone corrected me in fron #of a group of people.. i mean i guess its not realistic to know everything about everything but still a little embarrassing #but like seriously.. i could tell you about the weird public art sculptures. i could tell you about the local cryptid sighting from the 70s #i could tell you about the weather and public transportation system. i could tell you about the weird underground walkway #pretend im grabbing you by the shoulders and shaking you back and forth because i would have so much fun doing that. UGH #on a similar note its also really fun to go through atlas obscura and wonder how tf some of these dont get more attention. like i get that #popular attractions would be more worthwhile. i tend to go for museums and aquariums whenever im visiting somewhere #but idk i think it would be cool to chill in an abandoned train station or popular skate park. shrugs #i seriously need to get out more. sigh #i showed crow pictures of it snowing hard this morning and they were flabbergasted that its like -5 degrees here lol #yapping #txt

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birdietrait · 29 days

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i’m taking a break from working on that contemporary fiction style ttrpg and now i’m working on a more traditional fantasy one !!!

#birdie rambles #ttrpg talk #again. i’m having a blast #it’s basically combining d&d and a couple other game systems #i loveee creating magic systems and thinking about all of the different mechanics and random tables #i made a very simple crafting system bc i enjoy crafting in games. i’m basically just throwing in every element i find fun #i was originally going to include classes (y’know bard and mage etc.)#but it just wasn’t really working so i’m going to add in “traits” and “assets” instead #traits will be similar to feats in dnd #and assets are kind of the same thing but there are different levels to them and you unlock them with XP #it just seemed like. too much to also include classes #i could go on and on about this forever im just having so much fun over here JSKJS

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doublekanble · 1 month

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Hi. Read your fic WHAT THE FUC- (/POS ITS SO GOOD??) BRUH I WENT INTO IT BEING LIKE "oh I'm just curious as to what this'll be, I'm sure it's just like some short self indulgent thing" THEN GOT STABBED LIKE TWELVE TIMES OVER. INSTANT FOLLOW. OH MY GOD.

its actually IS self indulgent! just in the opposite direction! i want him to kiss me so badly but i also want him to hate me until its all he knows its a bit of trouble really

#im going with this not because i want to. but because i want to survive even if its horrible-#but i will also be complaining the whole way through.#alastor did one wrong thing that he thought would've been ok but turns out that of all thing is the-#invisible line he could never cross so oops he's hated forever and ever now nothing to do about that #/kbtalk #TYSM WAHHH WORDS LIKE THIS ARE THE REASON I WRITE SO MUCH #MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!! TY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #and since whenever someone send me an ask like this i just start diving into my thoughts on al and shit-#i have great trouble processing my own worth and the fact other people think of me still makes me go ??#also a general sense of #like very obviously morally corrupt protag but not to the point of murder on their own accord #my favorite thing ever is also #thats why al never get his happy ending fully its always him biting #im very firm on my take of al already its just dif flavor of him #if i want to kiss him i wouldve just kiss him but what about the fun part where he agonized over the idea of loving something so much-#he can die for it but also refusing to lay his ego down for it #to love is to be vulnerable and frail and weak and to accept the unknowing. alastor hates all of the above. in this essay i will-

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arthur-r · 2 months

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what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED??#and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!!#me. my post. mine.#delete later

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ectonurites · 3 months

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bro im so slepby

#did NOT sleep much last night. took forever to fall asleep and just could not stay asleep for more than like an hour at a time #(this happens sometimes when i have a Thing the next morning tht i need to be up earlier than normal for. i get so anxious about #the possibility of sleeping through my alarms that its just. that instead)#and then the workshop i led today was FUN like it went very well but. dealing with so many small children is just ya know. it's Work #and now i have other stuff to dooooo. and maybe will have More other stuff to do later tooo. yet im so sleby #and i also have Another other thing i need to be working on as Well. bwuhghh #grandpa max is god? i go to church now

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infizero · 3 months

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random thought but i just. arggrhgh i love the vibe toby fox creates in both undertale and deltarune where despite all the silliness and fun and joy, there's this constant feeling of sort of repressed sadness that permeates the whole thing as well. its something that i really really love

#undertale of course has the overarching sadness of the monsters all being trapped which is really good #but to me. the way this manifests in deltarune makes me fucking insaneeee im going to be sick like #again having all the silliness and jokes and fun with these characters. but also like they all have serious issues #and on a larger scale with hometown as a space. i could talk forever about hometown and how much it makes me crazy #like it feels so alive and real and. AGHGHGHH. small towns (blows up)#anyways but like hometown's history regarding dess' disappearance and asgore being fired and everything its like. aghhh #i dont know. something about having all that in the background while all the fun happens just makes it so much better #not that you cant just have fun for fun's sake #but it feels so much more real that there's problems going on at the same time as the fun #and of course the light world having lots of Issues in the characters' lives and the dark world being mostly silliness plays into #the whole theme of escapism and everything. but yeah idk THIS WAS VERY BADLY WORDED i cant explain it very well #but it makes me a little crazy #serena.txt

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get-more-bald · 6 months

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when you're an inherently bad person🤪

#im a firmly believe that people arent truly or inherently born evil. except me ofc #the thing is that. if im not a bad person or whatever. im just incredibly unpleasant to handle deal with or be around. which may be worse #because im actually trying to be fun to be around. in general. when im not stressed out of my mind or almost (or actively) crying. i do try #and if im inherently unpleasant. it explains everything but it means i wont ever have anyone. not really.#its like a have a bad smell around me that i cant get off. which i also fear may be the reality as well.#i do shower! i do use deodorant and sometimes the fuckign. body mists or perfumes or whatever. nice smelling shite i dont actually ever wan #to use but i must be somewhat pleasant #but do i use too much of it? not enough? do i shower the wrong way? should i isolate myself forever amd not subject people to that smell?#well!#vent post #also i never fucking smile which is apparently important in being approachable. but i can blame that on the autism #god i fucking hate being who i am #im not even talking about personality rn. being trans. and autistic the way i am. and whatever else i fucking probably am. and being a part #of this fucking family and living in this god damned place. i hate it all #its difficult and i dont want to be that anymore but i cant ever stop. i can move out in what. a couple of years? i could eventually go no #contact with that family? i couldnt. but i wont ever stop being who i am at my core. and thats so depressing and it wants me to kill myself #not in a painful way though. no cutting or whatever. pills or a quick jump would be enough

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meringuejellyfish · 2 years

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the funtimes feel to be inspired by rolfe dewolfe. you know of a rock-afire explosion fame. with foxy having the personality and freddy having the puppet and uhhh yeah. thats my fnaf observation of the day

#watching a documentary and thinking about animatronics ...#i dunno how much real world animatronic inspiration there actually was in fnaf though #sister location is funny because theyre not even animatronics anymore those are straight up just robots #which is a character design choice that saw through to security breach #but to be fair. fnaf character design never really intended to be too true to actual animatronics #its fnaf its not gonna be realistic. i dont mind this honestly like. i dunno it just has its own idea of an animatronic #the concept of a springlock suit is still really funny to me though. hello #if i make my own thing about animatronics id pull from actual animatronics but also just do whatever i think is cool. you know #i like when people draw fnafs but with wrinkly face plates and like clothing and stuff.#i have my own redesigns in my head but its also like. well if you stick to face plates then that kind of #makes it hard to bite things. taking away a major aspect of i dunno fnaf ''''lore'''' i guess #with fnaf animatronics the whole thing is (atleast in the first game) pulling from the essence of what about animatronics frightens people #and then just. making it so they have jaws that could actually bite and leaving huge spaces in the eye holes and making the joints visible #not like. what i would have done but i understand why its so iconic and works as a good design within these games #in later games some of the designs are just so obnoxiously trying to be scary that it just doesnt really work.#fnaf ... is stupid.#anyway not a lore guy i just like animatronics and observing things. if you couldnt already tell #fnaf is really fun to talk about and dissect. because it makes me wanna make things that are good and cool #e #i gotta stop here im gonna go on forever #getting teardrop to talk #this post was from yesterday i finished the documentary . btw the letterboxd reviews are so mean

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icannotgetoverbirds · 1 year

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BOOM! KITTY CAT! he do the monch!

i hope you’re alright from that anon, i personally would’ve had a lot of anxiety over it so kitty :) his name is dorian and he do the bite frequently

BEAUTIFUL. I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR DORIAN

And yeah I'm doing pretty good! I've been online for long enough that I think I handled the situation fairly well. If they do end up coming off of anon, I don't want anyone sending them hate or w/e - I want to give them the benefit of the doubt, you know?

I mean, I didn't even know that comments like that were inappropriate until someone else explained it to me; it's sheer luck that I've never been on the other end of this interaction.

#also i cannot believe i wasn't following u yet? like wtf? anyways that's fixed now #also also i know i said id name your character but life has been absolutely off the shits lately so like. idk when im gonna get to it #the post is saved in my drafts to remind me to do it! i still want to do it! i just. ¯\_(😅)_/¯#also may you never have to deal with anons that give you anxiety #i wish that for u #but yeah im basically desensitized to anon weirdness by now. i've gotten told to. well. you know.#i've gotten fatphobic nonsense #i've gotten transphobic nonsense #i've been told that i talk too much about being an exmo and had it implied that that's why mormons wont leave me alone #which like. ??? where is the correlation lmao #but yeah i just laugh bc like. fr u got a limited time on this planet and ur so vexed by my very existence #that u spent actual real time putting together hate to send my way? my brother in christ (gn) your life is not forever!#hypothetical u which is referring to anons that send anon hate btw. not. you know. you dkgljksdgj #but that anon was just a little awkward yknow? i don't think they were being malicious i think they were trying to have fun #and i had to stop and tell them 'hey im not upset but this could upset other people please course correct for their sake'#nbd really #the only concerning bit now is their silence like. ??? if they wanted to flirt with me mission accomplished #just. you know. they need to not do it on anon bc i need to know that they're not a minor #it's a basic safety thing #if they were trying to make me uncomfortable then like. that's the least effective way to go about it so that wouldn't make sense #my dms are open? they could litcherally just message me?#i just. im so confused. what was the point.#did i embarrass them? are they worried that they're going to get hated on for what they sent? are they stalking my blog to find info?#were they in fact a minor and didn't realize im 20? or they did and just didn't care until i made it their problem?#flirty anon if ur still watching my blog u can just message me? im not mad at u?#?????#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ regardless. i appreciate this very much!#byrd chirps

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i-deserve-to-bite · 24 days

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I'm actually in an INCREDIBLY good mood and have been all day!!

#minus the very strong feelings of adoration theres been zero hate or negative feelings i remember #then again i lost a good chunk of memory regarding today #that was intentional though i didnt want to remember #i had a lot of fun working on minecraft house teehee #aghck!! i hate being thrust into obsession like this but i just cant help but indulge in it #i love it So much regardless of how damaging it is and how itll end up #siiigh<3<3<3 #its going good so far though #im sparing a few thoughts so if it gets messy we wont be bitter and more understanding/less of a mockery of emotions #i dont know how i feel but i know i am so very <3<3<3 currently and that nullifies all other emotions which i think is a good thing #this stuff always leaves me forgettig though #i wish i could remember better! sigh! :-)#i am burning #i want to work on the world more tommorow #i hope i can grab them and show them what ive worked on Teehee!!!#im very proud of it #i wish i wasnt so disspaointing and disgusting but i believe those have been pressed into my notable traits and i take slight pride in how #putrid i am #the dissapointing part less so #i am happy ive been clean for quite a bit now! i wish i hadn't done it before. breaking a vow like that is Awful #i dont want to die or be hurt ! i really do want to thrive and those bad thoughts cant get me in this state when all i want to do is #show devotion and how true my words are all the lies i speak are necessary but hold no danger and if instructed id tell the full truth so #judt random thoughts at this point #:-P #im tired! im trying to maintain this high #i dreamt about them and it was so odd. i dream about them so much Its Weird.#ive dreamt about them more than any of my other hearts so i guess the obsession is just. That Strong.#maybe i'll rant the more obslove thoughts on that blog #siigh #i hope i stay obsessed like this forever where each word from them makes me so violently excited i cant help but gag and giggle TEEHEE

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tortademaracuya · 2 months

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Everyday feels exactly the same and it makes me wonder if there's even a reason to do anything

#i keep applying to jobs looking for comms and places to sell stuff #when im not doing that im either working or practising smth or studying #yet it all feels for nothing #everyday is the same. everyday i feel nothing but hopelessness #i feel like everyone is moving forward except me. who no matters what i try can never get unstuck #at least doing sports made me feel smth but today it just made me feel worse #im starting to not really care what happens to me. but yet i cant stop keeping busy #i cant even waste my time on 'fun' stuff like this hopelessness makes me think i should do #because i dont even get any joy from doing anything #usually being near friends cheers me up but today it only made me wanna cry #i shouldnt even have gone closer to my friends. i knew my mood wouldnt improve. and yet i only made them worry from my selfishness #i dont want to go to class. i dont want to keep aplying to studios. i dont want to draw or play or do anything #i have no energy to talk or do much. and not being able to make myself look hapoy enough makes me mad #i know im clinically depressed and i know myfriends know. yet being bad enough people can notice and ask if im feeling okay #makes me feel so ashamed. i have nothing to be sad about. and yet #life is so monotone. i dont want to feel like this all my life. i dont want such an unbalanced mind #i wish i could disappear and make everyone forget about me #i wish i could wander everywhere and anywhere forever #haunted.txt

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dangoulains-devotion · 2 months

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every time I have to wade through inane ship wars where people are willfully ignorant to the depth and facets of cloud strife's character, circumstance, and story just so I can find some cool screenshots or fanart my 'cloud is ace' agenda simply grows more potent out of spite