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minhosimthings · 7 months

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Just had a panic attack y'all. Stopped breathing for a second and my heart started beating at the rate of a motorcycle and my nose just bled a bit.

BUT IM GREAT NOW. or atleast I think I am. Welp. GONNA GO STARE AT SOME HEESEUNG VIDEOS NOW

#mona's sessions #my head huuuurts #i didnt do anything but sleep today #cause im sick #*insert Heeseung saying im sick*#bye bye now

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moeblob · 21 days

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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simcardiac-arrested · 5 months

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girllll wdym we got new years tonight😭😭😭

#SLOW DOWNNN!!!! GOOGLE YOU GOTTA RELAX !#we dont even have a tree yet …#and i didnt even get my brother anything because i’ve been dying of fever the last few days :/#but maybe i can speedrun an origami while he’s sleeping until 4pm … Uehgghh #LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE GOT 2024 TODAY? STOOOPPPPPPPP #LET’S ALL CALM DOWN ….#can anyone hear me #WHAT DO U MEANNN 2024? FFFUUUUCKKKK #THIS IS LITERALLY THE WORST BECAUSE I SPENT THE LAST FEW DAYS BEING IN A FEVERISH HAZE SO I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE WE GOT FUCKING 2024 TODAY #girl #it’s so joever #you used joever 9262836 this year !#crammerposting #i should water my plants. For the last time this year i guess

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needylittlegirl · 26 days

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theres a 99% chance we’re gonna move so i have to start packing little things now cause it makes the transition easier but i hate it i dont want to

#i know i sound like am immature little kid just pouting and stomping my foot #but i’ve had to move every two years since i was like 14 for so many different reasons #each place ive moved to just got increasingly worse so i think i have the right to pout like a 14 yr old girl #but its just dumb #if i start taking stuff down now itll make it easier to leave cause it wont feel like my space by then #its what ive always done #if i pack weeks ahead of time it just feels like im leaving a hotel or something #but right nows the hard part #im not even over my childhood home/s #i cant talk about those without crying and its been 20 years #i’d just like to stay in one place for awhile #we wont be going far cause me and my sister both have jobs right here but #its still different #im tired of seeing my stuff in boxes im tired of not feeling safe in my own space #it all just makes me so unstable cause i cant plant my roots anywhere #idk maybe its stupid #if everything goes according to plan #we’ll probably be moving a little after memorial day #and all i want to do is lock my door and refuse to let anyone do anything #im still just that little girl that was leaving her childhood bedroom and moving hours away #tbd #i didnt even get to skate today cause its raining #whatever im gonna get in bed and watch movies til i can go to sleep #if ive been bad at responding to msgs or not posting as much . this is why 👍#any sort of change like this makes me isolate myself like crazyy

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salsflore · 3 months

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everyday i wake up and have to start a new boss challenge called dealing with my mother

#not a single speck of consideration for whether or not i'm busy or tired or sleeping #she doesn't even TRY. the text is too small? ok i'll make it bigger. but wait now she's lazy to read. doesn't even want to try to understan #we had this whole thing yesterday where she was raising her voice at me bc she didn't get that #basically free shipping if products r over $500. our Total (incl. delivery) was $488 and she wanted to add on but i told her no... delivery #is $70. and she wasnt getting me so she was raising her voice like holy shittt not everything has to result in you yelling!!!!#you wake me up when i'm sleeping just to help you. you disturb me when i'm studying omggg girl please....#i remember her [ why does it say– what transaction? i didn't make any transaction ] the text was literally-#[ no current transaction history ] smth like that like MOTHER???????????? and i think she's been telling my sister i'm complaining abt it #should i die. 1 like i'll do it #power outage started so i'm going to stay in my room and nap until lunch fml #but i have to go out and help my mom with an app thing first bc ofc #she admits shes just not bothered to READ. when it comes to emails or ordering food or anything like ohvm mymgodog #and shes so short tempered fuckkk ?!?#AH. EDIT BC I REMEMBERED. when she got an email today.. her application was rejected #for smth smth. anyways it told her she could login to the website using her birth info. (e.g 1870....) and she was like #u typed something wrong bc why does it say 1870... LIKE MOTHER ITS AN EXAMPELREFKWKSABHAHHHHH #THE EXAMPLE DIDNT EVEN HAVE HER NAME?!?£#💭#cw rant #negative

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sweetmctart · 11 months

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i was laughing so hard at a comment i slapped my hand over my mouth but then i forgot i had a toothpick in so now i have a very small holw in my hand

#“Don’t ever disrespect me🙏🕊️I will swing my balls across your face like a grandfather clock 🕰️😭”#EVERYTIME I SEE IT IN TIKTOK COMMENTS I GIGGLE UNCONTROLLABLY #ITS JOT EVEN THAT FUNNNY BUT I WAS LAUGHSUNG SI HARD AT T #ALSO sorry for the spam i didnt draw anything today #the grind is strong but the exhaustion is stronger #i also found out i grind my teeth in my sleep occasionally i dunno what to do wit this information #apparently it kinda sounds like scraping or popping according to my siblings #unconscious asmr of grinding teeth to help u sleep🫵💤💤

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volivolition · 11 days

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:( hello everyone my ear. hurts.

#i didnt even do anything. whys it doing that. wahh... :'(#my mom's like ''why does your ear hurt? you were sleeping. you didn't even work in the community garden today''#like. ma'am what. how does that apply. what. hello? /hello?/#would my ear hurt /more/ if i worked at the garden?? did u just want to guilt me for no reason??? hwuh???? what??????#im so tired. im so goddamn tired... going back to sleep i guess. hopefully this goes away...#chemi chats

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seariii · 5 months

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Hm

#i feel like i failed today... not as in a dramatic way but as in doing bad in one of the weekly English tests of elementary school #im not sure why... im not in a bad mood or anything at all. it just feels a little weird...#i wonder what i am doing wrong... am i talking too much? i think i didnt interact much today ... what.... what did i do in the morning...#i woke up before my alarm... i stayed on my bed on my phone for a bit and afterwards... what did i do... sigh...#well its not important. im sure ill feel like always tomorrow and i just need some sleep #a mimir

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gwcnstcy · 3 months

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#cant sleep bc im thinking so many thoughts #hiding in the tags #i think im finally over her?#like today and the last time we hung out i didnt Feel it anymore #and its not like i dont love her anymore i really really do but now its in a best friend way only i think?#the Feeling wasnt there which i guess its a good thing #and like yeah maybe its the depression maybe im just not feeling anything rn but also like #thats why she broke up with me and even when her depression got better she never got back to Feeling it?#and last time My depression was bad i wouldnt feel anything at all except when we hung out #so it feels different now #not necessarily a bad different just Different #but im so fucking scared of losing her #like im so scared of when she starts dating again #and yes ive been thinking of dating again im desperate for a girlfriend #but shes the one who broke up with me and shes had to deal with this before with Him and she didnt feel bad #but when we started dating He felt bad so like. i get him #and im so scared of never getting into a relationship again bc she’ll Always have a part of my heart like even if i dont Feel it anymore #she’ll always be number one for me #and im scared ill never let myself love anyone else bc i wouldnt think its fair to them bc of her #and idk.#i really dont wanna lose her she means so much to me #and im so comfortable around her in a way that im not with anyone else #idk where im going with this #sometimes i really fucking hate being aroace #and not being able to tell the difference between different feelings #:(#whatever

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groupwest · 17 days

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misery… what the fuck, just like. stop it.

can someone tell Jupiter and Uranus, or whoever is fucking doing this to me, to fucking stop it? or at least just show me what to do…

#people will come back into your life they will make you feel like shit and then they will fucking leave again!#but hey. what are ex boyfriends for #miseryyyy misery misery miswry u_u #wretched monstrous evil #i didnt sleep :-( and i have such a big day. i dunno what i’m gonna do :-(#im so pissed off. im so overwhelmed. how dare he do this today. he has no idea. no fucking idea who i am or what my life looks likw rightnow #fuck him. fuck it. i know what i’m doing and it doesn’t involve him and this doesn’t affect anything in fact theres less on my plate now

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altruistic-meme · 2 months

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i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now

#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list #so it was usually around 10-11am #but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take #this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up #when they knocked #bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake #and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived #i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao #so #we'll see ig #I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day #largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show.#and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post*#but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp #which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao #ough #I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd #also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME #and can't be checking my phone or anything #cus ill miss shots!!!!#i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others #i also have to decide how to count the montages #cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages #sigh #......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers.#which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together #lmao #oh this will be so much fun #shh ac #young royals

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artheresy · 4 months

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Hmm, I’m so tired, but I’m happier today :]

#today was a good day #i finally met with a rheumatologist and finally am closer to getting the answers i need #it feels so refreshing to see someone actually take my pain seriously #she actually confirmed so much of what i had thought #she literally felt the inflammation and pointed out things even i hdnt realized #i swear i could cry from how happy that made me #and she suspects a few things which shes testing me for #one she didnt ask for a test for bc its hard to get #but suspects I might have is hEDS which i had already suspected #like one of the first i suspected #and to see that confirmed eithout me even initially bringing it up like shes the one who brought up ehlers danlos after hearing my symptoms #sorry just as someone whos experienced this pain since I was around 7 years old maybe younger #whos had my sleep ruined who has completely lost my energy to do anything who had my mental state worsened bc of the pain #seeing someone take it seriously when it used to be brushed off as growing pains makes me so jappy

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oflgtfol · 4 months

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IT WAS HEKET. heket was my issue. actually i think it wasnt even heket necessarily i think it was her minibosses that bitch ass gusion took me forever

#anything in the wee hours of the morning count that as the day before bc emotionally. thats what it is #so leshy jan 17th. also the first day i started playing #then TWO DAYS later i got heket on the 19th #then today the 20th i did kallamar and then shamura a few hours later #see like . see! im improving in my combat skills the fact i was able to take down not only two bosses but also like 5 total mini bosses #in the span of a few hours is a lot for me!!#both in terms of my actual combat skills and in terms of how much it mentally frazzles me !!#brot posts #tag later #not tagging this my liveblog tag rn so sorry toe veryone in the main tag. im just rambling now. lol #ive been cooped up all alone in my room for daysssss #actually wait the more i think about it the 18th the day i didnt do any boss #thats also the day when my shit got rocked and i was feeling terrible #so thats probably why i wasnt doing any boss fights #and also i did go to sleep at like 8pm i couldnt really play much that day so . theres also that

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genekies · 4 months

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screaming in the club