#i have a really hard time following along with things that dont sit right with my morals idk

[meangreenmulletmachine]

i'm glad you posted about that brand lifting your edit bc i wanted to get something from them and i suspect a lot of their designs are probably stolen too so i'm not gonna buy from them

Hey Anon!

I'm glad you found my post and thought better of it :). I suspect much of the same. Also I've seen several other people warning potential buyers about their pieces being poor quality.

Doesn't seem worth it to me.

[sunnysidestories]

Introductions Pt 1

Pt 2

Pt 3

Summary: Reader is a vigilante on young justice who goes to the same school as Walls. Only Wally doesn't know the readers identity, but she knows his. SLOW BURN

Wally West x Fem!Reader

Transferring classes is always a chore whenever someone decides a class isn't best fit for them, no matter the reason today I decided I would never do this again, even if the teacher sucked. The bundle of nervousness was tearing me from the inside. Thoughts swirling in my head.

Who would be in my class, I have to make friends... well more like people i'll talk to when I need a pencil, then I'll avoid attention so I dont get called on.

Before the transfer on the following Monday, I met my new teacher after school. Explaining what I needed to do for his class. "Listen y/n, you need to catch up on some things we have already learned, but im sure that won't be too hard, and if you ever have any questions, you can always ask. Everything you need I've already given to you." I nod thanking him before I make a haste exit, I have more important things to do as of now. My work can come later when im there, and I'm late.

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Pulling out my mask for my costume, I walk through the Zeta tube, covering my face and identity. No more y/n. "Reconised B18 h/n." Mt. justice was as normal as normal could get with meta humans, feeling more as a second home. I could smell something cooking, along followed by laughter and conversation down the hall. I pull my hoodie over my hair, playing with the strings, a bad habit I use to calm down. Slowly walking down the hall before reaching the living room to a passed out Robin. He took up the whole main sofa.

The TV was still on. He must have been watching the news. Who does that? No, I take that back. Robin does that. I grabbed the blanket that sat over the couch draping over his body right as he began to snore. It's crazy that his glasses haven't fallen off his face by now. I feel bad for him he must be overworked. In a werid way, I wish that he could somehow get hurt so he gets some time off. I could substitute for him like im doing now, but knowing batman, he would most likely still be here anyway unless it was very serious. I shut off the TV.

The debrief would be in around 30 minutes after that training, more like a warmup, and then finally a short mission, it feels almost as if purposefully im always doing the easy jobs, totally doesn't help my self esstem. I just fill in anyways, why do I care so much?

Rob can get the sleep he needs it. I begin to walk off. He probably has an alarm. I wonder what they are cooking in the kitchen? Before I can think of possible options, im on the floor with a large *SMACK* eyes, meeting blue ones filled with worry.

The large stature accompanied by a uneasy glance was only one person Conner, I ran into the mini man of steel and now I think about it, it kinda hurt when I slamed into him"You walked right into me" "Are you okay babe?" Standing slightly behind Kid Flash stood with an arm outstretched, I grabbed it, pulling myself up."Im fine, I've been so stressed, I guess, lost in thought. It's been a week. What did you say?" His freckles dance across his face as he smiles, speeding away to the kitchen. Conner just looks at me following in his direction.

We reach the kitchen, and KF sits on the counter beside Megan, eating a bag of chips. Megan was stirring something inside of a bowl, I couldn't see. Her back was towards me only for a moment. "Hey guys."

Chicken salad, I can smell it and see now. Her face changes shades when Conner walks past her towards the fridge. Its sooooo painfully obvious it physically hurts me when they are in the same room. I take off my backpack and begin to study my science work. It's not as hard as I thought more of just things and facts to remember, but no really new complicated subjects.

"Wally! Stop! I need those -" I look up to Megan's shouts, Wally was doe-eyed caught eating the cherry tomatoes as if they were candy. "-YOU KNOW I HAVE A SUPER FAST METABOLISM! I CAN DIE. " He got defensive as his face began to match the fruit. "Your name is Wally?" I change the subject to help his embarrassment. Everyone's eyes go wide they all meet mine. "I've never told you my name? You've been on the team for how long??" Wally throws his arms in the air."Almost a year." I immediately replied. Now was my turn to be embarrassed. Should I know his name?

"How have you not heard it? y'know. It's fine, it doesn't matter. Let's try this again." Wally gets off the counter setting down the container, he walks up to me leaning on the table then shifting his weight a few times, almost as if he's hesitant or thinking of his next words.

The tone of his voice goes serious. "Im Wally West, it's nice to meet you." Then his grin returns as his eyes squint along with it. "Hey, I'm h/n." I let out a small laugh, looking back down at my work. It's crazy how easily Wally gave up his name. Maybe because im rarely here for long, I've never heard his name. It seems like everyone else knows. Its kinda my own fault, but now I feel bad.

I will eventually tell them my name its not like im important and need to hide it, I trust them. I trust them? Who am I kidding? If I don't even know Kid Flashes' name when he wears it on his chest, then how do I know them. Is it even really them, or am I making friends with who they want me to see. I seriously need to stop overthinking this. it's not that serious. It's just a name.

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Robin would eventually walk into the kitchen 15 minutes later after we all ate telling us it was time for the debrief, you could still hear the slight tone of drowsiness from just waking up though he tried to play it off.Our mission seemed easy at first Batman explained we were to take down a meet up spot for some very illegal technology drop offs. Most likely, stolen information.

I sat to the left of Kaldur on the bioship close to the window. We were now all in full gear, flying over central city. "We will be there in around 4" Megan called out. "Everyone go into camouflage mode, Connect us to the mind link." Kal orders.

I try not to think about myself as they can all hear my thoughts, as can I theirs, I don't think I'll ever get used to this. It feels invasive. I look down at my hands, realizing im picking at my nails and zoning out.

Hey h/n let's go. Conner speaks to me, sorry... I replied, walking over to Robin and Kid Flash. Three and three, I hate splitting up. -its alright, we do this all the time, plus you can just talk through the link so we are really all here. Rob states that everyone agrees as we begin to walk in different directions.

Stake out time, yes! Wally says as we sit down onto the ledge, the building we chose overlooked two smaller apartment buildings backside. There were two ways to enter, and Team A. sat at the only other. This is really boring. I can't hear anything. KF sighed "Its been two minutes, we're not superboy use your eyes-" "-better yet use your heat vision from your goggles, see how many there are." Robin interrups my whispers. There are 30 people, uhhhhmmmm, 3 women and woah, that guy is huge. Aqualad cuts into the conversion. The criminals have another drop-off zone. We are going to pressure them, stay here, take out these guys, and don't let anything get out.

A large black truck with boxes passes us and goes through the opposite exit, I see Superboy only for a second as he closes the lid. That's one way to hide. Then, mind link breaks. So much for sticking together.

"I'll go ahead and try to sabotage their systems. You two begin to take out the ones outside. Try not to blow your cover." His glare meets Wallys. This must happen a lot.

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"How did we fail this bad. I'm so sorry." I say, looking up over my shoulder towards Wally. Now, here we were tied up on a chair, no weapons in a room, no light, just us. "This is my fault if I wouldn't of tripped over the stupid gun then you wouldn't of gotten distracted" there's a momment of silence as we both ponder the failed attempt of taking out the enemy.

I hang my head low. It sucks. There are no lights at all, my other senses are going crazy, and I'm flooded with the sounds around me. Wallys slightly panicked breathing under the cool exterior, strangling tightness of the ropes around my chest. I could even hear our heart beats. weirdly, his was slow but picked up at the sound of my voice as if I scared him. "I'm not very whelmed right now." He let's out a small sigh.

"Are you ever?" "What?"You are always on edge like someone's about to jump you in a dark alley. Is this because you're just a fill-in and not full-time?". He tries to turn to as much as he can bound. He must feel my worry. "It is. H/n I really get how that could upset you, but you have to understand." He begins to shake in the chair. "Even if you're not officially fully on the team, you are to us. Everyone gets excited to see you, including me. Why does it matter if you're not on every mission.. I'm glad I get to work with you when I can. We all feel overshadowed ourselves sometimes. Heck, I mean, we are all sidekicks."

Finally, he breaks free of the rope with a SNAP, standing up carefully, using his hands to find me and set me free. "You've made your place in the team and our friendship. You just need to take the risk and open up."... "Wally... I trust you," he grabs and shows me to the wall where we find the locked door knob "jump on my back"

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Monday at school was painful. Every limb hurt, and I couldn't sleep staying up thinking about what Wally said. I was looking forward to lunch, I made some of my favorites since I needed a treat. It was more like a break, but first, I had to go to science my new transfer class.

Without looking at anyone, I walk right up to the teacher. "Where do I sit?" He immediately awnsers."Yes, right. Go sit in the back beside the red-haired boy. It's the only empty seat." I follow his gaze to the seat. My table partner didn't seem to take notice of me when I sat down as he read the textbook. Maybe this won't be too bad he seems to actually care about the subject, at least.

He turns and looks at me, his green eyes are friendly and welcoming, as he smiles his freckles scatter along his cheeks. He leans on the table, placing his face in his hand he seems nervous.

"Hi, im Wally West. It's nice to meet you."

[prentissvest]

I'm not yours anymore

An Exnat x yn to wanda x yn fanfic

warning- emotionally abusive nat, slut shaming, swearing

not spell checked

0.9k words

It's a quiet night at the compound, a rare thing indeed. Everyone is in the main living room watching a movie to calm down after a hard mission. Tony and Pepper sit together as well as Peter and Ned, Yelena and Kate and Steve and bucky. I sat with wanda. 

Over the past few months wanda has really been there for me, after everything that happened with nat i needed a shoulder to lean on, and boy did she pull through. Wanda helped me through the tears and the deep unsettling sadness that ran through my veins, i was in a low place when nat left, i say left she was never really there to begin with, the relationship felt like living with a ghost, you can feel their presence but they are never really there. 

Nat was often preoccupied, for the full two years we were together I could count all the dates we went on with only one hand. I shouldn't have stayed for two years but I needed to feel loved or what i thought was love. 

I knew it was time to end it when Nat came back after being in the gym. I was standing in the kitchen making mac and cheese with Yelena when Nat saw and scoffed. She began to walk off to our room, I sighed and ran after her. “So you and Yelena seem to be having fun” she says with a fake smile on her face, nat often got jealous i liked it in the beginning but it quickly became possessive making her believe i was trying to get with any woman i spoke with. “Nat.. you know it's not like that, i just wanted to show Yelena a new recipe i found” i say with sadness in my voice, “shes my fucking sister y/n, god! You don't have to be such a slut.” Natasha says venom lacing her words ``wow, you know what Nat i can't do this anymore, we're over.” Nat starts smiling a horrifying smile, like the kind you see in horror films, a smile that tells you whatever she's about to say, she's been wanting to say it for a while. “Well thats just perfect for you isnt it y/n, Wanda will finally get what she wants” i look at her tears cascading down my cheeks “the fuck do you mean by that” i say “dont tell me your THAT oblivious, the way she looks at you its obvious” Nat says walking closer to me. I ran out of the room going back to my old room at the end of the hall. 

I can't help the tears that fall down my face, and the stangled sobs that escape my mouth. A faint knock is heard at my door along with a soft voice “y/n is everything okay?Please let me in. "I know that voice Wanda i think but i can't move, its like my body is frozen all i can do is cry. I hear my door unlock and footsteps speeding toward me. I sob harder thinking about what Nat said before but Wanda is my best friend. I've known her since before the Avengers. I was there for her when Pietro died and I went along with them to Hydra, wanda knows me, she really knows me..

Over the next few months Wanda helped me heal and as i got over my feeling about Nat i realised that there may have been a part of her that was right, i wasn't in love with wanda before but her magic had started to work over the past couple weeks and i could feel the butterflies arising but i don't know if she feels the same, nat probably just said those things to hurt me, like every other argument but i don't want to ruin wanda and i’s friendship, so here we sit sharing a blanket at movie night.

I watch the screen but my mind is elsewhere, I get pulled out of my trance as I hear footsteps coming toward the room followed by a scoff. ‘’y/n we need to talk. Now.'' Wanda looks at me worried but I nod my head and follow Natasha out of the room, maybe it's just a force of habit or maybe I deep down wanted to know what she was going to say. 

We get to the room in silence, she closes the door behind her and turns to me. “You cheating bitch, i knew it, i knew you were screwing wanda '' she says coming toward me “i  knew i wasn't good enough but you went that low to cheat” the says almost laughing with anger. I couldnt hold backanymore, never before had i argued back but i couldnt keep it in any longer “IM NOT YOURS ANYMORE NATASHA” she takes a step back “you had your chance for fucks sake you had TWO YEARS and you never once tried, i was there for you but where were you for me” and with that i storm out tears of relief trickling down my face. 

I went into my room to see Wanda sitting on my bed waiting for me “how are you feeling?” she asks with a worried smile on her face. “Honestly relieved i've never retaliated before, no matter how much she deserved it and to let it out felt amazing” wanda pulls me into a hug stroking my hair, “you deserve happiness y/n”  i look up at her a dopey smile slowly appearing on my face “i think i know what would make me happy”...

[sinistersundown]

whenever you want to share them i would LOVE to hear any/all of your thoughts about the ecology of the realm of darkness :o !!!

YAYYYYYYY yayy ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, it’s hard to conceptualise how everything exists in relation to eachother as the games present it, they’re vibe based, so if I think about things too long it’s pretty surreal as it’s shown. I dont think this is a bad thing to be clear, obviously not everything needs to be speculative biology. I just like to fill in how details work from the perspective of someone who lives there

I’m going to start with some things relating to the realm of light and how it connects with the realm of darkness

worlds falling to darkness is a necessary dormancy period kind of like winter or sleep. The frequency of this depends on the individual world

The sleeping world stare is a protective mechanism, hibernation to preserve itself and the organisms that live on it. keyblade wielders don’t always need to wake them up and doing so too early is bad in the long run, worlds don’t get to sleep that often they need their rest

I don’t know how much you know about 4 dimensional space, i definitely barely understand it, but I’ve found that explaining how the realms of light and darkness relate using this makes the most sense to me. 4 dimensional space adds another coordinate axis, so, the realm of light connects to the realm of darkness in that direction.

and worlds exist at various,- depths isn’t the right word, I think ana and kata is often used to describe the additional axis as something like up and down, in that order, but it’s hard to use those properly in a sentence- they are at different places along that additional axis and slowly “rise and fall” over time like tides or waves. they don’t exclusively move in this direction they float around all over the place

artificially introducing a bunch of darkness to a world will cause it to “sink”

the realm of darkness mirrors the realm of light before it broke into seperate worlds. the movement of the worlds is copied by the realm of darkness, so things are always shifting about. the closer a world is to the realm of darkness the more its details reflect on that area of the realm of darkness. when a world falls to darkness that spot is where it sits.

the exchange of resources that is the result of this is vital for everything to function and is really the only way for things to move between worlds aside from keyblade wielders (they aren’t the only people who can travel between worlds obviously but it’s a lot harder otherwise) the swarms of heartless get nutrients from a fallen world and then die somewhere else eventually. It’s totally possible for a world to go to sleep the wake up with a new species of flower showing up because its seeds got stuck to some heartless that carried it over

I can’t remember if it’s established what heartless eat actually, I do think they have a variety of food sources, they don’t all have mouths but the ones that do could probably get something out of meat or berries or whatever. Probably varies between types

they don’t hunt eachother so much as they-do you know those browser games where you play as a circle that eats smaller circles to become a bigger circle, they’re like that. like darkness is a lot like water I think it likes to stick to itself. so if a heartless absorbed a smaller heartless it’d be like, if you think of a heartless as a bunch of small particles and each particle stores one bit of that heartless’ memories, personality etc, then it’s consumed by a bigger heartless it’s like two cups of water being poured together but there’s no distinction between them, if you took a bit of water out of it then that isn’t the same as either of the cups of water you started with. Does this make sense i have no idea

But yeah worlds falling to darkness is like The major event “down” there, it follows a similar pattern to like a whale fall or when fish form massive shoals or migrate through in area

this ended up less ecology focused but everything effects everything, hopefully it all makes sense. The main take away is that keyblade wielders are cleaner wrasse which I will need to elaborate on another tjme. I’ve got more on this topic too but I’m out of energy and feel bad for taking a few days to answer. I really appreciate the ask it’s very fun to think about these things : D !!!

[iamthunderhearmehowl]

BG3 Headcannons: Halsin's Daughter PT3 (Love Interests)

Hey hi, I'm back again for my nightly post! I dunno man, there's just something so therapeutic about writing out my ideas and stories and sharing them ❤️

✨️ Original post and related posts can be found here

So please note; all love interests are adults. I know some of these characters in the game are kids right now - this is like 10 years (ish. add more years if you like) after the events of BG3.

ALSO: I dont have a name for her yet - so imma just call her HD for right now. I would appreciate any suggestions for names.

Mol:

Mol and Halsin's daughter would be the most chaotic power couple ever.

Double trouble and extremely mischeivious

Would probably accidently set the city on fire

Mol would be like "Oops. Well shit, thats my que to go" while running and dragging HD along

HD would probably be hysterically crying and exclaiming that she didn't think knocking over one small candle would set the whole city ablaze

10/10 would do a horribly planned bank heist; HD is definitely one to steal from the rich/evil and give to the poor. Also - she just can't help that she does like nice things.

Again: she's sweet but is definitely an asshole if you're deserving of it; don't be a dick and don't get on her bad side

They would be a couple that would like witty banter and insults - it's VERY flirtatious tho

Arabella:

The sweet book nerd couple

They would love to cuddle up next to the fireplace together and read

Arrabella would definitely be the more responsible one in the relationship

Likes to kiss each other's noses

Love language is giving each other small thoughtful gifts

They leave each other little love notes in their bags

Mol + Arabella (the polycule):

The balanced power team

They keep each other in check and out of trouble

Arabella is 100% the mom of the group; always prepared, always shooting down HD and Mol's dumb implusive plans

Mol is the captain of the dumb plans; HD follows

HD is the glue that binds them together

Cuddle piles <3

Every night is the best girl's night; it's like having a sleep over all the time

HD shows them love via making the best meals for them; always making sure that they have snacks in their bags

Example of convos:

A: DID YOU SET THE BANK ON FIRE?!

M: I mean. . .it's a little crispy but they'll be okay.

A: HOW DID THIS HAPPEN

M: Well. I thought throwing down grease would slow down the guards and klutz over there knocked over a candle

HD: It was an accident I swear! 😭

M: Dude you slipped in the grease and then grabbed onto the candle stand to try to save yourself; fell anways and kept slipping multiple times

Dammon: (Okay this is probably my favorite one. )

Met him when she went to Last Light Inn; he was there for his monthly visit to sell his wares

She was looking for a quiet place to hide and clean some of her cuts; not wanting to make her father worry about her losing control in wild shape. She's crying and freaking out a little bit - she just brutally tore apart a deer. It didn't need to die that way. She has no idea what came over her

Dammon had just come back from grabbing food in the Inn - when he could hear cryng in one of the animal stalls.

He finds here there, surprised. He nose and her cheeks are red from crying, tears are still welling up in her doe eyes. He notices she's covered in blood AND scars from her life in the underdark.

He grabs a warm damp rag and gently wipes her tears and the blood on her face. She begs him not to tell Halsin . He doesn't.

He grabs a blanket and wraps it around her. He sits next to her and tells her he's there to listen if she wants to talk

Normally she wouldn't speak of her problems to strangers, but something about Dammon's gentle tone and facial expression makes her spill her heart

From then on out; she makes sure to bring him his meals to his little forge; he works so hard that sometimes he forgets to eat

They get really close and their first kiss was very tender and sweet.

She playfully grabs one of his tools; he tells her to give it back but she giggles and runs behind his work table. He chases her around the table and catches her by the waist and places her on the table. (In my head, she's actually really small and petite, but her wildshapes are monsterous)

He hesitates a little bit but everything about her is just so damn cute. Not to mention she is absolutely beautiful. Her skin is perfect, a pale blue that makes her cheeks look bright and rosy when she blushes. She's batting her long eyelashes and looking at him with her doe eyes - the color of caramel. Her silver hair is half up but small pieces are perfectly framing her face.

Dammon swears she could be a drow princess. She's perfection.

He goes for it; even though he may get a threat or two from Halsin

How does Halsin feel about her and her possible love interests:

I aint gonna lie the man is probably super over protective of her

She may be an adult (an old lady even) in human years; but is essentially still considered a young and naive child to elves.

He more than likely is this protective because he feels like he's failed her; He wasn't there for most of her life and because of that she was subjected to the worst tortues and abuse

His blood boils when he thinks about her mother selling HD's body for political gain and favors

If they were ever out and about and someone was eyeing her or getting a little too flirtatious, they would recieve a death glare from him

He refuses to let anyone ever take advantage of her again

Okkkaaay. That's all I have for tonight! I hope you guys enjoyed this! Feel free to add other possible love interests to this <3 I love interacting with ya'll!

Also again: please send name suggestions otherwise she may just be called HD lmaaaoo

[itslilacokay]

what no sleep does to a mf (i got a paper trail analysis

funny story haha, so in a server i witnessed a few talking about what it would look like if the 7 traits were taken to an extreme, and after that i get reminded of paper trail every time i think of the extreme traits and i had to share this because this is one of the first actual "analysis" stuff i ever do

for those that have not seen nor read paper trail, see it as this has spoilers to the comic! read it right now now nown now n

lets start off with what the extreme traits are (based off two people)

determination -> obsession

bravery -> recklessness

justice -> judgementalism

kindness -> sacrifice

patience -> inaction

integrity -> blindness

perseverance -> stubbornness

(these will be explained further down the post dw)

i thought of these at least appearing once in each dark world with a trait corresponding to a prince world, hell i thought of an extreme trait being noticed in some princes, there are exceptions but the real point of this analysis is that its shown in paper trail so imma start off already before i forget

gotta start off though right off the bat that unfortunately i couldnt notice sacrifice with ralsei happening in paper trail, so thats one exception

kindness, or in this case sacrifice is not going to be mentioned moving forward until proven otherwise, sorry

so lets start with the first new prince we see in the comic instead, which would be eslira

eslira represents the patience trait but now in this case, inaction

inaction is in a way patience to an extreme since you have to wait/have tolerance a long time with patience, but you dont do anything even though you have to in certain situations with inaction

eslira throughout the whole comic, does none shit he does NOTHING at all!!!!!!!!

all the other princes did something somehow, like with aelsir's haste, the super pacify with irales and ralsei, lairse, even SARELI did something and he just lullaby'd with ralsei

but eslira? they dont do anything. they just follow along and stay in the sidelines always worried, basic inaction right there

he could in a way helped the fun gang in some small little way with the yisho fight, or in any fight really in trophy city but he does nothing at all, he just stands there worrying and and sitting and

anyway aelsir's next with bravery, or in extreme form, recklessness

its only shown once in aelsir's respective dark world, with the thunder hills and with the soul just still trekking along even though they get damaged every time a lightning hits which is every 4 seconds

recklessness IS moving along in a lack of regard for danger, while bravery is moving along even something is frightening, so i say this works!

sorry theres not much for bravery boy there isnt much to go off of extreme traitwise for his section haha

irales now

for how i see it, stubbornness is moving forward without really accepting any other paths that could be easier, good or bad while perseverance is moving forward despite difficulty

you could say that for someone to go through a hard path, and moving forward with said hard path even though theres much easier and better path, is a sign of stubbornness to me

for irales, its more of a personality thing

irales is stubborn in a way, since he doesnt seem to accept any other possible reasons and just sticks to what he sees and its only until the end he actually isnt a stubborn little fuc

okay. well you can also say lairse is stubborn as well in a way that he wont accept monsters, but its layered under an extreme justice and for a huge reason, irales' stubbornness is based off i dont know what he sees apparently (refer to previous link)

sareli's up with blindness i mean integrity i mean

as one member said, one can be blinded by their beliefs COUGH CXOUGH @mileymint COUUYGHHHHH so lets base it off that!

integrity is a truth/moral/belief related trait, and you can probably see why blindness is a possible integrity extent after i type this

for integrity to turn into blindness, one must believe that what they are doing is truly right though its really not, and even if others say otherwise, they wouldnt agree since it goes against their morals and/or beliefs, thus leading them to be "blinded" as they cant "see" what is wrong with what they believe or think is the truth

sareli, throughout his whole section, has been doubting his actions since his prophecy just tells him he will fail and even though he gets told otherwise that he CAN help, he immediately disagrees with them since it goes against with what he believed for a long time, and since it turns out he will fail anyway in the prophecy, why would he NOT fail now when he tries to do something?

and now lairse. ohh lairse where do i begin

i admit, i thought up justice's extreme trait. there was scrupulosity, but its more of obsessed with judging of oneself based off if they are against their own morals and/or religious morals/reasons, judgementalism is sortof the opposite, ie judging of others immediately possibly based of their own morals and/or to an extent, religious morals/reasons, instead of hearing their own reasonings and how they are really like

lairse immediately dislikes susie and noelle due to them being monsters, who in his eyes, are sinful for what they have done despite susie and noelle knowing none of that and having no part in that event

hell, he even told them that they weren't allowed to come with him, kris, ralsei and lancer only BECAUSE they were monsters, thats intense judgementalism right there, heading off to racist territory honestl

for determination turned to obsession, i think i can see a bit of obsession in asriel but not in the way you think

obsession can be bomped down to just having a certain idea, person, desire, or thing on your mind all the time

and assuming that while asriel was in college, he still had the thought of the trapped humans in mind almost all the time, id say that is just simple example of obsession shown in paper trail for asriel

but thats not all as i have something else.

the knight.

"but liiiiilaaaacc!!! hes not a prince and he doesnt have a dark world relating to the determination trait!!!!" like i said in the start, this was made due to me realizing how extreme traits are shown in paper trail as a comic, not just the princes. so i wouldnt say this is an exception!

the knight and asriel have, in a way, the same desire; freeing humans. its just that the knight takes it way too far

his obsession to freeing humans has turned him desperate, wanting to free his kind from the depths of the earth, trying all he can, even making a twitter account just for a chance to get us to play the game and possibly freeing all the humans by just simply playing through dark worlds

his desperateness turned to obsession for freedom of humans in a way, is what im trying to say

aaaand thats it i think! thats all i have in my mind

holy dang this took a while i hope you guys like this silly analysis this took me a long while and a lot of researching

who is reading this

[itspdameronthings]

Party Gone Wrong

Summary: Finally at long last! Long awaited Benny fic i was trying for along time to write! i know has been along while since i have wrote anything new. This fic is about Benny doing something at a party he regrets. Using his musical talent to win back Doc! yes its set in @autumnleaves1991-blog;s channel two universe. whom helped me with this fic. bless you @autumnleaves1991-blog for helping me get back to writing !

Song benny sings is down below the post enjoy!

Warning: 18+ content mentioned. So under aged readers please. I'll block you if you do.

How can anyone be so stupid! That is what you thought laying on your bed weeping over what has just happened.  To think Benny would tell the other nurses about how intimate the three of you have gotten.  Wish you didn't hear what he said,but sadly you did. 

Few nights ago : 

After a horrible night at the ER. So many patients. What do you expect during a full moon? Benny moans as he places his clipboard on the admit desk, " Last nutcase heading up to the OR,and I'm so out of here. Soon as my baby girl finished curtain in  3. We are so fucking out of here. Dominic comes bouncing towards the desk, " How about we go out. Ya know to unwind.  After a shift we had? We need some food,and kick back a few beers, what yall say?" Benny couldn't say no to that. He goes over to you. Pull the curtain back, seeing you laying on the bed. Looking so exhausted.  Couldn't help ,but to kiss you, " Sweetheart? Time to get up now. If you are up to it. Dom ,and the rest of the nurses are goin to Woodies for drinks and pig out. We don't have to go if you dont want to. " Sitting up followed by a soft moan," That sounds great,but I have some charts to take care of. You know, bosses like stuff. Tell you what.  You go ahead. I'll meet you there. Promise I won't be long. " 

Blue offered to stay with you while the others left. Didn't want to leave you alone with piles of charts to do. There was something she wanted to talk to you about.  Plopped on the couch looking up at the ceiling," I'm done with the last chart. How about you? My tummy is rumbling like crazy!" Putting down your readers," Roger that! Could eat anything right now. Let's sneak out before there is another trauma .last thing I need is to stay here! Miss Benny." Blue laughs as she hugs you, " Oh I know you do." 

" Oh yeah! She loves to be taken from behind. She moans for hours it seems. Surprisingly the guests in the next room didn't tell the front desk about the noise." Benny grins in his bottle of beer as he tells the story about the time they were at staying at a hotel during an outing last year. Other nurses wanted Benny to tell more. Which he did. 

Dominic comes out of the bar to get some air tell he sees you and Blue pulling up.  Opening the driver side door practically smiling, " Well, well look who's here miss I love to have two cocks inside her. Never pegged you as a kinky friend.  " Slamming the door, " What the fuck did you say? Oh wait who fucking told you about… oh I know who fucking did! What else did he say?!" 

Trying to explain to his friend what led to the conversation.  Dominic pulls your arm," Don't be hard on the guy. We were chatting about stuff.  You know how Benny gets when he drinks too much? Just.." 

Didn't hear what your friend said.  Marched inside to hear Benny chanting away. Not much of a hello," Oh really now Benny! You have to tell everyone about our sex life!? Not everyone needs to know that! Now if you excuse me! I'm leaving! Have a nice dinner spilling your drunken guts out!" 

Benny marched outside to catch up with you.  Reaching out for your arm so he could get your attention, " What was that ! Answer me! Dammit ! We were talking about stuff that led to another.  I don't see what's wrong?" You know that was a lie! When he gets drunk.  He talks too much! Couldn't take it anymore.  Go to slap him. Benny's reaction is right on point even if he was drunk," Remember darlin, I have quick reflexes.Sober or not. " That did it! With a swift motion of your leg. You tripped him. Laying on the ground looking all shocked," Doc! Look, I'm sorry! Okay! It slipped out! " 

Fuming at that remark.  Thinking about how stupid he was! Telling the others such intimate stuff to the others! Knowing that the whole hospital will know about it tomorrow. Not if you have anything to say about that. Marched inside to see the nurses that love to gossip, and the others you trust with your life. Ordered a drink to ease your woes as you spoke," okay! Let's get one thing straight! If any of you gossipy, assed , no fucking good for nothing nurses tell anyone what you heard tonight? I'll make sure you will be doing nothing but doing nothing but triage for the next month! Do I make myself fucking clear?!" Blue and Dominick look at the two nurses in question.  Both of them rolled their eyes as they walked away.  One of them made a comment, " You're no fun! " Dom and Blue gathered around you so you can calm down. 

Meanwhile, Benny gets up to nurse his wounds. All he wanted was to go inside to talk to you till he thinks you need to cool off. So he drives over to see Will.  Knew he would help him. 

" Are you out of your mind! How could you do that! Never thought about how embarrassed she would be? I'm glad she didn't kick you anywhere else.  Like your head! " Benny runs his fingers through his hair as he tries to think about what to say," Will, I know I screwed up big time. Never meant to embarrass her. Regret for drinking too much again! " Sitting next to his brother trying to figure out what to say to help him. Only to say," You can stay here for a few days.  So you can figure out what to do. " 

Present day: Both of them haven't spoken to each other.  Has to do with them having different schedules so they could have some space. By switching with either Dominic or Blue. Coming up to the admit desk to drop off a chart. Blue stands next to you, " Look honey, I know you are still mad. Think it's time to talk to him? He is hurting too ya know.  We went over to see him . He is messed up. " Looking at your friend with tears in your eyes, " I miss him too,but it hurts! Wished Santi was here to help. He always knows what to do to help me get over the pain." 

Santi moans as he talks to Benny on the phone, " Sometimes you can be such a nincompoop! Okay, here's what I would have done in this situation. Sing to her. Something that both of you did together. " Benny sighs, " Thanks for the idea man. See ya when you get back. " Santi hangs up . Hoping his idea would work. 

" I know you are sad sweetheart.  Wish I was there . Help to mend that fragile heart.  Need to know . Benny would do anything to say he is sorry." Listening to Santi's sweet, deep voice on the phone while sitting in your favorite chair.  Sniffled, " Me too. Cant.. ya know stay mad at Benny for too long. It just.. hurts. I haven't seen him since that night. Feel crappy!" 

Benny takes a deep breath as he pulls his truck in the driveway.  Guitar in hand . Taking a breath, " Okay, time to make things right with Doc. Hope she is home , or I'm singing to no one ,but to a nosey neighbor. " Start to strum the few chords of a certain song they would sing at the top of their lungs. 

I'll never hurt you.  

Never scared to love, scared to love. 

He didn't deserve you 

'Cause your precious  heart is a precious heart 

He didn't know what had and I thank you God oh, oh,oh, oh 

And it's gonna take a little time

But you're gonna see that I was born to love you.

Benny waits for the next part . Nothing. Continue to play the song. What he doesn't know you are home listening to him sing. Tears in your eyes while leaning against the window sill," santi, he is singing that song we did at open mike night! What am I gonna do baby!" 

" Sing with him! Get out there and sing with him! He needs you!" 

Opening the window so you could sit on the sill. Started to sing the chorus.  Benny looks up at you smiling through his tears. Looking up strumming again: 

What if I fall? 

I'll won't let you fall

What if I cry? 

I'll never make you cry

And if I get scared? 

I'll hold you tighter 

When they're tryna get to you,baby ,I'll be the fighter

Benny stops and goes over to the window," Look darlin. I'm sorry for being an idiot. Didn't mean to blurt our sexcapade. Never thought how it would embarrass you.  Miss holding you tight.  Miss your soft lips. I know you do the same. So. How you come down here so I could hold you close. " 

Looking down seeing how disheveled he looks. Baggy pants, tee. Messy long hair. How can he look so hot while looking so sad?Not thinking jumped out of the window.  Rushed over to you.  Checking to see you hurt your ankle. Benny sweetly kissed your lips while carrying you inside, " I didn't mean for you to do that you know. Guess you weren't thinking.  How about I take you upstairs to tend to your ankle? Better yet.  Take you to the ER." 

After checking your ankle.  Seeing it was definitely sprained. Benny stays with you while Blue gets some pain meds. Taking your hand," Now you are officially unable to work . I have volunteered to take care of you. " Tracing patterns on his cheek, " Don't have to baby. I'll be fine, you know.  Working on my laptop.  Catching up on shit. You need to focus.." 

" Focus on others you shithead. I'll take care of her. " Santi leans against the doorway, flowers in hand," neighbors told me what happened when I drove up. Glad you are fine sweetheart.  As for you mr. Loud talker? No more telling nurses about our sex lives." Benny nods as he walks away to get your discharged papers. Santi hugs you close," Glad you are okay. Made me think about when you were in the chopper in Columbia. Got so scared. So now tell me why you jumped out of our window?" 

Few weeks later

While you were resting in bed. A familiar song filled the air. Made you smile.  Benny enters the room, " Thought about you need something nice to wake up to.  How's the ankle?" Sitting up," stiff,but I'll be fine baby. See you had a rough shift?" Taking off his scrubs, " Oh, your usual stuff. GSW, DWI'S ,and other shit. Everyone missed you.  So do I.  The others went to hang out.  I declined. Rather stay home with you,and Pope. " Reach out to hug Benny, " Right answer baby. Right answer. " 

[i-sveikata]

Hello! How are you? I have a few questions🥹

While writing, what challenges/challenged you the most? And is there anything that you are struggling to deal with especially in writing different povs?

Do you have any advice to new authors (like me) what should we avoid especially while creating a new world/au for readers?

Hello there!!!

ohh very good question!! i guess probably trying to find the time to write when you can and balancing your creative cup? if you let it overflow then youre itching to get the words out which makes it hard when youre not always in the right location or setting to write or if it goes the opposite way when you let your cup run empty and then your creative energy isn't going to flow until you take that much needed break and replenish yourself first.

im at a point now where i really dont feel that i struggle with writing (which is such an unhelpful thing to say i know) but this comes from me writing ever since i was a small kid where its such an intrinsic part of me now that i can very easily get into that state of flow where im not conscious of what im doing as i write.

for the changing POVs though its just like adjusting to any new kind of change really i am bit conscious of writing in another POV and my potential word choices etc but even that is something that falls away the more you write in the POV youre trying to dive into

my genuine advice for any kind of aspiring author is to read. i know that seems kind of opposite to writing but it's really so important to develop your own kind of voice as a reader. the more you read the more you get a feel and idea for books that you found delightful to read and experience as well as books that you maybe didnt enjoy as much or there were parts of the story that didnt work for you. the more you develop an understanding of the medium as someone who also partakes in it the easier it is to apply when you might come into trying to create for yourself. because the way i see it is you are writing for yourself essentially and it may or may not be something that you share with others but it always starts with you first.

hmmm i would say that for creating a new world/ au its less important about getting bogged down in the lore/ make up of the world and all of its rules rather than in the writing of it. because if you sit there with a separate notebook writing down every single detail that you think needs to be in the world youre creating then youre still not writing the world if that makes sense? like its an easy way to procrastinate/ distract from the actual writing itself. and ive found personally that when i am building new worlds as im writing the rules and worldbuilding come in along with the story and inspiration follows in lockstep with the narrative that youre creating rather then transposing it in later.

i would also say dont be focused on the quality of the writing itself. like dont come in expecting that youre going to write a masterpiece from the jump. that might be the case for some magical people but it's not usually how it works!!! so you cant be afraid to write badly because that's how you learn and that's how you improve.

i hope this is somewhat helpful but feel free to ask more questions too!

[emmacreatures]

TURN OF EVENTS

A follow up on this fun little story inbetween. Two hectic men, just guys being dudes I suppose👁👄👁. Enjoy!! Featuring Ter'ran and Lyle Wainfleet!

Lyle was still very much thrown off by Ter'ran who seemed to be up his business continously.. The past weeks were almost like a mindfuck for him. For Lyle just tried to get through the days now as his two braincells had a hard time..

"So.. I heard you have several tattoos.. Care to explain where you got them all.. Or what they mean?" Ter'ran said with a smirk on his face for it was never enough for him to cause any kind of mayhem, making Lyle glare as if his life depended on it. "You want to get back into your 'time out' corner?" Lyle threatened, before Ter'ran just ignored the man, starting to take Lyle's arm first.. "Okay.. So what is this supposedly? Like a very slim Ikran?" "its a damn dragon" lyle said as he pulled his arm back. For Ter'ran just kept bugging the man. Looking at his shoulder, that had the skull with no fear on it. "No fear huh.. Quite edgy? You really dont have one fear?" Ter'ran said for Lyle groaned. "I'll become your ONE fear if you touch me again" Lyle said as the touches of Ter'ran messed him up badly. As his mind already was somewhere else. "You really want to try and scare me, go right ahead big boy" Ter'ran said for Lyle kept on glaring, almost wanting to have a different distraction but he was close to snapping again. "so you have one on your upper arm, one on your shoulder. Where are the other 3?" Ter'ran asked all the sudden, making Lyle stand up

"Who TOLD YOU-" Lyle said almost shocked before he glared to the rest of the group. "Which of you told him?-you know what- nevermind" Lyle said as he cuffed ter'ran angrily again.. Pulling him up roughly without much consideration as he was sitting down, back into his room that was dedicated to him.. Aka the cell. As he got pulled along and at last put in the cell for the two almost walked in, still being in the long corridors, Ter'ran rolled his eyes. "You know.. no one told me. I just looked through your file" Ter'ran said for Lyle stopped walking as he held the man at his wrist.. "You did- W- WHY? Why on earth would you even- Well then, even if you goddamn did which is a violation-" "A violation? For you big guy? Its just some info on paper" Ter'ran said casual for the man glared. "Well if I did read my damn papers, then you should know what they are" Lyle said, referring to his tattoos for Ter'ran sighed. "NO thats the thing. Its not mentioned. Do you really think I'd be stupid enough to ask if i'd already know" Ter'ran said almost offended, about to pick a fight that easily enough.. But he noticed Lyle actually glaring even worse now. "you look at me as if I would" Ter'ran kept being offended, almost pulling his arms loose from Lyle who held him at his upper arm now, pulling him along to be placed in his 'time out' corner. "WELL YEAH because you've been screwing with me all the time, especially since last week" Lyle said as he admitted, making Ter'ran frown at the impact it seemed to have on him, getting a little less heated into fights now.

"Why cant your stubborn ass just tell me what they are" Ter'ran said almost sassy, making Lyle frown of confusion at this point. The man REALLY wanted to know. Why even. No one seemed to have that interest before. "why does it interest you so much?" Lyle asked seriously, making Ter'ran roll his eyes before explaining. "cuz its different, we dont have those things here okay. Maybe in the water areas, but not even close to designs like that.I'm stuck with our usual tribal stuff since the second I was born. Can you even blame me for just having curiosity. Considering you have many" Ter'ran just said honest now, seeing Lyle was actually thinking for once, and having a hard time at it. "Will you finally leave me alone or at least shut up for just a minute if I tell you" Lyle said for Ter'ran hummed of surprise. "i cant promise anything.." He said honest, seeing Lyle just doubt, but he seemed less pissed.. May it be that he actually got sudden attention in a.. Not so problematic way, Ter'ran's attention seemed genuine, but he had a hard time believing the man. "dont be a wuss.. Dare to tell me" Ter'ran kept on asking, which made Lyle grunt before pulling him to his own room.. Again to have some privacy and merely not wanting to have anyone listen to whatever they may say. Once Ter'ran was 'thrown' into Lyle's room before he put it on lock, he just turned to the man. "Just this once, and dont dare to test me.. I will try to kill you if you will" Lyle said before he just shamelessly clicked off his harness before pulling off his shirt.. Standing shirtless in the room before pointing at his tattoo's. "Holy shit" Ter'ran whispered in Na'vi.. Seeing the man's rather defined body all the sudden without any layers. "What?" Lyle said for Ter'ran just tried to shake it off; but instead said his intrusive thoughts.

"i wasnt so aware of what was hiding under there" He said outkoud, stepping a little closer for Lyle would almost swallow out of shock for a bit.. Did the man just again compliment him.. As he frowned almost angrily, he just decided to put it to the side "Whatever-So those you already saw." Lyle said as he pointed at the dragon and skull one. "Then I have one here on the chest, and on my shoulderblade on my back" the man said as he pointed, seeing Ter'ran was so curious and almost excited, but held out his hands to hopefully get the man to take the cuffs off. "No goddamn way buttercup. Nice try" Lyle said for Ter'ran's ears flattened. "Oh common. what am I supposed to do. You'll kick my ass one way or another. Just this once." Ter'ran really tried to sound genuine, making Lyle see a different part of him now.. He sighed so loud, before taking the cuffs off. 'I'm so gonna get in trouble for this' he thought, but at last started talking again. "one wrong move, and you're done for" Lyle said as he sat down on his bed, allowing Ter'ran to have easier acces to sit next to him, and look at them. "Yeah yeah" he said before actually being excited to look at them upclose.. going over his back first, as he found it so interesting.

"did they hurt to be put on.." Ter'ran asked for Lyle's dominant part came through, but the energy changed for a bit.. Almost as if he appreciated the sudden attention.. "nah.. Not even close. One only stung just a little bit, but nothing I cant handle" Lyle started to brag almost, making Lyle turn a bit so he could look at the one on his chest.. As it was a saying. "What is this for though?" "Usual marine sayings I guess.." Lyle said for Ter'ran without warning just went over that tattoo with his hand as well.. As Lyle could very much feel the touches the man did on his back to watch that tattoo as well. It has been a while since he had any of that.. Making him look directly at Ter'ran who seemed to be easier to handle all the sudden, instead of a horrendous brat that drove him mad. Lyle felt like he could say something a little more daring all the sudden, since he noticed Ter'ran checking the man's tattoo's and sometimes even part of his upper body out. His two confused braincells turned into an overly confident man that at this point wanted to show off. "you really think I'm handsome huh.." Lyle all the sudden felt confident enough to just ask, making Ter'ran arc an eye brow. "Who made you think that?" Ter'ran said, lookinh challenging but assuming the man all the sudden got delucional. "you cant deny it can you, not even having a right answer for that" Lyle just got unhinged almost, for his testosterone behavior definitrly showed.. Just bragging about himself now. "maybe since you're getting a bit ahead of ourselves, are we now Marine?" Ter'ran said, for Lyle felt it was challenging now. "I know I look good, and your eyes say enough to agree upon the actual fact-" "What happened to the man that I made fluster a few weeks ago by complimenting him once, you've been avoiding me since or giving me quite the beat ups to express your anger about it. look how far off you're getting yourself." Ter'ran felt like interupting the overly confident man, looking challenging.

"You can kiss my ass for me to say anything good about you again skxawng" "I see now.." Lyle said as he confidently smirked. "you're just in denial.. Big time" Lyle said for, Ter'ran started laughing, standing up before within the second he was pressed against the wall by Lyle. "you're gonna admit right now" "or what.. Fight me again? I was almost scared because of your delucional thoughts, that we'd miss our daily playdate" Ter'ran said as he meant their fighting.. Seeing Lyle's ears flatten this time again. "you dont know what I can do native. A whole lot, you can make it difficult or easy for the both of us" he started to become pissed again, making Ter'ran smirk widely. "havent seen much of that yet.. so you know.. How about you just, make me, Lyle" Ter'ran said, actually saying the man's name for this once which threw Lyle off again, before his anger came in two seconds after.

Whatever was going on between the two, lyle at first absolutely avoided Ter'ran and his energy, or pretended it wasnt there especially with the group around, being unsure of what was even happening. On his own, 1 to 1 with Ter'ran, his brain seemed to switch up quite fast.. More than he possibly assumed himself.. But it easily went from overly confident, to furious again.. The two were just meant to pick fights with each other, all the time, out of anger.. But also because due their tension jusy grew worse, doing it for fun to pester each other. But out of spite.. or perhaps more.

As Lyle was about to hit the man firmly in the face, Ter'ran managed to dotch and go through his legs to escape him, noticing by that the anger only piled up worse"You son of a bitch-" Lyle said before going after Ter'ran, who managed to break the lock on the man's door fast enough, running out of his room.. It didnt take long before the two kept on tackling each other through the building, letting them wnd up in one of the base rooms where they'd have conversations with the recom groups all the time. Lyle had the man ready, to be hit knock out on the table as he had pinned him down at his neck with one hand, the other hand ready to give the fattest slam possible. "you wouldnt want to hurt my pretty face would you" Ter'ran just smirked, having a bloody nose and all, all over again. "Oh you've no idea" the man said dangerously, right as he wanted to hit, the whole recom group saw their fight coming from miles away, but as it escalated like it did now, they all ran to the room they were located at. stopping Lyle before he was able to give that 'knock out' hit to Ter'ran. Zdawg, fyke, Mansk and another had to pull him away as his entire body was tensed up.

"LYLE STOP" "Jesus Christ dude what is WRONG with you" the recom group said to Lyle, for the man was fighting to get loose.. It took a while, but as Quaritch entered the room at last; hearjng about the chaos again? he glared upon Lyle. Eventually as his normal sense came back, he pulled himself loose as the group made sure Ter'ran and Lyle did not come an inch closer to each other. "Put him in his cell, and you? Put some damn clothes on, Lyle" Quaritch said completely done, making Lyle who breathed deeply and wiping some blood off his face glare at the Na'vi who was taken to the cell. Ter'ran even smirked on his way out.. "Give me a good reason why I should allow you to keep an eye on him" Quaritch as he leaned closer to the man with a threatening look and energy. "One more time" the man said.. making Lyle's ears flat. If he'd mess up one more time, it would be over for him.

A few hours passed, as Ter'ran was just staring around himself, being bored as fuck, the sudden door opened as Lyle, who was patched up and had his usual clothing on again, entered the room. Without much eyecontact, he put Ter'ran's necklace onto the table in the middle of the room, that seemed to have fallen off during their fighting. As Ter'ran noticed for the necklace was quite important to him.. He just noticed Lyle still being pissed, rolling his eyes. "Thanks.. I guess" Ter'ran said as he looked away, noticing Lyle looked at him eventually, sighing. He however seemed to wanting to talk, but didnt.. Walking to the door to get out again. "By the way, you showed me 4 though.. Where is that 5th one?" Ter'ran said for Lyle scoffed, stopping infront of the door as he turned to him. "I wasnt gonna show you that one" he said as he kept looking at Ter'ran, seeing the playful behavior of Ter'ran come in. "Why.. too much of a pussy? too personal?" Ter'ran said as Lyle eventually walked back to Ter'ran who sat on the floor, kneeling down to him. "Just tell me. when it is ever enough for you" the man said almosy angrily, but Ter'ran saw something else. "I almost got my ass wooped out there because of your behavior" He said a bit threatening, but Ter'ran just listened.

"you want ME? to apologize for it?" Ter'ran said almost sarcastic, not taking it serious. "I wasnt the one who confidently demanded me to admit they liked you, got ahead of themselves and wouldnt agree with no answer.. or even a no in general, its your fault big guy" Ter'ran said for he made Lyle stand up again as he forgot for a second their whole conversation was recorded in the room, but no one watched at the moment. Lyle grunted before he was about to leave, making Ter'ran lean his head against the wall.. Smirking. "I guess we'll never know.." Ter'ran knew he was playing with fire at this point.. Seeing Lyle heard it as his ears twitched. Lyle wanted to pin the man down with all his energy in his body, almost desperately.. But as he had promised to behave despite Ter'ran got the worst out of him... he left, locking the door.. "Mmm. i'd almost say he hoped for it. Having his own personal punch bag" Ter'ran whispered in Na'vi, being on his own again as he was used to it. It was boring, but doable.

[the1975attheirverybest]

Hi!! Just want to share a hard time i've gone through this last month and I think only another the 1975 fan can understand (maybe).

I have to explain that I'm really really into music since as a little child, been through my emo fase and all hahaha. So I'm always that friend that people see as kind of a reference about music, you know? And the thing I like the most is going to shows. It always seemed to me the most wonderful experiece. I have severe FOMO when I can't go to a show of some artist I like.

I had to give this context cause I became a 1975 fan after the whole TS thing on tiktok. It felt very weird that I didnt listen to them before, because they are the kind of artist I tend to like.

The fact that I didn't know them before this made me feel so bad, like I was some kind of fraud? How could I miss this?? And so I found out they had come to my country several times, actuallly they came here this year!! And it gets worse! They played at Lollapalooza in my country several times and on days I was there and I didn't know them, so I didn't watch their show.

It made me so, so sad and anxious, I had to talk tô my psychiayrist about this hahaha I know It sounds soo silly but the FOMO is so real to me. Plus I was on vacation, so I didn't have much to do and my days were basicly listening to them, watching interviews and being here on Tumblr talking to you and another fan accounts.

My husband is the only one I can talk to about this but since he isn't into music he doesn't understand me haha. And I am ashamed to talk to my friends about it and they say something like "you just heard about this band, how can you feel like this?".

Sorry about the long text, I just wanted to get this out of my chest and I wonder If anyone been through something similar, so I don't feel like a crazy 12yo even though I'm 30yo hahaha.

no no no I can TOOOTTTAAALLLYYY understand. and as bad as you feel, its completely normal. But i have 3 things( maybe 4, idk, lets see where i go with this) to tell you:

When I first found the band my first reaction was THIS IS THE BEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD. immediately followed by "im so sad I missed two album drops with this band. all that time i felt weird and out of place and like i had no way of expressing myself, this shit has been under my nose all along and i missed it???" I was so upset. Cuz, like you, I love music. And im not afraid of mixing it up either. Like I listen to Hank Williams, Bob Dylan, Beyonce, The Beatles, Miley Cyrus, Talking Heads, AM, 1975, you name it. and im pretty snobby about it. like its "my thing" that keeps me sane. AND my academic specialties being philosophy and literature, its basically the crossover of my dreams, this band.

When I first got into them, I kept asking around to see if any of my friends had already been fans. Nope. Then I remembered Matty's "we're the biggest band that you've never heard of." which is sooo true. they have such a strong following, but it's mostly fans. no casual listeners who sort of know them and know his but couldn't name the drummer or couldn't name an album. you know what I mean? they're a very specific case.

MATTY TIMOTHY HEALY. THEEEE MATTY HEALY! who's knowledge of music rivals my own didn't know The Mountain Goats existed until Feb. 2023. that SHOCKED ME TO MY VERY CORE. They're very much up his alley too like how come????? these things happen! the 1975 are your mountain goats. and thats okay!

Rob Sheffield (terrific music journalist who writes for rolling stone) once said "the music will find you when the time is right" like sometimes if you force yourself to sit down and really listen to Leonard Cohen, you might just be like "meh. i dont see the appeal. not for me," But one random day, years later, after you've gone through some experiences or expanded your musical palette or whatever, you might encounter him again, totally accidentally, and it'll allllll make sense. It'll find you when you need it. The 1975 found you at the right time. And now you have them in your life. if you'd been forced to listen to them years ago maybe you would've been like "nope. not for me," and then kept that impression of them so that any time you encountered them you'd have brush it off like "ooh yeah. tried them. not that great. no thanks." so its better that you waited.

WELCOME TO THE FANDOM. SOO SOOOO GLAD YOU'RE HERE. AT LEAST SOMETHING GOOD CAME OUT OF THE WHOLE TS THING!

[togoldlilya]

Let me teach you, but I'm learning too

sayaka has never ice skated before but how hard could it really be? toge on the other hand was a lot less confident about the whole thing.

"come on nunu!!" sayaka beckons the boy to follow her has she steps onto the ice, easily gliding over it as if it was just the pavement. taking a shaky breath he slowly steps onto the slippery surface, arms instinctively flying out to the sides to steady himself. successfully getting both skates onto the ice, he immediately slips and scrambles to gain his balance, arms flailing wildly. eyes wide he manages to save himself, looking up to see sayaka cackling loudly at his misfortune. shooting her a glare he attempts to take a step forward only to loose his balance and fall to the ice with a thump. giggling profusely sayaka slides forward to help him up, "here nunu let me help you" getting him back to his feet he clamps his hands down on her forearms allowing her to drag him along as she slowly skates backwards.

"wow i didn't expect this to be so easy" she comments offhandedly making toge huff in jealously. forcing him to let go of one of her arms, she grabs his hand instead, their gloved fingers intertwining easily, now able to skate side by side. he focuses intently on his feet scared that if he looks away he'll fall again.

"like this nunu, push off back to the side so that you're swaying a little bit. dont be so stiff either it's making it harder for you" sayaka advises trying to sound gentle. he listens closely and tries to follow what she said, finding that it actually did help.

"ume! tsuna tsuna!" he cries out, excited at his own progress "tsuna mayo!!" she cracks a wide smile at his enthusiasm, cheering him on happily. but after about an hour toge is tapped out, and she leads him to the edge so he can sit down.

"i'm having a lot of fun nunu, i'm gonna skate for a bit longer okay?" she states before gliding back onto the ice. he settles down to watch her, entranced by her gracefulness. he thinks, not for the first time that night, that this can not be her first time on the ice, shes just too good. she smoothly and elegantly goes around the track, even trying out some spins, looking like she belongs out there, creating art on the ice. sooner than he'd like she joins him on the bench, hair windswept, cheeks pink from the cold, and slightly out of breath.

"ikura shouyu ume, tsuna mayo furikake ikura. ikura shouyu" you're so beautiful ume, lets do this together again please. you're so beautiful he motions towards the rink as he says this, his words making her blush a deep red.

"of course we can do this again! i've had a lot of fun skating with you! i'd say you're pretty good now hehe" she flashes him a bright smile that renders him speechless for a moment, struck by her beauty in that moment.

"ume..." he mumbles catching her attention.

"huh? what is it?" she focues her attention on him fully, brows furrowed cutely in confusion. tugging down his scarf he pulls her into a kiss, loving how she instantly melts against him, hand coming up to grasp at his jacket. pressing closer to her, he quickly gets addicted to her taste, unwilling to let go of her just yet. slipping a hand around her neck, he holds her to him, smirking at the shiver that runs though her body. her once cold lips are now warm and swollen and they taste like the hot chocolate they shared eariler. pulling away she unconsciously trails after him, lips pursed cutely. opening her eyes she sees his satisfied smile and can't help but think how adorable he looks right now. she's already planning their next trip here, with a self indulgent smile.

[belovedmachine]

(I do free weights mostly these days but the same applies for machines. I can also add info about at home workouts as well if you'd like. The principles are the same at their core, but it'll be a little different since a lot people dont have full gyms or a wide set of weights at home)

Easing in and misc information: start at a low weight and focus on form, 100%. You can still go up in weights its just form is important (a lot of the time if I'm feeling pain trying to do a lift its because my form was off). Do warm-up sets to warm up the muscles. So if you're doing 40 lbs on a machine instead of jumping right to that weight you'd use do a set of 30 then a set of 35 and then start doing your 40s. Pick a weight that challenges you but not to the point where you cant properly do the exercise or control your movement, for example using your whole body momentum to lift the weight or letting the machine slam back in place instead of gently releasing. To build muscle you have to have weights that are heavy enough to cause muscle damage that way the body heals the muscle and they heal stronger. So increasing weight is an important part of that muscle building. Of course once you get to a place you're happy with and don't care about gains and would rather maintain the muscle you have, you can do the opposite. Lift weights but put no particular effort into progressing your strength building.

As for recovery: eating, resting, and stretching.

Recovery Eating: you have to eat to support working out. it reduces the length of time youre sore and fuels the workout itself. it sounds like youre wanting to change body composition without losing weight which means youd want to gain then maintain muscle and lose body fat. it is possible for the body to start cannibalizing muscle during workouts if theres no where else to pull that energy from. protein is very also important since that is what the body uses to repair muscle.

Rest: don't do too much. meaning outside of your workouts don't also go training for a marathon or other strenuous activities. itll be counter productive; bodies can only take so much. a nice walk, yoga, or mobility work won't hurt so on off days those are no problem. it gives your body rest to build and repair on those days you dont workout. Sleep is important its when the body repairs and regrows tissue, muscle, etc.

Stretching: I don't have much to say, general mobility helps. A regular stretch routine will help, I do a simple 5 minute one before my workout and unless I'm feeling a little tight I rarely need to go longer. 5 Minute Daily Mobility Routine! | Follow Along | Full Body (youtube.com) This is the one I used a lot. On days off I find a yoga youtube video and do 15-30 mins.

Soreness I can't say how long is too long. But no workout should leave you so sore to the point that sitting down is be painful. You can look at soreness as the gap between the exercise and what you did to rebuild them in the hours and days afterwards in terms of getting proper amounts of water, food, and rest. If you set the right pace for yourself and do the necessary things for recovery there's really no time you should feel debilitatingly sore after a workout. On days where I may have pushed myself a little too hard on a previous workout I'll go on a walk or spend some time doing relaxed stretching on off days.

Recomposition I mentioned this at the beginning but what youre aiming for is recomp. So while you cant target specific fat building muscle will help overall. The reason is that muscle burns more calories at rest than fat does. Without getting too deep into it that means through the day you will burn more calories while just doing your normal day to day. which means the body is drawing on fat storage more throughout the day for that energy

Routine The best routine is one you can stick with. There were way too many times I made a 5 days a week routine that was me lifting in the gym, doing gymnastics things, and doing hour long yoga. It was unsustainable and after a point I stopped working out altogether. Now I'm at 3-4 times a week, I allow plenty of flexibility. meaning if I miss day 2 that's on Wednesday for whatever reason, it's fine I can do it Thursday then day 3 on Saturday and it'll be a week where I do 3 workouts and thats fine. Personally, I don't like spending a lot of time in the gym or working out lol. So unless I am doing more exercises than usual, it doesn't go over an hour and is normally about 45 minutes.

This is a quick and dirty run down. If you have any questions or want specific information or routine help or anything like that let me know and I'll help. And honestly if you don't find lifting weights fun there's so many activities that'll still help build muscle. I did pole dancing for 2 years and did very simple weights once a week. Right now I'm trying to find a rock climbing place because I need a break from lifting. hope this helps :)

[kushami-hime]

Hiiiii Hime-samaaaa!! Not an ask but I've been meaning to pop in and drop you some props! I'm a newer-ish lurker and follower for like a year or so and your content and overall vibe that you share has been so helpful for me during one of my roughest years but these audios have been such a comfort dunno if it's just like your quality character portrayals/immersion (b/aku is also my fave but I love them all especially the way you portray and personify them!) that takes me to another place or bc horni brain cancels out all the other negative shit or what but they get me by when shit is hard so want you to know that what you do is probably more significant to some than you realize!

Also, because it seems like you can be hard on yourself and I know most of us can, it can be easy to recognize when we fail and let that weigh on us but not so much when we succeed or do well and I've been meaning to say that since new years of last year you had set out some goals for yourself and it sounds like you really did achieve and accomplish more than probably give yourself credit for! At least as far as I can tell since following your blog! Found a job and started working again, started doing things you enjoy like going to cons and cosplaying again, getting married, creating and sharing so much content, and I'm sure way more but like I look at the list of all the audios you completed this past year on just this small side of a niche hobby/kink and I'm sure you've done even more in your actual life and just wanted to say that I'm incredibly proud and happy and continuing to root for you and hope that you've seen these wins and if no one else has pointed it out I definitely wanted to encourage you and I'm grateful that you are here and that you seem to be thriving! I'm sure there will always be bumps along the way as we all figure this life shit out but I believe in you and you're an incredibly talented person and hope that this year continues to be even greater and everything that you could want and more! <3

(wow sorry that was so long but really wanted this message to reach you from the bottom of my heart! You're amazing and thank you so much!!!)

OK so I've been sitting on this one for some time cause reading it filled me with the urge to get back on here and return to making wavs, and it's just so goddamn sweat I'm just...HNNGG Im still in awe at this ask, nonny idk who you are or if you remembered that you send this but this ask has helped me on my worst days when I really just wanted to delete everything and disappear into the ether...

and you're RIGHT I told myself at the end of 2022 that Id go and "make 2023 my bitch" AND I DID and it sucks I dont recognize that!! :O its incredible how much things have changed and I have had my ups and downs since the new year but...all in all, with how things are...it can always ALWAYs be worse lol

so thank you for this nonny, for being proud of me, which I think everyone deserves to hear every once in a while, that they're doing great and will continue to do great! ;O;!! I LOVE YOU!!!

[v1x3n]

‧₊˚ɞ - CONCERT FINDINGS

kyle 'gaz' garrick ⸝⸝ navigation ୨୧ tags : noncon, smut

୨୧ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you meet a cute stranger while at a concert, you wouldnt have expected the outcome of the night!

the lights were blaring the music was loud as you swiftly dance your hips across the dancefloor, the loud sounds vibrate from the stage to across the floor to create a small hurt in your heel. or it could be the amount of hours you had spent swaying your body to the everlasting music - but anyway you had decided you were tired. slumping down to a table with a few others, your eye catches this guy's figure.

The man was strong and his shirt was well fitted - clinging onto his body while he moved to see you staring at him. “I like your makeup,” he screams over the music, trying to get you to hear his compliment.

“oh! thank you!” you shout back as he shuffled closer to you. the first thing you noticed was his smile, fuck it was beautiful. or the first thing you had noticed was his pretty ass doe eyes, either way you had already gotten interested. “what you drinkin?” asking as you peer down to his cup, trying to just make conversation. He had simply passed the drink along to you as if to say ‘guess yourself’. beer, he was drinking beer.

“oh shite yeh, what's your name?” almost panic blasting through his voice, he grabs his drink back to take a strong swig. “y/n, you?”

“Kyle.”

the conversation starts flowing more and more as you sit down together interested in what each others saying. getting to know each other more as he asks, “so you here with anyone?boyfriend perhaps?”

it's been a long time since anyone had asked anything of the sorts, out of pure shock you had just stared at him - almost confused at his question. “uh no.” you reply with a high amount of confusion. “how come?”

you sound out a small confused sound, a small hum. it's almost ss if he gets off of confusing you with the way this conversation was going, “just haven't met anyone good i guess” a small chuckles follows the sentence. looking over at him as he chuckles along with you a hoarse but sweet laugh - you couldnt tell if he was laughing with you or at you but nonetheless his laugh had just cheered you up. it was sweet the same sweetness candy floss is,luscious and soft almost. “well your a beautiful lass, hard to believe you dont got a lad.” the british accent forming through his words. you giggle at his Flirtatious message as he takes a strong sip from his beer. blush revolves around your cheeks, you push your hair behind your esr - signalling that you were interested.

“let me get you a drink, hm?” without even replying he had already patted your shoulder to say he was going and he had set off.

you haven't felt the way your stomach was twirling in ages, almost too long. sure you had been in relationships but nothing felt like this, noone had really flirted like this with you and it was almost too good to be true to be honest. The music halts while the next song is preparing, the audience cheers and fires up with an uproar as you see Kyle emerge through the group.

“im back luv.” talking with you as if you had been married for years, embarrassing to admit but it had made you blush. “you really didn't need too” you reply as he gives you the cocktail he had just ordered for you.

he smiles softly at you as he encouraged you to take a sip, god he was so kind. you could just fall in love right then. taking a small sip as he almost cheers you on you look over to the crowd, who was currently jumping and dancing around at the start of the new song. “it's good!” half laughing through your words and he takes a seat back down next to you.

“Are you here with anyone?” reciprocating the question he had asked earlier back at him.

“no im not, think i'd buy you a drink if i was tied down?” he jokingly scoffs as you giggle at your silliness, “so how long you liked em for?” you glared at him confused -yet again, then you had realised what he was talking about. the band. ofc.

“a year? perhaps, you?” you babbled as he looked at you, no into your soul almost. his pretty ass eyes were just breathtaking, it was like they could sense all your fears from how vibrantly they looked at you. “you dont look like you're into this type of music if i'm honest” a breathless laugh followed from you and him.

“what music would you think i listen to then?country music maybe?” you giggle at that shitty joke, fully engaged in him. “no its just, i wouldn't expect someone like you here.”

“increasingly handsome?” he jokes and once more you giggle. the type if laugh you expect a girl who is madly in love with you to make. taking a small chug of the cocktail he had previously bought you ad you look down into the colourful splash of alcohol. “what's in this?” your head feels… heavier, looking down into the drink then glossing your eyes back up at him to see him chuckling breathlessly and grinning at you. “its- hah, quite strong!” gulping and exclaiming at the same time, you had took another sip as he does the same with his beer. A dizzy rash persits around your eyes, a deep haze. maybe it was just… oh idk dehydration? you take another sip then you…

“fuck!” waking up to a familiar voice in front of you, groaning out in pain. No, not pain. pleasure?

the fizz around your mind slowly clears as you dot your eyes around the place to see kyle in front of you. “k-kyle?” you grunt as you figure out the predicament you had gotten yourself into. “shit your awake” calm panic setting into his voice has your sensations come back to you, peering down at a thrusting feel to see kyle. thrust in, thrust out and again, then again and on going. your mewls getting more high pitched the longer he goes on. “god your so good love.” the praise as he piledrives into you, acting as you were his personal fleshlight, he bangs his cock into you over and over again. “s-stop..!” a small whine hardly fumbles from your mouth, tears dragging down your face from the rough abuse you were getting. kyle had pinned you to the wall, your legs folded up against your body. your gags from the amount of tears you had cried was overbearing.

“your so so good , being such a- fuck! such a good girl.” grunting through the constantly painfully pleasurable thrusts. “god your amazing baby.'' His groans turn into low whines as he gets closer to the edge. He soon twists positions and somehow reaches his girthy cock further into your cunt. reaching the right spot which made you gasp and tighten around his length. you mewl once again and moan out in pleasure, the sensation of him using you as a toy could almost make you cum just from that. your wetness squirts around his cock as he thrusts harder, making your pussy turn into a messy, sensitive mess. each touch to it makes you whimper.

between him muttering ‘god,god,god’ and your moans there wasn't much of a chance to say anything else, he then reaches to touch your clit. tightening up once again and trying to squirm away he holds down onto your clit. “Come on dont run away, you're a good lil plaything for me.” groaning to himself as he slowly pets your clit, his cock stopping inside of you and cockwarming you. a knot forming inside your stomach as his digits enter you, filled with his cock and now 2 of his fingers. “n-no!” whimpering yet again as he moves his fingers inside of you. He moves forward and grits his teeth onto your neck, folding you completely in half as he does so, the dizziness that formed in your head had fully cleared by now. Now you are awake and fully well knowing of the situation. “im-” you cry out as you reach your high as he fingers the tight space you have left in your cunt. Then there it was , the sweet juice spilling out around his cock and fingers as he takes both of them out - creating a white stringy mess following it. “well done baby, you- shit your pussy so good.” he mutters again as he shoves himself back inside of you harder and deeper than before .

creating a ‘mmhh!!’ sound as he pounds into you as fast as he could, “the-there please!” you moan as he hits your sweet, sensitive spot. he whines roughly as he grinds harder and harder in the place he wanted. crying out louder and louder as he bites down onto your neck, creating a small bite mark and a bruise just coming in, a small amount of blood pouring from the spots he had bitten. “im guna fill you up love.” he warns as he takes one final thrust into you and finishes, his hot liquid spilling from out of you and creating a small pool underneath you, it had filled you up so much there wasn't anywhere else for it to go. the heat of everything created another blur- cock drunk from him as he pets your hair and shoves your face down to the floor - just underneath his cock.

“clean your slutty mess up then hm?”

[aresxseunggi]

107 — mission: satiate ares.

MOVED FROM DISCORD - continued from here.

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testing this to see if its easy to follow bc it takes sm more time to bold and italicize every other thing pls dont hate me asjdlkfasjdlkfasjdk

what was the best way to describe how seunggi felt right now? if you asked him, he’d probably equate it to something like a show — he’d got his props on, things that’d make the show fun for the audience, even if he couldn’t see what the other man was looking at or looking for. but the problem with that analogy, though? seunggi was most definitely not the performer. he might be one on display here as he arched and writhed against the bed through his first orgasm, but really, ares was the one in control. and seunggi fucking loved it like that.

even so, his body burned hot under his fiancé’s touch, his lips all but quivering as he tried to force in a solid breath to get himself to calm down — but really, he was no match for the plug vibrating inside of him. toss in the fucking fleshlight slowly sliding over his cock, and he was sure he was physically vibrating, too. “n-no, please — you’re gonna make me come again,” he gasped out, his tied hands settling on his stomach to rest while his elbows pressed diligently into the bed. but his moans were nonstop, nearing fucking whimpers, and — well. if you offered him a way to get off, he was going to follow it. especially at ares’ direction. so his hips lifted up and into the fleshlight, his mouth falling open further as the pleasure swelled in the pit of his stomach. “oh my god —“

ares couldn’t wipe the happy little smile off his face if he had to — it was practically impossible. with seunggi looking like this, sounding like this? god — he almost couldn’t help but want to keep indulging, to keep pushing and playing. and, well, considering they’ve just begun he was convinced he had all the time in the world if he played his cards right. “that’s the point, my love. i want you to.” was murmured softly as he shifted to sit on the bed beside him. there was a quiet hum as he made sure the toy didn’t budge, and that he wasn’t blocking the cameras view of anything as he got comfortable beside seunggi. “wish you could see how pretty you look like this, baby. fucking your toy after you’ve just come, hm? my pretty little slut.” ares should have tried getting him in some pretty lingerie before all this — but, well, he had been too eager and too interested in playing with what he had under him. and that? that came in the form of slowly dragging his free hand along seunggi’s middle, careful to avoid the mess his fiancé left there on his way to the thin chain. he was careful not to tug or disturb it too much considering it was connected to the clamps, though the carefulness might be futile seeing as he was dragging it right to seunggi’s lips. “open — try not to drop this and you’ll get a treat.” was murmured as he finally gave a few gentle tugs as he waited to see if seunggi would listen.

it was difficult for seunggi to not just give in to everything his body was saying and his instinctive reactions to everything ares was saying and doing. so, he stopped trying to. he was getting closer and closer to just turning into an outright desperate mess at this point (it was a miracle he even lasted so long with all of the damn toys on him to begin with). his moans fell deeper into whimpers with every thrust of his hips, and then deeper into outright cries of frustration and pleasure. he couldn’t decide on which he wanted more — to come easily and give in to the toy in his ass, or come hard and fuck into the toy like his life depended on it. regardless, his legs were growing fucking shaky and he was going to have to pick one soon.

his mouth opened easily at the request — showing just how pliant he could be if he got blissed out enough — though that ended up being just to let out a few surprises gasps at the tugs. “oh, fuck —“ he moaned lowly, both legs moving to bend and plant his feet into the mattress. “m’close — fuck, please, please can i come? i can’t hold it, baby, fucking please —“

the moment his lips parted ares was dropping the chain into his mouth, with the tips of his fingers quickly finding seunggi’s chin to urge it closed around it. “good boy,” was cooed as he eagerly watched his fiancés features — or what he could see of them. that is until the other man’s desperation made its appearance at last — or more like it’s reappearance. then ares couldn’t help but look down his body to watch as he fucked the toy almost wildly. “go on, my love, you can come. you did so good already, asking like a good boy.” if he had a way to make the toy tighter, or turn the plug up higher, he would. instead he was stuck simply watching, holding, and waiting for seunggi to take what he wanted. not that he didn’t let his free hand go back to wandering, fingers slowly gliding along seunggi’s form only to find a resting place against his thigh where he dug in harshly. “come on, let me see.”

seunggi’s frame shuddered with the promise that he’d been good, that asking was good — enough so that his orgasm came quicker than he’d intended. his head fell back as his jaw fell entirely slack, his fingernails of both of his hands digging into the back of their opposites as he — “oh, god,” he cried, his voice shaking and fluctuating as he came, the orgasm forcing his breaths harder and his hips to stutter. a few more shallow thrusts and he was pushing his hips down as hard as he could and turning in the hopes of getting away from the fleshlight. the plug, however? “feels s’good, it’s so good,” he slurred, his hands shifting to hold onto whatever he could find of ares’.

ares didn’t really intend on keeping these toys going for much longer, though as seunggi started squirming away he was quick to pull the fleshlight off. the toy got a little toss away and then that hand was slipping into his sweats pocket to grab his phone. his other hand? ares curled his fingers around seunggi’s wandering hands, letting his body fall to rest beside him as he worked on turning the plug down. not off, but to the lowest setting he could. “are you having fun, baby?” ares slipped his phone back into his pocket, and then was curling himself around seunggi with a grin. he started slowly trailing his fingers along his fiancés sides, his touch soft as he did. “can i keep playing with you?” was paired with a few kisses to seunggi’s cheeks, and from there they moved downwards. along his jaw, nice and slow until he was starting down seunggi’s neck. “tell me how you feel. let me hear where you are.”

seunggi contently pressed and preened into ares as he wrapped around him, his breath starting to slow with each and every kiss and touch he received, even if he couldn’t return them. his head did turn some as he offered a small nod, though, as if that’d suddenly make him able to look at his fiancé with the little heart eyes he was all of full of right about now. “so much fun,” he breathed out, shifting as much as he could to get even closer, “please. want you to.” really, he’d happily let ares toss him and turn him until his heart was content. “just want to feel you right now. don’t even need to touch me, just — feel me. please.”

there was a consistent drag of his hand back and forth against his fiancés skin, teeth sinking in to leave a gentle bite against his shoulder. “m’gonna take these off — might hurt a little.” before pulling away he left a kiss on top of his little bite, and then was bringing his hand around from seunggi’s back to find one clamp, and then the next so they could fall to the bed. “you’re so perfect, mhm?” once more ares was trailing kisses along seunggi’s skin, not stopping until he could drag the flat of his tongue over one reddened bud with a kiss landing right beside. “you’ll tell me to stop if it’s too much, yeah?” ares’ words were muffled softly into seunggi’s skin as he swiped his tongue over the other nipple, humming as his lips wrapped around it to suck gently.

seunggi simply nodded, growing dazed and a little dizzy (mostly due to having no sight whatsoever) with the longer the other’s mouth traveled along his skin. but it turned out ares was right — the clamps did hurt as they fell away, though it was only a little. still, being as sensitive and on-edge as he was, seunggi winced some in response. but ares was good, so the older man was quick to relax as his lips fell to his skin once more.

“ah,” seunggi breathed out at the feeling of ares’ tongue, his steady breathing already breaking with a small shiver. “i’ll tell you,” he confirmed, his legs spreading only to toss one over the man’s frame to keep him close. his hands lifted to find his hair, too, even if the grip he had was a little bit awkward. but seunggi didn’t care — ares was making him feel fucking good and he was going to indulge. “i love you.”

“good.” it was said quietly, mostly just a right to the point statement. it was good that seunggi trusted him to keep going. it was good that he was comfortable enough to speak up when and if he had to — even if ares’ personal goal was for that to never happen. all the same, it was good to hear. “and i love you.” it was enough to bring him back up from where he had been leaving kisses against seunggi’s chest to instead leave one against his lips. and another right after, though the second was far from a quick peck. no, he was happy to indulge himself here too and that showed in the way his hand landed against seunggi’s thigh in a soft slap. from there ares was dragging his fingers up along his leg and back to get a good squeeze or two of his fiancée ass, and that? that only lead him to teasingly press against the plug a few times. only a few, though, then he was careful in the way he pulled it free. “wonder how many times i can get you coming before the nights up?” was thought out loud as he pulled his head away just enough to lift it and search for the lube — and then he was pulling away just enough to grab it. “how many times do you think you can take it, seunggi, baby, hm?”

seunggi sighed in content into ares’ mouth with the second kiss, letting both of his hands fall between their chests in the hopes that one would be able to clutch clumsily at his fiancé’s shoulder as they kissed. the smack, of course, had him biting down on ares’ lip in surprise, only to tug at the flesh while the hand traveled to his ass. his hips easily rutted forward in response — until they were pressing back against the plug with a lazy hum. ares pulling away didn’t mean seunggi wanted to; instead, he clumsily kissed along his jaw, his teeth dragging along the skin, too. “i don’t know. don’t want to think about it,” he murmured against him, his hands falling to sit against his side. “just want to feel you as much as i can. want you to fill me as much as you can.” and finish on him, and everything else that went with it. you know, the usual.

the bite had ares gasping softly, lips curling up in a smile right after. though the moment he had his hands on the lube he was — well. the lube hadn’t been the only thing he grabbed. the toy was laid down again, only this time in reach, in favor of getting a few fingers slicked up. from there it was as simple as picking the toy back up to coat in the substance, humming softly as he heard the things being said. “fuck, you make me so happy.” ares was settling back into his previous position, eager to keep seunggi wrapped around him as he pressed in close. “want to make you feel so fucking good. s’all about you tonight, baby.” ares murmured softly as he urged a hand under the others thigh to pull it higher and hook on his own waist once more. “gonna take it nice and slow, but i don’t want you to move. think you can do that, hm?” ares murmured softly as he teased the tip of the toy against the others hole, all while he went for another kiss.

“i can do that,” seunggi confirmed gently, his fingers of his one hand digging into ares’ side at the feeling of the toy against him once more. “i’ll do whatever you want.” to show that he meant it, he pressed as close as he could to ares to remove any urge or possibility of him moving his hips in one way or another. it’d be an easier thing to manage if he could properly wrap around ares with his hands free, but he certainly wasn’t complaining at all. the slight ache in his wrists was cherished, really. but after an extra second or two, the teasing had him shuddering in arousal, leaving him melting further. “feels good.”

“i know you can.” was murmured softly, and meant as nothing more than a compliment. encouragement. all things good, and all things seunggi deserved. “bet everything’s feels so good right now, doesn’t it?” while ares knew everyone experienced pleasure and orgasms — and multiple orgasms — differently, he’d like to think by now they had a good handle on it. and if it was flipped? ares knew just how he’d be feeling. fingers crossed seunggi felt just as good. even better considering ares had finally given in and slipped the toy inside him, though he did keep it slow seeing as it was bigger than the plug. not a lot, but enough to make a difference. “can’t wait to see how good you are for me, my love.”

“mhm.” seunggi hummed, his eyes falling closed under his blindfold at just the feeling of having the other man near, alone. “you make me feel so good.” so good that he would happily follow along with whatever ares wanted and when, despite already beginning to feel the physical fatigue creeping up on him. he’d fight it, of course — because if ares wanted to fuck him with a toy, he was going to get fucked with the toy. his forehead leaned against whatever he could manage of ares’ frame as the toy slipped inside of him, his own body twitching already and the thing had barely moved. “which one is this?” he asked quietly, his voice growing more and more breathless.

his other arm slipped its way under seunggi’s form — wiggled is more like it. not that he cared, at this point ares would do anything if he knew the path it would lead to was filled with seunggi’s moans. “the blue one — can’t you tell?” ares teased as he pulled his head back enough to leave a kiss to seunggi’s forehead. his other hand hooked on seunggi’s opposite hip, fingers squeezing gently as he help him close. “d’you want the blindfold off or anything?” it was hummed softly as ares bottomed the toy out as far as he could only to start a slow pull right back out. given, it wasn’t nearly as slow as the push in — but it was slow all the same. “or do you wanna stay like this?”

where seunggi would have laughed over ares’ teasing, he was simply too out of his mind right now to even begin to think about it. instead, he just hummed at the answer he received, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip. he was enjoying this, obviously, but — ares holding him and holding him tight? undoubtedly his favorite part, especially when it left him pressed against him. “after this,” he murmured in answer, his voice beginning to lift at the feeling of the toy fully inside of him. and it was hard to not shift his hips with the toy slowly moving back out, but he managed as best as he could. “m’comfortable like this.”

“m’kay, baby.” it wasn’t like ares was jumping at the idea of pulling the blindfold off, or untying him right now anyway. but as long as it was out there as an option he felt content to go on with the fun. “s’gonna stop if you move, you don’t want that, do you, baby?” was murmured with a few soft kisses to seunggi’s jaw as he slowly picked up the pace. it seemed a fitting place to offer his fiancé a gentle reminder, one offered as he let his head tip back again in favor of watching what he could see of seunggi’s face. “you look so pretty, my pretty baby — so fucked out, aren’t you?” every few words was said, with a pass of the toy following — definitely not the slow pace he had started with just moments ago. but he wasn’t trying to overwhelm him so soon, so it would do for now. “tell me what you are — wanna hear you say it.”

“no —“ was murmured quickly, and if he could trap his own hips down any further, he would. but surely it was the thought that counted, right? and his eagerness to commit? his breaths were falling from parted lips freely, his tongue farting out every so often to wet them, sometimes pulling the bottom one between his teeth as he hummed out with the slight changes of pace. though, he could feel the urge to just — shift a fraction — but he swatted it down immediately. or as much as he could when the feeling was settling in his back. at the question, it was a bit of a toss up. he knew at least three options he could go with here, but he wasn’t entirely sure which one ares wanted in this specific situation. but with how good, how pretty ares was making him feel, seunggi decided to go with what he felt he was in that moment. “m’your pretty baby,” he mused, with voice making his own cheeks warm up. “your pretty little fuck toy. all for you.”

“you’re doing so good — fuck, look at you.” ares was as fond as someone could be in a moment like this, which was surprisingly very fond. watching his fiancés features, seeing how he was all but fighting the way his body seemed to want to writhe and rock — god, he was so in love it was ridiculous. and it wasn’t getting any better any time soon, not with the way seunggi said those words. the first pair? he expected it. but what came after had a shiver rocking through his body. “that’s right, my pretty baby.” ares cooed softly, face fitting in the crook of seunggi’s neck to let his lips land beside his ear. “just a pretty little toy for me, hm? something for me to play with however i want?” his voice was low and his teeth nipped at the others lobe before pulling back some, all to watch seunggi’s face. ares was almost too impatient to keep playing so slow, which is exactly why he cut it out and got things going. his eyes stayed locked on seunggi as he worked him faster with the toy, nearly pulling it out almost every time just to fuck it right back in. from slow and gentle to quick and hard, there had been the most minimal period to ease seunggi into it.

alright, so seunggi was a little bit convinced that he was being set up to fail here. the way ares’ voice dropped so low, quietly whispering right into his ear, his teeth against his skin — it all had him murmuring out a quiet, desperate “yes”. but with what followed after? his back arched easily, but without moving his hips despite his cock throbbing where it was pressed between their stomachs, so really, his head just fell back and his hips flexed just a fraction. “shit,” he slurred out, his moans frantically melting off of his tongue as he tried his absolute fucking best to not writhe and squirm. the restriction left him whining, choked and careless in the way the sounds were falling out of him now, “d-daddy —”

the hand holding seunggi’s hip moved to land a smack or two against his fiancés ass, fingers digging in to hold right after. “my good boy, you’re doing so fucking good.” there might have been the smallest bit of movement from seunggi, sure, but that’s what the smacks were for — ares had no intention on stopping his hand, though. he wasn’t going to stop fucking his fiancé until he was shaking with his third orgasm. “want you to come for me, mhm? make a mess all over us, like you’re so good at doing.” he used the grip on seunggi’s ass to spread him a little more, and put the extra effort in to give seunggi whatever he needed to reach his orgasm.

the smacks to his ass had his hips inevitably jerking forward with each hit — but that simply couldn’t be helped in his mind. it was his reaction to the sound of skin hitting skin, too, so he didn’t think much of it. at least he wasn’t looking for fuck himself, right? or, well, he was, but he was trying to be fucking good, thank you, and that meant that he was just twitching and shaking in the hopes of getting his restlessness out some other way. that also translated into his moans, of course — but by the time his orgasm came around, again releasing right in between both of their stomachs, he fell silent as he tended and flex, besides a small, breathy moan of relief.

“there you go, that’s it.” ares kept the pace for a few thrusts, eyes not once leaving seunggi as he did. and not long after seunggi had came he was pulling the toy free, dropping it to the bed with little care for where it went. with both hands free to move as he pleases ares was taking full advantage, both moving as soon as he could. one was finding seunggi’s hip again as the other ran along his thigh. up and down, nice and slow, even as he pushed to roll his fiancé right to his back. “you’re so good, hm? such a good baby — doing what you’re told, trying so hard.” ares’ words were said between kisses against seunggi’s skin, of which were moving all along. chest, neck, shoulder, cheek, nose, forehead — anywhere he could plant a kiss, he was. right up until he was sitting back and carefully pulling the others hands towards his stomach to better work on the ropes. “fuck — i just want to kiss you. you did so fucking good, seunggi.” so good ares was actually awestruck here and wanted nothing more than to free the other up and smother him in love.

seunggi was overwhelmed with the third, mostly due to physically keeping himself from losing his mind here. so where his orgasm was quiet, the breaths that followed afterwards raked through him quickly to the point that he was melting tiredly against the bed upon his back finding the mattress. his legs stayed spread — or as much as they could with the ropes around his ankles, too — as he fell pliant in his fiancé’s hands. it was a good thing; especially with how his skin was growing warmer and warmer with each and every kiss. “please kiss me,” he murmured out, his fingers flexing as if that’d help him stretch his arms out. it was a simple request, one that was followed by his head falling back against the bed with a small thud.

one loop after the next and soon enough ares was letting the rope fall away from seunggi’s skin completely. he was gently running his fingers over the others wrists, massaging in here and there before he was falling forward to hover over top of him. “i love you,” a kiss to the tip of seunggi’s nose. “i love you.” another kiss to his lips, though he was taking his time here and in no rush to break it. enough so he was getting comfortable over top of seunggi with one hand lifting to slowly card through his hair. futile considering he had to get back up to finish freeing his fiancé, but still. “let me get your legs and i’ll be right back to cuddle.” not before he got a few more slow kisses, of course.

see, this, the aftercare that ares is always so gentle with always makes seunggi’s heart swell in his chest to the point where he’s sure that he could explode. he was doing the small, gentle things (that seunggi loved) without having to be asked, and now, seunggi was absolutely positive he couldn’t live without them. without him. his lips spread into a small smile before they were getting preoccupied with a kiss (not that he was complaining), until his hands lifted to smooth over ares’ shoulders. his touch was treading lightly even if he did want to feel everything he’d been deprived of with the ropes. he hummed contently with the hand in his hair, the noise low and soft before he murmured a quiet, “i love you,” of his own.

but at the mention of cuddling: “wait, what?” his brows furrowed beneath the blindfold — which served as a sudden reminder that the fabric was there, leaving him to pull it from over his eyes slowly. he was sure he looked fucking tired, or at least more tired than he had been when they started, but still. it was the principle! “wh — only toys? are we done?” his hands fell to sit on the man’s upper arms once more, fingertips pressing into the skin as his eyes finally looked over his features. with a confused pout, of course.

ares took his i love you as a good time to get moving, though there was a soft laugh that escaped when he caught seunggi’s confusion. it had his smile staying put, eyes on the other man even as he carefully moved to better reach his legs. “baby — you’re spent.” was mused with a soft, teasing coo to his words. he did glance away, but only for a second so he could find the end of the ropes. “should at least take a little bit to come back down to earth, my love.” just like with his wrists ares made quick work of these too, just so he could get back up to seunggi’s level again. “not telling you no, maybe just give yourself a moment or two, yeah?”

“so what?” seunggi grumbled out, and that was the telltale sign that, yeah, maybe ares got him there: he didn’t have an excuse or answer for everything. and it wasn’t like the other man was wrong — seunggi felt like he could sink right through the bed and nap comfortably right about now, and it likely showed on the lack of effort in his movements. but — and here’s the kicker — he wanted his fiancé’s fucking dick, and he wasn’t going anywhere without it, even if it’d end up with him passed out with ares balls deep inside of him. still, he let out a soft sigh as his hands fell to grab lazily at ares’ hips, trying to pull him closer before a finger or two dipped under the waistband of his shorts. “can you take these off, at least?”

ares couldn’t help the soft little laugh at, well, at how cute seunggi was in this moment. it only had him wanting to snuggle closer, to hold him tight and make it that much easier for the other man to drift off to sleep. “think you might enjoy it more if you’re not half asleep.” was teased with another kiss to his lips, and then a soft nip before he was falling to his back beside seunggi. it wasn’t mean to be permanent, it simply made it that much easier to get naked as requested. and then he was finding his way back on top to settle comfortably. “can’t wait to watch this video with you — might put you between my legs, stuffed full of cock with my hand around yours.” ideas were already swirling, obviously, but considering the way he was all but laying on seunggi to deliver his promise of cuddles, they were nothing more than words right now.

“hey siri, how do i tell my fiancé that he’s right without having to admit that he’s right?” he teased once he relaxed back from the kiss. he heaved a little bit of a sigh in more relief, though the urge was growing to simply just — one hand moved to track down ares’, patting mindlessly along the bed and then his own frame until he found it, looking to simply hold it comfortably. “gonna get me hard again,” he breathed out with a short laugh. and while he knew what ares’ respond to that would be, he opted to give his hand a squeeze before he got the chance. “can i have another kiss?”

that had ares snickering into the others neck as he carefully flopped down on top of him completely, which turned into him adjusting just enough to comfortably rest up and look at seunggi instead. “you can have as many as you want.” ares mused with a squeeze to seunggi’s hand in return, and then another kiss on his lips not long after. and then another kiss, and another. “i love you, baby.”

by the second kiss, seunggi was grinning once more, and by the third he was trying to make it last. “i love you,” was murmured, but talking wasn’t really his main priority right now, as much as it should be when calming down was the goal. he really just wanted to lazily kiss and kiss and kiss, as made clear by his shift to roll them over, his hand only letting go of ares’ to loop around his back. “m’not gonna try anything,” he murmured between breaths. “promise.”

if seunggi wanted to flip, ares had no problem in going along for the ride. more so, he had no problem with wrapping around seunggi the moment he could. both legs settled comfortably around the backs of seunggi’s thighs, with both hands falling over either shoulder to rub along his back. “mhm, you say that now.” was teased as his head lifted in search of another kiss. “you’re always trying something.” or, well, between the both of them that’s what it felt like.

“i mean it,” seunggi huffed out with a small laugh before falling right in for the kiss. and really, he did. his heart was set on making out at the moment, and that was it. so if there were any shifts from ares to move away, he was ready to whine his ass off about it; he could only take so much denial. his weight settled on top of the other man, doing a very poor and lazy job at holding himself up — especially once his hand shifted to cup gently at the side of his fiancé’s neck as they slowly kissed.

[d4rkpluto]

I felt somewhat happy thinking about this, like a carefree type of happy. don’t think you stan txt from what I’ve seen on your blog ( been following you for a while and you’ve reblogged a post or 2 of mine. in love with your mind and your content but anyway ) I was listening to happy fools while doing this. I chose to do cards for this.

1) damn so I was listening to this while shuffling and the first thing that flew out was a card that mostly embodies that song. they see you as someone who’s somewhat laid back. you obviously care about things and what could happen but you’re also not at the same time. they see you as someone who would sit back and enjoy the breeze when everyone else is like panicking about something in the background. it’s that type of energy that I’m getting. they could see you as someone who is always surrounded by loved ones, wether that be online or in real life. always having a get together or hanging out with people.

2) you might stay out of the spotlight in terms of your daily life. they see you as secretive with your life. like you could be dating someone or have a family of your own and they wouldn’t even know endless you randomly mention it one day. people also might be jealous of you and what you’re doing or of your success. I wasn’t really getting a bad feeling or representations ( connotations?? is that the word?? ) from this card like there normally is.

3) it’ll be challenging not gonna lie. there’s obviously going to be ups and downs but it’ll be worth it in the end. but over all I think it’s be an okay experience for you. I wasn’t getting anything major that was bad from this but I sort of felt weary when getting to this part.

I was overall happy when doing this so I think it’ll be okay!! I’m glad I saw this and I’m glad I could do this for you!! I guess I’d have to chose how people would perceive me if I was famous because I don’t really have any questions as of now. My 10th house is in Virgo!!

– LD

thank you so much for your patience, and you didnt need to do three questions you could've just picked one! but LD thank you for the contribution either way :) a lot of people have been saying i would attempt to stay out of the spotlight because of how obsessive everyone is going to be, this is so much of a mood, i feel like people who follow me on tumblr could know me the most and im absolutely ready for uni and im aware it'll be heard thank u sm

answer to your question -

shufflemancy -

fly to you by caroline polachek featuring grimes and dido

swarm of fish by pianopassion

night trouble by petit biscuit

so im already getting that people would perceive you to be someone who is gone with the wind, if that's the right phrase, you could also be someone who travels a lot or ends up in the most random area. i do feel like people would like who you are and what you bring the table, you could be a musical person? either way the media/public will think of you to be someone who is really cool, calm and collected.

with ur 10h virgo, you might have a sag asc and gemini dsc? which totally makes sense because im currently envisioning someone who is hard to understand or hard to pin down, very adaptable energy is what the audience will think you as. so there could be moments when people wont understand who you are which could annoy some people, especially since we live in a society where people love to put other people in boxes and the media wont be able to do it with you just as quickly as they would want to.

this could make people think that you are a fake person, or someone who doesnt want to show their true identity or as someone who doesnt wear their heart on their sleeves to people they dont know. and one hand of people will understand and respect that while the others wouldnt. even though the media will think of you to be someone who is calm and collected and even easy to get along with, there'll just be some "hard to connect" or hard to get through aura of you.