#i know there's no fucking. “highschool experience” like you see in movies. i know that.

[2-kamikou-1]

can nobody see how agonizing this fucking feels

[cu7ie]

big bro satoru ! ୨୧ — see: virgin killer, cherry popper — mdni!

( ˶ᵔᴗᵔ˶ ) — cw. perv!gojo, alcohol consumption (you're both drunk-ish). reader's a virgin. just some casual headcanons. pornography viewing! voyeuristic reader (sorta.) drabble at the end. vagina having reader.

imagine hanging around with your friend and they offhandedly mention they have an older brother. they don't talk about family much but he sounds just as cool as he actually is when you finally meet him.

you're out of highschool and you still don't have much experience with relationships. your friend on the other hand has had tons, and sometimes they're giving you lengthy talks about their past relationships or inadequate sex life and you just smile and nod through it luv. 

on the inside you're burning up! they tell you the raunchiest shit with no filter or padding, your virgin baby brain has grown ten sizes bigger with knowledge you honestly have no business knowing. 

leaves you all hot and bothered, grappling with these new feelings - maybe a desire to try it out for yourself? you shake your head. as of now, it’s not like you have many prospects.

you’re a stranger in college. nobody knows your name, and your bestie is only your bestie because they practically forced themselves into your socially inept arms.

so you put a pin in it, for the time being.

gojo only comes into the picture because your friend invited you to hang out with them both, and gojo didn't mind you in his house, so boom:

you guys are chatting. and siblings being siblings they have inside jokes and banter you can only laugh at!! then you're trying to contribute, but the conversation just takes the strangest turn .

your friend starts talking about their ain't shit ass boyfriend (again, they always do this) and gojo is a supportive sibling, so they take turns tearing the dude to shreds.

you can only quietly wonder why she’s still dating the guy, anyway.

you guys are passing drinks around at this point, and your friend , verrry tipsy, starts getting a little … provocative with the complaints. slurring their words, they look you in your eyes and just starts rambling.

"shrimp dick," , "can't fuck worth a damn", "shit head-giving ass"

gojo's mostly overhearing, but responds to everything she says. he’s just like: “can't relate. that’s soooo crazy. could never be me tho!” 

irritated by his interruption, more than a little drunk, they start to bicker.

friend: "nobody cares about your dick satoru!"

gojo: "hey hey maybe your friend does!!!  … been side-eyeing me all night."

!!!! the way your head snaps to look at him !!!!

because you did, but you didn't think he'd notice!

and plus it's not like that ?!! he's just very handsome man ,,

he is very pretty .....

but he really made you nervous !! you're all hot in the face and it's not cause of the alcohol and your friend is making a face at you now, a little dramatic disappointment curving their lip and it's just like,

bff: ew?? right in front of me????

you'd hide in your drink if you could.

you: uh n-no i wasn'- it’s not like that!

they don’t believe you, just roll their eyes and say:

bff: i know you don't get any but like??  calm down lol there's more fish in the sea, get out of your little pond, babes.

and you're embarrassed and can't come up with anything witty in response so you just lower your head and sip your drink while they just fall back into banter.

you guys end up watching a movie. 

your friend drank too much and ended up falling asleep! you're a little tired but gojo's wide awake and maybe he's drunker than you thought because he's slurring a lil.

gojo: heyyyy, pst

he slides a little closer to you, beer bottle in hand. wraps his arm around your shoulder and the contact jolts you out of any sleep you could have been having.

you: wah?

gojo: i said -

you: i heard you ... what did u want ??

he leans into your ear and whispers in it.

"i got a movie for you. way better than this shit they put on .. check it"

and you expect him to pick up the remote but he just fishes out his phone and pulls up a video from his gallery , and it looks blurry at first, but the camera comes into focus and,

your breath hitches.

it's a video taken of gojo, nose deep in some pussy. 

the video is taken by someone else clearly, his head in between their thighs just slurping up on that clit - it's so slick and wet and squishy and the audio isn't down so you are a few feet away from your friend on the couch , who's knocked

and you're just watching this, wide eyed and clutching onto this pillow for emotional support and gojo's hand on your shoulder feels heavier

you: hhhh satoru-san, i don't think i should be seeing this ... isn't it a little private ?

little is an understatement

gojo: well i don't mind showing if you don't mind watching ; )

you: ....okay

you whisper as you sink further into the chair.

he's showing you multiple videos.

there one where it's not his face - it's a girl's, about your age maybe - but he makes sure to point out that it is, in fact, his penis going into her mouth. it's so big she's tearing up. what you think is mascara follows tracks on her cheeks and you gasp at how sloppy the ordeal is. you wonder how she's even breathing.

then there's another one, where he's bouncing them on his cock so good they're crying, 

"deeper, deeper! harder - fuck!"

and that’s when you put your hand up to the phone and your cheeks are so hot they're numb. you feel like a voyeur !!! and you don't know if you enjoy it or are just shocked but something's getting to you !

gojo just points to the video , looks at you and says

"i think you'd look good in these kinds of movies. i think you're real pretty ..... n' well.... i'd fuck you."

and he giggles and pats your head and you're gaping like ???!!!!!????? satoru-san why are you speaking to me like that! 

you: "satoru - san. i .. i think you're handsome too but i don't ... i'm not ... "

gojo pulls your body closer to his, you're touching his torso with yours and

gojo: i really like the way you say my name. it's... kinda turning me on 

and you don't pull away when he grabs your hands and one onto his crotch, wraps your fingers around him until you’re cupping his balls and your thumb is grazing his clothed cock.

he's so annoying actually 😭

like satoru is cute !! you've told him as much several times !!

but your hand slowly traveling up hard cock is too too too much!

you: satoru-san! i've never umm.. really done something like this before ? please. we shouldn't, n-not here anyway.

gojo: we head up to my room ?

you: satoru-san ..... that's not what i meant..

but he's already picking you up easily and carrying you down the hall despite the little squeak of protest you offer!

he mentions something about being glad to "pop your cherry"

gojo: she's always on and on about how you've never had a boyfriend,,, ssssweird but that probably means you've never been fucked either right ???

you sputter and flush, satoru’s grin nearly reaching his ears as you tremble but don’t struggle in his grasp.

you: that's none of your business!! seriously what is -

he pushes his door open and you're cut off by him tossing you onto his bed, fumbling with his lamp until he remembers how to turn it on. 

your back hits his mattress and you sink into it immediately. satoru’s room is cool, but the situation at hand ensures that his decor is the last thing you’re interested in. the warm orange lamp light fades out the jewel tones of the night’s shadow, though gojo’s silhouette cuts into the brightness and for a moment his presence takes your breath away.

you feel like a mouse caught in cat’s teeth. “i know about your type.” the way he curves his words makes your ears perk up, your elbows propping your body up as you retort, “and what could you possibly know ‘bout m-me….?” your voice trails off as satoru clambers into bed beside you, overtaken by impossibly soft sheets, stare directed right at you.

“you wanna fuck. i know that look from a mile off. lucky for you, i can help you get off." he whispers in your ear, and you feel your pussy clench down on absolutely nothing. his hand brushes against your thigh and you quiver.

"hnn." you make a noise of indecision, the arousal pooling in your panties feels sticky and irritating, and satoru - the tease - stills his hand on your leg, and feels along your tummy instead.

"oooh."

"you like that baby?" he's disarmingly charming, coaxing you out of slumber into your grand sexual awakening.  "um.. i.." satoru pauses.

he mutters. "go on… use your words, precious." 

your resolve escapes you at satoru's teasing. he's already so experienced - his .. aptitude makes you confident that he'd treat you well, there's no reason why you shouldn't …

just be a little selfish.

"c-can we kiss?" gojo laughs a little softer than you're used to.

"what's so funny? i just want to-" satoru flips you onto him, gripping your hips and adjusting you so you comfortably lay atop his. 

"s'not funny, really. you're just as cute as i thought you'd be, though. wet pussy and all and you still just 'wanna kiss'." his second laugh is heartier, but not loud.

"watchu waiting for then?" he grins cheekily and you body grows frustrated. it's too hot in here.

 your hands are curled onto his chest, your head close enough to his that you can smell the alcohol on your breath - he could probably smell it on you, too - but you don't care.

he's hard beneath you. you feel his cock pressing into your ass and he uses his big hand to squish you against him. 

your cheeks burn.  "kiss me-"

your lips press to him with a fervent need. your inexperience is cute to him, so he lets you take the lead. you have spirit, the ambition of a slut - but no skill. you squeak and moan a little nervously as he deepens the kiss, his hands cupping your ass gently as he starts to play with it. he palms the fat in his hands and nips your lower lip before you pull back to catch your breath.

your body is hidden under your clothes and it makes gojo suck his teeth, trying to ascertain with his hands instead, those curves and planes of your body, starting at your hips and moving up. a whine gets caught in your throat as his hand creeps beneath your shirt and you realize just how cold he is.

"satoru!" you jolt, feel your nipples grow diamond tough in response.

"hush hush. they're still asleep, n' as far as they know, you were coming onto meee…" you look down at him, pupils blown and mouth parted and lips slick.

"you're a pervert, satoru-san. i-i'd tell them as much." satoru laughs louder and you can't be convinced he's not doing it on purpose, now.  your positions shift again.

you yelp as he flips you over suddenly once more, your back hitting a velvet duvet and your head gracing the soft, cool top of his pillow, your breathing more labored that it had been before. 

he whispers. "let me eat you out." he's already weaseled his way between your thighs, looking at your shorts like the idea of them offends him. "these shorts make ya ass look fat. but skirts are easier access. you ever wanna have a quickie again, take notes." he's already peeling them from your thighs, infernal heat pouring off you in waves. your panties follow in short order.

"oh wow." satoru's excitement renews unbidden, getting up close and personal with the pretty petals between your thighs and licking his lips like it's his last meal on earth.

you feel your nerves prickle. an uncertainty that pervades your chest cavity makes an uncomfortable heat rise. you can feel his every breath. your pussy throbs like it's your heart and for a moment, your unsettled. "hey!"

you clasp your hands over your mouth and satoru's eyes slowly drift up. "s-sorry. didn't mean to-"

"yell? 's fine. you still want me to keep going?" 

he looks unreal like this.

his hair sticks to his forehead a bit, swear dewing on his temple as he shudders and huffs, basking in this smell of you. is it sweet? his lip curls in hunger, and you know every instinct in him is primed to eat.

your hands find themselves tangled in his hair. you fold your fingers between the strands, flipping it up and out of his face. "yessss. please. i need this." you beg, and he gives in without ceremony.

the sensation is tantalizing. he curls his tongue in between your folds, gathering your slick on the tip of it. he groans, spreads your thighs wider so he can bury his whole face in your box.

first, it makes your spine twitch and your toes curl - the feeling so intense that your body wants to rip you away from it. your back arches; his lips wrap around your clit and you whine as he starts suckling on you. the sound of wet lips on wet pussy is obscene.

he slurps loudly, eagerly, not even paying mind to how quickly you've fallen apart in his arms. 

any mess he makes, he cleans up with his tongue. he laves the muscle over your precious pussy, teasing you with how deep he can go into the fold. 

you never noticed his tongue was so long. 

you're soaked. there's something coming - and you,

yelp just then, feeling the barest sensation of teeth against your cunt. "s-satoru!" (he chuckles into your muff and the sensation makes you groan.)

 even distracted, you can feel it. just stronger now. a coiled snake in the depths of you, beautiful and aching and eager to be free.

you've masturbated before - er, tried it. you're just a little awkward on your own, and it's never felt anywhere near this. incomparable in every sense of the word.

you didn't even realize you closed your eyes until you hear gojo say, "you squirt?"

the whole of your face burns. "i.." you're searching for breath you didn't notice you lost.

you shake your head. "i dunno-" 

"well, let's see." his hand leaves your thigh, and the pad of his thumb presses onto your clit molasses slow. the way he pushes and tugs at the nub nearly makes you cum on the spot.

your moan is broken and cracks, and you're too far gone to be embarrassed to ask for more. "you … are we going to h-have-" sex, is what you were going to say, but satoru interrupts, tearing his eyes away from your slick cunny.

"just say fuck. 'are you gonna fuck me'?" he mimics the lilt of your voice faithfully. "say it." he goads, urges you even, massaging your cute clit with his thumb. 

"a-are… are you gonna fuck me?" you mewl, and gojo's ministrations ease up. you don't know if you want to cry out in relief or desperation. your whole body feels like its throbbing. you need this so, so bad…

a mischievous glint in satoru's eye appears, sudden. you bite your lip.

"say my name." you don't hesitate.

"satoru-saaaan." gojo's breath catches. then he laughs at you. a question settles on your tongue - what's so funny - but you're shuddering and don't have a mouth to speak.

great thing that Satoru's observant.

"you're tryna be here all night, clearly." 

[nat-ter]

superbat fic idea: au wherein bruce and clark had been friends since highschool and best friends in college. and one day, one of their mutual friends (let's say jake bcus im bad at naming characters) asks clark what's his deal with bruce bcus he wants to ask bruce out and clark, bcus he's a dumbass and a sweetheart, says he doesn't need to ask bcus he doesn't own bruce and no they're not dating. so jake goes and asks bruce out and for some reason bruce agrees to it and clark is heartbroken except he doesn't know he is bcus he hasn't realised his feelings for bruce and like a sweet moron that he is, he chalks up the feeling to a brotherly possessiveness and him being afraid that jake will hurt bruce or smth.

and after their date, jake (thinking that clark is supportive of his newly established relationship with bruce) comes over and talks about the date with clark. and clark is miserable.

jake is like, "i took bruce to the movies to see murder, she baked: just desserts bcus you told me he likes crime fiction, and i like romance." all proud and happy

and clark has an out of body experience bcus: "bruce doesn't like hallmark. he thinks it's pointless bcus he can always tell how it's going to end." he definitely doesn't mean to blurt that out but rao have mercy on him he's speechless. and to his own embarrassment, he adds, "he never agreed to watch one with me."

"oh, shit, really? but he said he wanted to give it a try?" and jake goes all contemplative before his eyes go wide. "oh shit. he fell asleep half way through it but he was leaning on my shoulder so i thought he just, you know, used that as an excuse? oh shit, i really have to find a way to make it up to him."

meanwhile clark is hyperventilating bcus bruce willingly watched a hallmark movie and fell asleep next to another person. which he rarely ever did. and he had told clark so. bcus clark thought he's one of the only three people bruce felt safe to sleep around.

and then round and round the angst goes until clark realises his feelings for bruce and why he's been acting like a mopy teenager going through his emo phase and then straight up confesses to bruce, not expecting any positive outcome. and bruce is all like "fuck i didn't think i have a chance." and it turns out that the reason bruce agreed to go on a date with jake was to get over clark, and the reason he agreed with the hallmark movie was bcus clark always talked about it and bruce always wanted to try it out and he thought, why not now, and the reason he fell alseep with jake was bcus jake had worn clark's perfume (which clark remembered vividly: jake had ran in to clark's room, telling him about the date, using clark's perfume and then hastily left (also clark is definitely a perfume guy don't tell me otherwise)) and bruce felt safe with the scent.

so everything bruce did was all clark-related reasons even though bruce tried his best to get over him. and jake had even told bruce that he brought up clark half the time they were together even though they were supposed to be on dates. and bruce is embarrassed but what he can he do? he's in love after all.

[sturniolosugar]

DAMAGED PT. 7

pairing y/n and chris sturniolo

summary: Y/N is in a toxic relationship with her boyfriend named Gio. She meets someone named Chris and ends up in a fucked up situation. She’s fighting herself internally and struggles to try to keep her emotions and actions in check.

warnings: drinking, mentions of cheating, yelling-arguing.

pt1,pt2,pt3,pt4,pt5,pt6

this chapter is all over the place.

I walk towards Chris feeling my heart beat pound in my chest. “You have feelings for me?” I ask quietly. “Yeah I just said that” he chuckles and pulls me onto his lap. “Do you have feelings for me too?” He asks with nervousness hidden in his voice. I hesitate. “I do. I’m just scared” I respond. “Why are you scared?” He asks. “I don’t wanna be hurt again” I say. “Your the last person I would ever want to hurt. I’d rather literally die than hurt you my love. You have gave me hope for humanity & shown me that it is possible for real, genuine bonds and connections” he says while holding onto me in his lap and staring into my soul. “But I would be lying if I said I wasn’t scared too. I’ve never been in a real relationship. But I’m ready for you. I want to commit to you. Because I want you. I need you. And only you” he says while gently rubbing his thumb in circles on my hand. Butterflies swirl in my stomach. He leans his head against mine making our foreheads press against one another. “Will you be my girlfriend y/n?” He says. “Can I be your boyfriend?” He asks softly. I hesitate once again. I can hear my heartbeat in my ears because I’m truly so fucking nervous right now. I let out a shaky breath before responding “yes”. We smile at the same time before he kisses me softly. I deepen the kiss and smile against him lips. Adrenaline runs through my entire body as we kiss making me realize this is actually happening. It’s funny how things work out. He went from beating up my boyfriend at a party the first night me and him met to becoming my next & current boyfriend. We end up watching a movie and going back to sleep in eachothers arms. I really can’t believe this is my life.

-

The next day I wake up to Chris kissing my forehead. He told me he didn’t mean to wake me up and that he was just admiring how I looked while sleeping. Sometimes I wonder how someone like him could be with someone like me. I don’t think I’ve never met anybody like him in my entire life. He doesn’t remind me of anybody. He doesn’t act like anyone I know. Which is refreshing. He’s a rare soul and I feel so grateful to experience this thing I call “life” with him. If it wasn’t for him, I don’t know where I would be. He beat up Gio for me and in a way helped me realize my worth. He’s told me over and over in the past when we spent hours talking to not spend any time crying over Gio and to not waste any more time on Gio because he never deserved my love, time or energy in the first place. He was right. Sometimes one door has to close for another to open. Me and Chris spend the day going out to eat together and chilling. He took me shopping even though I begged him not to spend his money on me he refused to let me spend my money the entire day. I feel so fucking happy with him. I trust him I really do. He treats me better than anyone ever has in my entire life.

-

3 weeks later

I miss Chris. I haven’t seen him for about 5 days just because he’s been busy with family stuff he says. I’m chilling on my phone while taking a bath, scrolling on social media. I’m scrolling on instagram before I stop at a post and slide through the pictures like I normally would. It’s a girls finsta that I’ve followed since highschool. She posted a photo dump like normal. I slid through the pictures before landing on a video of her at a party. I watch the video seeing the people acting reckless in dim blue lighting in a house full of people on drugs who are all clearly all fucked up. The video continues before I look at the background of the video, I see Chris sitting on the couch with a girl on his lap smiling and talking. My heart fucking drops. Pure sadness, rage, and hurt runs cold through my veins. He lied to me. He fucking lied. He hasn’t been busy with “family stuff” he’s been going to fucking parties and is all over another girl. Cheating. Everything he said was a fucking lie. Everything he probably ever said to me was probably a fucking lie. I knew this would fucking happen. I knew he couldn’t possibly be different from any man. Tears stream down my face as I get out of the tub. I get dressed and lay down in my bed. And this is where my manic episode began.

I blast music in my room screaming and shouting the lyrics as every emotion possible fills my body. I feel every emotion from happiness to deep sadness within the span of 30 minutes. I thank myself once again for not having sex with Chris. We never had sex yet because he told me he didn’t want to rush me and that whenever I’m ready he’ll be ready. I just know that if I would of had sex with him and found out he cheated my soul would be absolutely shattered. I feel to many emotions at once right now. I need to fucking smoke. I need to drink. I need to do something. I need to feel numb. I can’t take it. I feel too deep and intense and it’s all at once. I can’t take it. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t just always being the one getting hurt and fucked over all the time. I want fucking revenge. So many thoughts run through my head before I receive a text from Chris. “Hey my love I miss you. Wyd?” The text reads. Fuck you Chris. FUCK YOU. “Do you have Matt’s number?” I reply. “Uh. Yeah. He’s my brother of course I do lol. Why?” He replies. “Can you send it to me. I need to ask him something” I reply trying not to sound suspicious. “Okay ig.” He replies before sending me Matt’s number.

I text Matt telling him that it’s me and to FaceTime me. A few short minutes go by before my phone rings. It’s Matt and I answer the call. “Matt” I say. “Yes?” He replies. “You wanna drink together?” I ask smiling. “Uh yeah we can? I can tell Chris to come pick you up when he gets back from my moms house in a bit” he says. “No- no- don’t. I want you to come pick me up. I just need to talk to you. Just you” I say. “Uhh- okay” he says in almost a nervous tone. Bingo bitch. “Come right now” I say. He agrees and we hang up the phone. I pace back in forth in my room and he arrives shortly after the call ended in my driveway. I walk out to the car smiling. “Heyyy” I say getting into the vehicle. He smiles back responding “hey”.

-

Some time has passed and me and Matt are 8 shots in. We’re sitting next to each-other in chairs at his kitchen table. “Why did you really wanna come over?” He asks curiously. “Because I like drinking with you. The party that we were all at, drinking with just you in the kitchen was one of the best parts of my night.” I respond practically lying to him and myself. The moment in the bathroom with Chris was my favorite part of that night. “Are you okay y/n? You don’t seem like yourself?” Matt asks with a concerned expression on his face. I pour another shot ignoring his question. Trying to not let myself feel guilty for what I’m about to try to do. If Chris gets to cheat on me and try to be sneaky, why can’t I? I know I’m not in the right head space right now. I know that I might regret this. But I suppress those thoughts as I take another shot. Matt watches as I slam the shot glass down on the table. I feel my phone buzz and I look down. I have 6 missed messages from Chris. I ignore it. Fuck him, he’s probably out with another girl. I can’t believe I ever took him serious. Matt takes another shot. “Matt have I ever told you that your really hot?” I say giggling before pouring another shot. “I think you should slow down on the shots y/n” he says watching as I swallow the shot of liquor I just poured. I feel my head become fuzzy. I feel numb. Which is exactly what I wanted. My phone rings. I look down and see Chris’s name as my phone rings. I ignore it.

“Matt. Why didn’t you tell me that your brother is a literal whore?” I say carelessly while pouring another shot. “What do you mean?” He asks pouring himself a shot. “He cheated on me” I say laughing before taking the shot. Matt takes the shot before his jaw drops. “What are you talking about bro? He’s deadass in love with you. He would never cheat on you” he says confused. “Yeah okay Matthew. He cheated on me. I have proof. So now I want revenge. Will you be my revenge matty ? Can I kiss you?” I say smiling and leaning forward towards him feeling a little dizzy from the alcohol. “Listen. I don’t know why you think he would cheat on you but I know him. I’ve never seen him act like this way about a girl before. He wouldn’t cheat on you dude I’m being so for real” Matt says before catching me as I lean forward, grabbing me trying to help me balance. “Matt. He doesn’t love me. He never loved me. He doesn’t care. He never cared. Just kiss me Matt.” I say leaning forward again losing sight of reality. Matt try’s catching me again as I lose balance once again and fall over making me land between his legs. I turn around so I’m not facing him, but still in between his legs as he sits on the chair. “Hold me Matt” I say feeling my emotions overwhelm me again. Chris. Chris. Chris. I need him. Where is he? Chris. Chris. Chris. He fucking cheated. Matt wraps his arms around me as I lean back against the chair and his legs trying to hold back tears. “My heart hurts Matt” I say letting my emotions take over. Tears stream down my face and I start crying uncontrollably. How could he? How could he cheat on me? How could he do this to me after he knows what Gio did to me? Matt stays silent running his fingers through my hair trying to comfort me as I just sit in between his legs and the chair bawling my eyes out.

A few seconds later the front door opens. I make eye contact with Chris and instantly start crying even harder than before. Chris’s face looks puzzled. “Matt” Chris says sternly. “Chris. It’s not what it looks like” Matt says backing away from me. “Matt. I’m gonna fucking kill you” Chris says before dropping grocery bags on the ground and starts to walk towards Matt. “Chris. I swear to god dude. I swear to god Chris it’s not what it looks like. She said you cheated on her bro” Matt says walking backwards with his hands up surrendering away from Chris as Chris continues to walk towards him. I’m still sobbing on the ground, not being able to even think properly. “The fuck did you just say?” Chris yells at Matt. “She said you fucking cheated on her bro. She said she wanted revenge and that she wanted to kiss me. She said she had proof of you cheating Chris. She came over and started drinking. She didn’t even look like herself when I picked her up. She didn’t look okay Chris. I immediately regretted letting her drink but she said that was the only thing she wanted to do in the moment. So we started drinking and now we’re here. Nothing happened between me and her, I didn’t let her kiss me and I didn’t kiss her. She started bawling because she thinks you cheated on her. She’s hurt Chris”. Matt yells back and points in my direction. I look up at Chris not being able to comprehend what’s actually happening. I look into his eyes with tears streaming down my face and watch his eyes go from dark to light again. Worry comes across his face and he quickly walks toward me picking me up off the ground. “No! No Chris! You cheated!” I yell trying to push him away. “Y/n stop! Stop! I didn’t fucking cheat on you y/n. Please stop. I’m gonna get you some water and your gonna go to sleep and we’ll talk about this when you wake up.” I black out after that.

Chris’s POV:

I hold y/n making sure she doesn’t fall. I walk her over to the couch and make sure she sits down. I grab her water and bring it back to her seeing her cry uncontrollably. My heart is fucking breaking. Why the fuck does she think I cheated on her? I would never cheat on her. Never. I sit down next to y/n and rub her back before she cry’s herself to sleep. I wish I could tell her so much right now but there’s no point when she’s in this mind state. I wish I could tell her that I’m in love with her and would never cheat on her. Not with anybody or anyone. I love her. She’s apart of my soul. Matt and I sit down on the couch next to y/n making sure she sleeps well. Me and Matt talk about the situation. “I wouldn’t of kissed her even if it was true that you cheated dude. Who do you think I am?” Matt says. “I just don’t understand why she thinks I cheated on her ” I respond back to Matt. “Talk to her about it when she wakes up” Matt says. We sit there for a couple hours watching some movies. I glance at y/n making sure shes okay every couple minutes. Nick walks in the front door and looks at y/n sleeping on the couch. “Is everything okay?” He asks. “Yeah. Everything will be okay” I reply looking down at my feet.

-

Matt and Nick are now in their rooms and I’m still sitting down by y/n on the couch. Patiently waiting for her to wake up. Some time passes before I see her body move around. I watch as she looks up at me and rubs her head groaning. She sits her self up and looks into my eyes. “I didn’t cheat y/n. I would never cheat on you love. Please show me the “proof” your talking about.” I say. She sighs and grabs her phone that I placed next to her. She comes closer and shows me a video that’s on some girls finsta page. That’s not fucking me. That’s literally Matt and the girl he’s in a situationship with. You just can’t see his tattoos because it’s in dim blue lighting and the girl is covering them by sitting on his lap. “That’s Matt mama.” I say smiling. “What?” She says looking back down at her phone in confusion. “Matt” I yell out loud. Matt comes out of his room and walks towards us. “What’s up?” He says. “Show y/n the lock screen on your phone real quick” I say smiling. Matt grabs his phone from his pocket and moves his phone in front of y/n’s face showing the picture he has on his Lock Screen. Her face drops.

y/n’s POV:

Matt shoves his phone in my face showing me his Lock Screen. My jaw drops and I cover my face in embarrassment. It’s him and the girl that was just in the video I showed Chris. I shake my head feeling so guilty. “Show Matt the video” Chris says laughing. I shake my head and show Matt the video. “Oh my god y/n that was literally last week, that party was crazy” Matt says laughing. “Ohhh that’s why you thought it was Chris. Because you can’t see my tattoos in the dim blue lighting and my girl is blocking them because she’s sitting on my lap.” He says realizing. I shake my head. What the fuck did I get myself into? I shake my head and close my eyes pulling my legs to my chest. What is wrong with me?

-

Me and Chris talked about the situation. I felt like such a fool. I can’t believe I thought he cheated on me. I can’t believe I was going to try and kiss Matt. I feel so dumb. Chris reassured me over 1000 times by now that he would never cheat on me. We go upstairs into his room and lay down while holding each-other. I don’t feel right in the head still, because of the alcohol. I need better coping skills to be honest. He runs his hands gently through my hair making me feel comfortable and safe again. I fall asleep laying against his chest.

-

It’s been 2 weeks since that situation happened. Things have been so good between us. He’s the first man that has shown me unconditional love. He shows appreciation for me everyday and my heart still flutters every-time I see him. I’m waiting to be picked up and it’s about 7 pm. Chris says he wants to hangout and see me because it’s been too long. It’s been since yesterday. But I don’t mind at all. I’m attached to him. It’s like my love for him becomes stronger and deeper everyday. I wait patiently to be picked up by him. I feel like a little girl who’s hanging out with her crush for the first time.

-

Me and Chris are in his bedroom laying down and holding each other and talking. He’s very affectionate and love’s physical touch just as much as me. “You give me a feeling that I can’t explain y/n. You make me feel at home. You make me feel at peace. I don’t wanna breathe if it’s not with you around, I don’t wanna live if I’m not with you. I need you.” He explains. “I feel the same way” I respond. “You give me a feeling that not even drugs could give me. Not drugs, not anything or anyone could give me. You are my drug mama. And your a very addicting one” He says squeezing me tighter against him. “You bring out parts of me that I didn’t even knew existed. I care so deeply for you. You are my home Chris. You could make me feel at peace even if there was nothing but chaos surrounding me” I respond. He kisses my lips softly. He runs his fingers up and down my back. “I love you Chris” I say casually. My body stiffens and freezes. Fuck. I just said I love you. Fuck. Chris kisses my lips softly again. “I love you too” he whispers into my ear.

[yuukei-yikes]

when i was a kid and first watched the pvs that were out at the moment, when i got to yuukei yesterday i thought i was in another project entirely and there was probably an error in the song guide i was using. so im once again thinking about the specific vibe of haruka and takane's story. teehee!

jin went out of his way to write a slice of life highschool romance that at first sets up an angst completely unrelated to the actual Red Eyes plot, and then throws those characters into the plot where they undergo visceral bodily transformations against their wills... crazy

everyone has a tragic story and some are so over the top in best kagepro fashion (kido's childhood, hibiya and hiyori's timeloop, ayaki's entire existence) and a lot of insane shit just sorta happens all the time. like as sick as i personally am of seeing the terrorist attack from reading it so many times, i can see any new kagepro fan like what the hell. like it's so fucking random

but man. haruka and takane's story has such a specific genre by itself and it's HORROR of all things. i wouldn't describe kagepro's genre as "horror", rather just sci-fi and drama with heavy themes and imagery. but haruka and takane's story has its own tone because it DOES feel like horror. their crazy scientist teacher is possessed and kidnaps them and "experiments" on them like Bro there's HORROR MOVIES WITH CRAZY SIMILAR PLOTS. i really truly think one of the reasons kagepro is this messy and full of plots that feel different from each other is that jin was really really REALLY experimenting with ALL the genres.

you know that thing about characters making bad choices because they don't know in what genre they're in, so they can be in a horror while they think they're on a romance drama. that's sort of it with them. haruka and takane's biggest problems up to that august 15th were haruka's health and takane's poor eq. and then all of a sudden they're both half alive inside some tank in the secret underground lab. wtf. hilarious honestly

[reginageorgesgirlfriend3020]

Amber freeman adores you! (Part 7)

She loves to see you dance to Jenifer Lopez songs. Songs like 'Love dont cost a thing' and 'If you had my love'.

She loves to hold you tight while watching scary movies such as Evil dead rise and lights out.

When shes at work she'll text you to take you out on a date to get dessert

Like carrot cake and iced coffee

In the morning when you first wake up you love to cuddle Amber on her chest as she holds you in her arms

And you both fall asleep fast

She can hear your soft, light snores and she thinks it's kinda cute

She loves to play basketball against you

You were dribbling the basketball outside she was guarding you acting like she knows how to play defense

"What you doing though?" You asked. "Huh baby?"

"I'm playing defense against you. What's up?" Said Amber.

Then...another ghostface appears outside of the house. Amber smirked.

"You're so fucked now!" Said Amber.

"Alrighty. 2 against one. This gonna be easy for me". You said.

You dribbled the basketball faked left and went right faked right and went left making Amber and the other ghostface slip and fall down.

"Damn". Said Dewey. "How did she do that?" He asked.

"I dont know but- oh! She put the ball in the hoop yay we're free from both Amber and the other ghostface!" Said Sam.

When you and Amber had sex for the first time it was the most amazing experience ever especially for your first time.

Amber loves to call you baby in front of everyone.

Amber will kiss the lips off of you all day because she says you're a good kisser

Amber loves to be the big spoon you love how protective she is over you

She makes you feel safe all the time

In highschool 2 guys made fun of you because of your slim physique so Amber trapped them inside the mens bathroom and used a bread knife to stab them for making fun of you

When Amber says to you "No one will ever make fun of my baby while I'm around!" She means it! She will protect you from everything

And when this girl in highschool and her mean friends made fun of you because you walk funny and your legs and body grew taller Amber

Told the mean girl and her friends she will cut them in their sleep and

If they keep sleeping around with worthless guys with small dicks

All those girls will end up with diseases looking like the evil dead demon character

Amber pointed a fork at them and yelled at them

"Make fun of (Y/n) again! I'll stab the shit out of all of you!!!"

And all the girls got scared and ran away

"Thank you baby". You said to Amber.

Amber smiled. "You welcome baby".

[myfriendtheghost]

alrighty, so I met Josh in mid April this year and honestly I have half of the interaction blocked off my brain cause I'm embarrassed as shit but here goes nothing. We met a bar and before my friend and I ran into them I had already drank a couple of shots and had a gummy edible that was kicking in, so I was a bit buzzed. So, my friend and I (who's also a greta girly) we go in and they are playing pool and we just walk beside them pretending we don't know who they are, while we are freaking tf out internally, and the bartender is yelling last call so we took a shot and turn back around they (josh, jake, and danny) are gone. We are like goddamn! cause we didn't get to talk to them and we get out of the bar and as we are walking down an alleyway there is a door with like lights inside, seemed a bit sketch, but we go in to drown our sorrows in alcohol. We get in and instantly I see josh with jita with a friend of theirs I assume, so I'm like this is a sign of the universe like be fr. My friend didn't notice him since she was getting a drink and the place was pretty loud, so I was like I'm going in. I don't know if it was the alcohol, weed, excitement, or dumbassery rushing through my body, but I just turn to josh and go, yooo I fucking love greta van fleet, your music makes me not want to die. He laughs and is like thank you, and after I introduce myself and my friend (she was in shock man the only thing she could do was smile and nod lmao we laugh about it now) I'm like when I listen to tbagg I see a movie in my head fr, and he seemed super flattered and giggly; then I go like what are you doing here🤨 (in the city I study in cause it seemed a bit random cause they didn't have a show there) and he laughs again and goes to my EAR and says, If I tell you I might have to kill you, when I tell you my body FROZE I was like sir? pls spare mercy sir. So I was like kill me then, and he giggles again and says we are recording some stuff enjoyng the city, and I was like I really like the trees here, do you like the trees? bruh WHAT KIND OF QUESTION??, like bffr and he was like yeah i do lol, and then I ask him if he knows spanish, cause our native languages are spanish; and he said that he took spanish in highschool but he doesn't really remember much, so I go, do you wanna know insults in spanish😏? BRUH??, he laughs and goes alright, so I was like ight what you wanna know, and he said some weird shit sum sum bastards, so we just told him to say something in spanish, and I kept high-fiving him for some reason? idk. After that my friend was finally able to say something to him and told him that she saw them in vegas with metallica, and I was like yeah we are going to see you in jacksonville in october, he was like no way cool! and so I go... play flower power in jacksonville or else 🔫 while pointing a finger gun at him. BRO EYE---? He laughs and was like well see😏, and my friend told him you guys should make a song in spanish and he said jokingly that they've tried that but didn't work out. And I as I said before, the place was pretty loud so he would constantly say, this place is too loud and motioned me to talk in his EAR? bruh when I tell you I died saw heaven, hell, god, jupiter, man I was dying inside gawddamn; bruh I felt his hair on my cheek I can die peacefully fr. So I ask him like, I hate to be that person but can we take a pic 👉👈, he said what? and I repeated the question, and he said what? and again said this place is too loud, and I was like don't mind if I do😏, and tell him in his ear if we can take a pic. We take it, and they came out sick, and finally he asks if he looks good, and I told him that he looks fabulous and he laughed and said thank you to us, and we were like? THANK YOU, sir wdym thank us? he looked genuinely thankful it was an out of body experience fr. And what I gotta say about him, the rumors are true people is he pretty shy, and very giggly, he was laughing at everything I said and I'm not funny bruh, maybe because I was making a fool outta myself but, idk. He is probably 5"5, no taller than 5"6 :)

SHUT UP OMG THANK U FOR SHARING THIS WITH ME 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 if Josh whispered in my ear I would be meeting Jesus as soon as it happened I’m so serious

[timetoddddavis]

how would you suggest getting into ultraman? i see stuff you and others post/reblog and it looks cool, but it also seems, uh, all interconnected? and i dunno what a good jumping-on point is!

Hi!! Ok so Ultraman SEEMS really interconnected, and in some cases, it is! The first seven or so shows are all one continuity, and then Mebius shows up all the way in 2006 to be the capstone to that story.

It's also the case for "new gen" shows, those being Ultraman Ginga (2013) to Ultraman Decker (2022), where any Ultra from any era can kinda just show up for a few episodes!

But the extremely cool thing about Ultraman as a franchise is that even though these shows can call crossover, you REALLY don't have to have any extra knowledge to understand what's going on! In every case that I've seen, any reference to another show will be well explained, regardless of if you have any knowledge going in, or otherwise totally understandable. They work really hard to make Ultraman accessible for everyone, especially newcomers.

If you've watched any toku, I'm sure you've heard 'you can start anywhere, just pick one you like the vibe of!' and that's also true for Ultraman! Every show is a great place to jump in!!

For my personal picks, I should start by saying I've only watched one Showa Ultraman. Sorry Showa fans, I just haven't gotten there yet!! So these recs will be from recent series.

I think I would say Ultraman Orb is a great starting place. The overall story is one about the guy who is Ultraman, and the guy who is his nemesis, their very long journey towards self forgiveness and self empowerment, and the human woman who looks at a centuries long cosmic ballet of spite and hurt and says "no. you aren't nearly as scary as you think you are." I think it has a very accessible, relatable story!

My first was actually Ultraman Ginga, which is a VERY low budget, low key entry in the series. It's about being in highschool, and being friends, and also sometimes you are Ultraman. Ginga gets a bad rep in some circles that prefer more spectacle, but for me it was like, ok so this show was made for NO MONEY, but somehow even with very very little to work with, it got across the IDEAS of Ultraman so simply and so well that it hooked me on the whole franchise.

A third option would be Ultraman Mebius! "Davis you just said Mebius is a capstone to the first like 7 Showa Ultras" yes i know but Mebius is. So good. It's just bursting at the seams with love for the series, and totally understandable for a newcomer. It's the story of a very young alien coming to Earth with no knowledge or experience, and how he frankly fucks up?? But then about how he learns, and grows, and fucks up, and tries again, over and over.

Oh oh oh I would be remiss if I didn't say the current show, Ultraman Blazar, is not connected to any other show, and it's coming out Friday nights, and it's really good so far! It's all on the tsuburaya productions youtube, and simulcasts with both subs and a dub!

SO..... I hope that isn't too much information!! I could keep going, is the thing. Do you want more sympathy for the monsters? X! Do you want a story about fighting the stigma that you're inherently evil because of your birth? Geed! Do you want that same idea but made for no money and more about a found family? Mega Monster Battle! Do you like family shows? R/B! Do you want to watch one of the most influential pieces of Japanese pop culture from the last century? ULTRASEVEN. Do you just want to watch a movie? Revenge of Belial!

Have fun, and let me know if you find one that clicks with you!

[woodsborocinemaclub]

I love thinking about Mindy and Amber’s relationship but like. Specifically how Mindy probably impacted her personality-

Like, even though they probably weren’t friends until highschool, it’s a small town and they would have a good idea of each other’s existence even if they never hung out. There’s a lot of similarities between the two, being both girls who are v into horror movies and both being queer. (Yes I know Amber is not technically canonically, but as a fandom I think we’ve unanimously decided fuck you she is)

Mindy really strikes me as someone who found out she was gay and came out pretty early (not at all me projecting my experience on to her wdym ahahah),,,, but like. I can see her having come out at 12-14 and like, is very open about it. And even though Woodsboro isn’t like a particularly conservative place, especially not compared to the typical small town, but Mindy did have a bit of social difficulty with peers. She was bullied, not really in the cartoony slamming against locker and forced to give over lunch money way, but in more subtle teenage girl bullying. She constantly got excluded and othered, and just generally avoided by any girl who wanted to be “cool.”

Amber saw a lot of herself in Mindy and kinda watched from a observer’s point of view of this all going down, and grew to despise the fact that she saw herself in Mindy, not wanting to call victim to the same fate-

She does what a lot of high school girls too and adopts this whole mean girl persona, never coming out and never telling others about her interests- In scream 5 she admits to being a Jordan Peele fan but pretends she’s not a stab fan, she is able to express some of her interests if they are considered cool, like being a fan of a very critically acclaimed director, but not interests that are nerdy, like being a fan of the stab franchise.

I feel like she also hides the fact that she’s a stab fan bc she really dislikes most of the series (hence the motivation to make a real life requel), if someone were to insult the stab franchise it would literally be like an insult to herself.

A few years before scream 5 she becomes friends with Tara, and then is accumulated into her squad of childhood friends (the twins and wes) and like, as she gets to know Mindy she just gets increasingly more jealous. Mindy is totally unapologetically nerdy and openly lesbian, and even though she takes shit and really isn’t seen as that cool because of it, she really doesn’t care. She’s very much of the mindset that she doesn’t need to be liked by everyone but only really by those that she cares about.

Mindy kinda senses that Amber’s mean girl persona is very much a wall she put up as a defence mechanism, and quite actively tries to connect w her (in her own way), like the basement scene in 5- Mindy isn’t the best at socialisation, tending to be very blunt, but connects w people well through humor, tending to rely on that when trying to befriend someone.

Anyways, I have so many thoughts about the two of them bc I feel like they have a dynamic w so much potential that ofc can’t be fit into a lighthearted slasher movie. Also I think it’s pretty obvious that a lot of this is based off projection and personal experience as an autistic lesbian who literally came out at 12 and was always the weird kid with the nerdy interests lmao lmao

[sbc-moved]

I was literally thinking about that same thing with what decade the movie was set in. Like it's a likely chance that it is in the modern day 20s (which if that is the case then with him and Luigi's age being around 24-25, they would have been born in the late 90s) and that the console and TV were probably hand-me-downs from his childhood that were well taken care of. At earliest it could be late 00s (because of Luigi's smart phone, but then again it could just be an old phone he's had for years), even then Mario is still considered an oldies fan if that is the case! :D

My face when I’m RIGHT my face when I was RIGHT I have never been wrong about a single thing in my entire life and I never will be I am on another level

Real talk as I was typing this thought out n I was sitting on the edge of my bed, 11:30 at night I was thinking ‘nobody gives a fuck you sound like a crazy person nobody cares’ so waking up and having this in my inbox I feel very. Vindicated. I feel very triumphant

Anyway. Enough of that. I’d like to think it PROBABLY takes place modern day? Like I said it seems like all technology that isn’t the bros is relatively modern and there’s seems to just be. A bit outdated. And they seem like 90s kids idk. I’m getting the vibes.

And. I’ll be so real a lot of that post was just me. Snooping around their room. I have rewatched this movie like. 50 times and I am constantly picking apart scenes the fucking. Autism monster got me. And I feel like a persons room tells you a lot about them and I need to know everything I can about Mario and it’s idk it’s fun to be able to point to the tennis racket in his room and be like ‘he probably enjoys tennis. He probably played in highschool, yap yap yap’

A lot of it was just straight up projection. I am him he is me I’m just like him fr. I see a lot of myself in this guy so when I say stuff like ‘him playing video games when he’s upset is probably a coping mechanism’ I am speaking from experience !!!!! I also have an affinity for older technology, especially old consoles- which is part of the reason I made that post in the first place. His set up in the movie is eerily similar to mine with the old blocky TV. Only difference is I have a Wii hooked up to mine lmao.

Anyway thank you for AFFIRMING me. I appreciate this boss. Enough yapping it’s 4 am I gotta go back to sleep

[richierambles]

my opinion on IT ships

what??? richie tozier himself is giving hys opinion on getting shipped with his friends??? more likely than you think ;3 basically i was bored and currently procrastinating switching out so our academic can study (hate my life get me back to derry yall</3) BUT ANYGAY XD here we go ✨✨✨

Reddie: 7/10 I have a complicated opinion on this one. The fandom loves it, and as a concept? Sure it's fucking awesome. BUT. I've had a Bad experience dating an Eddie fictive, I won't say much besides that our old host (hate his ass) basically forced me into that relationship just bc he shipped reddie and that caused a shit ton of trouble 😃 But anygay I still ship it as long as I myself am not part of the relationship XD (I'm. actually writing a reddie fic rn. XD)

Stenbrough: 7.5/10 Another fandom favorite! The way I see it, they'd be sweet af. Like, healthiest relationship ever been. What's wrong with it then? The same thing as reddie, Belle (our Bill fictive, mtf, she/her, misgender and/or deadname her and imma be after your ass<3 and not in the MrsK way) got forced into a relationship with a Stan fictive, but it went So Much Worse than mine for some reason TwT And welp I still ship it but kinda eh-ish (the 0.5 it has more than reddie is bc im not in the ship XD)

Benverly: 6/10 I need y'all to know, I'm talking about IT 2017, not about the adult Losers. Adult benverly get a 9/10 at least, but teen benverly? I don't see it. I don't think bev is ok enough to have a healthy relationship, and I'm pretty sure they'd end the same way as most highschool sweethearts - breaking up. Though, I'm pretty sure they'd be sweeter than stenbrough for the time they lasted

Billverly: 3/10 1. POOR BEN????😭 2. In my exomemories they actually tried it and broke up (in good terms) like 2 months later so- nah they don't work XD

Steddie: 9/10 Stan x Eddie not the ST one 💀 our system's steddie are dating, another system's steddie are ALSO dating, and I can tell you they're a super healthy and sweet relationship. Basically the best one, but the fandom doesn't almost make content of them which sucks ass 🥲

Stan x Richie (idk the ship name 😭): 8/10 YES. I remember having crushed on Stan for So Much Time. Like. Not as much time as crushing on Eds (nor that big of a crush) but almost there. Stan is just so pretty ok XD

Bike: 2/10 2 points just because of the ship name, Mikey is aroace and I'll die on that hill<3

Bill x Eddie: 5/10 If we're talking about the book? Fuck yeah. If we're talking about the movies? Fuck no.

Bichie: 10/10 This is just because of my half-requited crush on Belle. Literally just because of that. I don't even make/read content of it. I've just been crushing on her for like 9 months that's the entire reason for this ship 😭

Connor x Richie: 0/10 No. Nothing else to say. Connor, at least in my exomemories, was a fucking ass and doesn't deserve me<3

Poly Losers Club: 1/10 We're Friends, poly feels weird 😭 how would even a polycule of Seven people work??😭 (no offense to people who are in polycules just. too many people with too many different sexualities. i can't see it XD) I'll still admit, I've consumed content of it just because I couldn't find what I was looking for in the other ships' tags TwT

Platonic Beverly x Richie: 100/10 PLATONIC, romantic would be weird af but PLATONICALLY dating Bev is awesome she's the best<3 (If anyone's curious, yes I'm platonically married to our system's Bev XD)

If y'all wanna see my opinions on any other ship, just ask! Or on anything else tbh, I love rambling about my source XD

[eldorr1e]

I just did some searching here in tumblr abt the rise of the brave tangled dragons and I’ve come up with a few headcannons. Also don’t get mad at me if these headcannons aren’t close to cannon at all or don’t fit yours, this is MY headcannons and it’s up to you wether or not you like it. Take it or leave it. Also it’s been awhile since I’ve watched any of these movies so bare with me 😭

If they were in the modern au:

- Jack would be a prankster/trouble kid and always has something up his sleeve

- literally does not take anything seriously

- people are annoyed on how carefree he is

- his behavior makes it look like he actually doesn’t care about anything or anyone

- in truth he actually does but he doesn’t know how to show or expresses his feelings

- is the clown friend.

- has some very complicated feelings abt him not finding who he is and he feels so out of place at school. He’s desperate to know who he is and tries everything he can catch with his hands to see if that thing sparks joy or thrill inside him or not.

- he has tried every single club or extracurricular activities in school, but it seems he can’t find anything he enjoys and he fears that if he doesn’t find one he won’t be able to survive the real world. So he just keeps on trying and experimenting over and over again.

-he has so many hobbies he just doesn’t know what to do with it.

- but he does enjoy skateboarding so that’s that!

- okay I don’t know why but Rapunzel seems like she’d be a manic pixie girl for some reason to me 😭 like cmon bro was locked up her entire childhood and most likely mother gothel allowed her unrestricted access to the internet (probably? I’m not sure, maybe Rapunzel would find a way to use the family computer without her mom noticing 💀)

- she definitely has mode mental scar from the internet don’t even think that’s impossible

- you and I both know the internet… it’s a dangerous place 😁

- trauma from amino. I will not elaborate.

- and she would seem like a weird girl due to her being homeschooled and literally being so out of touch with the world so she wants to live up to every experience possible

- after she found out she was going to a real Highschool she was estactic

- has the touch of the tism (maybe all 4 of them too now that I’m thinking about it)

- I would love to see her in some outdated 2010-2014 outfits and her thinking she’s the most drippiest person on earth lmao

- she is in so many fandoms you have no idea.

- I would love to be friends with her because she’d likely know most of the fandoms I know and would indulge with me with each one 😭 (she’s an og for this✊)

- star butterfly kinnie probably

- okay it’s been awhile since I’ve last watched httyd (seven years *cough*) so my headcannons for hiccup will probably not be as accurate as it seems so don’t throw fire balls at me 😡

- most sane out of the entire three

- literally keeps everyone in line, is the mom too 😭

- responsible teen and is quite mature for his age

- well respected and has a great reputation, but him being friends with the three makes it falter just a little

- his dad owns some company or something and his dad keeps pressuring him to be the greatest yatta yatta yatta which makes him uncomfortable with the amount of expectations and pressure laid upon him on an early age.

- does not want to be apart of it bc he thinks he’ll fuck it up

- loves his friends so much you have no idea

- Merida would be THE sport kid in school don’t even test me

- she absolutely excels in archery and is literally apart of the school’s archery program. She’s very passionate abt it and is the fewest of things that makes her feel alive

- does fencing too but she likes archery more

- her mom doesn’t approve of this at all but her dad is very supportive and just wants her to be happy

- incredibly loud! Has an extremely extroverted personality and is friends with mostly everyone

- her family owns a big business too and she’s the next in line to managing it, except she knew at a young age that she really doesn’t want to do it and wants to be successful at her own thing.

- she’s both scared and angry at her mom for always restricting her with nearly everything and making sure she’s the ‘perfect girl/daughter’, always putting her in etiquette classes and stuff like that

- her mom keeps insisting she’s doing this for her own good and that it will come handy in the future but Merida ain’t having it.

- she’s scared at her mom because one time Merida was practicing archery for a little too long and was late for an important meeting her family was attending to. Her mom was so angry that she burned her archery equipment right infront of Merida which fucked up her brain chemistry 💀

- her mom feels bad but they haven’t really discussed or communicated about this yet, so their both on a tense situation everytime their near each other.

- mommy issues go her

- SHE LISTENS TO MITSKI

- she loves her mom to the bottom of her heart, she really does. And deep down she is aware everything her mom is doing is for her sake and that she should listen to her atleast once. But she has been hurt beyond repair due to their past experiences with her mom and they both don’t seem to know how to fix it.

- therapy is the answer girl 😭

Okay so right now that’s all I can think of at the top of my head. There are probably some more that I left out either on purpose or I just forgot. But holy crap this is the first time I’ve ever made a headcannon list so I’m pretty impressed with myself rn

[iammissingautumn]

Re: ur tags

I DO know you. Now tell me ur genderfluid Stan thoughts 🔫

wtf. okay so bc he has Randy as a father and his grandfather is like that Stan and his gender identity is something that he has to deal with through highschool and college.

In some ways I like to think that he would make some online queer friends probably into bands or smth and he would start off in a very Gerard Way excuse of he wants to fuck with gender conformity so he asks those ppl to use she/her pronouns or smth like that. 

I like to imagine he uses music to become comfortable with going against the norm when in reality it’s just an excuse to do smth that makes him feel rlly good. As well as becoming more comfortable showing affection as he gets older.

His dad being such a terrible person and having a bad impact on his life there comes a time when he decides to just reject him fully even though he can do good. because randy stands for such terrible things.

So a genderfluid Stan i feel like comes about in a way where he can excuse it. I think he’s repressed no matter how you look at him and especially given the chance to express himself differently he would take it. Especially if it’s in this social justice esq idea.

So I think like, he would start experimenting look wise mid high school, maybe going to some concerts making going out alone.

I like the idea he gets himself a skirt and just wears it in his room while he’s under a blanket watching a movie or something. so if someone comes in it’s not that big of a deal and they don’t see it, but for him it’s everything

gender euphoria moments

I think if he leaned more into the punk scene he could end up being more comfortable doing stuff in the name of normalization and not being a coward. But it’s all just gender expression to him.

I imagine perhaps he engages in some conversation about gender expression and someone calls him trans and he doesn’t disagree. But later a friend could ask him about it and tell him he’s really genderfluid core and he would kinda perk his ears up and look at that.

It would probably be awhile before he stuck the identity to himself, probably watching it from across the room. I think he gets a lot of gender euphoria out of being amab and presenting amab but having more feminine expression. Wearing some dramatic make up, a dress, a skirt. Even just regular woman’s clothes tbh.

I think he would quietly come out to Kyle in college. Say that he feels comfortable in that area of things and has feelings of dysphoria and euphoria that he thought was normal but others seem to disagree.

(For your agender take, i imagine kyle looking at Stan describing his experience and how he describes how other ppl have said they don’t experience gender like that and Kyle’s like. lol i don’t relate to anything said here. kinda funny. and thinks he’s normal)

yeah i mean i think king term he would express pretty queerly. I like the idea of punkness being directly connected to his gender expression and he isn’t confident enough to let them live together and on their own within him till college where there’s less eyes on him.

[angeldiaries777]

I’m literally in constant state of shock lately when I see these gorgeous women on social media and I search her up and she ends up being like only 2 years older than me.

HOWWWWWWW?!!???? Hshshsjshshshshdhdh

Not that I look really young for my age id say the opposite actually. But how the fuck are people so mature and how do they know themselves and do that much in their lives when they’re not much older than me that’s when it makes me spiral

HOWWWWWi

Like they legit are confident and cool and successful and have meaningful relationships in their lives and I’m so confused because my dad still cooks all my meals and my mom literally does everything for me

See like mentally I’m really old and mature (it’s the depression Lmaoo) but I have like zero real life experience or smarts about the actual physical world. Like I’m really smart but I couldn’t tell you the first thing about what even happens after highschool or how university\college works. I don’t know shit about social ques I’m just too self conscious and aware about my own mannerisms and past. Like I don’t know how to hold a conversation with anyone or how to pay for something or how credit cards work like I don’t understand how people drive

Like everything I’ve ever learned is from the internet. I have stupid general knowledge and things I wish I could forget planted in there. Nothing of value.

And I feel like everyone is so cool and so ahead of me I know it’s not true but I just had to get this off my chest it’s really crazy to me how I’m 16??!?

That’s like peak coming of age movie age that’s like the age everyone wishes they could go back to or whatever and I’ve done nothing with my life besides cry and rot in bed and I wish I was exaggerating no like I have nothing to show for it. It’s rlly upsetting tbh

[mazhazalotofthoughts]

Whats so frusturating for me is that whenever I mention that I think harry is trans I get so many cis people telling me to stop assuming his gender, and that clearly he’s a man and it’s gross to think otherwise and I just want to scream at them. The only people who are pointing out that H is trans are other trans people because we know what it’s like. We recognize his actions in ourselves because we share something- navigating the world as a trans person. I look at photos of H wearing womens white skinny jeans while tucking with long hair and I think back to when I would wear two sports bras under a plain t-shirt with short hair in highschool. I see H experimenting with fashion and think about when I would steal my brother's clothes and dress more manly. I see the way H relates to femininity through artists and other musicians and I think about how much I related to the male protagonists in movies- how much I wanted to be them. I hear him singing about the complexities of gender in She and not knowing what’s happening but acknowledging it and craving it anyway. It’s hearing the struggle of having to choose a side in Fine Line but neither feeling right, telling yourself it’s a phase, that it’s just a sex thing, that the risk of getting answers is too much, finally realizing that you can exist without picking a side and still be alright, walking that fine line between two binary worlds. I see it when H’s friends call him queen, sis, she, and other feminine terms knowing that they know him best. It’s how H can change his facebook pronouns to he/him but keeps them as they/them, how he went out of his way to say english person instead of englishman- a well known phrase. It’s how he does little gender affirming things like painting his nails, wearing lipstick and jewelry. It’s how he’s said he doesn’t see what's masculine and what's feminine, that the line between them is blurred. It’s how he wore a dress on vogue knowing that it’s so much more than a fashion statement, but an act of defiance and rebellion against the gender binary. It’s how I see myself in him. I see the hesitancy that flourished into pride and acceptance. It’s knowing that he understands me and I understand him. It’s seeing another trans person find themselves and being so fucking happy for them because you know exactly how hard that journey is. H has found himself and I am genuinely so happy and proud of him. This is why I think he’s trans, because I see my journey in his art and I know so many other trans people see the same things- we’ve all experienced them, it’s the trans experience. No wonder cis people don’t see it. They don’t know what to look for, but we do, we’re not even looking, we're just observing and seeing and putting it together.

[bonesandthebees]

okay last anon i promise, i really gotta go to bed cause i have school tomorrow (ugh summer classes my beloathed, this is the first time in my Life ever doing them and yep . glad i never did them in highschool or anything lmaooo, they are hella condensed. Also i chose to do forensic anthropology?? which is ?? a crazy decision why did i do this, this is so much memorization--)

but Anyways, have u ever watched the movie stardust?? u mentioned the word in the prev anon and it triggered my memory LMAOO cause man, such an obscure movie, but like???! i adore it so so much

fantasy just has a special place in my heart <3

but yeah anyways, gn bee :D i will see u in the morning and cry as i see u post the fic while im in class /j i'll just be happy if ao3 is working in the morning KSFDKJ

i am also answering the last asks of the night I got this from you and one from spruce and then im done im sleepy

oh summer classes?? not very fun but it'll definitely help during the school year! at least that was my experience when I took them in uni. also forensic anthropology sounds cool as fuck actually so I hope it's enjoyable!!

no I haven't seen the movie stardust but I do know about it and I know the basic premise!! it's one of those 'I've been meaning to see it for years just have yet to get around to it' kind of movies

gn icy!! lets hope ao3 is working tomorrow morning aghhhh