i want so desperately to write but everytime i try i just cant ???? WHY??????????
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takes a drag of my coolguy cigarette I dont know man the fact that all of the s1 dads' original dad haha funnyman tropes were at first only jokes to make fun of middleaged middleclass middlebalding cishet white american men with but the second their fathers and the traumas of the daddies' pasts stepped into the plot they tied themselves into the initial premise and dad tropes so fucking perfectly i mean TAKINGANOTHERBIGINHALE darryl the christian who married his highschool sweetheart and started living the picket-fence "kid-and-a-house" american dream relatively young while idolizing his own dad has a father who died before darryl had properly talked with him and found out more of his faults and nuance henry the pacifist pretentious vegan dad has a father who thinks hes better than everybody else and wants his son to repress his anger and anxiety because he feels he is morally above emotions glenn the distant but cool rocker dad who tours the country without his son on christmas eve has a dad who glenn wasnt even sure if he had died back on earth because it had been so long since he had heard of him ron the emotionally detached stepfather who doesnt seem to care to remember his stepsons name or a single fact about his personality has a father who used everything in rons life to hurt him including his love for his dog AND his love for his father when he asked him to go fishing with him knowing despite all hes done ron would still somehow desperately want to make his father proud fuck me running anthony burch doesnt get enough credit
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Man... i wish i could actually draw any of my self-insert/selfshipping stuff because I could use that little bit of serotonin
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catching on blueberry episodes took me like 1-2 months but I got hyperfixated.. I have never went further with lore tho and the most interesting stuff happens after I think. but then you need to watch whole vods and shit started happening then so I never went to it
yeah but the thing rn is...im not getting that hyperfixation on it. maybe all i want is the dnf lore on it idk
also yeah the prison stuff that im very excited about is so SO far in the lore that its just a distant dream that i'll ever be able to catch up to it and theres no way im going to go looking for full actual vods
and the thing about half the ccs on that server being like weird is that...i wanna create a divide between the cc and the c yk? but its so difficult to do when i can literally see faces in the episodes
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OUR PSYCHOLOGY LECTER TALKING ABT BRAINWASHED AMERICANS MY GOD LADY UR LIVING IN RUSSIA AND CALLING SIGMUND FREUD UR COMRADE AAAAAAAA WHO IS BRAINWASHED???
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