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inkz123 · 5 months
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Man finishing school term and wanna rest, draw and work on comms more, but then like 2ish weeks later, boom, gotta fix stuff to start the new school term again
Mannn i just wanna do nothing but draw blorbos and backed up ideas and all the sketch wips i havent even finished ; ;
Idk school for me just throws off the vibes fr fr
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puppypaw-wc · 1 year
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love the clangen clan i made last night. i say clan but with the lore i came up with for them they're just a bunch of loners in a group together who were former kittypets/rogues or loners who decided to join/that kinda stuff. using a mod (kind of mod???) someone in the discord made that just gives the cats rogue/loner/kittypet names.
i love all the kitties i started with and the lore i made for them my favorites are probably buddy (she's a daylight warrior p much and also one of the medics. and the only medic as of the last moon, rip alder- she likes rambling about twoleg stuff :3), ripple and shep (bonded pair of former kittypets who were abandoned by their twolegs 😔 seemingly. no one's sure they were babies so-), mitzi and snowbell (their lore's not super exciting but they be lesbians and i love them. also mitzi kept killing ripple i literally had to lower her hate for him in the game files because otherwise she'd just kill him no matter how many times i reset-). here's the forum post for them for anyone who's in the discord server, i love these silly kitties v much. :3
#puppy rambles#wc#clangen#clangen oc#buddy#ripple#shep#mitzi#snowbell#the other starting cats are our leader nimbus (former kittypet who decided he wanted to live the end of his life in the wild)#alder (former medic who used to live in one spot and heal passerby but heard of the group and decided to join)#edelweiss (the mediator who was a former kittypet and was practically forced into the position cuz everyone was worried abt her)#leaky (no one's sure what his deal is. he like never talks. he's also dead now. rip leaky you shall be missed)#and honey (former rogue who lived by herself for most of her life cuz her parents abandoned her and her siblings asap)#(she was like 10 moons old at the start and i'm pretty sure cats can be weaned at like 2 moons so-)#(i mean i'd imagine it'd probably be more like 3 moons her parents aren't cruel. they just didn't want kids-)#i have really shit luck when it comes to cats joining so there's only been one new cat so far#that being glory (former barn cat who was interested in the clans but wanted to keep a more independent life)#also her name was espresso and she changed it which makes literally no sense at all with the names all being outsider names#also she died in the most recent moon i did. same moon alder died. i might revive her tho i love her v much#she and shep are like besties and it's adorable to me. glory literally only likes the younger cats#like i'm not exaggerating. she has positive relations with ripple shep and honey#and no relations/bad relations with every other cat-#love that for her#also was no one going to tell me cats apparently welcome new cats who join to the clan??? i only discovered that yesterday#shep welcomed glory to the clan and when i saw that i was just like 🥹#that emoji doesn't work on my chromebook apparently. sucks-
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enigma-the-anomaly · 11 months
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im so scared that i won’t be able to find a job. If I don’t find one I’ll either be indebted to my parents, have to live with my parents, and/or have to give up college. All those options make me sick to imagine. But hopefully they won’t happen
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stormblessed95 · 2 months
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Ok may I ask a total non hater question from an absolute jikooker who’s just confused?
Before I’ve read anyone else’s opinion on it when I first heard abt jikook enlisting together I thought “oh, BH wants Jimin and JK to go in together so that they can all (BTS) be back together working asap/by a particular date, how super fucking nice and fortunate for them to be together!!🥰”. But then I’ve read others post abt the buddy program and no one mentions it/everyone just seems to think it was their idea? Am I missing a statement/intervoew/live somewhere where they discussed coming up with it independently instead of agreeing to a company’s idea?
I’m sorry for being confused😅
You don't need to be sorry for being confused! Can I just ask why the company would make them enlist together? Lol there is simply zero reasoning for that. If they wanted JK to enlist to bring BTS back as 7 earlier rather than later....
Well for 1. They literally cannot do that. They can't force anything about their military service, that's the government that requires this of their civilians. And when they join the military, they are considered regular civilians during their service. Not idols.
And 2. Even if they COULD tell JK he had to enlist right away, which that's again solely JKs choice, his enlistment time frame would not change if he enlisted solo (like Jin, Tae, RM, Hobi and Suga) or with Jimin like he did. In fact, they went through a harder basic training because of doing this program together than if they had gone solo.
Finally, 3. The company cannot do or fill out Jikooks military paperwork for them. Jimin and JK had to choose this process for themselves, and it's like a 3 to 4 months long application process. Which I detail in this post here:
They wouldn't have accepted this application if they didn't believe that this was what they wanted as individuals. That's just not how the system works. If you are wanting to know more and perhaps see the process go through, you can look up and even watch the Korean Military Variety Show called "Real Men" and watch the Battle Buddy special episodes.
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Hope that helps clear up a bit of confusion for you!
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luckybunny555 · 1 year
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⋆。˚⋆Gwen Stacy and Hobie Brown sharing a S/O⋆。˚⋆
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Hi!! made these bc I'm currently obsessed with ATSV and realized I might be attracted to men bc HOBIEEE but also I absolutely love Gwen, so there you go! this is definitely only part one because I have a brain filled with ideas but unfortunately I reached the limit for this post lol. The reader is gender neutral, and I haven't yet established their relationship with Gwen and Hobie so these are more general HCs considering both as the reader's love interests. The hcs may seem a bit out of order bc I just kept writing what came into my mind and I wanted to post this asap so I didn't organize very well. I guess that's all?? enjoy!!
Considering both of your close friends were (technically) homeless, and you care deeply about their well-being, you ask them to stay at your apartment, for as long as they need to
You enjoy taking care of your friends, and you also love having them around as much as possible
Gwen is quicker to accept it because her home is out of the picture for a while since she had that fight with her dad, and you would definitely bring the comfort she needs in her life after those events
Hobie, though, he's... stubborn
He doesn't accept your invite right away because "no one tells me what to do", and living in someone else's apartment would make him feel like he's not fully independent anymore
But you're just so nice to him(and hella cute when you're asking him) that he ends up giving in and accepting your offer
He says that he doesn't wanna stay for too long though, but you're just glad you can take care of your friend for a while
So now, getting flirted with has become part of your routine
Hobie's flirting is a mystery, because he's so cool and natural about it, you have no idea if he's actually flirting with you or if he's just cool and talking
Never fails to leave you flustered, regardless of his intentions
He towers you for fun
Like, he's really tall, so if you're in front of each other, and maybe there's a wall or a table behind, he'll get closer to you and put a hand right beside you and stand really close, so you're almost trapped
He thinks it's funny and cute when you get nervous because of it, aaand he likes to see the effect he has on you
He tests the ground first to see if you're ok with it, but if you're comfortable, he'll always stand very close to you
Throws his arm over your shoulder, leans on you, pulls you closer(almost suffocating you lol), depending on your height he might rest his arm on top of your head, kind of teasing you(affectionately), he's a very touchy guy
When you're having a conversation, specially more intimate and personal ones, his face will end up getting really close to yours, he'll have his eyes on you most of the time, keeping eye contact for long periods(if you're comfortable)
While you're telling him about something, he'll start to gently trace his fingers on your bare shoulder or forearm, maybe even your knee if he doesn't want to be so subtle
Something small and almost unnoticeable, but you'll feel it, and it'll give you chills
Gwen's flirting on the other hand is a bit awkward, and might make you confused most of the time
Her way of flirting is more like teasing
But the way she looks at you while making fun of the little things you do almost gives her feelings away
When she realizes that, she'll look away, hiding her flustered face
You're never sure if she's just friendly teasing you or if she's actually flirting
But then, in some moments she ends up being fully honest about what she thinks of you, and those are the only moments that you're not confused
She'll compliment you so genuinely, it'll feel like your heart is wrapped in a blanket
Unfortunately, those moments are rare because most of the time she lets her worries get to her head and that keeps her from being honest about her feelings for you
When it comes to PDA, Hobie isn't really the biggest fan of the more obviously romantic kind, but he won't keep you from being affectionate in public either
I mean, we know he's a touchy guy with those he cherishes, but this is slightly different
You might come and hug him from behind, being the clingiest person ever, and while he might not touch you as much as you touch him, he'll always do something subtle only you can notice
Like his fingers tracing random patterns on your arms or thighs, or gently kissing your hands...
If you hug him from behind(when he's like sitting down or lower than you, because again, he's really tall), throwing your arms over his shoulders, he'll hold your wrist and lightly caress it
Somehow always has his hands on you, but most people don't even notice
And Gwen, well, she isn't the biggest fan of PDA either... she might be a little awkward, specially if the people around you are looking
So, for example, you rush to give her a hug
She's a bit stiff and taken by surprise, she takes a few moments to hug you back
You ask her "is this okay?", and you notice the awkward expression on her face, realizing she doesn't seem exactly comfortable(but that doesn't mean she doesn't like it! it's just new for her to do this with people around)
So you just give her a quick kiss on the lips and let go of her, simply standing beside her
Give her a few seconds and you'll notice her linking your pinkies or resting her hand on your lower back
Subtle affection in public works best for her
You'll definetely have to deal with Gwen's mess all. over. the. place.
You've seen how messy she is, forgetting her clothes and belongings in different dimensions, just throwing them wherever
And she's also a bit careless about manners(unintentionally)
So occasionally, you'll find her clothes on your bed, or in the bathroom after she showers... literally just her belongings all over the house
So once, you decide to teach her a lesson
You found her band t-shirt on your bed, she'd forgotten to put it away after she got dressed and left
So you decided to wear it
Then, a while later, she makes another mess because she needs to find this shirt, and she doesn't remember where she put it!
She looks for it in your whole apartment, and you just see her entering and leaving every room for a few minutes while you're calmly drinking your tea/coffee/whatever in the kitchen
When she's lost all hope, she stops by the kitchen to ask you about it
"Have you seen...", she finally takes a look at you, and that's when it hits her
"Seen what?", you pretend to have no idea what she's looking for
She's a little embarassed, and she kind of can't take her eyes off of you because she thinks you look adorable/so good in it, but she snaps out of it to ask "what are you doing with my shirt?"
"Yours? Are you sure? Because I found it on my bed, so I assumed it was mine" you say, trying to sound so naive
Then Hobie, passing by you two, just goes "Nice shirt, y/n" with his usual smirk
Of course he'd join the teasing lesson, he had also noticed Gwen's mess in your apartment
Gwen's now standing awkwardly, not really knowing what to do about it, but she learns her lesson
She refuses to take back her shirt, though ;)
And even if her usual mess is now gone, you still find a shirt, or a sweater, or a jacket on your bed occasionally
Is it intentional? Who knows....
(it definitely is)
Being real though, Gwen's mess didn't bother you that much
The idea that you had a bit of her in every room in your house, it definitely did something to your heart
Now please consider: domestic affection
The three of you sitting on the couch, your head on Gwen`s lap and your legs resting over Hobie's
He keeps tapping out the rythm of songs on your legs, even if there are no songs playing
If Gwen's really focused on whatever show or movie you guys are watching, she'll mindlessly play with your hair...
And she only does that when she's distracted, because if she realizes what she's doing, she'll stop out of embarassment(and as a consequence, she'll be completely unable to focus on the movie again), the only things she can focus on now are her fast heartbeats and her warm cheeks
Hobie might notice it and tease her for it, and she'll just ignore it because she's too caught up in her own embarassment to even reply
You turn your head up to look at her, giggle a bit but try to not give her much attention or she'll be even more embarassed
And you don't want that, because you thought she was really cute and you enjoyed getting your hair played with
If you wake up early, or at least before them, you'll start making them breakfast
Both of them eat a whole meal in the morning, basically lol
Hungry beasts(affectionately)
As thanks, usually once a week they prepare dinner for you
Hobie's definitely better in the kitchen than Gwen, but she'll do her best
And it usually ends up tasting really good
Now just imagine the mess that it is going grocery shopping with both
You're trying to focus on what's on your list, but they simply won't let you
They'll be "hey, check this out!" every five seconds
Hobie will somehow always find something to tease you or Gwen about. it's like a talent
You'll buy more food than you need
Not that it matters, it'll all get eaten anyways
Specially during movie nights
(I'm already working on part two!! this ended up being a lot longer than I expected....)
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trolagygirl2022 · 9 months
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Hello Mimi, how are you? I hope you're doing great! I would like to ask on how skz would be when they becoming a spouse and a father, like how their attitude going? Thank you before for answering my question.
How would SKZ be as fathers?
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Bangchan: The Magician, King of Swords, 10 of Cups, 10 of Swords.
So as a father, Bangchan would treasure interactions with his family. He'd want to buy them stuff, take them to places and do fun activities with them. He'd want to engage with them and likes to do "family things" basically. Chan wants to be part of their lives, helping them at their lowest and giving them advice. He wants to guide them and being a leader.
Han: The Magician rev, King of Swords rev, 10 of Swords rev, 10 of Cups rev.
I swear I didn't expect it 💀😬 I'm going to be honest, it doesn't seem like Han would want to have a family. Like the energy is all "nuh uh" when I'm trying to get an answer. I'm picturing him shaking his head rn LOL.
Jeongin: Page of Cups, Temperance, 10 of Wands, 9 of Pentacles, 8 of Pentacles, 2 of Wands
He's the type to work hard for his children's future. He likes structure and wants his family to be like him. Like the moment the child is born, he's already planning out their future ahah. He has a loving side but he doesn't want lazy children. He wants to raise responsible kids.
Hyunjin: 9 of Pentacles, 8 of Pentacles
Pretty similar to I.N. He'd want his family to be independent and not relying on him and others to help them.
Changbin: Ace of Swords rev, Judgement rev
Lokey seems like he'd be very confused and unsure how to raise a family and would struggle. I don't think this is something he thinks about.
Felix: The Devil rev, 4 of Wands rev, The World, The Star, 2 of Cups rev.
Felix as a father would keep his kids away from the spotlight. As he knows how people would react to that. He would be strict on them and make sure they don't turn out bad. Felix would keep them away from bad influences and would be harsh on them. Not in a negative way but in a "tough love" type of way.
Seungmin: The Moon rev, Knight of Wands, Page of Wands
He would worry, especially at the beginning. Would be very protective and cautious. He'll defiantly show a fun, loving side with his family but at the same time, doesn't play with their safety.
Lee Know: Strength, The Star
Lee Know would be their biggest cheerleader. He would support their dreams and help them, encourage and go over the top just to make them happy. Like if his kid wants to be an idol, he'd sign them up for singing and dancing classes ASAP.
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sigsfigs · 25 days
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hi everyone!! this is a little bit of a more personal post but my financial situation has gotten quite dire so i am opening up heavily discounted emergency commissions! if you cant commission me thats 100% okay but i would really really appreciate your support in sharing this post!
payment up front through zelle (preferred), paypal or venmo! dm me here on tumblr to reserve a slot :) i expect approximately two weeks turnaround time but i'll try my best to get them done asap!
+$10 per extra character and prices might change if the concept is very complex! everything is negotiable so dont be scared to ask questions u_u
if anyone would like to hear more about my situation/why i need to open up emergency commissions, i will explain under the cut! <3
i dont want to share too much about my life on here but i do think its a bit important to give context as to why its so important for me right now !!!! i moved across the country recently to live with my friends but i managed to get a job only very recently . since i started working in the middle of the pay period i havent been able to get paid yet despite it being the end of the month when bills are usually due !! i had my savings of course but i had to chew through pretty much all of them in order to pay rent/groceries/living necessities so all this money will go directly to my survival . i suffer from a ton of chronic physical illnesses which affect my day to day life so along with bills i have been needing to buy medical supplies/aides so i can live independently in a more comfortable way . i will be getting paid eventually but for now i can only try to rely on commissions so again any support is very much appreciated! i will probably never get this personal ever again i am not a very public person at all v_v));
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duskyashe · 1 year
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CAMP NANO DAY 8/9
(please see tags for trigger warnings)
[first three chapters] [AO3]
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It had been a long time since Bruce had been this unbalanced by the thought of a conversation. He was unafraid to admit, if only to himself, that he was terrified about the kinds of things he'd hear from the young woman now sitting across from him. On the way to his office, he'd asked her if she felt safe and comfortable talking to him by herself, or if she'd prefer having his youngest adopted son sit in with them, and while she was understandably hesitant to let an unknown fifteen year old sit in on their discussion, he'd also seen the way she'd unconsciously relaxed when she saw Tim walk in.
"Before we start, my name is Timothy Drake-Wayne, please call me Tim, and you have permission to hug me, cling to me, cry on me, or even squeeze my hand tight enough to break it. Whatever you need to do to get through this discussion. I'll even leave for snacks if you need to say something intensely personal or that you feel I shouldn't hear," his son said with a small, supportive smile. Bruce was so proud of Tim, he'd come so very far since first coming to them. "I'm very well used to standing in as an emotional support person when a foster kid gets comfortable enough with Bruce to want to tell him exactly what happened wherever they'd been before coming here, and I'm perfectly content to keep doing so for as long as I live here."
Bruce watched as Jazz processed everything Tim said and caught the question in her gaze before she'd even opened her mouth to speak it. "Tim has decided he wants to work with CPS when he gets older, take his own experiences with the system and use them to help improve it. I do whatever I can to help him, to help any of the children who find themselves in my care, achieve his dreams," he explained softly, pride warming his heart and voice. "I'm not sure how well you remember him, but my first adopted son, Dick, recently decided to open his own gymnastics studio here in Gotham. His experience with you and Danny when you lived with us really left an impression."
Jazz nodded in understanding before glancing at Tim, reached for his hand, and took a fortifying breath. "My—the Fentons are… scientists, inventors, innovators, they—they discovered, independently, an entire species of interdimensional beings with incredible powers and such a rich mixture of cultures, and… and they decided those beings were unnatural, that they were evil and needed to be experimented on and exterminated. They created a portal to these beings' home dimension in our basement without following any sort of safety regulations or protocols." Jazz took another breath, swallowing as she looked down at hold on Tim's hand. "Th-the green on me and Danny when we first got here, it's called ectoplasm. It's basically the lifeblood of these beings, it makes up almost their entire bodies. Their dimension is full of it, as any excess they produce gets shed off into the environment around them.
"When the Fentons created their portal into the Infinite Realms, they didn't realize they'd installed a secondary switch that also needed to be flicked for the thing to work. A switch that was on the inside of the portal shaft and could only be reached by physically going inside it." She shuddered as she tried to bite back tears. "I wasn't home at the time. I was tutoring a fellow student in English at the local fast food joint. Danny was at home with his two best friends. Mom and dad had left the day before to track down the supposed "ghost" that had caused their magnum opus to fail to work. He should have been safe.
"I got a frantic phone call from Danny's friend, Tucker, telling me I needed to get home ASAP, that Danny'd had an accident and wasn't waking up. The student I was tutoring asked me what I was waiting for, to get going, and so I did. I—by the time I got back to the house, Sam and Tucker had managed to drag Danny away from the portal, but i-it was pretty obvious what the accident was, I mean… the portal hadn't been on before I left…"
Bruce had a bad feeling about where this story was going. He'd seen the product of lab accidents too often to be able to con himself into thinking it could be going in any other direction. He almost stopped her from continuing, but while she was very obviously distressed, the process of telling him, of telling them, seemed to actually be doing her some good, so he kept his silence and watched as she clenched Tim's hand even harder for a brief second before relaxing her grip almost entirely.
"Sam was fussing over Danny's prone form, trying to make him more comfortable on the steel flooring without moving him too much, while Tucker was pacing between the two of them and the swirling mass of green that was the portal when I got there. As soon as they saw me, Tucker was on me with tears in his eyes. "We thought he'd died," he said. "The screaming—we thought he was dead. We're so sorry, he could have died—we're so unbelievably sorry,"" Jazz quoted with a strained voice. "Sam's makeup was running from how much she was crying. Sam never cries, and there she was, kneeling over my barely breathing baby brother, nearly sobbing in terror and guilt. They—Sam had apparently dared Danny to go inside so they could get a picture, and while in there, Danny tripped, and he hit the secondary switch. The Fentons had apparently not turned the other switch off after the thing didn't work the first time, and Danny ended up paying the price of their stupidity. He was alive, he'd survived, but now he's rightfully terrified of anything to do with electricity above what comes out of your stranded wall outlet. Only, come to find out, Danny hadn't survived. Not entirely… not unchanged."
Knew it, Bruce thought wearily as he leaned back in his chair. He resisted the urge to rub his hand across his face or run it through his hair and instead just continued to listen to Jazz's tale.
"The combination of all that electricity running through him, killing him, as a portal made pretty much entirely of ectoplasm opened up literally right on top of him changed Danny on a molecular level. He's no longer fully human. He's now something called a halfa, half human and half… half ghost."
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FINALLY got that finished! I sincerely apologize for not getting this out yesterday, I had to take a general health day due to both my lactose intolerance realizing, three days after the fact, that I'd eaten dairy and decided it didn't like that at all, and my sleep schedule being crap the past two days (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠) that's why today's post says "day 8/9", I'm counting it for both days since I *did* start writing it yesterday (⁠^⁠~⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ
For anyone reading this directly after day 6 but hasn't read any of the reblogs of day 6, this is actually chapter 4 of this fic, not chapter 2. I have two amazing co-writers who have each written an amazing chapter for this fic, which can be more easily read on AO3 by hitting the link up at the top!
Also, due to this fic having two co-writers for it, from now on, when I post a new chapter for it here on Tumblr, I won't be linking back to my previous chapter, since there will be two chapters between each of my own. Instead, I'll be linking back to the first post back on day 6 and to the AO3 version, where the entire fic will be readily available for reading.
Also also, because this is being co-written, any and all updates for this fic will be highly sporadic at best. Please don't harass me or my co-writers for quicker updates, we're all very busy people working together to write this purely for fun.
Have a wonderful morning/day/night everyone!
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ceapa-mica · 8 months
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Family Life: Childhood 🎀 - a Thrawn headcanon
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I thought today would be a good day for a new family life headcanon, and here I am feeding you with new content! ✨
This one is a fluffy SFW hc.
Reader's gender is not mentioned.
Taglist: @bingbongooo @dance-like-russia-isnt-watching @ele-millennial-weirdo @enaelyork @jesslove23 @thrawnalani @thrawnsboots @twincesskorisoka @generousblizzardchaos @davesrightshoe @shoe-bag @tearyeve @blackddarling @obbicrystaleo
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The days of changing diapers and baby formula are over. You and Thrawn are now parents of a bright eyed six year old girl…
Thrawn wants to be actively involved as a father. Among other things, he learned how to braid your daughter’s hair. He's become quite good at it.
He actually likes to join her roleplay games, like tea party or supermarket, when he has the time. Watching them play makes your heart melt.
You speak a decent amount of Cheunh at this point since your daughter often speaks a mix of both Basic and Cheunh.
She is so full of energy, you can't keep her confined to your quarters 24/7. You allow her to roam designated hallways of the Chimera as long as she doesn't keep anyone from their duties.
She knows she has to return to your quarters asap when the Chimera gets involved in a battle.
The crew has to get used to an unsupervised child wandering the hallways first. Your daughter is polite and respectful though, in fact she got most of the crew wrapped around her finger.
She's independent for her age and always seeks answers to anything. She's very curious and wants to learn everything there is to learn about the Galaxy, the Chimera, the Empire and the Chiss Ascendancy.
As for the latter, Thrawn regularly tells her stories of his people. She can't get enough of them.
Every now and then you spend a day together as a family. Whether on the Chimera or at the cottage Thrawn bought a few years ago, you always have a good time.
There are days where your kid follows Eli around. He doesn't mind answering all her questions, and he's patient with her. He actually loves having her follow him around like a little duckling.
You and Thrawn agree that you never would have thought about some of the things she asks you about. She's the smartest kid you've ever known.
There will be a time where every child starts nagging their parents about a pet, and your daughter is no exception. A child on a warship is one thing, an animal is something else. Thrawn thinks about it and eventually sends someone to Myrkr to catch a young Ysalamir for her.
It's an uncommon pet to have. She loves that hairy lizard instantly and they become great companions. You rarely see her without the ysalamir sitting on her shoulder.
Your daughter is now the right age to attend school. Since you don't live planetside permanently, she takes holonet classes. Via holocam she can see and talk to other students and teachers.
She LOVES school and the teachers are amazed at her vast knowledge about the Galaxy. Due to her intelligence and eagerness to participate in classes, some kids are being mean to her.
She claims that she doesn’t care what they say, but you see in her crimson eyes that the words of those kids hurt her. Thrawn knows what it's like being treated differently and gives her good advice.
As for your love life, Eli has turned out to be better at babysitting than any droid could. He looks after your daughter when Thrawn takes you out for date night.
Thrawn is determined to keep his family away from Imperial affairs. He never mentions either of you to the Emperor or Darth Vader and doesn't take any of you to public appearances like Imperial balls or other official events. If he has to attend, he goes alone.
Your daughter loves drawing on flimsi for her dad. He keeps her art in a drawer of his desk, admiring it when she's at the cottage with you and he feels lonely.
When your little one gets sick you make sure she gets the care she needs. I might add that despite being half Chiss she's not immune to human infections and viruses. She's still part human, so you make sure she gets all necessary vaccines humans get too.
Thrawn thinks it's important to teach her basic survival skills from an early age. That includes swimming, how to make a campfire and find shelter, and basic self-defense. You find the time to teach her together. In a dangerous Galaxy it can't hurt to be prepared.
Being the little whirlwind she is, she ruined a few pieces of art from Thrawn's collection either with paint or broke them while playing. They're irreplaceable and Thrawn was angry, but also understanding. You're dealing with a playful child here after all.
Your daughter has changed your life for the better, that you and your husband agree on. You never would have guessed you can love someone as much as you love your little girl. Every day with her is a new adventure.
Thrawn toys with the idea of sending your little one to an Imperial elite boarding school for girls, where many high ranking Imperials send their daughters. He wants her to be more disciplined like Chiss children her age usually are, and he thinks a good education might help her find her way in life. Before you can make any decision on that (or argue if you’re against it), an incident involving purrgils occurs while you're all aboard, getting you exiled into an unknown far away Galaxy with apparently no way home…
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Yeah I'm leaving that at a cliffhanger. 😈 You can probably guess that the next family life hc will be about your life in exile on Peridea. You better prepare yourself for more fluff and some angst. 😉
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Hey, I'm a trans (FTM) adult who isn't in the financial/mental place to move out from my parents' home. I told my dad I want to start testosterone soon and he was supportive. My mom, on the other hand, is very transphobic and she's not on board whatsoever (she's also extremely stubborn and won't change her mind). Should I start hormones anyway because at least one of my parents is supportive? Or, should I wait until I can move out?
(Side-note: I know my mom wouldn't kick me out if I did start T.)
Lee says:
Your well-being is the most important thing. Your mental health matters more than appeasing your transphobic mom! If starting testosterone is a crucial step for your mental and emotional health, it’s essential to prioritize it. That doesn't necessarily mean you have to start ASAP, but it does means having a plan to start, even if that plan involves moving out.
Having the support of your father is useful-- let him know if you need him to be a buffer between you and your mother, and ask him to stand up for you if she crosses the line from "unsupportive" to "verbally abusive". If he's okay with you starting T, he can help you to present your case with your mother.
Maintaining open, honest, and respectful dialogue is the only thing you can do to try and help your mom understand your choices. Sometimes people surprise you and change-- even if it takes years to happen.
But even if your mom is stubborn and never understands, if you express your feelings, experiences, and needs clearly, and tried to listen to her concerns and fears and address them, at least you'll know that you did all that you can to try and reach out to her and you won't have any regrets about not having tried harder to salvage the relationship.
Sometimes, providing educational resources and answering questions can alleviate some concerns, so if she's willing, having her speak to another cisgender mom who is supportive of their young adult on testosterone can help, and you can try providing her with the meeting times for your local PFLAG chapter or other parent support group.
Remember, this is your journey, and it’s important to make decisions that align with your needs, values, and well-being. The things I may choose to prioritize may not make sense for your current situation. While I would personally lean towards the "fuck around and find out" type of approach to starting T without your mom's support since you are an adult and aren't concerned about losing your housing, that can also backfire if you're living in a place where you don't feel safe.
Even if you think that your mom wouldn’t kick you out, it’s essential to assess all the risks involved thoroughly, including the risk to you emotionally. You have to weigh the positive impact of starting T and feeling more comfortable in your body (which can help with depression) with the potential impact on your mental and emotional health due to possible increased tension or conflict at home (which can make depression worse).
While you're going through this, getting support from a mental health professional or counselor can be literally life-saving, especially if you already struggle with mental illness. A therapist who has a lot of experience with trans clients can provide guidance, support, and resources to help you and your family navigate this journey. They can also facilitate family discussions, and it can be helpful to have them "referee" tough conversations with your mom-- sometimes having a third party witness helps people to reign in their behavior so it don't get too out of hand.
If you're not in the mental place you need to be to move out, therapy (whether it's one-on-one meetings with an individual therapist or an intensive outpatient group program) might also help with getting the stability you need to be ready to live more independently.
Building a support network outside your family can also help give you an outlet when things are rough at home. Connecting with friends, support groups, or organizations that understand and support your journey can help you get through the tough times.
Everyone says "it gets better" for a reason, but sometimes it gets worse before it gets better. It can be hard to start medically transitioning because you might find changes don't happen as quickly as you had hoped, and there's often a point when you're more "visibly trans" but not yet passing 100% of the time which can make you feel even more self-conscious when it comes to things like using a gendered locker room at the local gym when you don't know whether people in either room might complain to the front desk about someone of the "Wrong" gender being in there.
Even though moving out isn’t an immediate option, it can help to think of developing a plan for eventual independence as part of your transition too. Working, saving money, exploring housing options, learning how to "Adult" and get health insurance, etc, are all things that can move you closer to your goal of transitioning, especially if you decide to wait to start T until after you've moved out.
It can really help to break things into tiny steps (like spending a certain amount of time per day job hunting or aiming to save up a target amount) remember that you not only have a goal but also a plan and a path to get there and achieve that goal.
Personally, I would probably chose to start T, but I'm not you. If you've been ruminating on this for a while and still can't decide what to do, making a simple pro/con T-chart can help sometimes. If that doesn't work, and you've talked it over with your dad to get his opinion, and asked your friends, and you're still not sure, then maybe it's time to consult a therapist again-- they can really help with the emotional side of this type of decision-making. But in the end, it's up to you.
Good luck!! I believe in you!!!
Followers, any advice for anon?
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I don’t know how it would happen but I would love for Darius and Eber to somehow accidentally get stuck in Hunter’s mindscape
I feel like it has been done before, but forgive me, because I have the memory of an amnesiac goldfish, so I can't pinpoint an specific thing and therefore I'm just going to babble to my heart's content.
It's probably rare for people to even be making a potion to get into someone's mindscape, and even rarer for them to be able to make a spell to do that, since it seemed like a wild magic thing and despite Belos' reign being over, it's still probably fairly difficult to do. So what are the circumstances? Leaning toward a very convoluted scenario of someone shouldn't have been there and every single person here had no idea someone even had a potion for this and uh, oh, somehow this happened. Thinking about it being at the Night Market, because where else would you find something like that, really?
Circumstances aside, oh, that would be so rough for everyone involved.
Especially if we're assuming there hasn't happened too long since Hunter has been living with Darius and Eberwolf, which means that he would be taking probably the very first baby steps toward recovery, but mostly he would be doing very badly.
How could this reflect in the mindscape? It's fascinating to think about, if we take the theme of life in general being a thing across all of the mindscapes, independently on the state it might present itself it depending on the person, how would that show for Hunter? Trees are well and good, but I'm thinking he could have something very significant to him, perhaps. I'm thinking about the climate at the Knee, not gonna lie. It sounds dreary when we take the association of cold and snow with death, but I was thinking the Knee would be a very particular place for him, since he did one of his trials to become a scout there, so it used to be a motive of pride, and then there's Eclipse Lake, which is objectively not that great, but that's also where he accepted his bond with Flapjack, so somehow it also has positive associations.
Maybe the kind of trees that grow around there?
As for what Darius and Eber would see there, I gotta imagine there have to be quite the amount of memories that might be blocked because Hunter's mind kinda did that because those were some very traumatic experiences he had growing up, and others that might not be blocked in such a literal way, but perhaps muted? Recent things like the possession and Flapjack's death, there's a lot going on there for him, unfortunately.
Is that how it works? Who knows, I'm not the mindscapes expert, that's Hunter /j.
Ultimately I think Darius and Eber wouldn't want to poke around too much, and just try to find a way out or wait until someone gets them out. Although...
If Hunter wanted them to see some things he's been wanting to bring up but doesn't know how, I could see them just following along. Aided, of course, by inner Hunter, which I'm also not too sure of how he would be, but I'm kinda going for a very normal version of Hunter, just perhaps more sincere and with less filters than regular Hunter is, because he's not fearing all the consequences normal Hunter has learned while growing up.
I do wonder if Flapjack's essence could somehow manifest in there as well, since he gave his life for Hunter's. Maybe not Flapjack exactly, but some kind of tribute to him in Hunter's mind, that could be sweet.
In any case, I feel like the conclusion Darius and Eber would get from this would be "oh, Titan, we knew he was traumatized but there's so much more going on than we suspected, we gotta get him some help asap" 😭
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Did MC and Red (either best friends or exes) not make any plans to meet again one day? Or did they pretty much accept that that might not happen? And how did he feel after they left?
I only played the demo so if this is answered in-game later it's ok to ignore this ask! Thanks in advance! (and thank you for being so kind and attentive with all the asks you receive, just seeing how you reply to everyone makes me feel super welcomed here! <3)
MC and Red did intend on meeting up again someday, but in a world where there isn't any real way of communicating with each other from afar (especially if you're constantly traveling and moving around and don't actually know where the other person will be at any given moment), they both just accepted that it would happen somewhat abstractly. When you leave the Circle as a young adult, there's generally this sense of excitement and new independence, like "I can't wait to go off on my own and spread my wings and explore the world and figure my life out and become the person I'm meant to be!!" It's this fresh, exciting rite of passage that everyone goes through, so there isn't this looming concern about how to see each other again ASAP (you've spent the last several years seeing each other every single day, after all); it's sort of just accepted that you're all going to go off your own ways and you'll see each other when you see each other (typically when you come back to the Circle after a few years of freedom and moonlighting to "settle down"/enter the next phase in life/figure out what you're going to do next). Generally the simplest thing to do is to pop back in to the Circle and inquire where the other one is, and if the other person has been there recently, you stand a good chance of finding them (or at least leaving a message for the next time they come through), depending on how urgently you need to see them. MC also knew where Red's family lived, so they could have also checked in there and his parents or sisters would have gotten a message to him ASAP if needed! So they weren't really thinking about it at the time, basically; they just had faith (blind faith, pretty much) that it was going to happen eventually, so they weren't too worried about it!
There's also the case that, if they were sweethearts and then broke up, they did need some space from each other and weren't like "all right well I'm going to go do my own thing since I was under the impression that we're just a fling and definitely not in love... anyway, want to meet back here in a year?" LOL
As friends, I don't think either Red or MC were really devastated or bummed out about going their separate ways: as I said, this is pretty much the standard course of things when you don't have phones or even permanent mailing addresses, it's sort of like when you have a friend who goes on pilgrimage or backpacking across Europe for several months without technology and you just have to accept that you'll see them when they get back! It was understood that both of them would return to the Circle someday, so they weren't worried about it outside of that... it just took Red way less time than he thought and MC way more time than they thought LOL. (But they'd assumed he was off doing his own thing too, not that he was still back there all that time! That's why they're so shocked to see him in Chapter 3: the odds of him actually physically being at the Circle were next to impossible in their mind, since they thought he was off still gallivanting around the Continent like he'd planned!)
Also, thanks so much for your very sweet and kind words, I'm so happy that you can feel welcome! :) Thanks for your question and I hope my answer made sense!
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I’m in the mood for some protective boyfriend Will Miller with his GF headcanons so I’m taking you all down with me:
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Will doesn’t like not knowing where you are. It makes him antsy and he starts to WorryTM. He doesn’t need you to provide an itinerary of your day, but he would prefer that you check in with him now and then, simply to let him know you’re okay.
Whenever you go somewhere, he always likes to doublecheck you have everything you need - gas for your car, an extra coat, food, emergency contact information, etc.
You butt heads when you want to do something fun that requires signing a waiver, i.e. skydiving, paintball, etc. HE does shit like that all the time, but when YOUR well-being is on the line, it makes him uneasy and why can’t you just go to a fucking movie instead?
He has a zero tolerance policy when it comes to someone else flirting with you.
If it’s just some mild, friendly flirting - like with a waiter/waitress - you can get away with teasing Will about the way he scowls and grumbles, getting a little grumpy in general.
But you can tell he’s not happy about it so you don’t push your luck too far.
If someone hits on you at a bar, especially if they make you uncomfortable and won’t take no for an answer…there’s gonna be blood.
Will keeps his cool. Where Benny would explode immediately, Will has more self control.
But he definitely has a hard limit and once he’s past that limit, it’s not pretty.
With steel in his voice, Will tells the offender, “Leave her alone,” as he rests a hand at the small of your back or slides an arm around your waist.
If the offender doesn’t take the hint, Will grips your hand and pushes you behind him. Then he’s baring his teeth and growls, “I said, fuck off.”
For the most part, that gets the job done. There’s a look in Will’s eye at this point that signals to most men with a scrap of working self-preservation that if they value their lives, they better get the hell out of there ASAP.
But sometimes, there are idiots in this world who can’t take even the boldest hint.
Will only gives two warnings. There will not be a third.
If the offender continues to pressure you, Will lashes out with a precise strike to the throat. Another to a secondary weak point - face, kneecap, solar plexus - something that will leave the offender on their knees, gasping and in pain.
“If you even look at her one more time, I will make you beg for me to kill you. Is that clear?”
For the rest of the night, everyone in that bar gives you a wide berth and treats you with the utmost respect.
When you want to handle an issue yourself, you have to talk Will down. Even though he’s a huge advocate for your independence and autonomy, it’s still very hard for him to sit back and watch you struggle when all he wants to do is jump in and help fix the problem.
If someone is disrespectful to you, Will sees RED. It’s going to take all your strength to hold him back.
Then again…you’re not above flaunting your boyfriend for a little leverage.
When the mechanics at the local garage triple the price on your car repairs, all you have to do is gesture to your boyfriend who’s standing behind you, scowling, arms crossed, legs apart, looking like a guard dog about to strike, and suddenly you find people to be very cooperative.
If you’re honest, sometimes it scares the shit out of you to see your normally mild-mannered boyfriend suddenly turn into this beast.
On the other hand, you know he’s just concerned about you and it would kill him if something happened to you on his watch.
On the occasions when Will gets violent, it takes a while for both of you to calm down. But when you do, Will touches you so tenderly and speaks so softly, apologizing that you had to see that, apologizing that he didn’t protect you better as he kisses your forehead and folds you into a hug.
Tuck yourself under Will’s arm. Show Will that you’re with him and no one else. Remind him that you’re just spooked about the situation, not scared of HIM (because it would tear him up inside if you were scared of him). Give him a kiss on the cheek and whisper how sexy it is when he’s protective of you.
That will ease any lingering tension and he’ll laugh softly, giving you a little love-tap on the butt.
“Are you teasing me?”
“Yes. Are you gonna do something about it, soldier?”
He’ll brush a kiss to your temple and take you home, keeping you safe and warm in his arms, in his bed, for the rest of the night.
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hotchs-bitch · 2 years
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I Will
Summary: A year and a half after the New York case, you and Aaron are finally home
Pairing: Hotch x blank slate Fem!Reader (no use of y/n), Emily Prentiss x mentioned oc (aka @leftoverenvy)
Word count: 1k
Warnings: domestic fluff, mentions of alcohol
A/N: Aaaaand that's a wrap, folks. Enjoy this little peek into their lives. I can't express how grateful I am for every piece of feedback and support on this series as we discovered that these two had a chokehold on me that simply refused to let go. Love always to my fantastic betas, @munsons-curls and @doctorstethoscope for speed-betaing this so I could get it out asap!
Find it on ao3 here and as always, happy reading <3
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And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
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“Thanks for coming, guys!” You call out, watching your guests filter out through the door.
Katie and Emily are the last to leave after the rest of the BAU, lingering in the doorway in the way of women who know that the taxi is waiting but still want to chat. “We’ll do it again soon,” Emily says and then she’s gone, her wife dragging her out by the hand.
It’s a good thing, too. You love Emily, but she’s the type to suggest ‘one more glass of red’ and then fall asleep on your couch four hours later. She’s done it before.
Playing hostess is fun, but you’re tired and you’re sure that the rest of your family is, too.
“Say goodnight, buddy,” you hear Aaron call out, his voice floating from the living room. It’s chasing Jack, who runs into your side to give you his version of a bear hug.
“Goodnight, Momma,” he says, and your heart melts a little bit, just like it always does when he calls you that.
You reach to smooth some stray hairs from his forehead- he’s got a cowlick just like his father’s, and it’s made itself known in the last couple of months- and place a kiss to the top of his head. “Goodnight, Jack Attack. Brush your teeth and then say ‘night to Dad, okay?”
“I will!” He pulls back with a large yawn, and you smile in the direction of the bathroom as he walks towards it.
He’s in that independent stage now, the one where he doesn’t want to be told what to do but won’t do it otherwise. You’re dreading the teen years already.
You wait for the sound of running water from the bathroom before heading into the kitchen to clean up what seems to be a hundred dishes, plates and empty wine glasses clustered on the dining table.
The BAU knows how to have a good time, even if it’s just at a dinner party.
Music while cleaning is your friend, so you turn on the kitchen speaker and sway to it, humming under your breath while you flit around and tidy up.
The task is so entrancing that you don’t notice Aaron at first, leaning against the doorframe of the kitchen with his arms crossed, his hands around the necks of empty wine bottles. You don’t see the look on his face while he observes you.
You don’t see him blink away what could be tears when he sees this image of you, dancing in the kitchen after a night of friends and drinks and entertainment. It’s an image that haunted him when he first bought the house, and seeing it come to life does something to his chest that feels a lot like coming home.
“Need a hand?” He asks after a minute. It might have been more than a minute; he can’t help being entranced, after all. He’s got everything he needs, and he’s looking right at it.
When you turn around and see him, you give him a grin. “I’ll never say no. Is your son in bed?” You ask, taking the bottles from your fiancés hands.
Before you can set them down, he pulls you in for a quick kiss. “He called me ‘Aaron’ yesterday. He’s your son for now.”
“Oh, I see how it is,” you joke, placing the bottles in the recycling bin. “When he aces a math test, he’s your son. The second he disrespects his elders, he’s all mine.”
“Exactly.” Aaron pulls you back in and you let him, warm arms enveloping you against his chest. “I’m glad you understand.”
There’s a retort on the tip of your tongue, but it gives way to a pleased sigh when Aaron’s hand rubs circles on your back. “We should do this more often. It was nice seeing everyone outside of the office,” you murmur, and Aaron makes a noise of agreement that rumbles his chest.
You hear his lips part, his mouth open like he’s about to speak, but then the song that’s playing changes. “Hey, listen.” When you nod towards the speaker, you both fall silent to let the sound of The Beatles wash over you.
Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will
When Aaron starts to sing, you melt against him. “For if I ever saw you,” he starts, low and deep in your ear, “I didn't catch your name.”
His arms shift around you, and you follow the movements to sway back and forth with him while you join in with, “But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same.”
Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart
The song fills the air around you, fills a hole in your chest that Aaron has spent a year and a half healing. He takes one of your hands in his and you laugh out loud when he starts to dance with you. 
It’s a Rumba dance that doesn’t fit anything except the speed of the song, and he wraps a hand around yours and guides your two left feet around the kitchen. The sound of the Beatles plays on, and he rubs the pad of his thumb over the diamond ring that glistens under the warm kitchen light.
You’re home.
For the things you do endear you to me
You know I will
I will
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Hi! I'm honestly excited that tumblr recommended me a good blog for once. It's nice to see other trans ppl living their best life out here.
Anyway, I hope you don't mind a question, but I'm currently an undergrad and really interested in grad school. idk how applicable your experience would be since im a comp sci student, but what's it like in grad school? how accepting has it been of trans people for you? do you have any recommendations on what to do to increase the chance of getting in?
p.s. idk a ton about biochemistry or genetics, but i have a friend who's super into it (he's also planning on going to grad school for it lol), and I love hearing him talk about it. so I'm also curious as to what you're doing :o
Grad school is broken up into phases in my experience, which is dependent on institution and major. For me, year one is classes and rotations, the latter of which is 7 week trials in a lab of interest to get a feel for their work and the lab social and mentor environ. Classes generally compose discussing research techniques and recent publications, and test you on your ability to read research literature and understand it as well as propose follow up investigations. Year two is finishing classes and starting work on your thesis projects, as well as completing preliminary exams, which for biochem are written (grant proposal) and oral (ppt presentation of grant proposal). Year two has less classes than year one and your actual lab work dominates most of your time. Year 3, 4, and 5 are basically spent having a full time job as a senior lab researcher where you are expected to learn your local field well enough to come up with an idea and pursue it to discover or demonstrate something novel in the form of your thesis, as well as publish at least one paper on your work in the meantime.
My institution has not had any issues with trans ppl in my experience. I came out to my lab in Oct of 2023, and gradually to my classmates and the wider program over the following months. Administrative staff and professors have been very on the ball with my pronouns and chosen name, and our program recently got a new professor who is also a trans woman. I won't say which institution to reduce the amount i dox myself, but safe to say I'm content in regards to my treatment as a transgender person.
Getting into grad school usually requires demonstrated undergraduate research or a gap period of research employment after undergrad. I did some undergraduate work (though not strictly in my field) and a year of relevant employment after undergrad. 3 months into said employment I applied for grad school lol which was a little earlier than usually advised bc i hadn't been there long. (My post-bac PI was very demanding and restrictive so I wanted out ASAP). The main things grad schools are looking for is are you able to talk about research you're doing now, what research you want to do, and why you've chosen their institution. They want you to demonstrate you have an interest in researching topics they have professors willing to support, and also that you have the problem solving and data analysis skills to adequately perform research work and operate semi-independently. Having undergraduate or post-bac research that you can explain in detail why you did certain things, what the motivation is, what the goal is, etc is how you prove your worth to grad recruiters (who are usually professors looking for students).
My work is specifically focused on the use of short synthetic peptides to sense the activity of kinases, which regulate pathways in the human body related to growth, division, and apoptosis. When kinases are disregulated it causes various diseases, but it's hard to test drugs for many of these kinases bc there aren't effective monitors for their activity that don't get a lot of false positives due to overlapping signal pathways. The use of synthetic peptides with certain sequences gets around that issue of false positives, and they can be modified to provide information about how effectively a kinase is binding and interacting with the peptide, which would change under exposure to effective inhibitor drugs for those kinases. TL;DR I make little bits of protein to bind other broken proteins and tell me when they're turned on so other ppl can design drugs to turn them off.
Pls let me know if you have any further questions, I apologize that I don't know any comp-sci majors so this might be wildly inaccurate in some regards. XD
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theangelsheardyou · 9 months
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Mrpeg soukoku for the soul🫄🧑‍🍼
Kouyo calls dazai while he's at work and tells him to meet up with her ASAP
her tone is very serious so he ditches work to see her (much to kunikidas dismay)
They meet up at a coffee shop where kouyo coldly tells him that chuuya is in danger and that he must do everything in his power to protect him right now
Dazai has no idea what's wrong and when he asks her she says that he'd rather tell him himself
They go to chuuyas apartment where he's seated at the dining table, a bottle of wine opened but untouched, like he was about to drink from it but suddenly decided not to. Next to it stands an empty wine glass that chuuya stares blankly into without a word
There's a knock at the door, it's kouyo. And she brought dazai with her.
Dazai heads over to chuuyas side and asks him what's going on. Chuuya just looks up at him and then slowly looks down, his hand turning into a fist
"I'm pregnant" He says
There's a hush that falls over the room
"What do you mean?" Dazai asks
Suddenly, chuuya is angry. He stands up and bangs his fist against the table, almost destroying what was on it
"I mean that I'm strong and independent and make a good living so I can do this very well without you! So if you're going to leave and abandon me again then just do it already! We don't need yo-"
Chuuya is cut off by dazais tongue in his mouth, the taller man's slender fingers cupping the other's cheeks as he did so
After their lips part dazai looks at chuuya with love and gentleness in his eyes
"Can I speak now?" He asks. His actions caught chuuya off guard, but he lets him speak anyway
"I think that's amazing news" He says.
"Really?" "Of course"
"Chuuya, you are strong, funny, courageous, daring and by far the most beautiful person I know. I love you more than anything and I would love our baby just as much."
"If I made you think that after everything we've been through together I would just pack my stuff and leave, then I'm sorry. I promise never to make you feel that way again. I'm here, Chuuya. I'm staying right here, with you."
There's tears welling up in chuuyas eyes that he wipes off with his jacket sleeve
He gives dazai a hug, his arms enveloping around his neck
"You're an idiot" he says lovingly
"Aw, you love me~"
Suddenly, there's a sound of glass crashing
The two separate to examine the empty wine glass that fell to the floor
"Shit, hold on lemme get a dustpan" chuuya says as he makes his way out of the room
Dazai finally turns to look at kouyo, knowing she had dropped it on purpose
"So, is there anything you want to tell me?"
"As happy as this occasion may be, you're not thinking of the risks"
"What risks?" Dazai asks "chuuya is perfectly healthy"
"I mean the fact that he is a mafia executive who might just lose his job or his life if he's too pregnant to be useful to Mori"
"Please, Mori loves chuuya. He'd never do anything to him"
"You clearly haven't learned a thing from your time in the mafia. Mori isn't about love and empathy, if chuuya is unable to work then he will be gotten rid of. You have to make sure that doesn't happen"
"Kouyo, you know me. You know I love chuuya more than anything. I won't ever let anything happen to him." Dazai says
"You better not."
Chuuya suddenly walks into the room with a broom and dustpan
"Hey, what were you guys talking about? I heard a lot of talking"
"Just plans for the nursery" dazai says as he turns to chuuya with an innocent smile
"What do you think, green or yellow for the walls?"
"Don't you think that's thinking way too far ahead? Kids not even the size of my hand yet"
"You can never be too prepared!" Kouyo says delightedly and with a smile.
"You never know what could happen"
Kouyo and dazai share a cold look at each other in an attempt to intimidate the other. Unfortunately, it doesn't seem to work for either of them
Felt kinda cringey in some places but it feels good to get this idea out of my system. Part 2 coming right after this one cause I have nothing better to do🩷
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