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iamasaddie · 4 months

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sorry, tess, but that was a good fuckin episode. i’d even say meaty. thick.

#i can’t stop looking at the way his shirt hugs his belly #i’m going to fucking collapse #AND THAT DUMP ASS TRUCK?!?!

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stardustvanfleet · 3 months

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HE’S AN ANGEL????????

#i’m going to COLLAPSE #WHAT THRFYCK JAKE #he’s so artsy and talented and beautiful and i love him so much what the fuck #jake kiszka #greta van fleet #jake #li speaks

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ajokeformur-ray · 6 months

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I’m trying very hard not to fall apart from stress like I did last year. This daily cycle of work-study-work is so draining and I’m not entirely sure that a) I’ll graduate and b) that if I do, I’ll have my sanity intact…

#if Arthur isn’t proud of me I’m gonna fucking riot because he’s making sure I have something good to go home to #and by that I mean I can collapse in bed and watch joker while I study #i know you shouldn't study in bed but sometimes after work my body is so stiff and sore i can't handle my desk #actually even in mornings im so stiff and sore from work the day before that my desk is a struggle #my job is wrecking my body and im letting it

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accursedvoid · 1 month

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“Oh but they’re struggling creatives who need the money more” okay then why didn’t they join another streaming service rather than making their own and forcing everyone (of those that even can) to buy into yet another fucking streaming service

#watcher #y’all keep comparing them to CH/dropout which from what I know has more content creators thus making it more worth it and like ok #why don’t they go join them and the Nebula thing then #why they gotta paywall behind another fucking streaming service when there’s already 50 odd and growing????#I think they’ve severely overestimated how many can/will do so and this will probably collapse/implode on them possibly #look man I’m fucking tired of having 5 billion streaming services #who has the money for all these things I miss having like 1-3 that had everything #y’all I got bills to pay and groceries to afford in this economy this is a hard pass #anyway Yo Ho y’all 🏴‍☠️#accursed posts #my posts #edit: also to say ‘struggling’ when Steven keeps flying around to eat expensive food yeah ok sure

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vampiremansionpoolboy-moved · 1 year

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going insane over the fact that happiness and care and concern and love is underneath every interaction between newt and hermann in pacific rim

#HEAR ME OUT. they’re introduced and newt and being a groupie and behind him hermann is all huffing and rolling his eyes and shaking his #head but he’s Not Angry. no. he jumps to defend newt albeit in a somewhat mocking and sarcastic way BUT THE THOUGHT IS THERE. and then when #hermann is rambling on about numbers being the handwriting of god newt is in the background smiling and laughing and making silly #hand motions and yes the hand motion was a bit mocking BUT THATS THEIR WHOLW THINF. anyways i’m not done. when newt drifts with the kaiju #and pentecost is there talking to him and hermann and newt r yelling back in forth u can hear the unease and shakiness in their voices and #especially the frustration in hermanns. he’s frustrated abt newt risking his life and is worried abt that which translates out in anger.#and yeah maybe he’s salty abt being proven wrong too lmao. BUT CONTINUING ON. stacker could have just told newt to go to hannibal chau and #he would have done it. but instead they watch the film of him on HERMANNS computer as HERMANN controls the computer to look at the film. if #thé film was shown it was for a reason. newt doesn’t seem like the type to need reassurance abt chau before he goes. he was willing to die #for his trash drift. and stacker gave him the card and info so there’s no need to do anything else. the video is most likely there for the #viewers but it needs a reason to be there in the show. hence my reasoning that HERMANN asked to see it out of concern for newt who would be #doinf this alone. hermann demanded to see some proof to reassure himself. stacker having the card on him makes sense. him having that bulky #tape doesn’t. meaning hermann pressured him into leaving getting the tape and coming back to show him. anyways one more bit. so the drift.#hermann is clearly scared out of his mind and thinking abt the impending triple event. yet he still drifts with newt he does it to protect #him to take part of the neural load. and it takes a toll on hermann it makes a big enough mess of his brain that he ends with him bleeding #and shaking and sweating and coughing and throwing up. and he knew it would take a toll. he knew it would be a lot he’s seen the jaegers.#he’s seen what happens. he knows it will be rough. he knows it’ll be much worse for him who wasn’t drifted then for newt who has. yet he #still does it to help newt and to show his care and trust and concern and love and THEYRE DRIFT COMPATIBLE U DONT UNDERSTANDABLE HOW #EMOTIONAL I AM OVER THIS FUCKING OVER THEM #anyways one last thing. the way that they full body slapping each other on the back bear hugged when the throat collapsed (they were behind #herc and tendo so it was a little hard to see. i missed it the first time) in pure adrenaline happiness before we see the quiet tender hug #when they know everything is over for good (for now at least) when it’s time to celebrate when it time to think abt their drift and their #bond and their relationship and their LOVE. i’m so ok abt them rn actually #toad.txt #i wish i wrote this in a keep reading bit and not the tags now. anyways #pacific rim #pacific rim spoilers #newton geiszler #hermann gottlieb #newmann

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rradical · 9 months

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what the sangwook doing

#I am going to collapse into slumber immediately after posting #ALSO IM STILL DEBATING ON A SSTYLEEEE #I posted this mainly cuz i thought it was cute AND it would show my progress #I did make this account to see my art progress SO ya know might as well post da wook #sorry for obvious mistakes i literally see two 💀💀 then again it’s whatevevevervrvereerrr #sangwook is gay sorry #it’s literally canon ?????? like I’m concerned on why people are talking about the scene where he obviously kisses jaeheon ???#OKAY THATS IT SOMEONE TAKE THIS POST AWAY FROM MEEEEE #it’s so drastic compared to my last post in terms of style💀💀#123 fuck it #sweet home

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raymoo--hackery · 11 months

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Hello followers of the Tumblr variety

It is I, Raymoo Hackery, remembering that you exist!!

And that I haven’t posted any of my work here in a while!!

How messed up is that right?

So many cool artworks that you don’t get to see??

What the hell???

But, major problem, I’m so fucking eeby sleepy that I don wan to deal with this situaaaation rn

So uhm… remind me to do that tmr!!

Kay, thanks, byyyye〜 <3

#this was painful to type I’m gonna kms #I can feel my mind collapsing at the seems #I’m beginning to question the fundamentals of conscious existence #so before I say anything else cringe and stupid I’m putting myself down and sleeping #I wish everyone a please go explode or otherwise I will maul you myself #thank you and have a horrendous night #except for myself I hope I sleep stupendously well #destroy the world #my continuous message #fuck shit balls #a couple slurs #goodbye (derogatory)#raymoojabber

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yourlocalmissingtexture · 3 months

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It’s kinda funny having made/discovered my own spiritual path because while on the one hand I want to share my perspective with others, on the other I know it’s either going to sound completely batshit or be taken the complete opposite way.

Like I could easily see how it could be twisted into atheistic pessimistic nihilism (/neg) and/or fatalism or something when it’s literally pantheistic optimistic (or at least true [that is: not just shorthand for pessimistic] realistic) nihilism (/pos/neu).

Idk none of that makes any sense probably. I promise I’m not trying to sound pretentious I just spent years fixating on different spiritual perspectives and concepts. I don’t know how to divorce it from the jargon or whatever in a way that still gets the idea across. Maybe I’ll try to elaborate one of these days idk

I feel a bit like the ant on that motherboard from that one post about Lovecraftian/eldritch madness lmao

#talking to myself #my spirituality #basically my religion tbh #I’m losing it aren’t I #I didn’t go through all those existential crises just to come out empty handed #I didn’t admire the universe to come away with nothing #I didn’t face my greatest fear without trying to romanticize her in some way #and it really is that last one that could screw me over if I shared my stuff #I am a fucked up person #I have some dark interests #I am too angry to be considered a good person I think #but I’m optimistic at my core #I believe in improvement and goodness and love and life #even when everything is collapsing #pessimism will not save you. giving up will not save you #it sure hasn’t saved me #and neither have strict dichotomies #but wonder? wonder has #it’s easier said than done idk #what am i even saying #rant in tags #is anyone out there

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inga-don-studio · 8 months

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Well my body sure did take the adage “if you don’t schedule time for rest then your body will do it for you whether it’s convenient or not” to heart with a vengeance. (I’m sure I butchered the saying but whatever)

#🎃 Cryptid Sighting #Dizzy as fuck rn so there’s no way I’m going in to move & operate big heavy & dangerous equipment tonight #I had the feeling I was going down this road - I was already exhausted after day 4 (which- given it’s part time- should be the max workweek #But day 5 yesterday was spent feeling like all system collapse lol. It’s why I won’t take a full time position here. Too brutal #Like- I have the stamina & strength of an ox up to a certain point #But past that point of justified exhaustion & it’s catastrophic failure. Whole body gangs up on me & starts violently falling apart #I’ve said it before but I don’t know when to chill or regulate effort. I push myself at full capacity until I mentally/physically burnout #So if I don’t have to go in for jury duty tomorrow I’ll finally have time to relax & rest a little!#So yippee I guess?#Ok back to bed

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mrskywalkers-chanelboots · 1 year

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i don’t know if y’all know but on spotify, there is a star wars profile and they have playlists mainly for characters or they’re like compilations of music from the games, battle scenes, etc etc HOWEVER the assortment of characters will never cease to amaze me like we got our besties kenobi, han solo, jyn erso (which is how i know these exist) BUT THEY DONT HAVE LUKE???? LIKE IM SORRY YOU HAVE A PLAYLIST FOR PALPATINE BUT NOT MY BOY????? FIRST OF ALL HE IS LITERALLY THE MAIN CHARACTER OF THE ORIGINAL TRILOGY SECOND OF ALL I SEE THE SHIT YOU PUT ON THESE PLAYLISTS I THINK YOU ARE JUST COWARDS BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU MAKE A LUKE PLAYLIST YOU WOULD HAVE TO PUT COUNTRY ON THERE AND NOT TO JUDGE BUT YALL DID PUT IM A BELIEVER BY THE FUCKING MONKEES ON OBI WAN’S PLAYLIST YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO NOT MAKE A COUNTRY LUKE PLAYLIST FORCE HAVE MERCY