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sk3l3t0n444 · 6 months

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i wanna change my theme and my url a bit

#idfk if its stupid but i think the url crowbat would be cool #like 2 of my favorite animals but also a play on the word crowbar #but my whole thing is skeleton and i cant just change that!#but crows and bats <3 #idfk ill think about it

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xxplastic-cubexx · 13 days

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this_is_stupid.mp4

#xmen #idfk what verse this is its the I Didnt Look Up Refs vers #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #max eisenhardt #snap sketches #i spent the day finishing the draft of my comic and i do not want to finish it im so LAZY #so to cope with the inevitability of that because theres at least TWO panels i like and want to line i doodled this stupid shit jvaLKAJV #i just keep thinking of how silly they must look from each others povs ........#ESPECIALLY charles. erik stronger than me i woulda smacked his dome AT LEAST once a day #ok im sleeping thank you for joining me for Daily Cherik Nonsense #come back tomorrow where ill throw up. about what exactly ? who knows !

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feliformiaboy · 11 months

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#art tag #bugsnax #lizbert megafig #eggabell batternugget #chandlo funkbun #snorpy fizzlebean #triffany lottablog #wambus troubleham #floofty fizzlebean #idfk ny of the ship names ive been in this fandom for about 3 seconds #anyways do you think because hes the only government in snaxburg #if someone wanted to get divorced filbo would have to be their lawyer. i think thats funny #brother did NOT go to law school!#also sorry if someones already done this i just have to draw funny bug game every 5 seconds or ill Die

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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'tumblr if you snipe the quality of another post of mine im going to break into your cellar and ruin all of your wine' translation: click for better quality

80's version

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #masato arakawa #masumi arakawa #jo sawashiro #snap sketches #almost finished the line art of this during stream but had to run before i could complete it !!!! sad !!!!#anyway. this was supposed to look sillier- or at least jo and arakawa were supposed to look dumbfounded #idfk what happened during sketching for me to change it but this isnt terrible either i dont think. s'alright #ill mourn that alternate version tho... i wanted the vibe of a gag manga if we know what i mean #but again This Is Fine. i also havent drawn in about ten days so i should post SOMETHING to remind people i draw LMAO #maybe if i make an 80's Version of this i can go with that idea... hm....... might fit better too... we'll have to see don't quote me #you CAN throw a brick into my inbox and say you'd like to see that tho. if you want.#anyways im done looking at this i need to be consumed with existential dread again byyyyye

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lesbiangiratina · 6 months

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Sooooooo so so crazy cute that this is what made testament finally consider stopping their forest hermit ways but also. Funny exchange honestly. Theyll think about it.

#theyll think about not living in the woods. theyll think about it #bweh i need to write up a summary of this for their page… its so good for them #it makes sense that its After ac+ in their arc… but it would be weird to put it after that probably… SIGH #ah and judgement too… i can get some interesting things out of that… idfk what ill do for dust strikers…#the kat goes meow #gg

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starsheet · 5 months

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GUYS I CAN STILL DRAW I PROMMY

(not intended nor drawn as a ship but idrc if u see it as that at this point. i think they're good buddies and i love them)

bonus version without all the very. drastic shading/lighting under cut

(they look BALD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

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themyscirah · 6 months

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But look at us Luke, we're the ones left alone, holding some rich monster's pain. All of existence, built on his violence. All of space-time, humming to life with a single inviolate rule. Give the hero something to punch.

#kate kane #duke thomas #luke fox #outsiders #dc comic edit #comic edit #dc comics #my first time using photoshop lmao #got it for free with my school adobe acc and obviously im gonna abuse it for comic editing purposes. although i skipped all the tutorials #and just fucked around so idk this isnt like impressive. couldnt find buttons for a lot of what i wanted to do but i think i was just looki #in the wrong spots. anyways yeah.#batman #panel from outsiders no 3 ofc #dont know what else i say here. this is v much the product of me procrastinating writing an essay draft #if the format is weird im sorry im on tumblr desktop which idk how to use. bc photoshop is on my computer and also i turned my phone off so #would stay off my phone and focus. which obviously worked rlly well lmao #swishy's comic edits #panelposting #not rlly but ill tag that too for personal reference. yeah #bats #anyways this issue is so funny to me. like yes lets talk about how batman is everywhere and is taking over everything and also cant die. in #a batman comic that is taking over things (notably the team name etc) from other characters #IRONY!!!!#anyways dark multiverse(? idfk) duke thomas i love you. you can kill as many versions of bruce wayne as you like <3

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m3llowm1sh · 7 months

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guys holy shit i predicted melodie................

#this is from my drafts i dont think i explained the idea well but it was something i thought about a lot and made sense in my head #id rather have my idea and the bs i came up with than whatever melodie is #I HATE HER GRAHHHHHH #brawl stars #its funny how castle duo is my favorite duo ever and i havent ever came up with a fan idea for a third member... im a fake fan guys smh </3 #/j i would but i have no creativity whatsoever #wait actually ill do it right now #ummmmmmmmm i think having a princess is kind of dumb bcuz like i said mandy exists.... i think maybe a brawler revolving around #the haunted armor trope would be cool? like... a ghost knight that died a long time ago and possessed a suit of armor and fights on to this #very day #and supercell could release it on halloween wow im so smart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #“why are you rambling about this so much its such a dumb idea” its my blog and i ramble about whatever i want💥#their name could be. idfk. and they love their sword or something like how ash loves his rats and grom his walkie talkie #the trio ever !!!!!!!!!!! guys if you think its a good idea and want me to draw it ummmmmm ill draw it when we hit 100123901239million like #ill show my incredibly smart and cool and super and awesome idea to my brawl stars friends and moots and see what they think #mishs not art tag

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catominor · 5 months

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i just thought of this... were either of your guys involved with sulla or marius?

yes!! well... kind of. martinus i'm not really sure about, i havent figured out what he was doing in that era yet.... lfc however was a supporter of sulla, although he wasn't really 'involved' in anything he did in a major way. he may have bought some of the proscribed's property at auction or something but that would be the extent of his involvement

#lfc isn't a member of sulla's like... clique of friends but he might know some od them?#maybe he knows lucullus or something. idfk. ill have to think about it more #ficposting #asks

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torao-chan · 5 months

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a pure curiousity question that Imma ask before my partner comes over for coffee

if i started drawing my mlp characters again, even if only for warm ups, would you guys be interested in seeing it?

previously i just posted it to DA, which i no longer use, so i really dont know if any of you would really care. they'd all be oc's too, most likely. but ye

#asdlkjglksdfjglfdsg i get insecure about pony posting idk why #i think theres like a factor of shame left over from mean parts of the internet i lurked in as a kid idfk.#but ye. wanted a general opinion #now for coffee with my partner!!#personal #polls #ill rebubble a few times through out today to get opinions #i should schedule those now actually

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thebigqueer · 29 days

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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do

#i was supposed to have someone review my resume and i was banking on the fact that maybe talking to someone instead of being alone in my roo #would help me out but the whole appointment system maker thing was messed up so we couldnt even meet #so i literally hvae nothing better to do than wait the next few days to get back to campus #and i was soooo excited to go back to school and i still am cuz i know itll make me feel better being around people #but im just a lot less excited than i was #cuz i just really really hate the idea of having to spend another fall semester getting over someone #like i couldve probably handled spring semester. but fall semester???? when theres already enough desolateness as it is???#like i just hate hate htae the idea of being on buses and starting to cry again and its midnight at 4pm when im crying #and theres people everywhere and the wrost part is shes literally on the same campus as me!!! so now i might actually see her!!!#and i dont want to!!!#i want to be friends but right now i know if i see her again ill just start sobbing on the spot #i was so excited for thsi fall sem but now im just notttt #and i know ill be busier (hopefully) this sem so im sure ill be better off than last year #but still like. idfk i dont know what to do. i think i just need to hear someone elses voice #im supposed to talk to my friend later today so maybe thatll help #cuz im kinda ready to tell someone about it but what if she telsl me she cant call what am i suppsoed to doooo #cuz last year the person iw as getting over lived a bajillion miles from me so it was easier!!! but she and I live 5 mins from each other #AND SHES FREINDS WITH LIKE ALL MY ROOMMATES #THEYRE ALL HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS !!!!#GODDDD.#i mean there are def upsides to this . for example its good we broke up now #cuz imagine if we broke up cuz of a fight and then thered be a big issue in the friend group #but it ended well and i dont think our friends / roommates will be 'picking sides'#as long as i just dont do anything drastic lol #adn who knows maybe our friendship will bounce back and i really hope it does!!#but she and i didnt start off as friends we kinda went into this knowing we were into each other to begin with #so like how do i be friends with her you know???#and friendship is soo important to me so its not like i dont want to be friends with her. i really really do. i just dont know how itll wor #like i value friendship over romantic relationships any day but also our relationship felt so deep to me #which is why im scared that we wont be friends even though i know we both want to be

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cavity-collector · 29 days

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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit

#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me #i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum #my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation #depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man #theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please #i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good #but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great #i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to #actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die #i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless #i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something #probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so #ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left #ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this #an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways #no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil #because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good #idk what im saying anymore #someone shoot me #please im not kidding #just make it stop #tw vent #tw sui #delete later

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barkingangelbaby · 4 months

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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao

#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision #im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful #life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy #oop very emo thoughts incoming #life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing #im just. struggling very hard this year. idk #i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it #and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh #idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and #all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety #and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been #bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long #but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore #idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days #ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk #a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no #like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life #its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma #and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them #like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please #please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room #i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic #i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle #(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken

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haven-gum-rockrose · 4 months

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going through it lately. and by it? i mean absolutely nothing actually.

#guys i need therapy #not that itll work #it wont #the last one didnt #and the ones before didnt but my mom only let me do one or two session each for those so i dont fault them #its been years tho so maybe?#idfk #i dont really care #i do #i probably do im just tired #yall know what type of tired #ugh i should really keep my vent posts to my vent blog so people dont have to see them #<- has made many vent posts here and actually not used the vent blog in months #my foot just fell asleep #yall lukcy i dont have a gun #i lied about quiting my job btw #something came up and it got complicated #it might turn out good tho #probably not #but if it does i might be able to move out and room with my oldest friend #oldest as in time known #not age (im older by like four months hehe(and like a head shorter but we dont talk about that shh))#but that would also mean rent which means philly will take a lot longer #and also ill have to look for shops in a whole other city so im putting off quiting for another month or two or three maybe #i dont like change. i dont like genuinely regularly thinking 'id rather die' to things that i really do want #tw vent #thats probably important #i dont like decisions #did you guys know Animal Jam got shut down?#i miss my necklace. everything else seems so- not barbaric but maybe unclean. which i guess is appropriate

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derrypubliclibrary · 5 months

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the problem is. okay. i have an insanely strict bedtime on school nights. (not really but i cant have my ohone kn my room & ill he murdered if im on the computer late so whats even the point). but. i cannot stop thinking about tjis podcast what is WRONG with meee

#i dont wanna go to school tomorrow i just wanna listen to bill be a fucking idiot #GODDDDDDDD #im so close tooooooooo :(#hut the thing is i already slept in today & it Fucked Me Up (ots cause i had to get up early ladt friday) & like i cant fo that again #maybe ill read another chapter of the book that seemed to help a lot last night #& my kitty cat slept with me!!!#but also i dont wanna go to school cause that freak ass (/neg) guy is coming to talk & idk hw to get out of it & id kust ask my mom if i #cpuld go at lunch instead but i kinda also really wanna go to 3rd period because we’re finishing taming og the shrewwwwwwwww i mgiht just #have to listen to himmmmmmmm #fuckkkk #maybe ill just think about lals instead <3 #would it be l:als in stead?#idfk #guys im having a crisisssss #i’ll probably jusr go & ignore him Big Time or smthing but ill also ask my mom abt it caus ei Really dont wanna listen to him #id tell u guys who he was but i think it would probably doxx me big time so im #Not doing that #fuckkkkk #it #theo.txt #anytwya what are trh tags on tumblr for uf not to yse as a personal (public) diary

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fuckblast · 5 months

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Running a half marathon this weekend and all I want when I finish that son of a bitch is a Dr pepper and a marlboro red

#i usually just vape but i cannot stop thinking about post race ciggy #i look young so bumming one would be a real challenge ill probs have to get a whole pack bc idfk who sells loosies #I'm dead certain thered be a place that does but im not scoping for that

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