#idfk what ti tag this

[hippiejunk]

just bros chatting about bro stuff

[sea-buns]

I've reached a point where I am two eps behind on Burrow's End and it's starting to feel like the point of no return. If I'm not faced with deadline pressure to watch something, I am well and truly fucked. All because I forgot what week the first ep was airing :( and I'd been so hyped :((

[princekirijo]

I'm like "oh I love character design character design is my passion!!!" until I have to choose colors

[kitcatttt]

Hello and welcome to my blog! My name is Kitcat or Ayah!

Pronouns: She/He, don’t mind They or It

Sexuality: Panromantic, Asexual but not sex repulsed. No NSFW please.

Birthday: June 12

My Carrd!

Open ask game!

Fandoms!

Jsab/TPC

Project Arrhythmia

Splatoon

Undertale/Deltarune

Project Muse

Mario & Luigi games

FNAF

Risk of Rain 2 (Milo I hate you /j)

Before you interact

I need tone tags. I’m bad at picking up sarcasm irl, and there’s like, no way to tell if someone is being sarcastic over text.

Please tell me if I do make you uncomfortable. I’d like to know so I can stop doing so.

Continuing from the above, PLEASE ESTABLISH BOUNDARIES WHEN WE FIRST START INTERACTING. I’ve had too many instances where I’ve accidentally made someone uncomfortable because I didn’t know their boundaries. I feel guilt easily and it lasts for a long time, I basically never get over it. So it would be nice to not have to feel said guilt at all.

I do occasionally make dirty jokes, and I jokingly say smash to a lot of things, specifically characters. Tell me if this makes you uncomfortable and I won’t do it around you.

I am trying to teach myself how to draw! I had been scared away from drawing for a few years, but I’m finally trying again. They might not be that good as of now. Please don’t make fun of me.

Please do not say my characters are “literally you” unless we are mutuals, and even then please ask for permission first. It does not sit right with me.

Self diagnosed AuDHD. Please don’t attack me for this. I’m only self diagnosing because my parents aren’t supportive of me getting evaluated and not only me, but several friends, peers, and adults in my life suspect I’m AuDHD, or at least autistic. Maybe I’ll get the diagnosis one day :(

DNI

Racist, homophobic, transphobic, or any other discriminatory people.

NSFW blogs and darkship/proship/profic people. So many terms jfc so I’ll just say this. If you support any kind of pedophilia, irl, fictional, whatever, get the fuck off my blog.

Cintagonisupset and his supporters. (Update on this one! I’m fine with his supporters as long as y’all aren’t here to start shit :])

People that just want to stir up drama.

DNI’s don’t really do anything but if you fit the above criteria and you got blocked don’t be surprised, I mean, I warned you :)

Please don’t mention around me (Ships)

TPC Cube x anyone other than Lythorus (Tied to a certain someone, but I’m kinda ok with it as long as it isn’t forced? Idk what would count as forced but Cube x Marcle feels hella forced- and just TPC versions of him. I ship HOPE Cubiris.)

Pyrare x anyone (canonically Aromantic)

Circubit x any female character/oc (canonically gay)

Blixer x Wave (don’t know much about the ship, but there’s apparently something wrong with it???? Idfk-)

Circumuscle x Cirtunda (Cirtunda adopts Circumuscle in my au, plus I don’t even think they’re close in age anymore. If you find past posts of me shipping them, it was BEFORE S2 Ep 1 of TPC came out, in which my au changed)

Marcle x Squadril, Marcle x Purpex, Squadril x Purpex (Purpex adopted Marcle and Squadril in my au)

Quintagon x Cubic (Literally just DNI. Why is this a ship.)

Friends list!

@comet--crusaders/@love--and--corruption - <333

@thatonepurpleshape -Silly ass goober, one of the first friends I made on this hellsite

@mfbees - Dumbass irl I dragged into the JSAB fandom /aff

@trash-jsab - Moderates my discord server, is da server parent :]

@anonymously-night - Also moderates my discord server, helps keep everything in check (THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏)

@mugzymiik - cheese boy /j I’m fucking eating all your aus

@ebony-silly-zone - Hit it off with them when they first joined and now I blab to them about my aus :3

(if any of my mutuals wanna be added just ask :3 I know damn well I’ve forgotten some people)

Other blogs!

@jsab-pa - Art blog! (Run in character by Sen, one of my sonas)

@corrupted-chaoss, @corrupted-chaoss-fic An askblog and fic blog for my JSAB au, Corrupted Chaos

@lil-robo-idiot - Rp blog for my TPC oc, Penl

@coho-chat - Rp and ask blog for my ocs for the Bossfight album Caps On, Hats Off

@tpc-rp-blog - General rp blog so I’m not reblogging to my main

@sins-n-sinners - Ask blog co-run by Milo and Ebony

@uprises-on-your-grave - Askblog for Uprising, and band based on a Teminite album by the same name

Important links (to be updated)

Drama post. Don’t read if you don’t wanna get into it.

Addressing important allegations. More drama.

TPC headcanons

Sexual content and my ocs.

Pyrare and shipping.

My HOPE au vs my TPC au

Pink Heroes infodump!

My tags! (New as of this post)

#kit is on her shit again - rambling tag

#oh shit kit got a pencil - art posts

#why do you tolerate me :] - friend tag :3

#fuck me dude - vent tag, drama tag

#yay blood! :D - gore tag, art or writing

#kit focus on English class - fic tag and lore tag

#kit forgot how to draw - gacha tag

#kit go to sleep - anything I post in between 12am -6am my time (EST)

#kitty cat yaps - ask tag

#😭❓❓❓ - random thoughts

My aus + their abbreviations

Magenta Decedance - My TPC au - MD

Wilted Roses - TPC au, name subject to change to an actual one because it just has the name for the Cintasphere fic currently. Once name changes I will update the description - WR

Mistakes Were Made - An au focused on Circumcannon, where he snapped and killed his family - MWM

School Love Chaos - A college au focused on Cintagon and Circumsphere, Cintagon being the yandere - SLC

Iris Insanity - An au where Iris cracked under the pressure and corrupted - II

Adler’s Experiments - An experiment au focused on my Flowers Of Antimony, Addicus or Adler, who is experimenting on shapes with the corruption - AE

The Contract - An au where Zinnia, Dub’s successor, made a deal with Rot (the tree), and everything went to shit - TC

Lovebug - Penl, a pink hero like Cyanide, got a virus! And now the corruption makes you a yandere???? - LB

Triple Star Shoppe - Cintagon, Purpex, and Pirene (oc) started a business together! Cinta is a dollmaker, Purp is a chef, and Pi is a blacksmith. Something feels… off, though. - TSS

Sins and Sinners - An au focusing on the 7 Deadly Sins’ kids, who took over after they died. (Co owned by Milo and Ebony) - SnS

House of Horror - Come on in! We don’t bite :) - HoH

Not Of The Machine - One of my ocs, Penl, is the only human in a world full of robots. Thus he’s forced to stop the corruption since he’s immune (it’s a virus!) - NOTM

Crystalline Hivemind - An infection au with Amethyst :] - CH

Robotic Necromancy - The Chipzels died, but had their souls trapped in animatronics! What do you mean this is a FNAF au? - RN

False God - The Tree killed Circumsphere out of hatred for Cintagon, so he decided to rebel - FG

Hope - My version of the scrapped Hope series by Brittney Robinson - Hope

Corrupted Chaos - My main jsab au - CC

Purity. - A tree cult was started after the corruption event in CC, and its just as bad. - Purity

Neutralized Nemesis - Another jsab au, where all of the bosses are dating a hero (includes the beta heroes) - NN

Failed Opposition - A bad end jsab au - FO

My ships (and the au’s they’re in)

Pentellow x Iris (both poly) - All except Hope

Cube x Lythorus - All

Cintagon x Circumsphere - All, one sided in SLC

Rincle x Circumuscle - All

Polyhedron x Cirtunda - All

Pentellow x Ajaceare (also poly) - All

Quintagon x Ajaceare - Not in any due to age differences

Dub x Barracuda - All

Iris x Circubit (Poly once more) - All

Hexagram x Circumsphere (exes) - All except Hope, dominant ship in SLC

Cube x Iris - Hope

Cubical x Iris (exes) - All, not together

Cubical x Circubit (also exes) - All, not together

That’s it (for now)! Hope you enjoy your time on my blog!

Dividers made by @trash-jsab

[britcision]

Y’know what friends? I’m feeling mean today 😈 so for WIP Wednesday, once again we are reeeeeal close to the next chapter, and I’m going to give you just the scene I’m currently working on

Just the littlest bit to tide you all over

It’s something we’ve all been waiting for

Tag list:

@welcometosasakiworld @kyrianclawraith @someonebored0100 @stealingyourbones @starkcravingmad @frostedthroughghost @akikoyuii @rainbowbunny0159 @littlefeather345 @violet-catsarelife @serasvictoria02 @wolfjackle @blacksea21090 @secretdestinywerewolf @anime-hipster-the-amazing @undead-essence @skitscratched @blackroserelina @snoodly-boop @trickerdi @mayoota-blog @xysidhe @idkmrpianoman @little-apricot-the-writer @chaoticmistake @the-legal-shipper @bun-fish @aroranorth-west @demon-cat-goes-woof @eonic @onyxlightdragon @larks-and-katydids @peachesandcreamfemboy @jesus-camp-the-sequel @may-rbi @arandomturd @viyatrix @stargirl1331 @idfk-man10

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“Y’know, after all this excitement someone might be tempted to call the rest of the gala quiet,” Jason remarked with a soft chuckle, following Danny from the dining room to the main hall.

Danny shot him a wicked grin over one shoulder other hand checking a likely door.

“Why, were you hoping for a quiet night?” He teased and Jason grinned, shaking his head.

“And miss Sam’s well earned explosion? No fuckin’ way. Hang on, there’s a closet a little further down that’ll be a little easier to get discovered in,” he said quickly, pulling ahead to lead Danny to another, more obvious door that was visible from the main hall.

“Oh, do the others have their party clothes hidden in the other one?“ Danny asked with a smirk, clearly enjoying the way Jason’s step stuttered for a moment.

It was Jason’s turn to look back, a long, slow look was much more calculating. Assessing. Danny just shrugged.

“I’m not saying anything to anyone. Wild coincidence how many of your siblings have been touched by death though. Almost as many as the Gotham vigilantes.”

He might not have guessed by that alone-alone (Gotham was a dangerous city), but it wasn’t like Jason would know to call him on it. This might be his Robin reveal biting him in the ass.

Still, it wasn’t like Danny wouldn’t meet Bruce and Batman eventually. His family were nosey shits - tonight proved that. Better that Danny knew what he was dealing with.

Stomping the part of him that felt bad firmly down, Jason tugged Danny into a broom closet barely big enough to hold them.

Not like the bats would feel bad about sticking their noses in, and it’s not like he’d told Danny. Danny worked it out himself.

Not like they’d have had a chance in hell of hiding it if the Ghost King really could sense everyone who’d died. It wasn’t gonna be the biggest news on any day of the week that involved Danny.

Danny was still watching him, the faintest brush of amused-concerned-we good? sliding across his senses. Jason snickered and reached out to ruffle his hair.

“Yeah, there’s probably at least one set of party clothes back there. But they’re not the ones we want walking in on us, right?” He asked, pulling the door carefully almost shut behind them.

Danny settled, grin broadening again as he reached up to ruffle Jason’s hair back.

“Not that I don’t think they’re dramatic enough, but it’s way less suspicious if we’re exposed to all and sundry,” he agreed with a much to charming wink, and set about unbuttoning his shirt.

Jason hesitated for the barest second more, calculating again… but this time for a much better reason. His own little imp of mischief raised its head.

“Think anyone would notice if we swapped ties?” He asked with a sudden grin, tugging his blue tie loose. Loved the way Danny’s face lit up with manic glee as he tugged his own off and tossed it over.

“They’re not the exact same colour but close enough if we were “distracted”,” he agreed with a cackle, taking Jason’s tie and stuffing it into his jacket pocket.

Jason hooked Danny’s over a mop and began working at his own buttons. Stopped. He could undo them nice and neat. He could also…

He wasn’t against flashing a little skin for the rest of the evening.

Taking both sides of the shirt in hand, he yanked hard enough that Danny had to dodge a button shooting out at him. And abandon his own undressing to clap both hands over his mouth against laughter.

“Did you just fucking rip your shirt open like a caveman?!” He hissed in delighted glee once the giggles subsided. Jason smirked, completely sure the impressed look in his eyes was real.

Nothing else there to see, right?

“Not according to anyone else at this party, there’s not a soul in that room that won’t believe you ripped it off me after that display,” he pointed out smugly, and Danny had to stifle a cackle by shoving most of his fist in his mouth.

It felt good to be actively doing something after being sidelined for the entire attack. Good to see any traces of that worry, of that all too familiar burning rage in Danny’s face.

No one else should ever have to feel like that. Not for Jason.

Now, laughing until he couldn’t breathe and had to sag against Jason’s chest for support? That he was extremely comfortable with.

Steadying his shaking king, Jason hummed thoughtfully and ran his hands through Danny’s hair a few more times. It was already wild and unruly, so the step from there to sex hair wasn’t all that far.

Danny gave him a gentle jab with his elbow before straightening, tugging his own shirt open with nary a care for the last two buttons. Then he paused, reaching for his belt.

“So how far are you comfortable with this going?” He asked innocently, too innocently. In that sweet, butter-wouldn’t-melt-in-my-mouth tone Jason had already learned to suspect.

If Jason Todd had one weakness, he’d never backed down from a dare in his life. Why start now.

“I’ve never seen anyone arrested at a gala for indecent exposure,” he replied in his own best innocent voice, the one used when Bruce caught him hiding the bodies.

Danny snickered and pulled his belt off, kicking his trousers… yep, all the way down and off his legs, and in case any of his nosey bastard siblings were curious the boxers or briefs question was answered.

Not that any of them would be surprised, given the cut of Danny’s pants. Briefs today at least, but Jason very deliberately was not going to speculate.

“You don’t have to match,” Danny assured him quickly, still grinning as he picked up his pants to hang them artfully over an upturned bucket, “can’t have the man of the hour kicked out of his own party.”

Suddenly the closet felt a lot smaller. A lot warmer. A lot harder to breathe. Because. Yeah. That’s what they were doing.

They were staging a fucking sex scene, on their third hangout in their lives, and Danny had fucking said that.

Even the heady knot of tension suddenly in Jason’s gut couldn’t stand a chance against the wave of snickering.

It gave him a moment of distance, to catch his breath and remember why they were doing this, and tug his own belt open. Unbutton his pants, mind very firmly fixed on Bruce’s reaction.

“Danny, never fucking say that to me again unless you want me to streak through this hall,” he said as seriously as he could, loving the way Danny’s eyes darted down and then back up to his face.

He would love absolutely nothing more than to get kicked out of his own party… any night but tonight. Tonight, he had no fucking intention of missing out on Sam going nuclear.

[fictionfixations]

twst halloween

so ive been reading the events for twst all day. (like the dialogue for the stories)

SO. okay so i need to talk about halloween for a second--

so of course, spoilers for the event

deep breaths (i had started writing while reading. then i got very frustrated and it went on from there. haha. it gets long.)

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unique magic Tag. something like that

Where they can mark something, and it'll have a specific tag unique to that person (it'll stay in their memory until the tag is removed or fades away, in which the memory will fade normally instead of never). They could also tag items to that person (as in it'll have that person's unique signature that ties them together).

….honestly ive been like reading the twst halloween stuff. ( SPOILERS ) and for pomefiore they're in like the mirror hall and these mfs kept taking pictures INSIDE when its NOT ALLOWED (…bruh now people know what it looks like inside! what if theres like a flaw thats been caught on camera that'd help future criminal doers do something there!?)

anyway. so i was thinking of confiscating like phones. but so it doesnt get lost, or given to the wrong person.

this random pomefiore student being able to tag people with skin contact (example: passing the phone along, light touch on, say, the hand and the phone, and thus tagging and attaching them together through a line only they can see)

and it'd also help if say that same person did something malicious like 'hey, that's not your phone!' or 'i know that person!'

sorry im just kind of really ticked off at them. and all the other magicam monsters i swear--

im angry ranting now

oKAY for one that guy who was climbing the apple tree. you realize that if you do that people are just gonna want to do that to for the views so they'll climb it evne if they have no experience in it and will probably injure themselves or worse!?

ALSO THE FLOWERS. SCREAMS in heartslabyul OH MY GOD (i think id actually get so frustrated too though like bruh. idfk. WHAT IF THEYRE POISONOUS? i mean they probably wouldnt be out in the open but like. HELLO? YOU DONT KNOW THESE PLANTS. [they're for like potions] WTF ARE YOU DOING. THEY COULD BE HOME TO A VICIOUS SPECIES FOR ALL YOU KNOW YOU IDIOT)

pictures are horrendous. savanaclaw… 1. Why the fuck did someone make up some bs rumor that putting like treasure on your head (its fake tho) would like grant you a wish? WHY? WHAT DO YOU GAIN FROM THAT!?? HELLO???? also oh my god as a person who hates everything about being in pictures (i have to be tricked to get my picture taken ugh) THAT WAS HORRIBLE TO READ. im reading on the wiki by the way because i want the context. also oh my god (im sorry im saying that a lot.) as a person who was absolutely repulsed by touch for awhile (and still kind of squeamish about it but dont have the courage to shove ppl off half the time) i think id die inside. like. okay so they're like touching his ears and his tail (i only remember the ear but i was so pissed off i dont know if i imagined the tail bit or not) and kinda his everything right? WHY? thats. like. such an invasion of privacy. like. HELLO??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING. pleASE stop???? also oh my god WHYH ARE YOU MAKING A MESS OF IT WHAT tHE HECK (they should have like those ropes that signify 'you're not allowed past this part' to make it clear HEY youre not allowed to touch that. but also some people will ignore it and they could get overrun FAST. ughhh)

octavinelle

i wish i could say that people have the courtesy to be careful not to do anything to harm others but i cant really no words. just. oh my god. be CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU'RE DOING . there are important sUBSTANCES HERE THAT ARE VERY FRAGILE. (they should've been made to pay for it ughhh. teach them.)

scarabia. honestly ive read a fic that went over this before. and honestly its very funny. so like yuu's just going to sam's shop where they are the teachers are nearby (stunned) and jamils just like 'I'LL BURN IT ALL TO THE GROUND' and its HILARIOUS. also bugs. shudder. i dont even know how youd get people to stop wasting the food tho. man. bruh.

(also where are there self preservation skills oh my god)

ignihyde. oh my god THEYVE DONE THE WORST CRIME OF THEM ALL. THE DESTRUCTION OF BOOKS. okay im being overdramatic but WHAT THE FUCK if anyone did that to my books id honestly be so done.

well anything else could be salvaged sort of (with the exception of the destruction of the plants, the destruction of one of the things in the lab, and this) but. this. destruction of property???????? FOR ALL YOU KNOW THAT COULD'VE BEEN SOME SUPER RARE VERY LIMITED BOOK WITH ONLY. LIKE. 10 COPIES MADE. OR LIKE. ITS ENTIRELY HANDWRITTEN BY SOME FAMOUS PERSON WHO DIED A LONG TIME AGO AND THIS IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT AND YOU DESTROY IT!

AGHHH. im so aggravated. (as a person who ADORES books. im so irritated. i mean dont get me wrong they arent that important to me. but the library is my favorite part in a school! i love reading! its practically sacred!) "Jail. Jail for one thousand years! Some of us LIKE being alone, y'know? Please, for the love of everything, just let us live our gremlin lives!" YES. (honestly. out of all the dorms. if not savanaclaw, then id probably be in ignihyde. like yes hide me away forever so i can play games and not have to interact with people)

"Y'know, for Malleus Draconia! The guy so zetta powerful that everybody trembles at his name! Getting a picture of yourself touching him is a legendary feat."

SCREAMS INTO PILLOW

WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE BRNEAKING AND ENTERING WHY OD YOU IGNORE A SIGN

im so rrry im yttypingoifnhgfh there comes a point where im so frustrated i cant typer ight. heavy sigh

WHY WOULD YOU IGNORE A SIGN. THAT CLEARLY GIVES YOU A WARNING?! YOURE LITERALLY BREAKING AND ENTERING. THERE IS A REASON THAT SIGN IS THERE. WHY WOULD YOU JUST SHRUG IT OFF BASED ON APPEARANCES???! HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD OF DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER? I SWEAR. AGHH thats. such. a major. violation. i cant… AGHH

i wonder if a sort of barrier spell to prevent people from moving past (aka into the dorm) would be possible. but that might be a huge drain and whose to say they couldnt idfk take pictures through the windows? ew stalkery behavior, and not any better.

AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE BECAUSE YOU KNOW WAHT THE HEADLINES ARE GONNA SAY?

'NRC student attacks tourist!'. IT WONT EVEN MENTION ANY WRONGDOINGD THE TOURIST HAD DONE AND ITLL SPREAD FROM THERE AND AGHHHHHHH

THE STATUES? WHAT THE FUCK!? that. i. AGH (people are so dumb. why. would you. post a picture OF YOU COMMITTING A CRIME!?)

!!!! POP OFF (edit: this is like heartslabyul going against the magicam monsters. id probably adore octavinelle's if i hadn't already been spoiled about it lol)

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kind of off topic. but yknow what? i kind of feel like im really living up to my riddle pfp lmFAO

(i wrote it all down on discord. i probably could've just started it on a tumblr post instead but it didnt even occur to me)

[thefastestaround]

name : David/Dave

pronouns :  He/Him

preference of communication : Discord.

most active muse : 3-way tie between Pietro, Maya, and Alexa

experience / how many years :  Make me feel old, like 12 years?

best experience : Back when the rpc was actually giant here. So many blogs, so many people. I had like 1300+ followers at one point

rp pet peeves : People assuming things about my characters. Like thinking they know them better than I do or what they can do. This kinda ties into god-modding with people just doing things to my muses without asking. One of my worst memories was someone just being able to trip Pietro easily...

fluff, angst, or smut : Fluff and angst mostly. I will do smut from time to time, but not as much as I used to.

plots or memes : I like plotting with memes to get some things started. Starters aren't always easy for new introductions.

long or short replies : Honestly it depends on the thread, my partner, and what is going on. I lean towards shorter threads because they are easier to go back and forth and just put out, but if the situation is right...I have done multipage replies

time to write : I wish all the time, but my focus goes in and out. Sometimes I will disappear into a game or something. I also get pumped if a thread I'm really into gets replied to and I snowball from there.

are you like your muses : Pietro more so than the others I think? And even there is not too much besides being an annoying 'menace'

Tagged by: @manneatcr (sorta kinda) Tagging: IDFK just do it.

[smokedvultures]

ok so im just rambling here. but like, all the bullshit where people take hard stances on everything i/p related is ridiculous i think. its a nuanced topic. like yeah, theres a fucking ethnic cleansing happening rn at the hands of Israel, yes israel has been doing this kinda shit to Palestine for years. but also, none of that excuses antisemitism. period. like i dont wanna say im "anti zionist" cause??? the movement is about finding a home and your roots and shit, and yeah the american version of that kinda got fetishistic over time but whatever man. HOWEVER ethno states just. historically radicalize people, and agian theres a fucking GENOCIDE happening courtesy of israel being fucking. gross rn. like im a goy and also just some guy idfk what the solution could be, i just know that multiple groups have ancestral ties to the same area, cause go figure, multiple groups have lived there. and its the right of BOTH of them to live there in peace without, yknow, an ethnic cleansing. I dont think having a homeland is bad i dont think that isreal shouldn't exist necessarily but with my understanding of the history and situation its current existence is like, fueled by conflict. idk! idfk and ik nobody will see this post cause im NOT throwing myself into the main tags to possibly cause drama but. man i wish folks could step back and realize that these are both groups of people whos generational trauma has helped radicalize them, and that trauma never excuses the actions made. its not ok to kill people EVER like at all. people often pick a side and stand with it forever but me supporting the civilians being slaughtered isnt me supporting hamas, if theres any fuckign hamas left at this point. this is just a ramble if anyone sees this and has any insite it would be welcome. ive spoken mostly w my friends w this, some are goys some are jewish, and we are all kinda in this spot of not really. knowing what to think or do. like ofc support the victims of genocide, ofc educate and share fundraisers and shit but. bro. head in hands

[kritlekro]

I mean bet. I was tagged for a meme lul.

My faves and what not, not tagging 10 people tho cuz I don't know who to tag.

Fave color: Neon Green/Royal Purple

Song stuck in head: Tied between "All Caps" by Madvillain, and "One Beer" by MF DOOM

Last song I heard: "N95" by Kendrick Lamar

3 fave foods: Ovos Rotos (PT dish), Pep Pizza, Sushi

Dream trip: idfk. I'd dig visiting a lot of characters if I could. But if we're gonna keep it confined to what's actually possible? I'm gonna say going to Anthrocon. Specifically to go to one of the Adventure Cru parties.

What do I want rn: Have breakfast and a smoke (just woke up), write some weird personal stories lul

@xaallo was who tagged me and what not

[anachronistictrash]

nothing like having to walk back into the office having to try and look normal after spending the last 15 minutes of your lunch crying in the bathroom

[princemick-archive]

not me slowly relapsing again, fucking suck my dick brain don't do this

[roboromantic]

yeah I think the tf fandom tends to have a problem with what I call continuity bleed: assuming/acting like something that's true/exists in one continuity is true/exists in most or all others

and I mean yeah, obviously they influence each other but that doesn’t mean every single detail is gonna get carried over — there’s still no definitive color for Energon for cryin’ out loud!

like when Brainstorm got killed off super early in idw2 and people were calling it homophobic when he never??? had ANY sort of characterization in idw2. Someone who didn't know anything abt idw1 wouldn't see that as homophobic at all (and imho it's a hell of a stretch even if you ARE familiar with it)

Or people getting mad abt Rescue Bots Blurr being really different from p much every other version of Blurr and like. Do y'all get mad about every single tf who changes between continuities? like I get he's a fan favorite with established traits and it's Weird (What do you MEAN Starscream’s entirely red and becomes a good guy?!?! Why’s Prowl a hippie motorcycle?!) but c'mon, we gotta mix things up a bit or everything just gets stale.

I once saw someone in the tags here say that either the whole franchise should be treated as a frivolous toy commercial or all of it should be examined as if it were a super serious story and idfk where to even begin with that. Idk how to tell you this but the goofy 80s cartoon still absolutely had political commentary and even the most gritty, dramatic, and well-written portrayal TF continuity is still ultimately made to sell plastic figures.

Personally, the thing that irks me most is g1 and especially tfa fics referring to the Primus vs Unicron mythos when they either did not exist at the time the show was created or were explicitly excluded from canon bc Derrick J Wyatt wasn't a fan of it

to be fair it gets a bit complicated what with the "oh they existed as the same beings in every continuity until some nonsense happened and now they aren't/retroactively never were" or whatever but still.

Uuuhhh I'm finally writing this to continue what that last post I reblogged was talking about but I've actually had this sitting in my drafts for a. month I think? anyway I have a note that just says

Seekers (though this leans more towards fanon)

and I don't remember where I was going with that :V I think it was probably along the lines of how fanon has kinda built up the Starscream TC and Skywarp dynamic to something that's never really existed? idw1 was probably the closest but they've never really been the ~trine~ fanon makes them out to be; TC and Skywarp are rarely even significant characters. Or maybe it was just the idea of Seekers being their own subtype of Transformers and the existence of trines in the first place and people acting like every single bot that turns into an airplane is a seeker and I could go on abt fanon seekers again but that's not the point of the post

ANYWAY I'm glad we have BotBots to give us something with next to no possible ties to previous canon beyond like. the existence of Energon and Sector 7

[kitcatttt]

IMPORTANT.

Welcome to my blog! You can call me Kitcat/Kit/Ayah, and I’m technically multifandom? I use She/Her, but I really don’t care if you use They or He pronouns for me. I’m Panromantic, but I don’t mind minor NSFW talk, but nothing too extreme, and DEFINITELY no NSFW art.

My fandoms:

Jsab/TPC (What I mainly post about)

PA (Project Arrhythmia, a game similar to JSAB)

Undertale/Deltarune

FNAF

Splatoon

P:Muse (Mobile rhythm game)

Super Mario (any game, especially the Mario and Luigi ones though <3)

I forget shit easily, and I’m a little clueless when it comes to certain things, so please tell me if I ever make you uncomfortable! I won’t be mad, that would be stupid to get mad over!

I have a TPC/JSAB discord server! Dm me for the link!

Friend list!!!

@comet--crusaders

@mfbees

@thatonepurpleshape

@happilylazycreator

@gddancefloor

@proxy303

@urtotallysanefriendtetra

@therhythmgalaxy

@jammysheadspace

@ouro-bones

@trash-jsab

@anonymously-night

@mugzymiik

@irrelevaantidiot

My TPC headcanons!!!

Character intros/bio page!!! (WIP)

Important!!!

DNI:

Racist, homophobic, transphobic, or any other discriminatory people

NSFW blogs and pro shippers

CINTAGONISUPSET AND ANY OF HIS SUPPORTERS. YOU KNOW WHY.

Would prefer if you didn’t mention these around me (ships):

TPC Cube x anyone other than Lythorus (Tied to a certain someone, but I’m kinda ok with it as long as it isn’t forced? Idk what would count as forced but Cube x Marcle feels hella forced- and just TPC versions of him. I ship HOPE Cubiris.)

Pyrare x anyone (canonically AroAce)

Circubit x any female character/oc (canonically gay)

Blixer x Wave (don’t know much about the ship, but there’s apparently something wrong with it???? Idfk-)

Spheer x anyone (even if the character is also a child. I don’t want to see them shipped.)

Circumuscle x Cirtunda (Cirtunda adopts Circumuscle in my au, plus I don’t even think they’re close in age anymore. If you find past posts of me shipping them, it was BEFORE S2 Ep 1 of TPC came out, in which my au changed)

Marcle x Squadril, Marcle x Purpex, Squadril x Purpex (Purpex adopted Marcle and Squadril in my au)

Quintagon x Cubic (Literally just DNI. Why is this a ship.)

My favorite sillies:

They’re all ocs (besides Circumsphere and Cintagon, they’re from TPC), so if you want to know more about them, ask!

My other blogs : Notice; A lot of these blogs are being transferred to an alt where they won’t be used as often, or completely discontinued to be rewritten. The ones without the @ are the blogs

@jsab-pa My Art blog!

school-love-chaos A blog themed around yandere Cintagon and Circumsphere! Circumsphere x Hexagram is there, as well as occasional dark themes, such as kidnapping, and self harm.

mistakes-were-made-jsabb A blog themed around Circumcannon’s incident, where he ended up killing his family in a fit of rage. Mentions of self harm, suicide, blood and gore, and schizophrenia.

iris-insanity A blog themed around Iris’ stress overwhelming him to the point where he corrupts. Mentions of blood and gore.

seas-and-skies-alike A roleplay blog for a JSAB oc, Morgan.

old-man-gun A roleplay blog for Cinythe, a version of corrupted Circumsphere.

@corrupted-chaoss A blog for my JSAB au! Is also an ask blog!

@lil-robo-idiot Roleplay blog for my TPC corrupt hero oc, Penl!

Any of the themes mentioned above that may make you uncomfortable are kept to a minimum on this blog, and will be tagged appropriately.

Finally, my sonas!!!!

Ayah, Pluto, and Sen!!! You can make fanart of them, and any of my ocs, anytime!!! NO NSFW ART.

I hope you enjoy your time on my blog!

[scarred-but-still-smiling]

I think I'm gonna attempt something.

Tagging @tortilla-of-courage since I discussed this fucker with you lol.

This is my Linksona; his nickname is Vengeance (maybe his game would be called The Legend of Zelda; Vengeance of Link idfk) and his main drive is fury. He's not a hero by any stretch of the imagination, he's just extremely pissed off that his best friend got fucking kidnapped.

Outside of his mission to find Zelda, he's actually a pretty nice guy. He's incredibly friendly and adventurous and prone to getting himself in trouble, but fuck with the people he cares about and he's practically a different person.

But right now, he's in rage mode.

They didn't like this new Link.

Currently, the group of heroes stood around a tree stump, where sat the bound form of a feral beast in the shape of one of their kind; snapping and snarling and struggling to free himself.

"Let me out of here you fuckers or I swear to Hylia I'll kill you all!"

They all had their weapons drawn, and Time stepped forward, crouching down to meet the eyes of the new arrival. "We will untie you once you stop being a threat to us."

The bound one glared at time with enough malice in his ice-blue eyes to cause the hero to actually flinch, "I don't give a fuck about you, you can live as long as you stay out of my way. Every second you keep me here, Zelda is in more danger."

"Do you even know where you are?" Wind spoke quietly from behind Twilight; even though the new guy's voice wasn't the most robust, even while angry, the energy he gave off was undeniably intimidating.

The hate-filled gaze shifted, "no, pipsqueak, I don't. And I can't find that out while being tied up here."

Wild glanced at Sky, who stood beside him, "We sure this is a Link? His energy feels very similar to the pools of malice I can find back home."

Sky raised an eyebrow and mentally called Fi from the sword. "Can you, uh, just check for us that this guy is one of us?"

Fi nodded, "very well master." There was a moment of silence as the spirit of the master sword looked over the feral man impassively, tension quivering in the air like one of the strings on Sky's lyre. "I can confirm that there is a 85% chance that this is a hero chosen by the goddess."

"And the other 15%?" Four asked quizzically.

"While this person does posses blessings that coincide with all of you, they also appear to be female."

Minish smiled, "Oh, about that! He's still a man like us Fi, I've got a few friends like that in my timeline." He turned to the Link bound before them. "You just wanna save your Zelda, right?"

"That's what I've been saying! Un-fucking-tie me so I can save her!"

Minish nodded, beginning to approach him, responding to the shouts of protest matter-of-factly, "Look, if he wants to save his Zelda, he's not gonna waste time killing us. Plus, we're the only ones here who know where we are, and he needs us to get back to his own time."

Using his sword, Minish freed the man. "We aren't your enemy, my friend. We can help you find your Zelda, and help you get her back. I'm trusting you here, can you extend that favour to us?"

The angry one growled, massaging his wrists. "Fine. But I will not tolerate any goofing around; if you get in my way, I will kill you. My Zelda is the only person I give a fuck about, and my only mission is vengeance."

Time rubbed the bridge of his nose, he really didn't like this new member of their band.

[aragima]

hannibal questions! 🍖🔪

@nietzscheantrout @horrorlesbians and @hanniba1 wanted me to answer these hannibal questions and i wrote too much but oh well! thanks to all 3 of you ilu!!!

favorite episode and why: oh we’re just goin straight to the hard questions huh um OKAY so i think i can only do an ep a season - s1: SORBET SUPREMACY! you get to see the exact moment will looks at hannibal and thinks “.........shit. it’s him isn’t it. he’s The One. SHIT.” and that is so important to me - s2: this one is really hard maybe naka-choko? it’s so fucking gay and sexy. but tome-wan... but mizumono............ yeah idk - s3: torn between digestivo and the wrath of the lamb cuz they both hurt SOOO good much; i love will breaking up with hannibal and hannibal manipulating the situation so will can’t leave asldkjansk it’s so toxic we have to stan..... and for twotl i mean do i really have to give a reason every scene LIVES in my mind and it contains my favorite shot in the whole show:

that is LOVE baby! that is DESIRE! that is being ENTHRALLED!!!!

least favorite episode and why: i feel like they’re all so necessary that it’s kind of impossible to say but probably antipasto. i get sick of hannibal and bedelia’s shenanigans really quickly and as much as i hate to admit it... i miss will. i also think it was an extremely weak season opener and i blame it for getting the show canceled sjshshsgsg the resentment...

favorite side character: chiyoh or jimmy or actually wait— RANDALL TIER 🖤

if you could bring back one character who died, who would it be?: RANDALL FUCKING TIER. i want there to be a weird thing with him and hannibal and will going on. but also i love what his death did for will so idfk, other than him it’s gotta be beverly

dish prepared in the show that you would like to try eating/making: i was supposed to make hannibal’s osso bucco recipe like 3 weeks ago but it completely slipped my mind so i guess i’ll get on that my next grocery trip  

which side character would you kill off?: chilton just because for god’s sake just let the man DIE ALREADY poor guy <- i’m taking ava’s answer because YEAH

was there any scene that you didn’t like to look at?: nah. the skin ripping scenes at the beginning of either kaiseki or sakizuki (idk i don’t remember, i hardly watch s2a) are particularly brutal but i tough it out

biggest ship: i mean do i even have to say

why did you start watching hannibal?: my wife, who was my girlfriend at the time, and her dad were watching it as it was airing and i was like “oh cool hannibal lecter origin story” but due to inconsistent access to the episodes i would just watch it randomly and that is... not the way to watch hannibal. i gave up around the end of s2 but knew hannigram was It regardless. i decided to watch s3 for the first time earlier this year just to have finished it and was like HOLD UP and did an immediate rewatch that left me... well, how i am now

favorite hannibal fic if you’ve read any?:

oh boy. yall ready for this? all of these can be found on ao3 obviously (i’m so sorry this is so long but i guess i’ve been asked to put together a fic rec anyway)

as soft, as wide as air by blackknightsatellite, the ladders series by emungere, blackbird by emungere, consenting to dream series by emungere, taken for rubies by emungere, at first meeting by emungere, protect me from what i want by @alienfuckeronmain, god of the cold, cold wars by highermagic, the abyss smiled back by highermagic, pomegranate seeds by highermagic, absolute zero by highermagic, in the truly gruesome do we trust by sidnihoudini, TKO by sidnihoudini, oh dear by lunarwench, each according to its kind by chapparral_crown, a flood in our hearts by nanoochka, let me sinful be by darlingred, uncomplicated by stratumgermanitivum & youaremydesign, good bones by @damnslippyplanet​, like they do in babylon by @damnslippyplanet​, your obedient servant by kareliasweet, past our satellites by shotgunsinlace, only the tender meat by isagel, the shape of me will always be you by missdisoriental, a white-walled room by rodabonor, spleen et idéal by rodabonor, the paper doll series by rodabonor, a common point of interest by rodabonor [i do NOT like a/b/o stuff but if i did... it’s this fic], just thought you should know by earthsickwithoutyou, the sacrificial lamb by princesskay, transcendent suffering by itsbeautiful, not something polite by moistdrippings, leave your message after the tone by onewhositswithturtles, holes in the floor of the mind by feverdreamblood, crossing caina by feverdreamblood, the archipelago series by melusine10, but seas between us braid hae roar’d by kareliasweet

have you watched any of the hannibal films?: yeah all of them except manhunter! i grew up watching silence of the lambs because my mom loved it and i went thru a big edward norton phase as a teen so i’ve seen red dragon like 10 times

have you read the thomas harris books?: no and i’m not going to lmao #fakefan

favorite murder tableau: if we’re talking just hannibal’s- the judge. if we’re talking Murder Bad But Kinda Pretty like in general probably the mushroom people or the totem

favorite blood spill: will imagining hannibal while he beats randall to death or The Gutting of Will Graham

what’re some of your headcanons?: - will is good at shibari (backed up in canon: his fishing knots, the firefly man’s full body hishi karada harness) - hannibal rarely listens to modern, non-classical music but he’s a björk fan and he saw one of her chapel performances during the vespertine era and was Moved - will listens to classic rock (zeppelin, the doors, pink floyd) with some classic country (patsy, merle, johnny) and blues (billie, muddy, bessie) thrown in. he’s also a sucker for early/mid-90s college rock/alternative/grunge - will plays the piano (because of the piano in his living room) and the harmonica (because he’s country white trash); he’s kind of shit tho - hannibal fell for will somewhere between “my thoughts are often not tasty” and “you won’t like me when i’m psychoanalyzed” (love at first sight! at last sight! at ever and ever sight!!!) - will’s circumcised, hannibal isn’t 🤪 - hannibal’s a gemini!!!! adaptable, creative, intelligent, outgoing, impulsive, etc - will’s an aquarius!!!!! analytical, a loner, temperamental, unique, compassionate, etc - will’s mom was jewish go read my fic about it https://archiveofourown.org/works/26774326 - hannibal is an agender man (tbh i think of this as canon, it’s just unstated/undefined) - hannibal can speak russian, spanish, and a teensy bit of portuguese in addition to the other languages we know he speaks (lithuanian, english, french, italian, japanese) - will speaks limited amounts of french; he learned it as a kid in louisiana - ED TW will sometimes has a Difficult relationship with food due to food instability by the way of poverty as a kid and goes through periods where it’s hard to keep himself fed, but hannibal is so good for him in that way because he keeps him from going hungry 😓 (yes this is me projecting but also it makes SENSE) - hannibal typically bottoms but THEY DEFINITELY ARE BOTH VERS and will never stops being surprised by how much he loves catching a dick. every time is like religious experience. okay? okay - they’re also both very kinky and switches but tbh.... will was made to Dom hannibal like that’s the reason he exists he could drag that old bitch around by a leash and hannibal would be in heaven HANNIBAL WOULD CALL HIM SIR - the first time they have sex hannibal comes like immediately but he isn’t embarrassed because he’s hannibal fucking lecter and hannibal lecter doesn’t get embarrassed - i have a hc for their favorite sex positions but i’m not gonna put that here because i don’t want yall calling me crazy any more than you probably already do but if you wanna know just DM me all i do is think about them fucking it’s a curse - okay no more dirty stuff abigail called hannibal “dad” on more than one occasion and it was half-joking but it also felt comfortable to her; she never thought to call will “dad” because he’s a weirdo and never knew her as much as he knew his idea of her - hannibal taught her to play piano at the cliff house - beverly is pansexual!!! - brian and jimmy kissed one time when they were drunk and they NEVER talk about it EVER - chiyoh is straight probably. i know, i know, everyone says she’s a lesbian and if she’s a lesbian to you that’s awesome! she’s a lesbian! but idk i just think she’s SO fucking straight and tbh i mourn bc that’s my wife. she could MAYBE be bicurious... - chiyoh is non-monogamous and doesn’t do serious relationships, she doesn’t like the idea of being tied to one person ever since she left the lecter castle - she helped hannibal and will escape after The Fall; she told hannibal she would continue to watch over him and i think she did, she got them a boat and got them the fuck out of there - MOLLY IS DOING SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT WILL. SHE’S SO GLAD SHE GOT OUT OF THAT WHEN SHE DID. she has a good, long talk with alana and finds out all the shit about him and hannibal that will never told her (and it was a lot), gets drunk and burns all his shit, and then washes her hands of the whole thing; moves to a different state, gets a girlfriend, and never thinks about will again

okay i’m capping it there or i’m never gonna stop!! i’m not tagging anyone cuz i think everyone has done this by now lmao but if you’re a mutual who hasn’t and you want to just do it and say i tagged you!! mwah!!!!

[green-eyed-whumpster]

My OC Universe: Rowan 111

Chapter 111 Summary: Rowan and Peter make their way into the village to celebrate a winter festival, and plan to meet with someone familiar. (Tags: @just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi, @much-ado-about-whumping, @abitefullofeverything, @whump-me-all-night-long, @sky-or-something-idfk and @tears-and-lilies)

Trigger Warnings: PTSD whumpee, reference to previous abuse

“Don’t go too fast, Rowan!” The boy turned his head over his shoulder as he tripped through the snow.

“I’m fine, Peter! Hurry up!” His grin was visible from the thirty metres away and Peter smiled back.

“The celebration doesn’t begin for another four hours, we have time!” He panted as he stumbled through the barrier to try and catch up to the light creature that bounded easily through the ice. “I planned this intentionally so we didn’t have to rush!”

The village held a Christmas eve festival every year, and when Rowan found out about it he was so excited that Peter couldn’t even consider denying him. Even though the man was far more inclined to stay at home and relax.

“Well, we have to see my father first, remember,” Rowan replied, stopping to turn around completely and face Peter as he came closer. “I don’t want to have to hurry through anything,”

“Of course,” Peter replied, grunting as the toe of his boot caught a hidden rock and he tripped. “But don’t forget that your tracking skills are lacking, getting lost would mean you missed out on seeing your father as well as the celebration, and maybe dying of frostbite isn’t the best way to spend midwinter.” Rowan smiled sheepishly as he registered the joke and huffed.

“Fine.”

Peter chuckled as he came close enough to reach out to Rowan and sighed heavily. “How are you feeling? You aren’t cold?” Rowan shook his head and wrapped his arms around his waist. Peter had made sure he rugged up for their trek, Rowan was layered up with two pairs of trousers and three coats, as well as Cordelia’s cloak that she had left for him. His shoes had been tightly covered with leather by Peter before they left, and he was grateful that his toes were still dry – if a tad cool.

“Just be careful,” He warned, taking a long step forward. “I don’t want you to hurt yourself.” Rowan blushed softly and nodded, following Peter as Olivia bounced beside him, walking unflinchingly through the snow, only jumping every so often to regain her balance.

~

The village was decorated with green holly leaves and mistletoe, decorated baubles hung from the lamp posts and bunting laced the streets. Rowan’s eyes moved constantly, taking in everything he could, every golden decoration, every street-vendor selling roasted nuts and warm spiced wine. He almost forgot about the knot in his stomach that tightened as he noticed they had approached the butcher’s.

“Remember, if you ever get overwhelmed, just say dandelion and we can leave,” Peter promised and Rowan nodded weakly.

“He-he looks closed, what should we do?” He asked and Peter shook his head.

“The entrance to his house is around the back, we’ll go and knock on that door.” Rowan felt both relief and dread as Peter moved forward, heading down the alleyway where Rowan had first seen his father again.

“Ah, can I…would you mind if I held your hand?” He asked as he raced closer, gloved fingers gently grabbing Peter’s arm.

“Of course not,” Peter replied, reaching over to adjust Rowan’s grip, curling his fingers around the boy’s palm. “Just take a deep breath, I won’t leave your side.” Rowan smiled slightly and bit his lip, tightening his hand.

“I’m so grateful to be your friend,” He murmured as they turned the corner.

“And I yours,” Peter smiled at him before stopping at the front step and knocking on the door. “You’re all right?” Rowan nodded as his free hand fondled his mother’s necklace through his shirt and sighed gently.

“I’m nervous, but I kind of want what happened with you,” Peter raised an eyebrow curiously and Rowan shrugged slightly. “I mean, I was terrified to see you again, but now we’re best friends, I want to have a good relationship with my father, even if it’s a bit scary at –“ He paused as the door opened and he was faced with a middle-aged woman. She had dark hair tied messily behind her, and honey-coloured eyes that crinkled as she smiled at them.

“Good afternoon, can I help you?” Her eyes narrowed as she studied Peter and her smile lifted slightly. “You’re the trapper, aren’t you? My husband loves your meat, it’s always so clean and fresh,” Peter smiled easily and nodded.

“I’m flattered,” He said and glanced to Rowan. “We’re actually here to see John, is he available?” The woman nodded and stepped aside, freeing the doorway for them to enter.

“Of course, come in,” She said invitingly, indicating for them to enter. Rowan tightened his hand in Peter’s as they stepped over the threshold.

“Oh, what about Olivia?” He asked Peter softly, who glanced over his shoulder to the dog.

“Ah, my friend has a dog he likes to keep with him for emotional support, would you mind if she came inside, too?” He asked, meeting the woman’s eye. “She’s very clean, and shouldn’t be any trouble.”

“Of course!” She grinned. “As long as she doesn’t mind the children fussing over her.”

“She shouldn’t, thank you,” Peter smiled in reply.

“Thank you,” Rowan muttered, his fingers lingered over Olivia’s scruff as they entered the house, eyes roving the kitchen, taking in everything he could of his father’s new home.

It was clean. But it still looked like a family home. His kitchen had been piled with empty bottles and half-eaten food, sometimes vomit would decorate the surfaces, and Rowan knew to remain scarce until his father was well-and-truly unconscious.

I wonder how much she knows about me. If anything.

She’s so nice.

“My name is Amelia,” The woman said, drawing him from his comparisons. “John’s upstairs with the children, but come, I’ll make some tea.” Rowan cringed at the mention of his half-siblings, every aspect of this life being so perfect to what he had desired so desperately when he was a child.

“Thank you, Amelia,” Peter said, glancing politely around. “I’m Peter, my friend is Rowan,” The woman’s eyes widened slightly and she turned her gaze to the boy.

“Oh, well it’s wonderful to meet you! Please, come sit down, he shouldn’t be too long,” Her face was still kind, but Rowan saw the recognition in her deep eyes.

Does she think I’ve come to make trouble?

Peter pulled out a chair for Rowan at the dining table, they could hear Amelia in the kitchen putting on a kettle and preparing a tea tray as he gently pushed Rowan into the chair.

“Are you all right?” He asked as Rowan fell into the chair, hand still locked with Peter’s. “Just take a breath, remember we’ll leave as soon as you want to.” The boy nodded, face blank as he stared at the centre of the table.

“It’s just, a bit confronting,” He murmured as Peter sat beside him.

“I understand,” He nodded. “Here, let me take off a couple of jackets, you’ll get hot and start panicking,” Rowan swallowed and his fingers pushed the buttons out of their button holes and finally released Peter’s hand. “You’re being really brave,” Peter added, sliding down the woollen and cotton layers from his shoulders. “I’m so proud of you.” Rowan blushed and smiled weakly, watching as Peter hung the coats from the back of his chair.

“I haven’t done anything, really,” He murmured as Peter sat down again and the man sighed gently as a smile tilted his lips up. Amelia walked in with a wooden tray in her hands, she was a stout woman, her arms strong from years of menial housework.

“I’m sorry about the wait,” She smiled, putting down a teacup in front of them both. “The kids don’t like baths, he’s probably still trying to dry them off.” Rowan curled his fingers into his palms and swallowed heavily.

“It’s all right, we’re patient,” Peter smiled, watching as she poured the amber tea into his cup. “Thank you very much for this,” She smiled at him and picked up the tray again.

“Of course, he should only be another minute,” Rowan watched as she left and tilted his head down sadly.

“I wonder if he usually helps with the children,” He whispered and Peter looked over.

“Hey, hey now, don’t be sad,” He cooed, reaching over to take one of Rowan’s hands. “We already know he wasn’t a good father to you, but that doesn’t mean he’s still a bad person,”

“I know,” Rowan sighed quietly. “But I’m still jealous.”

The pair sat in silence as they considered the words that came from his lips, waiting for the heavy footsteps that would interrupt their sombre thoughts. The heavy steps that would spike Rowan’s heartbeat and release a burst of adrenaline through his veins.