lay down your head
a very small din djarin x gn! reader sickfic .
reader,,, works with mando? is hired by him? live-in employee. idk. the razor crest still exists. handwavey in terms of chronology.
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an: because i have a shitty cold / fever / idk right now. so i daydream about how din djarin would take care of someone. me. us. whatever.
warnings: fluff. the mortifying ideal of being vulnerable with your colleagues/friends/crushes. no use of pronouns other than "you/your" and no y/n.
feat. trying to debunk the theory that being in the rain/being in somewhat cold weather will make you sick, one fic at a time. (hypothermia is real, catching a cold/the flu from being in the cold is not.)
wc: 1.3k words of 11pm feverish delirium.
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It starts as a funny feeling behind your nose. As the day goes on, it spreads down to the back of your throat. Then there's the melancholy dawn of a dull headache and your joints start to hurt more than they usually do.
You're helping Mando carry a bounty back to the Crest at around three in the morning, Coruscant time, and suddenly it's ridiculously difficult.
The bounty is a fairly waiflike Twi'lek, so you're not sure why you're struggling. He could carry her on his own, sure, but you've watched him move enough that you can tell he's got back problems, so you try to help him carry heavy or awkwardly shaped things.
This Twi'lek in her hoop-skirted Opera-Concert-Goer finery definitely counts as the latter.
You watch him a lot.
The way he moves, how he interacts with his child, his prowess in combat. His proficiency with weapons gets you hot under the collar, sometimes.
But he's gruff and quite reserved, and you've taught yourself not to expect anything from this arrangement the two of you have. You haven't touched him before - not even to shake his hand.
When you trip over your own feet and the bounty goes lurching toward the floor, the Mandalorian pauses and glances at you with what you think might be annoyance.
But you can't see his face, obviously, and you sort of can't see full-stop in this dark alley, so it's anyone's guess.
By the time you get back to the Crest, your eyes burn with the effort of keeping them open. You don't want to be a liability, so you keep your head straight and you don't show any sign of weakness.
Once the bounty is frozen in carbonite, Mando climbs up the ladder, Grogu gurgling happily in his satchel. He doesn't seem to have noticed anything's really wrong with you, which is a relief. As soon as his boots disappear into the cockpit, you slump down to the floor.
Mando doesn't need a co-pilot - you're often down here during take-off anyway, tidying or putting your weapons away.
You value your alone time as much as he does, which is nice. He never pries when you need some time away from him and his little green kid.
You ache all over and you're shivering, but at least he can't see you. You're so tired that you fall asleep with your head resting against the weapon cupboard's door.
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After he gets the Crest out of Coruscant's atmosphere and into hyperspace, Din lets Grogu play with a very small selection of the control panel that will not have drastic effects on the ship.
It takes a while, but the child's movements grow lethargic, and soon enough, he's asleep in Din's arms.
Din places him gently into his mobile cot so as to not wake him by taking him down the ladder, and realises he hasn't heard you move in over an hour.
Which is somewhat alarming - you take turns in the cot in the hull, and since Din can sleep in the pilot's chair, he figured you'd sleep there.
But he never heard the cot door depressurize and slam open, nor did he hear you pottering around like he usually does.
So he makes his way down the ladder, and he's bewildered by what he sees.
You're slumped on the ground, neck bent at an uncomfortable angle against the cupboard. You're breathing through your mouth a little raggedly, so fast you're almost panting, and there is a trickle of mucus coming out of your nose. Your hands twitch where they're draped across your torso, and your skin looks dull.
His heartrate skyrockets - he's a seasoned warrior and you're just his employee, so it probably shouldn't - and he moves over to you instantly.
Before he can think, he turns on the thermal view on his helmet, and sees that your head is hotter than the human head usually appears. So is your whole body.
He flicks it back to normal as he crouches next to you.
"Hey, wake up," he mutters.
He reaches out a hand to touch your shoulder, but he stops.
He hasn't touched you before. Not intentionally. He wonders if you'd mind.
He thinks about it more and more each day.
Touching you.
Holding your hand, standing shoulder to shoulder, stroking your face.
Pressing your foreheads together in the way of his people, even if it's through his helmet.
But this is to make sure you're okay; it's different, so he reaches out and gently shakes you by one shoulder.
"Hey, you need to wake up," he murmurs.
You grunt, and your voice sounds like the rumble of footsteps over gravel.
"Can you open your eyes for me?"
Your eyelashes are a little crusted together, but you manage to open them. Your stare is vacant.
Din starts to panic.
"Did someone poison you? Did you eat something bad? Are you alright?"
You give him a sleepy chuckle, and your eyes close again, which is not helpful.
"Hey." He says with the sort of no-nonsense tone he uses with the child.
You blink. "What?"
"Did you get poisoned? Or spiked?"
"'M fine, Mando."
"You're not."
You huff, which sets you into a fit of coughing.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
You look at him with those bright, bloodshot eyes. You sniff and blink a few more times, blearily. It's silly, because he's really worried there's something wrong with you, but the open, sleepy expression on your face fills him with affection.
"Sweetheart, please."
You smile just barely. "Really, 'm fine. Just'a cold," you mumble.
"How would you have gotten a cold? The rain yesterday?" Din starts to spiral; he's supposed to protect you, whether he's ever expressed that to you or not, and now you're sick-
"Prob'ly that club a few days ago. Lots'a people. Confined space. No ventilation. Wonder why you didn't get sick."
"My helmet filters out most toxins and germs." He says.
You reach out and fiddle with the edge of one of the pouches strapped around his calf. "Lucky boy," you say, grinning dazedly.
You look incredibly unwell, but you're touching him, joking around with him. His heart pounds.
Then you groan and put your hand to your head, and he's whirled into action again.
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The next half hour is hard to remember in full detail. You're so tired.
These are the glimpses you're conscious enough for:
Mando lifts you up, even with his bad back, and sits you up properly. He gets painkillers from the 'fresher, which you try to refuse, but he practically force-feeds them to you. He gives you his water canteen and tells you to take twenty sips of it.
He holds a cloth to your nose and tells you to blow your nose into his hand, which is mortifying, but you're too dazed to do otherwise.
He uses a cold, damp cloth to wipe your face and neck down, which makes your skin erupt in goosebumps.
"Too cold," you grumble.
"Almost done, baby."
The heat that rushes through you at the sound of his gruff, modulated voice calling you 'baby' almost cures your chills for a second.
"Can I hold you?" the Mandalorian asks softly.
If you were awake, you'd freak out about this ridiculously attractive and emotionally distant man making an offer like that, but being held just sounds nice right now, so you whisper, "Yeah."
Next thing you know, the battle-hardened, ruthless Mandalorian bounty hunter is sitting behind you, one arm around your torso, the other stroking your forehead.
You're in between his legs, your back against his chest.
This is not how you thought your recovery from illness would go.
You find you don't have any reason to complain.
His armour's a little cold, and it shocks you at first, but once your feverish body heat warms it up, it's soothing. He smells good - beskar doesn't have that tangy scent so many metals have; it's cleaner, earthier. He smells warm, inviting, human.
You like this Mandalorian. Quite a lot, as Mandalorians go. And just as a person in general.
He chuckles; a deep, comforting rumble that you feel in your back ribcage before you hear it.
"What're you laughin' at?" you mumble, burrowing the side of your head into his chest
Another shorter, breathy chuckle. "What you just said."
Oops. "Didn't mean t' say that. Out loud, I mean."
"I'll forget I heard it."
"No you won't. You remember everything."
The chin of his helmet rests gently against the crown of your head, and he takes a deep breath in.
"Sleep, cyare. I've got you."
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The Curse Of Hope
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Danny is in another universe. He had a reason, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He can only stare, horrified and disgusted, at the sickest city spirit he’s ever seen. Shivering and swaying with every step, core exposed, and ectoplasm leaking from wounds that are decades old. A ratty blanket was thrown over their shoulders, barely hiding the spirit’s pale grey skin and protruding black bones.
The spirit didn’t even sense him until he reached out to touch its wispy shoulders. The spirit flinched, clutching at the dozens of trinkets hanging from their neck and tucking in on themselves like they were expecting a blow.
“Oh, shit,” He swore, floating back a few feet, hands in the air, to show he meant no harm. “I’m sorry. I promise, I’m not here to steal from you.” The spirit shivered again and rolled a pearl necklace in between their fingers. A nervous habit. “Uh, I like that pocket watch? It’s very nice.”
That got their attention. They peeked at Danny, and he saw that more tattered cloth was covering their eyes, blending in with the stringy hair that reached the ground. Their blanket fluttered weakly, revealing hundreds of thousands of tiny marks etched into their skin. Scars, really. Scars that wrote out curse after curse onto the spirit’s very being. They burned with evil intent, and even reached inside the spirit’s body and wrapped around their core.
Occasionally, blinding specks of color raced across their body, temporarily erasing the writing, but it always returned quickly. He watched, a little detached, as one particular line rewrote itself across their rough forearm, drawing fresh ectoplasm like someone was writing it with a thin knife.
“Are you…alright?” Danny stuttered. A stupid question.
The spirit cocked its head. He couldn’t see their eyes, but he felt their burning gaze as they pondered the question.
“The pain of others becomes mine own.” They rasped. “The lights of the city dim as rotten wealth clogs mine veins. Magicks long forgotten have eaten mine skins, pulled mine cloak, and darkened mine skies. Helios has refused to grace mine doorstep, and the seasons of the Earth have revoked their kindness.”
Danny held his breath. It felt like he was the one with the exposed core, not the spirit.
The spirit shivered once more. “Tell mine soul, little lamb. How could this Forsaken City know peace, when it was long since ripped from mine hands?”
Shit, he needed Frostbite. And maybe Clockwork. Now.
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Danny meets the spirit of Gotham City. The villains and rogues that have plagued the city for decades are literal curses that are taking quite the toll on Gotham, and honestly, Danny isn’t sure how much longer they can hold out. The heroes seem to be doing some help, and are probably the reason Gotham made it this far, but the poor city needs help from the Realms if they want to get better.
Luckily, Danny can provide that help.
But only if he could get Gotham to leave their city behind. Because recovery is going to take a very long time.
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