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imjustheretofangirl003 · 1 year

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#writeblr #SOMETIMES I HATE MY BRAIN #if im trying to write something anything #and I have oh maybe 50-75% of it planned in my head #i have the writing fevor like i wouldnt belive #so productive #edit as i go or save it for later whatever #but as soon #as SOON #as i decide how its going to end.#or otherwise get to that 100% stage #i drop it like its acid #and I haaaaate it #ughhhhhhhh #suffering #lemme finish this short story (not even)

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suntails · 2 years

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loyalty

#bashing my skull thru the floor #its so fun how both of these two would do ANYTHING for malleus and are loyal to their core but like. it manifests differently #like okay. the school vignette where its sebek doing Everything for malleus and silver is more hands-off. the one where he sees jamil w kali #m and is like 'okay yea my way is better' like. that mentally difference translated into the Everything of them is so INCHRESTING #sebek is much more the type to have blinders on and to immediately jump in to what malleus is saying. silver is more levelheaded abt shit #like hes more likely to hesitate if something is off yknow? im gaahhahh im trying to beam my thoughts into ur head. gesturing vaguely at the #the picture describes itself u dont need me to write my little novels here (i will anyways)#mwah mwah if u read this far welcome to my favorite person club <3 <3 an ELITE group u should feel honored #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #<3 #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #i need the OB NOW #suntails #oh yea also more silver head chopping #dont think i forgot

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stunie · 9 days

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it’s so easy to forget that you can literally write whatever you want

#i think especially if you post your writing it’s easy to forget because #sometimes we subconsciously try and write reader as someone who most readers will like #instead of writing reader as #yourself for example #sometimes i feel disconnected from my own reader-insert-guy #you know ?!#i haven’t written anything with me in mind as the reader #i had this sudden realization #just now #as im writing a lil vent-y kind of fic #that i probably won’t end up posting HOWEVER #im writing the reader as myself for the first time and it’s #making me happy today #as for the vent not to worry sbshjsjdkd I’ve had this issue with an irl for a couple months now #tis all okay and well #🐇 — text !#but you can literally write so much. like if you’re nervous for something u could write ur fav offering support #if ur happy u can write them being happy w u! if ur mad u can write them telling someone off for u #u have so much freedom as a writer #love that a lot #on the other hand i can write sakura pouring milk before cereal if i wanted to #i could even make suo do that #cw vent #INCASE

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storm-driver · 1 year

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from here

#this is so fucking important to me #im... so happy about how the manga tackled THIS scene #kingdom hearts #this part of kh3 always felt odd to me tbh #it felt like the writers wanted to do something and just. didnt go all the way #there were ideas and they just didnt fully write them down and put the same amount of effort into them as they did in other places #THIS feels so fucking... emotional. and for what reason?#it's just. sora cares about roxas.#it's just true. he cares about roxas and feels bad about the situation that him and roxas both were put in.#he never found it fair that he got to exist while roxas was told to unalive.#and while the sora writing in khDDD and kh3 definitely told us that #definitely told us that sora DOES NOT like this situation and he would be willing to do anything to bring roxas back #it wasn't this.#this feels like a friend you barely got to know. realising that you had it so rough.#and desperately trying to break down any barriers between you two and grab your wrist #to hold onto you tight and refuse to give up on searching for you and trying to help you out of your darkest places.#sora is so fucking insistent on proving that roxas is not just his nobody.#roxas is roxas.#donald being sorta confused makes complete sense #because he didnt see how roxas fought with every fibre of his being against sora to just try and beat him and prove his right to live #he didnt see sora bearing the weight of roxas' life and feel the betrayals and lies and deception that he barely understood as it was.#to anyone else. roxas probably is just sora's nobody.#sora may very well be the one person who knows that isn't true.

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moonlitkilljoy · 24 days

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au where tadius is the grizzwald sisters’ bastard brother and recognizes their mangled skin suits for the people they used to be

#cc spoilers #cinderella's castle spoilers #cinderellas castle spoilers #cinderella’s castle #cinderellas castle #tadius #justine grizzwald #lucy grizzwald #benny beeps #saw a tumblr post a while back about tad being their bastard brother and man its a very intruiging concept #i do think if they ever do snow white then their actual brother will be the huntsman #but its a fun concept to toy around with #tho i do wanna try to figure out a way to write smth for it without taking away ella’s agency or smth by accident #maybe he freaks out and can’t do anything about it and ella realizes He Knows #and goes after him and they work together to do something about it???? idk man im just some dude #i do want her to ultimately be the one who kills them tho— if we’re going that route

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revasserium · 10 months

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write. it doesn't have to be good, it doesn't even have to be a story. write a sentence, a fragment, a phrase, a thought. write something. write anything. write.

and be proud of yourself that you did.

#writeblr #writers on tumblr #spilled ink #reminders to self #i've been so busy and exhausted this past week that i've been beating myself up over the fact that i haven't written or read anything #but... i've been living; i've been sitting with my exhaustion #trying to find words to describe it; i've been meeting new people and doing new things #i've been learning to apologize when i say something terrible to someone i love #and aren't these all things that aid in writing? in creation of any kind?#to feel the full spectrum of human emotion -- that's the most important thing for a writer #to feel things so you can take those feelings and experiences and put them in your writing #and in that vein im writing lil headcanon things for zoro and sanji #and also for tears of themis babes LOL #🌧 raindrops

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seilon · 5 months

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please don’t by k.will did more for the gays back in 2012 than any boy group can possibly do with fan service and crop tops in 2024

#do young kpoppies know about please don’t by k.will. im serious do they know #I think about it a lot #it’s impossible to replicate the feeling of being gay and watching that mv in the 2010s and just getting bodyslammed by the ending.#like he really just dropped that shit in TWENTY TWELVE #kibumblabs #to this day I think that’s the most explicitly gay mv ive seen in kpop by an established artist #(ie not holland. no shade to him but he kinda built his platform on being an openly gay artist and he’s not a big industry name or anything #which makes the impact significantly different. if that makes sense. anyway.)#like think about any other example. almost all of them can be brushed off as fan service or are at least vague enough to be #up for interpretation #please don’t’s ending is nearly fucking impossible to write off as anything but explicitly gay #no fanservice involved. no vague staring in each other’s eyes. just straight up Oh He’s Not Jealous Of His Friend He’s Jealous Of His #Friend’s Fiancé. oh #like that’s the whole point. interpreting it any other way doesn’t make sense with the impact it’s purposefully supposed to make #like seriously try to say ‘he’s just sad he’s losing his friend to marriage :(‘ or something. you have to be REAL fucking stupid or #deeply in denial to make that argument let alone believe it #anyway. I appreciate this mv a lot #k.will the OG of doomed yaoi in kpop #kill me #closest contender off the top of my head is one more day by sistar #also note I am talking about mvs here not songs in general #cause if I were talking about songs in general. key’s out there pretty much writing about gay sex at this point so I mean #k.will #kpop #only adding actual tags because I want you to watch this mv if you haven’t already

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yellow-yarrow · 8 months

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have you perhaps a list of readings you would recommend to understand better disco elysium/sacred and terrible air? i wouldn't know where to start and your posts are interesting so worth trying to ask :)

aw thank you! Well, I feel like I’m not really that well-read, and the order I read philosophy/history/etc is all over the place lol

If I had to recommend some reading, there is this essay about the pale, that I think is essential to understanding Elysium. :

https://ghelgheli.substack.com/p/introductory-entroponetics

as for books, I would say Capitalist Realism by Mark Fisher could be a good starting point. And I think it would be worth to read something about these topics:

neoliberalism, capitalism

communism - marxism, history of socialist countries

russian nihilism

christianity - dispensationalism

The devs have said that they were influenced by Hegel, Marx, Slavoj Žižek, Lenin, & they also said they used to be anarchists so I would say reading some anarchist text could be interesting too if you want to really dive into it (idk, Emma Goldmann for example)

You can find a lot of these writings on these websites:

https://www.marxists.org/

https://theanarchistlibrary.org

#I’m going to admit that a lot of my knowledge comes from articles youtube videos and podcasts about marxism. i have not read Capital #it was like. i learned some basic philosophy at uni and then i read whatever i found interesting at the moment #i feel like when reading (political) philosophy it's best to start with something that you think is interesting rather than trying to #go chronologically thought the most important philosophers like you would in school #so like i read mark fisher and because it was interesting then i read about marx's theories and then i looked into hegel more etc #or reading about hegel before actually reading hegel's writings #thats all i have cause im trying to recommend things that are actually linked to de instead of philosophers i personally agree with #(im not a big fan of zizek)#+ anything can be on an elysium reading list if you are obsessed enough lol i was reading postmodernists too for this reason

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lollytea · 16 days

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I really love hope is a thing with feathers and I also really LOVE the hope as a sewer rat poem too but I wish it was not explicity written as "well actually" against Dickinson asgvsjnk. The imagery is SO GOOD but this whole vibe of "my metaphor is better than your metaphor" kinda sours it for me

#i dont like the patronizing usage of ''Emily'' like theyre explaining something to a child #admittedly dickinson has been dead for over a century so its probably huge deal to talk about her flippantly in terms of poetry #this is just me personally. how i feel about it #i dont like her being namedropped like that #it has this energy of ''haha lemme school this bitch''#when the poem itself was never supposed to see the light of day. she never consented to it being published. girl was 5 years in the grave #it feels like making fun of somebodys diary #i also dont like how it kinda makes fun of dickinson's imagery of hope as something ''beautiful delicate'' thing #i always interpreted as it is told. a little bird. i pictured a fat fluffy thing like the ones i see outside my window #ive known them to be stubborn and mischivious #when we leave out seeds on the lawn the little ones are always bullied away by the crows and magpies #but they keep trying. theyll attempt to sneak over and peck away before the crows notice them #they ARE optimistic and resilient little things. tougher than they look #so i always found the metaphor apt #sewer rat also fits just as well. but i think it depends on the angle from how youre looking at it #so i dont like this vibe of ''it should be more RAW it should be UGLIER'' cuz even tho i love that style of writing #it just feels like unnecessary one-upping here #especially considering dickinson was severely depressed and tons of her poems reflect it #god forbid she dabble around with the occasional light hearted poem about seeing hope as a silly little bird #asgsjsnk sorry im not trying to make a statement or anything. ill delete this later probably

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zolunas · 4 months

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it’s crazy how i haven’t written a fic for zolu yet considering how they’re my #1 pairing in my ao3 bookmarks despite the fact that i’ve only been in the fandom since november. i have a wip but i got bored of it. idk i think writing more popular ships is hard for me because i feel the need for it to be something novel or with a unique twist since there’s already so much writing and art out there for them. so it’s taking me a while to figure out how i want to put my own spin on them.

#crazier that i haven’t written anything for zoluna… my literal usernamesake #but im going to try to write something for them for op rare pair week #one piece #zolu #zolunas.txt

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iiusia · 3 months

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i am always like i need to center God in my writing and then i read a psalm and go well. HOW am i supposed to compete with that

#julia.txt #like... i try.. but its so hard 2 write something that doesnt feel completely trite #anything i write just feels incomplete #and i guess thats the point... we as flesh and blood are unable to fully understand God and His glory #but im tr5hing to figure it out i really am

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peiskos-and-apricity · 5 months

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"When you finally die, I don't want you to burn, or bleed, or break. I hope instead that the Earth forbids you from returning to her soil; that even the flies are repulsed by you. That you are cursed with the same form for all eternity, bound to the monster you are"

The sketch, if any of you were interested

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infiniteorangethethird · 11 months

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writing aro stories rocks actually it's like every time an amatonormative stereotype pisses me off I can just add another aromantic character to restore the balance of the universe

#nanowrimo is on the horizon which doesn't actually mean anything but #i am going to try to make something of this in the foreseeable future #im only plotting currently and i can already tell this would piss off so many allo ppl #it's so much fun to twist around the concept of love and sexuality to my liking #if anyone's interested i can keep y'all updated on how the story's going #writing #aromantic #aro #loveless #loveless aro #loveless aromantic #aro writing #queer stuff

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shreddeddescent · 2 days

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ok ok one last insanity check for everyone ok this is a lil different. like lemme just say im clearly someone who likes to go to the dark zone but also try and claw my way back out. i do sappy funny shit most of the time. and the writing of this thing has gotten long and insane, timelines have jumped as i try and parse events. as in i started w a scenario where raph nearly got sold out to his father and is rescued by his brothers immediately. we go to a place where he wasnt and is rescued later. theres been inbetweens where hes rescued but bad things happen despite that. all of this has led me to like his inner turmoils (diagnosis) and the other characters inner turmoils more. how they feel about each other how theyve coped. its good to jump around so im glad i havent said too much as if its all set in stone. im glad im not trying to write a fanfiction to SHARE if that makes sense.

my current shit that has gotten the longest was from the worst case scenario of his lack of rescue and i feel like... i dont need to say what that was? but i think i should point out that descent has a second meaning. its not just the spiralling downward, its also the root word of descendant. that was my feeling about the poetry of it.

so ill say i do feel like im in the danger zone of being fucking murdered for this but i wanna say it anyway cuz i think itll be ok. i think you guys will get it cuz ur being nice. im exploring shit and having fun. it gets raw, it gets hard, but its working out.

so i started writing this au as "ok so heres a scene where raph is just hanging out w casey, hes trying to tell her to control her anger, and theyre fighting a bit. and he fucking flashes back and realized hes a csa victim. let the story unravel from there"

and im currently in the. insane writing area of "what if ur presumed aborted kids come back from the future/pocket dimension to take care of u cuz theyre like 30 and have coped w what they are and know you have no adults around who give a shit. and theyre amazing and kind and want to help you."

shits.......... gone off the rails. idk what else to say. i am having fun exploring insanity and seeing if i can reign it in. if i didnt do that i wouldnt have come up w half the shit i have. so like. uh. idk if youll see anything of said thing okay. its weird i know it is. but honestly i feel like the insanity and seeing how real i can make it feel, how i can parse feelings over it is working well. maybe this all sounds spoilery or weird. i was really thinking "ill just draw out things chronologically" but im struggling with that for some reason. but this au is on my mind uh 24/7 and its good to just be like "ok, heres where my head is at, if thats not what you wanna hear about it the unfollow button is right there"

but i also feel like ive been OVERLY POINTING OUT. that this isnt a story for kids. so please try not to judge me too harshly. its just a fucking.... how insane can i go and tell you about it thing. i guess.

#really just saying all this cuz i cant draw anything rn. ive been staring at the same panels of raph meeting casey for a week. im struggling #im very open to questions and stuff but like. dont bite my head off cuz im weird #im not trying to sound judgmental i just know people can be sensitive and like! i get it i used to be SO sensitive but im just like #ok lets talk this out lets see if this is ok #i guess im worried it sounds like the whole. you know DNI everyone here has which is totally fine were not doing that #its not like that. its very much abt being the result of something you had no say in #how you parse being the result of something so heinous #how you deal w being forced to do that. theres a reason they need therapy. even if it comes at a cost #maybe the cost wasnt clear to them but can YOU figure out what it was?#k im gonna go try and like. keep writing shit idk if youll ever see again. or kms ahahah

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rapidhighway · 7 months

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i want to write fic soooo bad but i feel like i just can't present a narrative in a way that anyone will understand idk it always just feels so nonsensical, whatever i write. Even just writing a plan its like after a while all words just lose all meaning idk what this meanss idk how to do this

#like its jsut so hard to explain it like everything becomes word soup or something #like the longer i write the more it feels like the story is pointless even if im trying to write about something concrete #AUAUGH i just dont have a way with words i guess. but its also about the way of writing idk man idkk the story is there but at the same tim #its nothing #i cant explain it #ive wanted to write fic and comics and even flesh out ideas and after a while of trying it just feels so pointless and like its about #nothing even though im not even writing stream of consciousness like I KNOW the things i want to write are here but the story is just.#nothing #AUAHHHFDD HOW DO I EXPLAINNNN #this is a very vivid feeling in my brain whenever i enter this stage of writing anything #UGHHHHHFVBHVD ok bye #i mean i dont really have good ideas either but uhh i would like too :^/#idk im just looking if anyone feels this way too or if they fight it somehow -_-

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absurdumsid · 6 months

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WAIT WAIT NEW ALNST UPLOAD TODAY ?? HOLY SHIT IM NOT READT FOR THIS

#PERHAPS I WILL FINALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IVAN! DUSTHGWAHHAH #<- guy who has to write down lore for all his variants but doesnt write anything #OK I WILL. DO SOMETHING. MAYBE #ILL TRY #BUT FIRST ERROR #APPARENTLY HIS BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY IM SO SORRYYYY #sid rambles

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