Tumgik
#ik we wont be together
sleepyagent · 2 months
Text
i had a crush on youbut then i got to know youand i fell in love with youand
0 notes
oatbugs · 1 month
Text
pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
22 notes · View notes
intoafandom · 9 months
Text
.
#right so I’m hiding this sht in the tags because im going to sound like an absolute crazy person and i hope no one sees this or reads this#because im going to sound stupid and delusional and ik im 99.99% sure this is not gunna happen but i have to say it anyway to get it out of#my head. sooo woong dyed his hair back to black which normally i wouldn’t bat an eyelash at but idk im just getting this feeling because#they just freaking played bring it on on the radio and were dancing and singing to ravns part and ON TOP OF THAT THEY ALSO DID REWIND WHERE#XION LITERALLY SANG ALL OF RAVNS PARTS and like i cant stop thinking about it. rewind. REWIND of all songs. why did they pick THAT one.#out of EVERYTHING they picked rewind. the song that pays homage to their past memories as 6. literally doing the choreo in their seats when#the song is about TURNING BACK TIME. and now woong dyed is hair back to black. like how it was right before yj left...#leedos hair is also the same length now...and if Seoho’s hair is back to black as well...#we all feel like something big is coming and when u pair this with all the japan stuff...i cant help but think...and im still thinking about#ravns insta stories. there will be an answer let it be. ive done all i can do now i have to wait for fate. paraphrasing but yeah.#and lets not forget the fact that ravn JUST posted his full face for the first time in months. everything feels so significant and like#everything is coming together for some big moment. i cant stop thinking about it. fvcking rewind. like they’re going to be turning back the#clock completely. same looks as malus aka their last true comeback as 6 and apparently their next comeback is ALSO IN SEPTEMBER?? like...#im probably reading into this but...i cant help but think......something very huge is coming. something HUGE. something more than just#ravn dropping his mixtape. if that’s all that happens I’ll be happy 100% duh...but idk...i just think there’s gunna be something MORE.#im too scared to post this on twitter cuz ik ravn lurks and if im wrong which I probably am I wouldn’t want him to see it#or anyone else either. but im saying it here bc if i dont say it at all ill go crazy. and most of my followers here are b’s fans so they#wont read this and maybe i can bury it lol
7 notes · View notes
mainfaggot · 5 months
Text
I put our birthdays into those astro chart compatibility calculators and the two sites both said we would make a really good couple. the crush is BACK ON ‼️(i am a teenager who is delusional. i am a twenty year old loser. I am insane. I am not free. whatfuckingever) my week long apathy towards the whole thing is over
3 notes · View notes
ratanslily · 1 year
Note
you 🫱🏼‍🫲🏾 me
dumping wyatts diabetes inducing route and switching to dmario
Sfsgsgsvahab NAWT DIABETES INDUCING LMAOOOOOOO
see i dont mind fluff at all, but wyatt lost his appeal to me. especially when he opposes the idea of ellaire choosing violence like what else do you expect her to do? stand by while you do the same thing?? he's gotten too overprotective and it sucks to see it. While D'Mario is a perfect match for Ellaire, he helps her grow as a person and tells her about ruling a kingdom: how you need to take matters into your hands and its not all sparkles and rainbows.
6 notes · View notes
pitchswift · 1 year
Text
happy birthday to my one and only baz pitch <3 the character i hold dear to my heart and stayed with me through it all during my worst and best moments ♥️ and also happy birthday @rainbowrowell, thank you for creating him and i hope that you have the best of times today!!!
3 notes · View notes
aquarianlights · 1 year
Text
✨️ I just kind of want to die rn. ✨️
#im srs tho#i feel fucking terrible#im still coming down from anesthesia and im so fatigued and tired#if it were not for echo i would take an overdose rn and be done with it#except for the fact i am horribly scared of respiratory depression#suffocating is one of my worst fears so...#i just really want to get a gun#ik my girlfriend has lots of guns#im not legally allowed to have a gun and idk how to find them on the black market#but since my gf has them... ive been thinking about it... thinking about waiting until we live together and waiting until echo passes#and then I'd have no issues just... taking one... it's not like I'd be keeping it or using more than one bullet#im sure she would forgive me and id write a note anyways#notes* rather... addressing multiple people personally with her being one of them. id apologize for using her gun but where else would i#get one? she is the only person ik who has guns coz her family is a hunting family.#oh well....that's been on my mind ever since i found out she has guns and also really wants us to live together. i always thought if one#were in the house with me that it would be so easy to use when i feel like this and just get it over with#instead i hesitate because i dont have the right methods... and i end up feeling okay or better later. only to come back to suicidal later#so a gun would be best i think... that way i can take care of it in the moment and get it over with. i just need a gun to do it.#unfortunately my girlfriend is the only one ik who has them so... it's gonna have to be hers#that's a long way off though. echo is only 9 years old and his breed lives into the 16-18 years old phase. i wont leave until echo is gone#depression#sad#sadness#suicidal#suicide#crying#pain#upset#personal#depressed
4 notes · View notes
nomaishuttle · 1 year
Text
gn everybody. smiles widely
#i have been big into gn posts recently.... itis sort of fun#i feel like that umm. rabbit? From goodnight moon#was it a rabbit in that book..hold on#YEAH IT IS 💪#ohhh im so excited for the move im sososososos excited#th landlord seems rly sketchy but. Oh my gd i just wanna be moved in#for like a bazillion reasons but mainly bc I judt wanna be moved in so badly#society if i ws living with my girl and we could hold hands and kiss and hsve date nights and hang out and i could Look at iy#LIKE NOT TO BE DYKEISH AND FAGGISH IN NSTURE RN. BUT TH RHOUGHT OF WAKING UP AND GETTING TO SEE HIM IS LIKE. I MIGHT ACTUALLY START CRYING#n just like..oh my gd. im gonna get t see it every single day.n well get to talk every single day and ill be around him Every single day !!#n its like. im soso excited but im also like. scared. bc its gonna be a flip from like#rn i love with one of my best friends (my sibling).n my other best friend (hal) is across the country#but in..less than a month ill be living with one of my best friends (hal) and my other best friend (my sibling) will be across th country.#Thats insane. yk.. and im like scared n ik obv me and my sibling arent judt gonna Stop talking#im like. i get worried bc im like BUT WE DONT TEXT THAT OFTEN !! n its like yeah girl bc you.. live together.. and can just talk in person#but like. AGHHH. im also worried abt calls bc id wanna call a lot jus tt talk t them but were both awkward with phone calls#but i think itll be easier bc likee. yk... we r used to talking to eachother outloud Obviously#its just gonna be weird like. i wont be able t do local co-op with them anymore. yk..#if i wanna play a wii game or something eith them ill have t get all sorts of streaming shit set up#bc we like to. just hang out while one of ud plays a game#yk#im just like. ACHH im soso excited but at th same time im rly gonna miss lampstie 💔#and th rest of my family Obviously. but like#lamp is like. less than 2 years younger thn me. we literally grew up together ppl thought we were twins (they were dumb as he'll but still)#they thought we were twins ehen lsmp ws 6 months old and i ws. literslly 2. like..#but. yk like man im just scared bc ive never rly been away from my family for more than like.. a week#aside from when i lived with my mom while lamp lived with my dad#but then i lived with my dad. so#and now we both live with bith.. BASICALLY AAA#n of course m gonna miss my baby sister and my baby brother but theyre like. my sister is I almost said 7. shes literally turning 11 soon
1 note · View note
ellsellmesoull · 2 years
Text
You know what sucks? When you try your best but your group mates fucking suck. The only thing i regret is not stepping up to be the leader myself
#like i got social anxiety and I promised id try being better#this was on me for breaking that promise#the grp was btw friends so I basically took leadership im only scared talking to strangers#and the leader didnt even tell us the whole actual task#and we wasted 75% of the time because of that#because she didnt take it seriously at all and the seniors who were supposed to guide us were distracting us and just talking#and our teammates were just talking back and me and another girl were the only ones putting in any effort#but shes so quiet she doesn't even understand anything i say and wont even speak up about it#and then they do whatever they want when ive given them clear instructions#ok the seniors were Supposed to not guide us but let us do our own thing which we found out later#but they were Actively talking with us not letting us focus and making things confusing#just causing problems in general they were actly supposed to just be on the sidelines#my back fucking hurts#no one fking tells any idea they just kept quiet on the brain storming session and when one model was halfway there#they start another#like wtf then they complain#imean ik im not a rly good leader but i tried my best and ik I cant do more like our actual leader weren't doing shit#but still our grp didnt put in any effort#and i could see my own shit model making skills in there#if ppl had work together then it wouldbe been better#cus my plus is Only functional ity and they could've helped w the aesthetics and looking like an actual irl model#but noo#it took me over 15 minutes of constantly yelling just to get one guy to stick two sides together to make a right triangle esply bcos#he was talking to the seniors abt home and shit and the leader wouldn't even fold paper seriously ffs shed fuck it up and act all sowwy#but i was trying to lead maybe I fucked up and its all my fault maybe i became the loudest voice and everyone listened#maybe things wouldbe been better if i just kept quiet#I thought i was doing a good job but ig i was just fucking it up cus when i see the model I see how my own model skills look like#and im very bad at model making.
2 notes · View notes
avatardoggo · 2 years
Text
_(:3 」∠)_
#so today marks a week (?) form when i called my (ex) best friend and she didn’t answer and i left a voicemail and ofc she didn’t answer that#not like i was expecting her to but yk a gal can dream so ya ig we’re not friends anymore. surprisingly i haven’t cried about (yet ik myself#i’ll cry but i thought it’d be sooner than later)#and i was talking to a mutual friend and she asked if i wanted her to talk to her for me and i decided no bc if she wanted to she would yk?#like it’s not by force and if she wants to be a coward and just act like our friendship meant nothing than i can’t control that i can voice#my hurt and pain but if that doesn’t move her than at least i said something right? it just succs bc i don’t use the term best friend let#alone friend lightly like we did commissions together with our fav characters like multiple!! like i don’t do that with just anyone#i have a poster in my room of a drawing my sister did for her christmas present last year that i colored and printed and and I GAVE HER MY#COPY OF WUTHERING HEIGHTS THAT I WROTE A BUNCH OF NOTES AND AND A LOVE LETTER LIKE IVE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE AND AND#i told her about my social anxiety and ocd which i haven’t told Anyone (besides you guys <3) and not even my family knows and she can’t even#return my calls or texts and it’s like a slap in the face like it meant nothing to her like i opened up sm and it’s like it meant nothing to#her like i’m nothing i’m just this person that was convenient to be friends with but now IDK BC SHE WONT TALK TO ME#ok now i’m tearing up now and if i start crying it’ll be gross and noisy and i don’t want to cry rn#vk overshares in the tags
5 notes · View notes
zhuhongs · 2 years
Text
Once again thinking a lot about childhood and how we grow up and its left me with two thoughts I’ve had for a while but just figured out how to articulate:
1. I really feel like i should've gotten into fights more often when i was a kid. Like, so much of school is teaching you how to be obedient and how to stay in line and not cause trouble. And to an extent I do this too as a teacher, and to an extent it is needed. Like kids cannot constantly be pushing and touching people for no reason. It causes a lot of unnecessary harm. But schools also strip kids of the ability to fight when they need to. We often teach kids to look the other way and let things happen to them that they should protest more. And now I understand why I became weirdly violent in my late teens. It’s because that anger was never satisfied. I held in so much anger that I just popped. I had a childs wrath sitting inside the body of an adult and it had to come out. So it did. But tbh I really feel like i should’ve fought in those moments. It lead to a lifetime of never fighting back and always taking. I wish that we had those conversations as children about how to identify the situations that warrant a fight and for the adults around us to support us when aggression was justified and correct us when that aggression was misguided. Like, I know that’s really hard. like I have experienced how hard it is to do this. But fuck... just bc I can’t fix it doesn’t mean I shouldn’t think abt it yk. 
2. This isn’t really a full thought, but something that apart of a larger thing I’ve been processing for a while. I felt like I raised myself and spent my childhood focusing on myself as an individual bc I couldn’t connect to others. Because of this I;ve spent my college years learning about how others live at all stage of life. Part of this I;ve noticed is in their interests. So when i was a kid I always wanted to do the hardest things and consume the most adult media I could, or at least something one step above where I should've been. I thought this desire to grow up quickly was natural and that i needed to persuade kids to act their age a little longer. But now that I am with kids so often I realize that the majority kids aren’t like this. Or at least, not to the extent that I was as a child. i was the outlier. Most kids stick to age appropriate things. I realized that things that are “for kids” are like that because they appeal to kids, not because we deem them to be this way. Kindergarteners don’t want to play the games that the big kids do. THey know what's too hard for them and they like simpler things because they are little. They need to go through the gradual process of getting better at things. i was the one that placed astronomical expectations on myself. I was the one that wanted to grow up too fast. This isn’t indicative of every child. There will always be the few that want to grow up immediately, but most kids do indeed treasure being kids. Not that many of them are in a rush. I was just different because of my environment. Most of the kids that feel the way that I do are this way bc they are in a similar environment and I need to look out for them especially. I’m starting to get it now. I’m starting to really understand why my experiences are not universal. i’ve always known this, its obvious but now i understand the little ways that everyone is different and that I can’t project my experiences onto others. It’s so interesting.
I’m just, really really glad I found this job and ended up in this field at this moment. I needed it. I don’t want to be in this field forever, I don’t want to be a teacher, but being here right now is teaching me how to reconcile my past with my present and how that past brought me here. I forgot my childhood so much, it all just looks like beige bricks in a tower but now these bricks have gained color. I can distinguish a lot and remember a lot about how I was. The way I am is not how I always was. and that is okay.
3 notes · View notes
Text
filing taxes is dumb and stupid and ofc the us would do it in the most idiotic ways, AND force the citizens to do it instead of them
1 note · View note
gurorori · 9 months
Text
not even reality aita more like aittw Am I In The Wrong
#tw sh#cause i keep mentionin dat naw i aint recoverin anytime soon n any measures i might take 2 distract myself or soften da blow Wont work cuz#a) distraction is like. momentary almost like wat wld we do? watch sum yt stuff? dat aint enuff 2 capture me usually id def jus go on n do#it during da watch#b) softenin da blow doesn work cuz yea i used other methods before where there naw blood but over da years i jus gawt so attached 2 watchin#it its even more of a factor 4 me than da pain atp. like da blood is da thing dat calms me. its why i do it.#i kno itll b a while. n i do appreciate when someone can Sumhow talk me outta it or redirect it sumwhere or stop me#but like Most times i genuinely do nawthin more than thin scratches. i jus kno my places well n i choose spots dat ik bleed well#i jus want someone 2 b with me when i do it. is dat too grim? SLASH GEN i cant tell if dats too much 4 ppl. icant tell if it an unreasonable#request. nawt even in person i jus want company n sm1 2 talk 2 thru it. like genuinely ive turned 2 a few friends before who also do it. n#jus. do it together. n talk. or without the togethr part. literaly jus me havin sum company#icant epxlain why i need it. iguess like i said it be4. supervision. don wanna feel alone either#so. am i innda wrong?? am i bein too stubborn or crazy ab this? i aint anti recovery. i jus painfully aware i aint recoverin anytime soon#i kno my mindset is as unhealthy as can b but is it like Dat detrimental? considerin da circumstances?
1 note · View note
penisliker-moved · 1 year
Text
also. rly funny my dad rly wants to give my girl th shovel talk but it doesnt live here. and he hasnt met it yet..so he just tells me "HE BETTER WATCH HIMSELF... HE BETTER TREAT YOU RIGHT" and its like yes father. ik. ik. yes
#hes like pissy abt me moving in so quick but like..girlie im not gonna pay for like. 5 plane tickets when i could just pay for 3 yk..#i get why he wants to go meet him first and then move me up but like. im already gonna be moving in half a month after my roommates#im not gonna wait another month On top of that..#n im still letting my dad meet him n everything. i just rly wish hed stop acting like hals Some rando off the internet who i met two weeks#go. like weve been friends for 5 years dating for 2 years and weve done videocalls weve done normal calls weve sent pictures like. yk...#i get it but aughhh. AND AGAIN im still letting him meet it.. ykyk. bc hes prolly gonna stay with us for a couple days bc hes got th first#week.of.march off. bc that ws when i ws gonna visit#n like..i rly didnt realize the move ws gonna take this long yk#its not like hes saying You cant do that but hes just#yk. complaining a little bit and like I get it ismt super convenient and i ws expecting it to take a bit longer but. we were aware id be#moving#n also. idk what he thinks would happen that would make me visit hal and then decide i dont wanna live with it avtually..yk#im not at ALL worried abt how hal will act bc hes like. super nice and polite n ik he wont do anything awful#im mainly worried abt how my dad will act bc he makes Being an asshole a personality trait#not even me being judgy he Says that. like he says Yeah im an asshole but im porud of that ^-^#n m just. aghhh im so worried basically.. i rly rly rly want it to go well#but ya. i dont think its an issue t like. move in now bc idk what the alternative is. just visiting a ton until my dad decides weve spent#enough time together In person to be allowed t move in?? yk? thats such a waste of money and i cant afford that Neither can my dad Neither#can hal. so like. YK#im just scares basicslly. im rly excited for the apartment but theres So much i need t get in order.. and thats whats like.kind of annoying#me bc my parends r acting like i chose for it tk happen so quickly like..no i ws expecting way later but this is how it happened.. its like#im also inconvenienced by this yk. im mot gonna be able to get my name change done like i ws planning#but. this is how it happened n.im excited t live with hal and our roommates also bc theyre both awwsome... i just wish my parents woulf#stop treating me like im stupid or like. rushing into this like No dude me and hal have been planning to live together Legit since before#we started dating ! yk! like if i had been like OMGG im gonna move in with my online friend like. the first time me and hal talked abt it#THEN its be like.. Um.. no you arent lol. bc that ws only s couple months into knowing him.and also i ws 13 so#but like. IDKKK BASICALLY !!!#sry these tags are Oh so long. but your know how it is...#AND its so hard to find a list of like. things i need to get together before the move#i cn find lists for moving out at 18 and moving across the country but not. combined.. n i feel like theres so manh things i need to get in
1 note · View note
cemetarywoman · 2 months
Text
Bruce Wayne dating headcannons 🦇
Tumblr media
-hes suchhh a sweetheart oml
-Bruce loves to spoil you in many different ways
-obviously he buys you a ton of gifts, like he will buy literally ANYTHING you want he doesn’t care how expensive
-like Bruce we GET ITTT UR RICH.
-if you dont like him buying you things then he’ll stop ofc, ik some people dont like when people but them stuff (i personally dont really like it)
-but he also spoils you with how much affection he gives you. Bruce isnt shy about telling you how much he appreciates and loves you.
-All of his free time is spent with you, he always wants you near him even if you guys aren’t talking or doing anything together
-hes big on physical touch, he just loves to hold your face in his hands, mindlessly run his fingers up and down your thighs, leave tiny kisses all over your neck, literally anything that involves showing you how much he loves you
-loves to keep his hand on your lower back in public so that you wont accidentally walk to far away from him
-hes very protective of you but its not in a toxic controlling way, he just knows how dangerous gotham is and hes always worried about you.
-although he is protective he also LOVES to show you off. He will take ANY chance he gets to tell people that he’s dating you
-(kindaa going back to the spoiling thing) he definitely has bought you a necklace with his initials on it
-and not only did he do that but he also got himself one with your initials on it so that people know hes yours💋
-Bruce is lowkey clingy asf like he want you to come with him everywhere
-he takes you to every event that he gets invited to and most of them as boring and full of old rich people, he will pay for all of your outfits for the events tho so that’s a plus🤗
-want you to live with him, like he has actually asked you to live with him multiple times as if youre not just two teenagers??
-but since you dont live together sleepovers happen frequently (he’ll sneak into your house and leave early in the morning so your parents dont see him)
-he knows that he can protect you so he will bring you with him when he goes on one of his dangerous adventures
-youre gonna have to deal with a lot of brooding because well we all know how Bruce can be 🤕
-but if you play with his hair and ask him whats wrong he cant help but spill his heart out to you
-everyone can tell how much he loves you when he actually tells you whats bothering him instead of suffering in silence
245 notes · View notes
apollosdaydreams · 7 months
Note
Hi
Maybe where yn is the daugter of Christian Horner and she is the girlfriend of Max verstappen and he has invited her to a romantic date night and when she gets ready and her dad asks why are you getting ready and she tells him the reason. And Max has a promise ring for her with a lott of fluff thanks
Promise
Max Verstappen x Horner!Daughter!Reader
Christian Horner x daughter!reader
Warnings: fluff, slight angst, and more fluff. Age gap (4 years) Max is 26 and reader is 22 in this.
Word Count:1,405
Sorry if the Dutch is wrong I used google translate.
Ik hou van je tot de maan en hou van terug. Voor eeuwig en altijd.
I love you to the moon and love back. Forever and ever.
Love
Liefde
Tumblr media
<•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••>
You were currently standing in your room, your music blasting throughout your room. Tonight you were getting ready for a date night with Max. He hasn't told you yet where you guys were going but he told you to dress nice. Thanks Max, that sure helps. You thought to yourself. You were going through options on what to wear and you decided on a dark blue dress, with some simple sparkly short gold heels. You quickly changed into your dress and walked into your connecting bathroom. You decided that you didn't want to wear a lot of makeup so you just put on some mascara with some eyeliner and a sparkly eyeshadow. Your music was still basting so you didn't hear your dad knocking on your door.
“Y/N!!!.” He shouted.
You still didn't hear anything, you were just doing touch ups on your makeup.
“Y/N!!” he sighed in frustration. “Y/n please turn down your music.” He said while knocking at the door.
You finally heard some faint talking behind your door. So you quickly grabbed your phone and disconnected it from your speaker. Then you walked over to your door and saw your dad behind the door.
“y/n I- why are you dressed up?”
Shit you thought. You haven't told your dad about your relationship with Max yet scared of his reaction.
“Uhmm..” your face turned as red as the red on the Red Bulls car. “No reason.”
Your father looked unimpressed. His lips turning in to a flatline. “Honey you might think im dumb, but i'm not. Why are you dressed up? Is it a boy? I promise I wont be mad.” He said.
Your heart started to beat rapidly. “Yes it's a date.” you whispered.
Your dad nodded at you. “Who is it? Do I know him?” He took a deep breath. He had a feeling he knew who it was. “I promise I wont be mad, whoever it is. I promise I wont be mad.”
“It's… it’s.. Max…” you mumbled. You quickly looked up at your dad and then you looked back down at your hands.
“It's who?” he asked.
“Max.. as in Max Verstappen.” you said. You didn't look back up until you felt your dad embrace you into a hug.
“That's amazing, he's a nice guy.” He told you.
“You aren't mad?” you said trying not to cry, you didn't want to ruin your makeup.
“Why would I be mad sweetheart?” he questioned. “Max, is a very nice guy and I trust him.”
You sniffed. Looking up and blinking rapidly, still trying not to cry. “Well I thought you would be mad because he works for you.” you said.
“Please don't cry honey.” he said while wiping your tears away. “Your mother and I actually have talked about you two getting together, we were hoping you would. You two complement each other very well.”
“You do?” you said.
“Yes honey, now let's get you freshened up before Max gets here.” he said while letting go of you so you could head to your bathroom.
You quickly got freshened up, you ended up redoing your makeup as you cried off most of your mascara. You then walked down the stairs to see your father and Max. You smiled at Max as you made your way down the stairs. Once you got ot the bottom of the stairs you walked over to Max. You walked over to his side and gave him a hug, he returned the hug and whispered in your ear.
“You look amazing liefde.”
You blushed at the comment. “We should start heading out, Maxie.” you told him.
He blushed slightly at the nickname. You both started to make your way to the door, before you Max could step out your dad spoke up.
“Max, can I talk to you for a second?” he asked.
“Hmm, yeah of course. I'll meet you in the car liefde.”
Once the door closed behind you, your father, Christian and Max started to talk.
“Max, do you love her?” Christian asked.
“What?” Max asked, Max was caught off guard by this question of course I love her he thought.
“My daughter, do you love y/n?” Christian asked again.
“Yes, I love her, I love her a lot.” Max started.
“Good, I trust you with Max, so please don’t break her heart.” Christian told Max.
Max smiled, “I was actually wanting to ask you a question.”
“Yeah, what's up?” Christian smiled at him.
“I wanted to give your daughter a promise ring…” He said nervously.
Christian didn't say anything for a few seconds, to Max it felt like an eternity before he finally said something. “If you are asking for my permission, you have the yes from me Max.” Christian said while putting his hand on Max’s shoulder.
“Thank you, that means a lot…” Max said while smiling at Christian.
Christian smiled back. “Now go, don’t make her wait any longer.” He said while laughing softly.
Max laughed along with him and quickly ran out the door and to his car. He ran around the car and opened the driver side door and slid in while closing the door behind him.
“Hey liefde, sorry for taking so long.” Max said while softly kissing the side on your head.
You smile back at him. “Don't worry honey it's fine, what were you guys talking about?” You asked while Max started the car.
<•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••>
Once you guys finally reached the restaurant Max quickly put the car into park and turned off the car. He then ran to your side of the car and opened the door. He stuck his hand out for you to reach. You grabbed his hand and stepped outside of the car. Max then closed the door behind you. As you walked into the restaurant Max held your hand the entire time, once you guys finally reached the door he led you in with his hand on the small of your back.
“Reservation for Verstappen.” He started. “Max.” He told the front lady.
“Follow me please.” She said while grabbing out two menus.
You both followed her, she brought you both to a more secluded area of the restaurant. As you both sat down you thanked the lady and she told you that your waiter would be here shortly.
“This place is beautiful, Max.” You told him, while looking around the restaurant with the biggest smile on your face.
Max looked at you with the biggest smile in the world. Like a love-struck puppy. This is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. He thought to himself. You noticed that he wasn't saying anything, so you looked back at him with confusion.
“What?” You asked.
“Nothing, just looking at you. Am I not allowed to look at my beautiful girlfriend that I love to death?” He questioned.
You turned red, like as red as a firetruck. “Oh shut up.” you whispered at him. Before Max could say anything your waiter came over asking what drinks you would want. You both got water and Max ordered some fancy wine.
“Alright, perfect. I’ll be right back with those.” Brayden, the waiter said.
“Thank you.” You and Max said in sync.
<•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••>
You and Max have now left the restaurant and are walking on a walking trail near the restaurant. The trail was lit up by fairy lights, as it was mainly lit from the city that was nearby. Once you got to this one viewing point, looking over the ocean. You saw that Max has stopped and he looked rather nervous.
“You ok, Maxie?” You asked while putting your hand on his shoulder.
“Yes liefde, I'm alright." He told you with a smile. You saw that he took a deep breath, before he started to talk again. “Liefde, I think you are the one for me. That's why I want to give you this.” He said while pulling out a small box. He opened the box and you gasped slightly. In the box was a ring and a piece of paper that read.
I promise to exchange this promise ring for an engagement ring.
Tears now falling down your face, you couldn't speak. Way too shocked. So you quickly nodded while hugging him. He quickly hugged you back and wiped your tears.
“Ik hou van je tot de maan en terug liefde. Voor eeuwig en altijd.” Max whispered.
This was my first Formula 1 fanfic and I hope you guys enjoyed this!!! It would be greatly appreciated if you would like, comment and repost!! (Not proofread)
© 2023 on tumblr apollosdaydreams do not translate/remake/repost my works in any platform without authorized permission.
333 notes · View notes