I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth
Turns
Slowly
But it's hard to say if I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Actually no
I got shit to think about and stuff to do
And sleep honestly just feels like a waste of time.
Because my dreams are bursting out of the seams
When I try to fall asleep.
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D.e.b.s. was so beautifully gay it put me into a coma 10/10
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drawing some bad kids as a warmup 🤕 i’m surprised i don’t post about dimension20 considering the parasitic hold it has on my brain
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it's crazy how well my dad hits the criteria for abusive behaviour without even trying. yesterday he was laying into me for wasting my life and having no self-respect because i got a barista job so i'd be happier at work while i look for something more long-term and successful and maybe earn some qualifications, harassing me on the phone while i tried to relax after my shift at my current job and guilt tripping me for making a decision about my own life that doesn't affect or involve him in any way. and now today he's sending me job ads which he ends with messages of love and support. it's textbook cyclical abusive behaviour! tear me down, then offer me a way up with the same hand that was just trying to knock me to the ground. take out all his frustration on me in an excruciating tirade of esteem-destroying vitriol, then make me doubt the validity of my resentment by being kind and approachable. flip the switch on a dime so i never feel certain or safe about where i stand. and the worst thing is i know he doesn't even mean it. he thinks he's helping. he thinks what he's doing is good and right and an expression of his love. he genuinely feels bad for hurting me. his concern for my future happiness is real. but it won't prevent him from doing it again next time, or feeling justified in every previous instance.
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The sleepy Ghost saga continues! Here's the first part!
I'm posting this late because I wanna get it out, so I might hate this tomorrow but!! I'm not in love with it so I also just want it out of my hands already 😭 it fought me..
sorry if it's boring, my brain was scattered hhh-
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