#im sad and im annoyed and im heartbroken

[visforvii]

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[ichigosoju]

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[thinkingaboutjaedyn]

fresh out of the salon [k.martin x reader]

prompt: kate gets her hair done after the season ends and you're in love with it

author notes: let me firstly disclaim that i don't know shit about hair outside of black ppl hair 💔 and i hardly know that. secondly, i don't know if kate is a natural blonde with dark roots or a brunette who dyes her hair blonde but im pretty sure she's a natural blonde so.. if she isn't just ignore all the times i call her that. thirdly im still getting kate's personality 🙇🏽‍♀️ so this might not be super accurate to her but whatever. anyways enough yapping, enjoy it.

word of the fic: hair

it was only a few days after iowa's defeat against south carolina. kate was quick to call you when she reached her hotel room; feeling drained from the intense atmosphere during the game and also heartbroken she left her basketball college career off with a loss. you unfortunately couldn't make it due to having to focus on softball season. if iowa had played a home game for the final, you could had comforted your girlfriend afterwards but sadly she was still in ohio; having to do a few promotional shoots for a brand.

having to stay away from you longer than nesscary annoyed the blonde, but money is money so she sucked it up. you two relied on facetime and constant talking to stay connected. your teammates teased you all the time about how you been glued to your phone everytime there was a break at practice, but could they blame you? it's kate we're talking about here.

it's around ten pm when the blonde finally facetimes you. her face being close to the camera once the call connected.

"why am i seeing more of your nose than you, kate?" you giggle. getting comfortable on your bed before putting your attention fully on her. kate makes an obvious pout that you can see very closely with her face almost squished against her phone.

"i want a kiss," the iowa basketball player pulls her face away, not too far, to give you a full look of her lips. you roll your eyes, but internally the cuteness levels going on right now from her were huge. you indulge her before counting down so she was ready to kiss the phone screen the moment you were.

she lays back onto the hotel bed pillows afterwards. a satisfied look on her face; kate was truly the only one who can make you do something as embarrassing as kissing a phone screen. you take in her full appearance now. the blonde had obviously slip on some pajamas after coming to her hotel room from the shoot. a matching hello kitty matching pajama set that you recognized as yours is on her body.

"who said you could take my clothes?" you make a fake angry expression that just makes kate shake her head in amusement. "i did and i'm your girlfriend, so deal with it," kate says.

you roll your eyes before noticing a slight difference with kate. her hair looks slightly different than how it was when she left iowa. the darkish blonde of the player now has nicely done highlights on them. when did kate get her hair done? and why didn't she tell you?

the silence from your side of the line makes kate pout, "talk to me, baby. i missed your voice all day."

a flutter goes through your chest at her words; kate always knew what to say to have you swooning. "you got your hair done!" you say. she giggles, looking away from the screen in shyness. the player wasn't used to someone noticing things about her appearance. it was a new feeling of appreciation that makes kate crave to be near you even more.

"yeah. since i was doing those photoshoots, i thought it would be best to give my hair some new life," kate leaves out the part about how the loss to south carolina made her cry and immediately want to go to the salon to feel new again the moment she left the stadium (in the end only getting her hair done earlier today), but that's a topic for later. two things could be true at once though.

"but no selfies?" it was now your turn to pout. feeling slightly sad that your girlfriend didn't send a selfie your way after the first step she took out of the salon. kate wants to kiss away your pout so badly, but can't; curse nil deals.

"i was going to, baby. don't pout at me, it just makes me miss you even more. i had a photoshoot right after the salon and couldn't really text," kate explains. the pout on your lips disappears with you back to missing her.

"it looks so good on you, babes. makes me wanna kiss you"

"then gimme a kiss. the screen doesn't matter to me," kate puckers her lips up. leaning back close to the screen as you do the same.

you two stay up until twelve. during the rest of the call you keep taking facetime photos of kate because for one, she was just so adorable and for two, her new hair was doing things for you. the highlights really brought out her eyes. you were definitely going to kiss her all over her face when she landed back in iowa.

you tell kate to go off to sleep when the clock strikes one, so she can be well rested for her flight back home tomorrow. she pouts until you agree to fall asleep on the phone; who would say no to that face?

© thinkingaboutjaedyn

[babyleostuff]

hello! i have been following you for a while but im shy about sending reqs hehe. i wonder if you can make ot13 reactions on how they will act if they got into a fight with their partner while they're away? like how do they deal with it and what they'll feel about it? I'm sorry if it's weird! thank you so much!

no worries, i’m more than happy to write any requests you guys send me! hope you enjoy this one and if you have any more requests don’t be shy and ask <3

when seventeen gets into a fight with their partner while they're away | ot13

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’s a leo sun (and as a leo myself), i know that he’d be too prideful to call you and apologise first, no matter if it was a big or a small fight 

𓆩♡𓆪 but then he’d realise how much he misses you

𓆩♡𓆪 it’s not like he can text you or call you and act like nothing happened 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d be heartbroken for the next few days

𓆩♡𓆪 because not only are you hundreds of kilometres apart, but now he also knows that you are angry with him 

𓆩♡𓆪 one night he’d go through your shared photos and that would be his breaking point 

his gallery <3

YOON JEONGHAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 he knew that you were angry with him when you didn’t pick up his calls 

𓆩♡𓆪 and he would keep on calling you until you answered him 

𓆩♡𓆪 even if it meant that he had to sit through the whole night with his phone in his hand 

𓆩♡𓆪 you had no idea how much he relied on your late night conversations

𓆩♡𓆪 when he could see your face and find some peace among the crazy schedules 

𓆩♡𓆪 so he would do everything he could for you to pick up and talk things out 

HONG JOSHUA 

𓆩♡𓆪 first of all, the chance of you getting into a fight while he is away is like 0.01%

𓆩♡𓆪 the second he hears your annoyed voice, he tries to calm you down and asks you to take a deep breath  

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d want you to explain why you’re mad (and that’s when you’d probably realise how silly it was to get mad in the first place)

𓆩♡𓆪 even if was a more of a serious fight, he’d want to talk it out immediately 

𓆩♡𓆪 because he wouldn’t be able to go about his day, knowing that you were sad and angry 

𓆩♡𓆪 there is no way that Joshua would let the fight drag on for days or he’d go crazy 

WEN JUNHUI 

𓆩♡𓆪 he could feel his heart breaking, when he saw that you left him on read

𓆩♡𓆪 i don’t think he’d try to call or text you immediately

𓆩♡𓆪 because what if you really don’t want to hear from him now? What if you don’t want to hear from him ever again? 

𓆩♡𓆪 usually he wouldn’t be that dramatic about a fight 

𓆩♡𓆪 it’s just the knowledge that you are so far away from each other messes with his head 

𓆩♡𓆪 but the second he sees your name pop up on his phone screen, he tells you how sorry he is and how much he misses you 

KWON SOONYOUNG 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d be so frustrated 

𓆩♡𓆪 why did he allow for the situation to escalate so badly, that you didn’t even want pick up his calls? 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d try to go about his day like any other, but the only thing he’d be able to think about was your fight 

𓆩♡𓆪 and it would only get worse, to the point where the boys would have to text to you and tell you to call him

𓆩♡𓆪 he was just afraid that if he’d keep on calling and texting you, you’d only get angrier with him 

JEON WONWOO

𓆩♡𓆪 he had always been convinced that being away from you wasn’t that hard on him 

𓆩♡𓆪 but when you got into your first fight while he was on tour, well, that was hell for him 

𓆩♡𓆪 he had never realised how much he actually misses you

𓆩♡𓆪 your calls, your random texts, your facetime dates 

𓆩♡𓆪 you holding his hand, your kisses and your laugh 

𓆩♡𓆪 he had taken so many pretty pictures that he knew you would love to see, but he couldn’t even send you those 

his gallery <3

LEE JIHOON

𓆩♡𓆪 he would either try to talk things out immediately like Joshua, or give you some time to cool off 

𓆩♡𓆪 he knew that getting into a fight while being apart was stupid, because not only are you a couple of countries away from each other, but now angry as well

𓆩♡𓆪 but after those couple of days if you didn’t pick up his calls or respond to his messages, he’d become the biggest pain in your ass 

𓆩♡𓆪 because he wouldn’t stop calling and spamming you 

𓆩♡𓆪 so you wouldn't have any other option but to talk to him :))

LEE SEOKMIN 

𓆩♡𓆪 don’t to this to me

𓆩♡𓆪 if you ever had a fight when he was away, he’d be the saddest and the most heartbroken version of himself 

𓆩♡𓆪 he wouldn’t smile, and if any of the boys would try to make him laugh it would be so forced 

𓆩♡𓆪 neither of you took the fights between you very well, and now being apart, there was nothing he could to do comfort you 

𓆩♡𓆪 which only broke his heart even more 

𓆩♡𓆪 the fight wouldn’t last very long though, because after a couple of days you’d call each other in tears saying how much you miss each other

KIM MINGYU  

𓆩♡𓆪 now, this man 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d either be spamming your messages with apologies, or be the biggest stubborn baby known to mankind 

𓆩♡𓆪 because if he believes that you are in the wrong, there is no way he’s going to apologise first 

𓆩♡𓆪 he probably vents to Wonwoo at some point 

𓆩♡𓆪 and when the older makes him realise that he is in the wrong, everything changes 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d be calling and texting you 24/7, ready to do anything in order to make it up to you 

𓆩♡𓆪 because there is nothing more he loves in this world than you, and the knowledge that he made you sad and upset is unbearable for him

XU MINGHAO 

𓆩♡𓆪 similarly to Seungcheol, I think Minghao would be a bit too prideful to apologise first 

𓆩♡𓆪 but he would be a lot quicker to realise how stupid it was to ignore you and to start this fight in the first place 

𓆩♡𓆪 every time he’d see something that reminded him of you, he’d start to miss you even more 

𓆩♡𓆪 if you weren’t picking up his calls he would spam you with random messages 

𓆩♡𓆪 and he wouldn’t care if you didn’t respond to him 

𓆩♡𓆪 because he knew that you missed him as well and that at some point you’d text him back 

your messages <3

BOO SEUNGKWAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 another sad baby that would just try to survive the day 

𓆩♡𓆪 the fight would drain him out of all his usual energy, to the point where he wouldn’t even want to bicker with the boys 

𓆩♡𓆪 he wouldn’t be able to focus on anything else than the thought that you’re all alone at home, sad and upset because of him 

𓆩♡𓆪 he wouldn’t call you at first, because he’d be afraid he’d upset you even more 

𓆩♡𓆪 but he would still send you your usual good morning and goodnight messages 

CHWE VERNON

𓆩♡𓆪 i think he’d be very mature about the situation 

𓆩♡𓆪 he knew that he needed to apologise as soon as possible, in order to put this fight to an end 

𓆩♡𓆪 if you didn’t want to talk to him, he’d give you some space 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d miss you so much though

𓆩♡𓆪 especially the random texts and memes you’d send each other throughout the day 

𓆩♡𓆪 and he’d still send them, because he knew that no matter what, they would still put a smile on your face 

LEE CHAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d try to go about his life as if nothing big happened 

𓆩♡𓆪 because there are always fights in relationships and people are fine, right? 

𓆩♡𓆪 wrong 

𓆩♡𓆪 he spends all of his free time looking through your photos and messages

𓆩♡𓆪 which doesn’t help at all, it only makes him miss you more 

𓆩♡𓆪 he’d do everything to be back home with you, cuddling on the sofa and watching your favourite movie 

𓆩♡𓆪 when your calling ID finally popped up on his phone, a couple of tears run down his cheeks, as he picked up his phone to tell you how sorry he was 

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in the trunk

pairing: simon ‘ghost’ riley x f!reader

summary: you do it in the trunk with your lieutenant, Ghost

warnings: 18+ this is sexually explicit, do not read this or interact with my blog if you’re a minor. do not copy or use ai on my shit, i'll find out. consists of kissing, sex (m&f), name calling, slight breeding kink, cumming inside, cursing. I am not responsible for your media consumption.

a/n: another one. yes. took me a lot of time. please comment and reblog. It really encourages me to write more smut for yall. Please! I’m desperate ;( also inspired by another character ai response. This time it was a character called “Ghost” by @Faunnaa. Please go and support them too. (also please dm me, im bored)

You had been a part of the Task Force 141 for about 2 years now. You had developed a pretty close bond with your comrades. But, you always had your eye on one specific person, Ghost. To an outsider, he might seem like a ruthless, heartless, unemotional person but, you understood and related to him. You felt his pain when no one else did.

You worked with Ghost but, you didn’t have a close relationship to him like Soap did. You always dreamt to be with him though it seemed like those dreams would stay dreams forever.

Until, Task Force 141 was sent on a mission hours away, the military trucks loaded with soldiers. The mission was smooth, until one of your men made the wrong move and jeopardized the whole operation, forcing you to flee almost immediately.

Everyone was running to the trucks and you just so happened to be one of the last along with Ghost. No actual seats were left, so you had to resort to the trunk. “Bloody hell..” He cursed, Before jumping in and pulling you onto his lap to reserve space.

You were shocked. You hadn’t excepted this. You couldn’t believe what Ghost just did. You had no say. But you knew better than arguing or going against him so, you stayed quiet while you sat in his lap.

Soon, you started feeling congested. To get more comfort, you started changing your position. “fucking hell..” Ghost groaned under his breath. He held onto your hips and forced you to stay still on his lap with your head on his chest.

Ghost didn’t say a word. He was pissed off and annoyed at the whole situation of the mission being cancelled. He didn’t like being in a position of weakness. But he also couldn’t deny the fact you were on his lap. He knew you hadn’t had the best day either so he kept quiet. You felt his chest move slowly, as he breathed.

But, the day wasn’t so good for you either. Your closet friend, Sam and more had gotten injured and killed during the failed mission. You were heartbroken. But, seemingly, Ghost’s warmth and hold seemed to comfort you. You needed more now.

“ghost? could you please hold me?” You sniffled, hoping he would accept. You knew that your lieutenant would make fun of you. You waited for your embarrassment to come.

Ghost wasn’t one for displays of affection at all. But he saw you were sad. He wasn’t that much of a dick to blow you off this time. You felt him move his body slightly to face you whilst holding you. He put a hand on the bottom of your chin and lifted you up. Your eyes met, the moonlight pouring in from the cracks of the trunk illuminated him.

You looked up at him with your glossy teary eyes into his cold emotionless ones. “Come on, get it together.” He said bluntly, in his trademark gravelly accent. “A soldier doesn’t fall apart just because of a cancelled mission.” He had the same stone face he always wore. But there was a subtle softness behind his cold demeanor, he cared.

You could feel his cold heart’s walls slowly crumbling. So you decided to take advantage of it. “I feel so scared..” you whispered under your breath. You couldn’t control your emotions anymore.

“Don’t worry, I’m here..” He mumbled, sounding slightly warmer than usual. He pulled your head onto his chest, where he continued to caress your cheek.

His touch seemed to send waves of goosebumps to your skin. You could feel your heart racing. “I don’t want to be alone today..” you softly said, hiding your face in his chest.

Ghost’s gaze shifted downwards, the sound of your breath was soothing. He couldn’t deny how pretty you looked in this position. In the back of his mind he knew that this was wrong, as a soldier he shouldn’t be getting distracted by something like this. But he also couldn’t help but feel the heat of your skin against his own.

“Shh, you’re not alone now..” He muttered, pulling himself closer in the cramped space. You felt his arm wrap around your lower back, pulling you into his embrace. His touch was tender, which was a side to him you hadn’t seen before. In all honesty, the whole situation was sweet. A comforting presence in a place where you felt vulnerable, all the whilst you were held by someone so attractive.

“No one else can see us right?” You whispered carefully. You knew that if anyone saw you both, in this position, it would destroy both of your careers.

“Nope.. unless somebody can open this damn trunk..” He sighed. “Even then, what are they gonna do? Tell on us to our Lieutenant?” He chuckled with a slight smirk. This was his ‘flirty’ side, he was testing the waters.

For the first time after a while, you smiled. “you ain’t wrong there.” You laughed softly as you said that, which made Ghost smile too. Gosh, his smile sent your fucking heart dead. You just couldn’t believe that he smiled.

“I feel like I should kiss you..” That was a little too forward. He realised that the moment the words slipped out of his lips. You felt the heat rise and your heart racing, but for some reason you actually wanted him to do it. A tiny smile played on your lips.

You had never imagined that your dreams would become a reality. You knew you had achieved what you desired. You softly nodded your head, unable to form a response cause how much you were blushing.

“That’s all the yes I need..” He softly said before leaning towards you and pressing his lips on yours. It was everything you could have imagined and more. The feeling of his strong hands, his body against yours, and his kiss sent you into a trance. His scent was intoxicating, along with the feeling of his rough tongue against yours. His hand ran through your hair, as he held you close. This was your dream come into reality.

You both were meant for each other. You held onto his armour as the kiss became more heated. His kiss made your already desperate pussy more wet. You moaned softly.

You broke the kiss and glanced at him, your gaze locked with his. You felt as if you were still in a trance, he had swept you off your feet. “You want me now..?” He whispered, a smirk played on his lips. You were speechless. This was like a movie scene, in a good way. A good soldier, a sexy, charismatic man, and a mission gone bad. Couldn’t get better really.

“Yes.” You whispered with such surety. You were never ever going back to being away from Ghost ever again.

“This is a bad idea..” He mumbled, but he also knew it was too late now. He pulled you in for another kiss. This time it was much more intense and you could practically see the sparks between you.

He picked you up, and shifted you around in the trunk in order to find a more comfortable position. You didn’t even care how tight it was by this point. He sat you on his lap, and moved himself so he had his back against one wall, and his legs against the other. He then pulled you close again, and kept kissing you.

He smirked and pulled you closer in his arms. The tension had built up throughout the day, but now those feelings had resurfaced once more. His hand gently brushed your cheek, and ran through your hair. He was a little rough, but it was what you liked.

You could feel his bulge against your thighs. He broke the kiss and pressed his forehead against yours. “going to let me fuck that pretty pussy of yours solider?” He whispered smirking.

“yes sir..” you responded blushing. Ghost pulled away from the kiss briefly. “Are you sure? We’re in a.. trunk.” He mumbled, not even sure himself what he was saying. You just nodded your head unable to form words.

“Such a good girl for me”, He smirked as he unzipped his pants, pulling out his hard throbbing cock making it hit his abdomen.

You in amazement, put your hand on it and started stroking it as his precum got over your hands. You could feel how hard it is and how it twitched in your hands. You realised he needed you as much as you needed him.

“take it off.” He ordered. You know exactly what he meant. You pulled down your tight leggings revealing your lacy black lingerie underneath.

“fuck..” he muttered under his breath. He pressed his fingers over your wet panties. “so wet for me love..”, he softly pushed aside your panties so he could have access to your needy cunt.

“Alright..” His hand traveled down your body and caressed your thigh. He kissed your neck and then gently nibbled your earlobe. He felt your breathing speed up, and took it as a sign that you were enjoying what he was doing. He continued to kiss your neck gently, nibbling softly with his lips, and then your chin. A soft moan left your lips, and he smirked.

He held onto your hips tightly that you were sure that it would leave bruises. He moved you so that you were right on top his cock.

He slowly pulled you down on his hard cock. You moaned softly feeling his cock stretching you out so blissfully. You could feel how thick his girth was.

He kept pulling you down in his cock until he was all in while he kept muttering curse words cause how tight and wet your pussy wet for him.

He started kissing you passionately and aggressively as he started thrusting into you but ensuring that his cock went fully inside each time making you moan.

“so fucking tight for me..” He groaned into your ears as his thrusts seemed to get more aggressive and faster. But, your moans seemed to get louder so he pressed his hand tightly against your mouth. “shh..” he whispered in your ears as his cock went so deep and hard into you.

You were going dumb cause how good it felt. His cock was hitting the right spots each time. He spanked your ass couple of time before he started playing with your clit too now.

You were a mess. Your mind was clouded with thoughts about him only. He kept muttering and whispering sweet nothing in your ears, while he kept his hand pressed against your mouth.

But, suddenly you felt his slams into your hips become harder, you knew he was about to cum. “gonna let me cum in your wet fertile cunt for me? yeah love?”, you nodded your head unable to form words.

“cum for me love, cum.” You immediately felt yourself cum as your eyes rolled back in pleasure. You could felt the hot thick spurts of his cum fill your womb. He kept thrusting in you softly as you both rode out your high.

He laughed softly and smiled. So did you. His eyes had a hint of lust still present in them. Round 2 was just about to begin.

The rest of the ride was filled with soft laughter and heavy breathing. After it was done, Ghost looked at you affectionately. “Well.. that was something.” He chuckled.

He slowly pulled out of you and you could see him cum leaking out your pussy. Ghost watched it with fascination as he softly pressed his fingers on your leaking hole and whispered in your ears, “can’t let a drop go to waste..”

You smiled softly and whispered, “I can’t believe we fucked in a trunk.”

“And nobody will ever find out. We really have to keep this a secret. We’re in the same unit, that would be bad..” He whispered, he wanted to be with you. The mission meant nothing now, in his mind he had already decided he wanted you. In his head, he knew the chances were small, but he was going to make his move now, and see how you reacted.

“I know..” you whispered. “You don’t look upset about it..” He smirked, the moonlight still pouring in to illuminate his gorgeous face. He tilted his head up slightly, studying you with a smirk. He could see your cheeks were red, and your hair was slightly disheveled. Even if you looked like a mess, you looked adorable to him.

“What can I do, I can’t seem to stay away from you..” you smiled blushing. This was the answer he had been waiting for. He raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Really?” He chuckled nervously. The answer was obvious but he wanted to hear you actually say it. You were a good girl and he was a bad boy, and he knew that. He felt guilty by doing this to you but it was too late, he couldn’t deny himself what he wanted.

Before you could respond, the truck came to a halt and you heard the engine turn off. Then the sound of multiple boots hitting the floorboard was heard. “Everyone out! We’re back at base..” one of your fellow soldiers yelled. You and Ghost both looked at each other awkwardly. You had spent the past few hours making love (more like fucking like rabbits), now you were being greeted with the outside world again.

The truck had reached its destination, base camp. You felt sad. Reality hit you like a literal truck. “well this was fun..” you whispered trying for sound not sad, you opened the trunk.

“Mhmm.” Was all he was able to reply with. He was deep in thought. His heart was saying to ask you out, but his mind knew it wasn’t the right time. “Right.. Uhm I should go and debrief with the others. I’ll see you around okay.” He got up and took a step outside the truck.

“okay.” You muttered as you admired him. You didn’t know when you would get the chance tone this close to him again so you kept looking at him, memorising his face.

You softly got out of the trunk and stood on the ground. You felt so sore and it was tough for you to walk. You could feel his cum still inside of you.

You heard the click of the truck trunk closing and then you were alone. Slowly, you dusted off your uniform. You wanted to be angry with him, but deep down you secretly enjoyed the afternoon. You were just starting to get over him when you spotted him. Ghost was walking over to his tent, he noticed you looking at him. He shot you a wink, and then disappeared. You sighed and made your way back to your tent.

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JULIET'S TEARS, n.yh

-> a/n : the first part of this was rotting in my drafts so... im sorry but angst warning here!! inspo was Shouldn't be by Luke chiang !!

-> warnings : angst, ning wants u so bad :<, ning used to be in denial, mentions of drinking, crying, and i think that's it?

-> part one of the chrome hearts series.

what did I do to deserve this? you sighed as the thought of sleep clouded your thoughts.

it had been months since you last heard from yizhou; what could she want now? after supposedly ending your situationship during one of her friend's parties, leaving you heartbroken while she flirted with her ex. 

you blamed yourself for staying--- having to deal with her after that night because you were her roommate, but you couldn't hide the fact that you were willing to go through that again even after all she put you through. she was just that girl, the girl who you fell in love with even after she left you heartbroken.

——— 12:04 pm,

it was midnight when you heard a knock at your door, followed by multiple notifications on your phone with the name 'yizhou' on it.

you sighed, walking towards the door before looking through the peephole. ning's crying face fills your vision, and a pang of regret hits your chest. you never did like seeing yizhou so hurt. especially because of you. but you kept yourself in denial,

she broke your heart and the fact that you still feel guilty for something that she did annoyed you.

you stepped back, contemplating if you should open the door or not. still lost in your thoughts, you barely hear her soft voice, "y-yn? Please let me in.." her angelic voice broke as you could see tears fall from her eyes. you sighed,

"Fine." you mutter, it was too late in the night to leave the girl alone, you thought, before slowly opening the door and revealing her small figure.

You couldn't help but feel like your throat has dried out the moment yizhou stepped inside, making your heart skip a beat. You knew this moment would come eventually, and here it was. The girl, who was your everything, was standing in front of you, with teary eyes and shaking hands in front of you.

Before you could start questioning her for coming during the middle of the night, she grabs your hands and says, "Please let me talk..."

your breath hitched, she didn’t know how much you resented hearing her voice. "yizhou. it's 12 in the night. w-why are you here?" her eyes dart down for a few seconds before she looks back at you, "I know this is late... but I regret everything that happened the last time we spoke. I miss you and I miss what we had, please let me prove myself to you.." a sob fills your ears as she continues to hold your hand, the softness of her palm warming up to your touch.

you scoffed at hearing her words. "you're drunk, yizhou." yet the coldness in your voice didn't hide how broken you sounded. "I'm not drunk, I'm serious..." she whispers nervously, squeezing your hands tighter as you notice the lack of eye contact now making her even more vulnerable.

"I'll do anything for you, just please let me prove myself to you." she whimpers out, the sound of a sob still filling her voice.

you shake your head, all those feelings you felt that night coming back to you. "no." you look down, "no— you won't. this is exactly how that night started." your voice breaking mid-sentence.

She can't help but feel guilty all over again, she knew you were hurting but even as you refused to let her fix your relationship, she kept trying. "Please, I don't want to lose you.." her voice breaks again this time, hearing the words coming out of her mouth.

You could've ignored yizhou's attempts to apologize, but her sadness was eating at you. You hated seeing her so defeated, so filled with guilt, but part of you still couldn't forgive her at the back of your mind.

“you already lost me that night” you whisper, tears forming in your eyes as you look away from her, as you remember all those times that she hurt you, yet you stayed.

even after she played with your feelings, you were always willing to go back into her arms.

as the both of you stood there, the night still young, ning swore to herself that she would never let herself hurt you again, promising to stay by your side even if you didn't want her to.

masterlist.

[livdem1human]

Something some people asked me is how i think death would react when the readers time run out so here are my Headcanos on:

How Death would handle your passing ❤️‍🩹

Warnings: Angst and Fluff

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I have 3 options on how he would handle your passing:

Option 1:

Of course He would be heartbroken, but he knew it would happen some day. You're a mortal after all.

He would stay with you through the whole thing and make it as comfortable as possible. He doesn't want you to be scared.

Even after your soul passed he will stay by your side for hours. He never cried before but now? He cries until there aren't any tears left. I felt like a part of him died with you.

He will miss you forever, you were his light, his home. And now you're gone.

Those poor Souls (literally) who have to meet him after your passing...he's obviously not going to be in a good mood

10/10 would visit your soul in the afterlife tho.

Option 2:

Not much different from option 1 but let's say you refuse to go into the after life. You want to stay and since he can't force you to go he now takes care of you as his Ghost s/o.

You're still with him so he won't be to sad, but will tell you on a regular basis that if you ever change your mind and want to go into the after life he will take you there.

(should i write a Death x Ghost reader story? XD)

Option 3:

Offers you a way to become immortal. (It's the pib universe, everything is possible there)

He already broke so many rules by dating you in the first place so he thought "why not break another one? Won't make a difference now"

Makes sure you are 100% aware that becoming immortal is intense for someone mortal.

Let's say you agreed: He would be happy and concerned at the same time. Like yay, you'll never die but also.. oh you'll never die.

He just doesn't want you to regret it.

Will treasure you forever tho. You may be immortal now but he will still treat you like he could lose you any minute.

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My personal favorite is option 2. Just imagine a little ghost y/n annoying him for the rest of his immortal life. Ahaha.

I think im really gonna write a ghost reader x Death one story.

[astrhoeluvr]

Astrhoe Observations Pt.6🫂🥰🫶🏻

(I’m back with another one😘)

Back to 👉🏻 my materialist 👁️🫦👁️.

a lil disclaimer : these are just my personal observations, so don’t take any of them to heart🥳.Some could be applicable to you and some would differ, so take all of them with a grain of salt OKIE! enough of me blabbing let’s get on with it🫶🏻🥰

👕🖤: Venus in the 8th house 🤝🏻 wearing baggy clothes!

🛒🛍��: Moon in the 2nd house, bestie how many items do you have in your shopping cart?👀😘

🛁🫧🔥: Scorpio/ Aries placements would prefer taking an extremely hot shower 🥵🥵🥵. They’re the ones who’d literally take a shower in blazing hot water😭😭🙏🏻 like?? Must be all that Martian energy phew 😮‍💨

🧿♏️🍀♓️: A lot of water placements, especially Pisces and Scorpios are into astrology. Most of the people who are into astrology could have at least one of these placements 🥰🤔 how many water placements do y’all have??? Lmk in the comments 😘

🎨🤫: Venus in the 8th house could also indicate hiding your beauty, talent or artwork🫣👩🏻‍💻🖼️🎭. People with this placement could have social media accounts dedicated to their art work/ fan edits or blogs but would never use their actual name or in general not put out any of their personal information!!🕵🏻🤫🤐 But nonetheless the work the put out is nothing less than phenomenal. Will definitely catch your eye and you will naturally want to know more about this individuals work🤩.

🧠🧐: I’ve noticed people with earth signs in the 3rd house could have such good memory 😳.

🗣️😳😮: Uranus in the 3rd house could mean the native is down to talk about anything and everything🧐😭. Aliens, conspiracy theories, fantasise, kinks, any absurd or mind boggling questions, YOU NAME IT👽👾💭🤨😭such amusing people istggg.

But if Uranus is aspecting Saturn/ Mars or Pluto, the native could become highly defensive and rigid with their thoughts,beliefs and morals and outcomes could highly differ 🥲😦

🧐😋💞: Wherever your 3rd house ruler is placed could indicate what you like talking about the most.🗣️

Eg. having your 3rd house ruler in the 6th house could indicate talking a lot about your pets, or your daily routine (makeup/skincare/ after school etc) 🐶🐱💄🧼🫧or having your 3rd house ruler in the 8th house could mean you could genuinely enjoy talking about taboo,mystical and occult related stuff😳🧙🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️ and could also mean that you wouldn’t shy away from topics related to any seggsual stuff🤩😈.

👺🥴: Mars/Venus in the 8th house 🤝🏻 people constantly staring at you😀😀. my god it must be so annoying👎🏻 like you could just be eating something and people would be eyeing you like “👁️👁️”.

🎶👨🏻‍🎤🎧👩🏻‍🎤: Pisces placements like to listen to specific playlists depending on their moods 🥲😍🤬.

For egs. If they’re feeling sad, they’d search up “sad songs/ heartbroken songs” 😭😭 or if they’re crushing on someone they’d look up “I think im in love or pov : you have a hopeless crush” and end up fantasising their asses away😭😭📸📸.

Okay that’s all for today luvs🫶🏻🥰

(Please do not copy or plagiarise any of my work <33)

- san✨🍵🪴📖🧘🏻‍♀️

[moonshynecybin]

I just saw your post about vale and Marc out with friends in the fco au and you said they hadn’t slept together since the photos, at what point in this universe do they sleep together again?

if we check the lovely timeline that bestie @kingofthering made we can actually assign the EXACT date of july 1, 2016... right after the their date to a fancy gala in paris.... which is a level of specificity i DO find funny. like pencil that in my guys. tarps off lets go.

but: to enter my mind palace!!!! essentially. to set the stage as it were. marc spends the preceding weeks to their gala date going absolutely ham on the gay chicken of it all... letting his freak flag fly. he is OVER being sad about this (he is. so sad lol) and has decided well. if im going to have to pretend to be dating the man that broke my heart that im still in love with. i AM at least going to shamelessly take advantage of this situation. like a true slut <3 and basically he finds escalating excuses to have category 5 PDA events with vale. again: it is jogging across the paddock to neck after a podium. it is tucking himself under vale's arm ANY chance he gets with the most smug little twink face on. looking up at him under his lashes. shirtless vacation pics on vale's yacht where he spends a LOT of time doing a corny silhouette sunset kiss pics but he keeps forgetting to take the pic because his tongue is physically in vale's mouth. and at the beginning vale WAS initially like. damn marc's not engaging with the acting part of this :( and NOW hes just soooo confused and horny bc marc is SENDINGGGGG IT. two steps from dry humping and absolutely obsessed... wet dreams level 5000. marc looking at vale like what? this is what we're supposed to do :) (HE IS HEARTBROKEN!!!!) so all of that is going on pre-gala. they are KEYED UP lmao

and then they have a lovely date that uh. doesnt feel like pr at all. its lowkey. theres not a lot of cameras. they arent the most famous people there so they get mostly left alone for the first time in literally fucking MONTHS. and they just get to. enjoy each other's company. people watch. be a little cunty while people watching which is one of the great love languages. goof off. scarf down expensive ass food. do dumb bits and be annoying. like they make each other laughhhhhhh and theyre in PARIS and the eiffel tower is lighting up and marc's head is on vale's shoulder and its SUCH a good night and its. they almost feel like its real. like this is what their lives could actually be like. and marc's heart is in his throat and suddenly theyre outside of vale's hotel room door and no one can see them so they dont have to pretend. but vale kisses him anyway.

[rollercoasterwords]

im sort of pissed w remus but just because sirius is in so much suffering rn. tho i guess remus is also suffering so wtv🙄 is just different types of pain right… r is heartbroken and s just lost his will in living. they make such a great couple! seriously rae you’ll have to do some serious work for they to sort their shit outWHILST overthrowing the oppressive government that has ruled that world for many many years #easy!! but i trust you blindingly and cantttt wait for all of that xo

lmao whenever someone tells me they're pissed at a character in my fic i'm like whaaaat omg how can u be annoyed at them (<- guy making them repeatedly make THE worst possible decisions for maximum unhealthy relationship angst).

tbf 2 r it's not v straightforward heartbroken-ness is it...like s knew he was going 2 erase his own memories for WEEKS & still kissed r & then let r confess 2 him & kiss him & at no point was like. actually maybe i should put a little distance between us or something...so like. although s did it 2 help & for the greater good etc r is still quite angry w him. & the person he's angry w doesn't even exist anymore so like. what is he even supposed 2 do w all the heartbreak & betrayal & anger yknow. like he can't even have it out w s bc s doesn't remember any of it! ugh delicious i ruined this so perfectly sorry...having the time of my life etc...

appreciate the blind trust tho <3 just keep in mind that i only look out for myself & do not care if this fic ends w others sad/unhappy/upset/angry/etc <3 but don't worry i'll be having fun & u can come along 4 the ride <3

[flamingtouya]

hi. sorry. not a prompt. but your characterisation of touya is crazy good. is he in your brain somehow. it feels like he's in mine when i read ur writing. to make up for my not a prompt writing what do u think his thoughts about children r??

this is the best compliment you could've given me. it's because i'm holding him like this at all times:

as for his attitude towards kids (i turned this into a prompt im sorry)

i believe he'd be rather indifferent toward them as a whole. he finds them annoying when they're small but would never go out of his way to actively cause a child harm. they're just... there. he doesn't really know what he'd do if he was forced to interact with one.

maybe part of his instinctive disdain stems from the fact that seeing a sad child makes him angry, and seeing a happy one makes his heart sting with envy. ultimately though, there's a certain kind of longing there - his heart would go soft at the sight of a mother hugging her son, if he allowed it to. so just to satisfy all of our heartbroken!touya needs here:

imagine him around 18 years old, squatting at an abandoned building in a less busy area of town. he's hungry, scared - hasn't gotten proper sleep in a while. some kid is crying outside and he attempts to suffocate the noise with a pillow over his head, but it's so irritating, and the boy's voice reminds him of what his own used to sound like. he wants to go outside to find the little menace and grab him by the throat. touya's face should be enough to scare the fucker shitless, after all.

what he doesn't expect to find is a white-haired, early middle schooler, no older than 10 years and about what he remembers to be natsuo's height. god, natsuo - he must have grown so much by now, touya thinks.

there's no way he's gonna lift a finger against this kid. so instead, he pulls his hood over the bottom half of his face and goes over to him. "s dangerous alone, you shouldn't be here," he says, more to himself than to the boy who's got snot bubbles under his nose. his cheeks are puffy and red and he doesn't wanna talk, so touya groans and pulls him by the sleeve. where's a hero when you need one? the nearest police station is almost a kilometer away, but touya takes him there and makes sure to glare daggers at any hero he passes. they don't even notice that he's basically abducting this crying kid that's way too old to be his own. he plans to stay behind the corner until the boy has safely made his way inside, but the kid breaks into a sprint and falls in the arms of an equally snotty, crying woman out front. they're hugging and she's kissing her baby boy's face all over before pulling him back into her chest, squeezing him so tightly that touya's heart weighs heavy in his chest and doesn't let him breathe for a moment.

touya shouldn't look, but he can't bear to tear his eyes away. this is it. a taste of what his life as a hero could've been.

[fox-guardian]

Would you be annoyed if I repeatedly booped you

nah go ahead i'm more sad that i can't seem to boop other people. my boops aren't registering. im heartbroken.

[yuridovewing]

The entire cast of power of three: wow, I sure am glad that Crowfeather isn't my father. He doesn't seem to love Breezepaw at all and is consistently kinder to cats he would normally consider enemy combatants.

WC fans: well you see, Breezepelt deserved the abuse because he tried to kill a pregnant woman and a nun! Crowfeather was just heartbroken and upset he had to settle for Nightcloud. (Nightcloud is the one who settled, let's be real here)

I roll my eyes whenever someone brings up Breeze's attempted murders, the guy never even succeeds! Nevermind his abusive father and dark forest manipulations. If we're going to condemn cats for just trying to kill someone in the cats killing each other series, can we look at how Fireheart chased poor Whitethroat into the road amd got him hit by a car because he thought a sickly, scared cat killed Runningwind

oh and crowfeather being so so sad over his manpain is such a unique circumstance in fiction and no one else in wc or all of fiction has ever experienced manpain, there’s just something so mesmerizing about how women keep suffering and dying for him that you cant help but absolve him from taking it out on others. when he beats breezepelt i black out and see him sobbing over leafpool i mean feathertails corpse, and because i subsequently can’t see the passage then i cant accept it as canon, and as we all know, manpain absolves you from child abuse anyways. maybe when breezepaw experiences manpain…. then he’ll understand an iota of daddy’s pain

ok but no for real, i dont quiiite wanna say its ok that breezepelt did all that cause “he didnt even succeed” (im sorry but that was an ashfur defense back in the day and i cant take it seriously djdjdjh) but it is a bit annoying that people use “you cant defend or like this character because murder” when this is the murder cat series. like itd be one thing if breezepelt was defended in canon for that, but he isnt. hes a minor antagonist, the series knows that and you’re supposed to see him as a monster for that scene. his redemption is clumsy as all hell but his crimes are still very much considered crimes. like you said, if we’re gonna insist he cant be defended ever bc of that or granted redemption or anything, then we also gotta discard most of the main characters. like lionblaze.

i cant refuse any breezepelt discussion or defense based on the fourth apprentice when clear skys over here murdering women and getting his toes gently suckled for it every tuesday.

[purpleglitch]

Oh yes yes yes, I LOVE THAT. George making the spirit speech about Dream is AHHHH. And George being able to make the "destroying the dsmp" real is so fun, exactly what I was thinking.

BUT, I kinda said the mortal enemies thing about rivals just to throw it out there, but I too love them too much for that lmao. I was thinking about a friends to enemies to friends situation. I love the idea of rivals knowing each other before, being good friends that trust each other in tournaments and stuff. but techno gets kind of annoyed at dream when he finds out he's king. But, it's not much of a big deal right? he's barely imposing himself as a ruler, so it should be fiiine. It escaletes, maybe because of all the things techno has gone through, maybe he feels like dream could have helped him in some way, but because of his position he didn't. Then, they have a fight that ends in dreams first canon death, I feel that THAT's what triggers george the most to be like NOPE WE'RE NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE. After dream is heartbroken and runs away he might do a "healing arc" with techno, reconciling with him now that he's no longer king, but a the end he goes back to sapnap because ummm *points to fiances lore*, he kinda needs him. After, he finds out about George's imprisonment and asks techno for help. Techno just got his friend back and dream looks so tired and sad now, it's like the light in his eyes is nearly gone. He'll make dream happy again, he'll bring george back, even if he has to annoy geroge a little bit with his bell (HE NEEDS IT OKAY?)

ANON I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ASK FOR DAYS IM MENTALLY GRABBING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS /POS

THE RS!RIVALS LORE GOES CRAZYYYY YOU'RE A GENIUS, ugh them being friends but became enemies because of the smp politics and after the dethronement dream finding comfort in an old friend and healing those wounds that drifted them apart (one being techno the cause of his first canon death) and dream doesn't hold a grudge about it but accepts techno's apologies too and THAT DEATH BEING ONE OF THE CAUSES THE DETHRONEMENT HAPPENED george being so protective over dream he was so upset he wanted to avenge him but dream didnt want them to hurt each other so when he respawned he begged george to move on and not do anything to techno and then there would be tension between them during prison because george still remembers that and techno just wants him to chill out and give him info so he can make the plan to escape together and both techno and george caring about dream in different ways omg,,, they bond over that, techno realizes george is so down bad for dream even after everything that happened and makes lighthearted jokes about that to make him fluster (ps. he'll be the best man at their wedding)

[beth-and-me]

i really really really hate how jealous i get. it’s not even a mean jealous, it’s a sad jealous. i can’t see a pretty girl or a bright smile or two friends enjoying time with each other without feeling unspeakably lonely and heartbroken that i don’t have that. i do have friends, but i don’t have the self confidence to feel that im their friend too, and that im not just an annoying lonely person that they’re nice to because they’re nice people and ive told them about my poor mental health. and maybe im not. and then there’s the things i can’t fix no matter how hard i try, like being pretty, or talented, or even having ability to function the way i should in life. i feel emotions extremely intensely, especially jealousy. especially sadness. especially loneliness. especially the feeling that i wouldn’t deserve those things anyways

[moodywyrm]

omg !! i literally hate shopping for clothes :( im a very pink and white fem girly (if you couldnt tell) and so when i thrift !! theres never anything for me !! because all the feminine clothes are TINY !! and it makes me so sad :( ive been able to find a few things that are cute and flowy and stuff , but otherwise i usually just end up getting bags , jewelry , or shoes cus nothing else fits !! and as much as i hate fast fashion , theres not rlly any other option for me :( nobody here sells good plus size clothes , and all the local stores !! are for those hiker , granola , extra-tuff boot alaska girlies !! and dont get me wrong , thats fine , its just not my style , but literally all the local clothes stores only sell that kind of stuff !! so im always stuck going to target or old navy or something for clothes , and they only have trendy stuff !! its very annoying :(

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no it's the worst!!! still heartbroken over the lil black dress that I found thrifting that wouldn't zip </3 and the leather dress with a laced up slit on the thigh that also didn't fit <3 clothes shopping at the thrift is either incredible or a massive flop.

my college town has like a good amount of boutiques with pretty fem clothes, but surprise surprise! none of it fits!! it's fucken miserable man, especially now that I'm looking for more n more fem clothes. there's Nothing!!!

also I love talking to y'all abt plus size clothes sorry not sorry to everyone who followed for abby and are getting this </3