#im scared this is so bad

[listening505]

nightcall | james hetfield

part 1: “i’m giving you a nightcall to tell you how i feel.”

other parts

“You took all my breaths.

You left a hole where my heart should have been.”

— a/n: im still not sure if this was a good idea but im doing it anyways, so this was a story i wrote couple years ago when i was bored in math class so the chapters are bit short and i wrote it in my main language so when i translated some parts didn’t really made sense and there’s some grammar mistakes too. I’ll try to fix them. And my only hyper-fixation for last 6-7 months is metallica so im pretty sure i’ll translate the other chapters fast okay that was long sorry for the rant —

Oh, James.

You came into my life at a time when you made me feel so right that I never thought you'd ruin my life.

~

The first time you called me in the middle of the night, you were just crying on the phone. You were crying so hard that when you tried to say the slightest thing, your breaths choked and another coughing fit shook your voice on the end of the phone.

Minutes or hours later, I don't know, the world seemed to stop spinning while you were just crying, and I don't know how long I listened to a big man like you cry like a child, but you stopped and said, "I'm sorry, Amelia." You said I didn't even know what you were apologizing for. I was worried that when he coughed again, his lungs would spill out of his mouth. "I am very sorry."

"James, tell me where you are and I'll come and get you. You need to calm down." You didn't answer anything I asked or said. You were crying, you were crying a lot. Your voice was lisper than usual, you probably overdosed on your drink again, but you've been like that about everything these days.

We were arguing more than ever. You were angrier than usual, but it was not that much of a problem. I was stupid back then and believed that no matter what we go through, we can get through anything. I thought we were the happily-ever-after heroes of a fairy tale. We weren't even involved, James. The end was near, ready to roll over the mountaintop like a growing mass of avalanches and crush us. I just didn't want to see it.

"I swear I didn't mean to cheat on you Amelia. Fuck. I just... Please say you'll forgive me."

Then you fired your first bullet, which opened my eyes as if waking up from an incredible nightmare.

You hit the bullseye James. You learned well how to knock me down.

[rapidhighway]

sanic ✌ for the au perhaps? idk

[purble-sarah]

will i ever finish this? idk but ive been slowly chipping away at it whenever i need to destress so it'll probably get done eventually

(im posting from my pc so i got no clue whats gonna happen to the image quality)

[pierog]

tiny comic about eating toast with friends

[chamomilebears]

[stil-lindigo]

seeing clearer

(sequel to another comic of mine, the calamity.)

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[verdantmeadows]

To me the joy and beauty of vocal synthesizers has always been that they don't sound real and exploring that to create artistic expression that can't be achieved by human voices, so seeing them become more and more realistic is disheartening, almost? Especially since a lot of artists make the same voice banks sound so different and have their own personal charm. I'm glad that people will be able to make things that sound realistic, but I'm worried that songs that intentionally play out of sounding as realistic as possible will be sidelined, discouraged, no longer created, impossible to find, or unsupported by fans of vocal synthesizers. I don't want things to just push towards being as realistic as possible. There is beauty in how everyone's usage of the same voice banks sound different. There is beauty in the lack of realistic sounding vocals in vocal synthesizers.

[ofswordsandpens]

ever since I heard that RR was like "we decided that since Annabeth was so smart and 6 steps ahead of everyone, it wouldn't make sense for her to do x, y, or z like she did in the book" I've been physically ill, it haunts me

[ibrokeeverything]

Me turning on the mandalorian after finishing the bad batch episode

[crosshairslongasslegs]

i am NEVER getting over this

[liauditore]

cw// implied character death, double life nonsense

because you are love itself.

[aka-indulgence]

I’m a very city girl and now I’m imagining going to the country side and meeting farmtale Sans…

You moved there for some reason and need a place to stay, Sans was kind enough to give you somewhere to stay with some chores to do to lower your rent. You’re not experienced and you’re not that good with the chores- sometimes farm animals freak you out (cows are big, theres so many chickens, what iS THAT GIANT SPIDER?!), you can’t move heavy stuff around, even the tools are heavy for you.

And… Sans thinks you’re cute. He can do the work you do much faster than you could, but he likes your company. Every time you drop a stack of hay and panic he can’t help but chuckle and throw it on top of the pile in his arms. He likes how you’re impressed by his skill with tools and the fact that he can drive tractors. You may not be good at your job, but he likes that you want to learn anyway. You like the animals when he teaches you how to read their behavior better.

He really likes it when he saves you from a giant bug and you give him “my hero” eyes…

“those darn eyes are gonna be the death of me.”

[fleshdyke]

i dont usually post my photography here bc i’m not too great at it yet but this one has gotta be my favourite pic i've ever taken tbh

[wolfsnooze]

black out wheat fielded again

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

somewhat satisfied with this... pretty butterfly man...

[samipekoe]

ive been rereading n thought of u w this scene <3

I cannot tell u how hard I laughed the first time I saw this panel bc of senshi's face. It kills me