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lady-tortilla-chip · 1 year
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Clearly I’m in a negative mood today
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americankimchi · 1 month
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god i wish they hadn't retconned maul's death. i get wanting to explore more of his character because he was, objectively, one of the coolest star wars characters to ever hit the big screen and didn't get much screentime prior to his death, but also his role was fulfilled perfectly within those constraints so i wasn't too upset by it.
but by retconning it and making it so he never died it's like. okay. what now? the whole point (well, to me, ymmv of course) of the theed generator fight was that it was the first ever fight between the jedi and the sith in thousands of years, and that in the end even though the jedi (obi-wan) won the fight, a jedi (qui-gon) and a sith (maul) still died. a master and an apprentice dying together to herald the start of a new age/the return of the sith. perfectly paralleling the way in rotj a master (palps) and an apprentice (anakin/vader) died together to herald the return of the jedi. in both instances, a father figure (qui-gon/vader) dies in the arms of their son (obi-wan/luke) as a sith (palps/maul) is cast down into the abyss to their deaths. (palps being alive in the ST and retconning his death in rotj is also annoying for this reason)
i mean i like maul. don't get me wrong. he's an incredibly compelling character and i enjoy seeing more of him... but there's always the thought hovering in my mind like "he should be dead though. he should 100% be dead. this wouldn't be happening if he was dead, but i honestly would rather it not if it meant that maul was dead."
like the tpm fight just doesn't hit the same knowing that canonically he's just. going to become a robot octopus at some point. (shoutout to palps becoming sith glados in the ST) it cheapens the moment for me. it was supposed to be a moment of triumph marred by the deep and soul-crushing loss of a loved one and it's just... not, anymore. or at least not to the same extent. AUGH i'm just. frustrated. wish star wars as a whole wasn't constantly reframing/retconning what's been established. just puts a bad taste in my mouth.
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prettypinkpastries · 3 months
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Mini Rant
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I honestly hate loasstwt tbf. Like the amount of ppl i see on there shaming others for how they manifest is absurd. Someone likes a+p? Great. Let them affirm. Someone uses states to manifest? That's great, let them do it. Someone wants to manifest in steps? Great, let them do it. Honestly if you don't like or agree with the way another person manifests something, that's okay. But don't project your negativity onto others and try to tell them that they're doing it wrong. Like stop it. You look ridiculous.
Why get so worked up and offended over how someone chooses to go about their manifestation journey? You don't like manifesting with states? Fine. That method doesn't work for you? Don't believe in subliminals? Okay good. But don't attack others for doing what works for them. Someone else creating their own rules for their own reality does not and should not conflict with yours. We're all limitless creators... right? So let us be limitless creators. Like tell me you're not confident in yourself without telling me you're not confident in yourself because people who bully others for no reason are insecure, not confident. If you were actually confident in your own manifesting abilities, you wouldn't be making others feel bad for being confident in theirs. If you actually believed in yourself, you wouldn't be bringing others down. Do better.
Side note I've seen my fair share of racism, lgbtphobia, fatphobia, etc on there too buts that's a whole nother thing to discuss, but yeah the whole "your way of manifesting is wrong" "youre a bad person for doing xyz" "why do that when you can do this" "you're not doing it right" type of mindset people have on there is something I had to address. Like. Your manifestation journey is unique. Let people do things their way and go do things your way. Don't be a pathetic asshole and let people be themselves. Sure, everything does go your way, but not everything HAS to be your way. Get what I'm saying?
Loatumblr for life >>>>>>
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isdalinarhot · 1 month
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It’s unclear when the Real Actual Date was because it was all quite gradual but we’re coming up on the one year anniversary of when my drinking became, like, a Problem. Happy birthday alcoholism I guess I sort of assumed once I realized it was Not Healthy I’d fix it but it turns out I like not wanting to die at night so here we are.
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bunnihearted · 2 months
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#need to clear my head;#im in such a bad mood. my face is in a perpetual angry state. im just so so bitter nd pessimistic rn#trying not to get stuck in negative chaos thought spirals nd to just take it as it come#nd be patient bc recovery takes time i know. but i havent been able to feel healthy or functional for 7 months nd i am so tired#i cant help but worry abt my health nd what kinda diet i can have nd how to work all of that out.#like the removal of the gallbladder dont ensure a good digestive system. they remove it bc it can irrepairably hurt u#also im so so stressed out abt school nd my courses. i already had to drop one last week. nd it isnt looking like i'll be able to pass my#eng class.. it just isnt looking like it's realistic at all :/ i personally dont mind if i fail. but i can get issues w my wellfare hmm#bc like im still feeling rough nd u only get sick leave for one week after surgery.. so i have to go on thursday nd friday but im gnna#be in pain plus be so hungry nd be unable to concentrate idk#idk idk!! im already willing to take out loans to finish my upper secondary school.. but i have to make it work w timing nd stuff so im not#sitting here unable to pay rent or the bills or food lmao. so idk have to fix it somehow#nd the pressure of this country rapidly declining state is stressing me tf out!! having nazi conservative rightists in the ruling is just#dreadful!!!! for many reasons but atm idek if i can do distance classes like i wanted to ://#i just.. wanna be able to go for my long walks. go to the gym. eat normally. have coffee. study nd finish highschool.#then apply for whatever program i can nd move to another calmer city. prob eventually find a path to move to another country. like norway..#im thinking too much but my thoughts are spinning nd killing me like i cant stop it im so scared nd anxious lmao 💀#im also trying to be brave and write to the psych clinic for personality disorders nd be upset nd 'beg' them for help ksksksks.#but like... the thing abt having avpd is that i kinda dont wanna bc im scared of the possibility of them helping me lol#im just in a low place nd bad headspace and it's just getring worse nd im getting more nd more tired#i dont have much more energy to keep it together nd pretend like im ok or like i have hope lmaoooo idk what to do#anyway... idk idk guess i just gotta .. keep crawling forward anyway i can
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fenharel · 6 months
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had the misfortune to read things in the solas tag again. 12 dead 27 injured
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peapod20001 · 1 month
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Me: “oh my god, why am I getting bad thoughts and feelings in the days leading up to my birthday??”
My body and mind: “haha remember how you were last year?~ :)”
Me: “ohhh. Oh. Oh no”
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thelastsaiyanprincess · 4 months
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Sending positive vibes and energy your way, good luck with your presentations!
(And, not judging, just curious, how many hours of sleep do you try to get every night?)
thank u!! vibes were felt and received 🙏🏽
im a giant baby that requires a minimum of 9-10 hours of sleep per night or else i become homicidal 🩷
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vulpixelates · 5 months
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i am so truly and deeply unwell lmao
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lord-squiggletits · 1 year
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Getaway and the whole mutiny arc literally is one of the most disappointing things in all of phase 2 lmao and it’s not that I’m like “oooh Getaway should’ve been a perfect angel who was right and a better captain than Rodimus” it’s more that I would’ve liked to have him NOT immediately descend into cartoonish levels of pure evil and for him to have gotten to make a point about Rodimus/Megatron being shit captains besides the final confrontation between him and Rodimus. Like goddamn I understand now why there are so many Getaway fans/Megatron haters because I’m pretty sure if I didn’t come into this continuity as a Megatron simp I would hate him too
#like it's just... ugh i guess the early cancellation was part of it but like#(holding hands together)#getaway was literally right that it was unfair and ridiculous for the LL to accept an ex genocidal dictator as their captain without questio#he was right about rodimus being a shit captain#and instead of him getting to be 'asshole that has a point' as a sort of rival to rodimus#he basically just went insane immediately (literally insane)#and then what the story ended up being was like#getaway is just a delusional mentally ill asshole with no redeeming traits except his sad backstory#like ugh HE WAS PRETTY MUCH LITERALLY MADE MENTALLY ILL TOO#'getaway wants primus himself to come and tell him he's right' was literally a serious thing that happened#the characters more or less outright stated he had primus apotheosis (not like diagnosed but this is a narrative so we're meant to#take the implication as such)#and then getaway died one of the most brutal on screen deaths faced by anyone except maybe the people who died in grindcore#like it's just so fucking over the top how much getaway became a moustache twirling villain and was cast as pathetic in every possible way#and then got killed in the most horrible way possible#and then afterwards the mutiny isn't even spoken of besides 'oh i forgive you uwu'#JRO put fucking megatron in the final panel of the LL quantum copy as if the mutiny was completely solved#as if megatron was just one of the boys lmao#just leaves such a bad taste in my mouth when i think too hard about it#negativity#squiggposting
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opal-owl-flight · 2 years
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Ngl its kinda funny how in a lot of fan content Susie is still a villain deapite her being a star ally
You try to be a magic space overlord and backstab poor tiny kirby? Eh its ok everyone deserve a second chance
You are a capitalist? KILL KILL BITE BITE
I think not even Kirby himself trusts her too much, expecially since she hurted Meta Knight
The thing is, Mags failed his initial conquest, and (says he) turned around. For the most part, it does appear that hes changed. Hes probably still a manipulative little bastard in canon (going off of the novels here) but conquering the world? If he is to be believed in Kirby Clash, hes given up on that. He just wants money and attention now (if not friends). Its a second chance that hes…mostly doing good on. On a universal scale, anyway. (My personal interp has him legitimately grow into a better person. Any mistrust towards him does have valid grounds…he was still a jerk in the past. But its not really wise to do that now after everything hes done to prove his change.)
Susie? Fam shes still conquering planets. Still mechanizing (cough colonizing cough) parts of the galaxy. For money. Shes still a threat and honestly I have NO IDEA why shes a part of the allyship. Is it so that she wont conquer Popstar? A formal alliance…I can see the Allies needing her help with her advanced tech, but on a personal level. I dont think they trust her. (Similar situation with Marx and Mags assuming were following a more canon-leaning interp. Where the two arent trusted bc of their manipulative/mischievous ways/are probably just jerks in general, Susie isnt trusted bc shes a FUCKING THREAT)
Why did she ask for an Allyship? Maybe bc she knows that Kirby would woop her ass, despite all the advanced tech. Its an agreement to not kill each other. Idk how canon that is; it is NOW A PART OF MY INTERP
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chemicalcarousel · 1 year
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things that should have made us realise something was up:
feeling like another person was taking over my body
what we did instead:
"huh that was uncomfortable and weird.... well, anyway-"
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willows-woes · 2 years
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i love oversharing with strangers on here and saying things i won't tell/haven't told anyone <3
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finnglas · 1 year
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kuriruki · 1 year
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Some venting in the comments I’m ok now
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remus-thecreative · 2 years
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lol we hope patton expresses more and more negative emotions! let him be fucking angry, passionate, etc OPENLY. he hasnt just been repressing himself all the other sides (besides remus maybe) and so many fans have intentionally and unintentionally been repressing/disapproving of anything thats not Happy Pappy Patton or Sad But Still Harmless Patton. his past passive aggression was literally bc he felt like he couldnt be anything remotely "evil" fuck he turned into a giant frog monster due to that and yet!!! the second he voices his opinion in a way thats not kissing ASS. fans call him a master manipulator.
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