#it makes me feel loved

[whenthewindhasblown]

listen. i know it isn't as popular in the fandom as i'd like it to be. and i get why. i understand that some people thing the song is "boring" and therefore not worth listening to. idk what else to say here so i'll get straight to the point. YOU CAN PRY HEART OF STONE FROM MY COLD, DEAD HANDS.

[super-who-locked-me-in-here]

I love when I wake up in the morning and check my Tumblr notifications and there's 99+ but I'm confused because I haven't posted anything new or notable recently, and I have this moment of wondering if a larger blog than my own reblogged something but it was actually just the fact that I got a new follower and that one person like/reblogged 78 different posts I've made/reblogged.

[scarlettjemily]

Fuck I love when people tag me in little tag activities, like yes pls give me fun homework to do

[otakusheep15]

OK I saw this a while back and i forgot i have it saved but i think you'll love it lol, idk f you've seen it since it was on tumblr at one point? can't find the post tho

I’m so obsessed with Death Note fan dubs like these! I love watching my boys be silly (and alive)!! And they’re playing MineCraft in this one!

[monsterfloofs]

Floof, that art of agnoy is INCREDIBLE. I love the use of the glitch effect! The perspective!! The unhinged expression!!! The beautiful coloring!!!! Though the pov is from above, it still makes you feel small and in danger (like a fly) looking down! I am going insane over this considering from all your collection of wonderful wonderful creations Agony, Whispers and the Nightmare Collector became my absolute all time favorites so any content featuring them have me bouncing in my seat. Thank you for the feast...

EEEEEE!! THANK YOU!! 8//Dc Adding a lil bit of movement to the image wasn’t planned, but it added unexpected depth to it, and made the piece it so fun!! I really love the fog on the glass, that was a fun touch. 8^] Thank you for noticing the little details! That means a lot to me!!

Actually, I made a small video over on instagram, with a music clip of the song that inspired this piece! If you wanna take a listen, it’s a great song! 👉👈 It’s also my favorite line from the song, and it really gave me Agony vibes! I have also been working on revamping Agony’s human form too… so there is more art to come! =//))c

He and Travesty (Whispers new name) both have these… not quite right looking human-esque disguises they run around in from time to time. (But it’s preeeeetty obvious something is wrong with them, just like how the Nightmare Collector’s disguise is! 8//Dc ) Thank you again for the kind words! And for letting me ramble about my beloved beans 😭😭😭 I am sososososososo glad you enjoy them and SKDJDJDJDD A FEAST?! OH GOSH YOU FLATTER ME AAAAAAAA THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU Q////A////Q I am… so glad folks like my silly characters. ;; )

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[homoquartz]

my favorite thing my mom and my dog both do is if i leave the room and i'm gone for too long, no matter what i'm doing, they will come looking for me

[summerdazed]

I love how much dog uses me as a pillow

[iasip-enthusiast-2]

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[pokimoko]

I can't keep being fundamentally changed as a person by animated movies, it's just not sustainable.

[virtualplushy]

i have started asking myself “how can i make this more fun?” in regards to the things i have to do and it is such a small difference but it brings me so much delight

[bluegiragi]

big d stands for big demeanour (inspired by this mini thread-fic by queeniebgalore on twitter - it is nsfw like immediately so be wary)

early access + nsfw on patreon

[shirecorn]

Monsters

Bittersweet Dreams || Perspective || Evil || Fighter

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[justarandombrit]

I don't know