And they were roommates (Part 10)
A/N : God... part 10 already! i am so so scared to post this chapter i'm torn to be in between this is good and this is trash so... be merciful!
Warnings: VIOLENCE! BLOOD! GRAPHIC !
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The realization kept spinning in your brain. He was darkends. He had been so close to you from the beginning. Fuck he knew you before you started working on the damn mission!
"I… Don't understand… you moved in before I started working on this…" you questioned.
He sent you a look in the rear view mirror.
"Correct. The mission had started before they asked you to join. I was supposed to simply make sure they were failing. Infiltrating the base, keeping undercover, ruining your search and probably send you on a wrong path." He explained.
You watched through the car window, trying to figure out where he was taking you.
While you started thinking about some way to escape, your mind quickly stopped on your connected watch.
"But then I met you. Such a pretty girl."
The praise made you nauseous. He watched the road as you started preparing your move on your watch.
"You started working on the mission and fuck" he chuckled. "You became even more interesting!" He cheered.
You kept clicking on your watch, sending your location to your contacts. All of them because you weren't exactly paying attention.
While you were working on your laptop in the hideout, while you kept passing over and over the events that almost got you killed, you had decided to prepare a little safety net. You hacked your connected watch, creating a locking system that would send your live location to contacts of choice. You thanked your past self.
"You were so bright, so smart, you managed to fully counter my attacks or find every little thing I tried to hide. Your mind… fascinated me." He kept obsessing.
You could have been flattered if this wasn't said by a psychopath stalker trying to kidnap you. You were loosening the strap of your watch taking it off. You let it fall on the floor making sure to hide the small watch in your pocket.
"So you decided to try to kill me ?! That makes no fucking sense Peter! If that's even your real name!" You raged. Fuck your throat right now.
"Oh it is. It's not Hansen though. I didn't try to kill you. You were so sad when I met you… remember?" He spoke in an angrier tone.
You were trying to figure something out, some way to escape even if you had to jump out of the car.
"Because of that dickhead."
"Don't call him that!" You yelled.
"Shut up!" He roared.
You were taken aback. It was the first time he actually yelled at you.
"That fucking asshole left you broken. And then he comes back and you let yourself be manipulated by him! You were meant to be fucking MINE."
You felt your skin crawl. He was turning completely mad. And you were feeling the panic grow.
"You and me…. Can you think about it? How we'd be the most powerful couple ever? We'd be Bonnie and Clyde…"
"They fucking died…" you noted.
"Such a smart mouth. You're lucky I also like that about you." He threatened.
You bit your lip. Now wasn't the moment to be a smart ass.
"So yeah. I got jealous. I thought maybe I could make you realize he wouldn't keep you safe. And then I'd propose to be your bodyguard and you know, make you fall for me… make you realize how good we'd be together." He kept explaining.
You were finally understanding where he was headed. To one of the bases exit. He was trying to take you out of the base.
"You won't be able to take me far. Even if you leave the base." You said.
"Don't worry. I have friends waiting for us." He smirked.
You swallowed hard.
"What are you going to do with me…" that scary question was the only thing in your mind now.
"That'll depend on you."
The way he said it scared you horribly. It was terrifying.
The tension was broken by your phone ringing. Price was calling you.
"Go on birdie. Answer. Put it on speakerphone and give. It."
You obeyed, although unwillingly.
"Sparrow, where are you?!"
He sent a look in the rearview mirror for you to answer.
"I'm in the car with Hansen."
"Are you alright?! We found Soap."
"Is he alright?!" You worried immediately.
"He's ok. He said Hansen injected him with something."
"What?! What the fuck did you do! You said you didn't hurt him!" You yelled, making Price aware of the listener.
"I didn't. I simply tranquilized him. He took a nap." He laughed.
"Hansen. What's going on?!" Laswell roared.
"I'm simply taking what belongs to me." He spoke matter of factly.
"What are you talking about?"
"My birdie."
Silence fell on the call. You knew she had understood. She knew the truth.
"You won't be able to leave this base, I can assure you that." She said.
"Ah don't worry. I'll manage. Where's the other disguised idiot? Hand him over. I want to speak to him."
You closed your eyes. No. This was going to be horrible. You were absolutely shocked to hear Price laugh. You opened your eyes wide, a look of confusion on your face.
"He's already gone. He got in his Jeep and is hunting you down."
You saw Peter visibly pale.
"He doesn't even know who you really are. You hurt his friend. You stole his bunny. You're already fucking dead."
Peter grabbed the phone in a fury, opening his window and throwing it out. You gasped out loud.
"Hey!" You scolded.
"Don't try me!" He threatened again.
You were getting dangerously close to the exit. You couldn't let him bring you out of base. You couldn't. The idea of jumping out of the car finally settled in your mind when a glimpse of a vehicle to the left made your head turn. You had very little time to process what was happening when the impact made your seatbelt block. A military car had driven right into the car you were in at full speed, aiming for the driver's seat.
Both cars were now at a stop, your head ringing. You were hyperventilating, now watching Gaz and Konig stepping out of the car and aiming their guns at Peter. He immediately made the car roar, trying to drive away when a second impact made you shake again. You yelled this time. Peter's car was stuck in between two big ones. You had to get out now, you had to make a run for it.
Your blood ran cold when you saw Peter reach for his own gun. No nononoo.. FUCK.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE CAR!" Soap's voice roared.
Soap… fuck. They were here. They were here.
You pushed the seatbelt, finally freeing yourself and opening the car door.
"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE BITCH!" Peter Screamed.
Konig appeared in a flash, grabbing Peter's shirt through the window, taking his attention from you. In another flash a black shadow passed over the hood of the car pushing Konig away and throwing the driver's side door open.
"Simon!" You let out in between a yelp and a whine.
He wasn't listening. He had a knife in his hand. He cut through the seatbelt like butter. He grabbed Peter's gun, throwing it somewhere on the ground. He very roughly pulled Peter out.
You were frozen in place. Your mind was trying to process what was happening. Everything was happening so fast… Your car door opened, making you jump.
"Y/N!"
You cried. You let out a broken exhale and you cried.
"Johnny…"
"You're ok! You're ok! We're here!" He smiled, wrapping his arm around your waist to pull you out.
You wrapped your arms around his neck. He was ok. He was fine. God, you felt so guilty. He got hurt because of you. If he had been killed-
"I'm ok! I'm ok… breathe. We need to get you out of here!" He soothed.
"It's darkends!" You let out loud in between cries.
He froze. He immediately turned to the rest of the team, catching Gaz's eyes as he wasn't too far.
"HE'S THE HACKER!" Gaz repeated in a yell.
You looked at Ghost who had Peter pinned against the car, arms behind his back. As soon as it clicked in his brain, he threw Peter to the ground and jumped on him. Your eyes widened.
You pushed by Soap, surprising him enough to give you a chance to run around the car to keep the fighting men into view.
"Y/N NO!" You heard him reprimand.
You froze at the sight, Ghost was on top of Peter repeatedly punching him in the face, blood coating his hand.
Soap caught you as Ghost reached for his firearm, pointing it at Peter's head. It took a second. No hesitation.
"DON'T LOO-"
The gunshot made you jump. Soap's voice lost in the sound. Your ears ringing.
It's funny how your brain fixates on the little things during shocking moments. For you it was the little splashes of blood on his mask. You could see them as Simon noticed you, wide eyed.
That's all you could take in before Soap made you forcefully turn around.
"BLOODY HELL Y/N" he screamed worriedly.
You tried to catch your breath. More cars came rushing. You could hear Price and Laswell's voices. It was over. He was gone. Darkends… Peter. He was dead. Your were safe. You were shocked. And what terrified you wasn't the fact that Simon just executed him in front of you. He clearly didn't mean to show you such a horrible thing. You knew it. He had tried to shield you from the sight by pushing Peter to the ground. No. What terrified you was how grateful you were that he did it. That he killed him.
The thought was horrible. But Peter was dead. And you were glad he was. Because that man, who helped human traffickers, drug dealers and other horrible people, had used people to get to you, had tried to kill you and kidnapped you.
"Hey hey hey!"
You blinked, finally falling back into reality. Kate was looking at you, features torn in worry. Her hands on your cheeks. You took a deep breath.
"Are you alright?!"
You nodded.
"I… I'm fine. It's… over" you stumbled over your words.
She held you, her arms now wrapping around your shoulders. Price was behind her, talking to Soap. You could clearly understand Soap explaining how you had witnessed Ghost kill Peter. The shock in Ghost's eyes flashed in your mind. No! Fuck!
You couldn't be sure but he was probably feeling horrible having done that in front of you. He probably thought you hated him, that you thought horribly of him.
You pushed Kate off of you.
"Simon…" you called.
"Y/N-" she tried.
"I want Simon!" Your voice broke as another cry escaped your lips.
You needed him. You fucking needed him. You wanted him to hold you. And never fucking let you go. You felt vulnerable. The whole situation, the whole fallback of emotions made you want to be wrapped into his arms.
"Y/N." Price approached. "Not now. You need to leave this place."
You were going to interrupt him. But he kept trying to reason you.
"He needs to calm down-"
"No!" You screamed, you've never heard this desperation in your voice before.
Soap looked divided. But as he looked at you, the way you were begging him through your gaze, he made up his mind.
"LT!" He called.
Price and Laswell turned to him furious.
Your breath quickened. You weren't leaving without him. Fuck. You'd leave with him.
Price turned back to face you this time looking behind you.
"Simon-" he started.
But too late you had already turned around. Fucking hell. He looked absolutely nightmarish. His full black tactical clothes, his skull mask bloodied. His black hood casting a shadow on it. Even like that you could see pupils blown out.
You must be insane. You must have gone completely mad. Because all you could see was his eyes. All you could notice was how hard he was breathing, how his shoulders were incredibly tense.
Yes. Everyone must have thought you had gone completely insane. Because you ran to him, wrapping your arms around his waist burying your face in his chest. It took him a second before wrapping his arms around you.
"I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… fuck… I'm sorry…" he chanted repeatedly.
He held you tightly. You could hear Laswell and Price barking orders. But you blocked it out. You needed this. You needed to be in his arms. He saved you again. He rushed to come to you.
"I'm sorry…" he let out again.
"Simon"
He stopped, looking at you directly, awaiting orders. As if your every word was a command.
"Take me away…Please... Take me out of here…" You asked.
He didn't hesitate. He held your hand, pulling you with him towards Price.
"Price!" He roared, capturing the man's attention. "I'm taking her out of here!"
He nodded, throwing him his keys.
"Take her to the hideout!" Price ordered.
You would have preferred to go home but your home had been trashed… it wasn't the best idea.
He held your hand as he pulled you to the passenger seat, making sure to block your view of the mess behind him.
"Close your eyes…" he ordered softly.
"But-"
"Please. Fuck. Bunny, please." He pleaded.
So you did. You closed your eyes. You heard the car door open. You trusted him as led you in, sitting you and buckling you up. You kept your eyes closed as he closed the door and until his opened. Even then and until you were rolling away, you kept them closed.
"You can open them now…" he softly let out.
You batted your eyes, adjusting back to the light. You turned to him. His grip on the steering wheel was rough.
"Simon…" you called.
He flinched but didn't look at you. He was clearly speeding. Very clearly.
"Simon!" You whined.
"We're almost there. Please."
You took a deep breath, Falling silent.
"You did good…"
You almost thought you imagined it.
"I.. did?" You asked.
"Yes. You did so good. Sending me your location. Being brave. You did good."
The praise was oddly comforting.
You had managed to arrive at the hideout in a crazy time frame. You both walked out. You were slightly calmer even if your heart still played drums in your chest. You walked to the front door, two soldiers standing in front of it. You walked in, Ghost behind you. The door closed, leaving you both finally alone to face the inevitable.
After several seconds he spoke.
"I'll tell the men to keep guard. Laswell should be joining you soon."
You looked, appalled, as he turned to leave.
"You're leaving?"
For the second time, you didn't recognize the heartbroken tone in your own voice. He was running away. He didn't want to face you.
He looked at you immediately, worry in his eyes.
"You… Want me to stay?" He asked in dismay.
"Yes.. please… you're the only one I want to stay with…" you admitted.
He looked completely lost. You wanted to make him understand how badly he mattered to you. That you found a peace in his violence that was insane. Unreal.
"I. Just executed someone, in front of you." He started, fully turning to you. "I will never fucking forgive myself for it"
"You don't have to! I ran to you! You tried to hide it!" You knew where this was going. You could feel it.
"You should have been taken away right away! I should have ordered Soap to do it! You didn't deserve it- "
"I RAN TO YOU! " You cried out. Your poor throat reminding you that it was a terrible idea.
You were both out of breath. He was slipping away from you… he was slipping through your fingers every second that passed he was pulling himself away from your embrace. He was trying to break everything, trying to save you from himself. He didn't seem to understand that you needed to drown in him.
"Don't…" you desperately asked.
"Don't what…" he asked in a hopeless tone.
"Don't do that to me… Simon please…" you wanted to cry. You wanted him to feel how helpless you were feeling. How much you loved him. How much you needed him.
"Don't walk away from me…" your tear stained face begged.
He closed his eyes.
"I'm a fucking monster."
"No. You're Simon!" You stepped closer to him as he opened his eyes.
"You're lieutenant Simon Ghost Riley!!" You captured his clothed face in your hands.
"You're my Simon ghost Riley…" you whispered. "Please… tell me you're not giving up on me… please… tell me I'm yours too…"
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you incredibly close.
"Are you not scared of me?" He asked in a breath.
"No…" you answered.
"Don't you hate me? Despise me?"
"Never.."
"You're fucking crazy." He concluded.
You giggled bittersweetly.
"You make me crazy…"
"I am a monster."
"Simon-"
"I am. You should find better. You would be happier…"
"I want my monster. I want all of him, I only feel safe and important with him…"
He choked on a breath.
"You wanted an answer." He started.
You frowned a bit in confusion.
"You wanted me to make up my mind. To tell you." He explained.
You finally understood. Yes. You had asked him. You held your breath.
"I want you in my life. Fuck you're all I want in my life. Tell me you want to be mine… I swear I'll never fucking leave you… I'll be as loyal as a dog, I swear I'll do everything to make you happy." He pleaded in a dark tone that contrasted heavily with the vow he was preaching.
"Simon." You called making him look at you in the eyes. "I'm already yours."
His hand left your waist to lift his mask up to his nose. Your breath hitched, time slowing when his lips fell on yours. You felt dizzy. His lips against yours in a desperate kiss to ground you both to each other. His soft tongue pleading access to more, that you willingly admitted, your own craving of more, of him, burning through you. The world disappeared. You had read this many times in books. You had never thought you would ever get to a point where you finally understood it.
He groaned against you, you wrapped your hands around his neck. He lifted you up, sitting you on the table. You spread your legs, trapping him in between and pulling him closer. You were addicted. Absolutely lost. He kissed you like you were the only reason he'd ever inhale and exhale again. Desperately. His taste on your tongue was something you wanted to imprint in your mind forever.
You almost pitied the fact that you had to breathe when you separated to catch your breaths. He remained there. His forehead touching yours. You remained eyes closed.
The atmosphere had entirely changed. It was as if you weren't being kidnapped thirty minutes ago.
"Simon… don't leave…" you begged in a murmur.
"Never."
The night had fallen very quickly. Laswell had indeed passed by. She was relieved you were fine. She also fully understood that you needed time and decided to leave you two alone for a few days. The day had been terribly long. Horribly. You and Simon didn't let go of each other for hours, even dining with you sitting on his lap. Poor man hadn't even changed when it was finally time to go to bed.
"Hey… bunny…" he called softly.
You shook your head, knowing what he wanted to say.
"Bunny come on… I need to change… you're gonna get dirty."
"Don't care…"
He chuckled. He sounded relieved.
"Y/N, I promise .. I hop in the shower and I come to bed with you if you want. It'll take five minutes, I swear." He tried to convince you.
You didn't want to let him go. But you understood he probably wanted to wash away all reminders of what happened. You nodded against his neck. He walked to the bed and softly dropped you. He grabbed Reaper from the ground.
"Here doll, your plushie."
"Reaper…" you corrected him.
He chuckled. Taking out his gloves, he let one of his thumbs run over your cheeks, brushing your hair away.
"I'll be right back."
He was already ripping off his tactical gear as he walked out. You had time to catch a glimpse of his back, various bruises and scars, more or less recent painted it. It made you want to follow him and kiss every single one of them. Maybe it was too much… everything that was happening was confusing but fuck at the moment you couldn't care less.
He had kept his promise, around 5 minutes after, he was back in the room, a towel around his midsection.
Your breath caught in your throat.
You sat in the bed. He was wearing a new balaclava.
"Simon…" you called.
You watched the bruises and cuts on his chest with a worried look. He stepped closer to you, grabbing your chin in one hand softly.
"Hey. Eyes up."
You obeyed.
"It's nothing. It's just a scratch. Alright?"
You whined.
"Shu-huhu…" he soothed.
Fuck… your mind was a fucking blurr. You weren't drunk this time. But the adoration, the heart eyes were back.
"It's nothing, little one…"
You closed your eyes, leaning into his touch.
"Fuck…" he cursed under his breath.
You opened them back slowly.
"Turn around love, let me just grab some pants."
You blushed, nodding. You turned around facing the wall. You heard him open his bag that he had brought into your room earlier. A few seconds later you felt the bed dent. You glanced back as he slipped under the covers with you. His arms immediately wrapped around you, pulling you to his chest.
You both sighed at the same time.
"Simon…" you called.
"Yes bunny…"
"Thank you for coming to save me…" you let out in a whisper.
"Darling… I will always come for you." He whispered in your ear.
"I'm so glad it's over"
"I'm glad too…"
You smiled.
"Let's sleep, little bunny… It's late."
You whined a bit.
"I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere. "
You closed your eyes at that. The warmth and the comfort of his arms and body pulled you to sleep.
The two next days felt out of reality. Laswell didn't contact you and the rest of the squad didn't pass by. It was only the two of you. And you couldn't let go of each other. Especially Simon. You didn't fully understand what was happening. You honestly didn't care. A silent agreement stood between you two that nothing mattered. No questions on the relation, no questions on behavior, nothing.
You just basked in each other's presence.
That night, you tried to get up to go to the bathroom. After close negotiations he had unwrapped his arms from you. You went to the bathroom, glanced at his dirty gear on the ground, and tried to put it in the washing machine. Tried. Because he had already crawled out of bed to find you.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm just putting this in the washer for-"
"Forget about that…"
He picked you up bridal style.
"S-simon…" you blushed.
"Fuck that. Come back to bed."
And you did. Not getting out of bed before 11 am the next day.
You had shared brunch. He stood behind you, hands over your stomach and face in your neck while you washed the dishes in his shirt. Then he pulled you to him making you follow him on the couch where you both laid down, a blanket over you, some tv show on screen.
When you went back to bed that night, you made the mistake of stepping inside your bedroom without him.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"Oh.. hum… I thought you might want to rest without having me annoying you…"
He had stepped closer to you, incredibly close.
"One more night… please…" he whispered.
"Anything…" you whispered back, gladly pulling him after you.
It calmed down for a bit the next day. You were able to walk around the house without having Simon attached to you or running to pick you up to immobilize you against him. Though none of this bothered you, you tried to focus a bit on what happened. You also tried to buy a new phone. Even like that, he made you sit on the couch in between his legs, with your laptop on your lap.
He was watching TV, fingertips drawing circles on your naked thighs. You had first cursed yourself for wearing PJ shorts, and then had lost all track of your search for a new device, leaning back against him.
On the third day, things seemed to fall back into your old ways. Playful, kind, sweet. Again a silent contract linked you both, as if the two last days were yours to keep. It was a moment needed for the both of you, after a painful time. You still put off a serious conversation about your new relationship to a later time.
The boys were finally allowed to pass by. Soap and Gaz had immediately hugged you.
"Little Sparrow!" Soap cheered.
You hugged them back.
Konig was also here and even though you didn't know him well, you couldn't stop yourself from hugging him. He saved you too.
"Thank you konig."
He had rubbed the back of his head, giggling.
Price had held you in his arms for a little while before planting a kiss in your hair and stepping back.
You all sat in the small living room space. Simon was still very possessive and made you sit in his lap on the ground, hands wrapped tightly around your waist.
"Thank you everyone. For keeping me safe and saving me. And… I'm so sorry johnny…"
"No no! Don't worry. I've gone through much worse. I'm the one who should be apologizing. I fucked up…"
You shook your head.
"No… we were all under pressure… no one suspected him."
"I did." Interrupted Simon.
You smiled.
"Yeah… you did…"
You could see the boys looking at each other, obviously a question on their mind. The burning question. Soap felt the bravest.
"Soo… what's this?" Soap asked changing subject and pointing repeatedly in between the both of you.
You blushed heavily. Soap's grin growing.
"She's my girlfriend."
You were? Fuck.
"Am I?" You asked, looking at him. "You never asked" You teased.
"I asked you to be mine. You said you were. So, mine." He stated without a worry in the world.
The boys laughed and you nestled closer to him. You spent the rest of the day hanging out together, finally at peace.
In the next few days you met with Laswell. A few things had to be resolved. Your room needed a makeover. You wanted darkends's devices to gather information.
"We'll keep his devices but you can't have them now. You need some time away from all of this."
You had rolled your eyes but deep down you agreed. This had been a close call. Way too close. She had told you she would keep you informed about the apartment so for now you remained in the hideout with Simon. The boys passing by very often.
You had been very happily shopping, the military giving you a huge amount of money as reparation for almost being killed in their care. You had bought new components for a brand new PC, a new phone, clothes and other things. One thing that you seemed to absolutely love doing was asking Simon's opinion on everything.
"Simon, do you like this shirt?"
"You'll look adorable in it." He kissed your forehead.
You even used this new hobby to tease him.
"What do you think of this skirt?" You smiled innocently.
It had entirely backfired.
"If you promise to wear no panties with it, it'll become my favorite piece of clothing." He growled.
You had blushed and thrown him a pillow.
Some moments of serious talk had also been present.
"You know I'm doing something dangerous… it could put you in danger… Are you sure you want to be with me?" He asked.
"Simon I don't need to date you to be in danger. I'm the one who keeps getting attacked and almost killed, you're the one who should be having second thoughts!"
The Best moments were the ones where He would steal kisses from you whenever he could. He'd stare at you from afar, making blush. He'd always stare into your eyes, asking for permission to kiss you. As if you needed to ever say it out loud to him. Sometimes it would heat up very fast, but he would always stop. Much to both of your frustrations.
But you did have this conversation. He had wanted to, and asked to take things slowly. He wanted you to be sure of things before heading to more.
You had wanted to go spend some money at the shopping center, asking him to come with you. He had politely declined, offering to call Soap, Konig and Gaz to go with you. Shopping wasn't particularly his favorite thing to do. He sat on the couch, legs spread, a file in hand, looking down at you. The sight was particularly comical yet extremely exciting. You had dropped to your knees in between his to get his attention, he had immediately tensed. He looked at you like he wanted to devour you. You kept asking for him to come with you, he'd decline, his voice deepening more and more each time.
"Y/N. Get up." He ordered.
"Please… Simon come with me shopping…" you whined again, biting your lip.
It was obvious. So obvious. But he played through, adoring the sight before him.
It had been interrupted by Price and Soap walking in. You remained on the floor, now turning your head to Soap.
"Soap! Ghost won't come with me…"
"Try taking his pants off, it's easier to cu-"
You had blushed heavily. Price tried his best not to laugh. You had never seen a man run so fast in his life. You had gotten up, after ghost had gotten up as well , walking out the door behind Soap. Price had finally laughed, you were heavily embarrassed but you had won, thanks to Soap.
Today Simon was particularly quiet. He walked around, stealing kisses and touches every now and then. You were writing on your laptop, some things about darkends needed to be reported for the full file. Laswell had told you it wasn't urgent, but you wanted to finish it. You were also getting annoyed. The tiny place was starting to get on your nerves. You wanted to go back home.
It was an antagonizing thought as you also were uncomfortable going back in that space. It felt different. Peter had been there. You had opened your door to him and he had broken in and trashed your stuff. You had talked about it with Simon, about your anxiousness. He had understood and tried to comfort you.
So here you were, sitting in the small, now crowded space with everyone. Laswell, price and squad 141 including Konig.
"Sparrow, ghost told me about your thoughts on your apartment."
You sighed. Of course he did. You looked at him as he looked at you with a soft expression.
"So we came up with something and I'd like to ask you if you'd be alright with it."
You were now visibly curious. Price took the lead after Laswell.
"Until we can find a new and better way to keep you safe, we thought about moving you closer to the base. Some place you'd feel safer."
"What are you saying?" You asked.
"There's a house in a residential area, very close to the base that's free. It's a family house so it's quite big." Laswell explained.
"And we're all moving in with you guys!" Soap cheered, interrupting her, Gaz nodding.
"It's temporary, it doesn't have to be permanent. It's an option, after everything that happened." Price added.
You looked at Ghost with a smile on your face, brows rising.
"You accepted this?" You asked, a hint of a laugh in your voice.
"It's safer if we're all there. I can't always be with you… and maybe you'll feel better in a new environment." He explained.
You had mixed feelings. It sounded fun. But you'd have less privacy with Simon. You had started to accept them as a family. And after everything that happened it was perhaps best.
"Alright… let's do that."
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When I listed G-Witch in last year's top anime list, I prayed the show wouldn't betray me. Fortunately, it didn't! Though the final half of the show was a bit rushed, it remained must-see, compelling sci-fi full of exciting twists and turns. And I adore the well developed romance between the robot-piloting protagonist and precious girl, Suletta, and her fierce fiancé, Miorine. Whether you’re here for starcrossed queer lovers, robots wrecking each other, tense battles between opposing political factions, or morally-horrifying moms on a revenge spree, you’re in for a treat.
See my full review here.
Yuri is my Job!
Hime is roped into working at a cafe where the waitresses playact as students of the fictional all girl’s school from a beloved novel series. However, Hime finds her co-worker, Mitsuki, has an inexplicable grudge against her. Thus begins a tangled web of romance and wounded feelings among the girls in the cafe! Yuri is My Job seems like a fun comedy boasting a cast full of quirky lesbians, but then reveals itself to be a complicated and fascinating examination of performance- as it intersects with queerness, girlhood, and the desire to be “likeable” and “cute". It's top-tier lesbian drama full of fraught relationships and it's absolutely worth a watch.
See my full review here.
The Apothecary Diaries (still ongoing, review is for the first cour)
Though it's still going, I have to sing the praises of this dazzling anime about a saavy apothecary who uses her medical expertise to solve the many murders and betrayals in the Emperor's palace. MaoMao is a fantastic lead, a poison-obsessed gremlin who's whip-smart, deadpan, and fun to follow. The Apothecary Diaries has intrigue, well-developed characters, and an impeccable atmosphere. It tells a great range of stories, from romantic triumph, to bittersweet tales of recovering from grief, to pure tragedies. I'm totally hooked.
See my full review here.
The Magical Revolution of the Reincarnated Princess and the Genius Young Lady
When Euphie is dumped by her fiance at a ball, the oddball princess Anis rescues her. Euphie becomes Anis' assistant in her quest to develop magical tools. The girls also start to develop feelings for each other, while discovering a conspiracy among the nobility. I'm always desperately in need of cool lesbians having action-packed fantasy adventures, and Magirevo delivers. The characters grow in entertaining ways, we get to see them fight dragons in killer action scenes, and the romantic development is completely satisfying. It's a simple story at its core, but the lovable characters, joyous queerness and jubilant execution make it a great watch.
See my full review here.
Birdie Wing: Golf Girls' Story (Season 2)
In the second season of the anime about girls homoerotically golfing while dealing with the mafia and ludicrous family drama, Birdie Wing remains a bombastically absurd sports anime that is fun all the way through. Please come watch these girls get ridiculous sports injuries, scream their super golf attacks, experience extremely extra plot twists--and be super gay with each other, of course. The finale didn't go quite as hard as I wanted (and the romance is more subtexual than I wanted), but you need to allow yourself to experience the madness of Birdie Wing.
See full review here.
Skip and Loafer
An endearingly dorky, earnest, and driven girl moves from her small town to Tokyo. While she struggles to adjust, she befriends a nice popular boy who's got some baggage. Skip and Loafer is a show that’s like a warm hug. It's sweet, entertaining and funny. It handles adolescent struggles with tender nuance. There's a emphasis on kindness, connection, and looking past stereotypes and misconceptions. It also includes a trans character who's treated with respect (and is a great character in general!) Let this show touch your heart.
See my full review here.
Undead Murder Farce
An immortal woman has had most of her body stolen by a mysterious man. Reduced to a head carried around by her maid, she teams up with a half-demon man to track the thief down while solving supernatural mysteries all across Victorian England.
This a fun, campy mystery series starring three asshole weirdo protagonists, it’s bursting with supernatural creatures and literary references. We've got Sherlock Holmes, The Phantom of the Opera, Carmilla and more...along with a vampire murders and werewolf drama galore. UDM is a wonderful romp with stylish, slick direction... and it’s unexpectedly really gay. I’m aching to see more of these scrappy misfits and their adventures.
See my full review here.
Migi & Dali
A story of twins who are pretending to be one kid in order to fool their foster parents and find out who killed their mother. It starts out as an utterly absurd comedy becomes a impressive and genuinely tense murder mystery that is incredibly moving at times, all while keeping up it’s signature brand of goofiness. There’s genuine commentary on abuse, the damage you can do to children by forcing perfection on them, the struggle of being a foster kid, grief and recovery and more. There's also some great character development. It's a weird one, but it's absolutely worth sticking with.
See full review here.
Pluto
Somebody is killing the most advanced robots in the world and murdering humans alongside them. A robot detective is trying to track this killer down, but he might be compromised as well. Pluto is a tense, tense, tightly plotted robot murder mystery that keeps you on the edge of your seat. Through robots, it explores the idea of being a tool in a corrupt system, and tackles subjects like war, imperialism, and the nature of hatred. It's a masterful psychological thriller with stunning animation and a rich story.
See my full review here.
Scott Pilgrim Takes Off
This anime approaches the story of Scott Pilgrim and Ramona's seven evil exes from a brands new angle, and the results are great. We get a exploration of relationships and regrets, the messiness of communication and connection, the trials of becoming an adult, all with the signature goofy video game antics. Characters neglected in previous iterations finally get their due, new facets of the story are explored, queer relationships are delved into more, girls kiss...and it's all accompanied by phenomenal animation and a killer soundtrack.
See my full review here
Soaring Sky! Precure
Sora lives in a world called Skyland and wants to be a great hero. When rescuing the kidnapped baby princess, she falls through a portal to earth. There she meets her fellow magical warriors, and as Precure they protect the princess from the villains!
This vibrant, warm-hearted adventure got me back on the Precure train! This series boasts a lot exciting firsts for the franchise--the first official male cure, the first main cure that's eighteen years old- but above all, it has a lively team of characters with who have an entertaining dynamic and enjoyable individual journeys. It's often very funny, the baby has a surprisingly good character arc, and it's bursting with magical girl (and boy) goodness! It's also not afraid to give you an emotional gutpunch when you've been lured into a false sense of security by all the fun times. If you're new to Precure, this is a great jumping on point, and if you've watched it before, this is a series you won't want to miss.
I'm in Love with the Villainess
Rae is reincarnated as the heroine of her favorite dating sim. But she has no interest in romancing any of the boys- she’s head over heels for Claire Francois, the snooty villainess.
Villainess may not be as polished--storywise or animation-wise-- as these other entries. It's a messy series, it has plenty of problems...but it's also very fun, and it touched my queer little heart like no other. Queer people get to indulge in our imperfect faves too, and the silly shenanigans, blatant lesbian wish fulfillment, honest advocacy for queer people, and the joy and earnestness of the series works for me!
See my full review here.
Some Other Great Anime:
Frieren: Beyond Journey's End (still ongoing, review is for the first cour)
Frieren is a long-lived elf who was once part of an adventuring party that saved the world from the Demon Lord. But now her friends are passing away and the world is moving on. She decides to retrace her old party's journey so she can understand what she's feeling.
Frieren is both an interesting examination of what happens after the hero saves the world, as well as a meditation on mortality, grief, and the endless march of time. It takes you on a quiet, beautiful and sometimes touching journey though a pastoral fantasy world. There's some breath-taking animation and excellent atmosphere to enjoy.
See my review here.
Spy x Family (Season 3)
Spy x Family is pretty much staying the course from when we last checked in, though this season gives a lot more attention to Yor, and I love the cruise ship arc and all the ridiculous fights she gets into a lot! That arc contains some of my favorite gags of the series too (like Loid’s attempts to be a cool dad). Otherwise, Spyfam has settled into a series that intends to be around for the long haul, so don’t expect too much forward plot momentum. And Yuri (the man, not the genre) unfortunately still exists. Overall it was good season and remains a fun adaptation. Yor, please step on me.
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