#it should be hey im not coming in to work because im sick and thats it

[yuri-for-businesswomen]

im still dealing with the consequences of my accident - where i fell down five meters and was almost paralysed meaning i had to get emergency surgery on my spine but i also broke my foot which has enforced my already existing back and posture issues - leading to pain and sometimes debilitating pain. yet my doctor says there is no chance this is recognised as a disability which would mean i get special worker protection which i feel i need because im being guilt-tripped and not believed and probably soon to be fired at both my jobs because i have to call in sick every now and then due to sitting at a desk on the computer literally causing me pain. this is making me suicidal again, despite being on antidepressants. i already had health issues before the accident especially mental health so now im just super hopeless and anxious for the future

edit: i have a decent support net in my life and soon to start therapy so please dont worry about me, i just need to vent my frustration and feelings sometimes! i appreciate everyone reaching it out a lot though!

[swagging-back-to]

not sorry. i extend very little sympathy and patience towards tras who are underage, and the only ones who do get said sympathy are TIFs. but again. it's MICROSCOPIC levels of sympathy.

[tsukasageorge]

Guy who will make a 1k word post about how she is not drawing (he is making a 1k word post about not drawing instead of drawing)

[idcpxseur]

god im so stumped for the endgame ship i have so many ideas so imma just babble until my brain clears out

at the end of this theres a poll so yall should vote on what i should do!

Zanemau

zanemau has such a sweet, sweet, SWEET dynamic in mystreet

i imagine zane falls first and falls so incredibly hard

but he doesnt realize hes in love because hes so dead set on being the best, best friend.

it takes someone else calling him out on his actions (buying aphmau big, expensive gifts, being touchy with her, constantly vying to get her attention, giving her custom nicknames that he will get mad that ANYONE uses)

then when he realizes hes like "oh fuck what do i do" and completely panics around her at all times

aphmau is kind of oblivious to this. "i mean like he does this stuff all the time, why would it be different?"

meanwhile, aphmau kinda slowly realizes that shes falling for him. shes more nervous about completely ruining their friendship more than the idea of him rejecting her completely

the big gifts and compliments and touchiness make her SO happy and excited. i imagine zane is pretty tight with money (despite being a nepo baby and sitting on tons and tons of money from his rich ass parents) so when he actively forks out money EXLUSIVELY for her it makes her heart all fluttery

their feelings are obvious to everyone except the two of them. the group kinda actively puts them in situations where they are put together.

they are very much your typical, sweet "best friends to lovers" dynamic. which is why i love it sm

Laurmau

mcd laurmau makes me go WOOF WOOF BARK BARK WOAOAUEHEJFJ

and yes im relying heavily in mcd for their characterizations. those are the true versions of these characters. fight me.

yall seen miraculous ladybug? marichat and ladynoir? yeah. yeah its that. thats them

like okay: he is enamored by her looks but he just becomes absolutely smitten with her personality towards the beginning of pdh season 1. its that highschool crush that never goes away. even when he says it goes away, it doesnt. in fact, as they get closer, it gets so much worse!

he keeps the playful flirting and just teases her constantly

but you know as a friend, so he says

and she always playfully turns him down with a joke or a tease but you know. she knows that's just how he is! he has no feelings for her or anything!

but she was wrong, obviously. when they move to mystreet together after sort of growing apart during college, BOOM! those big dumb feelings come back and laurence is... well you know. hes laurence. he wears his heart on his sleeve and he pulls her aside and professes his love for her.

she turns him down (again) but hes unwavered! they go back to their original dynamic and nothing changes

...except BOOM!!! APHMAU CATCHES FEELINGS!!

mental breakdown ensues (on her end) because "HOLY SHIT I ACTUALLY CAUGHT FEELINGS FOR THIS DUMBASS!!! I CANT BELIEVE THE FLIRTING ACTUALLY WORKED OH GOD FUCK!!!"

the next time laurence flirts with her she drops the bomb so casually like

"hey, mlady, when are we going to go on that date?"

"i dont know laurence. when are you going to take me?" cue dead silence and aphmau locking Eyes with him and staring into his soul

it takes like 15 seconds for him to catch on

and he explodes. his face turns beet red. he blushes and smiles and giggles and practically kicks his feet and that motherfucker is GIDDY!!!

everything in their relationship is basically the same except they kiss

Garmau

I LOVE GARMAU IN MCD

god the way hes all shy for her and he subtly (SUBTLY!!!) tries to suggest his feeling for her

I LOVE GARMAU IN MCD IM SICK GOD

THE FALLING TREE SCENE?!?!?@? CHEFS KISS. LITERALLY AARMAU COULD N E V E R

(once again, im implementing more of their mcd personalities)

okok but this is mystreet, not mcd!

in my notes, garroth and aphmau were childhood friends for much longer! but then aphmau moved, they eventually lose contact over time so she remembers garroth the most but not really zane and vylad as much because shed often stick to his side because she has a little baby crush on him

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO STRANGERS TO TO FRIENDS TO LOVERS DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY VISION!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay but... not really "strangers" but they lose contact for a bit and reconnect in hs.

they dont instantly recognize each other but aphmau instantly recognizes zane when she sees him. it takes aphmau way too long (about 3-4 weeks into the school year, when vylad gets introduced and they go to the park together) to connect that garroth the "hot sophomore guy who i am fortunate enough to share air with who weirdly enough shares the name of my childhood crush/best friend but that surely is a coincidence, right?" is the same garroth ro'meave that she used to play with when she was young

garroth... knows. well he gets it much faster than she does. after all, "aphmau" is probably one of the most uncommon names to ever exist in this universe so he pretty much recognizes her right off the bat but how the fuck do you even begin to address this? (is what he asks laurence who literally just goes dude, just tell her)

and then you know how the story goes, the love triangle (love arrow? love axis? love corner??? ITS NOT A TRIANGLE WHY IS IT CALLED A LOVE TRIANGLE) commences, aphmau ends up rejecting both of them because they stressed her out and the boys chill out and then they all become friends

then college happens and BAM mystreet

garroth is more upfront to the fact that he never really got over her

sure he dated ivy and tried to date in college but nothing felt right

being with and near aphmau just felt right in a way no other person has managed to replicate

and suddenly she was back and the world felt right again

but hes still shy and has no idea how to approach her

(i imagine hes much more flirty and a little more like laurence [less extreme tho] when he doesnt really have feelings for a person)

and aphmau well? shes just happy to be back around him. the sun seems to shine brighter when shes with him and she has no idea why

theyre much more awkward then the other two ships i have listed here

esp as aphmau is falling like oh god. the tension??? the awkward pauses and long gazes??? ugh its delicious i eat it up

much like zanemau, it takes the skittles squad™ (aka the mystreet cast) to the extreme measure of locking them in a room and forcing them to confront their feelings /hj

or on the other hand, one of em confesses on complete accident or OOHH on a late night and just spilling their guts

anyway. again much like my zanemau written above garroth would SPOIL her with his ro'meave money and she would not know how to respond

wow i wrote a lot for garmau

BUT WERE NOT DONE BECAUSE WE STILL HAVE

Garrancemau & other ship ideas

so imagine garrancemau as laurmau and garmau happening cohesively much like mystreet where its a "competition" except they have the underlying tension of a college fling or smth like that

and aphmau kinda like. tries to get them together cuz she can see that they also have feelings for each other and they think this is some gay-denial like that

TRUE LOVE TRIANGLE you know???

but like i also wanna try my hand at rewriting aarmau to be less... bad...

*IN MY OPINION!!!

i really enjoy aarmaus dynamic but i do really like it more in a sibling light so i dont know if i really do wanna go the romance route

but also i love aroace aphmau! or katemau or travmau!

APHMAU IS A VERY SHIPPABLE CHARACTER OKAY? SHE HAS GOOD DYNAMICS WITH EVERYONE!!

so yeah. i dunno!! what do yall think? please, im very curious and im open to suggestions!!

*SUGGESTIONS!! i may not take them and decide to do fuck all so please if you give me a suggestion please know that i may not take it but i value your input and i put it into heavy consideration!!

[vanana-r0tat3]

MY SON HE IS SICK

batim/batdr oc >:D his ink form is subject to change as im not fully sold on the ideas i came up with oops. more info abt him under the cut

if u already know me you not i do oc inserts n stuff,, so it should come as no surprise that ive made this man sammys ex because its funny and i like sammy a normal amount i also think itd be fun for him to be wallys step brother bc the ideas i have for their dynamic are giving me worms of the brain

benji is afrolatino !! his parents are ecuadorian/columbian, he was born in america. he stayed with his dad who got remarried and thats how wally and him become step brothers. he works at gent along with tom who are brought in to work at joey drew studios and him and wally r like that one spiderman image like hey what are you doing here

benji and sammy do not remember being together nor breaking up once theyre ink guys they end up being gay again they broke up because of sammys whole descent into insanity because he drank fucking INK

anyway if i ship him with bendy as well what then bendy sammy benji fucked up little polyam triad im normal im normal im normal im

im cringe but i am free

[a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire]

Someone liked my post about how Amren should have to drink fae blood and since ive been on a pretty big vampire kick since about october of last year Im just thinking about what if acotar was about vampires. first of all, i think sjm writing vampires would make me very angry, i hear that the way she writes fae makes fae-fans really angry and I can definitely see why even though i dont know THAT much about fae, I just dont have a whole lot of personal investment in the accuracy and interestingness of fae lore, but I am highly invested in vampire lore it would make me pretty mad but I think itd be more fun for me to complain about, so what Im saying is sjm should totally write a book series about vampires

But anyway, lets get back to my initial thought of 'What if ACOTAR but vampires'. honestly, theres not much to get back to because Im basically just rotating some vague aesthetic bullshit in around in my mind. Oh, also I just had a thought, what if Feyre had to experience episode one of the hit-netflix miniseries Dracula (2020). I think she'd kill that old man if im honest. OH wait no, speaking of dracula series

Okay so, imagine this: at some unspecified point in the future, Feyre gets sick and tired of Prythian and leaves, I was gonna say Rhysand died before that but i dont wanna imply that she only left because he died and also I remembered that stupid death bargain existed. So she leaves and she actually goes back to the mortal realm, but she goes to the continent instead of returning to her home village, she wants a completely fresh start and shes like, pretending to be a human too, shes hiding her ears and glamouring herself and whatnot. With her shes brought some faerie lights as well as all of the stuff she needs to make a whole lot more of them, because shes gonna sell faerie lights as this groundbreaking alternative to more traditional light sources. So she rolls up to the scene, this hot mysterious foreign entrepeneur, shes enlisted that mercenary from all the way in the beginning of ACOTAR to help her in her endevour, and shes got all these suits who have a vested interest in maintaining a monopoly on light sources so theyre doing everything they can to prevent her from getting faerie lights of the ground, but Feyre simply keeps evading them. At some point she aquires a boytoy with whom she does not have any kind of sexual or romantic relationship with its exclusively professional and for the sake of her faerie light business, Feyre ends up seducing her boytoys fiancee and just absolutely destroys her marriage. Thats when those light source suits come back in, they have still been trying to bring Feyre down while shes been busy seducing but now theyre back at the foreground, and they approach the boygoy being like "hey, we heard that mysterious weirdo stole ya girl. Well, shes in danger of stealing our profits as well so how about you sabotage her and destroy her business and life" maybe they would mention something about her being a dangerous fae as well but idk, theyre like capitalists so Im not expecting them to care that much about the danger. But whatever, boytoy says "sure I'll do that" and he goes over to this big warehouse/factory type building where they make/store all the faerie lights. Feyre is about to give this big show where she properly shows the public how the faerie lights work and how you can replace normal lamps with them, this has been planned for months now and theyre storing all these lights in one place. So boytoy goes to where they store all the lights and he fucks with them a little, and then Feyre goes up on like a stage in front of am audience holding a faerie light and shes giving this presentation on how they work and whatnot, but as she goes on she notices that theres something very wrong and she realizes that all the faerie lights are about to EXPLODE OH NO so she tells everyone to run away, get out of town as quickly as possible, but its too late; she just barely manages to save her girlfriend/boytoys fiancee but everyone else dies in this massive explosion that just completely destroy a good chunk of the town. And then Feyre and her new gf have sex in the rubble, i think? Idk, and then after that they decide to travel a bit and live a quiet life and maybe try the whole entrepeneur thing somewhere far away from the town that feyre just exploded

and thats my pitch for an acotar au based on the hit tv show Dracula (2012)

[icypenguin]

☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ To be in your arms

hellooo! sorry that i haven’t post for a long time since i last posted hehe… i’ll try to post on weekends! but anyway, enjoy this fanfic! this takes place in modern au and hurt/comfort

it was late. it was almost 2am. you were waiting for your darling kazuha to get back from work. delivered messages could be seen on your phone screen. you haven’t got any messages from kazuha since he went to work.

you were beyond worried at this point. he keeps coming home late. he said it’s just because he has so many works to do. but can’t he atleast spare some seconds to message you that he’ll come home late?

questions filled your mind. “what if he’s cheating on me?”, “what if he’s on someone’s house?”, “what if he’s leaving me?”. but knowing kazuha for many, many years, he won’t possibly do that.

just as you were thinking, the door handle made a sound and it opened the door. revealing a tired kazuha. “kazuha where have you been!? i’ve been worried sick about you! why didn’t you check my messages!?” you rushed to hug kazuha but he pushed back. you were hurt, but you tried to understand what he’s feeling.

“y/n please, i’m tired. everyone is tired and don’t expect me to have all my time for you.. you know i need to do something else right?” he asked with a cold tone.

“well- you couldn’t just leave me hanging around! can’t you atleast spare a minute!? i called you multiple times! and still no answer! you know what time it is kaz!? its past 2am now! what in the world were you doing!?” you couldn’t hold your patience anymore. your tone was a lot higher than usual. you were worried sick for him.

“i told you i was at work y/n. please, i don’t want to talk about anything right now. just let me sleep.” he rushed to go to your shared bedroom, basically ignoring you.

“oh kazuha! answer me! you always say that everytime i tried to talk to you about this! you know i can’t just live like this, right!?”

some minutes passed and your argument went heated. you both were shouting at eachother, not noticing the hurtful words you’ve told eachother. you never seen kazuha like this before. you didn't even feel a sense familiarity at him, you could barely notice that it’s him.

“oh well if you’re so mad at me, maybe i should have just leave you waiting for me. I SHOULDN’T HAVE COME BACK!” he shouted at your face, you were in disbelief when he said that. he’s not kazuha.

tears were at the edge of your eyes. your breath was shaky and you feel like crying. you tried your best to stay strong in front of him. “i-i’m sorry…” you quickly leave the living room and head towards the bathroom, where you could cry quietly.

kazuha, who has just noticed what he said, regretted everything. “w-wait y/n! i-i didn’t mean to-“ he tried walking to you but a part of h8m told him to leave you alone. so he stopped doing whatever he was doing. his brain could only repeat the hurtful words he said to you.

your mission to cry in the bathroom was a success. you ignored kazuha who’s waiting for you in front of the door. “y/n please just come out.. i could hear you sniffling…” you could tell in his tone, he regretted everything he said. his tone was soft and sweet, but you couldn’t forget about the hurtful words and cold tone he was using before.

you didn’t want to deal with anything else. but you just feel like you need comfort from someone, and that someone is kazuha. well, what can you say? he’s been doing this for weeks. ofcourse you missed his touch.

after some more minutes and by kazuha waiting patiently, you finally got out of the bathroom. but when you look at him, tears immediately flew out of your eyes. “hey, hey, shhh i’m here… please don’t worry.. i-i didn’t mean what i said..” he oulled you into a hug and wipe the tears thats falling right on your cheek.

you melt in his embrace as cried on his chest. he could feel his shirt having a wet patch but he did not worry about anything besides you. “i-i’m sorry im a burden!” you cried once more.

“shhh.. you’re not a burden y/n.. infact, you’re the opposite… you’re a motivation for me.. i-i know i hurt you with the words i said.. but i promise you, i was just stressed. those words, they meant nothing at all. please forgive me, my love..” he looked right into your eyes while holding your cheek. you could see in his eyes, he’s really telling the truth.

“i-i was working hard so… so we could go to tokyo… just like you wanted..” hearing this made your heart flutter. your eyes turned from teary to sparkly. all of this was just a misunderstanding.

“i- oh kazuha… you’re too much for me.. but… i can’t help but always think about the words you said.. a-and someone better than me being with you.. m-maybe- i… maybe you should-“ before you could finish that sentence, kazuha pulled you into a passionate kiss.

“oh love, don’t ever say that.. you’re the best for me. we’re made for eachother. and- please don’t ever think about it again. don’t ever think about something like that. i’m sorry i said those hurtful words to you.. but i promise, i didn’t mean any of those! i love you till the end, death can’t even do us apart…” hearing that makes your heart flutter even more. you knew kazuha could be the only one who can melt your heart.

“i’m truly sorry.. please forgive me?” kazuha begged you with a soft tone. even his eyes were pleading you to forgive him.

you chuckle and replied “okay i forgive you kazu.. just on one condition…” he looked at you with curiosity and hummed a curious tone.

“don’t come home so late again and cuddle me before bed for 5 months!” you asked excitedly.

“i would love to do that for you love” he kissed your cheek, then nose, then forhead. “and promise me you won’t think of something bad about us again, okay?”

“okay kazu. i love you” you replied and he kissed your lips. you both melt into the kiss, eyes closed with your lips moving in sync.

in the end, that night (or morning) ended up with kazuha being the big spoon as you were sleeping on his chest.

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thankyou for reading! this is my first time making hurt/comfort so sorry if theres alot of mistakes hehe.. but i hope you enjoyed this! advices are accepted, thankyou!

[snzinthewild]

MY FIRST SNZFIC

I've been wanting to write for awhile because I have alot of ideas, its just getting it into words is hard. Anyways

OCs

Jax (he,him) blonde short hair and blue eyes, medium build with muscles

Leo (they,them) pale skin, brown shaggy hair, green eyes, smaller build

Warning ⚠️ contagion, mess

Jax is awoken to a sound he is all too familiar with. The sound of a rather messy sneeze coming from beside him. His boyfriend of 2 years Leo is sitting up with a tissue pressed against their face. "Ahhh ACHHOOOOOuish" followed by a nose blow in a tissue they throw into a pile they are forming on the floor next to the bed. Jax is still groggy from just waking up and rolls over to face Leo. Jax reaches over to rub their back. Leo is now aware that their sneeze has woken up their partner. "I'mb s-sorry baby, I didbn't *sniffle*want to wake you. It just came out of nowhere," Leo says as their nose begins to twitch again. "Hey, what did i say about apologizing over silly things like sneezing?" Jax smiles and puts his arm around Leo and pulls them close to him. Leo is now trapped in Jax's embrace. " Ah, heeyyy N-not fair ah ah," Leo's voice hitches. "What, I just love you so much, I'm never letting you go," Jax says, holding Leo and watching their head tilt back as their about to sneeze all over him. "Ahhh, hhh, ACHOOOOO ACHHHHOOOOO ACHHHHHOOOOOACHOOOOO achhhuuuuish" Leo pitches forward into Jax's chest snnezes several times into jax tshirt There's snot dripping from leo's nose onto Jax's shirt. "Wow, bless you baby...okay lets get you cleaned up." Jax grabs a tissue and wipes off leo's snotty nose. Then, he wipes off his shirt. "Imb sorry, i made such a mess *sniffles thickly*, im disgusting." tears form in leos' eyes, and they back off of Jax. "Your not disgusting, its natrual part of life, and your beautiful always plus i dont care if you threw up on me i will always love you"Jax wipes away a tear rolling down Leos cheek. "okay well if you ever do that to me, im breaking up with you." Leo smiles, and Jax acts affended but laughs. "Im kidding partly, i love you too." Leo kisses Jax, and they kiss for a few moments before Leo breaks it with a cough. "Are you sick or something?" Jax feels Leos forhead. "No no its just allergies. Nothing to worry about" Leo removes Jaxs hand and tries to get out of bed but jax grabs their hand to pull them back down "Thats not going to work this time because your burning up" Leo looks shocked but then drops the act and crawls under the covers because their head was killing them. "Can you grab the Tylenol and ah ACHOOOOO *leo sneezes into a tissue* and a glass of water for me?" leo asks Jax with puppy dog eyes."Bless you," Jax smirks, ee's just happy he was right for once. When he comes back with the medicine and water. Leo has the tv on and is watching their comfort show. "Now i really know you dont feel well." Jax hands leo the glass of water and then 3 pills. "I need to eat with my morning pill." Leo shallows the pills and sets the water down on the nightstand. "Tada!" Jax pulls out a pop tart, and leo smiles, grabs it, and opens it. Jax walks around to get into bed next to leo. "This is not what you should be eating." Jax pulls off a piece and eats it. Leo looks at him and pouts. Jax pouts back at leo, which makes them smile. Jax puts his hand on Leo face and rubs their cheek, Leo leans into Jaxs hand. "Baby, I know you dont like to talk about sickness but if i list some cold symptoms can you nod your head yes or no" Leo tenses up a little but nods yes, so Jax begins. "Okay thank you it will be quick i promise, sore throat *leo nods*, head ache *leo nods*, chills *leo shrugs*, okay *jax giggles* and we already know your a sneezy mess" Which reminds Leo that their nose is dripping and grabs a tissue to blow thier nose. Jax gets up and walks to the bathroom to grab the therometer to check Leos temperature. When he gets back, the boy is having a coughing fit. Jax puts the therometer on his nightstand and crawls into bed, begins to rub their back. "It will be okay baby, make sure to take some breaths." Jax is concerned for Leo. As Leo stopped coughing, they turned and threw themselves into Jax, who fell back. Jax held leo for a bit until leo fell asleep. They need rest.

[kurtsascot]

do you have writing tips for multi-chaptered fics? like, how you plan them out, how you stick to them, etc. i’m kinda struggling

hey !!! sure !! ill try my best

1) i would always start with an outline, and break up plot on a chapter by chapter basis. how detailed you want to go is up to you. i generally have a vague outline before i start and then i further break down chapter outlines to be more complex as i write. once you have that squared away, as you write, you can jump around as needed/dont have to write linear because you know whats going to happen regardless.

2) going off of that, when i was writing treading water, i had a first draft of every chapter done before i began posting. granted, this doesnt work for everyone, but having most of the fic fleshed out helped motivate me. again, it also allowed me to jump around. if a scene in chapter 3 was giving me trouble in editting, id edit chapter 5, or i’d expand some dialogue in chapter 10, etc.

if youve already began posting and are having difficulties staying motivated, i would suggest that you give yourself the freedom to jump around and not write chronologically. or even work on something else. if you have a detailed enough outline, you should be able to come back to whats giving you trouble.

3) otherwise, how do i plan fics ? at the end of the day, the outline is just an outline. its malleable and if it changes as i write, thats okay and to be expected!! i often start with a general idea and then just keep expanding outward. i think in terms of scenes, so i ask myself how i would convey certain conflicts or character in the terms of actions/events.

i dont stick with my first idea ever. there were multiple versions of ch8 of treading water, for example, and i hated them all except for the last iteration…

if a scene isnt working or if you dont like what youve written, allow yourself to delete it and try to a different approach. does a scene have to unfold exactly like that? can your character say something else?

4) if you are reaching the end, its common for it to get harder. youve thought about this idea for so long- you’re bound to get annoyed or sick of writing it (‘its all in my head!! why is it not on the paper grr’) so dont be discouraged if thats happening.

5) finally, it may be obvious, but like, if im writing a scene and im stuck on a line, i just skip it. like, i literally write “blahblahblah” or “FIX” and then come back to it later. even if its just a line. or a paragraph. come back to it with a fresh set of eyes. just be kind to yourself !!! its a hobby!!! its fun!!! and the ideas will come, eventually.

[coolkidstuffsblog]

red

misty x nat

"misty..i dont wanna wear a dress." nat spoke "fine..just wear pants or whatever, its your choice dear." nat smiles as misty didnt even try arguing with her about who wears the pants or not.

misty giggles in the other side of the door "nat are you done?" nat hums "yeah you?" "yeah! kay im coming out now." misty heels click on the ground as she rushes to open the door and there revealed the beauty herself.

misty had red lipstick on with a bit of black eyeshadow, eyeliner and to top it off she had a red dress and her hair was in a bun held by a rose hair clip but a strand was out, her red dress exposed her cleavage just enough that the hickie nat gave misty almost showed "you should lift that a bit, the hickie is still there." nat chuckles "check it out nat!" misty lifted her dress a bit to reveal a thigh knife holster "hey how come i didnt get one!" nat says in disappointment "i told you to wear a dress but now i have to, plus i need to lure them in..remember?" nat nods "thats sick." nat smirks "thanks..i made it myself." nat smiles and places a hand around mistys waist "one kiss?" misty shakes her head "you'll ruin my lipstick and plus we may get there a bit late." misty winks as she turns to the door "come on mistyy! theres a couple minutes left." nat huffs as she follows misty downstairs.

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misty sat in the passenger seat and pokes nats side with her red nail "nat..you arent mad at me are you?" nat scoffs "not even one kiss misty." misty shook her head "one kiss and all this is ruined."

nat sighs "fine..but you owe me." misty nodded "ofcourse." misty places her hand onto nats thigh to her satisfaction.

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misty sat across the two men and shook both their hands "hello gorgeous." one of them spoke, he was very nerdy looking and he barely even dressed up for this interaction and the other guy was in a plaid shirt with a scruffy beard.

nat sat next to misty and the beard guy shook her hand "names scott." the nerd spoke "my name is joe." misty leaned onto the table and made eye contact with scott "my names clara..can you tell me more about you scott?" 'misty made a fake name so i should do the same.' nat held back a smirk as she watched the nerd burn into a bright red "my name sarah is..its nice to meet you joe." nat leaned onto the table and crossed her arms "tell me something..where are you from." nat secretly places her hand on mistys thigh making mistys breath hitch "well i work at a flowershop." scott spoke.

mistys eyebrows furrowed as she looked at nat but nat wore a smug look as she kept speaking with joe.

misty felt her hand go a bit closer to her crotch so misty places back on her thigh and whispers to nats ear "bathroom now." nat nods "excuse me boys, we gotta go to the bathroom." both men nod and watch as both ladies go and soon turn to eachother "mine is so hot." scott spoke "mines badass..wish i had yours tho..shes sexy as fuck i mean look at those tits man." joe smirks "man we aint switching..this is a one night stand so we better finish with this talking stage."

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misty slams nat on the wall "what the fuck nat." misty growls "what..im just having fun." misty scoffs "nat! your gonna stop this..because how will i-" nat cut her off "yeah yeah one nightstand and shit..i know what im doing." misty sighs "fine..whatever." misty pulls away but nat presses a kiss on her collar bone "i'll stop..i promise." misty smiles softly as she opens the door and walks to the table.

scott and joe smirk "tell me..what color is it?" nats eyes widen in shock as scott asked misty the question "what is?" scott eyes down to mistys breast and that makes misty tense a bit "oh..well." she smirks and rubs the tip of her heels on his ankle "stick around and find out." misty winks at him making him turn a bright red.

"how about we go back to my hotel yeah?" scott stood up and took mistys hand "ofcourse, goodbye sarah..have fun." misty turns and begins walking off with scott, scott immediantly gets handsy and places his hand on mistys lower back then it slid down farther and that made nat pissed off "so where do you work at?" joe asks snapping nat back into the conversation.

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misty sat on scotts lap as he tried unzipping her dress "wait wait wait..i gotta get ready." scott raises an eyebrow "oh alright." he lets go of misty and misty walks behind him.

pulling out the gun and gun whipping him causing him to fall off the bed to the floor "fuck." misty pulls out her phone from her purse and texts nat 'gotta find the files.' misty puts her phone back and began looking around but first she took his wallet and began looking thru everything.

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nat drank beer and stares to joe as he kept speaking 'fuck this guy needs to shut the fuck up.' nat rolls her eyes as she remembers the plan again.

'whats taking her so long.' nat sighs "lets go to your room..yeah?" joe nods and stood up not even taking her hand but wrapped an arm around her waist 'gross.' nats face scrunched up but she quickly got rid of it.

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misty and nat met at the parking lot "i got nothing..what did you get." misty spoke "i got his wallet and some stuff, you?" nat sighs "i got his wallet, turns out joe has kids and a wife but is out here cheating on em." misty sighs "god..men." she makes a fake gagging sound making nat bark out a laugh

"cmon lets go yeah?" misty smiles but before nat can go into the car nat pulls her in for a small kiss.

misty goes into the car with smudged lipstick and nat goes with lipstick on her lips "jesus christ,you were waiting for this huh?" nat spoke and misty nodded "wait til we get home." nat smirks at the words "fuck yeah."

[chowowed]

Venting very hard about doctors, chronic pain, and being ignored.

one of these days i feel like i should just ask on a reddit thread or smthn about my damn chronic pain. every medical test ive had done has come back inconclusive or normal, but there literally cannot be anything normal about a 25 year old who cant stand straight after sitting for a long time, and who ends up in agony every time it rains. if i walk around a fucking store too long i struggle to put the bags in my fucking car. i can't ride in sedans / low vehicles because I struggle to get out of them. some days i dont want to get out of bed because it hurts so much. 90% of the time it only bothers me mildly but the other 10% (right now) has me so frustrated. weight loss didnt help, exercise didnt help, pain killers work for a few days and then stop. i had to strategically organize my classroom so i had a desk near me at all times in case i got unsteady so i wouldn't fall. my left leg refuses to improve at all, and any amount of babying it just makes the right leg inflamed. i run low grade fevers on the worst pain days. Getting sick at all just makes my hips and back scream at a level 9 pain. i know for a fact if i stopped taking my meds again i'd never sleep because of the pain.

"the kid is 9, his legs are just growing. has weak muscles in thighs but will improve as he ages" -> it has never once improved. I've literally been complaining about this pain since i was a child and unable to properly explain it.

"it may be gout based on bloodwork. this medication should help." -> several years ago, not improving the pain. feels like im wasting my money on this medication. also, literally none of the pain is in my feet/ankle/knees. its literally my spine and hips.

"your periods are causing cysts that press down on your nerves. birthcontrol should help stop that, and the pain will resolve." i was 15. im 25. i havent had a period since i was like 19. if this was the case, why isn't it better.

"xray shows labral tear. should heal on its own." -> been years, zero improvement. recommended absolutely nothing for treatment.

"mri came back clean. you may have arthritis, though." -> what the fuck does that mean. i "may?" how can an mri come back and show nothing was wrong but "maybe" it's arthritis. i was literally in pain on the fucking mri table. they immediately referred me to a spinal surgeon.

"xray appears normal! possible slight arthritis in the spine." -> Spinal surgeon was a flop. why the fuck is a (at the time) 23 year old developing arthritis. can you explain why my lumbar looked crooked. why did my mom's spinal surgeon look at a picture of this xray days later and confirm the L2-L3 looked crooked. did you miss the part where i said degenerative spinal diseases run in my family.

"bloodwork came back clean. theres nothing suggesting of arthritis." -> what the fuck!!! other doc just said i might have it!! do i or do i not have it!! if i dont have it why do i have these symptoms!!

"emg shows no sign of nerve damage." -> then can someone please figure out why i'm experiencing nerve pain in my left leg. freezing/burning/water trickling down/pins and needles on thigh/ i cannot feel any touch on the skin above my knee. thats not normal. that cannot be fucking normal. if its really meralgia paresthetica, can someone figure out WHY and WHAT caused it. i was told that would go away, why has it been almost 10 years and not gone away.

Like at what fucking point do these "clean" reports become a fucking red flag? At what point does someone say "hey, wait, what the fuck. that shouldnt happen" I dont fucking want pain meds!!! i dont want to be sick!! I want answers!!! i just want answers!!! i'm happy to try other means of pain management!! i should not be this creaky, stiff, achey, exhausted, and in pain for a 25 year old. i cant even walk around the goddamn grocery store for twenty minutes. what the ever loving fuck man.

what i do want is my handicap placard back. the dmv wouldnt renew it because my doctor didnt use an official letterhead :'(

[indigo474]

Full moon feels

Madison and I went to GNC- I HAD to get a certain pre workout. We go in- I get what I want. Madison says to me- hey you do realize that guy in there was drooling over you right- WHAT? I had no idea. She says she felt like she was 3rd wheeling and she starts telling me all the reason how he was into me. She tells me I need a guy like him in my life and i HAVE to go younger because men my age are old and on and on. Funny thing is the last time i was in there- a longtime ago- the same guy told me to stop back in to see him and tell him how i liked the pre workout. She is positive this guy was super into me- I am blissfully unaware.. he was nice and complimented my bag and gave me a discount - i noticed they sell wedding rings and I commented that i thought it was odd- he asked if i needed one... No,thats the last thing i need thank you very much. I have no idea why there is such a disconnect in my brain when it comes to men. I wish i was more aware. Madison thinks I should go back in to see him. Another missed opportunity. The pre workout made me sick-too strong .. I walked in the park but felt horrible and i had to pee. I got totally overwhelmed in home depot.. overstimulated. I started getting down on myself- i feel so helpless when it comes to the things i need to get done in my place. I wish I had someone who could teach me things. Madison wishes the same and she made a comment about us not having any men in our lives. Madison is very happy here-i'm kind of surprised.. she swore she wanted out of this town. She told me she feels safe here and she's been sleeping well. She was sweet today.. I was trying to pick out light bulbs and there were so many different kinds i just couldn't and I started to spiral-inward spiral.. overwhelmed and that voice in my head started - your a fucking idiot you cant even pick out a light bulb.. i told her i was starting to feel bad about myself and she said to me your probably just overstimulated and there are way to many choices and she said lets get out of here- then, she took me to lunch.. she also told me she thinks i'm doing a great job. she registered for the community college today. i'm happy about that. its funny she wanted out of this town and i didnt want to leave but now i'm wondering if maybe i should have. maybe leaving what i know would have been an opportunity for growth. I like it here. Im getting use to it. I was able to get paint swatches- i can paint.. i need to figure out how to get wood and where to store it.. also im gonna need a rake and i really should talk to the lady in the clubhouse.. work was awful this week and i am going ot have to do damage control on monday and it feels like my team is falling apart. I wonder if i should down load the dating apps again. I really do not want to. i have enough to do around here but sometimes i think it would be nice to at least talk to someone. anyway- the moon- the moon- so bright and is that Jupiter i see?? i think so

[skycolorkeeper]

no one is following me here right??? ok good. my rsd has gotten so fucking bad that my boss showing even a little “hey dont do that” to me solidifies in my mind that i need to kill myself! cool. why cant other people remember good things that ive done so that i dont have to! because i cant! when i get like this i face nothing but a hollow crumbling fortress built of sand that the floor is giving out under me and im gonna fucking die and all anyone offline is ever gonna think of me is that im a sick little freak!!!! if i live with someone long enough theyll realize i am truly deeply unshakably broken and wont stick around and ill die ill die ill die ill die ill die ill die ill die ill die ill die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me why do i only want to live when i am faced with the end of my life and as soon as the smallest possible inconvenience comes by i beg for death it makes no sense i will always be a terrible ungrateful spoiled little brat i suck im worthless i dont want to work hard or put in effort and thats why no one likes me i should die i should die i should die i should die i should die i should die i should die

[lxvebun]

Hi!! Luv your writing! i was wondering if we could have how dabi and hawks would propose? Ty <3

Dabi & hawks proposing to you

Hi honey! Yess I love this request thank you! Also just because im extra i made a little moodboard to go with it! Hope you dont mind and hope you enjoy this.

english is not my first language so im sorry for any mistakes <33

Cw: dabi calls you doll, hawks calls you dove and babybird, dabi pretends to be sick, thats it i think lol

Dabi

He is so nervous about the whole thing

Not because he thinks you're going to say no

You made it very clear that he's the love of your life and you love him so much

He's more worried about it not being good enough for you

Everything has to be perfect for his sweet doll

But he does have everything planned out very quickly

Mostly because mans has been thinking about marrying you for atleast half of your relationship.

It will probably be at home

I mean he's a villain he can't really go out

And he wants it to be private and special between the two of you

First he will make sure you're out of the house

So dumbass will probably pretend he's sick and needs you to buy this Very very specific medicine on the other side of town

*coughs extremely loud like the dramatic dumbass he is* " DOll can you come here for a sec"

"Jesus what happend to you, are you okay?

"Im feeling very sick any chance you can buy some medicine for me?

"Yeah ofcourse baby, which one?

" *random medicine name cause idk*

" oh and can you also buy some chickensoup

"Yea-"

"And an ice pack"

"Okay su-"

"And some candy

" is that all?

"Yeah :)

"Okay il be back in an hour at most you gonna be okay?

"Yup but you should get going before they close. *chucks your wallet at you* here you go doll be safe *pushes you out the door*

Man has never worked so fast in his entire life

First he cleans up the appartment a bit

Lights some of your favorite candles

Tries his best to set up a really cute dining table near the windows

Im sure dabi can cook a bit but since he doesn't want to mess up he'll just order from your favorite restaurant

With money that he definitely stole

Puts on nice soft music

Its turning page by sleeping at last because that song is amazing and if i dont get married with that song im not getting married

Throws around some rose petals because☆ romance☆

Has probably watched some proposal videos on youtube to see what he has to do.

Hey baby im on my way home should he there in about 10 min. See you soon xx. Send 7:45

His heart started beating out of his chest

You're almost home

Out of nervousness he starts pacing around

Did he forget something?

Is everything in place

When is he going to propose?

Should he do it over dinner?

While watching a movie?

Do you wanna dance?

Baby was so distracted that he didn't even notice you opening the door

*gasp* "baby whats this all about :)!?"

"Doll! Jesus didn't even hear you come in. I just wanted a romantic night with you ;)"

":') baby thats so cute"

"You're not actually sick are you?"

"Nope just needed some time to set this up"

He grabs all of the stuff you bought out of your hands and just dumps them somewere out of sight.

"Sit down il bring out the food"

He didn't cook it but he put it very nicely on a plate

After enjoying your very nice dinner he stood up and offerd you his hand

"?? Yeah?"

"Come on were going to dance"

" dance? YOU know how to dance?"

" No but it can't be that hard come on"

It was hard lol

stepping on your toes multiple times

But you two had fun!

He decided that he would propose after the song ended

Eventually you two got the hang of it

It was still a bit clumsy but atleast your toes were safe now

And the way you were looking at him

So full of love

If he was able to cry he would

Yeah, I wanna spend the rest of my life with this sweetheart

Song ends and poof

Boy is down on one knee

Very clumsily grabs the ring from his pockets

You're just standing there like

:'O

" Y/n Y/l, you are the love of my life. Everyday I fall a bit more in love with you and truly I can't imagine life without you anymore. You make me feel loved and safe and happy, these emotions i haven't felt in years just came back to me a hundred times stronger since ive met you. Would you do me the honor to make me your husband and marry me? :D

You didn't even say anything just jumped in his arms and showerd his face with kisses and ending on his lips

"Il take that as a yes"

"Ofcourse its a yes dumbass. Give me the ring."

When he put the ring on

my god you are beautiful

swears he's the happiest man alive knowing you will always be by his side

Hawks

Keigo is more excited than nervous

He always wanted to get married and now he's about to propose to the love of his life!

He knew very quickly that he wanted to give you his last name

That means he's also been planning this for a super long time

Definitely has a special notebook for this

Full of ideas on proposing and weddings

Boy has a pinterest board full of wedding aesthetics

He cannot contain his joy when he buys the ring

It's all getting so real

He has definitely accidentally spilled that he was going to propose to you to other heroes.

He's so excited he has to share it with someone!

Hawks will also want to do it in private.

He will propose ontop of the highest roof top for a few reasons

1. He does not need to make an excuse for you to get out of the house 2. The view is absolutely amazing. 3 its private and 4 you two can have a fun little flying trip.

He probably just tells you he needs to do a few extra patrol rounds and that he will be home late

"Hey sweet dove, I have to do a few more rounds so I will be home late :( I know I usually say don't wait up but will you please wait up? :3 send 9:55

"Hey baby yes ofcourse don't worry about it. Should i make some food for when you get back? Send 9:59

No il bring some with me! Thank you babybird see you soon!! Send 10:03

It doesn't take him long at all to set everything up

He just uses his feathers to help him put everything in place

A romantic candle lit dinner under the stars

Your favorite food

String of lights all around the roofstop

Flowers and plants everywhere

Soft music playing in the background

Everything is set up within 30 minutes

Time to get his dove!

You always leave the balcony door open for him

And for a while he just stares at you

My god he is actually about to propose :D

Eventually he flies up to the balcony and enters the house

Giving you a super tight hug

"Hey baby! That was actually pretty fast how did it go?"

"Hey dove, everything was pretty calm today dont know why they needed me BUT I did find a really cool view from a rooftop come on I wanna show you."

You didn't really get the chance to say anything because man was already pulling you outside and flew off with you without warning

You don't mind tho. You actually like flying with him. You know that even being this high up he will never drop you.

Eventually you reach the rooftop

"Keigo baby are you sure we can be here? I dont think this is for the public

:o

"Babybird this is for us XD"

"OOOH"

" thats so nice :') thank you"

" come on lets eat I got your favorite food :D"

Birdman will definitely propose through your favorite dessert.

You know when they write "will you marry me" in a dessert sauce

Thats exactly what he does

AND he wrote it himself :')

"I also got your favorite dessert dove but first I need you to close your eyes

"Hmm okay :)"

Now he has time to put the ring on the plate nicely

Now that the moment is so close hes

Shaking omg

Keeps telling himself that it will be fine, you will say yes and both of you will be incredibly happy.

He puts the dessert down infront of you and sits down on the opposite side

Probably counts to 10 in his head to calm down

"Okay you can open your eyes now

:)

:| ?

:'D 💞

"Y/n y/l my sweet dove, the love and light of my life, the one person I completely trust and completely feel safe with. You make me so incredibly happy honestly everytime I look at you I feel like my heart is going to burst with love. Will you please marry me? :')"

"Yes ofcourse baby!!!!"

Both love, happiness and relief flows through his body

Stands up and picks you up as well twirling you around before bringing you into a super tight hug

He's crying

You're crying

But both of you are incredibly happy.

Now its time to plan the wedding

Mans has an entire notebook for it so it probably wont take long

This was longgg if there are any annoying mistakes do tell haha but i really enjoyed writing this. I hope you all like it as well.

Read my dni before interacting

[killyourdarlingskyd]

**COMMISSION**

..Y/N's PREGNANCY SCARE ft. DAZAi..

Pronouns requested she/her

They were told to investigate the murder of an informant and by looks of the detail the port mafia made the perfect suspect. With Ranpo busy on another case and kunikida out to fill the annual report, dazai took Y/N to be the perfect candidate.

As they passed the police tapes Y/N felt the sudden urge to puke, luckily she found a trash can near the alley. It felt wrong was she sick, was it food poisoning, or maybe the sight and smell of the dead body no that couldn't be it she'd seen so much worse or could it be... no it couldn't.

Dazai came looking like he knew it was the port mafia and even who was responsible.

"So we're done here"y/n said

" looks that way" dazai said

"Well i need to pickup a few things I'll see u back at ada then"

"where are u headed?"

"Oh just the store" y/n said trying to make it seem as normal and boring as possible.

"I'll come"

He just didn't want to do the typing work back at the office plus accompanying a co-worker didn't sound so bad.

They entered the store and dazai almost immediately strated trying out the glasses near the counter.

Y/N felt uneasy, she took the support of the counter while passing by, dazai noticed.

She couldn't be yes her period was late but maybe it would come tomorrow a week late wasn't that big of a deal or was it. She hadn't rly thought about it till now. she decided to take the test but that would mean buying them and with dazai at the counter he would surely notice but would it matter if he knew he could keep a secret right he looked like he'd kept many. Maybe she was overthinking it.

So she went over to the counter and bought two.

Dazai just looked.

She placed both tests below the sink and went out to see dazai sitting on one of the chairs meant for the workers. She sat on the other.

"So who's the father" he asks

"Oh you know"

Y/N decided to get a pack of cigarettes

She smoked sometimes when she got stressed. She was about to lit it when dazai came and took it out of her mouth.

"Hey" she said

"thats not good for the baby"

"i know, and there's no baby, not yet.

you should give me that back, maybe i dont want it, maybe smoking will kill it , if it even exists."

Dazai stands there listening playing with the cigarette in his hand.

"I can get an abortion there's always that choice. What would you do ?"

"Abortion would be an open option"

A few seconds go by

"Its too quite, say something"

"you're scared"

"No im not scared, im terrified. I never thought about wanting a kid, im not rly good with kids, i dont particularly like them either, they're rly hard to.. you have to raise them everything ill do it'll effect and be a part of them forever, gawd did 5 minutes always take this long"

"you'll be fine if your the only one but there's going to be the two of you"

"yeah he will be perfect"

"Can i be the Godfather" dazai asks eagerly

"hmm maybe, just maybe" y/n says as she goes to check.

She feels better a part of her now hoping its positive.

It turns out to be negative.

When she comes back out dazai hands her the cigarette.

Yes indeed I did search up about pregnancy for half an hour, because Ik Nothin, my moms sure gone get concerned by lookin at the search history, whatfun.

[duckugou]

golden

Kenma x GN!reader

Im trying to stray away from my comfort zone of just writing readers that use she/her so bear with me

sorry if this lowkey sucks but it was inspired by harry styles song golden

cw: big cursing, huge fluff, strangers to friends to lovers, comfort, aged up!

come to my asks to be a part of my taglist! just let me know what kinds of fics/ what fandom/ what characters/ etc you want to be tagged in!

Requests are open!!

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Being a streamer comes with perks. Being comfy at home, not having to face people in real life every day, playing games, typical shit. Another perk is making good friends.

Meeting people on a voice chat is common for Kenma -guys and gals alike. What he wasnt expecting one night was the sweetest voice on the other end of his headphones.

"You're all fucks- I'm better at this game than all of you combined. Try me."

To think that was the sentence that made Kenma's ears perk up and burn.

"What the hell ever- we have the great Kodzuken on our side." One of the guys said, half joking half dead serious.

"Oh yeah, he isn't even speaking up to defend your pussy asses- probably knows I could beat him too." You could hear the smirk in that last part.

"U-uh, no. You can't beat me. Nobody can actually. Not at this game." Kenma rebutted , confident in his gaming skills but not so much his speaking skills to this stranger.

"Oh man, you certainly sound confident. Come on, Kodzuken- 1v1 me then. Show me who the best really is."

Kenma suddenly felt nervous. Should he really demolish this stranger? Isn't it polite to let the person you like win? He didn't like this person yet but god their voice was attractive.

"Fine. Send the request." He decided.

"Sent, fucker."

The game resulted in a tie because this stranger actually knew what they were doing. They both threw friendly insults at each other the whole time of course, making each of them laugh a little.

"Okay fine. The great Kodzuken himself almost beat me. Im almost honored to have a great streamer almost beat me."

"Well you almost beat me too- uh-" Kenma stuttered over the fact that he didn't know how to address this stranger.

"Oh! Call me Y/n." The person giggled.

"You can uh, call me Kenma."

"Oh you don't want me to repeat your title over and over like everyone else?" They laughed.

"No, friends don't call me that. They use my name name." His ears were burning.

"Friends, huh? Guess that means you owe me your number so we can schedule a rematch where I can properly beat your ass."

"Huh, guess so."

A few months had gone by and Y/n and Kenma were as close as they could be. They found out they live close by each other and began hanging out a lot.

Y/n would be in the back of his streams on occasion and wouldn't hesitate to speak up during them. Thats the thing about Y/n. They've always been so outspoken. Since the start. Everything they talk about comes so easy to Y/n. Nothing is held back. Kenma knows everything about them. He on the other hand is still a bit closed off. Quiet. The two are so opposite yet so alike. Kenma doesn't speak much about himself, opting to listen.

Especially when talking about past relationships.

One night, they were sat in Kenmas room in separate chairs, letting conversations flow.

"So, you've dated but why have the relationships ended?" Y/n asked.

"Ah, I dont know- its not important. Why did yours end?" Kenma flipped the question as he always does.

"One guy cheated," Y/n tossed a piece of popcorn in the air, missing their mouth and brushing it off. "One girl left because she was leaving for school, and one guy just didn't mesh with me. Your turn." Y/n pushed the question back.

"Uh- well. I don't click with people easily. I'm pretty closed off so when I date it usually ends in hurt feelings by accident or they get sick of me." Kenma finally admitted.

"Huh." Y/n flopped onto their stomach on the bed after setting down the popcorn. "Don't you like anyone though? Like- if you liked someone enough, do you think you would give opening up a shot?"

"I mean I guess. Nobody ever takes the time to...pry me open." That got a laugh out of Y/n. Good. "But yeah I do like someone."

Sitting up suddenly, Y/n became visibly excited.

"TELL ME WHO."

"No god no- it isnt important." Kenmas ears burned again.

"Come onnnnn. Its gotta be someone big time cool to earn your heart. I have to approve."

Y/n pulled Kenma from his chair to the bed, not letting go of his hand as he sat down.

"Theyre very cool- and very sweet. Understanding. Someone who stands up for me and makes me comfortable-" Kenma began gushing.

"Do I know them?" Y/n interrupted.

"Y-yeah. You sure do." Kenma scratched the back of his neck.

"Oooh ok, a guessing game. Describe them more- their looks!" Y/n held his hand tighter, bouncing up and down with excitement.

"Well- ok." Kenma took a deep breath and decided he could be vague enough. "Theyre short. As short if not shorter than me. Competitive. Very cute smile-"

"TOO VAGUE give me the JUICY DETAILS" Y/n pushed.

"They uh- they have..pretty eyes." He was staring at this point, eyes wandering around Y/ns face to find more things to describe. "cute nose too I guess. Squishy cheeks. Glasse-"

"WHO THE HELL IS IT KENMA- its starting to sound like youre describing me." Y/n laughed.

"No- I'm totally not!" Kenma rushed.

"Tell this person you like them. You look so happy when you talk about them. Its kind of sickening."

"I can't just do that." Kenma stated flatly.

"Yeah you can."

"No-"

"DO ITTTT. Nothing to be scared of- it's CUTE. They would be dumb to not like you."

Kenma sighed, knowing he couldn't tell Y/n the truth about who he liked. What does he usually do when he's put in a corner like this? Oh thats right-

"Who do you like then Y/n?" He asked, proud of himself for deflecting again.

"Oh thats easy. You." Y/n said, letting go of his hand and laying back on the bed, leaving Kenma sitting up and stunned.

"What? No I mean a crush idiot. Who do you liiikkkeee?" Kenma pushed, hoping he didn't hear Y/n wrong.

"You, Kenma. I've had a crush since our first tie in a game. Thought that was obvious-"

Kenma flopped back on the bed as well. The both of them looking at each other.

"Oh. My person is uh... really... open and honest." Kenma said quietly.

"Is that why you wont tell them?" Y/n asked just as hushed.

"Yeah... what if right now they say yes but then their feelings change one day? That would hurt so bad. Worse than not telling them ever." He whispered.

There was silence. They knew what they both just admitted. Kenmas heart started racing. This might've fucked everything up. He might lose them. But they like him too so why is he so scared?

Y/n held his hand again.

"I know that youre scared because I'm so open...but hey... If you wanna give it a try..." Y/n whispered, scared about whether or not their honesty fucked them over.

"You might be right this time Y/n." Kenma whispered.

The space between them was closed due to both of them being drawn together like magnets in that moment. A sweet kiss.

"Let's try it then. I'll work on... being more open if you'd like." Kenma said.

"Kenma. I dont want you to change one bit. I like you the way you are."

Acceptance. It was the best thing Kenma has ever felt.