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#it’s good don’t get me wrong but it’s not like omg insane I can’t stop I’m addicted and need to know what happens
katierosefun · 2 years
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contemplating once again how i’ve just learned to not take things too personally these days. not so much as a “i’m cool with people being rude to me” kind of way, but more like how i’ve noticed myself just FORCING myself to not linger on every single social interaction i’ve had with a person. that one girl who just walked away after i introduced myself? whatever. that other guy who pointedly ignored me every time i said something? go off, i guess. that one girl who immediately dropped me once she found shiny new people to play with? could not care less. i think there’s a lot to be said in that a) i’ve decided i should be on my own side at least, and b) i’ve decided that i don’t need to go out of my way to be nice to people who like to ice others out, and c) cool, these experiences have just taught me how to reserve my energy for people who i might actually care about!
#caroline talks#mm. law school orientation . . .#don’t get me wrong I’ve met so many fantastic people#but I’ve also met some really . . . mm….questionable folks#I mean such is law you’re gonna find insanely privileged folks who are like ‘oh my whole family is composed of lawyers <3’#and ‘omg your English is SO good for …. you know [pointing at my obvious Asian-ness]’#and just in general other trivial things like some folks trying to find Who their people are y’know#and it’s like. i get it.#im probably subconsciously doing the same exact thing#so I can’t be mad at anyone#but y’know. i actually just was talking to someone#for like an hour and a half over text. someone I met for 2 minutes and we’ve hit it off#and im like ‘huh. this is neat.’#and im forcing myself to not immediately go into ‘WHAT DOES THIS PERSON WANT FROM ME’ mode#this person literally goes ‘hey I thought you were sweet :) just wanted to say hi :)’#and my lizard brain goes ‘THIS PERSON HAS ILL INTENTIONS THEY’RE GOING TO TRY TO GET SOMETHING FROM ME’#until I realized a) they’re not in my section so we literally can’t help each other in the study sense at least not during finals#and b) we talked to each other for 2-5 minutes what could they have POSSIBLY gleaned from me in 2-5 minutes#and c) maybe people are just NICE and FRIENDLY and i should STOP acting like every person is like the folks from my hometown#also she laughed at my fanfiction joke SOOOOOO#anyways. nervous ramblings from a nervous person and etc carrying along#ngl I would resent all my past for turning me into the wary wreck I am today#but like I think I’ve also reached the point where I’m like. so everyone’s got some weird trauma about social settings#there’s got to be another person like me out here#and there are!
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exbeaut · 2 years
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Cruel prince series?? Anyone??
#if yes can we discuss Holly black#bc I’m almost done book of night and like yes I have found myself reading the book in one day but#I feel like#I’m not reading it in one day bc it’s SO GOOD AND I CANT STOP#it’s more just like yeah it’s good it’s decent but if I didn’t love the cruel prince series I prob wouldn’t like it#just bc of having read cp series many times I’m used/can accept her ‘style’ of writing#and like by style I mean the annoying things about it like how she describe clothes they are wearing down to the brands#like I thought the cringed ass descriptions in cp of like Jude wearing converse and a star tshirt were due to the times like 2013?? or whate#but now in this brand new book she is describing her wearing the black tee and vans and I’m like?? do we need to do that#but like I’m used to/and expect that like cringe wattpad type descriptions LOL u know not wattpad but u know the vibe it’s like ifykyk#but anyway I’m not saying book of night is bad bc I do like it I’m enjoying the book and read like 2/3rds of it at work today#it’s good don’t get me wrong but it’s not like omg insane I can’t stop I’m addicted and need to know what happens#basically I’m not hyper fixated on it LOL#but anyway idk what I’m saying rn but it’s good?? but not like OMG GOOD GREAT AMAZING#anyway if anyone is feeling these things or has read/fixated on cp series talk to me about it pls#but also just want to state that I wasn’t like OMG I LOVE THIS SERIES with the cruel prince series like I read all three books in a day#like a day and a half idk it was like a weekend I had half off so like after 4pm Saturday until Sunday night#but then re reading it twice (??I think twice might be 3x tho)since the first time it’s like yes now I am obsessed and love cp series and#Jude and Cardan 😭😭😭😭#but anyway what I’m saying is that I knew from the first time I read co the first Holly black book I had read that her writing was well...#something I had to adjust to and force myself to ignore the cringey aspects of it and it’s just like cringey in my POV u know like everyone#is different#but anyway I am rambling sm rn I make no sense but I’m just trying to make it clear I don’t dislike Holly or her writing but I’m just#admitting that her books that I consider favs of mine are considered it more bc I had fun and felt things while reading it and less bc of#like idk the intellectual quality of the prose of that makes sense
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teapartyprincess4two · 2 months
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omg can you make a chris version to the talkative fic? my english isn’t very good i apology if this doesn’t make sense!
Talkative- C. Sturniolo
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pairing: Yapper!reader x Boyfriend!Chris
classification: SFW & NSFW headcannons
inspiration: request^^
warnings: some 18+ content, use of y/n, established relationship
summary: head cannons of Chris with a talkative, yapper girlfriend!
Talkative- M. Sturniolo (Matt’s Version)
Talkative- N. Sturniolo (Nick’s Version)
☆ SFW
You love to talk and that’s something Chris has loved about you from the moment he met you. He, much like you, is extremely extroverted, but every girl he’s talked to in the past has always found him to be too much. You’re his perfect match and although he also likes to talk, he loves to listen too.
☆ Chris never gets tired of hearing you talk, “Babe tell me the story about the teddy bear again.”
☆ You retell stories in such a detailed way that he can’t help but burst into laughter even if he’s heard it before.
☆ When you talk about your friends, it’s like you’re explaining their lore in full detail each time.
☆ “No, babe, that was Savannah. I’m talking about Teala,” or “Dude, I’m telling you that’s why they fired that bitch.”
☆ He has all the characters memorized, even categorizing their lives into arcs, episodes, and seasons.
☆ “Wow Teala is in her villain arc,” and “On this weeks episode of, Who the Fuck is Getting Fired!”
☆ He loves asking you questions because you somehow know the answer to everything.
☆ You’ll be eating dinner and suddenly a random question will pop into his mind, “Y/n, what does litigate mean? I heard someone use it today, sounded fancy.”
☆ You look up at him mid bite, slightly confused but also intrigued at a new topic of conversation.
☆ “I think it has something to do with the law, I don’t know, babe. But one time I heard someone say that on one of those court shows…” you drone on for a while.
☆ Chris always Googles the answers afterwards, not because he doesn’t believe you, but because he truly thinks you’re the smartest person on this planet and you haven’t been wrong yet.
☆ You’re both equally insane, you’ll laugh like crazy people no matter where you are.
☆ You tell the best jokes too, your mind works so fast that you’re able to create comebacks and quick, witty remarks to everything he says.
☆ Sometimes you’ll join him and his brothers on grocery trips, and the both of you wander off just completely in your own world.
☆ You’re the only person who can catch Chris off guard.
☆ You’ll say something completely unexpected and outlandish, causing him to pause whatever he’s doing and stare at you in shock.
☆ “Babe! No way you just said that.”
☆ “I said it, and I’ll say it again.”
☆ When you’re with friends, you tend to talk over each other and your friends almost break their necks switching their attention between you and Chris.
☆ To other people it might seem like you’re fighting each other for the spotlight, but in reality you’re able to bounce off each other’s energy and add on to whatever the other says.
☆ He knows what it’s like to be called annoying, so if anyone ever makes you feel uncomfortable for being talkative he defends you without hesitation.
☆ “Watch your fucking mouth. Don’t say shit like that about her.”
☆ Every conversation you have is full of inside jokes that no one else can keep up with, and it’s literally something new every week.
☆ Although other people are confused by the jokes, you and Chris understand each other fully, almost like you speak your own made up language.
☆ You make each other laugh so hard that your cheeks and ribs will start hurting.
☆ “Chris stop! I’m gonna pee,” you wheeze, rolling over on your side as you try to catch your breath.
☆ He keeps going though, making you laugh harder by making silly faces and funny voices through his story.
☆ After long days of filming and being away from you, he’ll cuddle up next to you in bed and murmur through the drowsiness, “Talk to me baby.”
☆ You know he’s tired so you don’t talk his ear off at a high energy, you just retell your day and play with his hair, kissing his face between sentences.
☆ He loves the sound of your voice, each word as sweet as honey, instantly lulling him into a peaceful sleep.
☆ You’re very opinionated and sometimes you say something he disagrees with, instantly creating a debate between the two of you.
☆ The debates always start off innocent, just you two going back and forth with opinions and the occasional fact.
☆ It’s not until it gets personal that Chris gets upset, giving you the silent treatment until you’re begging for him to talk to you again.
☆ “Chris, I’m sorry! Just talk to me, I’m so bored without you!” He tries putting on a tough guy act, but it never lasts long so he’s forgiving you within seconds.
☆ When you’re around older people, they always comment on what a nice, kind couple you two are because you engage in conversation with everyone.
☆ “What a nice old lady,” Chris says, slinging an arm around you as you both walk away.
☆ “Such wisdom,” you chime in, both of you falling into a fit of laughter. You could never take anything serious.
☆ NSFW
☆ Chris knows not to look too into your conversations with other guys, but sometimes he can’t help but get jealous.
☆ He’ll lose you at a party and find you talking to a stranger, an excited aura surrounding you as you jump from topic to topic.
☆ When he sees the guy becoming too comfortable and touchy, he makes his way over to you and inserts himself in the conversation.
☆ Later, he’s fucking you to teach you a lesson and clamping a strong hand over your mouth to keep you quiet, “This dirty little mouth of yours got you in trouble, Princess.”
☆ Other times he just gets turned on by your voice.
☆ He wants you to talk him through the sex and guide him on what positions you want.
☆ “C’mon baby, tell me how bad you want it.”
☆ Despite you both being talkative, there’s times when you’re so fucked out you’re speechless.
☆ The only sound that fills the room is skin slapping and Chris’s animalistic grunts, followed by your whimpers and small squeaks.
☆ He relishes in it, “This dick has you speechless, huh?”
☆ All he gets in response is a whimper, as you claw at his back for support.
☆ Chris loves when you dirty talk him, using your words to say filthy things to him.
☆ It riles him up beyond belief, and if you keep it going he’s lasting at least 3 rounds.
☆ Afterwards, he loves cuddling or spooning, both of you talking for hours about your future together.
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A/n:
Happy birthday to me! (It was yesterday at this point)
Thank you for this request and NEVER apologize for your English/ grammar. I’m a bilingual education major and I firmly believe you don’t need to apologize for that EVER. I luv u!
Also I’m bilingual (English & Spanish) If any of yall ever want to send in a request in Spanish, go ahead bbys! LOS AMO 💋💋💋
Lastly, I’ll admit that this was harder to write than Matt’s version idky
- L.A.M.B👼🏻💗
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star-girl69 · 3 months
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i think aphrodite kid reader x clarisse is simply just better??? like the trope is just superior??? like, we have clarisse who is tough, and mean and one of the strongest people at camp, then we have reader who is kind and compassionate and really doesn’t care all that much about fighting. so naturally, clarisse is super protective and treats reader like a princess?? how could people dislike it 😔😔
no exactly and i actually must write about this - basically this is just all about the little things clarisse does for her perfect princess angel daughter of aphrodite gf (me!!!!!!)
okay as payment for my absence please accept some shitty headcanons I LOVE YOU ALL BYEEEE
she’s just always DOING THINGS FOR YOU
she’s so perceptive and she always knows exactly what you want and need even if you don’t know it yourself
like if you like wearing high heels one) clarisse genuinely wonders what is wrong w you
she sees no practicality in them bc there isn’t lol
but also she’s like omg???? MY GF feels safe enough around me to wear shoes she can’t run in???? WHAT JOY!!!!!!!!!
and you’ll come back to your cabin being all ugh omg my feet hurt so bad laying on the bed and putting your feet UP
and clarisse is like “well i could have told you that”
excuse me????
“don’t get me wrong baby you look gorgeous and i love you wearing heels but it’s your funeral”
“DIE”
she just laughs and takes your shoes off
she’ll continue to bully you as she’s literally massaging your feet like ok girl yeah we see you
clarisse is also a MENACE about making sure you eat
“did you eat today?”
“babe you SAW me at lunch”
“just making sure….”
you’re just so kind and amazing and clarisse loves you so much but you are not the best at fighting!
she is constantly stressed when you’re not by her side
bc no one loves you like her who will protect you 💔💔💔💔
when someone takes advantage of you she gets so PISSED OFF
bc it’s not like someone is beating you up it’ll be like someone is using you as their personal therapist or smth and you’re just like “pls go speak to an actual professional wtf 😭😭😭”
and she’s so pissed off bc WHY IS THIS BITCH PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TORTURING HER GIRL??????
she’s not afraid to beat people up for you and actually enjoys it!
anyways, clarisse is also a koala bear
and an emotionally stunted caveman
she’s not good with her words so these actions are all she has to show you that she loves you
idk if y’all have noticed but clar rarely saying ily to y/n bc it’s my personal headcanon that she has such a hard time saying those words. she shows you she loves you but for some reason it’s just so hard to get the words out. (…BC SHE IS AN EMOTIONALLY STUNTED CAVEMAN)
so she quickly adapts to do all these little things
if you’re walking down a flight of stairs trust she is holding your hand
QUEEN of opening jars for you
if you’re not feeling well or you’re tired or just feeling lazy she’ll bully someone into doing your chores for you
also this bitch is NOT afraid to stand up for you and make sure you get what you deserve.
like that one meme
“UM… she said NO PICKLES… you fucking dumbasses…”
“CLARISSE 😭😭😭”
also like in “better than revenge” she loves to watch you do your makeup
finds it so fascinating that you can only get PRETTIER
like she’s okay at makeup but you can do that shit perfectly like standing on your head
you make it seem so effortless
she’s not a HUGE makeup girly but sometimes she’ll let you just go crazy
so you can sit on top of her….. that one sapphic meme yes…..
also she’s constantly bragging about you
“yeah… i have the prettiest gf in camp… y’all are just losers what can i say”
ofc if anyone were to agree w her she would go insane
“yeah y/n is so pretty”
“um ok yeah you don’t have to say it i say it enough….”
even if one of your siblings gives you a compliment she’s like HOLD THE FUCK ON- then she remembers THATS YOUR SIBLING ITS OK and she’s like oh this is so embarrassing.
will she stop? no ofc not
she’s constantly telling you how pretty you are. beautiful. gorgeous. exquisite. all the words
loves kissing you all over
KISSES YOUR HAND 🤭🤭
anyways going back to the clarisse koala bear agenda that got away from me
she’s just always touching you
hand on the small of your hand guiding you somewhere
hand around your waist
SITTING IN HER LAP AT CAMPFIRES
no matter what type of hair you have she’s obsessed w it. if you have pin straight hair she’s so obsessed w the fact that you don’t need a huge curl routine like her, finds it fascinating
if you do have curls she loves doing a curl routine together
whatever whatever type of hair you have she’s obsessed with it and will wash it for you if you want
so soft and lovingly like a more of a scalp massage than a hair washing
will brush your hair for you, braid it for you, anything you like just OBSESSED
she loves when you like sit on top of a picnic table and then she gets to sit in between your legs on the bench thinks it’s so so fun and so so silly
she LOVESSSSS sleeping w you OBVI.
on top of you, you on top of her, she’s a koala bear. like entirely wrapped around you
partially bc she is as aforementioned a koala bear and partly bc she is overprotective even in her sleep
if you move in the middle of the night even just a little bit
she’s a super light sleeper i feel like
always on the guard fr ✊
a little bit better when you’re there tho
so if you move in the middle of the night she’ll just like caress your hair and kiss your cheek and try to shush you back to sleep
like bitch you’re still asleep have you never heard of ADJUSTING? MOVING? SHIFTING?
hope you’re not one of those people who has to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night bc with clarisse that will stop
you can’t abandon her even for 2 minutes even for basic bodily functions like you just can’t it’s so inconsiderate to her… 💔
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thatdeadaquarius · 10 months
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I HAVE BENN HIT WITH INSPO FOR ASK MY BELOVED !2937!4;!6!5?3
So ya know how paimon has been kinda sus in sumeru right? Down right bashing their culture 🤨
I NEED blunt readers reaction of that
Like,, we love her and all but sometimes she just need to be put back in her place ',:/
In the case that she is not familiar with the our "ancient"/blunt language, she would be just DUMBSTRUCK !
Anywayysss just a thought.
LOVE YAAAAAA!
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OHHHH MY FUCKING GODDD IM SO GLAD WE ALL INDIVIDUALLY GOT UP. AND SAID FUCK YOU PAIMON. EVEN THE PAIMON ENJOYERS SHOULD NOT BE SIDING W/ HER ON THIS ONE-
LIKEEE OKAY HOYO DEVS WE KNEW U GUYS WERE PIECES OF SHIT BUT RLLY?? CONVERTING PAIMON TO UR BS???
My genuine reaction when getting into Sumeru at first:
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Like im so happy u sent this bc this gives me an excuse to write all my rants and comebacks for every Offensive Racist Paimon Line!
also omg, i couldnt find ANY of her rough lines abt pronoucing Sumeru names or something, like no google searches showed ANYTHING- wtf- paimon trying not to get cancelled out here in??
Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (they/them only)
Planet: Language Shenanigans
Orbit: Headcanons-ish, tiny scenario
Stars: Paimon, slight mentions of traveler (aether or lumine), Tighnari, Alhaitham, Kaveh, Cyno
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: cussing, slight racism/culturally insults, Paimon-bashing & Trigger Warnings: slight racism/cultural insults
Bascially if you don’t know, Paimon’s had a lot of weirdly slightly out of character/insulting lines about the names of Sumeru characters/Aranara/and has insulted Sumeru food too. 💀 And she’s never said any of that about any other country that we’ve been to before, like it’s especially weird PAIMON of all people insulting FOOD.
It’s givingggg… racism. Or at least culturally offensive.
So anyway, these are all from memory or vague impressions of what she’s said, as I can’t find the exact voicelines!
“Ararana- what?! Goodness gracious, must all these names be so great in length and difficult to pronounce!”
“Your name is probably pretty shit for them to say too, Paimon, don’t worry.”
Literally can feel the jaw drops of the Aranara that was trying to introduce themselves, and Paimon herself as she sputters,
the blonde traveler has like, completely turned around to, y’know, cough (laugh their ass off)
Oh you never let that shit slide, much to the amusement (and honestly a little respect) from all of Sumeru residents
When Paimon struggles to pronounce names, you just immediately start sounding it out reallllyyy slowly, to the point of like- taking a couple of seconds for each syllable lmao
“Don’t worry Paimon, I’ll help you out since you’re brain is too little to understand words. Alllll- TTTTTTeeeeee- nnnnaaaahhhhh- rrrrrriiiiii-” (Al-Tighnari)
Tighnari was seconds away from launching a nuclear war of a comeback before you just did this again, and he just crossed his arms and smiled happily and waited on you too lmao
it drives Paimon up the wall (up in the air?) bc u refuse to be interrupted by her or stop sounding it out until she stops talking lol
(which took about 3-4 shitty comments from her, which almost ruined peoples’ first impression of you guys, before she stopped completely thank fuck)
She’d also been a little shit about the food??!!? Paimon??!!! Of all people??!?!?!?!
Which is honestly insane to you, and you genuinely thought something was wrong with her for a minute when she looked a little disgusted at the Pita Pockets
You guys had been eating with a couple of allogenes, Alhaitham, Kaveh, (who took some time off to hang out) Tighnari (who was visiting for the day), and Cyno, (who’d also made some time off to hang out with you)
Tighnari just continues to eat his food, and barely twitches an ear at Paimon’s comments, he already knows what’s coming lol
Kaveh starts to get a little red in the face, and Alhaitham and Cyno don’t change expression at all, simply watching
Right as Kaveh begins to say, “Listen here-!!!”
You just interrupt quickly, snatching Paimon’s plate from in front of her and dumping it on yours,
“Paimon if you ever make another disrespectful little comment about the food or anyone’s names or any other shit about Sumeru, I will clap you so fucking hard out the sky you’ll be crawling through Sumeru City trying to keep up with us. Shut up.”
And just drop the empty plate back in front of her, and continue to eat, best not to give her too much attention actually, in case thats all she wants
The traveler was just like 😭😭
doing that thing where you LOUDLY sip the last of your drink in the silence LMAO
Alhaitham just like, turns away to laugh into his fist, Kaveh’s still in literal shock, mouth open and everything 😭 that was the fastest comeback he’s ever heard, yknow obviously, so he’s like- still processing-
Cyno just smiles a little and his eyes are nearly sparkling as he watches you lol
It’s a unanimous thought that nearly every allogene who hears your speech, especially the Sumeru ones who’ve heard you sass Paimon already,
want to watch you just destroy someone verbally so they can hear more of how you’d say it/how clean a cut simple speech can be, just downright violating the opponents lmao
(and never wanting it turned on them)
Sorry this was short!
but i fucking love your idea sm, ALSO JUST BC ITS A SHORT REPLY DOESNT MEAN THAT THIS WASNT A STELLAR IDEA AND U BEST BELIEVE THIS HAPPENS IN THE ONE SHOT LMAO
it was such sweet revenge on Paimon to write this, and have actual consequences rather than just 😭 having to STEWWWW in anger while she made all these comments while playing 😭😭
tbh i was worried it was giving “white savior” energy so i hope it doesn’t-
lmk if that did happen! :/
and thank u guys for being so patient with ur asks and patient with me answering them!
:]
Safe Travels 0rah,
💀♒
♡the beloveds♡
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aaron-m-geist-ff · 2 months
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Hi, I hope your day is going well! 🫶🏻Omg the zodiac ask is such a cute idea!! If it's still open can I do one? 🥹 tiny 5'2 libra, she/her, love Halloween, just waiting for a man to toss me around like a ragdoll and not be afraid I'll break in the process tbh lol
Omg hello!! I also love Halloween ;) it’s my favorite holiday 🕷️🎃 and these asks started out with just a zodiac sign and a pronoun, now everyone has been sending me their hobbies and kinks and I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH LMAO.
You want to be treated like a ragdoll?? Sounds like you already know who you’re getting, Libra 😅 holy shit you’re gonna eat this up, I already know 🔮
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Toji Fushiguro takes you to Spirit Halloween (smut)
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You got…🥁🥁🥁
Toji Fushiguro!
“I don’t even think that Spirit Halloween is open yet. It’s September,” Toji said flatly. He was busy eating some dumplings as you rambled on and on about preparing for Halloween.
“Oh, trust me. They’re open. We have to go now, Toji!! Come on!” You weren’t above begging. You knew that Toji was weak for you and would give you whatever you wanted if you begged for it. He seemed like such a rough man, and maybe he was, but he had a soft spot for you.
The two of you did end up taking your little shopping trip to Spirit Halloween. Toji followed you down the aisles aimlessly. He clearly didn’t know where to go so he just allowed you to take the lead. He totally wasn’t doing that just to stare at your cute ass 👀
He did pull a slutty nurse costume off the rack once, smirking as he handed it to you.
“Wanna take this one home?” He asked. You ended up swatting at his arm as you rolled your eyes.
Toji would definitely try a few of the animatronics, but he would just stand there with his hands shoved into his pockets. Completely unfazed by the jumpscares.
“What’s wrong, Toji? Aren’t you scared of those?” You questioned sweetly.
Your boyfriend scoffed.
“I’m scarier.”
…That was probably true. You had no idea what Toji did for work, but he did tell you that it was a dangerous job. That was kinda hot though. Jesus, you’re fucked up for liking that 😅
Eventually, the two of you would wander into the mask aisle. Toji jokingly put on a Michael Myers mask. He did it to be funny. But once he saw the insane blush on your cheeks, he started to catch on. His tiny girlfriend wasn’t just interested in Halloween for innocent reasons. She had a goddamn mask kink.
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You stared up at the Michael Myers mask, panting desperately as Toji’s cock drilled into your tight pussy. Your legs were spread impossibly wide to make room for him.
Toji’s waist was huge compared to your own, his chiseled abs glistening with sweat. He was breathing heavily as he fucked you good. But the panting sounds only reminded you of Myers even more. You could see your boyfriend’s sharp gaze peering down at you through the mask.
“Fuck, you’re such a whore,” Toji growled. “Thought you were innocent. Guess I was wrong.”
He held your waist firmly with his large hands. You wouldn’t be able to push him away if you wanted to stop. The thought of that made your brain turn to mush.
“Y-yes! I’m a whore for you, Toji…P-please don’t stop!” You begged even more. Your voice sounded so shrill and weak. You gasped with every sharp thrust.
Toji moaned lowly from the feeling of your tight pussy wrapped around his shaft. He was slamming right into your G-spot with every movement. It made you arch your back from the sensations.
“Shit…Can’t even fit all of me inside, huh? Such a pathetic little girl. I could break you, y’know.”
Toji knew how much you liked the size difference. He always brought attention to it whenever you had sex. It was difficult for him to achieve an orgasm with you due to your small pussy. Therefore he could last a lot longer, which you never complained about. You loved feeling him inside. And…That Myers mask was insanely hot.
“Y’er so fuckin’ wet from this mask,” Toji hissed. He grabbed your breast roughly and squeezed it with his powerful hand. You keened, whimpering and yelping as he picked up the pace.
“Ya like gettin’ fucked by a murderer, huh?”
You nodded your head enthusiastically, unable to form words any longer.
Toji smirked behind the mask. Little did you know, you actually got fucked by a murderer every night. ;)
Read more Toji here
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burntb4bydoll · 11 months
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OMG YOUR RECENT GEORG SMUT UGH YOU WRITE SO GOOD FR GOT ME SMILING N SHIT THANK YOU AND IF ITS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK CAN YOU PRETTY PLEASE WRITE THE SAME BUT WITH 2009 BILL???
2009 BILL IS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE OFC
AND THANK YOU SM🤭💗
2009 Bill Kaulitz x fem!reader
Warnings: so much praising ofc, fingering, Bills a little possessive 🤭, voice kink? Idfk what its called im so dumb, reader is hinted at being a little shy
You didn’t know what was wrong with you recently, the only thing you have been thinking about was him. Nothing that you did could stop the overwhelming need for him.
So when Bill comes home with your favorite drink and flowers? Well that made you feel like you were dreaming. As soon as you got him back to the bedroom, you immediately pulled him into a needy kiss. He was taken aback by your eagerness, but quickly wrapped his arms around your waist to hold you close. He pulled away after a minute and one of his hands came up to gently stoke your cheek.
“Whats got you so worked up, sweetheart? Are you ok?” There was obvious concern lacing his voice and it made you want him even more.
“Im ok, I just want you so bad. I can’t stop thinking about you, Bill. It’s driving me insane.” You whine, laying your head on his chest to hide your embarrassment. He smiles widely and laughs a little.
“Oh my, you are so cute. It’s alright, baby. I’ll give you what you need.” Bill pulls your head off of his chest and gives you a quick peck on the cheek, then he lays you gently on the bed. “Lets get these shorts off, we definitely don’t need them.” He pulls your shorts down, revealing that you weren’t wearing anything underneath them. “Oh? You aren’t wearing anything underneath…were you waiting for me?”
“Mhm..I’ve been waiting all day.” You mumble, watching as his fingers softly trace through your slick folds. He moves to kneel in between your thighs, his fingers still messing with the wetness between your legs.
“I’m here now, sweetheart. I missed you too. Ive been thinking of your beautiful face,” his fingers dive into your entrance, “and how good you are for me. You’re always such a good girl.” Your legs wrap around his waist, pulling him closer. “My pretty baby…” he uses his free hand to brush his fingers across your face again, using his thumb to rub across your bottom lip. You move forward to press your lip’s against his, moaning at the contact that you’ve been craving so badly.
Bills fingers move faster, creating a loud squelching sound due to the amount of arousal leaking out of you. “Oh shit! Can you please talk to me? I just wanna hear your voice, Bill.” His lips curl upwards a little at that, he loves when your vocal about what you want because he knows how embarrassed you get.
“Of course, baby. You’re such a good girl for asking so nicely. Im so proud of you.” You let out a sharp moan, his praise making your heart beat faster. His thumb starts to toy with your clit, sending shocks throughout your body. “I love playing with you. This pussy takes my fingers so well, its like you were made for me.” He feels you squeeze his fingers and raises his eyebrow at you, “oh you like that? You like being my perfect girl, made just for me? Good, ‘cause I’m the only one who gets to touch you like this.”
“Oh fuck Bill~! You’re gonna make me cum-”
“Go ahead. Cum for me, angel. Show me what a good girl you are and cum on my fingers.” He cuts you off, curling his fingers to press against your g-spot. Your back lifts up off the mattress as you let go, spilling your arousal all over his hand. He continues his quick thrusts of his fingers until you legs clamp shut, trying to pull away from him due to overstimulation. “It’s ok, baby. You’re alright. I got you. Such a good girl, come back to me sweetheart.” He coos, pulling his fingers out of you. You lay there, too blissed out to notice him moving from his spot on the bed to get something to clean you off with. He comes back and cleans you up gently, making sure not to use too much pressure on your sensitive cunt. Bill moved to lay next to you, and you immediately cuddle up to his warm body. Neither of you move or say anything for a while, just enjoying each other company.
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harrysfolklore · 2 years
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PART 4 OF BABYSITTER
okay but this ended up being SUPER LONG 😳 i hope you like it because i honestly love it! as always, let me know your thoughts and if you want more parts <3
PREVIOUS PARTS | SUPPORT ME <3
ask me anything | masterlist | likes and reblogs are appreciated !
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yourinstagram let coachella weekend begin
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yourbff this is going to be the best weekend ever
mitchrowland I can’t believe you chose your boyfriend over my son
↳ pillowpersonpp Give her a break
↳ yourinstagram listen to your woman 🤨
harrystyles Beauuuutiful 😍
↳ jefezoff He’s a hopeless romantic
↳ yourinstagram ikr 😩
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harryupdates Harry performed a new song called Late Night Talking during his Coachella set tonight! Here are the full lyrics
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harryfan1 OMFGGGG
harryfan2 harry’s house is going to be the best album ever
harryfan3 remember that harry’s deleted insta post said something about late night talks on the caption? i’m going insane
↳ harryfan4 i’ve been thinking about that too 😳
↳ harryfan5 HOLD ON
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yrrahseltys YN said that “photo dumps” are the new cool thing on Instagram so here’s a “photo dump” of my (and Nanny’s) first Coachella
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kidharpoon I thought Jeff made you delete this account after your little incident
↳ jefezoff He was grounded but he’s back now. He can’t post without the supervision of an adult tho
↳ yrrahseltys I’m an adult
↳ glenne_azoff An adult who accidentally posts on the wrong Instagram account and exposes his relationship to his millions of fans
yourinstagram LMAO THEY’RE DRAGGING YOU IN THIS COMMENT SECTION 😭
yourinstagram for the love of god, stop calling me nanny, i’m your giRLFRIEnd ffs
↳ mitchrowland And you’re not even a nanny anymore, you chose the groupie life over my son
↳ yrrahseltys Who’s getting dragged now 🥰
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harryupdates Harry in LA tonight 😳
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harryfan1 somebody sedate me
harryfan2 boyfriendrry???
harryfan3 omg but who’s the girl
↳ harryfan4 the same girl he kept getting spotted with during tour, the one from the pic he accidentally posted on instagram, the inspo behind late night talking 🫣
↳ harryfan1 he really has a girlfriend i can’t
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harryupdates “It’s not like I’m hiding the fact that I’m happily in a relationship at the moment, but I do want to keep our privacy as much as I can. When your life is constantly being watched by strangers, there’s things you want to protect somehow, and for me, one of them is my love life” - Harry for the Howard Stern Show
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harryfan1 i.. don’t know how to feel
harryfan2 he confirmed that he’s in a relationship how are we so calm
harryfan3 i hate that stern basically cornered him to say this
↳ harryfan4 but his response was great tho, and i hope everyone actually understands what he says about his love life
harryfan5 HAPPILY IN A RELATIONSHIP MY BABY
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harrystyles Harry’s House. Out now.
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harryfan1 MY BABY IM SO PROUD
harris_reed Congratulations you little genius
yourinstagram ❤️❤️
↳ harryfan1 girl 😵‍💫😵‍💫
↳ harryfan2 imagine if her insta was public
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yourinstagram harry’s house is out now 🥹🥹 i can’t believe i get to be part of my boyfriend’s third album release (but honestly, i still can’t believe i actually have a boyfriend lol) i love you h, and i’m so so proud of you. you deserve every good thing that comes your way
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yourbff awww congrats on the album h ❤️
mitchrowland I insist, I deserve to be your future child’s godfather
↳ yourinstagram STOP EMBARRASSING ME ON INSTAGRAM
harrystyles I love you soooo muuuch, Nanny. Thank you for being my little muse x
↳ yourinstagram 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖 (i still hate that you call me nanny but the little muse thing was way too cute i’ll let it slide)
annetwist ❤️❤️
yourbrother i’m considering selling your instagram content to TMZ or something, i know people would pay good money to see this
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harryismybff ono london? amazing. the fact that i watched the entire show with harry’s gf? even better
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harryfan1 OMGGGGG
harryfan2 how did that happen
↳ harryismybff she was just casually standing at the back of the pit and i approached her to say hi (not it a weird way i promise i just wanted to say hi) and even tho i could tell that she was kind of nervous she was so friendly and nice ??? and we ended up watching the entire show together
↳ harryfan3 SO LUCKY OMFGGG
↳ harryfan4 she sounds like a softie
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yrrahselyts YN sent me this pic of her outfit for my show earlier today. I think she’s cute x
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mitchrowland Disgusting
↳ yourinstagram you still have a tour to do and a child that needs to be looked after during it so i would be nice
↳ mitchrowland We’re hiring a new babysitter so your girlfriend schedule can be a full time thing
yourinstagram you’re too cute my biggest fan 🥰
↳ yrrahselyts Ew that’s so cringe, guilty !
↳ yourinstagram 😭😭😭
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harrystyles One Night Only. London. May, 2022.
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harryfan1 BEST SHOW EVERR
harris_reed Polkadot queen 🤴
yourinstagram alexa play london boy by taylor swift
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↳ harryfan2 i’m definitely not jealous
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thegreymoon · 2 years
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Love Like the Galaxy
The Emperor loves him so much, he really can do no wrong in his eyes.
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He can literally get away with murder, lol. Not that I’m complaining. 
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Yes, Zisheng, or I guess I should call you Huo Wushang now, how could you go on a vengeance murder spree and not include him? 
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OMG, my dude, read the fucking room!
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Yes, dude, stop talking, or things will not end well for you. 
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I love how she’s all, “Stop kicking him! You’ll hurt your foot on his back!” 🤣🤣
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LMAOOOO, and then she goes and kicks him too!! 🤣🤣
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Of course you did 🙄
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It’s always the letters nobody in their right mind would have conceivably kept that perfectly implicate them and they always show up at the most convenient time. 
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OK, now we’re getting ridiculous.
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Just leave them morally grey, ffs. It’s not like this changes the fact that Huo Wushang murdered an entire clan out of his own personal vengeance and the Emperor will not punish him because he’s extremely partial to him and his dead father. 
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Aww, Shaoshang cancelled the wedding 🙁 I can’t decide who is more heartbroken, Zisheng, or the Emperor. 
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I feel so sad for her. She’s such a good person, but she led such a miserable life. 
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Aww, baby 😢
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Meh. Too little too late. I have no sympathy.
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Oh! I approve of this look!
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Her again 😑
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The wolf in sheep’s clothing. 
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Wait, did she just poison her husband????
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A five-year time skip 🙁 I had hoped it would take them less. 
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Crying for Empress Xuan 😭😭
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Trashman, this cannot end well for you. 
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I’ve started liking you a lot in spite of all your negging, don’t make me feel bad for you! 
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I love how quickly he says yes ��
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I can’t believe I’m feeling bad for him, of all people 😭
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I swear, the Emperor loves him more than he loves any of his own children 😂
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Well. This is awkward.
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I feel sorry for him.
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Ugh, I don’t want to be here for this conversation 😬
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Is she actually insane? 
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LMAO, how is that his problem? 
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She is actually insane. 
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ludicix · 11 months
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Slay
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*Pairing: Rengoku x reader x Tengen *Warnings: Mentions of s*x, cursing
A/N: I feel kinda iffy about thins on but here it is :/
“Oh my literal fucking god” This can’t be real
“What what’s wrong?”
I never told her what happened did I, and they are right there. What if they see me?
What if they talk to me? What if they mentioned what happened?
“GIRL”
She shocked me out of my daze.
“What’s going on”
I took a deep breath.
“You see those two guys over there”
She looks and sees Rengoku and Tengen walking slowly along the park’s pathway which eventually leads to where we are seated.
“Yeah, they are fine as fuck. Is that why you’re acting like this? DID SOMETHING HAPPEN” Oh my gosh there are far away but not that far.
We sat in a park behind a tree where I can see them but they can’t see me.
They are walking this way tho and I can’t just leave all our stuff and run.
“I’ll try and explain this quickly—So ummm…”
How am I gonna say this? My heart is beating out of my chest and I can feel my cheeks redden with a twisting feeling in my gut. 
“I’m listening”
I calmed myself “So umm we kind of hooked up”
“BOTH OF THEM”
“Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… yes I did…with…both of the-”
“Are you fucking kidding me, you gotta be fucking joking. Do you know how lucky you are? How insane it is that they did that. WITH YOU”
“She’s right you know, do you know how lucky you are y/n”
I’m about to melt. This can’t be real. I’m dreaming this must be a dream. If my stomach twists anymore I feel as if my head going to explode from pressure.
“Omg, they’re here” Well no shit and after what you just said, which they heard, I don’t think I’m ever going to be able to look them in the eyes ever again.
“Did you really think we didn’t see you peeping from behind this tree? You must take us for idiots” Tengen says as he walks and sits next to me. Rather closely.
In an effort to get some breathing space, I shift away a little. I wasn’t able to get too far as Rengoku sat on the other end of me wedging me between them.
“You ladies don’t mind us joining do you”
“Yes-” 
“No, not at all.”
I can’t believe her. These two are by far the most outstanding eye-catching individuals to ever exist. I can already feel people staring and to be very honest I would too. 
You son of a bitch. You fucking cunt. FUCK YOU.
“You can stop cussing me out in your 
mind I’m doing you a favour”
“Oh, are you and what exactly does this favour entail” Tengen is just feeding off this bullshit and Rengoku hasn’t stopped playing with my hair since he sat down here.
“I mean, you all seem…..you all have a thing……on……”
I can’t hear the conversation at all with how close they are sitting to me. 
Tengen has always been a hands-y one. His hand moved from my lower back then went up to my shoulder to now where he just has his arm wrapped around me. 
Rengoku loves little touches in comparison to his extravagant companion. He was playing with my hair then went to rubbing my back and now his hand is on my thigh and he hasn’t stopped looking at me since he sat down.
Their body heat and proximity alone were enough to send me over the edge but this is all too much. I’m so far from the edge and so far gone into the deep end that I’ve lost hearing and I can’t feel my legs or the ground underneath me. The world is spinning
In a different situation, a little part of me would love to have this with them like this, but right now I’m in the middle of our college campus park with my best friend and two of the hottest guys to walk this earth jamming up on me.
“Y/n” Rengoku coos at me lifting my face by my chin to look at him. “You seem lost in thought are you alright?” He spoke so tenderly and had a soft look of genuine concern on his face. He is so beautiful. I can stare at him all day.
“Y/n” he give me a little shake I then realized I was staring at him dazed.
“YH! Yh—um I’m fine..hehe totally good”
The cringe is so scary that I’m sure I’m going to think of it every night for the rest of my life.
“She must be having a sensory overload, you guys make her flushed and on top of that, you sat right in front of me and in the middle of the campus park. It’s best you all go somewhere private if you going to talk to her and— touch her”
I’m so in love with her and hate her at the same time. She read me like a fucking book.
Both of them kinda backed off me a little giving me some space which really wasn’t much considering how big they are. They are still towering over me.
“Don’t worry too much guys she’s going to be fine and Tengen she’s still on for later” 
“Later?” What’s going on later?
“You didn’t hear y/n but your boys here wanna hang out with you later”
If I was far gone into the deep end then right now I’m drowning. “I never agre-“ 
“I’m not going to be home remember? I going to visit my family and I know you don’t like being alone in the apartment so they are spending as much time with you as possible until I return.”
She wasn’t wrong. There are some weird neighbours there that I really don’t want to have to deal with alone. But if they stay as much as I want company I’m going to be pregnant by the time she returns and I wouldn’t even know which one.
“Fine, I guess.” They both had the widest grins on their face when they heard that. As if they were waiting for my permission even though they would still show up regardless.
A phone alarm goes off signifying that Ava had to go so she could catch her flight. Our little hang-out was over.
“Oh shit I gotta go” She sits up and begins to gather her things.
“Alright, guys. Please take care of my friend. She is my baby and I could never forgive myself if something was to happen to her” I hope you don’t flip when you come back and discover you’re an aunty.
“We’ll protect her with all we’ve got!” Rengoku proclaimed drawing attention from everyone in earshot and considering it’s him, earshot is the entire park.
“You enjoy your stay” I can’t help but feel sad. I have grown dependent on her physical presence in my life. It may sound dumb but I don’t think I can live too far from her. 
I sadly get up from my lovely seat and threw myself on her. I going to miss her. 
“Yes, yes I know” she squeezes me. I swear to all that’s good I’m gonna cry. I didn’t want to let go.
“I have to go love” She slowly unwraps me 
“I know” I tried to hide how sad I am but she sees right through it. “I’ll be back soon ok I promise” She gives me one final squeeze and then leaves.
I felt like crying. I felt so so alone. We have done everything together. We grew up together, we learnt together, we played together, we changed together, we fought together and sometimes with each other but we grew together from that as well. 
We have never spent more than 2 days without physically being with each other. I’m not sure how I’m gonna handle being alone. 
“Y/n?” I feel a large rough warm hand being placed on my lower back and two looming presences of the two men who are going to make sure I’m not alone for however long my other half is away. 
“You too must be really close” Rengoku says “Can’t imagine what it’s like to be away from each other” he’s right he can’t imagine it.
I turn to look at him. I feel more at ease with them without the audience of my bestie. “Yh it’s going to be really hard” I look at him in the eyes. 
He must have realized I’m on the verge of tears because cups my cheeks and traces my cheekbone with his thumbs. He draws me closer resting my head against his chest. I can hear Tengen gathering our things “It’s ok, we are here with you ok.” I shut my eyes. At this point, I’m pretty sure I’m crying. 
“Hey, hey pretty thing, how about we head back to our apartment and we chill and watch some movies? We have all sorts of sweets that you would love to try sweet heart” Tengen draws my attention from Rengoku who very much still has his hands on me. 
He’s now holding all of the things that I brought for the picnic which is quite a lot.
“Tengen give me something to hold” I saw wiping stray tears.
He began walking to his and Rengoku’s apartment with a brisk  pace “It’s one of my greatest Ickes to see a lady carry anything around with a man present” I roll my eyes “Just bring your pretty ass here and let’s go watch something” I really never have a say now do I
“C’mon y/n” Rengoku places his hand on the small of my back as we follow Tengen back to the apartment.
I felt so warm and fuzzy. I felt so incredibly safe. And after what has happened between the three of us, to an extent, I kinda feel loved. The thought alone had the blood rushing to my face. Rengoku’s hand on my back is becoming warmer and warmer by the second. 
As a matter of fact, I was walking pretty close to him. He smelled heavenly. I wanted to lean into him and fall deep into his warmth and feel his touch. 
The night after what seemed like the best sex I will ever have they pampered me to the point that I wasn’t allowed to walk for myself. As soon as we were finished Tengen went to run a hot bath and Rengoku came with a warm towel to wipe me down.
To be very honest I was very embarrassed at the thought of them wiping my naked body but I was far too tired to make an effort to stop them. Plus it felt amazing. 
Once I was clean I wore Rengoku’s boxers and shirt. Anything from Tengen was going to drown me.
When I was dressed they had rested me down in the middle of their custom size bed that had fresh warm sheets. I was so relaxed at that point I was practically already asleep. 
I then felt the bed on both sides dip significantly and two warm soft bodies lay beside me. “I’ll cherish her”
“So will I” 
“She’s mesmerizing like nothing I have ever seen before”
“Yes Rengoku she is, and trust me when I say I agree with you completely, but right now she needs sleep. We kind of went rough with her tonight” 
“Well I mean she liked it—“
“Can you shhh!��� I finally mustered the strength to talk. I’m so tired and their yapping is keeping me awake.
“I’m sorry lovely we’ll make sure not to wake you” I can feel both of them come closer until I was jammed between them both. I was enveloped and cuddled while their hands still were being aware of the bruises on my body.
Right before I went to sleep I could feel the steady rise and fall of Tengen’s chest on my back and Rengoku’s even breathing on my front. That night was by far the best night's sleep I ever had.
Now here I am again. Black where it all happened. My best friend knew what she was doing. Because with these two I won’t have room in my mind to miss her too much.
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A/n: I hope y'all enjoyed. This was inspired by one of yunonoai's drawings. Its the one with Rengoku and Tengen obviously. You can find them on twitter:)
Much luv Ludicix
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wordsbymmn · 8 months
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okay you made that completely uncomfortable
I hate getting red and hot with embarrassment
I wasn’t even looking at your ass sexually
I was just noticing that there was a difference
You told me that you appreciated it but stop and to not look at your ass how contradicting is that
You made me feel like shit
Now I don’t even want to look at you because I don’t want you feeling weird for whatever reason you feel that I am looking at you a certain way
It was a compliment on everything we’ve been working on
Even your sister has said things like that I thought that’s what you wanted from me but now that makes you uncomfortable like it was the most innocent interaction and thought I had in a while and it just all went to shits.
why do I question it further.
there it was again you said you see me as your little sister.
which drives me insane.
because there are these moments that not even only I see.
other’s see sexual touches you do towards me or that maybe I do have a chance who knows but now it’s clear and still not clear.
like do you change how you feel at times and see me differently.
you’re a smart woman you know what I might be thinking or feeling sometimes so why do you often do things that may confuse me sometimes.
like right now you were falling asleep and I asked you “you want to go to sleep” to which you responded yes. I said are you gonna go take me out and you said “is that necessary“ so I was like “do I just lock the bottom only then” and you go on to say “why don’t you just stay so I don’t feel bad about not taking you out”. but why omg why and how are you gonna say that and still get up to get the bed ready for sleeping it involved standing and then you even had to pee so you went out technically halfway. ugh, I’m probably overanalyzing all this but it’s what I do, and like do you see it, how does it all make sense.
like i can tell you like my company sometimes so why is it so wrong for me to have whatever type of crush on you knowing it won’t ever go anywhere.
why can’t I joke flirt or like the way something looks on you or how good you look.
fuck I hate you and I like you it’s so irritating and I do it to my fucking self.
~MMN
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wordstro · 2 years
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i can’t even begin to describe how obsessed i am with the san apocalypse au. i normally don’t read a series until it’s complete because i have absolutely no patience but once i started reading i could not stop. your writing is INSANE!!! i have this whole entire world in my head where i can see every chapter playing out. even the way you described each member of ateez before you revealed who they actually where, i would be like ‘oh that’s yeosang or that’s seonghwa.’ i LOVE how fleshed out each of the characters are especially hongjoong. i can’t wait to see how the rest of his story plays out and how the rest of the members fit into his story. at first i thought to myself how could anybody turn into such an evil person but after he started talking about his backstory and how it’s been four years since the world ended i started to understand him in a way? it reminds me of the walking dead and how you see the changes in the characters after each season goes by and how they can’t afford to see the best in anyone anymore. i know it sounds horrible but it makes sense how once you’re taken in by hongjoong and seonghwa that you either stay and work or they sacrifice you to the fog. because what happens when somebody leaves and they decide they want to take the prison for themselves or the whole community falls apart because word gets out about what they do? idk if you watch the walking dead but hongjoongs community reminds me of the saviors/negan in a way. once they were introduced a whole conversation started about if the audience saw negan’s whole backstory and how he created his compound we would probably see rick and his gang as the bad guys and not the other way around. i’m not saying that the way that joong/hwa and negan run their communities is acceptable in anyway shape or form but i can understand why they do. we all want to think that we would be like y/n if the world were to actually fall apart but that likely wouldn’t be the case. i mean it’s been four years. when that got revealed i was thinking in my head ‘wait san is right, how were they able to survive? how have they not gotten killed by trusting the wrong person yet?’ anyways i hope i don’t sound like an actual psychopath by saying i can understand these characters lmao. and i’m sorry this was so long but i can’t help myself with how amazing your writing is!! also i really hope my sweet boy jongho goes with y/n and the gang when they hopefully eventually escape.
please never apologize for long messages!!! i love it so much thank you 😫❤️
omg you’re so kind 😭 i’m always a little insecure about writing too much or with too many words and flowery prose or useless words so this makes me soooo freaking happy thank u
it’s funny you bring up the walking dead though because i used to be absolutely obsessed with that show and it’s shaped a lot of my views when it comes to writing any type of post apocalyptic world. the grey area conflicts was SO good. so many moments have stuck with me from that show. i DID actually draw inspiration from the walking dead and how they saw the saviors compound! like it’s that combined with how cult leaders run their communes (i.e. seonghwa’s god complex). it’s an interesting combo and it is unfortunately understandable that dictatorships and militaristic type societies would rise after a community falls apart. it’s scary but it makes so much sense. so you don’t sound like a psychopath hahaha sometimes it makes sense even if it’s a shitty predicament 😭
yeah!!! those four years i think explains a lot. yn got lucky (unlucky?) that they did not meet too many ppl during that time, but everyone else DID and backstories like hongjoong’s is way too common. unfortunately san doesn’t know how isolated yn was which i think is going to be very… inch resting of a conversation.
also jongho is the sweetest boy!!!
yn (everyone) is like: i’ve only known jongho for a day and a half but if anything happened to him i would kill everyone in this room and then myself.
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mangoisms · 8 months
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hiiii it’s dc anon <33 oh lord icb u also like the grishaverse like at this point i feel like we have the same brain (which would actually be amazing cuz ur like an amazing writer i want an ounce of ur talent) also !!!! absolutely adore how ck is going i can’t wait to see how steph beats tim up so he can finally stop being the way he is (which probably will never happen because he’s … well … u know …. tim but still). and wait omg before i forget, i loved what u did with jason like idc that he was there for such a small amount of time hes my favorite batfam character and i’m so tired of people completely missing the point of his character (and fuck dc for what they did to him !!!!) thank u so much for doing him justice and taking him away from the vigilante / violent lifestyle, my guy deserves a break.
i feel like this is already insanely long but i saw ur posts abt project hail mary (i hope i didn’t get the name wrong). i thought it sounded pretty interesting and considering that we might as well have the same tastes i was wondering if u could possibly drop some books / book series recs ??? i’m so sorry if this is annoying but i’ve been in a reading slump since the beginning of the month 😭
anyway !!! i know i say this in every single ask i send but u really are amazing pls take care and good luck with the new semester i know ur gonna do amazing, just remember to take it one day at a time <3
HI DC ANON <333 YOU TOO? omg… our minds… that is such a cool coincidence!!!! honestly so happy about it, like daiya. dc. grishaverse. omg. so cool!!! we’re basically bffs now <3 (also this is very long so under the cut <3)
WLDMEKDKEK yeah… yeah… tim is certainly… tim…. but no worries at least here he will Face The Consequences Of His Own Actions. if there’s anything i like to do with him, it’s That. so without saying too much. He will certainly be getting a dressing down from Some People….
OMG? OF COURSE i love jason so much he rotates in my brain just as much as tim (a lot more now that i’m shifting away from tim actually, jason and someone else i shall not name yet…) like he was what drew me into dc in the first place, he will always have a special place in my heart.. and there is just SO MUCH potential for his character and dc will never cash in on it. instead they give him crowbars as a weapon and use him as a prop for bruce and it’s just. UGH.
civilian nurse!jason is in my brain constantly. so much so that i’ve thought about doing something for him. i don’t like to mention fic ideas until they’ve been posted/started writing (that way i know they’re actually feasible!) but for u beloved dc anon i will happily make an exception… so one idea that rotates in my brain a lot is that. civilian nurse!jason i mean, it doesn’t take place in gotham but somewhere else, maybe something like a small town. he’s in pediatrics and something something lonely/unsure what to do now. fulfilled by his job but still missing a social aspect and YEAH. yeah. something about hope something about humanity i’m not sure. like i said it’s a super rough idea that i’d like to do but not sure if i ever will but. for you <3
don’t worry about the length i absolutely do not mind!!! i love talking to you <33 and you aren’t annoying at all!!! i’ve got some recs!!! and you are right hehe it’s project hail mary by andy weir!!! it is SUCH an excellent book, i highly HIGHLY recommend it!!! the martian by him is also pretty good (not as good as project hail mary and with a bit more math too but still understandable!).
for recs… let’s see! i’m not too into fiction these days actually, i lean more into nonfiction and honestly i haven’t read as much as i’d like to (i’m also in a reading slump but project hail mary got me going!) so let’s see
ones i have read and recommend and sorted into categories:
fiction
project hail mary by andy weir
the martian by andy weir
an orestia translated by anne carson
frankenstein by mary shelley (i feel basic for this one but it’s timeless it’s so good even if you had to read it for high school… picking it up on your own and reading it it is excellent)
nonfiction
the body keeps the score by bessel van der kolk (personal favorite and also Very appealing to the psych major part of me so that might skew it)
the art of loving by erich fromme (also a personal favorite)
like streams to the ocean by jedidiah jenkins
poetry
dog songs by mary oliver (i have a collected volume of her poems as well, i think it’s vol 1?)
the carrying by ada limón
currently attempting to read right now (as in i’ve been on it a while…): pride and prejudice by the myth the legend herself jane austen. also currently rereading ruin and rising by leigh bardugo (this and siege and storm went by quickly but again they’re re-reads so much easier)
ones that are on my to-read that i’ve heard great things about:
fiction
if beale street could talk by james baldwin,
sense and sensibility and emma by miss jane austen once again!
nonfiction
all about love by bell hooks
attached by amir levine and rachel heller
i hope this helps!!! and if you happen to have any recs, let me know!!!
this got so very long but i love talking to you so thank you so much for popping in <33 and thank you for your kind words as well <33 i hope you’re doing better and taking care of yourself too!!!! :** <33
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toxicrevolver · 9 months
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Omg ok for Stranger Things: 1, 6, 8, 16 and 21 let's GO!
I love Stranger Things let’s go!! This got hella long so I put a break in. I have a lot of feelings and I think way too much.
1) the character everyone gets wrong
- Billy easily. Especially here unless you find the right people. Billy Hargrove is such a dynamic character and everyone keeps calling an abuser and such when he was the one who was abused. Plus the Suffer Brothers (duffer brother. Around here I call them suffer bcs they’re trash) didn’t even fully flesh out Billy’s character and if it weren’t for Dacre Montgomery we wouldn’t have gotten shit. Sorry for the tangent I have a lot of feelings about Billy.
- side note on this question. People also get Eddie wrong in my opinion. Everyone constantly tries to make him into a savior or a victim of circumstances or just a lost soul type of character. Like yes he kinda is a victim of circumstances. But not totally. His uncle was a good caregiver from what we saw but Eddie still sold drugs and most likely did drugs (the ketamine was in his personal belongings for christ sake). Stop making Eddie into a saint and stop making Billy into a demon. They’re two sides of the same coin if you actually sit and really compare them.
6) which ship fans are the most annoying?
- worst ship fans have got to be Steddie (Steve/Eddie) fans. As someone who does ship Steddie, the loudest fans are so toxic. I remember there was a fandom war bcs Harringrove (Steve/Billy) was the biggest ship on AO3 so Steddie fans flooded the tags with basically filler fics to pad it out. It was insane.
8) common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
- So I don’t interact with much ST fandom anymore but the biggest opinion I disagree with is that Billy is racist and homophobic. Like. Dude was an abused child and heavily queer coded so I don’t personally see the homophobic. I’m not a POC so I can’t really say much about the racism opinion other people have. However. I don’t see how Billy acts towards Lucas as racist. I see it as an older sibling interaction. His first encounter with Lucas is Lucas stalking Max (the kid Billy is put in charge of and if he loses or let’s her get hurt he will be hurt). So do with that what you will.
16) you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
- I don’t understand why people love to characterize Steve as an asshole all the time. Like yeah he was kinda an asshole in season one. But after that he wasn’t that bad. Especially when he learns Robin is a lesbian. He could have a complete dick and ruined her life but he didn’t. Instead he chose to keep her secret and keep her safe.
21) part of canon you think is overhyped
- The whole Mike/Eleven relationship is so over hyped. First of all those are children. Second of all. One of those is an extremely abused child who doesn’t understand relationships and definitely shouldn’t be in one. Idk I find their whole relationship really weird and it kinda gives me the ick. Same goes for people pushing the Mike/Will relationship idea. It’s weird.
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television-pil0t · 1 year
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One of my favorite memories is my friend Roslyn having a panic attack. Sounds fucked up and if you think about it it kinda was but sometimes when things are out of control. When I have to deal with other peoples emotions. When I feel like I just can’t help then. I think back to that moment.
So the story is we alone in class. Sometimes I just don’t feel like eating lunch so I go to the library or to a empty class room and just sit there. It’s quiet and nobody ever notices. I guess this time he noticed and was following me. I sat down. Put all my stuff down and was gonna take a nap at the desk but he walked in right when I was gonna put my head down.
I looked at him and.. idk what happened to me but I went full father mood. Full “who the fuck did this to my child” mind set because he was crying. Not tearing up. Not frowning. Crying. Tears going down his face and he couldn’t stop.
Roz is a pretty big guy. Like I think 6’0 of at least 5’10 and built. He got some muscle and shit. He’s in weight lifting class. This matters because seeing someone like that crying is.. borderline insane.
So he walks in and crying. I instantly get up and run over to him. Asking him omg what’s wrong what happened whatever. We didn’t know each other too well either like.. this was last semester. We just met a few months ago at this point but we instantly click.
So I’m asking him what’s up what happened and he tells me he has frequent panic attack. Like every single damn day. Sometimes it feels like it never goes away. He’s just crying. Telling me he has such bad anxiety and it’s so embarrassing but he hates being around people and it just reaches a point where he just breaks down and cries.
He told me he can usually hold it in until after school since he only has 2 classes per day and shit so he’s only there till lunch and leaves. So he basically does what I do all the time and that’s hold in his panic attack as to not embarrass himself. I do the same thing. Everyday I have a panic attack but I just act like it’s not happening. Even if I’m just otp with my bf because it’s awful. I don’t want him to worry and he’s already goin though shit. Tbh i haven’t been able to talk to him much anyway because of that but back to the point. I have a panic disorder and so does this big fucking guy.
He tells me his heart just can’t stop beating and he’s so ashamed he can’t just hold it in, and he just leans on me and cries my name for a good minute.
At this point I close the door and sit him down at a desk. He’s in one chair and I’m in the other. He lays his head on my chest and wraps his arms around me. Just.. crying. Begging me to forgive him for doing this.
I’m usually awful at dealing with peoples emotions especially when it’s random like this but I just did it. I held him and told him it’s ok. I told him in not made and what’s important is he gets though this.
Ime really really sleepy so I’m gonna finish this tomorrow. I’d I reamemver. Sleep sleep.
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Gbis him :3
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becca-e-barnes · 3 years
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Take Care of Everything
This is my first ever fic for a writing challenge omg I’m so excited! Huge congratulations to @balenciagabucky for hitting 3K followers!! That’s such a huge milestone and thank you for organising such a fun challenge! So excited to read the rest of the submissions 💗 @dulceslibrary
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Pairing: Personal Assistant! Bucky Barnes x Lawyer! Reader
Word Count: 3.5k maybe?
Summary: There’s only one thing in your life that your PA doesn’t take care of
Warnings: Smut, praise kink, pet names, protected sex (go me for writing something safe sex for a change), court mention, lil fluff, mile high club
Minors, do not interact.
“Un-fucking-believable.” You couldn’t stop the roaring boil of the blood in your veins, storming out of the court room with your long black gown billowing behind you. Being one of the top barristers in the country brought it’s fair share of high profile cases but this one had got on every last nerve in your body and you were out of patience.
The case itself wasn’t the problem. The issues were straightforward enough and applying law to fact, at the most basic level, your client had done nothing wrong. It should have been essentially cut and dry. The problem was the opposing council and the lack of intervention from the judge.
The prosecution had torn your witness to shreds. You had tried to warn the poor woman beforehand, as you did with every client, but on the stand, she had just crumbled under such an intense and downright ignorant line of questioning.
It shouldn’t have even been allowed in the first place. The judge should have stepped in and clipped the opposing council’s wings but the damage was already done and now you would have to pick the pieces up when court resumed on Monday.
“How did it go?” Your personal assistant must have been leaning outside the courtroom door for who knows how long, his suit somehow as neat and pristine as always, despite the fact it was the end of the day.
“Fucking dreadful, Terry was an asshole to Andrea and she lost it. Should’ve known he’d pull shit like that, he’s always a cunt on Friday evenings.” You practically spat the words out, heels clicking on the floor as you made your way down the marble hall to collect your things and begin to put an end to this miserable week.
Part of you almost wanted to laugh at how Bucky had developed the skill of being able to keep up with your pace without even having to look up from his blackberry. That only came from years of practice.
“Terry loves playing with fire. Fuck him. If anyone can put him in his place on Monday, it’s you.” Bucky still hadn’t taken a second to pull his nose up from his phone, his steps landing in perfect time with yours until you reached the chamber at the end of the hall, throwing the heavy wooden door open in front of you. Bucky filtered in behind you of course, closing the door behind him before slipping his phone neatly into his pocket.
“Thought your doctor warned you about your blood pressure? You gotta calm down.” Bucky’s face showed he was genuinely concerned, his eyebrows knitted together in disdain but there was nothing new there. He had worked for you for years now and truth be told, he was damn good at his job, not to mention the fact he was the closest thing to a friend your busy schedule allowed you to have.
“I’ll calm down when I’m dead. We need to get to the airport if we’re going to make that flight for the convention.” You pulled your wig off, setting it neatly into the little wooden closet before removing your gown, hanging it up alongside the other worn ones from earlier in the week so they could all be dry cleaned and back in the closet for Monday.
“It’s a private jet honey, it can’t leave without you.” Bucky laughed softly, knowing you were worked up and hoping a little joke would ease the tension.
You had to admit, you were so thankful for Bucky. He was devoting the prime of his life to making sure you had everything you needed, your life only felt so seamless because Bucky made it that way. He didn’t just manage your calendar and fetch you coffee like any other PA, he lived and breathed you. He went everywhere with you, crashing in your spare room at least three nights a week because you had both worked yourselves to exhaustion. He never missed anything. He had a solution for every problem, nothing was too big for him to tackle and given the chance, you two could absolutely take over the world one day. You confided in him, and he in you, getting to know every tiny detail of his life in the past few years, right down to that fact that neither of you had seen your family or been on a date in months. Hell, he’d went as far as buying you a packet of batteries one Monday after a particularly long and stressful court hearing.
“Here, got you these.” He had smiled mischievously as he handed them over to you, chuckling a little at your confused expression. “For your vibrator. Looks like it’s gonna be a long week.” You took them gratefully, joking with him that you really would need them, tucking them into your handbag and damn were they appreciated. The following morning he had asked how you had got on and you could only laugh. You didn’t tell him how thoughts of him had come into your head right as you had gotten close. Similarly, you didn’t tell him how painfully intense your orgasm had been when you imagined him on the bed with you, watching you come apart against the plastic toy. You could just picture his hungry gaze, watching how your body gushed as you released, nipples pebbled from arousal and your lips parted, a single whimper of his name escaping you as you rode out your high.
No, that was a little secret you would keep to yourself. He didn’t need to know your dirtiest fantasies. He was an employee. An employee that often arrived at your bedroom door shirtless and smirking, holding a stack of freshly made pancakes on the mornings he stayed over at yours but an employee nonetheless.
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The cab ride to the airport would have been silent if it hadn’t been for the gentle tapping of your thumbs and Bucky’s racing over your respective phone screens. You had at least two dozen emails left to reply to and your eyelids were beginning to get heavy, the body heat radiating from Bucky in the cab’s back seat making you drowsy. You took a second, squeezing your eyes shut to force away the tiredness before going back to typing relentlessly.
The trip to the airport was short, Bucky had competed the preflight checkin so you essentially stepped straight onto the plane, taking a seat by the window, with Bucky taking the one opposite you. Takeoff was smooth as always, your phones picked back up as soon as it was safe to do so. But with the glowing screen came a fresh wave of drowsiness, your eyelids threatening to close of their own accord.
“Shit, Buck did you pack my -“
“Glasses? Left side of your bag, under the tissues.” Bucky finished your sentence for you, not looking up from his phone.
“And my -“
“Eye drops? In your makeup bag.” There it was again. What surprised you most was that Bucky didn’t even need to see you to work out exactly what was wrong.
“Do you really just take care of everything?” You huffed out a little laugh, digging through your bag, finding both your glasses and eye drops exactly where he told you they would be.
“Everything but you.” He chuckled, finally setting his phone down.
“What do you mean ‘everything but me’? All you ever do is take care of me. You organise my shopping and dry cleaning for god’s sake.” The whole notion of Bucky doing anything but taking care of you was just insane because you sure as hell didn’t have time to do any of those things for yourself. That’s what you hired him for after all.
“I didn’t mean like that. I meant like really take care of you. You’re so damn up tight.” You knew by the little chuckle that accompanied his words that he meant it affectionately but it still made you slightly defensive.
“I’m not up tight.” You protested. Normally you would’ve let harmless comments like that slide but the combination of your shitty day and the fact you were so sleepy made it impossible to not seek out conflict. This was the life you were used to after all. A life of treating almost everyone you came across adversarially. It was second nature to you at this point, inside and outside the courtroom.
“Come on, you seem to forget I am your calendar. You think I don’t know you haven’t gotten any in months? You should get laid, that’s all I’m sayin’. Wouldn’t kill you to have an orgasm every once in a while.” The words roll off his tongue like it’s nothing and truth be told, if you were in better form, this would have been a perfectly normal conversation between the two of you. Neither of you were particularly shy when it came to talking about your hookups.
You hated how right he was. You hated that you hadn’t been touched in months and Bucky knew that. You hated that most days, you were too exhausted to bother tending to your own needs. And you hated the warmth spreading through your body at the thought of Bucky finally taking care of you.
“Don’t know Buck, an orgasm might actually kill me with my high blood pressure.” You needed this conversation to turn more light hearted and you needed it fast, before your head became so clouded with need that Bucky picked up on it.
“I mean, I handle everything else for you. Wouldn’t even mind if that became part of my remit.” You almost couldn’t believe how carefree and nonchalant this whole conversation seemed, Bucky hoping you missed how he cock twitched in his trousers. Of course you didn’t. You missed nothing.
“If what became part of your remit?” You quizzed firmly, trying not to give anything away but knowing your eyes had gone big and doe-like, entirely of their own accord. This was a dream come true.
“You. Actually taking care of you. However you need.” His stare was intense, watching you keenly to determine whether he had horrendously overstepped and was about to get fired.
“Why would you even want to?” Your voice carried every single ounce of confusion you were feeling, staring Bucky down with an intensity that mirrored his own in that moment.
“You’re far too smart to act dumb.” He replied softly, knowing it was all or nothing now. If he was getting fired, he might as well be honest. His head tilted downwards, drawing your attention to the bulge growing in his suit trousers. Years worth of need and longing bubbling over all at once.
“If you want this, tell me. If not, that’s fine. But it doesn’t need to be anything romantic. Can be just sex. Whatever you want.” He was doing his very best to stay calm, his brain finally catching up with his mouth and considering that he was now in way too deep to just apologise and about to get his ass handed to him at thousands of feet in the air by one of the best legal minds in the world.
You’d never wanted anything more in your life. It was almost like Bucky was dangling himself in front of you. A piece of meat before a lion that could be snatched away at any second. You weren’t going to give him the chance, professionalism be damned. You were out of your seat and onto his lap in a flash, your pencil skirt hiked up to allow you to bracket his legs in your own.
“Are you sure about this?” Your quizzed softly, giving him one last chance to back out before you lost all self control.
“Do I feel like I’m not sure?” His voice was almost a choked whisper, his hands landing on your hips to press you down against his stiff cock.
You’d never seen him like this before. Horny and needy and losing himself in the feeling of you on top of him after years of fantasies. He had tried to curb the fantasies but his body didn’t allow him to. You were all he could think of on those lonely nights, a hand wrapped around his cock, groans and whimpers escaping until he came over his hand, a cry of your name pulled from his lips. He thought you would never know. And now here he was, the woman of his dreams perched in his lap, asking to be taken care of. Even the filthiest parts of his brain couldn’t have come up with this.
He could never have dreamt how you moved forward so tentatively, your lips hardly even touching his. He was used to seeing you confident, in control, the calmest person under pressure and yet here you were, unsure of yourself for the first time, he imagined, in your life. You both kept your eyes open for a little while, your lips sliding together gently, getting a feel for one another, up until your teeth sank into the plush skin of his bottom lip and an actual groan left him, his eyelids fluttering shut. The sound could’ve made you quiver with need. It was so alarmingly sexy, knowing your huge, sexy PA could be taken apart with the smallest touches. Suddenly, this seemed to be as much, if not more, for Bucky’s benefit than your own.
“Thought this was for me, hm?” Somehow your condescending court voice was pushing him over the edge. You felt one of his hands come up, tangling in your hair while the other wrapped around your waist, pulling your core flush with his clothed cock. He kissed you with a burning intensity that made your head swim and your pussy throb, loving how he was taking control but still hurtling further into a breathless, needy state.
“You’ve no idea how long I’ve thought about this. Didn’t think we’d be joining the mile high club.” He huffed out a little light laugh, using his grip on your waist to help you roll your hips over his growing erection.
“Couldn’t have been thinking about this for as long as I have.” You smiled softly, letting out a little gasp as his cock nudged you just right through your panties that you were sure had been soaked through already. His eyes went wide at your admission, his dick twitching deliciously underneath you.
“Fuck, that’s the hottest thing I’ve ever heard.” He whispered, making you laugh at how eager he was.
“I won’t be able to wait until we’re off this plane Bucky. You gonna fuck me right here?” You teased him softly, your faces so close, your tiny hands running down his pristine shirt, toying with the buttons. When you began to graze his chest gently with your nails, it was like a switch flipped inside Bucky. He thrust up against you with a growl loving the yelp you let out, one hand now squeezing your ass, the other massaging your breasts through your blouse.
“Gonna fuck all the stress out of you. Gonna have you leavin’ this plane leakin’ and cockdrunk.” Somehow you didn’t even doubt his words and you had to admit, it did sound quite appealing to give up the control for a while, just letting Bucky take over.
“Gimme all you’ve got Barnes. Gotta make it worth my while or this is gonna be the last time you get the chance.” You couldn’t help but tease him before instantly realising that might have been a mistake, his lips burning hot as they worked against your own, needy, insistent and as always, eager to please.
His mouth was relentless to the point that you found yourself practically dry humping his cock, your hands laced in his hair while his untucked your blouse from your skirt, greedily holding onto any skin he could reach. He tasted of peppermint and coffee, smelt like the expensive aftershave you were so fond of and felt like a man who’s only purpose in life was to make you cum until it hurt.
“Need you. ‘Nside me. Now.” You managed somehow to pant the words out between the fervent slide of his lips over yours, his tongue dipping in to taste you, never wanting this to end.
The feeling of your much smaller hands landing on his belt buckle made him look down but he could’ve cum then and there at the sight that met him. The front of his suit pants were slick with your mess, proof that he wasn’t just dreaming and you really were needing this just as badly as he was.
“You’re so fuckin’ ready for it aren’t you? Look at the mess you’ve made. Why didn’t we do this years ago?” He was groaning, shifting in his seat to help you get his trousers and boxers down. You couldn’t help how you gasped a little at the sheer size of him, his cock thick and long, the head slick with precum, proud veins running up his shaft. He looked Godly. Two firm pumps was all it took to have his head thrown back against the plush leather seat, cursing and bucking against your hand, aching for more.
“I’m sorry Buck, I can’t wait any longer.” You panted, his lips attached to your neck now, kissing, licking and sucking all his frustration into your skin. If there was a time for foreplay, that wasn’t it. Neither of you had the patience right now.
“Thank God, needa feel this pretty pussy.” He all but whispered as you lined him up at your soaking entrance.
“Shit Bucky, you got a condom?” You asked anxiously, stilling yourself at the last second.
“My bag, zip compartment at the front.” He replied quietly and sure enough, that’s exactly where you found a packet. Tearing the wrapper off, you slid it down his length earning another groan from the huge man who was practically shaking beneath you.
“You think of everything.” You giggled, finally beginning to slowly sink yourself down onto him. Your laugh quickly turned into a breathy moan, your breath mingling with Bucky’s and you noticed how he made a very similar noise. You pressed yourself down slowly, your body having to adjust to the stretch.
“So tight, fuck. Shit, never felt a tighter pussy in my life.” He whispered when you were finally seated on top of him. He pulled your skirt out of the way to appreciate just how connected your bodies were in that moment. His cock just seemed to fit perfectly, so snug you could’ve cried as you began to slowly work your hips against his.
“Oh my god Bucky you’re huge.” You should’ve been embarrassed by how high and needy your whine came out but right then and there, you didn’t care.
“It’s all yours sweetheart. Gonna fuck you so good you never need another cock again. Gonna ruin anyone else for you - fuck.” Under normal circumstances you would’ve chastised him for being so overconfident but feeling how his cock nudged your sweet spot perfectly, you thought he might actually be right.
“Gotta fuck you angel, can’t just sit here anymore, ‘s driving me crazy.” He just couldn’t keep himself still any longer, lust burning behind his eyes in a way you had never seen in him before. You lifted yourself up slowly, feeling his length slipping from you, your walls fighting to pull him deeper until you sank back down, taking the whole length at once. The strangled cry that left Bucky was incredible. You repeated your gentle rise and fall, setting a decent pace. Every sharp fall of your hips tore a needy gasp from both of you, the sweetest spot inside you throbbing from the almost constant onslaught. It was everything you craved. Bucky was grasping at every curve of your body, lost in the feeling of your soft skin and the grip of your silky walls and the smell of your shampoo as you rode him, building speed as your pleasure built in your lower belly. The wet sounds escaping where your bodies were joined was nothing short of obscene, only fuelling Bucky to meet each of your thrusts with his own.
“Oh my god, I -oh oh- I can’t, can’t take it Bucky please.” You groaned, manicured fingernails digging into his chest.
“I got you honey. ‘s okay. Gonna take such good care of you when we get to the hotel. Just want you to cum once for me now, okay? Take the edge off. You feel so good wrapped round me. You know what else I can feel? Your pretty pussy is leakin’. Feel you drippin’ down over my balls. Never felt anything so hot in my ‘ntire life.” His fingers fell to your clit, rubbing neatly as if he had been trained to do nothing else. You were on cloud nine, your high so close but not quite there yet.
“Bucky, gonna cum. Oh fuck!” You whined, your orgasm hitting you like a train. You came with a loud cry, eyes squeezed shut, rocking against him more than fucking so his cock stayed buried inside you.
“Shit, how did you get even fuckin’ tighter. ‘M so close.” He whispered against your neck, broken and needy. Your high had all but subsided, aftershocks still pleasantly coursing through you as you went back to letting your hips rise and fall so Bucky could finish. It only took four more well timed thrusts before he was cumming with a shout, pulling you flush against him as his balls emptied into the condom.
You were both spent and sweaty but more satisfied than you could remember being in months, your chest pressed to his as you both came down, craving a little extra affection. Bucky held you for a good few minutes until you felt his cock softening, knowing he really should get cleaned up. You let him slip from you, pulling your skirt down to take your original seat across from him again.
“Gimme a second.” He whispered, kissing your forehead before making his way to the little bathroom, returning a few minutes later looking just as put together as ever, apart from his telltale grin.
“Jesus, we should do that more often.” You smiled quietly when he returned, letting him settle in the chair beside you this time, the dividing arm rest pushed out of the way so you could cuddle as much as possible given the limited space.
“I can’t stop now honey. That pussy is addictive.” He smiled, happy to see you leaning so comfortably up against him but even happier when he heard your soft little snores.
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