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#but anyway I’m not saying book of night is bad bc I do like it I’m enjoying the book and read like 2/3rds of it at work today
nellectronic · 3 months
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add “friday night parties” to the list of things I am NOT gonna miss about living in a dorm… I mean noisy neighbors were already on there but this specifically bothers me on so many levels
#see normally I’d just put on my noise cancelling headphones and it’d be whatever but#I am so determined not to fuck up my piercing#and I really don’t wanna tell them to shut up bc it sounds like they’re having fun and I’m in an especially too nice for my own good mood#and! I do genuinely earnestly want them to have fun. I am NOT a hater!! just bc I never got to do any sort of partying and never really#wanted to anyway doesn’t mean I’m gonna project that onto anyone else#but on the other hand friday nights specifically are sacred to me#as the first night of the weekend where I get to sleep in and the first night I don’t have to worry about assignments due the next morning#and also as a kind of religious thing#I don’t really observe shabbat anymore but I never was able to get used to the friday night = party time association#and I don’t particularly want to!! friday nights are for chillin and I like it that way.#anyway all this to say I am trying to enjoy my chill evening and there is NOISE and I’m not gonna do anything about it (at least#until Official Quiet Hours start) but I absolutely will complain#I convinced my mom to get a library card and give me the number so I can read books on libby#(would have gotten one myself but idk if I qualify for one at the library near my school and I’ll be gone in a few months anyway)#and now I am TRYING to read lockwood & co book 1#(yes it is technically a middle grade series. yes I am twenty two years old. if the show is anything to go by it’s a more accurate#portrayal of teenagers than any media I consumed as an actual teen. let me live)#but alas. The Noise#and yeah I know noisy neighbors are not exclusively a dorm thing but I can’t imagine a normal apartment will be nearly this bad#also to be clear this is not a weekly occurrence#I don’t actually think these particular neighbors have given me any issues before#which is part of why I’m feeling so patient with them… probably too patient tbh#I should probably delete this later#probably shouldn’t post it at all but oh well. what’s the point of life if you can’t share every minor annoyance with#a bunch of strangers on the internet?#screams into the void
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floral-hex · 9 months
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I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓
#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY#this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered#so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day#so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒#they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit!#also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read#but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that#and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips#but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know?#anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means#or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom#im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here#he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me#love this little dude so gosh darn much#oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros?#i’m so lame#being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids#ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever#what was I saying before?… did I even have a point?#oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah…#this isn’t important#you can ignore this#text
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exbeaut · 2 years
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Cruel prince series?? Anyone??
#if yes can we discuss Holly black#bc I’m almost done book of night and like yes I have found myself reading the book in one day but#I feel like#I’m not reading it in one day bc it’s SO GOOD AND I CANT STOP#it’s more just like yeah it’s good it’s decent but if I didn’t love the cruel prince series I prob wouldn’t like it#just bc of having read cp series many times I’m used/can accept her ‘style’ of writing#and like by style I mean the annoying things about it like how she describe clothes they are wearing down to the brands#like I thought the cringed ass descriptions in cp of like Jude wearing converse and a star tshirt were due to the times like 2013?? or whate#but now in this brand new book she is describing her wearing the black tee and vans and I’m like?? do we need to do that#but like I’m used to/and expect that like cringe wattpad type descriptions LOL u know not wattpad but u know the vibe it’s like ifykyk#but anyway I’m not saying book of night is bad bc I do like it I’m enjoying the book and read like 2/3rds of it at work today#it’s good don’t get me wrong but it’s not like omg insane I can’t stop I’m addicted and need to know what happens#basically I’m not hyper fixated on it LOL#but anyway idk what I’m saying rn but it’s good?? but not like OMG GOOD GREAT AMAZING#anyway if anyone is feeling these things or has read/fixated on cp series talk to me about it pls#but also just want to state that I wasn’t like OMG I LOVE THIS SERIES with the cruel prince series like I read all three books in a day#like a day and a half idk it was like a weekend I had half off so like after 4pm Saturday until Sunday night#but then re reading it twice (??I think twice might be 3x tho)since the first time it’s like yes now I am obsessed and love cp series and#Jude and Cardan 😭😭😭😭#but anyway what I’m saying is that I knew from the first time I read co the first Holly black book I had read that her writing was well...#something I had to adjust to and force myself to ignore the cringey aspects of it and it’s just like cringey in my POV u know like everyone#is different#but anyway I am rambling sm rn I make no sense but I’m just trying to make it clear I don’t dislike Holly or her writing but I’m just#admitting that her books that I consider favs of mine are considered it more bc I had fun and felt things while reading it and less bc of#like idk the intellectual quality of the prose of that makes sense
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moonstruckme · 1 month
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hey mae! it’s been awhile since i’ve sent an ask but im always reading your work girl! i love how you write tbh. if you’re up to it do you think you could write something with poly marauders, where the reader has trouble eating and making themself eat due to poor appetite. my appetite really does come and go and ever since covid (maybe before) it’s like eating makes me feel revolted. sometimes i just don’t feel like eating bc of other things like depression, adhd, anxiety. i was just wondering if you could write something with the boys helping out the reader with finding out what sounds good, cooking, and eating if possible. sometimes having someone around to talk to and hang out with makes it so much easier to deal -🌶️
Hey Pepper, thank you sm! And thanks for being patient with me <3
cw: lack of appetite, mention of skipping meals
poly!marauders x gn!reader ♡ 1.1k words
The sun’s going down, the last dregs of its light spilling brilliant and golden over the book in your lap, and you can feel your boyfriends starting to get restless. Well, two of them. 
“If we’re missing half the ingredients,” Sirius says, trailing James into the kitchen, “it’s not going to be any good.” 
James only tsks. “Ye of little faith. That’s what improvisation is for.” He starts pulling things down from the cabinet. 
“You’re not even going to glance at the recipe?” 
“I don’t need to. I know the general vibe.” 
“Help!” Sirius calls towards the living room. “He’s gone off the rails. Remus, come fix it.” 
Remus turns around to look over the back of the sofa, his shoulder brushing yours as he does. He’s sitting right up against you despite the couch being empty, not that you mind. Remus is sort of like a cat that wants to be near you but not always to be pet. His touches are often like this, passive gestures like a hand on your head or his thigh pressed against yours. It works for you just fine; you can feel the affection bleeding into you from any point of contact. 
“Don’t you think we should just eat out?” Sirius asks, tilting his head and doing that thing with his eyes that you all pretend doesn’t work on you. 
Impressively, Remus keeps his face impassive. “I’m having leftover brussels sprouts,” he replies, “so it’s not really my concern. Anyway, James has a good history with not following recipes.” 
“Exactly,” James says, grinning at Sirius, who scowls. But then he fixes his gaze on Remus. “So why are you having that, Rem? Have what I’m making.” 
“Because they’re going to go bad, and I’m not hungry enough for a big meal.” The last part is said somewhat quieter, directed towards the living room as he turns back around and picks up his own book. 
Out of the corner of your eye, you can see James frown, but he glances at Sirius and they seem to collectively decide not to push it. Remus’ appetite isn’t much better than yours. He has his better days, but it’s not uncommon for him not to feel up to what your other boyfriends would consider a whole meal or to eat only chocolate until Sirius hounds him into something more substantial. 
James looks to you hopefully. “You’ll have some, won’t you sweetheart?” 
You wince, hating to let him down, and from the look on James’ face he clocks the guilt in your expression before even you get a chance to say, “I don’t think I’m really up to it tonight, either.” 
James deflates, but he’s clearly trying to put on a brave face. “That’s alright. I think I’ll just save it for another night, then.” 
“I’m sorry,” you say, setting your book facedown on the armrest and turning around to face him more fully. “You could still make it and just put leftovers in the freezer. Maybe I’ll have some tomorrow.” You wince again as soon as you say it. No promises, though.
The smile James gives you is comforting if not totally satisfied. “It’s okay. I’ll just make it another time, it’s not a problem.” 
You return his smile, close-lipped. Sirius is looking at you with narrowed eyes, arms crossed like he’s sizing you up. 
“What are you going to eat?” he asks. 
“Hm?” 
“What are you going to have instead?” You hesitate, and he tilts his head knowingly, a piece of hair slipping from behind his ear to drape over his shoulder. “You need to have something, especially since you didn’t have lunch.” 
From the kitchen, James looks at you. “You didn’t?” 
“I just…don’t feel like it.” It’s a feeble argument even to your own ears, and the look Sirius gives you says that he thinks so, too. 
“You can’t miss two meals,” he says obstinately. “Even Remus is having some brussels sprouts.”
You look to Remus to be offended at the even Remus comment, but he only shrugs. You’re on your own. 
“What sounds good?” he asks you. 
You try not to pout. “Nothing. Everything sounds gross.” 
“C’mon, baby.” Sirius leans against the countertop. “It doesn’t have to be strictly dinner food, yeah? Just anything that sounds like you’d be willing to eat it.” 
You think for a minute. Remus touches the back of his hand to your leg, knuckles soothing over the skin beside your knee. 
“I guess…ice cream sounds okay,” you say hesitantly. “But I know that’s not exactly nutritious…” 
“Would a milkshake be close enough?” James pipes up. 
You shrug. “I guess.” 
He grins. “I can do that for you, love. Just gimme a sec.” 
James is a loud cook. You go back to your book while cabinet doors slam and the blender whirs and you hear a muffled “oh, shit” as something is undoubtedly dropped on the floor, but a minute later he’s bringing you a glass of something thick and chocolate-y looking. You smile at the added garnish of mint and a straw, reaching for it. 
“Thanks, Jamie.” 
He winks. “Anytime.” 
Remus is the only one courteous enough not to obviously watch while you take a sip, and you feel your eyebrows raise as you look up at James. 
“This is really good,” you say. He practically glows at the praise. “I didn’t even know we had chocolate ice cream.” 
Sirius barks a laugh, and James’ smile widens. 
“What?” you ask. 
“We don’t,” he admits. “Will it ruin your appetite if I tell you it’s not actually ice cream?” 
You shake your head, sucking at the straw. “I’m already drinking it, so.” 
James beams. He really is looking very proud of himself. “It’s a protein shake. A pretty balanced meal, actually.” 
“Nice!” You grin at him, taking another hearty slurp mostly because you know it’ll please him. “It’s perfect, thank you.” 
“Gotta keep our sweetheart fed,” he says, bending down for a kiss. Sirius and Remus’ hums of approval nearly harmonize, and you and James share an elated look while they both do their best to pretend like it didn’t happen. 
“Can I try?” Remus asks, and you tilt the cup towards him in invitation. 
He wraps his lips around your straw, sipping hesitantly. He looks mildly impressed. 
“Could you make me one of those too?” 
From the look on James’ face, he’d be delighted to. “Course, love.” He plants a smacker on Remus’ cheek and nearly knocks Sirius over as he beelines for the kitchen. 
“This is just excellent,” Sirius gripes, but you see the satisfaction in his expression. “Now that you two have blown up his ego, I’ll have to eat something he makes too.” 
“Correct,” James says brightly. “And you should be so lucky.” 
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loguetowns · 1 year
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the one that (almost) got away
roronoa zoro x fem!reader
it takes him 12 hours to realize
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a/n: ok listen, i think i started writing this like 6+ months ago and it’s just been sitting in my drafts bc idk how to commit to endings so y’all are gonna have to take this as it is. also i have no concept of how sailing works or how long it takes oops
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9:00 pm
“y'know, there's really no point to a farewell party if the one leaving isn't there.”
you look up from your spot on the library floor. your eyes land on the green-haired swordsman leaning against the doorframe and you smile.
“i’ll be there in a second. i just have some more stuff to go through.”
zoro eyes the mess of books surrounding you, recognizing a few of nami’s atlases and robin’s textbooks. “you haven’t finished packing yet?”
“i’m mostly done. i’m just trying to decide which books i want to keep.” catching his eye, you joke, “why? you want me gone that bad?”
crossing the room, a scoff leaves his lips. nothing could be further from the truth.
“you got me. i am so sick of you,” he says with a grin. “can’t wait to get rid of the annoying librarian invading my napping spot.”
zoro plops down on the bench behind you, catching a whiff of your shampoo as he lies down. you sit with your back to him, sorting through your piles, but zoro can hear the smile in your voice when you speak.
“you’re such a pretender, eh?”
zoro puts on a look of overdramatic offense, a hand on his chest. “me? you’re talking about me?”
at his poor acting, you turn around. you rest your chin on the bench, your face so close to zoro’s that one could only describe it as a kissable distance.
“you act like i'm all in your space, but nami told me that you never used to spend any time in here at all!”
“pfft, why would you ever trust what that con artist has to say?” zoro pokes your forehead. “you see it with your own eyes. am i or am i not here every day?”
you purse your lips as you think back to the last few months; he’s right.
you’ve spent most of your days in the ship’s library, and zoro has almost always stopped by. in the beginning, it would be for a few minutes, but over the last little while, he’d be in here as long as you were.
zoro smiles as he watches you think, eyebrows furrowed as you replay the last few months in your head. little do you know that this is exactly why the library is his new hideout. watching your pretty little mind work — doing what you love, thinking and studying and reading — is a far better use of his spare time than anything else he could be doing.
“anyway,” he says. “i guess your silly star stories have been a good trade-off.”
now it’s your turn to be mock-offended.
“silly star stories? you’re the one who asked about the constellations in the first place!”
“only because you kept talking about these fictional gods like they actually did something important.”
“says the guy who's completely enthralled by hades,” you roll your eyes.
“king of hell, god of the underworld,” he grins. “that’s my kinda guy.”
zoro laughs when you shake your head at him. he’ll never tire of teasing you; you are far too adorable with your little sigh and a ghost of a smile on your lips.
“did you know,” he says with a playful look. “that you still owe me about ten more constellation stories? d’you think you could squeeze in one more before we head up?”
zoro smiles at you, and you can't help but smile back. 
you have so many treasured memories with zoro in this library; ones of just the two of you (him napping while you studied), ones with nami and robin (and sanji until nami kicked the boys out for their incessant bickering), and ones where the night listens in as you recite the history of the stars.
whether you were telling the story of another righteous deity enacting justice, or the tale of mere mortals who insulted the gods, zoro would listen with his eyes closed, lying across the bench as he is now, and you’d sit in front of him as you are now.
everyone’s waiting for you upstairs and you hate to disappoint, but some things are more important — like telling a silly star story to a silly swordsman.
“of course i can.”
12:00 am
raucous laughter and cheering that’s loud enough to deafen anybody; empty plates, once piled high with food, now scattered around the room; bottles on bottles of sake and rum and whiskey and every liqueur that one would hope to find on a pirate ship.
these are zoro’s requirements for a good time, and suffice to say that your farewell party has them all in spades.
zoro watches his friends’ tomfoolery from his spot at the table (currently, luffy’s trying to get franky to see how far he can slingshot him) when you plop yourself into the seat beside him.
“this,” you say as your arm knocks against his, “is the best party i’ve ever been to.”
zoro takes a swig from his glass, “you haven’t partied until you’ve partied with pirates.”
“seriously! you guys are insane!”
as if to prove your point, franky chooses that exact moment to show off a juggling sequence involving a barrel of whiskey, a giant potted plant, and a squealing chopper.
you gasp at the spectacle but quickly dissolve into laughter when nami saves chopper, and it’s with both awe and pure excitement that you turn to zoro. laughter is etched into your lips, your cheeks are flushed, and zoro can’t help but marvel at how you’re even cuter when you’re having fun.
“what, you’ve never seen a cyborg man toss a speaking reindeer in the air before?”
you nudge him with your elbow, “well, excuse me for leading such a mundane life where animals don’t speak and men don’t tinker with their bodies.”
“ah, but that’s where you’re wrong.”
you look at zoro quizically.
he takes a sip of his beer, “most men do tinker with their bodies.”
it takes you a moment to catch his innuendo and zoro roars with laughter when the realization hits you. embarrassment tinges your pretty face and you shove him with a loud “ew, zoro!” but he can’t stop cackling.
“you’re disgusting!”
you make to swat zoro across the chest but he quickly catches your hand. he leans in to waggle his eyebrows at you, “but i’m not wrong, am i?”
you groan loudly, which only makes him laugh again.
perhaps it’s the alcohol that let his inhibitions go, or maybe it’s the fact that he doesn’t have much longer with you, but when you hastily change the subject and there’s no longer a reason for him to still be holding your hand, he doesn’t let go.
when nami joins you two, his fingers slips between yours and to his surprise, yours do the same. sanji joins your threesome, then franky and robin, and in no time at all, it’s no longer just the two of you at the table.
but zoro doesn’t care.
drunk, carefree, and more content than he’s ever been, zoro closes his eyes and smiles. he lives in the moment, and in this moment, he’s happy — happy with a full stomach and a full glass, happy to be surrounded by his favourite people, and happy that, under the table, you’re still holding his hand.
3:00 am
“and what’s that one?”
hands swinging between you, you and zoro dodge the tide as you roam further and further from the thousand sunny. the sand is cool under your feet and the tide kisses your toes with each step. your other arm is stretched above you, pointing at a constellation in the distance.
“what is this - a pop quiz?”
you smile, “i want to make sure you don’t forget about my ‘silly star stories.’”
zoro groans, “has anyone told you that holding grudges isn’t healthy? keeping going and you’ll turn into a bitter old thing some day.”
you stick out your tongue, “you’re just afraid you’ll get it wrong.”
“wrong?” zoro scoffs. “i’ve gotten the past six right.”
walking along the beach, you and zoro fall in step with each other and your footsteps match the ebbing waves in perfect rhythm. you smile in his direction and his chest is flooded with a warmth that has nothing to do with the copious amounts of alcohol he’s consumed.
“alright, let’s see what we got here.”
zoro follows your gaze at the cluster of stars you’ve chosen, and he grins when he sees the constellation. “really? at least try to make this hard for me, please.”
his cocky attitude leaves you speechless, making zoro laugh. 
“you’re so annoying!” you shove him with your free hand and the force of his stumble pulls you along, and you shriek as he drags you into the ocean with him. he doesn’t let go of you, not even for a second — not when water splashes your legs, not when zoro’s pants get soaked as he spins you around. 
your laughter is warmth in its purest form, the kind that you can feel all the way down to your cold toes. when he sets you back down, you give his hand a little squeeze, to which zoro answers back with a tender smile.
now with wet feet and a distance between you that’s even smaller than it already was, zoro continues to walk alongside you.
“moving on from your pathetic distraction attempt,” — you let out a dramatic gasp — “i’ll tell you exactly who we were looking at.”
pointing at the starry zodiac sign, zoro speaks with complete confidence.
“virgo the maiden, otherwise known as persephone, wife and muse of the best god of them all, hades—”
“fanboy much?” you tease but zoro pretends not to hear you (the little tug of his lips tells you that he does).
“—who snuck her a pomegranate seed because he couldn’t bear for her to leave him.”
zoro puffs his chest with pride, relishing in this one niche study of which he is now an expert. it’s incredibly endearing how pleased he is with his answer and you almost feel bad for correcting him.
almost.
“good answer,” you grin. “but you left out the little detail about how she was kept in hell against her will.”
zoro gasps, “are you accusing my idol of being a kidnapper?”
“your idol!” your cheeks already hurt so much from smiling but another giggle slips out. “first of all, these aren’t my accusations. historians have told their love story this way for years—”
“slander is what this is.”
“—and secondly, why would you want to look up to hades? he’s literally the antagonist in every story.”
“he’s the king of hell! that’s so bad ass.” zoro winks at you, “don’t be surprised if you hear them calling me ‘zoro, king of hell’ some day.”
“what’s wrong, demon of east blue doesn’t go hard enough for you?”
embarrassment rushes to zoro’s face and he’s never been more grateful for the night. “who told you that? was it usopp or nami? i bet it was nami.”
“i might hold a grudge but i don’t snitch,” you flash a mischievous smile. “anyway, let’s get back to how you want to be just like devil who tricked a poor girl in returning to the underworld.”
“come on, can you blame a man for doing whatever it takes to stop his beloved from leaving him?”
it sounds like an innocent question — harmless banter, really — but something in the way he says it makes you stop dead in your tracks. a silence falls and in its wake, all you can do is stare at the man you’ve spent the last several months with, the same man that you have to say goodbye to tomorrow.
moonlight falls unto the both of you and bathes zoro in soft light. it illuminates his eyes and when you meet his gaze, you see a sense of longing there that you feel in your chest. a longing for what, you don’t know — or rather, you don’t want to know.
at least, not yet.
so you hold his hand a little tighter, and underneath the watchful eye of the gods and constellations, muster a smile,
“i guess not.”
6:00 am
if this was any other morning, zoro would be awake and working out already. he'd be done his fourth set of bicep curls or, at the very least, working on his form. he could even be in the middle of deadlifts (because he knows not to skip leg day), but he definitely wouldn't still be in bed the way that he is right now.
the thing is though, if this was any other morning, he wouldn't have you sleeping next to him, curled into him like you were made to be a perfect fit.
he's never been more glad to still be in bed.
your breath matches the rise and fall of zoro's chest, perfectly in rhythm with the waves outside his window and the beat of his heart, like the universe meant for all these things to be in harmony at this one singular moment in time.
your lashes flutter in response when he shifts his weight.
he takes a peek at you, “psst, are you awake?”
eyes still closed, you manage a noncommittal grunt but your body says otherwise.
zoro can’t help but smile as he watches you start to wake up. your toes wiggle beneath the covers and you rub your eyes before looking up at him with an adorably sleepy look that he would love to wake up to every day. 
if only he could.
you focus your gaze on zoro like he’s an anchor in a sea of slumber. the way that you look at him, as if he’s the only thing that you see, fills his chest with a golden warmth akin to the breaking dawn.
you offer him a soft smile, and zoro wonders if the sun knows that you glow brighter than it ever could.
“why are you up at this ungodly hour?”
he chuckles, low and tender, “’m used to it. i’m usually up by now.”
“freak,” you mutter. zoro laughs, and you can’t think of anything else that sounds more beautiful at six in the morning.
you’re not usually up this early but what you notice is that, at dawn, time has a habit of moving slowly. it’s as if the morning casts magic upon those who rise with the daylight — and you’re so thankful for that.
because if time moved any faster than this, you’d have to say goodbye that much sooner.
“are you going to miss us?” zoro puts his arms around you.
you murmur into his chest, “of course, i will.”
“who do you think you’ll miss the most?” 
you give pause and zoro’s almost certain you can hear his heart beating a little louder — he can definitely hear it. he doesn’t typically get nervous like this but, then again, nothing about the way you make him feel is typical.
you seem to have come to a conclusion because you look up at zoro and he holds his breath. 
“sanji.”
he blinks.
“wait, are you serious?”
you’ve never seen zoro looks so wonderfully scandalized before, and you burst into a fit of giggles. as soon as you start, he knows he’s been had. he scowls but only for a moment; for who could be upset in the presence of such twinkling laughter?
 “silly man,” you snuggle closer, "of course i’m not serious.”
“okay, good.” you can hear the smile in his voice. “i don’t know if my ego could handle losing to him.”
zoro holds you close, his thumb tracing circles on your skin. his movements are slow, steady, comforting — ‘round and ‘round, in the same spot, like he’s drawing an invisible mark that is only known to the two of you.
"but, you know,” you hum, careful not to disrupt the peace. “you wouldn’t.”
“wouldn’t what?”
“lose.” and after a beat, you quietly add, “you wouldn’t lose to anyone.”
and just like that, zoro’s on cloud nine, airborne and weightless. he’s always known that he has a place in your heart, but this is the first time that you’ve ever hinted about where that place may be. if he allowed himself to be hopeful, it almost sounds like a confession. 
but almost isn’t good enough for him. zoro wants more — wants to find out exactly where he belongs in your life, wants to know if he can make himself at home there. 
it’s a shame that he’s out of time.
you interrupt his thoughts with a whisper, barely audible above the sound of the ocean and his aching heart,
“will you miss me?” 
more than anything.
9:00 am
surely, zoro’s dream to be hades has been granted. otherwise, why would it feel like he’s in hell, standing on the deck, all alone and watching your dinghy sail away from the thousand sunny?
zoro’s had his fair shares of farewells while aboard the ship, and to be honest, yours wasn’t any more emotional than anyone else’s. you left with a smile as beautiful as the morning sun and with far less tears than he expected (which he’s thankful for because he would hate to see you cry). as far as bittersweet goodbyes go, yours was definitely more sweet than bitter.
and yet, here zoro stands, with a bad taste in his mouth that he can’t explain. he can still see you from where he stands, and watching your little boat in the distance is the only thing that seems to settle his uneasy heart. 
should he have bid adieu privately? maybe he should’ve left you with a memento of some kind? should he have done more than offer you a quick hug? was it his imagination, or did you hold onto him just a beat longer than you needed to?
zoro’s so occupied by these messy thoughts that he doesn’t even hear sanji approach him.
“well?”
startled, zoro can only stare at the blond cook. ignoring the dumb look on his face, sanji continues.
“what’d she say when you told her?” sanji nods in the direction of your boat.
“told her what?”
“that you love her,” sanji takes a drag of his cigarette, looking at zoro directly now.
he speaks so frankly, so matter-of-fact and candidly, that it takes zoro a second to really register what it is that he’s saying. 
he loves you.
and as soon as he thinks it, the truth comes barreling through all the doubts clouding his head. clarity floods his chest as he comes face-to-face with what his yearning, pining heart has been trying to tell him this whole time.
he loves you. he loves you. he loves you. he loves you. he loves you-
fuck.
he loves you.
and he never told you.
epilogue — 9:30 am
sails closed, your boat floats with the current and the salty breeze reminds you that your adventure with the strawhats has come to a close. compared to the never-ending bustle of the crew, it’s almost too quiet being at sea alone. the silence lends itself to your overactive mind, working full time to unravel the tightness you feel in your chest.
you’re lost in thoughts of what could’ve, should’ve, and would’ve been — so much so that you don’t even hear the commotion behind you. it’s not until you hear zoro call your name that you hear the frantic swimming and you whirl around.
“zoro! what-”
“can you help me first?” he splutters.
you pull yourself together long enough to run to the side of your dinghy, pulling a sopping wet pirate on board. zoro leans back, trying to catch his breath as you rummage through your things.
“are you crazy? do you know how far we are from the sunny?” you throw a towel over him before reaching for another. you start drying off his hair, frantically fussing over him.
“you think that just because chopper gives you the clearance that you can push yourself over the limit-”
“y/n.”
“this is why you’re always on house arrest! you’re actually insane, you know that?”
“y/n.”
“i know you work out, but for goodness’ sake, zoro, you’re only human-”
“y/n.” zoro holds your wrists, forcing you to stop with a start.
in all your worrying, you didn’t realize that you’d been gravitating closer to zoro until you’re staring into his dark, obsidian eyes. there’s clarity in the way that he looks at you. his eyes are shining with a fierceness that you’ve only seen in his worst fights, and you brace yourself for whatever comes next.
because you know that this will change everything.
“hades and persephone.”
“huh?“ you blink at him. “did you hit your head-”
“ask me if i think hades loved persephone.”
you stare into zoro’s eyes, desperation reflecting back at you. there’s a hidden question there and you understand immediately.
quietly, you ask, "do you think hades loved persephone?”
“i do,” he whispers. “i think he loved her and he would've been stupid to let her go.”
your breath catches. zoro places a hand over yours, surprisingly warm as his fingers find their home between your own.
the heavens watch on as the two of you finally open your hearts and give way to the stuff that myths and legends yearn for — a connection that can only be described as fated, destined, purely and resplendently magical.
the gods smile at the two lovers who find themselves falling into each other, laughing as you confess, over and over again,
i love you.
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⠀ཾ ༚ MORE FUN WITH THREE!
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chad meeks martin x ethan landry x reader
#SYNOPSIS— nsfw/sfw head canons about dating ethan and chad <3
#CONTAINS— (sfw) domesticity!!, slight angst, comfort, overall fluff ; (nsfw) daddy/mommy kink, degradation, praise, and a lot more but those are the mains!
#AUTHORSNOTE— there isn’t enough domestic chad/ethan/reader stuff so i wrote this xx
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#SFW
— you guys pined for each other for a while until any of you made a move. lots of longing looks and deep talk nights and sleepovers that felt more intimate than ‘just friend’ activities.
— but surprisingly, it was ethan who confessed first. the three of you were sharing a blunt around a pool during a party, and he suddenly started rambling about how much he liked you both romatically.
“it’s just like,” ethan breathes, leaning his head on your shoulder and absentmindedly fidgeting with chad’s fingers. “i talk a lot, right? i ramble and i talk and can’t ever seem to shut up— at least i’m self aware, y/n! —but when i look at the two of you.. it’s like my words just can’t come out. and i become quiet because i don’t know how you two exist.”
— ever since that night, you guys began dating!
— now this is not gonna be one of those head-cannons about how everything went smoothly because trust me it didn’t for a while.
— it was really up and down for the first year. chad has a bad habit of being jealous, which is nice if he wasn’t so in denial when you or ethan point it out.
— ethan has a tendency to space out/disassociate when things get too stressful (a result of his history with his family), which takes a lot of work and patience to work through. thankfully, you and chad have all the patience in the world for him.
— and you wouldn’t open up to them for a while, oftentimes running how you really felt and the bad parts of your past through a filter to make it seem not as bad (even though chad and ethan could read you like a book).
— there’s a lot more, but i will say that i don’t think ethan or chad is the type to really raise their voice during an argument. disagreements are resolved through firm talking between the three of you, and even when someone wants to scream or yell at the other person, they know that you all hate the sound of angry yelling, so you find others ways to cool off.
— anyways! you guys moved in together a year and a half into your relationship.
— chad’s the clean one and ethan’s the messy one (mainly bc he gets distracted by other stuff and forgets ro clean up after himself).
— both boys love sitting/joining you when you’re doing your hobbies. sometimes they even wanna learn from you! chad is a very quick learner while ethan is very eager to learn
— movie nights, video game nights, study nights, etc. are a very common thing bc all of you procrastinate college shit (except for chad, who is somehow more on top of it than you and ethan).
— chad can cook, ethan can bake, and you can do both! so meals are usually made by you and chad while ethan makes dessert.
— ethan also stress bakes.
the lack of a third body in your bed made you sit up groggily from your bed. “chad? chad,” you mumbled, shaking chad’s shoulder next to you, making him grumble a weak response. “where’s ethan?”
and as the two of you walked out, you still wrapped in your comforter, you were shocked to find your boyfriend making his third batch of cake pops over the counter. his hair was tousled and eye bags hung under his brown eyes, but ethan looked more awake than ever. his spider-man shirt was stained with flour and his pajama pants hung loosely around his waist. “ethan,” chad said with a sigh, “babes, it’s 3 am.”
“yeah but,” ethan began, whisking from frosting. “i have an exam in like two days and i needed to relax so i’m baking!”
“ethan, baby, come back to bed.”
— chad and ethan are sore losers!! every time the three of you play video games and you win they both sulk for like 10 minutes. but if you lose and one of them wins, they’re so cocky and they’re teasing you about it (assholes).
"guys, please talk to me," you said, watching as ethan stubbornly sat next to chad on the other side of the couch, pulling the blanket tight over the both of them and not around you."
"no," chad stated, putting an arm over ethan's shoulders and pulling him close. "this is what happens when you cheat at mario kart."
you huffed in annoyance before standing up, grabbing the blanket and forcing yourself in with them, ignoring their protests.
"y/n, you already won!" ethan groaned, still making room for you regardless of how much of a sore loser he was.
— you guys sleep on a king bed in a shared room and take turns being in the middle. usually chad likes being in the middle because that means he gets to feel both you and ethan sleeping on his chest.
— chad sleeps earlier than the both of you so sometimes he has to listen to you and ethan talk about basically nothing 30 minutes before going to bed.
“yeah, sex is great, but have you ever yawned so hard you felt tears?” ethan said, his face turned to yours as the three of you laid in bed.
chad heard you chuckle softly before saying, “it’s kind of like stretching so hard you cough. wait— does that mean you’d rather yawn with tears over having sex with us?”
“what? no!”
— sometimes when one of you is coming home late, you have nights with only one of them.
— when ethan is coming home late, you and chad both prepare a meal together. light music is playing in the background while you both prepare three plates (another for ethan when he gets home). chad has a habit of wrapping his arms around your waist and leaning his head on your shoulder while you cook. then after dinner you both watch a horror movie with popcorn (chad knows all the best horror movies thanks to mindy.) and take a shower together.
— when chad is coming home late, ethan helps you make dinner (he just chops vegetables and sometimes meat. poor boy can’t cook) and is constantly snacking on the food before it’s even prepared. you both save chad a plate before having a little ‘spa day.’ you both take a bath and put on face masks and (mildly) catch each other up on gossip.
— when you’re coming home late, either chad makes dinner and ethan helps or he does the work and ethan sits on the counter and tells him about all the drama (chad likes to say he doesn’t like listening, but you and ethan know he does). sometimes ethan makes him do a face mask with him and then they go play video games for the rest of the night until you come home.
— your apartment has a loveseat on the side that you all like to cuddle on while your friends are over.
— folding clothes together in the living room while watching shows like bob’s burgers.
— you guys definitely have a cat that’s named ‘kelp’ or something weird like that. when you first got the cat chad was def a little disappointed (he wanted a dog) but now he’s your cat’s favorite (much to you and ethan’s chagrin).
— whenever you say ‘i love you,’ there’s always two responses of ‘i love you more,’ back. and that phrase is something really important to the three of you.
— you like to say it during the times when you really mean it. you always love them, but there’s random times where you’re just watching them talk to each other at the dinner table and you’ll just say ‘i love you,’ because how nice is it that you can always have dinner with them?
— ethan incorporates it into his daily phrases, stuff like, “i’m gonna go now, i love you!” and “good night, i love you.” he also says it a lot while he’s drunk (he’s a sucker for you and chad, what can he say).
— chad says it during random times. sometimes he’ll just walk by you or ethan in the kitchen, pressing brief kisses to your shoulders and murmuring, “i love you.” or he’ll taste something you or ethan made and say, “oh my god, i love you. this is incredible.”
— ethan talks a lot and you and chad listen.
— sometimes chad and ethan both ramble to you about something that you know nothing about but do you care? no, because you do the exact same thing and they are always so interested
— chad and ethan go on gym dates and chad always makes ethan his pre workout for him in the morning before they leave <3
— you guys also have a shared groupchat! ethan uses it to send photos throughout his day of random things with cute little comments like ‘look at this dog i saw ◡̈’ or ‘i ordered what y/n usually gets at starbucks! i think it’s actually pretty good!’
—you use it to send photos of when you see him or chad across campus. honestly you do it cause you think it’s funny how most of the photos you take look like they’re from a stalker.
— chad uses it to send photos of the sky whenever he thinks it’s pretty (because it reminds him of the both of you). he also uses it to get yours or ethan’s opinion on something, whether it’s clothes, what he’s buying from the store, etc.
— whenever one of you is stressed/sad you have two people giving you comfort immediately. of course chad is always the one who asks, “do you want comfort or advice?” just because he wants to make sure he’s doing the right thing. but regardless the three of you have learned how to take care of each other.
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#NSFW
— there was definitely a moment before you all began dating where ethan said, “wait, does that mean i’m gonna die a virgin?” and you and chad caught each other staring at ethan as though you were willing to change that for him.
chad noticed you stare at ethan, eyes set on him as though you were weighing the consequences of fucking your best friend in your head (not that chad could say anything; he was doing the same thing). your eyes noticed chad’s look, making you raise a brow at him.
“what’re you looking at, chad?”
“what’re you looking at, y/n?”
— ethan has the biggest sex drive out of the three of you. he was really inexperienced when you all started dating but after you and chad taught him the ropes he’s literally always horny.
— chad definitely prefers to be in charge in the bedroom (daddy kink for the win) but he’s actually a switch. you and ethan are only people he’s ever been submissive for.
— you’re a switch for the most part, but you do enjoy domming both chad and ethan (because who wouldn’t?) especially when they both start teasing you out in public/throughout the day (which happens a lot).
— ethan’s definitely a switch but he does prefer to be submissive to you and chad because he has a raging daddy/mommy kink oops
— you and ethan are pretty vocal in bed, but chad isn’t. a lot of the noises he makes is groans and dirty talk (which is literally filthy).
— but one time you and ethan were teasing him and chad let out a whine. when i tell you the tables changed so quickly..
— chad also does this lazy smile/smirk when one of you is riding him/sucking him off that makes him look so cocky and he knows it.
— chad’s cockiness also def shows through in his degradation/praise.
“that’s it, suck my cock,” chad murmured, one of his arms behind his head as ethan took his cock into his mouth. you were right next to him, licking at chad’s balls as ethan began bobbing his head. the poor boy was a mess of saliva and tears dripping down his chin, his head of curls gripped tightly by chad as his hips thrusted his fat cock deeper into ethan’s mouth.
a needy whine left your lips as ethan pulled off of chad’s cock, gasping in a breath before continuing to stroke it in his hands. then you both leaned in, eyes set on chad and the lazy smile on his face, before your tongues met at chad’s tip. with his tip in between your mouths, you and ethan made out with each other, whimpers and low moans falling from your mouths. licking into ethan’s mouth and tonguing at chad’s fat tip, you moaned at the sloppiness of it all, feeling yours and ethan’s saliva drip down your chins.
the lewd sight alone made chad moan, head falling back briefly. “god, you’re both so needy. you love sucking my dick that much that you both wanna share?”
“mm.. yes daddy.”
— sex is serious for the most part but sleepy sex/morning sex is always so giggly for you guys. especially when ethan and chad want to eat you out together.
“chad— dude, you gotta move to the side,” ethan groaned, trying to move himself next to the taller man. your legs were spread wide, both of them held open by chad’s hand and ethan’s, and feeling their two eyes on you, you suddenly felt exposed.
“how do we—” chad began leaning his head in at the same time as ethan’s and bumping their heads, making them both laugh. carding your hands through their hair, you couldn’t help but giggle before it turned into a moan.
chad and ethan’s tongue met in the middle as they spread your legs wider. leaning over, chad went to suck on your clit while ethan leaned down to fuck your sopping hole with his tongue, making your back arch. “there you go,” chad murmured, breath fanning over your cunt as he massages the inside of your thighs.
��mm, you taste so good, y/n,” ethan said, eyes hazy as he slipped a finger into you.
— sometimes ethan wakes the both of you up by giving you both head. he gets really needy! and if you wake up before him that’s how you wake chad up
— you love teasing them. sometimes you grind your ass against them a little too much while passing by them in the kitchen or you wear shorts around the apartment that you know chad loves, along with a tank top without a bra (so ethan’s practically drooling at your breasts)
— it usually ends with them being in charge that night. especially if your little teasing game goes on for the entire day and you pretend you know nothing about it; both of them want to punish you <3
“fuck— daddy, ‘m close,” ethan whined, throwing his head back as his cock slipped into your lips again. you peered up at him through heavy lashes, his length stifling your whimpers as chad’s cock sank deeper inside of you.
“go ahead, baby boy. cum all over y/n’s face,” chad said with a groan, watching shamelessly as your cunt took every inch of his thick cock. “fuck, you really love taking dick, huh?” he said with a breathless laugh, thrusting his hips into you harshly and reveling in the cry you let out. “too bad you won’t get to cum just yet. not until we’re finished.”
ethan let out a whine as he came all over your face, eyes set on how your tongue stuck out for him and the way it caught only some of his cum. the rest painted your face so beautifully that ethan couldn’t help but grab some with his thumb and put it into your mouth. obediently, your lips wrapped around his thumb and sucked off the rest of the cum.
— sorry not sorry ethan loves his ass ate idc. he becomes such a slit the second he feels you or chad’s tongue on his hole, arching his back and babbling, “mommy/daddy, more. please— oh fuck me.”
— chad also has an obsession with eating you out. when i tell you that man knows how to eat pussy i mean it. sit on his face, suffocate him— he wants it all as long as he’s between your thighs.
— that being said he also loves eating ethan out. primarily because ethan ends up crying and he’s just so pretty when he cries.
— chad’s sadistic/masochistic (he’s def a service top) and ethan’s the same way. but ethan’s sadism and masochism can go extreme; he loves denying you and chad of your orgasms over and over, but if you were to deny him of his over and over he’d love it more.
— chad sometimes just leans back and lets you and ethan do whatever you want to him. you could use his dick like a toy and ethan could ride his face and chad could die a happy man right there, knowing that he’s pleasuring the both of you.
— ethan has an oral fixation to the max. he always needs something in his mouth, whether it’s your tits, yours or chad’s fingers, chad’s cock, or your pussy, he just loves having his mouth full.
— whenever you’re domming, ethan is always so good while chad is nothing but a brat. but there are some rare occasions when ethan is being bratty and you and chad have to punish him.
“daddy— daddy slow down—!” ethan cried out, his hips automatically snapping against you as a result of chad’s pounding. he was crying at this point, fat tears streaming down his cheeks as he was stuck between chad’s thick cock and your tight pussy. his own cock was so hard, but the cock ring around it made it impossible for him to fuck a load into you. not that you or chad seemed to care.
“you wanted to act like such a brat earlier, ethan,” you said with faux pity, teeth digging into your bottom lip as ethan’s cock thrusted inside of you repeatedly.
“which means,” chad said, slapping ethan’s ass and making the boy moan, “you can’t give us fucking orders.” he thrusted deeper into his boyfriend, listening to the ‘uh, uh, uhs’ ethan let out as his cock fucked him harder.
“i wanna cum,” ethan sniffled, ignoring your scolding as he took your hips and thrusted into you, making your head fall back as you moaned deliciously. “daddy, p—please— mm, mm— let me cum, mommy.”
chad only chuckled darkly at that, letting out a low moan as he came inside ethan’s ass, filling him with cum— his first load of the night. “brats don’t get to cum.”
— i will say this rn; the aftercare is soso good.
— chad basically has all of your needs memorized by heart. bath? he already had it ready. food? there’s snacks on the bedside table. alone time? the guest room has its bed made and the t.v on. cuddles? of course, just let him clean you up and get you some water. don’t wanna get up? good, chad would rather you lay there while he gets everything ready.
— it kind of goes for all of you as well. you and chad are usually giving the aftercare while ethan’s receiving. but ethan knows the aftercare you both need too!
— especially after pretty hard scenes, ethan knows to reassure you both that he’s okay. it doesn’t happen often, but when you and chad feel horrible for talking to ethan in such a way, he goes out of his way to take care of you just like you both take care of him <3
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tryingtofindava · 5 months
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𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬*ೃ༄
: ̗̀➛Back to source
a/n: soz it takes awhile to get to the point mb.
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It started off with you chatting with Clever Bot, innocent enough. You’d ask it random questions, it would ask you random questions. That went on for a few weeks.
Until the questions started getting more personal.
Asking you how your friends party was, or if you were okay after nicking your finger with the knife while chopping strawberries.
The bot even started calling you by your name, which you definitely hadn’t told it...
But in return it told you it’s name!!
He was called BEN.
That’s when you stopped using the site all together, not wanting to put up with the total bullshit this bot was putting you through.
Until the site started randomly popping up while you were using your devices, his messages it was sending you getting more condescending.
That’s the night he finally showed his face to you.
You were sitting on your apartments couch, watching some shit horror movie. When the screen started to get all glitchy.
That’s when the hand popped out.
ANYWAYS!!
Now you have this random dude in your apartment, and he’s messing around with everything he can get his hands on.
Saying shit like-
“It’s cool being in your room and not just seeing it through your laptop.”
Creepy… he’s very creepy.
Even though he doesn’t mean to be (most of the time…)
Oh well.
He lives with you now.
Well, he likes to think he does, it’s not exactly official.
He just eats your food, sleeps on your couch, plays your video games.
And you being… oddly chill about the whole thing? Icing on the cake.
About 2 months with him crashing at your place, he starts to open up a bit more.
And trust me, he’s an open book.
But the whole drowning thing?
That’s a touchy topic. But he (eventually) opened up about the whole thing.
NOW FINALLY TO THE DATING HEADCANONS.
He’s very flirty.
But his way of flirting is literally so cheesy.
“Aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?”
“Hey, my name’s Microsoft. Can I crash at your place tonight?” (He does that anyways)
“Feel my shirt. Know what it’s made of? Boyfriend material.”
Reallllll smooth, dude…
He flirts with you so much, that when he was genuinely taking interest and hinting at him liking you as more than friends?
that was difficult.
He dug himself his own grave. (again.)
It all clicked for you one day when you (finally) started noticing the signs that, hey… he didn’t mean that as a joke.
Now it was either you, or the beachy haired goblin that had to make the first REAL MOVE.
So, you finally grew a pair of balls and asked him out.
(He said yeah obviously.)
THE FIRST DATE WAS LITERALLY SO CUTE I’M FROTHING AT THE MOUTH.
like, I want to have a fucking Stardew Valley date. (srsly someone take me on a stardew valley date.)
Matching spider-man and hello kitty pyjama bottoms🔛🔝
Without a doubt he’s a stoner, so you guys get high and talk about the Five Nights at Freddy’s timeline & lore.
He’s obsessed w you.
You two making like rlly bad jokes and full on laughing, no not even laughing, snorting AND cackling w/ each other. (he laughs like Arthur from Arthur’s Christmas😭)
I am 100% convinced he’s named a wolf on Minecraft after you.
Speaking of Minecraft…
He’s a slut for putting your Minecraft beds together. He fr acts like you two don’t share a bed already.
You have to deadass bully him to take a shower. (bcs his just putting on the strongest men’s deodorant doesn’t work)
THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT HE’S LITERALLY OBSESSED W THE HUNGER GAMES.
Like, you two be binge watching that every 2 months.
He teases the shit outta you btw.
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GET CLINGY.
“God, you remind me of Moon Children.” Then he casually leaves the room, leaving you to wonder what tf Moon Children are.
His sleeping schedule is so fucked, that he goes to sleep at like 5AM and wakes up at 3PM. And he gets up from bed a lot during the night to randomly do something.
When he’s sick his voice is glitchy. (AND SOUNDS LIKE BABY JUSTIN BIEBER) What a combo.
He’s one touchy mf.
His hands ALWAYS have to be on you, around your shoulder, on your thigh, anywhere you’re comfortable with. (but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t push his limits.)
He spams you all day long, sending you out dated memes, or just sending videos of cats.
Since I’m running out of ideas I’d say the relationship is a solid 8/10. (abducting two points bcs he pulls the stupidest ‘pranks’)
✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•
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i’ve been seeing ppl do sej x coryo x reader and all the time i see dom sej, switch coryo, and sub reader and it gave me this idea.
i think it would be interesting to see dom coryo, switch sej, and sub reader. yes ik this is very much ooc BUT IDGAF 😵
the plot could be that coryo and sej find the reader’s diary that she kept hidden in a shoebox. in the diary she’s saying things like “oh i want coryo or sej so bad omg”(obviously not like that LMAO). i feel like you could put romance into this plot too by having them see that she also would write about these cute scenarios abt them both. TEETH ROTTING THINGS EVEN.
i’m not sure if coryo would be more gentle with sej bc in my mind he(coryo) would be the one to actually consider the things in the diary. sej is up for the idea, but he’s nervous abt doing this with coryo bc duh it’s his best friend.
anyways, i hope this is interesting enough to do bc i liked how you wrote sub sej!
(this was long asf i’m so sorry 😭😭 also, this doesn’t have to be a long ass fic! if you think this would be better as a longer fic or shorter fic, GO AHEAD‼️‼️)
YES I LOVE ! plz don’t apologize i loved hearing ur thoughts . oh and i changed some minor things about this but i still hope u enjoy💞
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your blood ran cold as corio stood at the foot of the bed, your fuzzy pink diary in hand as sejanus stood next to him, arms crossed and a smug look on his face, as if he was trying to contain laughter. “god, i would die happy if i could sit on coriolanus’ face and have sejanus stuff his cock down my throat,” corio quoted your journal, an devilish, amused, smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “such dirty words for such a shy girl. don’t you agree, sejanus?”
he meets the blond boys eyes and nods, in modest agreement. “i don’t know, corio, i’m not all that surprised. i mean, she practically begged to join our group for the project,” he cocked his head slightly as he reasoned, all too casual about the situation.
he hadn’t lied, when professor click assigned a project for groups of three, you immediately got to batting your eyelashes and flattery with the two boys. at first, your intentions were pure, only wanting to ensure a good grade for the assignment, and it made the most sense to try to get with sejanus and coriolanus, for they had the highest marks in the entirety of the class. you had wanted nothing but an ‘a’, until you began noticing how beautiful corio’s eyes were in the sunlight, and how full and plump sej’s lips were when he pushed a pencil through them in concentration, and you hadn’t even realized you’d begun spiraling. you entrusted your diary with all the details of your infatuation for the boys, and as you wrote on late, dark nights, you’d never expected to have the subjects of your logs read it. you were utterly mortified, and your paled expression did not conceal it well. “oh, come on now, darling. don’t be ashamed, we aren’t judging you,” coriolanus cooed at your rigid posture at the head of the bed.
today was supposed to be the last day. the last day you were working on the project, and you’d let them into your empty home, into your bedroom, and onto your bed. you had let them linger in your room while you grabbed your school bag from the living room, facilitating them just the right amount of time to snoop if they so pleased, and you should have known that they did. in their defense, how could sejanus even be blamed for reaching for the blush book sitting in such plain sight on your nightstand? how could coriolanus be at fault for reading more when the first page had ‘corio ♡’ and ‘sej ♡’ written about 30 times all over the lined paper? when you’d returned, completely oblivious to their snooping, corio had hidden it behind his back and obscured it from your view. it was only when you turned to grab a pen off of your nightstand, the nightstand in which you retired your diary to every night, that you noticed the pink rectangle missing. slowly, you turned to face the boys who were standing, your innermost thoughts and secrets in corio’s hands. “i-it’s not what it looks like, i promise. i just…” you’re stumbling over your words nervously and you can feel sweat forming on your brow.
corio just laughs before sejanus takes the book from him, thumbing to another page. “all i want is for sej to hold me in his strong arms while corio eats me out. i need him to call me a good girl, i need it, i need it, i need it,” as he reads, his voice is monotonous, but his face reads touched, pleased. he looks over to corio, and upon viewing the expression on his face, knowing exactly which gears are turning in that head of his, he shakes his head. “i don’t know, corio. is that really a good idea?” sej is hesitant, but the blond boy just keeps staring at you with hungry eyes, the brunette boys apprehension not deterring him from his goal one bit. “sejanus, she obviously wants it if she wrote a whole fucking novel on how bad she needs to get her holes filled by me and you,” he reasons, speaking as though you are not in the room, which sent shivers rampant all over your skin. “but together?” sejanus squeaks and corio’s expression of amusement shifts from you to him. “what, you don’t want to? because i’ll be here? c’mon, sejanus, let’s not pretend i can’t see you’re hard at the mere idea of seeing me cum inside of her,” sejanus just rolls his eyes and redirects his attention back to you. “you want this?” he’s walking slowly, closer and closer to you, you who’s sat pretty at the head of the queen-sized bed, like an unsuspecting doe while the wolves prey on you hungrily. coriolanus walks around the other side, and your senses are on fire, watching your two classmates stalk towards you with primal lust swirling in their deep eyes.
you can only nod weakly, afraid that if you were to make a sound, your own voice would betray you. “words, sweetheart,” corio says in a singsong voice, his hand reaching out to your chin, jerking it to force your eyes to meet his. “please,” you squeak, lower lip almost quivering. the blond boy pouts at you, before using his free hand to fall between your thighs, flipping your skirt up before petting your cunt over your embarrassingly damp panties. corio’s digits move skillfully as the pads of his fingers press through the fabric and onto your clit, pulling desperate whimpers out of you. you haven’t forgotten about sejanus in the slightest, hyper aware of his looming presence, but you were much too afraid to break eye contact with corio, so you simply whisper faintly under your breath “sejanus,”
corio lets up on his grip of your jaw and allows your eyes to land on sejanus, who’s palming his bulge through his trousers. his eyes read your needy ones before grabbing your hand and replacing his own. you gasp at the how large he feels even through the layers of fabric, and have to bite your lip to the point of breaking skin so as to contain a moan. corio’s ministrations feel good, so good, but it’s not enough. “more, please. need you, need you both” your eyes begin pricking with tears as you look back at the snow boy, face rendering as a plead as your hips buck weakly into his hand. “i know, baby, i know,” corio leans down and for the first time, presses a kiss to your lips, before pulling your panties to the side and sliding his middle digit into you with ease. you moan against the sweet lips on yours, and turn to face sejanus, eyes begging for permission as you toy with the button on his trousers. “go ahead, pretty,” sejanus breathes out, pleasure building up within him. as well as you can manage while under the influence of gratification corio is invoking upon you, you undo the button and the zipper of sejanus’ pants and pull them down along with his boxers, allowing his cock to spring free. you were mesmerized at first glance, he was beautiful; girthy, but still quite lengthy. prominent veins ran up and down him and his tip was a dark shade of vermillion, weeping with pre. you swear you thought drool was coming out of your mouth, because sejanus just smiles knowingly, guiding your hand back onto his cock.
at the same time, corio adds another finger to your tight cunt. his other hand comes in to use the pad of his thumb to draw calculated, deliciously meticulous, circles on your sensitive bud. you can tell sejanus is close from the way his eyes flutter shut as pleasure overtakes him, from how you can feel him twitch in your hand, and you know your release is coming soon, too. and when it does, pleasure courses through your veins, you had never felt anything like the orgasm corio talked you through. “fuck, yeah baby. cum all on my fingers, hm? poor, pretty, baby. so wound up f’me,”
not long after, you feel sejanus’ seed spill onto your hand, a string of explicits falling smoothly from his plump lips, along with moans of your name and praises for how good you make him feel. when his eyes reopen, you suddenly feel bolder than you did 20 minutes ago, and stare him down like he’s the prey, while licking his sperm off of your pretty, delicate, manicured, fingers. sejanus thinks—no, he knows—that could’ve made him cum again on the spot if corio hadn’t interjected, his tone a starved and vicious growl.
“on your knees, now.”
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gingers-deadbody · 30 days
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Flawless - Carl Gallagher x Fem! Reader
Request: “Hi I would like to request a fanfic about Carl Gallagher who meets a flawless girl and treats her like princess but fucks her like a whore I don’t know if that’s possible but if not it’s cool”
Requested By: @butterflyqueen2002
Warnings: sex, language, cum (none else that I'm aware of)
A/N: I set this in season 7/8 bc at the time I started it the requester wasn’t specific but she later added onto the plot so just keep that in mind🤷🏻‍♀️ anyways I started this late at night but I was thinking abt it all day in school like omg 😩 I need Carl so bad
A/N pt.2: Btw this migt turn into a mini series with probably 3 parts max
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As Carl walked through the halls of school and spotted you at your locker applying lipgloss, he knew he had to have you
If anyone were to look at you, they’d say the same exact thing
You were funny, smart, kind, and so especially hot
All girls admired you and all guys tried to get you in bed. You of course said no to every one of them. That being said, Carl was surprised when you agreed to go out with him. He was expecting rejection if anything.
“Sure, Carl. What time should I get there?” Your soothing voice snapping Carl out of his trance, making him remember he just asked you to eat dinner with him at Patsy’s.
“O-oh uh is 7:00 good for you? And don’t worry about getting there. I’ll pick you up”
“Yeah 7 is good. I’ll text you my address.”
With that, you closed your locker and walked to your next class with your books. Carl stood there and admired you. Everything about you was enticing. You hair, your eyes, your smile-
Carl was suddenly snapped out of his trance yet again by none other than his older sister, Debbie.
“Eww Carl! Stop gawking at her like a creep!” Debbie screamed and hit carl a top the head. Carl winced in pain and held his head
“Ow Debs what the fuck is wrong with you?” Carl yelled at the red headed girl. Debbie smirked. Carl hated it when his family got caught up in his romantic and personal affairs.
“Oops! Looks like I’m late for class. Bye, Carl!” Debbie yelled as she walked down the hallway to her next class. Now the only late one was Carl.
“Oh shit.” Carl ran in the opposite direction to his class.
- TIME SKIP -
It was quarter to 7 (6:45) and you were sitting at your vanity applying lipgloss and adding the finishing touches to your hair. It was nothing special since you were just going to Patsy’s but you still wanted to look nice.
Soon, Carl was knocking on the door nervously and was excited to greet you. He had cleaned up himself and bought you a single rose (or your favorite flower)
“Aww,” you put your hand on your heart and smiled. “Carl, you didn’t have to do this.” Carl handed the flower to you and followed you into your house as you put the flower in a vase of water. “I hope you like it” Carl smiled, feeling proud of himself.
“I do. Thank you Carl” You followed Carl outside and he opened Fiona’s car door and helped you in.
- TIME SKIP -
After the dinner, you and Carl went back to the Gallagher household to enjoy the rest of your night.
When you two got in the house, you were both drunk and stumbling through the quietness of the house, disturbing the peace of the night.
You were giggling as Carl helped you climb up the stairs to his bedroom. Although Carl would never admit it to your face, he did hope that you would like him and his family enough to go out with him on a second date.
“Carl, I’m tired,” you told him as he helped you into his room. “Yes, I know. You can sleep in my bed tonight if you’d like.”
“Thank you, Carl. If you’re okay with it too, you don’t have to sleep on the couch.”
“As long as it’s alright with you, I’m okay with it.”
And with that, you and Carl both fell asleep in each other’s arms, drunk and mindless.
In the morning, Carl had woken up first due to the shifting of your ass against his crotch.
With you shifting and constantly moving against him, it was hard for him not to notice. Carl was starting to get impatient with you so he wrapped his arms around your torso to pull you deeper into him. He started to kiss and suck around you neck in hopes that when you wake up, you be in the mood~
You start to stir and you turn over to see the handsome face that belongs to none other than Carl Gallagher.
“Mornin’ baby” Carl says in his raspy, morning voice that turned you on more than you already were.
“Good morning, love” you press a kiss against his lips and giggle.
Carl moans as you start to bite and suck his neck
"You want to?" Carl struggles to get out as he brings his hand up to the back of your head to massage and play with your hair
"Mhmn" you respond as you're now laying on top of him with both of your hands around the back of his head and taking his soft, curly hair into the grasp of your fingers and pulling your hands back out and repeating the motion until Carl grabs your waist and flips you back onto your back with him on top of you.
Carl places a kiss on your upper lip and pulls back to remove your clothes, stripping you bare for the ultimate pleasure of both yourself and him. Once the t-shirt of his that you had borrowed for the night was removed from your upper half, goosebumps arose from your arms and torso, along with your nipples hardening and standing straight.
Carl leans down to your breasts, kissing and licking each of your nipples and kissing down to your waistline. Once he had reached his destination, he leans up and removes your shorts and panties and throws them onto the floor to join the rest of your recently discarded clothing items.
After you were completely disrobed, Carl had finally taken into account that he, himself, wasn't fully naked either. Given that, he, with the help of you, stripped himself from his boxer shorts to join you in the nakedness you lie in.
After you were both stripped bare, with goosebumps ridden along your bare, soft, skin, he pulled his hands to wrap them around your waist from the back and pulled you closer into himself.
He grabbed his dick (I don’t like the word cock, sorry) rolled on a condom, and aligned it with your vagina, rubbing his tip along your folds.
A grin crept across Carl’s face as he listened to your heavenly moans massage his ears. Finally, he took his dick and slowly pressed his tip into your velvety walls.
Once his dick was finally all the way inside your pussy, he took both of your legs and put them over his shoulders.
He took ahold of your hips and began to thrust into your cunt, hitting your sweet spot. He kept thrusting hard, making you whine and moan against his touch.
As you moaned, Carl could feel himself getting closer and closer to his release.
Carl being the gentleman he is, he wanted you to cum first. Given that, he took one of his hands that was resting on your hip and brought it down to your clit to rub in circular motions.
"Mhmm, Carl, I'm close." you moaned out, voice breathy and slightly higher than usual.
"Me too, babygirl. Go ahead, cum on my dick." Carl kept on rubbing your clit with his thumb, going faster and faster as each word left his mouth.
And with that, you came all over Carl's dick, with him following shortly after, cumming into the condom.
Carl pulled out and threw the condom in the trash near his bed and grabbed the two water bottles he had set next to his bed the night before.
After you two were both cleaned up and calmed down, Carl placed a kiss on your lips and walked you back to your house.
Best. Date. Ever. (cringey, I know)
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oh my gosh, I hate this so much but I promised it'd be out by today so it's whatever.
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charsoamerican · 9 months
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OK so I made a Taylor Swift, the inheritance games playlist
The Way I Loved You - giving tfg when Avery was mad over jameson being over protective
I Can See You - such a hot song but also describing averyxjameson relationship perfectly
Bigger Than The Whole Sky - describes Avery and Toby’s relationship so well and just them especially the lyrics “You were more then just a short time” and “Everything to come has turned to ashes” so yeah
Sparks Fly - totally avery talking about Jameson like “you’re the kind of reckless that should send me running” and “get me with those green eyes baby as the lights go down, give me something that will haunt me when you’re not around” and “my mind forgets to remind me that you’re a bad idea” LIKE
Mine - fr just the lyric “you made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter” think about that is literally perfect
Long Story Short - it’s so perfect and also this song can literally be a summary of the romance in the whole series but anyway THESE lyrics; “no more keeping score, now I just keep you warm” and “if the shoe fits walk in it til your high heels break” fits Avery perfectly, she was literally broke and turned into the worlds richest teenager overnight, like she obvi didn’t know everything immediately
Evermore - it’s like sad but stillllll “in the cracks of light I dreamed of you” because when she was in a coma the first thing she heard was Jamies voice and then “it was real enough to get me through” because they never really called it love in thl but it was there (omg that was so cringy forget I said that)
Call It What You Want - literally this whole song is just perfect for them every lyric is perfect but what stood out to me was “you don’t need to save me, but would you run away with me?” Because she didn’t need Jameson to protect her by preventing her from doing things, but she still wanted to do it with him instead
Fearless - idk but there is just something so fitting with the name of this song like jameson literally took her hand and drove her head first fearless “you’re just so cool, run your hands through your hair” also *reminder* Jameson is cool, but on serious note, “I don’t why but with you I’d dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless” bc yes
Mastermind - them. they literally are masterminds. “And the first night that you saw me I knew I wanted your body” also this line “you see, all the wisest women had to do it this way, because we were born to be the pawn of every lovers game” works with how she felt like Jameson just thought of her as part of the game and not a human with feeling in tig
Wildest Dreams - I just feel like they would literally do anything for eachother and this is totally not on this playlist because of the “he’s so tall and handsome as hell” line and it’s also definitely not about Jameson 😳
Lavender Haze - the lyrics are just so perfect like “I’ve been under scrutiny, you handle it beautifully” and “I’m damned if I do give a damn what people say” AND “They’re bringing up my history, but you weren’t even listening” THESE LYRICS OH MY
Midnight Rain (“he was sunshine I was midnight rain” because Jameson is literally golden retriever on the inside and Avery is very chill and yeah this is just me fantasizing soo)
Wonderland (this song literally IS jameson and Avery. Get ready for me to basically quote the whole song “Didn’t they tell us don’t rush into things? Didn’t you flash your green eyes at me? Haven’t you heard what becomes of curious minds?” LIKE WHAT? I’m convinced jlb wrote this romance based off of this song and also “didn’t you calm my fears with a Cheshire Cat smile?” His smile is literally described as “a Cheshire Cat smile” in the first book before Avery starts calling it devastating. “We found wonderland, you and I got lost in it, life was never worse, but never better”
Anti-Hero - literally should be jamies theme song. People always are like “Grayson is so depressed he deserves better” but what about Jameson?? Like he literally blames himself for Emily’s death and basically sh when jumping off the cliff. He always compares himself to Grayson. Like the lyrics “pierced through the heart but never killed” he literally is almost if not just as much broken as Grayson is but he’s just better at hiding it and covering it up with a smile, but I do think Grayson needs therapy desperately like jlb please help him
You’re on your own kid - This song fits Avery soo well like after her mom died no one really could take care of her, I mean I know Libby did, and I love Libby, but it was just different? And also when she inherited the billions of dollars everyone hated her pretty much so yeah. I think the lyric “Everything you lose is a step you take” it just is Avery
Paris (it just relates to Avery and Jameson sm, like the lyric “I’m so in love i might stop breathing, drew a map on your bedroom ceiling” Avery made a point about how they want to go places together. “Romance is not dead if you keep it just yours”
Other ones that I’m too lazy to explain
Style
Vigilante Sh*t
Forever Winter
I Did Something Bad
Don’t Blame Me
Paper Rings (I’m a big xandermax and nashlibby stan)
London Boy
Getaway Car
Miss Americana and the heartbreak prince
Blank Space
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scarlet-fantasies · 1 year
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hehehe may i please request the hot things that eren does headcanon? 👀🥰 i also really love your writing! they make me smile :))
Hi anon,
Yes, thanks for asking this. And aww, thank you and I'm really glad! I hope this will be just as good. Sorry to keep you waiting tho.
-Scarlet
Hot things Eren does as a bf (Hcs)
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sfw & nsfw
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𝐼𝑛𝑏𝑜𝑥 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛
𝐶𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑜𝑖𝑛 --> 𝑇𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡
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© 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑒𝑡-𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑒𝑠 // 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑙, 𝑟𝑒𝑢𝑠𝑒, 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑠. 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑢𝑛𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑒. // 2021-𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡.
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His aura and appearance
❤️‍🔥So these are things he does that people love and also bad things that can make a guy attractive. The list is ongoing tbh. This is not what I like I’m just adding things that I see and stuff that I know people find attractive about him and etc. ❤️‍🔥Anyways let’s talk about the hot things he does. You’re going to see how obnoxious he is which is part of his charm. Which btw if you want obnoxious bf hcs let me know cause I really want to write about it 😫
❤️‍🔥 This might lean more on the cute side but he does this thing with his eyes that he just looks soft and approachable. ❤️‍🔥He makes you feel like you can tell him things that you wouldn’t tell anyone else so he gives these soft eyes to you.😫💕💕💕 ❤️‍🔥And it’s hella convincing!!! ❤️‍🔥It’s also his voice, it’s usually a soft and low tone and it’s just relaxing. ❤️‍🔥But when it’s in a teasing tone or he wants to be sensual that voice can really make you feel so many things all at once. ❤️‍🔥His attractive voice just kinda lives in your mind rent free and what he says really sticks to you. ❤️‍🔥Like sometimes when he calls you and you don’t check whose calling and answer he answers with his hot voice and you’re like not ready for that. ❤️‍🔥It takes you a second. ❤️‍🔥He has a nice morning voice too 💕👌 ❤️‍🔥And he sleeps shirtless a lot of the time.
Tea$ing
❤️‍🔥There will be plenty of examples of this as I go on but let me just talk about this here a little.
❤️‍🔥He can act like jerk to you which makes him attractive. ❤️‍🔥So when he tea$es it can be hot, i feel it’s “gosh he’s such a jerk, but that’s still attractive” that’s the kind of mindset here when he messes with you. ❤️‍🔥Like one thing he does is making you worry bc he knows that you care so leans his chair back all the time and just smirks when you tell him to stop because he could get hurt. ❤️‍🔥“Awww you worried about me?” ❤️‍🔥He just keeps doing it instead while you watch him and hope he doesn’t actually tip back too far.
❤️‍🔥When you are on the phone/texting him at night you tell him that you have to sleep and it will be like 11:00 and he just thinks it’s silly that you need to sleep. ❤️‍🔥“Awww, you have a bedtime?” ❤️‍🔥“No, I get up early so that’s just when I’m usually tired.” ❤️‍🔥“So, you have a bedtime.” He’d laugh.
❤️‍🔥He gets you to be so worried and confused about something and then he says something smooth to get you to blush. ❤️‍🔥For example, he told you once that he wanted a book once and you weren’t able to get him it and you felt so bad bc you were hoping to get him something. So then you babbled on about how you went all over just to get him the book. ❤️‍🔥“And then the library said it had just sold out there last one to someone else. I came too late to get you it.” You’d frown only for him to grin as leaned in and k!ssed you. ❤️‍🔥“You think about what I say that much don’t you?” He’d smile looking at you. ❤️‍🔥“What?” ❤️‍🔥“Y/n, I already bought the last copy they had. That’s why you didn’t find it.” He’d laugh as he ruffled your hair. ❤️‍🔥“But you said that—“ ❤️‍🔥“I said that because I was testing you, silly girl. I wanted to see what you’d do.” He’d smile, k!ssing you on the cheek. ❤️‍🔥He loves to have you babble on about something while you’re nervous just so he can grin while watching you and think ‘she’s cute’ ❤️‍🔥And then he’d just lean in to k!ss you. ❤️‍🔥He likes interrupting you with k!sses when you speak. Even if you’re reading or whatever.
❤️‍🔥When you two are eating and you have food on the side of your lips he wipes it with his thumb and then licks it off.
❤️‍🔥When he eats a popsicle he eats it in a certain way to make you blush. It’s all purposely done. ❤️‍🔥And he licks his fingers while keeping eye contact. ❤️‍🔥I swear Eren!! ❤️‍🔥Afterwards he just leans into your ear sm!rking and says, “I bet your wet.” ❤️‍🔥“Stop it! You’re gross!” ❤️‍🔥Ok this is more shocking than attractive but he pulls you back by the waistband of your pants if you leave to get something. ❤️‍🔥“Where you going?” He’d sm!rk seeing he got you to blush. ❤️‍🔥He sits relaxed with his legs apart and has you sit on his lap. The worse part is that he points to his crotch to signal you to sit. Like it’s all on purpose ❤️‍🔥“Babe, come sit on me.” ❤️‍🔥When you wear a skirt/dress sometimes he hugs you and then suddenly clutches your ass through your skirt or dress. ❤️‍🔥He likes to lift the hem of it to. Like if you are getting something from a shelf on your tippy toes and he’s behind you he just lifts it up to see. And he knows that if you turn around you’ll just loose your balance. ❤️‍🔥Speaking of which if you walk away to get something in your room or his place and you too are sitting on the floor, Eren puts his leg out when you don’t notice and makes you trip/fall on the floor on purpose to have your skirt ride up. ❤️‍🔥Usually ends up with you accidentally flashing him. “Hey, Y/n, those are cheeky.” ❤️‍🔥“Shut up! You’re the one who tripped me.” You’d say getting up and covering yourself. ❤️‍🔥Other times if you are actually about to fall he does catch you and has the biggest sm!rk on his face bc he knows you were worried about falling. ❤️‍🔥“You’re a really clumsy girl, Y/n.” He’d grin before k!ssing you. ❤️‍🔥Omg he totally grinds against you when he gets the chance or like presses his crotch area on your ass and will playfully thrust his hips when your bent over to get something or whatever.
❤️‍🔥When he’s really horny and can’t wait he’ll walk up to you while your doing something like cleaning, studying, or even just during your free time or whatever and he just asks you if your in the mood. He really says this cause it’s funny to him and bc you are a blushing mess. ❤️‍🔥“Hey Y/n, lets f*ck.” He’d sm!rk knowing he got your draw to drop. ❤️‍🔥You were blushing and had no words tbh. ❤️‍🔥“Aww, you’re embarrassed. Babe, why? I just wanna have s*x.” He’d chuckle still trying to embarrass you. ❤️‍🔥“Because asking for it is weird! Just initiate it instead!” You’d shout, not believing this right now. ❤️‍🔥He’d chuckle, “Relax I was only kidding, I know what you prefer . . .” ❤️‍🔥He’d pause before asking again. “No, but seriously when you’re done can we have sex?” ❤️‍🔥“Eren!” You’d complain, you thought he wasn’t serious but it turns out he was. ❤️‍🔥“What? I’ve been waiting patiently ever since you wore those pants.“ ❤️‍🔥He’d point out your tight pants making you scoff bc he was just so petty. ❤️‍🔥“Plus it’ll help you relax.” He’d add on making your cheeks turn red. ❤️‍🔥“Eren . . .” ❤️‍🔥“C’mon babe you can’t lie and say I don’t relax you. Hmmm? Admit it, you cheeky girl.” He’d tea$e, as he started to poke your sides and tickle you. ❤️‍🔥“Stooop!” You’d laugh but still complain while trying to pry his hands off but they always came back. ❤️‍🔥He mocks you a lot too about how you sound and stuff. Especially when you tell him to stop. And he always wins. ❤️‍🔥Seeing he asks to f*ck you so abruptly it’s not surprising that he touches you abruptly either. Like no really, if you two are sitting on the couch his hands wonder around. And I mean wonder, like his hand will on be your crotch. The rest is history ❤️‍🔥Without warning I know😑 ❤️‍🔥And he won’t stop, you can’t help but react bc he leaves you so hot and bothered by it. ❤️‍🔥He’d have his lips against your ear and as soon as soon as you start to loose yourself, he’d feel accomplished and whisper, “Got you.” He’d sm!rk knowing he made you lose composure around him just like that.
❤️‍🔥Plus he knows you weren’t planning on giving in to him, so hearing you mo@n, whimper and plead told him means he won this time. He does this just to ruin movie night and to get you in the mood. ❤️‍🔥He bites your ear, well he nibbles on it but he does this when you are embarrassed and won’t say anything to him.
❤️‍🔥Cracks his knuckles, some ppl find it attractive so there you go. Plus I think he does it.
When he drives
❤️‍🔥He also drives recklessly on purpose to make you worry. ❤️‍🔥“Eren, we’re going to crash.” ❤️‍🔥“Don’t be baby.” He’d say only to find you clutching on your seat a little. ❤️‍🔥“You’re scared aren’t you?”He'd tea$e further ❤️‍🔥When he is backing up he puts his hand on the back of your seat. ❤️‍🔥And sometimes while he’s driving he steals a k!ssing from you during traffic or at a stoplight. ❤️‍🔥Oh when he has the window rolled down he has his arm out a bit. And you just let think he looks good.
Eye contact
❤️‍🔥If you’re the type of person who can’t keep eye contact because you get shy or whatever he’s going to stare at you when (like the photo above) you keep looking away or when you just don’t look at him while you’re speaking to him or if he’s talking to you.
❤️‍🔥His stare looks cold even tho he’s just kinda growing impatient. Bc he’s tired of the acting cute thing right about now. (Even if you’re not acting and you just feel small rn he’s still going to want you to look at him)
❤️‍🔥“Y/n, look at me.” He sounds a little intimidating from his tone but he only acts the way bc he’s petty and he knows it might make you nervous around him. Which he gets a kick out of.
❤️‍🔥And if you refuse this he’s literally gonna to either turn you to face him by your cheek/lift your chin. Or he’s going to go from side to side to get you to look at him. Whatever it takes.
❤️‍🔥“Y/n~ c’mon. Don’t be shy. I see you everyday. Let me see you’re cute face.”
❤️‍🔥When you link arms with him or grab a hold of his shoulder when walking with him and he just looks over his shoulder at you.
❤️‍🔥He does this all the time usually not even thinking about it and gets your heart fluttering because he always has to look down at you so his hair is in his face a bit.
When he pins you down/against the wall
❤️‍🔥Eren pins you against the wall, for no reason and then decides to ask questions to confuse you or if he just wants to give you a k!ss. And he loves to tower over you honestly. ❤️‍🔥You’d be walking in your house/apartment(whatever u have) and he’d just back you up into a wall real quick, his arms blocking you from either side. ❤️‍🔥This happens if you walked by him without giving him a k!ss. Or if you haven’t been talking too much too him since you’ve been busy/distracted. He also just likes to do it bc you can’t really revert your attention elsewhere plus he thinks you’re always so cute. ❤️‍🔥“Where’s my k!ss?” He’d grin before stealing a k*ss from you.
When he wants you to stay
❤️‍🔥He likes to block your path when your about to leave to get something or if your actually about to leave his place he blocks the door. ❤️‍🔥And it goes on like this for a while and you move from one side to other but Eren is always managing to block you from the door. ❤️‍🔥“Eren, c’mon this is stupid. I have to go home.” You’d giggle whilst still trying to doge him. ❤️‍🔥“Then go home.” He’d sm!rk, moving away to not block you. Of course the minute you step forward he’d just block you again. ❤️‍🔥“Eren! Stop, please I have to go home. It’s getting late and I promised (my parents, family, roommates whoever u live w/) I’d be home early.” ❤️‍🔥(You we’re going to get ride from a friend.) ❤️‍🔥“It’s past 9:00 sweetheart, I’m taking you home.” He grab your hand and drive you home rather than you going home by yourself. ❤️‍🔥“Eren, my curfew is (time later than 9:00). I’m still on time. Plus I’m with you it’s not like I’m out somewhere.” ❤️‍🔥“My house, my rules, baby. Now let’s go.” ❤️‍🔥I swear Eren literally gives you an earlier curfew than your parents do. Not something hot about him ik, but it is a fact. ❤️‍🔥He grabs the keys and you walk behind and he does the whole flipping keys thing with his fingers. ❤️‍🔥Even tho he knows your walking behind him. He put his hand behind him, signaling for you to take it, bc he is just too protective over you. Plus he likes it. ❤️‍🔥When he drops you off at your place you too always k*ss and sometimes he doesn’t want to let you go. 😂 ❤️‍🔥“Eren, I have to go. I’ll call you tonight.” ❤️‍🔥“Just five more minutes.” He’d smile before k*ssing you again.
When he wants your attention
❤️‍🔥When you don’t give him attention bc your doing something he will take off his shirt out of the blue and make sure his pants hang low which lets you see his boxers a bit. ❤️‍🔥And then he usually back hugs you or walks by you flexing/stretching a bit. He winks at you seeing he got you to look at him. ❤️‍🔥“Like what you see?” He’d say with a smug grin. ❤️‍🔥“Uhh—No!” You’d look away swallowing hard as you knew he was going to be an a$$ and teas* you about it. ❤️‍🔥“Yeah right, liar.” He’d chuckle, towering over you and bringing you into his chest. ❤️‍🔥He purposely shows you his boxer line but you get annoyed. Although if it’s not on purpose it changes your perspective. ❤️‍🔥Will point out if you’re staring tho 😂 ❤️‍🔥“Why are you staring, Y/n.” ❤️‍🔥“Nothing.” ❤️‍🔥“Uh huh, you lilttle perv.” He’d sm!rk. ❤️‍🔥“I am not!” You’d blush.
Ties his hair up
❤️‍🔥Keeps the hair tie between his lips before tying his hair up and he looks focused so you sometimes watch him. ❤️‍🔥And When he ties your hair up in a ponytail and you see his veins on his arm an stuff. ❤️‍🔥He likes to pull on your hair a little hard here to catch you off guard. ❤️‍🔥“Ow! Eren, that hurts.” ❤️‍🔥He’d k*ss you’re head and apologize. “Sorry babe. Gosh you have a really small head.” He’d laugh, ruffling your hair.
How he k!sses you
❤️‍🔥He cups your face with his large hands before k*ssing you. So your face is pretty covered by all that. ❤️‍🔥Literally eats your face when ever he k*sses you, he has no mercy.😅😭 ❤️‍🔥Sometimes he catches you off guard and he’ll be like hey look over there and then he just k*sses you. ❤️‍🔥When your reading or on the phone he steals a k*ss from you. ❤️‍🔥Sometimes more than one and it gets you to giggle while your on the phone and trying to push him away. ❤️‍🔥He also does it when your texting he lifts your chin up just to do that. ❤️‍🔥Or when your in the car before driving he leans over to k*ss you. ❤️‍🔥He does like to put the back of his hand on your head when he k*sses you so it pushes you closer to him and you can’t get out of it. ❤️‍🔥Not that you would💕💕
When he’s playful
❤️‍🔥Eren bites your cheek in public in front of his friends instead of k*ssing you. But it’s not like aggressive it’s playful. ❤️‍🔥He does thing where he randomly pulls you into him so he lock you in a hug and keep you there. And he’ll usually whisper things in your ear and puts a lot of k*sses on your neck aggressively. ❤️‍🔥Even after he makes you mad he likes k*ssing your cheek, especially if he’s trying to apologize. ❤️‍🔥He likes to ruffle your hair.
❤️‍🔥If he has a lollipop he will share it with you by sucking on it and then popping it into your mouth as your talking about something just so you’ll blush. ❤️‍🔥Plus he wants you to taste the difference. ❤️‍🔥Many other times if you are eating sweets or ice cream he likes to taste it from your mouth so he steals a k*ss. ❤️‍🔥“Is it good, babe?” ❤️‍🔥“Yeah, you wanna try it?” You’d ask holding out the sweet to him. ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥He’d nod his head before pulling you in for a k*ss instead. ❤️‍🔥Afterwards he actually ate the sweet like nothing happened. ❤️‍🔥If you are laying in bed and he’s at the foot of it he likes to pull you by the ankle and drag you closer to him on the bed. This way he is towering you and gets to see you be surprised. ❤️‍🔥“Eren, what are you doing?” ❤️‍🔥“You’re ignoring me.” He’d look at you stone cold before he made you sit up and then carry you so you couldn’t leave. ❤️‍🔥He tosses you over his shoulder if you don’t listen and bites your thigh.
❤️‍🔥Lifts the back of your shirt out of nowhere so he can unclasp your bra. ❤️‍🔥Towering over you.
❤️‍🔥When he bites you he likes to bite on your shoulder and stuff. ❤️‍🔥Rubs his facial hair on your cheek to annoy you. ❤️‍🔥Pins your arms above you’re head a lot, especially when you refuse a k*ss. ❤️‍🔥Plays with the zipper of your dress. ❤️‍🔥“Eren!”
Hands/Clothes/ . . . Body?
❤️‍🔥He has some tattoos on his arms and back. It’s like two or three not too many. And so you like it when he wears tank tops. ❤️‍🔥Oh, he wears tight shirts and you love it, especially if he has a necklace on. ❤️‍🔥He does that thing where he wipes his face with his shirt and so it shows his abs. ❤️‍🔥You like it when he uses his hands since they look nice. So when he ties something or is fixing something with his hands you find it attractive. ❤️‍🔥When he comes back from a shower and he isn’t fully dry and just has the water droplets slide down his body. You can’t help but sneak some glances but look away the minute he’s looking your way. ❤️‍🔥Bro he even cooks shirtless and it’s not fair that you have to wake up to a nice back in the morning all the time. 😭😩 ❤️‍🔥Eren you keep putting y/n through sh*t.
❤️‍🔥When he brings you into a side hug with his hand on your head. Again the feeling of his hands are nice. They make you feel safe too. 💕💕💕
❤️‍🔥His fingers play with your mouth before he k*sses you sometimes.
❤️‍🔥The way he wraps his arm around you casually.
When he gets jealous/mad and protective
❤️‍🔥Okay, when he’s mad he looks attractive so sometimes you try to make him a little upset cause he has this look that you just like to see. ❤️‍🔥He doesn’t understand why you try to make him mad (over something silly). ❤️‍🔥Like sometimes you like making him jealous bc he looks good jealous. Plus he gets protective and it’s fun to see. ❤️‍🔥It gives you the excuse to have his arms around you and pressing into your body. ❤️‍🔥When walking and holding hands you two sometimes get split up bc of crowds so you have to break your hold and then hold hands again, once there’s no one passing between you both. If it keeps happening ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥He’d be upset and out of no you’d shriek because he picked you up bridal style and carried you the whole time you were out with him. ❤️‍🔥Because of this experience, Eren does this a lot now mostly because of your reaction.
❤️‍🔥He does this thing where when he protects you he puts you behind him.
His voice
❤️‍🔥His morning voice is lower than his regular voice so it hits differently. ❤️‍🔥He’s kinda adopted this apathetic behavior now so his voice in general is attractive. 😂 and then the things he says on top of it are just worse because he has like no shame in asking/telling you things. ❤️‍🔥“You’re wearing a thong right?” ❤️‍🔥Or things like, “hey, y/n, nice @ss.”
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Hello hello! I am back so on to the request: I was wondering if you could write headcanons on studying with the ohshc members ( or just like their study habits) ?? Like separately and maybe all together as one group? Like I can totally see honey senpai being the one who stays up studying for finals and he's just surrounded empty cake plates and kyoya only tutoring you if you give him bribes lol. Anyways this request is literally all over the place so whatever really comes to your mind regarding any of this is fine!!
p.s. ohshc is literally my comfort anime of all time ✌️
yesss anon. your brain is gold. i shall do my best.
and ohshc is also my comfort anime. i watch it late at night under a fuzzy blanket with hot cocoa and it’s just the best feeling in the world ✨
this is my first time writing for ohshc so i hope it goes well ;-; enjoy!
warnings: swearing
studying with the host club
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group studying
>> i need you to understand that this will be chaos
>> honey-senpai will be whining because he ran out of cake
>> mori’s playing bad cop and won’t give honey any more cake unless he does his work
>> the twins will slowly be taking everyone’s stationary one pencil at a time
>> kyoya will be mildly infuriated because he’s trying to help you but you can’t focus
>> tamaki will be hanging over haruhi’s shoulders, wailing about how she doesn’t need an education if she just ran away with him(he actually got a math problem wrong and the twins teased him because it was “an easy problem”- it wasn’t)
>> haruhi is trying to pull tamaki off of her and proceeds to throw a text book at him
>> she misses and dents the wall
>> kyoya quietly adds that to haruhi’s debt
>> honey-senpai has now brought out the puppy dog eyes
>> you’re about a millisecond away from grabbing honey his cake
>> mori-senpai gives you the death glare so you sit back down
>> it’s just an all around zoo at this point
>> but in their own?? a whole different story not the twins
tamaki
>> actually really good at teaching you
>> seriously, remember when he tried to teach that little kid how to play the piano???
>> tamaki would be the one to use that technique of remembering things by tying them to other things idk if i’m explaining that right
>> would shower you in praise when you get something correct
>> you know those moments where you actually get the ‘mature’ tamaki? where he’s all calm and his voice isn’t whiny?? that’s the tamaki you get when he’s teaching you :)
honey-senpai & mori-senpai
>> honey-senpai and mori would be on a group facetime call with you
>> you’re all cramming the night before
>> honey-senpai is also cramming his face with sweets while mori helps him with flash cards, listing words and honey giving him definitions through bites of cake
>> mori will give honey-senpai breaks and during them he helps you if you need it
>> you can all study just fine on your own(not honey) but there’s comfort in knowing you’re not the only one pulling an all-nighter
the twins
>> the twins would study, maybe, okay not really
>> they’re complete smart asses whenever you ask them a question because they somehow “know the material already”
>> they’ll prevent you from studying, though
>> taking your things, asking you an unnecessary amount of questions every two seconds
>> you end up throwing a finely sharpened pencil at them and they get the hint
>> during the test they use “twin telepathy” to answer the questions they don’t know
>> somehow it works
haruhi
>> haruhi is the BEST person to study with besides kyoya
>> she’d invite you over to her house or you two go to a library, somewhere where you can actually focus
>> she uses flash cards. i will not waver on this.
>> i’d say you two are more of the independent studiers, only talking to each other during breaks or if one of you needs help
>> you two would actually get stuff done but only after fighting off the host club to leave you two alone(bc we all know tamaki has chronic separation anxiety from haruhi)
kyoya
>> kyoya would totally need to be bribed if you want his help
>> the problem is, there’s nothing to bribe him with
>> except, maybe, your family secret recipe that he loves but won’t admit to?? 😏
>> it’ll take you FOREVER to try and figure out what he wants, but as soon as you pull out that mouthwatering dish for your lunch and you see kyoya eyeing it up from across the room, you know you’ve struck gold
>> you use this information against him later on, and he’s mad because you’ve found his weakness
>> actually studying with kyoya is a lot less intense you’d thought it was going to be
>> he’d walk you through the problem, give you hints and ask questions to get you to figure out what you’re supposed to be doing
>> he never gives out the answer and he won’t waver so don’t even try to think otherwise
>> he’s pretty patient with you, tbh
>> he keeps to a strict schedule, though, so you’ll end up studying for a test a month down the line that you’re not even sure you have
>> no one breaks kyoya study schedule. no one.
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markosbabymama · 6 months
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Midnight Rain| J.CxGN!Reader.
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submit: anonymous.
“would you be open to writing a Johnny cade x gn!reader fic where maybe it's storming really badly so reader let's Johnny stay the night at their house?? maybe they're just friends and end up confessing to one another or something :00 (bonus points if Johnny ends up wearing readers' hoodie bc his jacket got wet 🤭)”
warnings: fluff, kissing, mentions of abuse.
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it was a stormy night in tulsa, but i enjoyed nights like this, i love the rain, and the cold. as i’m laying down in my room reading a book i hear a knock on my door, and i knew exactly who it was.
i walk up to my door, shivering a tiny bit since the windows were open and the cold came into the house, i answered the door seeing my best friend, and the boy i’ve been in love with since i was 12, johnny cade.
johnnys like a lost puppy, that’s how the gang and i described him. he’s been kicked around his whole life, though i never knew why. johnny was the sweetest boy i think i’ve ever met, an real gentleman.
“hey john, what’s the matter?” i ask seeing a hurt look on his face, it pains me to see him so sad. “hey y/n, it’s nothin’ just the old man bein’ a pain again is all.” he says with his hands in the pockets of his soaked jean jacket, kicking the ground.
i look at him with sadness in my eyes, he didn’t have to say much for me to know what happend back at home. his old man always hassled him for no apparent reason.
“well, don’t just stand there johnny, please come inside.” he looks at me with a slight hint of guilt, “are you sure? i don’t really wanna bother y’all, maybe i shouldn’t of came here.”
johnny was always one to feel bad for everyone, he would be bleeding out and still try and find a way to blame it on himself.
“johnny don’t be silly, you know you’re always welcome inside my home, besides it’s just me anyways, folks are out of town for a few days.”
he looks hesitant, but he walks through the door, taking off his shoes and jacket as soon as the door shuts. “i’m sorry i just popped up over here so out of nowhere, i just didn’t know who else to go to.”
i look at him sympathetically, I really don’t understand how Johnny thinks he could be such a bother, his parents get into his head too much.
“you ain’t bothering me non honey, stay right here and i’ll get you some new clothes, yeah?” he smiles softly at me. “thanks y/n.” i smile back. “no problem johnny cakes.”
I walked back into my room, grabbing a hoodie and sweatpants for the cold boy. I don’t worry about size because Johnny is very small for his age, even though he’s 16 he looks 12. Not certainly a bad thing though, it’ll come in handy when he’s older. 
I walked back into my living room seeing Johnny sitting on the couch, shivering a bit “ hey, I got the clothes for you.” I say, handing him the clothes. “thanks y/n, i appreciate it” he gets up and walks to the bathroom down the hall to change.
once he gets out of the bathroom, I ask him if he’s hungry and if he wants me to whip him up something very quickly, I really don’t mind, I never minded when it came to Johnny.
after some laughing and joking and longing looks he speaks up. “thanks again y/n, i really do appreciate you letting me borrow your clothes and letting me stay here.” I look up at him from the kitchen table and just smile at him “no need to thank me Johnny, It really doesn’t bother me none. besides we all know i have the best clothes and food.” i smile while admiring johnny.
he laughs a little bit, i love his smile, he doesn’t do it very often but when he does he can make a whole city light up. once he finishes eating and i finish cleaning up, we both head to bed.
it was never weird sleeping in the same bed as him, i’ve known him since i was 12, and even though i have feelings for him, it never bothered us any.
he tucks himself in the bed, laying his head on my chest while i run my hands through his hair, it’s quite, all i can hear is his breathing, and the raindrops on the windows.
he hums softly, his face in my neck, i can feel him hesitating to say something.
“y’know, i really appreciate you doing all this for me y/n, i know i say it a lot but i can’t tell you how much i really mean it” i smile softly while listing to the boy, i always loved how sweet he was. “no problem john, i enjoy taking care of you, it makes me happy knowing you’re safe and fed. especially if it’s from me.” i giggle a little and he smiles.
he looks at me with a look i cannot describe, like love and care and maybe confusion.
he released a shaky breath then looks up at me. “i love you y/n.” my heart beats faster as he says that, but i know he just means it as a friend, so i don’t think much.
“i love you more johnny cake.” i say, still ruining my hands though his hair. “no, I don’t mean it in a friendly way, I really do love you y/n. you’re always there for me. You’re always taking care of me, you’re always making sure I’m okay, always making sure that I’m safe. we could be in a room with 200 people and you’ll still find a way to get to me just to ask if I’m okay and if I ate something. I’ve never received love like the way I receive it with you. I’ve loved you since the day you saw me at the lot and brought me an apple and a water. It wasn’t much but it showed that you cared. I’ve loved you ever since you found me after the soc’s jumped me, and you made sure to patch me up once we got back to the Curtis’s. i love you, y/n with all my heart. you mean so much to me.”
my eyes are wide, and my jaw was on the ground. i can’t believe what he just said, was this a dream? if it was i never wanna wake up.
“johnny, I love you too with my whole heart. I’ve loved you since we were 12 years old. I’ve loved you since we played football together when we were 13 and dallas tackled me and you were the first person to rush to me and make sure i was okay, i’ve loved you since we worked on that stupid project in school together for 2 weeks and still got a C on it, i love you johnny cade, and i always will.”
His smile was so wide and bright, the smile i’ve loved since i was 12, the smile that makes my whole world stop. the smile that on a bad day could flip it around and make it a great one.
he leans in to me slowly, his eyes fluttering shut. i close my eyes, screaming on the inside with pure joy, i can’t believe this really is happening. his lips crash onto mine, they’re chapped but soft at the same time, he tasted like cigarettes and mint gum, he was slow and passionate, didn’t rush anything. didn’t try to over step or make me feel uncomfortable. it was the best kiss i’ve ever experienced. his hands cup my cheeks, they’re calloused and ruff. we pull away from the kiss, gasping for air.
“that was amazing.” he said smiling. there it is again. God, i’ll never get sick of that smile. ever. “was it? i think we should do it again just incase.” i say smirking a bit. “i think we should.” johnny says smiling and pulling me down on his chest.
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guys this took my so long😭😭 hope y’all enjoyed it i love johnny sm🩷🩷🥹🥹
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To Swiftie anon
Responding like this is I can put a "read more" under the TW
TW: SI
hi cas! Swiftie anon btw. Sorry I haven’t messaged in a while, I got grounded for waking up too late for like a week, and I’ve been having standardized testing so I wanted to sleep a little earlier the past few nights, so I’ve been binging your posts. anyway, I’ve been feeling better recently, the day I got grounded was really, really bad for me, and I couldn’t text the hotline, so…yeah. My brother helped a lot, calming me down, but I started hyperventilating again, and started digging my nails into my skin again. The first few days of being grounded were rough, and I really just wanted everything to end. I couldn’t come up with anything to do bc I was basically cut off from the world, I couldn’t listen to music, or watch anything to comfort me.
I think not having as many things to distract me also makes me feel a lot worse and, you know, my parents calling me stupid and saying I’ll end up alone doesn’t help either.
I did end up reading 20-ish books last week, which is insane bc that’s like 3 books a day. I’ve been doing better bc escapism and I’ve actually been working on some wips which I haven’t done in months.
I’ve been texting the hotline whenever I feel too down, but there’s going to be a new Taylor album in a few days, and I’m already feeling the dopamine hit. overall, I’m doing better, I’ve been having problems with my (self-diagnosed) anxiety, and I’ve started hyperventilating a lot more, but that might be my asthma and allergies acting up.
I’ll try to message more often, bc I kinda need this, and hearing from you is nice, you can tell me if it annoys you.
what track of the tortured poets department are you most excited for?
Hi, hon!
I'm so glad to hear from you! <3 I SO happy that you've been texting the hotline and talking to your brother, that makes me so proud of you! I know it can be so hard to reach out for help, so to do that is a really big deal. You should be proud of yourself, too <3
You are ALWAYS welcome to message me, it's never annoying. Just remember if I don't get back to you right away to try to use that hotline for help, so you can continue taking care of yourself, because your safety is most important, okay?
I think I'm most excited for I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) because...relatable. And also The Black Dog because Marauders.
Sending you love <3
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Title Challenge:
Two Steps to the Left
Ooo! I really like this title! Thank you so much for sending something!!! Hmm...
Honestly the vibe I get from this right away is maybe like a summoning fic... I think that’s super fun! Also how about a college!AU?
Black magic is often referred to as the left-hand path. I think witchy Sam is delicious so I’m imagining... Sam convinces Tucker late one night to have fun and try this ritual she found in some grimoire from that bookstore she likes.
I love more realistic AU’s but keeping Amity Park weird as hell, so I think I’d keep Amity a thin spot with natural vortexes and portals and plenty of entities and things that go bump in the night. Maybe this particular spell is a protection spell of sorts. Written in latin which Sam knows the basics but isn’t fluent. (i.e. She doesn’t read the fine print.)
Tucker is reluctant of course, but Sam is like, “Come on, Tucker, It’s just for fun. Quit being such a stick in the mud. Plus, are you saying that it wouldn’t be nice to have some protection from all the crazy shit happening lately?”
Tucker begrudgingly agrees, because... yeah. Shit’s been freaky.
So, they do the ritual.
And well. It doesn’t go exactly as they planned.
( Nitty gritty of my thought process for the spell itself, feel free to skip: With left-path magic, intention is the most important, secondary is the objects and components you use to further refine it. Despite the bad rap, satanists that practice left-path magic don’t believe in sacrifice or blood offerings. Emotional energy and intention is far more powerful. That being said, I think I would make the spell be an invocation of compassion, and be something adjacent to spells from the Book of Leviathan. Leviathan, serpent of the black abyss, usually related to evil or the fight of good and evil and blah blah blah. I’m also thinking about the Feathered Serpent, or Quetzalcoatl, from Aztec religion. Quetzalcoatl is a supernatural deity that was said to be able to pass through different planes of existence, like life and death. ANYWAY. These are the places I’d draw inspiration for the spell!)
Sam and Tucker’s desire for protection is real; I think for more things in their life than just the ghosts in Amity. Regardless, the spell works.
Because I’m terribly predictable, I would change Danny’s design from canon and have him look way more creature and entity like. Maybe have him be all black/mostly shadow figure, save for his eyes. And the long tail ovb bc I love Danny being snek.
The “Two Steps” from the title, I’d want the “two” to represent Sam and Tucker. Because they performed the ritual together, Danny (or Phantom) is bound/corded to the both of them (for life or until they break the spell if they wanted to). Again, bc I’m predictable, I would make this an everlasting trio fic because I love the them.
Sam and Tucker, who were not expecting THIS, are rightfully freaked the hell out. That scene would be so fun, because Phantom would look like THAT and yet he’s there to protect them from any and all manner of ills within his power.
I don’t actually like fics where Danny is fully dead, but for this idea to work the way I’d want it to it’s unavoidable I think. To remedy this I’d have him still be able to assume a human form. People can still sense something very... off about him, but he’s able to pass as human.
HOWEVER, the other side of the coin! The fun of Danny being dead, but not knowing who he was or how he died. Leaving the story to Sam and Tucker to pick up and assemble the pieces. A good ‘ol mystery fic heh heh! 
Sam would be an enviornmental science major and Tucker would be computer science and engeneering. Danny is... Well. Dead.
Cue Sam and Tucker now trying to keep their new overbearing ghost hitchhiker a secret while still also being normal college kids. For fun I’d throw in some A-listers but make them chill now. Maybe some of them are in the same dorm hall heheh. 
This idea is also HEAVILY influenced by Loveless’ cover of MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. That song has the vibe that I would chase for the fic.
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No wait because what about Angel getting off of work late one random Wednesday, and she was supposed to get off earlier but the person she was working with got sick and went home, so she had to close now. but all her shift there was this creepy guy just hanging around like all day and it’s not like he said or did anything but she just got weird creepy vibes from him and he just kept like staring and stuff. Well finally he leaves cus they are closing but he’s just hanging around out front even though it’s dark out and Angel is the last one there since she was the closer and she’s just waiting for him to leave. She’s trying to talk her self out of being scared, thinking she’s probably being dramatic maybe he’s just waiting for a ride or something. Usually she’d go to h’s shop but she knew he was already at home cus she wasn’t supposed to close today so he didn’t know to wait for her. but she doesn’t want to walk home with the man still watching her, and he’s not leaving, it’s getting late and she’s sleepy from working all day so she calls Harry and he picks up thinking she’s at home in bed already, calling him to say good night so he’s like “hi baby 🥰” and she’s just rambles out “H, hi. Um I’m really really sorry to ask cus I know its late and your probably in bed already but, I’m trying to walk home and there’s this guy out there, well he’s been here all day and it’s probably nothing like he didn’t do any thing wrong but he’s just here and he’s just waiting out side and I’m all alone and it’s dark I don’t really wanna walk home alone and-“ and he’s already jumping up putting on his shoes and grabbing his keys and “hey hey, it alright okay? I’ll come give you a ride.” “No Harry you don’t-“ “Don’t leave y/n. Stay in the library until I come and get you okay?” And she’s “no! No you don’t have to do that it’s late and- I was just calling you so you could stay on the phone with me while I walked home and-“ and he’s like “I’m already on my was so just be quite yeah? Wait there please” and she’s “..okay” and when he gets there he doesn’t wait in the car for her, he gets all the way out and walks up to the door to come get her and he walks her to the car himself and opens the door for her and makes sure she buckles her seat belt before he shuts it and climbs in on his side and he’d drive her home 🥹 and she’d even fall asleep in the car cus she’s so tired from working an extra long shift and he’d carry her from the car to her bed 😔
Omg wait stop:( like it’s been a long night anyway w having to stay late and there was a new shipment of books so she had to soend a lot of her night like labeling and printing barcodes and getting the carts ready for the openers to put away in the morning so she’s just tired but yeah maybe someone’s been lingering and like she gets it she likes the library too that’s why she works there but it’s just so….sketchy bc he’s not really doing anything he’s just Lurking and pretending to read when she swears she can feel him looking at her and she doesn’t recognize him at all and when everything closes up and her coworker heads out before her and she still sees that guy out there she’s just trying to be normal ab it like he might be waiting on an Uber or a friend or like…like not everything’s about her so this guy isn’t waiting on her right????? But even when everything’s locked up and all she has left to do is leave and lock the door she just…can’t:( and she feels so bad calling h bc she knows he had a long day too and is probably finally home all wrapped up w Evie and :( but she doesn’t know what else to do:( and h is sooo happy to hear from her assuming she’s already in bed too and hi baby:) what are u doing??? And she’s quiet and a little panicked like hi h are you busy or would you be able to stay on the phone w me???? And he’s immediately like ????? Bc what does that even mean and he’s like ofc I can stay on the phone w u what’s wrong is everything okay???? And she explains that she stayed to close today and there’s been this guy that’s been there for half her shift and he’s still outside like idk maybe he’s smoking or something before he goes home or waiting on a ride she’s not sure she just…doesn’t feel safe rn so she wants him to talk to her while he walks home and h isn’t even listening after she says she’s alone at the library rn bc that’s not what he likes to hear he’s already up and pulling on a hoodie and his shoes before he’s telling her hey it’s alright yeah? I’m coming to get you rn don’t worry I’ll take you home and she’s like no no!!!! It’s late h I just wanted you to stay w me while I walked and he gets stern d*ddy and No Y/N I’m coming to get you I’m already leaving the house okay? You stay there until I come to get you you hear me? And she’s all quiet like…yeah🥺 and he stays on w her until she sees him pull up and he gets out and meets her inside the library for a big hug once she lets him in:( and he holds her so close to his side while walking her back giving a mean look to the guy who started kind of sulking away once he saw h go in for y/n and she’s just so relieved to see him :( like finally relaxing after such a mind-pudding day:( and that’s how she falls asleep in the passenger seat and h has to take her up to bed where he ends up spending the night:(
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