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hoejism · 2 years

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these rp accs drain the fucking life out of me

#its ALL i fucking see n hear abt #every second of the damn day #its actually ruining my space.#it was fun coming on here but now i just dread it #its so tiring to see bitches fighting over pixel and tryna be #number 1 #and getting jealous #and acting weird #like UGHH #fuckin hell #these rp blogs have changed these bitches man #its actually irritating #n im glad some of my moots can agree

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mamawasatesttube · 1 month

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it shouldve been ives........... man.......

#rimi talks #like im glad it wasnt in a way bc im glad megfitz didnt ruin him. if she was gonna ruin anyone im glad it was bernard and not ives or danny #but also the beautiful disaster in my mind of timives as tims first mlm romance that ends terribly but gently bc ives finds him out #bc ives Knows him. so of course he finds him out. it was only ever a matter of time.#and ives knowing tim is lying to him and has been lying to him for YEARS actually has an impact on their relationship. unlike some comics--#anyway they break up but it is gentle. bc ives gets why tim did it but also needs some time/space to process it #so they agree to stay friends. and its bittersweet but it really moves their bond forward.#like... augh the way timives is doomed from the moment tim decides to be with him bc ives knows him too well for the lies to hold forever.#it's a ticking clock from the very first time they hold hands romantical styles and laugh at a bad movie together.#the fact that they know each other so well is the thing drawing together and the thing that will break them apart #MAN. REMEMBER WHEN TIM LYING ALL THE TIME ACTUALLY IMPACTED HIS RELATIONSHIPS #sighs............ timives doomed bittersweet beautiful romance the comic you could have been. the queer themes you could have explored.#alas.......................................................................................................

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socksandbuttons · 10 months

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Drops this sweetie into your lap. Say hello to Angel from the Sams Space AU! I'm sorry but now you have to take care of him. Well, more like Cosmo has to take care of him. (How hard can that be if hes trying to do the same? ... Alot.) He's quite a helpful hand, yes he can fly! Those wings are operational... The most operational function.

#SUPRISE ITS HIM ACTUALLY NOT KC FOR COSMO #kc gets someone else my beaufitul giant man #sams space au #space sams au #tsams #fnaf ruin eclipse #fnaf eclipse #myart #space angel #yeah thatll help

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opikiquu · 5 months

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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

#★ arin rambles #‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY #OH MY LORD #OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I #AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video #‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE #I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY #Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute #HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever #any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU #IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY #IM COVERED IN DIRT #IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN #oh goodness me oh my #im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick #Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything #hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW #IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut #ly DOOMED #yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton #TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE #i womder how crazy i look right now #Sighs lovingly at him..

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dirtytransmasc · 1 year

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the autistic rage that is living with other people, actively waiting to go into a room till everyone's out of the room and doing their own things so you can use the room undisturbed, and the second you walk in there you have seemingly reminded people the room exists as they all need to be in there that very second, literally. everyone could be in there rooms, my grandma could be half asleep watching her soaps, but the second I put my headphones all the way on and start going about washing dishes (I find it relaxing) or fixing a snack, they're all in here

#especially the kitchen #if im in the kitchen I want to be left alone #y'all were just fucking in her go away #and (this is a call out. sorry grandma) its even more frustrating when they go in there. knowing you don't love sharing spaces sometimes-#to offer to make you food or to give you a rundown of whats where despite you doing a majority of the shopping #like yes. I know. i know there's ice pops and chicken and hamburgers but no buns cause I forgot to grab them...#I just want to enjoy being in the kitchen by my lonesome for 5 minutes without one of you people ruining it for me #I can't afford to live alone in this economy but I need to. I need to now.#I have too many issues to keep sharing a space #autism #sensory issues #actually autistic #put me out of my misery

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edmundhoward · 5 months

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‘sylvia plath did not stick her head in an oven for this’ the reviews are dragging her to hell by her hair tbf

#‘this is your songwriter of the century? open the schools.’#i love when swifties lose it’s good for society as a whole #i wouldn’t otherwise make my history sideblog abt this but swift is a plague in online history fan spaces #and if i see one more shit ass take abt a historical woman set to a barely fitting swift lyric #overwritten and mistaken for being good which falls short the second you actually consider its content…#i will get violent #there are some genuinely good edits and it was fun for a hot minute but it’s really overstayed it’s welcome #and she’s a billionaire so she’s fair game ❤️#i’m having a marvellous time watching her ruining everything #hope she takes a break fr

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danmeichael · 3 months

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having a very sensual experience pitting these cherries.

#not fandom #slicing them in half then pulling them apart. delicately digging my nails under the seed and pulling it out #while trying hard not to tear through the flesh and completely ruin it.#cherry pitters are stupid and a bad investment if you're not making pie or jam on the reg ngl #you know another kitchen contraption i hate? garlic press.#it's like a fae gift. oh we'll give you something that helps you unlock the ultimate potential of the most delicious of ingredients #it is almost instant #it takes up almost no space #it is small and easy to use #but you will spend the next 3 hours trying to get the little squashed bits of garlic out of it actually #before you even clean it btw. cleaning it will take 10 hours #and you will never be completely sure its clean

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leesalchemybook · 1 year

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Welcoming Death's Light

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death's little helper. I like to imagine this is hu tao forming a pact with death to help guide departed souls from the living world to the afterlife.

this is an art i'm quite proud of 🥰

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neonsbian · 28 days

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i was gonna do some writing and reading once i got home but i was so pissed off by the time i got home that i just spent the last 4 hrs trying to calm down 😔

#i dont even dislike my new job like its actually super easy #its just having to share space w my coworker is ruining my life #our trainer was like its good that u guys were hired at the same time so u can lean on each other for stuff i was alone when i came on :(#but like i wish that was meee like id be having a much better time if it wasnt for him #i miss my old job where all my coworkers were women who arent weird and i liked :((#vinnie talks

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tommygettingwrittenoff · 1 month

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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun #and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel #and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation #after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free #oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date #nah man. itll be fine #and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi #and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and #buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine #the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies #shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains #and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs #and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes #and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a #panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye #he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and #oh.

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cosmicallyavg · 1 year

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using my interior design skills for good (im making a floorplan of a fictional place for my fanfiction)

#why study interior design if not use skills for personal use #im having fun doing it tho #its a struggle as well unfortunately #trying to fit everything where i want it to go #where i imagined it would go #and having to make adjustments #therefore ruining the vision ive had in my head this whole time #but this is why i wanted to make a floorplan #so i would have an actual idea of what the spaces would look like #anyways #lauren writes stuff #sort of #its related to my writing

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orcgirlcock · 6 months

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:((

#i dont have a space to talk about it really since it grosses people out #but man i fucking hate having a sensitive digestive system #im tired of having diarrhea so frequently #and having to shit all the time #its so fucking humiliating how often i end up shitting my pants..#its to the point I'm actually considering wearing diapers so i don't fucking ruin anything..#unsanitary

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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I hate that I'm literally chronically online but I don't really have a choice. I'm chronically ill, disabled, have very severe anxiety and agoraphobia. I can't just go touch grass and fix everything. I'm just trying my best to stay sane because that's really all I can do

#ngl ive only gotten this an insult like once or twice but i still think about it #like i think its important to note how my constant time spent online is affecting me even if i cant change it #but i wish there was more awareness (? idk if thats the right word) about people who really only have the internet #people who dont have anything else #and also just more healthy spaces honestly #the more time i spend on here (not tumblr specifically but like youtube and other socials... and also here)#the more i run into things that just greatly upset me #it used to be really easy to avoid stuff i didnt like idk why its becoming a problem now #by stuff i dont like btw i dont mean like content im not interested in #i mean like people arguing and even harassing each other #and just being dick heads for no apparent reason #sometimes its arguments or insults over things i relate to and its just shocking because im reminded #that im actually quite sheltered from people like that #sometimes its not even about me #sometimes its just very discouraging to see people being mean simply for the hell of it #i dont have very much hope for human kind as it is #but it just makes me sad when i KNOW how fun and how encouraging and supportive online places can be #from my time here #and then i see people choosing to ruin that #idk i probably sound like a stupid sheltered toddler #i just simply wish people were good #thats really all

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nightingaletrash · 1 year

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Okay I think my first playthrough will be a Dark Urge Monk. I've still got to decide on the race and design, but I think I'll save that for launch day and play around in the CC until I like what I'm working with.

The Dark Urge just appeals to me so much, maybe its just where I'm at mentally or because of the characters I'm enjoying at this point in time, but the idea of someone wrestling with this inner darkness and the constant, draining battle against it... it'll either end with them finding people who help them control it and provide the support they need to keep it at bay OR it'll go pear-shaped and they'll be worse than ever :3

#bg3 #yes i am still thinking about Her #jinx literally altered my brain chemistry #like she's distinctly Not like the dark urge because she doesn’t have conflict over the things she does #she's Just Like That on her own. no dark impulses required just active choice #but its about the constant mental battle. the exhaustion the endlessness the never ending drain #and the way that it can actively ruin you and your relationships because you're constantly running on fumes #and the need to get it out so you can be free but you don’t know how to do that without making things Worse because no one ever taught you #believe it or not im actually in a pretty healthy mental space these days like im not in utter shambles #ive gotten good at recognising when things are getting bad and heading it off at the pass #but im still dealing with the fallout of years of trauma and mental illness so there's something strangely therapeutic #about exploring characters like jinx because while its not 1:1 my experience there's still kernels of me in there #depression. abandonment issues. paranoia. anger feeling trapped and unloveable #its all dialed up to 100 in jinx but theres bits and pieces of me in there and exploring that helps me come to terms with those pieces #oops this was supposed to be a bg3 post wasnt it lol

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silverirony · 1 year

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"they act soooo married, they have to be in love there's no other explanation!!" actually there are plenty of other explanations, such as:

Aromanticism

#they are clearly in a relationship #they call each other partner that means theyre on love #this must be romantic!#aro culture is having all your favorite fandoms tags blocked bc you cant stand seeing what amatonormativity has done to it #this post is specifically about how ppl will be like yes a queerplatonic one #theyre platonic life partners they told me themselves actually #this isnt me saying you shouldnt ship characters romantically like no not at all. go ahead do it its fun and its free #but for the love of moses sumney please just say you ship it bc you think they have chemistry #instead of saying they have to be in love bc theres no way for anybody to care abt someone that much unless theyre in love with them #bc 1. thats arophobic and 2. it makes me question your relationships with the people in your life #literally all im asking is think before you say something bc being aro and trying to navigate fandom spaces is already traumatizing enough #also stop shitting on qprs like even if thats not the dynamic you want for your ship doesnt mean you get to ruin it for the rest of us #also im annoyed how ppl will see 2 characters who have platonic feelings for each other and live together and are raising a child together #and be like #like babygirl (derogatory) that is literally a queerplatonic relationship youre witnessing with your own eyes #if you want to be boring about it go somewhere else but we barely get relationships like that so im prepared to defend it with my life #sorry for the long tags <2 #aromantic #ew.txt

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vamptastic · 1 year

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i think my constant seething rage is honestly very reasonable. i literally live in florida.

#got in argument with a guy the other day abt idk. trans athletes #was basically him trying to explain what the issue is to me (i know. that's kinda step one to having an opinion on it.)#and then going yeah huh i guess you're actually right (i was)#and i was like okay great cool we're done here let me go to class and he starts talking about like #how he still loves trump for this and that reason kinda unprompted (sorry you lost an argument dude go introspect somewhere else im LATE)#and i was like yeah idk abt that. on account of all the corruption. and the foreign policy youre saying is like manly macho man strong is #mostly just wildly stupid posturing that's going to achieve nothing at best and world war at worst #and he goes no don't worry i think DESANTIS would be better for 2024 actually #and i. UNDERSTANDBLY. was like oh okay i cannot speak to you (because i am visibly shaking with rage)#and he goes well i think you are misattributing my intentions (cunt.)#and i said no no i don't think you're malicious i just think you're stupid and wildly misinformed #and then left bc i was about to either hit him or start crying (bc that guy has been like very tangibly ruining my life for months #and i genuinely cannot fathom what fucking tax issue or whatever one would value over like. my right to idk. Exist atp.#and also this coming from someone who just tried to be like no i know so many trans people i love trans ppl im not like those conservatives #like try to dig deep down into whatever rotted husk of a brain is left in your skull and fathom why i might have a strong reaction to your #support for DESANTIS and the SPACE LASERS WOMAN #you fucking idiot.)#and was that civil. No. and now i have to apologize to him bc i feel bad about it even though i fully meant it #idk its what i get for trying to change peoples minds with stupid things like #' statistics ' and ' a utilitarian perspective ' and ' existing legal basis for my argument '#guys so wrapped up in their right wing bubble they just dont wanna hear it #n they always assume i mustve not heard their talking points and its like look at where we fucking live #and look at the state of the world. NOBODY in any form of mainstream news shares my politics lmao #you think i havent heard every conceivable argument abt trans people??? also you think im dumb enough to form an opinion without looking at #the other side? yeah man i know about the three trans women who have ever won a sports competition ever. do you?#do you even know their fucking names or sports or trial outcomes.#GOD just fucking. pseudo intellectual facist horseshit like pragru and infowars masquerading as legítimate sources #are making so many dumbass illiterate (i truly don't think they have the reading comprehension to decifer a study or even long article)#guys think they're gods gift to politics bc they listened to someone else tell them what a source says through ten layers of propaganda #just. uh. everyone should die forever and also learn to read.

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