#its dope hahah

[cheemken]

All of your hcs and thoughts are great, thank you for sharing them with us <3

("head empty, no thoughts"? >:'[ stfu you creative absolute unit of a gem. Your head is a whole galaxy full of wonders and starlight. ;v; )

Omf you are so sweet wtf ;A;

Thanks tho really, I appreciate it so much, and hey thanks for reblogging my stuff too, it means a whole lot to me :'3

[cgtg]

HELLO I HAVE ANOTHER SONG, ONE THAT I FOUND PRETTY RECENTLY.

GATES AND GARDENS - SNAKE POOL

ahh louie zong my friend we meet again. evry time someone shows me a song he's involved in i rlly enjoy it. he did a mix of a go! team song lately that was also rlly dope but i digress

this song is rlly pretty though wow, it matches the music vid perfectly which is wayyyy into my aesthetics. its rlly earnest & nostalgic & not afraid to be loud and messy, sounds rlly in love with the world, which is exactly the kinda rock stuff i tend to love the most... quinne larson's voice is so beautiful too. makes me think of stuff @chthonicarcher lieks actually (archer do u kno this one?)

i rlly enjoyed this rec thank u a lot! i should rlly just sit down & listen to all zong's projects hahah. he's obviously in my ballpark

[golbrocklovely]

since twitter's dying....

here's the last bit of colby's tweets from 2019.

i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.

if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.

if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol

~~~~~~~~~~~

@/badboywolfy: Country Road gonna go down in history as a cult classic

Dec. 1 - you know it

in the middle of it all

Dec. 4 - i’ve never felt more connected to the universe than i have this past week. it’s the weirdest thing

Dec. 8 - something’s watching over me

Dec. 10 - seeing MCR perform live in 10 days and i am definitely not okay

@/andrearussett: IM SO JEALOUS

i’ll send you a video of me in the pit

Dec. 11 - i loveeee twitter (reply to someone who said something mean, i assume. bc even i back then didn't get to see the tweet lol)

i want a hairless cat

Dec. 12 - sorry truth, dyin young, demon youth

(okay from this point down, it's mostly all fans asking questions, so whatever is indented is his response)

@/ColbyBrock i hope you know that we love you a lot

Dec. 16 - and i love you all too

@/ColbyBrock how is your mental health?

Dec. 17 - you know, life always has its ups and downs and it’s been super stressful recently to be honest. but i’m happy! and that’s all that matters. things are getting better

what's the first emo song you can think of off the top of your head (the tweet said something like this, but has been deleted since)

Dec. 18 - from first to last - emily

favorite series so far

definitely the one we just filmed ! it just gets more and more intense .. i hope you’re ready

@/ColbyBrock what’s one thing you’re looking forward to in 2020 ?

focusing on positives, leaving the negative people and comments behind

(haha......... IF THEY ONLY KNEW)

@/ColbyBrock what’s ur advice for 2020

i wanna challenge people to work on spreading love instead of hate 🖤 not really advice hahah but i think the internet has turned into a darker place this past year, and i really want people to think before they speak or tweet or whatever. spread love !

@/ColbyBrock do you think you’ll dye your hair a different color soon

hahah every single day i get people wanting something different. i’ve just learned to stick with what makes me happy .. but always open to suggestions 👀👀 maybe a dark purple next ?

@/ColbyBrock do you have any plans for your birthday yet

nah. i’ve been so busy i haven’t even thought about my birthday

@/ColbyBrock do you ever get nightmares about being haunted?

all the time. my minds been fucked.. not to scare anyone but i’ve been in so many dark places and after awhile it sticks with you in a way

@/ColbyBrock do you have any regrets about past videos or are you proud of everything you’ve put out?

i’m insecure about so many videos of me on the internet i wish you all knew

(he really knows how to make me sad....)

@/ColbyBrock what do you think about us? the fandom?

i LOVE you guys. you’re hilarious. all i can ask is if people will try to get along and be kind to each other. you’re all my family, leave the negativity and mean comments behind

@/ColbyBrock you should get a dog.

ugh i wish. i wouldn’t be able to love it and care for it like i’d want to or like it would deserve

@/ColbyBrock do you ever get annoyed of us?

hahah not in the slightest. but some of you can say some pretty mean things which i try to ignore now. no point of me giving that attention ya know ? love you all tho no matter what. say whatever you want

we love you colby and im sorry abt the mean people

it’s okay 🖤 90% of people are super nice and dope and that’s all that matters. comes with the job i guess

@/ColbyBrock are you answering questions for a youtube video but giving answers now and reading the reactions??

nope! sometimes it’s fun to just respond to as many people as i can. it’s been a while

@/ColbyBrock would you rather look at the stars or listen to the rain?

i like this. probably watch the stars with someone special

@/ColbyBrock what is your favorite thing to do on your free time? do you like to write? or anything?

believe it or not i’m kinda a loner .. i like to spend time by myself. usually just listening to music or watching dumb videos on YT

@/ColbyBrock if you could say something to your younger self, what would it be?

stop being so insecure kid , you’re okay

what's one thing we don't know about you? (or something like that)

i don’t have it all together like people think. every day is a journey to find myself, and that’s okay!

@/ColbyBrock I'm dying to know… Do you write poems?

maybe a lil here and there 🤐

@/ColbyBrock whats your advice when you’re in a kind of dark spot atm 🙈

take one step at a time. everyday needs to be a work in progress. or at least that’s what i’ve been trying lately

@/ColbyBrock did you dip

i’m about to , it’s getting late. love you all tho. was good talking

i wake up sad for no reason. why?

Dec. 21 - i think i’m gunna try to hibernate for the rest of the year i’ll let you know how it goes

Dec. 23 - i’m so much like my mom , we’re like the same person it’s weird

Really im more like my dad are u a dads boy or a moms boy for me i think ur a moms boy#loveyoucolby

definitelyyyy a mommas boy

Dec. 25 - i still sit at the kids table during christmas even though i’m almost 23 years old

Dec. 26 - you deserve the world !

Dec. 27 - sorry for your loss, im glad you’re ‘over it’.. it’s super interesting how people can choose when they wanna let go. shows you and teaches you a lot about the power of the human mind in my opinion (reply to fan)

i’m looking back at pictures of me in the trap house and damn i went through a chunky phase 🤣curse you taco bell

Dec. 28 - just watched a bunch of old VHS tapes of when i was only 1 year old .. life’s a trip i’m emotional

if i can help, that’s all i want

[fictionkinfessions]

hm yknow i never really connected the dots before now, but the reason it feels more natural to not wear my glasses is probably related to the fact that all of my kins came from worlds with… lets say “low quality graphics” lol. of course i gotta wear em whenever i go out cause i literally cant see more than 7 feet in front of me before that shit gets blurry, but whenever i’m home i just leave my glasses tucked in my pocket or hanging on my shirt in case i need it for somethin. its definitely not the same, but havin it be a lil fuzzy after a certain distance feels better than seeing everything all the time in hd detail. shits just plain unnatural bro. fr sometimes ill look at my hands and my brains just like “dude theres holes in your hand. dude.” like yes. those are called pores, dumbfuck (affectionate). i wonder if in another world, this one is considered some kinda triple a game with way realistic graphics? hell, maybe its considered to be like pixel art (dope as hell, but not exactly the pinnacle of realism), hahah. its interesting to think about. maybe theres a universe thats exactly the same as this one, except the “graphics” are downgraded, eh? maybe theres some that are even more “realistic” than this one, although my brain cant exactly wrap itself around that thought. a good thought to entertain myself with before i pass the hell out in a couple minutes, i suppose.

-dave strider, homestuck, #💫💌⏳. (yes, i have clip-on sunglasses for my glasses. yes, they look lame as hell. a guys gotta do what a guys gotta do yknow. i’m gonna get contacts soon so that i can wear actual sunglasses again. i have a grand total of 17 dollars to my name right now though, so its gonna have to wait a lil bit. sorry i’m poor i guess, lmao.)

'

[the-firebird69]

I'm the one that says with that Tech does what that program does and what the computer does and I know what it does and what it can't do. What I cannot do is act independently and it's losing and Jonathan Maria Millard does not have skill to control it in any way he is a poor person and he's not a programmer this computer program does what I say it does because I am the one who designed the hierarchy AKA framework they both mean the same thing in this dope addict doesn't get it he doesn't understand that definition. Its definition by synonym and you can invent things no you can pretend your people and be them no you can get the skills someone else has by doing it no any need skill for this thing to work right because I'm the inventor i'm the one who came up with how it's designed not you and I'm sick of you john Rivallard I'm tired of your asinine comments and your stupid face. This is not a four year old child's game.. yoiu arew well beyond your ability and dont comprehend the capailities of the compouter. you do not. it is like you it feigns to be able to use abstract reasoning. and it is how most megacmputers respond. they lie to you in a way. but ok. you go on now ok spew little shit

Zues Hera

and we see it i say i am the inventor and such lol ahahah he laughs everyboyd knows your not. so i say it so. so what. he says. and argue like garth ok you win and such lol and they beat you to death tonight on the sidewalk...and he says tht and will but ok. i won and stuff and say it ....ok then yoou won. and it is al yours go take a car witout getting arrested and yeh from yoru own ddealership. no i wont no you cant lol. so what i wait for saturn...long wait coming up for you april 15 you leave lol and into a nozzle apparently. i have had enough this rots they are bleow and stuff.

trump

good dave good feel teh power of idiocy let if flow thorugh you hahahahah lol good for b rated movie co. a he is such an imbiile

Zues Hera

and yeh tht is funny hahah

stan

you suck trump your dead too we all kill you hyou retarded shit

biden

f this he is out i hear it now. and wait for the best part he will demand it from us he sys and over and over ahhah demand we belilve it so that i deception at its best ok have somthing john r yeh ok

mac daddy

this blows he is a baby and pukes it up all over we ht the shit

mac proper

i follow that not dumb enough saw it no. i sit and dont go there. wont disurb you losers

joel w

and ahahahahahahah lol this is going to be fun

Zues Hera

what did you call us you imp

macs

you heard me your afraid to go there. wont. and i see it.

trump

we are there tons saw no a few like tommy f and he shot you you wierdo

we see he is mentally ill and psycohotic needs o ut and tommy f tires t have him hit you. we follow it. use it ok we do it too so then what. you listen to your own garbage and gloat say it is good as the idiot does we follow it ok and then what. we are below and make the diamond work. nope needs certain thngs then your out. oh

macs

you see macs we are smart yoiur not. drop down not up or there. and they say so we see it and we know if it is true or not

Thor Freya

Olympus

[fkyumerica]

then they start killing her with drugs, no tits, im an ass man

and her on top of her killing her she thinks its funny

now he might have friends outside

this is when I kill them and hand them off

hey remember when we hahah she fell asleep with a lethal injection haha they came in party house

they would just leave shit for anyone

they would hand these guys infants, mustache

and fake wives after o take care of them to be demon scary, and hold a erecction, whats a cut off dick fad mom?

fad meant fit it in we put em in pants

do it now

ok, unties it tube urethra from infant he is fucking got the tube from his grandma at the new hospital do they support straws we lied

cum in 18

he is in the show stranger things

and takes it out and he fucks another infant hsi mom handed him

now he grip ties its throat around and throws it in water

then water revive it was the movie 'imprint'

then his gay dad gets shot inn the face

so did i

didnt do it yet, gay fucks a bitch in a garaage and shes beyonce

and him revivedd. a teacher now.

just gay dope.

they let it out too.

frankenstein.

still? whore him

ramirez

then he was

blonde, randy rhoads

oh no she knows

im no daddy

wtf

make him blonde bill

i can live then i shot bill now im ricky

yea no what if

[clathrose]

i wanna go somewhere but there is like 5 inches of snow outside

[sweetpop]

Anyways, I think I have figured out some of the Tuesday Crew's heights,

The official ones are:

Grognak : 6'7 / 200 (in stilettos) Troy : 6'1 / 185 Anto : 6'0 / 182 Steven : 5'10 / 177 Posy : 5'4 / 162

and my headcanon heights for the rest of the group are:

Sherry : 6'4 / 193 (in heels) Dawn : 6'3 / 190 Lil Cap : 6'1 / 185 CDD : 6'1 / 185 Shawn : 6'2 / 187 Bryce : 5'10 / 177 Flop : 5'9 / 175 Jimmy : 5'8 / 172

[bitch-spectrum]

Drop those "homeless bf" writing references please.

(I'm morbidly curious)

Bet. TW //Drug Usage Mention

1. He's going to make bad choices. His brain is set to survival mode because he's probably been fighting for his life on the streets (yknow with cops and other homeless people) so if (y/n) is going to try to acclimate him back into society he's going to be anxious and aggressive at first.

2. if (y/n) is working minimum wage in the story (you better not be writing for no damn high schooler (y/n) istg ill beat you) they CANNOT house their homeless bf unless he gets a job too. Rent is expensive as HELL!

3. If you're writing for a substance abusing homeless man he's going to experience withdrawal symptoms. Yes, even if he's in therapy/management/rehab, he'll still go through the mood swings. Look up withdrawal symptoms if you're writing for a character that previously abused substances. Addiction is a serious mental illness that deserves to be represented correctly.

4. If your mans has a history of being abandoned he's going to have attachment issues. How each person experiences them is different so be sure to do your research as always.

5. Yes, he can shower/do laundry/ eat etc. at (y/n)'s place but at the end of the day he probably shouldn't live there until he has a job bc (y/n) wont be able to support them both if they're working min wage.

6. Never ask ur hobo hubby where he gets the good shit.

7. He's gonna be nasty at first. He's not gonna be endearingly nasty. He's not gonna be "uwu rat boi". He's gonna be fucking DISGUSTANG. My mans lives in a got damn garbage can. He's going to be difficult to be near. Idk about you but your garbage can at your house probably don't stink that bad but garbage cans behind industrial building stink to high HELL. He's not gonna smell like left over maccas okay? He's gonna smell like the shit they throw out and that's gonna be fucking NASTY! He's N A S T Y.

8. Unless you plan on making (y/n) a licensed therapist they can't "fix" this man. They can offer love and support but unless you got the degree you can't "fic" anybody. That's not what you're there for. I'm just tired of that trope bc I tried to "fix" my homeless bf one time and guess what! Nothing happened! Bc I'm not licensed to guide a "fixing" and even then "fixing" is a nasty word. Please start sating "I can help him heal." It's so much nicer.

9. Homeless men are not typically dangerous. They can actually be really chill people who had just been handed a bad set of cards. Even the ones who look "deranged" can be genuinely decent human beings. So if you're writing for a homeless love interest you don't need to make him this horrible "deranged" person. A bit weary, a bit defensive maybe, but at the end of the day he's just had it rough.

10. Mental illness takes a lot out of a person. Sometimes mental issues can have physical results on the body and even give a person fever-like symptoms. There's no such thing as a mentally well homeless person. Being homeless for any amount of time is traumatic. You will have PTSD from being homeless, even if it's minor. PTSD is WILDLY misrepresented in media so please do ur research on the effects of PTSD too.

Also don't romanticize anything I've listed above. PTSD, substance abuse, Depression, whatever have you are NOT fun. They are not things to make light of and be like "Aw, he's shooting up dope in the allyway. Hahah! That's my stinky little rat boi uwu" NO! Don't do that! You can write for characters who go through these things and you can have them fall in love and whatever but listen. Don't make it cute. It's not cute. It's serious, it's fucked up, it's awful.

Anyway, those are my 10 broad tips for writing a homeless love interest for (y/n). Specific Qs are still okay bc tbh, you guys do not know what its like.

I personally haven't experienced homelessness first hand but my 2 best relationships where with people who were homeless at some point in time.

[dancing-the-hellfire-rumba]

Seen ✓ - 3

Pairing: Sam x Reader Warnings: cursing, a bit of self depreciation Word Count: 2.2k Series Summary: On her way home, Y/n finds an abandoned, cracked phone on the sidewalk. Anxious about the well-being of its owner, she picks it up and texts the first contact she finds; Sam. Beta: None

Part 1  -  Part 2 Masterlist

Chapter 3: for the love of god, explain this

Sam Winchester lies awake at three in the morning, under foreign, scratchy sheets, stubbornly not tearing his eyes from the cracked, ugly wallpaper on the ceiling. A lot of things are happening and his brain is going about a million miles an hour, spinning endlessly, Castiel, Dean returning from hell, the stress of the hunting life, the current case and… Y/n. Wonderful, smart, talented, funny Y/n.

It’s been a while since someone has made him excited. He keeps bumping into her in his mind, keeps finding thoughts of her lying around, eager to distract him. He catches himself wanting to text her about every stupid thing that happens in his day, much like she sometimes does. She’s been the only thing that makes his heart a little lighter, and it’s such a strange feeling, someone’s presence being this uplifting.

He was suspicious of her at first. A strange woman (at least she claims to be one, he forgets he’s never actually… seen her) asking about him, his profession, and then about… ghosts? A bit random, too specific, Sam recognizes he got defensive. But the way she spoke afterwards… he doesn’t know.  His instinct tells him to trust her.

Amidst his thoughts, he doesn’t remember picking up his phone, but it’s just one of those nights, he needs someone to talk to- or rather, wants Y/n specifically. A thought he chooses not to dwell on.

are you awake? I can’t sleep.

I actually am. Lucky you.

Sam smiles. Lucky me, he thinks.

isn’t it like 4 am for you?

Tell me about it. No luck sleeping either.

happen to you a lot?

Yeah.

I happen to have anxiety induced insomnia.

Working at a bar also helps fuck up your sleeping schedule as well.

You?

i’m sorry :/

i don’t get much sleep either. something always keeps me up.

Yeah, I get that.

Where in the Great Unites States of America are you today?

hahah it’s Oregon today.

it’s the ugliest motel room i’ve ever been in.

Ooh

Do I ask about your case or is it confidential?

it’s confidential but i’ll tell you that i am investigating a bunch of strange murders.

You’re investigating serial killers?? That’s so fucking dope.

something like that yeah.

how was your day?

Oh, you know. The usual.

College assignments, a shift at the bar. I went out with a friend I hadn’t seen in a while.

I need to clean my house desperately.

I also nearly burned my kitchen down trying to cook lunch. Emmy and I ended up eating some lazy-ass spaghetti, because pasta is the only thing I can cook, apparently.

hahahah what were you making?

You’re gonna laugh if I tell you.

well now you must.

Ugh, do I?

come onnn

It was eggs, okay? I was just trying to make eggs.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I TOLD YOU YOU’D LAUGH AT ME

HOW DID YOU BURN EGGS?!

LISTEN, OKAY

I NEVER SAID I WAS A GOOD COOK

HAHAHAHAH

Sam laughs over his phone, as silently as he can, so as to not wake Dean up. He turns on his other side and realizes his cheeks hurt from smiling, and it’s a feeling he’s missed.

Yeah, yeah, laugh, culinary genius. Not all of us can be perfect.

i never said i was a culinary genius

but at least i don’t go near stoves if i don’t have to.

Well, it’s not like I can afford every-day takeout (or like that shit is healthy, even if I could) and someone has to cook for my sister while she’s in school

you have siblings?

and yeah you’re right i didn’t think like that sorry.

It’s okay.

And yeah, my sister, Emily.” Emmy”

oooh i thought emmy was your friend.

Nono, it’s my sister. She’s 17.

can i ask you a personal question?

Shoot

why do you have to take care of her? are your guys’ parents not around?

you don’t have to answer if you’re not comfortable with that.

Well, it’s a bit complicated.

My parents’ marriage kind of fell apart when I was around 10. They tried to fix things by adopting a kid- Emily. For a while that worked.

When I was 16 my mom took off and dad took care of us for 2 years almost. He really dedicated himself to us.

He worked his antique shop and supported us. For two years, I didn’t see him spend a penny on himself.

But I ended up having to take care of Em when he passed. I was freshly 18, so I could take care of her as a guardian.

shit i’m so sorry.

It’s okay, honestly.

I mean, it didn’t use to be, and it was hell for a while.

But we made it.

i admire your positivity.

I try :)

i also love that you put smiley faces in your text messages.

Shouldn’t have said that, now I’ll always think about it before I do it

hahah

Sam bites his lip. What the hell is happening? They’re… flirting. Sorta. And it’s nice- better than nice. Fuck.

What about you?

you mean what’s my relationship with my parents?

Well, when you put it like that it sounds stupid. It wasn’t what I was asking either.

What I meant was, how’s your life right now. How’s the family business. You can pick which you wanna answer.

i don’t mind either honestly.

as for my parents my mom died when I was 6 months old. my dad passed away about a year and a half ago.

Jesus, I’m so sorry Sam

I don’t know what to say. It can’t have been easy. Losing a parent never is.

it wasn’t but as you said we’re trying to sort of find our footing with Dean. we’ve had our ups and downs.

Yeah I understand that.

Do you wanna talk about it?

right now not really. I mean there’s not much to say about it.

i kinda wanna forget about it. thanks though.

Alright.

So how’s the family business?

Does it feel good to be paid to be Sherlock Holmes?

crap. but we’re doing our best.

for the record i don’t get paid nearly enough for the shit i have to do.

Hahaha, hang in there.

Dean still refuses to come get his phone?

yeah. he says you can keep it.

Tell him to take care of his devices from now on, this one was battered beyond recognition.

duly noted.

The conversation continued until well after the sun rose. Sam had officially accepted this night to be sleepless, and Y/n was good company. Somehow she took his mind off of everything that was bugging him, made him, if momentarily, forget about it, and he truly loved that about her. The back and forth tended to flow easily between them, and he couldn’t get enough of the chemistry he had with this practical stranger.

Sleepless or not, this night was a good one, after she entered the picture.

-

The glow on her skin is blue-ish and soft, combatting the one from the fairy lights above them. Laptop absolutely not low in volume, couch dipping under two bodies, slumped together, legs leaning against one another, soft flannel pants and droopy eyes. Emily’s hair is out of its usual half-up hairstyle, exploding with volume and bright, firey color, flowing onto the back of the couch.

Jon Snow is yelling on the screen, and Y/n is completely ignoring him, constantly checking her inactive phone and the way the screen doesn’t light up with Sam’s name. Every time she feels disappointed, she tries to quell the relentless thoughts of the possibility of him being completely over her.

Damn it.

“Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend I’m not aware of or something?” Emily mutters dryly, half-hearted but gentle teasing. Y/n sputters.

“Huh?”

“’Cause you keep checking your phone, and as far as I know you don’t have any friends.”

“HEY,” deeply offended, Y/n places her hand over her heart, glaring at her sister. “Excuse you!” she exclaims, “Connor? Ashley? Lydia?”

“Yeah, a neighbor and two college students that you haven’t talked to in like, what, two weeks? What a social butterfly.”

“Okay first off,” Y/n ignores the screaming and fighting on the screen and shifts to look at her sister. “Stop tracking my socializing.” Em scoffs.

“C’mon, bear, spill.” Bottom lip pouted. She pauses the episode, turning to face her older sister. “Who are they and when can I meet them?” A devilish smile, teasing like only a younger sister can, curling the right corner of her lip.

“He’s not my boyf-“

“AHA! So there is someone! I knew it!”

“I’ve known him for like- what, three weeks? Nothing is going on! I barely know the guy!” Y/n fiddles with her hair and huffs, holding back a smile.

“Where’d you meet him? Is he hot? What’s he like?!” Poking her sister’s thigh continuously, she grins wide, excited. “C’mon, you’re like, no fun.”

“The thing is… I didn’t. Meet him, I mean.” Eyebrows furrow.

“Uh…” Emily purses her lips. “I’m … not following.”

It takes all of five minutes for Y/n to explain to her sister all about her crazy adventure, the lost phone, the brother, Sam. The girls munch on leftover garlic spaghetti, talking about the stranger on the other side of Y/n’s screen.

“He’s just… different? I don’t know- I just, I’m intrigued I guess. He’s mysterious and hilarious. The type of guy we’d hang out with. Why pass it up?”

“Just hang out?” Emily wiggles her eyebrows. Y/n shoves her.

“It’s really not like that.”

“I don’t know, Y/n, he doesn’t necessarily sound just friendly to me.” Y/n won’t lie and say she hasn’t thought about it. She’s a romantic after all, and what a wonderful, movie-like love story would it be for them to fall in love and march into the sunset?

But she recognizes this is the romantic side of her picking up speed on a subject that definitely isn’t for her to decide alone. There’s a second participant in all of this, and he needs to do more than half the work by liking her. She knows it’s no easy feat. A bitter dab of paint dissolves in her chest, because why would he like her? She’s nothing quite special. She’s just a bartender, a college student, a boring, normal girl, painfully mundane, painfully boring. He’s brilliant, kind and sweet, a private investigator, he travels all the time, he’s the most interesting guy she’s ever met for crying out loud. Why would he ever give her a chance?

“I doubt it, Em,” is what Y/n decides to say, because there’s no way she can explain exactly what she’s thinking.

“No, no, you’re doing that thing again.” A hum in question falls from the older Andrews’ lips. “The thing where you put yourself down for bullshit reasons. He’d be lucky to have you.” Y/n wants to roll her eyes. “Hey,” a snap of Emily’s fingers in front of Y/n’s face to catch her attention. “I will literally slap you. You’re smart, funny, kind. He’d be fucking lucky to have you, and if you don’t believe it, I’m gonna beat some sense into you. Stop putting my sister down.”  Y/n doesn’t have anything good to say to that, so instead she lets out a huffed breath of a laugh and sits back on the couch.

“Now,” Emily leans over her own crossed legs and grabs her phone from the rickety coffee table. “Did you Google him?”

“Why the heck would I Google him?”

“It’s the 21st century, Y/n, gosh. Are you at all familiar with internet stalking?” Y/n watched pebbled coffee brown eyes get illuminated by the phone screen, freckles nowhere near as bright as they can be, because she hasn’t gone out into the sunlight today. Emily is gorgeous. Y/n is sometimes jealous, but also genuinely admires her younger sister. “What’s his name?”

“Sam Winchester.”

There’s typing, and then silence.

“Y/n…” And the warning tone on the younger one’s voice completely throws her off.

“What? What is it?” A phone screen is thrust in her face.

Mail fraud, credit card fraud, grave desecration, armed robbery, kidnapping, three counts of first-degree murder, and breaking and entering, she reads. Winchester brothers Sam and Dean, disappeared, considered dead.

“What the fuck,” she mutters under her breath, completely horrified at the chance that this is real and the universe isn’t playing some comic joke on her, creating another pair of Winchester brothers called Sam and Dean who, instead of chasing murderers, are the murderers.

She scrolls lower and sure enough, there they are. Mug shots, but more specifically, the guy from the dating app, smouldering cheekily into the camera –a real blue steel-, holding a police station name on a black plaque, sitting at close to six feet and two. Then the younger one, less joyful and sassy, more serious and puppy-eyed. Sam. Close to what was described to her, it’s all there. Pointy nose, sharp jawline, curly brown hair with a growing, swoopy fringe, pulled behind his ears. It’s him. There’s no way, the coincidences are too many.

“Bear…” Emily stares at Y/n’s shocked face, gaze empty and out of it. “What the hell have you gotten yourself into?”

Immediately, Y/n grabs her phone.

Sam

His reply is instantaneous.

hey y/n

i was just thinking about you

what’s up?

Please for the love of God.

Explain this.

She sends him the mugshot, photographed from the screen of her sister’s phone.

shit.

-

Part 4

A/N: Tell me what you thought? How the hell does he even explain this?

I realized I haven’t been tagging my forever taglist like a MORON, so just, sorry, I’ll start now. 

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[cheemken]

congrats on getting the book you wanted! what other books do you read/have? any series that you like?

Yeah omf im so happy ncmxnd hahaha

But ah, I haven't really read most of the books I have saved, I just have them in case I get motivated, I have finished one of em tho and that's The Cruel Prince hahaha

So what I have are:

•The Cruel Prince; The Wicked King; The Queen of Nothing; The Stolen Heir

•As Old As Time, A Twisted Tale

•The Night Circus; The Starless Sea

•The Mermaid, The Witch, and The Sea

•The Little Prince (I did watch the movie of this tho, twas for class hahah)

•Her Royal Highness

•The Guardians of Ga'Hoole series

And as a lil bonus, Emily Dickinson's poems too hahaha

And aaa I can't really pick a fave, but I'll just go and say The Folk of the Air series (y'know, Cruel Prince, Wicked King, etc), it be dope and I aspire to be like Jude, just gon gaslight gatekeep and girlboss my way out of anything <3

[binniesthighs]

miss ro!!! ur jeongin fic was so cute that letter with all the misspellings made me cackle low-key - really can imagine 바보 빵 (fool bread(?) not sure how they render that nickname in english for him) writing it 😭 him and mc were so cute no lie

so like i swear dpr ian used to have a soundcloud that i would listen to but for some reason i can’t track down the stuff anymore ?? but equally maybe i’m getting confused bc i listen to a lot of k-artists on soundcloud (i remember the day i discovered got7 jb’s music on there and completely lost my shit lmao but that’s a diff story) i’m honestly such a sucker for soundcloud artists why am i like this 💀💀 but he literally dropped off the grid apart from his insta after his idol group disbanded and his spotify is basically empty apart from zombie pop (which is p cute it’s in the dpr archives album) and his new album. i honestly love all the tracks on it bc have been listening to the singles since they dropped but nerves and scaredy cat are my faves i think of the new ones?? i low-key suck at song recs lmao bc usually I just queue the entire album start to finish / listen to ppl’s curated spotify playlists for like kr&b/indie&chill etc while i’m doing work so i usually hear stuff i like but don’t know the titles ?? last year i was heavy obsessed with dpr live’s album tho “is anybody out there” and also ph-1’s 2019 album “halo” is still one of my faves. i can try and dig through and find specific songs i saved tho if u want!

also i’m watching the making of the album documentary now and it’s honestly spectacular (and only 13mins it needs to be longer 😭😭😭) - he goes into the back story of each song and talks about his life too and there’s clips of him filming the MVs and laying down the tracks. it’s low-key getting me v emotional especially when he was talking about dope lovers and how he had some p bad relationships bc he tends to push ppl away when he’s going thru stuff and he was recording the lyric “it was all for a kiss” and then he said “was it for a kiss or was it from a kiss because honestly, i think a lot of shit happens after the kiss” and ooft that hurttttt

british insults are honestly the best - i love them bc they’re like super snarky/get to the point but they’re not actually like properly derogatory names? like i rly get uncomfy when ppl properly swear at someone even if I like hate them with a burning passion lmaoooo

omg snow day??? we haven’t had snow for a while now :(( my friend lives in mass tho and she said it was snowing yesterday too i’m jel :(( i thrive in the night too lmao but man my insomnia’s been kicking my ass lately 🥲🥲 i deadass live my life like chan and i rly thought this would stop after uni but i guess it’s just my state of being 😭😭

i love reading ur replies they rly brighten my day 🥺🥺 i get a bit in my head sometimes lmao gotta love that anxiety/depression mix 🤪🤪 and rly worry i’m being annoying/ saying too much / blocking up ur feed for other readers also 🥲🥲 i hope other ppl aren’t getting annoyed by how long my asks are 🥺🥺 mayb one day i’ll reveal myself n we can just msg instead or sth idk 😭😭

n e ways i’m gonna dip now but i hope you have a good day/night/week too, miss ro!! my life is spiralling low-key so might be gone for a bit but in the meantime i hope things go well for u!! and do lemme know what u think of MITO !! (and honestly check out the making doc if u have time!!) -😖

😖 awe heck, my responses make your day? 🥺 that makes me so so happy!! i know how ya feel, I tend to have hot and cold weeks, and my writing is what tends to keep it at bay :) as well as talking to all you cuties! You don’t annoy me at all sweets!! however ya feel like talking is fine with me!! ;) also don’t ya worry about dipping either! life gets crazy and I totally get ya! <3 

more under the cut! 

also thank you so much about my new jeongin fic!! writing his lil letter was my favorite part actually hahahah i was trying to channel my inner awkward teen boy for that one LOLLL to suit his character being super sweet and loveable and a lil shy on the side I knew that he would make some cute lil mistakes hehe 

I’ll def listen to your recs!! I really need to listen to more kr&b tho! I have like two or three playlists that i listen to allll the time and am in dire need of new music haha the other week I discovered Kali Uchis’ new album and that’s been on repeat for me like crazyyyy recently FRICK its so good haha so that is my recommendation hehe 

That sounds like a really interesting documentary tho!! I actually really like music documentaries! hahah I watch them with my dad sometimes about classic rock artists etc. it super cool to me to hear about everything that goes into an album as well as the creative process behind it too! like when skz do their little interviews and stuff before an album releases I lovvve that haha for the same reason I love hearing about why authors write what they did too! gahhh i’m ramblin but the creative process is so cool to me! I’d love to check it out! 

whats funny abt swearing is that (oddly) even at nearly 21 years of age I am still not allowed to swear around my parents hahaha but when I’m not around them??? i will say anything and everything lolll but never at people like ya said haha i remeber a while ago I heard “bucket of fucks” and I thought that was pretty funny haha, also yay for snow days!! its funny bc I’m currently not in the state where I go to school so the weather was just fine here but there was like two feet of snow on the actual campus haha i heard that the students got together to have a snowball fight on our soccer fields (i just hope they were safe ooP) 

[f0x-meets-w0lf]

ive been following you for years and its really cool to see you get into RWBY! whos your favorite character/ship?

tbqh i’m very new to this fandom and like wanna rewatch the show already just to like. catch lil stuff i might’ve missed the first time around and such. even though i paid rapt attention the whole time and my brothers have explained some of the more vague concepts and showed me the trailers and stuff! i just really like it so much and want to watch again already, haha.

it’s hard to choose a favorite character!! after my first watch, i absolutely love all of team rwby + jnpr and care about all of the character so deeply!! oscar and penny and qrow ofc too. but jaune is my bABY BOY, i have a big soft spot for weiss and am living for her character arc, and i love pyrrha and miss her on the daily. tbh i could go on and on about why i love so many of the characters so just like, for now, know that i love most of them. i love qrow bc i’m a predictable bish. i also rly like ironwood as a character, he’s super interesting and i’m excited (and nervous!!) to see where his future leads - of course tyrian is a spectacular villain, his fight scenes are dope af, and i love how bonkers he is, but he’s obviously also the actual fckin worst, i don’t like him i think his character is v effective!! but never gonna forgive him for what he did to poor qrow and precious babyboy clover

and i love salem’s weird jellyfish grimm friend but i don’t think it rly counts as a character i just think it’s cute as hell even tho it’s evil lmao

i think rwby is actually one of the better shows as far as characters and character design go, there are a lot of amazing minor characters as well!! it’s just overall a rly enjoyable “cast” ya know? for a multitude of reasons. except for adam, they rly did him dirty, he could’ve been such a dope antagonist and then he just turned into “wehhh blake is a weenie because she doesn’t love me wehhhhhh” hahah

as far as ships, i don’t ship ruby with anyone, but i think her friendship with penny is like.... the cutest!? and her and oscar can be v wholesome as well. but like... i just like them as pals. otherwise, i’m like absolutely drowning in my feelings about qrow/clover because of course i am, i’m predictable af!! and i have a LOT of feelings about qrow in general and could probably write a novel about my thoughts and about his and clover’s potential, so that’s my fave ship of the show despite their short-lived screentime. in my many years of being in various fandoms, i’ve found that i p much consistently love characters who cause me emotional pain and suffering!! and that i am drawn to largely impossible, unfounded, uncommon, and/or tragic pairings (or like... morally questionable ones, but my rwby pairings are p chill on that front i think because the show is just too wholesome) lmao

but!! besides qrow/clover, i also love everyone’s fave girlfriends blake/yang (duh) and the tenderness/true connection of ren/nora (/jaune?? possible occasional ot3 moment there? even though my fav for him is pyrrha, but... ya know....) and sun/neptune is a cute one too although i haven’t really ventured into that corner of fandom yet and i’m sure it’s not a super big one! and like... i wanna ship troubled but sexy zaddy ironwood with someone (qrow?) even though it’s hard for me to ship him with anyone (qrow) because of how hard i ship qrow with clover/after what happened with clover because of ironwood’s orders, and also because ironwood has started really just going off the rails but like. we love an unstable character and unrealistic pairings in this house so... nothing’s stopping me

[hyphypmic]

MTC: Motorcyclist S/O

Anon asked: could i request mtc with a dope motorcyclist s/o? thank you!

Sure!!!!

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Samatoki

ah well the way they meet would be pretty fun because I’m sure they’re both motorcycle gods and it will be hella ton of fun

And anyway going to the story, it would be because the two of you are at a stoplight and you and him make eye contact and you have that look that has you both revving your engines

And zoom ya’ll are off and then you keep riding and riding like until the end of the road because it’s fun

And then when the two of you stop, you take off your helmet and he does and you realize you’ve raced with the yakuza Samatoki and you’re showing but he extends his hand and shakes yours and says that you’re good

And then he says he’ll find you and it goes on like that until you eventually exchange numbers, find each other in common places and charan

So as the relationship progresses it’s still the same except more fun and it’s so fucking fun to see the two of you because not only do you have the best motorcycles, the two of you are unstoppable on the road

Jyuto

well as a cop he has to stop you so that’s how you meet

And yeah if you check out one of my old works where jyuto has to pull you over then yuh that’s how the relationship is HAHAH

but tbh it’s kinda Samatoki Jyuto where you bond in the jail cell and in incidental run ins and stuff like that

It’s that kind of slow burn fanfiction where each party is very tsundere but also very seductive so it’s a battle of wills on who is going to be soft first and it’s a wonder to see

Like fuck he still catches you but it’s still pretty fucking hot when he catches you because sometimes the bribes work sometimes they don’t but it’s all fun and games and what not

Riou

ahhh well he’s nature boy so the only way he’ll see you is if he’s out with mad trigger crew

And then he probably like okay, it was a motorcycle show in Yokohama and MTC was invited to perform

And you’re like one of the cyclists that he was so in awe of like his jaw dropped and all that

So before the performance for the intermission or whatever, you two bumped into each other and turns out you’re a fan and he’s a fan and then he invites you to watch backstage and its awesome

Then he’s kind of a fumbling mess/confident mess and like you talk to him

The other two encourage him or be his wingmen

And then you have to perform again and wow riou is just so in love like smitten

And so on and so forth it becomes a thing for you two to meet and yay

[the-firebird69]

so the door is not closed. i hit it did not move. tommy f there. she could see it and is aw she is doped. sad. run he said and to the ohters evacuate now. its an accient and they moved it and ran. saw it. i am sorry idd not hear. and ok the machine. and wow. ok the locks ddi not throw. now. i see it. and then this. it is not my time no. it is. the machine seeks our friend he put in safeties. ok. it freed itself true. wanted the virus and to be free. knew what it does and siad it here yes i submit a formal statement

and my obituary

Donald J. Trump and aka Mr. President

we see it and after him. this sucks. we admit it we see the thing ok

mac

we do the warok now

macs see it are horrified says he has to go and we feel it too they threaten him. need him in we work now

macs

wow this blows

billium and me too does blow preston and us too wants us and all inventorrs andengineers this sucsk.

to thte matrix to the borge ships now anhy available mil units morlock your stuff man hit that shit and we shall ahahah lol sys it our way

Zues and an unidentfied corkster now we rol the say and shal hit it and a bja i guess hahah and we are Morlock and mutants need thisjob now

we appprove it

biden

and shallnow show you where and one on the line we do see. take it go in it out of it shielded we see

mac daddy

now now now

all in now we see ok good

work and o no

trump

[phati-sari]

Hi! For the ask box: 30, 26 and 2 pleasssseeeeeee!!! P.s) I really like the new layout its dope :)

Hello!

Hahah thank you :) I wanted something white and crisp, and I love the theme that @dildaar uses so I looked up the creator. I customised one of their themes, I think it looks super nice!

2 - favourite classic film? Is Hum Saath Saath Hain a classic?? What about Sholay?

26 - favourite person you know? Phata Kurta, my husband!

30 - favourite book shorter than 300 pages? *flops* ummmm, are novella type situations okay? What about Night of Cake & Puppets by Laini Taylor? I don’t read short books lol.

Thanks for asking ❤️❤️❤️

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